FAQ: What are the most visited pages on this website and how many visits do they get?

Several years ago, I wrote an article on how to write different types of magic uses, or rather how I personally write various types of magic users within the context of my Quaraun books. Today that page is one of my top ten most visited articles. It gets 50 to 500 views/reads/hits/visits per day depending on the time of the years and has had over 200k visits total since it was published.

Amphibious Aliens: Debunking The Atwater Family's Alien Abduction Hoax with more then 30MILLION reads since 2007 and The GoldenEagle: Debunking Stephen King's World's Most Haunted Car Hoax with over tenMILLION reads since 2007 still rank as the two most visited articles on my website, but, neither of those are writing related.

Writing Medieval Servants is my most visited writing related article with over 7MILLION reads.

This website was started in 1996 and has 1 to 3 new articles (all written by me, I am the only writer on this site) published almost daily. In 2017 we crossed ten thousand articles published. As of 2023, EACH article gets MINIMUM 10 to 70 reads PER DAY, with the high traffic articles getting 500+ reads per day.

And since December 2019, my website now gets three hundred thousand to 7 million reads per month - well over ONE HUNDRED MILLION PAGE READS PER YEAR, making it not only the single most trafficked site in the State of Maine, but also one of the most visited websites in ALL OF NEW ENGLAND!

{{{HUGS}}} Thank you to all my readers for making this possible!

Did my car send you here?

If so, you are looking for this page: NEVER FORGET!

Too Gay For Old Orchard Beach?

You want this page: TRIGGERED!

Looking for Stephen King's Thinner Gypsies, The World's Most Haunted Car, The Real Christine, or The Story of Etiole?

Those are all here: Amphibious Aliens aka Debunking The Atwater Clan's UFO Hoax and the TRUTH behind the severely disfigured World War 2 homeless vet local jackasses accuse of being an alien/demon/criptid

and

The GoldenEagle: An Auto-Biography of The world's Most Haunted Car, and The TRUTH behind the myth aka Why I HATE Stephen King and wish all his jackass fans would get the hell out of my life.

>>>Is The GoldenEagle haunted?

No. That's just an urban legend started by paranoid locals and made famous by Stephen King, who jumped on the local rumors and ran with it. 

>>>Why is your car called The Goldeneagle?

It's not. Captain Goldeneagle aka Etiole Swanzen is a fictional character -a silver skinned merman - who appeared in several short stories I wrote/published in the late 1970s to mid 1980s. 

I don't know why locals started calling my car The Goldeneagle or the homeless man who slept in it at night Etiole. You'll have to ask them, because they are the ones who say it, not me.

>>>Who is Etiole?

Which one? There are several different people whom the locals call Etiole. One of them is my husband, Ben, Etiole is not his name, but that doesn't stop local idiots from calling him that.

Another of them is the elderly homeless man who sleeps in my car at night because he has no place else to sleep at night, and who I assume is the one you are referring to. Etiole is not his name either, but so many people have called him that, he will answer to it now, IF you can 1: get close enough to him to talk to him, and 2: if he will talk at all. He is a severely disfigured and disabled WW2 pilot, who suffers from massive levels of PTSD, is not aware the war ended 80 years ago, and spends the bulk of his time in the forests/swamps/marshes in and around Old Orchard Beach hand digging fox-holes, trenches, and tree bark lean to shelters. If you ever hike around Ocean Park, you'll see a lot of his structures there. He runs away from most people, and is rarely seen up-close, which led to false rumors of him being a cryptid/alien/demon/ghost/whatever the current flavor of the day non-human local conspiracy theorists have come up with at the moment. He is not a demon or an alien or a ghost or whatever else. He is a severally mentally handicapped elderly man, whom as of 2023 is around 90 to 100 years old and struggles to get around any more. We who take care of him, do not expect him to live much longer and are very frustrated that we have been unable to get local MUFON nutcases to leave him alone. 

He is a local homeless French Jewish man, whom I let sleep in my car on rainy nights so that he can stay dry. Retarded locals think he is a demon or alien or whatever else they call him, because he is covered in scars and burns and Kabalic tattoos and number tattoos from being a concentration camp survivor from WW2.

You can see video footage of his living conditions:

HERE

and HERE

and HERE. These videos where filmed in 2022

As you can see from the videos, this homeless man whom my sick jackass Uncle Bruce has spent DECADES harassing, has NOTHING, he LITERALLY is living in a hole he dug with his fingernails, in the sand under a fallen tree, and you can see from these videos WHY I let him sleep in my car, and WHY the shit heads of Old Orchard Beach and Biddeford Maine who are harassing this homeless man, calling him a cryptid, calling him an alien, calling him an evil spirit, are scumbag pieces of shit who don't deserve the life god gave them.

Only absolute scum bag, low life, piece of fifth TRASH would spend five fucking decades harassing a homeless World War 2 veteran the way the MUFON nutjobs of Old Orchard Beach and Biddeford Maine treat "Etiole"!

The original one, where the name actually comes from, was Captain Goldeneagle Etiole Swanzen who is a fictional silver skinned merman who featured as a primary character in the books The Pearl Necklace, The Silver Salamander, The GoldenEagle, Incubus, and The Silver Arrow, all of which were published between 1983 and 1989. In the books, Etiole was a merman who, with his best friend, a talking black bobcat named Miss Citten the Eel~Kat, explored new planets in search of alien eel species to take to Planet Ptarmagin. 

It appears, that for some reason, delusional idiots who could not tell the difference between FICTIONAL Space Fantasy books, and a real life homeless man, were behind the rumor that the homeless man who sleeps in my car, was the space merman from the books. To make things even more bizarre, people started calling ME "EelKat" and dubbed me "EelKat Etiole's Friend", even though my name is Wendy Christine Allen. Somewhere along the line people mixed up me and the homeless man for being the fictional characters EelKat (a talking cat) and Etiole (a merman) but I don't know who started that rumor or why it spread and became the weird urban legend with a cult following, like it is today.

Did Tom Addams's Flamboyant Nipples website send you here?

YIf so, you are looking for this page: Rapunzel Hair, Nose Rings, and Penis Piercings aka How To Write Character Descriptions

Looking for something else?

Here's an index of the most visited pages on this website...

Note, while there are well over 10,000 pages/articles (mostly on writing, self-publishing, character creation, and worldbuilding, due to this site being both the oldest -online since 1996- and largest database of articles for helping new writers get starting in writing Fantasy novels, this list only has around 2,000 pages indexed. I'm only one person, my son was murdered, between dealing with the FBI investigation, police investigations, a busy writing career, and health recovery, it's difficult to find time to finish indexing all of the pages here. Most every page is linked to from some other page, so following the links in articles will get you to every page on my site eventually.

What type of Autism do you have?

>>>What type of Autism do you have?

I do not have a TYPE of Autism.

There is no such thing as Autism TYPES.

Autism is Autism.

Aspegers is NOT Autism.

Tourets is NOT Autism.

Downs Syndrome is NOT Autism.

Autism Spectrum Disorders are NOT Autism.

There is no such thing as “High Functioning” or “Low Functioning” Autism, both of those terms DO NOT EXIST in the medical community and are inventions of the internet that exist only in conspiracy theories.

There are 681 disorders on the “Autism Spectrum”, but Autism, is NOT on the “Autism Spectrum”.

Why?

Because “Autism Spectrum” simply means that you have 3 or more symptoms of Autism and have a high probability of being falsely classified as Autistic. If you have an “Autism Spectrum Disorder” it means that you ARE NOT AUTISTIC, but could be mistaken as Autistic by someone not trained in diagnosing REAL and ACTUAL Autism.

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Update: July 6, 2023

I'm getting messages about Atwaters flipping out over the RainMan movie post I mentioned the other day. I don't know what they are talking about, but they seem to have movies mixed up or something.

I'm sorry, no... I don't think they have a clue what the RainMan movie is... they SERIOUSLY are mixing it up with something else, I don't know what... this is the RainMan movie... THIS is REAL and ACTUAL Autism, not to be confused with Aspergers which has no medical connection to Autism whatsoever... https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DH6S0wKKGBM

THIS is what I have, and the Atwaters'd know that, had they ever met me in person and talked to me face to face because THIS is also EXACTLY how I talk and act... don't be fooled by the fact that I can think and type, because thinking and typing does NOT translate into how I act or talk...

THIS is REAL AND ACTUAL Autism https://youtu.be/G4Hwsz1sQmc

THIS is what I have, and they'd know that, had they ever met me in person and talked to me face to face because THIS is also EXACTLY how I talk and act... don't be fooled by the fact that I can think and type, because thinking and typing does NOT translate into how I act or talk.

And THIS is why no one can say nothing or do nothing near me, because I REMEMBER EVERYTHING word for word, line for line... even without the camera running 24/7... THIS is REAL and ACTUAL Autism, not to be confused with Aspergers which has no medical connection to Autism whatsoever... https://youtu.be/gN2ZP-q_qpc

THIS is what I have, THIS is how I talk and act and what I do... THIS is why I can not go out in public without a caretaker with me https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ioMspoSNgmw

the fact that these people who are gossiping about me and spreading rumours about me, do not know that THIS is what I am like, just proves even more that these people don't actually know me... which yet again, leads me to ask, what is their motive? Also who are they? I don't know a single one of these people... yes the Atwaters are relatives, but they are not people I ever met before, other then the group of 400+ of them that attack my farm every year on September 19th because that day means something to them, for some reason... they show up with assault rifles and shoot up every house on my street, beat people up, rape all my female neighbours -the most recent rape gang attack happened at my 27 High Street Biddeford apartment February 2019, when they also did $230k in damages to the building, totaled my Volvo (which I since had rebuilt and is now back on the road), sent 7 people to the hospital, annd left 27 families homeless due to the apartment building being condemned because of the damages. , and I've no clue who they are except they call themselves "The Davids and Lucys and Halls" they claim to be my uncle David's kids and grandkids,, but I have no way to confirm if they are who they say they are ot not. They are always led by a blond woman named Yvonne and her blond brother Shem, at least that's the names they say for themselves. But those are the only Atwaters I know and the Old Orchard Beach Police are scared shitless of them. I know this because every year when the Atwaters arrive we call the police, the police send 10 or 12 officers over, then the police throw their hands up in the air, say they do not have either the man power or weapon resources to deal with it and leave.

Old Orchard Beach Police Officer Will Watson, said during the 1996 Atwater attack on my farm: "You don't understand, these people form a small army, we are not equipped to deal with a situation like this; the state police aren't even equipped to deal with this. You don't need to police, you need the coast guards, or the marines, call the justice department, maybe they can pool their resources and get enough people here to help, but I doubt it; The Scottish Traveller Crime Family is four hundred people strong, there aren't even that many police officers in the entire state of Maine, there's nothing we can do, our hands are tied, there's just too many of them"

THOSE are the pepole who are right now contacting my followers on FaceBook, right now running around offline locally in Biddeford... THOSE people, are the Atwaters who are doing this weird thing of making strange claims of things I've said or done, things that I'm not physically able too say or do at all. But why? What is their motive? I don't know. I do know that Davd himself sent me a hand written letter in the mail, stating he and his crew are angry that I sent the FBI to their compound in Paylyra, Maine... but the thing is, I DIDD NOT send the FBI over there and I don't know what my Uncle David is even talking about.

The FBI has been here too. A LOT. Six different FBI agents have been to the Biddeford apartment more then a dozen times each just since 2021, and it's usually to ask questions about some bomb that they said they found at the White House in Washington DC. They keep showing me pictures of it and asking if it looks like the bomb that blew up my house October 16, 2006. It does not. The bomb that blew up my house was a yellow grease fryer with brough corn cobs painted all over it, and the bombs in the pictures the FBI keep bring over are like long silver metal sewer pipes. They don't look the same at all. But the agents said they have evidence they were made by the same person. Well, in March 2017 the FBI arrested my uncle Paul Martal for the bomb that blew up my house, and also the bomb that blew up my doctor's clinic on Saco Ave in February 2003, and 4 more bombs in Boston March 2013. Apparently my uncle Paul Martel built a lot of bombs over a lot of years and the one that blew up my house in 2006 was one of his early test bombs... but anyways, the FBI agents who been coming over the past few months said they had video footage of my uncle David's wife, sister, and 23 of his grandkids in Washington D.C. on January 6, 2021, they said they had stolen some woman's speaking pulpit, Nancy something, I think her last name began with a P? They said one of my cousins (they called her Yvonne, but I don't know any cousin named Yvonne... I have more then six hundred first cousins and more then two thousand second and third cousins (most of my Atwater relatives are FLDS polygamists with 5 to 15 wives each, so they father a LOT of kids) but I've only met ten of my cousins (Uncle Brucies 6 kids and Aunt Barbara's 4 kids)and so, there are six hundred cousins whom I have never met before, so I could have a dozen or more cousins named Yvonne and not know it!) and her son took it to Florida and that her son went to prison, and they are looking for the rest of David's crew who helped him steal the Nancy's woman's pulpit. They said the bomb they showed me pictures of was in her office and they think it was my uncle David's 23 grandkids who were down there who did it.

This is all confusing to me because the FBI was saying super crazy shit like that Donald Trump was president, which made me question if they were real FBI agents, but nope apparently Donald Trump really was president! How crazy is that? I don't have a TV or read newspapers so I don't know about politic shit. Politics is dull boring crap because it is jus nothing but people fighting with each other over stupid stuff that isn't important, while people are being hurt and no politician ever does a damned thing to help people, so, I don't know who the Nancy woman was, but apparently she worked for President Trump or something. It's just all too confusing for me and I zoned out and didn't listen to half of it, so I don't know what exactly it is that my uncle David's crew did down in Washington DC January 6, 2021, but whatever it is, it involved stealing some Nacy woman's pulpit and a pipe bomb, and the FBI agents were here for a good 5 hours asking me tons of questions about it and I had no clue what the fuck they was talking about. It was all very weird.

But, anyways, The FBI started showing up asking all sort of questions about David's crew on January 15, 2021, and I know nothing about David's group at all, so I had no answers to any of the FBI's questions other then "I don't know", "I don't know", "I don't know", "I don't know", "I don't know", "I don't know", and a lot more "I don't know".

February 14, 2021 I get a handwritten letter in the mail from David himself, all upset because he claims I sent the FBI to the compound in Palmyra/Bangor, Maine. I haven't got a clue what he is even talking about. I didn't send the FBI anywhere, I didn't even know David was in Maine at all, last I knew he was in Wyomin!

Then October 21, 2021, FBI agents show up again. There was a Fed Ex truck parked in front of our Biddeford apartment. It had been their a few weeks, broken down, taking up 3 parking spaces in front of the front porch. Never thought anything of it, figured Fed ex driver would be back to have it towed, but it sat their from Sept 2021 to November 2021... well, on October 21, 2021, I was out in my driveway repainting my Volvo, parked beside the Fed Ex truck, when the back door rolls open and four FBI agents climb out, and tell me, that they suspect a relative of my son's murderer (he was murdered November 14, 2013) had just moved into our building and that's why they had set up surveillance in the supposedly broken down Fed Ex truck. They ask me, can I hold off on painting the mural on my car, and can I instead, pull my car up into the back yard where it can not be seen from the road, where it can only be seen from 7 windows of the 3 upstairs apartments in our building. Then they give me a message to paint on the roof, hood, and trunk of my car... the one which detailed info about the November 14, 2013 murder of my son, but with the date of the April 10, 2015 attack on my farm, ending with a request for witnesses to call the FBI hotline phone number.

They then pointed out several other trucks parked in the area, on Cutts St, Harvey, Bradberry, Western Ave, and said there were agents in every one of them and if I needed to, I could walk up to any one of those trucks and ask for help or hand them info.

