Do Black Lives REALLY Matter
to the BLM Rioters?
No.
If Black Lives REALLY Mattered,
to the BLM Protesters,
they would stop and think
about the consequences their actions have
on those of us who live with REAL, ACTUAL
White Supremacists
harassing and murdering our families...
They are using words like
White Supremacists, Nazis, and KKK
loosely, as slurs and descriptors for any and all white people...
but they forget...
White Supremacists, Nazis, and the Ku Klux Klan
ARE REAL TERRORIST ORGANIZATIONS
WHO COMMIT ACTUAL HATE CRIMES
AGAINST ACTUAL MINORITIES
...and by using using words like
White Supremacists, Nazis, and KKK loosely,
as slurs and descriptors for any and all white people,
they cause people to forget about the horrors committed by the REAL White Supremacists, Nazis, and the Ku Klux Klan
UPDATE: June 24, 2020: Much sadness, the painting of Erzulie Danta aka The Black Madonna, one of Vudo's Primary Loas was destroyed by BLM vandals :( , she along with her sister Erzulie Freda are my patron saints.
Much sadness, the painting of Erzulie Danta aka The Black Madonna, one of Vudo's Primary Loas was destroyed by BLM vandals :( only 2 days after the destruction of Erzulie Freda aka Immaculate Conception, she along with her sister Erzulie Freda are my patron saints.
Erzulie Danta & Erzulie Freda are 2 of the primary Loa of Voodoo.
They are the 2 wives of Damballah Weddo, The One God, The Great Serpent, The Creator of Life.
White slave owners, would not allow black slaves to worship the Loa. Slave owners brought in Catholic Priests and Nuns to convert the slaves. The slaves took the icons, prayer cards, and paintings the priests and nuns gave them, and gave the Loa, "Catholic names"
Thus Damballah Weddo began to be represented by images of Moses carrying a Brass Serpent, and his wives Erzulie Danta & Erzulie Freda began to be represented by The Black Madonna and The Lady of The Immaculate Conception.
All of the Loa, have Catholic Saints and Martyrs to represent them. It was a way for the slaves to trick the Masters into thinking the slaves were converted to Catholicism, when in fact, Voodoo, or Vuvu as it was called in the 1400 to 1700s, stayed strong in their hearts and the mysteries of the Loa stayed alive.
Today Voodoo is a branch of the Catholic church, and while most Christians call us Pagans or Heathens or worse, we are in fact Christian, and branch of Catholicism.
It's why you see me always with a rosary, which I wear like a necklace, much to the horrors of many Catholics, and why I have so many statues of Mary, Jesus, and the Saints all over my room and my car, and why I have crosses and crucifixes all over my walls, and why I wear veils, mantilla, and hijab.
If you walked in my room, you would immediately assume I was an extremely devout orthodox Catholic, and you'd be wrong.
I am a Voodoo Priestess rank of Medsan Fey Marija Loa to Damballah Weddo and serve the local shrine to Papa Damballah and Erzulies Freda and Danta. This painting was very dear to me.
It means I am married to God, something for which there was an actual wedding, with a wedding dress and everything.
In simpler terms: I'm a nun.
I am married to my god the same way a Catholic nun is married to Christ.
Which is also why sex is not a part of my life.
This painting is a painting that we Voodoo practitioners hold with deep reverence.
The Black Madonna, Erzulie Dantar, Our Dear Sweet Lady of Retribution.
Voodoo Practitioners, follow many things, many paths, many roads, many branches. But with every branch, every form of Voodoo, one thing remains constant: The Black Madonna. There is no Voodoo Practitioner on the planet, who does not have a statue or a prayer card or her dagger through the heart veevee on their prayer alter. She is the mother of life. The mother of us all. The goddess who created life, with Papa Damballah.
This painting is dearly beloved in the Voodoo Community, and now she is destroyed.
The painting was made in 1433, based off of the description of Jesus in the Bible.
The book of Revelations describes Jesus as having roped locks of hair like lambs wool and feet the colour of brass. Jesus was from the southern region of Judea which is in Africa.
Jesus was black. The Bible itself tells us this.
Most images of Jesus and Mary paint them white, blond, blue eyed... but that's not how the Bible described them.
This is one of the few historical images of a Black Jesus and a Black Mother Mary. And most Black people love it dearly. So why would followers of a movement to bring equality to black lives, destroy it?
Or did they? Was it people who hate the BLM movement and so destroyed a symbol near and dear to the hearts of millions in the black community?
Who destroyed this painting?
And why?
BLM graffiti is the only clue.
But is it, BLM because it was done by someone in the BLM movement?
Or was it done by someone against the BLM movement?
No one knows.
No one knows who did this.
My grandmother was half Black *(yes, I am 1/4 Black)* and she loved this painting. She didn't call it The Black Madonna like most people do, she called her Black Baby Jesus. She took a trip over there to see it in person.
Whoever did it, these people should pay heed to history, and to what happened to the pirates who slashed her face. It didn't end well for them.
Our dear Lady of Retribution, wielder of vengeance upon the unjust, may your curse of iniquity fall upon all who cause harm.
She was one of my 2 faves, along with The Immaculate Conception...
Erzulie Danta aka The Black Madonna
Erzulie Freda aka The Immaculate Conception
...and to see them both destroyed 2 days apart from each other is heartbreaking.
Why is the BLM movement attacking the Patron Saint of Slaves? Our Dear Lady of Retribution. Vicious Punisher of the Masters who take away freedom.
She is the symbol of everything the Black Lives Matter movement stands for, so why destroy her?
Do you idiots know nothing?
Do you not know the history of this painting?
Or how it got destroyed by Nazis in World War II... and it remains, rebuilt, in Poland, by Jewish Concentration Camp Survivors.
How many times has she been destroyed since her creation in 1433?
Freed Black Slaves, rebuilt her.
Freed Jews, rebuilt her again.
Why would you destroy the symbol of freedom? The symbol of escape from oppression? The symbol of survival against all odds?
Ignorance and arrogance is a dangerous pairing. This just proves their lack of intelligence. Destroying anything and everything, without knowing what it is.
Do you know, that without this painting, you even have the Black Lives Matter Foundation? Are you aware of the history of the organization you are screaming the name of from the rooftops?
Has anyone else noticed the similarities in behavior with this movement and ISIS or The Ku Klux Klan or The Nazis... destroying anything they don't like, taking control of portions of cities... doing it all in the name of a call to lord over others?
When you destroy history, try to erase it, you will allow it to happen again in future generations. Instead of burying bad parts of history, you should be teaching your children to learn from the mistakes of that history, so history doesn't repeat itself.
Funny thing is... this particular painting... she was hated by the Nazis too. They destroyed her. This is a reproduction that was made in 1945, because Nazis destroyed the original 1433 one.
She was rebuilt, to stand as a testament AGAINST fucking White Power bastards who murdered millions of Jews, Blacks, Gays, and Gypsies.
We Gypsies hail her as our Patron Saint, because she is a strong woman of colour, who survived one of the worst White Power atrocities in history.
If there is any painting out there that should be used as the fucking logo of the BLM movement... THIS IS IT! And you destroy her?
Why?
Regardless of which side destroyed it, you are both acting like ill mannered children.
One side smash and trashes items, then the other side retaliates back with more smash and trash, so the first side smashes more, then then 2nd side smashes back... when will it end? Both sides are acting like idiots right now. Neither side is making the other side look bad, because both sides are too busy making themselves look bad.
The Ku Klux Klan is parading up and down streets in Maine calling BLM protestors monkeys, and, I gotta say... they are kind of right. I mean, monkeys don't have enough brains to know not to smash things, so monkeys run around smashing things. Humans know better then to destroy things, because Humans know how to use their brains.
Think about that!
There should NEVER be a point, when we can say "The Ku Klux Klan is right."
The Ku Klux Klan are horrible people, and right now THEY are the ones in the right! That shouldn't happen! The villain shouldn't be better than the hero, and right now that is what's happening!
Come on people... 2 wrongs don't make a right.
Don't be like them!
Do not lower yourselves to their level.
We are better then this.
You ALL are better then this.
Stand up and prove you are better.
Smashing everything, because they smash everything, how does that make you any better than them?
It doesn't!
It makes you JUST LIKE THEM!
And they are standing out there calling black people monkeys! And I wish I could say they were wrong, but it's kind of hard to do, when you are running around, making mindless grunts, waving spray cans, smashing things up, and FUCKING ACTING LIKE MONKEYS!
You are giving the racists POWER OVER YOU!
That's all the rioting and vandalism is doing.
You are giving power to the fucking white power bastards.
STOP GIVING THEM POWER OVER YOU!
The whole point of the BLM Protests is the SHOW that black people ARE NOT monkeys! To prove that black people ARE humans and deserve to be treated like humans.
They should not be out there chanting "monkey" like that. Yes, they are wrong and it is horrible that they are doing it... but at WHY they are saying it.
They are saying that BECAUSE you are giving them reason to.
Don't prove the Ku Klux Klan to be right about black people... prove them WRONG!
#PROVE THEM WRONG!
Stop giving them power to hate. Stop feeding then fuel to fan their hatred with.
Are you people all so caught up in the frenzy of rioting that you not see yourselves, the way the white power haters see you, right now?
Go to Twitter and look for the hashtag "BLMTerrorists" and spend an hour or two, reading those Tweets.
You really, REALLY, need to look at what you are doing. Look at the message your rioting is sending. LOOK at what they saying about the rioters, the vandals.
They're scared. And that's bad. That's really bad. Because sooner or later, they'll lash back. And it won't be good. It never is.
And look at what the rioters are doing.
It's not just statues anymore.
Did you see the video footage of a mob of rioters who ran into Target, and started smashing up the store with baseball bats, and when an elderly man in his 90s, ran from the store to avoid getting hurt, the mod dragged him to the ground, torn off his Covid19 facemask, starting spitting in his face, while kicking him. That happened this morning.
How about the one that happened Sunday. Another elderly man, this one his 80s, leaving church, heading across the parking lot, going to his car... when a BLM mob, came storming across the parking lot, grabbing anyone they saw and throwing them to the ground. Three men, mauled the old man. Beat unconscious. For no reason. He didn't even see or hear them coming.
That's not right.
That's not protesting.
That's being a gangster.
Mobster.
You know what mobster means, right? It means, being part of mob and beating people up for the fun of it.
That's all this has become. A mob of rioters, beating people up for the fun of it.
It's wrong.
You know it is.
Hurting people is never right.
Violence is not going to solve anything.
Violence is just going to make, people who hate minorities, start to hate minorities even more! That the opposite of what we need or want.
Think!
Use your brains.
Every time you act like mindless animals, you just give the white power lunatics MORE POWER over you!
Don't give them that power. They don't deserve it.
Look at what is happening.... You destroy their works of art, so they fight back, by destroying ours.
Can't you see what you are doing?
LOOK at the swastika across The Black Madonna's face, and the words BLM underneath.
This is wrong on so many levels.
These riots, all vandalism... you'll gain one or two victories, small ones, meaningless ones, you'll get statues moved... but what is the fucking point?
You've lost focus of the BIG PICTURE... which is saving lives.
Taking down a statue is NOT going to save lives.
You people should be in courthouse, filing paperwork, writing dockets, reading law books, and getting laws passed.
You can do that. You don't NEED politicians to do those things. All you need is the make your case, in front of a judge who agrees with you.
That's it.
You don't need violence.
You don't need riots.
You don't need vandalism.
You need law books and enough education to know how to write a docket and word it persuasively, so that you can convince a judge, to sign off on that law and get it passed.
Why are none of you doing THAT?
Violence is NOT the answer.
Hate crimes are not the answer.
Riots are not the answer.
Criminal acts are not the answer.
You'll be no help to anyone if you get arrested and are behind bars.
These protests are NOT peaceful, and you're deluded if you think they are.
Yes, there are dirty cops out there. I've met plenty in my lifetime.
But for every bad cop I've ever meet, I've met dozens of officers who were good.
Taking over police stations, setting fire to police cruisers, beating up police officers, just because they are police officers.... none of this is right. It's terrorism.
Yes, action needs to be taken, but not violent action. Look in the mirror... you people are using acts of terrorism to protest acts of terrorism. That's not right.
You don't fight fire with fire.... all that does is make the fire bigger. You are fanning the flames of hate and making them grow.
You fight fire with water. You put the fire out.
You need to tame the lion of hate, make it a lamb of peace. Sooth it. Teach it to see the error of it's ways. Show it that it can trust you, let it know you won't hurt it. That's win the lion over.
But if you attack the lion, threaten it, hurt it, it'll lash back, fiercer, meaner, far worse than it was to begin with.
Can you not see that?
Can you not see, how all this violence is only stirring the haters up more and teaching them to say to themselves "We was right about them minorities"...
You should be showing the haters, that they are wrong, not that they are right.
Every act of violence committed in the name of "Black Lives Matter" only teaches white people, to hate black people even more.
Don't prove the haters they are right, prove them wrong instead.
What the hell is wrong with you people?
Have you all got your heads shoved so damned far up your asses that you are just going to destroy anything and everything you get near now, even symbols like THIS, that you should be hailing as one of the greatest memorials in tribute to people of colour?
She is a tribute AGAINST fucking White Supremacists.... don't you idiots know that?
Or is that EXACTLY the point?
No one saw who did this.
And it happened after so many statues were torn down, statues of white men, torn down by black men.
Are we now seeing here White Supremacists "fighting back"?
It's possible.
But I wonder... how many of the BLM Protesters have ever faced REAL racism face to face?
How many of them, have ever been attacked by the REAL and ACTUAL Ku Klux Klan?
Look at the memes on Twitter, showing supposed KKK pictures... people in white pillow cases with holes cut out.
That is NOT the REAL Ku Klux Klan... you know right?
GOOGLE THE FUCKING BASTARDS! Find out what they REALLY look like, what they REALLY wear.
They wear miter hats, with veils on the front, and long heavily embroidered and beaded white robes, with large red crosses on their capes. Their outfits are EXACT REPLICAS of the Catholic Pope's robes and hat.
It's not a white pointy pillowcase.
Also, ONLY the leaders wear white.
The rest of the members, wear colours based on rank. Green Robes, Red Robes, Blue Robes, Yellow Robes, Black Robes... the REAL card-carrying members of the Ku Klux Klan, DO NOT WEAR WHITE!
There are 200,000 active card-carrying members of the REAL Ku Klux Klan, living in Maine. The largest concentration of them in one place, on the entire planet.
And they are actual terrorists. They build bombs. They murder children. They skin people alive, hang them in trees, and leave them there to bleed to death and long slow death that takes weeks to happen.
And they DO NOT WEAR WHITE!
The fakes as white robes and pillow case hoods, are a thing that was created by Hollywood Movies... it's NOT a thing that exists in the REAL world.
Fake ass wanna-bes, wear white robes and white pillow cases, because they never saw a REAL KKK member and they don't know shit about the REAL Ku Klux Klan. They dress up in white robes and put pillow cases on their heads, because that is what MOVIES tell people the Ku Klux Klan does.
That's how you can tell the fake ass wanna-bes from the REAL Ku Klux Klan. And if you have ever seen them face to face, you'd have known that.
My first encounter with the Ku Klux Klan... I was 14 years old. Me and 5 other children were kidnapped and tortured.
Anastasia was just 4 years old. A toddler. They ripped off her leg. Doing so, pulled her intestines out, and spilled her partly digested breakfast all over the floor.
Then they just left her there.
It took her a week to die.
Tajid... they beat his chest, crushed his lungs. He saved my life. Those blows were meant for me. He got between me and them. He died 2 days later.
I survived.
July 1, 2001. A backhoe drove my house while my family was gone to the movies. We rebuilt.
February 14, 2003, my doctor's office, First Care Health Clinic, Saco Ave, Old Orchard Beach, Maine... was blown up with a bomb. My doctor died. 3 of his nurses died. 21 patients were hospitalized in critical condition. The Ku Klux Klan left an 8 foot tall white cross in the parking lot.
It wasn't in the news.
I was there. It was the first Ku Klux Klan bomb, I survived.
May 9, 2006, they beat up my dad, he is in a coma for 2 months, and an additional 6 months in the hospital recovering.
October 16, 2006, a bomb blew up my house, and the Ku Klux Klan left an 8 foot tall white cross in my rose garden.
It wasn't in the news.
It was 1AM. I was asleep in my bed. The bomb was put in the doorway of my bedroom. I was on fire. My hair and my clothes were burned off of me. It was the second Ku Klux Klan bomb, I survived.
We rebuilt again.
April 7, 2007, a backhoe drove over my house, again. We rebuilt again.
Also in 2007, the headless body of a teenage girl was found in the parking lot of Scarborough, Shaw's. Her head was found on the Payne Road, 3 months later, with a circle of 7 dead black labrador retriever dogs around her head.
May 9, 2010, they saw 1964 Dodge 330 car in half.
Also, 2010, a 90-year-old black man, was beaten to death with a shopping cart, in Westbrook Shaw's parking lot, while dozens of white onlookers cheered on his murderer.
May 2013, Southern Maine Community College was evacuated when a bomb was found under my desk, a desk I sat at every day. It was the 3rd bomb I survived.
June 4, 2013, my cousin Murphy's headless body was left in the crossroad of Ross Road and Cascade Road, Old Orchard Beach, Maine.
June 8, 2013, my cousin Murphy's head was left in the crossroad of Portland Ave and Road Road, Old Orchard Beach, Maine, a 1/4 mile away from where his body had been left.
I live on Portland Ave, 5 houses from that crossroad. I found his body while driving home from work at the Maine Mall.
August 8, 2013, a backhoe drove over my house, again.
November 14, 2013, while putting my art easel in the back of my car, after art studio class at Southern Maine Community College, a man and 2 women, with a metal golf club and 2 metal baseball bats, attacked. They were waiting behind my car. I didn't see them. They broke my legs, my hip, my knee. I was paralyzed for 5 months. It took me 18 months to relearn to walk.
#You think you know racism... I guarantee you don't know it half as well as I do.
August 2014... Saco Shaw's made national news when a woman's head was found in the ice cream freezer.
A week later another head was found in their dumpster.
April 10, 2015, 12 members of my family were kidnapped, by 14 Ku Klux Klan members, all of them police officers at the Scarborough, Maine Police Department, and Old Orchard Beach, Maine Police Department.
Do you remember Bela? She used to be in all my videos. A police officer beat her head in with a cinder block. Ripped her jaw clean off her face. April 10, 2015. That's why she's not in streams anymore.
Do you remember Georgie? Same thing. Same brick. Split the whole side of his head open.
While a pole with an electric taser neck hold held them down.
12 members of my family, had that happen. April 10, 2015.
How old were they?
The oldest was 14.
The youngest was 4.
Three were 7.
Two were 5.
Yeah. They were very young.
Still think you know what racism is?
But why would white people care about children? Children are disposable in America, remember? Americans murder 5,000 babies every day. Ninety Million babies have been murdered in America, since 1991. It's no wonder, white power terrorists think nothing is wrong with killing children. Murdering babies is, after all the American way.
Two escaped. They lived, but both have Post Traumatic Stress Disorder, and both are missing all their teeth and most of their jaws.
The other 10?
May 15, 2015, their heads were nailed to my door. Their intestines wrapped around my windows.
It wasn't in the news.
Maine law, only a police officer can report a crime to the news stations or newspapers.
But when the police officers, are marching around wearing white robes and white hoods and erected white crosses in the front yards of the people they torment... there are no police officers too who will file the reports.
THAT is REAL racism.
THAT is REAL police brutality.
But we're just Gypsies, so no one cares.
And this is Maine, the state that is proud to call itself: 99.9% white.
And this is The Town of Old Orchard Beach, a town run by the Ku Klux Klan. They took over our town in 2001. Now they run the Town Hall, the Police Department, the Fire Department, and Dispatch.
Heaven help you if you live in Old Orchard Beach, and you need to call 911, but you ain't white enough for them to respond.
Heaven help you if they do respond... and you're not white enough... because whatever help you called them for, they'll beat the shit out of you.
November 2015, Scarborough Walmart was evacuated, because a bomb was left in my department, under one of the HallMark card displays. I worked at WalMart at the time. It was the 4th bomb I survived.
July 24, 2016, Scarborough Walmart was evacuated, yet again, because a bomb was left in my department, under one of the HallMark card displays. I worked at WalMart at the time. It was the 5th bomb I survived.
July 26, 2016, while putting groceries in my car, at Scarborough Walmart, the same attackers from 2013, beat me with a shopping cart and left me for dead. They broke my spine. Severed the nerves in my spinal column. I've never walked again.
5 times in 2018... you saw my live streams interrupted, as the Ku Klux Klan arrived in my driveway, a shot bullet holes through the walls... you saw them on the live streams. The VODs are still up. I didn't take them down.
October 2019... local Jewish Synagogue was bombed. They blew the whole side off the building. You saw it in my live streams... I drove there and showed you what they did...
It wasn't in the news.
February 12, 2020, yet another of my cousins was gunned down. This time in Scarborough, Maine WalMart, while putting groceries in his car.
Biddeford, Maine's Rotary Park, used to have the Guinness World Record for the tallest, largest flag pole. They took it down 5 years ago. Do you know why?
Because in the dead of winter, Old Orchard Beach Officers, thought it would be funny, the strip a 14 year old boy naked, tie his ankles to the back bumper of a police car, and drive 14 miles from Old Orchard Beach, to that flag pole, and tie the child to the rope, like he was a lag, host him to the top, and left him there. 3 days of blizzard later, a dog walker found him, nearly frozen to death, unconscious, hanging upside down from the flagpole.
They assumed him to be gay, he wasn't, but they thought he was because he was wearing a pink coat.
It wasn't in the news. So if you didn't know the family, you didn't know it happened.
2 weeks ago, Black Lives Matter protestors arrived in Biddeford, Maine... they were meet face to face with white hoods carrying assault rifles, machine guns, and Gatlin guns... the protesters, didn't have the balls to stand up to REAL racists, so they fled to Sanford, Maine... but one of the Ku Klux Klan's primary "club" buildings is in Sandford, Maine, so the protestors were met with even more white hoods carrying assault rifles, machine guns, and Gatlin guns... the protesters, didn't have the balls to stand up to REAL racists, so the protestors fled to Monmouth, Maine, and after 5 hours there... they fled Maine entirely.
It wasn't in the news.
Why wasn't it in the news?
All us locals here in Maine, we saw it happen. We saw the protesters turn tail and run, as soon as the White Hoods marched out with their assault rifles.
The BLM protestors CLAIM they have lived with racism, but when they came to Maine, they found out fast, that they really had no clue, what REAL racists are like.
You don't know racism until you've lived with the fucking Ku Klux Klan terrorizing your town, terrorizing your family.
They kidnapped 12 members of my family. April 10, 2015. Tortured them. Killed 10 of them. And nailed their heads to my door.
#THAT IS FUCKING REAL RACISM!!!
You people don't know shit!
The BLM protestors are attacking statues and paintings because they are cowards who don't have the balls to fight REAL racists. They proved that when they arrived in Maine and got chased out within 5 hours, by the fucking Ku Klux Klan.
Yeah, you want to decry police brutality?
