FAQ: What are the most visited pages on this website and how many visits do they get?

Several years ago, I wrote an article on how to write different types of magic uses, or rather how I personally write various types of magic users within the context of my Quaraun books. Today that page is one of my top ten most visited articles. It gets 50 to 500 views/reads/hits/visits per day depending on the time of the years and has had over 200k visits total since it was published.

Amphibious Aliens: Debunking The Atwater Family's Alien Abduction Hoax with more then 30MILLION reads since 2007 and The GoldenEagle: Debunking Stephen King's World's Most Haunted Car Hoax with over tenMILLION reads since 2007 still rank as the two most visited articles on my website, but, neither of those are writing related.

Writing Medieval Servants is my most visited writing related article with over 7MILLION reads.

The most requested, but apparently not so easy to find writing article is EelKat's Park Bench Method To Writing (you have to scroll half way down the page to find it. It's after the list of writing prompts). The name of the page is NOT "EelKat's Park Bench Method of Writing" which is why you guys have so much trouble finding it, LOL!)

This website was started in 1996 and has 1 to 3 new articles (all written by me, I am the only writer on this site) published almost daily. In 2017 we crossed ten thousand articles published. As of 2023, EACH article gets MINIMUM 10 to 70 reads PER DAY, with the high traffic articles getting 500+ reads per day.

And since December 2019, my website now gets three hundred thousand to 7 million reads per month - well over ONE HUNDRED MILLION PAGE READS PER YEAR, making it not only the single most trafficked site in the State of Maine, but also one of the most visited websites in ALL OF NEW ENGLAND!

{{{HUGS}}} Thank you to all my readers for making this possible!

Did the sign on my car send you here?

If so, you are looking for this page: NEVER FORGET!

Too Gay For Old Orchard Beach?

You might be surprised at what counts as "gay" in a town were beating pregnant women with golf clubs is seen as a good way to get rid of the "gayz". What made a straight, pregnant cis-female count as gay and get her deemed worthy of her unborn baby murdered with golf clubs? She was wearing pink.

I'm not gay, but that didn't stop them from saying I wass "Too Gay For The Family Friendly Town of Old Orchard Beach" while beating me with golf clubs , crippling me for the rest of my life, and doing so while I was 8 months pregnant and murdering my baby, days before his birth.

You want this page: TRIGGERED!

Looking for Stephen King's Thinner Gypsies, The World's Most Haunted Car, The Real Christine, or The Story of Etiole?

Those are all here: Amphibious Aliens aka Debunking The Atwater Clan's UFO Hoax and the TRUTH behind the severely disfigured World War 2 homeless vet local jackasses accuse of being an alien/demon/cryptid

and

The GoldenEagle: An Auto-Biography of The world's Most Haunted Car, and The TRUTH behind the myth aka Why I HATE Stephen King and wish all his jackass fans would get the hell out of my life. I'm sick of the stupid ass Stephen King rumors.

UPDATE November 21, 2023:

Since I keep getting asked what exactly it was like being in the Thinner movie, here's a recap of the terror the white men put us Gypsies through.

So, since I can't count or do math or numbers and stuff, I just asked someone can you do the math and figure this out for me, to figure out how old me and my brothers were when this happened, and here is the result:

When the Stephen King film crew was trespassing on my farm and illegally filming, me, my cars, my house, and my three brothers for the Thinner movie, and saying that I was "the real Gypsy witch" that Stephen King had based his fictional Gypsy witch off of, and saying Stephen King told them to come here and film me, even though they had no consent forms, permission, or permits to do so: I was 14 years old, and my 3 brothers were aged 2, 1, and not yet 6 months old. So all 4 of us were minors.

And the time prior to that with the Christine movie, when they did the same thing about my Dodge - I was 4 years old, still a toddler.

And I was 16 years old wen he doxxed my family on late night television and told his fans to go visit our farm and see how we Gypsies lived.

So, I was FOUR YEARS OLD when Stephen King started slandering my car calling it haunted by an evil spirit and FOURTEEN years old when Stephen King started slandering me calling me a Gypsy witch and SIXTEEN years old when he started doxxing me and sending his fans to my house to harass me and my car.

However, I was 33 years old, the first time I found out who Stephen King was and was able to find out the names of the 2 movies (Thinner and Christine) that I was illegally in and had illegally been filmed on my land. I found out October 2013 in Robert Vettes Movies in Literature class at Southern Maine Community College, when one of the students in the class recognized me from the Thinner movie and went giddy "OH my god, its, you!" then told the class, that's the girl from Thinner. (I did not know the name of the movie illegally filmed on my land until October 2013, even though it had happened in 1994). 

As I said before, I had no idea who Stephen King was until 2019, just 4 years ago, because I had never read his books or watched his movies, and we had no electricity, lived off grid in the forest, and before 2007 Portland Ave was a dirt road with no condos, and fewer then one hundred houses in the entire 3 mile stretch of road. The road was paved in 2007 and condos started going up the same time, with over 3k acres of forest mass clear cut to put the condos in. AND: I was locked in this "room" from 1983 to 2010: 

My uncles are extremely superstitious and THEY are the ones who run around telling people I am a witch, but what Gypsies call a witch and what Americans think of as a witch are 2 vastly different things. Americans think of witches as members of the religion Wicca, and see witches as ordinary Humans with pagan beliefs. Gypsies however follow ancient Persian beliefs, and in Gypsy culture a witch is NOT seen as Human, but rather is a type of Dev (devil aka Demon) that is a type of Jinn (Genie) which is seen as a creature from a Hell Dimension trapped on Earth and having magic powers.

So, when my uncles, aunts, mother, and cousins tell you I am a witch, they DO NOT mean Wicca, what they mean is, they are saying I am NOT Human, that I am a type of Jinn known as a Dev, which is where the word Devil and Demon both come from. In other words when they tell you I am a witch, they are telling you I am a Demon.

And this was the case with The Thinner movie filming. As I said, NORMALLY, I was in this room:

Which I was locked in when I was 8 years old BECAUSE, according to my mother and her brothers, I was a Demon and could not be in contact with Humans, my evil powers needed to be suppressed, my name was not allowed to be spoken (which is why I did not know what my name was prior to my signing up for college in 2010 at age 31 - this was why the college brought in social worker, because I did not know my name, my age, my birth date, what a social security number was, I had never heard of any of those things before, all I know about my name was that my mother called me "competition bitch" (which is what I thought my name was and was the name I gave the college when they asked for my name - for most of my life I thought "bitch" was my last name and "competition" was my first name as this is the only thing my mother ever called me) and my uncles called me "the changeling", "Eva's evil spirit", or "the Demon". The social workers the college called in took my finger prints and found that when I was 4 years old my grandmother had had me fingerprinted by the police and had told the police she believed my uncles would try to kill me, because they thought I was not human.

These records were found in the Old Orchard Beach Police Department, who still had in 2010, my grandmother's police report stating my mother and her brothers were claiming the real Human baby had been switched by a demon changeling baby, and that my grandmother requested I be fingerprinted in case my mother and her brothers ever killed me and the police needed to identify my body. I was 4 years old when my grandmother Helen Ricker allen (my father's mother) filed that report.

And had she NOT filed that report, the college and the social workers would never have been able to trace my name Wendy Christine Allen, or my birth date, because that event of me being fingerprinted at the OOBPD when I was 4 years old was the ONLY paperwork that existed to even prove I ever existed.

In any case, my mother and her brother Bruce were adamant that I was a demon and that I was not allowed to eat Human food, sleep in Human beds... and yes, at 31 years old when the college asked my gender, I responded to not knowing what that word meant, they said male or female, which again I responded to not knowing what that meant, and asked "Do you mean like Human or Demon? I know I'm not Human, but I don't believe I am Demon. I might be an Elf" and at first they thought I was joking, but then they sent people to the house to see the room and then they met my mother and my uncle Bruce, both of who told the college social workers that yes indeed I was a Demon, I was not a Human.

These are the events which lead to the team of psychiatrists from Australia who arrived to do their study on "A real live feral child, its a once in a life time opportunity to see if feral children can assimilate into normal society, oh boy!"  

The fact remains, I was told from infancy that I was no Human, "you are a Demon and demons are unloved and unwanted, unrighteous and unfaithful, there is no place for your kind among us Humans" I was told this by my mother every day.

In 2019 I had DNA testing done to prove to my uncles that I was a Human and not a Demon, but they said the DNA tests only prove science is a thing controlled by Satan to deceive them. So they still think I am a Demon, but at least I can prove I am Human to anyone else if I have to now. Etoile was DNA tested in 2019 as well, and yeah, he's also Human, not an alien or demon, so, we've debunked the whole haunted car thing once and for all. 

What's this got to do with Stephen King?

Apparently quite a lot. According to the FBI (who are here investigating my son's murder, which happened November 14, 2013), in addition to the 2 movies he illegally filmed me in, there are well over a dozen novels nd as many movies about me: the mute autistic feral child with demon powers.

Other things the FBI found out: Stephen King was neighbour to my uncle David. My mother worked at White Star Laundry the same time Stephen King worked there. My mother was a chambermaid at a hotel and had to take the hotel linens to White Star Laundry to be mangled a thing she did alongside Stephen King. My step father Wayne Witten lived next door to White Star Laundry and Stephen King on his lunch break would eat on the picnic tables behind my step father's house and talk to my step father, they were good friends. And it was through these connections in the 1970s and 1980s, that Stephen King found out about me, my car, and somehow got it into his head that I MUST be in his Thinner movie because I was after all the REAL Gypsy Witch.

To my knowledge I never met Stephen King, but a lot of his fans tell me I have met him. They claim he was in my yard with the film crew specifically BECAUSE he wanted to see for himself "the real Gypsy witch". I do not remember him there that day.

What I remember happening was this:

Both David and Bruce were there. They dragged me out of the room... THIS ROOM:

...they dragged me out of the room, gibbering in a panic. Two grown men in their 50+s acting scared out of their mind. They were lining up all the cars, because a group of white Americans had invaded the farm and were demanding we Gypsies line our cars up. Some guy was running around screaming about fog, angry at the lack of fog, screaming for someone to go get fog machines. It 1A.M., about an hour past midnight, pitch black out, but there were big bright spotlights EVERYWHERE, making it brighter then high noon. Tons of white American were running back and forth and gibbering about stuff, but I don't know what it was. Most of the clan spoke Gaelic back then, none of us knew much by the way of English, so figuring out most of what the trespassers was saying was impossible for most of us Gypsies.

At the time there were well over a hundred Gypsies living on our farm, most of them living in tents set up along the Tom Miller side of the farm, behind a corn field. There were dozens of small Gypsy children (my cousins; mostly David and Brucie's kids I think) being ushered away by their mothers, who were running past my Dodge 330 and hiding the children in the swamp behind my car. 

This one, seen here in the exact spot they had set up around it:

The Americans had lots of spotlights on my car and running around taking pictures of it - note that my car was IN THE WOODS more then 250 feet off the road, BEHIND a rose garden, BEHIND a shed, BEHIND a barn, and could not be seen from the road, and could not be found unless someone had told them where it was.  See picture above.

My mother was running around screaming, dragging my 3 baby brothers (all 3 of whom were under 2 years old at the time, the youngest only 2 months old). Bruce was dragging me across the yard, shrieking that I needed to use my powers to summon evil spirits to drive out the evil white men who had invaded our farm.

My father was in the 1974 AMC Gremlin, my mother was piling into it with him and shoving my brothers in the back seat, then shoved me in the back seat... YES... this does mean that me, my father, my mother, and all 3 of my younger brothers are in The Thinner movie, wherever it is in the Thinner movie where you see the parade of Gypsy cars, we are in one of those cars. I have never seen The Thinner movie so I don't know where in the movie that is, but people have told me it's right in the first 15 minutes of the movie in the opening scene. 

The thing is, NONE OF US Gypsies had any clue this was a film crew filming a movie... we thought it was a terrorist attack and we thought we were being kidnapped and we were scared out of or minds.

Next thing I know we - in the 1974 AMC Gremlin - are in a parade like situation as EVERY aunt and uncle, all lane up their cars and we follow a big black box truck, that was covered in spotlights and film movie cameras, filming us in our cars as we drive from 146 Portland Ave, to Shop N Save (now called Hannaford) parking lot in Saco, just off Exit 5, across the street from Dairy Queen. 

Saco and Old Orchard Beach police cars are EVERYWHERE - dozens of them, closing off all the roads: Ross Road, Portland Ave, Cascade Road, Rout 1/Portland Rd, and the Exit 5 section of the Maine Turnpike are all closed, as this herd of angry white men, use big box trucks and tall tree-stands of spotlights to keep us Gypsies 30 to 40 cars in line and driving. Full hostage situation going on here as terrified Gypsy women and children are praying to God to save them, and screaming in full terror convinced the white men are going to rape them and kidnap their children. My family, all of them - over a hundred Gypsies - 100% convinced these are terrorists and we are being herded off to be slaughtered.  

At Shop N Save there are HUNDREDS of white men, and probably Stephen King, thinking back, as there was a HUGE crowd of shrieking yelling people, that could have been fans chasing someone famous? I don't know. It was just mass terror for us Gypsies so we were not thinking of who those people were, we were just looking for an out, anyways to ram through the police barricades with our cars, maybe run over white people to gain our freedom out of this bizarre hostage situation we were in.

A very angry man, started ordering us to drive our cars up on to the bridge and lots of our women were convinced the evil white men were forcing us up on to the Exit 5 overpass to throw their babies off the bridge and all the women started pleading for mercy and begging for the white men to spare the children. They made us drive our cars across the overpass back to the rotary across from 7-11 in Old Orchard, back around on to the turnpike, several times. 

After about 5 hours of our people begging, crying, and pleading for their lives, the evil terrorist white men who took us hostage, suddenly packed up and drove away.

Confused, we Gypsies clamoured back into our cars and sped back to 146 Portland, my farm, and have NEVER had contact with white men or Americans EVER AGAIN.

This event is WHY us Gypsies of Old Orchard, Saco, and Biddeford live in mortal terror of white men in general and Americans especially. At no point were we ever told this was a movie being filmed and to this day most of the women involved in this event have severe post traumatic stress disorder.

And until October 2013... NONE of us knew that what had happened was a film crew filming The Thinner movie.

NONE of us had ever heard of Stephen King before.

We did not have electricity, we didn't even know what movies were.

We had no idea what was going on, we ALL thought we were being kidnapped.

THAT is the extent of our connection to Stephen King. 

To this day we do not know who sent those evil white men to our farm to terrorize us.

I am just so sick of Stephen King fans showing up in my yard and asking me tons of questions about Stephen King, asking what my favorite Stephen King book is, what my favorite Stephen King movie is, when I FUCKING DO'NT KNOW ONE DAMNED THING ABOUT FUCKING STEPHEN KING!

I have never read one of his books.

I have never read one of his movies.

I don't know anything about him!

If you want to know something about Stephen King, GO ASK HIM! Stop bugging me!

His fans started showing up calling me "The Gypsy Witch" in 1997. I have spent the last three decards chasing those fucking stalker shit jackasses out of my yard!

And for most of that time I had no fucking clue what they were even talking about.

Confusing as Hell all these people showing up, at one point THIRTY THOUSAND of them showed up at once, because, I don't know it was the anniversary of something and they decided to invade my farm. 

Since 1997, I have had nothing but endless home invasions, endless vandalisms, endless lack of privacy, ALL from people who want to touch the haunted car or hire the Gypsy witch to cast a curse on someone, and here I am, I can't figure out why they think my car is haunted, why they are calling me a Gypsy witch, or why they think I know how to cast curses! 

Stephen King's fans are fucking insane and I hate them! Nthing but a bunch of fucking jackasses with no respect for private property, no respect for the rights of others, spending 90% of their time doxxing me and telling even more fans to fucking show up in my yard. 

I had to put my car in storage, because it got so bad, that a fucking pack of religious nuts, showed up to cut it in half while chanting they had to kill the demon by killing the car!

There are no fucking demons and my car is not haunted! What the fuck is wrong with you people!

And just because I am a Gypsy, doesn't make me a witch, you fucking jackass privileged racist white bigoted bastards!

I am so sick of white people treating us Gypsies like animals!

Look at what the college did!

That whole fucking thing calling me a feral child and sending a team of a dozen psychiatrists to follow me around with cameras recording every minute of my life like I was some fucking lab rat!

I'm a NOT a feral child.

I'm from a different culture!

Growing up without electricity, is something BILLIONS OF PEOPLE do every day, are still doing right now, and have done for thousands of years.

Americans like to worship George Washington.

George washington did not have electricity, are you gonna call him a feral child too?

No! Of course not. Why would you? He's white.

Nine tenths of the planet doesn't speak English. Are you gonna call all of THEM feral children too?

Not being white doesn't make me a feral child.

Growing up without the privileged luxuries Americans have, doesn't make me a feral child. 

Not knowing how to speak English doesn't make me a feral child.

I am so sick of the way white people think they can do or say anything to or about us non-white people, no matter how cruel or mean, and think it's okay.

Just because we Gypsies are not white, doesn't make us any less Human.

Just because some Gypsies don't speak English does not make us not Human.

Just because most Gypsies do not live in houses, does not make us either non-human or feral children.

You people ought to be ashamed of yourselves.

Calling my car haunted! Calling me a witch! Calling my friend an alien! Why? Because you're white and we're not, so you think that makes it okay?

Judgy high polluting, bigitted gossiping white trash like you is what's wrong with society.

People like Stephen King wouldn't be able to get away with the white trash abuse of minorities, like what his film crew did to my family, if racist white shits like you didn't glorify the stupid ass stereotypes movies like Thinner pin on races like us Gypsies.

What Stephen King's film crew did was deplorable, and that you people are fans of racists, minority abusing white trash like that is disgusting.

>>>Is there some place I can see the Thinner Gremlin?

No. I still have it, but... 

Both the cars of mine that were in the Thinner movie was destroyed, both by the same person.

The 1974 AMC Gremlin, was smashed apart with a sledge hammer. It was smashed in so many pieces that there is no piece bigger then 8 inches long. I still have it.

That's what is in the line of a dozen or so 5 gallon pails behind my motorhome - all the thousands of chopped up bits of metal, chrome, and glass in those buckets, used to be a 1974 AMC Gremlin. I don't know if its possible to piece it back together, but I still have it. You just can't tell that it ever used to be a car. There was also a 1976 AMC Hornet and a 1978 AMC Gremlin, those 2 were also in the movie and also destroyed by a sledgehammer the same day. I don't have the parts of those 2 anymore.  

There was a blue Chevy Citation and a Red Crown Victoria, in the movie as well. Same woman, same sledgehammer, but not the same day, she got those 2 about 3 years later.

The 1964 Dodge 330 was not running in 1994, but they took a lot of video and photos of it. That one was chainsawed May 10, 2010, same woman did the vandalism of all 6 cars.

This is what she did to the Golden Eagle:

We found it in Freeport a 7 hour drive from my farm. The guy she sold it to had seen the Thinner movie, recognized it and contacted me to see if it was my car.

He loaded it's remains up on a flatbed and delivered it back to me May 15, 2010. I've had it in storage ever since so that it doesn't end up chopped up in a row of 5 gallon pails like my 1974 AMC Gremlin did.

Since 2016 same woman has vandalized my Volvo more then a dozen times. She's quite insane, and yes the FBI knows who she is - she's the one they have a surveillance set up for aacross the street from her house - they think she is the one who murdered my son with a golf club November 14, 2013.

The FBI says she's been going after EVERYONE who has ANY connection at all to the Thinner movie. She's also in the Thinner movie, she's a Gypsy who was traumatized that day, the FBI thinks she wants all evidence of the Thinner movie wiped out of existence. 

I don't know who else she has attacked out what else she has destroyed, the FBI said she is friends with the backhoe driver who drove over my house and that house, yes, was also in the Thinner movie. This house:

The FBI says there are eleven other families who were in the Thinner movie, that she has been harassing and vandalizing, same way she's been harassing and vandalising me. The FBI did not say who the other eleven families were, but they said she's been doing a lot of damage to a lot of people and my son was not the only murder they are investigating. The FBI said there are seve n others who were killed who had connections to the Thinner movie.

She's just actively obliterating EVERYTHING that was in any way connected to the Thinner movie.

The FBI says they have been trying to get in touch with ALL the Gypsies who were in the Thinner movie, apparently there were quite a few Gypsy families throughout Old Orchard, Saco, and Biddeford who were in the movie, but the FBI says most are slamming doors in the FBI agents faces and refusing to talk to them. I'm not surprised. We Gypsies of the Saco Bay Area of York County, Maine, do not like dealing with Americans, not since 1994, not since the Thinner movie was filmed. There is no Gypsy around here who trusts a white American any more.

>>>Is The GoldenEagle haunted?

No. That's just an urban legend started by paranoid locals and made famous by Stephen King, who jumped on the local rumors and ran with it. More info here.

NEVER FORGET! WHY these people call my car haunted.

My son is dead, murdered, a golf club smashed out his brain in the Southern Maine Community College parking lot, and these venomous meddlers are actively sabotaging the investigation.

Why?

What conceivable reason, other than their own guilt, could drive someone to obstruct justice? Anyone hindering a murder investigation warrants suspicion. Anyone standing in the way of justice for a baby's death cannot be trusted, because NO INNOCENT soul would EVER seek to OBSTRUCT an inquiry into such a tragedy! It's time to probe their motives! It's time to scrutinize their loyalties.

NEVER FORGET! My son was murdered, and these malevolent people are tirelessly working to bury the truth. They are exerting every ounce of influence to erase the memory of my son's death. Why? No innocent person would go to such lengths. NEVER FORGET! Their efforts to impede the investigation signify their guilt. It's time to cast a blazing light on those actively hindering justice for my son's murderer. My son's killer roams freely, and these obstructors play a role in this grave injustice.

I don't think my baby deserved to die just because I wanted to go to school and learn how to read and write.

Yes I am a female, but that does not mean I do not deserve to learn how to read. How you people treat us women is wrong.

They beat me up, crippled me, and killed my baby because I am a woman and I tried to enroll in college. That is not right. What you men are doing is wrong. We women deserve to get an education as well.

Now, to try to cover up what they did, they spread slanderous rumors and lies about me, my car, and my friend. They call me a witch, say I cast curses, call me an alien abductee, call my friend a demon, an evil spirit, or an alien, and because he is a homeless veteran from WW2 who sleeps in my car at night, they say my car is haunted and that he is the evil spirit haunting it. All because they want you to forget that hey MURDERED my 8 month old baby, because they are bigots who did not believe women should be allowed to attend college.

There is no haunted car.

There are no demons.

There are no ghosts.

There are no cryptids.

There are no aliens.

There are no witches.

There are no curses.

There is a just a crippled woman  and her homeless veteran friend, hunting for the bigots he murdered their son.

NEVER FORGET! My son's cries were silenced by those who now hide in the shadows of deceit. Only the guilty fear the piercing light of truth. What sins are they concealing by obstructing the investigation?

It's time to expose the motives of those hindering my son's relentless pursuit of justice. Why silence the pursuit? Why weave tales of demons and witches? What horrors are they desperate to shroud behind their delusions of ghosts and aliens?

NEVER FORGET! Never dismiss the malevolence that claimed my family with the murder of my son! Never forget the sacrifice education demands from us females! Our battle goes beyond mere shelter and freedom; it's a fight for the very right to be treated as human beings! Come together with me, for my baby's death should kindle a fervent call for justice!

NEVER FORGET! My son's heart echoes no more, snuffed out by those who now shield themselves in falsehoods. Only the guilty fear the light of truth. What sins are they concealing by stopping the investigation? It's time to unravel the motives of those thwarting my quest for justice.

Why silence the cries?

Why fabricate tales of demons and witches and aliens and haunted cars?

What horrors are they desperately hiding behind their fantasies of ghosts and aliens? This is worse, then blind leading the blind, this is the hateful, leading the foolish, the evil, wolves of decit, pulling the wool over your eyes! Open your eyes. See the truth! There is nothing in their talk of demons and witchcraft, but victim shaming and slander.

Evil people do evil things.

Look at the evil they are doing to me right now, look at their tales of hauntings, ghosts, evil spirits, curses, aliens, and witchcraft!

It is THEM who is evil, by their own evil talk of demons, they prove how evil they are. By their attempts to hinder the police, they prove how guilty they are.

It's one thing if you stand back and do nothing, but it's another thing entirely, if you are going out of your way to deliberately try to stop the police and FBI investigation.

My son is dead and I want to find his killer, and the police are trying to find his killer, but these people, these bigots, these hate mongers, they are doing everything in their power to hinder the police investigation. And by doing that they make themselves look very guilty.

WHO other then the killer, has a reason to want my son's murder investigation stopped?

WHO other then the murderer has a motive to try to hinder the investigation?

WHO other then the murderer had MOTIVE to call my car haunted?

You tell me that.

And then you turn an eye of suspicion on ANYONE who is making active attempts to hinder or put a stop to my son's murder investigation. No one who has nothing to hide, is going to try to stop the police from doing their job. No one who is NOT guilty, has any reason to be upset over police trying to find my son's killer. If they have nothing to hide, then why are they being so vocal in saying this investigation must be put to an end?

Update: November 17, 2023
I'm adding this here to the "Is your car haunted" question, because it goes into more detail on WHY people call my car haunted and why I'm fucking sick of it.

(Answering a question asked on FaceBook)

Ask yourself this:

WHO is telling you about cats? Whoever it is, THEY have something to hide, otherwise they would NOT be lying to you about me. Look at THEM with eyes of deep suspicion, trust NOTHING that person tells you, and call FBI Agent Andy Drewer @ 207-774-9322 and tell him WHO that person is and EVERYTHING this person has EVER told you.

WHO is this person, and WHAT was their MOTIVE for telling you these things? 

Was their motive to hurt my reputation? 

Was their motive to cause harm to my family? 

Was their motive to get you to FORGET my son was murdered? Was their motive to make you think I’m crazy, to discredit my request for witnesses to my son’s murder to call the FBI?

I want you to REALLY step back and take a good long look at the person you said contacted you, and you ask yourself WHY did they contact you? WHAT was their intent? What was their MOTIVE?

WHY did they feel the NEED to lie to you about me?

If someone who felt the need to tell you about me vs cats has contacted you, call FBI Agent Andy Drewer @ 207-774-9322 and tell him WHO that person is and EVERYTHING this person has EVER told you.

YES, even if it was my mother, YES, even if it was my father, YES, even if it was Ben, and, YES, ESPECIALLY if it was Barbara or ANYONE, in any shape, or form related to Barbara or ANY of the rest of the Atwaters. They are the top suspects the FBI is looking at right now; the FBI believes a FAMILY MEMBER/RELATIVE murdered my son. As of November 17, 2023 - the FBI is putting all focus on looking for ANY information about Barbara's   family and their connection to my son’s murder - new information just came forward and her family just took number 1 spot as the primary suspects.

REMEMBER: My son was murdered, and the killer is DESPERATELY trying to make you forget about my son's murder, by making up wild outlandish rumors about me, and the person who is creating those rumors IS my son's murderer.

The FBI wants to know WHO is the SOURCE of these rumors about me.

The FBI wants to know WHO is spreading the cat lies, because THAT person murdered my son. No one else has a motive to make up the cat rumors.

• The cats were my mother's; she stole them from my step father Wayne Whitten, and anyone telling you anything otherwise is willfully and knowingly lying to you about me, and you NEED to tell the FBI WHO that person is.

NEVER FORGET: Someone murdered my son on November 14, 2013 and someone is running around Biddeford & Old Orchard Beach, Maine DESPERATELY trying to make you forget about my son's murder by spreading the wildest, craziest, insanest slander they can make up about me, and the FBI wants YOUR help to find out WHO that person is, because the ONLY person with any motive to make up these lies about me: is my son's killer. https://www.eelkat.com/Never-Forget.html 

NEVER FORGET! My son is dead, murdered, a golf club smashed out his brain in the Southern Maine Community College parking lot, and these venomous meddlers are actively thwarting the investigation. Why? What conceivable reason, other than their own guilt, could lead someone to obstruct justice? Anyone obstructing a murder investigation deserves suspicion. Anyone standing in the way of justice for a baby's death cannot be trusted, because NO INNOCENT soul would EVER try to HINDER an inquiry into such a tragedy! It's time to question their motives! It's time to scrutinize their loyalties. NEVER FORGET! My son was murdered, and these malevolent slanderers are doing everything in their power to bury the truth. They are exerting every ounce of influence to erase the memory of my son's death. Why? No innocent person would go to such lengths. NEVER FORGET! Their efforts to impede the investigation are a glaring sign of their complicity. It's time to illuminate those actively hindering justice for my son's murderer. My son's killer roams freely, and these obstructors play a role in this grave injustice.

Ask yourself this:

WHO is telling you about haunted cars? Whoever it is, THEY have something to hide, otherwise they would NOT be lying to you about me. Look at THEM with eyes of deep suspicion, trust NOTHING that person tells you, and call FBI Agent Andy Drewer @ 207-774-9322 and tell him WHO that person is and EVERYTHING this person has EVER told you.

WHO is this person, and WHAT was their MOTIVE for telling you these things? 

Was their motive to hurt my reputation? 

Was their motive to cause harm to my family? 

Was their motive to get you to FORGET my son was murdered? Was their motive to make you think I’m crazy, to discredit my request for witnesses to my son’s murder to call the FBI?

I want you to REALLY step back and take a good long look at the person you said contacted you, and you ask yourself WHY did they contact you? WHAT was their intent? What was their MOTIVE?

WHY did they feel the NEED to lie to you about me?

If YOU have been contacted by someone who felt the need to tell you about me vs haunted cars, call FBI Agent Andy Drewer @ 207-774-9322 and tell him WHO that person is and EVERYTHING this person has EVER told you.

YES, even if it was my mother, YES, even if it was my father, YES, even if it was Ben, and YES, ESPECIALLY if it was Barbara or ANYONE in any way, shape, or form related to Barbara or ANY of the rest of the Atwaters. They are the top suspects the FBI is looking at right now, the FBI believes my son was murdered by a FAMILY MEMBER/RELATIVE. As of November 17, 2023 - the FBI is putting all focus on looking for ANY information about Barbara's   family and their connection to my son’s murder - new information just came forward and her family just took number 1 spot as the primary suspects.

REMEMBER: My son was murdered, and the killer is DESPERATELY trying to make you forget about my son's murder, by making up wild outlandish rumors about me, and the person who is creating those rumors IS my son's murderer. 

The FBI wants to know WHO is the SOURCE of these rumors about me.

The FBI wants to know WHO is spreading the haunted car lies, because THAT person murdered my son. No one else has a motive to make up the haunted car rumors.

• My car is NOT haunted, and I never said it was. I'm a 5th generation LDS/Mormon, our religion does not believe in ghosts, evil spirits, or hauntings. I don't believe in the concept of ghosts/evil spirits/hauntings, and anyone telling you anything otherwise is willfully and knowingly lying to you about me, and you NEED to tell the FBI WHO that person is.

NEVER FORGET: My son was murdered November 14, 2013 and someone is running around Biddeford & Old Orchard Beach, Maine DESPERATELY trying to make you forget about my son's murder by spreading the wildest, craziest, insanest slander they can make up about me, and the FBI wants YOUR help to find out WHO that person is, because the ONLY person with any motive to make up these lies about me: is my son's killer. https://www.eelkat.com/Never-Forget.html 

NEVER FORGET! My son is dead, murdered, a golf club smashed out his brain in the Southern Maine Community College parking lot, and these malevolent interlopers are actively undermining the investigation.

Why?

What plausible reason, other than their own guilt, could motivate someone to obstruct justice? Anyone hindering a murder investigation merits suspicion.

Anyone standing in the way of justice for a baby's death cannot be trusted, because NO INNOCENT being would EVER seek to OBSTRUCT an inquiry into such a tragedy! It's time to probe their motives! It's time to scrutinize their loyalties.

NEVER FORGET! My son was murdered, and these evil busy bodies are working relentlessly to bury the truth. They are using every means to wipe away the memory of my son's death. Why? No guiltless person would go to such lengths. NEVER FORGET! Their attempts to impede the investigation signify their guilt. It's time to cast a blazing light on those actively hindering justice for my son's murderer. My son's killer remains at large, and these obstructors are aiding this grave injustice.

Ask yourself this:

WHO is telling you about witches/witchcraft/curses? Whoever it is, THEY have something to hide, otherwise they would NOT be lying to you about me. Look at THEM with eyes of deep suspicion, trust NOTHING that person tells you, and call FBI Agent Andy Drewer @ 207-774-9322 and tell him WHO that person is and EVERYTHING this person has EVER told you.

WHO is this person, and WHAT was their MOTIVE for telling you these things? 

Was their motive to hurt my reputation? 

Was their motive to cause harm to my family? 

Was their motive to get you to FORGET my son was murdered? Was their motive to make you think I’m crazy, to discredit my request for witnesses to my son’s murder to call the FBI?

I want you to REALLY step back and take a good long look at the person you said contacted you, and you ask yourself WHY did they contact you? WHAT was their intent? What was their MOTIVE?

WHY did they feel the NEED to lie to you about me?

If YOU have been contacted by someone who felt the need to tell you about me vs witches/witchcraft/curses, call FBI Agent Andy Drewer @ 207-774-9322 and tell him WHO that person is and EVERYTHING this person has EVER told you.

YES, even if it was my mother, YES, even if it was my father, YES, even if it was Ben, and YES, ESPECIALLY if it was Barbara or ANYONE in any way, shape, or form related to Barbara or ANY of the rest of the Atwaters. They are the top suspects the FBI is looking at right now; the FBI believes my son was murdered by a FAMILY MEMBER/RELATIVE.

As of November 17, 2023 - the FBI is putting all focus on looking for ANY information about Barbara's   family and their connection to my son’s murder - new information just came forward and her family just took number 1 spot as the primary suspects.

REMEMBER: My son was murdered, and the killer is DESPERATELY trying to make you forget about my son's murder, by making up wild outlandish rumors about me, and the person who is creating those rumors IS my son's murderer.

The FBI wants to know WHO is the SOURCE of these rumors about me.

The FBI wants to know WHO is spreading the witches/witchcraft/curse lies, because THAT person murdered my son. No one else has a motive to make up the witches/witchcraft/curse rumors.

• I am not a witch. I know nothing about witchcraft. I do not cast curses. I don't know the first thing about even how to cast curses. I am a 5th generation LDS/Mormon. And anyone telling you anything otherwise is willfully and knowingly lying to you about me, and you NEED to tell the FBI WHO that person is. THIS is my church. THIS is my religion.

NEVER FORGET: My son was murdered November 14, 2013 and someone is running around Biddeford & Old Orchard Beach, Maine DESPERATELY trying to make you forget about my son's murder by spreading the wildest, craziest, insanest slander they can make up about me, and the FBI wants YOUR help to find out WHO that person is, because the ONLY person with any motive to make up these lies about me: is my son's killer. https://www.eelkat.com/Never-Forget.html 

NEVER FORGET! My son was murdered, and these malicious busybodies are actively sabotaging the investigation.

Why?

What conceivable motive, apart from their own guilt, could drive someone to obstruct justice? Anyone hindering a murder investigation merits suspicion. Anyone standing in the way of justice for a baby's death cannot be trusted, because NO INNOCENT individual would EVER attempt to HINDER an inquiry into such a tragedy! It's time to question their motives! It's time to scrutinize their allegiance.

NEVER FORGET! My son was murdered, and these wicked individuals are using every resource to bury the truth.

They are pulling out all the stops to erase the memory of my son's death.

Why?

No innocent person would resort to such measures.

No innocent person is calling my car haunted.

No innocent person is calling me a witch.

No innocent person is calling me friend an alien.

No innocent person accuses me of witchcraft.

No innocent person says evil spirits possess my car.

No innocent person speaks of demons.

You can see video footage of his living conditions:

HERE

and HERE

and HERE.

THAT is the homeless veteran, these people are calling an alien or a demon, depending on which delusion she is babble that day. THAT is Etoile. THAT is how he lives. THAT is who this deplorable woman is harassing.

This is not the fucking 1400s.

The Salam Witch trails ended five hundred fucking years ago. But you wouldn't know it around here, because so many jackasses are running around, right now in 2023 gibbering their fool heads off about demons and witches and ghosts and aliens and haunted cars, and it's absolutely ridiculous.

Their accusations stand as a testament to what is wrong with Maine: a fucking lack of education.

My killer wouldn't be able to spread these rumors in any other state by Maine, because no state outside of Maine is so damned fucking retard that they'd believe a car could be haunted.

My son's killer is the one starting these stupid ass rumors, and the brain dead, drug aled, mentally incompetent, drunks of Maine, stumble along like mindless undead doing exactly what the killer wants them to do: spread insane rumors about me so that when any one find out my son is dead, they just laugh and say "Oh, that's that crazy woman who was abducted by aliens, casts curses , and thinks her car is haunted."

But I am NOT to one claiming to be abducted by aliens!

I'm NOT the one who says my car is haunted!

I'm NOT claiming to be a witch!

YOU FUCKING IDIOTS!

NEVER FORGET! Their endeavors to halt the investigation are a glaring sign of their complicity. It's time to illuminate those actively impeding justice for my son's murderer. My son's killer remains at large, and these obstructors contribute to this grievous injustice.

Ask yourself this:

WHO is telling you about aliens/UFOs?

Whoever it is, THEY have something to hide, otherwise they would NOT be lying to you about me. Look that THEM with eyes of deep suspicion, trust NOTHING that person tells you, and call FBI Agent Andy Drewer @ 207-774-9322 and tell him WHO that person is and EVERYTHING this person has EVER told you.

WHO is this person, and WHAT was their MOTIVE for telling you these things? 

Was their motive to hurt my reputation? 

Was their motive to cause harm to my family? 

Was their motive to get you to FORGET my son was murdered? Was their motive to make you think I’m crazy, to discredit my request for witnesses to my son’s murder to call the FBI?

I want you to REALLY step back and take a good long look at the person you said contacted you, and you ask yourself WHY did they contact you? WHAT was their intent? What was their MOTIVE?

WHY did they feel the NEED to lie to you about me?

If YOU have been contacted by someone who felt the need to tell you about me vs aliens/UFOs, call FBI Agent Andy Drewer @ 207-774-9322 and tell him WHO that person is and EVERYTHING this person has EVER told you.

YES, even if it was my mother, YES, even if it was my father, YES, even if it was Ben, and YES, ESPECIALLY if it was Barbara or ANYONE in any way, shape, or form related to Barbara or ANY of the rest of the Atwaters. They are the top suspects the FBI is looking at right now; the FBI believes my son was murdered by a FAMILY MEMBER/RELATIVE. As of November 17, 2023 - the FBI is putting all focus on looking for ANY information about Barbara's   family and their connection to my son’s murder - new information just came forward and her family just took number 1 spot as the primary suspects.

REMEMBER: My son was murdered, and the killer is DESPERATELY trying to make you forget about my son's murder, by making up wild outlandish rumors about me, and the person who is creating those rumors IS my son's murderer.

The FBI wants to know WHO is the SOURCE of these rumors about me.

The FBI wants to know WHO is spreading the aliens/UFO lies, because THAT person murdered my son. No one else has a motive to make up the aliens/UFO rumors.

• I am not an alien abductee and I have never claimed to be. I know nothing about aliens, abductions, or UFOs. My uncle Mervin Bruce Atwater was a member of Heaven's Gate and friends with George Applewhite, if you want to know about aliens, go ask him, he's the one obsessed with aliens, not me. I know nothing about aliens and I think people who obsess over aliens are raving lunatics who belong in a straight jacket. My friend, whom you people call "Etiole" is a Jewish Holocaust survivor. He's a World War 2 Veteran, a fighter piolet, who survived a concentration camp, where he was tortured, and what you people call him looking like an "alien grey" is horrific acid burns and humiliating tattoos. He is not an alien and I'm sick of you people calling him one. He's an elderly prisoner of war who has been through hell, and doesn't need your fucking alien rumors making it worse. And anyone telling you anything otherwise is willfully and knowingly lying to you about me AND "Etiole", and you NEED to tell the FBI WHO that person is.

NEVER FORGET: My son was murdered November 14, 2013 and someone is running around Biddeford & Old Orchard Beach, Maine DESPERATELY trying to make you forget about my son's murder by spreading the wildest, craziest, insanest slander they can make up about me, and the FBI wants YOUR help to find out WHO that person is, because the ONLY person with any motive to make up these lies about me: is my son's killer. https://www.eelkat.com/Never-Forget.html 

NEVER FORGET! My son is dead, murdered, a golf club smashed out his brain in the Southern Maine Community College parking lot, and these venomous meddlers are actively thwarting the investigation.

Why?

What conceivable reason, other than their own guilt, could lead someone to obstruct justice?

Anyone obstructing a murder investigation deserves suspicion.

Anyone standing in the way of justice for a baby's death cannot be trusted, because NO INNOCENT soul would EVER try to HINDER an inquiry into such a tragedy! It's time to question their motives! It's time to scrutinize their loyalties.

NEVER FORGET! My son was murdered, and these malevolent jackasses are doing everything in their power to bury the truth. They are exerting every ounce of influence to erase the memory of my son's death.

Why?

No innocent person would go to such lengths.

NEVER FORGET! Their efforts to impede the investigation are a glaring sign of their complicity. It's time to illuminate those actively hindering justice for my son's murderer.

My son's killer roams freely, and these obstructors play a role in this grave injustice.

Ask yourself this:

WHO is telling you about demons? Whoever it is, THEY have something to hide, otherwise they would NOT be lying to you about me. Look at THEM with eyes of deep suspicion, trust NOTHING that person tells you, and call FBI Agent Andy Drewer @ 207-774-9322 and tell him WHO that person is and EVERYTHING this person has EVER told you.

WHO is this person, and WHAT was their MOTIVE for telling you these things? 

Was their motive to hurt my reputation? 

Was their motive to cause harm to my family? 

Was their motive to get you to FORGET my son was murdered? Was their motive to make you think I’m crazy, to discredit my request for witnesses to my son’s murder to call the FBI?

I want you to REALLY step back and take a good long look at the person you said contacted you, and you ask yourself WHY did they contact you? WHAT was their intent? What was their MOTIVE?

WHY did they feel the NEED to lie to you about me?

If YOU have been contacted by someone who felt the need to tell you about me vs demons, call FBI Agent Andy Drewer @ 207-774-9322 and tell him WHO that person is and EVERYTHING this person has EVER told you.

YES, even if it was my mother, YES, even if it was my father, YES, even if it was Ben, and YES, ESPECIALLY if it was Barbara or ANYONE in any way, shape, or form related to Barbara or ANY of the rest of the Atwaters. They are the top suspects the FBI is looking at right now; the FBI believes my son was murdered by a FAMILY MEMBER/RELATIVE. As of November 17, 2023 - the FBI is putting all focus on looking for ANY information about Barbara's   family and their connection to my son’s murder - new information just came forward and her family just took number 1 spot as the primary suspects.

REMEMBER: My son was murdered, and the killer is DESPERATELY trying to make you forget about my son's murder, by making up wild outlandish rumors about me, and the person who is creating those rumors IS my son's murderer.

The FBI wants to know WHO is the SOURCE of these rumors about me.

The FBI wants to know WHO is spreading the demon lies, because THAT person murdered my son. No one else has a motive to make up the demon rumors.

• I am a 5th generation LDS/Mormon. Our religion does not believe in demons, Satan, or Hell. Heck, we don't believe in Heaven or angels either. Research what we LDS/Mormons ACTUALLY believe, because clearly you haven't got a clue. Look up the concept of the Celestial Kingdom, Telestial Kingdom, and Terrestrial Kingdom, and Outer Darkness. THAT is what we Mormons believe, and there is no such thing as demons, angels, Hell, Heaven, Satan, or what most people classify as "god". I have been a member of this church since 1975. I am a 5th generation Mormon and I don't believe in demons. And anyone telling you anything otherwise is willfully and knowingly lying to you about me, and you NEED to tell the FBI WHO that person is.

Updated to add (answering FaceBook question):

Uhm. Nope. No clue what you are talking about.

I'm sorry, but have you ever even met me face to face? Have you ever even SEEN how I dress?

ALL of my cloths are made out of silk. REAL silk. One yard of real silk KILLS over a 1k butterflies to make it and EACH of my kimono was made from well over ten yards of silk.

I'm not an animal rights activist.

Never have been.

I'm not vegan. Never have been.

Heck, I own more than thirty fur coats, several fur stoles, a fur cape, 3 leather trench coats, Have a dozen fur pelts instead of blankets.

I wear silk, leather, and REAL fur... mink, bobcat, beaver, wolf, coyote, fur, EVERY DAY.

My grandmother Eva Viola Atwater was an animal rights activist and vegan. I think you are mixing me up with her for some reason.

Either that or my mother.

My mother is a mega extreme animal hoarder, at one point she had 9 dogs, 83 cats, 40+ ducks, and 2k+ chickens, all living in the house which was several feet deep in feces, all there at once. She takes in every stray everything she can find, until the police took all her animals and slapped a court order on her, she's not allowed to have animals any more, which is why she tried to hide those 13 cats in my motorhome and got in even more animal legal issues with police. It's my MOTHER and HER MOTHER/my GRANDMOTHER, who are the animal rights PETA nuts, not me.

You REALLY need to stop mixing me up with my mother and her mother.

I'm not them and I don't understand why you keep attributing to me, things which they do/did.

Updated to add (answering FaceBook question):

No. Again, that's my MOTHER you are talking about. Not me.

My mother used to have signs about Elliotts church up all over her yard, next door to me, in 2001. There were 50 or 60 of them. About the stolen house. They had a house mover come in and cut her house in half and move it from Old Orchard to Waterville. She's been homeless ever since that happened 22 years ago.

They were MY MOTHER's signs, NOT mine and I am fucking sick of you people mixing me up with her!

In 2015 she had more signs about stolen cats, and again those were HER signs in HER yard.

My mother likes to put my name on EVERYTHING.

She has multiple court cases over the years that she did in MY NAME, even though I had no clue the court cases even happened, some of them go as far back as to when I was 4 years old.

My mother also took out well over a dozen credit cards and multiple bank accounts in my name, most of hose she did before I was even ten years old.

I have never had a credit card in my entire life! I don't even know how to use one, because I never went to school or learned math, I can't even fucking count!

Do you remember Squidoo?

Squidoo is where the EelKat username came from. I was posting short stories there from the Quaraun series, which is narrated by a black bobcat who raises space eels. It's a fiction series.

THIS is EelKat:

I'm NOT EelKat.

EelKat is a fictional character.

I'm Wendy Christine Allen.

And everyone who followed me on Squidoo knew this.

All the stories about the EelMerman named Etiole, this guy:

Those were The Twighlight Manor segment of the Quaraun series published as free to read online on Squidoo.

I'm a Fantasy author remember? Sold over 57 million novels.  I'm kind of a little bit famous.

As used Squidoo to post online, free to read short stories that went with the novels, and I had more then TWO THOUSAND short stories featuring Etiole and EelKat as main characters, published on Squidoo.

My MOTHER created a Squidoo account called "The REAL EelKat" and used it to dox me, posting my real name, my home address, where I went to college, where I worked, photos of me, of the tent... AND... the ORIGINAL article called "The Amphibious Alien" which was written by my uncles Dickie and Bruce.

Before my mother did that, no one knew I even lived in Maine, let alone that I lived in Old Orchard Beach. No one knew my real name.

I had been online from 1996 and NEVER told anyone any identifying info about who I was or where I lived.

My MOTHER is the one who did that.

My article called "Amphibious Aliens: The Story of Etiole and The World's Most Haunted Car" went line by line through my mother's article and answered every point she brought up, debunking all her claims of evil spirits, ghosts, demons, and aliens.

MY MOTHER is the one who calls the homeless world war 2 veteran who lives in my yard "Etiole". Not me. I don't call him that, because I actually know his name.

You can see video footage of his living conditions:

HERE

and HERE

and HERE.

THAT is the homeless veteran, this woman are calling an alien or a demon, depending on which delusion she is babble that day. THAT is Etoile. THAT is how he lives. THAT is who this deplorable woman is harassing.

My MOTHER calls my car haunted.

My MOTHER calls him an alien.

My MOTHER calls him a demon.

My MOTHER calls me a witch.

My MOTHER had a slanderous Squidoo page about me, another one about my homeless friend, another one about my car, she has 72 such slander filled pages ALL calling my car haunted, me a witch, and him an alien or demon or evil spirit.

Those Squidoo pages you are talking about were the ones MY MOTHER made, NOT the ones I made.

I had the Lord Sesshomaru Squidoo pages, the Faerie Folklore Squidoo pages, and the 2k free to read online short stories about a talking cat named EelKat and a silver salamander eel hybrid merman named Etile, living in a haunted house called The Twighlight Manor.

I really wish you people would STOP mixing me up with my MOTHER.

I am not her.

My mother is a mean, vicious, vindictive, violent person who fights with EVERYONE.

And I'm not the only person she's done this shit to.

Go look at her FaceBook page, look at what she's doing to my father right now. Same crap she did to me on Squidoo.

She has done it to all of her brothers, all of her sisters, most of her nieces, most of her nephews, most everyone of every church she's ever attended.

I'm not the only one she does it too.

MY MOTHER is the one who calls the homeless world war 2 veteran who lives in my yard "Etiole". Not me. I don't call him that, because I actually know his name.

My MOTHER calls my car haunted.

My MOTHER calls him an alien.

My MOTHER calls him a demon.

My MOTHER calls me a witch.

My MOTHER had a slanderous Squidoo page about me, another one about my homeless friend, another one about my car, she has 72 such slander filled pages ALL calling my car haunted, me a witch, and him an alien or demon or evil spirit.

Why?

At the time she had just left the Mormon church, became extremely anti-Mormon and was mad because I would not leave the church with her and she PRETENDING TO BE ME on Squidoo, then took HER impersonating me Squidoo account to HER bishop (Dan Kenning) NOT my Bishop (Provincher - yep, he was MY Bishop) and used the gibberish THAT SHE WROTE about demons, haunted cars, witches, witchcraft, and a whole bunch of anti-Mormon crap besides, to HER Bishop to use as "proof" that I was a Wiccan and needed to be excommunicated from the church.

HER Bishop, Dan Kenning calls me in to a meeting at his church (Saco ward; my church is the Sanford ard) and starts accusing me of being a which and brings up on a computer some "Sea Witch of Old Orchard Beach" website, that, again, my MOTHER made, pretending to be me. It was a site selling curses online!

I had never even heard of Wicca before, so I had no clue anything about what he was talking about.

Dan Kenning asks me what my religion is and I say "LDS Mormon" and he starts laughing ad says "You claim to be Wiccan on your website here where you calll yourself The Sea Witch of Old Orchard Beach"

I ay: "That's not my website, SpaceDock 13 is my website" (This was 2010, and my site was still SpaceDock13 and not yet EelKat.com at the time).

Then he asks what my job is and I tell him: "I'm a published author, I've sold more then 57 million Dark Fantasy novels" and he starts laughing again and says: "Don't lie to me, I know you're a witch, your mother told me all about you".

So baffling.

But, yeah, she's been impersonating me online since at least 2007 (that's when her REAL EelKat Squidoo account was created; mine [eelkat] one word no caps was created in 2005 when Seth Godin hired me to code the website, I was one of the Squidoo devs.) AND she's been impersonating me offline since at least the mid 1980s.

This happened October 21, 2010, right after she found out I had escaped her torture chamber room and was going to college.

This room:

My mother is STILL pissed that I am STILL a Mormon and have not yet left the church and she and her Elliot Church friends, have made it their life goal to slander me with rumors of aliens and demons and witches and curses, while also doxxing me, as much as they possibly can.

But... THAT is WHEN people started calling ME EelKat and for some reason FORGOT that EelKat was a talking fairy cat from a Fantasy novel.

And THAT is when people started calling my homeless friend "Etiole" and started spreading rumors of him being an alien.

My MOTHER did that.

My mother likes to belittle and de-humanize people by refusing to use their names.

MY NAME IS WENDY CHRISTINE ALLEN... and people forgot that and started calling me EelKat instead, because that's what my evil mother wanted them to do.

My mother made active attempts to ERASE MY NAME from everyone's memory, the exact same way she has spent the last decade actively erasing the existence of my son.

My mother is evil.

She's proven that ten times over.

And, so it is no surprise to see my MOTHER now being the one spreading the cat rumors about me as well.

When my son was murdered in 2013, I had signs up all over my yard, about the murder, with the FBI hotline number for information on those signs. Today 10 years later many of them are still up. From 2013 to 2016 there we'll over 500 signs in my yard about my son's murder, including a 20' foot 1950s billboard.

People for some reason always mix up the 2 yards, and weirdly assume it's all one yard, and that I own both of them. Largely because me and my mother look so much alike that we could pass for twins.

People also seem to forget HOW CLOSE IN AGE me and my mother are because MY FATHER WAS A CHILD RAPING PEDOPHILE and my MOTHER WAS A CHILD when I was born.

I was a baby who was UNLOVED AND UNWANTED because I was a child of rape, and my mother told me that every single damned day of my life.

"No one wants you, you are unloved and unwanted" EVERY SINGLE DAY, I was told that, FROM THE DAY I WAS BORN.

Most sisters have a bigger age gap then me and my mother have. Her being so close to my age is why she's so easily able to impersonate me, like she has been doing.

I have agoraphobia and from 1975 until 2010, I had never set foot off my farm. I also had no electricity or septic or running water. I was living fully off grid. I had ZERO contact or interaction with the outside world, including no TV, no newspapers, no radio…nothing. It's why to this day I know so very little about anyone or anything on any level whatsoever ever.

My mother on the other hand is a social butterfly and a major big time gossiping busybody who thinks she knows everything about everyone. Before she became an atheist she used to attend 15 different churches, every single one of them every single Sunday.

It's why I never know who these people are when they show up, and am always fed up and disgusted to find out that every single time, they turn out to be someone from one of my mother's 15 different churches she attended.

EVERY SINGLE TIME!

What the fuck does my mother do in church that gets these people so wound up? I don't understand it, but damn is she ever good at pissing people off and getting them going off on violent psycho deranged meltdowns.

ALL of MY signs in MY yard have ALWAYS been about MY SON'S MURDER, and ONLY my son's murder.

I have NEVER had ANY signs in my yard about HOUSES or CATS.

ALL the stolen HOUSE signs and stolen CAT signs are my MOTHER'S signs and were in HER yard.

People for some reason always mix up the 2 yards, and weirdly assume it's all one yard, and that I own both of them. Largely because me and my mother look so much alike that we could pass for twins.

ALL of that stuff you are talking about and attributing to me, that's NOT me, that is my MOTHER. Stop mixing us up, it's really annoying.

My mother is, as usual, trying to make everything be about her, by weirdly pretending to be me and making everything be about me, and I HATE IT!

My mother is a fucking attention whore, just like her sister Barbara, they both are. That's why they are both all over the city running around yapping gossip at everyone.

I HATE attention. In case you hadn't noticed I have agoraphobia and it is often MONTHS or even YEARS between me even going outside at all. I'm too famous, and I get recognized everywhere I go and I don't like it. I like my privacy. I like people to leave me alone. My mother on the other hand is a social butterfly and has to be the center of attention 24 hours a day.

The problem is, she thinks because I'm famous and she looks enough like me to pass for me in public, that it's fun to run around pretending to be me.

Well here's a tip for you: I'm NEVER without my Volvo - the one with unicorns, elves, dragons, and jellyfish painted on it, I'm never without my dog (originally the Cocker Spaniel Buddy who I had 16 years, then the Chihuahua Marcy for 21 years, then the Lhasa Apso Mickey for 12 years, and now the brindle Scottish Terrier Koko who is still a puppy), I do not wear pants, I always wear hijab, I do not own a cowboy hat; I am legally blind and wear special blackout glasses and carry a red and white stripe blind cane with a yellow cap. That is how you can tell if is me or her. I am also very short, and somewhat fat (I weigh 240lbs and am barely five feet tall - I am kind of obese and I am aware of it and not doing anything about it, but I'm fat and she's not) wearase she is very tall and rather thin. If you see the 2 of us side by side I barley come up to her shoulder. I'm a little itty bitty tiny thing and she's very tall. 