Within 10 hours Porch bitch showed up for the first time.

The next day a homeless man showed up, claiming his mother often bragged to having crippled me at the college... 2 weeks later he showed up dead on the train tracks behind our apartment building, and every day from November 21, 2021 to May 17, 2022 porch bitch showed up chanting his name.

September 19, 2021 was the BIGGEST and MOST DESTRUCTIVE attack to ever hit my Old Orchard Beach Farm... FBI asked me to mention NONE of the details online, so, no details have been released to the public at all.

What info was allowed to be made public, was that, all the 50foot tall cedar hedge trees across the front of my land were cut down, the infamous backhoe from 2013 returned, cut a road through my yard, attacked BOTH my neighbors to either side of me by digging up BOTH their septic tanks and cutting off their water supply from the city water, and made a MASSIVE attempt to locate my murdered son's grave by digging up ALL THREE of our yards... mine at 146, and both my neighbors at 144 and 148.

They made a monumentally HUGE attempt to find and destroy my murdered son's grave.

Why?

While it is known who owns the backhoe, he claims, same as he did in 2013 when it drove over my house, that it was stolen... many, many, many MILLIONS in damages were done to the 3 properties attacked, dozens of graves, some of them Native American from the 1600s's were dug up... and... MANY MILLIONS in heroin were shoved under my big pink motorhome, in an attempt to frame me for being in possession of fentanyl.

And... a member of my family was murdered....who, has not yet been released... nor has how they died been released.

THAT, is the ONLY info that has been allowed to be released to the public... but that info is only a tiny fraction of what was done during the September 19, 2021 attack on my farm on Portland Ave.

The FBI has put my uncle David's family, specifically his grandchildren, as their #1 suspects in this 2021 attack.

And the huge slander smear campaign on Twitter, FaceBook, and spread across more then 300 user accounts on Reddit, started November 21, 2021, and the FBI believes that porch bitch is the scape goat for David's grandkids...

...the FBI pointed out that the shoot out with the Connecticut drug gang in 1982, that happened on my farm, was between David, Brucie, and the drg gang. The FBI believes this whole thing has something to do with something the Atwaters did with the Connecticut drug gang back in 1968, BEFORE I WAS EVEN BORN!!!

The FBI also said they believe that David's grandkids are the ones behind the weird slander defamation smear campaign going on online, slandering my name everywhere, because according to the FBI the dead guy from 2021, went to church with one of Ben's friends who is one of David's grandkids friends.

And I'm just sitting here confused out of my mind, because I've never had anything to do with David, his relatives, any drug dealers, or any of this other stuff, and I can't figure out why they are trying to drag me into it... but, the FBI says that David somehow got it into his head that I was the one who "ratted him out" (what the fuck? ratted him out for what? what does that even mean?) but the FBI says they think it was ACTUALLY David's sister Barbara who ratted him out, but that she did it using my name so that she wouldn't take the blame for ratting him out.

And when I asked why the heck would she use MY name? The FBI said, they think she picked me because of my Autism. They said, that she spends an inordinate amount of time at local karaoke bars, spreading huge amounts of lies and gossip about me, with her girlfriend "crackhead Cammilla" (whoever the hell that is) and that, she's been dong it in bars around Old Orchard, Biddeford, and Kennebunk, Maine for well over fifteen years now!... they said she started doing it around the same time her husband Paul Martel blew up my house with a bomb, and they suspect that she started doing it, to try to take attention away from her husband (who is now in prison for building said bomb)... the FBI said they have a lot of surveillance footage of her calling me "a worthless brain dead retard" and stating that no one would miss me if I was gone. The FBI said she was unaware that I was in 2 Stephen King movies (which I'm not... but people are saying I am because of that illegal guerilla filming method of how Stephen King movies were filmed) and had written a bestselling novel that had sold ten million copies, so she was unaware how famous I was or that, by trying to pin the drug stuff on me, that they would end up making it VERY EASY to track everyone involved, simple because I was so VERY famous online.

They said The Atwaters were unaware of how famous I was, until in 2021, when a bunch of Stephen King fans who live in York County, Maine, made an issue about the fact that I, The Gypsy witch from The Thinner movie, was being harassed big time... and it was at that point that David's grandkids realized they had not only opened a can of worms, they had stomped on a fucking hornet's nest of angry Stephen King fans.

They said Stephen King fans quickly recognized that I was the severely retarded mute autistic girl whom Stephen King wrote DOZENS of stories about (did he? I don't know; I've never read a Stephen King book or watched a Stephen King movie... he's just one of my neighbours, I don't know anything about his work; I don't understand why is Stephen King so obsessed with me and my Gypsy family and my supposedly haunted car, that isn't haunted but no one ever listens to me, because they all say Stephen King told them it was haunted... and now, the FBI agents are saying he has made over a dozen books and movies about retarded mute autistic girls who are all based off of me! What the hell? Why is he doing this?

I don't like that Stephen King uses me as the basis of his characters, I don't like it at all; I never gave him permission to write about me, he never had permission to film Thinner on my farm either, I'm still mad about that too.... but now they are telling me that he is just super obsessed with my severe levels of Autism and that he has been obsessively writing weird ass horror shit that brands me as some kind of crazed mute psychopath with demon powers because I have Autism?

What the fuck? It never ends with Stephen King does it?! He just finds one way to slander and defame me after another and I'm so sick of it. Who the hell is this guy that he thinks he can get away with this stuff? You know what the FBI said... they said that EVERY major big time violent attack on me, my cars, my family, my farm... EVERY ONE OF THEM... coincides with the release date of a Stephen King book.

The FBI thinks Stephen King has some psycho fan who knows Stephen King is basing stuff off my life and is deliberately harassing my family JUST TO SEE how long it takes Stephen King to publish a book about what the harasser did to my family this time!

What the fuck!

You know writing books about my Autism and branding me as demon powered because of my autism is ablest shit, harassing a disabled person, right?

The FBI said that was why they sealed up all the police reports and got everything listed as classified, because they said they don't want Stephen King reading any more news reports about the harassment of my family and profiting off the murders and trauma ad suffering my family is going through any more! ).... and that Stephen King fans were outraged that some with low functioning Autism, that was so severely disabling as my Autism is, were outraged, that I was being harassed on mega extreme levels.

The FBI said once Stephen King's fans realized who I was and what was going on, that the FBI hotline has been FLOODED with calls coming in from ALL OVER THE PLANET... tens of thousands of calls each month... which have lead to DOZENS of arrests of a LOT of people connected to this Connecticut drug gang.

And they said THIS is why David believes I ratted him out... even though I did not. They said so many Stephen King fans have been calling the FBI phone number on my car and FaceBook and website, that they were able to gather up a LOT of evidence against a LOT of Atwaters... and that is why the Atwaters have gone mega hyper smear campaign, because the Atwaters believe it was ME who called the FBI..

...but the fact remains, as always... I am looking for the murderer of my son, and I have no interest in the Atwaters or their drug dealing hoodlum friends. I just want to know who murdered my son, that's the reason the FBI hotline number is there.

But... apparently, the Atwaters thought the FBI phone number was there to turn them in... which is weird, because it clearly states if you have information about the murder of my son... why would the Atwaters think it was about them, unless they were the ones who murdered my son?

I am just baffled and confused by the people around Biddeford and Old Orchard who tell me in person and the people online on FaceBook and Twitter who tell me online, that they are being contacted by Atwaters telling them things I supposedly said or did, and it's never anything I am even capable of saying or doing, but besides that who are these Atwaters who are doing this, why are they ding it, why do they think I should know them when I don't know the Atwaters at all, and why do they think they know me, and where are they sourcing this freaked out weird ass info they claim is about me, but it isn't about me, and why are they attributing it to me? It just seems like they have me mixed up with someone else, especially since they are saying they get emails from me but I don't use email, I never have, I don't even know how to use email, so I looks like someone is pretending to be me to get them worked up, but who or why, I don't know... but also whoever it is seems to be unaware I have Autism, seems to be just as unaware of my Autism as the Atwaters also clearly are unaware.

This whole thing is all just so very strange and I don't understand any of it. They are so disruptive of my life, and I can't figure out what the motive behind any of it is.

It's very frustrating not knowing who these people are or why they are doing the stuff they are doing.

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What does it say on the sign in your Volvo windows? I did not have time to read it.

>>>What does it say on the sign in your Volvo windows? I did not have time to read it.

If you have any information, about the group of 70+ people who ganged up on me and murdered my infant son,

please call FBI Portland Office @ 207-774-9322

ask for Agent Andy Drewer.

November 14, 2013 10PM @ Southern Maine Community College Art Studio Bug-Light Parking Lot: 3 strangers armed with golf clubs, attacked me from behind while I was loading bags into the backseat of my car. They were a blond woman 60s-ish whom the others called "Claire", a natural red-haired woman also 60sish who called herself "Kendra", and a bald man, football player-body-type-build in his 30sish. I was 8 months pregnant. They murdered my baby, ruptured 3 discs in my spine, shattered 3 vertebra, broke my pelvis, hips, and knees. I was paralyzed for 5 months and was 18 months relearning to walk. The nerve damage has left me with limited use of my hands, legs, bladder, and intestines.

April 10, 2015 1PM at 146 Portland Ave Old Orchard Beach Maine a gang of estimated 74 people, some of them wearing ku klux klan robes, invaded my farm, used a Blow Brothers sewage truck to pump 500+gallons of sewage into my motorhome flooding it to over the kitchen counters deep, ripped out all the cabinets and built in furniture, while 14 men armed with guns, held my family down on the ice and snow, with guns to our heads, and used cinder block bricks and a metal pole with metal wire loops to beat and behead 10 of my 12 foster children (the youngest age 4, the oldest age 16). May 15, 2015 they returned and nailed their heads to my front door. The 3 people of the November 14, 2013 attack were among the group.

September 12, 2015, 9AM a dozen+ of these same people arrived again in my driveway at 146, this time chanting: "Too gay for the family friendly town of Old Orchard Beach. Kill of be killed. Remember Saco Shaw's, Transgender Murder Store, kill the transvestites before they kill us all", one white haired man in a dark green pick up truck was leading the herd, while waving a rifle over his head and shooting at me and my pink motorhome, he shot several holes through my neighbour's shed. The crowd was accusing me of being a male-to-female "transgender terrorist" (the thought I was Muslim because I wear Catholic veiling).

June 26, 2016, the same 2 women of the first 2 attacks, arrived at my Scarborough WalMart workplace, and in a near repeat of the first attack, again while I was leaned over the back seat of my car putting bags in, this time they attacked with a chopping cart, re-injuring my spine, hip, and pelvis that was not yet fully healed from the first attack. The blond "Claire" woman was screaming "That's EelKat, she tried to kill my husband!" while the redhead screamed "I'm Kendra Silvermander it's my turn the shine!" They sped away in a early2000s-vintage gold Volvo SUV station wagon. This attack left me permanently crippled, and bedridden from 2016 until May 2022.

I do not know who these people are. I never saw them before these attacks, and I've not seen them outside of these attacks. The Old Orchard Beach and Biddeford Police and the FBI are seeking information leading to their identity and arrest.

There are more details, on the other sign, on the other window, on the other side of the car.

NEVER FORGET:

On Christmas Day December 2023, my son would have celebrated his 10th birthday... but...

...On November 14, 2013, my unborn son was murdered by CHRISTIANS who mistook me, a straight 8 month pregnant woman, for a gay man, and attacked me with golf clubs, in The SMCC parking lot at 10PM while I was putting bags in my car.

And THAT is WHY I painted this car... so you would come closer, to see the art, and read about my son's murder, so that you can spread awareness, and prevent what happened to me, from happening to anyone else.

Your hatred defines you, and you are NOT a Christian and are NOT doing Jesus' work if you are actively trying to hurt people.

Is MURDERING PEOPLE REALLY what your God teaches?

I am not only a Christian; I am an ordained minister, and a devote practitioner of Folk Catholicism. Because JESUS TAUGHT all women to cover their heads, I wear a veil, exactly as the Catholic Church teaches us to do. I was wearing a veil the day my son was murdered, the day I was crippled. The attackers, while beating me with a golf club, not only falsely accused me of being a gay man, but they also accused me of being what they termed "a Muslim terrorist", because I wear a veil. These so called Christians knew so little about what their Jesus taught, that they didn't know Jesus commanded woman to wear veils.

I am crippled for the rest of my life, and my son is DEAD, because HATERS were "doing Jesus' work" and getting rid of what they THOUGHT was a gay man in a dress.

Ask yourself this: is murdering people REALLY what Jesus would do? Is hating LGBTQAI+ people REALLY what Jesus would do?

I don't think so. Jesus taught to love EVERYONE. And if YOU hate the LGBTQAI+ community, then you have no clue what it means to be Christian and are giving Christians a bad name. And you ought to be ashamed of yourself.

There are more details on the other sign, on the other side of the car... read it too... because there was more then one attack, the group was more then 70 people, and the FBI is looking for this group of 70+ murderers who murdered my son.

If you have any information about the group of 70+ people who ganged up on me and murdered my infant son,

please call FBI Portland Office @ 207-774-9322

ask for Agent Andy Drewer.

More Info @ eelkat.com

>>>Did you get the $10/$100/$1,000/$10,000 I donated to your fundraiser?

>>>Did you get the $10/$100/$1,000/$10,000 I donated to your fundraiser?

What fundraiser?

I don't know what you are talking about.

I don't have any fundraiser.

I have never done a fundraiser in my entire life.

Whoever you gave your money to it wasn't me.

If someone is doing a fundraiser in my name, they are doing it without my knowledge, concent, or permission.

If you donated money to something thinking you were giving it to me, then someone scammed you and you NEED to go to the police and file a report and try to get your money back.

I am not only a Gypsy, I am also Scottish, and a LDS/Mormon. All three groups do not believe in or practice any form of tip giving, donations, panhandling, begging, or fund raising, as these things are considered by Gypsies, Scottish, and the teachings of the LDS/Mormon Church to be vile evil sins, that go against the laws of self sufficiency. 

>>>I keep getting emails from you about Etiole. Why are you emailing me?

>>>I keep getting emails from you about Etiole. Why are you emailing me?

You are most certainly NOT getting emails from me.

I do not have email.

I do not use email.

It's not physically possible for me to email you.

I do not have or use email. Any emails you have received are fake and sent by others.

The FBI is aware of this situation, and believe that the emails are being sent out by friends, family, and relatives of my son's murderer. If you receive ANY email claiming to be from me, "EelKat", or "Etiole", please contact FBI Agent Andy Drewer at 207-774-9322

You can also mail him copies of the emails you are receiving at:

Federal Bureau of Investigation
1 Middle Street
4th Floor: Agent Andy Drewer
Portland, ME

That's his office, you can go in and hand it to him in person.

>>>Have you seen the videos flooding YouTube, about you, your goldeneagle, and Etiole? Did you make those or are they deep fakes? What's up with that?

>>>Have you seen the videos flooding YouTube, about you, your goldeneagle, and Etiole? Did you make those or are they deep fakes? What's up with that?

Yes. I saw them. I know. There are several hundred "deep fake" videos about me, my car, and Etiole, all over YouTube. They started showing up summer 2021, a few weeks before porch bitch showed up and, it's believed she and her friends and family are the one making them.

Yes, they are deep fakes that appear to be AI generated, via people stealing photos of me and my car off my website.

And yes, if you find any, DO, forward them to the FBI, because again, it is believed those videos are being made by the MURDERER of my son, in some sort of weird attempt to discredit any real evidence about my son's murder.

And yes, since the rise if AI in 2021 to now, there has shown up a LOT of "deep fake" video footage of me, my car, and someone who is supposedly Etiole... ALL of those videos on YouTube are FAKE AI generated hoaxes.