Do you remember a few years ago, a black boy while standing in line, at San Diego Comic-Con, waiting to buy tickets for the convention, was gunned down by a police officer...
Do you know who that black boy was? He was cousin Matt. The one I used to play multiplayer video games with... the reason I don't play multiplayer video games anymore.
His mother was so distraught over his death, that she remarried his father and 7 other men. Yeah, my aunt with the 8 husbands. That's WHY she has the 8 husbands. Her son gunned down by a police officer because he was the only coloured person standing in a line of white people, and the police officer thought that was suspicious.
Attacking statues and paintings doesn't help anybody.
You aren't bringing awareness, you are just making yourselves look like idiots.
Don't be haters.
There are enough haters in the world already. Don't add to the hate.
And those of us, who live with REAL racists in our towns, and are families are being brutalized, tortured, and murdered by those fucking racists... you are making life worse for US...
...because while you can go back home, and be safe, we still have the Ku Klux Klan lording over our town. And no amount of torn down statues or destroyed paintings is going to stop them.
And all you people have done is made things worse, for those of us, who live with the daily constant threat of violence at the hands of REAL White Supremacists.
You people running around calling politicians, actors, singers, white supremacists because of something they said on Twitter... you haven't got a fucking clue what a REAL White Supremacists is like.
And let me ask you this: how are YOU any different, from the racist white people who destroy all things non-white?
You're not. You are just the same.
You are acting just like them.
Violence is only going to breed more violence. Don't you people know that?
You who are destroying things... you don't care about the consequences of your actions, but you will not suffer any harm.
But what about my family?
Persian Gypsies. 1/2 Jewish, 1/4 Native American, and 1/4 Black. Not one drop of white blood in us ... living in Old Orchard Beach... the whitest town, of the whitest state in America... and town that got taken over by the Ku Klux Klan June 2001.
Do you care?
Do you care what they will do to us, in retaliation, for what you people are doing to statues on the other side of the world from us?
Do you care, at all?
You people say you care... but I don't see it.
I don't see it at all.
All I see is a herd of mindless sheep, jumping on a bandwagon, following the herd, and not once stopping to think about the consequences of their actions.
You people keep asking me "Why Avallac'h?", "Why are you so obsessed?", "Why did this fandom take over your life?"... look at the date it started.
* Did you know I'm on 24 hour suicide watch, and I have been since January 4, 2016?
* Did you know I was hospitalized for a nervous breakdown, after 10 members of my family had their heads nailed to the door?
* Did you know I have Post Traumatic Stress Disorder?
* Did you know Obsessive Compulsive Disorder is not itself an illness, but rather is a symptom and a coping mechanism for dealing with extreme emotional trauma?
* Did you know, a team of doctors, psychiatrists, psychologists, social workers, and FBI agents, had me hooked up to tons of medical monitors, heart monitors, blood monitors, a portable EKG... for weeks, so they monitor what activities I did, so they determine a lifestyle change prescription, that would get my resting heart rate under 131 and my blood pressure over 70 over 60?
* Did you know that the doctors discovered that the ONLY time my body relaxes on any level at all is when I'm playing Witcher 3?
* Did you know, I have an actual prescription, which says, to play Witcher 3 as much as possible every day?
* Did you know, playing Witcher 3 is the only thing keeping me alive right now, and my doctors says the worst I could do right now, is STOP playing it?
The Ku Klux Klan took everything from me. My home. My family. My health.
I have no one now. I have 24 hours a day, 7 days a week, 365 days a year, of the rest of my life, to be crippled, bedridden, and alone.
"Why Avallac'h?", "Why are you so obsessed?", "Why did this fandom take over your life?"... because I used to be able to walk. I used to have a family. I used to have a home. And I'm having a very difficult time trying to find a reason to live. And I needed something to take away the pain. I needed someone who had lost everything as brutalily as I had, to talk to, because only someone who had been through what I had been through, would understand how I feel. I needed something to see, other then 10 heads nailed to my door. It's all I can see. I can't sleep. I can't eat. I can't close my eyes. I can't get the image of their bloody heads out of my mind.
Playing this video game, researching every detail, writing articles, and sewing the costume, it's the only thing I can do that blots out the images of their heads. And as soon as I stop playing the game, stop rereading the novels, stop making screenshots, stop writing the articles, stop sewing the costume, the images of their heads are back.
I can't function at all any more. I haven't been able to function since April 10, 2015.
This obsession with Avallac'h... it's not about him. He's just the tool that right now keeping me from killing myself, until I can find something else, some reason to live.
And you people, you think because someone called you a hate slur, that you know racism is. You have no clue.
Until the Ku Klux Klan, kills your entire family and nails their heads to your door... you'll never know what it like to live with real racism.
You who don't know REAL racism, you think you are being funny with your acts of hate and violence, smashing statues? If you ACTUALLY knew REAL racism, you'd be so mentally broken that you wouldn't be able to see the statues, because all you can see is the horror of your murdered families's remains.
And because you don't know REAL racism, after you get done destroying things, you can safely go home, because while you THINK, someone is racist, because they called you a "nigga"... it's just a word. These people who murdered my family and destroyed my home, and left me crippled, they call me a "nigga" all the time. I don't even look black. I'm not even close to being able to pass for black. Heck, half the people who call me "nigga" 10 or 12 shades of brown darker than me. I'm 1/4 black, but you wouldn't know it to look at me. I'm physically whiter than most white people. But that doesn't matter to White Power people like the Ku Klux Klan. They don't care about skin colour. They care about blood.
If you think, you know what racism is because someone used hate slurs to describe you, then you don't know a thing about racism. Words can't hurt you. But bombs can. As can golf clubs. Guns can. Shopping carts can.
Look at yourselves... destroying property, vandalism... why? What good does it do? Do you think about those of us who live here and are left behind after you get done trashing things, and you back to the safety of your homes, where the worst thing you have to deal with is people calling you dirty words?
... we are left behind when you leave, and we are the one who will be hanging from flagpoles, our heads nailed to doors, our homes and churches bombed, by REAL racists, who don't just spout off hate slurs, because they are too busy loading their assault rifles and building bombs.
You don't know what REAL racism is.... if you did, you wouldn't be doing these thing, because you'd know how badly every non-white who lives in a town where there are active Ku Klux Klan members, is going to suffer, because of what you people are doing.
If you REALLY wanted to make a difference... you'd do something to make life safe for families like mine, instead of attacking statues and paintings that are never going to hurt anybody.
#STOP THE HATE!
They hate you.
You hate them.
When does it end?
Stop destroying things and start helping people.
Stop spreading hate and start spreading peace.
We who live with actual racism, we desperately need your help... but what you are doing right now... you are making things even worse for us.
Stop making things worse.
Start making things better.
Spread love and peace, not hate and violence.
Before & After
Damages Done To
The Dazzling Razzberry aka The Autism Awareness Car
What Happened To The Dazzling RazzBerry?
The answer is a vicious streamer on Twitch took to spreading maliciously slanderous sex rumors and lies about me, convincing people that I was what she termed: "A BDSM Dominatrix"
Me, a 5th Generation Mormon Turned Voodoo Priestess Rank of Marija Loa!
An asexual nun living a celibate life!
| A Look At What Happens When So-Called "Pranksters"
Take Their Twitch Chat & DisCord Sex-Jokes Too Far
& Send a Gang of 5 Rapists To My House
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The Deserve To Be Raped Raids & Why I Turned Off Twitch Chat...
How The Avallac'h Playthrough changed my life, caused the destruction of The Dazzling Razzberry Autism Awareness Car, made 28 families homeless, caused the death of a 10 year old
Including a detailed look inside what news media said was "The Worst Child Abuse Case In American History", more info about Etiole, and how growing up in a child sex slavery ring caused my to start The Avallac'h Playthrough - [NSFW] |
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I Now Hold The World Record
For The Highest Level Ever Achieved in Witcher 3!!
If This Video Is Active, I'm Live Streaming Right Now...
WARNING:
Avallac'h & Ciri Shipping Happens Daily In My Cult of Avallac'h Stream
(This seems to piss people off so we seem to need to provide a warning about it)
For those asking if I'm ever going to return to Twitch streaming... I don't know at this point. I'm sick of the harassment.
It's been 2 years since I last did a stream when ThingyChan DID NOT send her group of shithead dipshits to my chat to chant "deserved to be raped" and "kill eelkat".... she has done it with 712 of my streams so far and blocking her and her 800 dipshit cultist followers do no good because they create new throwaway accounts as fast as I block and ban them.
That was bad enough, but she also made 200+ VODs each 4 to 7 hours long, that do nothing but spread highly sexualized malicious lies about me, in which she made the false accusation calling me a "bondage freak", a "BDSM dominatrix", and claiming I had a "foot fetish".
Her running gag memes on Discord are out of control, and not having a Discord myself, I was unaware of them. She started a trend, where if anyone, anywhere, talking about anything, said the word "BDSM", "bondage" or "foot fetish", everyone who read it was to reply in the comments below it "just like EelKat".
Additionally, she built up this massive post-written-rpg-fan-fiction of me, while claiming it was 100% true, depicting me as a whip carrying, pleather wearing, BDSM dominatrix, strip dancer, porn star, who own a gang bang house for men to pay money to be tortured by me.
This went on for 2 full years on Discord before I found out about it, and spanned over 2,000+ Discord posts, JUST WRITTEN BY HER, and not including the many, many, many TENS OF THOUSANDS of posts written by her fans, including her 150+ of which where she used the line: "EelKat is a cunt for liking that pussy Avallac'h".
One of the worst things she did, was to take the horrifying sexual, child abuse I suffered through at the hands of my uncles, and take word for word, line by line, EVERYTHING my uncles dd to me as a child, and make memes of Avallac'h doing those things to Ciri, knowing full well Avallac'h and Ciri and my favorite characters and that my obsession with Avallac'h is in part psychiatric prescribe therapy to use as a coping mechanism for dealing with the abuse I went through at the hands of my pedophile uncles.
On Twitch, she made an active stalking habit of finding very-pro-fundy-Christian groups, telling them her wild sex lies about me, working them into violent attack mode frenzies, and then siccing them on my channel chanting in my chat the message "deserve to be raped" and "kill eelkat". This went on from August 2018.
The worst thing though was sending 5 gang rapists with guns to my house. They totaled 3 cars including my Dazzling Razzberry, raped 2 military wives in the apartment next door to mine, killed a 10 year old boy, beat up and hospitalized 3 elderly men including my 82 year old dad who they put in the hospital with a ruptured kidney, and did $230,000 in damages to our landlord's apartment building, resulting in the city condemning the building, making 28 families homeless, which is why my family moved February 2019.
For the longest time, I was baffled and puzzled by the wild hate that was daily posted in my Twitch chat, from people who were clearly being sent to my channel, pre-worked up, and in a mass hoard, but I could not understand who was sending them or why.
I discovered ThingyChan as being the source of the harassment, on October 21, 2019, when I saw one of her live streams, where she was making a 3d model of a character who she titled "Bjorn The Bondage Freak Just Like EelKat". I had started watching the stream, to find out why my name was in the title. I watched for 3 hours while she and OutSideLane, another streamer on a multi-stream, and 37 members in her chat, and as many more in his chat, in total over 90 people, spent the entirety of the stream talking about my supposed BDSM bondage sex life and how they should make the 3D model Bjorn do the things I supposedly did.
The other streamer suddenly stopped talking and told ThingyChan: "EelKat's in your viewer list, let's take this to Discord" at which point they ended the multi stream.
So, I went to Discord to see what moving it to Discord meant and that's when I found the 2 year long running gag, the 2,000+ posts, and the 200+ VODs.
Among the VODs was one that she did on my birthday August 13, 2019, that was a JackBox stream, and was fully devoted to making 5 hours of lewd, sexualized jokes about me and Avallac'h, and had over 300 people in chat joining in.
When I contacted her to ask why she was doing this... her answer was: "Because it's fun!", "It's just a joke!" and "Besides, retarded cunts don't belong on Twitch".
Jokes are funny. Nothing about what she did is funny. Everything about what she did was mean and hurtful.
And jokes don't cause harm. Two women were raped. A boy died. 3 elderly men were hospitalized. 3 cars were totaled. 28 families were made homeless. The landlord lost his business.
Those are some pretty BIG side effects for "just a joke".
What she did was mean, cruel, and far from harmless.
She has taken her "meme joke" harassment to levels of mind boggling extremes and, I'm just sick of it. She is out of control and she needs to stop.
I would like to be able to stream on Twitch without this psychotic bitch and her equally psychotic followers harassing me, each and every single stream.
I'm not bothering her, I don't know why she is bothering me.
I want her to leave me alone.
Evil is as evil does.
This is a perfect example of an evil person, doing evil things.
Bullies don't care, because bullies are mean and mean people care about no one.
These people are very, very, very mean.
August 2, 2020 UPDATE TO the above...
Twitch has now taken action against the attacks on my Twitch channel, so I may return to streaming soon...
Jokes can get you banned from Twitch, yes. One streamer spent the past 2 years "telling jokes" about me on their stream and discord, only I was unaware of it. Their followers started spreading the joke on other social medias.
The joke was telling people that I, a hijab wearing, modesty dressed Mormon, was a BDSM dominatrix running a gang bang service out of my house. The joke became a running gag, that involved more than 800 people across more than a dozen websites. In total more then 800 viewers helped this group of streamers slander my name with sex lies about me. They started "the joke" in April 2018, but I wouldn't find out about it for a very long time.
February 2019 -- 5 men with guns and baseball bats showed up at my apartment building... they raped 2 women, they beat up a lot of people, 3 elderly men, including my 82-year-old dad ended up in the hospital, my dad with a ruptured kidney, 3 cars in the driveway were totaled, including my daily driver, they smashed out the windows and walls of the building ripped out pipes and wires, did $230,000 in damages to the building... it was a medical building next door to a hospital, patients on life support and their families lived there... they ran through pulling out life support equipment... a 10 year old boy died because of it... the town condemned the building the damage was so bad, resulting in 28 families, becoming homeless .... it happened during a stream, so part of it was caught on live stream and the police got 300+ 911 calls from countries all over the world, reporting the attack.... the guys when arrested, said a streamer on Twitch, via her Discord, sent them, told them I was a BDSM dominatrix and that all the apartments in my apartment building with gang bang shops.... that's how I found about the "joke"... via the police report.
There's a big lawsuit going on right now, with everyone involved. 2 streamers are now in prison, several viewers are in jail or out on bail, more will likely follow.
The FBI is investigating every streamer and every viewer involved in the "joke".
And 2 weeks ago (July 2020) Twitch banned more than 70 of the people involved, including more than 20 streamers. The 800 viewers involved in the joke have also all received various forms of Twitch bans and suspensions.... for "just a joke" that in some cases they said only once, as long ago as 2 years ago, and not even on Twitch.
Do not underestimate something being "just a joke" and the consequences you could face for "just a joke".
*(The investigation into this is still ongoing. If you have information on any of the people involved in inciting this event, FBI Agent Andy Drewer out of the Portland, Maine FBI office is in charge of the
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I have Kanner's Syndrome (ACTUAL Autism, not Aspergers), which means I'm not good at group things. I'm classified as Savant, meaning I have a few things that I obsess about, big time, and have world records in them as a result, and everything else in my life I still require a caretaker to help me with.
I was believed to be mute until I was 31 years old, when a college professor whose day job was working with Autism children, meet me at an Autism Awareness event (I own The Autism Awareness Car, which has 2.5million marbles glued to it - took 4 years to build it). He spent several years teaching me to talk and I was able to get a GED at age 37 (I had never been allowed to go to school as Autism in the 1970s = too retarded to be taught anything so why bother? It was assumed I couldn't be taught, so no one tried to, until I was 31 years old), and started college at age 42.
Today in addition to being a rabid gamer, I'm also an artist (acrylic on canvas and watercolor on rag) sell my art in local galleries, I build art cars and installation art, published over 130 Dark Fantasy novels, and became a retail merchandiser for Macy's, WalMart, and HallMark for 16 years because I'm very good at organizing things... I can't do much else, but I can certainly make sure nothing on the sales floor is out of place.
On Twitch I'm known for my ability to open up a video game and completely rewrite it removing and making my own... I rewrote Witcher 3, removed Geralt and Roach and the combat system, and build my own player character, made travel companions, wrote a new combat system, made new quests, made new maps... removed all the texture files and made all new ones. There's nothing in Witcher 3 that I have not rewritten. With over 4,000 mods now made for it, you can barely recognize my game as being Witcher 3 anymore.... and yet I can't read C++ code.
I spent my childhood and teen years, being told I would never amount to anything. I proved them all wrong.
People see the things I do very well (art, writing, my exemplary organization skills in retail stores, and my ability to open up a video game and completely rewrite it and making my own) but they often don't see past that.
Social skills are a thing I've not yet mastered, which makes streaming very difficult for me as, chat is sensory overload and I have it turned off. I also can't count, do Math, tell time, use calendars, use money, numbers are lost on me.
Basic things - bathing, eating, brushing my hair, etc - that most people have no trouble with, I have caretakers who have to help me do those thing, even though I'm 20, 30, 40 years older than my caretakers. I am VERY low-functioning, but I can write, I can paint, I disect video games, and I can organize things. I just can't do one thing else. Which is very upsetting, because I wish I could. I try too. I don't know why I can't. It's like there are a few things in my brain turned all the way up on super high and everything else is just turned off and won't come on.
And then there are issues with meltdowns, screaming fits, panic attacks, bad ones. Bad enough that I generally avoid contact with the public, simply because I'm tired of dealing with the police. Someone my age, screaming on the floor, people assume I'm on drugs and call the police. It's very frustrating, because I can not control these attacks and I can't stop them once they start.
It is extremely distressing, I'm insanely good at a few things, but everything else, things most of society doesn't bat an eye at, I can't do them, no matter how hard I try. And I'm not capable of "acting properly" or "behaving in socially acceptable ways".
Most people when they meet me in real life, they are very taken back, by how extremely disabled I am. Fans of my novels, meet me at book signings and ask: "So, what's the joke, what's this retard doing here, where's the author?" They refuse to believe, someone as deeply retarded as me, is capable of writing novels.
It hurts a lot, people's reactions to meeting me and them finding out the reality of what ACTUAL Autism, Kanner's Syndrome, is really like... and that it's NOTHING like Asperger's, with it's "cute Sheldon Cooper quirks" that they are used to and think of as being Autism.
They forget, people with Asperger's can live normal lives, they can pass for normal in public if they have too, they get married and have families, and I'm not capable of living on my own or without caretakers, and I never will be.
I wish more people knew the difference between Aspergers and Autism, and how vastly different they are from each other. Far too many people hear that I have Autism, and they automatically assume I have Aspergers, and then they meet me in person, and are shocked, horrified, and they tell me they've meet dozens, sometimes hundreds of Aspies, and when they meet me, they say, they realize, they've NEVER seen Autism before, in spite of all the hundreds of Aspies they've met, and then they tell me, they wish they had known, they wished someone had told them, how starkly different Autism is from Aspergers, because they always say, no matter how many Aspies they worked with, it never prepared them to come face to face with ACTUAL REAL Autism, Kanner's Syndrome, for the first time.
1 in 3 children have Aspergers, it's very common, but only 1 in 1,200,000 children have Autism, it's very rare. In the wake of the mass flood of people calling Asperger's Autism, people forget how incredibly rare actual Autism really is. They aren't the same thing and until you've seen both side by side, you don't realize how different they really are.
People forget WHY I became such a good writer. I was mute for 31 years. Writing was the only way I could communicate with anyone. But I grew up in a family that crumpled up the paper, never even looked at it. In their minds I was too stupid to talk and therefore anything I wrote on paper MUST have been gibberish. They didn't even look at it. So I wrote letters to the cats that lived with us. I started doing that when I was 8 years old. I still do it 50+ years later.
But I'm not likely to be much use in a group, as outside of writing, art, video games, and organizing sale floors of retail stores, I'm too retarded to be able to do anything else. I'm rarely welcomed in groups, because I'm too retarded, too Autistic to fit in, or so I'm always told. I'm rarely of any use to anyone.
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Wait... you're that freak that brought otherkin to the internet aren't you? You're like the founder of online otherkin awareness movement or something.
Yes.
I am.
I did on some level introduce OtherKin, or rather, ElfKin, to the internet in 1996.
I am considered to be one of, if not the VERY FIRST OtherKin to grace the internet.
Though, I am ElfKin, not OtherKin. They are different.
I completely reject Humanity.
I live my life, as an Elf.
I have done so, since 1987.
As of 2020, I have lived as an Elf for 33 years.
I hate Humans.
I feel no empathy, sympathy, or compassion for Humans.
I see Humans as vile, evil creatures, whom I share no connection to.
I feel nothing but revulsion for Humans.
There has never been a point in my life when a Human showed me any kindness, love, or compassion.
I have been tortured, beaten, caged, raped, shunned, outcast, ostracized, and bullied endlessly by Humans.
The Humans who raised me, kept me locked in a cage from the time I was 8, until I was 31 years old. They said they did so because I was not a Human and was not allowed to participate in Human activities like eating at the table, sleeping on a bed, using a toilet, or bathing. They said I was a Changeling, brought to them by Demons. They claimed the real Human baby was taken from them, and I was a Demon left in it's place. And while I agreed with them, that I had no similarities to their Human nature, I did not believe myself a Demon either.
I was 31 years old the first time anyone told me I was a Human. But no one has yet been able to prove to me that I possess the evilness of Humans.
Unlike Humans, I feel love.
Unlike Humans, I feel pain.
Unlike Humans, I shed tears.
Unlike Humans, I feel empathy.
Unlike Humans, I feel sympathy.
Unlike Humans, I feel compassion.
I have tried for 40 years, to live among Humans, but I've yet to meet a Human that will accept me as a part of their society.
I have never been welcomed by any Human.
I have never been accepted by any Human.
The older I get and the more Humans I meet, the crueler I learn that they are, the stronger my hatred for the entirety of Humanity grows.
I searched for years to find out, what I was, where I fit in, where I belonged, for everywhere I went, I was repeatedly told I was too strange, too bizarre, too different, too alien, too not-Human to be welcomed in any group, any church, and community, offline or online.
Since I was a toddler I felt a strong kinship to Eels and Cats, thus my name. My Native American grandmother named me EelKat when I was 3 years old, citing that Eels and Cats were my spirit animals.
My other grandmother called me FarSighted, because I talked to ArchAngels and Faeries in the forest. She said I walked through the veil between the Spirit World. She died when I was 8 years old.
As I grew older, and continued to be ostracized by all of Human society, I started researching the things Grammy Eva and Grammy Helen has said: Spirit Animals, Fairy Sighted, and Walking the Veil. That is when I realized, everyone was right... my parents, my uncles, everyone at every church I ever attended, random strangers I meet on the streets... every one, every single Human, as always said, I either was not Human, didn't act Human, or seemed to be Alien to Human Society, like I came from another world.