Also, if you ever see me without my dark glasses, I have a flat face, what is called a "Mongolian profile" very similar to a Chinese person. She does not. My bone structure of my face comes from my father's mother's side of the family, she was part Mongolian and part Persian. That's why I have the very "Asian flat face profile" that makes me stick out like a sore thumb when the Atwaters are around, because I don't have the "European" Atwaater facial bone structure that they all have. My big dark glasses hide that, but it's VERY noticeable when I don't have them on. Most people think I'm Japanese because I wear Kimono ad have a "Asian bone structure" to my face.

She's NOT me, no matter how much she pretends to be me and if you pay attention to details, it's very easy to tell us apart.

And here's ANOTHER way you can tell me an my mother apar: I have Autism, and you are NOT going to mistake me for a "normal" person when you meet me.

I am JUST LIKE RAINMAN.

I am JUST LIKE the kid brother from GILBERT GRAPE.

Go watch those to movies.

I ACT and TALK, JUST LIKE THAT.

My mother does not.

I am retarded.

My mother is not.

I am incapable of normal speech.

My mother speaks perfectly fine.

I have AUTISM.(actual medical diagnoses, diagnosed by Dr Andrew Parker of Portland, Maine). NOT Aspergers. NOT High Functioning Autism. REAL and ACTUAL low functioning, non-verbal AUTISM.

My mother has Schizophrenia (actual medical diagnoses, diagnosed by Dr Gallant of Arundel Maine).

Most people when they meet me, they jump back and say "Wait, you have Down's Syndrome? Why ain't you got the Downs Syndrome face?"

And I answer: "I have Autism, not Downs Syndrome. We talk similar but Autistics do not have the face deformity".

And the people will say: "But my daughter self diagnosed as Autism and she acts and talks nothing like you. She is almost normal. You are very obviously retarded. You talk retarded, you act retarded." 

I answer: "That is because I AM retarded. Retarded is short for Mental Retardation Due To Autism. If someone ACTS retarded and TALKS retarded, that IS Autism. You can not self diagnose yourself as Autistic. General practitioners, Psychologists, Pediatricians, and Social Workers ALSO can not LEGALLY diagnose Autism. Autism can only LEGALLY be diagnosed by a PSYCHIATRISTS who is specifically trained in diagnosing Autism, and there are ONLY TWELVE psychiatrists in America who had the federal certification required to LEGALLY give an ACTUAL Autism diagnosis."  

They'll say: "But my son..." or "My daughter..."

Chances are astronomically LOW that you will EVER encounter a TRULY AUTISTIC person with ACTUAL REAL AUTISM, because since the 1920s there have been only around one hundred and twenty thousand REAL Autism diagnoses EVER. REAL and ACTUAL Autism is one of the single RAREST disorders there is.

They'll say: "But my son..." or "My daughter..."

Has Aspergers, Narcissism, or Schizophrenia. Most likely schizophrenia, due to the fact schizophrenics are the MOST likely to be so paranoid of doctors that they REFUSE to get an ACTUAL diagnoses and falsely claim to be Autistic without any medical proof at all.

While 1 in 3 children born since the 1990s has Aspergers, 1 in 9 people who self diagnose as "on the spectrum" gare given a diagnosis as Schizophrenic if they ever do get a real medical diagnosis. Schizophrenia effects 1 in 20 people in America. Schizophrenia and Aspergers are two of the single most common disorders in America, and changes are high that you who are reading this know no fewer then 12 people with Schizophrenia and no fewer then 30 people with Aspergers.

On the other hand, only one in every ONE HUNDRED AND TWENTY MILLION people will ever encounter an ACTUALLY Autistic person in their life time, meaning, fewer then one hundred people alive in America right now in 2023 has EVER come face to face with a person who has REAL and ACTUAL Autism, simply because Autism is THAT RARE. 

They'll say: "But my son..." or "My daughter..."

If your son or daughter has enough mental capabilities to be self diagnosing, then they DO NOT have Autism, because Autism LITERALLY MEANS = RETARDED. And by the fact of them have enough ability to self diagnose as anything, that alone means they have enough brain function to NOT have Autism.

We who have Autism, we talk like THIS:

This is how I talk. You can tell the difference between me and my mother because I talk and act like THAT, and she talks and acts like YOU and everyone who is normal.

I am retarded.

My mother is not.

It is bizarre to think that anyone could ever mix us up.

EVERYONE who has ever met me face to face KNOWS how I talk, how I act, and would NEVER mix me up with a normal person... so these people who my mother fools, these people who think my mother is me, clearly have NEVER met me face to face, because if they had, they would NEVER mistake a normal none Autistic person for being me.

We who have Autism, we act like THIS:

You can tell the difference between me and my mother because I act like THAT, and she acts like YOU and everyone who is normal.

This is how I talk. You can tell the difference between me and my mother because I talk and act like THAT, and she talks and acts like YOU and everyone who is normal.

I am retarded.

My mother is not.

It is bizarre to think that anyone could ever mix us up.

EVERYONE who has ever met me face to face KNOWS how I talk, how I act, and would NEVER mix me up with a normal person... so these people who my mother fools, these people who think my mother is me, clearly have NEVER met me face to face, because if they had, they would NEVER mistake a normal none Autistic person for being me.

If your son or daughter does NOT talk like THIS, then they DO NOT have Autism:

This is how I talk. You can tell the difference between me and my mother because I talk and act like THAT, and she talks and acts like YOU and everyone who is normal.

I am retarded.

My mother is not.

It is bizarre to think that anyone could ever mix us up.

EVERYONE who has ever met me face to face KNOWS how I talk, how I act, and would NEVER mix me up with a normal person... so these people who my mother fools, these people who think my mother is me, clearly have NEVER met me face to face, because if they had, they would NEVER mistake a normal none Autistic person for being me.

If your son or daughter does NOT act like THIS, then they DO NOT have Autism:

This is how I talk. You can tell the difference between me and my mother because I talk and act like THAT, and she talks and acts like YOU and everyone who is normal.

I am retarded.

My mother is not.

It is bizarre to think that anyone could ever mix us up.

It is unfortunate that my mother is enough of a sneaky snake scumbag scam artist that she thinks she can get away with impersonating me and thinks it's okay for her to do because I am retarded. She thinks I do not have feeling or emotions, she thinks she does not hurt me because she thinks I am too stupid to be effected by her impersonations. But it is people she has scammed that beat me up and murdered my baby, because they thought they were attacking her. She causes more harm then most people are aware, because I do not talk about the vast majority of the thing she does.

But the fact remains, if any of these people ever took the time to ACTUALLY get to know ME, they would know immediately the difference between me and her and they would not mix us up.

EVERYONE who has ever met me face to face KNOWS how I talk, how I act, and would NEVER mix me up with a normal person... so these people who my mother fools, these people who think my mother is me, clearly have NEVER met me face to face, because if they had, they would NEVER mistake a normal none Autistic person for being me.

Aspergers is NOT Autism, and people with Aspergers running around incorrectly calling themselves Autistic when they are NOT, does a lot of harm to the general public's understand of Autism, AND has a huge negative impact on how people treat us who are ACTUALLY Autistic, because they incorrectly think we have Aspergers, when we do not.

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Update: July 6, 2023

I'm getting messages about Atwaters flipping out over the RainMan movie post I mentioned the other day. I don't know what they are talking about, but they seem to have movies mixed up or something.

I'm sorry, no... I don't think they have a clue what the RainMan movie is... they SERIOUSLY are mixing it up with something else, I don't know what... this is the RainMan movie... THIS is REAL and ACTUAL Autism, not to be confused with Aspergers which has no medical connection to Autism whatsoever... https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DH6S0wKKGBM

THIS is what I have, and the Atwaters'd know that, had they ever met me in person and talked to me face to face because THIS is also EXACTLY how I talk and act... don't be fooled by the fact that I can think and type, because thinking and typing does NOT translate into how I act or talk...

THIS is REAL AND ACTUAL Autism https://youtu.be/G4Hwsz1sQmc

THIS is what I have, and they'd know that, had they ever met me in person and talked to me face to face because THIS is also EXACTLY how I talk and act... don't be fooled by the fact that I can think and type, because thinking and typing does NOT translate into how I act or talk.

And THIS is why no one can say nothing or do nothing near me, because I REMEMBER EVERYTHING word for word, line for line... even without the camera running 24/7... THIS is REAL and ACTUAL Autism, not to be confused with Aspergers which has no medical connection to Autism whatsoever... https://youtu.be/gN2ZP-q_qpc

THIS is what I have, THIS is how I talk and act and what I do... THIS is why I can not go out in public without a caretaker with me https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ioMspoSNgmw

the fact that these people who are gossiping about me and spreading rumours about me, do not know that THIS is what I am like, just proves even more that these people don't actually know me... which yet again, leads me to ask, what is their motive? Also who are they? I don't know a single one of these people... yes the Atwaters are relatives, but they are not people I ever met before, other then the group of 400+ of them that attack my farm every year on September 19th because that day means something to them, for some reason... they show up with assault rifles and shoot up every house on my street, beat people up, rape all my female neighbours -the most recent rape gang attack happened at my 27 High Street Biddeford apartment February 2019, when they also did $230k in damages to the building, totaled my Volvo (which I since had rebuilt and is now back on the road), sent 7 people to the hospital, annd left 27 families homeless due to the apartment building being condemned because of the damages. , and I've no clue who they are except they call themselves "The Davids and Lucys and Halls" they claim to be my uncle David's kids and grandkids,, but I have no way to confirm if they are who they say they are ot not. They are always led by a blond woman named Yvonne and her blond brother Shem, at least that's the names they say for themselves. But those are the only Atwaters I know and the Old Orchard Beach Police are scared shitless of them. I know this because every year when the Atwaters arrive we call the police, the police send 10 or 12 officers over, then the police throw their hands up in the air, say they do not have either the man power or weapon resources to deal with it and leave.

Old Orchard Beach Police Officer Will Watson, said during the 1996 Atwater attack on my farm: "You don't understand, these people form a small army, we are not equipped to deal with a situation like this; the state police aren't even equipped to deal with this. You don't need to police, you need the coast guards, or the marines, call the justice department, maybe they can pool their resources and get enough people here to help, but I doubt it; The Scottish Traveller Crime Family is four hundred people strong, there aren't even that many police officers in the entire state of Maine, there's nothing we can do, our hands are tied, there's just too many of them"

THOSE are the pepole who are right now contacting my followers on FaceBook, right now running around offline locally in Biddeford... THOSE people, are the Atwaters who are doing this weird thing of making strange claims of things I've said or done, things that I'm not physically able too say or do at all. But why? What is their motive? I don't know. I do know that Davd himself sent me a hand written letter in the mail, stating he and his crew are angry that I sent the FBI to their compound in Paylyra, Maine... but the thing is, I DIDD NOT send the FBI over there and I don't know what my Uncle David is even talking about.

The FBI has been here too. A LOT. Six different FBI agents have been to the Biddeford apartment more then a dozen times each just since 2021, and it's usually to ask questions about some bomb that they said they found at the White House in Washington DC. They keep showing me pictures of it and asking if it looks like the bomb that blew up my house October 16, 2006. It does not. The bomb that blew up my house was a yellow grease fryer with brough corn cobs painted all over it, and the bombs in the pictures the FBI keep bring over are like long silver metal sewer pipes. They don't look the same at all. But the agents said they have evidence they were made by the same person. Well, in March 2017 the FBI arrested my uncle Paul Martal for the bomb that blew up my house, and also the bomb that blew up my doctor's clinic on Saco Ave in February 2003, and 4 more bombs in Boston March 2013. Apparently my uncle Paul Martel built a lot of bombs over a lot of years and the one that blew up my house in 2006 was one of his early test bombs... but anyways, the FBI agents who been coming over the past few months said they had video footage of my uncle David's wife, sister, and 23 of his grandkids in Washington D.C. on January 6, 2021, they said they had stolen some woman's speaking pulpit, Nancy something, I think her last name began with a P? They said one of my cousins (they called her Yvonne, but I don't know any cousin named Yvonne... I have more then six hundred first cousins and more then two thousand second and third cousins (most of my Atwater relatives are FLDS polygamists with 5 to 15 wives each, so they father a LOT of kids) but I've only met ten of my cousins (Uncle Brucies 6 kids and Aunt Barbara's 4 kids)and so, there are six hundred cousins whom I have never met before, so I could have a dozen or more cousins named Yvonne and not know it!) and her son took it to Florida and that her son went to prison, and they are looking for the rest of David's crew who helped him steal the Nancy's woman's pulpit. They said the bomb they showed me pictures of was in her office and they think it was my uncle David's 23 grandkids who were down there who did it.

This is all confusing to me because the FBI was saying super crazy shit like that Donald Trump was president, which made me question if they were real FBI agents, but nope apparently Donald Trump really was president! How crazy is that? I don't have a TV or read newspapers so I don't know about politic shit. Politics is dull boring crap because it is jus nothing but people fighting with each other over stupid stuff that isn't important, while people are being hurt and no politician ever does a damned thing to help people, so, I don't know who the Nancy woman was, but apparently she worked for President Trump or something. It's just all too confusing for me and I zoned out and didn't listen to half of it, so I don't know what exactly it is that my uncle David's crew did down in Washington DC January 6, 2021, but whatever it is, it involved stealing some Nacy woman's pulpit and a pipe bomb, and the FBI agents were here for a good 5 hours asking me tons of questions about it and I had no clue what the fuck they was talking about. It was all very weird.

But, anyways, The FBI started showing up asking all sort of questions about David's crew on January 15, 2021, and I know nothing about David's group at all, so I had no answers to any of the FBI's questions other then "I don't know", "I don't know", "I don't know", "I don't know", "I don't know", "I don't know", and a lot more "I don't know".

February 14, 2021 I get a handwritten letter in the mail from David himself, all upset because he claims I sent the FBI to the compound in Palmyra/Bangor, Maine. I haven't got a clue what he is even talking about. I didn't send the FBI anywhere, I didn't even know David was in Maine at all, last I knew he was in Wyomin!

Then October 21, 2021, FBI agents show up again. There was a Fed Ex truck parked in front of our Biddeford apartment. It had been their a few weeks, broken down, taking up 3 parking spaces in front of the front porch. Never thought anything of it, figured Fed ex driver would be back to have it towed, but it sat their from Sept 2021 to November 2021... well, on October 21, 2021, I was out in my driveway repainting my Volvo, parked beside the Fed Ex truck, when the back door rolls open and four FBI agents climb out, and tell me, that they suspect a relative of my son's murderer (he was murdered November 14, 2013) had just moved into our building and that's why they had set up surveillance in the supposedly broken down Fed Ex truck. They ask me, can I hold off on painting the mural on my car, and can I instead, pull my car up into the back yard where it can not be seen from the road, where it can only be seen from 7 windows of the 3 upstairs apartments in our building. Then they give me a message to paint on the roof, hood, and trunk of my car... the one which detailed info about the November 14, 2013 murder of my son, but with the date of the April 10, 2015 attack on my farm, ending with a request for witnesses to call the FBI hotline phone number.

They then pointed out several other trucks parked in the area, on Cutts St, Harvey, Bradberry, Western Ave, and said there were agents in every one of them and if I needed to, I could walk up to any one of those trucks and ask for help or hand them info.

Within 10 hours Porch bitch showed up for the first time.

The next day a homeless man showed up, claiming his mother often bragged to having crippled me at the college... 2 weeks later he showed up dead on the train tracks behind our apartment building, and every day from November 21, 2021 to May 17, 2022 porch bitch showed up chanting his name.

September 19, 2021 was the BIGGEST and MOST DESTRUCTIVE attack to ever hit my Old Orchard Beach Farm... FBI asked me to mention NONE of the details online, so, no details have been released to the public at all.

What info was allowed to be made public, was that, all the 50foot tall cedar hedge trees across the front of my land were cut down, the infamous backhoe from 2013 returned, cut a road through my yard, attacked BOTH my neighbors to either side of me by digging up BOTH their septic tanks and cutting off their water supply from the city water, and made a MASSIVE attempt to locate my murdered son's grave by digging up ALL THREE of our yards... mine at 146, and both my neighbors at 144 and 148.

They made a monumentally HUGE attempt to find and destroy my murdered son's grave.

Why?

While it is known who owns the backhoe, he claims, same as he did in 2013 when it drove over my house, that it was stolen... many, many, many MILLIONS in damages were done to the 3 properties attacked, dozens of graves, some of them Native American from the 1600s's were dug up... and... MANY MILLIONS in heroin were shoved under my big pink motorhome, in an attempt to frame me for being in possession of fentanyl.

And... a member of my family was murdered....who, has not yet been released... nor has how they died been released.

THAT, is the ONLY info that has been allowed to be released to the public... but that info is only a tiny fraction of what was done during the September 19, 2021 attack on my farm on Portland Ave.

The FBI has put my uncle David's family, specifically his grandchildren, as their #1 suspects in this 2021 attack.

And the huge slander smear campaign on Twitter, FaceBook, and spread across more then 300 user accounts on Reddit, started November 21, 2021, and the FBI believes that porch bitch is the scape goat for David's grandkids...

...the FBI pointed out that the shoot out with the Connecticut drug gang in 1982, that happened on my farm, was between David, Brucie, and the drg gang. The FBI believes this whole thing has something to do with something the Atwaters did with the Connecticut drug gang back in 1968, BEFORE I WAS EVEN BORN!!!

The FBI also said they believe that David's grandkids are the ones behind the weird slander defamation smear campaign going on online, slandering my name everywhere, because according to the FBI the dead guy from 2021, went to church with one of Ben's friends who is one of David's grandkids friends.

And I'm just sitting here confused out of my mind, because I've never had anything to do with David, his relatives, any drug dealers, or any of this other stuff, and I can't figure out why they are trying to drag me into it... but, the FBI says that David somehow got it into his head that I was the one who "ratted him out" (what the fuck? ratted him out for what? what does that even mean?) but the FBI says they think it was ACTUALLY David's sister Barbara who ratted him out, but that she did it using my name so that she wouldn't take the blame for ratting him out.

And when I asked why the heck would she use MY name? The FBI said, they think she picked me because of my Autism. They said, that she spends an inordinate amount of time at local karaoke bars, spreading huge amounts of lies and gossip about me, with her girlfriend "crackhead Cammilla" (whoever the hell that is) and that, she's been dong it in bars around Old Orchard, Biddeford, and Kennebunk, Maine for well over fifteen years now!... they said she started doing it around the same time her husband Paul Martel blew up my house with a bomb, and they suspect that she started doing it, to try to take attention away from her husband (who is now in prison for building said bomb)... the FBI said they have a lot of surveillance footage of her calling me "a worthless brain dead retard" and stating that no one would miss me if I was gone. The FBI said she was unaware that I was in 2 Stephen King movies (which I'm not... but people are saying I am because of that illegal guerilla filming method of how Stephen King movies were filmed) and had written a bestselling novel that had sold ten million copies, so she was unaware how famous I was or that, by trying to pin the drug stuff on me, that they would end up making it VERY EASY to track everyone involved, simple because I was so VERY famous online.

They said The Atwaters were unaware of how famous I was, until in 2021, when a bunch of Stephen King fans who live in York County, Maine, made an issue about the fact that I, The Gypsy witch from The Thinner movie, was being harassed big time... and it was at that point that David's grandkids realized they had not only opened a can of worms, they had stomped on a fucking hornet's nest of angry Stephen King fans.

They said Stephen King fans quickly recognized that I was the severely retarded mute autistic girl whom Stephen King wrote DOZENS of stories about (did he? I don't know; I've never read a Stephen King book or watched a Stephen King movie... he's just one of my neighbours, I don't know anything about his work; I don't understand why is Stephen King so obsessed with me and my Gypsy family and my supposedly haunted car, that isn't haunted but no one ever listens to me, because they all say Stephen King told them it was haunted... and now, the FBI agents are saying he has made over a dozen books and movies about retarded mute autistic girls who are all based off of me! What the hell? Why is he doing this?

I don't like that Stephen King uses me as the basis of his characters, I don't like it at all; I never gave him permission to write about me, he never had permission to film Thinner on my farm either, I'm still mad about that too.... but now they are telling me that he is just super obsessed with my severe levels of Autism and that he has been obsessively writing weird ass horror shit that brands me as some kind of crazed mute psychopath with demon powers because I have Autism?

What the fuck? It never ends with Stephen King does it?! He just finds one way to slander and defame me after another and I'm so sick of it. Who the hell is this guy that he thinks he can get away with this stuff? You know what the FBI said... they said that EVERY major big time violent attack on me, my cars, my family, my farm... EVERY ONE OF THEM... coincides with the release date of a Stephen King book.

The FBI thinks Stephen King has some psycho fan who knows Stephen King is basing stuff off my life and is deliberately harassing my family JUST TO SEE how long it takes Stephen King to publish a book about what the harasser did to my family this time!

What the fuck!

You know writing books about my Autism and branding me as demon powered because of my autism is ablest shit, harassing a disabled person, right?

The FBI said that was why they sealed up all the police reports and got everything listed as classified, because they said they don't want Stephen King reading any more news reports about the harassment of my family and profiting off the murders and trauma ad suffering my family is going through any more! ).... and that Stephen King fans were outraged that some with low functioning Autism, that was so severely disabling as my Autism is, were outraged, that I was being harassed on mega extreme levels.

The FBI said once Stephen King's fans realized who I was and what was going on, that the FBI hotline has been FLOODED with calls coming in from ALL OVER THE PLANET... tens of thousands of calls each month... which have lead to DOZENS of arrests of a LOT of people connected to this Connecticut drug gang.

And they said THIS is why David believes I ratted him out... even though I did not. They said so many Stephen King fans have been calling the FBI phone number on my car and FaceBook and website, that they were able to gather up a LOT of evidence against a LOT of Atwaters... and that is why the Atwaters have gone mega hyper smear campaign, because the Atwaters believe it was ME who called the FBI..

...but the fact remains, as always... I am looking for the murderer of my son, and I have no interest in the Atwaters or their drug dealing hoodlum friends. I just want to know who murdered my son, that's the reason the FBI hotline number is there.

But... apparently, the Atwaters thought the FBI phone number was there to turn them in... which is weird, because it clearly states if you have information about the murder of my son... why would the Atwaters think it was about them, unless they were the ones who murdered my son?

I am just baffled and confused by the people around Biddeford and Old Orchard who tell me in person and the people online on FaceBook and Twitter who tell me online, that they are being contacted by Atwaters telling them things I supposedly said or did, and it's never anything I am even capable of saying or doing, but besides that who are these Atwaters who are doing this, why are they ding it, why do they think I should know them when I don't know the Atwaters at all, and why do they think they know me, and where are they sourcing this freaked out weird ass info they claim is about me, but it isn't about me, and why are they attributing it to me? It just seems like they have me mixed up with someone else, especially since they are saying they get emails from me but I don't use email, I never have, I don't even know how to use email, so I looks like someone is pretending to be me to get them worked up, but who or why, I don't know... but also whoever it is seems to be unaware I have Autism, seems to be just as unaware of my Autism as the Atwaters also clearly are unaware.

This whole thing is all just so very strange and I don't understand any of it. They are so disruptive of my life, and I can't figure out what the motive behind any of it is.

It's very frustrating not knowing who these people are or why they are doing the stuff they are doing.

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NEVER FORGET: My son was murdered November 14, 2013 and someone is running around Biddeford & Old Orchard Beach, Maine DESPERATELY trying to make you forget about my son's murder by spreading the wildest, craziest, insanest slander they can make up about me, and the FBI wants YOUR help to find out WHO that person is, because the ONLY person with any motive to make up these lies about me: is my son's killer. https://www.eelkat.com/Never-Forget.html 

NEVER FORGET! My son is dead, murdered, a golf club smashed out his brain in the Southern Maine Community College parking lot, and these malevolent interlopers are actively undermining the investigation.

Why?

What plausible reason, other than their own guilt, could motivate someone to obstruct justice?

Anyone hindering a murder investigation merits suspicion.

Anyone standing in the way of justice for a baby's death cannot be trusted, because NO INNOCENT being would EVER seek to OBSTRUCT an inquiry into such a tragedy! It's time to probe their motives! It's time to scrutinize their loyalties.

NEVER FORGET! My son was murdered, and these evil people are working relentlessly to bury the truth. They are using every means to wipe away the memory of my son's death. Why? No guiltless person would go to such lengths.

NEVER FORGET! Their attempts to impede the investigation signify their guilt. It's time to cast a blazing light on those actively hindering justice for my son's murderer. My son's killer remains at large, and these obstructors are aiding this grave injustice.

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(answering FaceBook question that asked if porch bitch is crackhead Cammilla)

Crackhead Camilla? No. She is not porch bitch. She frequently showed up WITH porch bitch throughout 2022. Crackhead Cammilla was Barbara's Bridesmaid at her wedding to Greg. I do not know her name. Barbara treats her like a friend when she's around, but when she's not around Barabara calls her "that dumb bitch crackhead Camallia". Crackhead Camilla was arrested November 24,, 1994 at my grandmother's house on Foss Street and Bacon Street corner of Biddeford, along with more then 30 other Atwaters and their friends, for the Bacon Street murder. which happened in my grandmother Eva Viola Atwater's driveway November 24, 1994 the same night she died.Crackhead Cammilla got 30 years in prison, sentenced for being a cocaine dealer, several of the other Atwaters got sentences varying from 6 months to 25 years depending on what they did that night.

The Atwaters ARE The Bacon Street Gang of Biddeford, and Crackhead Camilla was the last one to be released from prison. She was released October 2021, and she showed up at my apartment with porch bitch November 2021. So, yes, porch bitch clearly is connected to the Atwaters.

I told you before, MOST people in the Greater Boston area call my uncles and their gang "The Scottish Mafia", in Biddeford the Atwaters are known as "The Bacon Street Gang", Colorado State Police call them "The Scottish Traveller Crime Family" but the title they actually call themselves is "The Royal Highland Clan of Scotland"... the entire city of Boston isn't scared shitless of the Atwaters and calling them "The Scottish Mafia" to be all cutsy wootsie, and I don't have an uncle and 14 cousins on the FBI top 100 most wanted criminals in America because the Atwaters are NOT danger. Hell, look what they did to Tod Murphy, the anniversary of them throwing his brain at the front door of 409 Main Street Biddeford is less then a week away.

The Atwaters are fucking insane. And you're an idiot if you think you can trust them.

Tod Murphy trusted them didn't he? Look what they did to him. DAYS after crackhead cammilla was released from prison. She was the last gang member in prison. The gang's all back together and reunited again, and murders started happening 4 days later. Scottish Mafia, Bacon Street Gang, I don't give a shit what it is you want to call them, I just want them the fuck out of my life, I want them to leave me alone.

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No. The Atwaters ARE The Bacon Street Gang, the gang that 90% of Biddeford residents live in mortal terror of. The Bacon Street gang was a holy terror in the 1990s, until they murdered that guy on November 24, 1994 in the driveway of the big yellow house on the corner of Foss Street and Bacon street. My grandmother Eva Viola Atwater lived in the big yellow house at the time, and the fight started IN her apartment. It was my uncle Bruce and Dino who started the fight.

My grandmother had given my cousin Scott an antique hand carved model ship that had been made by some famous sculptor in the 1970s.

Scott put the boat on the shelf intending to take it with him when he left, but Dino stole it, because Bruce told him to, because Bruce claimed the boat was worth close to a million dollars (it wasn’t, my grandmother had had it appraised and it was worth around $2k). Also stolen by Dino, for Bruce that same night was an antique watch, with hand blown glass beads made in Italy. Each bead was pink with a blue bird in the middle. That was given to my grandmother by her foster mother in the 1920s, it was also appraised at around $2k, but Bruce was also claiming it was worth over a million dollars.

That watch was given to me for my 16th birthday in 1992, and I never took it off. I had fallen asleep on my grandmother’s big pink polka dot sofa, and Dino took it off my arm, I know it was Dino because I woke up while he was doing it. He jumped out the window behind the sofa with both my watch and Scott’s boat, Bruce too big to fit out the window, ran down the kitchen hall and out the back door. Cousin’s Mike and Dale and Peter (Scotts brothers) ran after them. In the street outside was uncle David and the “David and Lucy and Hall” gang, a group of well over 400 people, who we rarely see here in Maine as they are usually in Wyoming and Colorado. They immediately pulled out their guns and started shooting at Ddino, thinking that Bruce was chasing Dino, not realizing that Bruce and Dino were running together, trying to get away from Mike, Dale, and Peter. Bruce’s son Danny saw what happened and he ran after Mike and Dale, Danny is the one who pulled out a machete and started the word fight. The man who was murdered was murdered with Danny’s machete, which is why Danny got arrested that night, but the police later found out it was someone else who did the murder, after taking the machete away from Danny.

Within 15 minutes there were well over a hundred people in the intersection blocking traffic, most carrying BOTH guns and swords and a LOT of people got stabbed and shot. The police station SAW what was happen, yes, SAW, because the police station is only TWO BUILDINGS AWAY, and police started pouring out of the station and trying to pin down the mob. David’s group ran down Foss Street to Water Street and Mechanic's Park.

By midnight of November 24, 1994 my grandmother was dead, and so were multiple random people who happened to be walking by when the Atwaters ran out after Dino trying to get the boat away from him. More then 30 people, mostly Atwaters, were arrested that night, with well over 70 people escaping and not being caught by the police. The gang was dubbed “The Bacon Street Gang” by Biddeford Police officers, and has been known as The Bacon Street Gang ever since.

THAT is the Bacon Street Gang murders and how the name “Bacon Street Gang” got started. The Atwaters ARE the Bacon Street gang. My uncle Bruce was the LEADER of The Bacon Street Gang from the 1960s until his death in 2019. I don’t know who took over The Bacon Street Gang after he died, but the gang is still a MAJOR problem in the Sullivan Street district of Biddeford now in 2023. They have a new leader.

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Yes. All those people who died in the Bacon Street murdered, they were killed over a model ship, that was around 3 feet long. It was a sculpture made out of a log, carved with a chainsaw, it was a canoe with 2 native American indians in it.

My mother and her sister Barbara both wanted it, and during the court case murder trails, my uncle Bruce claimed that he had Dino steal it for him, because according to Bruce Barbara claimed she could sell it to grammy's half brother in Rhode Island for over a million dollars, and Bruce claimed in court that he, Baraba and Dino were going to split the money. Grammy had given the boat to my cousin Scott years prior to that, and EVERYONE knew the boat was Scotty's. The boat was BIG, it was a chainsaw sculpture made out of a pine tree stump, and it was about 4 feet long and 3 feet tall and weighed around 65lbs.

Scott was a kid about 10 years old when Grammy gave it to him, but he had to keep it at Grammy's house because it was too big for his bedroom. He was going to take it after he turned 18, but he was around 14 or so when Grammy died and y mother and Barbara both tried to take the boat, the morning before Grammy died, and my uncle Dickie was there and took the boat away from them. Scott wasn't there, I think he was in Vermont visiting his dad Grey at the time.

Dickie took the boat and put it on the big shelf behind the sofa and he said he was going to guard it until someone could get in touch with Scott's dad Grey and have him come down from Vermont to take the boat. My mom and Barbara were furious with Dickie, Barbara said because she was Scott's biological mother that the boat was rightfully hers because Scott was a minor.

The fight between my mom and Barbara and Dickie went on for hours and Scots brother Mike got mad and told the 3 of them to get the fuck out of the house. Mike is the same age as me, I'm a month older then him, we were both 16 at the time. Mike said Grammy loved her family and the last thing she needed to see on her deathbed was them all fighting over some fucking boat.

Mike and his friend Dale chased my mom, his mom, Dickie, Bruce, and David all out of the house told them to not come back in until they could stop fighting. Bruce went out and sat in his car with Mike-Matui (different Mike) and that's when Dino showed up.

David went off the get his Lucy and Hall crew who he said was camping out (squatting) at some church nearby. Dino broke into the house a few hours later, he later claimed that Bruce had told him the boat was Bruce's and that my mom had stolen it. Uncle Johnny showed up a few hours after the murder (he's the polygamist for Oregon with five wives - I had never seen him before so I didn't know who he was, also, he's black, and it was the first time I found out Grammy Eva was half black, something the Atwaters seem to try to hide, but Eva Viola Atwater's mother was a full blooded Kickapoo Native American and her father was a black man from Hati, this all came out as a result of the Bacon Street Gang murders a few weeks after she died), I have never seen him before or since, but he showed up and beat the living shit out of Bruce while my mom and Baraba stood there like school girl brats screaming "kill him! kill him! kill him!".

My mom and Bruce never spoke to each other after that night and that's why. The Atwaters divided off into several smaller gangs after that, my mom and Uncle Johnny with one group, Bruce and Baraba with a different group, David and his crew with another group. Dickie wanted no part of it, so he moved to Ukraine with his Russian wife, but then they got divorced not long after. She was also 16, same age as me and Mike, so the 3 of us got along, but the rest of the Atwaters hated Dickie's wife.

The whole thing was a mess, and several people, just random passers by who were walking on the sidewalk, got killed that night. The Atwaters are utterly insane, and the fact that it all happened on the corner of Foss and Bacon street behind the Biddeford Police Station is WHY people started calling them the Bacon street gang, but yeah, all those people who died in the Bacon Street Gang murders, they were killed over a boat, a toy boat, a child toy boat, that bunch of crazy adults were fighting over because they thought it might, maybe be worth a lot of money, and i wasn;t worth anything, but a bunch of random strangers died over it anyways.

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Yes. Ben was there that night. Of course he was. I was there, wasn't I? In 1994 I was still being locked in a cage in that room. Ben had the keys to the padlocks. Ben was the ONLY person who could let me out. Dickie had come here to Maine from Illinois and gave Ben hell for not letting me out of the cage to go visit my grandmother before she died. Ben is scared shitless of anyone bigger then he is, and ALL of the Atwater uncles are 6'2" or TALLER - Bruce and Dickie were BOTH 6'4", and one of my uncles is 7'3". Atwater men are big. That's the only reason I was there the night grammy died and the night the Bacon Street Gang Murders happened.

And yes, me and my cousins Mike and Danny and Dale and Katya and Timmy (Murphy) are ALL the exact same age, there is only 30 days apart from any one of us. We were all either 16 or 17 November 24, 1994 when all this happened. I started my website eelkat,com (called SpaceDock13 until I changed the name in 2013) 2 years after grammy died in 1996, BECAUSE I turned 18 in 1996 and was able to get a library card without an adult signature.

Etiole was helping me sneak out of the cage and we would walk to the Old Orchard Beach and Biddeford Libraries. My parents were too busy fighting most days to notice I was gone and Ben was working overseas in Israel a lot during that time period (hes in the air force). That's WHY the Atwaters hate Etiole and started the whole "amphibious aliens" rumors about him, BECAUSE he's the one who was helping me get to the library to use the public access computers.

I was going to multiple libraries: Old Orchard Beach, Saco, Scarborough, Biddeford, 5 libraries in Portland, South Portland, just every library I could find; Etiole being a homeless veteran for so many decades he knew all these backroads to get to tons of places without being seen, all these deer trails off road through the forests and marshes, so we did not have to walk on the roads where we might get caught.

I was walking 13+ miles a day. We took my cocker spaniel Buddy with us. I did not have a computer until 2005 and I did not have internet until 2010... ALL of it was done on public library computers from 1996 to 2010.

Etiole (that's not his name, its just what the Atwaters call him) was pivotal in my escape from that room, and that's why the Atwaters make up all these weird rumors and lies about him calling him an alien or saying he's an evil spirit haunting my car.

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The pictures? Yes, I remember that. I don't know what year it was, but the Dodge was still running so it was BEFORE 1989. The transmission of the 1964 Dodge died January 1989. My father backed it up into my rose garden and it never moved again until May 2010 when it was stolen. I happened AFTER 1981 because 1981 was when the Atwaters and the Cyr clan had the big 4-5-8 shoot out with the Old Orchard Beach Police and my dad got the Boston Globe job that same year, but he was illiterate, he can neither read nor write, so he bought me a Brother typewriter and had me write all his assignments. And THAT is what I was doing. I was sitting in the back seat of the Dodge, typing a Boston Globe article for my father to turn in to his boss. My mother took me out of public school to write my father's Boston Globe articles when I was 8, that was 1983. So, the pictures even happened AFTER 1983 but BEFORE 1989. I was OLDER then 8 years old but younger then 14 years old.

I don't know what happened. It was a fight between my mother, her brother Bruce, and their mother Eva. David was their with the Ford Bronco that had no floor boards and he called it his "Flintstone's car" because his family had to hold their feet up on the seats while driving other wise their feet would get hurt on the tar roads while driving. That truck was parked in front of us.

Dickie was their with the red Jeep Cherokee with the Mayland plates, that car was parked behind us. We were supposed to be going on a trip to Canton to dump bones in the Lake, like we did every summer.

We were at my grandmother big Victorian Manion that sat on Graham Street by Elm Street. the one that was originally part of the big white Congregational Church, the church is still there, but the mansion is gone now and a condominium sits there. Where the Catholic School is.

Dr Roberts, Barbra's father, owned the mansion and grammy rented the first floor side across from his doctor's office in the same building.

We was parked out front. My dad was in the driver's seat, I was in back typing, my mom got out and went into grammies house. Thee was a lot of yelling and screaming and then a while later, maybe an hour, I don't know, my mother came out with this big black trash bag, like one of those Glad or Hefty types, opens the back door of the Dodge, and tosses the bag in on top of me, yells something about "guard it with your life" then runs screaming back into the house.

I looked in the bag to see what it was, and it was tons of photos, many with black corner tabs on them... a few THOUSAND photos... looked like someone had ripped them out of a photo album. I didn't recognize the people in the photos, except once in a while Lucy was in a few of them, wearing a very 1960s pink suit, which someone said was her wedding dress, can't remember who said it. Some of the photos were ripped up, like a person had been ripped out of the photo, and a lot had faces cut out of people.

It was really weird, this giant black trash bag full of photos, probably around four or five THOUSAND photos, and old phots too, like from the 1950s to 1960s vintage photos, but a lot of them were damaged, like a crazy person had been trying to destroy them.

A few minutes later Grammy comes running out and starts yelling in the car window at my dad, yelling about how he needed to go get my mother because she was on a rampage destroying everything in the house.

Minutes later David and Lucy both come out and they are yelling about my mother too, with Lucy saying something about wanting to have my mother committed because she was cutting up Lucy's wedding photos and had set fire to some photo albums. They piled into Davids car and kept fighting.

A few minutes later Bruce comes out, raves and rants about demons, like he always does, then rips open the back door of the Dodge, sticks his head in and starts yelling at me to give him the bag of photos. He than grabbed the bag and clamored back out of the Dodge. I have Autism - real and actual Autism, NOT aspergers, so I am mute and never responded to anything any of them said - mute, I can not talk.

Bruce starts dumping the bag of photos on the sidewalk looking for something, I don't know what. My mother runs out of the house and lunges at him, lands on top of him, and starts slamming his face on the cement while screaming like a loonie. She starts yelling "Those are Wendy's photos I gave them to her!"

Bruce starts yelling: "What's some kid want with photos of aunts and uncles, I know I never wanted photos of my aunts and uncles!"

Bruce and my mother get into a fist fight there on the sidewalk, punching each other in the face and puling out each other's hair (they both had waist length hair)

Bruce starts screaming that they are his photos, my mother starts screaming that they are her photos, grammy's black cat Mittens got out and she's running up and down the road screaming "my cat! my cat!". David and Dickie start scooping up the photos and putting them back in the bag, which by that point the wind is blowing photos all over Biddeford, so the are running around trying to catch them.

Grammy finally caught her cat, my dad finally got my mother in the Dodge, Bruce ran up the street carrying the black trash bag full of photos, and my mother turns around and starts throttling me over the back seat while screaming: "I told you to guard them with your life you filthy little competition bitch! You stole my photos and gave them to Bruce you piece of filth!"

Ever since that say, my mother has had this whole boo-hoo pity party spiel of "Wendy stoooole myyyy phoooootoooos ohhhhh booooo-hooooo!" In 2006 when I was living under the tarp, ( here : https://www.eelkat.com/images/tent2.jpg ) It was officer Timmy DeLuca who was later there April 10, 2015

she brought over the Old Orchard Beach police to search my tent looking for photos, which of course I did not have because I have never owed ANY photos other then one roll of photos I took of my Dodge in 1989. These photos:

Only photos I've ever owned in my entire life and I still have them.

I mean you got to remember: I lived here for 27 years from the time I was 8 years old until I was 31 years old... you can that I owned LITERALLY NOTHING at ALL:

Not many places to hide photos in that room, was there?

And then I lived here from the age of 31 to 29:

That is my dog Buddy

Again, you can see, I literally OWNED NOTHING!

The cinder blocks the tent was built out of are the same ones that were in the room by the way, and I still have them and the tarp, now in 2023.

Anyone who ever heard porch bitch rave about cinder blocks smashing out my foster kids brains on April 10, 2015, there it is, THAT is the cinder block porch bitch is talking about. Next time she yaps at you about it, you can now tell her you've seen it and don't need her descriptions of it any more.

No place to hide photos under a 8x6' tarp that was only 3x6x3taal inside and only had room for my one sleeping bag in it. I lived in that room thing for 27 years, followed by I lived under that tarp for 9 years following that.

Here this is the inside of the tent: it was a bale of hay while rags from the Salvation Army that I slept on for 9 years. And a wooden pallet to support the tarp under the 3 to 5 feet of snow every blizzard dumped on it throughout the year.

This is where I lived for 9 years. from May 2006 to March 2015.

The hay I slept on in the tent for 9 years was much more comfortable then the cinderblock and ledge I slept on for 27 years previously. 

Do YOU see any place where I can hide photos in here?

But, she has spent decades lying about me accusing me of stealing some photos, when, what ACTUALLY happened, is she stole Lucy's wedding albums and was cutting grandpa's picture out of all of DAVID's photos and Bruce and David tried to stop her, so she mad dash stuffed the photos in a trash bag and tossed the bag in the back seat of my car... and I was also 10 years old and had no fucking clue what was going on at the time it happened, I didn't find out til three decades later where those photos had even come from. I don't know where they are today, last time I saw that bag Bruce was running up Graham Street toward South Street with them, FORTY YEARS AGO.

But yeah, that's the story behind the photos my mother raves and rants about and claims I stole.

NEVER FORGET! Never forget the horror inflicted on my family by the murder of my son! Never forget the reasons behind his murder! Education for us females is a costly struggle. And it shouldn't be. We should not have to suffer torture or death as punishment for basic human rights! Join the fight, for we demand not just homes, freedom, and literacy but the recognition of our shared humanity! My baby's death is a call to arms against the injustice we endure.

November 12, 2023

Two days is the 10 year anniversary of the murder of my 8 month old son. The killer has not been found yet. Old Orchard Beach, Maine Police at 207-935-4911 and Portland Maine FBI Agent Andy Drewer at 207-774-9322 are investigating the murder of my son so, if you have any information, please give it to them. https://www.eelkat.com/Never-Forget.html

NEVER FORGET! Remember the tragedy my family endured! My baby was murdered, beaten to death, 8 months old infant, an innocent who did nothing to deserve this! Murdered, because, I, his mother, went to college, murdered at the college, not by other students, no, I was welcomed by the other students, I was welcomed by the teachers, they accepted me in college, even though I committed the sin of having been born female and as a female was unworthy of education. No. These people agreed with me that we females have the right to learn to read and write and do maths and science. No, the murderers were trespassers on the college grounds, evil people who came to the college with one goal in mind: the punish us females for daring to get an education. For that they beat my baby to death. NEVER FORGET! Never forget the motives behind his murder! Education for us females comes at a steep price. Unite with us, for we fight not just for homes, freedom, and literacy but for the acknowledgment of our basic humanity! My baby's death must spark a collective demand for justice. Being a female does not make me unworthy of being allowed to go to school. And going to school, shouldn't come with the threat of death! Never forget why they killed my baby! Do not let his death be in vain. NEVER FORGET!

UPDATE to add answer to question:

No. I am legally blind. I have been since I was 4 years old. I can not see what she looks like. I go by sound of voice and body smell to identify people. For what someone looks like I have to go by what others tell me. Like I said, I've never seen the woman who attacks, as she clearly knows I am legally blind and stays over 4 feet away from me. 

A person has to be closer than four feet from me in order for me to even make out the blur outline of their body shape/height/weight. But in order for ne to see their face they must have their face closer the EIGHT INCHES.

It's why I CAN identify the Claire woman and the Kendra woman who murdered my son, if anyone ever finds them and gets them in a line-up, I would be able to pick them out, but why I can not identify this weird crazy woman who shows up at the Biddeford apartment and stand yelling on the front porch and killed my dog Mickey in June 2023, and tried to kill me by poisoning my pizza at Round 1, while running around the restaurant screaming the same way she does here.

I can identify her voice and her laugh and her smell, its a very "Minnie Mouse type" high pitch shrieking with a megaphone style booming cackle laugh. And she smells really strong of alcohol drinks but I don't know what type as I am a Mormon and I don't know them. She also has a weird "rotting cat pee mixed with burned cotton candy smell" to her, which I am told by police, sounds like I am trying to describe a mix of "crack and weed" which the police said is some type of drug, but again, I'm a Mormon so I do not know those things. According to witnesses she is very fat, According to both my mother and my father she is well over 300lbs. Around twenty different people said she has "Shirley Temple Sausage curls" hair, while nearly a dozen other people said she has red curly hair, and several more people described her with straight purple hair, while some described her as wearing a "pulp fiction uma thurman wig".

In total well over a hundred people have come forward citing that she shows up on their porch and starts yell at them, and always starts out with some kind of "I got to warn you about EelKat and her demons" rant. They always describe her as "fat", "morbidly obeses", some say "200lbs" others say "300lbs". Some say she is in her 30s others say she is in her 40s. None of them know who she is, they all say she is a total stranger to them and they also all say, they had no idea who I was either.

They come to my apartment, they said, to tell me what she is doing, each of them saying they found out where I was because she told them my address, and they came over to tell me that she was doxxing my family. These people are always citing that they live in the Cutt St/Main street/May St/South St area, all of them saying they live within 3 or 4 blocks of me and that she walks to their buildings, they never see a car. My Biddeford apartment is 409 Main Street and she has shown up here daily from November 21, 2021 (the same day Etiole was shot; he says by her) until May 17, 2022. After May 2022, she showed up every holiday and every weekend, but no longer every day. 

Today is the 12th of November 2023 and she has already been here 4 times this month. At the same time, people around the Portland Ave and Cascade area of Old Orchard, are also arriving saying the same things, but about a man. They cite a white haired man, very skinny, rather short, around 5'6", around 70, is going driveway to driveway, parking a big Power Wagon sized Dodge Ram pickup truck across their driveway, then getting out, waving a rifle over his head, and yell up at their house ALSO saying he is there to "warn you about EelKat and her aliens". 

The two are believed to be grandfather/granddaughter, and FBI suspects they are the husband and granddaughter of the mystery "Claire" woman who murdered my son. They believe, that the homeless man who was murdered November 19, 2021, DID in fact know who the "Claire" woman who murdered my son was, and they believe this white haired man and woman who screams from porches are the ones who killed the homeless man, seeing how, he showed up on the 7 year anniversary of my son's murder, asking for the FBI phone number, claiming he knew who the woman who murdered my son was, but 5 days later he was murdered before he got a chance to talk to the FBI (the federal building in Portland was closed for the holiday week and the homeless man died before they reopened).

These 2, the white haired man and younger woman both showed up November 21, 2021, 2 days after the November 19, 2021 murder of the homeless man, who was murdered in the backyard of my Biddeford apartment, by the way, that week our building was yellow taped and crawling with police, that's why they were picking up the hundreds and hundreds and hundreds of chopped up pieces of the homeless man, which took them 3 days to find all of him. The FBI believes the homeless man was killed by someone who did not want him to identify my son's murderer... this homeless man's death is WHY my son's cold case, was reopened and the FBI once again here asking all the neighbors for leads. 

The FBI believes that the reason these two are hyper going from house to house all around me (I have 2 addresses: 409 Main Street Biddeford and 146 Portland Ave, Old Orcharch; and they are going up and down both streets and all side streets off of both streets), trying to spread slanderous rumors about me, most of the rumors involving some gibberish about demons, aliens, haunted cats, kidnapped cats, schizophrenia, and tons of other similar outright gibbering insanity.

NEVER FORGET! My son is dead, and these malicious busybodies are actively sabotaging the investigation. Why? What conceivable motive, apart from their own guilt, could drive someone to obstruct justice? Anyone hindering a murder investigation merits suspicion. Anyone standing in the way of justice for a baby's death cannot be trusted, because NO INNOCENT individual would EVER attempt to HINDER an inquiry into such a tragedy! It's time to question their motives! It's time to scrutinize their allegiance. NEVER FORGET! My son was murdered, and these wicked individuals are using every resource to bury the truth. They are pulling out all the stops to erase the memory of my son's death. Why? No innocent person would resort to such measures. NEVER FORGET! Their endeavors to halt the investigation are a glaring sign of their complicity. It's time to illuminate those actively impeding justice for my son's murderer. My son's killer remains at large, and these obstructors contribute to this grievous injustice.

The FBI believes they are spreading their wild gibbering slander in a weird attempt to get witness to NOT come forward with information about my son's murder. This in turn has led the FBI to believe that SOMEONE NEAR BY IS a witness to my son's murder and is scared of these two people. It is believed that this weird smear slander campaign these two are doing, is a direct fear tactic aimed at terrorizing someone they know to be a witness. 

NEVER FORGET! My 8 month old infant son is dead, murdered, a golf club smashed out his brain in the Southern Maine Community College parking lot, and these venomous meddlers are actively, deliberately, willfully, knowingly thwarting the investigation. Why? What conceivable reason, other than their own guilt, could lead someone to obstruct justice? Anyone obstructing a murder investigation deserves suspicion. Anyone standing in the way of justice for a baby's death cannot be trusted, because NO INNOCENT soul would EVER try to HINDER an inquiry into such a tragedy! It's time to question their motives! It's time to scrutinize their loyalties. NEVER FORGET! My son was murdered, and these malevolent evil people are doing everything in their power to bury the truth. They are exerting every ounce of influence to erase the memory of my son's death. Why? No innocent person would go to such lengths. NEVER FORGET! Their efforts to impede the investigation are a glaring sign of their support of the murderer. It's time to put on aa billboard, the names of every person who is actively hindering justice for my son's murderer. My son's killer roams freely, and these obstructors play a role in this grave injustice.

These two are bullying and harassing my family on extreme and outlandish levels. The whole thing is very bizarre, and if this woman had NOT started running her gossiping, busy body, slandering mout h off on every front porch in the area, my son's murder investigation would NOT have been reopened. 

The thing is, for 7 years, from 2013 to 2021, there were ZERO leads. 

The mystery homeless man who showed up on the 7 year anniversary, was the first time anyone came forward claiming to know who the murderer was, but he was murdered 5 days later, and 2 days after that these 2 showed up with their wild tales of demons, aliens, haunted cars, etc.  

Interestingly, at the same time, YouTube got flooded with HUNDREDS of deep fake "Golden Eagle Haunted Car" AI generated videos, alongside TENS OF THOUSANDS of weird "anti-EelKat" Reddit posts spread across well over a hundred Reddit accounts. Which in turn caused my website to have a MEGA massive increase in traffic - with now over a million users per month, searching Google for the term "EelKat golden Eagle Ghost Car Wendy Allen Demon Car" (the keyword that Google Analytics says has sent the most traffic to my website since November 2021). In their weird slander attempt, and in making all these weird deep fake videos, and in posting all those weird Reddit posts, they have had an unexpected side effect of RAISING AWARENESS to my son's murder, by sending millions of people to my website. 

I don't do any marketing or promoting of my website, there is the URL painted on my car and the link from my FaceBook profile, together those each around two thousand people. 

This weird smear campaign these 2 have done since November 2021, has had a HUGE impact on traffic to my website. HUGE. With my site going from 10k average monthly visitors to over SEVEN MILLION average monthly visitors. 

This woman and the white haired man, in their mega hyper attempts to slander men, inadvertently caused people to start direct typing the word "EelKat" into Google search engine, which of course cause Google to give them eelkat.com as a search result. In their attempt to BURY all thoughts of my son's murder, by trying to spread crazy rumors about me, they instead caused the page about my son's murder to receive an average of over ONE MILLION NEW USERS visiting it, EACH MONTH since they stated yelling from porches around Biddeford in November 2021. 

Which in turn has also lead to more than one thousand people calling the police and FBI giving tips about my son's murder. 

So, in their attempt to make me look crazy, all they did was make themselves look very, very, VERY guilty, while spreading awareness about my son's murder to people who, before these two arrived on porched in Biddeford and Old Orchard, were unaware of my son's murder. 

But no, back to your question, I've never seen either of these two. I'm blind, remember? Blind since I was 4 years old. Blind from being beaten in the face with a limb from a pine tree. I have been blind for five decades.

And no, I've never spoken with either of them. I'm mute, remember? My jaw was fused shut, from the bone growing back wrong, after being beaten in the face with a cinder block brick, when I was 14 years old. I have been mute for four decades. I was 42 years old when doctors discovered I was not born mute, but was forcable made mute by "medical augmentation" aka torture. In June 2016, I had surgery to allow me to open my jaw properly for the first time in 40 years, but four decades mute, meant my vocal cords never grew properly, never received conditioning, and now today, I still can not speak properly, my voice is barely a whisper, IF I can even form vocalizations at all, which usually I can not. Because of this I have no physical ability to raise my voice at all, I can not scream or yell at all, I am physically, medically incapable of getting my voice to be anything other than a whisper, and even that causes searing pain, resulting in I don't bother trying to speak.

And no, I've not had contact with anyone. From 1983 until 2006 I was locked in a rusted racoon trap cage in a wood shed "room", and there were only 7 people who ever checked in on me that entire time, and they only did that once a week. Needless to say I never went to school. I had a typewriter, and my grandmother brought paper each week. I became very good at typing, because for 27 years, I had nothing else to do. 

October 2006 a bomb blew up that house. I almost died. Someone put the bomb in that "room" while I was asleep. From 2006 to 2015, I lived under a 8x9 tarp at the back of that wood shed.

Out of the entire of my more then five decades of life, I have only had contact with Humans for three years. From October 2010 to November 2013.

In October 2010 I went to the Old Orchard Beach High School and got my GED after 3 weeks of night classes. I got a ride to the DMV and got my driver's permit. Then I enrolled in two colleges York County Community College and Southern Maine Community College, taking five classes per semester. I could not enroll as a degree student because I do not know how to count or tell time or read clocks or calendars or do maths.

At SMCC, three professors (Andrew Parker, Robert Vettes, and Chris M) attempted to teach me how to speak. The SMCC student counselor brought in social workers and a state psychologist who diagnosed me as "a feral child" and stated I had no social skills on any level whatsoever due to what they termed "the most horrific case of child abuse and neglect ever seen in Maine history". They found my not knowing about things like eating utensils, bathing, or communicating verbally to be the worst case of "feral childism" in modern history.

A team of psychiatrists were brought to the college, over a dozen of the world's top child behavior specialists from countries all over the world: to do a study on the "training of a feral child" and to make "attempts to intergrade a feral child into modern American society". They called me an anomaly and a "once in a hundred years chance of a lifetime study subject".

Four of them predicted I would: never drive a car, never learn to talk, never make a single friend, never learn to interact with Humans, never learn to eat with a fork, and never learn  math. 

I became the "test subject" of more then a dozen "feral child studied" which lasted my entire time at college, and ended abruptly November 14, 2013, when a mystery woman who identified herself as "Claire" attacked with a golf club, murdering my baby and leaving me with a broken spine and paralyzed legs.

Even before I became bedridden in 2013, I could not walk unaided. My hip was stabbed with a foundation rod, that was driven through my right hip and out my left thigh. My Uncle Bruce did that when I was 4 years old. I've struggled to even stand, let alone walk, since I was FOUR years old. So being crippled, unable to walk, was not new. But my whole life, it was my hips, and now it is my spine, and a severed nerve bundle in my spinal column.

Since November 2013 I have been bedridden, and the ONLY way you can talk to me or see me is to visit me, visit my bed.

I can not see.

I can not talk.

I can not walk.

Since 2013 I am out of bed fewer then 2 hours a day. 

And NO ONE... not ONE SINGLE PERSON, ever visited me since 2013, or before.

