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Where are the writers who love writing?
Does no one just write for the sake of having fun writing anymore?
A rant about writers who hate writing, and can’t stop writing about how much they hate writing. If you HATE writing so much, why the fuck are you writing about how much you hate writing? Do something you love to do instead of bitching about doing things you don’t want to do to begin with — no one is forcing you to write, so if you hate writing, just don’t write!
Where are the writers who love writing?
Does no one just write for the sake of having fun writing anymore?
A rant about writers who hate writing, and can’t stop writing about how much they hate writing. If you HATE writing so much, why the fuck are you writing about how much you hate writing? Do something you love to do instead of bitching about doing things you don’t want to do to begin with — no one is forcing you to write, so if you hate writing, just don’t write!
So, I was just reading some random articles by random writers, like I do almost daily, in the topic of “writing” and “writing tips” and “writers on writing” and “writing fiction tips”.
I like reading those topics because I usually gain some new insight I hadn’t thought of before, or learn some obscure grammar rule I did not know about. I end up trying out new things in my own writing after reading other writers share their experiences.
Reading the experiences of other writers, things they’ve learned while writing, is probably my favourite non-fiction topic to read.
It is by far the topic I read most when reading non-fictions.
And there is a rather disturbing trend that I have noticed of late.
It’s a thing writers have always talked about, but it was rare: the frustration of waiting to write… I’ll explain what I mean in a minute.
But first…
In my early days on the internet, it was easy to find fellow writers who joyfully yip-yapped, the hyper puppy excitement of how much fun writing was.
I started blogging in 1996, started my author website in 1996, and started daily writing for fanfiction.net also in 1996–3 places I still write daily, now 28 years later and have over 20k blog posts, articles, and short stories to show for it — that oddly, have never earned me a single penny because those 3 sites do not have monetization options.
In the 1990s and early 2000s NO ONE on the ENTIRE INTERNET was monetized, because ads for the internet had not yet been invented.
Places like YouTube and Medium were around a full decade before they started paying creators. YouTube started paying creators in 2015, while Medium started paying creators in 2017. Both sites had existed a full ten years before offering to pay members.
Tumblr, FanFiction.net, WattPad, RoyalRoad, AO3, and hundreds of others, have been around twenty years or more and have not YET started paying writers, yet they each have millions of writers, joyfully writing daily without any expectation of getting paid.
Can you see where I’m going with this?
In 2020, there was a massive boom in writers on ALL platforms everywhere, from Amazon to GumRoad too Medium to Tumblr to RoyalRoad to Vocal… you name it, and it gained double it’s members in a single month, from how many members it had gained total in over a decade. Each site made announcements of the numbers.
But… by 2021… a shift happened.
A big one.
One that started out as a tiny snowflake, became a snowball, grew to an avalanche, and is now in 2025 a great big fucking iceburge barrelling through every writing platform out there.
What is it?
Money.
Greedy, slovenly, lustful, desire for money, money, money, money, money, money, money, money, money, money, money, money, money, money, money, money, money, money, money, money, money, money, money, money, money, money, money, money, money, money, money, money, money, money, money, money, money, money, money, money, money, money, money, money, money, money, money, money, money, money, money, money, money, money, money, money, money, money, money, money, money, money, money, money, money, money, money, money, money, money, money, money…
…sure… getting paid for your writing is great.
Yes, if the option is there, I turn on monetization for every platform I write on.
But… of over thirty different platforms I write on, only five pay me anything.
Think about that for a minute.
These 5 pay me:
- Medium
- Amazon
- GumRoad
- Vocal
- DriveThruRPG
That’s it.
The other 25+ platforms I write on, do not pay me a penny, and yet I write on each of them multiple times a week, some daily.
So why do I write on them?
Because writing is fun.
And a lot of people can’t afford to buy monthly subscriptions.
And that’s where the trend I’m seeing a LOT of the last couple of years comes in.
Back at the start of this page I said this:
So, I was just reading some random articles by random writers, like I do almost daily, in the topic of “writing” and “writing tips” and “writers on writing” and “writing fiction tips”.I like reading those topics because I usually gain some new insight I hadn’t thought of before, or learn some obscure grammar rule I did not know about. I end up trying out new things in my own writing after reading other writers share their experiences.Reading the experiences of other writers, things they’ve learned while writing, is probably my favourite non-fiction topic to read.It is by far the topic I read most when reading non-fictions.And there is a rather disturbing trend that I have noticed of late.It’s a thing writers have always talked about, but it was rare: the frustration of waiting to write… I’ll explain what I mean in a minute.
Let’s explain what I mean now.
So, today, just now, I was just reading some random articles by random writers, like I do almost daily, in the topic of “writing” and “writing tips” and “writers on writing” and “writing fiction tips”…
…and…
…well…
…I can’t find a single article published in the past week, in ANY of those topics, that expresses ANY kind of joy in writing.
Every one of them is endless woe is me, pity party doom and gloom of:
- I can’t write because pay is too low
- Lack of earnings killed my motivation to write
- I can’t write until I niche down, because I need a niche to make money from my writing
- I can’t write until I take a course to teach me how to make money writing
- …and endless variations of no/low money = no desire to write
To me, it seems like so many people have lost the joy of writing.
But I am left asking: if money is the ONLY thing motivating them to write, why the fuck did they start writing to begin with?
I mean really… did they do ZERO research into the average income of the average writer?
For those who didn’t it’s this:
- Average yearly income for traditionally published novelists: $5k a year — five thousand dollars per year — most part time American jobs earn more then that in a single MONTH
- Average yearly income for self-published novelists: $2k a year — two thousand dollars per year — most part time American jobs earn more then that in a single WEEK
- Average yearly income for online platform writers & bloggers: $500 a year — five HUNDRED dollars per year — most part time American jobs earn more then that in a single DAY
Here’s a thought:
McDonalds and WalMart, two of the lowest paying corps in the world, pay more than $200 a day.
You can earn more money in a SINGLE DAY working at either McDonald’s or WalMart, then you can in 6 months writing on platforms like Medium and Vocal and Amazon and GumRoad.
Working just TWO DAYS at McDonald’s or WalMart, will earn you more money then the average writer will earn in an ENTIRE YEAR.
Chew on that for a minute.
Really stop and think about it.
Then ask yourself: Why the fuck, did you ever get it into your head, writing, of ANY TYPE, would earn you any money at all?
If you want money, get a fucking job!
Writing is NOT a job.
It really isn’t.
That’s a harsh reality that thee money grubbers don’t want to face.