The Humans who raised me, kept me locked in a cage from the time I was 8, until I was 31 years old. They said they did so because I was not a Human and was not allowed to participate in Human activities like eating at the table, sleeping on a bed, using a toilet, or bathing. They said I was a Changeling, brought to them by Demons. They claimed the real Human baby was taken from them, and I was a Demon left in it's place. And while I agreed with them, that I had no similarities to their Human nature, I did not believe myself a Demon either. And decades later, after researching, I feel they were right.
The more I studied, the more I realized, everything I do that Humans say is strange and bizarre, things like love, feeling pain, shedding tears, empathy, sympathy, or compassion, those things Humans are incapable of doing, that I do and brand me as starkly notHuman, they were all things the Ljósálfar do.
So I researched the Ljósálfar. They do many thing I do, that Humans find to be my most deplorable traits: like growing flowers, being vegan, and not hurting animals, shunning drinking of alcohol, smoking, drugs, or owning weapons.
I eventually came to believe I am an Elf trapped in the world of Humans, as some sort of test.
No. I do not believe I am Human.
Yes. I do believe I am an Elf.
Yes, I AM that "freak" who introduced the internet to the concept of OtherKin, via ElfKin, in 1996.
Yes, I am the textbook standard, found in actual medical books, used by Psychiatry students, yes, those are photos of me you see in your college textbooks and in the Journal of Psychiatry entry. I am the first one diagnosed and therefore the standard by which all OtherKin are measured.
Yes, I am the measure by which all OtherKin around the world measure if they too are OtherKin or not. But I wonder how many of them, know the origin of the term OtherKin and how many of them would call themselves that label is the ACTUALLY KNEW, the ACTUAL origin and meaning of the word?
OtherKin is not a label I use to call myself. The term OtherKin was coined by team of Psychiatrists, who didn't know what else to call me. They classified me at first as "a Feral Child with Learned Schizophrenia", citing that while I didn't have Schizophrenia, all 5 of the uncles and their father, who raised me did have Schizophrenia and because I was raised in total isolation with zero contact with anyone outside of these men, I was raised as though what they were was normal because I had no outside source by which to judge that how they raised children was not normal, nor was how they lived their lives normal. I was told by these Psychiatrists, that once I got out in Human society and found out what mainstream society was like, I would see, how different, how unique, how bizarre, and how unusual and not the norm, my uncles were.
I have lived among mainstream society for 33 years now and I have yet to meet a kind, loving, friendly Human.
This group of Social Workers, Psychologists, and Psychiatrists, coined the term OtherKin, because they said there was nothing I conformed to, no textbook illness that matched what I was. They toyed with the idea of diagnosing me many different ways because they said that on the surface I seemed like this or that, but then, comparing all the symptoms, I never fully matched up.
Schizophrenia didn't stick because there were no voices in my head telling me what to do. After tossing out the option of Schizophrenia, they tried out Multiple Personality Disorder and also Dissociative Identity Disorder. But, I don't have multiple people I become. Both of those have the requirement of becoming someone else, another person. MPD you are unaware of the other people "living in you" while DID you are fully aware of the "other people" and communicate with them and likely have a lot of past life experiences. I don't believe in past lives or reincarnation or being multiple people inside of one mind. I dress up in costumes of characters, but I never try to be that character, I simply like to wear their pretty clothes.
They tried considering Asperger's for a bit, but I missed many, many, many a mark there.
In the end my official diagnosis is: Actual Autism Kanner's Syndrome, with Obsessive Compulsive Disorder, Post Traumatic Stress Disorder, and SchizoAffective or maybe Schizotypal tendencies, I can't tell, and the most bizarre behaviour of refusing to believe she is Human, largely because she was raised in an isolated UFO Cult that raised her as a Demon from infancy to middle age. She has many phobias most notable a severe and disturbing phobia of Humans in general and Men in particular. There is no correct diagnosis for her. She is unique. This is a unique case. I am putting in a request to the State for funding to study her. This is something new. This needs to be studied. We are witnessing the side effect of child who was raised in total isolation. A child that was never loved, never kissed, never hugged, never showed empathy, sympathy, or compassion. She feels nothing for Humans. She does not believe she is Human. There has never been a documented case like this before. This is the worse case of child abuse in American history.
I did not found any "OtherKin Awareness Groups" as is the common internet misconception. I don't even use the term OtherKin. It's a label OTHERS slap on me, as further proof that I don't belong in Human society, am not Human enough to fit in, not Human enough to be welcomed, not Human enough to be included. That's all the label OtherKin means to me. Yet more proof that Humans hate me, see me as not Human, and feel the need to put a label on me.
But I am the standard by which all who claim to be OtherKin, measure if each other is OtherKin or not, because I am the textbook case, the original test subject, that caused Psychiatrists to coin the term OtherKin, so most people believe I am the "first" OtherKin, even though groups like The Silver Elves existed in the 1970s, long before the FBI raid that rescued me from one of the Heaven's Gate compounds.
No. I do not try to bring awareness to the "OtherKin Movement". OtherKin is a psychological disorder that for some odd reason, teens and young adults, think of as some sort of roleplaying, cosplaying movement. They don't know what it is. They never looked up any medical journals or psychiatry textbooks. They change what they are on a whim, a Vampire today because they love Twilight, a Witcher tomorrow because they saw the NetFlix series, SpiderMan next week after they watch that movie. They don't know what OtherKin is. It's not a fandom. It's not roleplay. It's not dressing up. And you're a fool if think that's what it is.
People get the misconception that it is roleplaying and cosplaying because I am prone to dress up in elaborate costumes. I like their clothes. It's as simple as that. I'm trying to be them. I don't roleplay them. I don't pretend I am them. I simply like to wear their clothes, in the exact same way, every teenage girl in school has to wear the same t-shirt as her best friend.
When the OtherKin diagnosis was coined, I didn't yet wear costumes. I'd never seen TV or movies or video games. I'd never been to school or doctors. I had no point of reference for what any of these characters would have looked like. The wearing of elaborate costume came about almost a decade AFTER Psychiatrists coined the term OtherKin to describe me.
OtherKin, was referencing my refusal to accept the fact that I was Human, when Social Workers, Psychologists, and Psychiatrists tried to convince me that I was not a Changeling Demon switched at birth like the adults who raised me had taught me to believe.
OtherKin, was referencing the fact that my combined hatred for and phobia of Humans was so great that I had no ability to believe I was a Human, when they told me I was.
OtherKin, it's ACTUAL Journal of Psychiatry definition, is very simply: The belief that one is not Human and is something other than Human. That's what OtherKin means.
Anyone who tells you OtherKin is anything else, has no clue what OtherKin is, knows nothing about it's history, knows nothing about how the term was coined, and is completely clueless about OtherKin in general.
People like to come in saying things like: "Well, because I think OtherKin is about ___ I think we should change the meaning of OtherKin to include ___"
No. OtherKin is an ACTUAL MEDICAL DISORDER... you don't walk into a doctors office and say:
- "Well, because I think Cancer is about ___ I think we should change the meaning of Cancer to include ___"
- "Well, because I think Asthma is about ___ I think we should change the meaning of Asthma to include ___"
- "Well, because I think being stung by a bee is about ___ I think we should change the meaning of being stung by a bee to include ___"
- "Well, because I think broken bones are about ___ I think we should change the meaning of broken bones to include ___"
- "Well, because I think Influenza is about ___ I think we should change the meaning of Influenza to include ___"
- "Well, because I think Diabetes is about ___ I think we should change the meaning of AIDS to include ___"
- "Well, because I think SmallPox is about ___ I think we should change the meaning of SmallPox to include ___"
Now can you now see how utterly stupid and idiotic people are when they say: "Well, because I think OtherKin is about ___ I think we should change the meaning of OtherKin to include ___"?
And, no, OtherKin is not the thing where, you wake up one morning and feel like wearing a cat ears headband, so that therefore makes you a cat.
The problem with OtherKin is there is far too much misinformation out there about what OtherKin is, written largely by know-nothing 10 year old children who couldn't tell their ass from a hole in the ground, and think that because they want to wear a headband with cat ears, that gives them to authority to rewrite the definition of medical illnesses.
OtherKin is a mental disorder. It's not a movement. Not a trend. Not a fad. But for some reason, in the last 20 years or so, people have thought it "cool" to "be OtherKin" so, they jumped on a bandwagon to try to be something that they really had no idea what it actually was.
Today, because, thanks to Tumblr and Instagram, OtherKin is now interchangeable with Furries and CosPlay, the OFFICIAL diagnosis of the Mental Illness as listed in the Journal of Psychiatry has been changed from OtherKin to Species Dysphoria, to definasciate from the the actual mental illness of not believing one is Human and the current fad trend of dressing up roleplaying.
People who say I started a movement or awareness groups or claim I try to bring awareness to the OtherKin movement, have no clue who or what I am and are talking out their asses. They don't know me. They do not speak for me. And they certainly don't understand me or how I live my life.
What's your thought on fictionkin? Do you think fictionkin is valid? I'm just a bit curious to know. Personally I think it's really neat! Is that what you do?
No.
I am not FictionKin.
I am EelKin turned ElfKin, according to people who believe in Kinship.
I don't move in OtherKin circles, groups, or communities.
I am considered the "first" or "original" OtherKin, by many in the "OtherKin community" and I hate it, because I have never identified as OtherKin and deeply dislike labels being slapped onto me by vile Humans who try translate what they think I am.
What are labels? A label is simply a way to point at someone and say: "they are not Human enough to be accepted in society". That's all any label is.
And that is all any Human has ever done to me. Label me as this, label me as that.
Never once has ANY Human, ever thought to look at me as another Human, as another member of society, as a potential friend.
Because I am technically "the first" OtherKin, seeing how I was the patient in question, when the team of Social Workers, Psychologists, and Psychiatrists coined the term. I am a patient who was undiagnosable and had "something new", and "OtherKin" was the working title. But because I am technically "the first" OtherKin, I am constantly being contacted by founders, creators, and moderators of groups, forums, subreddits, Discords, FaceBook groups, and other various assorted online communities. I don't know why. I think they see me as a "celebrity" in terms of OtherKin. I'm supposedly the "ideal OtherKin" whom others try to be like.
But... I'm not trying to "be" anything. I don't even call myself OtherKin or ElfKin or EelKin or UnicornKin or CatKin or FoxKin, all of those being types of Kins that people has used to describe me.
I accept the invites and then never post in their communities or groups, because I find myself incredibly uncomfortable around most people who call themselves "OtherKin", because 99.9% of the ones I've encountered are very clearly teenagers and young kids in their 20s who are just trying to be part of a club. They don't actually have post traumatic stress disorder, they know nothing about child abuse or rape, or witnessing multiple murders, or trying to cope with being raised in a cage from the age of 8 years old to 31 years old while also being raised to believe you were a demo, because the adults in your life had schizophrenia and couldn't tell the difference between children and demons. They don't know what it is like to be 31 years old the first time any one ever suggested to you that you might actually be a human, and everything the adults taught you about your lack of Humanity was a lie.
When I accept the invites to join these groups, I go there, hoping to find others like myself, who were never Human, not once from their time of birth. I go there hoping to find others like myself, who were rejected by Humans from the day they were born. But all I ever find are happy go lucky juvenile delinquents rebelling by wearing cat-ear headbands while licking milk out of a bowl. They ENJOY pretending to be animals. They have fun, partying in their fur tails. They have no trauma. They know nothing about OtherKin and it's origins. What OtherKin is or how the word got coined.
The bulk of them are just a group of kids looking for a party where they can dress up in costumes. Only this and nothing more. And that is not OtherKin. Not even close.
Now, that is not to say there is anything wrong with what you are, no matter what you are or how you identify. Your identity is certainly valid and should be acknowledged. I'm not saying it's invalid or should be pushed aside or ignored. What I'm saying is, chances are very high that what you are classifying as OtherKin, is not in fact OtherKin.
That's the problem with online OtherKin communities. They spread far too much misinformation and leave actual, correct information spread far too thin and this leads to a lot of confusion.
The thing is I AM the ACTUAL MEDICAL, psychiatric definition of OtherKin, and it's incredibly rare to the point that fewer then 100 people have ever, EVER been diagnosed with it EVER. Fewer then 100 people in all of the millions of years of this Earth having existed. That's not many people.
And yet, there are MILLIONS of OtherKin, so called, self proclaimed OtherKin just on Tumblr, and not a one of them has a clue what OtherKin even is and that's painfully obvious.
The problem with the invites to join these groups, is I'm not what they think I am. They expect me to be a roleplaying party animal like them and I'm not.
And the fact remains - I hate Humans, and they are just Humans dressed like cats and dogs.
Let me repeat this: I HATE HUMANS.
I WISH HUMANS WOULD DIE. ALL OF THEM. I HATE THEM.
And you want me to join your little group of pretenders? I hate every one of you and you think ha-ha oh she's being in character.
No.
I really do hate Humans.
No Human has EVER given me a reason to think otherwise.
No Human has ever been my friend.
Not one.
Not Ever.
None.
Every Human I have ever met, pretends to be my friend for a few days, then they turn into cruel, hateful, backstabbing bastards.
Humans are incapable of love, friendship, compasion, sympathy.
Humans are evil.
Humans are cruel.
Humans are sadistic.
Humans enjoy hurting others.
Humans are hateful creatures who do nothing hurt everyone in their path.
And if you don't understand THAT, well, Honey, then you CERTAINLY Are NOT OtherKin.
OtherKin is not about your spiritual awakening, your identification with an animal guide... OtherKin is the hatred of Humans, on levels so extreme, that wish all Humans would die.
OtherKin is about you NOT being Human and seperating yourself from Humans because Humans are pieces of shit.
Humans can not be trusted.
Never turn your back on a Human.
Humans lie.
Humans cheat.
Humans steal.
Humans murder.
Humans torture.
There is NOTHING good in a Human.
And if you are ACTUAL, REAL, MEDICALLY DIAGNOSED as OtherKin, then I don't need to tell you that, because you already know evil Humans are.
Humans exist to kill, steal, and destroy. Only this and nothing more. There is nothing else in Humanity.
And the online OtherKin Communities who send me invites to join them.... I've yet to encounter one, single, solitary, actual, real, medically diagnosed OtherKin in any of them. And I've checked them all, and encountered well over a million people who claim to be OtherKin.
I go there are look, in hopes that one day, i will find someone, like myself, who is not Human and has never been accepted by Humans. But there is no one like me. Not surprising, seeing how in all the milinia of the Earth, fewer then 100 people have ever been diagnosed.
And the online OtherKin Communities who send me invites to join them....They do what everyone does and start rumors about me, gossiping among themselves about what they THINK I am, and they build up fanfiction, fantasy worlds about me, that have no basis in reality. They hyped up and excited, fall in love with the fictional version of me that they created in their heads, and then find themselves deeply disapointed when they actually talk to me for the first time and find out that 100% of everything they liked about me, was just fiction made up them, themselves.
Labels. They label me into a group and they love the IDEA of me as that label in that group, but then, meeting me shatters their fantasies about me, when they realize, I'm not what they told themselves I was.
That's the problem with OtherKin and people who call me OtherKin.
You see, they think I'm joking when I say I hate Humans, but I could show you a copy of my psychological evaluation, and the entire section, where the psychiatrist worried about my server homicidal desire to kill all Humans.
I'm not joking when I tell you, that if you act even remotely Human in my presence, I will pull a brick out of my tote bag and smash your jaw in. I've done it many times.
My psychological evaluation, has a full section, of worries that I show no empathy for Humans on any level what so ever, to the point of extreme Sociopathy. Yes, that's a word in my evaluation.
Far too many people look at my being the original "OtherKin" patient, and don't read the full report. They giddy with joy, thinking I'm play acting, role playing, pretending. I'm not. I don't joke. I never joke. Do you know why? I'll tell you why.
My uncles, while beating me in the face with a shovel when I was 8, or breaking my jaw with a cinder block brick when I was 14, or stabbing my arms with forks when I was 4, or driving a 2 foot long foundation nail through my hip leaving me crippled ever since I was 6 years old, or cutting the bottoms of my feet with rusted saw blades when I was 13.... or any of the hundreds of similar things they did.... while they did it, they always said the same thing: "It's just a joke, hahahahahahahaha!", "I'm only joking, hahahahahahaha!"
I have scars all over my body.... scars from wounds that bled for days. Wounds that should have been seen by a doctor. Wounds, that they filled with maggots, because they kept maggots in jars for that reason.
Do you know what it feels like to have you hands chained to cinder blocks, and forks driven into your arms with a hammer, that drove the tines in all the way to the bone, another fork put in, the wound torn open, and maggots poured in, as the adults around you laughed and slapped each other on the back over the good fun joke they were doing, because, the 5 year old girl they are torturing, is not Human, so it doesn't matter, because she's just a changeling left behind by Demons who took the real child. Have you ever watched maggots crawl under your skin then chew their way back out. And finally pass out hours later, and be left there unconscious for days in pools of your own blood. And when you wake up, the adults are disapointed, that you, the Demon Changeling is still alive.
That's what I grew up with.
I was 31 years old when the FBI raid rescued me.
My entire first 31 years of life, was spent being daily tortured, daily told it was okay, because I wasn't Human anyways.
The end result is the only thing in my mind that is more evil then rape and murder, is a joke.
And you'll find out how fast I beat you to a pulp if you dare say word joke in my presence. A joke is the only thing more triggering to me than rape.
Still think you are OtherKin or you know anything about me and my life, how much I hate Humans, or the fact that OtherKin was a term created by Psychiatrists, as a working title to diagnose me, the child who survived "the world child abuse case in American history"?
Yeah. the "OtherKin Community" has a vastly warped view of who I am, and why I'm the way I am.
When you ask me questions about OtherKin and CosPlay and RolePlay... and worse, when you try to sexualize anything about me or make mems about me and say you are just joking... you just make me hate Humans even more. Because you can call yourself OtherKin all you want, but you, running around playing and joking and laughing and smiling, you forget, I don't do any of those things.
Jokes. Laughing. Smiling..... I see those things as a threat and a reason to fight back. And clearly the OtherKin Community knows nothing of trauma, torture, and abuse at the hands of Humans.
OtherKin, it's ACTUAL Journal of Psychiatry definition, is very simply: The belief that one is not Human and is something other than Human. That's what OtherKin means.
If you believe something, you have no doubts, so you would never ask "Am I OtherKin?".
I have yet to find an OtherKin on any online community, who TRULY BELIEVED they were not Human. They will tell you they feel connected, they say they no longer want to be Human. Most acknowledge themselves as the spirit of a non-Human living in a Human body.
Answer me this... how can you stop being Human if you don't believe you are Human? Only someone who believes they are Human would say they want to stop being Human.
They build character sheets, detailing the backstory of their alternate being. But if the being IS YOU, then your life, your childhood, your experiance ARE your backstory. If you had to write a character backstory, you are not OtherKin, you are Multiple Personality Disorder or Dissociative Identity Disorder.
OtherKin you are YOU. You are just not Human and not accepted by Humans as Human. You live with Humans and your experiences with them, are very simply the experiences you have every day, and you don't need to sit down and write a backstory. There is no backstory in OtherKin.
Me? I wouldn't know the first thing about feeling Human, because I never was Human. I never had a transition. I never shifted. I never felt the need to STOP being Human, because there was never a point from the day I was born, when anyone ever acknowledge me as being Human.
But, let's answer your question. My email inbox is so full of so many OtherKin questions. Someday I'll get around to answering them. Let's start with your's.
When you ask me about what type of OtherKin I am, it is immediately clear that you know nothing about me, my history, or the history of the origins of the word OtherKin.
The first known group of OtherKin was ElfKin and was The Silver Elves, and the group still exists. They were founded in 1978. I joined them in 1987. I did not remain Silver Elf, as I found more of a connection to Elves in general, and they were a bit more "religion focused" (like they wanted people to obey their set of rules and such, with was too restrictive for me and contrary to how I felt Eves were). Because of the connection to spiritual teachings, in America The Silver Elves are considered a "legally recognized religion" by the Federal government (same as Catholic, Wicca, Baptist, LDS/Mormon, Voodoo, etc are considered as such). They are really connected to the spiritual and religious side of OtherKin and I liked that a lot.
The term OtherKin, was coined in 1997 by a group of Social Workers, Psychologists, and Psychiatrists and was the working title of the mental illness that would eventually become known as Species Dysphoria.
So calling groups like The Silver Elves "OtherKin" is questionable at best, but they are considered by most "OtherKin" to be the first "OtherKin Group", even though their compound was founded in 1978 and the term OtherKin was coined in 1997.
Being older (elderly) and an ElfKin for 40+ years now, I've seen the OtherKin movement evolve and change a lot. There is always something in it that makes me go: "What the f...?"
But there is never a point when I think: "They are not valid because of ____."
It's always just a reaction of more: "Wow! Boy do they have a completely different take on OtherKin than what I've always thought it was."
And then after I think about it I'm: "Yeah, yeah, I can see how they feel that way. Yep, that makes sense."
I think, because I'm a lot older, and got into it via The Silver Elves originally, I end up taking a very spiritual/religious outlook on it, where I see Elves sort of as my "spirit animals" so to speak... and it seems like, more recently, especially in teens and 20s age group, their take on OtherKin is more, like Dissociative Identity Disorder, like they actually believe they REALLY ARE an Elf or Wolf or whatever.
The first time I heard of the new form of OtherKin, the "I'm not a Human, I'm a Dog" type, my mind was: "Wow! That's crazy!" You see, I look at OtherKin as "I'm channeling the spiritual energy of the Dog, not, I literally become a Dog because I don't want to be Human any more." So, at first, I just had a hard time wrapping my mind around the new "Tumblr style" OtherKin. But then, the more I thought about it, the more I realized, no, it's not crazy, because they are doing the same thing I'm ding, they are just doing it differently.
I mean, I use guided meditations and visualizations and oracle cards to connect with the spirit world and it's energy, and for me, connecting to Elf energy and Unicorn energy and ArchAngel energy has always been the best/easiest way for me to do that. And in guided meditation, you often focus on mentally becoming the Elf or Fox or Raven or whatever your spirit guide is, and so yeah, thinking of it that way, suddenly the new style of OtherKin didn't seem crazy to me anymore and I realized, they are just like me, only different.
And then I heard of FictionKin and I was like mind blown. I was like: "OMG, you don't really believe you actually ARE Harry Potter, do you?"
But then almost immediately I was reminded how many times people said to me: "OMG, you don't really believe you actually ARE Lord Sesshomaru, do you?" because I "CosPlayed" him for 9 years... not to conventions, no, I dressed like him 24/7/365 every day for 9 years, around the house, to go shopping, just all day, every day.
People interviewing me about that back in 2005 and 2007 is one of the early things that brought OtherKin to the internet. When people asked why, if I thought I was him, I would say: "No. I'm channeling his energy. I feel more connected to his energy when I dress like him. I'm not trying to be him."
And then I did the same thing with Quaraun for 7 years. And for the past 3 years I've done the same thing with Avallac'h. And yeah, these are fictional characters. Which, I guess, maybe, would cause other people to see me as FictionKin? But they are all Elves, and I am ElfKin and I'm not trying to be or become the Elf in question, rather I feel better able to connect to spiritual Elf energy, when I dress like a fictional Elf from a novel. It's more like I borrowed the Elf's clothes and just wear them.