The ONLY people who arrive are the ones who stand in the driveway and on the porch and yell obscenities and hate slurs from the street... and they are too far away for me to see them, and they are too far away for them to hear my whisper if I tried to talk, which I don't. Plus, I can not sit up, it takes well over an hour for me to sit up in my bed, so by the time I am sitting up, they are gone.

So, anyone telling you I have seen them, spoken with them, yelled at them, interacted with them, at ANY point prior to 1983... when I was locked in that cage ... is lying to you. Because since 1983, NO ONE but my husband Benjamin Kitchle Wildes, my grandmother Eva Viola Atwater, and my uncles Bruce, Dickie, & David, and my aunt Barbara has EVER underreacted with me at all. And the only interactions from Brice, David, Dickie, and Barbara was to electrocute me for the fun of watching me pass out, stabbing me with broken glass again for th e fun of it, and beating me with cinder block bricks because breaking the bones of children is funny according to them.

From October 2010 to November 2013, ar the ONLY three years of my life where I ever went outside and had interaction with Humans, and I was seen as so UN-human that 90% of my Human interactions was with psychiatrists who were giddy piss pants excited to have "a real live feral child oh boy!" to study.

So ANYONE telling you they have ever had ANY form of interactions with me EVER in my ENTIRE LIFE, if lying to you, because those interactions I just listed are the ONLY ones that have EVER happened. PERIOD.

You ask how I can remember everything everyone has ever done and said? Easy? Because so FEW people have ever done or said ANYTHING AT ALL, that it makes it each to remember EVERY ONE of them, for the very simple fact that there is literally not one other thing in my life to remember.

More then 99% of the hours of my life have been spent ALONE, in total darkness, in a cage, or alone, bed ridden in a bed, with no one saying ANYTHING to me, no one EVER interacting with me at all... and with fewer then two hundred total interactions with a Human in my ENTIRE LIFE, I am easily able to remember every single one of them.

Two days is the 10 year anniversary of the murder of my 8 month old son. The killer has not been found yet. Old Orchard Beach, Maine Police at 207-935-4911 and Portland Maine FBI Agent Andy Drewer at 207-774-9322 are investigating the murder of my son so, if you have any information, please give it to them. https://www.eelkat.com/Never-Forget.html 

It's one thing if you stand back and do nothing, but it's another thing entirely, if you are going out of your way to deliberately try to stop the police and FBI investigation. My son is dead and I want to find his killer, and the police are trying to find his killer, but these people, these bigots, these hate mongers, they are doing everything in their power to hinder the police investigation. And by doing that they make themselves look very guilty. WHO other ten the killer, has a reason to want my son's murder investigation stopped? WHO other then the murderer has a motive to try to hinder the investigation? You tell me that. And then you turn an eye of suspicion on ANYONE who is making active attempts to hinder or put a stop to my son's murder investigation. No one who has nothing to hide, is going to try to stop the police from doing their job. No one who is NOT guilty, has any reason to be upset over police trying to find my son's killer. If they have nothing to hide, then why are they being so vocal in saying this investigation must be put to an end?

My son is gone, and those opposing the investigation raise suspicion. What reason, other than guilt, could they have to halt the search for justice? It's time to turn the spotlight on anyone hindering my son's justice.

If you ever made fun of or had any part in the murder of my son, your child shall die an equally horrible death. If you haven't got a child to lose, it will be a brother or sister or parents or spouse or whomever you love the most, and that you should know it was this curse which you brought upon yourself that killed them, they will die on exactly the 7 year anniversary of the very first time, you mocked the death of my child.

These hate mongers actively oppose justice for my son. Their actions betray a fear of exposure. Who, other than the guilty, has a motive to impede the investigation? Their vocal resistance only deepens the shadow of suspicion.

Updated to add answer to question:

No. My going to college was precisely the problem. My parents. The Atwaters. None of them knew. They did not know I had escaped. They did not know I had gotten a GED. They did not know I had gotten a driver’s license. They did not know I had gotten a job. They did not know I had started college.

The social workers, specifically Liv Coleman, social services of the Biddeford Police Department, famous in Maine, notorious in Maine, proud confiscation of more children than any other social worker in Maine history, and the ONLY person the Atwaters are scared of - she's put more Atwater children in foster care then anyone can count, she's Maine''s bulldog for children's rights, and somehow she got involved, she got involved big time, I don't know who brought her in or why, but her arrival on this case, sent the Atwaters into a shit flying frenzy - literally - they ran around Old Orchard and Biddeford dumping buckets of shit on people's cars and houses, I'm not sure why - was the one who contacted the Atwaters, specifically my uncle Bruce, to find out if he was aware I was in college. I don’t know why she contacted him, but apparently my uncle Bruce and my aunt Barbara were claiming they were my legal guardians, a thing the FBI later uncovered and found out was documents Barbara was forging, along with a will that I never wrote, that would make Barbara my next of kin if I died… a will that presumably Barbara had forged in August 2013, 4 days before the backhoe drove over my house.

The FBI thinks the Atwaters hired the backhoe driver to drive over the house, thinking I would be home, because in August 2013, the Atwaters had not yet found out I had escaped, I had gotten a GED, I had gotten a driver’s license, I had gotten a job, and I had started college.

I was at work on the Waffle Pizza Food Truck at George’s Parking Lot beside Bill’s Pizza, next to the Pier across the street from Lisa’s Pizza and Palace Playland when the backhoe drove over my house August 8, 2013.

I WOULD have been asleep inside the building had I not started that job a week earlier.

I WOULD have been killed when the backhoe drove over the house, had I not been at work, on the food truck, a job I had just started that week and a job the Atwaters did not know I had.

WOULD have died in the backhoe driving over my house, the backhoe driver WOULD have taken the blame for my murder, and Barbara WOULD have taken my farm and everything I owned via the forged will she had that she came by a week before the backhoe drove over my house.

The Atwaters DID, show up at my farm the next day August 9, 2013 and the were HORRIFIED to see me not only alive… but with a VIDEO CAMERA… you see… I was just getting home from work, WHILE the backhoe was still in my yard and, those stills of the backhoe on my house, those are NOT photos, but rather those are still frames from VIDEO FOOTAGE…

As you can see in this photo, the backhoe was blocked in my yard and could not drive back out unless he drove over me in my car. Thus the backhoe driver leapt out of the backhoe and ran, he ran out of my yard, and up the dirt road across the street from me. The backhoe sat there running, yes, he did not turn the engine off, sat there running for 3 DAYS, until it ran out of gas.

The backhoe was STILL sitting in my yard 3 months later November 14, 2013 when I was attacked by the golf club woman.

The backhoe sat abandoned in my yard until December when the Old Orchard Beach police impounded it and towed it away.

According to the FBI, the backhoe driver was a pawn who was being duped by the Atwaters. The Atwaters had convinced him they owned my farm. In court the backhoe driver provided forged deeds, forged titles, and forged building/demolition permits, all of which he claimed were given to him by my father, and he also claimed my father was claiming to own the land. 

My grandmother Helen Ricker Allen owned the lan from 1914 when she inherited it from her father George Ricker, and she owned it until her death in 1983.

She left EVERYTHING she owned to me, her only grandchild in 1983. And I have never sold the land and still own it to this day.

HOWEVER… 8 days after my grandmother died, I was locked in that room… and the FBI uncovered a motive for that room.

The Atwaters, infuriated that my grandmother left me the farm, locked me in a cage and proceeded to write HUNDREDS of forged deeds, with almost EVERY single Atwater having a forged copy of the deed… and whenever anyone of them wanted to do ANYTHING, they would show themselves illegally, as owners of m land.

This is how Stephen King came to film Thinner on my land illegally. One of my uncles contacted Stephen King and gave the film crew permission to be there. I spent 5 hours chasing the bastards out of my farm, and had no clue, until 2016, 3 decades later,what my uncles had done.

According to the FBI all my 27 years of being beaten with bricks, stabbed with broken plates, told I wasn’t allowed out of my cage because I was not Human, sold to high priests of the Mormon church, and forced to marry Benjamin Kitchle Wildes on August 13, 1987 when I was 12 years old and he was 37 years old, was ALL because, my mother wanted some mansion in Kennebunk, and had married my father expecting HE would inert the farm, expected to be able to sell it to buy the Kennebunk mansion with, and was royally pissed when his mother died and left everything to me.

The FBI uncovered a LOT. But one thing that did not require the FBI to see, my father is missing parts of his ears, and parts of a lot of his fingers, and is covered with horrendous scars.

You see, I wasn’t the only one locked up in a wood shed room and being tortured with medieval devices.

My father was tortured worse than I was. A lot worse.

If you ever listen to a conversation with the Atwaters and the Saco Ward and Sandford Ward church friends, you’ll hear a lot of talk of “the shop” or “the barn” or “the freezer shed”. Pay careful attention to those. Those are ALL referencing the “room” thing that they kept my father locked in.

You’ve only to look at my father’s hands or ears to see how sadistic and deranged the Atwaters really are.

And then there is May 9, 2006. The day my father was put in a coma. You’ll want to talk to Old Orchard Beach police officer Jack Nickel. If you can find him. He was the responding officer that day, when own neighbor Morin called the police, because me and my 3 brothers made a mad dash break from the blue house at 144 Portland Ave and ran to hide in the lobster traps at 142. Morin is one of the few people who has ever seen Etiole, Etiole got the 4 of us out of that house and hid us behind the wall of thousands of lobster traps… and couldn't get back inside to get my father out, because the towering geyser of water had flooded the building and forced the doors closed against the water pressure.

Why? Someone had cut off the pressurized water main pipe from the road, and aimed it into the house. 

If Etiole hadn’t gotten me and my 3 brothers out, all four of us would have died May 9, 2006.

And my father almost did die that day. He was in a coma for months.

May 9, 2006 was one of the biggest, deadliest attacks the Atwaters ever did.

Police officer Jack Nickel, got a wild confession out of an Atwater too, as she broke down crying, in front of police saying “I wanted to kill EelKat not Kenny! EelKat was the one supposed to die! Not Kenny! Not! Not Kenny! I wasn’t trying to kill Kenny!” she wailed as she ran down the road after the ambulance, as they rushed my, then dead, father to the hospital in a mad dash hope of reviving him. He was dead for 3 minutes and in a coma for months, and never recovered. To this day, he still requires constant medical care. 

Police Officer Jack, went head on against the Atwaters after that, fueled by raging fury… until the assault rifle attack that filled my mother’s chicken house full of bullet holes. It was the last day anyone saw Jack. He was on call for the adult rifles as well. He confiscated them and arrested a bunch of the relatives, Atwaters and Blows alike… and then vanished the next morning.

Police officers have a bad habit of disappearing without a trace, from the Old Orchard Beach police department, and he was one of them.

None of the other officers would testify against the woman who had said “I wanted to kill EelKat not Kenny! EelKat was the one supposed to die! Not Kenny! Not! Not Kenny! I wasn’t trying to kill Kenny!” and because of Maine laws, she walked free. Because the police officer who was going to testify against her, vanished and to this day his family is still looking for him. But, this officer who disappeared, he’s the one who contacted the FBI, so the FBI had copies of his report saying what she said, even though the Old Orchard Beach Police Department can find no trace of the May 9, 2006 police report.

Did you know that in addition to my son’s murder, AND the multiple attacks on my farm, the FBI is also looking into the disappearances and or mysterious deaths of FOURTEEN Old Orchard Beach Police officers and TWO FBI Agents? All gone missing or killed between 2010 to 2021.

I told you, this case is a whole lot bigger than just me, there’s a LOT more going on, then just me, I’m just one very small part of a much bigger case.

The Atwaters, didn’t know my father was each week snaking me out of my cage to take me to the library, SPECIFICALLY so I could use the library computer to build this website to ask for help.

The Atwaters, didn’t know that in 2006, yes, that far back, my father, for Christmas, snuck me to the Maine Mall to work at Macy’s for a week.

2006 changed my father. A LOT. The Atwaters tried to kill me and almost killed him, and he wasn’t happy about that. Not one bit.

In 2006, my father, wouldn’t let Ben near me. No one expected that. And that changed Ben. A LOT.

Before 2006, Ben was a sex crazed manic, and from the time I was 8 years old, all I was was a sex toy to him.

Ben and my father had a really big fight. And it scared Ben shitless, so on December 6, 2006, Ben bought a Volvo. Yep. That’s how I got my car. It was a peace offering with my father.

You see, my father was infuriated that Ben, my mother, and the Atwaters had never let me learn to drive. And my father, now crippled from his coma, couldn't drive. Ben became my father’s driver after that, driving my Volvo, and still refusing to let me learn to drive.

By October 2010, my father had regained walking and driving, and HE was the one who snuck me out to get a GED. Then snuck me out, to get a driving permit.

And it became a HUGE battle between Ben and my father for the next 3 years over my going to college, a thing that Ben approved of, so long as he could go with me and stand outside the door over every class, but my father wanted no part of having an “EDF” (Educated Damn Fool) in his family. Etiole called Ben and my father both “loofs” - fool spelt backwards because he believed them to be backwards idiots.

My going to college was EXTREMELY controversial, and then Harvard stepped in and was ready to pay for a degree because, I’m really good at writing and broke some type of a world record for English test scores. Ben and my Father both flipped out. Southern Maine Community College was a 45 minute drive, but Harved? It’s just outside of Boston, 5 hours minimum with good traffic. My SMC professor booked a trip to Boston, gave us “Harvard hopefuls” a tour of a college, I’d never heard of before, but apparently most people would kill to get into.

Harvard was the problem. Ben tried to board the bus and the professors threatened to call the police if he didn’t eave me alone. When we got back many hours later, Den was still in the bus station.

Ben flipped out, my father flipped out… it was the end of the semester… and I WOULD have transferred to Harven next September, a few weeks later, had a backhoe not driven over my house a week following the trip to Boston.

The FBI says the paper trail leads to my father and my mother, and my uncles, all each doing various parts of the events and planning behind hiring the backhoe driver. Including my father went to the Old Orchard Beach town hall and just asked the clerk to put his name on the deed to my farm and they DID, no questions asked, no court, no contacting me to find out if I was aware of it, nothing.

My father then cut my land in 3 pieces, gave one piece to my mother and a second piece to his cousin Cooliard, who, near as we can tell, had no part in any of this and was just a pawn duped by the Atwaters same as the backhoe driver.

My father stole my land, cut it up, and gave pieces of it away, because he was mad that I had been offered a Harvard Literature Scholarship. And I did not know he did it until, I drive in my yard one day, and there’s a fucking log cabin going up in the middle of my driveway, what the fuck?

Infuriated I went to the town hall to asked exactly that: what the fuck? They quickly returned my name to the deed of the part still in my father's name, but both my mother and Cooliard REFUSED to return the stolen land they had received from my father.

But in the middle of that, there was aso this crazy ass crew of social workers yip yapping, calling me a feral child, and somehow Liv Coleman social services police officer from Biddeford police department got involved, I don’t know how or why to this day, but, SHE is the one who told the Atwaters I was in college and the whole kit kaboodle of the Atwater Clan, some two THOUSAND of them, mass showed up on my farm to go psycho meltdown! What the fuck!

NEVER FORGET! Why are women forbidden from the halls of learning? I can't comprehend the reasoning behind it.

They started showing up at the college, harassing my game group, harassing my study group, harassing my teachers, THREE professors QUIT their jobs citing they were fed up with being harassed by my Atwater relatives. The Atwaters were so INFURIATED to find out I was no longer locked up in that room thing, and I had been free from it for several years by this point, and they went nuts. They showed up at Macy’s and harassed the other workers and the customers. 

They ganged up around classroom doors and would not let me enter college classes. Trying to attend SMCC my last semester there became a total nightmare, and I started missing classes, simply because I couldn’t get into the classroom, because they’d block the doors. Security would take them off campus and they’d be back a few hours later.

NEVER FORGET! I don't understand why they won't let us, as women, pursue education. It's baffling.

And then November 14, 2013 happened.

I wanted to go to school. And for THAT they murdered my baby!

NEVER FORGET! How can they justify taking my son's life as punishment for a woman seeking an education? It's beyond small-minded; it's heartless.

My child paid the ultimate price for my quest to read. Just because I'm a woman doesn't deny me the right to learn. You, who crippled me and mrdered my baby, are wrong. His cries linger, stifled by those hiding in deception. The guilty dread truth. What sins do they hide by obstructing justice? This fight goes beyond education – it's for our very humanity. Join me, for my baby's death demands justice! NEVER FORGET!

People today wonder why the Atwaters are being so fine focused on by the FBI… if you were there during the Fall 2013 semester at SMCC you would understand. The Atwaters invaded the campus and were terrorizing everyone, students and teachers alike.

NEVER FORGET! Killing my son as a penalty for my education – it's a twisted logic that I can't fathom.

My baby's death should not have been the cost of my thirst for knowledge. Being a woman doesn't strip away my right to learn. You, who beat me and snatched my child, are wrong. His cries resonate, stifled by those cowering in deceit. Only the guilty fear the light of truth. What sins do they shroud by obstructing justice? This struggle surpasses education – it's for our fundamental right to be human. Stand with me, for my baby's death calls for justice! NEVER FORGET!

I told you before, I’ve not talked about a LOT of what happened, and a LOT MORE happened then you are aware.

A LOT of information the FBI wanted kept not public, so what little you know, what little I do talk about, it’s not even a tenth of the full details. It’s not even the tip of the iceberg.

I won't accept my baby's death as a consequence of my desire for education. Just because I'm a woman doesn't negate my right to learn. You, who beat me and took my child, are wrong. His cries linger, silenced by those skulking in lies. Only the guilty fear the piercing light of truth. What sins are they concealing by thwarting justice? This battle extends beyond education – it's for our essential humanity. Join me, for my baby's death demands justice! NEVER FORGET!

A LOT happened.

A LOT of people got hurt.

A LOT of people are dead.

I’m just focused on what happened to me. 

NEVER FORGET! The price of learning math shouldn't be paid with the lives of our children. It's a tragedy wrapped in an unjust equation.

If you want to know what happened to the others, you need to go to them and ask them yourself.

I say the things that happened directly to me, and even then, I’ve not even told you a quarter of what happened to me.

I want my son’s killer found. 

NEVER FORGET! Our children should not be sacrificed in the pursuit of knowledge, especially in something as fundamental as math.

Everything else going on, that’s not me. Don’t come to me with your questions about them. Go ask them, yourself. I don’t know what’s going on with them. 

Two days is the 10 year anniversary of the murder of my 8 month old son. The killer has not been found yet. Old Orchard Beach, Maine Police at 207-935-4911 and Portland Maine FBI Agent Andy Drewer at 207-774-9322 are investigating the murder of my son so, if you have any information, please give it to them. https://www.eelkat.com/Never-Forget.html 

NEVER FORGET! This is unequivocally wrong, and deep down, they know it. The denial of education to women should never warrant the death of a child.

NEVER FORGET! My 8-month-old, innocent baby was fatally beaten for his mother's pursuit of education. Attacked by trespassers on college grounds, punishing females for their right to learn. NEVER FORGET the motives behind his murder! Stand firm for homes, freedom, and literacy, but, critically, for the acknowledgment of our basic humanity! My baby's death calls for an unwavering demand for justice.

NEVER FORGET!

It's wrong, plain and simple.

There's no justification for killing my son because I wanted an education.

NEVER FORGET!

Imagine if it were your son – would you stand idly by? No, you wouldn't! And deep down, you know it.

NEVER FORGET!

Don't pretend you'd stay silent if it was your son they murdered. You know you'd be fighting just like me.

NEVER FORGET!

I demand justice for my infant! His life was taken, and there must be consequences for this injustice.

NEVER FORGET!

My baby's life was stolen from him, and I won't rest until there's justice for this unspeakable crime.

NEVER FORGET! These people had no right to snuff out my baby's life! It's an unforgivable act of cruelty.

NEVER FORGET! The audacity of these people to murder my innocent child – it's a crime that should never go unpunished.

NEVER FORGET! Wanting a college degree is not a crime, but killing my son as punishment is. Your moral compass is dangerously skewed.

NEVER FORGET! Seeking education is not a crime. Murdering my son in response is the real crime here, and their moral compass is broken.

NEVER FORGET! My child's life should not have been the sacrifice for my pursuit of knowledge. I, a woman, dared to dream of literacy, of education. But you, blinded by prejudice, responded with violence. We women are not subordinates; we are equals. Denying us education is denying humanity its full potential. The shackles on our minds must be shattered, for we deserve to learn, to grow, and to contribute.

NEVER FORGET! My baby's innocence was stolen by your intolerance. I, a mere woman, dared to challenge the chains of ignorance you bind us with. We are not vessels of servitude; we are architects of change. The blood spilled is not just mine or my child's; it's the stain of your injustice. Education is our birthright, and we shall not be silent in its pursuit.

NEVER FORGET! The life of my child was a sacrifice to your archaic beliefs. I, a woman, sought knowledge, sought to read and write. But your response was brutality. We, the silenced, rise against the storm of your prejudice. Our minds are not yours to imprison. The future belongs to those who learn, and we women demand our place in it.

NEVER FORGET! In the pursuit of my education, I lost my child to the hands of intolerance. I am a woman, but that does not diminish my right to knowledge. Your violence is a desperate attempt to silence the echoes of change. We women are not just vessels of life; we are architects of progress. Denying us education denies the world its brightest future.

NEVER FORGET! My child's innocent cries were silenced by your fear of a woman's mind. I dared to defy your norms, to seek the light of knowledge. But you, blinded by prejudice, extinguished that light with violence. We women are not bound by your limitations. We are the carriers of wisdom, the bearers of progress. Deny us education, and you deny the world its greatest potential.

NEVER FORGET! The cost of my education was the life of my child, a sacrifice to your backward beliefs. I am a woman, yes, but that does not make me inferior. Your fists and your hatred cannot quell the fire of change burning within us. We, the women, demand our place in the realm of ideas. Our minds will not be shackled any longer.

NEVER FORGET! In the pursuit of my right to learn, I paid the ultimate price – the life of my child. I am a woman, but that does not render me incapable of intellect. Your violence is a desperate attempt to suppress the rising tide of equality. We women are not asking for permission; we are demanding our rightful place in the halls of education and progress.

NEVER FORGET! My child's blood stains the pages of my ambition. I, a woman, dared to dream beyond the confines you set. The violence you wield against us is a testament to your fear of change. We women are not asking for charity; we are claiming our birthright to knowledge. Deny us no longer, for the echoes of our voices will resonate through the ages.

NEVER FORGET! The life I bore was sacrificed on the altar of your prejudice. I, a woman, sought the power of knowledge, and in response, you wielded power through brutality. Our fight is not just for ourselves but for the generations yet unborn. We women are not just nurturers; we are the architects of a future you are trying to suppress.

NEVER FORGET! In the pursuit of education, you took the life of my child. I, a woman, stand before you not as a victim but as a warrior against the injustice you perpetrate. We women are not asking for permission to learn; we are demanding our rightful place in the classrooms of progress. The cost has been high, but our resolve is unbreakable. The time for change is now.

Never let fade the memory of the heartbreak they brought upon my family with the murder of my son! Never forget the motives behind his tragic end! Education for us females comes at a profound cost. Rise with me, for we fight not just for homes, freedom, and literacy but for the recognition of our intrinsic humanity! Let my baby's death kindle a fervent call for justice.

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Update to answer another question:

Nope. You got the wrong one. This is her: Biddeford Police Department > Home > Staff Directory > Elizabeth L. Coleman

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Elizabeth L. Coleman Biddeford Police Department
Title: Officer, Records Division
Phone: (207) 282-5127
Contact by email

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https://www.biddefordmaine.org/directory.aspx?eid=62 She's still listed on staff. She's the one who showed up in Old Orchard in 2006 and 2007 - it was HER photographer who took all the photos and video footage of the room the Atwaters kept me locked in for 27 years - she's STILL an officer in Biddeford; if you want to see the police reports of the room, she's the officer to contact, she' wa a child protective services officer at the time; it was her job to confiscate children out of abuse situations; Old Orchard Beach did not have a child protective services officer at the time, and she was the nearest officer on duty at the time the police discovered the room.

NEVER FORGET! Never forget the cruelty that stole my son! Never forget the motives behind his murder! Education for us females is a costly endeavor. Join me, for we fight not just for homes, freedom, and literacy but for the acknowledgment of our intrinsic humanity! My baby's death demands an unyielding pursuit of justice.

Update to answer another question:

No. The room was in this house at 144 Portland Ave Old Orchard Beach https://www.eelkat.com/images/House2.jpg - it was ALSO driven over by the SAME backhoe that drove over the yellow house at 146 on August 8, 2013 : https://www.eelkat.com/images/eelkats_house_before_after.jpg

There were THREE houses side by side, the backhoe drove over the big farmhouse at 148 on July 2, 2001, it drove over the small blue bungalow April 7, 2007 even though the FBI had the blue house roped off with yellow crime scene tape and had signs up all around the room for no one to enter because of the investigation; and it drove over the yellow cabin August 8, 2013. SAME backhoe EACH time... the blue house is the one the bomb blew up October 18, 2006, AFTER child protective services police officer Liz Coleman, FBI agent Laura (who was murdered February 2, 2021) had already been there DOZENS of times between May 9, 2006 to October 2006.

Liz Coleman of Biddeford PD and Will Watson of OOB PD were the officers who designed and built the tent for me, seen here: https://www.eelkat.com/images/tent2.jpg

this "room" that the Atwaters kept me locked in for 27 years was in the blue house at 144 https://www.eelkat.com/images/a-thefloor.jpg

144 Portland Ave, Old Orchard Beach, Maine - the "room" was in this house; this house was blown up by a bomb October 18, 2006 AND driven over by the same backhoe as the other house April 7, 2007

144 Portland Ave, Old Orchard Beach, Maine - the "room" was in this house; this house was blown up by a bomb October 18, 2006 AND driven over by the same backhoe as the other house April 7, 2007

The yellow house sat beside the blue house. The backhoe drover over the yellow house August 8, 2013

The yellow house sat beside the blue house. The backhoe drover over the yellow house August 8, 2013

SEE the truth for yourself!

LOOK AT IT!

LOOK AT WHAT THEY DID!

Police officers Will Watson of Old Orchard Beach PD and Liz Coleman of Biddeford PD, designed and built this tent for me to live in, May 2006, after the investigation of the "room" started on May 9, 2006

Police officers Will Watson of Old Orchard Beach PD and Liz Coleman of Biddeford PD, designed and built this tent for me to live in, May 2006, after the investigation of the "room" started on May 9, 2006

The police discovered the "room" May 9, 2006, the day my father went into a coma and they searched every inch of the building to find the source of what caused my father's coma; the tent I lived in after that was built by those same police officers.

This is the FBI agent who was there investigating the room at 144 Portland Ave with Liz Coleman and Will Watson; Andy Drewer took over the case because Laura was murdered https://www.cnn.com/2021/02/04/us/fbi-agents-killed-florida-shooting/index.html

NEVER FORGET! Never let the memory of the malevolence that claimed my family with the murder of my son fade away! Never forget the cost of education for us females! Our fight goes beyond mere shelter and freedom; it's a battle for the very right to be treated as human beings! Unite with me, for my baby's death should kindle a fervent call for justice.

Update to answer another question:

No. My loyalty has always been to Etiole NOT to Ben. I never turned the information I had about Ben over to the police before 2023, because, I did not suspect him and did not believe the FBI when they said they had a lot of evidence he was involved... the FBI did not have the evidence porch bitch has been bragging all over Biddeford about grandmommy provinchar until PortCon 2023... and YEs, that WAS enough evidence for me to believe NOW, that the FBI was right all along, I can't trust Ben, because his loyalty is and always has been to his gay lover Rick A.

The stuff porch bitch is saying, led to the FBI investigating Ben and Rick to find out who is this mystery grandmommy provincha... they found out a LOT about grand mommy provincha and her connection to EVERYTHING including the backhoe driver and Ben .... thanks to porch bitch and her loud mouth gossip yelling from porches all over the Cutts street area of Biddeford, a lot of missing pieces to the puzzle have been found, and Ben and the Sanford Ward church, have had a LOT of behind the scenes activity going on for a VERY, VERY, VERY long time, all the way back to 1987.

It's not good, and yes, I no longer trust Ben on any level whatsoever, he's been hiding a LOt from EVERYONE. from me, from the church, ... you cant hide your sins forever, paper trails will ALWAYS eventually be found once the correct place to look is located, and porch bitch's loud bragging from the porches of Biddeford, opened up a LOT of new places to look for evidence, places and people, we never wold have thought to look at at all, and Ben has been doing a lot of things, for a long time... he's a really big two faced bastard and by putting Rick first and foremost in his life, I turned the information I had over as well... I hadn't because he was my murdered baby's father, so I did not expect him to have been involved in plotting the murder of his own son.

There's too much evidence again him now, him and several members of the Sanford Ward church.... and with the evidence that has come forward now, thanks to porch birch, NO ONE is safe from me turning them in now, no one, not Ben, not my father, not my mother, not anyone I ever once thought was a friend, NO ONE except for Etiole.

He's the ONLY person I trust now, him, and the 6 FBI agents who are trying to find my son's killer, are the ONLY 7 people I trust now. The FBI has shown me far too much evidence AGAINST my mother, my father, and Ben, for me to to trust any of them any more.

NEVER FORGET! My infant, innocent and defenseless, should not be a casualty of my pursuit of knowledge. Is it a crime for a woman to crave education? I bleed as you do, feel pain as you do. Why, then, should my aspirations be silenced with violence? I demand the right to learn, to grow, to be more than a vessel for life. We women deserve more than the chains you forge for us!

Update to answer another question:

No. I don't know anyone named Nina. So, no clue what you are talking about. I don't have any relatives named Nina that I know of, but there are well over four hundred Atwaters and in my entire lifetime I've only ever met eight of them. I've only ever met 3 of my cousins, and none of them is named Nina. But I am one out of more then 200 first cousins, more then 300 2nd cousins, and more then 600 third cousins. If you start getting into the younger generations (everyone under 50 years old) there are an additional THREE THOUSAND Atwaters, and the number goes to more then 6k Atwaters if you start add the in-laws, unless you add David's in-laws, David alone has over 4k in-laws, bringing the total of Atwaters in my family up to more then TEN THOUSAND relatives... of whom, I have only ever met 8. Yeah, but, no, I do not know the Atwaters, so if this Nina you are talking about is one of them, then, no clue who she is.

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NEVER FORGET! In the cradle of civilization, my dreams were suffocated before my child drew his first breath. Education is not the birthright of a chosen gender. I reject the shadows you cast upon me. I stand for more than myself; I stand for every silenced woman, every stifled voice. What you do in the name of tradition is an injustice, a crime against progress, against humanity

Weird, update (November 15, 2023). I'm going to put it here. People come forward with a LOT of false tips and "fake news" "joke tips" (I don't know what else to call them.) A lot of people prank call the FBI hotline number, because for some reason they think that is funny? So, a lot of tips lead no where, but, this one seems real, and worth putting out there publicly for others to add more info to if they have it.

Apparently there is a man (husband/boyfriend?) with porch bitch who has been told he REALLY needed to read my website and find out if it was his wife/girlfriend who was porch bitch and HE has contacted the FBI about someone named "Nina" whom HE claims is trying to frame his wife (porch bitch) for the murder of my son. And according to HIM, this "Nina" person has been a MAJOR megaphone in spreading the rumors about me, Etiole, my car, AND according to HIM, this "Nina" person has one hell of a computer set up for influence media online, that includes a MASSIVE amount of deep fake software, and according to HIM, this "Nina" person is the one working overtime making the deep fake videos about my and my car AND has well over a dozen social media accounts that she is massively slandering me with, and according to HIM, this "Nina" person: LIVES NEXT DOOR to me.

... but the thing is, I don't know anyone named "Nina". I never heard of that name before, and, so I have no clue if what this guy is saying is true or not, but he's also claiming she's an Atwater AND, again, according to him, that she was the one who threw the Human brain at our house November 24, 2021. This guy claims this "Nina" person randomly befriended is wife (who is the woman people are calling porch bitch) a few years ago, and he says,, he never understood that because his wife has severe mental handicaps, but he says it's apparent now that this "Nina" person was using his wife, by fear mongering his wife with scare stories about me, resulting in his wife running up and down the street yelling warnings about me from all the porches, because apparently that's what his wife has a history of doing and somehow this "Nina" person knew that and so used his wife to fast track spread slanderous rumors about me.

NEVER FORGET! My son is dead, murdered, a golf club smashed out his brain in the Southern Maine Community College parking lot, and these malevolent gossipers are actively undermining the investigation. Why? What plausible reason, other than their own guilt, could motivate someone to obstruct justice? Anyone hindering a murder investigation merits suspicion. Anyone standing in the way of justice for a baby's death cannot be trusted, because NO INNOCENT being would EVER seek to OBSTRUCT an inquiry into such a tragedy! It's time to probe their motives! It's time to scrutinize their loyalties. NEVER FORGET! My son was murdered, and these evil bastards are working relentlessly to bury the truth. They are using every means they can find to wipe away the memory of my son's death. Why? No guiltless person would go to such lengths. NEVER FORGET! Their attempts to impede the investigation signify their guilt. It's time to cast a blazing spotlight on those actively hindering justice for my son's murderer. My son's killer remains at large, and these obstructors are aiding this grave injustice.

I never heard the name "Nina" before, I thought it was a word that meant something to do with hurricanes. 

I don't know if this tip can be trusted or not, but Yes, a human brain was thrown at our house November 24, 2021...and not a lot of people knew that, so I'm going to assume his tip is real, until anyone can prove otherwise. Police identified it as Tod Murphy's. That's how we found out the name of the homeless man who had claimed to know who killed my son, but, someone killed him 4 days later. I told you, whoever we are dealing with a total psychopath and VERY DANGEROUS.

But, you see, the PROBLEM with this porch bitch woman and now the man who is claiming to be her husband, is things like him mentioning the Human brain thrown at our house and saying EXACTLY the correct day it happened (November 24, 2021, the anniversary of my grandmother's death) or her going on and on and on and on and on and on for FOUR HOURS STRAIGHT telling Steve and Diane in vivid graphic detail EVERY DETAIL of the May 15, 2015 murder weapon used on Cleo.

Neither the November 24, 2021 brain thrown at our house OR the murder weapon that killed Cleo, neither thing is in EITHER police report, both the brain AND the murder weapon were CLASSIFIED INFORMATION... so the question remains: WHO is porch bitch (and now also WHO is her husband) and WHERE did they gain access to classified information that the police withheld?

You see, porch bitch being so VIVIDLY detailed as to what the May 15, 2015 murder weapon was is precisely WHY porch bitch is of such EXTREME interest.

Porch bitch, and now also her husband, has access to information the police withheld from public access. HOW did they get that information? Information that only the murderer could have given them.

They know things, it's not possible to know WITHOUT having had contact with the murderer.

So, yeah, if you know who this "Nina" person this guy is talking about is, call FBI Agent Andy Drewer @ 207-774-9322

That said, we also, still do not know who "porch bitch" is either, so, FBI is still looking for leads on her identity as well.

NEVER FORGET: My son was murdered November 14, 2013 and someone is running around Biddeford & Old Orchard Beach, Maine DESPERATELY trying to make you forget about my son's murder by spreading the wildest, craziest, insanest slander they can make up about me, and the FBI wants YOUR help to find out WHO that person is, because the ONLY person with any motive to make up these lies about me: is my son's killer. https://www.eelkat.com/Never-Forget.html

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NEVER FORGET! My son's life was cut short, and those opposing the relentless pursuit of truth wrap themselves in a cloak of suspicion. No one but the murderer has any reason, any motive to hinder the police investigation. What are they trying to hide by obstructing justice? It's time to uncover the motives of those hindering my son's fight for justice. Why do they demand the investigation cease? Why do they make up wild rumors and lies of demons and witches? What do they seek to hide behind their ravings of ghosts and aliens?

Update to answer another question:

Oh, no. No. There you are very, very, VERY mistaken. The FBI DOES have a suspect. I've never mentioned her, but I DO know who she is. You'll never find her name anywhere on anything, and that is VERY deliberate on my part, because she does not know I suspect her. She also does not know there is an FBI surveillance team set up in front of her house, and it's been there since November 2021, it was set up less then 12 hours after the wires were cut off my Biddeford apartment - you see I have THAT on camera, I was live streaming Subnatica on Twitch, and she not only cut the wires, she first ripped the door off the building came into the house, and spent well over an hour screaming ans yell, while standing in front of the webcam - as all my viewers watched in utter horror, listening to the words she said: death threat, vividly, gorily, detailed death threats about some VERY specific people. People whose name I never heard before. People who unknown to me, days before had called the police on her, because she was at their how screaming those same death threats to them. Death threats, that I'm informed by the Biddeford police, she posted all over FaceBook and Twitter that same week.

But here's the thing - this is the SAME woman who was screaming:  “I wanted to kill EelKat not Kenny! EelKat was the one supposed to die! Not Kenny! Not! Not Kenny! I wasn’t trying to kill Kenny!” May 9, 2006, the day my father died, and was dead for 3 minutes on the front lawn of 144 Portland Ave, and months in a coma after that.

And yo want to know something else? There IS someone named Kendra and there IS someone named Claire. The FBI found both of them. Do you want to know where? On FaceBook, Twitter, and Pinterest, on the friend's list, of THIS same woman.

The FBI found those in 2016.

And do you know what else they found? A FaceBook Group, run by these 3 women, it's called "The Real EelKat: Dog Murderer" and the entire FaceBook group is nothing but tens of thousand of posts, m these 3 woman AND The Atwaters, and EVERY singe post starts out the same way: "This is how I'm gonna kill EelKat..." followed by gory detailed deptiptions of how will torture me to death, many with art.

And the FBI showed me photos of both the Kendra woman and the Claire woman, and yes, they ARE the golf club women from the college.

The FBI is 99.99% certain that this 3rd woman hired them to kill me November 14, 2013, because I didn't die August 8, 2013 when she hire the backhoe driver to drive over my house, and I didn't die October 16, 2006 when she hired her brother in law to blow up the 144 house with a bomb. Because I didn't die May 9, 2006, when she hired, oh look the same backhoe driver, to dig up the pressurized city water main from the street and brought it into the house.

THIS woman, this one same woman, is the also the woman who cut off my father's fingers one knuckle at a time, and cut off his ears one slice at a time.

This woman is deeply, deeply disturbed and very, very dangerous.

And she was there April 10, 2015 AND May 14, 2015 AND May 15, 2015. Yes you don't hear the May 14 date mentioned often, but that date, May 14, 2015, it's more important then the rest: that's the day she let her true colors fly very, very high, in public, in front of a lot of people, INCLUDING FBI agent Andy Drewer who got to see her I action first hand.

SHE is the one the FBI is after.

The FBI did not saw what else they want her for, but they said she's involved in something else, and they want to take her down for multiple things at the same time.

The FBI returned January 15, 2021, to ask questions about HER. They sad she was involved with the White House attack. They said she is part of a known anti-government, white supremacy terrorist group. They did not tell me the name of the group or what her involvement was, but they said, they think the 74 people who attacked my farm April 10, 2015, was that same group, and the FBI thinks she's the one who set up the entire April 10, 2015 attack. 

The FBI agents called her a "dangerous, vindictive, narcissistic sociopath" and told me to cut off all contact with her, and EVERYONE she has contact with. They said that January 2021, 8 months BEFORE her November 24, 2021 attack on the Biddeford apartment.

In March 2021, there was another death in my family. Murder by rat poison. Two days later a 2nd murder by rat poison. And a week after that a 3rd murder by rat poison. The whole thing was kept out of the public, and I've not talked about it. 

In May 2021, I accidently found out a thing about this woman, that she doesn't know I found out. 

In May 2021, I bought Mickey. A blind Lhasa Apso. And while I was there, my name got flagged on their computer. I was asked to wait, 5 hours in the meet and greet room, while they waited for a witness to arrive. It made no sense. She came in to talk to me, and told them: "It's not her. This isn't EelKat." And than she pulled out a photo on her camera: "This is EelKat" she said. But woman in the photo was not me. The woman in th photo, was the one who was screaming:  “I wanted to kill EelKat not Kenny! EelKat was the one supposed to die! Not Kenny! Not! Not Kenny! I wasn’t trying to kill Kenny!” on May 9, 2006.

The head director of The West Kennebunk Animal Shelter, asked me if I knew this woman, and I told her I did and asked her what was going on.

The head director of the West Kennebunk Animal Shelter, then showed me a file, filed by police officer Will Watson of the Old Orchard Beach Police department... it had my name on it, and pictures of 13 very familiar cats. My step father Wayne Whitten's 13 kidnapped cats. They had them. The West Kennebunk Animal Shelter had my step dad's missing cats. They had tried to return them to him in 2016. They had recovered his stolen cats but found something very horrible: when they went to reunite him with his stolen cats: he was dead. Killed by rat poison.

My step father died in 2016 and I did not know it until May 2021. No one had ever told me he died.

The West Kennebunk Animal Shelter then explained, the police had showed up, and told them, here's a list of names, if any of these names tries to adopt a cat, call us immediately, we are looking for someone. My name Wendy Christine Allen and the username EelKat are both on that list.

That list, it turns out, is a list of names, known aliases, used by this woman in the photo. The one who was screaming:  “I wanted to kill EelKat not Kenny! EelKat was the one supposed to die! Not Kenny! Not! Not Kenny! I wasn’t trying to kill Kenny!” May 9, 2006.

According to the FBI she's a scam artist, and looks enough like me, that she frequently impersonates me at local stores, local animal shelters.

SHE is the one, most people incorrectly assume to be me.

But here's the thing: she's known for her loud booming voice and her love for screaming and yelling, wild racist hate slurs at EVERYONE.

But me, I'm mute. I can't talk.

If someone is claiming to be me, while yelling at you, you know she is NOT me, because I'm physically incapable of yelling.

She wears pants. I do not. Pants are against my religion. I don't even own any pants. And I never have.

I am legally blind. She is not. I walk with a cane that has a red and white striped lower half and a neon yellow reflector at the tip - the standard practice of blind people when they go out in public. I have been blind since I was 4 years old. I've walked with a "blind cane" since I was a toddler. She does not use a cane at all.

While I am MORE crippled now, then I was in the past, I've been crippled since infancy. I was never able to run, and I've dragged a dead lame right leg since I was 4 years old. Did I mention, I've used a cane my whole life. For over fifty years now?

Since November 14, 2013, I've been bedridden with a broken spine, 3 shattered vertebrae, a crush sacroiliac, 3 ruptured discs, a pulverized tailbone, a hip bone that is pushed up into my pelvis and stuck there one bone puncturing the other, and a severed spinal column nerve bundle. I wear leg braces and use a wheelchair some days, a walker other days, I try to use a cane when I walk my dog as the wheelchair and walker make dog walking difficult. But the fact is, I'm bedridden, and since 2013 there are fewer then 2 hours a day of me being out of bed... through from November 2013 to March 31, 2015, I was paralyzed and couldn't sit up let alone stand up or walk. I had to relearn to walk, it took 18 months to get out of the wheel chair after 2 years being paralyzed, and another 7 years after that to reach the point of being able to stand up on my own with a cane to walk my dog... May 2021, was the first time since November 14, 2013, that I got out of bed, to go walk a dog, of course, first I had to go buy a dog. I got Mickey May 2021, so that I would have a reason to go outside and attempt to practice walking each day.

It's now, November 12, 2013, I still can't walk on my own. I still need someone to help me. I still need a cane AND a human assistant to help me walk when I am up out of the wheelchair... the wheelchair by the way is at Ben's house. I refuse to have it in this apartment, because I am determined to relearn to walk, even though it's now been ten years of that goal...

...and yet, I am told that, throughout 2014, 2015, 2016, and 2017,  I was apparently fairly active at running up and down streets screaming and yelling racist hate slurs at people. Two things I am physically incapable of doing: running and screaming.

My vocal cords don't function and did I mention the wheelchair?

Yeah.

For some reason, unknown to me, I don't if the FBI knows the reason or not because they don't say much, they mostly just ask me questions and nod and say "Yep, that matches with the info we have"... but for some reason, this woman has taken to big time impersonating me, and I don't know why.

She seems to be hell bent on trying to make it look like I am NOT crippled. But again, I don't know why.

She seems to be hell bent on trying to make it look like I am NOT mute. But again, I don't know why.

She seems to be hell bent on trying to make it look like I am NOT blind. But again, I don't know why.

And weirdly, the cats. My step father Wayne Whitten's kidnapped cats. For some odd reason, this woman has been pretending to be me and going to every animal shelter in the state of Maine gibbering wild insanity about kidnapped cats.

I won't accept my baby's death as a consequence of wanting an education. Being a woman doesn't erase my right to learn. You, who beat me and took my child, are wrong. His cries echo, silenced by those hiding in lies. The guilty fear truth. What sins are they hiding by obstructing justice? This battle is bigger than education – it's about our right to be treated as humans. Stand with me, for my baby's death demands justice! NEVER FORGET!

Back when it happened, when his cats were kidnapped, we DID know she had taken them. It was never in question WHO took his cats. The question was what did she do with them. April 10, 2015 they showed up in my motorhome and n one knew how they got there. Someone broke the lock off the door, put the cats in the motorhome, then used a Blow Brothers sewage truck to fill the bedroom of the motorhome up with five hundred gallons of raw feces. Almost killed the cats doing it. We found the cats drowning in feces. To this day, we still don't know who put the cats in my motorhome, who pumped the feces in my motorhome (Ken Blow is my abutting neighbor and my cousin, by the way - he didn't do it. But he had a fleet of sewage trucks in his driveway 20 feet from my motorhome, the vandals just pulled a line off one of his trucks, dragged it to the bedroom window of my motorhome. But who did it and why? We don't know. Police took the cats, and I don't know what happened to the cats after that.

I was still in the wheelchair when that happened, are we still had 3 feet of snow from Blizzard Juno on the ground. My motorhome was wrapped up and locked down for the winter. Whoever did this, they also shoveled a path, 75 feet long, to get from the road to the motorhome, that was parked in the rose garden out back by the swamp. The snow 3 feet deep. They shoveled a place to park their car in my driveway, then shoveled a path to the motorhome, then broke in and put the cats in there, then broke into my neighbor's sewage truck, wading 700 hundred feet through the waist deep snow with a sewer line, to pump feces into the motorhome to try to drown the cats in feces.

It was so bizarre. And demented. And sociopathic cruel on so many levels. And determined. Very determined. Do you know how many HOURS it takes to shovel 73 feet of heavy 3 foot deep wet packed ice storm blizzard snow?

Blizzard Juno BURIED my motorhome, which it 12 feet one inches tall... the snowfall from blizzard Juno was THIRTEEN FEET DEEP, January 25, 2015, and three feet of it was still on the ground April 10, 2015, and because I was paralyzed and in a wheelchair on High Street in Biddeford, I never shoveled the snow in my driveway to my motorhome in Old Orchard. 

Those cats that everyone keeps talking about, THAT is the story of what happened to them.

Yes, there were cats in my motorhome. But they weren't mine. And I don't know when they got there. It was a multi day project to shovel by hand with a shovel that much snow... whoever put those cats in my motorhome, they spent several DAYS possibly well over a week setting that whole thing up.

And, then May 2021 comes along, and the head director of West Kennebunk Animal Shelter, and some police witness, and police officer Will Watson, are there, because I'm trying to adopt a 12 year old blind dog, and they are telling me that some woman, has been impersonating me, and showing up at the animal shelter ever month for several YEARS, yelling at them about kidnapped cats. And police officer Robbie, also of Old Orchard Beach is telling them, "Yeah, she's crippled really bad, I know, I've been working this family's case since her Dodge got cut in half in 2010. She's been in a wheelchair since 2013. This woman harassing you animal shelters in her name, isn't her."

Do you have any idea the twelve HOURS of hell police interrogations I had to go through at the West Kennebunk Animal Shelter May 2021, because of this sick fuck ass impersonator and her stupid cat obsession? Just so I could adopt a dog?!? 

But, yes, the FBI DOES have a suspect that they are heavily focused on. HER. Why they don't just arrest her? I don't know. Like I said, they don't say much at all, but they have said, they are tracking for multiple cases, not just my son's murder. 

Like I said, there's a LOT more going on that has not been made public, that I can not talk about, and apparently a lot more that I don't even know about. And you really NEED to back off. If you are not a part of this, you really don't want to get involved.

Two days is the 10 year anniversary of the murder of my 8 month old son. The killer has not been found yet. Old Orchard Beach, Maine Police at 207-935-4911 and Portland Maine FBI Agent Andy Drewer at 207-774-9322 are investigating the murder of my son so, if you have any information, please give it to them. https://www.eelkat.com/Never-Forget.html 

NEVER FORGET! They tore my son from my womb, smashed his innocence, and now those standing against justice cloak themselves in lies. Only the guilty fear the truth. What are they hiding by stopping the investigation? It's time to expose the monsters hindering my fight for justice. Why silence the search? Why weave tales of demons and witches? What horrors are they desperate to conceal behind their madness of ghosts and aliens?

IMPORTANT UPDATE: October 17, 2023
If you live in York County, Maine in the Bideford or Old Orchard Beach area, be on the look out for these 2 people who are going door-to-door in the area: they are believed to be the husband and daughter of my son's murderer.
If they approach you call the FBI IMMEDIATELY! 
Please call FBI Agent Andy Drewer of the Portland FBI Office at 207-774-9322

There is right now, in October of 2023, a group of people actively going to houses, store, bars, and restaurants throughout Biddeford and Old Orchard Beach, randomly approaching total strangers and and saying "Have you heard about EelKat?" And then going on some spiel involving wild radical tales of demons, aliens, haunted cars, cats, about 40 people near as we can tell, led by an elderly white haired man who drives a dark green pick up truck and a very fat, extremely morbidly obese blond woman about late 30s/early 40s, who people in the area have dubbed "porch bitch" because she goes from porch to porch all over Biddeford screaming from strangers' porches to walkers on the sidewalk, always screaming "Have you head about EelKat?" usually referencing also my Volvo. The FBI believes these two to be the husband and daughter of the woman who murdered my son. If you know who the white haired man or "porch bitch" are, the FBI is actively seeking information about their identity.

I'm searching for my son's killer, but these bigots try to halt the investigation. It's incomprehensible. Who, except the guilty, fights against finding the truth? Anyone hindering justice deserves scrutiny and suspicion.

I am legally blind, I have never seen either of these people, so I do not know what they look like, I only know what witnesses are telling me they looked like when they showed up at their homes. I also have Kannar's Syndrome, real and actual (non-verbal, low functioning) Autism (not to be confused with high functioning Aspergers; I am only able to communicate by typing, and so here I am, typing, so I am unable to verbally respond to what these people are telling me. I have agoraphobia so, it is often months between me setting foot outside, but I am crippled with a broken spine from the November 14, 2013 attack of the golf club woman who crippled me when she murdered me son and thus I also can not get out of bed or stand up unaided. I do not know who either porch bitch or the white haired man these people are telling me is approaching them are. My son's murderer whom also crippled me, she I can identify if she ever got close enough again, but these two people whom are suspected of being her husband and daughter, I have not seen and can not identify. When you come to me and tell me they have approached you, you do nothing useful or helpful. I can not take YOUR testimony to the police or FBI, because it is YOUR testimony, not mine. YOU have to tell the POLICE and FBI what these people did. Do not come to me and tell me, because other then post this message here, there is nothing else I can do with the information you have provided.

There is some speculation that porch bitch may in fact live in my apartment building here at 409 Main Street in Biddeford, but I have lived here since February 2019, and of the 9 other families here, only one of them has lived here longer than me. Between the 9 families in our building, there are more then people living in this building and to date, I have met none of them.

Initially I had tried to introduce myself to each family in this building however, they are white and I am not, they are Christians and I am Moron/Voodoo, and this Maine where hatred of all things not white and not Christian are at their worst in the entire country.

White hatred for us Gypsies is very bad here in Maine and many in my family have been beaten, tortured, and murdered by the white Christians of Maine.

Does porch bitch live in our building? I do not know. But many witnesses are now saying they have seen her going in and out of the building, so she either lives here or knows someone who does.

With the extreme anti-Gypsy animosity and anti-Pagan animosity the 9 families who live at 409 Main Street have shown my family since we moved in here on February 2019, I would not be at all surprised if porch bitch not only lived here but the others know it, know what she is doing to my family and are not reporting it to the police simply because, that's what white people do to us non-whites.

Interestingly, witnesses are saying they believe the white haired man with the big green Dodge Ram pickup truck, lives on Portland Ave, very near my farm.

It is deeply disturbing, if this is true, because that means porch bitch and the white haired man are doing very severe levels of stalking, because my family has lived at 146 Portland Ave Old Orchard Beach since the 1530s, we settled and founded the town, and in 2019 when I moved into this apartment in Biddeford, no one else lived in this building, other then the gay couple who are still here and the only ones here longer than me. And also in 2019, there was no white haired man living near me on Portland Ave.

This means, the man suspected of being "Clair's husband and the woman suspected of being "Claire's" daughter, Claire being the name the woman who murdered my son, called herself, have moved in next door to BOTH of my addresses within the last 3 years.

Claire used a golf club to beat my 8 month old son's head in with. If you are protecting Claire, know that THAT is the sort of child murdering bitch you are defending. 

Claire's identity is the one we want. We want to know who she is. In 2021 a homeless man showed up in my driveway, claiming he knew who Claire was... 2 days later he was dead on the train tracks and splattered across the back of my house, and 2 days after that, this porch bitch woman showed up. We don't know who any of these people are, not the homeless man, not porch bitch, not Claire. We only got the name Claire, because that's what the bald man with her,November 14, 2013, the day she murdered my son, that's what he called her, and she answered him to that name, like it was her real name.

The Claire who murdered my son, she's who we are looking for... and apparently we got really close in 2021, because that's when porch bitch showed up with her wild alien/demon/cat slander, and she's working over time spreading her slander as far and as wide as she can, making it damn clear, she's scared shitless of us finding out who Claire is.

NEVER FORGET! My son is no more, and these malicious busybodies are actively undermining the investigation. Why? What conceivable motive, apart from their own guilt, could drive someone to obstruct justice? Anyone obstructing a murder investigation deserves suspicion. Anyone standing in the way of justice for a baby's death cannot be trusted, because NO INNOCENT individual would EVER attempt to HINDER an inquiry into such a tragedy! It's time to question their motives! It's time to scrutinize their allegiance. NEVER FORGET! My son was murdered, and these wicked individuals are using every resource to bury the truth. They are pulling out all the stops to erase the memory of my son's death. Why? No innocent person would resort to such measures. NEVER FORGET! Their endeavors to halt the investigation are a glaring sign of their complicity. It's time to scream from the rooftops the names of those actively impeding justice for my son's murderer. My son's killer remains at large, and these obstructors contribute to this grievous injustice.

So, NOW, the FBI is not just asking for information about Claire's identity, they now want the identity of both Biddeford's porch bitch and Old Orchard Beach's white haired elderly man driving the mega, big 2ton dark green Dodge Ram pick up.

These 2 people closing in on my family, DAYS after a witness came forward saying he knew who Claire was, a witness who died 2 days later, before the FBI agents had a chance to talk to him... this is terrifying for my family, and it's deeply disturbing.

Porch bitch and her friends are terrorizing my family. And less then a month ago they killed my dog Mickey. There is something wrong with these people. These are NOT good people.

This is very, very deeply disturbing.

This makes them, in addition to everything else: stalkers.

Keep in mind too, porch bitch is the woman who poisoned and killed my dog Mickey only a few weeks ago. And one week before she poisoned and killed my dog, Mickey, she showed up at PortCon 2023, with a gang of about 12 others, at Round 1 in the Maine Mall, and tried to kill me, by peeling back the cheese on my pizza and loading it up with onions, something I am deadly allergic to. I would have been dead within 15 minutes had I eaten it. Porch bitch is dangerous. And she wants me dead. And she thinks nothing of killing my pets. She's proven that much.

This woman is deeply mentally disturbed, and believed to be on drugs. If she is who the FBI thinks she is, they said she is part of a fentanyl drug dealing gang that has been selling the deadly fentanyl spiked cocaine which has killed more then 300 teenaers in York and Cumberland Counties here in Maine in 2023.

Her wild actions and weird gibberish about aliens and demons is believed to be from a raging drug use.