No, THIS is my YouTube channel right here: https://www.youtube.com/@EelKatWendyCAllen

As you can see, I hardly ever use it, have never promoted it, so it has no followers, and ALL of the videos are just me fangirling various Elves (mostly Avallac’h). There are NO videos about me, my car, my family, Etiole… NOTHING… THIS is my ONLY YouTube channel… So yes, ALL of the other channels you are finding ARE FAKE. I do NOT do interviews, I do NOT do collabs… ALL of the videos you are finding about me, my family, my cars, Etiole, or anything else connected to me are DEEP FAKE scammers making slanderous AI generated crap about me and my life… which again… the FBI believes it is being done by the friends and family of my son’s murderer, so if you find ANY videos about me, my car, my family, Etiole, or claiming to be me: DO REPORT THOSE VIDEOS/CHANNELS TO THE FBI:

please contact FBI Agent Andy Drewer at 207-774-9322

You can also mail him copies of the emails you are receiving at:

Federal Bureau of Investigation
1 Middle Street
4th Floor: Agent Andy Drewer
Portland, ME

That's his office, you can go in and hand it to him in person.

I have ZERO videos about my car.

I have ZERO videos about Etiole.

Images you see of my car or me, in YouTube videos were STOLEN off my website and are being used WITHOUT MY PERMISSION.

I did NOT make any of those videos.

I did NOT make any of those websites.

I did NOT write any of those articles.

The ONLY information I have online about my car is HERE.

The ONLY information I have online about Etiole is HERE. And the ONLY real and ACTUAL video footage online of Etiole is:

HERE

and HERE

and HERE. These videos where filmed in 2022 in responce to the flood of deep fakes on YuTube that are calling him an alien/demon/criptid.

This website you are reading right now, is my ONLY website, and you can see EXACTLY what I say here, and you can also see how fucking PISSED OFF I am at the scumbags who make those videos and websites.

THIS picture and ALL other pictures of my car, are being illegally stolen off of my website and used in HUNDREDS of videos and articles by scumbag Stephen King shitheads, I mean fans, WITHOUT MY PERMISSION! This photos were taken in August 1986 on my Sony camera, using Fuji film and I have both the original photos in a photo album, as well as the original negative strips. Others were also taken on film cameras and I have the negatives of those as well. BECAUSE the car sat in my garden, 35 feet BEHIND the swamp,  that is in the forest 175 feet from the nearest road, and sat there since 1978, WITH A BARBED WIRE TOPPED FENCE AROUND IT and with no road access to it and not able to be seen from the road, there are ZERO pictures of this car taken by ANYONE... I own ALL photos EVER taken of this car, and am the copyright holder of ALL the photos of this car. I can PROVE that I took these photos, own the copyrights, and have NOT granted ANY rights to ANYONE to use my photos in their videos or articles or websites!

Those videos, websites, and articles about aliens, demons, cryptids, ghosts, haunted cars, and evil spirits are being made by fucking scam artists who are attempting to discredit my good reputation... something you can PROVE by the DATES those videos and articles started showing up: LITERALLY THE WEEK AFTER MY SON WAS MURDERED! Which PROVES those videos and articles are being made BY MY SON'S MURDERER as a means of trying to distract people away from his murder!

If you have any information about the scammers who are making these slanderous defamation videos and websites about me and my family, please contact FBI Agent Andy Drewer at 207-774-9322

You can also mail him copies of the emails you are receiving at:

Federal Bureau of Investigation
1 Middle Street
4th Floor: Agent Andy Drewer
Portland, ME

That's his office, you can go in and hand it to him in person.

>>>Is your car demon possessed?
>>>Does an evil spirit live in your car?
>>>What is the cryptid creature everyone says they see in your car at night?

>>>Is your car demon possessed?

>>>Does an evil spirit live in your car?

>>>What is the cryptid creature everyone says they see in your car at night?

No. There is no demon. 

No. There is no evil spirit.

No. There is no cryptid creature.

That's just an urban legend started by paranoid locals and made famous by Stephen King, who jumped on the local rumors and ran with it.

It's a local homeless French Jewish man, whom I let sleep in my car on rainy nights so that he can stay dry. Retarded locals think he is a demon or alien or whatever else they call him, because he is covered in scars and burns and Kabalic tattoos and number tattoos from being a concentration camp survivor from WW2.

You can see video footage of his living conditions:

HERE

and HERE

and HERE. These videos where filmed in 2022

As you can see from the videos, this homeless man whom my sick jackass Uncle Bruce has spent DECADES harassing, has NOTHING, he LITERALLY is living in a hole he dug with his fingernails, in the sand under a fallen tree, and you can see from these videos WHY I let him sleep in my car, and WHY the shit heads of Old Orchard Beach and Biddeford Maine who are harassing this homeless man, calling him a cryptid, calling him an alien, calling him an evil spirit, are scumbag pieces of shit who don't deserve the life god gave them.

Only absolute scum bag, low life, piece of fifth TRASH would spend five fucking decades harassing a homeless World War 2 veteran the way the MUFON nutjobs of Old Orchard Beach and Biddeford Maine treat "Etiole"!

>>>Why do people say your car is haunted?

>>>Why do people say your car is haunted?

Short answer: I have a deeply mentally disturbed uncle who in 1968, at the age of 6, tried to kill his 2 year old sister by climbing onto an overpass and throwing her off it in front of a car. That car, was a 1964 Dodge 330. When adults asked the boy why he tried to kill his sister, he claimed that Satan was siting on the hood of the car and told him to do it.

That is the ONLY ACTUAL incident to ever occur with the car.

Since then dozens of people have - equally mentally deranged - have come forward with hundreds of wild stories about the car, but in the nearly 70 years since 1968, not a single one of those rumors have been founded and ALL have been proven false.

The whole "haunted car" rumor was a hoax started and maintained by my uncle, to cover up his guilt over trying to murder his 2 year old sister. Only this and nothing more.

The car, is NOT haunted, and that has been proven, several times now.

A very long detailed, in depth look at the car, it's history, and the wild rumors people tell about it, can be found HERE.

>>>Is it true you put curses on people?

>>>Is it true you put curses on people?

*sigh*

I am so sick of dealing with braindead, mindless retards.

You fucking stupid, retarded, braindead, mindless jackasses want a Gypsy curse?

I'll give you a fucking Gypsy curse:

As for the fucktards who think they can make a mockery of my son's death: may your own child die in a manner just as horrible or worse than the manner with which my child died.

If you have EVER mocked what happen to my family: may your child die as mine did or in a worse manner, so that you may know the pain and suffering me and my family are going through, that you learn to NEVER mock a child's death EVER AGAIN!

May all evil you have done or said to or about me and my family come back upon you 7 times 7. On you and your children and their children, for seven generations.

All ill will you send to me I mirror back upon you.

All mockery you have done of my family's murder, I send back to your family, that your children may suffer a greater thing then mine have suffered, to punish you for mocking my pain.

If you ever made fun of or had any part in the destruction of my farm, and the illegal selling of half of my land to Colliard, you shall lose your land.

If you ever made fun of or had any part in the murder of my son, your child shall die an equally horrible death.

If you ever made fun of or had any part in my becoming crippled, you shall lose your health.

If you ever made fun of or had any part in my being homeless since 2006 - YES, I AM still homeless in 2023, you shall become homeless.

If you ever made fun of or had any part in the backhoe driving over my house, you shall lose your house.

If you ever made fun of or had any part in my car being cut in half, you shall lose your car.

So let it be written, so let it be done.

Is that a big enough curse for you?

There you go, a Gypsy curse, have fun!

I am so damned sick of the jackass shit we Gypsies have to put up with from white trash crap like you!

We Gypsies don’t believe in curses, you stupid jackass. You’d know that if you ever took the time to stop harassing us long enough to be friends with us. Perhaps if you spent more time getting to know who we ACTUALLY are, instead of running around spewing verhemant, busy bodying, gossiping, rumors, lies, and vitriol about us like the privileged white Karen you are, you wouldn’t make bigoted, racist mistakes like that.

And the fact that YOU believe in curses, just proves how evil YOUR mind is. Evil people think evil thoughts. If you think evil thoughts, YOU are an evil person.

If you ever made fun of or had any part in the destruction of my farm, and the illegal selling of half of my land to Colliard, you shall lose your land....Evil people do evil things. This was an evil thing. YOUR involvement, no matter how slight, makes YOU an evil person.

If you ever made fun of or had any part in my being homeless since 2006 - YES, I AM still homeless in 2023, you shall become homeless....Evil people do evil things. This was an evil thing. YOUR involvement, no matter how slight, makes YOU an evil person.

If you ever made fun of or had any part in the backhoe driving over my house, you shall lose your house....Evil people do evil things. This was an evil thing. YOUR involvement, no matter how slight, makes YOU an evil person.

If you ever made fun of or had any part in my car being cut in half, you shall lose your car....Evil people do evil things. This was an evil thing. YOUR involvement, no matter how slight, makes YOU an evil person.

If you ever made fun of or had any part in my becoming crippled, you shall lose your health....Evil people do evil things. This was an evil thing. YOUR involvement, no matter how slight, makes YOU an evil person.

If you ever made fun of or had any part in the murder of my son, your child shall die an equally horrible death....Evil people do evil things. This was an evil thing. YOUR involvement, no matter how slight, makes YOU an evil person.

Evil men go out of their way to try to drive a person to suicide.

Are you an evil man?

Are you sure you're not?

How many people have YOUR hate filled words killed?

Next time you go to do a mean thing to a fellow human, stop and really think about the consequences of your actions.

Did you ever notice how every one has a story to tell about me, yet not one of them ever speaks the truth?

What lies has YOUR gossiping tongue spread about me?

Did you know...

October 16, 2006, bomb blew up my house because of YOUR lies.

August 8, 2013, the house which replaced the one the bomb blew up, was driven over by a backhoe.

November 14, 2013, my 8 month old infant son was murdered because of your lies.

November 14, 2013, I was beaten up, paralized for 5 months, spent 18 weeks relearning to walk, I'm now crippled for the rest of my life, because of YOUR lies.

Are you proud of what you have done?

Enjoy your eternity in Hell. You earned it. You've certainly worked hard for it.

~EelKat

If you have any information about any of these events, please call FBI Agent Andy Drewer at 207-774-9322

>>>Wait, you're crippled! What happened? You weren't crippled last time I saw you. Why did no one tell me you were crippled? Wait, is THAT why you haven't been to church in almost a decade? But... but... everyone told me you left the church. I'm so confused. What happened?!

>>>Wait, you're crippled! What happened? You weren't crippled last time I saw you. Why did no one tell me you were crippled? Wait, is THAT why you haven't been to church in almost a decade? But... but... everyone told me you left the church. I'm so confused. What happened?!

If I wasn't crippled last time you saw me, then you've not seen me or spoken to me or otherwise interacted with me either online or offline, in well over a decade and, if you have ignored, shunned, and avoided me for well over a decade, believe me, I now consider you an uncaring, low life scum bag who is neither my friend nor my relative. If you ACTUALLY gave a shit about me, you would have checked in on me the first time you went even a couple of days without seeing me, and since you didn't do that, clearly you don't care enough about me to be the least bit worried when I did something I had never done not one in 47 years: missed church. The first time I wan't in church you should have known immediately that something was wrong because my church attendance was pristine and I dedicated over four decades of my life to you people and your church... and the fact that it took you NINE FUCKING YEARS to notice I was missing from church, speaks volumes to how much you valued me friendship and how little I should give a shit about you now.

Not only am I bedridden and crippled, but my son was murdered, and a backhoe drove over my house... and I've had nine years of being completely and utterly alone, abandoned by my church, abandoned by my relatives, shunned, ostracized, alone, isolated, unloved, and unwanted to reflect on how little ANY of you cared about me... but now, after 9 years of physical therapy, I'm starting to walk again, and I'm encountering what you people have done in my nines years bedridden... the lies you've spread about me, new people have moved into the community, and they've had a LOT to say, about the shit trash talk, YOU, my dear good friends, spent the last nine years saying to them about me.

I'm back... and I've found out what you've done, the hateful things you've been saying these past nine years, annd I'm not happy about the shit your dicks have been spreading, not one bit.

So, let's talk about how I became crippled, and what you've been doing these 9 years while I've suffered in agony.

November 14, 2013 10PM @ Southern Maine Community College Art Studio Bug-Light Parking Lot: 3 strangers armed with golf clubs, attacked me from behind while I was loading bags into the backseat of my car. They were a blond woman 60s-ish whom the others called "Claire", a natural red-haired woman also 60sish who called herself "Kendra", and a bald man, football player-body-type-build in his 30sish. I was 8 months pregnant. They murdered my baby, ruptured 3 discs in my spine, shattered 3 vertebra, broke my pelvis, hips, and knees. I was paralyzed for 5 months and was 18 months relearning to walk. The nerve damage has left me with limited use of my hands, legs, bladder, and intestines.

April 10, 2015 1PM at 146 Portland Ave Old Orchard Beach Maine a gang of estimated 74 people, some of them wearing ku klux klan robes, invaded my farm, used a Blow Brothers sewage truck to pump 500+gallons of sewage into my motorhome flooding it to over the kitchen counters deep, ripped out all the cabinets and built in furniture, while 14 men armed with guns, held my family down on the ice and snow, with guns to our heads, and used cinder block bricks and a metal pole with metal wire loops to beat and behead 10 of my 12 foster children (the youngest age 4, the oldest age 16). May 15, 2015 they returned and nailed their heads to my front door. The 3 people of the November 14, 2013 attack were among the group.

September 12, 2015, 9AM a dozen+ of these same people arrived again in my driveway at 146, this time chanting: "Too gay for the family friendly town of Old Orchard Beach. Kill of be killed. Remember Saco Shaw's, Transgender Murder Store, kill the transvestites before they kill us all", one white haired man in a dark green pick up truck was leading the herd, while waving a rifle over his head and shooting at me and my pink motorhome, he shot several holes through my neighbour's shed. The crowd was accusing me of being a male-to-female "transgender terrorist" (the thought I was Muslim because I wear Catholic veiling).

June 26, 2016, the same 2 women of the first 2 attacks, arrived at my Scarborough WalMart workplace, and in a near repeat of the first attack, again while I was leaned over the back seat of my car putting bags in, this time they attacked with a chopping cart, re-injuring my spine, hip, and pelvis that was not yet fully healed from the first attack. The blond "Claire" woman was screaming "That's EelKat, she tried to kill my husband!" while the redhead screamed "I'm Kendra Silvermander it's my turn the shine!" They sped away in a early2000s-vintage gold Volvo SUV station wagon. This attack left me permanently crippled, and bedridden from 2016 until May 2022.

I do not know who these people are. I never saw them before these attacks, and I've not seen them outside of these attacks. The Old Orchard Beach and Biddeford Police and the FBI are seeking information leading to their identity and arrest.

If you have any information, about the group of 70+ people who ganged up on me and murdered my infant son,

please call FBI Portland Office @ 207-774-9322

ask for Agent Andy Drewer.

You did not know this. Why? How is that even possible?

Here’s some questions for you to think on.

Ben, my husband since August 13, 1987, he not only know, he’s the one who was taken me to the hospital, feeding the animals on the farm - keeping in mind we had a full functioning working farm with over 500 head of livestock back in 2013 when this happened. Why didn’t HE tell you HIS son was murdered and HIS wife was paralized with a broken spine? What was HIS motive for hiding what happened to me - his wife, and Xavier, his son? Why did he NOT tell you what happened? Why did he HIDE what happened to me, from you? Why did he lie about the truth of the situation? Tell me this. Because I don’t know the answer. All I do know is Ben lied A LOT, to a LOT of people, including his father, his brother, his sister, his friends, and our church. In fact he was pivotal in spreading the rumor that I had left the church, and I don’t know why he did that. Why did he do that? What was his motive?