It's like weighted blankets. They protect you and help you sleep. Same thing. I have PTSD, OCD, Kanner's Syndrome, and Agoraphobia. The longest I have gone without setting foot outside of the house was 15 years.
I was horribly abused by my uncles and several of their male friends from their church as a child and as a result, I developed a crippling fear of Humans in general and Men in particular, and than, as an adult, years later, I was raped and that brought back all the mental trauma memories of what my uncles did, and I don't know what happened, but my mind was just mentally crippled after that, to the point that I locked myself in my room and did not leave it for 15 years.
2006, I went outside for the first time, in 15 years, and I was only able to do so, by wearing a costume of Lord Sesshomaru. When you read the books, he's fearless. He can walk through crowds and he doesn't care who thinks what, and if someone tries to hurt him or his friends, he would never let the attacker hurt them. He's fiercely protective of Rin, the Human girl who travels with him. He has a fearless energy to him. Very powerful fearless energy, and I wanted to feel that.
I wanted to be able to go outside, without being terrified men would hurt me. And I tried for weeks, months, to go outside. I'd get to the door and I'd freeze. A mental block made my body so rigid I couldn't move my feet to get out the door. My agoraphobia was that bad.
So, I started meditating, channel Lord Sesshomaru's energy. And it healed, but it didn't help enough. So I ordered fabric, fur, leather, bolt of silk from Japan, from eBay and Amazon, and I made what went down in history as both the most expensive and most insanely elaborate Lord Sesshomaru CosPlay ever made. And, when I put it on, I was able to walk outside of my house for the first time in 15 years.
It was like, before I channeling his energy, but now, he was there with me. It's the only way I know how to explain it.
I still have severe agoraphobia today. But since 2006, I can go outside, IF, I dress up like an Elf. The stronger the Elf the better. A powerful protecting spirit.
That's why I now CosPlay Avallac'h. There's no one, more protective then he is. It's what he's known for. His fierce protectiveness of Ciri, the Human girl who travels with him is beyond Lord Sesshomaru's protectiveness of Rin. He won't let anyone hurt her. He'll die to to keep her safe. So I retired the Lord Sesshomaru CosPlay and made the Avallac'h CosPlay, my new protecting spirit. An Elf, but also, a Fictional Character.
He's not real. I'm aware he's not real. But that doesn't change the fact that I can draw on his fierce protective energy, to be able to go outside, go shopping, not have to buy everything online or have others buy things for me and deliver it. I can do it myself, dressed like an Elf, but at least I'm outside.
The fact remains, there's never been a real man in my life who DID NOT hurt me. I grew up with drug dealers. Real life gangsters. They killed people. Throughout my childhood and teen years I had witness multiple murders, Brutal. Violent. I was beaten and locked in cages. I watched them kill people, then turn around and threaten to kill me if I ever told anyone.
Today most of them are dead, in prison, or on the run from the FBI. There was never a time in my life when I felt safe, and around men, I felt less safe. There has never been anyone there for me. No mental support. No emotional support. No one to protect me from the men I grew up with, or the gangs they had shot outs with.
I would read books, while hiding under a blanket to try to blockout the screaming and yelling and gun fire. None of the children were allowed to go to school or doctors. We lived on a farm, in the forest, miles from the nearest anything, fenced in and guarded by riflemen. No one had birth certificates or SSNs. No paper trail. No adults outside the clan to turn to for help. I would read books, while hiding under a blanket and praying for someone to please help me. It was none stop terror every day, all day, my entire childhood. Fictional men in books, where my only friends. I was drawn to men who protected children, especially men who protected little girls.
Lord Sesshomaru protected Rin, an 8 year old girl.
Avallac'h protected Ciri, a 12 year old girl.
That's why I was drawn to them. They are strong men who protect little girls from evil men.
This is also why I take such a very strong and heavy offense to anyone trying to sexualize my kinship to either Lord Sesshomaru or Avallac'h.
My attraction to them is not sexual and I do not like people trying to translate it that way.
I see them, more along the lines of ArchAngels. Protectors. Someone you can look to to always be there for you. Someone who will never hurt you. Someone who will keep you safe.
Nothing will make you my enemy faster than you trying to sexualze me, my life, or anything I do. I am asexual, on an extreme anti-sex level. I have an extreme hatred for sex. And if you try to sexualize me or anything I do, you will quickly find yourself branded one of my top most hated people on the planet.
But, yeah, I am myself ElfKin, but you can see why I find no issues with FictionKin. Also, while I tend to lurk in OtherKin communities, I don't see myself as OtherKin, because I see ElfKin and OtherKin as being 2 very different, but also very similar things.
I should also point out that I think of ElfKin and FictionKin as both separate and different from OtherKin, that they are 3 completely different things in my mind, but that none is any less valid then the other and that each of the 3 should be supportive of the other 2.
My thought is, you wouldn't be Kin to anything if you had not suffered through extreme trauma and your Kinship, is your way of coping. For is, after all, nothing more than a mental illness. The concept of Kinship, was created by a group of psychiatrists, to explain people who are not Human, but live in Human society. You can not be Kin to anything and not also be insane. That is a medical fact. And therefore, all Kin are Kin to each other through their insanity, regardless of what type of Kin they are or how they explain their Kinship.
I think of all Kinships this way. Each is distinctly different, but, all are similar enough that each should try to learn from one another and be supportive of each other.
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Update May 19, 2017:
Tom Addams' "Flamboyant Nipples" team of The Warrior's Forum have arrived here in Maine and launched their first attack. They started out their attack by attacking my mother. They are very serious in carrying out their forum posted death threats.
The FBI is trying to determine who the identity of this cyberbully Tom Addams is. If you have any information about his identity, please call the FBI agent in charge of the case:
Have Information?
Call FBI Agent Andy Drewer
@ (207) 774-9322
Also, Tom Addams (creator of the terrorist website "Flamboyant Nipples") has requested members of the Warrior's Forum who support the Ku Klux Klan and their anti-gay terrorist attacks, to change their forum signature to include the word "penis". Last time I visited the Warrior's Forum there were well over a dozen members who had done so. If you know the identity of any of these members, please call the FBI with that information as well.
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Hello, I am one of your neighbours. I live at 146 Portland Avenue, Old Orchard Beach, Maine, where I have lived since 1975. If you don't know me, you probably know my car, The Autism Awareness Car, The Dazzling Razzberry. It has 2.5millions glued to it. Many of you know my dad, Old Orchard Beach fireman, Kenneth Ricker Allen, or his mother, founder of the Lady's Auxiliary, Helen Ricker-Allen, or her father George Ricker, founder of The Old Orchard Beach Fire Department, or his mother's family: The Googins, first settlers & founders of the Town of Old Orchard Beach.
We non-white and LGBTQA+ residents of Old Orchard Beach, need your help.
The Ku Klux Klan has invaded our town, every winter, since 2001, when the summer tourists leave, they bring out their guns and terrorize the non-white and LGBTQA+ residents of this town of Old Orchard Beach. Since 2013 they have terrorized 140 year round resident families, slaughtered 500 pets, bombed multiple houses, and now 4 people are dead.
Please, we non-white and LGBTQA+ year round/winter residents of Old Orchard Beach need your help. Before more people die. The non-white and LGBTQA+ residents of this town of Old Orchard Beach are making a stand against the Ku Klux Klan. We are taking our lives back. Please join us in showing your support for the LGBTQA+ community of our town, by hanging a rainbow flag on your business this year.
If you are wondering, why I am the one contacting you, let me tell you what the Ku Klux Klan did to me. Keeping in mind, that I am only 1 of the more then 140 people in this town of Old Orchard Beach, that these things have been happening to.
I'm a woman who has had 7 miscarriages, and wears what locals call "elaborate clothes" (I wear the traditional clothes of my people - Persian Gypsies, who lived in Scotland for centuries before coming to America.) Because I have no children, the residents of Old Orchard Beach, beat me up, calling me a transsexual, claiming only a gay man would dress like I do, claiming that the reason I have no children is because I'm not really female.
They left me paralyzed and crippled. They crushed my hip, my pelvis, my knee, and my spine, and took away, what little chance I had to carry a pregnancy to full term. A Gypsy woman and a Mormon, two cultures, where nothing is more important than family and children.
I'm crippled for the rest of my life. I was paralyzed for 5 months. Spent 18 months relearning to walk. I can barely walk now, 4 years later. It's why I'm now on a cane. Any hope I had of having children is gone now.
That's the reality, of the gay hatred of this town.
They hate gay men so much, here in Old Orchard Beach, that they are willing to beat up a childless woman, in ill health, accusing her of being a transvestite, saying that because of her clothes and her childlessness, she MUST be a man, pretending to be a woman.
Because these evil people took away my ability to have children, I had cats; but they took my cats, and cut off their heads, and nailed them to my door.
I used to have a Shetland Pony. 28 years. They beat her head in with a rock.
I used to have pet bantam roosters. One morning I woke up, to find them, 75 of them, their heads cut off, nooses tied round their headless necks, and hanging in my rose bushes.
They blew up my house with a bomb, and left a Ku Klux Klan cross behind.
Someone with access to a garbage disposal truck, drove 7 garbage trucks into my farm, dumped garbage in my yard. The pile of garbage was 175' long, 30' wide, and 12' tall.
Then someone with access to a sewage truck, pumped my motorhome full of hundreds of gallons of feces, that was three feet deep.
Not one of my neighbours helped me, through any of this. Not one. Because they were the gay haters who did it. I've lived here for 42 years. Most of my neighbours, their yards were forest 20 years ago. I remember when our town celebrated 1,000 residents. 83% of you didn't even live here 10 years ago.
I have agoraphobia. Before the bomb blew up my house, I hadn't set foot off my land in 31 years. I keep to myself and I've never bothered anyone. I don't know why in July 2001, they suddenly stormed into my yard with paintball guns and started shooting at me.
Since July 2001, there have been more then 200 acts of violence, vandalism, hate crimes, death threats, shootings, bombs, terrorism, murdering and abuse of my pets. And I don't know why. Why are these people doing these things? I don't know who they are or why these strangers come trespassing into my land to kill, steal, and destroy everything I own.
I used to have tens of thousands of flowers. Hundreds of bird feeders, dozens of garden gnomes, and two hundred pink flamingos. Rose bushes used to line my yard from the road all the way to swamp - 200 feet of roses - gone! Thieves have stolen every last one. They come up here with shovels and dig up my plants. Steal my garden ornaments. Take my bird feeders. Why?
They buried my vegetable garden with garbage. Bagged garbage. They backed city garbage trucks into my gardens and dumped them on my food crops, like this was the city dump! 3,700 wood pallets. Dozens of appliances. Hundreds of tires. WHY? What is wrong with you people?
Why do these people hate me?
Who are they and why are they doing this? I do not understand why they torment me.
I bother no one. Why do they bother me?
And why... why when the locals of this town, see what these cruel, hateful people have, why does not one of them, do anything to help me? Not one. Not one person, has ever done anything to help me. Even when I was crippled, and living under an 8x6 tarp, for 11 years, through blizzards and hurricanes, with no protection from rain or cold or snow, because a bomb blew up my house.
Good decent people don't do things like this.
Good decent people don't stand back and watch things like this happen and do nothing to stop it!
What is wrong with the people in this town?
Do you none of you have any common moral decency at all?
What is wrong with the cruel, cold, heartless people of this town?
How did you get like this?
I remember when every person in this town helped every body else.
We used to be a community. What happened to that?
Are there no decent people left in this town?
When I wrote a book, listing what they did. The Town Hall, a government organization, got a court order, to force the book out of publication.
The very same court order, that on January 4, 2016, declared LGBTQ residents were not allowed to go home. Forced out of their own homes, in a court order that BANNED gay residents from living in Old Orchard Beach.
The court order is public record. Go look it up and read it for yourself.
People who owned their homes outright - not renters, not apartments - home owners - were not allowed to set foot in their own homes. Not allowed to get their clothes. Not allowed to get their pets. Not allowed to get their phones and computers - from January 4, 2016 to October 18, 2016, when the town of Old Orchard Beach had declared itself "family friendly" by virtue of not allowing LGBTQ citizens to live in the town.
Three court houses later, on October 18, 2016, the 10th anniversary of the bomb that blew up my house, Superior court over tuned Old Orchard Beach's civil rights violating "Too Gay For Old Orchard Beach" court order.
It was the business owners, the year round residents, of Old Orchard Beach, who did these things. Motel owners, who proudly boasted, they didn't allow gays in their motels, developers, and waste removal business owners, who did these things, while they were beating up a straight woman, they accused of being a transsexual.
What they are doing is wrong. And you know it is wrong.
No good, moral, descent person, does things like this to another human being.
April 2017, a Ku Klux Klan supporter, built a new website, one they dubbed "Flamboyant Nipples". It's about Old Orchard Beach. It glorifies, encourages, and promotes terrorist hate crimes against gay men, specifically, gay men in Old Orchard Beach. They have made a bold open threat on the lives of the LGBTQ residents of Old Orchard Beach.
The Flamboyant Nipples website, took these events, these hate crimes, done to me, my family, and other residents of this town, by terrorists, and turned it into satire. Among other things, they specifically, made fun of my cats, having their heads nailed to my door and the bomb that blew up my house, and bragged that they did it.
The author of Flamboyant Nipples, thinks beating up non-white women is funny.
The author of Flamboyant Nipples, thinks beating up gay men, and dragging them naked through the streets, from the back bumper of a car, is funny.
The author of Flamboyant Nipples, thinks cutting cat heads off and nailing them to doors is funny.
I had no idea the gay hatred was so bad, until the the gay haters, attacked me: a straight woman, they falsely accused of being a transsexual man.
The Ku Klux Klan is not something to laugh at. They are terrorists destroying lives. No moral decent person supports a terrorist.
I have already reported the website to the FBI and the Old Orchard Beach Police Department, as well as to the administrators of the forums where they are posting their advertisements for the site, trying to get members to join in their terrorist attacks on our town.
The webmaster of the Flamboyant Nipples website is ACTIVELY contacting forum members trying to get them to join him in his attacks on our town.
The Flamboyant Nipples website is a VERY SERIOUS threat as he is using it to incite gay-haters to action. This web master is TRYING to get people across the country to come to our town and MURDER our LGBTQA+ community.
This is an ACTIVE DEATH THREAT being made against Old Orchard Beach's LGBTQA+ community.
How many more must die?
Are you gonna wait until it is YOUR son tied to the back of that car?
Are you gonna wait until it is YOUR cats have their heads nailed to YOUR door?
Are you gonna wait until it is YOUR house they blow up with a bomb?
The Ku Klux Klan is heightening their attacks on our community and they NEED to be stopped before MORE people die.
Somebody out there must know who the terrorist is that is running that site that is threatening our town. Please, if you know who has built the Flamboyant Nipples website, call the FBI agent in charge of the case IMMEDIATELY... don't give these terrorists a chance to kill someone else!
Agent Andy Drewer
of the Portland FBI
@ 207-774-9322
The business owners of Old Orchard Beach, are banding together this year against the white power gay hatred of the Ku Klux Klan.
To show their support of the year round gay residents and the gay summer tourists LGBTQ friendly businesses are putting rainbow flags on their businesses.
Together we can stop bullying in Old Orchard Beach, but it takes every one of us to stand in unison and say enough is enough. The bullies running this town are so violent and use such horrific measures that our town manager Larry Mead has become their puppet. A whimpering worm, with no moral decency to stand up to them, and too many hands reaching out for the bags of money they offer him to look the other way. Bribing a town official to turn a blind eye to terrorism is a bully using the power of money to hold an entire town hostage, while his family terrorizes the town.
Are 500 dead cats and dogs from 140 families, not enough to make you say enough is enough? How many animals will these bully monsters torture to death before they do what all animal abusers do and become serial killers. Oh wait... they've already done that! Four people are already dead.
Will you continue to stand by and turn a blind eye to the truth... how long do you really think it'll be before these terrorist bullies come after YOUR family.
Think you're safe by not being gay, by not having affiliation with the LGBTQA+ community? I'm not gay either. But I have Autism and own the Autism Awareness Car and they say my car is gay, because it has marbles and teddy bears glued to it.
They say I'm gay because I wear pink dresses. They are seeing gay people and gay cars where there are none.
How long do you think it'll be before they start falsely accusing YOU of being gay too?
Do you think they'll listen to your pleas for mercy while they are beating you with a crow bar? Do you think they'll even care, that you're not gay, when they shatter your bones and leave you for dead?
They didn't care when they did it to me, why they'd care when they come after you? And they will.
We only have 3,000 year round residents of this town... in 2007 we had 12,000. Find them. Talk to them. I have been. And they're all saying the same thing, that they left Old Orchard Beach because they were "tired of being bullied by Jim Thomas's men". 9,000 people. There's only 3,000 of us left.
A community of 12,000 decimated by the extreme bullying terrorist activities of gay hating hate mongers.
We business owners of Old Orchard Beach are taking a stand against the Ku Klux Klan.
To help the FBI identify who the Ku Klux Klan business owners are, ALL are hanging rainbow flags. Every business. No matter how big or how small.
Don't spend your money in ANY business, motel, shop, etc, in this town, unless you see a rainbow flag on the front the business.
There is no neutrality here.
You either care about your neighbours, or you don't.
The businesses of Old Orchard Beach are either supporters of the Ku Klux Klan or they are not.
EVERY business who refuses to hang a rainbow flag this summer, will be seen by the non-white and LGBTQA+ residents of this this town, as showing their open support of the Ku Klux Klan.
When you spend money at a business in Old Orchard Beach, who's not hanging a rainbow flag, you're funding a terrorist organization.
Say no to the Ku Klux Klan.
Make this town family friendly for ALL families.
Not just white families.
Not just straight families.
This town is NOT family friendly, until ALL families are welcomed here.
Say NO to the hate crimes.
Say NO to the bullies.
Say NO to death threats.
Say NO to the violence.
Say NO to the terrorists.
Say no to murder.
Say YES to peace.
Say YES to love.
Say YES to making this town a SAFE place for EVERY family to live.
If there's no rainbow flag on the building, stay somewhere else, buy somewhere else, use someone else's services.
Don't let your hard earned money support the terrorist hate crimes of the Ku Klux Klan.
SAY NO TO MURDER
IN OLD ORCHARD BEACH!
The FBI is here in town right now, investigating these domestic terrorists of Old Orchard Beach, trying to find out, who is doing these things.
If you have any information about these crimes or any of the more the 500 other domestic terrorist hate crimes, that have been done to more then 140 non-white and/or LGBTQ families in Old Orchard Beach, call the FBI agent in charge of this case:
Agent Andy Drewer
of the Portland FBI
@ 207-774-9322
“Don’t turn your face away.
Once you’ve seen,
you can no longer act like you don’t know.
Open your eyes to the truth.
It’s all around you.
Don’t deny what the eyes to your soul
have revealed to you.
Now that you know,
you cannot feign ignorance.
Now that you’re aware of the problem,
you cannot pretend you don’t care.
To be concerned is to be human.
To act is to care.”
― Vashti Quiroz-Vega
They Put A Bomb In My House
& And A KKK Cross In My Garden
(October 18, 2006)
They Cut Up My Cats:
(Kidnapped April 10, 2015; Returned Cut Up Mother's Day May 2015)
They Cut Up My Car:
(May 10, 2010)
They Tried To Kill Me:
(November 14, 2013; paralyzed 5 months;
damaged hip, pelvis, knee, spine,
as well as surrounding muscles, and nerves)
(Again, July 26, 2016 - rupturing 3 discs in my spine,
re-damaging hip; doing nerve damage to spinal column and leg)
Have Information?
Call FBI Agent
Andy Drewer
@ (207) 774-9322
Three things can not be hid:
The Sun,
The Moon,
& The Truth
Town Councilor Who Signed $25,000 property lien Blackmail threat, against property of people who cut car in half on his orders to do so, was Killed in murder suicide on January 26, 2017; exactly 7 years from the day he signed order to have car removed from town, sending locals into warpath, saying the "demon" killed him in a "7 year curse"Why I don't believe in demons, aliens, ufos, ghosts, haunted cars, etc.
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A list of damages done by the 14 police officers of 3 departments, who attacked my motorhome on April, 10, 2015, who took my cats at gun point, WITHOUT A WARRANT, while claiming they were looking for cannibals.The 175' long, 30' wide, 12' tall pile of garbage, city dump trucks and city garbage truck (7 trucks total) dumped on my land; July 13, 2013
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“If you are neutral in situations of injustice, you have chosen the side of the oppressor. If an elephant has its foot on the tail of a mouse, and you say that you are neutral, the mouse will not appreciate your neutrality.” ― Desmond Tutu
Do YOU Find THESE Things Funny?
The Author of A Site
Dubbed As "Flamboyant Nipples"
Thinks The Ku Klux Klan's Terrorist Hate Crimes
In Old Orchard Beach Are Hilarious,
Thus They Made A Web Site On
How Funny It Is To Beat Up Gay Men, Cut Cat Heads Off, and Bomb Houses
Here's Video Footage of Just a Few
of The Terrorist Hate Crimes
The Flamboyant Nipples Web Site
Chose To Make Fun Of:
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Do You Know Who Drove This Backhoe
Over My House August 8, 2013?
Have Information?
Call FBI Agent Andy Drewer
@ (207) 774-9322
The Tarp - My "House"
Since The Bomb Blew Up My House
October 18, 2006
Above: The garbage vandals dumped in my yard, the day they shreaded my tarp
Below: The house days after the bomb blew it up
Or Maybe You Find These Shootings,
Beatings, Death Threats, and other forms of bullying,
CAUGHT ON CAMERA
in Old Orchard Beach.
Maybe You Find Things Funny Too?
Too Long To Read?
Let Me Sum It Up For You Live:
(This is a video of the Flamboyant Nipples website,
a screen recording of it's pages, and content:)
^^^ Flamboyant Nipples ^^^
(link to the site is shown in the video above^)
(I will not direct link to hate propaganda or cyber bullies from my site,
you'll have to pause the video and direct type the url)
I challenge the motels, hotels, and businesses of Old Orchard Beach, to start putting up rainbow flags...
EVERY SINGLE ONE OF THEM....
EVERY business.... no matter how small, no matter how far off a main road onto a side street you are...
Put up a rainbow flag on your business sign. Let the world know you support gay rights and welcome the gay community in Old Orchard Beach.
Tell the year round residents & the summer tourists,
YOUR business is not
one of the gay-haters.
Tell the year round residents & the summer tourists, YOUR business is not run
by members of the Ku Klux Klan
These hate crimes need to stop.
NO ONE should be forced to live in terror!
The LGBTQA+ members of this community deserved to live here with open arms.
Their families are families too!
I say let's make this town of Old Orchard Beach family friendly for ALL families!
SAY NO THE THE GAY HATERS OF OLD ORCHARD BEACH!
Those gay haters rely on the tourist income to survive: BOYCOTT every business in this town of Old Orchard Beach that REFUSES to hang a rainbow flag on their business signs. DO NOT give your hard earned money to the gay hating business owners of Old Orchard Beach!
SAY NO TO THE HATE CRIMES!
They want to call this town of Old Orchard Beach family friendly...
well let's MAKE it family friendly then...
for ALL families!