My son's killer walks free, and these obstructors aid in this injustice. Their attempts to stop the investigation are a sign of their complicity. It's time to shine a spotlight on those who actively hinder the pursuit of my son's murderer.

My child died because I sought knowledge. Being a woman doesn't diminish my right to learn. You, who beat and silenced my baby, are wrong. His cries haunt me, snuffed out by those hiding in falsehoods. Only the guilty fear truth. What sins do they conceal by stopping the investigation? This fight transcends education – it's for our very humanity. Join me, for my baby's death cries out for justice! NEVER FORGET!

If you are seeking info about WHICH drug gang she is believed to be a part of, just go to the local Maine news websites and search for all the drug dealer arrests in Saco, Old Orchard Beach, Biddeford, Portland, and South Portland, throughout 2023. Several dozen drug gang members have already been arrested in the past few weeks, but the FBI is looking for the ring leader, and they believe the SAME Claire who murdered my son, is the leader of this drug gang.

Keep in mind, more then 300 CHILDREN between the ages of 8 and 16 have died from overdoses of spiked drugs, JUST IN THE PAST THREE MONTHS, of summer 2023, and porch bitch is believed to be one of the dealers selling those spiked drugs.

Not only is this the drug gang who my Uncle Bruce worked for, and thus WHY they murdered my infant son (thinking they were attacking one of Bruce's daughters, they got the wrong person when they attacked me, they thought they were attacking my cousin)... not only is this the gang who murdered my baby 10 years ago, but this is the gang who has murdered THREE HUNDRED CHILDREN just in the summer of 2023 ALONE.

These are EXTREMELY DANGEROUS PEOPLE and the FBI is trying to get them off the streets: ALL of them.

This woman is deeply mentally disturbed, and believed to be on drugs. If she is who the FBI thinks she is, they said she is part of a fentanyl drug dealing gang that has been selling the deadly fentanyl spiked cocaine which has killed more then 300 teenaers in York and Cumberland Counties here in Maine in 2023.

Her wild actions and weird gibberish about aliens and demons is believed to be from a raging drug use.

My son is dead, and they actively thwart the investigation. Why? What reason could they possibly have other than guilt? Anyone impeding justice deserves scrutiny. It's time to question their motives and allegiance.

If you are seeking info about WHICH drug gang she is believed to be a part of, just go to the local Maine news websites and search for all the drug dealer arrests in Saco, Old Orchard Beach, Biddeford, Portland, and South Portland, throughout 2023. Several dozen drug gang members have already been arrested in the past few weeks, but the FBI is looking for the ring leader, and they believe the SAME Claire who murdered my son, is the leader of this drug gang.

Keep in mind, more then 300 CHILDREN between the ages of 8 and 16 have died from overdoses of spiked drugs, JUST IN THE PAST THREE MONTHS, of summer 2023, and porch bitch is believed to be one of the dealers selling those spiked drugs.

Not only is this the drug gang who my Uncle Bruce worked for, and thus WHY they murdered my infant son (thinking they were attacking one of Bruce's daughters, they got the wrong person when they attacked me, they thought they were attacking my cousin)... not only is this the gang who murdered my baby 10 years ago, but this is the gang who has murdered THREE HUNDRED CHILDREN just in the summer of 2023 ALONE.

These are EXTREMELY DANGEROUS PEOPLE and the FBI is trying to get them off the streets: ALL of them.

There are HUNDREDS of people throughout Biddeford and Old Orchard Beach contacting me, both online and in person offline, telling me that these people approached them at random. They appear to be hellbent on approaching every single person to set foot in either town, so if you are in Biddeford or Old Orchard Beach you'll likely encounter them sooner or later if you haven't already. They appear to have been doing this since around May 2021, but so far no one knows who they are.

One detail though: porch bitch, has been saying some very specific information about the murder that was NEVER made public, and is not in the police public access report, it's only in the FBI's classified report. The ONLY person who knows this detail is the murderer herself, and porch bitch is too young to be the murderer. The blond golf club woman who attacked me November 14, 2013, was in her late 60s to early 70s, she'd be in her late 70s or early 80s today. Porch bitch is young enough to be her daughter or granddaughter. But porch bitch has been saying information that ONLY the murderer would know, so porch bitch DOES have personal contact with my son's murderer and is probably dangerous herself.

She has information that was never released to the public. Information the police and fbi kept out of public access reports. Information that was kept classified so it could be used to identify the murderer. Information she could only get, from the murderer. She is using 27 Facebook accounts and over 100 Reddit accounts to post that information as far and wide as possible, while gathering up a large group from the Sanford ward church to go around Biddeford and Old Orchard Beach also spreading that classified information, while at the same time spreading the rumors and lies that I am an alien Abducted and Etiole is an alien, while also spreading rumors of my cars being haunted, while also making hundreds of deep fake videos on YouTube about me and my cars and Etiole. She is orchestrating a huge defamation slander smear campaign, which you have seen some of the videos about me and my car. Fbi believes she is the daughter of the golf club bitch who murdered my baby and is doing this because Tod Murphy told the FBI his mother was bragging to be the golf club woman. Porch bitch showed up same time Tod Murphy did, in fall of 2021. The Sanford ward people joined her around May 2022. Fbi is currently investigating every one connected to the Sandford ward, and they now believe the golf club woman to have been a member in 2013. You don't have full details of what porch bitch is doing, who is helping her, and how alarmingly large scale what she is doing is, simply because I can not give you full details. There is a lot of information about porch bitch and her crew that I've not said, things the FBI and police are aware of, and you the general public, don't need to be aware of.

These people are actively and deliberately making a massive attempt to compromise an FBI murder investigation, alongside huge levels of victim shaming.

I won't accept my baby's death as the price of my education. Being a woman doesn't negate my right to learn. You, who beat me and took my child, are wrong. His cries linger, stifled by those hiding in lies. The guilty fear truth. What sins do they hide by obstructing justice? It's time to expose their motives. This fight goes beyond education – it's for our right to be human. Stand with me, for my baby's death demands justice! NEVER FORGET!

Porch bitch clearly knows who the murderer is, and the FBI is looking for ANY information you have that leads to identifying porch bitch, because arresting porch bitch, is right now, the #1 best chance of also finding and arresting my son's killer.

NEVER FORGET! My son is dead, murdered, a golf club smashed out his brain in the Southern Maine Community College parking lot, and these venomous meddlers are actively sabotaging the investigation. Why? What conceivable reason, other than their own guilt, could drive someone to obstruct justice? Anyone hindering a murder investigation warrants suspicion. Anyone standing in the way of justice for a baby's death cannot be trusted, because NO INNOCENT soul would EVER seek to OBSTRUCT an inquiry into such a tragedy! It's time to probe their motives! It's time to scrutinize their loyalties. NEVER FORGET! My son was murdered, and these malevolent people are tirelessly working to bury the truth. They are exerting every ounce of influence to erase the memory of my son's death. Why? No innocent person would go to such lengths. NEVER FORGET! Their efforts to impede the investigation signify their guilt. It's time to cast a blazing light on those actively hindering justice for my son's murderer. My son's killer roams freely, and these obstructors play a role in this grave injustice.

My son is gone, and these bigots obstruct justice. It's disheartening. Who, other than the guilty, resists the search for my son's killer? Their actions cast shadows on anyone who dares to hinder the pursuit of truth.

If you have any information about any of these events, please call FBI Agent Andy Drewer at 207-774-9322

Never forget: my son was murdered. That's what they want you to forget. They make up crazy rumors and lies because they want you to think about something, anything OTHER then my son's murder. And the ONLY person with THAT motive, is the golf club wielding blond woman, and anyone who is trying to cover up her crimes.

I just want to find my son's killer, but these people try to stop it. Why? What are they hiding? No one innocent would hinder justice. It's time to turn suspicion onto those who actively oppose the search for truth.

They want you to forget my son was murdered.

NEVER FORGET!

Clearly porch bitch is scared shitless that the killer, someone she knows, will be arrested soon, or she wouldn't be so hyper vigilant in her mega extreme slander campaign going on in Biddeford, Maine right now.

I don't think my baby deserved to die just because I wanted to go to school and learn how to read and write. Yes I am a female, but that does not mean I do not deserve to learn how to read. How you people treat us women is wrong. You beat me up and killed my baby because I am a woman and I tried to enroll in college. That is not right. What you men are doing is wrong. We women deserve to get an education as well. NEVER FORGET! My son's cries were silenced by those who now hide in the shadows of deceit. Only the guilty fear the piercing light of truth. What sins are they concealing by obstructing the investigation? It's time to expose the motives of those hindering my son's relentless pursuit of justice. Why silence the pursuit? Why weave tales of demons and witches? What horrors are they desperate to shroud behind their delusions of ghosts and aliens? NEVER FORGET! Never dismiss the malevolence that claimed my family with the murder of my son! Never forget the sacrifice education demands from us females! Our battle goes beyond mere shelter and freedom; it's a fight for the very right to be treated as human beings! Come together with me, for my baby's death should kindle a fervent call for justice! NEVER FORGET! My son's heart echoes no more, snuffed out by those who now shield themselves in falsehoods. Only the guilty fear the light of truth. What sins are they concealing by stopping the investigation? It's time to unravel the motives of those thwarting my quest for justice. Why silence the cries? Why fabricate tales of demons and witches? What horrors are they desperately hiding behind their fantasies of ghosts and aliens? This is worse, then blind leading the blind, this is the hateful, leading the foolish, the evil, wolves of deceit, pulling the wool over your eyes! Open your eyes. See the truth! There is nothing in their talk of demons and witchcraft, but victim shaming and slander. Evil people do evil things. Look at the evil they are doing to me right now, look at their tales of hauntings, ghosts, evil spirits, curses, aliens, and witchcraft! It is THEM who is evil, by their own evil talk of demons, they prove how evil they are. By their attempts to hinder the police, they prove how guilty they are.

Beware of ANYONE who calls Etiole an alien, for he is not an alien and they are lying to you about him, as a slight of hand means of misdirection, to turn you away from seeing their own crimes.

NEVER FORGET! My son is dead, and these hateful busy bodies actively thwart the investigation. Why? What reason could they possibly have other than their own guilt? Anyone impeding justice deserves scrutiny. Anyone standing in the way of a murder investigation can not be trusted, because NO ONE who is innocent would EVER try to HINDER the murder investigation of a baby! It's time to question their motives! It's time to question their allegiance. NEVER FORGET! My son was murdered and these evil people are doing everything in their power to bury the truth. These evil people are doing everything in their power to make you forget about my son's death. Why? No guitless person would do that. NEVER FORGET! Their attempts to stop the investigation is a sign of their complicity. It's time to shine a spotlight on those who actively hinder the pursuit of my son's murderer. My son's killer walks free, and these obstructors aid in this injustice.

Beware of anyone who tells you I believe in aliens, for I do not, and they are lying to you in a gaslighting technique meant to keep you from noticing the crimes they commited.

Remember what they did to my son! Never forget the price of education for us females! We fight not just for houses or freedom but for the right to be treated as human beings! My baby's murder is a stark reminder that we are not slaves. Stand with me, for my baby's death should never have been the toll for a woman seeking education!

Trust no one who tells you I cast curses or consort with demons, for I do neither, and they say these things to you out of malicious motives, to make you look at anything other than themselves. They don't want you to see the sins they do, so they spread wild and bizarre rumors about me and an elderly homeless veteran, in a magicians pallor trick of misdirection. They use me and Etiole as their smoke and mirrors, so that you are looking the other way, while they get away with heinous crimes.

Beware of anyone who calls me a witch, for I am a Mormon, 5th generation, and we Mormons do not believe in witchcraft.

I need not tell you their names, for by their own actions, they will reveal themselves to you.

Never forget the evil that took my son! Never forget why they murdered him! Education for us females comes at a cost! Rise up, for we fight not just for houses, not just for freedom, but for the very essence of our humanity! My baby's death is a rallying cry against the injustice we endure.

My son is dead, and these obstructors fuel my fear. What drives them to stop justice? It's terrifying. Who, other than the guilty, tries to halt the investigation? It's time to question the motives of those who oppose the pursuit of my son's murderer.

Pay very close attention to anyone who approaches you to "warn you" about EelKat... because remember too, my name is not EelKat. My name is Wendy Christine Allen. EelKat is a fictional character, a talking back fairy cat, from a Space Fantasy novel. Miss Citten The Eel Kat is Empress of Planet Ptarmagin and she travels to distant galaxies in a star ship, collecting deep space eels from other planets, her name is unpronounceable, so people call her "The Eel Kat" because she is the cat who has pet eels. The book was titled "Friends Are Forever" and it was published in 1978. You have to be severely mentally disabled in order to think that a talking space cat from a Fantasy novel is real, let alone be crazy enough to think that the author is that character. The very fact alone that porch bitch refers to ME as EelKat, that alone tells you the deeply disturbed fantasy prone mental case we are dealing with her. Her inability to discern fiction from reality, and he belief that I, a real person, an EelKat, a fictional space cat from a novel, or her belief that a local homeless veteran, is an alien, or her belief that my Dodge or my Volvo are demon possessed, that alone tells you what type of incredibly dangerous psychopath porch bitch really is. 

You can see video footage of his living conditions:

HERE

and HERE

and HERE.

THAT is the homeless veteran, this woman is calling an alien or a demon, depending on which delusion she is babble that day. THAT is Etoile. THAT is how he lives. THAT is who this deplorable woman is harassing.

Pay very close attention to anyone who approaches you to "warn you" about EelKat or otherwise tries to convince you I have anything to do with aliens, demons, curses, or witches, for they are deceiving you, and they do so, to draw your attention away from themselves. 

Never forget, my son was murdered on November 14, 2013, and the killer still walks free, and anyone telling you anything about aliens, demons, curses, or witches, has one goal and one goal only: a flagrant attempt to discredit me, and protect my son's murderer.

They ONLY want you to think about aliens to make you forget my son was murdered.

The FBI is looking for my son's killer AND the identity of the people who are trying to hinder their investigation.

If anyone approaches you and tells you Etiole is an alien CALL FBI Agent Andy Drewer and tell him who they are. They ONLY want you to think about aliens to make you forget my son was murdered.

Never forget, November 14, 2023 will be the 10 year anniversary of the November 14, 2013 murder of my 8 month old infant son, at BugLight Lighthouse Art Studio of Southern Maine Community College in South Portland, Maine. If you have any information about who his killer is, please call FBI Agent Andy Drewer at 207-774-9322 

If anyone approaches you and tells you that I believe in aliens CALL FBI Agent Andy Drewer and tell him who they are. They ONLY want you to think about aliens to make you forget my son was murdered. 

Never forget the atrocity committed against my son! Never forget why they took his life! Education for us females is a battle with a heavy toll. Rise with me, for we fight not just for homes, freedom, and literacy but for our very humanity! My baby's death should ignite a flame of justice that refuses to be extinguished!

Never forget, November 14, 2023 will be the 10 year anniversary of the November 14, 2013 murder of my 8 month old infant son, at BugLight Lighthouse Art Studio of Southern Maine Community College in South Portland, Maine. If you have any information about who his killer is, please call FBI Agent Andy Drewer at 207-774-9322

If anyone approaches you and tells you Etiole is a demon CALL FBI Agent Andy Drewer and tell him who they are. They ONLY want you to think about demons to make you forget my son was murdered. 

Never forget, November 14, 2023 will be the 10 year anniversary of the November 14, 2013 murder of my 8 month old infant son, at BugLight Lighthouse Art Studio of Southern Maine Community College in South Portland, Maine. If you have any information about who his killer is, please call FBI Agent Andy Drewer at 207-774-9322 

If anyone approaches you and tells you that I believe in demons CALL FBI Agent Andy Drewer and tell him who they are. They ONLY want you to think about demons to make you forget my son was murdered.

Never forget the horror inflicted on my son! Never forget the reasons behind his murder! Education for us females is a costly struggle. Join the fight, for we demand not just homes, freedom, and literacy but the recognition of our shared humanity! My baby's death is a call to arms against the injustice we endure.

Never forget, November 14, 2023 will be the 10 year anniversary of the November 14, 2013 murder of my 8 month old infant son, at BugLight Lighthouse Art Studio of Southern Maine Community College in South Portland, Maine. If you have any information about who his killer is, please call FBI Agent Andy Drewer at 207-774-9322

My child paid the price for my desire to read. Just being a woman doesn't strip me of the right to learn. You, who beat and killed my baby, are wrong. His cries echo, silenced by those hiding in deceit. Only the guilty fear the light of truth. What sins are concealed by stopping the investigation? Unveil the motives of those hindering justice. This is a battle beyond education – it's a fight for our humanity. Join me, for my baby's death demands justice! NEVER FORGET!

If anyone approaches you and tells you that I cast curses CALL FBI Agent Andy Drewer and tell him who they are. They ONLY want you to think about curses to make you forget my son was murdered. 

Never forget, November 14, 2023 will be the 10 year anniversary of the November 14, 2013 murder of my 8 month old infant son, at BugLight Lighthouse Art Studio of Southern Maine Community College in South Portland, Maine. If you have any information about who his killer is, please call FBI Agent Andy Drewer at 207-774-9322

Never forget the darkness that claimed my son! Never forget why they took his life! Education for us females is a battle that extracts a heavy toll. Stand by me, for we fight for more than homes, freedom, and literacy; we fight for our inherent humanity! Let my baby's death be a catalyst for unwavering demands of justice.

If anyone approaches you and tells you that I am a witch CALL FBI Agent Andy Drewer and tell him who they are. They ONLY want you to think about witches to make you forget my son was murdered. 

NEVER FORGET! My son is dead, and they actively thwart the investigation. Why? What reason could they possibly have other than guilt? Anyone impeding justice deserves scrutiny. It's time to question their motives and allegiance.

Never forget, November 14, 2023 will be the 10 year anniversary of the November 14, 2013 murder of my 8 month old infant son, at BugLight Lighthouse Art Studio of Southern Maine Community College in South Portland, Maine. If you have any information about who his killer is, please call FBI Agent Andy Drewer at 207-774-9322

NEVER FORGET! My son's killer walks free, and these obstructors aid in this injustice. Their attempts to stop the investigation are a sign of their complicity. It's time to shine a spotlight on those who actively hinder the pursuit of my son's murderer.

They are going out of their way to try to make you forget my son died, by coming up with ludicrous tales of aliens and demons. And the ONLY person with ANY motive to do that, is the blond woman who murdered my son.

Remember the tragedy that befell my son! Never forget why they ended his life! Education for us females exacts a heavy toll. Stand with me, for we seek not just homes, freedom, and literacy but the acknowledgment of our shared humanity! Let my baby's death stir your hearts to demand justice.

They want you to forget my son was murdered.

NEVER FORGET!

NEVER FORGET! They ripped my baby from my grasp, extinguished his life, and those opposing justice shroud themselves in deceit. Only the guilty cower from the truth. What darkness are they concealing by blocking the investigation? It's time to unmask the villains obstructing my battle for justice. Why halt the pursuit? Why invent fables of demons and witches? What atrocities are they desperate to bury behind their delusions of ghosts and aliens?

Never erase from your memory the cruelty that stole my son! Never forget the reasons behind his murder! Education for us females exacts a toll! Rise with me, for our fight transcends mere walls and freedom; it's a battle for the very core of our humanity! Let my baby's death be a piercing call against the injustice we bear.

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Update: November 1, 2023

I'm going to put this here, since it is an answer to a response, to the October 17 update.

No. My Volvo had not been painted before the golf club attack. I painted it the following May AFTER the attack, BECAUSE I could not drive any more, and I could not walk. Ben would wheel me outside with paints and canvases because I am a painter by trade, and one day Benn left me alone and went to store was gone several hours and I ran out of canvases to paint on and could not walk to get more, so I painted the firebird on the hood of my car because I was able to climb out of the wheelchair and up onto the hood of my car. Here is what my car looked like before... 

My Volvo and my house 2007

My Volvo March 31, 2015, no house, because backhoe drove over my house August 8, 2013

also, my house can be seen here not yet run over by the backhoe... also, the thing porch bitch keeps talking about that is classified parts of murder investigation, can be seen in this photo too, if you know what she keeps talking about... I've had the Volvo almost 30 years now, it was almost new when I got it, and it's been painted with murals for less then a 1/16th of the time I've had it, that's why you never noticed it before the past couple of years, because it WAS NOT painted until AFTER my son was murdered and I became crippled.

Yes, same situation with my cloths. I used to dress more or less normal. I never wore pants, but I was wearing mini-skirts, shorts, and hotpant shorts, with bikini and tank tops. I can't wear the cloths I used to wear anymore BECAUSE of the golf club attack injuries. I had braces on my arms, back, and legs for the first few years, so I had to change my wardrobe to accommodate that. That's why I started wearing the big floaty caftan, muumuu,, and kimono.

The big huge skirts and robes hide a lot of medical equipment underneath. I don't like being seen as disabled so I had to go to extremes with my wardrobe in order to hide all the medical gear under my skirts so people couldn't see them. Before the attack I had 2 kimono and 1 muumuu from my Grammy Eva Viola Atwater, she lived in Hawaii in 1973 and brought those back for me, but I never wore them. I had them in storage. After the golf club attack I started wearing them because they were the only things I had big enough to fit over all the monetiers and tubes and wires hooked up to me.

Almost everything I wear today, was bought in 2014, from a Japanese guy I knew who went to Japan and bought a ton of kimono, and I bought around 40 of them from him. Kimono wrap to any size, and have lots of openings on the front, back, and sides, so all my medical braces, monitors, tubes, and wires are easy to loop through the kimono without being noticed from the outside.

Same applies for the veils. I never wore one before 2014. Reason? My hair had never been cut, not once in nearly fifty years, and was 48" long as a result. That's about 4" above my ankles. My long hair had to be cut, when I started relearning to walk, because the weight of it was too much strain on my punctured spinal column. I wrote the scene of Quaraun's long hair being cut, in the novel BoomFuzzy, BECAUSE of my own hair being cut. Doctors can not operate on my spine, because of the risk of even more nerve damage, and so my hair is medically not allowed to be more than shoulder length today, due to the weight issue any longer would cause for my several spinal cord. I feel naked not having my back covered by my hair, so I started wearing long Catholic chapel prayer veils that a group of nuns made for me. While I was born and raised Mormon, I became ordained a Voodoo priestess in 2013, New Orleans Voodoo, not Haitian Vodou. They are different. New Orleans Voodoo is a form of Catholicism known as Folk Catholicism. The veils you bitch about calling them Muslim Hijabs, are Christian Catholic. But I wear them, because my hair was cut, as a side effect of being crippled by the mystery Claire and Kendra with the golf club.

As for the dark glasses. I've worn those since I was just four years old. I have a condition similar to albinism, which is why my skin is whiter than most white peoples, but it affects my eyes the most. I am legally blind in indoor light conditions, which is why I do not use lights. I am fully blind in outdoors sunny day conditions, which is why I can not drive during most daylight hours. However, I have abnormally high vision at night, comparable to a cat or owl. I can see perfectly in darkness. I also see something around 16million additional colours that the average person can not see. All of this is due to the rods in my eyes being abnormally shaped. But this also means, the only way I am able to go outside in day time hours, or drive a car, is if I have special custom blackout prescription glasses that block all light. I have worn these blackout glasses since I was a toddler.

So, NO, your assertion that I deserved to be attacked because my car was painted or my clothes were odd, doesn't fly, because my car and my clothes were just as normal as yours before the attack and it was the attack itself, that CAUSED me to paint my car and change how I dressed. My car has been painted for 8 years and I have dressed like this for only 6 years now.

That is WHY you never noticed me before 2015. I blended in, dressing no different from anyone else. I did not dress like this until AFTER June 2015, when I first started getting up out of the wheelchair and started relearning to walk again. You idiots who judge my car and my clothes are jackass bigots. Neither my car nor my clothes looked like this for 5 decades of my life and the change came as a medical necessity. 

You bitching bigots have the ability to get up and walk and choose to dress as you want. I'm crippled by a bigot with a golf club so I don't have the luxury of dressing the way I used to any more. 

NEVER FORGET! I'm searching for my son's killer, but these bigots try to halt the investigation. It's incomprehensible. Who, except the guilty, fights against finding the truth? Anyone hindering justice deserves scrutiny and suspicion.

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No, really, the information you are looking for is IN the BoomFuzzy novel. I mean, there WAS a reason I gave away ONE MILLION FREE COPIES of it to *cough* people are NOT readers of Fantasy, but rather to social workers, politicians, every lawyer in the state of Maine has a copy, every child protective services DHHS social worker in the state of Maine has a copy, every police officer in the State of Maine has a copy, every FBI agent in New England has a copy.

ALL the information you are looking for is IN the BoomFuzzy novel. Go read it and you'll find it. It's there.

No, it's not on my website. The information you are desperately looking for is not anywhere on my website, it's ALL in the BoomFuzzy novel.

My baby didn't deserve to die because I craved knowledge. Being a woman doesn't make me less human. You beat my child to silence my pursuit of education. What you're doing is a travesty! Hear me now – my son's cries won't be forgotten. The truth will pierce the shadows you hide in. I won't let you bury the justice my family deserves. Stand with me, for this isn't just about education, it's about the right to be treated as a human being. NEVER FORGET!

I don't think my baby deserved to die just because I wanted to go to school and learn how to read and write. Yes I am a female, but that does not mean I do not deserve to learn how to read. How you people treat us women is wrong. You beat me up and killed my baby because I am a woman and I tried to enroll in college. That is not right. What you men are doing is wrong. We women deserve to get an education as well. NEVER FORGET!

My son's cries were silenced by those who now hide in the shadows of deceit. Only the guilty fear the piercing light of truth. What sins are they concealing by obstructing the investigation? It's time to expose the motives of those hindering my son's relentless pursuit of justice. Why silence the pursuit? Why weave tales of demons and witches? What horrors are they desperate to shroud behind their delusions of ghosts and aliens?

NEVER FORGET! Never dismiss the malevolence that claimed my family with the murder of my son! Never forget the sacrifice education demands from us females! Our battle goes beyond mere shelter and freedom; it's a fight for the very right to be treated as human beings! Come together with me, for my baby's death should kindle a fervent call for justice!

NEVER FORGET! My son's heart echoes no more, snuffed out by those who now shield themselves in falsehoods. Only the guilty fear the light of truth. What sins are they concealing by stopping the investigation? It's time to unravel the motives of those thwarting my quest for justice.

Why silence the cries? Why fabricate tales of demons and witches? What horrors are they desperately hiding behind their fantasies of ghosts and aliens? This is worse, then blind leading the blind, this is the hateful, leading the foolish, the evil, wolves of deceit, pulling the wool over your eyes! Open your eyes. See the truth!

There is nothing in their talk of demons and witchcraft, but victim shaming and slander. Evil people do evil things. Look at the evil they are doing to me right now, look at their tales of hauntings, ghosts, evil spirits, curses, aliens, and witchcraft! It is THEM who is evil, by their own evil talk of demons, they prove how evil they are. By their attempts to hinder the police, they prove how guilty they are.

NEVER FORGET! These hate mongers actively oppose justice for my son. Their actions betray a fear of exposure. Who, other than the guilty, has a motive to impede the investigation? Their vocal resistance only deepens the shadow of suspicion.

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Uhm. Nope. No clue what you are talking about.

I'm sorry, but have you ever even met me face to face? Have you ever even SEEN how I dress?

ALL of my cloths are made out of silk. REAL silk. One yard of real silk KILLS over a 1k butterflies to make it and EACH of my kimono was made from well over ten yards of silk.

I'm not an animal rights activist.

Never have been.

I'm not vegan. Never have been.

Heck, I own more than thirty fur coats, several fur stoles, a fur cape, 3 leather trench coats, Have a dozen fur pelts instead of blankets.

I wear silk, leather, and REAL fur... mink, bobcat, beaver, wolf, coyote, fur, EVERY DAY.

My grandmother Eva Viola Atwater was an animal rights activist and vegan. I think you are mixing me up with her for some reason.

Either that or my mother.

My mother is a mega extreme animal hoarder, at one point she had 9 dogs, 83 cats, 40+ ducks, and 2k+ chickens, all living in the house which was several feet deep in feces, all there at once. She takes in every stray everything she can find, until the police took all her animals and slapped a court order on her, she's not allowed to have animals any more, which is why she tried to hide those 13 cats in my motorhome and got in even more animal legal issues with police. It's my MOTHER and HER MOTHER/my GRANDMOTHER, who are the animal rights PETA nuts, not me.

You REALLY need to stop mixing me up with my mother and her mother.

I'm not them and I don't understand why you keep attributing to me, things which they do/did.

NEVER FORGET! My son's heart echoes no more, snuffed out by those who now shield themselves in falsehoods. Only the guilty fear the light of truth. What sins are they concealing by stopping the investigation? It's time to unravel the motives of those thwarting my quest for justice. Why silence the cries? Why fabricate tales of demons and witches? What horrors are they desperately hiding behind their fantasies of ghosts and aliens?

Update: November 3, 2023
(unedited copies from FaceBook, answering comments, about the October 17, 2023 Update, so there has been no grammar fixing or spelling checking)

No. No clue. Do keep in mind that the whole Claire and Leo thing that my mother keeps talking about, not only happened a full decade BEFORE I was born, but it also happened so far BEFORE my parents were married, that my mother was only 5 years old when it happened, YES, my father is old enough to be my mother's grandfather, and me and my mother are so close to the same age that most sisters have a bigger age gap... my mother was a CHILD when I was born... people seem to forget that fact... but also: the conversation you are referancing: I HAVE THE FULL CONVERSATION ON VIDEO - it happened in 2016, and was a conversationn between my mother, her brother Bruce, her sister Barbara, at Mechanics Park in Biddeford, sitting at a picknick table with me and Marcy, while the three of them bragged to their brother Peter and sister Dorothy, about how they had taken Leo's son to a kkaraokee bar, got him drunk, and framed him for beating to death someone whom BRUCE beat to death in the bar... citing that they did so because Leo's son was my dad's son, and my mother wanted him in prison for life, which did happen, he got a life sentance... according to MY MOTHER, he bhad already gone to prison because he burned down the Old Orchard Beach high school in 1968, a thing the Atwaters framed him for according to BRUCE... my MOTHER is the one who is saying I have TWO older brother... NOT me... I am NOT the one saying this... I was asking if anyone knew what MY MOTHER was talking about... like I said before, my MOTHER is obsessed with some woman named Claire, who is the wife of some man named Leo, and my MOTHER is claiming that Leo's wide Claire, had a son by my FATHER.... this is not a new obsession for her... my MOTHER has had a vicious venderta for EVERY woman she encounters named CLAIRE, to the point that she cuts up photos of EVERY actress, and singer named Claire, buy VHS tapes of movies with characters named Claire so she can smash the tapes up... and she has been doing this since at least 1973... 50 years now... she raves and rants about some fire truck my father bought for Clair and Leo's son, a thing which happened BEFORE I was born... it is MY MOTHER and NOT me, who is saying I have an older brother, whose mother is named Claire... what I said, was, I wanted to know if anyone knew who this guy was, whom my MOTHER is claiming is my older brother, because whoever he is I HAVE EVIDANCE THAT HE WAS FRAMED in is WRONGLY in prison, for a thing that my uncle BRUCE was bragging to have done, and I am trying to find out the name of this guy who my MOTHER claims is my older brother, because MY MOTHER, her brother BRUCE, and her sister BARBARA, were bragging to their brother Peter and sister Dorothy, that they framed this guy for a murder he did not commit... I need to take that video footage to this gy's paroll officer, but I do not know the name of Claire and Leo's son, nor to I know the last name of Claire and Leo to find out. My MOTHER claimes she and Brice and Barabara did this to spite Claire, but I do not know anyone named Claire or Leo, and I do not know who this guy is who my MOTHER claimed burned down the Old Orchard Beach high school in 1968, who my MOTHER claims is my older brother.... no, you got it wrong. I never said he WAS my brother... I said, that my MOTHER is bragging that I have an older brother, about 15 years older than me (making him also older than my mother),... I have no clue what my mother, Bruce, and Barbara are talking about... they spent well over 6 hours bragging and boasting about what they did to put this man in prison, laughing and joking about how they framed him... he had JUST been sentanced to life in prison a week they were bragging, and they said they had been closly following the court case to make sure he got life in prison. I have the ENTIRE conversation ON VIDEO...I don't know who this guy is that THEY CLAIM burned down the high school, that THEY claim is my older brother... if what they were bragging they did is true, then some guy out there got a life sentance for something he did not do, and I'm trying to find out who he is, so I can give the video footage to his lawyers because THEY NEED to know what my mother, Bruce, and Barbara are bragging that they did to get this guy framed for murder because my MOTHER believes my father, and not Leo is is fater. If what my MOTHER, BRUCE, and NARABARA are bragging about is true, they they deliberatly got an innocent man put in prison and that's just wrong, and something needs to be done about it.

NEVER FORGET! My son is gone, and those opposing the investigation raise suspicion. What reason, other than guilt, could they have to halt the search for justice? It's time to turn the spotlight on anyone hindering my son's justice.

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No. My mother's mega psychotic obsessive hatred for EVERY woman named Clair (or nicknamed Clara) is WHY the FBI has my mother listed as one of the top 3 suspects in being involved with my son's murder. The blond woman who crippled me and murdered my son, SAID her name was Claire, and she did so like she THOUGHT I knew what that meant. That was November 14, 2013. That same Claire woman attacked a SECONS time, June 26, 2016. It's the 2016 attack that caused my current crippled stated, because I was walking again by the end of 2015. The 2nd attack happened TWO DAYS AFTER, my mother, Bruce, and Barbara were bragging on June 24, 2016 that they had framed the sone of "Claire and Leo" for murder and he got life in prison. During the 2nd attack the blond woman was screaming "YOU TRIED TO KILL MY HUSBAND!" she drove away in a gold Volvo station wagon that was newer then my Volvo but still an old Volvi, the 1995-2000 vintage model. The FBI already FOUND the Clair woman my father was running around with, whose husband's name was Leo, but they are BOTH dead and they have been for a very long time... The FBI FOUND the Claire my mother talks about, but she died of a heart attack, several DECADES ago, and apparatly my mother, Bruce, and Barbara do not know the Claire my mother hates is dead, and went after the son of some other DIFFERENT Claire. The FBI believes my mother talked about her hatred of Claire to someone in ne of her karaoke bar visits, and that person helped Bruce, frame the false Claire's son for murder. But the FBI also found that at the same time, in October 2013, my father took out a $26k loan from a loan shark in Portland and can not account for where that money went. And the FBI found that Ben was paying a guy named Rick $3k a month, also that same time period, with Ben telling Rick that he did not want me having a baby. ALL THREE of them: my father, mother, and Ben, are suspeected of being involved, but INDIVIDUALLY on different things, for different reason, WITHOUT being aware of the involvment of each of the other three. BEN is the only one who had a motive to attack me, and he was VERY vocal about not wanting the baby, to his BISHOP PROVENTIA (Tod Murphey's grandfather, according to the FBI), which DOES in fact put Tod Murphey's mother as a suspect as well, and she and her family are currectly RIGHT NOW being investigated by the FBI, because of the things Porch Bitch has been saying around Biddeford last month. The blond Claire woman is believed to be some one who knows my mother but did not know me and my mother were two different people. The FBI also found the redhaired woman who calls herself Kendra Silvermand, she lives in Waldo, they know her real name and home address... the thing with Kendra Silvermander is all she did was stand there yelling "I'm Kenrrda Silvermander It's My turn to shine, my turn to shine, my turn to shine! 'm Kenrrda Silvermander It's My turn to shine, my turn to shine, my turn to shine! 'm Kenrrda Silvermander It's My turn to shine, my turn to shine, my turn to shine! 'm Kenrrda Silvermander It's My turn to shine, my turn to shine, my turn to shine!" The Bunyan woman WAS arrested, but shee has refused to say who the Clair woman is, and because all the Kendra woman did was yell, she had to be released. But the FBI believes this Claire to be the same Clair who is the mother of the son tat Bruce framed for murder, mistakinely thinng it was Leo's Claire's son. The FBI knows what Bruce, Baraba, and my mother said in the video... what is not known is WHO the Claire son they are talking about is. Claire murdered my sonn and crippled me, that is not in question, what is in question, is who the hell IS Claire? Everyone who indicates they know her identity, clans up tight when asked to identify her... INCLUDING Old Orchard Beach Police Officer will Watson, who claims he knows who Claire is, but sais he would not reveal her identity, because his mother in law needed medical treatment and Mark (who is Mark? I don't know, Will Watson did not say) would cut off the money to Will's mother in law if Will handed Claire over. The indenity of Claire is what is being searched for, and that's why now the idenity of porch bitch is being searched for, because porch bitch is CLAIMING to be Claire's daughter. But we don't know who porch bitch is either, and while there are over 40 people coming forwards saying they know who porch bitch is, they too are ALL citing that someone named "Mark" has threatened to kill their friends or family if they identify porch bitch. The FBI believs this whole thing started over my mother's obsession with Claire and that that is why this woman who murdered my son, made sure to know I knew her name was Claire, BUT, the FBI also believs that she thought she was attacking my MOTHER and was unaware that I was NOT my mother. AND the FBI believs the reason THIS claire and not Leo's Claire, the one my mother ACTUALLY is mad at, got involved, is because my uncle Bruce incorrect THOUGHT that THIS Claire, believed to be Claire Cyr of Connecticut leader of the drug gang known as The Cyr Clan, whom Bruce worked for in the 1970s, innorcetly thought she was the Claire my mother was talking abut, so Bruce went after her son, instead of the son on the Claire my mother was acctually talking about. The whole thing is a big tangled up mess, but one thing remains consistant: who thise Claire is, whenever either name is mentioned in an interview, the witness turns into a scared shitless gibbering mess and starts saying "Mark" threatened them and they can't point out who Claire is because Mark will kill their family if they do. So now the FBI als o wants to know, who in the hell is this Mark guy that is threatening everyone, because, EVERY witness mentions him, but they do not identtify him either as anything other then "Mark who needs no last name, everyone knows who he is". Well, I don't know who he is, the FBI doesn't know who he is, so clearly everyone does not know who he is.

NEVER FORGET! My son's dead, and those hindering the investigation are accomplices in his murder. They feign innocence, but their interference screams guilt. Who else but the killer has a motive to silence the pursuit of truth?

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No. I do not know the people my parents know. I was locked in a rusted raccoon trap cage, unable to sit up or stand up, 24 hours a day, 7 days a week, 52 weeks a year, for 27 years, only let out for the 5 hour Sunday services of the Mormon church each Sunday.

For 16 years my mother sold Avon. She did so, in my name. Once every month or so, to keep up appearances to the neighbors, she would take me with her to deliver Avon to the customers. She only did this, whenever social workers came around asking "Didn't you have a daughter? The neighbors called the police saying they suspiciously have not seen her in a very long time." Because I could not talk, I could not tell the Avon customers where I had been.

The room was inside of the back of a wood shed on the back of the blue house at 144 Portland Avenue. If anyone went in, all they saw was a wood shed. And no one ever took the time to examine the back wall to see that it held a 2nd room behind the wood pile.

I never saw the people who visited my parents. And my parents' friends never saw me.

I have no way of knowing the people my parents know, because from 1983 until 2010, I was a prisoner in that cage, in that room.

And for this reason, I do not know who porch bitch is.

And for this reason, I do not know who Mark is.

But my father is deeply obsessed with Mark. Every other word out of my father's mouth is "Mark this" and "Mark that".

Both my mother and my father rave and rant about porch bitch. Everything is "that fucking porch bitch this" and "that fucking porch bitch that".

It is very clear that whoever Mark is, my father knows him, and they have been friends since at least the 1980s.

It is very clear that whoever the porch bitch is, both my mother and my father know her, and they have been friends since at least the 1990s.

Mark I have never seen. I can not identify him.

Porch bitch, I have seen. She was a member of Elliotts church. She worked at Walmart back then. She is the one who used to shoot a paintball gun at my horse on my farm. But I do not know who she is or why she is so deeply obsessed with me.

I have no way of knowing people I have never seen or met. I do not know why you would think that if my parents knew someone, that I must know them as well. Do you know everyone YOUR parents know?

No. Neither of my parents are cooperating with the FBI. Both have refused to speak to the FBI agents.

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No. You do not understand. ONLY THREE PEOPLE knew I was going to be at the Phi Theta Kappa Award Ceremony. I was extremely sick with H1A1Flue, and had told the college and EVERYONE else that I was not going. I had missed 5 days of college classes as well. It was a big concern because I was 8 months pregnant and so doctors were advising I not go to classes while I had H1AiFlu. The day of PhiThetaKappa, I was feeling better and was out of bed for the first time in over a week. I arrived at Phi Thetta Kappa nearly an hour late, and I only told 3 people I was going: My father who was living with me at the time, I told him as I was going out the door, I asked him to come with me, but he said it was bad enough I wanted to be an educated damned fool I wasn't going to corrupt him by turning him ino an EDF (educated dame fool) as well;. My mother on Foss street at the time, living with my step dad Wayne Whitten, I stopped at her house and asked her to come with me, but she said I was too much of a retarded four eyed freak and she did not want to go anywhere with me because she couldn't be seen in public with a retarded four eyes (I wear glasses). At the time Ben had given me one og his phones, and it called his other phone if I needed help with my car. I called him, as I was leaving my mother's house and asked him to go with me... it was already 8:30PM by that ponit, and THAT is VERY important according to the FBI. The college was over an hour drive, the PhiThetaKappa Award Ceremony would be half over before I arrived.... Ben said he could not go with me, because he had to GO TO THE BOSTON TEMPLE WITH RICK to do BAPTISMS for the dead, on a SUNDAY NIGHT, at 8:30PM... for those not Mormons: ONLY 12 year old virgin girls are allowed to do baptisms for the dead, ALL non caple builds are CLOSED on EVERY Sundany (Sabath) and EVERY Monday (Family Home Evening Days), and even if it had not been a Sunday, the Boston Temple CLOSES AT 8PM, and from here to there is a FIVE HOUR DRIVE.... Clair, Kendra Silvermander, and the bald man, attacked me with golf clubs just after 10PM at the BugLight Light House Art Studio Parking Lot of Southern Maine Community College, and drove off in a SMALL 4-door white pick up truck (not the big one that would show up in 2016)... the FBI is convinced that it was mu father, my mother, or Ben, who told Cllaire where I would be, because NO ONE ELSE but those 3 people know I had changed my mind and went to accept the PhiThetaKappa Award after previously having told everyone, including the college that I would NOT be at the award ceramony.

NEVER FORGET! My child's innocent cries were silenced by your fear of a woman's mind. I dared to defy your norms, to seek the light of knowledge. But you, blinded by prejudice, extinguished that light with violence. We women are not bound by your limitations. We are the carriers of wisdom, the bearers of progress. Deny us education, and you deny the world its greatest potential.

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Update: November 4, 2023
(again, putting it here as it is in response to a response to October 17 update)

Okay. you (Ben) want an answer. Here you (Ben) go, have an answer.

Elliott and Morin sawed my MOTHER'S house in half and moved it to Waterville. According to my mother, Porch bitch is woman who Elliott gave house to. I do not know who porch bitch is, my MOTHER does know who porch bitch is, but she won't tell us, because she is playing her stupid vindictive vengeance games with porch bitch. Porch bitch, is playing her stupid vindictive vengeance game with my mother, and for some reason thinks attack my family means something to my mother, even though my mother is responsible for the most violent attacks, like in 2010 when my MOTHER cut my 1964 Dodge in half, or in 1992 when my MOTHER took a sledge hammer to my 1974 AMC Gremlin. Or in 2012 when my MOTHER smashed out all the windows of my house, the same house my MOTHER hired a backhoe driver to drive over in 2013, or in November 2021 when my MOTHER cut all the wires off the Biddeford apartment build ... MY MOTHER did those things. My MOTHER is a very violent, vengeful, vindictive woman who also is the one who designed and built that torture chamber room and locked me in it when I was 8 years old until I was 31 years old, as punishment for my grandmother leaving me everything she owned when she (Helen Ricker Allen) died. That is the type of person my mother is.

I have never had a lawyer. I have never needed a lawyer. Other then the Bolduc/Cascade Murder Trial in 1991, The Guy Gammon Grand Jury Murder Trails in 2016, and the Too Gay For Old Orchard Beach Case in 2016, I have have never been involved in a court case. Yes, I am aware there are other court cases with my name on it, the FBI uncovered that and pointed it out to me, but, again, that was my MOTHER, who for some reason did the cat court case in my name. Verallia and Danna was the Elliot and Morin stolen house case, when my MOTHER had signs all over HER land NEXT DOOR to my land. The stolen house was not mine, the Elliot court case was not mine, Verrall and Danna were not my lawyers. Veralla and Danna was lawyer at 1 city center Portland. My mother bought silver wagon with money from that court case. We discovered glass elevator while at lawyers office.

It was over a decade later that I got my driver's license. you (Ben) used to take me to Portland library every week prior to my having driver's license. you (Ben) still had white Honda. My mother needed me to babysit my brothers, and YOU (Ben) let me out of the room YOU (Ben) and my MOTHER kept me locked in, and YOU (Ben) took me to the lawyer office, where me and my 3 brothers sat on the floor drawing pink flamingos, including Pink Flamingo 13, that I'm now famous for. We (you -Ben, and me) used to go in glass elevator a couple times a month after that because you (Ben) decided to start letting me out of the room prison you (Ben) kept me locked in for 27 years, by allowing me to go to the library... that is when I started using the library computer to build this website, in an attempt to find someone out there who would help me escape that room.

This room:

That was the goal of this website.

Remember?

Every one who has followed me online since 1996 is fully aware that my website had one goal and one goal only: I WANTED TO BE LET OUT OF MY CAGE!

I WANTED THE PADLOCKED UNLOCKED!

I WANTED THE CHAINS REMOVED!

I WANTED TO GO OUTSIDE!

I WANTED TO DRIVE MY CAR!

I WANTED TO GO TO SCHOOL!

And finally got free in 2010. And my mother cut my car in half, 2 days later, because she wanted to make sure, I never drove it, and never got a driver's lisnces.

I got my driver's license and my GED both summer 2010. and started college September 2010. And teachers there started teaching me how to talk, so that I did not have to write and type every word I wanted to say any more.

The updates to this website became less frequent, because I was free and this website no longer had a goal.

This website became active again in 2013, because my baby was murdered.

And he wasn't the first.

Xavier was my 8th, EIGHTH pregnancy.

But the first one to reach past 5 months without my uncle Bruce shoving me in a shower stall and kicking me in the stomach until I passed out, and I woke up back in that room, in a pool of blood with my baby dead... SEVEN TIMES between 1987 and 2006.

YOU (Ben) are the father of every baby, and loudly vocal over wanting none of them.

I was 12 years old, the first time it happened.

That was other goal this website had in 1996.

More than anything else, I wanted to escape that room, so I could get pregnant WITHOUT the fear of having my baby murdered before the pregnancy came full term.

And that is why in 2013, this website became active again. Because I was free, I got out of that room. I got a driver's license. I had a house of my ow. I was in school. And I was 8 months pregnant, Xavier was due to be born on Christmas. He was going to be a Christmas baby.

And November 14, 2013, he was murdered, I was made crippled, and days before that a back hoe drove over my house.

You (Ben) are the FBI's #1 suspect, because Xavier was dead baby #8, and you wanted none of them.

But my mother is the FBI's suspect #2, because was very vocal on FaceBook about wanting me dead, and every since 2010 when I escaped that room, she's very violent: TWO Gremlins, a Hornet, AND the Dodge were obliterated by her sledge hammer and chainsaw wielding insanity.

And my father is the FBI's suspect #3: because they evidence he hired a hitman for $26k dollars in October 2013, and that he paid the backhoe driver who drove over my house.

This room is where I wrote all of my books, because I had a typewriter and my grandmother Eva Viola Atwater would bring in paper each Saturday. The typewriter sat on my lap as there was no bed, no floor boards, no table, no chairs, no lights, which is why I can see in the dark an not in light - I spent 27 years in total darkness. In spite of publishing 138 novels, 423 novellas, and more then 2k short stories, and them selling 57 million copies, all from this room, I never saw a penny. Near as the FBI can tell, my father gave most of the money to some man named "Mark", an amount in excess of $60MILLION dollars.

I wrote all the Boston Globe articles from here as well. My father was the one who "worked" for Boston Globe, but he is illiterate and can neither read nor write, all those articles were written by me. I never got paid a penny for those either.

The Proctor and Gamble letters were also written from this room, but I was NOT writing them to Proctor and Gamble. The boycott itself was my grandmother Eva Viola Atwater. I was writing letters begging to be let out of my cage. My grandmother edited those letters to be dogs begging to be let out of lab cages and mailed them to Proctor and Gamble. I knew nothing of this until 2013, even though I am attributed to writing the "Proctor and Gamble Animal Rights Boycott Letters" for 27 years.

I have NEVER had a deposition. Never written a deposition. My MOTHER has been involved in five depositions, that I know of. While my father has been involved in HUNDREDS of court cases.

You (Ben), like Rick, porch bitch, most every one in Saco Ward, and most every one in Sanford ward, and many others, keep attributing to me, things that MY MOTHER has done. I am not my mother. And I am very upset that you (Ben) keep remembering everything MY MOTHER did and claim it was something I did, but then you (Ben) can't remember anything that I have done. What's worse, is people keep showing up here to yell at my accusing me of things my mother did, and they back it up by say they asked you (Ben) and you (Ben) told them.

I didn't even have a driver's license until I was 37 years old, I wasn't able to leave Old Orchard unless you (Ben) took me. I was also MUTE for the first 42 years of my life. 

I was 42 years old when I had the surgery on my jaw that allowed me to talk properly, I wasn't even able to speak normally prior to 2016!

So before 2016, I never said ANYTHING to or about ANYONE, because I WAS FUCKING MUTE!

MY MOTHER is the one running around saying things to everyone, yelling at everyone, and saying things about every one, NOT ME! I AM NOT HER!

STOP MIXING ME UP WITH MY FUCKING GOSSIPING, HATE MONGERING, VENGEFUL MOTHER WHO FIGHTS WITH FUCKING EVERYONE!

And the old jaw injury that surgery fixed, was discovered during the mri for my spine, from the June 26, 2016 attack from the blonde Claire and redhead Kendra woman at work at Walmart in Scarborough, that was the 2nd injury to my spine after the first injury to my spine at the college by the same 2 woman in 2013. 

The 2013 one was the one when we went to all the free clinics, the first time, not the 2nd time in February 2014, when I fell on the ice, while attempting t get up and walk. you (Ben) used to wheel me around Shaws and Walmart in a wheelchair, and I was on crutches for 6 months. The 10th anniversary of that is in 10 days. ... you (Ben) just through your hands up today yelling it's too much to keep track of. 

No. It's 2 events. 2 attacks by the same 2 women. My mother and my father spend so much time filling your head with lies that you (Ben) get confused by THEIR too many things to remember. But me... it's two things: November 14, 2013 ,2 women attacked me at the college June 26, 2016, they attacked again at Walmart. And FBI Agent Andy Drewer showed up June 28, 2016. Those 2 women are who he is looking for. Because they tried to kill me, not once, but twice, and they did kill my baby. They are wanted for murder and two counts of attempted murder. 

And my mother is the one dragging the cats into everything NOT ME. I'm not the one talking about the cats. She is. The cats happened in 2015. My mother is the one talking about the cats, because they were HER cats, whom she hid in my motorhome when trying to hide them from Nick, after she stole them from Wayne. I had nothing to do with those cats. And I am sick of people putting my name to my mother's shit. 

Stop mixing me up with her. I am not her.

Someone tried to kill me, and my mother and my father don't give a shit, and do everything in their power to spin this to be about them and its not about them.

My baby was murdered by a bitch who tried to kill me.

The FBI is trying to find her, and I'm sick of you (Ben) saying you (Ben) can't keep things straight because there are too many things to remember. There are only 2 things to remember: I was attacked twice. The first one crippled me and killed my baby, and 3 years later, after 2 years of relearning to walk, those same 2 women attacked again, causing my current crippled state. I don't think those 2 things are too hard or too many things to remember. Everything else, all that other stuff, all the actual too many things, that's all stupid petty shit my mother and my father are doing with their idiot church friends, and not any of it is important or worth remembering. 

There are only 2 things to remember: I'm crippled and my baby is dead.

I wouldn't think those 2 things would classify as too much to remember. And I'm disgusted with the deplorable way my mother, my father, the Atwaters, and people of the Saco and Sanford ward churches have done everything in their power to hinder and not cooperate with the FBI investigation to try to find bitch Claire and bitch Kendra Silvermander, who murdered my baby and crippled me, ten years ago, in ten days.

Get you fucking facts straight, and stop attributing to me, things that my MOTHER did.

You can run around to your churches proclaiming you are saved and born again and turned over a new leaf, all you want, but you can not hide what you did from God, and no matter how many good deed gold bricks you try to collect, they will never erase what you did from the Book of Life you love to talk about so much. There's a very deep pit in hell for you (Ben) and my mother, and my father, and the Atwaters and church people who helped you.

You can try to hide your sins from humanity, but you will never hide what you've done from God, and while you can bride people and pay them for their silence, you can not bride god, and no amount of throwing good deeds in god's face is going to make him turn a blind eye to what you have done. 

You bury evidence under backhoes and in landfills, but god saw you do that too.

You can try to lie to humans in your churches, but god knows the truth, and you can't hide the truth from him.

NEVER FORGET! My son is dead, and they actively thwart the investigation. Why? What reason could they possibly have other than guilt? Anyone impeding justice deserves scrutiny. It's time to question their motives and allegiance.

Well, here's an unexpected update:
We know the name of the driver who brings porch bitch to our driveway, because he just killed a woman in Saco:

Remember that Asian woman in Saco that went in trash collecting bottles? She was hit and killed behind Shaws. Park. The truck and driver in report. The truck is that one used to attack me and Mickey at Saco Yacht club is the one that hit her, and it has the drivers name. It's Tod Murphy's cousin from Sanford ward who was driver. That truck and a big black truck are ones that attacked in Old Orchard when I went to police department that night. I told you the Tod Murphy gang was out of control and were going to kill someone if no one did anything to stop them. That's the truck porch bitch comes here with. Mike Provenchar owns it and is the one who killed that woman.

When we (me and Ben) took Koko to Saco Yacht club and that truck kept attacking, coming up on sidewalk 3 times while we were walking, went circles around Ben's car seven times, almost hit the homeless man in the tent in front of water treatment plant, did pop a wheelies by damn and Saco House of Pizza, and then followed us back to Biddeford, and I told Ben that it was same truck who followed me last summer and followed me and Mickey up and down every side street of Biddeford and Old Orchard and I drove to Old Orchard Beach police department and they followed me there, and I told Ben it was odd that they were attacking the day with Koko because we was in Ben's car, not my car, and that ment they knew who Ben was and knew Ben's car... THAT is the truck that just killed the old woman... and it has the driver's name... it's Bishop Provenchar grandson from Sanford Ward church... Brucie's Buddha statue Bishop.

https://www.pressherald.com/2023/11/05/saco-women-hit-and-killed-on-spring-street/ 

If you are local, but don't know this woman by name, and so do not grasp what happened: The Tod Murphy gang, who brings porch bitch here, killed the grandmother of the man who runs Trans market, she is the woman who ran the cash register at Tin Tin Buffet Restaurant

Last time we were walking Koko I told Ben it was odd the Tod Murphy gang trucks hadn't been here in a few days, and they show up almost daily, so NOT seeing the Tod Murphy gang in nearly a week was really odd. Saco police have the porch bitch's driver's truck impounded while a murder investigation is happening. Said they were specifically targeting Asians because of the whole Covid China disease rumor thing, and police do not think it was an accident that they killed this woman because she is Asian and walked that same rough every day and the gang was on the corner waiting for her. ... people always think I'm Asian because I wear Kimono. Would explain them attacking me and Mickey all those times. Apparently they have been attacking Asian women all over the area ever since Covid. Now the Tod Murphy gang has killed one of the Asian women they been harassing

NEVER FORGET! My son's killer walks free, and these obstructors aid in this injustice. Their attempts to stop the investigation are a sign of their complicity. It's time to shine a spotlight on those who actively hinder the pursuit of my son's murderer.