My mother also knew what happened. Why didn’t SHE tell you HER grandson was murdered and HER daughter was paralized with a broken spine? What was HER motive for hiding what happened to me - her daughter, and Xavier, her grandson? Why did she NOT tell you what happened? Why did she HIDE what happened to me, from you? Why did she lie about the truth of the situation? Tell me this. Because I don’t know the answer. All I do know is my mother lied A LOT, to a LOT of people, including to her twelve brothers and sisters, her friends, all fifteen of the churches she attended at the time, and my church. In fact SHE was more pivotal then Ben, in spreading the rumor that I had left the church, to the point that she wrote letters to 16 bishops, the Washington DC Temple, and the Prophet in Salt Lake City, Utah. Why did she do that? I don’t know why she did that. Do you know why did she do that? What was her motive?

My father also knew what happened. Why didn’t HE tell you HIS grandson was murdered and HIS daughter was paralized with a broken spine? What was HIS motive for hiding what happened to me - his daughter, and Xavier, his grandson? Why did he NOT tell you what happened? Why did she HIDE what happened to me, from you? Why did she lie about the truth of the situation? Tell me this. Because I don’t know the answer. All I do know is my father lied A LOT, to a LOT of people, including to my mother’s twelve brothers and sisters, her friends, all fifteen of the churches she attended at the time, and my church. In fact HE was also pivotal in spreading the rumor that I had left the church, to the point that he wrote letters to 16 bishops, more then 750 members of three different Mormon congregations, the Washington DC Temple, and the Prophet in Salt Lake City, Utah. Why did he do that? I don’t know why he did that. Do you know why did he do that? What was his motive?

My mother’s sister Barbara also knew what happened. Why didn’t SHE tell you HER grand-nephew was murdered and HER niece was paralized with a broken spine? What was HER motive for hiding what happened to me - her niece, and Xavier, her grandnephew? Why did she NOT tell you what happened? Why did she HIDE what happened to me, from you? Why did she lie about the truth of the situation? Tell me this. Because I don’t know the answer. All I do know is my Aunt Barbara lied A LOT, to a LOT of people, including to her twelve brothers and sisters, her friends, and by the FBI’s estimate, more then four hundred local residents of Biddeford Maine, in what was almost, but not quite, the largest segment of the offline smear campaign to tarnish my reputation in Old Orchard Beach and Biddeford communities where I live. Why did she do that? I don’t know why she did that. Do you know why did she do that? What was her motive?

My mother’s brother Mervin Bruce also knew what happened. Why didn’t HE tell you HIS grand-nephew was murdered and HIS niece was paralized with a broken spine? What was HIS motive for hiding what happened to me - his niece, and Xavier, his grandnephew? Why did he NOT tell you what happened? Why did he HIDE what happened to me, from you? Why did he lie about the truth of the situation? Tell me this. Because I don’t know the answer. All I do know is my Uncle Bruce lied A LOT, to a LOT of people, in fact, he spread the biggest, most outlandish, wildest, most psychotically deranged lies of all, and did so to the largest group of people, the FBI estimates he spread his alien abduction and UFO lies about me to well over THIRTY THOUSAND people online and more than TWENTY THOUSAND offline in Biddeford, Old Orchard, and Sanford, Maine. And including to his twelve brothers and sisters, his friends, and by the FBI’s estimate, more then four hundred local residents of Biddeford Maine, in what was the largest segment of the both the online and offline smear campaign to tarnish my reputation in Old Orchard Beach and Biddeford communities where I live. Why did he do that? I don’t know why he did that. Do you know why did he do that? What was his motive?

I don’t have answers for these questions.

I don’t know why they did these things.

Why did they lie about me and what happened to me? And why did they do it on such an outlandishly HUGE scale?

I do not understand.

These were people I trusted. People I trusted more then any one else in the world.

And now the FBI is telling me, every one of them is a suspect, and that my father is the #1 suspect of all. They said he took out a loan from a loan shark in Portland, a few days before the gold club attack. $26,000 that they can’t account for. He was meeting with shady people in Portland, and taking my Uncle Bruce with him to Portland. The FBI says my father was having a huge fight with my mother’s other husband Wayne (she had two husbands at the time) and the FBI thinks, my father hired someone to attack my mother, to try to hurt her so she would have to leave Wayne and crawl back to him. The FBI also thinks, that my Uncle Brucie doctored the information to the hitman, purposely giving them my information instead of my mothers. You see, my father’s illiterate. My father can not read or write. He was taking Brucie with him to do the reading and writing for him. The FBI thinks my mother was the intended target, because it’s not the first time my father did something like that to her. But the FBI also thinks Brucie had some weird alien conspiracy theories involved in wanting me dead. But then, the FBI found out too, that at the time, Ben was paying a scam artist $3k a month for a get-rich-quick-house-flipping-business-start-up. Rick, Ben’s best friend, is known scam artists and always in trouble for pulling on scam business after another, and Ben is always funding them, giving Rick insane amounts of “business start up seed money”. The FBI said that Ben had told Rick he was going to have to stop paying Rick the $3k a month, because Ben was planning to build a new house in Old Orchard for his son. According to the FBI, they believe that Rick, also best friends with Brucie, was the one who convinced Bruce to change the hitman’s target from my mother to me, and that Rick paid Bruce $3k to do so.

In any case, I was attacked with a golf club, my baby died, and it’s now a few weeks from the 10 year anniversary and I’m still crippled with a broken spine, and not one single friend, family, or church member has came to my son’s funeral or ever once stopped by to visit me and see how I was doing… and I thought it was strange the whole time… but I’m only just now finding out what my father, Bruce, Ben, Rick, Barbara, and my mother did…. That because of what they did, that is WHY no one came to my son’s funeral, no one visited me not once in my ten years of being bedridden… because, Ben, Bruce, my father, Rick, my mother, and Barbara never told anyone about the funeral, never told any one I was dying and crippled, and instead spread a wild smear campaign falsely accusing me of alien abductions and being anti-Mormon, and I don’t know why they did it.

Here's a weird one… I just got a text message from a Sanford Ward Mormon which states: "I've known you for 40 years I would remember you being attacked how come you never mentioned it before now"

Uhm… since 1996, my website, originally known as Space Dock 13, has documented daily blog posts of every day of my life.

The July 2, 2001 attack, when a house mover cut our house in half, put it on a flatbed and drove it to Waterville, was documented the day it happened. It was also the first attack. My neighbor's German shepherd dog was beheaded and left in the bucket of his bulldozer that same day.

Go look at my blog… every day since July 2, 2001 , every attack, from the minor paintball attacks to the big house bomb attacks, are all documented, each blog post written the day it happened. There are more then ten thousand daily blog posts just on that one blog, chronologizing every event of every day of my life and including every attack, since June 2001.

That fact that they only just noticed it now, does not mean, I've never mentioned it… it just means they were too self absorbed to notice anything going on around them. It also means I was never important enough to them, for them to notice I was homeless, or in the hospital, or had a baby that was murdered. … their shock of just discovering these things, says more about their lack of caring about me, then anything else.

As for the headless girl and dogs in the marsh, the murder of my cousin Timmy Murphy, and the golf club attack ,the 3 events they specifically brought up in their text…

I had Squidoo articles about all 3 events. Squidoo went out of business in 2014.

I have more then a thousand blog posts published between 2007 and 2013, on Tumblr, BlogSpot, and WordPress, about those 3 events.

On YouTube I had more than 2k video uploads between 2008 and 2017 that did absolutely nothing but talk about those events, and included the interrogations by police and Fbi, which I've recorded all of since May 2015. So, yes, you can go watch FBI agent Andy Drewer, lawyer Gene Libby in the Biddeford District Court, and police officer Will Watson, and dozens of others talking about these events, on YouTube, because my camera catches everything.

Since 2008, I have posted daily on Facebook and Twitter asking for witnesses to come forward about the dead dogs and the marsh girl...

Since June 2013, I added Tim Murphy to my daily Facebook request for witnesses to come forward,

Since August 2013, I added the back hoe driving over my house info to my daily Facebook requests for witnesses to come forward.

since November 2013, daily every single day requests for witnesses to the attack at phi theta Kappa ceremony at bug light lighthouse, where my baby was murdered and I was left crippled for the rest of my life.

I'm still crippled by the way, are they going to tell me they didn't notice that either? Did they not notice I was 5 months paralyzed, wait I know that person noticed because in February 2014 that exact same person carried me to their car and from their car into the hospital precisely because I was paralyzed and couldn't walk…. The person who carried me to the hospital because I was paralyzed and had to be carried is the exact same person who is now saying they don't remember this… and yet, they are the ones who had to fill out the paperwork to admit me in the hospital and their signature is on those documents. So, proof they are lying, right there.

after the June 2016 attack by the 2013 golf club woman, this time at walmart, the fbi gave me a hotline number for witnesses to call... this phone number has been on the flyers in the windows of my Volvo ever since June 2016 and these events are printed on said flyers.

Also in June 2016 the Old Orchard Beach Libby library and the Biddeford McArthur library and the Old Orchard Beach Salvation Army Church all printed up flyers about these events, and spent the summer handing them out to tourists and the fBI number was on all of those.

This is all very well documented as, I have been post them DAILY for over a decade now... and I talk about it constantly in my livestreams which I started doing in May 2015.

Just because one person had their head shoved too far up their church's ass to know what was going on in their own family, and they only just now noticed what was going on around them, doesn't mean I only just now started talking about it.

This is why I don't like churches. Church people are so focused on their Bibles that they haven't got a clue what's going on in the real world around them.

Not to mention all of the police reports, there are more than four hundred police reports, which span twenty one police departments, in three states as well as the Maine state police and the Florida state police, plus the FBI besides! Most of those police reports are public record, you can go read them for yourself. As far as I know only 3 of them were classified and sealed from public access which means there's still 400+ that can be read. There were newspaper reports of some of the attacks. And even though I don't own a TV so have never seen the tV news reports, I know those exist because there were so many TV station news reporters showing up in my yard with camera crews asking for interviews with me. This case is so damned well documented. It's utterly ridiculous to think there is a single person in Southern Maine who is so self absorbed and so oblivious that they have never heard of this case or any of the events that have happened within it in the last 18 fucking years!

But the worst part is, this my own church, a church I have been a member of for 48 fucking years, that is saying, they never heard of this! What the hell? There were more than 24 people from the Saco and Sanford Wards arrested by the FBI just since 2015, because of their involvement in this case. Several of them are still in prison. These people are really that oblivious that they didn't know I was in the hospital, they didn't know I was in a wheelchair, they didn't know my son was murdered, and they didn't noticed 24 members of their congregation disappeared because they went to prison for their involvement.

Really? Wow do these people really give a shit about their fellow congregation members or what? They not only didn't notice I was missing from meetings for 9 years because I am bedridden now, they also didn't notice 24 other members not in meetings because they are now in prison. Talk about dense numb skulls.

The Saco and Sandford Wards, they say that they were told by Ben, my mother, and my father... that I had left the Mormon church!! What the fuck? My son had been murdered and I was paralized... I couldn't move for 5 months... couldn't sit up, couldn't stand up... Ben had to hand feed me with a spoon... I couldn't even eat on my own.... at the time that happened, I had more then 500 head of poultry, my farm was a working eggs farm, we were one of the largest commercial suppliers of eggs in the state of Maine! I had to shut the egg business down in February 2014, because, I couldn't find anyone to feed the hens for me while I was paralized in the hospital for 5 months, and then 18 months relearning to walk, nd then another month in a wheelchair and then over a year on crutches, and then 9 years going back and forth between a walker and a cane, that I am still using right now!

I had to sell my chickens and roosters, who were named pets, more then five hundred of them, because I didn't have one single person to feed them while I was NINE FUCKING YEARS in physical therapy relearning to walk, after a bitch with a golf club severed my spine!

Not one relative, not one person from church, NO ONE came to the hospital to visit me, no one came to my yard to visit me.... and guess what, a backhoe drove over my house a couple of weeks before all this happened, so not only was I crippled and bedridden but I was crippled and bedridden OUTSIDE, in the snow and rain, under a 6x9' TARP with no protection from the weather...

HOMELESS and CRIPPLED...

and these entire nine years almost ten years now of relearning to walk, I couldn't figure out why no one from my church ever cared that I was injured and needed help... and NOW I'm finding out that the REASON they never helped me, was because Ben and my mother and my father went to the church members and the Atwater relatives and LIED TO THEM telling them I had left the Mormon Church, and NEVER ONCE told anyone in my church or my relatives how badly I was injured, how badly I was crippled, that a fucking backhoe had driven over my house, that my father cut off half my land and sold it to his cousin Colliard, that my baby was murdered... that's why no one came to his funeral... did you know that?

The REASON these people who keep trying to dig up his grave, the REASON they can't find his grave, is because no one but me knows where my son is buried, because NO ONE... not one single person, not even Ben, the baby's own father... not one single person came to his funeral... and now I'm finding out that the REASON no one came to his funeral is because his own father, Ben, LIED to every one at church, and so they never even knew I had a son or that he was dead or that I was so horrifically crippled or that a backhoe had driven over my house, so now I was homeless, plus everything I owned was in the house so all my clothes and furniture and books and my huge Uncle Scrooge comic book collection...

they're all in a landfill somewhere because not only did the backhoe drive over my house, but they clear cut my land, all the plants, trees, flowers, top soil, everything right down to the bare ledge, including the house and everything in the house was all loaded up into a bug green dump truck that that has a silver and black stripe nose.

And my church, The Saco and Sanford Wards of The Church of Jesus Christ of Latter Day Saints, never once helped me... a church I attended 3 days a week, for forty-seven YEARS, NEVER missed a meeting, not once. I paid tithing and temple fund and drove out to Cape Elizabeth church's kitchen every week to spend 12+ hours baking pies and cakes and casserole for the Missionaries to give to the homeless in Portland... I did that for forty-seven years... and those people who devoted four decades of my life to, turned their backs on me and shunned me when I became crippled, when my son was murdered, when a backhoe drove over our house... things that all happened the same damned fucking day!

And NOW... now that I am just finally after TEN YEARS finally starting to walk again... now I'm finding out that Ben and the Sanford Ward and Saco Ward congregations were the one who DID IT and they've spent the past ten years of my recovery, running a massive smear campaign to tarnish my reputation, because they knew I was recovering and sooner or later, I'd be back.

What the fuck!

They're a bunch of fucking shit head dicks every single one of them!

My mother's shed has 3 bullet holes...from the September 12, 2015 Too Gay For old orchard beach attach when the men with assault rifles were marching around me yard... heck... my mother's the one who called 911... Of course my mother knows what happened. It's HER buildings they shot full of bullet holes, it's HER pets that got beheaded... and SHE is the one who called the police and made the report!

The police confiscated the guns of Ken Blow, Morin, Mark, and 5 different Townsends and arrested Ken Blow. Sargent Jack Nick and Timmy Deluca were the arresting officers.

And I have all the police reports, I went down to the station and got more then FOUR HUNDRED police reports for 146 Portland Ave printed up.

It wasn't in the paper, that is why I went to Channel 13 office in Portland to ask and they said Officer Will Watson had issued warnings to all tv and papers in the area to not cover it, they had the letters sent from the police department. Fbi arrested Tim DeLuca in 2016 for fraud and suppressing evidence. Ben knew all of this, I don't know why Ben is pretending he don't, it just makes him look guilty of being involved.

Ben took me and the police reports into every newspaper and TV news station in the area, every station had the same story of threatening letters sent to them by the Old Orchard Beach police department.