Not just the white ones!
Not just the straight ones!
Not just the Christians!
Make Old Orchard Beach
family friendly for EVERY family!
Flamboyant Nipples.
What a name.
Sounds like something I would have thought up.
Normally I don't review websites. Flamboyant Nipples asked for a review, though I'm not sure if it was the actual site owner who requested the review or not. I got the impression the person who sent me the link to Flamboyant Nipples was not the creator of the site, but I'm not sure.
And now you're probably asking: What the hell are Flamboyant Nipples?
It's a new website that was created April 1, 2017. Which on the surface appears to be a joke and appears to be funny. But a closer look reveals it to be a hate site, hating on gays and supporting KKK terrorist acts. Specifically - it's a propaganda site made in support of the Ku Klux Klan's anti-gay terrorist attacks that have been happening in Old Orchard Beach, Maine. Meaning it was made by somebody local and probably the person doing the hate crimes.
On the surface, Flamboyant Nipples website seems funny, if you don't know the murders, house bombs, death threats, animal abuse, vandalism, hate crimes, and domestic terrorist attacks they are referring to.
To any one outside of Maine it may look like harmless fun, but any one here in Old Orchard Beach who is Gypsy, Jewish, Muslim, Black, LGBTQA, or Native American, will tell you there's nothing funny about having a gun to your head. There's nothing funny about house bombs.
Did you know there have been 5 additional house bombs, that I have never mentioned? One blew up an apartment building and killed 6 people. I only talk about the one that blew up my house and the one that blew up my doctor's office. My Muslim doctor would tell you how not funny the Flamboyant Nipples website it, if he hadn't died in the bomb and was able to tell you.
Have I ever told you about the bomb at WalMart November 2015, put in MY department where I worked? Or the bomb in 2013, put in MY classroom at Southern Maine Community College 2013, a few weeks before I was beaten up and paralyzed?
Start interviewing the families of Old Orchard Beach.
Come here to our town and actually talk to the gay men who've been stripped naked by the Ku Klux Klan and hung by their balls from the tops of flagpoles. They'll tell you how not funny the Flamboyant Nipples website is.
Did you even actually READ the Quaraun books before you wrote Flamboyant Nipples? Do you even know what the hate crimes are you are supporting? Specifically BoomFuzzy, the one that features a horrific scene where Quaraun is attacked by gay haters from his town, stripped naked, tied to a horse, dragged through the streets, beaten, then hung by hi balls from a tree and left to bleed to death, hanging in the tree for 5 days.
Did you know THAT ACTUALLY HAPPENED to a man right here in our town?
The Ku Klux Klan stripped him naked, tied him to the back bumper of a car, dragged through the streets from Old Orchard Beach to Biddeford Maine - a 14 mile drive, beat him, then hung him by his balls from the giant flag pole at Rotary Park and left to bleed to death, hanging in the tree for 5 days. They did it in the dead of winter when the park was closed to the public, so it was 5 days before any one found him. He almost froze to death and suffered brain damage from hang upside down so long, the blood putting too much pressure on his brain.
You want to know how old he was?
The gay man who was dragged naked through the streets, his feet tied to the back bumper of a car?
15 years old.
He was a fifteen year old boy.
A CHILD!
Grown men did that to him. Men in their 30s, 40s, and 50s ganged up on a 15 year old boy and tortured him almost to death... because they SUSPECTED that he MIGHT be gay because he was wearing a pink suit to go to a school dance.
They didn't have any proof he was gay. They just thought maybe he MIGHT be, because he was wearing pink.
Open your eyes and look around this town. Old Orchard Beach is not a safe place for your children.
Want even more proof... go the the schools - all 3 of them, when the buses line up to take your children home, and the police cars line up with them, with police officers escorting your children from the school building to the buses. .. EVERY SINGLE DAY... because the hate crimes by ADULTS against none-white and LGBTQA+ children, in Old Orchard Beach... is THAT BAD.
Evil white power men of Old Orchard Beach, think nothing of beating up and torturing CHILDREN, taking them right from the school... it happens so much, so often, that the police force of Old Orchard Beach has to stop what they are doing every single day, to gather at the schools and escort your children safely to the buses.
Does THAT sound like a family friendly town to you?
Your kids are being bullied by grown men!
This isn't right!
You know this isn't right!
Your children should be able to play in the school playground without fear of being terrorized by the Ku Klux Klan.
Your children should be able to walk out of the school and get on the bus without police guards, without fear of being terrorized by the Ku Klux Klan.
Old Orchard Beach is NOT a family friendly town, it's not even CLOSE to being family friendly.
Grown men, business owners who live here year round, beat up a child because he was wearing pink.
Stripped him naked.
Tied him to the back bumper of a car, then drove 14 miles, to hang him from Biddeford's Rotary Park flag pole.
In the dead of winter.
A CHILD!
They did that to a child!
That's what kind of monsters we have running the businesses of Old Orchard Beach!
Men who drag children 14 miles, naked, tied to the back of their car... for 14 damned miles!
They are terrorizing children.
And no one did one damned thing to stop them.
People in the town stood around and cheered them on as they tortured a 15 year old boy, because of the colour of his clothes.
Our town needs an anti bullying campaign... one that actually gets off it's ass and does something to put an end to bullying once and for all.
Do you think that kind of torture is something FUNNY?
Do you think torturing children is something to laugh at and make fun of?
And it happened more then once, to multiple men. Rotary Park had to take their flag pole down to try to prevent it happening again. Biggest flagpole in the state of Maine, used to be a tourist attraction, gone because of the horrific hate crimes against gay men in our town.
I include references to that event in EVERY single Quaraun novel to bring awareness to the horrific things gay haters do to gay men.
EVERY ONE of the violent acts against Quaraun in the novels is based off of a REAL LIFE event here in our town. EVERY ONE OF THEM.
It's why I keep saying the Quaraun series is NOT Erotica. It's not meant to be Erotic, it's meant to bring awareness to what type of hate crimes gay men around here have to put up with. The scenes in the Quaraun books are NOT meant to be taken as sexual fantasies, they are meant to show how horrific gay men around here are treated by their/our community.
The hate crimes against gay men, especially transgender men are horrific in this area and it needs to stop. The gay community around here is too scared to fight back, but I'm not, if no one else is going to do anything to protect them, I will, and THAT is why I write the Quaraun series.
The Quaraun series is about a gay man, a transvestite, who's life is absolutely destroyed by gay haters, after they tortured him and drove his lover to suicide. He becomes a wizard to resurrect his lover. The series follows them as they live on the run, going from one town to the next looking for someplace that will accept gay men. THAT is what the series is about. How everywhere they go, they get attacked and beaten and publicly humiliated because they dare to love each other.
Quaraun is based off actual real live transvestites, transsexuals, and gay men who live here in Maine and were interviewed by me, specifically with the goal of portraying their lifestyle and the hate crimes they live with as ACCURATELY as possible.
The original idea came from the suicide of my grandmother's best friend; a transvestite who owned the dollar store in the Saco Shaw's parking lot back in the 1980s. He was the first transvestite I ever knew, he was a close friend of the family for years, and one day he was gone. He commit suicide because he couldn't take the horrific gay hatred that was thrown in his face every day. He left behind a lover that went mad with grief and then shot himself.
THAT is where I got the idea for the Quaraun series. From the REAL LIFE suicide of a REAL transvestite who a friend of mine.
Start asking about the 500 cats and dogs that vanished from our town between 2014 and 2017 - 140 families have had their pets returned cut up in pieces. They'll tell you how not funny the Flamboyant Nipples website is.
You think it's just me these things are happening too? Open your damned eyes.
These things started happening to me in 2001. I started writing the Quaraun series in 1997, but locals didn't know about it, until 2001. The hate crimes against my family, started WHEN this town found out I was writing the Quaraun books. Gay hatred in this town of Old Orchard Beach is SO BAD, that they are willing to attack, beat up, cripple, a straight woman, bomb her house, kill her cats, fill her motorhome with feces... because she was the ONLY person in this damned town willing to speak out against the anti-gay hate crimes of Old Orchard Beach.
I'm not the FIRST one they did these things too... I'm just the first straight female they did them too, that's all.
I'm just the only one with enough balls to speak out against the Ku Klux Klan. That doesn't mean I'm the only one they've terrorized. It just means I'm fed up with living in terror and am saying enough is enough. I'm taking my life back and they aren't gonna push me around any more. And I'm gonna help the gay men of this town of Old Orchard Beach get their lives back too.
Something needs to be done to stop the bullying crisis of this town of Old Orchard Beach. People are dead now! Do you not even care? You all made it clear you didn't care what the bullies did to my cats. But now it's not dead cats. Humans are dead now too. Will you stand by and do nothing while this psychopath is at large?
The gay haters of this town tried to kill me on November 14, 2013 because I wrote a book featuring a gay main character. I almost died and now I'm crippled for rest of my life.
Six months after the Quaraun books went from free to read online, to their first mass produced, mass market release (September 2, 2014), the gay haters of this town filled my motothome with feces and cut my cats heads off (April 10, 2015).
I am fed up with the viscous, violent, acts of terrorism that no one around here blinks an eye at, because it happens so often, multiple times a day, every single damned day to so many people!
Too many people in this town of Old Orchard Beach turn a blind eye to what is going on.
Too many people in this town are saying "I don't want to get involved, they'll come after me too, I have my own family to think about".
This has to end.
The bullying and harassment in Old Orchard Beach is out of control. Our community needs to unit together against these sadistic, visuos, brutal, blood thirsty bullies BEFORE they kill again. They see nothing wrong with being a bully, because they have no compassion for mankind, no morals with which to live by.
This level of terrorism is beyond insanity and some one needs to put and end to it.
I'm founder of the Proctor and Gamble Boycott, I shut down those animal test labs, it took me 27 damned years to do it, but I did it, and if I can do THAT, then I know I can shut down the gay hatred of Old Orchard Beach too.
These hate crimes need to end.
What is happening here is NOT RIGHT and NEED TO STOP!
And sites like Flamboyant Nipples, who take these hate crimes, and make fun of them, make it look like it's funny to torture gay men, are deplorable and disgusting!
The gay haters of this town like to run around bragging that Old Orchard Beach is a family friendly town, added to that phrase, that it is "family friendly because it doesn't allow gays"...
Old Orchard Beach is NOT a family friendly town until it is family friendly for ALL families even gay ones!
I challenge the motels, hotels, and businesses of Old Orchard Beach, to start putting up rainbow flags...
EVERY SINGLE ONE OF THEM....
EVERY business.... no matter how small, no matter how far off a main road onto a side street you are...
Put up a rainbow flag on your business sign. Let the world know you support gay rights and welcome the gay community in Old Orchard Beach.
Tell the year round residents & the summer tourists,
YOUR business is not
one of the gay-haters.
Tell the year round residents & the summer tourists, YOUR business is not run by members of the Ku Klux Klan
This bullying needs to stop. These monster bullies have gotten away with it for far too long. Stop being cowards and stand up to the bullies of this town. Take your lives back. Say enough is enough and we aren't taking it any more!
These hate crimes need to stop.
NO ONE should be forced to live in terror!
The LGBTQA+ members of this community deserved to live here with open arms.
Their families are families too!
I say let's make this town family friendly for ALL families!
This daily bullying harassment needs to end.
SAY NO THE THE GAY HATERS OF OLD ORCHARD BEACH!
The bullying is out of control.
This needs to stop.
Those gay haters rely on the tourist income to survive: BOYCOTT every business in this town that REFUSES to hang a rainbow flag on their business signs. DO NOT give your hard earned money to the gay hating business owners of Old Orchard Beach!
SAY NO TO THE HATE CRIMES of Old Orchard Beach!
They want to call this town family friendly...
well let's MAKE Old orchard Beach family friendly then...
for ALL families!
Not just the white ones!
Not just the straight ones!
Not just the Christians!
Make Old Orchard Beach
family friendly for EVERY family!
Definition of a Bully:
Bullying is unwanted, aggressive behavior that involves a real or perceived power imbalance.
The bullying behavior is repeated, or has the potential to be repeated, over time.
An Imbalance of Power: Bully use their power, such as physical strength, access to embarrassing information, or popularity; to control or harm others.
Repetition: Bullying behaviors happen more than once or have the potential to happen more than once.
Bullying includes actions such as making threats, spreading rumors, attacking someone physically or verbally, and excluding someone from a group on purpose.
Verbal bullying is saying or writing mean things.
Social bullying, sometimes referred to as relational bullying, involves hurting someone’s reputation or relationships.
Physical bullying involves hurting a person’s body or possessions.
If any of the above happens on the internet it becomes cyber bullying.
(Source)Bullies Over The Age of 18 Are Seen As CRIMINALS In The Eyes Of Federal Law:
Behaviors that are traditionally considered bullying among school-aged youth often require new attention and strategies in young adults and college students. Many of these behaviors are considered crimes under state and federal law and may trigger serious consequences after the age of 18.
Although media reports often call unwanted, aggressive behavior among young adults “bullying,” this is not exactly accurate. Many state and federal laws address bullying-like behaviors in this age group under very serious terms, such as hazing, harassment, and stalking.
(Source)Maine Anti-Bullying
Laws & Policies
What term is used in the Maine anti-bullying laws?
Bullying.
Do these laws cover cyberbullying?
Yes.
What groups are listed under Maine state law?The following groups are listed under Maine anti-bullying laws:
- Race
- Color
- Religion
- National origin
- Ancestry or ethnicity
- Sexual orientation
- Socioeconomic status
- Age
- Physical, mental, emotional or learning disability
- Gender
- Gender identity and expression
- Physical appearance
- Weight
- Family status
- Other distinguishing personal characteristics
- Association with another person identified with such characteristics
Flamboyant Nipples
(screen shots of the cyber bully's site)
Started Out Funny:
Quickly Became Offensive:
...and only got worse, the more pages of the site I read.
There is a vast difference,
between crude adult humour, and hate speech.
There is a vast difference between satirizing something,
and promoting & supporting terrorist organizations.
Flamboyant Nipples, it claims to be the title of a book about wizard testicles and sheep; a dating advice guide for affiliate marketers, or so says the heading of the site.
This is not the first bullying site this monster of a cyber bully has made and EVERY TIME he makes one of these sites, MORE death, destruction, terrorism and murder happens in Old Orchard beach. We need to stop this cyberbullying bastard BEFORE he leaves the internet AGHAIN to leave even MORE death and destruction in our town.
Over the years, several web sites have been made mocking SpaceDock13, The Twighlight Manor Series, my life, etc. Have you ever noticed how those site never stick around long? They are nearly always created by a local resident of Old Orchard Beach. I don't know if this one was or not. Though the broken gibberish reads EXACTLY like a Kendra Silvermander email. Have you ever gotten an email from her? No? Be glad. A two year old could write more legible gibberish.
Just like cyber bully Kendra Silvermander, the author of Flamboyant Nipples, speaks in a gibberish, cryptic, baby-talk code, typical of someone with schizophrenia.
Just like cyber bully Kendra Silvermander, the author of Flamboyant Nipples, brags to having built the bomb that blew up my house.
Just like cyber bully Kendra Silvermander, the author of Flamboyant Nipples, brags to being responsible for the brutal beheading of my cats.
I have no reason to think that the author of Flamboyant Nipples is anyone other then the cyber bully Kendra Silvermander, with yet another new username... which would have this username #53.
And it's April. Have we gotten through an April yet, since 2005, WITHOUT a Kendra Silvermander attack? No. She returns every April/May and every October/November, every year like clockwork.
Did the owner of Flamboyant Nipples not RESEARCH me, find out who I was, and what I do to bullies like them, with site like Flamboyant Nipples? I'm the founder of the Proctor & Gamble Boycott. I have zero tolerance for bullies, hate crimes, and injustice... but most especially: animal abuse. There's nothing funny about cutting off my cats' heads and nailing them to my door.
Did they think I was joking when I said:
If life gives you lemons,
then you grab life by the balls
and say you're taking them too.
Why make lemonade when you can make testicle stew?
I don't take shit from no one,
I stand up to bullies like you.
~EelKat
ENOUGH IS ENOUGH! This monthly bullying harassment needs to end. This online and offline bullying abuse needs to stop!
At first I thought it was a fan site... until I actually read what it said... and it's horrifying.
I've been here since 1997, changed urls a few times, but still the same site, still going, coming up on it's 20th anniversary August 17, 2017. There's a new website mocking my website, which we are going to call Flamboyant Nipples, because that's the title of the page that was sent to me and I just like saying Flamboyant Nipples.
You've seen me review these cyberbullies who create anti-EelKat websites before. This one, Flamboyant Nipples, focuses on the Quaraun books and disturbingly also my cats and the fact that their heads were cut off and nailed to my door.
Have you ever noticed, when we trace the ISPNs of these sites, they always trace back to either McAurthor Public Library in Biddeford or 140 Portland ave in Old Orchard beach (Blow Brothers Garbage Disposal and Sewage Company, with their garbage trucks, sewage trucks, and 4-door white pick-up trucks is what sits at 140 Portland Ave, in case you were unaware. A town council man who keeps having his hoards of illegal automatic rifles being confiscated by police, and a history of animal abuse and running puppy mills.)
What are the hate crimes?
7 garbage trucks, dumped garbage on my land - totaling 175' long, 30' wide, and 12' feet tall. Who in town OWNS a garbage truck? 140 Portland Ave. Same ispn at these websites that keep showing up.
My motorhome was pumped full of sewage, 3 feet deep. Who in town owns a sewage pumper truck? 140 Portland Ave. Same ispn at these websites that keep showing up.
The police identified the gun that shoots holes in my yard, as an automatic rifle. Who in town OWNS an automatic rifle? 140 Portland Ave. Same ispn at these websites that keep showing up.
And WHO is the FBI's #1 suspect in all the hate crimes? An employee of Blow Brothers: 140 Portland Ave.
What does every website traced back to that address (which is 2 driveways down from me) have in common?
In 2007, the website built was full of gibberish, cryptic, baby-talk code, typical of someone with schizophrenia, and was page after page after page of "articles" calling me a witch, a Satan worshiper, a demon summoner, a baby murderer, and a dog murderer - you remember the dog murderer web site don't you? And it mentioned one detail, one little detail, not known online, and could ONLY be found out, by walking into my garden and looking at it in person.
In 2010, the website built was full of gibberish, cryptic, baby-talk code, typical of someone with schizophrenia, and was page after page after page of "articles" calling me a witch, a Satan worshiper, a demon summoner, a cape wearing gay loving looney tune... And it mentioned that same one detail, one little detail, not known online, and could ONLY be found out, by walking into my garden and looking at it in person.
In 2017, the Flamboyant Nipples website built was full of gibberish, cryptic, baby-talk code, typical of someone with schizophrenia, and was page after page after page of "articles" calling me a bugger (the equivalent of nigger, only bout a gay man), a fag (another would like nigger, for gay men), bragged to having cut off my cats' heads, bragged to building the bomb that blew up my house, and made a very bold bragging to going to attack more gay men this summer. And it mentioned one detail, that same one little detail, not known online, and could ONLY be found out, by walking into my garden and looking at it in person.
In each case, the websites were written to sound like a satire novel, and seemed funny, if you didn't know the specific people, places, and events being made fun of.
Now, most of the website is off the wall hysterical. It was funny, at first.... until I got to the part where is stopped making fun of the books and started making fun of cat heads nailed to doors... and then it started bragging of doing the shootings in my driveway, the ones you've all seen caught on camera on so many videos now... and then they started bragging that they were the one who built the bomb that blew up my house...
It started out funny, but it got very disturbing and very terrifying, very fast.
Had it just been a site that made fun of the books, you'd see links to it here, with me sending traffic to it, promoting it.
But it's demented bullying author glorified animal abuse on horrific levels.
It's cyber bully author glorified hate crimes against gay men.
It's bully author bragged to being both the shooter and the bomb builder.
And the web master is posting advertisements on forums, encouraging people to join him in his homophobic terrorist crimes in Old Orchard Beach.
A site that appeared funny on the surface, turned monstrously deplorable, and disgustingly revolting, when every word of what they had to say about the LGBTQA+ community of Old Orchard Beach was read.
The Flamboyant Nipples website is a VERY SERIOUS threat as he is using it to incite gay-haters to action. This web master is TRYING to get people across the country to come to our town and MURDER our LGBTQA+ community.
This is an ACTIVE DEATH THREAT being made against Old Orchard Beach's LGBTQA+ community.
And yes, I did read every page of it. It focuses largely on one novel from the Quaraun series: GhoulSpawn the Crazed and The Rose Garden of the Pink Necromancer, the book which features GhoulSpawn's sheep obsession. The parts of the site that make fun of the Quaraun books are indeed very funny.
It appears, that the site creator never actually read the Quaraun books and only read the free online sample chapter titled Sheep. Now had the site stuck with making fun of Quaraun, I would have liked the site and would have actually recommended it.
If you are a fan of the Quaraun series, you know it was originally published as a free to read serial on FanFiction.net with weekly chapters being released from 1997 til 2012, when FanFiction.net banned it and 11,000 other author's stories as well.
I have been attempted to get it back online for the about 7,000 fans of the series who've been begging me to do so, however, the Ku Klux Klan has been harassing 140 families here in Old Orchard Beach, Maine, my family being 1 of those 140 families, and getting the books back online has been difficult, especially since I was beaten up by Klansmen November 14, 2013, leaving me paralyzed for 5 months and 3 years relearning to use my legs again. I am now out of the wheelchair and able to use my hands again, and thus am again able to upload pages to my website after a 3 year long medical leave from the internet... during which time a hacker hijacked my online accounts (most notably KBoards) and pretended to be me, making a huge mess of everything, that I have spent the last several months fixing.
Had the site Flamboyant Nipples simply been mocking Quaraun, it would not have raised my suspicions.
But... it didn't just stick with making fun of Quaraun.
The parts of their site which make fun of the fact that the Ku Klux Klan, cut my cats heads off and nailed them to my door, is not funny. It's disturbing and... it says a lot about the person who made it.
The fact that they can make fun of another person's pain and suffering, the fact that they can make fun of animal abuse... you do know that it wasn't just cats who got their heads cut off right?
July 2013, my cousin Murphy had his head cut off too. This person is making fun of murder, hate crimes, animal abuse, terrorism, and bigotry, in the light which says they support those things.
4 people have been murdered here in the past couple of years.
140 families are living in mortal terror.
500+ pets, cats and dogs, have been slaughtered now in horrific acts of animal abuse used as terrorism.
Flamboyant Nipples makes references to guns shooting people in the head, glorifies anti-gay hatred (making many references to "buggery")
In short...
Like the other sites before it, which also spoke in the identical baby-talk, gibberish...
It's a hate site, written by a bigoted cyber bully, hating on gays and supporting KKK terrorist acts.
The author of the Flamboyant Nipples website is a cyber bully terrorist.
What is bully? It's a sick minded, deviant who goes out of his way to hurt people for the sake of having a laugh. A bully is a cruel, cold, heartless, bastard, who gets pleasure out of hurting people.