It’s the harsh reality that keeps MILLIONS of writers writing daily on Tumblr and AO3 for ZERO pay. They KNOW most people spit on writers and won’t pay writers shit, so they don’t even bother to try. Instead they just focus on writing as a joyfully outlet of fun expression.
It doesn’t matter how good you are at writing either. Some of the best writers out there get the lowest pay of all!
Writing is not easy.
It takes a combination of talent and skill.
You can learn both, but it takes decades to learn either.
Decades you will have to spend writing and writing and writing and writing and writing and writing and writing and writing and writing and writing and writing and writing and writing and writing and writing and writing and writing and writing … for years on end… BEFORE you will even see a single penny.
Yes. Once in a great while, one writer out of millions will make a shit tonne load of money, and yes, it COULD happen to you… but you’ve a better chance of getting hit by lighten — TWICE!
- So you NEED a back up plan.
- And you NEED a steady stable income to support you while you write
- And you need to write daily for three years or more before you can expect to get even remotely passable at writing BEFORE you can start trying to get actually GOOD at writing.
And newsflash:
- Writing is hard work.
- Editing is hard work.
- Grammar MUST be mastered.
But also:
- If you don’t find the physical act of writing fun, you ARE doomed to fail.
- If you don’t find joy in editing your work, you WILL fail.
- If you don’t enjoy taking the effort to master grammar, you WILL struggle to succeed.
You can not expect to succeed if every morning you sit there thinking:
“UGH! I hate doing this!”
And THAT, that right there, is the trend I am seeing.
I’m NOT seeing writers yapping cheerfully about the immense joy they get from writing.
All I am seeing is endless articles on the topic of:
“UGH! I hate doing this!”
“UGH! I hate writing!”
“UGH! I hate editing!”
“UGH! I hate learning grammar!”
“UGH! I hate doing this! How long do I have to force myself to write before the money comes in?”
- Where are the writers who love writing?
- Where are the writers who love editing?
- Where are the writers who love learning grammar?
- Where are the writers who love writing for the pure joy of the act of writing and can endlessly write daily for years on end without any expectation of ever getting paid at all?
I am constantly baffled by why so many complain about money.
For me it was never about money, so I was not focused on thinking “which topic to write to make money” or “what title will get more clicks” or “how do I get more claps/comments/whatever”. Which resulted in, I have NEVER earned hardly any money here at all.
Yes, I agree money here is very low, but I did not join expecting it to be high.
Heck, when I joined, I did not even realize makin money was an option.
I was just looking for more outlets to reach more readers, that might not have found me work otherwise.
No writing platform has a history of consistently high wages for any writer. Sure, all platforms have one or two writers who make it big, but those are always flukes and not the norm.
There is always only one making a good income while millions more are making pennies. I’ve seen it with every writing platform, so I had no reason to think this one would be any different.
But, yeah, that mindset, of not looking at this platform as an income source, but rather as looking at it as a way to gain additional readers, that was what has kept me going all this time, when most days my earnings are under .50c a day.
In over a year I’ve only had three months reach $30 (a dollar a day), the rest are rarely over $12. (under fifty cents a day).
But, here’s the thing. I’m working on a series of books that are to be published in 2027, a set of short story collections. And my motivation to daily work on the project kept lagging.
So I decided, why not set a goal to write them “live” online, every day publish a story or two or three, however many I wrote that day.
And it worked.
After a few weeks of daily posting here, suddenly my lagging motivation soared into obsessively trying not to miss a day. And now a year later, I’ve completed the first 3 volumes of the set and am working on the next 3.
Here’s the drafts in progress:
I think, long term, getting these books finished is a better goal then fussing over if the stories make money online, and online platforms are helping me so much to keep on track of getting this project finished.
For me the long term goals (in my case getting these manuscripts finished) are more important then the distractions of trying to grab a few pennies on the way.
Writing is fun and I feel sorry for the people who are so blinded by money they lost the plot on having fun writing.
Writing is fun.
And so that is why, while others are leaving, I’m still here writing daily.
Because writing is fun.
I write things I find fun to write.
I have fun writing about fun characters, I have fun sending those fun characters to fun worlds, and I have fun giving those fun characters, fun things to do, in those fun worlds.
Let me repeat that, with examples:
I have fun writing about fun characters:
How well do I know Quaraun? — Let’s find out!
Meet The Characters:
The Pink Necromancer Index Part 2medium.com
I have fun sending those fun characters to fun worlds:
and I have fun giving those fun characters, fun things to do, in those fun worlds:
The Terror Bird
{A Pink Necromancer Story} — {NaNoWriMo 2024: Day 09}medium.com
The Fluffy Pink Disaster, a LitRPG fiction short
A Pink Necromancer Fiction Shortmedium.com
The Moon Goddess Laughs From The Rooftops, a fiction short
A Pink Necromancer Fiction Shortmedium.com
A Flapdoodle Wizard’s Duel 🌸🦄🌸
🌸🦄🌸{A Pink Necromancer Short Story} 🌸🦄🌸medium.com
BoomFuzzy’s Chowder Dilemma
A Pink Necromancer Fiction Shortmedium.com
The Phooka’s Dragon School, a short fiction story
A Pink Necromancer Fiction Shortmedium.com
A Very Important Clump of Grass
🌸{A Pink Necromancer Short Story} 🦄🌸medium.com
…and on places that have NEVER paid me a penny:
The Quaraun Series Prologue
The Quaraun Series Prologue www.eelkat.com
The Golden Dragon Keys
A Pink Necromancer Short Story} 🌸🦄🌸vocal.media
The Sweet and Sour of Lemons
The Sweet and Sour of Lemons, a short fiction storywww.eelkat.com
The Herd Approaches
The Herd Approaches, a long-short fiction storywww.eelkat.com
Pickling Perfection
Pickling Perfectionwww.eelkat.com
And because I have fun writing fun characters doing fun things in fun places… I never get bored with writing, and I always have motivation to write, and money never takes precedent or dictates what I write.
I am not a slave to money.
Money is not my dictator.
This world has enough dictators already. It doesn’t need more.
You are a fool if you let money be the lord and saviour who dictats when and what you write.
I see so many people complain they can’t write until they niche down, can’t write until they take a course, can’t write until some other thing happens… why?
I don’t get it.
Why can’t they just sit down and something that they find fun to write about?
Just write.
Write now.
It’s not that hard.
You’ll never get BETTER at writing, if you don’t first START writing.
But, you’ll HATE the process of getting better if you do not first find writing to be FUN.
Writing is fun.
