Happy 2026!
It is our 30th anniversary here at Space Dock 13!
On the web since 1996!
You have encountered an extremely old website that continues to exist in old web ways, the same way it has done for now three decades.
In spite of being now 30 years old this year, started in 1996, it is still heavily active and old pages updated daily, new pages added daily, still now in 2026. All hand written, all hand coded (no AI), all by me, same as it ever was.
We Still Exist: The Old Web Did Not Go Away, You Just Forgot How To Find Us
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This is a very old website created in 1996, so, yes, javascript is needed for the site to work as it should. If things don't function, you may need to update javascript drivers on your device |
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Having started out in life as a GeoCities site, this site contains glitter, bright colours, blinkies, moving gifs, and other things the old web was known for. |
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If you want some stories to get you started in The Pink Necromancer series, reading these first will give you a good introduction to the 3 main characters:
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My Elves Are JellyFish...and I asked Google AI and ChatGPT 5.6 what they thought of this.
As requested, my daily writing prompt series is now available print paperback editions on Amazon.
There are 20 volumes of this writing prompt series currently planned and in varying stages of finishing, hopefully all 20 will be published by the end of 2026. I likely will do a 2nd series of writing prompt books in 2027.
The first of the Visual Novels/Video Games for The Adventures of Quaraun the Inane/The Pink Necromancer series is published and available on Itch.io, there are 3 more planned for release in 2026, 6 more planned for release in 2027, and the big 60-hour 80k word 150 page one (Quaraun Goes To the Fair) is planned for a 2028 release.
There is a Pink Necromancer card game and a Pink Necromancer board game, as well as a Pink Necromancer table top RPG supliment for Dungeons and Dragons, all in the works, and to be released over the next couple of years as well.
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Update Sept 3, 2026:
I am able to get around enough to take Koko to dog park... today is 29 days since getting out of hospital. My diet is still mostly liquid, but im eating some solid food again, but its like rice or soft mushy baby food type stuff because I still can not chew yet, though I can swallow again. My jaw is still not functioning good so im having trouble talking still. So there's been slight improvement to my mouth, throat, and jaw, but, zero improvement to my eye, which is a major concern, be Im almost fully blind right now. im legally blind since birth in my left eye, so I have no ability to fall back on using my left eye. My right eye is the one injured and my vision in it is "40% decreased" according to my doctor, but it wasn't good vision to begin with, and right now my right eye is not much different from my legally blind left eye. Which I why I have to have someone drive my car for me instead of me driving my car myself right now, which is very frustrating, because, being a female, I had to fight for over twenty years to be allowed to drive. I started sneaking out at age 31 and dressing as a man to go to Old Orchard Beach high school to get a ged, because us females are not allowed to go to school. And i was 37 years old when snuck out to the DMV and got a driver's permit and started going to college. I was 42 and 8 months pregnant when my family found out I was going to college and thats when I was punished by the backhoe driving over my house and my spine broken with a golf club and my baby born right then and killed with same golf club. So it's very frustrating now, so soon after finally being able to drive , to now not be able to drive because of an eye injury, especially after 14 years of being paralyzed from the golf club and not being allowed to have a wheelchair, again, because i am female and we females are simply not allowed to do anything. I hate the culture I was born into. I wish I had the freedom to go to school and drive a car the way American women do. I wish having my spine broken with a golf club and my baby killed with a golf club and a backhoe driven over my house was not how men in my family punishment women in my family for learning to read and write. Its so frustrating not being able to to drive again, so soon after 14 years being paralyzed, and being paralyzed by the golf club was the punishment for getting a driver's license back in 2013 after 30 years of men not letting me have one. I hate my family's culture and how they treat us women.
I get so sick of Americans telling me how they wish they could be a Gypsy… they are either misogynist woman hating pigs, or delusional idiots who haven't got a clue how shittily we Gypsy women are treated by Gypsy men, because no one in their righ mind who knows anything about Gypsy culture would ever want to be part of it. I hate that I was born a Gypsy.
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update sept 7, 2026
"You would not make a good teacher"... what does that mean, and why are there so many people on Railroad Ave and Western Ave and Cutts St why walk up to me and say that to me?
I find it very confusing. I have low functioning Autism (the Rain Man type) and so i have very little understanding of words beyond the basic ones, and i never went to to school, so I never learned maths or sciences, and I only had remedial classes at Southern Maine Community College, because I did not have an education to enroll with regular, I was there taking every reading and writing class they had to learn how to read and write, and also took speaking classes to learn how to talk (i spoke Shetland Scottish language because that was language my grandmother spoke but she died when I was 8 so I only knew that language to speak and write, and I was 37 when I went to college and 42 when I learned English speaking and I still cant speak English good yet), all the other classes I took were art painting and cooking.