Update: November 11, 2023 - answering FB question about last update

Why is the fact that porch bitch yaps about a grandmommy provinchta significant? I'll tell you. Once upon a time there was a gang of traffickers in Old Orchard Beach, who the FBI arrested 14 members of, in 2016, at 37 Smithwheel Rd. Yes. 37 Smithwheel Road. Yes. I lived there at 37 Smithwheel Road... when I was 12 years old. Let that part sink in. 37 Smithwheel Road is owned by my husband, Safrad Ward Church's High Priest Quorum Leader and Cub Scout Leader. Let that sink in too. He was 37 years old, when I at 8 years old was forced to marry him, because he gave my parents huge amounts of money.

Three people owned 37 Smithwheel Road. My husband Benjamin Kitchel Wildes, my mother's sister April Dawn Atwater (she of the 9 husbands) and her husband number 8 Billy Duhamel.

Do look up the news reports about the child trafficking bust at 37 Smithwheel Road in Old Orchard Beach, Maine.

Where did the child trafficking ring get their children ages 8 to 12, that they sold for sex to priests? The children came from 3 churches. All three are Mormon Churches.

The Saco Ward of the Church of Jesus Christ of Latter Day Saints Agusta Stake,

The Cape Elizabeth Ward (not to be confused with the Portland Ward which mets in the same building) of the Church of Jesus Christ of Latter Day Saints Agusta Stake,

The Sanford Ward of the Church of Jesus Christ of Latter Day Saints Exerta Stake, where, oh, dear, oh dear, my, my ,my, well you look at that: Grandmommy Provinchia's husband is Bishop Provincha who made a known child rapist, child groomer, and raging peadophile Benjamin Kitchle Wildes, owner of 37 Smithwheel Road, the Sandford Ward Cub Scout leader, where cub scouts were mysteriously ending up at 37 Smithwheel Road being sold to the highest bidding high priests of the Cape Elizabeth and Saco Wards.

THAT is why it's VERY significant that porch bitch claims Bishop Provincha's wife is her grandmother, because that means porch bitch is a part of the trafficking ring that, oh look, the FBI believes is owned by the Cyr Clan Drug Gang, lead by someone named Claire Cyr, whom the FBI also believes to be the same Claire who murdered my 8 month old baby son.

You see... if porch bitch really is granddaughter of the Bishop who was helping a child trafficking ring get children from the cub scout program of the Sandford Ward Church... that means porch bitch has a REALLY BIG motive for WHY she is running around spreading the weird ass demon and alien rumors and lies about me, my car, and the homeless man I let sleep in my car at night.

I'm one of the children rescued by the FBI from the 37 Smithwheel Road child trafficking ring, and I want every one of those rapist bastards in prison. And if porch bitch is involved in protecting child prostitution dip shits, then I want her in prison too.

NEVER FORGET! I'm searching for my son's killer, but these bigots try to halt the investigation. It's incomprehensible. Who, except the guilty, fights against finding the truth? Anyone hindering justice deserves scrutiny and suspicion.

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Update: October 9, 2023

Answering a comment from FaceBook:

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You never saw the room Ben and my mother kept me locked in for 27 years from the time I was 8 years old, the one Etiole used to break me out of? Well here you go, photos of it from the 2007 FBI and police reports, THIS is the "room", my mother designed it, my father built it, Bruce hired the priests of the Cape Elizabeth, Saco, and Sanford ward Church of Jesus Christ of Latter Day Saints to rape me in it... from the time i was 8 until 12, when Ben aka the High Purest came along and declared i was his and from the time i was 12 until 31 Ben kept me in this room only allowing me out on Sundays to attend church. still wonder why I hate the Atwaters? When I was 37 years old the FBI showed up and started the investigation into the trafficking ring the Atwaters ran out of 37 Smithwheel Road and 144 Portland Ave, Maine, this room was a pivotal piece of evidence that was roped off and no one allowed in it because of the fbi investigation... that's why the backhoe that ran over this room August 8, 3013 is such a very big importance... look close at the floor, you can see the bones of the the children who didn't survive. I'm a survivor of adults who thought selling children to priests was a good income and this room was the biggest piece of evidence the FBI had until the backhoe drove over the house and carried off the remained, doing the biggest tampering of evidence of a fucking murder investigation ... that's WHY the backhoe drove over the house, because the Atwaters were desperate to hide the evidence of this rooms existence, and that's WHY they started the alien abduction hoax about me and Etiole because they thought if they destroyed the room and gaslighted me by spread alien abduction rumors, they thought they could convince everyone i was crazy for saying i was locked in this room for 27 years... but they didn't know before they did that, that the FBI had already been in the room and has HUNDREDS of photos of every inch of it https://www.eelkat.com/images/a-thefloor.jpg  

Yes, that IS why the Old Orchard Beach Town Hall was so desperate for Colliard to ILLEGALLY build a house on that section of MY LAND that the room was situated on. Yes, there are a LOT of graves of a LOT of children sitting under Colliard's log cabin. Do pay attention to WHO was pressuring the town hall to pressure Colliard to build the log cabin, pay attention too to the fact that the town hall DEMANDED Colliard put the log cabin EXACTLY ON TOP of the ROOM and only the ROOM but not the rest of the house. And yes, there ARE news reports of this one search for "2016 Smithwheel Road Old Orchard Beach child trafficking ring arrested" and you'll find the scap goats who took the fall for my uncle Bruce. Yes, I was one of THOSE children... YES, THAT is what the FBI is investigating my Atwater cousins for.

No. You are incorrect. I can prove neither you, nor anyone talking to you, ever HEARD ME SPEAK. I could not talk until my surgery in June 2016. Prior to my surgery June 2016, I was physically incapable of verbal speech.

I had NO ability to speak before June 2016.

I was MUTE.

And I’ve been bedridden since November 14, 2013, so I’ve not seen anyone face to face since three years BEFORE my surgery,

And I was locked in that “room” from April 1983 until September 2010, and only allowed out of that room on Sundays to go to church, where I was dressed up in pagent gowns and a ton of makeup to show me off to the priests who paid to rape me in that room during the week.

My jaw was broken with a cinder block brick in 1983, so that I could not talk to anyone at church to tell them about the room. However 16 bishops and more then 70 priests of the Cape Elizabeth, Sanford, and Saco Wards of the Church of Jesus Christ of Latter Day Saints, my uncles Bruce, Richard, and David and my aunt Barbara, were well aware of the room as they were frequent visitors to that room.

Between 1983 and 2010, you NEVER saw me outside of that room, unless you saw me on Sunday in one of those three churches.

From September 2010 to November 2013, I went outside but I only went to one place: Southern Maine Community College, and I could not yet speak. I was also already in my 40s at that point. I was crippled and bedridden since November 14, 2013, to currently still crippled now in October 2023 a decade later.

Between 1983 and June 2016 you NEVER heard me say a word, talk, yell, nothing, because my jaw was fused shut and I was physically incapable of verbal speech.

WHOMEVER you talked to that you THOUGHT was me, it was NOT me.

WHOMEVER you THOUGHT was yelling at you, it was NOT me.

And I have the medical records to prove it.

You might want to consider the fact that it is well known that someone has been impersonating me both online and offline for a very long time and the FBI has been trying to find out who it is.

>>>Why is your car called The Goldeneagle?

It's not. Captain Goldeneagle aka Etiole Swanzen is a fictional character -a silver skinned merman - who appeared in several short stories I wrote/published in the late 1970s to mid 1980s. 

I don't know why locals started calling my car The Goldeneagle or the homeless man who slept in it at night Etiole. You'll have to ask them, because they are the ones who say it, not me.

November 12, 2023

Two days is the 10 year anniversary of the murder of my 8 month old son. The killer has not been found yet. Old Orchard Beach, Maine Police at 207-935-4911 and Portland Maine FBI Agent Andy Drewer at 207-774-9322 are investigating the murder of my son so, if you have any information, please give it to them. https://www.eelkat.com/Never-Forget.html

UPDATE to add answer to question:

No. I am legally blind. I have been since I was 4 years old. I can not see what she looks like. I go by sound of voice and body smell to identify people. For what someone looks like I have to go by what others tell me. Like I said, I've never seen the woman who attacks, as she clearly knows I am legally blind and stays over 4 feet away from me. 

A person has to be closer than four feet from me in order for me to even make out the blur outline of their body shape/height/weight. But in order for ne to see their face they must have their face closer the EIGHT INCHES.

It's why I CAN identify the Claire woman and the Kendra woman who murdered my son, if anyone ever finds them and gets them in a line-up, I would be able to pick them out, but why I can not identify this weird crazy woman who shows up at the Biddeford apartment and stand yelling on the front porch and killed my dog Mickey in June 2023, and tried to kill me by poisoning my pizza at Round 1, while running around the restaurant screaming the same way she does here.

I can identify her voice and her laugh and her smell, its a very "Minnie Mouse type" high pitch shrieking with a megaphone style booming cackle laugh. And she smells really strong of alcohol drinks but I don't know what type as I am a Mormon and I don't know them. She also has a weird "rotting cat pee mixed with burned cotton candy smell" to her, which I am told by police, sounds like I am trying to describe a mix of "crack and weed" which the police said is some type of drug, but again, I'm a Mormon so I do not know those things. According to witnesses she is very fat, According to both my mother and my father she is well over 300lbs. Around twenty different people said she has "Shirley Temple Sausage curls" hair, while nearly a dozen other people said she has red curly hair, and several more people described her with straight purple hair, while some described her as wearing a "pulp fiction uma thurman wig".

In total well over a hundred people have come forward citing that she shows up on their porch and starts yell at them, and always starts out with some kind of "I got to warn you about EelKat and her demons" rant. They always describe her as "fat", "morbidly obeses", some say "200lbs" others say "300lbs". Some say she is in her 30s others say she is in her 40s. None of them know who she is, they all say she is a total stranger to them and they also all say, they had no idea who I was either.

They come to my apartment, they said, to tell me what she is doing, each of them saying they found out where I was because she told them my address, and they came over to tell me that she was doxxing my family. These people are always citing that they live in the Cutt St/Main street/May St/South St area, all of them saying they live within 3 or 4 blocks of me and that she walks to their buildings, they never see a car. My Biddeford apartment is 409 Main Street and she has shown up here daily from November 21, 2021 (the same day Etiole was shot; he says by her) until May 17, 2022. After May 2022, she showed up every holiday and every weekend, but no longer every day. 

Today is the 12th of November 2023 and she has already been here 4 times this month. At the same time, people around the Portland Ave and Cascade area of Old Orchard, are also arriving saying the same things, but about a man. They cite a white haired man, very skinny, rather short, around 5'6", around 70, is going driveway to driveway, parking a big Power Wagon sized Dodge Ram pickup truck across their driveway, then getting out, waving a rifle over his head, and yell up at their house ALSO saying he is there to "warn you about EelKat and her aliens". 

The two are believed to be grandfather/granddaughter, and FBI suspects they are the husband and granddaughter of the mystery "Claire" woman who murdered my son. They believe, that the homeless man who was murdered November 19, 2021, DID in fact know who the "Claire" woman who murdered my son was, and they believe this white haired man and woman who screams from porches are the ones who killed the homeless man, seeing how, he showed up on the 7 year anniversary of my son's murder, asking for the FBI phone number, claiming he knew who the woman who murdered my son was, but 5 days later he was murdered before he got a chance to talk to the FBI (the federal building in Portland was closed for the holiday week and the homeless man died before they reopened).

These 2, the white haired man and younger woman both showed up November 21, 2021, 2 days after the November 19, 2021 murder of the homeless man, who was murdered in the backyard of my Biddeford apartment, by the way, that week our building was yellow taped and crawling with police, that's why they were picking up the hundreds and hundreds and hundreds of chopped up pieces of the homeless man, which took them 3 days to find all of him. The FBI believes the homeless man was killed by someone who did not want him to identify my son's murderer... this homeless man's death is WHY my son's cold case, was reopened and the FBI once again here asking all the neighbors for leads. 

The FBI believes that the reason these two are hyper going from house to house all around me (I have 2 addresses: 409 Main Street Biddeford and 146 Portland Ave, Old Orcharch; and they are going up and down both streets and all side streets off of both streets), trying to spread slanderous rumors about me, most of the rumors involving some gibberish about demons, aliens, haunted cats, kidnapped cats, schizophrenia, and tons of other similar outright gibbering insanity.

The FBI believes they are spreading their wild gibbering slander in a weird attempt to get witness to NOT come forward with information about my son's murder. This in turn has led the FBI to believe that SOMEONE NEAR BY IS a witness to my son's murder and is scared of these two people. It is believed that this weird smear slander campaign these two are doing, is a direct fear tactic aimed at terrorizing someone they know to be a witness. 

These two are bullying and harassing my family on extreme and outlandish levels. The whole thing is very bizarre, and if this woman had NOT started running her gossiping, busy body, slandering mout h off on every front porch in the area, my son's murder investigation would NOT have been reopened. 

The thing is, for 7 years, from 2013 to 2021, there were ZERO leads. 

The mystery homeless man who showed up on the 7 year anniversary, was the first time anyone came forward claiming to know who the murderer was, but he was murdered 5 days later, and 2 days after that these 2 showed up with their wild tales of demons, aliens, haunted cars, etc.  

Interestingly, at the same time, YouTube got flooded with HUNDREDS of deep fake "Golden Eagle Haunted Car" AI generated videos, alongside TENS OF THOUSANDS of weird "anti-EelKat" Reddit posts spread across well over a hundred Reddit accounts. Which in turn caused my website to have a MEGA massive increase in traffic - with now over a million users per month, searching Google for the term "EelKat golden Eagle Ghost Car Wendy Allen Demon Car" (the keyword that Google Analytics says has sent the most traffic to my website since November 2021). In their weird slander attempt, and in making all these weird deep fake videos, and in posting all those weird Reddit posts, they have had an unexpected side effect of RAISING AWARENESS to my son's murder, by sending millions of people to my website. 

I don't do any marketing or promoting of my website, there is the URL painted on my car and the link from my FaceBook profile, together those each around two thousand people. 

This weird smear campaign these 2 have done since November 2021, has had a HUGE impact on traffic to my website. HUGE. With my site going from 10k average monthly visitors to over SEVEN MILLION average monthly visitors. 

This woman and the white haired man, in their mega hyper attempts to slander men, inadvertently caused people to start direct typing the word "EelKat" into Google search engine, which of course cause Google to give them eelkat.com as a search result. In their attempt to BURY all thoughts of my son's murder, by trying to spread crazy rumors about me, they instead caused the page about my son's murder to receive an average of over ONE MILLION NEW USERS visiting it, EACH MONTH since they stated yelling from porches around Biddeford in November 2021. 

Which in turn has also lead to more than one thousand people calling the police and FBI giving tips about my son's murder. 

So, in their attempt to make me look crazy, all they did was make themselves look very, very, VERY guilty, while spreading awareness about my son's murder to people who, before these two arrived on porched in Biddeford and Old Orchard, were unaware of my son's murder. 

But no, back to your question, I've never seen either of these two. I'm blind, remember? Blind since I was 4 years old. Blind from being beaten in the face with a limb from a pine tree. I have been blind for five decades.

And no, I've never spoken with either of them. I'm mute, remember? My jaw was fused shut, from the bone growing back wrong, after being beaten in the face with a cinder block brick, when I was 14 years old. I have been mute for four decades. I was 42 years old when doctors discovered I was not born mute, but was forcable made mute by "medical augmentation" aka torture. In June 2016, I had surgery to allow me to open my jaw properly for the first time in 40 years, but four decades mute, meant my vocal cords never grew properly, never received conditioning, and now today, I still can not speak properly, my voice is barely a whisper, IF I can even form vocalizations at all, which usually I can not. Because of this I have no physical ability to raise my voice at all, I can not scream or yell at all, I am physically, medically incapable of getting my voice to be anything other then a whisper, and even that causes searing pain, resulting in I don't bother trying to speak.

And no, I've not had contact with anyone. From 1983 until 2006 I was locked in a rusted racoon trap cage in a wood shed "room", and there were only 7 people who ever checked in on me that entire time, and they only did that once a week. Needless to say I never went to school. I had a typewriter, and my grandmother brought paper each week. I became very good at typing, because for 27 years, I had nothing else to do. 

October 2006 a bomb blew up that house. I almost died. Someone put the bomb in that "room" while I was asleep. From 2006 to 2015, I lived under a 8x9 tarp at the back of that wood shed.

Out of the entire of my more then five decades of life, I have only had contact with Humans for three years. From October 2010 to November 2013.

In October 2010 I went to the Old Orchard Beach High School and got my GED after 3 weeks of night classes. I got a ride to the DMV and got my driver's permit. Then I enrolled in two colleges York County Community College and Southern Maine Community College, taking five classes per semester. I could not enroll as a degree student because I do not know how to count or tell time or read clocks or calendars or do maths.

At SMCC, three professors (Andrew Parker, Robert Vettes, and Chris M) attempted to teach me how to speak. The SMCC student counselor brought in social workers and a state psychologist who diagnosed me as "a feral child" and stated I had no social skills on any level whatsoever due to what they termed "the most horrific case of child abuse and neglect ever seen in Maine history". They found my not knowing about things like eating utensils, bathing, or communicating verbally to be the worst case of "feral childism" in modern history.

A team of psychiatrists were brought to the college, over a dozen of the world's top child behavior specialists from countries all over the world: to do a study on the "training of a feral child" and to make "attempts to intergrade a feral child into modern American society". They called me an anomaly and a "once in a hundred years chance of a lifetime study subject".

Four of them predicted I would: never drive a car, never learn to talk, never make a single friend, never learn to interact with Humans, never learn to eat with a fork, and never learn  math. 

I became the "test subject" of more then a dozen "feral child studied" which lasted my entire time at college, and ended abruptly November 14, 2013, when a mystery woman who identified herself as "Claire" attacked with a golf club, murdering my baby and leaving me with a broken spine and paralyzed legs.

Even before I became bedridden in 2013, I could not walk unaided. My hip was stabbed with a foundation rod, that was driven through my right hip and out my left thigh. My Uncle Bruce did that when I was 4 years old. I've struggled to even stand, let alone walk, since I was FOUR years old. So being crippled, unable to walk, was not new. But my whole life, it was my hips, and now it is my spine, and a severed nerve bundle in my spinal column.

Since November 2013 I have been bedridden, and the ONLY way you can talk to me or see me is to visit me, visit my bed.

I can not see.

I can not talk.

I can not walk.

Since 2013 I am out of bed fewer then 2 hours a day. 

And NO ONE... not ONE SINGLE PERSON, ever visited me since 2013, or before.

The ONLY people who arrive are the ones who stand in the driveway and on the porch and yell obscenities and hate slurs from the street... and they are too far away for me to see them, and they are too far away for them to hear my whisper if I tried to talk, which I don't. Plus, I can not sit up, it takes well over an hour for me to sit up in my bed, so by the time I am sitting up, they are gone.

So, anyone telling you I have seen them, spoken with them, yelled at them, interacted with them, at ANY point prior to 1983... when I was locked in that cage ... is lying to you. Because since 1983, NO ONE but my husband Benjamin Kitchle Wildes, my grandmother Eva Viola Atwater, and my uncles Bruce, Dickie, & David, and my aunt Barbara has EVER underreacted with me at all. And the only interactions from Brice, David, Dickie, and Barbara was to electrocute me for the fun of watching me pass out, stabbing me with broken glass again for th e fun of it, and beating me with cinder block bricks because breaking the bones of children is funny according to them.

From October 2010 to November 2013, ar the ONLY three years of my life where I ever went outside and had interaction with Humans, and I was seen as so UN-human that 90% of my Human interactions was with psychiatrists who were giddy piss pants excited to have "a real live feral child oh boy!" to study.

So ANYONE telling you they have ever had ANY form of interactions with me EVER in my ENTIRE LIFE, if lying to you, because those interactions I just listed are the ONLY ones that have EVER happened. PERIOD.

You ask how I can remember everything everyone has ever done and said? Easy? Because so FEW people have ever done or said ANYTHING AT ALL, that it makes it each to remember EVERY ONE of them, for the very simple fact that there is literally not one other thing in my life to remember.

More then 99% of the hours of my life have been spent ALONE, in total darkness, in a cage, or alone, bed ridden in a bed, with no one saying ANYTHING to me, no one EVER interacting with me at all... and with fewer then two hundred total interactions with a Human in my ENTIRE LIFE, I am easily able to remember every single one of them.

Two days is the 10 year anniversary of the murder of my 8 month old son. The killer has not been found yet. Old Orchard Beach, Maine Police at 207-935-4911 and Portland Maine FBI Agent Andy Drewer at 207-774-9322 are investigating the murder of my son so, if you have any information, please give it to them. https://www.eelkat.com/Never-Forget.html 

If you ever made fun of or had any part in the murder of my son, your child shall die an equally horrible death. If you haven't got a child to lose, it will be a brother or sister or parents or spouse or whomever you love the most, and that you should know it was this curse which you brought upon yourself that killed them, they will die on exactly the 7 year anniversary of the very first time, you mocked the death of my child.

Updated to add answer to question:

No. My going to college was precisely the problem. My parents. The Atwaters. None of them knew. They did not know I had escaped. They did not know I had gotten a GED. They did not know I had gotten a driver’s license. They did not know I had gotten a job. They did not know I had started college.

The social workers, specifically Liv Coleman, social services of the Biddeford Police Department, famous in Maine, notorious in Maine, proud confiscation of more children than any other social worker in Maine history, and the ONLY person the Atwaters are scared of - she's put more Atwater children in foster care then anyone can count, she's Maine''s bulldog for children's rights, and somehow she got involved, she got involved big time, I don't know who brought her in or why, but her arrival on this case, sent the Atwaters into a shit flying frenzy - literally - they ran around Old Orchard and Biddeford dumping buckets of shit on people's cars and houses, I'm not sure why - was the one who contacted the Atwaters, specifically my uncle Bruce, to find out if he was aware I was in college. I don’t know why she contacted him, but apparently my uncle Bruce and my aunt Barbara were claiming they were my legal guardians, a thing the FBI later uncovered and found out was documents Barbara was forging, along with a will that I never wrote, that would make Barbara my next of kin if I died… a will that presumably Barbara had forged in August 2013, 4 days before the backhoe drove over my house.

The FBI thinks the Atwaters hired the backhoe driver to drive over the house, thinking I would be home, because in August 2013, the Atwaters had not yet found out I had escaped, I had gotten a GED, I had gotten a driver’s license, I had gotten a job, and I had started college.

I was at work on the Waffle Pizza Food Truck at George’s Parking Lot beside Bill’s Pizza, next to the Pier across the street from Lisa’s Pizza and Palace Playland when the backhoe drove over my house August 8, 2013.

I WOULD have been asleep inside the building had I not started that job a week earlier.

I WOULD have been killed when the backhoe drove over the house, had I not been at work, on the food truck, a job I had just started that week and a job the Atwaters did not know I had.

WOULD have died in the backhoe driving over my house, the backhoe driver WOULD have taken the blame for my murder, and Barbara WOULD have taken my farm and everything I owned via the forged will she had that she came by a week before the backhoe drove over my house.

The Atwaters DID, show up at my farm the next day August 9, 2013 and the were HORRIFIED to see me not only alive… but with a VIDEO CAMERA… you see… I was just getting home from work, WHILE the backhoe was still in my yard and, those stills of the backhoe on my house, those are NOT photos, but rather those are still frames from VIDEO FOOTAGE…

As you can see in this photo, the backhoe was blocked in my yard and could not drive back out unless he drove over me in my car. Thus the backhoe driver leapt out of the backhoe and ran, he ran out of my yard, and up the dirt road across the street from me. The backhoe sat there running, yes, he did not turn the engine off, sat there running for 3 DAYS, until it ran out of gas.

The backhoe was STILL sitting in my yard 3 months later November 14, 2013 when I was attacked by the golf club woman.

The backhoe sat abandoned in my yard until December when the Old Orchard Beach police impounded it and towed it away.

According to the FBI, the backhoe driver was a pawn who was being duped by the Atwaters. The Atwaters had convinced him they owned my farm. In court the backhoe driver provided forged deeds, forged titles, and forged building/demolition permits, all of which he claimed were given to him by my father, and he also claimed my father was claiming to own the land. 

My grandmother Helen Ricker Allen owned the lan from 1914 when she inherited it from her father George Ricker, and she owned it until her death in 1983.

She left EVERYTHING she owned to me, her only grandchild in 1983. And I have never sold the land and still own it to this day.

HOWEVER… 8 days after my grandmother died, I was locked in that room… and the FBI uncovered a motive for that room.

The Atwaters, infuriated that my grandmother left me the farm, locked me in a cage and proceeded to write HUNDREDS of forged deeds, with almost EVERY single Atwater having a forged copy of the deed… and whenever anyone of them wanted to do ANYTHING, they would show themselves illegally, as owners of m land.

This is how Stephen King came to film Thinner on my land illegally. One of my uncles contacted Stephen King and gave the film crew permission to be there. I spent 5 hours chasing the bastards out of my farm, and had no clue, until 2016, 3 decades later,what my uncles had done.

According to the FBI all my 27 years of being beaten with bricks, stabbed with broken plates, told I wasn’t allowed out of my cage because I was not Human, sold to high priests of the Mormon church, and forced to marry Benjamin Kitchle Wildes on August 13, 1987 when I was 12 years old and he was 37 years old, was ALL because, my mother wanted some mansion in Kennebunk, and had married my father expecting HE would inert the farm, expected to be able to sell it to buy the Kennebunk mansion with, and was royally pissed when his mother died and left everything to me.

The FBI uncovered a LOT. But one thing that did not require the FBI to see, my father is missing parts of his ears, and parts of a lot of his fingers, and is covered with horrendous scars.

You see, I wasn’t the only one locked up in a wood shed room and being tortured with medieval devices.

My father was tortured worse than I was. A lot worse.

If you ever listen to a conversation with the Atwaters and the Saco Ward and Sandford Ward church friends, you’ll hear a lot of talk of “the shop” or “the barn” or “the freezer shed”. Pay careful attention to those. Those are ALL referencing the “room” thing that they kept my father locked in.

You’ve only to look at my father’s hands or ears to see how sadistic and deranged the Atwaters really are.

And then there is May 9, 2006. The day my father was put in a coma. You’ll want to talk to Old Orchard Beach police officer Jack Nickel. If you can find him. He was the responding officer that day, when own neighbor Morin called the police, because me and my 3 brothers made a mad dash break from the blue house at 144 Portland Ave and ran to hide in the lobster traps at 142. Morin is one of the few people who has ever seen Etiole, Etiole got the 4 of us out of that house and hid us behind the wall of thousands of lobster traps… and couldn't get back inside to get my father out, because the towering geyser of water had flooded the building and forced the doors closed against the water pressure.

Why? Someone had cut off the pressurized water main pipe from the road, and aimed it into the house. 

If Etiole hadn’t gotten me and my 3 brothers out, all four of us would have died May 9, 2006.

And my father almost did die that day. He was in a coma for months.

May 9, 2006 was one of the biggest, deadliest attacks the Atwaters ever did.

Police officer Jack Nickel, got a wild confession out of an Atwater too, as she broke down crying, in front of police saying “I wanted to kill EelKat not Kenny! EelKat was the one supposed to die! Not Kenny! Not! Not Kenny! I wasn’t trying to kill Kenny!” she wailed as she ran down the road after the ambulance, as they rushed my, then dead, father to the hospital in a mad dash hope of reviving him. He was dead for 3 minutes and in a coma for months, and never recovered. To this day, he still requires constant medical care. 

Police Officer Jack, went head on against the Atwaters after that, fueled by raging fury… until the assault rifle attack that filled my mother’s chicken house full of bullet holes. It was the last day anyone saw Jack. He was on call for the adult rifles as well. He confiscated them and arrested a bunch of the relatives, Atwaters and Blows alike… and then vanished the next morning.

Police officers have a bad habit of disappearing without a trace, from the Old Orchard Beach police department, and he was one of them.

None of the other officers would testify against the woman who had said “I wanted to kill EelKat not Kenny! EelKat was the one supposed to die! Not Kenny! Not! Not Kenny! I wasn’t trying to kill Kenny!” and because of Maine laws, she walked free. Because the police officer who was going to testify against her, vanished and to this day his family is still looking for him. But, this officer who disappeared, he’s the one who contacted the FBI, so the FBI had copies of his report saying what she said, even though the Old Orchard Beach Police Department can find no trace of the May 9, 2006 police report.

Did you know that in addition to my son’s murder, AND the multiple attacks on my farm, the FBI is also looking into the disappearances and or mysterious deaths of FOURTEEN Old Orchard Beach Police officers and TWO FBI Agents? All gone missing or killed between 2010 to 2021.

I told you, this case is a whole lot bigger than just me, there’s a LOT more going on, then just me, I’m just one very small part of a much bigger case.

The Atwaters, didn’t know my father was each week snaking me out of my cage to take me to the library, SPECIFICALLY so I could use the library computer to build this website to ask for help.

The Atwaters, didn’t know that in 2006, yes, that far back, my father, for Christmas, snuck me to the Maine Mall to work at Macy’s for a week.

2006 changed my father. A LOT. The Atwaters tried to kill me and almost killed him, and he wasn’t happy about that. Not one bit.

In 2006, my father, wouldn’t let Ben near me. No one expected that. And that changed Ben. A LOT.

Before 2006, Ben was a sex crazed manic, and from the time I was 8 years old, all I was was a sex toy to him.

Ben and my father had a really big fight. And it scared Ben shitless, so on December 6, 2006, Ben bought a Volvo. Yep. That’s how I got my car. It was a peace offering with my father.

You see, my father was infuriated that Ben, my mother, and the Atwaters had never let me learn to drive. And my father, now crippled from his coma, couldn't drive. Ben became my father’s driver after that, driving my Volvo, and still refusing to let me learn to drive.

By October 2010, my father had regained walking and driving, and HE was the one who snuck me out to get a GED. Then snuck me out, to get a driving permit.

And it became a HUGE battle between Ben and my father for the next 3 years over my going to college, a thing that Ben approved of, so long as he could go with me and stand outside the door over every class, but my father wanted no part of having an “EDF” (Educated Damn Fool) in his family. Etiole called Ben and my father both “loofs” - fool spelt backwards because he believed them to be backwards idiots.

My going to college was EXTREMELY controversial, and then Harvard stepped in and was ready to pay for a degree because, I’m really good at writing and broke some type of a world record for English test scores. Ben and my Father both flipped out. Southern Maine Community College was a 45 minute drive, but Harved? It’s just outside of Boston, 5 hours minimum with good traffic. My SMC professor booked a trip to Boston, gave us “Harvard hopefuls” a tour of a college, I’d never heard of before, but apparently most people would kill to get into.

Harvard was the problem. Ben tried to board the bus and the professors threatened to call the police if he didn’t eave me alone. When we got back many hours later, Den was still in the bus station.

Ben flipped out, my father flipped out… it was the end of the semester… and I WOULD have transferred to Harven next September, a few weeks later, had a backhoe not driven over my house a week following the trip to Boston.

The FBI says the paper trail leads to my father and my mother, and my uncles, all each doing various parts of the events and planning behind hiring the backhoe driver. Including my father went to the Old Orchard Beach town hall and just asked the clerk to put his name on the deed to my farm and they DID, no questions asked, no court, no contacting me to find out if I was aware of it, nothing.

My father then cut my land in 3 pieces, gave one piece to my mother and a second piece to his cousin Cooliard, who, near as we can tell, had no part in any of this and was just a pawn duped by the Atwaters same as the backhoe driver.

My father stole my land, cut it up, and gave pieces of it away, because he was mad that I had been offered a Harvard Literature Scholarship. And I did not know he did it until, I drive in my yard one day, and there’s a fucking log cabin going up in the middle of my driveway, what the fuck?

Infuriated I went to the town hall to asked exactly that: what the fuck? They quickly returned my name to the deed of the part still in my father's name, but both my mother and Cooliard REFUSED to return the stolen land they had received from my father.

But in the middle of that, there was aso this crazy ass crew of social workers yip yapping, calling me a feral child, and somehow Liv Coleman social services police officer from Biddeford police department got involved, I don’t know how or why to this day, but, SHE is the one who told the Atwaters I was in college and the whole kit kaboodle of the Atwater Clan, some two THOUSAND of them, mass showed up on my farm to go psycho meltdown! What the fuck!

They started showing up at the college, harassing my game group, harassing my study group, harassing my teachers, THREE professors QUIT their jobs citing they were fed up with being harassed by my Atwater relatives. The Atwaters were so INFURIATED to find out I was no longer locked up in that room thing, and I had been free from it for several years by this point, and they went nuts. They showed up at Macy’s and harassed the other workers and the customers. 

They ganged up around classroom doors and would not let me enter college classes. Trying to attend SMCC my last semester there became a total nightmare, and I started missing classes, simply because I couldn’t get into the classroom, because they’d block the doors. Security would take them off campus and they’d be back a few hours later.

And then November 14, 2013 happened.

People today wonder why the Atwaters are being so fine focused on by the FBI… if you were there during the Fall 2013 semester at SMCC you would understand. The Atwaters invaded the campus and were terrorizing everyone, students and teachers alike.

I told you before, I’ve not talked about a LOT of what happened, and a LOT MORE happened then you are aware.

A LOT of information the FBI wanted kept not public, so what little you know, what little I do talk about, it’s not even a tenth of the full details. It’s not even the tip of the iceberg.

A LOT happened.

A LOT of people got hurt.

A LOT of people are dead.

I’m just focused on what happened to me. 

If you want to know what happened to the others, you need to go to them and ask them yourself.

I say the things that happened directly to me, and even then, I’ve not even told you a quarter of what happened to me.

I want my son’s killer found. 

Everything else going on, that’s not me. Don’t come to me with your questions about them. Go ask them, yourself. I don’t know what’s going on with them. 

Two days is the 10 year anniversary of the murder of my 8 month old son. The killer has not been found yet. Old Orchard Beach, Maine Police at 207-935-4911 and Portland Maine FBI Agent Andy Drewer at 207-774-9322 are investigating the murder of my son so, if you have any information, please give it to them. https://www.eelkat.com/Never-Forget.html 

Update to answer another question:

No. I don't know anyone named Nina. So, no clue what you are talking about. I don't have any relatives named Nina that I know of, but there are well over four hundred Atwaters and in my entire lifetime I've only ever met eight of them. I've only ever met 3 of my cousins, and none of them is named Nina. But I am one out of more then 200 first cousins, more then 300 2nd cousins, and more then 600 third cousins. If you start getting into the younger generations (everyone under 50 years old) there are an additional THREE THOUSAND Atwaters, and the number goes to more then 6k Atwaters if you start add the in-laws, unless you add David's in-laws, David alone has over 4k in-laws, bringing the total of Atwaters in my family up to more then TEN THOUSAND relatives... of whom, I have only ever met 8. Yeah, but, no, I do not know the Atwaters, so if this Nina you are talking about is one of them, then, no clue who she is.

Update to answer another question:

Oh, no. No. There you are very, very, VERY mistaken. The FBI DOES have a suspect. I've never mentioned her, but I DO know who she is. You'll never find her name anywhere on anything, and that is VERY deliberate on my part, because she does not know I suspect her. She also does not know there is an FBI surveillance team set up in front of her house, and it's been there since November 2021, it was set up less then 12 hours after the wires were cut off my Biddeford apartment - you see I have THAT on camera, I was live streaming Subnautica on Twitch, and she not only cut the wires, she first ripped the door off the building came into the house, and spent well over an hour screaming and yell, while standing in front of the webcam - as all my viewers watched in utter horror, listening to the words she said: death threat, vividly, gorily, detailed death threats about some VERY specific people. People whose name I never heard before. People who unknown to me, days before had called the police on her, because she was at their how screaming those same death threats to them. Death threats, that I'm informed by the Biddeford police, she posted all over FaceBook and Twitter that same week.

But here's the thing - this is the SAME woman who was screaming:  “I wanted to kill EelKat not Kenny! EelKat was the one supposed to die! Not Kenny! Not! Not Kenny! I wasn’t trying to kill Kenny!” May 9, 2006, the day my father died, and was dead for 3 minutes on the front lawn of 144 Portland Ave, and months in a coma after that.

And yo want to know something else? There IS someone named Kendra and there IS someone named Claire. The FBI found both of them. Do you want to know where? On FaceBook, Twitter, and Pinterest, on the friend's list, of THIS same woman.

The FBI found those in 2016.

And do you know what else they found? A FaceBook Group, run by these 3 women, it's called "The Real EelKat: Dog Murderer" and the entire FaceBook group is nothing but tens of thousand of posts, m these 3 woman AND The Atwaters, and EVERY singe post starts out the same way: "This is how I'm gonna kill EelKat..." followed by gory detailed deptiptions of how will torture me to death, many with art.

And the FBI showed me photos of both the Kendra woman and the Claire woman, and yes, they ARE the golf club women from the college.

The FBI is 99.99% certain that this 3rd woman hired them to kill me November 14, 2013, because I didn't die August 8, 2013 when she hire the backhoe driver to drive over my house, and I didn't die October 16, 2006 when she hired her brother in law to blow up the 144 house with a bomb. Because I didn't die May 9, 2006, when she hired, oh look the same backhoe driver, to dig up the pressurized city water main from the street and brought it into the house.

THIS woman, this one same woman, is the also the woman who cut off my father's fingers one knuckle at a time, and cut off his ears one slice at a time.

This woman is deeply, deeply disturbed and very, very dangerous.

And she was there April 10, 2015 AND May 14, 2015 AND May 15, 2015. Yes you don't hear the May 14 date mentioned often, but that date, May 14, 2015, it's more important then the rest: that's the day she let her true colors fly very, very high, in public, in front of a lot of people, INCLUDING FBI agent Andy Drewer who got to see her I action first hand.

SHE is the one the FBI is after.

The FBI did not saw what else they want her for, but they said she's involved in something else, and they want to take her down for multiple things at the same time.

The FBI returned January 15, 2021, to ask questions about HER. They sad she was involved with the White House attack. They said she is part of a known anti-government, white supremacy terrorist group. They did not tell me the name of the group or what her involvement was, but they said, they think the 74 people who attacked my farm April 10, 2015, was that same group, and the FBI thinks she's the one who set up the entire April 10, 2015 attack. 

The FBI agents called her a "dangerous, vindictive, narcissistic sociopath" and told me to cut off all contact with her, and EVERYONE she has contact with. They said that January 2021, 8 months BEFORE her November 24, 2021 attack on the Biddeford apartment.

In March 2021, there was another death in my family. Murder by rat poison. Two days later a 2nd murder by rat poison. And a week after that a 3rd murder by rat poison. The whole thing was kept out of the public, and I've not talked about it. 

In May 2021, I accidently found out a thing about this woman, that she doesn't know I found out. 

In May 2021, I bought Mickey. A blind Lhasa Apso. And while I was there, my name got flagged on their computer. I was asked to wait, 5 hours in the meet and greet room, while they waited for a witness to arrive. It made no sense. She came in to talk to me, and told them: "It's not her. This isn't EelKat." And than she pulled out a photo on her camera: "This is EelKat" she said. But woman in the photo was not me. The woman in th photo, was the one who was screaming:  “I wanted to kill EelKat not Kenny! EelKat was the one supposed to die! Not Kenny! Not! Not Kenny! I wasn’t trying to kill Kenny!” on May 9, 2006.

The head director of The West Kennebunk Animal Shelter, asked me if I knew this woman, and I told her I did and asked her what was going on.

The head director of the West Kennebunk Animal Shelter, then showed me a file, filed by police officer Will Watson of the Old Orchard Beach Police department... it had my name on it, and pictures of 13 very familiar cats. My step father Wayne Whitten's 13 kidnapped cats. They had them. The West Kennebunk Animal Shelter had my step dad's missing cats. They had tried to return them to him in 2016. They had recovered his stolen cats but found something very horrible: when they went to reunite him with his stolen cats: he was dead. Killed by rat poison.

My step father died in 2016 and I did not know it until May 2021. No one had ever told me he died.

The West Kennebunk Animal Shelter then explained, the police had showed up, and told them, here's a list of names, if any of these names tries to adopt a cat, call us immediately, we are looking for someone. My name Wendy Christine Allen and the username EelKat are both on that list.

That list, it turns out, is a list of names, known aliases, used by this woman in the photo. The one who was screaming:  “I wanted to kill EelKat not Kenny! EelKat was the one supposed to die! Not Kenny! Not! Not Kenny! I wasn’t trying to kill Kenny!” May 9, 2006.

According to the FBI she's a scam artist, and looks enough like me, that she frequently impersonates me at local stores, local animal shelters.

SHE is the one, most people incorrectly assume to be me.

But here's the thing: she's known for her loud booming voice and her love for screaming and yelling, wild racist hate slurs at EVERYONE.

But me, I'm mute. I can't talk.

If someone is claiming to be me, while yelling at you, you know she is NOT me, because I'm physically incapable of yelling.

She wears pants. I do not. Pants are against my religion. I don't even own any pants. And I never have.

I am legally blind. She is not. I walk with a cane that has a red and white striped lower half and a neon yellow reflector at the tip - the standard practice of blind people when they go out in public. I have been blind since I was 4 years old. I've walked with a "blind cane" since I was a toddler. She does not use a cane at all.

While I am MORE crippled now, then I was in the past, I've been crippled since infancy. I was never able to run, and I've dragged a dead lame right leg since I was 4 years old. Did I mention, I've used a cane my whole life. For over fifty years now?

Since November 14, 2013, I've been bedridden with a broken spine, 3 shattered vertebrae, a crush sacroiliac, 3 ruptured discs, a pulverized tailbone, a hip bone that is pushed up into my pelvis and stuck there one bone puncturing the other, and a severed spinal column nerve bundle. I wear leg braces and use a wheelchair some days, a walker other days, I try to use a cane when I walk my dog as the wheelchair and walker make dog walking difficult. But the fact is, I'm bedridden, and since 2013 there are fewer then 2 hours a day of me being out of bed... through from November 2013 to March 31, 2015, I was paralyzed and couldn't sit up let alone stand up or walk. I had to relearn to walk, it took 18 months to get out of the wheel chair after 2 years being paralyzed, and another 7 years after that to reach the point of being able to stand up on my own with a cane to walk my dog... May 2021, was the first time since November 14, 2013, that I got out of bed, to go walk a dog, of course, first I had to go buy a dog. I got Mickey May 2021, so that I would have a reason to go outside and attempt to practice walking each day.

It's now, November 12, 2013, I still can't walk on my own. I still need someone to help me. I still need a cane AND a human assistant to help me walk when I am up out of the wheelchair... the wheelchair by the way is at Ben's house. I refuse to have it in this apartment, because I am determined to relearn to walk, even though it's now been ten years of that goal...

...and yet, I am told that, throughout 2014, 2015, 2016, and 2017,  I was apparently fairly active at running up and down streets screaming and yelling racist hate slurs at people. Two things I am physically incapable of doing: running and screaming.

My vocal cords don't function and did I mention the wheelchair?

Yeah.

For some reason, unknown to me, I don't if the FBI knows the reason or not because they don't say much, they mostly just ask me questions and nod and say "Yep, that matches with the info we have"... but for some reason, this woman has taken to big time impersonating me, and I don't know why.

She seems to be hell bent on trying to make it look like I am NOT crippled. But again, I don't know why.

She seems to be hell bent on trying to make it look like I am NOT mute. But again, I don't know why.

She seems to be hell bent on trying to make it look like I am NOT blind. But again, I don't know why.

And weirdly, the cats. My step father Wayne Whitten's kidnapped cats. For some odd reason, this woman has been pretending to be me and going to every animal shelter in the state of Maine gibbering wild insanity about kidnapped cats.

Back when it happened, when his cats were kidnapped, we DID know she had taken them. It was never in question WHO took his cats. The question was what did she do with them. April 10, 2015 they showed up in my motorhome and n one knew how they got there. Someone broke the lock off the door, put the cats in the motorhome, then used a Blow Brothers sewage truck to fill the bedroom of the motorhome up with five hundred gallons of raw feces. Almost killed the cats doing it. We found the cats drowning in feces. To this day, we still don't know who put the cats in my motorhome, who pumped the feces in my motorhome (Ken Blow is my abutting neighbor and my cousin, by the way - he didn't do it. But he had a fleet of sewage trucks in his driveway 20 feet from my motorhome, the vandals just pulled a line off one of his trucks, dragged it to the bedroom window of my motorhome. But who did it and why? We don't know. Police took the cats, and I don't know what happened to the cats after that.

I was still in the wheelchair when that happened, are we still had 3 feet of snow from Blizzard Juno on the ground. My motorhome was wrapped up and locked down for the winter. Whoever did this, they also shoveled a path, 75 feet long, to get from the road to the motorhome, that was parked in the rose garden out back by the swamp. The snow 3 feet deep. They shoveled a place to park their car in my driveway, then shoveled a path to the motorhome, then broke in and put the cats in there, then broke into my neighbor's sewage truck, wading 700 hundred feet through the waist deep snow with a sewer line, to pump feces into the motorhome to try to drown the cats in feces.

It was so bizarre. And demented. And sociopathic cruel on so many levels. And determined. Very determined. Do you know how many HOURS it takes to shovel 73 feet of heavy 3 foot deep wet packed ice storm blizzard snow?

Blizzard Juno BURIED my motorhome, which it 12 feet one inches tall... the snowfall from blizzard Juno was THIRTEEN FEET DEEP, January 25, 2015, and three feet of it was still on the ground April 10, 2015, and because I was paralyzed and in a wheelchair on High Street in Biddeford, I never shoveled the snow in my driveway to my motorhome in Old Orchard. 

Those cats that everyone keeps talking about, THAT is the story of what happened to them.

Yes, there were cats in my motorhome. But they weren't mine. And I don't know when they got there. It was a multi day project to shovel by hand with a shovel that much snow... whoever put those cats in my motorhome, they spent several DAYS possibly well over a week setting that whole thing up.

And, then May 2021 comes along, and the head director of West Kennebunk Animal Shelter, and some police witness, and police officer Will Watson, are there, because I'm trying to adopt a 12 year old blind dog, and they are telling me that some woman, has been impersonating me, and showing up at the animal shelter ever month for several YEARS, yelling at them about kidnapped cats. And police officer Robbie, also of Old Orchard Beach is telling them, "Yeah, she's crippled really bad, I know, I've been working this family's case since her Dodge got cut in half in 2010. She's been in a wheelchair since 2013. This woman harassing you animal shelters in her name, isn't her."

Do you have any idea the twelve HOURS of hell police interrogations I had to go through at the West Kennebunk Animal Shelter May 2021, because of this sick fuck ass impersonator and her stupid cat obsession? Just so I could adopt a dog?!? 

But, yes, the FBI DOES have a suspect that they are heavily focused on. HER. Why they don't just arrest her? I don't know. Like I said, they don't say much at all, but they have said, they are tracking for multiple cases, not just my son's murder. 

Like I said, there's a LOT more going on that has not been made public, that I can not talk about, and apparently a lot more that I don't even know about. And you really NEED to back off. If you are not a part of this, you really don't want to get involved.

Two days is the 10 year anniversary of the murder of my 8 month old son. The killer has not been found yet. Old Orchard Beach, Maine Police at 207-935-4911 and Portland Maine FBI Agent Andy Drewer at 207-774-9322 are investigating the murder of my son so, if you have any information, please give it to them. https://www.eelkat.com/Never-Forget.html 

IMPORTANT UPDATE: October 17, 2023
If you live in York County, Maine in the Bideford or Old Orchard Beach area, be on the look out for these 2 people who are going door-to-door in the area: they are believed to be the husband and daughter of my son's murderer.
If they approach you call the FBI IMMEDIATELY! 
Please call FBI Agent Andy Drewer of the Portland FBI Office at 207-774-9322

There is right now, in October of 2023, a group of people actively going to houses, store, bars, and restaurants throughout Biddeford and Old Orchard Beach, randomly approaching total strangers and and saying "Have you heard about EelKat?" And then going on some spiel involving wild radical tales of demons, aliens, haunted cars, cats, about 40 people near as we can tell, led by an elderly white haired man who drives a dark green pick up truck and a very fat, extremely morbidly obese blond woman about late 30s/early 40s, who people in the area have dubbed "porch bitch" because she goes from porch to porch all over Biddeford screaming from strangers' porches to walkers on the sidewalk, always screaming "Have you head about EelKat?" usually referencing also my Volvo. The FBI believes these two to be the husband and daughter of the woman who murdered my son. If you know who the white haired man or "porch bitch" are, the FBI is actively seeking information about their identity.

I am legally blind, I have never seen either of these people, so I do not know what they look like, I only know what witnesses are telling me they looked like when they showed up at their homes. I also have Kannar's Syndrome, real and actual (non-verbal, low functioning) Autism (not to be confused with high functioning Aspergers; I am only able to communicate by typing, and so here I am, typing, so I am unable to verbally respond to what these people are telling me. I have agoraphobia so, it is often months between me setting foot outside, but I am crippled with a broken spine from the November 14, 2013 attack of the golf club woman who crippled me when she murdered me son and thus I also can not get out of bed or stand up unaided. I do not know who either porch bitch or the white haired man these people are telling me is approaching them are. My son's murderer whom also crippled me, she I can identify if she ever got close enough again, but these two people whom are suspected of being her husband and daughter, I have not seen and can not identify. When you come to me and tell me they have approached you, you do nothing useful or helpful. I can not take YOUR testimony to the police or FBI, because it is YOUR testimony, not mine. YOU have to tell the POLICE and FBI what these people did. Do not come to me and tell me, because other then post this message here, there is nothing else I can do with the information you have provided.

There is some speculation that porch bitch may in fact live in my apartment building here at 409 Main Street in Biddeford, but I have lived here since February 2019, and of the 9 other families here, only one of them has lived here longer than me. Between the 9 families in our building, there are more then people living in this building and to date, I have met none of them.

Initially I had tried to introduce myself to each family in this building however, they are white and I am not, they are Christians and I am Moron/Voodoo, and this Maine where hatred of all things not white and not Christian are at their worst in the entire country.

White hatred for us Gypsies is very bad here in Maine and many in my family have been beaten, tortured, and murdered by the white Christians of Maine.

Does porch bitch live in our building? I do not know. But many witnesses are now saying they have seen her going in and out of the building, so she either lives here or knows someone who does.

With the extreme anti-Gypsy animosity and anti-Pagan animosity the 9 families who live at 409 Main Street have shown my family since we moved in here on February 2019, I would not be at all surprised if porch bitch not only lived here but the others know it, know what she is doing to my family and are not reporting it to the police simply because, that's what white people do to us non-whites.

Interestingly, witnesses are saying they believe the white haired man with the big green Dodge Ram pickup truck, lives on Portland Ave, very near my farm.

It is deeply disturbing, if this is true, because that means porch bitch and the white haired man are doing very severe levels of stalking, because my family has lived at 146 Portland Ave Old Orchard Beach since the 1530s, we settled and founded the town, and in 2019 when I moved into this apartment in Biddeford, no one else lived in this building, other then the gay couple who are still here and the only ones here longer than me. And also in 2019, there was no white haired man living near me on Portland Ave.

This means, the man suspected of being "Clair's husband and the woman suspected of being "Claire's" daughter, Claire being the name the woman who murdered my son, called herself, have moved in next door to BOTH of my addresses within the last 3 years.

Claire used a golf club to beat my 8 month old son's head in with. If you are protecting Claire, know that THAT is the sort of child murdering bitch you are defending. 

Claire's identity is the one we want. We want to know who she is. In 2021 a homeless man showed up in my driveway, claiming he knew who Claire was... 2 days later he was dead on the train tracks and splattered across the back of my house, and 2 days after that, this porch bitch woman showed up. We don't know who any of these people are, not the homeless man, not porch bitch, not Claire. We only got the name Claire, because that's what the bald man with her,November 14, 2013, the day she murdered my son, that's what he called her, and she answered him to that name, like it was her real name.

The Claire who murdered my son, she's who we are looking for... and apparently we got really close in 2021, because that's when porch bitch showed up with her wild alien/demon/cat slander, and she's working over time spreading her slander as far and as wide as she can, making it damn clear, she's scared shitless of us finding out who Claire is.

So, NOW, the FBI is not just asking for information about Claire's identity, they now want the identity of both Biddeford's porch bitch and Old Orchard Beach's white haired elderly man driving the mega, big 2ton dark green Dodge Ram pick up.

These 2 people closing in on my family, DAYS after a witness came forward saying he knew who Claire was, a witness who died 2 days later, before the FBI agents had a chance to talk to him... this is terrifying for my family, and it's deeply disturbing.

Porch bitch and her friends are terrorizing my family. And less then a month ago they killed my dog Mickey. There is something wrong with these people. These are NOT good people.

This is very, very deeply disturbing.

This makes them, in addition to everything else: stalkers.

Keep in mind too, porch bitch is the woman who poisoned and killed my dog Mickey only a few weeks ago. And one week before she poisoned and killed my dog, Mickey, she showed up at PortCon 2023, with a gang of about 12 others, at Round 1 in the Maine Mall, and tried to kill me, by peeling back the cheese on my pizza and loading it up with onions, something I am deadly allergic to. I would have been dead within 15 minutes had I eaten it. Porch bitch is dangerous. And she wants me dead. And she thinks nothing of killing my pets. She's proven that much.

This woman is deeply mentally disturbed, and believed to be on drugs. If she is who the FBI thinks she is, they said she is part of a fentanyl drug dealing gang that has been selling the deadly fentanyl spiked cocaine which has killed more then 300 teenaers in York and Cumberland Counties here in Maine in 2023.

Her wild actions and weird gibberish about aliens and demons is believed to be from a raging drug use.

If you are seeking info about WHICH drug gang she is believed to be a part of, just go to the local Maine news websites and search for all the drug dealer arrests in Saco, Old Orchard Beach, Biddeford, Portland, and South Portland, throughout 2023. Several dozen drug gang members have already been arrested in the past few weeks, but the FBI is looking for the ring leader, and they believe the SAME Claire who murdered my son, is the leader of this drug gang.

Keep in mind, more then 300 CHILDREN between the ages of 8 and 16 have died from overdoses of spiked drugs, JUST IN THE PAST THREE MONTHS, of summer 2023, and porch bitch is believed to be one of the dealers selling those spiked drugs.

Not only is this the drug gang who my Uncle Bruce worked for, and thus WHY they murdered my infant son (thinking they were attacking one of Bruce's daughters, they got the wrong person when they attacked me, they thought they were attacking my cousin)... not only is this the gang who murdered my baby 10 years ago, but this is the gang who has murdered THREE HUNDRED CHILDREN just in the summer of 2023 ALONE.

These are EXTREMELY DANGEROUS PEOPLE and the FBI is trying to get them off the streets: ALL of them.

This woman is deeply mentally disturbed, and believed to be on drugs. If she is who the FBI thinks she is, they said she is part of a fentanyl drug dealing gang that has been selling the deadly fentanyl spiked cocaine which has killed more then 300 teenaers in York and Cumberland Counties here in Maine in 2023.

Her wild actions and weird gibberish about aliens and demons is believed to be from a raging drug use.

If you are seeking info about WHICH drug gang she is believed to be a part of, just go to the local Maine news websites and search for all the drug dealer arrests in Saco, Old Orchard Beach, Biddeford, Portland, and South Portland, throughout 2023. Several dozen drug gang members have already been arrested in the past few weeks, but the FBI is looking for the ring leader, and they believe the SAME Claire who murdered my son, is the leader of this drug gang.

Keep in mind, more then 300 CHILDREN between the ages of 8 and 16 have died from overdoses of spiked drugs, JUST IN THE PAST THREE MONTHS, of summer 2023, and porch bitch is believed to be one of the dealers selling those spiked drugs.

Not only is this the drug gang who my Uncle Bruce worked for, and thus WHY they murdered my infant son (thinking they were attacking one of Bruce's daughters, they got the wrong person when they attacked me, they thought they were attacking my cousin)... not only is this the gang who murdered my baby 10 years ago, but this is the gang who has murdered THREE HUNDRED CHILDREN just in the summer of 2023 ALONE.

These are EXTREMELY DANGEROUS PEOPLE and the FBI is trying to get them off the streets: ALL of them.

There are HUNDREDS of people throughout Biddeford and Old Orchard Beach contacting me, both online and in person offline, telling me that these people approached them at random. They appear to be hellbent on approaching every single person to set foot in either town, so if you are in Biddeford or Old Orchard Beach you'll likely encounter them sooner or later if you haven't already. They appear to have been doing this since around May 2021, but so far no one knows who they are.