But so many writers seem to not know that.
Does no one just write for the sake of having fun writing anymore?
If writing is your passion, stop waiting around and just start writing.
If money is your passion, forget writing and get a fucking job.
And if you start writing and later realize, it’s not fun, you don’t like it… guess what? There’s no shame in stopping. You don’t have to force yourself to write. You can quit and say “I tried it, I didn’t like it, it wasn’t for me.” No shame in that at all. Writing is not for everyone. Maybe you like drawing instead. Or growing roses. Or playing video games. There are plenty of things out their you can try. Try them all, until you find something you DO enjoy, something that is FUN for you.
Life’s too short to waste it on things that are not fun.
Writing, like any other hobby, CAN make money, but rare is it for ANY hobby to bring in enough money to be an income.
That’s the part modern writers of 2025 seem to have forgotten.
Writing is a hobby first and foremost. And like ANY hobby, writing is incredibly difficult to make an income off of, and THAT is why you MUST love writing so much, that you can do it daily for years without pay.
I see so many giving up writing, citing lack of fun, because of lack of money, lack of fun because of lack of feedback, lack of fun because of lack of anyone leaving comments.
I fail to understand why their fun must be so dependant upon others.
Fun comes from within.
When you rely on outside sources for your fun, you will NEVER have fun.
The fun has not gone for me, but my goals have never been either money or recognition or engagement, and I think that makes a difference.
Like, if you are motivated by earnings, you lose motivation when earnings drop.
Or if you thrive of others given you thumbs up gold stars of approval, then lack of being told how great your writing is, kills the desire to write.
And, if you are a social butterfly looking to write for the sake of having someone to talk to in comments, well, lack of comments will kill the fun fast.
My goal is publication. Not publication on a platform, but rather publication of a printed paperback book. So, I’m not motivated by earnings here, and it doesn’t matter is others acknowledge my work, and I have no interest in yip yapping in the comments of my work either.
I write daily wither I post it online or not.
I publish barely a 10th of what I write.
I write 20 to 30 stories every day, but I only publish 1 or 2.
So lack of any one of those three things does noting to remove the fun, because for me those three things are NOT fun to begin with. In fact, they are often annoyances that get in my way and I am more likly to LOSE motivation with higher earnings, higher feedback, or higher comments.
I guess that makes me weird. I’ve been told it is a side effect of having been born female in a culture that does not allow education. Aka social workers have informed me that because I never went to school, and because I was 31 years old first time I had contact with a human who was not a parent, uncle, or sibling, that I have a marked lack of “normal social desires” meaning I am able to function 100% separate from any form of connections and do not have any normal desires to seek out interactions on social levels.
The social workers call it “feral child syndrome” and explained I have zero ability to form emotional connections with humans, because I never learned to see humans as equals, so I do not seek to engage with humans nor do I seek the approval of humans.
I’m not sure exactly what to think of that assessment, but, that was what the social workers said was going on. Basically my brain never learned to reach out to other humans for any level of “do you like what I did?” which social workers have informed me is something most people do, but only because they learned that behaviour in public school, via seeking teacher approval of grading papers. They said people like myself who never attended public schools, never are taught to seek approval of others for work we do, and are also never taught to constantly seek out talking with others.
They also pointed out my issues with money — a severe lack of any desire for money- which the social workers attributed to my never having seen money prior to being 42 years old, so I have no normal concept of earning income, due to we always lived off the land, growing and making everything ourselves.
That study was done by a team of psychologists from Australia who came here to Maine to do said study of me in 2010. The social workers in the decade since have be trying to teach me money and “human interaction” with much levels of failure as they have yet to convince me there is a reason for me to learn money or why I should want others to care about my work.
The fact of the matter is, I am perfectly content to write about fictional characters, whom I have fun writing about, and because I have fun writing them, I have absolutely ZERO need for any level of emotional engagement with humans. Much to the deep annoyance of the social workers.
And that pulls over into Medium. Where money does not motivate me because, I can’t even count. Seeking the approval of Humans does not motivate me because — I can barely understand anything Humans do and their behaviour is so bizarre that I am left wondering why the fuck would I WANT to seek their approval. And the act of back and forth engagement seems utterly pointless and do not understand why people do it, so that doesn’t motivate me either.
You need to stop looking to others as your source of motivation.
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I'm an author. This is an author home page. It's about me, my life, my books, my hobbies, my home town, and anything else that applies to me and my life.
Since starting my writing career in 1978, I have written 130+ novels, 2,000+ short stories, 6,000+ non-fiction articles (ALL are found on this site), a few dozen stage plays, 12,000+ blog posts, and a few comic book scripts for Disney's Uncle Scrooge and Donald Duck (I only worked for Disney one year (in 2005) and only wrote a few stories for their Danish comic books).
NOTE: I ONLY write the Quaraun series (aka The Twighlight Manor series aka The Adventures of Quaraun the Insane). In recent years there has been an issue with impersonators trying to pass books off as written by me, notably several non-fiction and Erotica books. I write neither nonfiction nor Erotica.
ALL of my books and their cover arts are listed on my website here. Beware of any books you find claiming to be me. If the books are NOT listed here on my website, they are NOT my books.
In fiction works, I specialize in Weird/Bizarro Tales set in 40th century CyberPunk-Quasi Medieval, Cozy Dark Fantasy and Science Fiction worlds featuring an intersex Elf and his Faerie husband main characters. I DO NOT WRITE ANY OTHER SERIES - THIS SERIES IS THE ONLY ONE I WRITE.
Non-fiction (found ONLY here on my site) is daily updates of events in my life, and how-tos on how I write my novels.
I DO NOT write Erotica.
I DO NOT write books with HUMAN characters.
The Erotica books and books with Human characters, that you are finding, are written by scammers trying to impersonate me.
There is an ongoing FBI investigation into this matter. If you find any such books, please report them to FBI Agent Andy Drewer @207–774–9322
146 Portland Ave, Old Orchard Beach, Maine, is NOT FOR SALE.
And I'm sick of real estate agents who are too incompetent to research land ownership before they show up to stick a for sale sign in my yard.
The fact of the matter is, my son was murdered in 2013, and the friends and family of the murderer think it is funny to keep ILLEGALLY listing my land for sale, because apparently their child murdering bitch friend didn't hurt me enough by crippling me with a golf club, ripping my baby out of my 8 month pregnant belly and beating his brains out on the ground with a golf club.
Also, her friends and family like to gaslight me by doxing me on ufo and alien abduction forums, while pretending to be me, and trying to make it look like I believe in ufos or aliens, even though I think people who believe in ufos are raving lunatics and people who claim to be alien abductees are crazy.