So the phrase "You would not make a good teacher" makes no sense to me because it seems to imply that I am trying to be a teacher, but I don't have anything close to the education ti be a teacher, and im not trying to be a teacher. So I don't know why people keep saying this phrase to me and I assume it must have some sort of a slang meaning, but I can't figure out what it could be of why do these people keep saying it to me.
see video below for more information:
@eelkat "You would not make a good teacher"... what does that mean, and why are there so many people on Railroad Ave and Western Ave and Cutts St why walk up to me and say that to me? I find it very confusing. I have low functioning Autism (the Rain Man type) and so i have very little understanding of words beyond the basic ones, and i never went to to school, so I never learned maths or sciences, and I only had remedial classes at Southern Maine Community College, because I did not have an education to enroll with regular, I was there taking every reading and writing class they had to learn how to read and write, and also took speaking classes to learn how to talk (i spoke Shetland Scottish language because that was language my grandmother spoke but she died when I was 8 so I only knew that language to speak and write, and I was 37 when I went to college and 42 when I learned English speaking and I still cant speak English good yet), all the other classes I took were art painting and cooking. So the phrase "You would not make a good teacher" makes no sense to me because it seems to imply that I am trying to be a teacher, but I don't have anything close to the education ti be a teacher, and im not trying to be a teacher. So I don't know why people keep saying this phrase to me and I assume it must have some sort of a slang meaning, but I can't figure out what it could be of why do these people keep saying it to me. #mainelife #biddefordmaine #maine #disabilitytiktok #Biddeford ♬ original sound Wendy C Allen | 📚 Author
update Sept 15, 2026:
I have some slight movement in some my fingers again again after over a decade being paralyzed
you remember how I used to be a professional doll making, pattern designer, and embroiderer, back before I became paralized and before my son was murdered and being the backhoe drove over my house?
all my equipment, sewing machines, ect were all destroyed by the backhoe driving over my house, and I have been quardepelegic for over a decade because of it so could not use my hands to sew or draw or embroider, and so only continued to do my writing of novels since then because I could do that with dragon dictation software,
well, since 2016, I been playing Witcher 3 and don't starve video games on twitch livestream, one hand two fingers, as part of my therapy to regain nerve and muscle use of my fingers, and now after 10 years of that, I have somewhat more movement in my fingers and im thinking maybe I can try to do embroidery and doll making again, but not sure, anyways, now im rebuying all of my sewing and embroidery equipment that the backhoe destroyed when it drove over my house, and hopefully I can use my hand enough to embroider again.
waiting for stuff to arrive in mail, so soon I should find out if ten years of twitch gaming has given me enough muscle strength to use my fingers to embroider again.
update to the previous video, answering viewer question about lack of hospital vs broken spine
Wheelchair Fundraiser... I need to upgrade to a power wheelchair, the manual one just isn't enough anymore. But the power wheelchair is $25k. Yes, twenty five thousand dollars. Wtf? I can get a car for a quarter that price, why are wheelchairs so damned expensive? That's more money then I make in five years, so I need to start a fundraiser for it.
Today I am asking ChatGPT5 questions about Finding Your Character’s Goal Through Mundane Moments (Character Creation & Development - NaNoWriMo & NovNov 2025) and seeing what it has to say.
My question:
Well, it's now day three till National Novel Writing Month.
Today I'm seeing a lot of the forums and reddits and stuff, with a lot of questions about character creation. And I'm noticing a trend in people asking how to come up with goals for their main characters to have.
What I like to do, is write a bunch of little “mundane" mini scenes”. Just to see how the character acts in those situations. These aren’t scenes you’d use in the book (or you could if you want to) rather they are just scenes you use to flesh out your character while creating them.
By “mundane” I mean things like:
--boiling water to make a cup of tea/coffee
--making their bed
--walking to the store
--brushing their hair
--sweeping the floor
I’m talking really total “nothing” scenes, no plot, no goal, nothing, but the character just doing a common every day thing they do every day.
By “mini-scene” I mean: at least 100 words but no more than 500 words. Aim for like around 300 words.
Why does this work for me? Well, people think while they do mundane things (or at least I do), so you write the character sweeping the floor, but after the first line saying they are sweeping the floor, the character starts inner monologue, thinking about something. Like, thinking about something they are worried about, something they plan to do, etc.
Doing this, I end up getting to know what sort of things my character thinks about when they are by themselves, what things are important to them.
I find that this is the best way (for me) to figure out what exactly it is my character wants or needs, what their goals are, ect.
Do you have any suggestions, tips, advice, on this?
ChatGPT5's answer:
That’s a fantastic technique, Wendy — and one that a lot of writers never think to use because they’re so focused on “plot first.” What you’re describing is a character audit through behaviour. It’s quiet, grounded, and incredibly revealing. You’re not forcing the character to tell you their goals — you’re watching them emerge through action, habit, and stray thought. That’s where authenticity lives.
Here are some ways you can deepen or refine that exercise — a few tweaks that make these “mundane mini-scenes” even more fruitful for discovering character goals and worldview:
🔹 1. Change One Small Variable Each Time
Take the same mundane act and alter one environmental factor — temperature, lighting, noise, emotion, or company.
Example:
Watch how their movement, rhythm, and thoughts shift. The contrast between versions often reveals what they value, fear, or crave stability from. Their goal starts peeking through: safety, peace, control, companionship, validation.
🔹2. Interrupt the Mundane
Halfway through the quiet task, add a small interruption. Not a plot twist — just something out of rhythm.