One detail though: porch bitch, has been saying some very specific information about the murder that was NEVER made public, and is not in the police public access report, it's only in the FBI's classified report. The ONLY person who knows this detail is the murderer herself, and porch bitch is too young to be the murderer. The blond golf club woman who attacked me November 14, 2013, was in her late 60s to early 70s, she'd be in her late 70s or early 80s today. Porch bitch is young enough to be her daughter or granddaughter. But porch bitch has been saying information that ONLY the murderer would know, so porch bitch DOES have personal contact with my son's murderer and is probably dangerous herself.

She has information that was never released to the public. Information the police and fbi kept out of public access reports. Information that was kept classified so it could be used to identify the murderer. Information she could only get, from the murderer. She is using 27 Facebook accounts and over 100 Reddit accounts to post that information as far and wide as possible, while gathering up a large group from the Sanford ward church to go around Biddeford and Old Orchard Beach also spreading that classified information, while at the same time spreading the rumors and lies that I am an alien Abducted and Etiole is an alien, while also spreading rumors of my cars being haunted, while also making hundreds of deep fake videos on YouTube about me and my cars and Etiole. She is orchestrating a huge defamation slander smear campaign, which you have seen some of the videos about me and my car. Fbi believes she is the daughter of the golf club bitch who murdered my baby and is doing this because Tod Murphy told the FBI his mother was bragging to be the golf club woman. Porch bitch showed up same time Tod Murphy did, in fall of 2021. The Sanford ward people joined her around May 2022. Fbi is currently investigating every one connected to the Sandford ward, and they now believe the golf club woman to have been a member in 2013. You don't have full details of what porch bitch is doing, who is helping her, and how alarmingly large scale what she is doing is, simply because I can not give you full details. There is a lot of information about porch bitch and her crew that I've not said, things the FBI and police are aware of, and you the general public, don't need to be aware of.

These people are actively and deliberately making a massive attempt to compromise an FBI murder investigation, alongside huge levels of victim shaming.

Porch bitch clearly knows who the murderer is, and the FBI is looking for ANY information you have that leads to identifying porch bitch, because arresting porch bitch, is right now, the #1 best chance of also finding and arresting my son's killer.

If you have any information about any of these events, please call FBI Agent Andy Drewer at 207-774-9322

Never forget: my son was murdered. That's what they want you to forget. They make up crazy rumors and lies because they want you to think about something, anything OTHER then my son's murder. And the ONLY person with THAT motive, is the golf club wielding blond woman, and anyone who is trying to cover up her crimes.

They want you to forget my son was murdered.

NEVER FORGET!

Clearly porch bitch is scared shitless that the killer, someone she knows, will be arrested soon, or she wouldn't be so hyper vigilant in her mega extreme slander campaign going on in Biddeford, Maine right now.

Beware of ANYONE who calls Etiole an alien, for he is not an alien and they are lying to you about him, as a slight of hand means of misdirection, to turn you away from seeing their own crimes.

Beware of anyone who tells you I believe in aliens, for I do not, and they are lying to you in a gaslighting technique meant to keep you from noticing the crimes they commited.

Trust no one who tells you I cast curses or consort with demons, for I do neither, and they say these things to you out of malicious motives, to make you look at anything other than themselves. They don't want you to see the sins they do, so they spread wild and bizarre rumors about me and an elderly homeless veteran, in a magicians pallor trick of misdirection. They use me and Etiole as their smoke and mirrors, so that you are looking the other way, while they get away with heinous crimes.

Beware of anyone who calls me a witch, for I am a Mormon, 5th generation, and we Mormons do not believe in witchcraft.

I need not tell you their names, for by their own actions, they will reveal themselves to you.

Pay very close attention to anyone who approaches you to "warn you" about EelKat... because remember too, my name is not EelKat. My name is Wendy Christine Allen. EelKat is a fictional character, a talking back fairy cat, from a Space Fantasy novel. Miss Citten The Eel Kat is Empress of Planet Ptarmagin and she travels to distant galaxies in a star ship, collecting deep space eels from other planets, her name is unpronounceable, so people call her "The Eel Kat" because she is the cat who has pet eels. The book was titled "Friends Are Forever" and it was published in 1978. You have to be severely mentally disabled in order to think that a talking space cat from a Fantasy novel is real, let alone be crazy enough to think that the author is that character. The very fact alone that porch bitch refers to ME as EelKat, that alone tells you the deeply disturbed fantasy prone mental case we are dealing with her. Her inability to discern fiction from reality, and he belief that I, a real person, an EelKat, a fictional space cat from a novel, or her belief that a local homeless veteran, is an alien, or her belief that my Dodge or my Volvo are demon possessed, that alone tells you what type of incredibly dangerous psychopath porch bitch really is. 

You can see video footage of his living conditions:

HERE

and HERE

and HERE.

THAT is the homeless veteran, this woman is calling an alien or a demon, depending on which delusion she is babble that day. THAT is Etoile. THAT is how he lives. THAT is who this deplorable woman is harassing.

Pay very close attention to anyone who approaches you to "warn you" about EelKat or otherwise tries to convince you I have anything to do with aliens, demons, curses, or witches, for they are deceiving you, and they do so, to draw your attention away from themselves. 

Never forget, my son was murdered on November 14, 2013, and the killer still walks free, and anyone telling you anything about aliens, demons, curses, or witches, has one goal and one goal only: a flagrant attempt to discredit me, and protect my son's murderer.

They ONLY want you to think about aliens to make you forget my son was murdered.

The FBI is looking for my son's killer AND the identity of the people who are trying to hinder their investigation.

If anyone approaches you and tells you Etiole is an alien CALL FBI Agent Andy Drewer and tell him who they are. They ONLY want you to think about aliens to make you forget my son was murdered.

Never forget, November 14, 2023 will be the 10 year anniversary of the November 14, 2013 murder of my 8 month old infant son, at BugLight Lighthouse Art Studio of Southern Maine Community College in South Portland, Maine. If you have any information about who his killer is, please call FBI Agent Andy Drewer at 207-774-9322 

If anyone approaches you and tells you that I believe in aliens CALL FBI Agent Andy Drewer and tell him who they are. They ONLY want you to think about aliens to make you forget my son was murdered. 

Never forget, November 14, 2023 will be the 10 year anniversary of the November 14, 2013 murder of my 8 month old infant son, at BugLight Lighthouse Art Studio of Southern Maine Community College in South Portland, Maine. If you have any information about who his killer is, please call FBI Agent Andy Drewer at 207-774-9322

If anyone approaches you and tells you Etiole is a demon CALL FBI Agent Andy Drewer and tell him who they are. They ONLY want you to think about demons to make you forget my son was murdered. 

Never forget, November 14, 2023 will be the 10 year anniversary of the November 14, 2013 murder of my 8 month old infant son, at BugLight Lighthouse Art Studio of Southern Maine Community College in South Portland, Maine. If you have any information about who his killer is, please call FBI Agent Andy Drewer at 207-774-9322 

If anyone approaches you and tells you that I believe in demons CALL FBI Agent Andy Drewer and tell him who they are. They ONLY want you to think about demons to make you forget my son was murdered.

Never forget, November 14, 2023 will be the 10 year anniversary of the November 14, 2013 murder of my 8 month old infant son, at BugLight Lighthouse Art Studio of Southern Maine Community College in South Portland, Maine. If you have any information about who his killer is, please call FBI Agent Andy Drewer at 207-774-9322

If anyone approaches you and tells you that I cast curses CALL FBI Agent Andy Drewer and tell him who they are. They ONLY want you to think about curses to make you forget my son was murdered. 

Never forget, November 14, 2023 will be the 10 year anniversary of the November 14, 2013 murder of my 8 month old infant son, at BugLight Lighthouse Art Studio of Southern Maine Community College in South Portland, Maine. If you have any information about who his killer is, please call FBI Agent Andy Drewer at 207-774-9322

If anyone approaches you and tells you that I am a witch CALL FBI Agent Andy Drewer and tell him who they are. They ONLY want you to think about witches to make you forget my son was murdered. 

Never forget, November 14, 2023 will be the 10 year anniversary of the November 14, 2013 murder of my 8 month old infant son, at BugLight Lighthouse Art Studio of Southern Maine Community College in South Portland, Maine. If you have any information about who his killer is, please call FBI Agent Andy Drewer at 207-774-9322

They are going out of their way to try to make you forget my son died, by coming up with ludicrous tales of aliens and demons. And the ONLY person with ANY motive to do that, is the blond woman who murdered my son.

They want you to forget my son was murdered.

NEVER FORGET!

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Update: November 1, 2023

I'm going to put this here, since it is an answer to a response, to the October 17 update.

No. My Volvo had not been painted before the golf club attack. I painted it the following May AFTER the attack, BECAUSE I could not drive any more, and I could not walk. Ben would wheel me outside with paints and canvases because I am a painter by trade, and one day Benn left me alone and went to store was gone several hours and I ran out of canvases to paint on and could not walk to get more, so I painted the firebird on the hood of my car because I was able to climb out of the wheelchair and up onto the hood of my car. Here is what my car looked like before... 

My Volvo and my house 2007

My Volvo March 31, 2015, no house, because backhoe drove over my house August 8, 2013

also, my house can be seen here not yet run over by the backhoe... also, the thing porch bitch keeps talking about that is classified parts of murder investigation, can be seen in this photo too, if you know what she keeps talking about... I've had the Volvo almost 30 years now, it was almost new when I got it, and it's been painted with murals for less then a 1/16th of the time I've had it, that's why you never noticed it before the past couple of years, because it WAS NOT painted until AFTER my son was murdered and I became crippled.

Yes, same situation with my cloths. I used to dress more or less normal. I never wore pants, but I was wearing mini-skirts, shorts, and hotpant shorts, with bikini and tank tops. I can't wear the cloths I used to wear anymore BECAUSE of the golf club attack injuries. I had braces on my arms, back, and legs for the first few years, so I had to change my wardrobe to accommodate that. That's why I started wearing the big floaty caftan, muumuu,, and kimono.

The big huge skirts and robes hide a lot of medical equipment underneath. I don't like being seen as disabled so I had to go to extremes with my wardrobe in order to hide all the medical gear under my skirts so people couldn't see them. Before the attack I had 2 kimono and 1 muumuu from my Grammy Eva Viola Atwater, she lived in Hawii in 1973 and brought those back for me, but I never wore them. I had them in storage. After the golf club attack I started wearing them because they were the only things I had big enough to fit over all the monetiers and tubes and wires hooked up to me.

Almost everything I wear today, was bought in 2014, from a Japanese guy I knew who went to Japan and bought a ton of kimono, and I bought around 40 of them from him. Kimono wrap to any size, and have lots of openings on the front, back, and sides, so all my medical braces, monitors, tubes, and wires are easy to loop through the kimono without being noticed from the outside.

Same applies for the veils. I never wore one before 2014. Reason? My hair had never been cut, not once in nearly fifty years, and was 48" long as a result. That's about 4" above my ankles. My long hair had to be cut, when I started relearning to walk, because the weight of it was too much strain on my punctured spinal column. I wrote the scene of Quaraun's long hair being cut, in the novel BoomFuzzy, BECAUSE of my own hair being cut. Doctors can not operate on my spine, because of the risk of even more nerve damage, and so my hair is medically not allowed to be more than shoulder length today, due to the weight issue any longer would cause for my several spinal cord. I feel naked not having my back covered by my hair, so I started wearing long Catholic chapel prayer veils that a group of nuns made for me. While I was born and raised Mormon, I became ordained a Voodoo priestess in 2013, New Orleans Voodoo, not Haitian Vodou. They are different. New Orleans Voodoo is a form of Catholicism known as Folk Catholicism. The veils you bitch about calling them Muslim Hijabs, are Christian Catholic. But I wear them, because my hair was cut, as a side effect of being crippled by the mystery Claire and Kendra with the golf club.

As for the dark glasses. I've worn those since I was just four years old. I have a condition similar to albinism, which is why my skin is whiter than most white peoples, but it affects my eyes the most. I am legally blind in indoor light conditions, which is why I do not use lights. I am fully blind in outdoors sunny day conditions, which is why I can not drive during most daylight hours. However, I have abnormally high vision at night, comparable to a cat or owl. I can see perfectly in darkness. I also see something around 16million additional colours that the average person can not see. All of this is due to the rods in my eyes being abnormally shaped. But this also means, the only way I am able to go outside in day time hours, or drive a car, is if I have special custom blackout prescription glasses that block all light. I have worn these blackout glasses since I was a toddler.

So, NO, your assertion that I deserved to be attacked because my car was painted or my clothes were odd, doesn't fly, because my car and my clothes were just as normal as yours before the attack and it was the attack itself, that CAUSED me to paint my car and change how I dressed. My car has been painted for 8 years and I have dressed like this for only 6 years now.

That is WHY you never noticed me before 2015. I blended in, dressing no different from anyone else. I did not dress like this until AFTER June 2015, when I first started getting up out of the wheelchair and started relearning to walk again. You idiots who judge my car and my clothes are jackass bigots. Neither my car nor my clothes looked like this for 5 decades of my life and the change came as a medical necessity. 

You bitching bigots have the ability to get up and walk and choose to dress as you want. I'm crippled by a bigot with a golf club so I don't have the luxury of dressing the way I used to any more. 

Update: November 4, 2023
(again, putting it here as it is in response to a response to October 17 update)

Okay. you (Ben) want an answer. Here you (Ben) go, have an answer.

Elliott and Morin sawed my MOTHER'S house in half and moved it to Waterville. Porch bitch is woman who Elliott gave house to. I do not know who porch bitch is, my MOTHER does know who porch bitch is, but she won't tell us, because she is playing her stupid vindictive vengeance games with porch bitch. Porch bitch, is playing her stupid vindictive vengeance game with my mother, and for some reason thinks attack my family means something to my mother, even though my mother is responsible for the most violent attacks, like in 2010 when my MOTHER cut my 1964 Dodge in half, or in 1992 when my MOTHER took a sledge hammer to my 1974 AMC Gremlin. Or in 2012 when my MOTHER smashed out all the windows of my house, the same house my MOTHER hired a backhoe driver to drive over in 2013, or in November 2021 when my MOTHER cut all the wires off the Biddeford apartment build ... MY MOTHER did those things. My MOTHER is a very violent, vengeful, vindictive woman who also is the one who designed and built that torture chamber room and locked me in it when I was 8 years old until I was 31 years old, as punishment for my grandmother leaving me everything she owned when she (Helen Ricker Allen) died. That is the type of person my mother is.

I have never had a lawyer. I have never needed a lawyer. Other then the Bolduc/Cascade Murder Trial in 1991, The Guy Gammon Grand Jury Murder Trails in 2016, and the Too Gay For Old Orchard Beach Case in 2016, I have have never been involved in a court case. Yes, I am aware there are other court cases with my name on it, the FBI uncovered that and pointed it out to me, but, again, that was my MOTHER, who for some reason did the cat court case in my name. Verallia and Danna was the Elliot and Morin stolen house case, when my MOTHER had signs all over HER land NEXT DOOR to my land. The stolen house was not mine, the Elliot court case was not mine, Verrall and Danna were not my lawyers. Veralla and Danna was lawyer at 1 city center Portland. My mother bought silver wagon with money from that court case. We discovered glass elevator while at lawyers office.

It was over a decade later that I got my driver's license. you (Ben) used to take me to Portland library every week prior to my having driver's license. you (Ben) still had white Honda. My mother needed me to babysit my brothers, and YOU (Ben) let me out of the room YOU (Ben) and my MOTHER kept me locked in, and YOU (Ben) took me to the lawyer office, where me and my 3 brothers sat on the floor drawing pink flamingos, including Pink Flamingo 13, that I'm now famous for. We (you -Ben, and me) used to go in glass elevator a couple times a month after that because you (Ben) decided to start letting me out of the room prison you (Ben) kept me locked in for 27 years, by allowing me to go to the library... that is when I started using the library computer to build this website, in an attempt to find someone out there who would help me escape that room.

This room:

That was the goal of this website.

Remember?

Every one who has followed me online since 1996 is fully aware that my website had one goal and one goal only: I WANTED TO BE LET OUT OF MY CAGE!

 ANTED THE PADLOCKED UNLOCKED!

I WANTED THE CHAINS REMOVED!

I WANTED TO GO OUTSIDE!

I WANTED TO DRIVE MY CAR!

I WANTED TO GO TO SCHOOL!

And finally got free in 2010. And my mother cut my car in half, 2 days later, because she wanted to make sure, I never drove it, and never got a driver's lisnces.

I got my driver's license and my GED both summer 2010. and started college September 2010. And teachers there started teaching me how to talk, so that I did not have to write and type every word I wanted to say any more.

The updates to this website became less frequent, because I was free and this website no longer had a goal.

This website became active again in 2013, because my baby was murdered.

And he wasn't the first.

Xavier was my 8th, EIGHTH pregnancy.

But the first one to reach past 5 months without my uncle Bruce shoving me in a shower stall and kicking me in the stomach until I passed out, and I woke up back in that room, in a pool of blood with my baby dead... SEVEN TIMES between 1987 and 2006.

YOU (Ben) are the father of every baby, and loudly vocal over wanting none of them.

I was 12 years old, the first time it happened.

That was other goal this website had in 1996.

More than anything else, I wanted to escape that room, so I could get pregnant WITHOUT the fear of having my baby murdered before the pregnancy came full term.

And that is why in 2013, this website became active again. Because I was free, I got out of that room. I got a driver's license. I had a house of my ow. I was in school. And I was 8 months pregnant, Xavier was due to be born on Christmas. He was going to be a Christmas baby.

And November 14, 2013, he was murdered, I was made crippled, and days before that a back hoe drove over my house.

You (Ben) are the FBI's #1 suspect, because Xavier was dead baby #8, and you wanted none of them.

But my mother is the FBI's suspect #2, because was very vocal on FaceBook about wanting me dead, and every since 2010 when I escaped that room, she's very violent: TWO Gremlins, a Hornet, AND the Dodge were obliterated by her sledge hammer and chainsaw wielding insanity.

And my father is the FBI's suspect #3: because they evidence he hired a hitman for $26k dollars in October 2013, and that he paid the backhoe driver who drove over my house.

This room is where I wrote all of my books, because I had a typewriter and my grandmother Eva Viola Atwater would bring in paper each Saturday. The typewriter sat on my lap as there was no bed, no floor boards, no table, no chairs, no lights, which is why I can see in the dark an not in light - I spent 27 years in total darkness. In spite of publishing 138 novels, 423 novellas, and more then 2k short stories, and them selling 57 million copies, all from this room, I never saw a penny. Near as the FBI can tell, my father gave most of the money to some man named "Mark", an amount in excess of $60MILLION dollars.

I wrote all the Boston Globe articles from here as well. My father was the one who "worked" for Boston Globe, but he is illiterate and can neither read nor write, all those articles were written by me. I never got paid a penny for those either.

The Proctor and Gamble letters were also written from this room, but I was NOT writing them to Proctor and Gamble. The boycott itself was my grandmother Eva Viola Atwater. I was writing letters begging to be let out of my cage. My grandmother edited those letters to be dogs begging to be let out of lab cages and mailed them to Proctor and Gamble. I knew nothing of this until 2013, even though I am attributed to writing the "Proctor and Gamble Animal Rights Boycott Letters" for 27 years.

I have NEVER had a deposition. Never written a deposition. My MOTHER has been involved in five depositions, that I know of. While my father has been involved in HUNDREDS of court cases.

You (Ben), like Rick, porch bitch, most every one in Saco Ward, and most every one in Sanford ward, and many others, keep attributing to me, things that MY MOTHER has done. I am not my mother. And I am very upset that you (Ben) keep remembering everything MY MOTHER did and claim it was something I did, but then you (Ben) can't remember anything that I have done. What's worse, is people keep showing up here to yell at my accusing me of things my mother did, and they back it up by say they asked you (Ben) and you (Ben) told them.

I didn't even have a driver's license until I was 37 years old, I wasn't able to leave Old Orchard unless you (Ben) took me. I was also MUTE for the first 42 years of my life. 

I was 42 years old when I had the surgery on my jaw that allowed me to talk properly, I wasn't even able to speak normally prior to 2016!

So before 2016, I never said ANYTHING to or about ANYONE, because I WAS FUCKING MUTE!

MY MOTHER is the one running around saying things to everyone, yelling at everyone, and saying things about every one, NOT ME! I AM NOT HER!

STOP MIXING ME UP WITH MY FUCKING GOSSIPING, HATE MONGERING, VENGEFUL MOTHER WHO FIGHTS WITH FUCKING EVERYONE!

And the old jaw injury that surgery fixed, was discovered during the mri for my spine, from the June 26, 2016 attack from the blonde Claire and redhead Kendra woman at work at Walmart in Scarborough, that was the 2nd injury to my spine after the first injury to my spine at the college by the same 2 woman in 2013. 

The 2013 one was the one when we went to all the free clinics, the first time, not the 2nd time in February 2014, when I fell on the ice, while attempting t get up and walk. you (Ben) used to wheel me around Shaws and Walmart in a wheelchair, and I was on crutches for 6 months. The 10th anniversary of that is in 10 days. ... you (Ben) just through your hands up today yelling it's too much to keep track of. 

No. It's 2 events. 2 attacks by the same 2 women. My mother and my father spend so much time filling your head with lies that you (Ben) get confused by THEIR too many things to remember. But me... it's two things: November 14, 2013 ,2 women attacked me at the college June 26, 2016, they attacked again at Walmart. And FBI Agent Andy Drewer showed up June 28, 2016. Those 2 women are who he is looking for. Because they tried to kill me, not once, but twice, and they did kill my baby. They are wanted for murder and two counts of attempted murder. 

And my mother is the one dragging the cats into everything NOT ME. I'm not the one talking about the cats. She is. The cats happened in 2015. My mother is the one talking about the cats, because they were HER cats, whom she hid in my motorhome when trying to hide them from Nick, after she stole them from Wayne. I had nothing to do with those cats. And I am sick of people putting my name to my mother's shit. 

Stop mixing me up with her. I am not her.

Someone tried to kill me, and my mother and my father don't give a shit, and do everything in their power to spin this to be about them and its not about them.

My baby was murdered by a bitch who tried to kill me.

The FBI is trying to find her, and I'm sick of you (Ben) saying you (Ben) can't keep things straight because there are too many things to remember. There are only 2 things to remember: I was attacked twice. The first one crippled me and killed my baby, and 3 years later, after 2 years of relearning to walk, those same 2 women attacked again, causing my current crippled state. I don't think those 2 things are too hard or too many things to remember. Everything else, all that other stuff, all the actual too many things, that's all stupid petty shit my mother and my father are doing with their idiot church friends, and not any of it is important or worth remembering. 

There are only 2 things to remember: I'm crippled and my baby is dead.

I wouldn't think those 2 things would classify as too much to remember. And I'm disgusted with the deplorable way my mother, my father, the Atwaters, and people of the Saco and Sanford ward churches have done everything in their power to hinder and not cooperate with the FBI investigation to try to find bitch Claire and bitch Kendra Silvermander, who murdered my baby and crippled me, ten years ago, in ten days.

Get you fucking facts straight, and stop attributing to me, things that my MOTHER did.

You can run around to your churches proclaiming you are saved and born again and turned over a new leaf, all you want, but you can not hide what you did from God, and no matter how many good deed gold bricks you try to collect, they will never erase what you did from the Book of Life you love to talk about so much. There's a very deep pit in hell for you (Ben) and my mother, and my father, and the Atwaters and church people who helped you.

You can try to hide your sins from humanity, but you will never hide what you've done from God, and while you can bride people and pay them for their silence, you can not bride god, and no amount of throwing good deeds in god's face is going to make him turn a blind eye to what you have done.

You bury evidence under backhoes and in landfills, but god saw you do that too.

You can try to lie to humans in your churches, but god knows the truth, and you can't hide the truth from him.

Update November 11, 2023 - answering yet another FB question about the Oct 17 update

Why is the fact that porch bitch yaps about a grandmommy provinchta significant? I'll tell you. Once upon a time there was a gang of traffickers in Old Orchard Beach, who the FBI arrested 14 members of, in 2016, at 37 Smithwheel Rd. Yes. 37 Smithwheel Road. Yes. I lived there at 37 Smithwheel Road... when I was 12 years old. Let that part sink in. 37 Smithwheel Road is owned by my husband, Safrad Ward Church's High Priest Quorum Leader and Cub Scout Leader. Let that sink in too. He was 37 years old, when I at 8 years old was forced to marry him, because he gave my parents huge amounts of money.

Three people owned 37 Smithwheel Road. My husband Benjamin Kitchel Wildes, my mother's sister April Dawn Atwater (she of the 9 husbands) and her husband number 8 Billy Duhamel.

Do look up the news reports about the child trafficking bust at 37 Smithwheel Road in Old Orchard Beach, Maine.

Where did the child trafficking ring get their children ages 8 to 12, that they sold for sex to priests? The children came from 3 churches. All three are Mormon Churches.

The Saco Ward of the Church of Jesus Christ of Latter Day Saints Agusta Stake,

The Cape Elizabeth Ward (not to be confused with the Portland Ward which mets in the same building) of the Church of Jesus Christ of Latter Day Saints Agusta Stake,

The Sanford Ward of the Church of Jesus Christ of Latter Day Saints Exerta Stake, where, oh, dear, oh dear, my, my ,my, well you look at that: Grandmommy Provinchia's husband is Bishop Provincha who made a known child rapist, child groomer, and raging peadophile Benjamin Kitchle Wildes, owner of 37 Smithwheel Road, the Sandford Ward Cub Scout leader, where cub scouts were mysteriously ending up at 37 Smithwheel Road being sold to the highest bidding high priests of the Cape Elizabeth and Saco Wards.

THAT is why it's VERY significant that porch bitch claims Bishop Provincha's wife is her grandmother, because that means porch bitch is a part of the trafficking ring that, oh look, the FBI believes is owned by the Cyr Clan Drug Gang, lead by someone named Claire Cyr, whom the FBI also believes to be the same Claire who murdered my 8 month old baby son.

You see... if porch bitch really is granddaughter of the Bishop who was helping a child trafficking ring get children from the cub scout program of the Sandford Ward Church... that means porch bitch has a REALLY BIG motive for WHY she is running around spreading the weird ass demon and alien rumors and lies about me, my car, and the homeless man I let sleep in my car at night.

I'm one of the children rescued by the FBI from the 37 Smithwheel Road child trafficking ring, and I want every one of those rapist bastards in prison. And if porch bitch is involved in protecting child prostitution dip shits, then I want her in prison too.

>>>Someone told me you met bigfoot which just sounds weird, did you met bigfoot?

Yes, I did, and also Ramunition and Ethan Nestor. Here have a picture of me with BigFoot, my Volvo with BigFoot, me with Ramunition, and me with Ethan Nestor. I met David Dramion as well, but that was over a decade ago and I wasn't yet carrying a video camera with me back then, so I don't have a photo of that unfortunatly. Weirdly I did not know who David Draiman was at the time I met him, so I didn't realize he was famous until one of my relatives who was there and also met him, said after "Do you have any idea who that was?" I wonder how often I meet famous people without knowing it, just because I am so utterly clueless about anything related to anything in the media?

But BigFoot, yeah, he's pretty awesome. The tires are nearly as big as me and the top of the truck is well over 8 feet off the ground. I love that truck.

EelKat with Team BigFoot (August 2013) Look at those giant tires! They are bigger than me! EelKat and Monster trucks The truck is over 8 feet tall! I love Monster Trucks!

>>>Who is Etiole?

Which one? There are several different people whom the locals call Etiole. One of them is my husband, Ben, Etiole is not his name, but that doesn't stop local idiots from calling him that.

Another of them is the elderly homeless man who sleeps in my car at night because he has no place else to sleep at night, and who I assume is the one you are referring to. Etiole is not his name either, but so many people have called him that, he will answer to it now, IF you can 1: get close enough to him to talk to him, and 2: if he will talk at all. He is a severely disfigured and disabled WW2 pilot, who suffers from massive levels of PTSD, is not aware the war ended 80 years ago, and spends the bulk of his time in the forests/swamps/marshes in and around Old Orchard Beach hand digging fox-holes, trenches, and tree bark lean to shelters. If you ever hike around Ocean Park, you'll see a lot of his structures there. He runs away from most people, and is rarely seen up-close, which led to false rumors of him being a cryptid/alien/demon/ghost/whatever the current flavor of the day non-human local conspiracy theorists have come up with at the moment. He is not a demon or an alien or a ghost or whatever else. He is a severally mentally handicapped elderly man, whom as of 2023 is around 90 to 100 years old and struggles to get around any more. We who take care of him, do not expect him to live much longer and are very frustrated that we have been unable to get local MUFON nutcases to leave him alone. 

He is a local homeless French Jewish man, whom I let sleep in my car on rainy nights so that he can stay dry. Retarded locals think he is a demon or alien or whatever else they call him, because he is covered in scars and burns and Kabalic tattoos and number tattoos from being a concentration camp survivor from WW2.

You can see video footage of his living conditions:

HERE

and HERE

and HERE. These videos where filmed in 2022

As you can see from the videos, this homeless man whom my sick jackass Uncle Bruce has spent DECADES harassing, has NOTHING, he LITERALLY is living in a hole he dug with his fingernails, in the sand under a fallen tree, and you can see from these videos WHY I let him sleep in my car, and WHY the shit heads of Old Orchard Beach and Biddeford Maine who are harassing this homeless man, calling him a cryptid, calling him an alien, calling him an evil spirit, are scumbag pieces of shit who don't deserve the life god gave them.

Only absolute scum bag, low life, piece of fifth TRASH would spend five fucking decades harassing a homeless World War 2 veteran the way the MUFON nutjobs of Old Orchard Beach and Biddeford Maine treat "Etiole"!

The original one, where the name actually comes from, was Captain Goldeneagle Etiole Swanzen who is a fictional silver skinned merman who featured as a primary character in the books The Pearl Necklace, The Silver Salamander, The GoldenEagle, Incubus, and The Silver Arrow, all of which were published between 1983 and 1989. In the books, Etiole was a merman who, with his best friend, a talking black bobcat named Miss Citten the Eel~Kat, explored new planets in search of alien eel species to take to Planet Ptarmagin. 

It appears, that for some reason, delusional idiots who could not tell the difference between FICTIONAL Space Fantasy books, and a real life homeless man, were behind the rumor that the homeless man who sleeps in my car, was the space merman from the books. To make things even more bizarre, people started calling ME "EelKat" and dubbed me "EelKat Etiole's Friend", even though my name is Wendy Christine Allen. Somewhere along the line people mixed up me and the homeless man for being the fictional characters EelKat (a talking cat) and Etiole (a merman) but I don't know who started that rumor or why it spread and became the weird urban legend with a cult following, like it is today.

Where wee you on your 10th birthday?
I was here:

I was looked in this "room" in Old Orchard Beach, Maine for 27 years. From the time I was 8 years old, until I was 31... I escaped in 2010. That's why in 2013 these same people murdered my 8 month old son and crippled me, and drove a backhoe over my house. To punish me for escaping this room.

Where wee you on your 20th birthday?
I was here:

Where wee you on your 30th birthday?
I was here:

I was looked in this "room" in Old Orchard Beach, Maine for 27 years. From the time I was 8 years old, until I was 31... I escaped in 2010. That's why in 2013 these same people murdered my 8 month old son and crippled me, and drove a backhoe over my house. To punish me for escaping this room.

You never saw the room Ben and my mother kept me locked in for 27 years from the time I was 8 years old, the one Etiole used to break me out of? Well here you go, photos of it from the 2007 FBI and police reports, THIS is the "room", my mother designed it, my father built it, Bruce hired the priests of the Cape Elizabeth, Saco, and Sanford ward Church of Jesus Christ of Latter Day Saints to rape me in it... from the time i was 8 until 12, when Ben aka the High Priest came along and declared I was his and from the time i was 12 until 31 Ben kept me in this room only allowing me out on Sundays to attend church. still wonder why I hate the Atwaters? When I was 37 years old the FBI showed up and started the investigation into the trafficking ring the Atwaters ran out of 37 Smithwheel Road and 144 Portland Ave, Maine, this room was a pivotal piece of evidence that was roped off and no one allowed in it because of the FBI investigation... that's why the backhoe that ran over this room August 8, 3013 is such a very big importance... THIS room is what the backhoe was trying to hide. Look close at the floor, you can see the bones of the children who didn't survive.

I'm a survivor of adults who thought selling children to priests was a good income and this room was the biggest piece of evidence the FBI had until the backhoe drove over the house and carried off the remained, doing the biggest tampering of evidence of a fucking murder investigation ... that's WHY the backhoe drove over the house, because the Atwaters were desperate to hide the evidence of this rooms existence, and that's WHY they started the alien abduction hoax about me and Etiole because they thought if they destroyed the room and gaslighted me by spread alien abduction rumors, they thought they could convince everyone i was crazy for saying i was locked in this room for 27 years... but they didn't know before they did that, that the FBI had already been in the room and has HUNDREDS of photos of every inch of it. It was not the only place like this. These Atwater run child trafficking "rooms" have been found in twenty-one states. The FBI has shut down 14 of these child trafficking rings run by the Atwaters. If you support the Atwaters in any way, THIS is what you are supporting. When you send money to an Atwater run fund raiser, you funding building more rooms like this one. That's what they do with your hard earned money. Rooms like this, where small children, are raped and starved. And because the children have no birth records, no ID, they live and die without a paper trail. They exist to be raped daily, until they have their first period and risk getting pregnant, and they the room is locked not to be opened again, until they starve to death. Most die before their 12th birthday.

I'm a survivor, and I survived because of Etiole, because while HUNDREDS of people in Old Orchard Beach, Maine knew of this room, used this room, he was the only person with the moral decency to be horrified by this room and try to stand up to the Atwaters, and try the help the children. He used to break in and try to rescue me. Took me out into the swamps of the Ross Forest. But the Atwaters always found me and took me back.

To discredit me, when I was 14 years old, and escaped to the local police and tried to get help, the Atwaters made up a terrible story: they lied to the police. They told the police, there was no room, and Etiole was a figment of my imagination, they called him a demon at first, and later they called him an alien. The Atwaters spread a horrific lie, telling people that I was an alien abductee. And depending on WHICH Atwater you talked to the story changed wildly: sometimes Etiole was a evil spirit, other times a cryptid, other times a demon, but most often "The Amphibious Alien". 

We had a neighbor back in the 1970s, his name was Stephen King, he wrote about us. My Gypsy family, my car, me, and Etiole. He filmed two movies on our farm, but never once tried to help the children he wrote about. He never tried to help us children, even though his books and movies today exist as evidence that he was well aware of this room and Etiole. Instead, he profited off of our pain and suffering, while 120 of those children were saw up and their bones dumped in the Goosefare Broke Ravine in the Reclaim Blueberry Plains of the Ross Forest of Old Orchard Beach, Maine... bones confiscated by the FBI in June 2016, which led to the arrest of many of the child traffickers at 37 Smithwheel Rod, Old Orchard Beach, Maine, that same year. 

Meanwhile The Atwaters continued to spread their lies about me and Etile, contacting hundreds of alien and UFO and cryptid organizations telling them I was abducted by aliens and Etiole was that alien. Only I have no clue what they were doing and I had never heard of the concept of aliens or cryptids or UFOs, and so I had no clue what MUFON and the UFO nuts were talking about, when they showed up on my farm to interview me and try to catch Etiole, calling him an EBE.

There are no aliens.

There are no demons.

There are no evil spirits.

There are no haunted cars.

There was just this room, and the children raped by Mormon priests... Mormon Priests, known as The Atwaters... Mormon Priests who invented the urban myth of a haunted car and a child abducted by aliens, for one reason, and one reason only: to make the children crazy, if those children ever dared tell people about this room.

Rooms like the one at 144 Portland Ave, 146 Portland Ave, and 37 Smithwheel Road, exist all over the State of Maine, and the 3 the FBI shut down in Old Orchard Beach, ran from the 1950s until 2016. I was put in this room in 1983. That's why I have no knowledge of any world event, any movie, and TV show, and books, anything that occurred between 1983 and 2010.

ALL of the children who survived these rooms, ALL of them, have been slandered the same way the Atwaters slandered me and Etiole. Each with stories of aliens and demons. Thirty-one of those survivors, have commit suicide, all who escaped, killed themselves within 3 years because of the alien abduction lies the Atwaters spread about them, alien abduction lies that are no different then the alien abduction lies the Atwaters spread about me and Etiole.

Yes, I am EelKat, Etiole’s friend, but I don’t know why you call me that, because it’s the other way around. He was my friend. He was my ONLY friend. He was the only person in this godforsaken town of Old Orchard Beach, Maine, who did not value money or sex over the lives of children.

There are ONE group of people who call me an alien abductee. The Atwaters and their evil, child raping church group. They call me an alien abductee, simple as a gaslighting method, of trying to make me sound crazy, so you won’t look at what they are doing to children. They try to make all the children they torture look crazy, so that no one will believe the child when child tells an adult about the rooms or the rape. Trust NO ONE who calls me an alien abductee, because THEY are involved in a very big child trafficking ring.

I am not an alien abductee and I never claimed to be, and if anyone ever told you I was, you should look at them with suspicion and ask what they did, that they are trying to make you look somewhere else, to not see what they are doing.

There are ONE group of people who call Etiole an alien. The Atwaters and their evil, child raping church group. They call him an alien, simple as a gaslighting method, of trying to make me sound crazy, when I was 8 years old said an old man broke into the room and took me into the swamps; they call him an alien so you won’t look at what they are doing to children. They try to make all the children they torture look crazy, so that no one will believe the child when child tells an adult about the rooms or the rape. Trust NO ONE who calls Etiole an alien, because THEY are involved in a very big child trafficking ring.

Etiole is not an alien and I never said he was, and if anyone ever told you he was, you should look at them with suspicion and ask what they did, that they are trying to make you look somewhere else, to not see what they are doing.

He is a local homeless French Jewish man, whom I let sleep in my car on rainy nights so that he can stay dry. Retarded locals think he is a demon or alien or whatever else they call him, because he is covered in scars and burns and Kabalic tattoos and number tattoos from being a concentration camp survivor from WW2.

You can see video footage of his living conditions:

HERE

and HERE

and HERE. These videos where filmed in 2022

As you can see from the videos, this homeless man whom my sick jackass Uncle Bruce has spent DECADES harassing, has NOTHING, he LITERALLY is living in a hole he dug with his fingernails, in the sand under a fallen tree, and you can see from these videos WHY I let him sleep in my car, and WHY the shit heads of Old Orchard Beach and Biddeford Maine who are harassing this homeless man, calling him a cryptid, calling him an alien, calling him an evil spirit, are scumbag pieces of shit who don't deserve the life god gave them.

The Atwaters and their church group are evil, and if you believe their lies about me or Etiole, then you've fallen for their scam, just like they wanted you to do.

Beware of ANYONE who calls Etiole an alien, for he is not an alien and they are lying to you about him, as a slight of hand means of misdirection, to turn you away from seeing their own crimes.

Beware of anyone who tells you I believe in aliens, for I do not, and they are lying to you in a gaslighting technique meant to keep you from noticing the crimes they committed.

Trust no one who tells you I cast curses or consort with demons, for I do neither, and they say these things to you out of malicious motives, to make you look at anything other than themselves. They don't want you to see the sins they do, so they spread wild and bizarre rumors about me and an elderly homeless veteran, in a magicians pallor trick of misdirection. They use me and Etiole as their smoke and mirrors, so that you are looking the other way, while they get away with heinous crimes.

Beware of anyone who calls me a witch, for I am a Mormon, 5th generation, and we Mormons do not believe in witchcraft.

I need not tell you their names, for by their own actions, they will reveal themselves to you.

Pay very close attention to anyone who approaches you to "warn you" about EelKat... because remember too, my name is not EelKat. My name is Wendy Christine Allen. EelKat is a fictional character, a talking back fairy cat, from a Fantasy novel.

Pay very close attention to anyone who approaches you to "warn you" about EelKat or otherwise tries to convince you I have anything to do with aliens, demons, curses, or witches, for they are deceiving you, and they do so, to draw your attention away from themselves.

Never forget, my son was murdered on November 14, 2013, and the killer still walks free, and anyone telling you anything about aliens, demons, curses, or witches, has one goal and one goal only: a flagrant attempt to discredit me, and protect my son's murderer.

They ONLY want you to think about aliens to make you forget my son was murdered.

The FBI is looking for my son's killer AND the identity of the people who are trying to hinder their investigation.

If anyone approaches you and tells you Etiole is an alien CALL FBI Agent Andy Drewer and tell him who they are. They ONLY want you to think about aliens to make you forget my son was murdered.

Never forget, November 14, 2023 will be the 10 year anniversary of the November 14, 2013 murder of my 8 month old infant son, at BugLight Lighthouse Art Studio of Southern Maine Community College in South Portland, Maine. If you have any information about who his killer is, please call FBI Agent Andy Drewer at 207-774-9322

If anyone approaches you and tells you that I believe in aliens CALL FBI Agent Andy Drewer and tell him who they are. They ONLY want you to think about aliens to make you forget my son was murdered.

Never forget, November 14, 2023 will be the 10 year anniversary of the November 14, 2013 murder of my 8 month old infant son, at BugLight Lighthouse Art Studio of Southern Maine Community College in South Portland, Maine. If you have any information about who his killer is, please call FBI Agent Andy Drewer at 207-774-9322

If anyone approaches you and tells you Etiole is a demon CALL FBI Agent Andy Drewer and tell him who they are. They ONLY want you to think about demons to make you forget my son was murdered.

Never forget, November 14, 2023 will be the 10 year anniversary of the November 14, 2013 murder of my 8 month old infant son, at BugLight Lighthouse Art Studio of Southern Maine Community College in South Portland, Maine. If you have any information about who his killer is, please call FBI Agent Andy Drewer at 207-774-9322

If anyone approaches you and tells you that I believe in demons CALL FBI Agent Andy Drewer and tell him who they are. They ONLY want you to think about demons to make you forget my son was murdered.

Never forget, November 14, 2023 will be the 10 year anniversary of the November 14, 2013 murder of my 8 month old infant son, at BugLight Lighthouse Art Studio of Southern Maine Community College in South Portland, Maine. If you have any information about who his killer is, please call FBI Agent Andy Drewer at 207-774-9322

If anyone approaches you and tells you that I cast curses CALL FBI Agent Andy Drewer and tell him who they are. They ONLY want you to think about curses to make you forget my son was murdered.

Never forget, November 14, 2023 will be the 10 year anniversary of the November 14, 2013 murder of my 8 month old infant son, at BugLight Lighthouse Art Studio of Southern Maine Community College in South Portland, Maine. If you have any information about who his killer is, please call FBI Agent Andy Drewer at 207-774-9322

If anyone approaches you and tells you that I am a witch CALL FBI Agent Andy Drewer and tell him who they are. They ONLY want you to think about witches to make you forget my son was murdered.

Never forget, November 14, 2023 will be the 10 year anniversary of the November 14, 2013 murder of my 8 month old infant son, at BugLight Lighthouse Art Studio of Southern Maine Community College in South Portland, Maine. If you have any information about who his killer is, please call FBI Agent Andy Drewer at 207-774-9322

They are going out of their way to try to make you forget my son died, by coming up with ludicrous tales of aliens and demons. And the ONLY person with ANY motive to do that, is the blond woman who murdered my son.

NEVER FORGET!

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What type of Autism do you have?

>>>What type of Autism do you have?

I do not have a TYPE of Autism.

There is no such thing as Autism TYPES.

Autism is Autism.

Aspegers is NOT Autism.

Tourets is NOT Autism.

Downs Syndrome is NOT Autism.

Autism Spectrum Disorders are NOT Autism.

There is no such thing as “High Functioning” or “Low Functioning” Autism, both of those terms DO NOT EXIST in the medical community and are inventions of the internet that exist only in conspiracy theories.

There are 681 disorders on the “Autism Spectrum”, but Autism, is NOT on the “Autism Spectrum”.

Why?

Because “Autism Spectrum” simply means that you have 3 or more symptoms of Autism and have a high probability of being falsely classified as Autistic. If you have an “Autism Spectrum Disorder” it means that you ARE NOT AUTISTIC, but could be mistaken as Autistic by someone not trained in diagnosing REAL and ACTUAL Autism.

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Update: July 6, 2023

I'm getting messages about Atwaters flipping out over the RainMan movie post I mentioned the other day. I don't know what they are talking about, but they seem to have movies mixed up or something.

I'm sorry, no... I don't think they have a clue what the RainMan movie is... they SERIOUSLY are mixing it up with something else, I don't know what... this is the RainMan movie... THIS is REAL and ACTUAL Autism, not to be confused with Aspergers which has no medical connection to Autism whatsoever... https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DH6S0wKKGBM

THIS is what I have, and the Atwaters'd know that, had they ever met me in person and talked to me face to face because THIS is also EXACTLY how I talk and act... don't be fooled by the fact that I can think and type, because thinking and typing does NOT translate into how I act or talk...

THIS is REAL AND ACTUAL Autism https://youtu.be/G4Hwsz1sQmc

THIS is what I have, and they'd know that, had they ever met me in person and talked to me face to face because THIS is also EXACTLY how I talk and act... don't be fooled by the fact that I can think and type, because thinking and typing does NOT translate into how I act or talk.

And THIS is why no one can say nothing or do nothing near me, because I REMEMBER EVERYTHING word for word, line for line... even without the camera running 24/7... THIS is REAL and ACTUAL Autism, not to be confused with Aspergers which has no medical connection to Autism whatsoever... https://youtu.be/gN2ZP-q_qpc

THIS is what I have, THIS is how I talk and act and what I do... THIS is why I can not go out in public without a caretaker with me https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ioMspoSNgmw

the fact that these people who are gossiping about me and spreading rumours about me, do not know that THIS is what I am like, just proves even more that these people don't actually know me... which yet again, leads me to ask, what is their motive? Also who are they? I don't know a single one of these people... yes the Atwaters are relatives, but they are not people I ever met before, other then the group of 400+ of them that attack my farm every year on September 19th because that day means something to them, for some reason... they show up with assault rifles and shoot up every house on my street, beat people up, rape all my female neighbours -the most recent rape gang attack happened at my 27 High Street Biddeford apartment February 2019, when they also did $230k in damages to the building, totaled my Volvo (which I since had rebuilt and is now back on the road), sent 7 people to the hospital, annd left 27 families homeless due to the apartment building being condemned because of the damages. , and I've no clue who they are except they call themselves "The Davids and Lucys and Halls" they claim to be my uncle David's kids and grandkids,, but I have no way to confirm if they are who they say they are ot not. They are always led by a blond woman named Yvonne and her blond brother Shem, at least that's the names they say for themselves. But those are the only Atwaters I know and the Old Orchard Beach Police are scared shitless of them. I know this because every year when the Atwaters arrive we call the police, the police send 10 or 12 officers over, then the police throw their hands up in the air, say they do not have either the man power or weapon resources to deal with it and leave.

Old Orchard Beach Police Officer Will Watson, said during the 1996 Atwater attack on my farm: "You don't understand, these people form a small army, we are not equipped to deal with a situation like this; the state police aren't even equipped to deal with this. You don't need to police, you need the coast guards, or the marines, call the justice department, maybe they can pool their resources and get enough people here to help, but I doubt it; The Scottish Traveller Crime Family is four hundred people strong, there aren't even that many police officers in the entire state of Maine, there's nothing we can do, our hands are tied, there's just too many of them"

THOSE are the pepole who are right now contacting my followers on FaceBook, right now running around offline locally in Biddeford... THOSE people, are the Atwaters who are doing this weird thing of making strange claims of things I've said or done, things that I'm not physically able too say or do at all. But why? What is their motive? I don't know. I do know that Davd himself sent me a hand written letter in the mail, stating he and his crew are angry that I sent the FBI to their compound in Paylyra, Maine... but the thing is, I DIDD NOT send the FBI over there and I don't know what my Uncle David is even talking about.

The FBI has been here too. A LOT. Six different FBI agents have been to the Biddeford apartment more then a dozen times each just since 2021, and it's usually to ask questions about some bomb that they said they found at the White House in Washington DC. They keep showing me pictures of it and asking if it looks like the bomb that blew up my house October 16, 2006. It does not. The bomb that blew up my house was a yellow grease fryer with brough corn cobs painted all over it, and the bombs in the pictures the FBI keep bring over are like long silver metal sewer pipes. They don't look the same at all. But the agents said they have evidence they were made by the same person. Well, in March 2017 the FBI arrested my uncle Paul Martal for the bomb that blew up my house, and also the bomb that blew up my doctor's clinic on Saco Ave in February 2003, and 4 more bombs in Boston March 2013. Apparently my uncle Paul Martel built a lot of bombs over a lot of years and the one that blew up my house in 2006 was one of his early test bombs... but anyways, the FBI agents who been coming over the past few months said they had video footage of my uncle David's wife, sister, and 23 of his grandkids in Washington D.C. on January 6, 2021, they said they had stolen some woman's speaking pulpit, Nancy something, I think her last name began with a P? They said one of my cousins (they called her Yvonne, but I don't know any cousin named Yvonne... I have more then six hundred first cousins and more then two thousand second and third cousins (most of my Atwater relatives are FLDS polygamists with 5 to 15 wives each, so they father a LOT of kids) but I've only met ten of my cousins (Uncle Brucies 6 kids and Aunt Barbara's 4 kids)and so, there are six hundred cousins whom I have never met before, so I could have a dozen or more cousins named Yvonne and not know it!) and her son took it to Florida and that her son went to prison, and they are looking for the rest of David's crew who helped him steal the Nancy's woman's pulpit. They said the bomb they showed me pictures of was in her office and they think it was my uncle David's 23 grandkids who were down there who did it.

This is all confusing to me because the FBI was saying super crazy shit like that Donald Trump was president, which made me question if they were real FBI agents, but nope apparently Donald Trump really was president! How crazy is that? I don't have a TV or read newspapers so I don't know about politic shit. Politics is dull boring crap because it is jus nothing but people fighting with each other over stupid stuff that isn't important, while people are being hurt and no politician ever does a damned thing to help people, so, I don't know who the Nancy woman was, but apparently she worked for President Trump or something. It's just all too confusing for me and I zoned out and didn't listen to half of it, so I don't know what exactly it is that my uncle David's crew did down in Washington DC January 6, 2021, but whatever it is, it involved stealing some Nacy woman's pulpit and a pipe bomb, and the FBI agents were here for a good 5 hours asking me tons of questions about it and I had no clue what the fuck they was talking about. It was all very weird.

But, anyways, The FBI started showing up asking all sort of questions about David's crew on January 15, 2021, and I know nothing about David's group at all, so I had no answers to any of the FBI's questions other then "I don't know", "I don't know", "I don't know", "I don't know", "I don't know", "I don't know", and a lot more "I don't know".

February 14, 2021 I get a handwritten letter in the mail from David himself, all upset because he claims I sent the FBI to the compound in Palmyra/Bangor, Maine. I haven't got a clue what he is even talking about. I didn't send the FBI anywhere, I didn't even know David was in Maine at all, last I knew he was in Wyomin!

Then October 21, 2021, FBI agents show up again. There was a Fed Ex truck parked in front of our Biddeford apartment. It had been their a few weeks, broken down, taking up 3 parking spaces in front of the front porch. Never thought anything of it, figured Fed ex driver would be back to have it towed, but it sat their from Sept 2021 to November 2021... well, on October 21, 2021, I was out in my driveway repainting my Volvo, parked beside the Fed Ex truck, when the back door rolls open and four FBI agents climb out, and tell me, that they suspect a relative of my son's murderer (he was murdered November 14, 2013) had just moved into our building and that's why they had set up surveillance in the supposedly broken down Fed Ex truck. They ask me, can I hold off on painting the mural on my car, and can I instead, pull my car up into the back yard where it can not be seen from the road, where it can only be seen from 7 windows of the 3 upstairs apartments in our building. Then they give me a message to paint on the roof, hood, and trunk of my car... the one which detailed info about the November 14, 2013 murder of my son, but with the date of the April 10, 2015 attack on my farm, ending with a request for witnesses to call the FBI hotline phone number.

They then pointed out several other trucks parked in the area, on Cutts St, Harvey, Bradberry, Western Ave, and said there were agents in every one of them and if I needed to, I could walk up to any one of those trucks and ask for help or hand them info.

Within 10 hours Porch bitch showed up for the first time.

The next day a homeless man showed up, claiming his mother often bragged to having crippled me at the college... 2 weeks later he showed up dead on the train tracks behind our apartment building, and every day from November 21, 2021 to May 17, 2022 porch bitch showed up chanting his name.

September 19, 2021 was the BIGGEST and MOST DESTRUCTIVE attack to ever hit my Old Orchard Beach Farm... FBI asked me to mention NONE of the details online, so, no details have been released to the public at all.

What info was allowed to be made public, was that, all the 50foot tall cedar hedge trees across the front of my land were cut down, the infamous backhoe from 2013 returned, cut a road through my yard, attacked BOTH my neighbors to either side of me by digging up BOTH their septic tanks and cutting off their water supply from the city water, and made a MASSIVE attempt to locate my murdered son's grave by digging up ALL THREE of our yards... mine at 146, and both my neighbors at 144 and 148.

They made a monumentally HUGE attempt to find and destroy my murdered son's grave.

Why?

While it is known who owns the backhoe, he claims, same as he did in 2013 when it drove over my house, that it was stolen... many, many, many MILLIONS in damages were done to the 3 properties attacked, dozens of graves, some of them Native American from the 1600s's were dug up... and... MANY MILLIONS in heroin were shoved under my big pink motorhome, in an attempt to frame me for being in possession of fentanyl.

And... a member of my family was murdered....who, has not yet been released... nor has how they died been released.

THAT, is the ONLY info that has been allowed to be released to the public... but that info is only a tiny fraction of what was done during the September 19, 2021 attack on my farm on Portland Ave.

The FBI has put my uncle David's family, specifically his grandchildren, as their #1 suspects in this 2021 attack.

And the huge slander smear campaign on Twitter, FaceBook, and spread across more then 300 user accounts on Reddit, started November 21, 2021, and the FBI believes that porch bitch is the scape goat for David's grandkids...

...the FBI pointed out that the shoot out with the Connecticut drug gang in 1982, that happened on my farm, was between David, Brucie, and the drg gang. The FBI believes this whole thing has something to do with something the Atwaters did with the Connecticut drug gang back in 1968, BEFORE I WAS EVEN BORN!!!

The FBI also said they believe that David's grandkids are the ones behind the weird slander defamation smear campaign going on online, slandering my name everywhere, because according to the FBI the dead guy from 2021, went to church with one of Ben's friends who is one of David's grandkids friends.

And I'm just sitting here confused out of my mind, because I've never had anything to do with David, his relatives, any drug dealers, or any of this other stuff, and I can't figure out why they are trying to drag me into it... but, the FBI says that David somehow got it into his head that I was the one who "ratted him out" (what the fuck? ratted him out for what? what does that even mean?) but the FBI says they think it was ACTUALLY David's sister Barbara who ratted him out, but that she did it using my name so that she wouldn't take the blame for ratting him out.

And when I asked why the heck would she use MY name? The FBI said, they think she picked me because of my Autism. They said, that she spends an inordinate amount of time at local karaoke bars, spreading huge amounts of lies and gossip about me, with her girlfriend "crackhead Cammilla" (whoever the hell that is) and that, she's been dong it in bars around Old Orchard, Biddeford, and Kennebunk, Maine for well over fifteen years now!... they said she started doing it around the same time her husband Paul Martel blew up my house with a bomb, and they suspect that she started doing it, to try to take attention away from her husband (who is now in prison for building said bomb)... the FBI said they have a lot of surveillance footage of her calling me "a worthless brain dead retard" and stating that no one would miss me if I was gone. The FBI said she was unaware that I was in 2 Stephen King movies (which I'm not... but people are saying I am because of that illegal guerilla filming method of how Stephen King movies were filmed) and had written a bestselling novel that had sold ten million copies, so she was unaware how famous I was or that, by trying to pin the drug stuff on me, that they would end up making it VERY EASY to track everyone involved, simple because I was so VERY famous online.