What is cyber bully? It's a bully online who goes out of his way to hurt people for the sake of having a laugh. A cyber bully is a cruel, cold, heartless, bastard, who gets pleasure out of hurting people.
What is a terrorist? A bully, who repeatedly causes physical, emotional, and mental harm, to the point that the bully's victims are driven to suicide, if the bully doesn't resort to murder first.
The Flamboyant Nipples website is a cyber bully who thinks cutting cat heads off is a joke for a laugh.
The Flamboyant Nipples website is nothing but a cyber bully trying to hurt other people for a laugh.
On the surface, Flamboyant Nipples website seems funny, if you don't know the murders, house bombs, death threats, animal abuse, vandalism, hate crimes, and domestic terrorist attacks they are referring to. To any one outside of Maine it may look like harmless fun, but any one here in Old Orchard Beach who is Gypsy, Jewish, Muslim, Black, or Native American, will tell you there's nothing funny about having a gun to your head. There's nothing funny about house bombs.
Did you know there have been 5 additional house bombs, that I have never mentioned? One blew up an apartment building and killed 6 people. I only talk about the one that blew up my house and the one that blew up my doctor's office.
Have I ever told you about the bomb at WalMart November 2015, put in MY department where I worked? Or the bomb in 2013, put in MY classroom at Southern Maine Community College 2013, a few weeks before I was beaten up and paralyzed?
Start interviewing the families of Old Orchard Beach. Come here to our town and actually talk to the gay men who've been stripped naked by the Ku Klux Klan and hung by their balls from the tops of flagpoles. Start asking about the 500 cats and dogs that vanished from our town between 2014 and 2017 - 140 families have had their pets returned cut up in pieces.
You think it's just me these things are happening too? Open your damned eyes. I'm just the only one with enough balls to speak out against the Ku Klux Klan. That doesn't mean I'm the only one they've terrorized. It just means I'm fed up with living in terror and am saying enough is enough. I'm taking my lfe back and they aren't gonna push me around any more.
Hamsa
Eye of The Grigoi
Eye of the Watchers
Eye of God
Hand of God
Eye of Protection
Evil Eye
Gypsy Curse
Flamboyant Nipples is written in the EXACT SAME childish gibberish that the Kboards hacker used to re-write my forum posts back 2014 era, and appears to be written by the EXACT SAME PERSON who hacked my websites, social networks, and forum accounts.
Interestingly both the Kboards Hacker AND Flamboyant Nipples makes a reference to something very distinctive about one of my family members, something I have never mentioned online. One of the most disturbing things about the Kboards hacker is they posted pictures of my family online - pictures THEY TOOK - and when we traced the ISPN of the hacker, we found the Kboards hacker had used a public access library computer that is a 7 minute walk from my driveway... meaning whoever did the hacking, was very, very, VERY local and in al likelihood is the SAME Ku Klux Klan member who beat me up and paralyzed me, days before the hacking was done.
The Flamboyant Nipples website, makes references to those exact same things the Kboards hacker had said. Things that can not be found out about online and would only be known by someone who had actually SET FOOT IN MY YARD.
And this makes the Flamboyant Nipples website - truly terrifying as it appears the Kboards hacker is back and at it again. The man who was suspected of being the hacker, went to prison for hacking the town hall bank accounts and stealing $3million in town tax funds. And... he is recently out of prison.
And that's disturbing.
Cyberbullies like this think their bullying and harassment is harmless. Tell that to my cousin Murphy. He had his head cut off. Bullying is not a harmless activity and it needs to be stopped. The Ku Klux Klan are bullies on the worst levels. They don't just push people around: they murder them. They torture people to death, and feel justified in their bullying because they think their white blood makes them above the law, above morals, above decency.
What do you think of a person who can make fun of of a terrorist's hate crimes?
What do you think of a person who can make fun of of a murder?
What do you think of a person who can make fun of of a cat's head being cut off and nailed to it's owner's door?
What do you think of a person who can make fun of of a bomb blowing up an elderly woman's house?
Do YOU find those things funny?
Do YOU Find THESE Hate Crimes Funny?
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Do You Know Who The Bully Is Who Drove This Backhoe
Over My House August 8, 2013?
Have Information?
Call FBI Agent Andy Drewer
@ (207) 774-9322
The Tarp - My "House"
Since Cyber Bully "Kendra Silvermander's"
Bomb Blew Up My House
October 18, 2006
Above: The garbage vandals dumped in my yard, the day they shreaded my tarp
Below: The house days after the bomb blew it up
Or Maybe You Find These Shootings,
Beatings, Death Threats,
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Maybe You Find Things Funny Too?
Do you know what it is like coping with bullying, when it's DAILY, ENDLESS, CONSTANT... for 19 damned years!
This steady two decades of daily bullying harassment needs to end!
Think about it...
19 Years of DAILY Bullying!
Flamboyant Nipples is a website that glorifies harassment and bullying on sadistic levels. It glorifies a terrorists who has bullied me on a daily basis for 19 years.
This steady bullying harassment needs to end.
One of the things they claim "justifies" this level of violence is the fact that they say, I'm insane.
"She has Autism, she's insane" is often the battle cry of the white haired man, the blond woman, and the red head.
During the July 2015 Saco Spirit Car Show, the 3 of them arrived at the car show and stood beside my car screaming "She has Autism, she's insane" along with the blond woman also screaming "That's EelKat, she tried to kill my husband" which she was screaming while pointing to the white haired man calling him her husband. She repeated those same words while she was beating me up with a shopping cart at Scarborough July 2016, when she ruptured 3 discs in my spine.
I don't know what she is talking about when she accuses me of having tried to kill her husband. I don't even know who any of these damned nut cases are. Before they arrived to start stalking me and beating me up, over and over and over again, I had never seen any of them.
NEWSFLASH: They are the ones wanted by the FBI, for 2 counts of attempted murder, for trying to kill me, for 19 years of stalking men, for blowing up my house with a bomb, and for murdering my cats.
But the keep saying I'm "insane" claiming that's their justification for these things (in addition to their other justifications, where they call me a witch, a transsexual, a eunuch, demon possessed, and a transvestite... and every time they say ANY of those things, like to add on the phrase "god told told".)
Am I as they put it "insane"?
Yes.
Yes I am.
And I have the papers to prove it. Unlike the rest of the residents of Old Orchard Beach, who completely deny their lack of sanity and swear up and down they are perfectly normal and that every one on the planet acts like they do...
I'm perfectly willing to admit I have:
Savant Autism
Schizo Effective Personalty Disorder
PTSD
OCD
and
Agoraphobia.
And for people who ask: "But why glorify it?"
It's not that I glorify it... it's that I've been through extreme bullying from so called "normal" people who in actuality had worse mental health issues then I had. And while they turned to viscous violence, bullying brutality, and absolute complete denial that anything was wrong with them to the point of complete refusal to take their meds even after being diagnosed... I simply decided to embrace the insanity that is me, with all the bright coloured paintings and art work that comes with it.
There's a vast difference between managed mental health manifested with creative expression vs unmanaged mental health manifested with violent brutality.
There is no shame in admitting you are insane.
It's the ones who tell you they are normal, that you have to watch out for, because they are the same ones who think nothing of beating you to a pulp, putting bombs in your house, and cutting your cats' heads off while saying "god" told them to do it.
Never turn your back on them.
And hey, if cutting cars in half, blowing up houses with bombs, burning books, nailing cat heads to doors, and crippling elderly women is something ALL normal people do... well then, I'm glad I'm too insane to do those things.
You see, I'm too insane to "obey god" when he says "build a bomb, blow up that witch's house" the way the "normal" residents of Old Orchard Beach do.
I'm too insane too "obey god" when he says "kidnap those cats, cut their heads off, nail them to the witch's door" the way the "normal" residents of Old Orchard Beach do.
I'm too insane too "obey god" when he says "that car has a demon in it, kill the car to kill the demon" the way the "normal" residents of Old Orchard Beach do.
No... I'm faaaar too insane for the violent activities of the "normal" people in Old Orchard Beach... I'm too busy painting things pink, beading everything, and CosPlaying Elves to have time to to the violent acts of brutality that the "normal" residents of Old Orchard Beach do.
I'm too insane to stood the the caveman style uncivilized savagery the "normal" people in Old Orchard Beach think is "normal" and "okay" because "god told them it was".
No, I'm glad I'm not "normal" like them, and so yes, I do glorify my insanity, as a way to proudly proclaim the fact I am NOT on the side of the violence and brutality that residents of Old Orchard Beach say their violence is "normal" and "every one does it". No, not every one does it. I don't. And according to the summer tourists, neither does any one else in the country either.
But keep in mind, this is Old Orchard Beach, Maine, the 99.9% white town of the 99.9% white state; whitest town of the whitest state in America. I'm that .1% not-white. Which is WHY, I have no friends, not one single solitary person to talk to in 42 years, because I'm not white enough to deserve friends.
I'm so not white enough that it's okay for me to be beaten up and paralyzed for 5 months, though. Police didn't make out a report or do an investigation, because I'm not white enough to matter for Old Orchard Beach,
I'm so not white enough that it's okay for them to build a bomb and blew up my house. Police didn't make out a report or do an investigation, because I'm not white enough to matter for Old Orchard Beach,
I'm so not white enough that it's okay for them to fill my motorhome with feces and cut my cats heads off. Police didn't make out a report or do an investigation, because it was the police officers who did it - 14 of them, who gathered together in a gang on April 10, 2015, to attack a half-blind crippled woman. An attack they did WITHOUT A WARRANT. Because I'm not white enough to matter for Old Orchard Beach,
I'm so not white enough that it's okay for trespassers to destroy my crops and tear up my flowers. Police didn't make out a report or do an investigation, because I'm not white enough to matter for Old Orchard Beach,
It doesn't matter that I was mute for 37 years of my life and had not set foot of my land for 31 years, and the only contact I've ever had with ANYONE was with the violent, terrorist trespassers who invade my privacy to beat me up, accuse me of being a witch, spread rumours and lies about me calling me gay-eunuch-transsexual-transvestite-witch, it doesn't matter that I keep t myself have have never initiated contact with another human being in my entire life.... no... I'm not white and by that virtue alone that gives them the right to destroy my house, cut my car in half, murder my pets, and leave me crippled for the rest of my life.
You think joking about the Ku Klux Klan is FUNNY?
You think the Ku Klux Klan is NORMAL?
You think EVERY BODY runs around screaming "god told me too" while bombing houses, killing cats, and beating up elderly woman?
They think there nothing wrong with hurting people.
They take joy in causing pain and suffering.
They relish in the slaughter of innocents.
They think terrorizing people makes them big and powerful.
Their hearts are filled with hate and malice.
Not one ounce of love, goodness, or kindness flows from them.
They know nothing of mercy and compassion.
They only know cruelty and hate.
By their fruits, ye shall know them.
The followers of Satan came to kill, steal, and destroy.
The followers of Jesus bring goodness, love, peace, joy, and light.
By their fruits, ye shall know them.
The residents of this town, proclaim "god told them to do it" every time they kill, steal, and destroy. Will what god teaches violence? What god teaches hate? What god teaches you to build bombs? What god teaches you to beat up crippled women? What god tells you to cut off cat heads and nail them to doors? Not Jesus. Jesus never taught those things. You call yourselves Christians? Look around you at the bloodshed you bring? You're not Christians, you're followers of Satan.
Look to their deeds.
Look to their actions.
Do they help their fellow mankind as Christ taught?
Or do they hurt every one they meet, they way Satan taught?
You call yourselves Christians? Christ would spit on every one of you and shake your dust from his feet. You follow him in word only, not in deed. Your actions speak far louder then your words.
Well if THAT is what YOU call "normal" then I say to hell with you and your damned, viscous, violent, cruel, heartless "normal". I want no part of it.
And I'me getting tired of asking nicly for these jackass bigots to leave me alone.
WHY WON'T THEY LEAVE MY FAMILY ALONE!!!
LEAVE ME ALONE!
GET YOUR SATANIC ASSES OFF MY LAND!
STOP MURDERING OUR PETS!
LEAVE ME ALONE!
LEAVE ME ALONE!
LEAVE ME ALONE!
LEAVE ME ALONE!
GET OUT OF MY YARD, GET OUT OF MY LIFE, AND LEAVE ME ALONE YOU INSANE HOUSE BOMBING, CAT MURDERING, GAY-HATING, WHITE POWER PSYCHOPATH!
GET PSYCHIATRIC HELP YOU FUCKING JACKASS BASTARD, YOU NEED IT MORE THEN ANY ONE ELSE IN THIS TOWN!
MURDER IS NOT NORMAL!
GOD DIDN'T TELL YOU TO DO ANYTHING, YOU GOT A DAMNED MENTAL PROBLEM.
Let's think about something here...
I'm just a harmless old lady who likes to dress like and Elf and paint everything pink and write stories about Elves having sex with Unicorns. For THAT, the residents of Old Orchard Beach, call me crazy, build a bomb, blow up my house, stand in my drive way and shoot at me, kidnap my cats, cut my cats' heads off, nail my cats' heads to my door, beat my 28 year old Shetland pony's head in, drive a back hoe over my house 3 times, filled my motorhome with feces 3 feet deep, I was paralyzed for 5 months because they trespassed up in here and beat me up, 3 years later I finally recover and start walking again and they beat me up again this time with a shopping cart rupturing 3 discs in my spine while screaming "kill or be killed remember Saco Shaw's!" and they cut my car in half. I'm sorry, WHO exactly is the crazy person here?
Yes, I wear pink ball gowns every day.
Yes I wear fake pointy ears and long white Rapunzel wigs.
Yes, I paint my cars, my motorhome, and my mailbox pink.
Yes, I write about Elves having sex with Unicorns.
So the fucking hell what?
I haven't set foot off my land in 40 years. The only time I have contact with people is when THEY trespass on my yard and invade my privacy. And you know what? I've always welcomed them with happy smiles and open arms, made them meals and served them tea, and spent the day happily chatting with any one and every one who wanted to visit me. I love it when you people stop by to visit me as it's the only time I have any one to talk to other then my cats... oh wait... I don't have ANYONE to talk to any more, now that sociopath freaks murdered them and nailed their heads to my door!
You call me crazy because I wear pink dresses, yet THESE THREE PEOPLE are the ones who built a bomb and blew up my house!
You call me crazy because I wear pink dresses, yet THESE THREE PEOPLE are the violent trespassers who stands in my drive way and shoot at me.
You call me crazy because I wear pink dresses, yet THESE THREE PEOPLE are the ones who kidnap my cats, cut my cats' heads off, nail my cats' heads to my door, beat my 28 year old Shetland pony's head in, drive a back hoe over my house 3 times, filled my motorhome with feces 3 feet deep, and cut my car in half.
I mean REALLY stand back and look around.
All I'm doing is wearing strange cloths. I'm not the violent animal abusing, bomb building, psychopath beating up elderly women... THEY are.
There's a hell of a big difference between a half blind elderly woman dressing up as comic book characters and not bothering one damned person, and violent psychopathic criminal creeps beating her up, bombing her house, driving a back hoe over 3 more of her houses, cutting her car in half, filling her motorhome with feces, murdering her horse, and slaughtering her cats!
On November 14, 2013 I was beaten up at Southern Maine Community College, paralyzed for 5 months, was relearning to walk and relearning to use my hand for 18 months. I was offline that entire time. I returned online March 2016, to find that a hacker had taken over nearly all of my online accounts, social network accounts, forum accounts, and even here, and had been posting online pretending to be me.
Know that between November 14, 2013 and March 31, 2016, that I was NOT ONLINE and all posts made between those dates were not made by me.
On July 28, 2016 the same group of people who beat me on November 14, 2013, arrived at my workplace and beat me up again, this time with a shopping cart while screaming "kill or be killed, remember Saco Shaw's all transsexuals are alike".
I was once again paralyzed, this time for 3 months, and this time suffering 3 ruptured discs in my spine.
Old Orchard Beach has a crazy person in it all right, but isn't me... and the residents of this town need to get off their asses and tell the FBI who this white haired man and his blond wife and red haired sister-in-law are BEFORE THEY KILL ME! The red haired woman calls herself Kendra Silvermander.
The white haired man drives a 4-door-white pick-up truck. The blond women drives a gold volvo suv and is often accompanied by a red haired woman who identifies herself as "Kendra Silvermander".
The red-haired woman wears lime green glasses and usually carries a tiny white poodle that she called "my dragon child", the poodle is sometimes dyed purple and sometimes wearing a purple dragon costume. This woman acts EXTREMELY child-like and appears to have a serious mental handicap. She often brags "I'm off my meds" while attacking me. She is EXTREMELY violent.
The 4-door white truck is some times driven by a bald man. I don't know if this is the same man as the white haired man or not. I think the white haired man and the bald man are both the same person and not 2 separate people. The white hair looks VERY fake, like a cheap Halloween wig. I've never seen his face (I'm legally blind in one eye and nearly so in the other). He appears to be a younger man in his 30's trying to disguise himself to look like an older man in his 60s. I am 5'6" and he is quite a bit bigger then me. Possibly over 6 feet. Very broad shouldered (like a football player).
The 2 women look much older. The blond woman is quite "weather beaten", bad completion, like someone who spends too much time in the sun for too many years. She appears to be in her 60s, possibly younger with premature wrinkles? Her stick straight (possibly salon straightened) shoulder leanth hair is a dirty blond, that she sometimes has dyes with very fake platinum blond stripes. (Her hair was striped like this the day she attacked with the shopping cart.)
The 2 women make a habit of following me to work. (I am a retail merchandiser and drive upto 100+ miles a day covering multiple stores). They have attacked me with shopping carts at:
Saco Shaw's
Biddeford WalMart
Scarborough Walmart (multiple times)
Sanford WalMart.
This steady, daily, weekly, monthly, bullying harassment needs to end. They've been doing this since July 2001. Before the FBI arrived to investigate these terrorist hate crimes, I thought I was the only one it was happening to. But I wasn't. I now know that there are 140 others in our town these things have happened to as well...and those are just the ones who had the corage to come forward and speak out.
Our town had 12,000 year-round/winter residents in 2007.
Now in 2017 is has 3,000.
I've been hunting down the 9,000 people who now live in Saco and Biddeford, and asking why they left, and every one of them said it was because they were "tired of being bullied by the town manager", "tired of being bullied by Jim Thomas", "tired of being bullied by Dan Feeney", "tired of being bullied by Kathy Smith", and/or "tired of being bullied by (name of back hoe owner removed -see State of Maine, Biddeford District Court and ask for copies of Docket #BDDC-PA-2015-00574 and CV-15-58/CV-15-59, the Alfred Superior Court Docket #CV-15-299, for full details on why the name of the man who hacked my website and posted his name all over all of my online accounts, after beating me up and leaving me paralyzed for 5 months, while he was hacking my accounts, was removed )".
9,000 people.
That's a lot of people.
And from what I've seen this group of terrorist bullies is only 10 people. How can 10 scum bags, drive 9,000 people out of their homes in the last 10 years and no one have the balls to stand up to them?
That's absolutely ridiculous.
I've been asking these people: Why didn't you band together and fight back?
And in every case, they said "I thought I was the only one."
9,000 people driven from their homes and each one thought they were the only ones being bullied.
How does something like this happen?
How does 75% of a community get driven out by 10 bullies and each of those 9,000 people end up saying "I thought I was the only one"?
This is outrageous injustice on levels of insane extremes.
It's 3 people. Just 3 people. With fewer then 10 followers. How does a group so small, incite so much terror in a town, that they successfully drive 9,000 residents out of their homes?
Has our community fallen apart that badly, that NO ONE in this town has any clue the hate crimes and terrorist acts being done by bullies to their own neighbours?
Old Orchard Beach used to be a close knit community. How did it get like this? When did you all become blind to what is going on around you?
Yes, I know how visious and brutal and cruel and abusive and violent this small group of bullying terrorists are, but I also know that I have civil rights and they have NO RIGHT to do these things to me.
YOU have civil rights too!
Stop letting these bullies walk all over you and stand up for your rights!
Kendra alone without the blond woman or the man, has beaten me up, punching me in the head, hitting me in the face, while I was eating at the Panera Restaurant in Westbrook.
They have a few times been accompanied by a third woman, calling herself "Deana". A small chubby woman in her 20's with sandy brown hair. She calls herself "The NaNoWriMo ML of Saco". She once had her husband with her. He is a blind man, walks with a white cane. She shows up at restaurants and libraries while I'm eating, working, or studying. She always comes in and says "Kendra sent me"
The red-haired woman calling herself "Kendra Silvermander" has beaten me up 3 times now at the Westbrook Panera restaurant - in October and November 2010.
It was the man who beat me up in 2013 and his 2 women who beat me up in 2016. (The Deana woman has never been violent and doesn't appear to be involved in the attacks, appears to be just "a messenger". The last time I saw Deana, she said she would be no longer working for Kendra as she was expecting a baby and wanted to focus on her family. That was at the Golden Rooster Restaurant in Saco, in November 2009.)
These people attack viciously and violently EVERY single April/May and October/November of every year since 2001, during the two National Novel writing Month writing contests which Kendra Silvermander claims to be the head of (I know she is not, because Chris Baty and Heather Dudley, of San Francisco, California are the owners and heads of NaNoWriMo.) Kendra Silvermander also claims her father owns FunTown Amusement Park in Saco (I checked, and the owners of FunTown have never heard of her). Kendra also claims her aunt owns the little blue breakfast cafe beside Landre's Market at the corner of Cascade Road and Portland Ave in Old Orchard Beach. I checked - the owner is not related to anyone named Kendra, but does report having a niece named Deana.
This mysterious red head, appears to be the ring leader. Calls the white haired man her cousin and the blond woman her sister. The blond woman claims to be the white haired man's wife, though if she is, she's much, much older then him. When together they act more like mother and son then husband and wife.
The white haired man refers to himself as "The Royal Family of Old Orchard Beach" and claims to have paid $6million for his house, claims to have "inherited millions" from his father, which he says gives him the right to run the town and give orders to the town hall. On July 15, 2015 he arrived in my driveway driving a giant landmover sized construction dump truck, green with a red apple painted on the side - the same red apple painted on the side of the backhoe that ran over my house August 8, 2013, bragging that the town hall took my cats on his orders. The dump truck was filled with black trash bags of garbage and appliances which he was attempting to dump in my yard... while he was there, because he was there, I parked my motorhome across the end of my driveway to keep him out, and he went into an infuriated meltdown, yelling that he keeps a gun for "shooting woodchucks" in his truck and would use it to "blow your brains out" if I refused to move the motorhome to let him into my yard with the haul of garbage he was trying to dump.
He drove up the logging road across the street from me, then came back out minutes later driving a 4-door white pick-up truck, screaming out the window that he was going to the town hall to order them to remove my motorhome so he could access my driveway to dump his garbage. THIS man... does not appear to be the same white haired man who beat me up. His hair is far more grey, natural looking, and he's a little guy, not much bigger then me, very skinny, probably only 5'9" or so. He appears however, to be the man, the bald haired man (who USUALLY drives the 4 door white truck) is trying to look like.