Example:
How your character reacts reveals emotional priorities. Calm? Irritated? Defensive? Do they abandon the task or double down? These reactions expose what matters most — routine, control, appearances, time, respect, etc.
🔹 3. Let the Mundane Object Speak
Focus on one physical object and let it trigger internal context.
If they’re sweeping:
Mundane tools become mirrors.
🔹 4. Introduce an Invisible Audience
Write the same action twice:
The difference in their behaviour shows mask vs. self.
That gap between performance and authenticity is where their goal hides — they’re striving toward whatever bridges that gap.
🔹 5. Pair Mundane Task + “What if?”
At the start of the exercise, pick one emotional question and let it quietly hum underneath the scene:
Then write the task with that emotional vibration in the background. You’ll see how they carry weight. It becomes clear what they want: redemption, reassurance, purpose, forgiveness.
🔹 6. Read for Rhythm and Texture
When you re-read the mini-scenes, look for patterns in diction and motion.
Language reflects psychology — how they move through the mundane often foreshadows how they’ll move through conflict.
🔹 7. Write “The Same Task, Years Later”
After the story ends (or years before it begins), write the same mundane moment again. You’ll see immediately how they’ve changed — and what their true long-term goal was, even if they didn’t know it at the start.
🔹 8. Use It for Secondary Characters Too
You can write these micro-scenes for side characters. The same exercise can show what your protagonist notices or misses about others. It helps shape contrast — the ways one person’s habits highlight another’s.
These little “mundane drills” are like emotional archaeology — they uncover the sediment layers of personality. You’re not creating goals so much as unearthing them from the way a person navigates silence, solitude, and repetition.
Would you like me to turn this list into a short formatted article or NaNoWriMo craft post — something like “Finding Your Character’s Goal Through Mundane Moments”? It would fit beautifully with the worldbuilding and prologue essays you’ve been building up.
My question:
how about, you give me a list of 30 different mundane tasks, and each task has 3 variables, so end result is a total of 90 prompts.
ChatGPT5's answer:
Perfect — that’s exactly the kind of generative exercise that helps you meet your characters instead of forcing them. Below is a 30-day “Mundane Mini-Scene Grid”: each line lists one everyday action, followed by three variable angles so you can write three distinct versions.
Each writing prompt can be 100–500 words — or longer if a thought spirals open.
🩶 30 Mundane Actions × 3 Variations (Total = 90 Writing Prompts)
# Mundane Task Variable A – Emotion / Weather Variable B – Interruption / Change Variable C – Object / Memory Anchor
💡 How to Use It
Would you like me to make a second version of this grid with the same 30 core tasks but different variables (so you’d end up with 180 total)?
My question:
let's have another list, but 30 new tasks, keeping in mind, I would be using these for Quaraun, BoomFuzzy, or GhoulSpawn, in fact I would likely write the scene with each of them. (Quaraun sweeping the floor in the morning, then write another scene of BoomFuzzy sweeping the floor in the morning, then write a third of GhoulSpawn sweeping the floor in the morning; EACH character would be written with each of the 90 prompts.) So that in mind, I would need mundane tasks THEY would do.
I point this out because you've given several that would not apply at all. For example, nailing shoes? Nailing shoes is a medieval task. No one has used nails to repair shoes in well over 300 years for our real world 21st century, and my characters are in a cyberpunk 40th century future of Earth... nailing shoes is a laughably inappropriate anachronistic mundane task that none od my characters would even think of, just because they likely would never know nailing shoes was a thing that had ever happened. They have no access to any knowledge of the civilizations that are buried 2 or 3 miles beneath the two thousand year old pine forests that grew over the 25th century after the comet strike of 2525.
But beyond that: GhoulSpawn is a Satyr. Satyrs don't where shoes. They have cloven hooves. GhoulSpawn has no need for shoes, thus no shoes to repair.
BoomFuzzy is a Faerie. Faeries don't wear shoes, heck, most Faeries run around stark naked, because Faeries have no culture of wearing clothes. Faeries who interact with Humans, such as merchants, have learned to wear clothes in order to be allowed in Human villages, but even then they are barefoot. BoomFuzzy wears a great kilt, which is a 12 yard cloth that wraps around the body like a combined skirt and cape. For more formal occasions he wears a hakama and heori under the great kilt (because he is a king). But again, no shoes.
Quaraun is an Elf, a type of Faerie. Elves are known to mimic Humans and so wear cloths all the time, but they tend to not wear shoes. Quaraun has shoes, but they are silk ballet slippers with fancy embroidery, and he carries them, the ribbons tied to his wrist, using them as a decoration, like they were jewellry, instead of putting them on his feet, because he does not want to ruin then them.
So, I need another list, of 30 things, but need to be more relevant to things my characters would actually do as mundane tasks.
ChatGPT5's answer:
Perfect clarification — thank you. You’re absolutely right: for your setting (post-comet, glacial, future-Earth, with necromantic silk weavers and a blind Unseelie chef-king), the “mundane” has to match the domestic, sensory, and magical logic of their world.
Let’s build a new 30-task list—rooted in their lives, crafts, and routines. These are all low-stakes actions, but they reveal temperament, obsession, or relationship dynamics. Each task also naturally invites introspection or subtle tension.