They said The Atwaters were unaware of how famous I was, until in 2021, when a bunch of Stephen King fans who live in York County, Maine, made an issue about the fact that I, The Gypsy witch from The Thinner movie, was being harassed big time... and it was at that point that David's grandkids realized they had not only opened a can of worms, they had stomped on a fucking hornet's nest of angry Stephen King fans.

They said Stephen King fans quickly recognized that I was the severely retarded mute autistic girl whom Stephen King wrote DOZENS of stories about (did he? I don't know; I've never read a Stephen King book or watched a Stephen King movie... he's just one of my neighbours, I don't know anything about his work; I don't understand why is Stephen King so obsessed with me and my Gypsy family and my supposedly haunted car, that isn't haunted but no one ever listens to me, because they all say Stephen King told them it was haunted... and now, the FBI agents are saying he has made over a dozen books and movies about retarded mute autistic girls who are all based off of me! What the hell? Why is he doing this?

I don't like that Stephen King uses me as the basis of his characters, I don't like it at all; I never gave him permission to write about me, he never had permission to film Thinner on my farm either, I'm still mad about that too.... but now they are telling me that he is just super obsessed with my severe levels of Autism and that he has been obsessively writing weird ass horror shit that brands me as some kind of crazed mute psychopath with demon powers because I have Autism?

What the fuck? It never ends with Stephen King does it?! He just finds one way to slander and defame me after another and I'm so sick of it. Who the hell is this guy that he thinks he can get away with this stuff? You know what the FBI said... they said that EVERY major big time violent attack on me, my cars, my family, my farm... EVERY ONE OF THEM... coincides with the release date of a Stephen King book.

The FBI thinks Stephen King has some psycho fan who knows Stephen King is basing stuff off my life and is deliberately harassing my family JUST TO SEE how long it takes Stephen King to publish a book about what the harasser did to my family this time!

What the fuck!

You know writing books about my Autism and branding me as demon powered because of my autism is ablest shit, harassing a disabled person, right?

The FBI said that was why they sealed up all the police reports and got everything listed as classified, because they said they don't want Stephen King reading any more news reports about the harassment of my family and profiting off the murders and trauma ad suffering my family is going through any more! ).... and that Stephen King fans were outraged that some with low functioning Autism, that was so severely disabling as my Autism is, were outraged, that I was being harassed on mega extreme levels.

The FBI said once Stephen King's fans realized who I was and what was going on, that the FBI hotline has been FLOODED with calls coming in from ALL OVER THE PLANET... tens of thousands of calls each month... which have lead to DOZENS of arrests of a LOT of people connected to this Connecticut drug gang.

And they said THIS is why David believes I ratted him out... even though I did not. They said so many Stephen King fans have been calling the FBI phone number on my car and FaceBook and website, that they were able to gather up a LOT of evidence against a LOT of Atwaters... and that is why the Atwaters have gone mega hyper smear campaign, because the Atwaters believe it was ME who called the FBI..

...but the fact remains, as always... I am looking for the murderer of my son, and I have no interest in the Atwaters or their drug dealing hoodlum friends. I just want to know who murdered my son, that's the reason the FBI hotline number is there.

But... apparently, the Atwaters thought the FBI phone number was there to turn them in... which is weird, because it clearly states if you have information about the murder of my son... why would the Atwaters think it was about them, unless they were the ones who murdered my son?

I am just baffled and confused by the people around Biddeford and Old Orchard who tell me in person and the people online on FaceBook and Twitter who tell me online, that they are being contacted by Atwaters telling them things I supposedly said or did, and it's never anything I am even capable of saying or doing, but besides that who are these Atwaters who are doing this, why are they ding it, why do they think I should know them when I don't know the Atwaters at all, and why do they think they know me, and where are they sourcing this freaked out weird ass info they claim is about me, but it isn't about me, and why are they attributing it to me? It just seems like they have me mixed up with someone else, especially since they are saying they get emails from me but I don't use email, I never have, I don't even know how to use email, so I looks like someone is pretending to be me to get them worked up, but who or why, I don't know... but also whoever it is seems to be unaware I have Autism, seems to be just as unaware of my Autism as the Atwaters also clearly are unaware.

This whole thing is all just so very strange and I don't understand any of it. They are so disruptive of my life, and I can't figure out what the motive behind any of it is.

It's very frustrating not knowing who these people are or why they are doing the stuff they are doing.

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What does it say on the sign in your Volvo windows? I did not have time to read it.

>>>What does it say on the sign in your Volvo windows? I did not have time to read it.

If you have any information, about the group of 70+ people who ganged up on me and murdered my infant son,

please call FBI Portland Office @ 207-774-9322

ask for Agent Andy Drewer.

November 14, 2013 10PM @ Southern Maine Community College Art Studio Bug-Light Parking Lot: 3 strangers armed with golf clubs, attacked me from behind while I was loading bags into the backseat of my car. They were a blond woman 60s-ish whom the others called "Claire", a natural red-haired woman also 60sish who called herself "Kendra", and a bald man, football player-body-type-build in his 30sish. I was 8 months pregnant. They murdered my baby, ruptured 3 discs in my spine, shattered 3 vertebra, broke my pelvis, hips, and knees. I was paralyzed for 5 months and was 18 months relearning to walk. The nerve damage has left me with limited use of my hands, legs, bladder, and intestines.

April 10, 2015 1PM at 146 Portland Ave Old Orchard Beach Maine a gang of estimated 74 people, some of them wearing ku klux klan robes, invaded my farm, used a Blow Brothers sewage truck to pump 500+gallons of sewage into my motorhome flooding it to over the kitchen counters deep, ripped out all the cabinets and built in furniture, while 14 men armed with guns, held my family down on the ice and snow, with guns to our heads, and used cinder block bricks and a metal pole with metal wire loops to beat and behead 10 of my 12 foster children (the youngest age 4, the oldest age 16). May 15, 2015 they returned and nailed their heads to my front door. The 3 people of the November 14, 2013 attack were among the group.

September 12, 2015, 9AM a dozen+ of these same people arrived again in my driveway at 146, this time chanting: "Too gay for the family friendly town of Old Orchard Beach. Kill of be killed. Remember Saco Shaw's, Transgender Murder Store, kill the transvestites before they kill us all", one white haired man in a dark green pick up truck was leading the herd, while waving a rifle over his head and shooting at me and my pink motorhome, he shot several holes through my neighbour's shed. The crowd was accusing me of being a male-to-female "transgender terrorist" (the thought I was Muslim because I wear Catholic veiling).

June 26, 2016, the same 2 women of the first 2 attacks, arrived at my Scarborough WalMart workplace, and in a near repeat of the first attack, again while I was leaned over the back seat of my car putting bags in, this time they attacked with a chopping cart, re-injuring my spine, hip, and pelvis that was not yet fully healed from the first attack. The blond "Claire" woman was screaming "That's EelKat, she tried to kill my husband!" while the redhead screamed "I'm Kendra Silvermander it's my turn the shine!" They sped away in a early2000s-vintage gold Volvo SUV station wagon. This attack left me permanently crippled, and bedridden from 2016 until May 2022.

I do not know who these people are. I never saw them before these attacks, and I've not seen them outside of these attacks. The Old Orchard Beach and Biddeford Police and the FBI are seeking information leading to their identity and arrest.

There are more details, on the other sign, on the other window, on the other side of the car.

NEVER FORGET:

On Christmas Day December 2023, my son would have celebrated his 10th birthday... but...

...On November 14, 2013, my unborn son was murdered by CHRISTIANS who mistook me, a straight 8 month pregnant woman, for a gay man, and attacked me with golf clubs, in The SMCC parking lot at 10PM while I was putting bags in my car.

And THAT is WHY I painted this car... so you would come closer, to see the art, and read about my son's murder, so that you can spread awareness, and prevent what happened to me, from happening to anyone else.

Your hatred defines you, and you are NOT a Christian and are NOT doing Jesus' work if you are actively trying to hurt people.

Is MURDERING PEOPLE REALLY what your God teaches?

I am not only a Christian; I am an ordained minister, and a devote practitioner of Folk Catholicism. Because JESUS TAUGHT all women to cover their heads, I wear a veil, exactly as the Catholic Church teaches us to do. I was wearing a veil the day my son was murdered, the day I was crippled. The attackers, while beating me with a golf club, not only falsely accused me of being a gay man, but they also accused me of being what they termed "a Muslim terrorist", because I wear a veil. These so called Christians knew so little about what their Jesus taught, that they didn't know Jesus commanded woman to wear veils.

I am crippled for the rest of my life, and my son is DEAD, because HATERS were "doing Jesus' work" and getting rid of what they THOUGHT was a gay man in a dress.

Ask yourself this: is murdering people REALLY what Jesus would do? Is hating LGBTQAI+ people REALLY what Jesus would do?

I don't think so. Jesus taught to love EVERYONE. And if YOU hate the LGBTQAI+ community, then you have no clue what it means to be Christian and are giving Christians a bad name. And you ought to be ashamed of yourself.

There are more details on the other sign, on the other side of the car... read it too... because there was more then one attack, the group was more then 70 people, and the FBI is looking for this group of 70+ murderers who murdered my son.

If you have any information about the group of 70+ people who ganged up on me and murdered my infant son,

please call FBI Portland Office @ 207-774-9322

ask for Agent Andy Drewer.

More Info @ eelkat.com

>>>Did you get the $10/$100/$1,000/$10,000 I donated to your fundraiser?

>>>Did you get the $10/$100/$1,000/$10,000 I donated to your fundraiser?

What fundraiser?

I don't know what you are talking about.

I don't have any fundraiser.

I have never done a fundraiser in my entire life.

Whoever you gave your money to it wasn't me.

If someone is doing a fundraiser in my name, they are doing it without my knowledge, concent, or permission.

If you donated money to something thinking you were giving it to me, then someone scammed you and you NEED to go to the police and file a report and try to get your money back.

I am not only a Gypsy, I am also Scottish, and a LDS/Mormon. All three groups do not believe in or practice any form of tip giving, donations, panhandling, begging, or fund raising, as these things are considered by Gypsies, Scottish, and the teachings of the LDS/Mormon Church to be vile evil sins, that go against the laws of self sufficiency. 

>>>I keep getting emails from you about Etiole. Why are you emailing me?

>>>I keep getting emails from you about Etiole. Why are you emailing me?

You are most certainly NOT getting emails from me.

I do not have email.

I do not use email.

It's not physically possible for me to email you.

I do not have or use email. Any emails you have received are fake and sent by others.

The FBI is aware of this situation, and believe that the emails are being sent out by friends, family, and relatives of my son's murderer. If you receive ANY email claiming to be from me, "EelKat", or "Etiole", please contact FBI Agent Andy Drewer at 207-774-9322

You can also mail him copies of the emails you are receiving at:

Federal Bureau of Investigation
1 Middle Street
4th Floor: Agent Andy Drewer
Portland, ME

That's his office, you can go in and hand it to him in person.

I do not send messages on FaceBook either, for the same reason I do not use email. I believe in full transparency. I do nothing in secret. I hide nothing. Every word I say is public. I do not use any form of private anything, not in any place at all. And if I am going to write anything to you at all, I hand write it pen on paper, get it notarized, make 10 copies of it, and send it to you AND EVERY member of your family AND the police department AND the FBI. So if you ever got a letter from me, you did NOT get the original, you got a photocopy and it has a notary seal on it, and a lot of other people got it too.

Heck, I can even prove it with video footage. I can prove with video footage that I am typing this right now. The camera is ALWAYS running. And THIS is why:

You forget. We are Gypsies, and the ONLY reason I reached adulthood, when a lot of other girls in the Atwater clan did not (and still don't - do a Google search of Robyn Atwater July 2023... she one of my cousins... she didn't make it to her 9th birthday, and that happened only 4 months ago... oh yes, the Atwaters are STILL killing off little girls before they reach 12 years old.)... my NONE Atwater grandmother, Helen Rose Ricker Allen, made sure I had a birth certificate and a social security number, something that more than 400 Atwaters DO NOT have... a paper trail makes it hard to kill a child and not leave many questions behind.

I learned very young, the importance of a paper trail. Because if you can not prove you were born, you can be killed so easily and NO ONE can prove that you were ever even alive, let alone that you died.

The Atwaters do EVERYTHING in secret, behind closed doors, in emails, in DMs, and without paper trails. THAT is why I go full opposite.

I'm a survivor of a child prostitution ring. A group of horrible people who bred little girls, girls born off grid, miles from the nearest hospitals, without doctors, without birth certificates... and if those little girls become a problem, a risk, their sawed up bones end up in Canton Lake in Canton, Maine. Dredge Canton Lake. There's a lot of them there. Just like the 31 children whose sawed up bones were found in Goosefare Brook Ravine at the Reclaim Blueberry Plains in the Ross forest of Old Orchard Beach, Maine, June 2016. Bones the Atwaters dumped there in 1983.

So you when say, you are getting emails from me: either YOU are lying about getting those emails, or you are being lied to about who is sending those emails.

Emails don't leave a paper trail. Emails are easy to erase all evidence of. That's why I do not use email. So who ever is sending you those emails, it's not me.

Whoever is sending you FaceBook messages, that's not me either.

THIS is MY FaceBook here: https://www.facebook.com/EelKat

I have NEVER sent a friend request to ANYONE, EVER. Nor have I EVER sent a message. My FaceBook account is verified, FaceBook has copies of my driver's license , birth certificate, and social security...and you know what else?

FaceBook has found 27 FAKE FaceBook accounts IMPERSONATING me. ALL of them were run by one of 2 people: My uncle Mervin Bruce Atwater, and his sister in law, my Aunt Lucille Atwater, David's wife, Shem's mother. Those 27 FaceBook accounts were shut down. 

Likewise more then a dozen emails were found by the police, all of which were IMPERSONATING me, and ALL of which were run by Bruce's sister, Barbara. Those emails were shut down.

The police also found more than 30 credit cards, car loans, and house mortgages in my name, ALL opened by those same 3 people.

So, if someone is emailing you, messaging you, contacting you on Facebook, or otherwise claiming to be me... there's a 99.99% change it's either my Aunt Barbara or my Aunt Lucy, impersonating me. They've both been caught doing it before.

The only reason it wouldn't be Bruce, is he died from Covid, praise the Lord, something good actually came from Covid.

If someone is messaging you, mailing you, or otherwise contacting you while claiming to be me, forward EVERYTHING they send you to FBI Agent Andy Drewer at the Portland FBI Office on Middle Street, Portland, Maine, and he'll sort it out. That's his job. Figuring out who this jackass criminal impersonation is, is what he's trained to do.

>>>Have you seen the videos flooding YouTube, about you, your goldeneagle, and Etiole? Did you make those or are they deep fakes? What's up with that?

>>>Have you seen the videos flooding YouTube, about you, your goldeneagle, and Etiole? Did you make those or are they deep fakes? What's up with that?

Yes. I saw them. I know. There are several hundred "deep fake" videos about me, my car, and Etiole, all over YouTube. They started showing up summer 2021, a few weeks before porch bitch showed up and, it's believed she and her friends and family are the one making them.

Yes, they are deep fakes that appear to be AI generated, via people stealing photos of me and my car off my website.

And yes, if you find any, DO, forward them to the FBI, because again, it is believed those videos are being made by the MURDERER of my son, in some sort of weird attempt to discredit any real evidence about my son's murder.

And yes, since the rise if AI in 2021 to now, there has shown up a LOT of "deep fake" video footage of me, my car, and someone who is supposedly Etiole... ALL of those videos on YouTube are FAKE AI generated hoaxes.

No, THIS is my YouTube channel right here: https://www.youtube.com/@EelKatWendyCAllen

As you can see, I hardly ever use it, have never promoted it, so it has no followers, and ALL of the videos are just me fangirling various Elves (mostly Avallac’h). There are NO videos about me, my car, my family, Etiole… NOTHING… THIS is my ONLY YouTube channel… So yes, ALL of the other channels you are finding ARE FAKE. I do NOT do interviews, I do NOT do collabs… ALL of the videos you are finding about me, my family, my cars, Etiole, or anything else connected to me are DEEP FAKE scammers making slanderous AI generated crap about me and my life… which again… the FBI believes it is being done by the friends and family of my son’s murderer, so if you find ANY videos about me, my car, my family, Etiole, or claiming to be me: DO REPORT THOSE VIDEOS/CHANNELS TO THE FBI:

please contact FBI Agent Andy Drewer at 207-774-9322

You can also mail him copies of the emails you are receiving at:

Federal Bureau of Investigation
1 Middle Street
4th Floor: Agent Andy Drewer
Portland, ME

That's his office, you can go in and hand it to him in person.

I have ZERO videos about my car.

I have ZERO videos about Etiole.

Images you see of my car or me, in YouTube videos were STOLEN off my website and are being used WITHOUT MY PERMISSION.

I did NOT make any of those videos.

I did NOT make any of those websites.

I did NOT write any of those articles.

The ONLY information I have online about my car is HERE.

The ONLY information I have online about Etiole is HERE. And the ONLY real and ACTUAL video footage online of Etiole is:

HERE

and HERE

and HERE. These videos where filmed in 2022 in responce to the flood of deep fakes on YuTube that are calling him an alien/demon/criptid.

This website you are reading right now, is my ONLY website, and you can see EXACTLY what I say here, and you can also see how fucking PISSED OFF I am at the scumbags who make those videos and websites.

THIS picture and ALL other pictures of my car, are being illegally stolen off of my website and used in HUNDREDS of videos and articles by scumbag Stephen King shitheads, I mean fans, WITHOUT MY PERMISSION! This photos were taken in August 1986 on my Sony camera, using Fuji film and I have both the original photos in a photo album, as well as the original negative strips. Others were also taken on film cameras and I have the negatives of those as well. BECAUSE the car sat in my garden, 35 feet BEHIND the swamp,  that is in the forest 175 feet from the nearest road, and sat there since 1978, WITH A BARBED WIRE TOPPED FENCE AROUND IT and with no road access to it and not able to be seen from the road, there are ZERO pictures of this car taken by ANYONE... I own ALL photos EVER taken of this car, and am the copyright holder of ALL the photos of this car. I can PROVE that I took these photos, own the copyrights, and have NOT granted ANY rights to ANYONE to use my photos in their videos or articles or websites!

Those videos, websites, and articles about aliens, demons, cryptids, ghosts, haunted cars, and evil spirits are being made by fucking scam artists who are attempting to discredit my good reputation... something you can PROVE by the DATES those videos and articles started showing up: LITERALLY THE WEEK AFTER MY SON WAS MURDERED! Which PROVES those videos and articles are being made BY MY SON'S MURDERER as a means of trying to distract people away from his murder!

If you have any information about the scammers who are making these slanderous defamation videos and websites about me and my family, please contact FBI Agent Andy Drewer at 207-774-9322

You can also mail him copies of the emails you are receiving at:

Federal Bureau of Investigation
1 Middle Street
4th Floor: Agent Andy Drewer
Portland, ME

That's his office, you can go in and hand it to him in person.

>>>Is your car demon possessed?
>>>Does an evil spirit live in your car?
>>>What is the cryptid creature everyone says they see in your car at night?

>>>Is your car demon possessed?

>>>Does an evil spirit live in your car?

>>>What is the cryptid creature everyone says they see in your car at night?

No. There is no demon. 

No. There is no evil spirit.

No. There is no cryptid creature.

That's just an urban legend started by paranoid locals and made famous by Stephen King, who jumped on the local rumors and ran with it.

It's a local homeless French Jewish man, whom I let sleep in my car on rainy nights so that he can stay dry. Retarded locals think he is a demon or alien or whatever else they call him, because he is covered in scars and burns and Kabalic tattoos and number tattoos from being a concentration camp survivor from WW2.

You can see video footage of his living conditions:

HERE

and HERE

and HERE. These videos where filmed in 2022

As you can see from the videos, this homeless man whom my sick jackass Uncle Bruce has spent DECADES harassing, has NOTHING, he LITERALLY is living in a hole he dug with his fingernails, in the sand under a fallen tree, and you can see from these videos WHY I let him sleep in my car, and WHY the shit heads of Old Orchard Beach and Biddeford Maine who are harassing this homeless man, calling him a cryptid, calling him an alien, calling him an evil spirit, are scumbag pieces of shit who don't deserve the life god gave them.

Only absolute scum bag, low life, piece of fifth TRASH would spend five fucking decades harassing a homeless World War 2 veteran the way the MUFON nutjobs of Old Orchard Beach and Biddeford Maine treat "Etiole"!

>>>Why do people say your car is haunted?

>>>Why do people say your car is haunted?

Short answer: I have a deeply mentally disturbed uncle who in 1968, at the age of 6, tried to kill his 2 year old sister by climbing onto an overpass and throwing her off it in front of a car. That car, was a 1964 Dodge 330. When adults asked the boy why he tried to kill his sister, he claimed that Satan was siting on the hood of the car and told him to do it.

That is the ONLY ACTUAL incident to ever occur with the car.

Since then dozens of people have - equally mentally deranged - have come forward with hundreds of wild stories about the car, but in the nearly 70 years since 1968, not a single one of those rumors have been founded and ALL have been proven false.

The whole "haunted car" rumor was a hoax started and maintained by my uncle, to cover up his guilt over trying to murder his 2 year old sister. Only this and nothing more.

The car, is NOT haunted, and that has been proven, several times now.

A very long detailed, in depth look at the car, it's history, and the wild rumors people tell about it, can be found HERE.

>>>Is it true you put curses on people?

>>>Is it true you put curses on people?

*sigh*

I am so sick of dealing with braindead, mindless retards.

You fucking stupid, retarded, braindead, mindless jackasses want a Gypsy curse?

I'll give you a fucking Gypsy curse:

As for the fucktards who think they can make a mockery of my son's death: may your own child die in a manner just as horrible or worse than the manner with which my child died.

If you have EVER mocked what happen to my family: may your child die as mine did or in a worse manner, so that you may know the pain and suffering me and my family are going through, that you learn to NEVER mock a child's death EVER AGAIN!

May all evil you have done or said to or about me and my family come back upon you 7 times 7. On you and your children and their children, for seven generations.

All ill will you send to me I mirror back upon you.

All mockery you have done of my family's murder, I send back to your family, that your children may suffer a greater thing then mine have suffered, to punish you for mocking my pain.

If you ever made fun of or had any part in the destruction of my farm, and the illegal selling of half of my land to Colliard, you shall lose your land.

If you ever made fun of or had any part in the murder of my son, your child shall die an equally horrible death.

If you ever made fun of or had any part in my becoming crippled, you shall lose your health.

If you ever made fun of or had any part in my being homeless since 2006 - YES, I AM still homeless in 2023, you shall become homeless.

If you ever made fun of or had any part in the backhoe driving over my house, you shall lose your house.

If you ever made fun of or had any part in my car being cut in half, you shall lose your car.

So let it be written, so let it be done.

Is that a big enough curse for you?

There you go, a Gypsy curse, have fun!

I am so damned sick of the jackass shit we Gypsies have to put up with from white trash crap like you!

We Gypsies don’t believe in curses, you stupid jackass. You’d know that if you ever took the time to stop harassing us long enough to be friends with us. Perhaps if you spent more time getting to know who we ACTUALLY are, instead of running around spewing verhemant, busy bodying, gossiping, rumors, lies, and vitriol about us like the privileged white Karen you are, you wouldn’t make bigoted, racist mistakes like that.

And the fact that YOU believe in curses, just proves how evil YOUR mind is. Evil people think evil thoughts. If you think evil thoughts, YOU are an evil person.

If you ever made fun of or had any part in the destruction of my farm, and the illegal selling of half of my land to Colliard, you shall lose your land....Evil people do evil things. This was an evil thing. YOUR involvement, no matter how slight, makes YOU an evil person.

If you ever made fun of or had any part in my being homeless since 2006 - YES, I AM still homeless in 2023, you shall become homeless....Evil people do evil things. This was an evil thing. YOUR involvement, no matter how slight, makes YOU an evil person.

If you ever made fun of or had any part in the backhoe driving over my house, you shall lose your house....Evil people do evil things. This was an evil thing. YOUR involvement, no matter how slight, makes YOU an evil person.

If you ever made fun of or had any part in my car being cut in half, you shall lose your car....Evil people do evil things. This was an evil thing. YOUR involvement, no matter how slight, makes YOU an evil person.

If you ever made fun of or had any part in my becoming crippled, you shall lose your health....Evil people do evil things. This was an evil thing. YOUR involvement, no matter how slight, makes YOU an evil person.

If you ever made fun of or had any part in the murder of my son, your child shall die an equally horrible death....Evil people do evil things. This was an evil thing. YOUR involvement, no matter how slight, makes YOU an evil person.

Evil men go out of their way to try to drive a person to suicide.

Are you an evil man?

Are you sure you're not?

How many people have YOUR hate filled words killed?

Next time you go to do a mean thing to a fellow human, stop and really think about the consequences of your actions.

Did you ever notice how every one has a story to tell about me, yet not one of them ever speaks the truth?

What lies has YOUR gossiping tongue spread about me?

Did you know...

October 16, 2006, bomb blew up my house because of YOUR lies.

August 8, 2013, the house which replaced the one the bomb blew up, was driven over by a backhoe.

November 14, 2013, my 8 month old infant son was murdered because of your lies.

November 14, 2013, I was beaten up, paralized for 5 months, spent 18 weeks relearning to walk, I'm now crippled for the rest of my life, because of YOUR lies.

Are you proud of what you have done?

Enjoy your eternity in Hell. You earned it. You've certainly worked hard for it.

~EelKat

If you have any information about any of these events, please call FBI Agent Andy Drewer at 207-774-9322

>>>Wait, you're crippled! What happened? You weren't crippled last time I saw you. Why did no one tell me you were crippled? Wait, is THAT why you haven't been to church in almost a decade? But... but... everyone told me you left the church. I'm so confused. What happened?!

>>>Wait, you're crippled! What happened? You weren't crippled last time I saw you. Why did no one tell me you were crippled? Wait, is THAT why you haven't been to church in almost a decade? But... but... everyone told me you left the church. I'm so confused. What happened?!

If I wasn't crippled last time you saw me, then you've not seen me or spoken to me or otherwise interacted with me either online or offline, in well over a decade and, if you have ignored, shunned, and avoided me for well over a decade, believe me, I now consider you an uncaring, low life scum bag who is neither my friend nor my relative. If you ACTUALLY gave a shit about me, you would have checked in on me the first time you went even a couple of days without seeing me, and since you didn't do that, clearly you don't care enough about me to be the least bit worried when I did something I had never done not one in 47 years: missed church. The first time I wan't in church you should have known immediately that something was wrong because my church attendance was pristine and I dedicated over four decades of my life to you people and your church... and the fact that it took you NINE FUCKING YEARS to notice I was missing from church, speaks volumes to how much you valued me friendship and how little I should give a shit about you now.

Not only am I bedridden and crippled, but my son was murdered, and a backhoe drove over my house... and I've had nine years of being completely and utterly alone, abandoned by my church, abandoned by my relatives, shunned, ostracized, alone, isolated, unloved, and unwanted to reflect on how little ANY of you cared about me... but now, after 9 years of physical therapy, I'm starting to walk again, and I'm encountering what you people have done in my nines years bedridden... the lies you've spread about me, new people have moved into the community, and they've had a LOT to say, about the shit trash talk, YOU, my dear good friends, spent the last nine years saying to them about me.

I'm back... and I've found out what you've done, the hateful things you've been saying these past nine years, annd I'm not happy about the shit your dicks have been spreading, not one bit.

So, let's talk about how I became crippled, and what you've been doing these 9 years while I've suffered in agony.

November 14, 2013 10PM @ Southern Maine Community College Art Studio Bug-Light Parking Lot: 3 strangers armed with golf clubs, attacked me from behind while I was loading bags into the backseat of my car. They were a blond woman 60s-ish whom the others called "Claire", a natural red-haired woman also 60sish who called herself "Kendra", and a bald man, football player-body-type-build in his 30sish. I was 8 months pregnant. They murdered my baby, ruptured 3 discs in my spine, shattered 3 vertebra, broke my pelvis, hips, and knees. I was paralyzed for 5 months and was 18 months relearning to walk. The nerve damage has left me with limited use of my hands, legs, bladder, and intestines.

April 10, 2015 1PM at 146 Portland Ave Old Orchard Beach Maine a gang of estimated 74 people, some of them wearing ku klux klan robes, invaded my farm, used a Blow Brothers sewage truck to pump 500+gallons of sewage into my motorhome flooding it to over the kitchen counters deep, ripped out all the cabinets and built in furniture, while 14 men armed with guns, held my family down on the ice and snow, with guns to our heads, and used cinder block bricks and a metal pole with metal wire loops to beat and behead 10 of my 12 foster children (the youngest age 4, the oldest age 16). May 15, 2015 they returned and nailed their heads to my front door. The 3 people of the November 14, 2013 attack were among the group.

September 12, 2015, 9AM a dozen+ of these same people arrived again in my driveway at 146, this time chanting: "Too gay for the family friendly town of Old Orchard Beach. Kill of be killed. Remember Saco Shaw's, Transgender Murder Store, kill the transvestites before they kill us all", one white haired man in a dark green pick up truck was leading the herd, while waving a rifle over his head and shooting at me and my pink motorhome, he shot several holes through my neighbour's shed. The crowd was accusing me of being a male-to-female "transgender terrorist" (the thought I was Muslim because I wear Catholic veiling).

June 26, 2016, the same 2 women of the first 2 attacks, arrived at my Scarborough WalMart workplace, and in a near repeat of the first attack, again while I was leaned over the back seat of my car putting bags in, this time they attacked with a chopping cart, re-injuring my spine, hip, and pelvis that was not yet fully healed from the first attack. The blond "Claire" woman was screaming "That's EelKat, she tried to kill my husband!" while the redhead screamed "I'm Kendra Silvermander it's my turn the shine!" They sped away in a early2000s-vintage gold Volvo SUV station wagon. This attack left me permanently crippled, and bedridden from 2016 until May 2022.

I do not know who these people are. I never saw them before these attacks, and I've not seen them outside of these attacks. The Old Orchard Beach and Biddeford Police and the FBI are seeking information leading to their identity and arrest.

If you have any information, about the group of 70+ people who ganged up on me and murdered my infant son,

please call FBI Portland Office @ 207-774-9322

ask for Agent Andy Drewer.

You did not know this. Why? How is that even possible?

Here’s some questions for you to think on.

Ben, my husband since August 13, 1987, he not only know, he’s the one who was taken me to the hospital, feeding the animals on the farm - keeping in mind we had a full functioning working farm with over 500 head of livestock back in 2013 when this happened. Why didn’t HE tell you HIS son was murdered and HIS wife was paralized with a broken spine? What was HIS motive for hiding what happened to me - his wife, and Xavier, his son? Why did he NOT tell you what happened? Why did he HIDE what happened to me, from you? Why did he lie about the truth of the situation? Tell me this. Because I don’t know the answer. All I do know is Ben lied A LOT, to a LOT of people, including his father, his brother, his sister, his friends, and our church. In fact he was pivotal in spreading the rumor that I had left the church, and I don’t know why he did that. Why did he do that? What was his motive?

My mother also knew what happened. Why didn’t SHE tell you HER grandson was murdered and HER daughter was paralized with a broken spine? What was HER motive for hiding what happened to me - her daughter, and Xavier, her grandson? Why did she NOT tell you what happened? Why did she HIDE what happened to me, from you? Why did she lie about the truth of the situation? Tell me this. Because I don’t know the answer. All I do know is my mother lied A LOT, to a LOT of people, including to her twelve brothers and sisters, her friends, all fifteen of the churches she attended at the time, and my church. In fact SHE was more pivotal then Ben, in spreading the rumor that I had left the church, to the point that she wrote letters to 16 bishops, the Washington DC Temple, and the Prophet in Salt Lake City, Utah. Why did she do that? I don’t know why she did that. Do you know why did she do that? What was her motive?

My father also knew what happened. Why didn’t HE tell you HIS grandson was murdered and HIS daughter was paralized with a broken spine? What was HIS motive for hiding what happened to me - his daughter, and Xavier, his grandson? Why did he NOT tell you what happened? Why did she HIDE what happened to me, from you? Why did she lie about the truth of the situation? Tell me this. Because I don’t know the answer. All I do know is my father lied A LOT, to a LOT of people, including to my mother’s twelve brothers and sisters, her friends, all fifteen of the churches she attended at the time, and my church. In fact HE was also pivotal in spreading the rumor that I had left the church, to the point that he wrote letters to 16 bishops, more then 750 members of three different Mormon congregations, the Washington DC Temple, and the Prophet in Salt Lake City, Utah. Why did he do that? I don’t know why he did that. Do you know why did he do that? What was his motive?

My mother’s sister Barbara also knew what happened. Why didn’t SHE tell you HER grand-nephew was murdered and HER niece was paralized with a broken spine? What was HER motive for hiding what happened to me - her niece, and Xavier, her grandnephew? Why did she NOT tell you what happened? Why did she HIDE what happened to me, from you? Why did she lie about the truth of the situation? Tell me this. Because I don’t know the answer. All I do know is my Aunt Barbara lied A LOT, to a LOT of people, including to her twelve brothers and sisters, her friends, and by the FBI’s estimate, more then four hundred local residents of Biddeford Maine, in what was almost, but not quite, the largest segment of the offline smear campaign to tarnish my reputation in Old Orchard Beach and Biddeford communities where I live. Why did she do that? I don’t know why she did that. Do you know why did she do that? What was her motive?

My mother’s brother Mervin Bruce also knew what happened. Why didn’t HE tell you HIS grand-nephew was murdered and HIS niece was paralized with a broken spine? What was HIS motive for hiding what happened to me - his niece, and Xavier, his grandnephew? Why did he NOT tell you what happened? Why did he HIDE what happened to me, from you? Why did he lie about the truth of the situation? Tell me this. Because I don’t know the answer. All I do know is my Uncle Bruce lied A LOT, to a LOT of people, in fact, he spread the biggest, most outlandish, wildest, most psychotically deranged lies of all, and did so to the largest group of people, the FBI estimates he spread his alien abduction and UFO lies about me to well over THIRTY THOUSAND people online and more than TWENTY THOUSAND offline in Biddeford, Old Orchard, and Sanford, Maine. And including to his twelve brothers and sisters, his friends, and by the FBI’s estimate, more then four hundred local residents of Biddeford Maine, in what was the largest segment of the both the online and offline smear campaign to tarnish my reputation in Old Orchard Beach and Biddeford communities where I live. Why did he do that? I don’t know why he did that. Do you know why did he do that? What was his motive?

I don’t have answers for these questions.

I don’t know why they did these things.

Why did they lie about me and what happened to me? And why did they do it on such an outlandishly HUGE scale?

I do not understand.

These were people I trusted. People I trusted more then any one else in the world.

And now the FBI is telling me, every one of them is a suspect, and that my father is the #1 suspect of all. They said he took out a loan from a loan shark in Portland, a few days before the gold club attack. $26,000 that they can’t account for. He was meeting with shady people in Portland, and taking my Uncle Bruce with him to Portland. The FBI says my father was having a huge fight with my mother’s other husband Wayne (she had two husbands at the time) and the FBI thinks, my father hired someone to attack my mother, to try to hurt her so she would have to leave Wayne and crawl back to him. The FBI also thinks, that my Uncle Brucie doctored the information to the hitman, purposely giving them my information instead of my mothers. You see, my father’s illiterate. My father can not read or write. He was taking Brucie with him to do the reading and writing for him. The FBI thinks my mother was the intended target, because it’s not the first time my father did something like that to her. But the FBI also thinks Brucie had some weird alien conspiracy theories involved in wanting me dead. But then, the FBI found out too, that at the time, Ben was paying a scam artist $3k a month for a get-rich-quick-house-flipping-business-start-up. Rick, Ben’s best friend, is known scam artists and always in trouble for pulling on scam business after another, and Ben is always funding them, giving Rick insane amounts of “business start up seed money”. The FBI said that Ben had told Rick he was going to have to stop paying Rick the $3k a month, because Ben was planning to build a new house in Old Orchard for his son. According to the FBI, they believe that Rick, also best friends with Brucie, was the one who convinced Bruce to change the hitman’s target from my mother to me, and that Rick paid Bruce $3k to do so.

In any case, I was attacked with a golf club, my baby died, and it’s now a few weeks from the 10 year anniversary and I’m still crippled with a broken spine, and not one single friend, family, or church member has came to my son’s funeral or ever once stopped by to visit me and see how I was doing… and I thought it was strange the whole time… but I’m only just now finding out what my father, Bruce, Ben, Rick, Barbara, and my mother did…. That because of what they did, that is WHY no one came to my son’s funeral, no one visited me not once in my ten years of being bedridden… because, Ben, Bruce, my father, Rick, my mother, and Barbara never told anyone about the funeral, never told any one I was dying and crippled, and instead spread a wild smear campaign falsely accusing me of alien abductions and being anti-Mormon, and I don’t know why they did it.

Here's a weird one… I just got a text message from a Sanford Ward Mormon which states: "I've known you for 40 years I would remember you being attacked how come you never mentioned it before now"

Uhm… since 1996, my website, originally known as Space Dock 13, has documented daily blog posts of every day of my life.

The July 2, 2001 attack, when a house mover cut our house in half, put it on a flatbed and drove it to Waterville, was documented the day it happened. It was also the first attack. My neighbor's German shepherd dog was beheaded and left in the bucket of his bulldozer that same day.

Go look at my blog… every day since July 2, 2001 , every attack, from the minor paintball attacks to the big house bomb attacks, are all documented, each blog post written the day it happened. There are more then ten thousand daily blog posts just on that one blog, chronologizing every event of every day of my life and including every attack, since June 2001.

That fact that they only just noticed it now, does not mean, I've never mentioned it… it just means they were too self absorbed to notice anything going on around them. It also means I was never important enough to them, for them to notice I was homeless, or in the hospital, or had a baby that was murdered. … their shock of just discovering these things, says more about their lack of caring about me, then anything else.

As for the headless girl and dogs in the marsh, the murder of my cousin Timmy Murphy, and the golf club attack ,the 3 events they specifically brought up in their text…

I had Squidoo articles about all 3 events. Squidoo went out of business in 2014.

I have more then a thousand blog posts published between 2007 and 2013, on Tumblr, BlogSpot, and WordPress, about those 3 events.

On YouTube I had more than 2k video uploads between 2008 and 2017 that did absolutely nothing but talk about those events, and included the interrogations by police and Fbi, which I've recorded all of since May 2015. So, yes, you can go watch FBI agent Andy Drewer, lawyer Gene Libby in the Biddeford District Court, and police officer Will Watson, and dozens of others talking about these events, on YouTube, because my camera catches everything.

Since 2008, I have posted daily on Facebook and Twitter asking for witnesses to come forward about the dead dogs and the marsh girl...

Since June 2013, I added Tim Murphy to my daily Facebook request for witnesses to come forward,

Since August 2013, I added the back hoe driving over my house info to my daily Facebook requests for witnesses to come forward.

since November 2013, daily every single day requests for witnesses to the attack at phi theta Kappa ceremony at bug light lighthouse, where my baby was murdered and I was left crippled for the rest of my life.

I'm still crippled by the way, are they going to tell me they didn't notice that either? Did they not notice I was 5 months paralyzed, wait I know that person noticed because in February 2014 that exact same person carried me to their car and from their car into the hospital precisely because I was paralyzed and couldn't walk…. The person who carried me to the hospital because I was paralyzed and had to be carried is the exact same person who is now saying they don't remember this… and yet, they are the ones who had to fill out the paperwork to admit me in the hospital and their signature is on those documents. So, proof they are lying, right there.

after the June 2016 attack by the 2013 golf club woman, this time at walmart, the fbi gave me a hotline number for witnesses to call... this phone number has been on the flyers in the windows of my Volvo ever since June 2016 and these events are printed on said flyers.

Also in June 2016 the Old Orchard Beach Libby library and the Biddeford McArthur library and the Old Orchard Beach Salvation Army Church all printed up flyers about these events, and spent the summer handing them out to tourists and the fBI number was on all of those.

This is all very well documented as, I have been post them DAILY for over a decade now... and I talk about it constantly in my livestreams which I started doing in May 2015.

Just because one person had their head shoved too far up their church's ass to know what was going on in their own family, and they only just now noticed what was going on around them, doesn't mean I only just now started talking about it.

This is why I don't like churches. Church people are so focused on their Bibles that they haven't got a clue what's going on in the real world around them.

Not to mention all of the police reports, there are more than four hundred police reports, which span twenty one police departments, in three states as well as the Maine state police and the Florida state police, plus the FBI besides! Most of those police reports are public record, you can go read them for yourself. As far as I know only 3 of them were classified and sealed from public access which means there's still 400+ that can be read. There were newspaper reports of some of the attacks. And even though I don't own a TV so have never seen the tV news reports, I know those exist because there were so many TV station news reporters showing up in my yard with camera crews asking for interviews with me. This case is so damned well documented. It's utterly ridiculous to think there is a single person in Southern Maine who is so self absorbed and so oblivious that they have never heard of this case or any of the events that have happened within it in the last 18 fucking years!

But the worst part is, this my own church, a church I have been a member of for 48 fucking years, that is saying, they never heard of this! What the hell? There were more than 24 people from the Saco and Sanford Wards arrested by the FBI just since 2015, because of their involvement in this case. Several of them are still in prison. These people are really that oblivious that they didn't know I was in the hospital, they didn't know I was in a wheelchair, they didn't know my son was murdered, and they didn't noticed 24 members of their congregation disappeared because they went to prison for their involvement.

Really? Wow do these people really give a shit about their fellow congregation members or what? They not only didn't notice I was missing from meetings for 9 years because I am bedridden now, they also didn't notice 24 other members not in meetings because they are now in prison. Talk about dense numb skulls.

The Saco and Sandford Wards, they say that they were told by Ben, my mother, and my father... that I had left the Mormon church!! What the fuck? My son had been murdered and I was paralized... I couldn't move for 5 months... couldn't sit up, couldn't stand up... Ben had to hand feed me with a spoon... I couldn't even eat on my own.... at the time that happened, I had more then 500 head of poultry, my farm was a working eggs farm, we were one of the largest commercial suppliers of eggs in the state of Maine! I had to shut the egg business down in February 2014, because, I couldn't find anyone to feed the hens for me while I was paralized in the hospital for 5 months, and then 18 months relearning to walk, nd then another month in a wheelchair and then over a year on crutches, and then 9 years going back and forth between a walker and a cane, that I am still using right now!

I had to sell my chickens and roosters, who were named pets, more then five hundred of them, because I didn't have one single person to feed them while I was NINE FUCKING YEARS in physical therapy relearning to walk, after a bitch with a golf club severed my spine!

Not one relative, not one person from church, NO ONE came to the hospital to visit me, no one came to my yard to visit me.... and guess what, a backhoe drove over my house a couple of weeks before all this happened, so not only was I crippled and bedridden but I was crippled and bedridden OUTSIDE, in the snow and rain, under a 6x9' TARP with no protection from the weather...

HOMELESS and CRIPPLED...

and these entire nine years almost ten years now of relearning to walk, I couldn't figure out why no one from my church ever cared that I was injured and needed help... and NOW I'm finding out that the REASON they never helped me, was because Ben and my mother and my father went to the church members and the Atwater relatives and LIED TO THEM telling them I had left the Mormon Church, and NEVER ONCE told anyone in my church or my relatives how badly I was injured, how badly I was crippled, that a fucking backhoe had driven over my house, that my father cut off half my land and sold it to his cousin Colliard, that my baby was murdered... that's why no one came to his funeral... did you know that?

The REASON these people who keep trying to dig up his grave, the REASON they can't find his grave, is because no one but me knows where my son is buried, because NO ONE... not one single person, not even Ben, the baby's own father... not one single person came to his funeral... and now I'm finding out that the REASON no one came to his funeral is because his own father, Ben, LIED to every one at church, and so they never even knew I had a son or that he was dead or that I was so horrifically crippled or that a backhoe had driven over my house, so now I was homeless, plus everything I owned was in the house so all my clothes and furniture and books and my huge Uncle Scrooge comic book collection...

they're all in a landfill somewhere because not only did the backhoe drive over my house, but they clear cut my land, all the plants, trees, flowers, top soil, everything right down to the bare ledge, including the house and everything in the house was all loaded up into a bug green dump truck that that has a silver and black stripe nose.

And my church, The Saco and Sanford Wards of The Church of Jesus Christ of Latter Day Saints, never once helped me... a church I attended 3 days a week, for forty-seven YEARS, NEVER missed a meeting, not once. I paid tithing and temple fund and drove out to Cape Elizabeth church's kitchen every week to spend 12+ hours baking pies and cakes and casserole for the Missionaries to give to the homeless in Portland... I did that for forty-seven years... and those people who devoted four decades of my life to, turned their backs on me and shunned me when I became crippled, when my son was murdered, when a backhoe drove over our house... things that all happened the same damned fucking day!

And NOW... now that I am just finally after TEN YEARS finally starting to walk again... now I'm finding out that Ben and the Sanford Ward and Saco Ward congregations were the one who DID IT and they've spent the past ten years of my recovery, running a massive smear campaign to tarnish my reputation, because they knew I was recovering and sooner or later, I'd be back.

What the fuck!

They're a bunch of fucking shit head dicks every single one of them!

My mother's shed has 3 bullet holes...from the September 12, 2015 Too Gay For old orchard beach attach when the men with assault rifles were marching around me yard... heck... my mother's the one who called 911... Of course my mother knows what happened. It's HER buildings they shot full of bullet holes, it's HER pets that got beheaded... and SHE is the one who called the police and made the report!

The police confiscated the guns of Ken Blow, Morin, Mark, and 5 different Townsends and arrested Ken Blow. Sargent Jack Nick and Timmy Deluca were the arresting officers.

And I have all the police reports, I went down to the station and got more then FOUR HUNDRED police reports for 146 Portland Ave printed up.

It wasn't in the paper, that is why I went to Channel 13 office in Portland to ask and they said Officer Will Watson had issued warnings to all tv and papers in the area to not cover it, they had the letters sent from the police department. Fbi arrested Tim DeLuca in 2016 for fraud and suppressing evidence. Ben knew all of this, I don't know why Ben is pretending he don't, it just makes him look guilty of being involved.

Ben took me and the police reports into every newspaper and TV news station in the area, every station had the same story of threatening letters sent to them by the Old Orchard Beach police department.

Ben knows all of this, and that was when Ben bought my camcorder, Ben bought it the week following September 12, 2015, and I have recorded every day since then. That was BEN's idea because BEN was so mad at them for not putting it in the news that he said we needed to start recording everything and uoloading it online so people would know the truth. That was ALL BEN.

But now people from our church are saying Ben not only never told them any of this, but that he has been activly saying he doesn't remember saying or doing any of these things (even though I have EVERY DAY and EVERY WORD Ben has said SINCE September 13, 2015 in camera and can PROVE ALL of his involvment). I don't see how Ben could forget something like that.

I am crippled from the golf club attack November 14, 2013.

Ben took me to the hospital and they wouldn't take me in because no insurance.

Ben spent 5 months taking me to free clinics before we finally got into one in February, and by that point, my broken bones had healed wrong because they had not been set.

I was using a wheelchair for a week, then on crutches for over 6 months while relearning to walk, then on a cane, which I am still on, and Ben took me to every doctor visit those entire 18 months because I couldn't drive that whole time.

In 2013 I still had the bantams, I had to give them to my mother after the golf club attack at the college November 14, 2013, because I couldn't stand up to go feed them.

I had only 1 week left of my semester and failed all 5 classes because I had no way to get to the college to turn in my final exams because my hip, knee, and spine were broken. I planned to go back the next semester, but the next semester had started BEFORE I was seen by a doctor 5 months later.

I could not walk the ENTIRE of 2014 and most of 2015.

I had only just started walking again in September of 2015, Ben had just brought my car back so I could work at Hallmark, the September 12, 2015 attack was the 4th largest and most violent attack of all.

The Jun 26, 2016 attack, same 2 women with the golf club at the college, this time at Scarborough Walmart with a shopping cart, re broke my spine, this time doing worse damage then the college golf club attack. It happened on my lunch break and I couldn't go back to work. Ben took me to the hospital that same day.

The first MRI was scheduled a week later, Ben took me to all of those as well, because again, I couldn't drive. I had planned to both go back to college and back to work, but my spine and hip was injured so badly November 14, 2013 and re-damaged so badly June 26, 2016, that I am still not yet recovered now in September 2023.

Ben pretending these things never happened just to keep up appearances for the church people who happen to be the very same people the FBi suspects of being the attackers, is beyond ridiculous and makes Ben look like Ben is lying about what happened to me in order to protect your church friends and cover up their guilt. But why? Why would he do that? Ben and I have been married since 1987. We celebrate of 40th anniversay soon, and there are even people at church, now say he never told them he was married, they say he's been attending singles meetings at church and going on dates with women from the Relief Society and that they are shocked to learn he's had a wife for 38 years.

Ben were heavily involved in all of these things and Ben were the one who took me to my hundreds of doctors visits throughout all of this.

And so, now I’m finding out, that Ben, my mother, and my father, working together, according to the FBI, seem to be the fuel that is, and has been for several years, the fuel working locals up into a frenzy… including, they are the ones who are getting the Atwaters riled up, my being an Atwater, and the Atwaters further fueling locals on top of what Ben, my mother, and my father are doing.

What is their motive?

I ask them.

My father says he’s doing it to impress my mother so she’ll remarry him.

My mother says she’s doing it because I need to sell my land and give her the money so she can buy a house in Kennebunk.

Ben says he’s doing it because Mormons are led astray by Satan and he has to save my soul from Hell.

I’m so sick of all of them.

Not one single member of my family or my church has ever stopped to see how I was doing, has ever asked online how I was doing. I did always think that odd.

There keeps being an issue of people saying they have talked to me and I said this or that to them... as was being done again 2 days ago, so I wrote a response to that. Here it is: Next time someone tells you I said or did a thing READ THIS and REMEMBER WHY it is NOT possible for me to have said or done the things they slanderously claim about me:

There keeps being an issue of people saying they have talked to me and I said this or that to them… as well as people saying Ive done this or that as well… Do you want o know how you can tell if these people are lying to you? It’s very simple really:

#1: I am crippled. I am bed ridden. I have a broken spine. I can’t stand up. I can’t get out of bed. I have been crippled and bed ridden with a broken spine since November 14, 2013.

Test them by asking them to describe to you, what my bed looks like, what my room looks like, how is my bed set up… you see… if they HAD in fact talked with me, they would know the answer to these things, because, they would have been in my room, beside my bed, because… there’s this little detail, this one little problem, that they over looked when they told you they had talked to me, and it’s called: I can’t get out of bed, because:

I am crippled. I am bed ridden. I have a broken spine. I can’t stand up. I can’t get out of bed. I have been crippled and bed ridden with a broken spine since November 14, 2013.

#2: No ONE, not ONE, SINGLE, SOLITARY person, has EVER visited me. Not once. No one has ever visited me.

#3: I don’t have a phone. If you talked to me at a distance, you talked to me on FaceBook, as everyone is well away, I don’t comment, reply, direct message, or private message anyone, so EVERYTHING I ACTUALLY said, can be seen on my profile, just scroll down and read it for yourself.

#4: The ONLY people, whom have talked to me in person, are the psycho deranged harassers who show up nearly daily to scream at me, through my bedroom window, while standing at the end of my driveway. And I don’t know why they are, because I do not recognize their voices, and there’s that one other little detail:

#5: I am blind. I have been blind my whole life. I can only see a little out of one eye. The little bit I can see, is exactly four inches. Have you ever noticed that when I do walk, which is very rare, I wear wrap around black glasses, and a carry a red and white striped cane with a yellow tip at the end? I am blind, so I do not recognize your voice, I have no way to identify who you are.

And if you did not know I was blind, you have to ask the question… how then, did you claim to have talked to me, because had you talked to me, you would have notice, I never look at your face, because I have no way of knowing where your face is, because I can’t see it.

This is why I can not identify the attackers, and why the FBI is asking for witnesses who CAN identify them to come forward, because I am blind and I do not know who attacked me. I couldn’t see them, because I am blind. I’ve been blind for over fifty years, and anyone who have ever ACTUALLY talked to me face to face, knows that I am blind. I know only that one had red hair and called herself Kendra Silvermander, speaking of herself in the 3rd person which is very unusual, the other, blond woman with her she called Claire. I was at the BugLight Lighthouse Art Studio packing my easel and suitcase of paint supplies into the back seat of my Volvo, when back then, was just a plain ordinary black Volvo, this event is what inspired me to paint it, I was not painted before this attack…I can see well enough to make out colours and shapes, but not details. The red-haired woman wore a black and white horizontal striped sweater and neon black-light glowing green cyborg style glasses. The blond woman wore a blue denim button down shirt and jeans, and had strange unnatural stripes in her hair, bands of light blonde and dark blonde, each several inches wide, very distinctive her hair and the red-haired woman’s glasses. But their faces I could not make out. I can’t see faces. I never could, not once since I was born. I do not know what ANYONE’S faces looking like, not my parents, not my brothers, not Ben, not you, NO ONE!

Which goes back to point 2: No one has EVER visited me. Not once. Not ever. Not once in over fifty years. You see people do not like to be around anyone with disabilities. People avoid you if you are disabled. I’ve never had a friend. No one. Not once. Not in my entire life. Not one friend, not ever, in more than fifty years.

#6: I have no friends. Any one telling you they are my friend, is lying to you. Friends visit each other. Friends spend time together. Friends go places together. Friends go to restaurants together. Friends go to movies together. Friends go shopping together. Friends do things together.

But no one has ever visited me: not once in fifty years, originally because I was blind, but now also because I am crippled, bedridden with a broken spine.

But no one has ever spent time with me: not once in fifty years, originally because I was blind, but now also because I am crippled, bedridden with a broken spine.

But no one has ever gone places with me: not once in fifty years, originally because I was blind, but now also because I am crippled, bedridden with a broken spine.

But no one goes to restaurants with me: not once in fifty years, originally because I was blind, but now also because I am crippled, bedridden with a broken spine.

But no one goes to movies with me: not once in fifty years, originally because I was blind, but now also because I am crippled, bedridden with a broken spine.

But no one talks to me: not once in fifty years, originally because I was blind, but now also because I am crippled, bedridden with a broken spine.

So how do they explain, their CLAIM, their LIE, when they say I have said a thing to them, when they have never been here to my room, to speak to me face to face.

And THAT is how you can tell, that ANYONE, and EVERY ONE, who says they have talked to me, and makes the claim I said some such thing, that’s how you can tell they are lying… ALL of them… EVERY SINGLE ONE OF THEM… because NONE of them, has EVERY, not once in fifty years, visited me, spent time with me, or talked to me face to face, and there is no other way to talk to me, then face to face.

So the next time someone makes the claim that I said something, KNOW that they are lying to you, because they NEVER talked to me. No one ever has.

If I am standing up, and you see me, believe the very fact that I am standing, means I am fucking pissed, because I have a broken spine, and every move I make hurts like hell, and YOU pissed me off, enough for me to get out of bed… or worse, if you have pissed me off, enough for me to drive to my land in Old Orchard, believe me, I’m fucking infuriated, not only for whatever you did, but also, because standing up hurts like hell, and every move I make, makes me hate you, because you were such an inconsiderate, ingrate jackass, uncaring about my health, uncaring how much pain I am in, how much each step I take is endless searing pain… then believe me, by the time I get to my land, I hate you a thousand times MORE then I did, the moment I stood up in the first place.

If you were not being and unkind, uncaring, ingrate, inconsiderate jackass, I wouldn’t have had to stand up and get out of bed in the first place.

And guess what? That brings us to point 7…

#7: If you were ACTUALLY my friend, and you ACTUALLY spent time with me, you would KNOW how much pain I am in 24 hours a day, 7 days a week, 365 days a year, because I have a shattered vertebrae bone severing my spinal cord, and the doctors can’t overate on it, and every move I make, puts pressure on that shard of bone, that is punctured through my spinal cord, causing intense nerve pain to surge through my back, my hips, my pelvis, both legs, and my left arm, with every single fucking step I take… and the pain is s bad, that I often can not talk at all, and the nerve damage is so bad that I have almost no function in my left side at all, and this effects my ability to speak… I struggle to get out a full sentence…. The pain is so bad, that I take long deep breaths between each word, and a single sentence can take me several MINUTES to speak, as a result of this, resulting in I have very slow, stuttered, disorganized speak, and even if you WERE here face to face visiting me, you wouldn’t be able to have very much of a conversation with me, as I can barely speak at all…and if you ACTUALLY knew me, and was here, seeing what I go through, you’d have known that too.