Ben knows all of this, and that was when Ben bought my camcorder, Ben bought it the week following September 12, 2015, and I have recorded every day since then. That was BEN's idea because BEN was so mad at them for not putting it in the news that he said we needed to start recording everything and uoloading it online so people would know the truth. That was ALL BEN.

But now people from our church are saying Ben not only never told them any of this, but that he has been activly saying he doesn't remember saying or doing any of these things (even though I have EVERY DAY and EVERY WORD Ben has said SINCE September 13, 2015 in camera and can PROVE ALL of his involvment). I don't see how Ben could forget something like that.

I am crippled from the golf club attack November 14, 2013.

Ben took me to the hospital and they wouldn't take me in because no insurance.

Ben spent 5 months taking me to free clinics before we finally got into one in February, and by that point, my broken bones had healed wrong because they had not been set.

I was using a wheelchair for a week, then on crutches for over 6 months while relearning to walk, then on a cane, which I am still on, and Ben took me to every doctor visit those entire 18 months because I couldn't drive that whole time.

In 2013 I still had the bantams, I had to give them to my mother after the golf club attack at the college November 14, 2013, because I couldn't stand up to go feed them.

I had only 1 week left of my semester and failed all 5 classes because I had no way to get to the college to turn in my final exams because my hip, knee, and spine were broken. I planned to go back the next semester, but the next semester had started BEFORE I was seen by a doctor 5 months later.

I could not walk the ENTIRE of 2014 and most of 2015.

I had only just started walking again in September of 2015, Ben had just brought my car back so I could work at Hallmark, the September 12, 2015 attack was the 4th largest and most violent attack of all.

The Jun 26, 2016 attack, same 2 women with the golf club at the college, this time at Scarborough Walmart with a shopping cart, re broke my spine, this time doing worse damage then the college golf club attack. It happened on my lunch break and I couldn't go back to work. Ben took me to the hospital that same day.

The first MRI was scheduled a week later, Ben took me to all of those as well, because again, I couldn't drive. I had planned to both go back to college and back to work, but my spine and hip was injured so badly November 14, 2013 and re-damaged so badly June 26, 2016, that I am still not yet recovered now in September 2023.

Ben pretending these things never happened just to keep up appearances for the church people who happen to be the very same people the FBi suspects of being the attackers, is beyond ridiculous and makes Ben look like Ben is lying about what happened to me in order to protect your church friends and cover up their guilt. But why? Why would he do that? Ben and I have been married since 1987. We celebrate of 40th anniversay soon, and there are even people at church, now say he never told them he was married, they say he's been attending singles meetings at church and going on dates with women from the Relief Society and that they are shocked to learn he's had a wife for 38 years.

Ben were heavily involved in all of these things and Ben were the one who took me to my hundreds of doctors visits throughout all of this.

And so, now I’m finding out, that Ben, my mother, and my father, working together, according to the FBI, seem to be the fuel that is, and has been for several years, the fuel working locals up into a frenzy… including, they are the ones who are getting the Atwaters riled up, my being an Atwater, and the Atwaters further fueling locals on top of what Ben, my mother, and my father are doing.

What is their motive?

I ask them.

My father says he’s doing it to impress my mother so she’ll remarry him.

My mother says she’s doing it because I need to sell my land and give her the money so she can buy a house in Kennebunk.

Ben says he’s doing it because Mormons are led astray by Satan and he has to save my soul from Hell.

I’m so sick of all of them.

Not one single member of my family or my church has ever stopped to see how I was doing, has ever asked online how I was doing. I did always think that odd.

There keeps being an issue of people saying they have talked to me and I said this or that to them... as was being done again 2 days ago, so I wrote a response to that. Here it is: Next time someone tells you I said or did a thing READ THIS and REMEMBER WHY it is NOT possible for me to have said or done the things they slanderously claim about me:

There keeps being an issue of people saying they have talked to me and I said this or that to them… as well as people saying Ive done this or that as well… Do you want o know how you can tell if these people are lying to you? It’s very simple really:

#1: I am crippled. I am bed ridden. I have a broken spine. I can’t stand up. I can’t get out of bed. I have been crippled and bed ridden with a broken spine since November 14, 2013.

Test them by asking them to describe to you, what my bed looks like, what my room looks like, how is my bed set up… you see… if they HAD in fact talked with me, they would know the answer to these things, because, they would have been in my room, beside my bed, because… there’s this little detail, this one little problem, that they over looked when they told you they had talked to me, and it’s called: I can’t get out of bed, because:

I am crippled. I am bed ridden. I have a broken spine. I can’t stand up. I can’t get out of bed. I have been crippled and bed ridden with a broken spine since November 14, 2013.

#2: No ONE, not ONE, SINGLE, SOLITARY person, has EVER visited me. Not once. No one has ever visited me.

#3: I don’t have a phone. If you talked to me at a distance, you talked to me on FaceBook, as everyone is well away, I don’t comment, reply, direct message, or private message anyone, so EVERYTHING I ACTUALLY said, can be seen on my profile, just scroll down and read it for yourself.

#4: The ONLY people, whom have talked to me in person, are the psycho deranged harassers who show up nearly daily to scream at me, through my bedroom window, while standing at the end of my driveway. And I don’t know why they are, because I do not recognize their voices, and there’s that one other little detail:

#5: I am blind. I have been blind my whole life. I can only see a little out of one eye. The little bit I can see, is exactly four inches. Have you ever noticed that when I do walk, which is very rare, I wear wrap around black glasses, and a carry a red and white striped cane with a yellow tip at the end? I am blind, so I do not recognize your voice, I have no way to identify who you are.

And if you did not know I was blind, you have to ask the question… how then, did you claim to have talked to me, because had you talked to me, you would have notice, I never look at your face, because I have no way of knowing where your face is, because I can’t see it.

This is why I can not identify the attackers, and why the FBI is asking for witnesses who CAN identify them to come forward, because I am blind and I do not know who attacked me. I couldn’t see them, because I am blind. I’ve been blind for over fifty years, and anyone who have ever ACTUALLY talked to me face to face, knows that I am blind. I know only that one had red hair and called herself Kendra Silvermander, speaking of herself in the 3rd person which is very unusual, the other, blond woman with her she called Claire. I was at the BugLight Lighthouse Art Studio packing my easel and suitcase of paint supplies into the back seat of my Volvo, when back then, was just a plain ordinary black Volvo, this event is what inspired me to paint it, I was not painted before this attack…I can see well enough to make out colours and shapes, but not details. The red-haired woman wore a black and white horizontal striped sweater and neon black-light glowing green cyborg style glasses. The blond woman wore a blue denim button down shirt and jeans, and had strange unnatural stripes in her hair, bands of light blonde and dark blonde, each several inches wide, very distinctive her hair and the red-haired woman’s glasses. But their faces I could not make out. I can’t see faces. I never could, not once since I was born. I do not know what ANYONE’S faces looking like, not my parents, not my brothers, not Ben, not you, NO ONE!

Which goes back to point 2: No one has EVER visited me. Not once. Not ever. Not once in over fifty years. You see people do not like to be around anyone with disabilities. People avoid you if you are disabled. I’ve never had a friend. No one. Not once. Not in my entire life. Not one friend, not ever, in more than fifty years.

#6: I have no friends. Any one telling you they are my friend, is lying to you. Friends visit each other. Friends spend time together. Friends go places together. Friends go to restaurants together. Friends go to movies together. Friends go shopping together. Friends do things together.

But no one has ever visited me: not once in fifty years, originally because I was blind, but now also because I am crippled, bedridden with a broken spine.

But no one has ever spent time with me: not once in fifty years, originally because I was blind, but now also because I am crippled, bedridden with a broken spine.

But no one has ever gone places with me: not once in fifty years, originally because I was blind, but now also because I am crippled, bedridden with a broken spine.

But no one goes to restaurants with me: not once in fifty years, originally because I was blind, but now also because I am crippled, bedridden with a broken spine.

But no one goes to movies with me: not once in fifty years, originally because I was blind, but now also because I am crippled, bedridden with a broken spine.

But no one talks to me: not once in fifty years, originally because I was blind, but now also because I am crippled, bedridden with a broken spine.

So how do they explain, their CLAIM, their LIE, when they say I have said a thing to them, when they have never been here to my room, to speak to me face to face.

And THAT is how you can tell, that ANYONE, and EVERY ONE, who says they have talked to me, and makes the claim I said some such thing, that’s how you can tell they are lying… ALL of them… EVERY SINGLE ONE OF THEM… because NONE of them, has EVERY, not once in fifty years, visited me, spent time with me, or talked to me face to face, and there is no other way to talk to me, then face to face.

So the next time someone makes the claim that I said something, KNOW that they are lying to you, because they NEVER talked to me. No one ever has.

If I am standing up, and you see me, believe the very fact that I am standing, means I am fucking pissed, because I have a broken spine, and every move I make hurts like hell, and YOU pissed me off, enough for me to get out of bed… or worse, if you have pissed me off, enough for me to drive to my land in Old Orchard, believe me, I’m fucking infuriated, not only for whatever you did, but also, because standing up hurts like hell, and every move I make, makes me hate you, because you were such an inconsiderate, ingrate jackass, uncaring about my health, uncaring how much pain I am in, how much each step I take is endless searing pain… then believe me, by the time I get to my land, I hate you a thousand times MORE then I did, the moment I stood up in the first place.

If you were not being and unkind, uncaring, ingrate, inconsiderate jackass, I wouldn’t have had to stand up and get out of bed in the first place.

And guess what? That brings us to point 7…

#7: If you were ACTUALLY my friend, and you ACTUALLY spent time with me, you would KNOW how much pain I am in 24 hours a day, 7 days a week, 365 days a year, because I have a shattered vertebrae bone severing my spinal cord, and the doctors can’t overate on it, and every move I make, puts pressure on that shard of bone, that is punctured through my spinal cord, causing intense nerve pain to surge through my back, my hips, my pelvis, both legs, and my left arm, with every single fucking step I take… and the pain is s bad, that I often can not talk at all, and the nerve damage is so bad that I have almost no function in my left side at all, and this effects my ability to speak… I struggle to get out a full sentence…. The pain is so bad, that I take long deep breaths between each word, and a single sentence can take me several MINUTES to speak, as a result of this, resulting in I have very slow, stuttered, disorganized speak, and even if you WERE here face to face visiting me, you wouldn’t be able to have very much of a conversation with me, as I can barely speak at all…and if you ACTUALLY knew me, and was here, seeing what I go through, you’d have known that too.

#8: When I was 14 years old, I was beaten in the face with a brick, by DEAR KIND OOOOOh SOOOOO LOVING parents and Atwater uncles… beaten in the face with several bricks… cinder block bricks… that broke my jaw, so badly, that I was MUTE from the age of 14 till the age of 42.

I was 42, when the golf club attacked happened, and while at the hospital, having surgeries, and cat scans, and x-rays, and MRIs… the doctors made an alarming discovery… one that no one had ever considered before: I wasn’t actually a deaf, dumb mute like my parents had told every one for decades… no… I just had a broken jaw, and I was unable to open and close my mouth, and THAT was why I couldn’t talk.

I’ve had plastic surgery, and jaw surgery… that happened in 2016… three years AFTER the golf club attack… go watch my VoDs, you can see EXACTLY when I had the jaw surgery… because in my videos before, I couldn’t open my mouth and you could not understand my attempts to speak, because the limited ability to open my mouth resulted in garbled mumblings… and then there is a space of a few weeks of me with a very bruised looking face, and BOOM, suddenly, a video, where for the first time in forty years, I could speak well enough, that I could be understood… if you waited long enough for me to get a full sentence out, that is.

#9: I have lung scarring, caused by stacybotrin poisoning, a side effect of being locked in that “room” from the time I was 8 years old, until I was 31 years od. The mold was growing so thick in my lungs, that I can barely breath, and my throat is damages so badly, from the mold growing so thick in my esophagus and throat. For so many decades, that my voice in barely a whisper. I can not raise my voice. I can not yell. I can not scream. And if you want to talk to me, and a normal, everyday conversation, you have to have your ear VERY close to my face, in order to be able to hear me speak, at all.

Which does make some things people say about me laughable… like the white haired man who runs around Old Orchard with the false claiming slander saying that I yell at him…a claim he was making in 2015, a year BEFORE, I had my jaw surgery, a time period when I was still mute and had ZERO speech ability AT ALL. Pray tell, how exactly am I going to yell at him or anyone else, with my lifelong, multi faucted speech disability, that results in I only started speaking vocally, in June 2016, just seven years ago, and even now, most people can whisper far louder than my loudest volume is even capable…. AGAIN… this is a thing you WOULD HAVE KNOWN, had you ACTUALLY been friends with me, and ACTUALLY visited me and ACTUALLY spoke with me face to face…

So the next time someone tells you that they have spoken with me or that I have spoken with them, know that, they are lying to you… because, well, it IS kind of difficult to speak to someone when you can’t speak at all, now, isn’t it?

And my question here is: WHAT IS THEIR MOTIVE?

That’s what I want to know.

If someone is running around slandering me, making the false claim that I spoke to them and said something to them… when clearly I have NOT spoken to them at all… my first question is to ask: WHY? Why are they slandering me in this manner? WHY are they spreading rumours and lies about me? WHY are they lying to YOU about me? WHY are they making the claims of me doing and saying things, that I simply am not even physically capable of saying or doing at all? What is their motive? They MUST have a motive, otherwise they would not be doing it at all. So what is their notice? What incentive drives them to spread these rumours and lies making slanderous claims about me?

Update: February 19, 2023

??? Weird. ...

So, I just got a flurry of weird text messages… about FaceBook posts? I’ve not seen said posts, so I don’t know exactly what they says, but I’ll respond to the text messages about said posts:

ONE... who is in my yard? It's certainly not me, I broke my pelvis a week before Christmas and haven't been out of bed in 3 months. There should never be anyone in either of my yards, not the one in Biddeford nor the one in Old Orchard...

TWO... when did my cousin Danny die? First I heard of it. Last I knew he was living on a farm up by Heath road in Saco. I haven't seen him since a few years before the grease fryer bomb blew up my house, that happened on October 16, 2006... so it was sometime before 2004 last time I saw Danny. Didn't know he died. That's sad. I liked Danny. He was one of the few good Atwaters...

Three, uhm, what garden? My land in Old Orchard is bare ledge. Not even any soil to plant anything in. It's been that way for nine years. When the backhoe drove over my house August 8, 2013, it also came in with a green dump truck and strip mined my land, they stole all of my roses, apple trees, grapes, blueberries, and flowers, and took all the top soil down to over six feet deep, strip mined my farm down to bare shale and granite. It would cost over $three-million dollars to buy new top soil to replace what the vandals stole, and I don't have that kind of money, so I've not had a garden since, no vegetables, no flowers, nothing, can't plant anything on bare ledge....

so, yeah, weird, this latest rumor, which states I stole something from Danny's grave to put in my garden. Seeing how, I didn't even know Danny died and I also don't have a garden.

........... Update February 22, 2023

So, because I didn't know Danny died, people have started sending me these long lists of Atwaters whom have died since 2015... apparently there are well over 30 - thirty - dead Atwaters, none of whom I knew had died, and many of whom, I never even heard their names before. I'm told they are largely from the Utah division of the Scottish Traveller clans. But I did notice, half of the original twelve are dead? Is that true? No one told me any of this. I had no clue. It says here that uncle Peter and his wife, Bobby's wife Cathy, and even my uncle Brucie are all dead? When did all this happen and why did no one tell me? There a bunch of cousins, second cousins, and thrid cousins on the list too, but I've never heard any of their names before I have no clue who any of them are.