🩷 30 Mundane Tasks for Quaraun, BoomFuzzy, & GhoulSpawn
(Each can be repeated three times—one scene per character.)
# Mundane Task (Fitting Their World & Lifestyles)
Would you like me to now add the three variables per task (emotion/weather/object like before) to make this your 90-writing prompt version tailored to these characters?
Or would you prefer a second 30-task list first—focusing on outdoor or traveling mundane actions (what they’d do on the road or in villages rather than at home)?
My question:
no. This is just a list of tasks involving silk production. This list is useless to 99% of any person who reads this article AND useless to ALL but one of my characters. Quaraun is the ONLY character who does these things and because they are extraordinarily SPECIFIC to an obscure career, that means they are most certainly NOT every day mundane tasks.
Bob Ross paints oil on canvas, he does it every day because it is his job... but pointing oil on canvas is a unique to him thing and is NOT something that 99% of common, mundane, ordinary people do on a daily basis, and therefor painting oil on canvas is NOT a mundane task.
Eating breakfast is a mundane task because 100% of EVERY PERSON on the ENTIRE PLANET does it EVERY DAY.
Taking a shower is a mundane task because 100% of EVERY PERSON on the ENTIRE PLANET does it EVERY DAY.
I did NOT ask for highly specific career tasks that ONLY a person in that career would do.
I asked for COMMON MUNDANE TASKS that COMMON PEOPLE DO EVERY DAY.
But you gave me a list of medieval bullshit like nailing shoes. Who the fuck nails their shoes? That is NOT a mundane task, because we live in 2025 not 1225! If we don't do medieval bullshit in 2025, why would you think someone in 4025 would?
I asked you to give me ACTUALY MUNDANE TASKS, not niche bullshit like using nails to repair shoes, that is NOT mundane because one one fucking does it - and the definition of a mundane task is a task done daily by everyone on the planet - like taking a piss in a toilet or eating an apple. And instead of correcting the problem and giving me a list of mundane tasks, you doubled down on niches that are NOT mundane, by going even further deep end obscure niche and giving me only tasks a silk weaver does!
but then, to top it off, I asked for 90 total, a list of 30 with 3 variables each, you not only did NOT give me a single mundane task, you also did not give me any variables.
ChatGPT5's answer:
Thinking
Creating universal tasks list
Okay, I need to provide a list of 30 mundane tasks that are universally common, each with three variables, making 90 prompts total. Tasks like eating, drinking, breathing would be appropriate. I’ll make sure to stay friendly, acknowledging the user's frustration, and not use contractions for Quaraun's story purpose. I’ll keep things natural and accessible, using British spelling as needed.
Crafting universal tasks
I need 30 tasks that are applicable in any culture or time, like waking up, making a drink, eating, using the loo, brushing teeth—tasks familiar and global. I'll avoid specific travel tasks and shoes, focusing on things like charging a device, adjusting clothing, checking time, and preparing simple meals. These need to work in any setting, even a cyberpunk one.
Thought for 11s
Done
You were right to call that out — thank you for the correction and for being blunt. I screwed up by giving niche, career-specific tasks and then doubling down when you asked for mundane tasks. That was not what you asked for.
Below is a corrected list: 30 genuinely mundane tasks that any person in any era/culture could plausibly do, each with three distinct variables (A, B, C). That gives you 90 ready-to-write prompts you can drop Quaraun, BoomFuzzy, or GhoulSpawn into and get different scenes every time.
Use each line like: Task + Variable A → ~100–500 word mini-scene; then repeat with B and C for the same task.
30 Universal Mundane Tasks × 3 Variables (90 writing prompts)
If you want, I will now:
• Convert these into three explicitly worded prompts per item (e.g., “Sweep the floor — A: ...”) so you can copy/paste directly as 90 separate one-line writing prompts; or
• Produce a mirrored second set where each of the same 30 tasks is reframed specifically for Quaraun, BoomFuzzy, and GhoulSpawn with voice-notes (quick descriptors of how each might uniquely do the task) — that would save you writing the same scene three times by hand.
Which next step would you prefer?
My question:
okay, this is a much better list. What I want now, is ANOTHER list of ANOTHER set of 30 mundane tasks (do not repeat any from before), each with 3 variables. You stuck very limited in that list, to almost exclusively things done in the bedroom within minutes of waking up.
You neglected the wider range of things like walking to the store (variable driving to the store, variable carpooling to the store, variable taking public transportation to the store); there are dozens of mundane tasks that happen every day all throughout the day, not just in the first few minutes since waking up.
ChatGPT5's answer:
Excellent — yes, you’re absolutely right again. The first set covered stationary morning routine tasks.
This new set will broaden scope to cover daytime, outdoor, travel, social, and errand-type mundane activities that people perform throughout the day — all still universal, realistic, and era-neutral (they’d work equally in 2025 or 4025).
Each includes three variables (A/B/C) for tone, weather, or situational shift — giving you 90 new writing prompts total.