So, yeah, my son was murdered and the murder's friends and family endlessly harass me, my friends, and my family both online and offline, and I'm not happy with it at all.
There is an ongoing FBI investigation into this matter.
The FBI is looking for information into:
- identifying my son's murderer,
- identifying the scammers who listed my land for sale,
- identifying the impersonators who pretend to be me both online and offline,
- the harassers who are harassing the homeless man and sending the UFO nuts to harass him...
- If ANYONE tells you 146 Portland Ave Old Orchard Beach, Maine is for sale:, please report them to FBI Agent Andy Drewer @207–774–9322
- If ANYONE tells you I believe in aliens, demons, or UFOS, please report them to FBI Agent Andy Drewer @207–774–9322
- If ANYONE tells you my homeless friend is an alien, a demon, a cryptid, or named Etiole for sale:, please report them to FBI Agent Andy Drewer @207–774–9322
I'm going to repeat it because I'm tired of people showing up and making offers:
146 Portland Ave, Old Orchard Beach, Maine, is NOT FOR SALE.
How did you build your audience?
Not online, that's for sure.
aka How to sell ten million books
aka How I sold ten million books.
The Park Bench Method of Writing
(just the article)
or
The Park Bench Method of Writing
(with the list of 10k writing prompts - takes a LONG TIME to load - SEVERAL MINUTES!)
I Think UFO and Alien Believers Are Weird Here's Why...
Does every writer have to deal with this shit?
Testing Out AI aka Conversations with ChatGPT-5:
My thoughts on the Rapture 2025 Rumours, that are on both Etiole's birthday and my 50 year anniversary: September 23rd:
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Looking for my annual NaNoWriMo Prompts and Dares? I've been publishing these every year since 2004!
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Not sure what the series is about? Check out and Faeries vs Elves (In The Quaraun Series) A Pink Necromancer World Lore Post and Worldbuilding MoonQuakes and Disabled Characters for Fantasy Writers and How well do I know Quaraun? - Let's find out! to find out more about the plot and lore of the series.
Not sure which story to start with? These here are good places to start, to get a good introduction to the three main characters:
Or if after reading those, you still are looking for more free to read stories, there are over three thousand of them on this site, too many to list here, but here a few dozen to get you started... ...you can just jump in and try reading some of the free to read online stories first before committing to buying the books:
Hmmm... soooo... I was making the above list to ALL the links to EVERY Quaraun story published on my website here, and adding it into the footer of my site, here as you can see, which loads on every page, and then I realized... wait... there are over two thousand Pink Necromancer stories up free to read on my website, I can't put two thousand links on every single page! Whoops! LOL! So, now I'm putting list to ALL the links to EVERY Quaraun story published on my website here on this page instead and just link that page to the footer instead. But also I'll just leave some of the links in the footer, as you can see above.
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- EelKat Wendy C Allen: Old Orchard Beach's Autistic Author & Art Car Designer
- Just Write!
- Write something! Just do it!! Right now! Writing something! You can do it! You know you want to! I believe in you!
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The Park Bench Method of Writing
Do you know who this woman is?
If you have any information about the identity of this child murderer, please call FBI Agent Andy Drewer at 207–774–9322
 as she looked November 14, 2013 - drove away in a 4 door white pick up truck; from BugLight Lighthouse, at the art studio parking lot of Southern Maine Community College |
 as she looked June 24, 2016 - drove away in a mid-1990s gold Volvo 240 station wagon; from parking lot of Scarborough, walMart |
 as she looked June 2023- at PortConMaine'23 at the Round 1 bowling alley at the Maine Mall |
 as she looked June 2023- at PortConMaine'23 at the Round 1 bowling alley at the Maine Mall |
She is wanted for:
- -the 2013 murder of my son, Xavier-Octavian Allen-Wildes, whom she ripped out of my 8 month pregnant belly and then used a golf club to beat his brains in on the parking lot;
- -for the attempted murder and crippling of me in 2013 (the golf club attack, after killing my son she used the same golfclub to severe my spine leaving me a quadrapalegic for 18 months)
- - & 2nd attempted murder of me 2016 (the shopping cart attack - which re-injured my 2013 spine injury, and is why I am now in a wheelchair),
- - and the murder of my dog Mickie in 2023 (poisoned the pizza I was eating which my Llasha Apso also ate) and a 3rd attempted murder of me the same day (the poisoned pizza attack).
She ALREADY has a life sentence for prison for the murder of my son, but she has not yet been identified and is still walking free.
As of 2025 she is believed to be between 70 to 80 years old now.
It is believed she was involved in the 2017 beheading of my 75 pet roosters who's headless bodies were hung from rope nooses in my rosebushed, and the May 12, 2015 beheading and vivisection of my cat Cleo who's head was nailed to my motorhome door and intestines braided to the motorhome awning.
She is suspected of being the one who is starting and spreading the UFO, alien abduction, cryptid, erotica, and other vile slanderous defamation gossip rumours about me.
She is suspected of being the one who illegally sold half of my land (now 144 Portland Ave) ILLEGALLY to Don Cooliagrd.
146 Portland Ave, Old Orchard Beach, Maine, is NOT FOR SALE.
And I'm sick of real estate agents who are too incompetent to research land ownership before they show up to stick a for sale sign in my yard.
The fact of the matter is, my son was murdered in 2013, and the friends and family of the murderer think it is funny to keep ILLEGALLY listing my land for sale, because apparently their child murdering bitch friend didn't hurt me enough by crippling me with a golf club, ripping my baby out of my 8 month pregnant belly and beating his brains out on the ground with a golf club.
Also, her friends and family like to gaslight me by doxing me on ufo and alien abduction forums, while pretending to be me, and trying to make it look like I believe in ufos or aliens, even though I think people who believe in ufos are raving lunatics and people who claim to be alien abductees are crazy.
So, yeah, my son was murdered and the murder's friends and family endlessly harass me, my friends, and my family both online and offline, and I'm not happy with it at all.
There is an ongoing FBI investigation into this matter.
The FBI is looking for information into:
- identifying my son's murderer,
- identifying the scammers who listed my land for sale,
- identifying the impersonators who pretend to be me both online and offline,
- the harassers who are harassing the homeless man and sending the UFO nuts to harass him...