There also seems to be some weird thing where they are saying no one ever told them my son was murdered November 14, 2013... my mother, my father, my step father Wade, aunt Barbara, uncle Dickie, uncle Brucie, cousin Danny, and Danny's wife Amanda all knew about this. Barbara showed up at the hospital and tried to get me to join her in some stupid ass medical scam she said she was running via her EMT job, she wanted me to be some poster child for some medical scam website she was running, she said she could get more money if she had a real cripple on her website. Dickie and Brucie were both at my Water St apartment the night it happened and they were mad that the police showed up to question my family and found them there with my daddy and some private detective, I don't know who the private detective was... according to the FBI agent in charge of the murder investigation, my dad hired the private detective to trail my mother and her then husband Wade, and Dickie and Brucie were helping my father with that.

Barbara, Dickie, and Brucie were all at the hospital November 2013, when I was paralyzed.

Barbara knew I was in a wheelchair, because in 2014, at Saco Shaw's, she stopped to talk to me, while I was shopping and in the wheelchair.

I'm also being told most of them are claiming they didn't know a backhoe drove over my house. Uncle Joey in Australia, not only knew about the backhoe driving over my house, by the FBI has copies of the $600 wire he sent to the backhoe driver. My father is the one who forged the demolition permits, with some guy named Dan who I never heard of before.

Also, you remember Barbara's ex Paul Martal... do you know what he's in prison for? FBI arrested him in 2016, for not one, but many bombs that he built, including the bomb that blew up my house October 16, 2006 and wait for it... the Boston Marathon bomb in 2013, he built it and sold it to ISIS.

The Atwaters claiming they know nothing of the 2006 bomb, is a lie, considering the FBI arrested some of them for it.

The Atwaters claiming they knew nothing of the backhoe driving over my house August 8, 2013, that replaced the bombed house, is a lie, because because Joey is the one how organized and funded it and he's going to straight to prison if he ever sets foot in America again, the FBI is ready to arrest him the moment he sets foot outside of Australia. They have uncovered all the evidence they need to do so.

Barbara posted the message on my FaceBook wall: "The next head nailed to a door will be yours", she posted that message May 14, 2015... the DAY BEFORE my foster children's heads were nailed to the door of my motorhome. I didn't know she posted that message... the FBI agent, had screenshots of it that he had made, he showed them to me in June 2016... I didn't know she had posted that on my wall.

Yvonne and Shem, posted on my FaceBook wall more then two hundred pictures of themselves holding various guns, and on every post they wrote the words: "This is the gun I'm going to kill you with." Again, I did not see the posts, because I was in the hospital, paralized, I was paralyzed 5 months, I was 18 month relearning to walk... I've been bedridden for the last 9 - NINE - years... I found out about the death threats Shem and Yvonne were posting when an FBI agent, the one, who is now dead. Larua, she was murdered February 6, 2021... arrived, at my 6x8 tarp that I was living under in my yard... she arrived, with a huge stack of printed out screenshots of death threats posted by them, along with 27 FaceBook accounts all owned by Brucie, most of them using variations of Doris's name... all 29 of those accounts spent the entire of 2014, 2015, and 2016 DAILY posting death threats on my FaceBook wall, and often mentioned the November 14, 2013 murder of my son, the August 8, 2013 backhoe, and the April 10, 2015 SWAT team... the SWAT team being something I never mentioned online... also... the police department is in search of a VERY UNIQUE murder weapon that was used in the May 15, 2015 beheadings, and the crackhead Camilla, the cocaine dealer for the Bacon Street Gang, who is an Atwater, has been since October 2021 showing up on my Biddeford front porch to gibber about... that murder weapon... the police and the FBI never released to the public what the murder weapon was, because it is a VERY UNIQUE one of a kind hand made item. And yet, MANY of the Atwaters... 23 of them, showed up in my Biddeford driveway January 8, 2021 to gibber about that murder weapon while also chanting "God-King-Trump".

January 15, 2021, a few days later, the fbi shows up with half the fucking police department, here at my biddeford apartment, said they followed lucy and barbara up here from some attack on the president in washington dc and wanted to know if I'd seen them? what the fuck? I have no clue.

I don't even know the Atwaters to begin with so why is the FBI over here asking me if I've seen them?

Oh the FBI had an answer... they said the Atwaters talk about me CONSTANTLY, all over their social mdia, to the point that the FBI I thought I knew the Atwaters and thought the Atwaters knew me!

I'm sorry, what?

It's been more then THIRTY YEARS since I last saw an Atwater, that I could confirm actually was an Atwater, and 99% of my interactions with Atwater happened FIVE DECADES AGOO in the 1970s BEFORE I was even FIVE YEARS OLD!

I've not see Lucy since 1994 when the police was chasing her squatting ass off my farm.

I've not seen Barbara since 2013 the day she tried to get me to join her weird medical scam plot.

But according to the FBI... they were watching my Twitch livestream that day,...what the fuck? The FBI was watching my Twitch livestream, what? Why? What the hell?... so they saw the "God King Trump" chanters, as did all of my viewers, I was live and my webcam faces the driveway window so, they were chanting "God-king-trump" on my Twitch livestream... according to the FBI, those 23 people were Lucy's crew and the had stolen stuff from the White House, and were carrying the stolen white house stuff while chanting in my driveway... the FBI wanted to know if I recognized any of them, and I didn't, the FBI had tons of pictures of them, and I don't know who any of them were... but according to the FBI, they are the adult children of several of my cousins, via Lucy and Barbara's kids. What the hell?

I am so sick and tired of the FBI showing up here and questioning me every few weeks, because of some fucking ass shit Barbaras family is doing, when I don't even know Barbara's family! Asking what David's family is doing, when I've never even met David's family! I haven't babysat for Barbara's kids since I was 12 years old and that was fifty fucking years ago! And I wouldn't know David's kids from Adam, I've never met them, I don't even know their names.

But the FBI, says, the Atwaters know plenty about me, the FBI said the Atwaters post THOUSANDS of posts about me on FaceBook and Twitter and UFO forums EVERY MONTH, and that they've been doing so since around 2001.

What the fuck?

I don't know these people. Why do they think they know me?

Why are they such busy body, nose ass snooping stalker gossips that they devote their lives to obsessing about me for no damned reason at all!

And the FBI showed me print outs of some of those posts, and it raises concerns because, several of the ones posted on FaceBook by Yvvone, Brooke, and Shem, detail, very detailed information about classified details of my son's murder that was never made public by the police.

Oh, you canbet I'm all over this now, because I want to know who the fuck is Yvone, who the fuck is Brooke, whoo the fuck is Shem, and why the fuck do these bastards have detailed CLASSIFIED information about my son's murder that was NEVER RELEASED TO THE PUBLIC!

The November 14, 2013 attack AND the April 10, 2015 attack AND the May 15, 2015 attack, they have classified sealed info about all three.

HOW?

Tell me, how do so many Atwaters have inside information about the murder weapon that was used to behead my ten foster children on May 15, 2015... when those police records are sealed, were classified by the FBI, and only me, 6 FBI agents, 3 police officers, and of course the murderer, know what the murder weapon was?

I don't know who contacted the FBI... it wasn't me. I assume is was police officer Will Watson as he was the original head of the police investigation. And yet, I have many THOUSANDS of hate messages, hate snail mail letters - hand written and signed by Atwaters, accusing me of sending the FBI to "snoop in on them" as they put it. Good god! The FBI is over here interrogating me 2 or 3 times a fucking month! The Atwaters act like they are the only ones who have to deal with FBI agents hanging around all the time! At least with me the FBI are here trying to help solve a crime, not interrogating me of being a criminal... my fucking son was murdered! Atwaters bitching about the FBI questioning them, well maybe they shouldn't be posting death threats all over my FaceBook wall constantly none stop, the same week my sn was murdered, but that's what they are being questioned about.

I never sent the FBI anywhere... I don't control the FBI, and anyone who thinks that is got some serious mental retardation issues.

I didn't even know the FBI was actively going from Atwater to Atwater questioning them, and I wouldn't have known, had the Atwaters not been writing long hate letters and mailing them to me.

My son was murdered in 2013... it was 3 years later, when the FBI showed up to talk to me, for the first time, and yet they informed me, they'd been on the case for three years at that point and had some pretty daming evidence, about one Atwater: Paul Martal, whom I've never met, didn't even know he existed... he got 14 years in prison for the 2006 bomb that blew up my house. But what the FBI wanted to know was: Why me? It appeared he didn't know me any more than I knew him. According to the FBI, Paul Martal was in heavy contact with 2 people, and the FBI believes it's one of them, who hired the golf club woman to murder my baby November 14, 2013...

...and the problem is, I've not mentioned it to the family, The Atwaters, so they don't know, not even my parents know, but on September 12, 2021, there was another attack. I've not released any details, nor have the police or the FBI, One of the biggest ones yet. The FBI pointed out one thing... the attacks stopped when one of the two primary suspects died. They said they had reason to believe the one, of the two suspects, whom they believe murdered my son, died... so how did the the September 12, 2021 attack happen?

When that attack happened the FBI asked me to repaint paint my car: put the info from 2 different events, with the dates reversed, to see WHO would notice it was wrong. Someone DID notice it was wrong: Crackhead Camilla, cocaine dealer of the Bacon Street Gang, she showed up on my Biddeford porch less then ten hours after I painted my car. She noticed the incorrect date for the incorrect event... and she has said WHO told her... and it was one of the three people who arrived at the hospital November 2013... except, 2 of those 3 people are now dead, and the one she's naming, is the one still alive.

YOU didn't know my son was murdered November 14, 2013? Why? Ask yourself why?

Ask yourself WHO knew it happened and WHY they deliberatly HID it from you?

Barbara knew.

Brucie knew.

Ben knew.

My mother knew.

Wayne knew.

My father knew.

Which one of them who KNEW, hid it from you to make sure YOU did NOT know what had happened to me?

Who is it, who runs around telling people I believe in aliens? That same person. I don't believe in aliens. I'm the one who proved aliens and alien abductions to be a hoax, did that in 2007, posted my findings proving aliens a hoax here: https://www.eelkat.com/AmphibiousAliens.html

Who is it, who runs around claiming I say things about Utah Atwaters, people who I've never heard of, people I've never met? That same person.

Whose husband is right now sitting in prison for building the bomb that blew up my house? That same person.

YOU didn't know a bomb blew up my house October 16, 2006? Why? Ask yourself why?

Ask yourself WHO knew it happened and WHY they deliberatly HID it from you?

Barbara knew.

Brucie knew.

Ben knew.

My mother knew.

Wayne knew.

My father knew.

Which one of them who KNEW, hid it from you to make sure YOU did NOT know what had happened to me?

Camilla was the bridesmaid of who? That same person.

Who KNEW I was paralyzed for 5 months, 18 months in wheelchair, and 9 years serverly crippled, bedridden... but neglected to tell anyone in the family? That same person.

Who is it, who is right now spreading rumors and lies about me, my brothers, and my mother, all over FaceBook? That same person.

Do you know what gaslighting means? Look at what she's doing. It's called gaslighting. It means she is trying to cast doubt on the victims, in order to make the victims look guilty, as a way to try to hide, her own crimes.

Ask yourself why you didn't know my son was murdered?

Ask yourself why you didn't know I was attacked by a blond woman with a golf club, left for dead, almost died, and have been crippled on paraplegic levels ever since?

YOU didn't know I was crippled and paralized by a psychotic woman with a golf club since November 14, 2013? Why? Ask yourself why?

Ask yourself WHO knew it happened and WHY they deliberately HID it from you?

Barbara knew.

Brucie knew.

Ben knew.

My mother knew.

Wayne knew.

My father knew.

Which one of them who KNEW, hid it from you to make sure YOU did NOT know what had happened to me?

Ask yourself why you didn't know I was paralyzed for 5 month?

Ask yourself why you didn't know I was in a wheelchair for 18 months?

Ask yourself why you didn't know my foster children, where not only murdered, but their heads were nailed to my door?

Ask yourself why you didn't know when Barbara, Brucie, and Dickie were all at the hospital, and knew what had happened. Why didn't they tell any of you? Why did they pretend not to know? Why did they hide for the rest of the family, what had happened to me?

YOU didn't know I was in a wheelchair? Why? Ask yourself why?

Ask yourself WHO knew it happened and WHY they deliberately HID it from you?

Barbara knew.

Brucie knew.

Ben knew.

My mother knew.

Wayne knew.

My father knew.

Which one of them who KNEW, hid it from you to make sure YOU did NOT know what had happened to me?

Here's an important thing to ask: Why did none of you know the FBI was here investigating a very brutal murder that coincided with a LOT of harassment, vandalism, and hate crimes that were on levels of alarming extremes?

It's called impeding and FBI investigation.

Someone, in the Atwater family, has been very actively lying to all of you about what happened to me and my family... why? What is their motive? If they have nothing to hide, then why are they bending over backwards to try to keep every one of you from finding out what happened to me, my son, my house, my yard, and my foster children?

Why?

Only the person doing these crimes, who any motive to try to cover them up.

Only the person who murdered my son, would have any motive to go out of their way to do everything in their power to try to make you forget he ever existed.

Only the person who did these things has any motive, to try to cover it up.

But you DID "know" I "left the church", something never did, you DID "know" I "believed in aliens and UFOs", something I do not believe in?

Why?

WHO lied to you?

WHO made up the lie that I left the church? Was it one of the people who KNEW I was bedridden and desperatl begging for my home and visiting teachers to come visit me? Desperatly asking my my Relief Society friends had all abandoned me?

WHO told you I left the church? WHO made up tha LIE about me?

WHO told you I believe in aliens? Who told you these lies? Was it one of the people who DID NOT tell you I was crippled?

Only the person behind my son's murder has a motive to try to convince you I believe in aliens, when it's damn well documented that I don't believe in aliens.

Think about that, next time an Atwater starts spreading rumors about me, my mother, my father, my brothers, my husband, my dead children, or my dead son.

Also... who is it who told you that I knew about all these deaths in the family? Was it one of the three people who was at the hospital and knew what happened to me, but never told you all?

Also, yes... I have noticed that Dickies supposed death date is a full 3 months before he was at the hospital, before he was visiting my dad with Brucie and and having a meeting with the private investigator about Wade Witen... that's puzzling... but then again Brucie had faked his own death 4 times since the 1980s, each time to invade IRS fraud, so the Atwaters do have a history of faking their deaths. I know this because the FBI has all that info too and when interviewing me, they wanted to know if I was aware of the faked death, by 3 of the original 12 Atwaters... yep, three of the brothers have faked their deaths multiple times. So... when you people tell me Dickie and Brucie are dead, yeah, I kind of don't believe you.

Also, Barbara is the one going around telling everyone that Danny is dead and his grave is being vandalised... several people have told me that Danny is dead, his grave was being vandalised, and I a bedridden crippled, was being blamed for the vandalism, and I asked each of these people who told them this, and every one of them stated they recieved either a rtext, post, comment, email, or phone call from Barbara, some said she told them face to face in person... near as I can tell NO ONE other then Barbara os saying Danny died, no one other then Barbara is saying his grave is vandaised, and no one other then Barbara is saying I did it... also newsflash... my camera runs 24/7/365 ever since the day my foster children's heads was nailed to my door, so I can prove where I was and what I was doing every minute from May 16, 2015 to right now. The camera runs 24/7 in hopes of catching the murderer returning to attack again. Smile... if you've ever said anything to me online or offline, I have video footage of you doing it.