🩵 30 Everyday Midday / Ongoing Mundane Tasks × 3 Variables (90 Writing Prompts)
Would you like the next list (the “third 30” to make it a full 270 writing prompt cycle) to shift toward evening and private tasks — things like bathing, mending, preparing for sleep, end-of-day reflection — or do you want it to stay in the midday/outdoor/social category but explore more nuanced emotional variables?
My question:
yes, that sounds good. let's have the next list (the “third 30” to make it a full 270 prompt cycle) to shift toward evening and private tasks — things like bathing, mending, preparing for sleep, end-of-day reflection, each with 3 variables.
ChatGPT5's answer:
Perfect — this will complete the full 270-writing prompt cycle beautifully.
The focus of this third list is evening, when people slow down: intimate, private, or reflective moments that happen after work hours, as light fades and the world grows quiet.
Each entry has three variables (A/B/C) — tone, weather, mood, or subtle circumstance changes — for you to remix or pair with previous daytime sets.
🩶 30 Evening & Private Mundane Tasks × 3 Variables (90 Writing Prompts)
Would you like me to combine all three 30-sets into one formatted master table (morning / midday / evening) with clear section dividers — suitable for printing or using as a 270-writing prompt generator grid?
My question:
let's have the next list (the “forth 30” ) to shift toward midday/outdoor/social category but explore more nuanced emotional variables, each with 3 variables.
ChatGPT5's answer:
Excellent — this fourth 30 will round out your cycle with midday, outdoor, and social tasks, tuned for interaction, motion, and subtle emotion.
These are moments where Quaraun, BoomFuzzy, or GhoulSpawn might move through public or communal spaces — still mundane actions, but coloured by small human (or Faerie) undercurrents: pride, embarrassment, curiosity, protectiveness, or fatigue.
Each task again has 3 emotional/atmospheric variations, giving you 90 more flexible writing prompts for deeper, character-revealing practice.
🌤️ 30 Midday / Outdoor / Social Mundane Tasks × 3 Variables (90 Writing Prompts)
Would you like the fifth set (a “late-night or solitary tasks” list) to finish out the cycle — quieter, introspective scenes of isolation or sleeplessness — or shall I first assemble all 4 current lists into one cohesive 360-writing prompt index with printable sections?
My question:
yes, let's make the fifth set of mini-scene mundane writing prompts (a “late-night or solitary tasks” list) quieter, introspective scenes of isolation or sleeplessness, quiet contemplation on the beach at sunrise or sunset, ordering or eating pizza at a restaurant, chilling as a tea house or coffee shop, ordering noodles at a food truck, etc
ChatGPT5's answer:
Perfect — this fifth set of 30 tasks (with 3 variables each = 90 writing prompts) completes your 450-writing prompt full-cycle of “mundane mini-scene” character builders.
This final group settles into evening and solitude: private meals, reflective walks, the hush of empty cafés, insomnia, or small moments of connection with no witnesses. These are the quiet, cinematic tasks where the outer stillness lets a character’s inner life unfold.
🌙 30 Late-Night / Solitary / Introspective Mundane Tasks × 3 Variables (90 Writing Prompts)
Would you like me to compile all five full sets (450 prompts) into a formatted index—perhaps organised by time of day / energy level / social vs solitary balance—for easy rotation during NaNoWriMo character-building warmups?
My question:
Let's have a sixth list of 30 writing prompts each with 3 variables; this time let's focus on the mundane tasks involved in hiking through dense old growth pine forest and setting up a bell tent camp, various tasks in the tent, after dark, etc.
ChatGPT5's answer:
Beautiful focus — this sixth list (30 tasks × 3 variables = 90 writing prompts) shifts toward wilderness domesticity: the quiet, sensory rituals of travelling through deep forest, choosing a campsite, tending small fires, arranging comforts in the bell tent, and moving through the rhythms of night beneath trees older than memory.
These are deeply embodied tasks — sound, smell, texture, temperature — each with variables tuned to mood and weather, so they can shape Quaraun’s, BoomFuzzy’s, or GhoulSpawn’s perception of the woods in different ways.
🌲 Sixth Set — Old-Growth Forest Travel & Tent-Camping Mundane Tasks × 3 Variables (90 Writing Prompts)
Would you like the seventh list to continue the travel cycle — such as packing up camp, journeying along the coast, and arriving at a new settlement — or pivot to a different focus (e.g., market errands, ritual magic tasks, domestic partnership scenes between Quaraun & BoomFuzzy)?