- If ANYONE tells you 146 Portland Ave Old Orchard Beach, Maine is for sale:, please report them to FBI Agent Andy Drewer @207–774–9322
- If ANYONE tells you I believe in aliens, demons, or UFOS, please report them to FBI Agent Andy Drewer @207–774–9322
- If ANYONE tells you my homeless friend is an alien, a demon, a cryptid, or named Etiole for sale:, please report them to FBI Agent Andy Drewer @207–774–9322
I'm going to repeat it because I'm tired of people showing up and making offers:
146 Portland Ave, Old Orchard Beach, Maine, is NOT FOR SALE.
Author, Artist, Art Car Designer, Voodoo Priestess, and Hoodoo Rootworker
Author of Cozy & Gothic Fantasy, Sweet/Fluffy M/M Furry Romance, Cosmic Horror, Space Opera, & Literary Slice of Life, Yaoi genres.
Clearly they never read my books. However, it is causing a lot of Erotica readers to buy my books and get mad because there are no sex scenes. All I have to say to you is this: you shouldn't fall for the scammers who call themselves Christians and devote their lives to acting like Satan instead of acting like Christ.
Sorry honey, but, the people running around calling my books Erotica are the same dim witted idiots who are also running around saying my car has demons living in it, and are the same people slandering me with UFO rumors as well.
Sorry honey, but if you came here looking for Erotica, haunted cars, aliens, or UFOs, you can consider yourself scammed by a weird group of people who've made it their life goal to do everything in their power to try to cover up my son's murder.
ALL the rumors started a few weeks after my son's murder: the Stephen King rumors, the haunted car rumors, the alien abduction rumors, the UFO rumors, and yes, even the Erotica rumors---the fact remains, my son was murdered November 14, 2013 and the murderer is the one who started ALL of those rumors to try to turn the FBI investigation away from herself.
If you find ANYONE making videos, blogs, or podcasts about me, my car, or in any way, shape, or form slandering me by connecting me to Stephen King, Erotica, Aliens, UFOs or witchcraft, know that there is a 99% chance that YouTuber, Blogger, or podcaster either IS my son's murderer or is a family or friend of my son's murderer.
If you find ANYONE making videos, blogs, or podcasts about me, my car, or in any way, shape, or form slandering me by connecting me to Stephen King, Erotica, Aliens, UFOs or witchcraft, copy the link to the video, blog, or podcast and give it to FBI agent Andy Drewer who is the FBI agent in charge of my son's murder investigation.
Be aware that the New York Podcast is spreading information that was found ONLY in the classified documents of the Old Orchard Beach and Biddeford Police Departments, meaning someone involved in the New York podcast was AT THE MURDER WHEN IT HAPPENED.
NO ONE BESIDES THE MURDERER HERSELF knew what the murder weapon was. And New York Podcasters are broadcasting that information in a DELIBERATE ATTEMPT to sabotage the FBI investigation of my son's murder.
You can contact FBI Agent Andy Drewer at 207–774–9322 or you can go into his office directly to talk to him in person at the FBI building on Middle street in Portland, his office is on the 4th floor, last hall on the parking garage side.
Because there is such a HUGE problem of people making fake "eelkat" accounts impersonating me, here are the links to my ACTUAL accounts:
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If you find an account online claiming to be me, that is NOT one of these profiles linked above, there is a 99.99% chance it is a FAKE account impersonating me and only a .001% chance it's actually me and I just forgot to link it here.
Also, I do not have or use email, so don't trust ANY emails you receive claiming to be me. Likewise I DO NOT make videos about my family, Etiole, my car, or Stephen King, so ALL videos you find of such nature are fake as well. Likewise I do not run fundraisers, request donations, or have any involvement in any such things, so beware of ANYTHING using my name to request money from you, because I simply DO NOT do that.
These fake emails, fake accounts, and fake videos all claiming to be me are an increasingly big problem since the pandemic, and are being made by scammers who have zero affiliation with me and are illegally using my name for their scumbag dealings.
Do NOT trust ANYONE in any way contacting you claiming to be me because I DO NOT contact people AT ALL!
I wonder if the verification will help end the fake scammer accounts? I've been having a problem with someone pretending to be me, and publishing nonfiction books (I don't write nonfiction) about really bad topics (like outright terrorism stuff - how to build bombs and things, really bad stuff), and then going on social media, and trying to pass the books off as mine, right down to listing my home address, posting photos of me and my family and my car, etc. FBI is involved, and found out the ISPN of the accounts is only 14 miles away from me so it's someone local doing it, and FaceBook was able to shut down the fake FB accounts via me submitting driver's lisence and birth certificate to FB to verify my account real, but it's not been so easy to get the fake accounts off places like Amazon.
MOST of the accounts ISPN go to the Biddeford McArthur Library’s public computer, so it is someone EXTREMELY LOCAL who is creating these fake impersonation accounts and they are doing it at the Biddeford public library.
I have been petitioning places like Amazon and Reddit and FaceBook to put ID verification in place, and all 3 are now doing it. Hopefully this verification system will help with that. It's been worse on Reddit too. FBI has found 33 different Reddit accounts pretending to be me, and 27 different FB accounts pretending to be me. Similar numbers on other places. Most are spreading wild rumors about aliens, ufo, Stephen King... FBI has not yet determined why the fakers are doing it, but my son was murdered 11 years ago, and these fake accounts started showng up then, and FBI thinks it's the murderer's family doing it to try to make me look crazy in order that no one will believe me son was murdered... weird and terrifying. So, yeah, if more places like Amazon and Reddit had id verification, that'd cut down on these sorts of scams.
The FBI is ACTIVELY TRACKING DOWN all of the accounts impersonating me - and there have been well over a hundred of them found so far… and if you find an account claiming to be me, you can send the url to FBI Agent Andy Drewer at 207–774–9322 or you can go into his office directly to talk to him in person at the FBI building on Middle street in Portland, his office is on the 4th floor, last hall on the parking garage side.
And while we are talking about it... this person is also doxxing me, AND doing this weird thing where they are finding mentally deranged people, convincing them that I am EelKat and my car is The Goldeneagle and my friend is Etiole. resulting in, 3 to 9 times a WEEK these mentally disturbed people show up in my yard, addressing me as EelKat, calling my homeless friend both "Etiole" and "alien" or "demon" and calling my Dodge "The Goldeneagle" while saying it is haunted!
Trust no one who says I am EelKat.
Miss Citten The Eel Kat is a fictional cat from the fictional planet Ptarmagin. EelKat is her title, not her name. It means, The cat who raises eels as pets.
EelKat is not real. I shouldn't have to say that. EelKat is a fictional talking cat from a series of Fantasy novels. Only someone too stupid to tell the difference between fiction and reality, says an author is one of their characters.