In case you've forgotten who Barbara is, besides being Bruce's sister, she's the 2 year old girl who was run over by this car. https://www.eelkat.com/images/1964dodge330_theGoldeneagleWorldsMostHauntedCar.jpg My 1964 Dodge 330 the one that was cut in half on May 9, 2010 by raving lunatics of the Saco Ward church calling it demon possessed. She's the one who started the rumor that the car was haunted, possesed by a demon and tried to kill her. The car used to belong to Dr Larochell, who paid Barbara $20k to stop her from spreading rumors about his car. Her rumours about his car got so bad that locals started attacking him, so in 1975 he sold the car and I bought it specifically to prove that it was niether haunted demon possessed and Barbara was just delusional and trying to get attention.

After I proved the car not haunted, I let a local elderly homeless man sleep in the car at night, while the car was parked behind my barn, 175 feet from the road in the forest where it could not be seen from the road, so no one knew the WW@ veteran was sleeping in my car... until that is, in 1978, Barbara tresspassed on my land, found him there, declared him first a demon, then in the 1990s started calling him "The Amphibious Alien"... Barbara is the only Atwater who ever learned French and guess what, she is also the one who coined the name "Etiole" and started calling the homeless WW2 vet "Etiole" and she is the one who has been vocal in instigating EVERY SINGLE attack on Etiole and my 1964 Dodge 330.

Also, do take a look at Barbara... we look alike, she and me... we can almost pass for twins. And what keeps happening around locally? People keep saying they are encountering me doing and saying things in places I've never been to, to people I've never heard of!

Also, every time I go outside, people - total strangers - keep coming up to me and asking me why I am emailing them stuff about aliens, and newsflash: I don't even use email! What the hell? I couldn't email some one even if I wanted to!

In November, this guy comes up to me, he's about 90 years old and carrying this massive stack of sheets of paper - like 300 sheets, it's an entire reem of paper, and he starts waving it around and says it's print out of all the emails I supposedly sent him just in the past week, he says he gets more then three thousand emails from me on a daily basis and it's all crazy stuff about aliens... I looked at the papers and, the emails are coming from tons of emails with the word "eelkat" in the name, but they aren't mine. I'm not sending these things out to people and I don't know who is... but I do know who has a history of impersonating me with emails: Barbara!

In 1996, she started an email war with the Atwaters, with two emails, one that she said was heres, and one that she said was mine.

At that point... I had never had contact with an American, or TV, or electricity... I had never heard of computers or internet or email... he email war, was her, impersonating me, and sending hundred of hate filled emails to my aunts, uncles, and counsins... I found out about it a year later when Bishop Paul Morgan of the Cape Elezabeth Ward (no, not the Portland Ward, but yes the same building) called me in to his office one day, to ask why I was sending so many hundreds of emails about aliens and alien abductions to him and 750 other members of the church. No that's not a typo... seven hundred and fifty members of the church...

I had 3 questions for Paul Morgan:

1: What's email?

2: What are aliens?

3: What's alien abduction?

I had never heard of those 3 things before.

Paul Morgan had print outs of those emails, and it took me over a month to read those more then six thousand sheets of paper, but I read every one of them.

Paul Peterson, administrative director of Pine Land Center Insane Asylum... he showed up at church a few weeks later, yeah... turns out, several Atwaters used to be, how shall we call it... straight jacketed in padded cells because they were insane... and Pine Land Center, government run mental health institute, lost funding, shut down, in... oh look... 1996... and literally just let formally straight jacket nut cases, walk free out the front door. It's not hard to find out who the inmates of Pine Land Center were... the micro films are available in New Gloughster. So, yeah, that evidance exists and says a lot.

ALL of the rumors about me, my mother, my father, my brothers, my husband, my cars... all the Demon rumors, all the alien rumors, ALL of it... every single rumor, all the way back to the 1960s... all of them, were started by one person, Barbara, because, she was the 2 year old girl who was hit by that car, and she's pissed that I bought it, and she's even more pissed that Stephen King, my neighbour at the time, made a movie about it... did you know my real name is Christine and that's why the car is named Christine in the movie, even though the real car was named The Goldeneagle.

After Christine, Stephen King returned to film Thinner on my farm, and THAT is why, Barbara, has had endless amounts of jealosue rage and hatred for my farm, my land, my house... did you know I've rebuilt my house 5 times now... the backhoe has driven over THREE houses on my land, we keep rebuilding and it keeps coming back... but before the backhoe there was the bomb... and who did the FBI arrest for building that bomb again? Barbara's husband Paul Martal. That's what he went to prison for. He built the bomb that blew up my house, the FBI found him with the bomb parts in his house and car.

That's why, I always ask, when these weird rumors about demons and aliens show up... who told you? And EVERY SINGLE PERSON, EVERY SINGL TIME... they always say: "Barbara told me", "Baraba said it" , "Barbara called me" , "Barbara emailed me"... and so, I'm not surprised to find out that the rumors flying around this week, are once again, started by the same person who always starts them: the pissed off now adult, 2 year old girl, who 60 years ago was run over by the world's most haunted car, and is the one who both declared it haunted and dubbed the homeless man living in it as "Etiole"

Know your sources people. Do your background checks. Find out if the one spreading the rumors about me, might actually have a motive. Barbara REALLY hates that car. And at the core, her hatred of that car, her rage that Stephen King made it famous, is the cause of everything.

But guess what: Barbara and Brucie and their fucking endless jealose rage, is why I'm crippled, why my son is dead, why I've had to rebuild my house on my land five fucking times now... I'm not bothering any of them, I never have , and I don't know why they are bothering me! I want those bastards to fucking leave me, my family, my cars, my land, and anything else of mine alone.

But, since November 2021, Sanford Ward mormons have been showing up, all of them in wild raging infernos, and all of them talking about people and events I know nothing about, so I have no clue what any of them ae talking about, but they act like they think I know who the names they mention are, in particular they are cult-like worshiping someone names Todd Murphy whom I can only assume they have gotten mixed up with my beheaded cousin Tim Murphy of Pine Point district of Scarborough and Old Orchard Beach, somehow.

They showed up near daily from November 21, 2021 until May 17, 2022. They were lead on by two blond girls who looked like twins, and have mega long knee-length hair they kept in pony tails, and a smaller pudgier girl with a mint-green pixie hair cut. I don’t know these girls, they looked to be in their 20s. They are the same girls who spent the entire summer of 2021 harassing the homeless man who was living under the trestle bridge across the street from us. They would show up on bicycles every night around 1AM, chase him up out of the ravine, then chase him up the old back tracks along the dirt road to South Street, up towards your place. They did that every night for about 5 months, until he got hit by a freight train on Nov 19, 2021 at 6:27PM. They started attacking my and my family Nov 21, 2021, I think because they knew I had video footage of them harassing the homeless man and I think too they were pissed that I call the police when they killed him by cornering him at the bridge overpass so he couldn’t get out of the way of the oncoming train. Outside of them nightly harassing the homeless man, and then spending Nov 21, 2021 to May 17, 2002 chanting “Todd Murphy” in my driveway while vandalizing my car and apartment building, I’ve never seen these girls before of since. They seemed to have completely vanished May 17, 2022. Not seen them at all and the vandalism stopped cold turkey that day. I assume the police must have finally caught and arrested them, but the police never said they did, and in the past when someone harassed me, the police would always ask me to go to the station to ID them after the arrest.

In any case, the “Todd Murphy” dipshit bitches stopped harassing us May 17, 2022, and I heard no more of them, until this past month… only it’s not them showing up this time… this time it’s older people, elderly people in their 70s and 80s, members of the Sanford Ward Mormon church across the street from Curtis Lake Church… Curtis Lake Church being the congregation that shows up in my Old Orchard driveway with the “god hates fgs” signs and calling me a transvestite and calling my car gay, and marching around chanting “too gay for the family friendly town of Old Orchard Beach”... several Curtis Lake members have been arrested by the FBI and gone to prison for their involvement in both the April 10, 2015 attack on my family and the headless Marsh girl. However, to date,, the killer has not been found, every one arrested so far has always been weird “cultist-like” gay-haters who are attacking people in the area while chanting “kill or be killed remember Saco Shaws” and then rambling gibbering about heads in ice cream. The people arrested, for 5 different local churches, are all outspoken in radically preaching a doctrine of beheading anyone suspected of being gay, while stating that they are doing so on god’s orders.

That’s why there has been so much difficultly in finding out who killed the marsh girl and my cousin Murphry and my family, because, it looks like it’s not just one person, but rather an entire group of people involved, and so far, all evidence has pointed to those 5 churches: Saco Ward, Sanford Ward, Grace Point, Curtis Lake, and New Life, all in Biddeford, Saco, or Sanford, and all run by just 2 families. One family runs 3, another family runs the other 2.

I think I figured out why the Sanford Ward Church of Jesus Christ of Latter Day Saints members are seemingly so clueless and unaware that I have been crippled and bedridden for nine years and why they were unaware that 24 members of their congregation have gone to prison, arrested by the FBI for being accomplices in the The Ouellette Murder Case aka The Cascade Murders aka The string of beheading on and around Portland Ave, Ross Rd, and Cascade Rd the past twenty years, which included the headless girl I found in the Scarborough Marsh, my cousin Timmy Murphy whom I found headless on the Ross and Cascade Rod crossroads, the beheading of my own foster children… Ben is the common link to all of them.

Ben, as you know, has severe dissociative identity disorder, that was brought on when his brother Willy commit suicide.

Ben has seven different, very distinctive different “people” living in him, that we know of, there could be moe then 7. Etiole is the one most locals are familiar with, though he does not call himself Etiole, Etiole being a name locals dubbed him. However, there is the High Priest, who is the one you, Paul, are personally most familiar with.

I’ve not seen the High Priest since April 10, 2015. Ben WAS there the day of the attack, he was also attacked… the attackers had me, my mother, one of my brothers, and Ben, all on the ground with guns to our heads, while they use a weird looking long pole with a piano wire-like loop on the end, to cu the heads off of everyone else who was there. Me, my mother, one of my brothers, and Ben, were the only ones to walk out of that attack alive.

Ben’s favorite daughter Bella was one of the ones beheaded. His mind snapped, because, he recognized one of the attackers as “Rick”... When the attackers arrived, Ben ran up to one of them and said “Rick! What are you doing here?” Ben does have a friend named Rick… I know Rick. Rick is a very violent, vicious spouse abuser. His wife Paula used to come to church been to a pulp every week. Broken arms, broken legs, broken nose, black eyes. It went on for years. She finally divorced him and fled to Utah when he beat and nearly killed their teenage son. Rick has beaten me up, right in the Sanfard Ward church building. He’s a major bully, a huge bigot, and an extreme white power racists. Rick WAS there April 10, 2015… he didn’t have a white pillow case over his head like the rest of them did, but I don’t kow if he was a part of the attack or not, I was too busy trying to fight the bastard who was holding me own with a pistol in my face, to notice what Rick was doing. It was Rick though, his face in unmistakable… he has no face. Elephant man disease, I think you cal it, but you can’t mistake Rick, and he WAS in my yard April 10, 2015 the day my family was murdered, I just don’t know what he was doing there or if he was involved in the attack or not.

The thing is, something snapped in Ben that day. ALL 7 of his multiple personalities vanished, including the High Priest, thankfully. You know how bad the High Preist could get, you met him several times.

Ben left the Mormon church. I don’t know what triggered him more: his favorite daughter Bella being beheaded in front of him or his best friend Rick, seeming to be the one leading the charge ahead of estimated 74 people in white robes and white pillow cases over their heads.

In either case, Ben has developed a server hatred for the Mormon church and refuses to set foot in a Mormon church building… he who was High Priest Quorum Leader of the Sanford ward for so many decades.

The thing about the High Priest, was he was everything so far the opposite of who Ben, my husband, actually is.

The High Priest Quorum Leader of the Sanford ward boldly proclaims to be a virgin. Ben in not a virgin. Not even close. He had a prostitute problem back in the 1980s when I met him.

The High Priest Quorum Leader of the Sanford ward boldly proclaims to not be married, yet Ben and I got married on the Old Orchard Beach Pier August 13, 1987, so he’s been married several decades and still is, we don’t live together because he’s terrified of the Bishop finding out he has a wife. Keeping in mind Mormons don’t forbid priests from marrying, however Ben grew up extreme strict Catholic and his brother is the current leader of Opis Dia and he has to keep up appearances of being a Catholic Priest for his brother, from times when he visites from Italy, which happens a few times a year. Ben became a High priest in the Mormon church, but then goes to several local Catholic churches when his brother is in America, so that he can say he’s a High Priest without lying about it, and keeps his brother thinking he’s Catholic High Priest when he’s actually a Mormon High Priest. In other words, Ben lives a very big double life of trying to juggle his priesthood in two religions, hiding it from each other religion, while also maintaining a (very annoyed) wife (me) that he hides from BOTH religions.

Which is WHY, I’m allowed to PUBLICLY be friends with you, because it helps him to keep up the facade of “see, I’m not married, she hangs around with Paul”, which yes, that IS what Ben tells people at church about you.

Yes, Ben is a dick, I am very aware of this.

But, here’s the thing… Ben TELLS ME he is no longer in contact with any Mormons whatsoever, claims he hates, them, claims he shuns them, claims he’s not spoken to any of them since April 10, 2015…. HOWEVER… he was caught in July 2022, giving one of the Sanford Ward Mormons a ride to the store…. And Rick specifically, has been one the phone with him, when I came in the room and he thought I was elsewhere, causing Be to run around in a panic, knock his glasses off, break them by stepping on them, all while Rick was screaming out of the phone, “Ben, ya there? What happened? What’s going on?”

It appears the High Priest is back…. However, I suspected this in November 2021… the High Priest uses specific pontificating phraseology that none of Ben’s other personalities use…. And on november 24, 2021, the same night the Sanfard Ward Mormons were here cutting the wires off our Biddeford apartment building, Ben started talking like the High Priest again. It’s really distinctive. Normal people don’t talk in long winded drawn out droning, monologuing pontifications about Jesus, and of Ben’s 7 known people living inside him, the High Priest is the only ne who does this. Ben was here and witnessed the wire cutting event, he even went out side and talked to the crowd of “Todd Murphy” chanting lunatics to try to talk to them… and,... he said one of them is Todd Murphy’s grandmother from the Sanford Ward. Ben indicated at that point that he knew who Todd Murphy was, but since then, has denied knowing who Todd Murphy is. But, he came in, and told me outright that “I know her from the Sanfard Ward, she’s Todd Murphy’s grandmother”..

Each of the 7 people who live in Ben have no knowledge or memory of the other 6, and when one of the 7 does or says something, none of the other 6 have any memory of doing or saying those things.

It appears that The High Priest knows Todd Murphy, not only that, but also knows the attackers who came here daily from November 21, 2021 to May 17, 2022… and it looks like Ben, in his High Preist version of himself, is the one who told them where I live and is the one who worked them into a frenzy to begin with.

I have video footage of the homeless man who died Nov 19, 2021… a LOT of it. He knew Ben. That was obvious. Me and Ben were walking Main Street every night the summer of 2021 and the homeless man from under the trestle bridge would stop to talk to us a few times a week. And those weren’t just videos, those were Twitch livestreams so everyone watching my channel saw this homeless man stop and talk to Ben… he said he knew us. I did not recognize him, but Ben… I don’t know… Ben acted like he did know the homeless man, but didn’t want me to know it, so he told the homeless man he was mistaken. But people around local are saying that thie homeless man who kept showing up in my videos IS Todd Murphy, they say they saw my videos and it was Todd Murphy in my videos.