#8: When I was 14 years old, I was beaten in the face with a brick, by DEAR KIND OOOOOh SOOOOO LOVING parents and Atwater uncles… beaten in the face with several bricks… cinder block bricks… that broke my jaw, so badly, that I was MUTE from the age of 14 till the age of 42.

I was 42, when the golf club attacked happened, and while at the hospital, having surgeries, and cat scans, and x-rays, and MRIs… the doctors made an alarming discovery… one that no one had ever considered before: I wasn’t actually a deaf, dumb mute like my parents had told every one for decades… no… I just had a broken jaw, and I was unable to open and close my mouth, and THAT was why I couldn’t talk.

I’ve had plastic surgery, and jaw surgery… that happened in 2016… three years AFTER the golf club attack… go watch my VoDs, you can see EXACTLY when I had the jaw surgery… because in my videos before, I couldn’t open my mouth and you could not understand my attempts to speak, because the limited ability to open my mouth resulted in garbled mumblings… and then there is a space of a few weeks of me with a very bruised looking face, and BOOM, suddenly, a video, where for the first time in forty years, I could speak well enough, that I could be understood… if you waited long enough for me to get a full sentence out, that is.

#9: I have lung scarring, caused by stacybotrin poisoning, a side effect of being locked in that “room” from the time I was 8 years old, until I was 31 years od. The mold was growing so thick in my lungs, that I can barely breath, and my throat is damages so badly, from the mold growing so thick in my esophagus and throat. For so many decades, that my voice in barely a whisper. I can not raise my voice. I can not yell. I can not scream. And if you want to talk to me, and a normal, everyday conversation, you have to have your ear VERY close to my face, in order to be able to hear me speak, at all.

Which does make some things people say about me laughable… like the white haired man who runs around Old Orchard with the false claiming slander saying that I yell at him…a claim he was making in 2015, a year BEFORE, I had my jaw surgery, a time period when I was still mute and had ZERO speech ability AT ALL. Pray tell, how exactly am I going to yell at him or anyone else, with my lifelong, multi faucted speech disability, that results in I only started speaking vocally, in June 2016, just seven years ago, and even now, most people can whisper far louder than my loudest volume is even capable…. AGAIN… this is a thing you WOULD HAVE KNOWN, had you ACTUALLY been friends with me, and ACTUALLY visited me and ACTUALLY spoke with me face to face…

So the next time someone tells you that they have spoken with me or that I have spoken with them, know that, they are lying to you… because, well, it IS kind of difficult to speak to someone when you can’t speak at all, now, isn’t it?

And my question here is: WHAT IS THEIR MOTIVE?

That’s what I want to know.

If someone is running around slandering me, making the false claim that I spoke to them and said something to them… when clearly I have NOT spoken to them at all… my first question is to ask: WHY? Why are they slandering me in this manner? WHY are they spreading rumours and lies about me? WHY are they lying to YOU about me? WHY are they making the claims of me doing and saying things, that I simply am not even physically capable of saying or doing at all? What is their motive? They MUST have a motive, otherwise they would not be doing it at all. So what is their notice? What incentive drives them to spread these rumours and lies making slanderous claims about me?

Update: February 19, 2023

??? Weird. ...

So, I just got a flurry of weird text messages… about FaceBook posts? I’ve not seen said posts, so I don’t know exactly what they says, but I’ll respond to the text messages about said posts:

ONE... who is in my yard? It's certainly not me, I broke my pelvis a week before Christmas and haven't been out of bed in 3 months. There should never be anyone in either of my yards, not the one in Biddeford nor the one in Old Orchard...

TWO... when did my cousin Danny die? First I heard of it. Last I knew he was living on a farm up by Heath road in Saco. I haven't seen him since a few years before the grease fryer bomb blew up my house, that happened on October 16, 2006... so it was sometime before 2004 last time I saw Danny. Didn't know he died. That's sad. I liked Danny. He was one of the few good Atwaters...

Three, uhm, what garden? My land in Old Orchard is bare ledge. Not even any soil to plant anything in. It's been that way for nine years. When the backhoe drove over my house August 8, 2013, it also came in with a green dump truck and strip mined my land, they stole all of my roses, apple trees, grapes, blueberries, and flowers, and took all the top soil down to over six feet deep, strip mined my farm down to bare shale and granite. It would cost over $three-million dollars to buy new top soil to replace what the vandals stole, and I don't have that kind of money, so I've not had a garden since, no vegetables, no flowers, nothing, can't plant anything on bare ledge....

so, yeah, weird, this latest rumor, which states I stole something from Danny's grave to put in my garden. Seeing how, I didn't even know Danny died and I also don't have a garden.

........... Update February 22, 2023

So, because I didn't know Danny died, people have started sending me these long lists of Atwaters whom have died since 2015... apparently there are well over 30 - thirty - dead Atwaters, none of whom I knew had died, and many of whom, I never even heard their names before. I'm told they are largely from the Utah division of the Scottish Traveller clans. But I did notice, half of the original twelve are dead? Is that true? No one told me any of this. I had no clue. It says here that uncle Peter and his wife, Bobby's wife Cathy, and even my uncle Brucie are all dead? When did all this happen and why did no one tell me? There a bunch of cousins, second cousins, and thrid cousins on the list too, but I've never heard any of their names before I have no clue who any of them are.

There also seems to be some weird thing where they are saying no one ever told them my son was murdered November 14, 2013... my mother, my father, my step father Wade, aunt Barbara, uncle Dickie, uncle Brucie, cousin Danny, and Danny's wife Amanda all knew about this. Barbara showed up at the hospital and tried to get me to join her in some stupid ass medical scam she said she was running via her EMT job, she wanted me to be some poster child for some medical scam website she was running, she said she could get more money if she had a real cripple on her website. Dickie and Brucie were both at my Water St apartment the night it happened and they were mad that the police showed up to question my family and found them there with my daddy and some private detective, I don't know who the private detective was... according to the FBI agent in charge of the murder investigation, my dad hired the private detective to trail my mother and her then husband Wade, and Dickie and Brucie were helping my father with that.

Barbara, Dickie, and Brucie were all at the hospital November 2013, when I was paralyzed.

Barbara knew I was in a wheelchair, because in 2014, at Saco Shaw's, she stopped to talk to me, while I was shopping and in the wheelchair.

I'm also being told most of them are claiming they didn't know a backhoe drove over my house. Uncle Joey in Australia, not only knew about the backhoe driving over my house, by the FBI has copies of the $600 wire he sent to the backhoe driver. My father is the one who forged the demolition permits, with some guy named Dan who I never heard of before.

Also, you remember Barbara's ex Paul Martal... do you know what he's in prison for? FBI arrested him in 2016, for not one, but many bombs that he built, including the bomb that blew up my house October 16, 2006 and wait for it... the Boston Marathon bomb in 2013, he built it and sold it to ISIS.

The Atwaters claiming they know nothing of the 2006 bomb, is a lie, considering the FBI arrested some of them for it.

The Atwaters claiming they knew nothing of the backhoe driving over my house August 8, 2013, that replaced the bombed house, is a lie, because because Joey is the one how organized and funded it and he's going to straight to prison if he ever sets foot in America again, the FBI is ready to arrest him the moment he sets foot outside of Australia. They have uncovered all the evidence they need to do so.

Barbara posted the message on my FaceBook wall: "The next head nailed to a door will be yours", she posted that message May 14, 2015... the DAY BEFORE my foster children's heads were nailed to the door of my motorhome. I didn't know she posted that message... the FBI agent, had screenshots of it that he had made, he showed them to me in June 2016... I didn't know she had posted that on my wall.

Yvonne and Shem, posted on my FaceBook wall more then two hundred pictures of themselves holding various guns, and on every post they wrote the words: "This is the gun I'm going to kill you with." Again, I did not see the posts, because I was in the hospital, paralized, I was paralyzed 5 months, I was 18 month relearning to walk... I've been bedridden for the last 9 - NINE - years... I found out about the death threats Shem and Yvonne were posting when an FBI agent, the one, who is now dead. Larua, she was murdered February 6, 2021... arrived, at my 6x8 tarp that I was living under in my yard... she arrived, with a huge stack of printed out screenshots of death threats posted by them, along with 27 FaceBook accounts all owned by Brucie, most of them using variations of Doris's name... all 29 of those accounts spent the entire of 2014, 2015, and 2016 DAILY posting death threats on my FaceBook wall, and often mentioned the November 14, 2013 murder of my son, the August 8, 2013 backhoe, and the April 10, 2015 SWAT team... the SWAT team being something I never mentioned online... also... the police department is in search of a VERY UNIQUE murder weapon that was used in the May 15, 2015 beheadings, and the crackhead Camilla, the cocaine dealer for the Bacon Street Gang, who is an Atwater, has been since October 2021 showing up on my Biddeford front porch to gibber about... that murder weapon... the police and the FBI never released to the public what the murder weapon was, because it is a VERY UNIQUE one of a kind hand made item. And yet, MANY of the Atwaters... 23 of them, showed up in my Biddeford driveway January 8, 2021 to gibber about that murder weapon while also chanting "God-King-Trump".

January 15, 2021, a few days later, the fbi shows up with half the fucking police department, here at my biddeford apartment, said they followed lucy and barbara up here from some attack on the president in washington dc and wanted to know if I'd seen them? what the fuck? I have no clue.

I don't even know the Atwaters to begin with so why is the FBI over here asking me if I've seen them?

Oh the FBI had an answer... they said the Atwaters talk about me CONSTANTLY, all over their social mdia, to the point that the FBI I thought I knew the Atwaters and thought the Atwaters knew me!

I'm sorry, what?

It's been more then THIRTY YEARS since I last saw an Atwater, that I could confirm actually was an Atwater, and 99% of my interactions with Atwater happened FIVE DECADES AGOO in the 1970s BEFORE I was even FIVE YEARS OLD!

I've not see Lucy since 1994 when the police was chasing her squatting ass off my farm.

I've not seen Barbara since 2013 the day she tried to get me to join her weird medical scam plot.

But according to the FBI... they were watching my Twitch livestream that day,...what the fuck? The FBI was watching my Twitch livestream, what? Why? What the hell?... so they saw the "God King Trump" chanters, as did all of my viewers, I was live and my webcam faces the driveway window so, they were chanting "God-king-trump" on my Twitch livestream... according to the FBI, those 23 people were Lucy's crew and the had stolen stuff from the White House, and were carrying the stolen white house stuff while chanting in my driveway... the FBI wanted to know if I recognized any of them, and I didn't, the FBI had tons of pictures of them, and I don't know who any of them were... but according to the FBI, they are the adult children of several of my cousins, via Lucy and Barbara's kids. What the hell?

I am so sick and tired of the FBI showing up here and questioning me every few weeks, because of some fucking ass shit Barbaras family is doing, when I don't even know Barbara's family! Asking what David's family is doing, when I've never even met David's family! I haven't babysat for Barbara's kids since I was 12 years old and that was fifty fucking years ago! And I wouldn't know David's kids from Adam, I've never met them, I don't even know their names.

But the FBI, says, the Atwaters know plenty about me, the FBI said the Atwaters post THOUSANDS of posts about me on FaceBook and Twitter and UFO forums EVERY MONTH, and that they've been doing so since around 2001.

What the fuck?

I don't know these people. Why do they think they know me?

Why are they such busy body, nose ass snooping stalker gossips that they devote their lives to obsessing about me for no damned reason at all!

And the FBI showed me print outs of some of those posts, and it raises concerns because, several of the ones posted on FaceBook by Yvvone, Brooke, and Shem, detail, very detailed information about classified details of my son's murder that was never made public by the police.

Oh, you canbet I'm all over this now, because I want to know who the fuck is Yvone, who the fuck is Brooke, whoo the fuck is Shem, and why the fuck do these bastards have detailed CLASSIFIED information about my son's murder that was NEVER RELEASED TO THE PUBLIC!

The November 14, 2013 attack AND the April 10, 2015 attack AND the May 15, 2015 attack, they have classified sealed info about all three.

HOW?

Tell me, how do so many Atwaters have inside information about the murder weapon that was used to behead my ten foster children on May 15, 2015... when those police records are sealed, were classified by the FBI, and only me, 6 FBI agents, 3 police officers, and of course the murderer, know what the murder weapon was?

I don't know who contacted the FBI... it wasn't me. I assume is was police officer Will Watson as he was the original head of the police investigation. And yet, I have many THOUSANDS of hate messages, hate snail mail letters - hand written and signed by Atwaters, accusing me of sending the FBI to "snoop in on them" as they put it. Good god! The FBI is over here interrogating me 2 or 3 times a fucking month! The Atwaters act like they are the only ones who have to deal with FBI agents hanging around all the time! At least with me the FBI are here trying to help solve a crime, not interrogating me of being a criminal... my fucking son was murdered! Atwaters bitching about the FBI questioning them, well maybe they shouldn't be posting death threats all over my FaceBook wall constantly none stop, the same week my sn was murdered, but that's what they are being questioned about.

I never sent the FBI anywhere... I don't control the FBI, and anyone who thinks that is got some serious mental retardation issues.

I didn't even know the FBI was actively going from Atwater to Atwater questioning them, and I wouldn't have known, had the Atwaters not been writing long hate letters and mailing them to me.

My son was murdered in 2013... it was 3 years later, when the FBI showed up to talk to me, for the first time, and yet they informed me, they'd been on the case for three years at that point and had some pretty daming evidence, about one Atwater: Paul Martal, whom I've never met, didn't even know he existed... he got 14 years in prison for the 2006 bomb that blew up my house. But what the FBI wanted to know was: Why me? It appeared he didn't know me any more than I knew him. According to the FBI, Paul Martal was in heavy contact with 2 people, and the FBI believes it's one of them, who hired the golf club woman to murder my baby November 14, 2013...

...and the problem is, I've not mentioned it to the family, The Atwaters, so they don't know, not even my parents know, but on September 12, 2021, there was another attack. I've not released any details, nor have the police or the FBI, One of the biggest ones yet. The FBI pointed out one thing... the attacks stopped when one of the two primary suspects died. They said they had reason to believe the one, of the two suspects, whom they believe murdered my son, died... so how did the the September 12, 2021 attack happen?

When that attack happened the FBI asked me to repaint paint my car: put the info from 2 different events, with the dates reversed, to see WHO would notice it was wrong. Someone DID notice it was wrong: Crackhead Camilla, cocaine dealer of the Bacon Street Gang, she showed up on my Biddeford porch less then ten hours after I painted my car. She noticed the incorrect date for the incorrect event... and she has said WHO told her... and it was one of the three people who arrived at the hospital November 2013... except, 2 of those 3 people are now dead, and the one she's naming, is the one still alive.

YOU didn't know my son was murdered November 14, 2013? Why? Ask yourself why?

Ask yourself WHO knew it happened and WHY they deliberatly HID it from you?

Barbara knew.

Brucie knew.

Ben knew.

My mother knew.

Wayne knew.

My father knew.

Which one of them who KNEW, hid it from you to make sure YOU did NOT know what had happened to me?

Who is it, who runs around telling people I believe in aliens? That same person. I don't believe in aliens. I'm the one who proved aliens and alien abductions to be a hoax, did that in 2007, posted my findings proving aliens a hoax here: https://www.eelkat.com/AmphibiousAliens.html

Who is it, who runs around claiming I say things about Utah Atwaters, people who I've never heard of, people I've never met? That same person.

Whose husband is right now sitting in prison for building the bomb that blew up my house? That same person.

YOU didn't know a bomb blew up my house October 16, 2006? Why? Ask yourself why?

Ask yourself WHO knew it happened and WHY they deliberatly HID it from you?

Barbara knew.

Brucie knew.

Ben knew.

My mother knew.

Wayne knew.

My father knew.

Which one of them who KNEW, hid it from you to make sure YOU did NOT know what had happened to me?

Camilla was the bridesmaid of who? That same person.

Who KNEW I was paralyzed for 5 months, 18 months in wheelchair, and 9 years serverly crippled, bedridden... but neglected to tell anyone in the family? That same person.

Who is it, who is right now spreading rumors and lies about me, my brothers, and my mother, all over FaceBook? That same person.

Do you know what gaslighting means? Look at what she's doing. It's called gaslighting. It means she is trying to cast doubt on the victims, in order to make the victims look guilty, as a way to try to hide, her own crimes.

Ask yourself why you didn't know my son was murdered?

Ask yourself why you didn't know I was attacked by a blond woman with a golf club, left for dead, almost died, and have been crippled on paraplegic levels ever since?

YOU didn't know I was crippled and paralized by a psychotic woman with a golf club since November 14, 2013? Why? Ask yourself why?

Ask yourself WHO knew it happened and WHY they deliberately HID it from you?

Barbara knew.

Brucie knew.

Ben knew.

My mother knew.

Wayne knew.

My father knew.

Which one of them who KNEW, hid it from you to make sure YOU did NOT know what had happened to me?

Ask yourself why you didn't know I was paralyzed for 5 month?

Ask yourself why you didn't know I was in a wheelchair for 18 months?

Ask yourself why you didn't know my foster children, where not only murdered, but their heads were nailed to my door?

Ask yourself why you didn't know when Barbara, Brucie, and Dickie were all at the hospital, and knew what had happened. Why didn't they tell any of you? Why did they pretend not to know? Why did they hide for the rest of the family, what had happened to me?

YOU didn't know I was in a wheelchair? Why? Ask yourself why?

Ask yourself WHO knew it happened and WHY they deliberately HID it from you?

Barbara knew.

Brucie knew.

Ben knew.

My mother knew.

Wayne knew.

My father knew.

Which one of them who KNEW, hid it from you to make sure YOU did NOT know what had happened to me?

Here's an important thing to ask: Why did none of you know the FBI was here investigating a very brutal murder that coincided with a LOT of harassment, vandalism, and hate crimes that were on levels of alarming extremes?

It's called impeding and FBI investigation.

Someone, in the Atwater family, has been very actively lying to all of you about what happened to me and my family... why? What is their motive? If they have nothing to hide, then why are they bending over backwards to try to keep every one of you from finding out what happened to me, my son, my house, my yard, and my foster children?

Why?

Only the person doing these crimes, who any motive to try to cover them up.

Only the person who murdered my son, would have any motive to go out of their way to do everything in their power to try to make you forget he ever existed.

Only the person who did these things has any motive, to try to cover it up.

But you DID "know" I "left the church", something never did, you DID "know" I "believed in aliens and UFOs", something I do not believe in?

Why?

WHO lied to you?

WHO made up the lie that I left the church? Was it one of the people who KNEW I was bedridden and desperatl begging for my home and visiting teachers to come visit me? Desperatly asking my my Relief Society friends had all abandoned me?

WHO told you I left the church? WHO made up tha LIE about me?

WHO told you I believe in aliens? Who told you these lies? Was it one of the people who DID NOT tell you I was crippled?

Only the person behind my son's murder has a motive to try to convince you I believe in aliens, when it's damn well documented that I don't believe in aliens.

Think about that, next time an Atwater starts spreading rumors about me, my mother, my father, my brothers, my husband, my dead children, or my dead son.

Also... who is it who told you that I knew about all these deaths in the family? Was it one of the three people who was at the hospital and knew what happened to me, but never told you all?

Also, yes... I have noticed that Dickies supposed death date is a full 3 months before he was at the hospital, before he was visiting my dad with Brucie and and having a meeting with the private investigator about Wade Witen... that's puzzling... but then again Brucie had faked his own death 4 times since the 1980s, each time to invade IRS fraud, so the Atwaters do have a history of faking their deaths. I know this because the FBI has all that info too and when interviewing me, they wanted to know if I was aware of the faked death, by 3 of the original 12 Atwaters... yep, three of the brothers have faked their deaths multiple times. So... when you people tell me Dickie and Brucie are dead, yeah, I kind of don't believe you.

Also, Barbara is the one going around telling everyone that Danny is dead and his grave is being vandalised... several people have told me that Danny is dead, his grave was being vandalised, and I a bedridden crippled, was being blamed for the vandalism, and I asked each of these people who told them this, and every one of them stated they recieved either a rtext, post, comment, email, or phone call from Barbara, some said she told them face to face in person... near as I can tell NO ONE other then Barbara os saying Danny died, no one other then Barbara is saying his grave is vandaised, and no one other then Barbara is saying I did it... also newsflash... my camera runs 24/7/365 ever since the day my foster children's heads was nailed to my door, so I can prove where I was and what I was doing every minute from May 16, 2015 to right now. The camera runs 24/7 in hopes of catching the murderer returning to attack again. Smile... if you've ever said anything to me online or offline, I have video footage of you doing it.

In case you've forgotten who Barbara is, besides being Bruce's sister, she's the 2 year old girl who was run over by this car. https://www.eelkat.com/images/1964dodge330_theGoldeneagleWorldsMostHauntedCar.jpg My 1964 Dodge 330 the one that was cut in half on May 9, 2010 by raving lunatics of the Saco Ward church calling it demon possessed. She's the one who started the rumor that the car was haunted, possesed by a demon and tried to kill her. The car used to belong to Dr Larochell, who paid Barbara $20k to stop her from spreading rumors about his car. Her rumours about his car got so bad that locals started attacking him, so in 1975 he sold the car and I bought it specifically to prove that it was niether haunted demon possessed and Barbara was just delusional and trying to get attention.

After I proved the car not haunted, I let a local elderly homeless man sleep in the car at night, while the car was parked behind my barn, 175 feet from the road in the forest where it could not be seen from the road, so no one knew the WW@ veteran was sleeping in my car... until that is, in 1978, Barbara tresspassed on my land, found him there, declared him first a demon, then in the 1990s started calling him "The Amphibious Alien"... Barbara is the only Atwater who ever learned French and guess what, she is also the one who coined the name "Etiole" and started calling the homeless WW2 vet "Etiole" and she is the one who has been vocal in instigating EVERY SINGLE attack on Etiole and my 1964 Dodge 330.

Also, do take a look at Barbara... we look alike, she and me... we can almost pass for twins. And what keeps happening around locally? People keep saying they are encountering me doing and saying things in places I've never been to, to people I've never heard of!

Also, every time I go outside, people - total strangers - keep coming up to me and asking me why I am emailing them stuff about aliens, and newsflash: I don't even use email! What the hell? I couldn't email some one even if I wanted to!

In November, this guy comes up to me, he's about 90 years old and carrying this massive stack of sheets of paper - like 300 sheets, it's an entire reem of paper, and he starts waving it around and says it's print out of all the emails I supposedly sent him just in the past week, he says he gets more then three thousand emails from me on a daily basis and it's all crazy stuff about aliens... I looked at the papers and, the emails are coming from tons of emails with the word "eelkat" in the name, but they aren't mine. I'm not sending these things out to people and I don't know who is... but I do know who has a history of impersonating me with emails: Barbara!

In 1996, she started an email war with the Atwaters, with two emails, one that she said was heres, and one that she said was mine.

At that point... I had never had contact with an American, or TV, or electricity... I had never heard of computers or internet or email... he email war, was her, impersonating me, and sending hundred of hate filled emails to my aunts, uncles, and counsins... I found out about it a year later when Bishop Paul Morgan of the Cape Elezabeth Ward (no, not the Portland Ward, but yes the same building) called me in to his office one day, to ask why I was sending so many hundreds of emails about aliens and alien abductions to him and 750 other members of the church. No that's not a typo... seven hundred and fifty members of the church...

I had 3 questions for Paul Morgan:

1: What's email?

2: What are aliens?

3: What's alien abduction?

I had never heard of those 3 things before.

Paul Morgan had print outs of those emails, and it took me over a month to read those more then six thousand sheets of paper, but I read every one of them.

Paul Peterson, administrative director of Pine Land Center Insane Asylum... he showed up at church a few weeks later, yeah... turns out, several Atwaters used to be, how shall we call it... straight jacketed in padded cells because they were insane... and Pine Land Center, government run mental health institute, lost funding, shut down, in... oh look... 1996... and literally just let formally straight jacket nut cases, walk free out the front door. It's not hard to find out who the inmates of Pine Land Center were... the micro films are available in New Gloughster. So, yeah, that evidance exists and says a lot.

ALL of the rumors about me, my mother, my father, my brothers, my husband, my cars... all the Demon rumors, all the alien rumors, ALL of it... every single rumor, all the way back to the 1960s... all of them, were started by one person, Barbara, because, she was the 2 year old girl who was hit by that car, and she's pissed that I bought it, and she's even more pissed that Stephen King, my neighbour at the time, made a movie about it... did you know my real name is Christine and that's why the car is named Christine in the movie, even though the real car was named The Goldeneagle.

After Christine, Stephen King returned to film Thinner on my farm, and THAT is why, Barbara, has had endless amounts of jealosue rage and hatred for my farm, my land, my house... did you know I've rebuilt my house 5 times now... the backhoe has driven over THREE houses on my land, we keep rebuilding and it keeps coming back... but before the backhoe there was the bomb... and who did the FBI arrest for building that bomb again? Barbara's husband Paul Martal. That's what he went to prison for. He built the bomb that blew up my house, the FBI found him with the bomb parts in his house and car.

That's why, I always ask, when these weird rumors about demons and aliens show up... who told you? And EVERY SINGLE PERSON, EVERY SINGL TIME... they always say: "Barbara told me", "Baraba said it" , "Barbara called me" , "Barbara emailed me"... and so, I'm not surprised to find out that the rumors flying around this week, are once again, started by the same person who always starts them: the pissed off now adult, 2 year old girl, who 60 years ago was run over by the world's most haunted car, and is the one who both declared it haunted and dubbed the homeless man living in it as "Etiole"

Know your sources people. Do your background checks. Find out if the one spreading the rumors about me, might actually have a motive. Barbara REALLY hates that car. And at the core, her hatred of that car, her rage that Stephen King made it famous, is the cause of everything.

But guess what: Barbara and Brucie and their fucking endless jealose rage, is why I'm crippled, why my son is dead, why I've had to rebuild my house on my land five fucking times now... I'm not bothering any of them, I never have , and I don't know why they are bothering me! I want those bastards to fucking leave me, my family, my cars, my land, and anything else of mine alone.

But, since November 2021, Sanford Ward mormons have been showing up, all of them in wild raging infernos, and all of them talking about people and events I know nothing about, so I have no clue what any of them ae talking about, but they act like they think I know who the names they mention are, in particular they are cult-like worshiping someone names Todd Murphy whom I can only assume they have gotten mixed up with my beheaded cousin Tim Murphy of Pine Point district of Scarborough and Old Orchard Beach, somehow.

They showed up near daily from November 21, 2021 until May 17, 2022. They were lead on by two blond girls who looked like twins, and have mega long knee-length hair they kept in pony tails, and a smaller pudgier girl with a mint-green pixie hair cut. I don’t know these girls, they looked to be in their 20s. They are the same girls who spent the entire summer of 2021 harassing the homeless man who was living under the trestle bridge across the street from us. They would show up on bicycles every night around 1AM, chase him up out of the ravine, then chase him up the old back tracks along the dirt road to South Street, up towards your place. They did that every night for about 5 months, until he got hit by a freight train on Nov 19, 2021 at 6:27PM. They started attacking my and my family Nov 21, 2021, I think because they knew I had video footage of them harassing the homeless man and I think too they were pissed that I call the police when they killed him by cornering him at the bridge overpass so he couldn’t get out of the way of the oncoming train. Outside of them nightly harassing the homeless man, and then spending Nov 21, 2021 to May 17, 2002 chanting “Todd Murphy” in my driveway while vandalizing my car and apartment building, I’ve never seen these girls before of since. They seemed to have completely vanished May 17, 2022. Not seen them at all and the vandalism stopped cold turkey that day. I assume the police must have finally caught and arrested them, but the police never said they did, and in the past when someone harassed me, the police would always ask me to go to the station to ID them after the arrest.

In any case, the “Todd Murphy” dipshit bitches stopped harassing us May 17, 2022, and I heard no more of them, until this past month… only it’s not them showing up this time… this time it’s older people, elderly people in their 70s and 80s, members of the Sanford Ward Mormon church across the street from Curtis Lake Church… Curtis Lake Church being the congregation that shows up in my Old Orchard driveway with the “god hates fgs” signs and calling me a transvestite and calling my car gay, and marching around chanting “too gay for the family friendly town of Old Orchard Beach”... several Curtis Lake members have been arrested by the FBI and gone to prison for their involvement in both the April 10, 2015 attack on my family and the headless Marsh girl. However, to date,, the killer has not been found, every one arrested so far has always been weird “cultist-like” gay-haters who are attacking people in the area while chanting “kill or be killed remember Saco Shaws” and then rambling gibbering about heads in ice cream. The people arrested, for 5 different local churches, are all outspoken in radically preaching a doctrine of beheading anyone suspected of being gay, while stating that they are doing so on god’s orders.

That’s why there has been so much difficultly in finding out who killed the marsh girl and my cousin Murphry and my family, because, it looks like it’s not just one person, but rather an entire group of people involved, and so far, all evidence has pointed to those 5 churches: Saco Ward, Sanford Ward, Grace Point, Curtis Lake, and New Life, all in Biddeford, Saco, or Sanford, and all run by just 2 families. One family runs 3, another family runs the other 2.

I think I figured out why the Sanford Ward Church of Jesus Christ of Latter Day Saints members are seemingly so clueless and unaware that I have been crippled and bedridden for nine years and why they were unaware that 24 members of their congregation have gone to prison, arrested by the FBI for being accomplices in the The Ouellette Murder Case aka The Cascade Murders aka The string of beheading on and around Portland Ave, Ross Rd, and Cascade Rd the past twenty years, which included the headless girl I found in the Scarborough Marsh, my cousin Timmy Murphy whom I found headless on the Ross and Cascade Rod crossroads, the beheading of my own foster children… Ben is the common link to all of them.

Ben, as you know, has severe dissociative identity disorder, that was brought on when his brother Willy commit suicide.

Ben has seven different, very distinctive different “people” living in him, that we know of, there could be moe then 7. Etiole is the one most locals are familiar with, though he does not call himself Etiole, Etiole being a name locals dubbed him. However, there is the High Priest, who is the one you, Paul, are personally most familiar with.

I’ve not seen the High Priest since April 10, 2015. Ben WAS there the day of the attack, he was also attacked… the attackers had me, my mother, one of my brothers, and Ben, all on the ground with guns to our heads, while they use a weird looking long pole with a piano wire-like loop on the end, to cu the heads off of everyone else who was there. Me, my mother, one of my brothers, and Ben, were the only ones to walk out of that attack alive.

Ben’s favorite daughter Bella was one of the ones beheaded. His mind snapped, because, he recognized one of the attackers as “Rick”... When the attackers arrived, Ben ran up to one of them and said “Rick! What are you doing here?” Ben does have a friend named Rick… I know Rick. Rick is a very violent, vicious spouse abuser. His wife Paula used to come to church been to a pulp every week. Broken arms, broken legs, broken nose, black eyes. It went on for years. She finally divorced him and fled to Utah when he beat and nearly killed their teenage son. Rick has beaten me up, right in the Sanfard Ward church building. He’s a major bully, a huge bigot, and an extreme white power racists. Rick WAS there April 10, 2015… he didn’t have a white pillow case over his head like the rest of them did, but I don’t kow if he was a part of the attack or not, I was too busy trying to fight the bastard who was holding me own with a pistol in my face, to notice what Rick was doing. It was Rick though, his face in unmistakable… he has no face. Elephant man disease, I think you cal it, but you can’t mistake Rick, and he WAS in my yard April 10, 2015 the day my family was murdered, I just don’t know what he was doing there or if he was involved in the attack or not.

The thing is, something snapped in Ben that day. ALL 7 of his multiple personalities vanished, including the High Priest, thankfully. You know how bad the High Preist could get, you met him several times.

Ben left the Mormon church. I don’t know what triggered him more: his favorite daughter Bella being beheaded in front of him or his best friend Rick, seeming to be the one leading the charge ahead of estimated 74 people in white robes and white pillow cases over their heads.

In either case, Ben has developed a server hatred for the Mormon church and refuses to set foot in a Mormon church building… he who was High Priest Quorum Leader of the Sanford ward for so many decades.

The thing about the High Priest, was he was everything so far the opposite of who Ben, my husband, actually is.

The High Priest Quorum Leader of the Sanford ward boldly proclaims to be a virgin. Ben in not a virgin. Not even close. He had a prostitute problem back in the 1980s when I met him.

The High Priest Quorum Leader of the Sanford ward boldly proclaims to not be married, yet Ben and I got married on the Old Orchard Beach Pier August 13, 1987, so he’s been married several decades and still is, we don’t live together because he’s terrified of the Bishop finding out he has a wife. Keeping in mind Mormons don’t forbid priests from marrying, however Ben grew up extreme strict Catholic and his brother is the current leader of Opis Dia and he has to keep up appearances of being a Catholic Priest for his brother, from times when he visites from Italy, which happens a few times a year. Ben became a High priest in the Mormon church, but then goes to several local Catholic churches when his brother is in America, so that he can say he’s a High Priest without lying about it, and keeps his brother thinking he’s Catholic High Priest when he’s actually a Mormon High Priest. In other words, Ben lives a very big double life of trying to juggle his priesthood in two religions, hiding it from each other religion, while also maintaining a (very annoyed) wife (me) that he hides from BOTH religions.

Which is WHY, I’m allowed to PUBLICLY be friends with you, because it helps him to keep up the facade of “see, I’m not married, she hangs around with Paul”, which yes, that IS what Ben tells people at church about you.

Yes, Ben is a dick, I am very aware of this.

But, here’s the thing… Ben TELLS ME he is no longer in contact with any Mormons whatsoever, claims he hates, them, claims he shuns them, claims he’s not spoken to any of them since April 10, 2015…. HOWEVER… he was caught in July 2022, giving one of the Sanford Ward Mormons a ride to the store…. And Rick specifically, has been one the phone with him, when I came in the room and he thought I was elsewhere, causing Be to run around in a panic, knock his glasses off, break them by stepping on them, all while Rick was screaming out of the phone, “Ben, ya there? What happened? What’s going on?”

It appears the High Priest is back…. However, I suspected this in November 2021… the High Priest uses specific pontificating phraseology that none of Ben’s other personalities use…. And on november 24, 2021, the same night the Sanfard Ward Mormons were here cutting the wires off our Biddeford apartment building, Ben started talking like the High Priest again. It’s really distinctive. Normal people don’t talk in long winded drawn out droning, monologuing pontifications about Jesus, and of Ben’s 7 known people living inside him, the High Priest is the only ne who does this. Ben was here and witnessed the wire cutting event, he even went out side and talked to the crowd of “Todd Murphy” chanting lunatics to try to talk to them… and,... he said one of them is Todd Murphy’s grandmother from the Sanford Ward. Ben indicated at that point that he knew who Todd Murphy was, but since then, has denied knowing who Todd Murphy is. But, he came in, and told me outright that “I know her from the Sanfard Ward, she’s Todd Murphy’s grandmother”..

Each of the 7 people who live in Ben have no knowledge or memory of the other 6, and when one of the 7 does or says something, none of the other 6 have any memory of doing or saying those things.

It appears that The High Priest knows Todd Murphy, not only that, but also knows the attackers who came here daily from November 21, 2021 to May 17, 2022… and it looks like Ben, in his High Preist version of himself, is the one who told them where I live and is the one who worked them into a frenzy to begin with.

I have video footage of the homeless man who died Nov 19, 2021… a LOT of it. He knew Ben. That was obvious. Me and Ben were walking Main Street every night the summer of 2021 and the homeless man from under the trestle bridge would stop to talk to us a few times a week. And those weren’t just videos, those were Twitch livestreams so everyone watching my channel saw this homeless man stop and talk to Ben… he said he knew us. I did not recognize him, but Ben… I don’t know… Ben acted like he did know the homeless man, but didn’t want me to know it, so he told the homeless man he was mistaken. But people around local are saying that thie homeless man who kept showing up in my videos IS Todd Murphy, they say they saw my videos and it was Todd Murphy in my videos.

I am finding this whole thing very confusing… because NOW… even though I have video footage of Ben talking to the homeless man, Ben now claims, he never saw the homeless man at all and tells me I’m delusional. That's what he said: Ben said: “Your delusional, there was no homeless man” and, yet hundreds of people, many of them local, saw those videos of Ben talking to the homeless man. Which means, the man Ben was when he was walking with mt summer 2021,is NOT the man he is right now… and… either this a new 8th personality Ben has recently developed, or, it’s the High Priest back, but being deliberately sneaky to try to hide the fact that he’s the High Priest… which is odd, because before now, NONE of Ben’s multiple personalities have ever showed any signs of acknowledging any of the others, and the High Priest trying to high he’s the High Priest by trying to act like a different person, indicates the High Priest DOES remember and IS AWARE of the other personalities.

As you are well aware, I HATE the High Priest. I want nothing to do with him. I never would have married Ben if I had ever encountered his High Priest alter ego before marrying him.

June 26, 2016… FBI Agent Andy Drewer asked me to meet him at his Portland office on Middle St. He had… info. And a new primary suspect. Ben, specifically his High Priest alter ego, is the FBI’s #1 suspect in being the inforat, who told the golf club attackers I was at BugLight Lighthouse November 14, 2013. The FBI has phone records. I told only 3 people, where I was going that night: my mother, my father, and Ben. I told them only 5 minutes before I left, because I had been sick earlier and had previously told everyone I was not going to that event at the college. According to the FBI, my parents and step father Wayne Whiyyen, never left Biddeford, they continued to argue all night, and the FBI knows this because my father had hired a private investigator to tail Wayne, and so they have a lot of evidence as to where 2 of the 3 were. Ben on the other hand, called his friend Rick, the same Rick who was in my yard April 10, 2015… Minutes after I left my dad’s Water St apartment and drive to Southern Maine Community College, November 14, 2013… Ben called Rick. Rick drove to Ben’s house. And the two of them together left.

FBI Agent Andy Drewer had one question: “How well do you trust Ben? Because right now, he’s our primary suspect.”

They believe Ben told Rick, I was pregnant with someone else’s baby and Rick is the one who sent the golf club women to deliberately kill my baby.

Why do they believe this?

Because between 1987 and 2013 I have had 7 miscarriages, something that can be proven… Ben ins the only man I’ve ever been with. It’s not possible for anyone else to be the father. This was my 8th pregnancy by Ben and he was at the time running around accusing me of cheating on him with Etiole. The thing is… he IS the one people call Etiole… but his D.I.D. means he things Etiole is someone else, he doesn’t believe its him, because none of his personalities have any memory of each other.

Ben is a total nightmare to live with because I never know from one day to the next, who the hell he is going to be that day.

Ben has denied every pregnancy. Why? His exact words are: “I wouldn’t. I am a High Priest. What would the Bishop think?”

According to the FBI too, Ben, behind my back, runs around from one LDS/Mormon congregation to the next tell people that I am quote: “An unrhightious, unfaithful aunty-Mormon who puts the church down.”

Interestingly, I have been a member of the Mormon church since 1975. Ben joined in the 1980s. Ben left the church in 2015. I am still a member.

My FATHER is an extremist anti-Mormon, who preaches hatred for the Mormon church. Not me. Kenny, my father, is the anti-Mormon. My father, is such a huge radical extremist anti-Mormon that he has gone on to convince my mother, a 5th generation Mormon who is related to one of Smith’s poly-wives, to leave the church. She left the Mormon church in 1994 and joined up with some anti-Mormon group lead by some woman named Tanner or something. My mother, took her anti-Mormonis to extremes far above and beyond my father, taking to FaceBook and a forum called exMormon something and went total psycho nutjob anti-Mormon conspiracy theory all over the internet through the late 1990s into the 200s and still does it to this day now in 2023, preaching her wild anti-Mormon conspiracy theories now 27 years. In 3 years it’ll be her 30th anniversary of her wild mega hyper anti-Mormon rampage, with my father cheering her on and needling her forward the whole way in a weird Bonnie and clyde style vendetta attack everyone who is a Mormon hate fueled bigotry.

I on the other hand, am still a Mormon, have never had anything to do with the anti-Mormon movement, and, was shocked to learn from the FBI, that, the anti-Mormon rumors about me online are massive, and spread largely by members of the Saco and Sanfard Wards, with their info being just misinformation they regurgitate after talking to Ben, my mother, or my father.

Apparently, because I am bedridden and crippled, since 2013, and thus have had no way to get to church these past nine years, this, my absence in church meetings, after 48 years of never once missing a meeting, has allowed my mother, my father, and Benn to be able to spread wild anti-Mormon rumors about me, with the 3 of them going to my church, the Sandford Ward, and telling the church leaders that I’m not in church because I’ve turned anti-Mormon.

And yet, it is Ben who is the biggest anti-Mormon of all… he’s actual friends with that Tanner woman. My parents only run around preaching the Tanner woman’s message, Ben, actually sought her out and became personal friends with her and helps the Tanner woman one on one…. And he brags about this all the time.

I’m sick of hearing all the anti-Mormon Tanner woman bullcrap from Ben and my father and my mother so, whenever any of the three of them start chiding me for being a Mormon and telling me how evil and deceived I am because I refuse to leave the Mormon church, I just put my headphones on and listen to Markiplier YouTube videos and, ignore them.

I don’t hate the Mormon church like Ben, my mother, and my father do, so I am fed up with them constantly bitching at me because I’m a Mormon. Which is why I’ve not spoken to my father in 3 years even though we live in the same apartment, and was a contributing factor to why I blocked my mother on FaceBook in 203 and have had no contact with her at all offline since… though that hasn’t stopped her from showing up, trespassing, and hounding me.

Ben, is far worse then my mother or my father combined… since 2015, he has hand written thousands of anti-Mormon letters to every church leader he can find, local, not local, all the heads in Utah… and he bought a dozen cases, each case with 144 books in it, cases of Ket Kerr’s books and daily mails them out to every member on every rouster list of every ward in the Exiter and Augusta stakes, using his position as High Priest Quorum leader to get the home addresses of every Mormon in Southern Maine and New Hampshire, mailing all of them aunty-Mormon letters and copies of Kat Kerr’s books. Ben, as you know, has more money then he knows what to do with, and right now, he’s spreading thousands of dollars every day, just on the postage stamps to mail Kat Kerr’s books and his anti-Mormon letters to every local Mormon he can find.

And so, I knew he was mailing out the Kat Kerr books… but, until FBI agent Andy Drewer told me, I did not know that Ben and my mother and my father, having been putting MY NAME of the letters they are mailing out to people, and the three of them, through impersonating me, have got my church, the Sanford Ward, and it’s sister church, the Saco Ward, 100% convinced that I stopped attending church because I’mm now an anti-Mormon who hates the church, and that’s why my church, the Sanford Ward, and it’s sister church, the Saco Ward, are both unaware that I have NOT left the church, but rather I’m bedridden and crippled and have no one to help me get to church.

And so, now I’m finding out, that Ben, my mother, and my father, working together, according to the FBI, seem to be the fuel that is, and has been for several years, the fuel working locals up into a frenzy… including, they are the ones who are getting the Atwaters riled up, my being an Atwater, and the Atwaters further fueling locals on top of what Ben, my mother, and my father are doing.

What is their motive?

I ask them.

My father says he’s doing it to impress my mother so she’ll remarry him.

My mother says she’s doing it because I need to sell my land and give her the money so she can buy a house in Kennebunk.

Ben says he’s doing it because Mormons are led astray by Satan and he has to save my soul from Hell.

I’m so sick of all of them.

>>>How old are you?

I don't know. I don't know how to find out my age.

I do not know math, numbers, counting, clocks, calendars, I did not go to school. I was locked in this room thing from the time I was 8 years old until I was 31 years old.

>>>Do you know Stephen King?

>>>Do you know Stephen King?

No. Never met him. Was unaware of his existence before his film crew showed up to ILLEGALLY film Thinner on my farm in 1994. I never heard of his obsession with me, my Gypsy family, my car, or my severe Autism, until he did a Late Show interview in 1997 where he doxxed me and my family on live television, giving out my home address and saying "Go visit the Thinner Gypsies of Saco Maine!" ... a things he did that I was not made aware of until March 2013, when one of my college professors played it in class and then pointed to me and said "and there she is! She's a student here!" I did not have access to TVs, electricity, or such things until 2015, so I had never heard of any of this.

I did however recognize Stephen King's name, as ever since the summer of 1997, I get on average 30k Stephen King fans trespassing in my yard, breaking parts off my car, claiming they are "taking a sournier of The REAL Christine!"

I have 144 Keep Out, Private Property, and No Trespassing signs in my yard specifically to keep Stephen King's fans away.

I have never read a Stephen King book.

I have never seen a Stephen King movie.

I know nothing about Stephen King, and I'm sick of his fans bothing my family.

I became especially sick of it in 2013 and 2015 when my family was murdered, and the news reporters showed up, and instead of wanting info about the murder of my son... they only wanted to know: "What was it like being in a Stephen King movie?"... I've never been in a Stephen King movie and I'm sick of people saying I have.

My family was murdered. Their heads were cut off and hung in trees all over my yard... and the FBI says that is a scene from a Stephen King movie and the FBI believes my family was murdered by a fucking Stephen King fan. So Stephen King and hids fucking fans can go fuck off!

To make matters even worse, in February 2021, Larua, the FBI agent originally in charge of my son's murder case, was murdered, in Florida, only a few blocks from Stephen King's house, which caused the at the time cold case of my son's 2013 murder to be reopened.

Because of Stephen King and is jackass Thinner movie being illegally filmed on my property, I have to deal with fucking nutjobs on a daily basis and I'm so damned sick of it.

I’m constantly running into people who make the claim to “know all about” me and they will spout off this weird freaked out stuff about witchcraft and curses and spellcasting and aliens and ufos and, I’m left totally clueless because I don’t know a single thing at all about witchcraft or curses or spellcasting or aliens or ufo, and I can’t figure out why these people think I have the faintest idea what the fuck they are even talking about.

We Gypsies don’t believe in curses, you stupid jackass. You’d know that if you ever took the time to stop harassing us long enough to be friends with us. Perhaps if you spent more time getting to know who we ACTUALLY are, instead of running around spewing verhemant, busy bodying, gossiping, rumors, lies, and vitriol about us like the privileged white Karen you are, you wouldn’t make bigoted, racist mistakes like that.

They’ll say they thought I was some expert in casting curses and say they want to hire me to cast curses on people, and they act like spell casting is some sort of job I do. I don’t know heads or tails about spell casting.

They’ll say, “But your the sea witch of Old Orchard Beach”... yeah, people have been calling me that ever since Stephen King filmed Thinner on my land back in the early 1990s, but, I’ve never read a Stephen King book or seen a Stephen King movie, not even Thinner, so, I haven’t got a clue what is in his books and movies. All I know is he based some “Gypsy witch” in Thinner off me, because I’m the “Queen” (aka Priestess) of a local Gypsy clan. A Gypsy Queen is similar to a Catholic Nun in the Folk Catholicism of Mexico and has nothing to do with witches, witchcraft, spells, or curses, so I don’t know what the fuck Stephen King did in the Thinner movie to make people think I’m some kind of spell casting witch, but, people seem to have trouble understanding that the Thinner movie is FICTIONAL. I’m not a witch and I don’t know the first thing about witches or witchcraft. I haven’t got a clue how to cast spells or curses. And I can’t figure out why so many total random strangers think they can walk up to me at WalMart or Rotary Park or the library and demand I cast some curse on someone for them.

But, when these people do this, and it happens EVERY SINGLE TIME I go outside, which I have agoraphobia, so it’s sometimes weeks or months between my setting foot outside, every single time I go out, some one always identifies me as a witch and watches a curse cast.

I don’t get it.

In case you didn't know, the FBI is looking for some deranged fucking serial killing Stephen King fan that the FBI says is harassing everyone in York County, Maine BELIEVED to have a connection to a Stephen King book or movie, whether they actually do have a connection or not.

It’s very strange… but I am a Hoodoo Priestess aka a Voodoo Queen aka Gypsy Fortune Teller… I read cards and pendulums for clients and do Hoodoo rootwork, candle offerings, altar work… I AM the Gypsy Witch from Stephen King’s The Thinner after all… not the actress in the movie… the actual real Gypsy she was based off of, the consultant for making sure Gypsies were presented accurately in the movie… the actress in the movie was portraying me… I’m the REAL Gypsy Witch… and that’s scares people around local here shitless

THAT... is my connection to Stephen King: MY FAMILY WAS MURDERED BY A DERAGNED STEPHEN KING FAN WHO HAS BEHEADED MORE THEN 120 PEOPLE and 500+ CATS AND DOGS IN YORK COUNTY, MAINE SINCE JULY 2001!

You know, if these harassers spent more time paying attention to what is going on around them, and less time being self absorbed jerks... they'd know these crosses were here... they'd know, Old Orchard Beach has a serial killer on the lose who has beheaded more then 120 people and left their bodies at cross road intersections all over the marsh... they'd know that this has been going on for 18 years now, and they'd know that my family had been hit by this madman multiple times now, fist killing my cousin Timmy Murphy, then killing my baby and leaving me not only crippled, but also one of only 5 people to live through and survive one of this serial killer's attacks, thus WHY the FBI is so hyper focused on not letting me out of their sight because this killer has a history of not leaving people alive... they'd know that SEVENTEEN families all within a quarter mile section of Portland Ave, between Walnut St and Milekin Miles Rd, 17 families in this space of street, have not only have their families murdered, but their houses bulldozed by a backhoe, and in just those 17 families, in addiction to the dead people, there are also more then FIVE HUNDRED dead pets, including cats, dogs, birds, and horses, every one of which was beheaded and the headless pet hung from rope nooses and draped in trees and porches of the 17 families... something the FBI says is a scene from a Stephen King book, which the serial killer likes to recreate... and then the FBI points out this: each of those 17 families has appeared in The Thinner movie... it's the one common thread for ALL 120+ Scarbourough Marsh killings: every sing victim has somehow been involved in the filming on one of the 14 Stephen King movies which was filmed in Saco, Old Orchard Beach, and Scarboughor back in the 1980s. According to the FBI, EVERY SINGLE ONE of these murders, animal killings, harassments, vandalisms, and hate crimes, can be found in a Stephen King book and this lunatic is recreating "art" in tribute to Stephen King, using the bodies of family members who were involved in the filming of Stephen King's oldest movies.

If these people in the Sanford Ward church would take their heads out of Joesph Smith's ass long enough to look around, they would have known these things were going on, that they were going on to people in their congregation, that several members of their congregation have stopped attended church because they were murdered, that several other members of their congregation no longer attend because like me they are crippled and bed ridden from these attacks, and that 24 members of their congregation no longer attend church because they are in prison for their connections and involvements in these murders.

Heck, these murders have been all over the TV and paper news for 18 years now... you'd think the people of the Saco and Sanford Ward LDS churches - who are the ones in my driveway bitch screaming about Todd Murphey for the past 2 years now - would at least have seen enough TV news or newspaper news... oh look, did you know one of the big name newscasters on TV, someone who has in fact covered the Scarborough Marsh case on TV several times now, is a member of the Sanford Ward congregation, and even SHE knows what's going on, obviously because she's one of the reporters who keeps showing up to interview all us families who live in in the Scarborough Marsh... so I know not everyone in the Sandford Ward is clueless as to what has been going on in the community round them.... several of these church members are outright screaming, literally screaming from my neighbor's front porch in Biddeford, that they never heard of any of this before... I'm sorry... what the fuck?

The Scarborough Marsh murders is quite literally the biggest unsolved murder case in all of New England, not just Maine, it's been covered by DateLine, 20/20 and half the crime network tv shows! The fucking planet has heard of it! These people are telling me, literally, while standing on my neighbors front porch and shrieking at the tops of their lungs, that they never heard of this murder case, a murder case I've not stopped talking about for the last 9 years because as of 9 years ago now members of my family have been murdered.. heck, with so many deaths now, it's pretty hard to find any family in the Scarbourough Marsh who DOESN'T have a dead relative killed by this nutjob... and these people, who vandalized our apartment building so bad that the landlord has a repair crew here all of this next upcoming summer... these vandals and hate fueled harassers from the Sandford Ward church, are telling me, that they had no clue any of this was going on?

How many news reports are there? HUNDREDS! Oh look, fucking CNN is even covering it!

And you know what the FBI told me?

They said Stephen King fans quickly recognized that I was the severely retarded mute autistic girl whom Stephen King wrote DOZENS of stories about (did he? I don't know; I've never read a Stephen King book or watched a Stephen King movie... he's just one of my neighbours, I don't know anything about his work; I don't understand why is Stephen King so obsessed with me and my Gypsy family and my supposedly haunted car, that isn't haunted but no one ever listens to me, because they all say Stephen King told them it was haunted... and now, the FBI agents are saying he has made over a dozen books and movies about retarded mute autistic girls who are all based off of me! What the hell? Why is he doing this?

I don't like that Stephen King uses me as the basis of his characters, I don't like it at all; I never gave him permission to write about me, he never had permission to film Thinner on my farm either, I'm still mad about that too.... but now they are telling me that he is just super obsessed with my severe levels of Autism and that he has been obsessively writing weird ass horror shit that brands me as some kind of crazed mute psychopath with demon powers because I have Autism?

What the fuck? It never ends with Stephen King does it?! He just finds one way to slander and defame me after another and I'm so sick of it. Who the hell is this guy that he thinks he can get away with this stuff? You know what the FBI said... they said that EVERY major big time violent attack on me, my cars, my family, my farm... EVERY ONE OF THEM... coincides with the release date of a Stephen King book.

The FBI thinks Stephen King has some psycho fan who knows Stephen King is basing stuff off my life and is deliberately harassing my family JUST TO SEE how long it takes Stephen King to publish a book about what the harasser did to my family this time!

What the fuck!

You know writing books about my Autism and branding me as demon powered because of my autism is ablest shit, harassing a disabled person, right?

The FBI said that was why they sealed up all the police reports and got everything listed as classified, because they said they don't want Stephen King reading any more news reports about the harassment of my family and profiting off the murders and trauma ad suffering my family is going through any more! ).... and that Stephen King fans were outraged that some with low functioning Autism, that was so severely disabling as my Autism is, were outraged, that I was being harassed on mega extreme levels.

The FBI said once Stephen King's fans realized who I was and what was going on, that the FBI hotline has been FLOODED with calls coming in from ALL OVER THE PLANET... tens of thousands of calls each month... which have lead to DOZENS of arrests of a LOT of people connected to this Connecticut drug gang.

I don't even know anything about drugs or gangs or Connecticut... I have agoraphobia, I go years between setting foot outside, I've never even left the state! I have no clue what these FBI agents are even talking about!

I never even heard of Stephen King before all of this!

I looked him up to find out who the FBI was talking about, apparently he's some famous author, who used to be my neighbour, and spent an inordinate amount of time obsessing over my family because we are Gypsies and he's got some kind of fetish for us Gypsies and can't stop using us in his books.

And what the fuck?

The FBI, says he's been following the news reports of my family's murder and since 2013 has published MORE THAN A DOZEN books based off of me and my family and the FBI says everytime another big crime happens to my family, that Stephen King publishes a book about it in less then 6 months afterwards, which is WHY the FBI says they have t classify the police reports for EVERYTHING regarding my family now, because they think the serial killer who is terrorizing York County KNOWS Stephen King is writing books based off him/her and is killing us Gypsy families TO TRY TO GET Stephen King to write about their exploits!

What the fuck?!?!

Stephen King can fucking burn in hell.

My family's murder is not his playtime!

You fucking jackasses want a Gypsy curse?

I'll give you a fucking Gypsy curse:

As for the fucktards who think they can make a mockery of my son's death: may your own child die in a manner just as horrible or worse than the manner with which my child died.

If you have EVER mocked what happen to my family: may your child die as mine did or in a worse manner, so that you may know the pain and suffering me and my family are going through, that you learn to NEVER mock a child's death EVER AGAIN!

May all evil you have done or said to or about me and my family come back upon you 7 times 7. On you and your children and their children, for seven generations.

All ill will you send to me I mirror back upon you.

All mockery you have done of my family's murder, I send back to your family, that your children may suffer a greater thing then mine have suffered, to punish you for mocking my pain.

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