Do you call J. K. Rowling "Harry Potter"? No. You call her the author who created Harry Potter. So why the fuck do you call me EelKat? I am Wendy Christine Allen the author who created EelKat.
Likewise:
Trust no one who calls the local homeless WW2 vet Etiole.
Etiole is a fictional Electric Eel Merman, also known as The Silver Salamander, Captain Goldeneagle, and The Silver Arrow.
The local homeless man is not Etiole, no matter how much you call him Etiole, he's still not Etiole.
Etiole is not real. I shouldn't have to say that. Etiole is a fictional Eel MerMan from a series of Fantasy novels. Only someone too stupid to tell the difference between fiction and reality, says a disabled homeless man is a fictional character come to life.
The Sacred Pink JellyFish is a shapeshifting Elf who turns into a jellyfish. He's not real either.
Yes, that is a thing locals are saying now. The latest crazy rumor, is that The Scared Pink JellyFish is some real god of a real religion, that I really worship. Which is utterly stupid that people are saying this. I am a 5th generation LDS/Mormon. I do not worship jellyfish.
The Sacred Pink JellyFish is not real. I shouldn't have to say that. The Sacred Pink JellyFish is a Moon Elf wizard from a series of Fantasy novels.
The same can be said of ALL of my characters. They are all fictional. None of them is real.
The fact that there are SO MANY locals in Old Orchard Beach and Biddeford, Maine, who can not tell the difference between fictional characters and the author of the novels those characters comes from, is deeply concerning.
I don't know who is starting these rumors or why, but I do not appreciate people coming into my yard calling me EelKat. My homeless friend does not like people hunting him down and calling him Etiole or telling him he is an alien or demon. I do not like people calling my 1964 Dodge 300 "The Goldeneagle" or saying it is haunted. Nor do I like being told you worship the jellyfish from my novels because you think it is real.
I do finding it deeply concerning the sheer amount of people who are doing this, AND I find it very unsettling that there are so many who not only do not have enough brain to tell the difference between reality and fictional characters from novels, but also, worrying how many of them take the initiative to hunt me down and show up in my yard.
And if YOU are someone who things EelKat or Etiole or The Sacred Pink JellyFish are real, I would suggest you seek psychiatric help as quickly as possible. You NEED it.
Some additional thoughts on the FBI Murder Investigation of 144 & 146 Portland Ave, Old Orchard Beach, Maine:
How many murders are caused by cancel culture, have you ever wondered?
I have — because my son murdered by cancel culture, so I wonder this a lot.
I have never been able to wrap my mind around cancel culture. It has baffled me ever since I first discovered it, when the “God hates fags” group showed up in my yard to start a bonfire on my lawn and burn my books (I’m an author, 138 novels published since 1978) and I later found out the group had spent weeks on social media planning the event and gathering followers, because one minister got it into his head I was gay (I’m not) and write gay erotica (I don’t), and used gay hatred and white power rants (I’m not white, it’s the only thing they did get right) rants on Twitter to incite canceling of my supposedly gay erotica books (that were neither gay nor erotic) and get a mob to show up in my yard.
A week later a bomb blew up my house, I had to rebuild, a week to finishing rebuilding a backhoe drove over my house, 2 months (November 14, 2013) later a crazed woman with a golf club showed up at my college class shattered my spine and bashed my 8 month infant sons head in while screaming “transvestite freak” and claiming I (a cis female) was a “man in a dress”.
Because of Twitter’s cancel culture I homeless, now 11 years, I am crippled paralyzed unable to walk, now 11 years, and my son is dead and the FBI investigation of his murder is still going on these 11 years later, and the killer still walks free and unidentified, and the primary reason for being unidentified is there are over 30k people online who spread these false accusations of gay erotica and transgender about me and the FBI has to investigate EVERY SINGLE ONE OF THEM, yes, ALL of them, yes, if you’ve ever posted hate about me online you ARE being investigated for your potential involvement in my son’s murder, and in 11 years, they’ve only made it a quarter of the way through that list, and not yet found golf club woman..
And the man who started it all, Peter something, is now the biggest YouTuber in Quebec and the biggest anti trans YouTuber on the planet, and has yet to be held responsible for starting the gay erotica and transvestite rumours about me on Twitter because, for some reason there are no laws that hold cancel cries accountable for the the death and destruction their hivemind followers do after being incited into a frenzy by the cancelers tweets.
Perhaps the issue is I am too old to understand the herd mentality of cancel culture, I grew up on a very isolated egg farm and I was 42 years old before cancel culture existed, or perhaps my not using social media causes me to not understand it.
But I wonder how many people out there are like me, lives destroyed by haters, who hate things about me, that aren’t even things I am or do, because they believe one cancelers lies on Twitter and never took the time to fact check before they reacted.
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Do you know who this woman is?
If you have any information about the identity of this child murderer, please call FBI Agent Andy Drewer at 207–774–9322
She is wanted for:
- -the 2013 murder of my son, Xavier-Octavian Allen-Wildes, whom she ripped out of my 8 month pregnant belly and then used a golf club to beat his brains in on the parking lot;
- -for the attempted murder and crippling of me in 2013 (the golf club attack, after killing my son she used the same golfclub to severe my spine leaving me a quadrapalegic for 18 months)
- - & 2nd attempted murder of me 2016 (the shopping cart attack - which re-injured my 2013 spine injury, and is why I am now in a wheelchair),
- - and the murder of my dog Mickie in 2023 (poisoned the pizza I was eating which my Llasha Apso also ate) and a 3rd attempted murder of me the same day (the poisoned pizza attack).
She ALREADY has a life sentence for prison for the murder of my son, but she has not yet been identified and is still walking free.
As of 2025 she is believed to be between 70 to 80 years old now.
It is believed she was involved in the 2017 beheading of my 75 pet roosters who's headless bodies were hung from rope nooses in my rosebushed, and the May 12, 2015 beheading and vivisection of my cat Cleo who's head was nailed to my motorhome door and intestines braided to the motorhome awning.
She is suspected of being the one who is starting and spreading the UFO, alien abduction, cryptid, erotica, and other vile slanderous defamation gossip rumours about me.
She is suspected of being the one who illegally sold half of my land (now 144 Portland Ave) ILLEGALLY to Don Cooliagrd.