I've only seen the little, skinny older man twice: that day July 2015, and again September 12, 2015 when he returned with police officers DeLuca, Ladecaca, and Regan, and tried to make them remove my motorhome, claiming that it was "too gay for the family friendly town of Old Orchard Beach". The police just laughed at him and told him there was no laws against painting a motorhome pink, to which he responded to say, that he'd force the town hall to make a law banning gays and their cars from living in Old orchard Beach.
He claimed to work at the Old Orchard Beach Town Hall, calling himself the "zoning board of appeals" but when I asked at the Town Hall, they knew nothing of him and have no such thing as a "zoning board of appeals". He claims to own a motel and brags that it does not allow gays or non-whites inside, boasting that he and someone named "Dan Feeny" are passing laws to ban gays from Old Orchard Beach. There is someone named Dan Feeny at the town hall be he denied knowing anything of being part of making such laws.
The LITTLE skinny, and ACTUALLY old white-haired man, does not appear to be aware that the younger bald man is dressing up like him and using his trucks to attack me.
It appears the blond woman may ACTUALLY be the younger bald man's mother, not his wife as she claims.
The police reports of September 12, 2015 identified the LITTLE white haired old man from that day. However, I don't think he is the man who normally drives the 4-door white truck that keeps attacking. He's not much bigger then I am, and he looks very old, his hair is grey white, not snow white; and the man who attacks is MUCH bigger then me, both taller and more muscled, (definitely someone who works out and lifts weights) looks to be in his 30s, and is wearing a very bad, cheap Halloween wig to try to look like the little old man.
The identity of the bald man who wears a white wig and pretends to be the old man named on the September 12, 2015 police report, remains a mystery. Whoever this younger man is, he has access to the keys of the trucks which are owned by the older man.
The FBI is looking for the DRIVER of the trucks, not the OWNER. The owner is known. The DRIVER however, is a DIFFERENT man then the OWNER.
The OWNER said in court, in front of a judge, under threat of perjury, that his back hoe was stolen when it driven over my house June 2001 and that he was NOT the one driving it.
The FBI wants to know WHO stole his back hoe.
They also want to know why he never reported it stolen.
The OWNER said in court, in front of a judge, under threat of perjury, that his back hoe was stolen when it driven over my house April 2007 and that he was NOT the one driving it.
The FBI wants to know WHO stole his back hoe a second time.
They also want to know why he never reported it stolen.
The OWNER said in court, in front of a judge, under threat of perjury, that his back hoe was stolen when it driven over my house August 8, 2013 and that he was NOT the one driving it.
The FBI wants to know WHO stole his back hoe a third time.
They also want to know why he never reported it stolen.
The OWNER said in court, in front of a judge, under threat of perjury, he was not driving his 4-door white truck when it slammed into my car over and over and over and over again from Ross Rd corner to Saco & Biddeford Savings Bank February 2016.
The FBI wants to know WHO stole his 4 door white truck.
They also want to know why he never reported it stolen.
The OWNER said in court, in front of a judge, under threat of perjury, he was not driving his 4-door white truck when it repeated this even June 10, 2016 from Bad Dog Deli to WalMart in Scarborough.
The FBI wants to know WHO stole his 4 door white truck a second time.
They also want to know why he never reported it stolen.
The OWNER said in court, in front of a judge, under threat of perjury, he was not driving when his 4-door white truck was caught on camera repeating this event October 15, 2016 from Macs Garage on Saco ave to Ross Rd.... before trespassing and driving into my driveway that same night. The police officer, also caught on camera, HELPING him slam into my car, and also trespassing in my yard, knows the identity of the driver as both got out of there vehicles to walk around trespassing in my yard.
The FBI wants to know WHO stole his 4 door white truck a third time.
They also want to know why he never reported it stolen.
It is believed that the back hoe and 4 door white truck were not in fact stolen and that owner never reported them stolen during any of these 6 separate events because he knows who the "thief" was, but is protecting them, hiding their identity for some reason, making himself an accessory to attempted murder if this assumption proves to be true once the driver of his back hoe and truck is identified.
The police have also identified the older man as being the OWNER of the backhoe that drove over my house, however, he denies having driven it that day and claims it was stolen.
Again, the FBI is seeking the DRIVER of the backhoe, not the OWNER.
I repeat... the OWNER of the back hoe and 4-door white truck is known, but he maintains his back hoe and truck were stolen the 6 days they were used as murder weapons, and the FBI is looking for information leading to who stolen those 2 trucks those 6 days and used them for domestic terrorist hate crimes.
The bald man is very clearly impersonating the old man, and appears to be taking orders from the blond woman, who in turn appears to be taking orders from the red-haired woman. The red haired woman appears to be the instigator and ring leader of ALL of the vandalism, violence, and hate crimes and also appears to be the source of the false accusations and rumors being spread around town calling me "gay" and "transsesxual".
When the 3 are seen together, the man backs down fast to the blond woman, as if scared of her, the way a boy os scared of an overbearing "mommy dearest". The blond woman and the red haired woman act to each other, like sisters or best friends, but the red head is very bossy to the blond one. The blond woman seems to have a very short, very violent temper and is easily worked into a frenzy by words of the red head woman.
When they attack me in the store, it is the blond woman who wields the shopping cart while the red head yells to her "There's EelKat! Go get her!"
They brag to being members of what they call "The Loyalist White Knights of the Ku Klux Klan"
Note that there is no group called "The Loyalist White Knights of the Ku Klux Klan" the ACTUAL group is called "The Loyal White Knights of the Ku Klux Klan" and is both a church (religious denomination) and a political party (like Democrats, Republicans, Whigs, Green Party, etc.). The REAL Ku Klux Klan has paid membership, rank, very specific robes, etc.
It appears that these people are NOT ACTUAL members of the Ku Klux Klan, but are rather simply calling themselves that and are doing hate crimes based off stereotypes of how the KKK is portrayed in movies (which is vastly different from how the actual organization acts.)
Also, I repeat: REAL KKK members wear very specific robes, stoles, capes, and hats... they DO NOT wear white pillow cases with holes cut in them. Also, contrary to urban myth, KKK robes come in all sorts of colours, including red, green, yellow, blue, etc. Only members of SPECIFIC RANKS wear white.
It appears these people know absolutely nothing about the REAL organization called the Ku Klux Klan, are NOT affiliated with the ACTUAL KKK group, and are simply running around calling themselves KKK members to justify their hate crimes.
The identity of the bald man who wears a white wig and USUALLY drives a 4-door white pick up truck, remains a mystery.
The identity of the blond woman and the red haired woman, also remains a mystery. Both women are close to my height. The red head is slightly chubby.
Interesting to note, is there are THREE (3) different 4-door white trucks. This man has access to all three, yet is not the owner of any of them. The owners of the 3 trucks are at 139 Portland Ave, 140 Portland Ave, and 3 Whispering Pines Drive. The bald man who wears the wig, somehow has access to the keys to all 3 of these trucks, though the owners of all 3 trucks claim no knowledge of the bald man. The bald man himself, continues to insist he works for the Old Orchard Beach Town Hall, once claiming to "work in Jeff's office". I am uncertain to what he was referencing when he said "Jeff's office". There is a "Jeff" at the Town Hall, but he doesn't have an office. He's an old man who's been a close friend of my family since the 1950s. He doesn't know the bald man either.
The owners of 2 of the trucks (140 Portland Ave and 3 Whispering Pines) do in fact work at the Town Hall - one is a woman who I go to church with at the Saco Ward Church of Jesus Christ of Latter Day Saints and the other is my dad's cousin, and is the owner of the local sewage company and has a few dozen sewage pumper trucks, a few dozen garbage disposal trucks, and a few hundred port-a-potties sitting in his yard. (Pointing that part out as on April 10, 2015 someone pumped my motothome full of feces 3 feet deep, and it is suspected to be the bald man who wears a white wig and has access to the keys to trucks owned by the sewage company. and throughout 2007 to 2014 someone kept dumping garbage truck loads of garbage on my land.)
Given the evidence, it appears the bald man who wears a white wig and drives 3 different 4-door-white trucks, is a construction work who is also an employee of Blow Brothers Waste Removal Company, giving him access to both the garbage trucks that dumped garbage on my land and the sewage pumper trucks that filled my motorhome with feces, as well as giving him access to the backhoe that drove over my house August 8, 2013. Whoever this bald man is, he is the one who beat me up and tried to kill me on November 14, 2013. He is suspected of being the one who cut my cats heads off as well. He is also suspected of being the person who built the bomb that blew up my first house October 18, 2006.
This man is wanted by the FBI for attempted murder, 19 years of stalking, more then 200 counts of hate crimes, monstrous acts of animal abuse, domestic terrorism, and is considered to be extremely dangerous, most likely suffering from mental illness, suspected of likely suffering from Sociopathy/ Psychopathy.(wiki link)
This man is classified as a highly dangerous domestic terrorist and apparently lives in either Old Orchard Beach or Scarborough, Maine...possibly in Pine Point (the over lapping community that connects Old Orchard Beach and Scarborough) as dozens of witnesses have seen his 4-door white truck drive in the area around The Clambake Restaurant and Conway's Gas Company, driving in and out of the parking lots of various motels on that block.
If you know who he is please call the FBI Agent in charge of the case, Agent Andy Drewer, IMMEDIATELY.
If you see his truck, back away fast, get off the road and away from sidewalks ... he uses his truck as a weapon to slam into cars of any one he suspects of being LGBTQA and to run non-whites and suspected gays off the sidewalks. He is known to drive up on to lawns to attempt to hit people in their own yards.
NOTE: You do not have to be ACTUALLY LGBTQA for him to attack - you only need to be suspected by him, of being LGBTQA. He also attacks Blacks, Jews, Muslims, Irish, Scottish, Gypsies, Catholics, and any one "not Christian" (by not Christian, he means not Baptist.)
The two women are also wanted by the FBI for assisting this man in his crimes.
I don't know who this white-haired/bald man and his two women are. They are strangers to me. I don't know their names. And I don't know why they are doing this.
The little older man, would also like to know who these 3 people are, as they are framing him for things he did not do, he being the man this bald man with the white wig is impersonating.
Some body in this town must know who these people are ... PLEASE... the FBI is trying to put a stop to these insane hate crimes... PLEASE if you know who these psychopathic monsters are, PLEASE tell Agent Andy Drewer before they kill me. They cut my car in half in 2010. They cut my cats in half in 2015. How long do you think it'll be before they cut ME in half too? PLEASE HELP ME!
➽ ➽ ➽ If you have any information regarding the identity of the stalker/attacker/driver of the 4-door white pick-up truck please contact the Old Orchard Beach Police Department @ 207-934-4911 and
Agent Andy Drewer
of the Portland FBI
@ 207-774-9322
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If you can identify her by her voice... the red haired woman can be heard yelling at me in this video (she shows up at 3:31 - 3 minutes and 31 seconds into the video and yells for about 2 minutes before a man arrives and drags her away - a gun shot can be heard AS she is saying "Fuck The Camera Ya Transvestite Freak") :
That video was filmed December 24, 2016, in Saint Andrea's Parking Lot in Biddeford, between Sullivan Street and High Street. I was unable to find the woman to get her on camera, but she's yelled at me so many times over the past decade that I know her voice and it was the red haired woman who calls herself "Kendra Silvermander." From the direction of her voice, I believe she was yelling from the 2nd floor window of the beige house at 23 High Street.
In addition to the property damages and physical injuries caused by these three people, I also suffer from serious crippling agoraphobia(wiki link), severe panic attacks(wiki link), and post traumatic stress disorder (wiki link),as a result of their now 2 decades of cruel torment and terrorism.
Please help the police and FBI put this brutal, violent, psychotically deranged stalker family in prison.
You know, when you get done laughing at how funny you think it is that a bomb blew up my house.
When you get done laughing at how funny you think it is that my cats heads were nailed to the door.
When you get done laughing at how funny you think it is that my cousin Murphy had his head cut off.
When you get done laughing at how funny you think it is that a back hoe has driving over 3 different houses of mine since 2001.
This weekly bullying harassment needs to end.
We need to end bullying in Old Orchard Beach, and make our town a safe place to live again. Make our town a bully-free zone.
We need to say no to bullying in this town. Say no to bullying in Old Orchard Beach!
I'm a woman who has had 7 miscarriages, and wears what locals call "elaborate clothes" (I wear the traditional clothes of my people - Persian Gypsies, who lived in Scotland for centuries before coming to America.) Because I have no children, the residents of Old Orchard Beach, beat me up, calling me a transsexual, claiming only a gay man would dress like I do, claiming that the reason I have no children is because I'm not really female.
They left me paralyzed and crippled. They crushed my hip, my pelvis, my knee, and my spine, and took away, what little chance I had to carry a pregnancy to full term. A Gypsy woman and a Mormon, two cultures, where nothing is more important than family and children.
I'm crippled for the rest of my life. I was paralyzed for 5 months. Spent 18 months relearning to walk. I can barely walk now, 4 years later. It's why I'm now on a cane. Any hope I had of having children is gone now.
That's the reality, of the gay hatred of this so called "family friendly" town of Old Orchard Beach.
They hate gay men so much, here in Old Orchard Beach, that they are willing to beat up a childless woman, in ill health, accusing her of being a transvestite, saying that because of her clothes and her childlessness, she MUST be a man, pretending to be a woman.
Because these evil people took away my ability to have children, I had cats; but they took my cats, and cut off their heads, and nailed them to my door.
I used to have a Shetland Pony. 28 years. They beat her head in with a rock.
I used to have pet bantam roosters. One morning I woke up, to find them, 75 of them, their heads cut off, nooses tied round their headless necks, and hanging in my rose bushes.
They blew up my house with a bomb, and left a Ku Klux Klan cross behind.
Someone with access to a garbage disposal truck, drove 7 garbage trucks into my farm, dumped garbage in my yard. The pile of garbage was 175' long, 30' wide, and 12' tall.
Then someone with access to a sewage truck, pumped my motorhome full of hundreds of gallons of feces, that was three feet deep.
Not one of my neighbours helped me, through any of this. Not one. Because they were the gay haters who did it. I've lived here for 42 years. Most of my neighbours, their yards were forest 20 years ago. I remember when our town celebrated 1,000 residents.
The history of bullying in the town of Old Orchard Beach is a long one. But when it happened in the 1970s, people stood up and defended themselves against the bullies of our town, they didn't stand idilily by and watch it happen.
Together we can stop bullying in Old Orchard Beach, but it takes every one of us to stand in unison and say enough is enough. The bullies running this town are so violent and use such horrific measures that our town manager Larry Mead has become their puppet. A whimpering worm, with no moral decency to stand up to them, and too many hands reaching out for the bags of money they offer him to look the other way. Bribing a town official to turn a blind eye to terrorism is a bully using the power of money to hold an entire town hostage, while his family terrorizes the town.
Are 500 dead cats and dogs from 140 families, not enough to make you say enough is enough? How many animals will these bully monsters torture to death before they do what all animal abusers do and become serial killers. Oh wait... they've already done that! Four people are already dead.
Will you continue to stand by and turn a blind eye to the truth... how long do you really think it'll be before these terrorist bullies come after YOUR family.
Think you're safe by not being gay, by not having affiliation with the LGBTQA+ community? I'm not gay either. But I have Autism and own the Autism Awareness Car and they say my car is gay, because it has marbles and teddy bears glued to it.
They say I'm gay because I wear pink dresses. They are seeing gay people and gay cars where there are none.
How long do you think it'll be before they start falsely accusing YOU of being gay too?
Do you think they'll listen to your pleas for mercy while they are beating you with a crow bar? Do you think they'll even care, that you're not gay, when they shatter your bones and leave you for dead?
They didn't care when they did it to me, why they'd care when they come after you? And they will.
We only have 3,000 year round residents of this town... in 2007 Old Orchard Beach had 12,000. Find them. Go find them and talk to them. I did. And they're all saying the same thing, that they left Old Orchard Beach because they were "tired of being bullied by Jim Thomas's men". 9,000 people. There's only 3,000 of us left.
A community of 12,000 decimated by the extreme bullying terrorist activities of gay hating hate mongers. Old Orchard Beach was the gangster haven of Maine in the 1920s, and it's turning into that again. Once again filled with crime infested gutter scum terrorizing the residents.
I have agoraphobia. Before the bomb blew up my house, I hadn't set foot off my land in 31 years. I keep to myself and I've never bothered anyone. I don't know why in July 2001, they suddenly stormed into my yard with paintball guns and started shooting at me.
Since July 2001, their have been more then 200 acts of violence, vandalism, hate crimes, death threats, shootings, bombs, terrorism, murdering and abuse of my pets. And I don't know why. Why are these people doing these things? I don't know who they are or why these strangers come trespassing into my land to kill, steal, and destroy everything I own.
I used to have tens of thousands of flowers. Hundreds of bird feeders, dozens of garden gnomes, and two hundred pink flamingos. Rose bushes used to line my yard from the road all the way to swamp - 200 feet of roses - gone! Thieves have stolen every last one. They come up here with shovels and dig up my plants. Steal my garden ornaments. Take my bird feeders. Why?
They buried my vegetable garden with garbage. Bagged garbage. They backs city garbage trucks into my gardens and dumped them on my food crops, like this was the city dump! 3,700 wood pallets. Dozens of appliances. Hundreds of tires. WHY? What is wrong with you people?
Why do these people hate me?
Who are they and why are they doing this? I do not understand why they torment me.
I bother no one. Why do they bother me?
And why... why when the locals of this town, see what these cruel, hateful people have, why does not one of them, do anything to help me? Not one. Not one person, has ever done anything to help me. Even when I was crippled, and living under an 8x6 tarp, for 11 years, through blizzards and hurricanes, with no protection from rain or cold or snow, because a bomb blew up my house.
Good decent people don't do things like this.
Good decent people don't stand back and watch things like this happen and do nothing to stop irt!
What is wrong with the people in this town?
How has Old Orchard Beach devolved to far down into the slums.
The crime rate in Old Orchard Beach is starting to rival the crime rate of Biddeford... how the hell did that happen? Why are you letting it happen? When you stand by and do nothing, you are handing our town over to bullies on a silver platter.
I thought people around here WANTED Old Orchard Beach to be a family friendly town? Do you REALLY? Because it doesn't look like - not when not one dammed one of you is willing to get off your asses and actually do something to make Old Orchard Beach a family friendly town.
Do you none of you have any common moral decency at all?
What is wrong with the cruel, cold, heartless people of this town?
How did you get like this?
I remember when every person in this town helped every body else.
We used to be a community. What happened to that?
Are there no decent people left in Old Orchard Beach?
Are you all, lazy good for nothings who are going to complacently stand by and watch while a bully terrorist destroys our town, murders our pets, and terrorizes of children?
When I wrote a book, listing what they did. The Town Hall, a government organization, got a court order, to force the book out of publication.
First book in history, to be BANNED BY THE AMERICAN GOVERNMENT!
Is the town of Old Orchard Beach really THAT arrogant, that they think they are above Federal Laws, the Constitution, the Bill of Rights, and the Declaration of Independence?
Old Orchard Beach is still are town in the United States of America, this isn't a damned dynasty. There are Federal Laws... and the Town Hall completely disregards them...
look at the fake, FORGED, and extremely ILLEGAL letter, the Code Enforcement Officer, sent me September 4, 2015.
Or town manager's letter 2 days later, in response.
Or the 700 page "Too Gay For Old Orchard Beach" court document.
Or the long list of ex parte orders... the town hall used, to try to steal my land, after they conveniently "lost" $12,000 of my tax money October 2014.
You want to see those letters and court papers? I'll gladly make copies and hand it out to every body in this damned town.
I'll gladly hand out copies to every last tourist in this town.
You only call yourselves family friendly to bring in tourists.
There is a hell of a big difference between saying you're family friendly in magazine advertisements and actually ACTING family friendly to people who live here.
There's a long list of more then 30 names and businesses - men and their business, that have been abusing the law. Using town hall letterhead... stolen from the code office... FAKE LETTERS... FORGED DOCUMENTS... with their names of those very same men who beat me up, boldly on it.
There are laws... feral laws and state laws, that are being evaded, and boldly ignored, by the men who are running this town. And I have proof. I have the original copies of those letters, ex parte orders, and court papers.
Did you ever notice... the same back hoe, drives over every LGBTQ family's home in this town?
Did you ever notice... if you go to the town hall... the town manager and the code enforcement officer, always say: "I don't know if we can do this, I have to ask... (insert name of the owner of the back hoe here)."
Did you know... I looked it up... the owner of the back hoe, moved into our town, July 2001... the same week, the hate crimes started?
When I wrote a book, listing what they did. The Town Hall, a government organization, got a court order, to force the book out of publication.
Did you know they banned the book, because it had a photo of the backhoe sitting on my house, and the name and phone number of the backhoe's owner can be clearly seen painted on the side of the back hoe and, according to the town hall, that one man, pays more tax money then all the rest of residents combined and the town couldn't afford to have him go to prison. That's why they banned the book with a court order, because they didn't want any one in law enforcement to see that photo.
The very same court order, that on January 4, 2016, declared LGBTQ residents were not allowed to go home. Forced out of their own homes, in a court order that BANNED gay residents from living in Old Orchard Beach.
The court order is public record. Go look it up and read it for yourself.
People who owned their homes outright - not renters, not apartments - home owners - were not allowed to set foot in their own homes. Not allowed to get their clothes. Not allowed to get their pets. Not allowed to get their phones and computers - from January 4, 2016 to October 18, 2016, when the town of Old Orchard Beach had declared itself "family friendly" by virtue of not allowing LGBTQ citizens to live in the town.
Three court houses later, on October 18, 2016, the 10th anniversary of the bomb that blew up my house, Superior court over tuned Old Orchard Beach's civil rights violating "Too Gay For Old Orchard Beach" court order.
It was the business owners, the year round residents, of Old Orchard Beach, who did these things. Motel owners, who proudly boasted, they didn't allow gays in their motels, developers, and waste removal business owners, who did these thing, while they were beating up a straight woman, they accused of being a transsexual.
April 2017, the Ku Klux Klan, built a new website, one they dubbed "Flamboyant Nipples". It's about Old Orchard Beach. It glorifies, encourages, and promotes terrorist hate crimes against gay men, specifically, gay men in Old Orchard Beach. They have made a bold open threat on the lives of the LGBTQ residents of Old Orchard Beach.
The Flamboyant Nipples website, took these events, these hate crimes, done to me, by terrorists, and turned it into satire. They specifically, made fun of my cats, having their heads nailed to my door and the bomb that blew up my house, and bragged that they did it.
The author of Flamboyant Nipples, thinks beating up non-white women is funny.
The author of Flamboyant Nipples, thinks beating up gay men, and dragging them naked through the streets, from the back bumper of a car, is funny.
The author of Flamboyant Nipples, thinks cutting cat heads off and nailing them to doors is funny.
I had no idea the gay hatred was so bad, until the the gay haters, attacked me: a straight woman, they falsely accused of being a transsexual man.
Welcome to Old Orchard Beach.
The gay-hating capital of Maine.
A town run by The Ku Klux Klan.
Did you know from 2007 to 2011,this town had a sign at the end of Turnpike Exit 5, which read:
"Welcome to Old Orchard Beach 99.9% white, the whitest town of the whitest state in America"
An official sign, put up by the town manager. Town Manager Jim Thomas, a man who claimed to be a Neo-Nazi and the man, who brought the Ku Klux Klan to our town.