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Wait, AI is real? What?Interestingly, I have recently learned that there are people who read my site that were unaware AI was real, and actually thought I was the one typing up the replies on these! LOL! LLM text generating AI has been a thing in the real world since at least 2019, because my earliest articles where I was testing out AI were published in 2019. In 2019 I did an entire series of Quaraun short stories, fully written by Dreamily (https://dreamily.ai/) and AI Dungeon (https://aidungeon.com/) and wrote several articles throughout 2019 to 2021 on how to use those two AI programs specifically for worldbuilding and plotting Fantasy stories. In 2021 I joined the beta test program for ChatGPT and was already using ChatGPT daily BEFORE it's public release in November 2022, and I had talked about it several times in several articles throughout 2021 and 2022. When my 2016 Witcher 3 gaming rig died in 2023, I decided it upgrade from a gaming rig to a mini server rig that can run overkill level 8qwart+ self hosted offline AI’s via Ollama (https://ollama.com/). If you thought my 2016 gaming rig was a crazy overkill mega rig, it weren’t even a quarter the crazy overkill mega computer I’ve been running Ollama on since 2023. With Ollama I now use over TWO HUNDRED different AI programs to write my Quaraun books, thanks to HuggingFace (https://huggingface.co/models?pipeline_tag=text-generation&apps=ollama&sort=trending) with Delirium being the primary novel writing AI program I use (https://huggingface.co/sam-paech/Delirium-v1) I don't know how far before 2019 AI existed, but I know Deep Fake videos (https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Deepfake) of me were being published by friends and family of my son's murderer on YouTube as far back as 2014. So image, audio, and video AI is well over a decade old. So, for those who were confused as to who I was talking to in these articles, here are some wikipedia pages that give you info on what this thing is that I am talking to in these conversations: Why use AI to write?
Why use AI to write? Because even though I am too paralized to type anymore, I can still think. You got to remember: I became bedridden with a broken spine in 2013, and was quadriplegic until 2015; regained some use of my hands in 2015, and have been relearning to walk since. So I was not online from November 14, 2013 until late in 2016, and then was only online a couple of days a month on my own website, and not on social media again until 2018, but then again, only checking in my accounts once every 3 months or so so only posting about 4 times a year anywhere, because I was just too crippled still, to sit up long enough to type. So it wasn't until 2022 that I returned to posting "regular" aka once a week, and so I lost track of everyone I used to know online because of being 9 full years offline. Meaning I AM STILL UNABLE TO TYPE WITHOUT ASSISTANCE. The VERY REASON I looked into using AI to continue writing my series of novels, was BECAUSE I had become a quadriplegic with no use of either my arms or legs in 2013. and while I had regained some limited movement in my arms and legs now, it is not enough to either type for more then five to ten minutes a day, nor enough to walk for more then a few hundred feet a day, yes, even still now in 2025, twelve years later. After the 2016 surgery gave me the ability to speak normally, I set out to use Dragon speech to text software. The novel "GhoulSpawn and the Lich Lord's Lover" was written this way. However, in 2019 I found out about advances in AI, and because of my unique disability situation, was asked to join beta testing for various AI programs geared towards writing novels. I am STILL severely disabled and STILL not able to type with more then the two first fingers of my right hand, still now in 2025. Without the help of ChatGPT, Ollama, and Delirium, I would not have been able to return to writing my Quaraun series. Even though I am still mostly paralyzed in my left arm, and mostly paralyzed in my right arm save my two first fingers, I have been able to write and publish twenty-two additional novels, novellas, and short story collections between 2019 and 2025 with the help of ChatGPT, Ollama, and Delirium, something I could not have done, had AI not existed, because without AI I simply can not type, because the nerves have not yet recovered in my hands from the November 14, 2013 golf club attack that paralyzed me. So what exactly is it that I am doing here? In the pink bordered blocks titled "My question:" I am typing my thoughts, observations, questions, etc. After each pink question block, is a black bordered answer box. In the black bordered blocks titled "ChatGPT5's answer:" the AI program is typing it's thoughts, observations, answers, etc. in response to what I said to it. While there are lots of AI programs out there, the one I use on these conversations is ChatGPT. I started doing these ChatGPT conversation articles in 2023, publishing them a few times a week the entire of 2023, at first with ChatGPT2, then ChatGPT3, then ChatGPT3.5, then ChatGPT4.o, each article states which version is being used, so you can actually see the changes in how ChatGPT talks and reacts over each edition. In all I have made over one thousand of these "conversations with ChatGPT" articles since 2023. Since August 2025, the articles are using ChatGPT5. If you would like to try doing this yourself, here is the link to ChatGPT: https://chatgpt.com/ |
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While there are around 20k pages on this website, most of them are blocked from search engines, with only around 800 of them available for appearing in Google/Bing/etc search results. The remainder can only be accessed via the various links found throughout this site. This was done deliberately on my part, and I did it because the bulk of the pages on this website are chapters from 138 novels and 423 novellas, so only the first page of each novel and novella indexed by search engines, and the remainder are linked in order, one page at a time, via clicking "next page" at the end of each. So if you are looking for a specific page from a specific novel, Google can't help you.
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Do you know who drove this backhoe over my house at 146 Portland Avenue, Old Orchard Beach, Maine on August 8, 2013? If you have any information, please give it to FBI Agent Andy Drewer at 207–774–9322 of the Portland, Maine FBI office.
My house at 146 Portland Ave, Old Orchard Beach, Maine, July 4, 2013, photo taken because we had just finished building a baby room on the back. vs My house August 8, 2013, when the same group of people (yes group, the golf club woman was not alone when she attacked November 14, 2013, nor was she alone with her second attack July 2016.) who murdered my son on November 14, 2013 at Southern Maine Community College and crippled me July 26, 2016 at scarborough WalMart,... they arrived the first time with a backhoe on August 8, 2013, that they used to drive over my house, during a time of day that I normally was home asleep... I had to work a different shift at the Waffle Cone Pizza Food Truck at George's Parking Lot by Bill's Pizza at the OBB Peir, that day, otherwise, I too would be at the bottom of a landfill, along with my house and everything I owned that was also in the house. I was 5 months pregnant at the time and have been homeless for just under 14 years, homeless ever since....