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as she looked November 14, 2013 - drove away in a 4 door white pick up truck; from BugLight Lighthouse, at the art studio parking lot of Southern Maine Community College |
as she looked June 24, 2016 - drove away in a mid-1990s gold Volvo 240 station wagon; from parking lot of Scarborough, walMart |
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as she looked June 2023- at PortConMaine'23 at the Round 1 bowling alley at the Maine Mall |
as she looked June 2023- at PortConMaine'23 at the Round 1 bowling alley at the Maine Mall |
On November 14, 2013, she used a golf club to bash out the brains of my 8-month-old baby Xavier-Octavian Allen. She called herself “Claire” as though she thought I knew her, but I know no one named Claire and had never seen her before. She was about 65 years old and would be around 75 years old today in 2025. The FBI believes the woman who murdered my son is the same woman who hired the backhoe to drive over my house on August 8, 2013, a few weeks before my son’s murder.
If you know evil is going on and you do nothing about it, are you not also evil?
If you stand by doing nothing, when evil happens, are you not supporting that evil by allowing it to continue?
You can not stand by silent about evil you witnessed, unless you support that evil being done.
If you know evil is going on and you turn a blind eye to it, you are evil.
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If you have any information about the identity of this child murderer,
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 My house at 146 Portland Ave, Old Orchard Beach, Maine, on July 4, 2013 and on August 8, 2013 after vandals drove a backhoe over it. The backhoe is still running in this photo, I got home from work while they were doing it and the white haired man jumped out and ran away leaving the backhoe running, until it ran out of gas. It sat in my yard for 6 months until the police finally towed it away. |
She is the same woman who severed my spine with the same golf club used to murder my baby. She had distinctive two-inch wide stripes in her hair all the way around her head, platinum blond and dark reddish brown, in a pageboy haircut.
If you have any information about the identity of this child murderer,please call FBI Agent Andy Drewer at 207–774–9322
Of the Portland, Maine FBI Office, 4th floor, Middle Street Portland.
If you know evil is going on and you do nothing about it, are you not also evil?
If you stand by doing nothing, when evil happens, are you not supporting that evil by allowing it to continue?
You can not stand by silent about evil you witnessed, unless you support that evil being done.
If you know evil is going on and you turn a blind eye to it, you are evil.
FAQ: How Did the FBI get involved?
The FBI believes this woman who crippled me and murdered my baby on November 14, 2013, is connected to the backhoe that illegally drove over my house making me homeless on August 8, 2013.
Between June 2001 and continuing on into 2025, there have been over 200 violent attacks on 146 Portland Ave, Old orchard Beach, Maine, including the beheading of 75 pet roosters April 2007, whose headless bodies were hung in my rosebushes from rope nooses.
The FBI believes ALL of these events are being done in an attempt to drive me off my land.
According to the FBI, in 2007, a developer went to the Old Orchard Beach Town Hall and filed an illegal building permit for a 27 unit condominium, on my land and CLAIMED to be the owner of my land. This land has been in my family since 1531, we are Native Americans of the Kickapoo tribe and there are more than 500 graves, most dating from the 1500s to 1600s on my land.
This land has been in my family well over 500 years, and I inherited it from my grandmother Helen Ricker Allen in 1983.
The FBI believes, ALL of the slander/rumours that falsely accuse me of being transgender were ALSO started by this woman who murdered my son, in a further attempt to drive me from my land via working locals of Old Orchard Beach into a trans-hating frenzy.
If you are a real estate agent and ANY ONE contacts you interested in buying 146 Portland Ave, Old Orchard Beach, Maine, PLEASE report that "client" IMMEDIATLY to FBI Agent Andy Drewer, head of my son's murder investigation, and head of the investigation into the 200+ acts of vandalism and hate crimes which have occurred at 146 Portland Ave, Old Orchard Beach, Maine between 2001 to 2025.
If you have ANY information about ANY of the incidents, attacks, vandalisms, and hate crimes that took place between 2001 and 2025, on 146 Portland Ave, Old Orchard Beach, Maine, please give that information to FBI agent Andy Drewer as well.
If you know evil is going on and you do nothing about it, are you not also evil?
If you stand by doing nothing, when evil happens, are you not supporting that evil by allowing it to continue?
You can not stand by silent about evil you witnessed, unless you support that evil being done.
If you know evil is going on and you turn a blind eye to it, you are evil.
My land is not for sale and ANY ONE offering to buy it is likely connected to this woman who murdered my son.
ANYONE interested in buying my land has a HIGH PROBABILITY of being hired BY MY SON'S MURDERER, and you MUST send their information to the FBI.
If you have any information about the identity of this child murderer,
please call FBI Agent Andy Drewer at 207–774–9322She shows up at my yard (both in Old Orchard and in Biddeford), at my college classes, at my workplace... always violent and smashing things, always yelling "transvestite freak" and similar hate slurs about transgender people (she seems to believe I am transgender even though I am I cis woman, and her hatred of transgender people seems to be her primary motive.).
At one point the man who was with her called her "Vallerie". But she herself talked of herself (in a bizarre, not how normal people talk "3rd person") Claire. She kept saying things like "I'm Claire, bitch!" and "I'm Claire you fucking transvestite freak!"
She really, really, really, really was going overboard in emphasizing that her name was Claire - to the point that I am led to believe that her name is NOT Claire, and that she was in fact pretending to be someone else, who's name was Claire.
The fact that the man with her (who was later discovered to be a Biddeford police officer - he was identified in February 2025 when he was killed in a car accident in New Hampshire.) called her "Vallerie" and not "Claire" when he talked to her, indicates, that her name is more likely to be Valerie, then Claire.
But I know no one named either Vallerie or Claire, and outside of these events where she shows up and attacks, I've never seen this woman before and have no clue who she is.
She has attacked more then a dozen times, IN ADDITION to the golf club attack when she murdered my son and crippled me.
She frequently dies her hair and wears wigs. And has looked quite different in the over TWELVE YEARS of her stalking and harassment
If you know evil is going on and you do nothing about it, are you not also evil?
If you stand by doing nothing, when evil happens, are you not supporting that evil by allowing it to continue?
You can not stand by silent about evil you witnessed, unless you support that evil being done.
If you know evil is going on and you turn a blind eye to it, you are evil.
I have 3 broken vertebrae, 3 ruptured discs, a broken sariliac, hip dysplasia (broken hip and broken pelvic bone, with hip bone pushed back into pelvic bone and fused together), in addition to rheumatism in both hips, both knees, and both wrists, as well as MS.
Rheumatism I've had since I was 8.
MS I've had since I was 16.