Our town is being run by a terrorist organization that has complete disregard for state and federal laws.
The men who run Old Orchard Beach, see nothing wrong with beating up a non-white woman, leaving her crippled for the rest of her life.
The men who run this town, see nothing wrong with building bombs and blowing up houses.
Who reading this, remembers the Russian, Muslim doctor, at First Care Health Clinic, on Saco Avenue?
Did you know the bomb that blew up his office and killed him, wasn't even in the news. I only knew about it, because I was there. The bomb went off, 10 minutes before my doctor's appointment. If I'd arrived 10 minutes earlier, I'd be dead now.
What about the marsh on Walnut Street? That fire was started by a town official. The fire chief? Does any one reading this remember that?
What about the motel, behind Mac's Garage? Arson. Remember?
The motel across the street from 7-11. Six families made homeless. Fined $10,000 a day, by an ILLEGAL FORGED FAKE document given to them by the code enforcement officer, a document that cited no code violations, and simply said they had to move, because a local developer wanted their land.
The little red caboose - a landmark in this town, at the corner of the Cascade Rd. Have you forgotten so soon?
OPEN YOUR EYES.
Old Orchard Beach is the farthest thing Maine has from being family friendly.
And it's wrong.
It shouldn't be this way.
So far, 64 families have come forward with these fake letters, that CITE NO CODES, from the town hall code officer so far. Have YOU received one of these letters too? If so, call the FBI agent in charge. He wants to know WHO ELSE has the code office of Old Orchard Beach Town Hall scammed out of their land?
FBI Agent Andy Drewer wants to know... how MANY of you were scammed out of your land, by bullying threats from Old Orchard Beach's Code Enforcement Officer?
And how MANY of those properties were bought at ILLEGAL CLOSED DOOR AUCTIONS in the upper room of the town hall building, with ONLY the owner of the back hoe, knowing there was an auction going on.
Did you know on October 15, 2014, I stormed into the town hall interrupting one of those auctions - the one that was selling MY LAND... WITHOUT NOTIFYING ME! And the ONLY person there to bid on my land was the owner of that back hoe!
They auctioned off 8 properties that day. No owners were there to contest, because no owners knew their land was being auctioned off via ILLEGAL exparte orders.
I only found out about the auction, because the man trying to buy my land... is an uncle, 3 or 4 times removed... and not every one in the clan worshiped his feet. Someone in his clan, tipped off someone in my clan, about the auction and they tipped off me. Had I not been a Gypsy myself, I wouldn't have known, that a Gypsy scam artists was trying to take my land via an ILLEGAL exparte order.
They said they had the right to my property, because it was "abandoned"... even though I was a hermit who never set foot off it before, not in 40 years!
This abuse of power is wrong and it needs to be STOPPED!
Code Enforcement Officer was there... he said, if you don't set foot on your land for a period of 6 months, then the town has the right to take it by virtue of being "abandoned"... and when I was there at that auction, they were taking properties owned by part-time residents, people who lived in Florida and Quebec during the winter.
And I read every single 800+ pages of the code book, the town of Old Orchard Beach, DOES NOT have a code saying they can take your land if you don't set foot on it for 6 months. The Code officer made that up of the top of his head. Just like he made up the stuff he said in that equally illegal letter of September 4, 2015.
And I not only had not set foot off my land in 6 months, I hadn't left it in decades!
Have YOU ever received a letter from the code officer of Old Orchard Beach? Did you know, the LEGAL process, is he has to give you a copy of the code book, citing which codes you are violating, has to give you 90 days to fix them, and then, has to repeat this at least 3 times, before getting a court order, to enforce it? Did you also know that it is ILLEGAL to use an exparte order the way he uses them? That they can ONLY be used in DIVORCE cases, when on parent is suspected of having kidnapped their child they didn't have custody for?
How many of you reading this, have received one of these ILLEGAL exparte orders from the Code Enforcement Officer? 64 people have come forward with these so far. Did YOU get one too?
And you know what came out in the "Too Gay For Old Orchard Beach" court case?
You remember the meth lab that blew up the dome house at 142 Portland Avenue during the 4-5-8 shoot out between two Gypsy clans - The Atwaters and the Cyrs?
Guess who's back in town. Moved back July 2001.
The Scottish Traveler Crime Family of America. 3rd most wanted organized crime family in the country. Classified by the FBI as the most dangerous Gypsy clan on the planet. And they own a back hoe.
Blood thirsty, gun hoarding, murderous drug dealers who burned our town to the ground in 1963. Who reading this remembers the Burning of the White Wave? Look it up. They destroyed our town in 1963, they did it again in 1980, and now their back, doing the same thing they always do: taking over the town hall and trying to run this town like it was their empire.
What is The Scottish Traveller Crime Family known for?
Small town take overs.
They've left a trail of decimated towns across the country. Colorado. Wyoming. Florida. Connecticut. This'll be the THIRD time they've attacked our town in the past 75 years.
The business owners of Old Orchard Beach, are banding together this year against the white power gay hatred of the Ku Klux Klan.
To show their support of the year round gay residents and the gay summer tourists LGBTQ friendly businesses are putting rainbow flags on their businesses.
We business owners of Old Orchard Beach are taking a stand against the Ku Klux Klan.
To help the FBI identify who the Ku Klux Klan business owners are, ALL are hanging rainbow flags. Every business. No matter how big or how small.
Don't spend your money in ANY business, motel, shop, etc, in this town, unless you see a rainbow flag on the front the business.
There is no neutrality here.
The businesses of Old Orchard Beach are either supporters of the Ku Klux Klan or they are not.
EVERY business who refuses to hang a rainbow flag this summer, is to be seen as showing their open support of the Ku Klux Klan.
When you spend money at a business in Old Orchard Beach, who's not hanging a rainbow flag, you're funding a terrorist organization.
Say no to the Ku Klux Klan.
Make Old Orchard Beach family friendly for ALL families.
Not just white families.
Not just straight families.
Old Orchard Beach is NOT family friendly, until ALL families are welcomed here.
Say NO to the hate crimes in Old Orchard Beach.
Say NO to the bullies of Old Orchard Beach.
Say NO to the violence in Old Orchard Beach.
Say NO to the terrorists of Old Orchard Beach.
Say YES to peace in Old Orchard Beach.
Say YES to love in Old Orchard Beach.
Say YES to making Old Orchard Beach a SAFE place for EVERY family to live.
If there's no rainbow flag on the building, stay somewhere else, buy somewhere else, use someone else's services.
Don't let your hard earned money support the terrorist hate crimes of the Ku Klux Klan.
The FBI is here in town right now, investigating these domestic terrorists of Old Orchard Beach, trying to find out, who is doing these things.
If you have any information about these crimes or any of the more the 500 other domestic terrorist hate crimes, that have been done to more then 140 non-white and/or LGBTQ families in Old Orchard Beach, call the FBI agent in charge of this case:
Agent Andy Drewer
of the Portland FBI
@ 207-774-9322
Go read the Flamboyant Nipples website for yourself, see the bullying behaviour as it boldly calls gay men buggers and fags and encourages people to murder them.
The town of Old Orchard Beach needs you help with the bullying problem to make it end. These bullies have gone unpunished for so long, that their crimes are now beyond utter insanity. These bullies are so desperate for your attention that each bullying crime they do is more horrific then the last. Help put these bullying criminal terrorists in prison where they belong. Say no to murder.
How would YOU like it if YOUR cat's head had been nailed to YOUR door? Would you still be laughing then?
How would YOU like it if a member YOUR family had HIS head cut off? Would you still be laughing then?
How would YOU like it if a bomb blew up YOUR house? Would you still be laughing then?
Please help stop bullying, stand up to the bullies and stop these horrific, bizarre, and unusual forms of gay bullying that are happening in Old Orchard Beach. What these people are doing, what these terrorist bullies are doing, is so horrific, even the Spanish Inquisition would be ashamed and call it barbaric.
The stuff about wizard testicles, Flamboyant Nipples, and sheep... that was funny. I couldn't stop laughing when I read it.
The parts about nailing heads to doors... that's not funny. And the FBI doesn't think nailing cat heads to doors is funny either.
It was funny, at first.... until I got to the part where is stopped making fun of the books and started making fun of cat heads nailed to doors... and then it started bragging of doing the shootings in my driveway, the ones you've all seen caught on camera on so many videos now... and then they started bragging that they were the one who built the bomb that blew up my house...
It started out funny, but it got very disturbing and very terrifying, very fast.
Had it just been a site that made fun of the books, you'd see links to it here, with me sending traffic to it, promoting it.
But it glorified animal abuse on horrific levels.
It glorified hate crimes against gay men.
The site glorifies gay bullying.
Beating up an elderly straight woman, crippling her for the rest of her life, while falsely accusing her of being a transsexual and transvestite is gay bullying, even though she is not gay.
Gay bullying happens every time you call The Autism Awareness Car "a gay car".
Gay bullying happens every time you use the word "bugger".
Gay bullying happens, every time you use the word"fag".
Gay bullying happens every time you say "that's so gay!"
Gay bullying happens every time you say "I ought to blow your brains out you stupid gay faggot" - yes, even when you say it to a straight woman who's not even gay at all, even then it's still gay bullying.
Kidnapping cats is emotional bullying. Cutting their heads off and sending them home is emotional bullying. These things are also known as cruel and unusual punishment, when down by a government organization like police departments or town managers. The FBI refers to them as heinous criminal offenses.
The author of Flamboyant Nipples bragged to being both the shooter and the bomb builder.
Cyberbullies like this think their bullying and harassment is harmless. Tell that to my cousin Murphy. He had his head cut off. Bullying is not a harmless activity and it needs to be stopped. The Ku Klux Klan are bullies on the worst levels. They don't just push people around: they murder them. They torture people to death, and feel justified in their bullying because they think their white blood makes them above the law, above morals, above decency.
And the web master is posting advertisements on forums, encouraging people to join him in his homophobic terrorist crimes in Old Orchard Beach.
A site that appeared funny on the surface, turned monstrously deplorable, and disgustingly revolting, when every word of what they had to say about the LGBTQA+ community of Old Orchard Beach was read.
The Flamboyant Nipples website is a VERY SERIOUS threat as he is using it to incite gay-haters to action. This web master is TRYING to get people across the country to come to our town and MURDER our LGBTQA+ community.
This is an ACTIVE DEATH THREAT being made against Old Orchard Beach's LGBTQA+ community. The Flamboyant Nipples website is calling people to action to MURDER our residents.
Flamboyant Nipples is a website that glorifies harassment and bullying on sadistic levels.
Go read the Flamboyant Nipples website for yourself, see the bullying behaviour as it boldly calls gay men buggers and fags and encourages people to murder them.
Do you know what it is like coping with bullying, when it's DAILY, ENDLESS, CONSTANT... for 19 damned years!
I'm tired of being bullied, and I know a lot of you are tired of being bullies too. Let's take our lives back. Let's take our town back! Say NO to the bullies of Old orchard Beach!
Something needs to be done to stop the bullying crisis of this town. People are dead now! Do you not even care? You all made it clear you didn't care what the bullies did to my cats. But now it's not dead cats. Humans are dead now too. Will you stand by and do nothing while this psychopath is at large?
The bullying and harassment in Old Orchard Beach is out of control. Our community needs to unit together against these sadistic, visuos, brutal, blood thirsty bullies BEFORE they kill again. They see nothing wrong with being a bully, because they have no compassion for mankind, no morals with which to live by.
The bullying is out of control. This needs to stop.
The Flamboyant Nipples website is a cyber bully who thinks cutting cat heads off is a joke for a laugh.
The Flamboyant Nipples website is nothing but a cyber bully trying to hurt other people for a laugh.
This bullying, both online and offline, needs to stop. These monster bullies have gotten away with it for far too long. Stop being cowards and stand up to the bullies of this town. Take your lives back. Say enough is enough and we aren't taking it any more!
This daily bullying harassment needs to end.
We need to end bullying in Old Orchard Beach, and make our town a safe place to live again. Make our town a bully-free zone.
This is not the first bullying site this monster of a cyber bully has made and EVERY TIME he makes one of these sites, MORE death, destruction, terrorism and murder happens in Old Orchard beach. We need to stop this cyberbullying bastard BEFORE he leaves the internet AGAIN to leave even MORE death and destruction in our town.
The Flamboyant Nipples website is run by a terrorist bully. What is a terrorist? A bully, who repeatedly causes physical, emotional, and mental harm, to the point that the bully's victims are driven to suicide, if the bully doesn't resort to murder first.
What is bully? It's a sick minded, deviant who goes out of his way to hurt people for the sake of having a laugh. A bully is a cruel, cold, heartless, bastard, who gets pleasure out of hurting people.
What is cyber bully? It's a bully online who goes out of his way to hurt people for the sake of having a laugh. A cyber bully is a cruel, cold, heartless, bastard, who gets pleasure out of hurting people.
We need to say no to bullying in this town. Say no to bullying in Old Orchard Beach!
Since these locally built anti-gay sites that mock me have a habit of being deleted a few months after they are created, making it impossible for readers of my review of said site to go read it later... here's a video of it.
Flamboyant Nipples
That out of the way.... moving on.
Answering the question you posed: If the creator of Flamboyant Nipples reads this he'll know what I'm answering. The rest of you'll just have to guess.
I have more then 200 websites, and I have 32 blogs; in addition to this web site here, eelkat.com. EelKat.com is my "about me" author home page site for the Quaraun series. No, I do not release what my other web sites are. No, you can not find them linked here.
I have 15 pennames on Amazon and 170 books on Kindle. No. I have not released those names or those books.
The Quaraun series, as I have said many times before, is my poorest selling series. The entire series is satire and makes fun of the Erotica genre. Each volume only sells 2 or 3 copies a month. Screaming Unicorn was the one to go up on Amazon first (even though it's a much later volume in the series) because it was the one fanfic.net's members were asking to go up first.
And had you had enough brain to actually read what I wrote, you would have known that. It sold 1,119 copies the first hour of publication, because it had devoted fans ready at the gates as soon as it went live, because the Kindle release was a RE-publication of a book they had previously read free online on fanfiction.net. The series has around 7,000 fans, each volume sells 7,000 copies a few weeks of release then plummets with only 2 or 3 sales a month after that.
Which I ALREADY said... you were just too stupid to read the whole page. The current sales rank of Screaming Unicorn is 2million and something, you stupid idiot. All you got to do is go look at the sales page.
And yes, BoomFuzzy is still listed at #1 in Transgender Romance. A book that has no romance in it, and has sold 14 copies total in the past 12 months. Had you read ALL of what I said, you would have known that I was pointing out that another author on the same list was, saying THEIR book was a bestseller because it was on the list, and I was pointing out, it couldn't be much of a best seller if my book was sitting at #1 on the exact same list with only 14 sales in 12 months. But hey, go ahead and prove yourself too stupid to either read or comprehend what you read. You're only making yourself look bad you know.
This web site focuses on the Quaraun series and this web site is the one you find the info about the hate crimes on, because the people doing the hate crimes keep pointing to the Quaraun series and saying it is their reason for doing the violent acts.
The court case info is on this site, because throughout the court case the Town of Old Orchard Beach, kept bringing up the books and requested them be banned. I have released all the docket numbers, you can read the court papers for yourself.
The Town Hall of Old Orchard Beach is a government organization of the United States of America and they did get a court order demanding the Quaraun books be unpublished on grounds of being "too gay for the family friendly town of Old Orchard Beach" stating that Old Orchard Beach does not allow none-whites or LGBTQ residents and therefore can not be featured as the setting in books containing none-whites or LGBTQ characters.
Their demands are absolutely and utterly insane, as well as being a violation of my civil rights. The Town Manager of Old Orchard Beach took my cats via that court order because I refused to unpublished my "evil transgender" books. In the weeks following the Town Hall confiscating my cats because I would not take the books off Kindle, they began returning my cats chopped up in pieces, one head nailed to my door at a time. You can read the court papers for yourself.
They are public record.
700 pages of transphobic, book banning insanity, followed by blackmail threats, and ending with my cats having their heads cut off to punish me for refusing to unpublish the Quaraun books... books that have never sold more then 7,000 copies, because it's a tiny genre and I don't know what the Old Orchard Beach Town Manager's problem is, worrying about books that practically no one has ever heard of. They are being ridiculous beyond all reason.
If you have any questions regarding this court order which violates the civil rights of people of colour, minority races, and LGBTQ citizens, please head to the State of Maine, Biddeford District Court and ask for copies of
Docket #BDDC-PA-2015-00574 and CV-15-58/CV-15-59
the Alfred Superior Court Docket #CV-15-299
and the Portland Superior Law Court of Appeals Docket #YOR-15-253
Additionally, you can find more information by going to the Old Orchard Beach Police Department and requesting copies of ALL police reports made in regards to 139, 140, 142, 144, 146, and 146a Portland Avenue, from 2001 to 2016 (approximately 300 reports).
And answering your other question, NO, I do not believe in aliens or demons and had you ACTUALLY READ the Amphibious Aliens article, you would have known that. You read the title and jumped to conclusions and now you've made a fool of yourself.
It was my crazy uncle, a member of Heaven's Gate, who believed in aliens and every one who ACTUALLY READ the article instead of just reading the title then running around spitting out tin foil hat jokes, knows that. You stupid jackass.
And answering your question about the phrase "Gypsy Queen". A Gypsy queen, is what you no nothing Americans like to call a "fortune teller" or "witch". It means I'm a Voodoo Priestess, you stupid brainless jackass. It means I'm a nun. It has nothing to do with politics and royalty. Why didn't you think to get your head out of your ass and do a little research before you made a fool of yourself on your Flamboyant Nipples website?
Flamboyant Nipples.
Had the Flamboyant Nipples website stuck with poking fun at the wizard testicle obsession of the Quaraun series, this page would have been glorifying their praises.
However, it didn't stop with joking about wizards and instead lashed out at my family, my cats, and gay men, while glorifying shooting people with guns, blowing things up with bombs, and nailing cat heads to doors, all while tossing around extremely offensive anti-gay hate terms such as fag and bugger, in what is very clearly a showing of Flamboyant Nipples' webmaster Tom Addams' support of the Ku Klux Klan and anti-gay terrorist hate groups. I have no sympathy or compassion for terrorist groups, hate organizations, their members, their supporters, or their sympathizers.
And for that, I can't laugh at the funny parts of the site, because the hate filled parts of the site are far too close to white power propaganda.
Flamboyant Nipples.
World ain't never gonna forget you. I won't let them... just like I never let the world forget what Proctor & Gamble did to my dogs, so too will I never let the world forget what the Old Orchard Beach Town Hall did to my cats... Flamboyant Nipples, a supporter of the Ku Klux Klan's anti-gay terrorist hate crimes in Old Orchard Beach, Maine. Tom Addams, creator of Flamboyant Nipples, a sympathizer of murderers, terrorists, child rapists, bomb builders, and animal abusers. And for that reason, I can not support your site.
Flamboyant Nipples.
I never heard that term before.
Flamboyant Nipples.
I love it.
Flamboyant Nipples.
I would have liked to love your website site.
Flamboyant Nipples.
It had potential to go on and become a great Gallows Humour site.
Flamboyant Nipples.
If only the creator of the site hadn't been a KKK sympathizer, promoting anti-gay terrorist acts in Old Orchard Beach. It could have been such a great site.
Flamboyant Nipples.
And I think, I'm going to write a new book for the Quaraun series titled Flamboyant Nipples.
I'm sure we can give Quaraun Flamboyant Nipples.
We can certainly give Unicorn Flamboyant Nipples, he's a shape shifter after all.
Flamboyant Nipples.
Now, I know I can start a video series on Flamboyant Nipples... Look, I already started it...
Gay Haters Attack AGAIN!
This Time with
FLAMBOYANT NIPPLES!
Old Orchard Beach Residents Better Start Praying My Next Sign Doesn't Have a Pink Penis Painted On It, Because I'm Getting Sick And Tired Of Them Harassing Me,
And If It Takes A Ten Foot Painting Of A Penis Standing In The End Of My Driveway To Get Them To Leave Me Alone...
Then That's Gonna Be The Next Sign I'll Put Up.
Flamboyant Nipples:
Ku Klux Klan Crosses, House Bombs,
& Book Burnings:
An Author's Guide To Writing
The Christian Worldview:
Flamboyant Nipples:
A Lesson In How To Offend Your Readers
As Much As Possible
Scenes from the novels, mentioned in the above video, can be read free online.
The scene she was offended by in Night of the Screaming Unicorn can be read HERE.
The scene containing the page of Fuck, fuck, fuckity, fuck, fucks, can be read HERE.
If you don't know what the genres Yaoi or Pink Humor are, you can find out HERE.
Now, let's see.... how many times do we have to say Flamboyant Nipples to rank this page #1 on Google Page 1 for the search term Flamboyant Nipples? Let's find out...
Okay.
Got it.
Let's say Flamboyant Nipples a few more times. AnalyzeIt says Flamboyant Nipples needs to be in this article 3 more times.
Flamboyant Nipples.
Flamboyant Nipples.
Flamboyant Nipples.
There we go. Flamboyant Nipples 3 more times. Woos! That was a fourth time saying it. See you on Google.
And, by the way, I know you didn't read the books because of your references to the monkey. It referenced the book titles with "monkey" in them, without knowing there's no monkey in the series. The Blue Monkey is a boat. Pirate ship.
Shhhh. Don't tell anyone you're an idiot who only reads headlines and never finds out what the story behind the title is. ;)
Oh.... poooooor dear, did you forget to Google me before you made your Flamboyant Nipples website? I'm a professional protester, famous for the outlandish extremes I'm willing to go to, to put an end to whatever injustice I happen to be protesting.
You should have done your research and found out WHO I was, before picking me as your anti-gay cyberbullying target. I'm the founder of the Proctor & Gamble Boycott. I hung on their asses for 27 years. Did you think I wouldn't latch right onto your ass too?
Maybe you're the type of man whose used to women laying down and taking a beaten when you bully and harass them, but I don't lay down and take it when a man attacks me. I go straight for his balls, rip them off and shove down his women abusing throat. I grew up with child abusing, wife beating child rapists. I was 8 years old when I learned my best defense was to fight back by attacking a man's balls. Fastest way to get him off you is to go straight for his groin.
Every day of my childhood was a fight to not be raped by my psychopathic, alien worshiping uncles. It's why I have agoraphobia, it's why I don't let Humans near me, it's why I don't like trespassers invading my privacy, and it's why I write novels about torturing men's balls.
I'm small. I'm crippled. I'm blind in one eye. I don't like being pushed around by big bully men. And I'm sick and tired of asking you people to leave me the hell alone. I've never bothered a single damned one of you, what the hell are you harassing me for?
Interview With
Proctor & Gamble Boycott Founder EelKat
On The New Boycott:
The Boycott of Old Orchard Beach,
The Ku Klux Klan Supporting,
House Bombing, Cat Murdering,
Gay Hating Town of Maine
This article was originally written on: April 26, 2017
This page last updated on: April 26, 2017
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