... which means it is now only a few weeks from the 14th anniversary of my son's murder. I was 8 month pregnant November 14, 2013, and a student ay SMCC, and coming out of the Buglight Lighthouse art studio after art class, when a still unidentifiedwoman wielding a golf club attacked me, severed my spine, while I was 8 months pregnant, triggered early labour, then killed my son minutes after he was born.
While accusing me of being transgender, screaming "transvestite freak" and "look at that thing, that's Ken's son in a dress"... while I was 8 months pregnant.
My house at 146 Portland Ave, Old Orchard Beach, Maine, July 4, 2013, photo taken because we had just finished building a baby room on the back. vs My house August 8, 2013, when the same group of people (yes group, the golf club woman was not alone when she attacked November 14, 2013, nor was she alone with her second attack July 2016.) who murdered my son and crippled me, arrived the first time with a backhoe that they used to drive over my house, during a time of day that I normally was home asleep... I had to work a different shift at the Waffle Cone Pizza Food Truck at George's Parking Lot by Bill's Pizza at the OBB Peir, that day, otherwise, I too would be at the bottom of a landfill, along with my house and everything I owned that was also in the house. I was 5 months pregnant at the time and have been homeless for just under 14 years, homeless ever since. |
The backhoe driver returned November 14, 2013, armed with a golf club, used it to break my spine and smash my baby's brains out on the ground
On November 14, 2013, my son was murdered. I was 8 months pregnant, leaving my college classroom, and just getting into my car, when 3 strangers, a man and two women, armed with golf clubs leapt out from behind my car screaming "kill or be killed, kill the transvestite freaks, kill them all before they kill us! look at that thing! That is Ken's son, look at how it's dressed! kill the transvestite freaks! kill or be killed"... while the bald man and the red haired woman chanted this over and over, the blonde woman, lunged with the golf club.
She severed my spine, I am now a quadriplegic, and been paralyzed arms and legs, and in a wheelchair for 13 years now. She broke my hips, my knees, my legs, ruptured most of my discs, and shattered three of my vertebrae so bad that the shards of bone acted like glass and embedded themselves into my spinal column nerve bundle.
The attack also triggered labour.
My son was born in that parking lot, and he lived only a couple of minutes, before the deranged blonde woman, beat his head in and smashed his brains out, with the same golfclub she had just used to sever my spine and leave me crippled for the rest of my life.
Realizing that I was not transgender, and they'd just murdered a baby, the man grabbed the 2 women and forcibly dragged them away to a 4 door white pickup truck, and they left me there to die.
The FBI told me later, that a few weeks before this attack, and transwoman, had murdered a cis woman, in a parking lot, abou 20 miles away from where I was attacked. The FBI, believes that my attackers, had somehow found out I wrote transgender fiction, connecting my real name to my penname, (my father's name is in fact "Ken", and I do have a brother) and believed that I wrote transgender fiction, because I was myself transgender, even though I'm not transgender. The FBI, believes the attackers, thought I was my brother, pretending to be a woman.
The FBI investigation, into my son's murder, has dragged on for 13 years, and still now in 2026, continues on, with the FBI, still not having yet identified my attackers, and only guessing at what their motive was.
Thus we come to 2014, and the full swing change of the series I write. WHY my series, went from just a transman main character living life, to the full blown Mpreg genre series that it now is today.
Before the attack, I had a chance of having a baby. I don't know. And because I'm in America, I'm too old to adopt. You have to be under 45 years old to adopt a baby. That is the law in America. I was informed this, when we tried to adopt, now that my injuries leave me unable to get pregnant a 9th time.
Thus began my obsessively writing, my transman main character, pregnant. Always pregnant now. Every time. Every story. Stories that now fully focus on pregnancy, labour, miscarriages, babies dying, babies living, raising babies... the whole series, since 2014 has devolved into an outright baby obsession.
Meanwhile, reborn baby dolls were suggested to me by my therapist, and have also become a deeply obsessive part of my life. Because 13 years ago my son was murdered minutes after he was born, because a transphobic bigot mistook me for being transgender, I'm STILL in a wheelchair, struggling to relearn to use my arms and legs, now 13 years later, and I'm still DAILY dealing with police officers and FBI agents who while they are trying to find my son's killer, they are also daily reminding me... oh, yeah, my son was murdered, literally ripped out of my belly, by a transphobe. Who still has not been located and walks free to kill again.