All the rest was done by the crazy blonde woman with the golf club, November 14, 2013, at Southern Maine Community College. I was also 8 months pregnant and she murdered my son as well. I was paralyzed for 18 months and had to relearn to walk. Her hair was wild extreme unnatural rave style 2 to 3 inch wide platinum blond and dark blonde-brown stripes.
I found a pin that shows a similar hairstyle:
https://www.pinterest.com/pin/tonos-de-cabello-rubio--322148179608879161/In May 2015 I returned to work, walking minimally with a cane.
On June 24, 2016, the same mystery blond woman with her hair now dyed rusted reddish blond, woman, this time driving a late 1990s vintage gold Volvo 240 station wagon, drove up beside my car, while I was putting groceries in my car at Scarborough Walmart, jumped out, grabbed an empty shopping cart from the shopping cart corral, and attacked again, same as she did with golf club three years earlier. This attack is the one which caused worse damage, and I have still not yet recovered from now in 2025.
In the 2016 attack, her hair was dyed an unnatural burgundy red, with slight grey roots growing out, the same unnatrually straitened pageboy style, and she was wearing a burgundy sweater that time.
In the 2016 attack, her hair was dyed an unnatural burgundy red, with slight grey roots growing out, the same unnatrually straitened pageboy style, and she was wearing a burgundy sweater that time.
She most often looks like this, with the red hair... and it was what she looked like on the December 24, 2016 Christmas Eve attack at my dad's apartment building. And THIS attack we have on camera, and so we have actual video footage of her... including, we have audio files of her yelling and chanting "transvestite freak!" while shooting a gun, during the Christmas Eve attack at 27 High Street, Biddeford, Maine.
If you know evil is going on and you do nothing about it, are you not also evil?
If you stand by doing nothing, when evil happens, are you not supporting that evil by allowing it to continue?
You can not stand by silent about evil you witnessed, unless you support that evil being done.
If you know evil is going on and you turn a blind eye to it, you are evil.
Her hair has been a different colour each time she has shown up. In 2021 it was a neon dayglow purple, but still the same pageboy. The 2021 attack she was wearing a black poly satin dress with neon lime green trim
If you know evil is going on and you do nothing about it, are you not also evil?
If you stand by doing nothing, when evil happens, are you not supporting that evil by allowing it to continue?
You can not stand by silent about evil you witnessed, unless you support that evil being done.
If you know evil is going on and you turn a blind eye to it, you are evil.
Her hair has been a different colour each time she has shown up. In 2021 it was a neon dayglow purple, but still the same pageboy. The 2021 attack she was wearing a black poly satin dress with neon lime green trim
When she showed up at PortCon 2023 and the Round 1 at the Maine Mall the same day, she was again wearing the black dressed, but this time her hair was died black, but she was wearing a neon dayglow lime green "clown wig".
Her face is covered in deep "smokers wrinkles" and her skin is very, very abnormally dry and flakey.
She had a somewhat large nose, (kind of more like a man's nose then a woman's nose) and very thin lips (almost none existant, again, more like a man's lips, then a womans)... she is a LOT bigger then me... a LOT - I am 5'6" and she's maybe 5'11" to 6'2"... she's like really, really, really big.
When she showed up at PortCon 2023 and the Round 1 at the Maine Mall the same day, she was again wearing the black dressed, but this time her hair was died black, but she was wearing a neon dayglow lime green "clown wig".
at one point at the Round One in the Maine Mall attack, she pulled off the green clown wig while she was yelling and her hair was a black-black super fake dyed black pageboy.
If you know evil is going on and you do nothing about it, are you not also evil?
If you stand by doing nothing, when evil happens, are you not supporting that evil by allowing it to continue?
You can not stand by silent about evil you witnessed, unless you support that evil being done.
If you know evil is going on and you turn a blind eye to it, you are evil.
The 2016 attack is the one that did the most damage and. That is why I have the cane, walker, rollator, and wheelchair. And which one I use is determined by how much pain I am in at the time I try to stand and move.
She is the one the FBI is looking for. He said he thinks Bruce’s family knows who she is. He said they become alarmigly, agitated, evasive, and violently hostile whenever questioned about her.
If you have any information about my son’s murderer, please call FBI Agent Andy Drewer at 207–774–9322
If you know evil is going on and you do nothing about it, are you not also evil?
If you stand by doing nothing, when evil happens, are you not supporting that evil by allowing it to continue?
You can not stand by silent about evil you witnessed, unless you support that evil being done.
If you know evil is going on and you turn a blind eye to it, you are evil.
She is the same woman who severed my spine with the same golf club used to murder my baby. She had distinctive two-inch wide stripes in her hair all the way around her head, platinum blond and dark reddish brown, in a pageboy haircut.
If you have any information about the identity of this child murderer,please call FBI Agent Andy Drewer at 207–774–9322
I have 3 broken vertebrae, 3 ruptured discs, a broken sariliac, hip dysplasia (broken hip and broken pelvic bone, with hip bone pushed back into pelvic bone and fused together), in addition to rheumatism in both hips, both knees, and both wrists, as well as MS.
Rheumatism I've had since I was 8.
MS I've had since I was 16.
All the rest was done by the crazy blonde woman with the golf club, November 14, 2013, at Southern Maine Community College. I was also 8 months pregnant and she murdered my son as well. I was paralyzed for 18 months and had to relearn to walk. Her hair was wild extreme unnatural rave style 2 to 3 inch wide platinum blond and dark blonde-brown stripes.
In May 2015 I returned to work, walking minimally with a cane.
On June 24, 2016, the same mystery blond woman with her hair now dyed rusted reddish blond, woman, this time driving a late 1990s vintage gold Volvo 240 station wagon, drove up beside my car, while I was putting groceries in my car at Scarborough Walmart, jumped out, grabbed an empty shopping cart from the shopping cart corral, and attacked again, same as she did with golf club three years earlier. This attack is the one which caused worse damage, and I have still not yet recovered from now in 2025.
That is why I have the cane, walker, rollator, and wheelchair. And which one I use is determined by how much pain I am in at the time I try to stand and move.
She is the one the FBI is looking for. He said he thinks Bruce’s family knows who she is. He said they become alarmingly, agitated, evasive, and violently hostile whenever questioned about her.
If you have any information about my son’s murderer, please call FBI Agent Andy Drewer at 207–774–9322
If you know evil is going on and you do nothing about it, are you not also evil?
If you stand by doing nothing, when evil happens, are you not supporting that evil by allowing it to continue?
You can not stand by silent about evil you witnessed, unless you support that evil being done.
If you know evil is going on and you turn a blind eye to it, you are evil.
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