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The golfclub woman as she looked during the golf club attack at Southern Maine community college November 14, 2013. She is about 20 to 30 years older then me and would be around 75 to 85 years old now in 2026. If you have any information about the identity of this child murderer, please call FBI Agent Andy Drewer at 207–774–9322 |
The golfclub woman as she looked during the shopping cart attack at Scarborough WalMart July 26, 2016. She is about 20 to 30 years older then me and would be around 75 to 85 years old now in 2026. If you have any information about the identity of this child murderer, please call FBI Agent Andy Drewer at 207–774–9322 |
The 2nd woman as she looked at both attacks, her hair goes all the way down to her knees. She is about 20 to 30 years older then me and would be around 75 to 85 years old now in 2026. If you have any information about the identity of this child murderer's accomplice, please call FBI Agent Andy Drewer at 207–774–9322 |
Do you know who these two woman who crippled me and murdered my baby, at Southern Maine Community College at 10PM on November 14, 2013, are, and what their connection to the backhoe that drove over my house is? If you have any information, please give it to FBI Agent Andy Drewer at 207–774–9322 of the Portland, Maine FBI office.
I am a legally blind quadriplegic, and low verbal, I have also published 138 novels in the last 48 years. It's not as impossible as people think. The problem being blind and quadriplegic, medically have different meanings then how those two words are used medically.
Fewer than 3% of all blind people see nothing. While 97% people who are classified as fully blind are able to see up to two feet in front of them. Legally blind means I can see more then two feet in front of me but not far enough to see twenty feet in front of me. In my case I can see about eight feet.
Quadriplegic, has varying levels, it means having a damaged nerve bundle in the spinal column causing limited mobility of all 4 limbs, (in my case this was done by a women wielding a golf club, who also beat my 8 month infant's head to pulp on the parking lot tarmak, at the same time she severed my spine with the same golf club; both on November 14, 2013; the FBI investigation into my son's murder and my being crippled has gone on now for 13 years, a few weeks away from 14 years now, and the FBI has still not identified the killer or her motive). Contrary to popular misconception, quadriplegic does NOT mean ZERO movement, it means means limited movement, specifically in means unable to lift arms over head, unable to grip fingers around objects to pick them up, and unable to stand for more then 5 minutes to a time. Because there are so many thousands of nerves in each limb it is actually very rare for there to be 100% no movement, but how much, and to what extent varies by patent depending upon the specific point of injury to the spinal column.
Meaning typing is still possible for over 60% of all quadriplegics.
In my case, it was the lower spine that was severed, cutting off completly my ability to move my right leg, leaving limited feeling in my left leg, and an ability to stand but not walk, with crutches, for the first 9 years. I regained enough nerve growth in my legs by the 9th year to be able to take ten or twelve steps allowing me to get out of bed for the first time since the golf club attack; This in turn lead to me being able to start using a wheelchair, as I was able to sit upright for the first time as well.
Because the shattered vertebrae bone fragments are broken off completly and embedded into the nerve bundle just above my tailbone, doctors were saying I would never walk again, but now at 13 years, I am able to push mu wheelchair like a walker, a distance of almost a thousand steps a day. Though doctors are still doubtful I will ever walk "normally" again, I have proven them wrong, when their said 13 years ago, that I would never walk again at all.
But because of the placement of the damage to my spine, regaining hand use, was always thought possible, it was just a matter of waiting long enough for nerve regrowth, along side daily finger exercises. I was able to continue writing, after becoming quadriplegic, because I still have use of my right thumb, and 2 fore figures of my right hand. And can type 90 words per minute with those 3 fingers.
I however have no wrist strength, elbow strength, or shoulder strength, so I am not able to form a fist, or lift objects, or brush my hair, or my teeth, all thing I have to have my caretaker do. But, those things are not needed for typing. Unfortunately, my pinky and ring fingers are "nerve dead" and drag over the keyboard, and cause horrific spelling errors and typos, which are incredibly frustrating to deal with.
Unfortunately trying to edit errors myself, just makes the errors worse, because those same two fingers drag over the keyboard yet again. Prior to the golf club attack, I rarely had spelling errors; now I got more spelling errors then someone is learning English as second language. Editing is a challenge, that I've had to accept, I simply can not do myself, and I have to hire several editors to help with that.
Low verbal means sounds can still be made, sounds that software programs like Dragon can be trained to recognize and translate, and type into full words. More then half my novels were typed with this method.
I still have a long ways to go before I am anything close to being able to do the things I could do before the golf club woman beat my baby's brains out and shattered my spine. And you know what's more frustrating then how slow mu medical progression has been? The fact that it's been 13 years and the police and FBI are still coming up at dead ends as to who the woman who murdered my baby was, or why she even did it.
My son's 14th birthday is only a few weeks away, but he didn't even get to live long enough to celebrate his 1st birthday, I don't even know why. And I can't wait to regain my ability to walk again, because regaining my ability to walk, means gaining the ability to go outside and start looking for my son's murderer myself instead of sitting at home trapped in a wheelchair waiting for the police and FBI to to find her. So, writing isn't a big priority for me anymore. I only write now, as a way to exercise my hands, in between relearning to walk.
Never let a disability stop you. Plenty of writers, artists, athletes, do not let either blindness, speech impediments, or limited mobility hold then back from perusing their careers.
Do you know who these two woman who crippled me and murdered my baby, at Southern Maine Community College at 10PM on November 14, 2013, are, and what their connection to the backhoe that drove over my house is? If you have any information, please give it to FBI Agent Andy Drewer at 207–774–9322 of the Portland, Maine FBI office.
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