I am finding this whole thing very confusing… because NOW… even though I have video footage of Ben talking to the homeless man, Ben now claims, he never saw the homeless man at all and tells me I’m delusional. That's what he said: Ben said: “Your delusional, there was no homeless man” and, yet hundreds of people, many of them local, saw those videos of Ben talking to the homeless man. Which means, the man Ben was when he was walking with mt summer 2021,is NOT the man he is right now… and… either this a new 8th personality Ben has recently developed, or, it’s the High Priest back, but being deliberately sneaky to try to hide the fact that he’s the High Priest… which is odd, because before now, NONE of Ben’s multiple personalities have ever showed any signs of acknowledging any of the others, and the High Priest trying to high he’s the High Priest by trying to act like a different person, indicates the High Priest DOES remember and IS AWARE of the other personalities.

As you are well aware, I HATE the High Priest. I want nothing to do with him. I never would have married Ben if I had ever encountered his High Priest alter ego before marrying him.

June 26, 2016… FBI Agent Andy Drewer asked me to meet him at his Portland office on Middle St. He had… info. And a new primary suspect. Ben, specifically his High Priest alter ego, is the FBI’s #1 suspect in being the inforat, who told the golf club attackers I was at BugLight Lighthouse November 14, 2013. The FBI has phone records. I told only 3 people, where I was going that night: my mother, my father, and Ben. I told them only 5 minutes before I left, because I had been sick earlier and had previously told everyone I was not going to that event at the college. According to the FBI, my parents and step father Wayne Whiyyen, never left Biddeford, they continued to argue all night, and the FBI knows this because my father had hired a private investigator to tail Wayne, and so they have a lot of evidence as to where 2 of the 3 were. Ben on the other hand, called his friend Rick, the same Rick who was in my yard April 10, 2015… Minutes after I left my dad’s Water St apartment and drive to Southern Maine Community College, November 14, 2013… Ben called Rick. Rick drove to Ben’s house. And the two of them together left.

FBI Agent Andy Drewer had one question: “How well do you trust Ben? Because right now, he’s our primary suspect.”

They believe Ben told Rick, I was pregnant with someone else’s baby and Rick is the one who sent the golf club women to deliberately kill my baby.

Why do they believe this?

Because between 1987 and 2013 I have had 7 miscarriages, something that can be proven… Ben ins the only man I’ve ever been with. It’s not possible for anyone else to be the father. This was my 8th pregnancy by Ben and he was at the time running around accusing me of cheating on him with Etiole. The thing is… he IS the one people call Etiole… but his D.I.D. means he things Etiole is someone else, he doesn’t believe its him, because none of his personalities have any memory of each other.

Ben is a total nightmare to live with because I never know from one day to the next, who the hell he is going to be that day.

Ben has denied every pregnancy. Why? His exact words are: “I wouldn’t. I am a High Priest. What would the Bishop think?”

According to the FBI too, Ben, behind my back, runs around from one LDS/Mormon congregation to the next tell people that I am quote: “An unrhightious, unfaithful aunty-Mormon who puts the church down.”

Interestingly, I have been a member of the Mormon church since 1975. Ben joined in the 1980s. Ben left the church in 2015. I am still a member.

My FATHER is an extremist anti-Mormon, who preaches hatred for the Mormon church. Not me. Kenny, my father, is the anti-Mormon. My father, is such a huge radical extremist anti-Mormon that he has gone on to convince my mother, a 5th generation Mormon who is related to one of Smith’s poly-wives, to leave the church. She left the Mormon church in 1994 and joined up with some anti-Mormon group lead by some woman named Tanner or something. My mother, took her anti-Mormonis to extremes far above and beyond my father, taking to FaceBook and a forum called exMormon something and went total psycho nutjob anti-Mormon conspiracy theory all over the internet through the late 1990s into the 200s and still does it to this day now in 2023, preaching her wild anti-Mormon conspiracy theories now 27 years. In 3 years it’ll be her 30th anniversary of her wild mega hyper anti-Mormon rampage, with my father cheering her on and needling her forward the whole way in a weird Bonnie and clyde style vendetta attack everyone who is a Mormon hate fueled bigotry.

I on the other hand, am still a Mormon, have never had anything to do with the anti-Mormon movement, and, was shocked to learn from the FBI, that, the anti-Mormon rumors about me online are massive, and spread largely by members of the Saco and Sanfard Wards, with their info being just misinformation they regurgitate after talking to Ben, my mother, or my father.

Apparently, because I am bedridden and crippled, since 2013, and thus have had no way to get to church these past nine years, this, my absence in church meetings, after 48 years of never once missing a meeting, has allowed my mother, my father, and Benn to be able to spread wild anti-Mormon rumors about me, with the 3 of them going to my church, the Sandford Ward, and telling the church leaders that I’m not in church because I’ve turned anti-Mormon.

And yet, it is Ben who is the biggest anti-Mormon of all… he’s actual friends with that Tanner woman. My parents only run around preaching the Tanner woman’s message, Ben, actually sought her out and became personal friends with her and helps the Tanner woman one on one…. And he brags about this all the time.

I’m sick of hearing all the anti-Mormon Tanner woman bullcrap from Ben and my father and my mother so, whenever any of the three of them start chiding me for being a Mormon and telling me how evil and deceived I am because I refuse to leave the Mormon church, I just put my headphones on and listen to Markiplier YouTube videos and, ignore them.

I don’t hate the Mormon church like Ben, my mother, and my father do, so I am fed up with them constantly bitching at me because I’m a Mormon. Which is why I’ve not spoken to my father in 3 years even though we live in the same apartment, and was a contributing factor to why I blocked my mother on FaceBook in 203 and have had no contact with her at all offline since… though that hasn’t stopped her from showing up, trespassing, and hounding me.

Ben, is far worse then my mother or my father combined… since 2015, he has hand written thousands of anti-Mormon letters to every church leader he can find, local, not local, all the heads in Utah… and he bought a dozen cases, each case with 144 books in it, cases of Ket Kerr’s books and daily mails them out to every member on every rouster list of every ward in the Exiter and Augusta stakes, using his position as High Priest Quorum leader to get the home addresses of every Mormon in Southern Maine and New Hampshire, mailing all of them aunty-Mormon letters and copies of Kat Kerr’s books. Ben, as you know, has more money then he knows what to do with, and right now, he’s spreading thousands of dollars every day, just on the postage stamps to mail Kat Kerr’s books and his anti-Mormon letters to every local Mormon he can find.

And so, I knew he was mailing out the Kat Kerr books… but, until FBI agent Andy Drewer told me, I did not know that Ben and my mother and my father, having been putting MY NAME of the letters they are mailing out to people, and the three of them, through impersonating me, have got my church, the Sanford Ward, and it’s sister church, the Saco Ward, 100% convinced that I stopped attending church because I’mm now an anti-Mormon who hates the church, and that’s why my church, the Sanford Ward, and it’s sister church, the Saco Ward, are both unaware that I have NOT left the church, but rather I’m bedridden and crippled and have no one to help me get to church.

And so, now I’m finding out, that Ben, my mother, and my father, working together, according to the FBI, seem to be the fuel that is, and has been for several years, the fuel working locals up into a frenzy… including, they are the ones who are getting the Atwaters riled up, my being an Atwater, and the Atwaters further fueling locals on top of what Ben, my mother, and my father are doing.

What is their motive?

I ask them.

My father says he’s doing it to impress my mother so she’ll remarry him.

My mother says she’s doing it because I need to sell my land and give her the money so she can buy a house in Kennebunk.

Ben says he’s doing it because Mormons are led astray by Satan and he has to save my soul from Hell.

I’m so sick of all of them.

>>>Do you know Stephen King?

>>>Do you know Stephen King?

No. Never met him. Was unaware of his existence before his film crew showed up to ILLEGALLY film Thinner on my farm in 1994. I never heard of his obsession with me, my Gypsy family, my car, or my severe Autism, until he did a Late Show interview in 1997 where he doxxed me and my family on live television, giving out my home address and saying "Go visit the Thinner Gypsies of Saco Maine!" ... a things he did that I was not made aware of until March 2013, when one of my college professors played it in class and then pointed to me and said "and there she is! She's a student here!" I did not have access to TVs, electricity, or such things until 2015, so I had never heard of any of this.

I did however recognize Stephen King's name, as ever since the summer of 1997, I get on average 30k Stephen King fans trespassing in my yard, breaking parts off my car, claiming they are "taking a sournier of The REAL Christine!"

I have 144 Keep Out, Private Property, and No Trespassing signs in my yard specifically to keep Stephen King's fans away.

I have never read a Stephen King book.

I have never seen a Stephen King movie.

I know nothing about Stephen King, and I'm sick of his fans bothing my family.

I became especially sick of it in 2013 and 2015 when my family was murdered, and the news reporters showed up, and instead of wanting info about the murder of my son... they only wanted to know: "What was it like being in a Stephen King movie?"... I've never been in a Stephen King movie and I'm sick of people saying I have.

My family was murdered. Their heads were cut off and hung in trees all over my yard... and the FBI says that is a scene from a Stephen King movie and the FBI believes my family was murdered by a fucking Stephen King fan. So Stephen King and hids fucking fans can go fuck off!

To make matters even worse, in February 2021, Larua, the FBI agent originally in charge of my son's murder case, was murdered, in Florida, only a few blocks from Stephen King's house, which caused the at the time cold case of my son's 2013 murder to be reopened.

Because of Stephen King and is jackass Thinner movie being illegally filmed on my property, I have to deal with fucking nutjobs on a daily basis and I'm so damned sick of it.

I’m constantly running into people who make the claim to “know all about” me and they will spout off this weird freaked out stuff about witchcraft and curses and spellcasting and aliens and ufos and, I’m left totally clueless because I don’t know a single thing at all about witchcraft or curses or spellcasting or aliens or ufo, and I can’t figure out why these people think I have the faintest idea what the fuck they are even talking about.

We Gypsies don’t believe in curses, you stupid jackass. You’d know that if you ever took the time to stop harassing us long enough to be friends with us. Perhaps if you spent more time getting to know who we ACTUALLY are, instead of running around spewing verhemant, busy bodying, gossiping, rumors, lies, and vitriol about us like the privileged white Karen you are, you wouldn’t make bigoted, racist mistakes like that.

They’ll say they thought I was some expert in casting curses and say they want to hire me to cast curses on people, and they act like spell casting is some sort of job I do. I don’t know heads or tails about spell casting.

They’ll say, “But your the sea witch of Old Orchard Beach”... yeah, people have been calling me that ever since Stephen King filmed Thinner on my land back in the early 1990s, but, I’ve never read a Stephen King book or seen a Stephen King movie, not even Thinner, so, I haven’t got a clue what is in his books and movies. All I know is he based some “Gypsy witch” in Thinner off me, because I’m the “Queen” (aka Priestess) of a local Gypsy clan. A Gypsy Queen is similar to a Catholic Nun in the Folk Catholicism of Mexico and has nothing to do with witches, witchcraft, spells, or curses, so I don’t know what the fuck Stephen King did in the Thinner movie to make people think I’m some kind of spell casting witch, but, people seem to have trouble understanding that the Thinner movie is FICTIONAL. I’m not a witch and I don’t know the first thing about witches or witchcraft. I haven’t got a clue how to cast spells or curses. And I can’t figure out why so many total random strangers think they can walk up to me at WalMart or Rotary Park or the library and demand I cast some curse on someone for them.

But, when these people do this, and it happens EVERY SINGLE TIME I go outside, which I have agoraphobia, so it’s sometimes weeks or months between my setting foot outside, every single time I go out, some one always identifies me as a witch and watches a curse cast.

I don’t get it.

In case you didn't know, the FBI is looking for some deranged fucking serial killing Stephen King fan that the FBI says is harassing everyone in York County, Maine BELIEVED to have a connection to a Stephen King book or movie, whether they actually do have a connection or not.

It’s very strange… but I am a Hoodoo Priestess aka a Voodoo Queen aka Gypsy Fortune Teller… I read cards and pendulums for clients and do Hoodoo rootwork, candle offerings, altar work… I AM the Gypsy Witch from Stephen King’s The Thinner after all… not the actress in the movie… the actual real Gypsy she was based off of, the consultant for making sure Gypsies were presented accurately in the movie… the actress in the movie was portraying me… I’m the REAL Gypsy Witch… and that’s scares people around local here shitless

THAT... is my connection to Stephen King: MY FAMILY WAS MURDERED BY A DERAGNED STEPHEN KING FAN WHO HAS BEHEADED MORE THEN 120 PEOPLE and 500+ CATS AND DOGS IN YORK COUNTY, MAINE SINCE JULY 2001!

You know, if these harassers spent more time paying attention to what is going on around them, and less time being self absorbed jerks... they'd know these crosses were here... they'd know, Old Orchard Beach has a serial killer on the lose who has beheaded more then 120 people and left their bodies at cross road intersections all over the marsh... they'd know that this has been going on for 18 years now, and they'd know that my family had been hit by this madman multiple times now, fist killing my cousin Timmy Murphy, then killing my baby and leaving me not only crippled, but also one of only 5 people to live through and survive one of this serial killer's attacks, thus WHY the FBI is so hyper focused on not letting me out of their sight because this killer has a history of not leaving people alive... they'd know that SEVENTEEN families all within a quarter mile section of Portland Ave, between Walnut St and Milekin Miles Rd, 17 families in this space of street, have not only have their families murdered, but their houses bulldozed by a backhoe, and in just those 17 families, in addiction to the dead people, there are also more then FIVE HUNDRED dead pets, including cats, dogs, birds, and horses, every one of which was beheaded and the headless pet hung from rope nooses and draped in trees and porches of the 17 families... something the FBI says is a scene from a Stephen King book, which the serial killer likes to recreate... and then the FBI points out this: each of those 17 families has appeared in The Thinner movie... it's the one common thread for ALL 120+ Scarbourough Marsh killings: every sing victim has somehow been involved in the filming on one of the 14 Stephen King movies which was filmed in Saco, Old Orchard Beach, and Scarboughor back in the 1980s. According to the FBI, EVERY SINGLE ONE of these murders, animal killings, harassments, vandalisms, and hate crimes, can be found in a Stephen King book and this lunatic is recreating "art" in tribute to Stephen King, using the bodies of family members who were involved in the filming of Stephen King's oldest movies.

If these people in the Sanford Ward church would take their heads out of Joesph Smith's ass long enough to look around, they would have known these things were going on, that they were going on to people in their congregation, that several members of their congregation have stopped attended church because they were murdered, that several other members of their congregation no longer attend because like me they are crippled and bed ridden from these attacks, and that 24 members of their congregation no longer attend church because they are in prison for their connections and involvements in these murders.

Heck, these murders have been all over the TV and paper news for 18 years now... you'd think the people of the Saco and Sanford Ward LDS churches - who are the ones in my driveway bitch screaming about Todd Murphey for the past 2 years now - would at least have seen enough TV news or newspaper news... oh look, did you know one of the big name newscasters on TV, someone who has in fact covered the Scarborough Marsh case on TV several times now, is a member of the Sanford Ward congregation, and even SHE knows what's going on, obviously because she's one of the reporters who keeps showing up to interview all us families who live in in the Scarborough Marsh... so I know not everyone in the Sandford Ward is clueless as to what has been going on in the community round them.... several of these church members are outright screaming, literally screaming from my neighbor's front porch in Biddeford, that they never heard of any of this before... I'm sorry... what the fuck?

The Scarborough Marsh murders is quite literally the biggest unsolved murder case in all of New England, not just Maine, it's been covered by DateLine, 20/20 and half the crime network tv shows! The fucking planet has heard of it! These people are telling me, literally, while standing on my neighbors front porch and shrieking at the tops of their lungs, that they never heard of this murder case, a murder case I've not stopped talking about for the last 9 years because as of 9 years ago now members of my family have been murdered.. heck, with so many deaths now, it's pretty hard to find any family in the Scarbourough Marsh who DOESN'T have a dead relative killed by this nutjob... and these people, who vandalized our apartment building so bad that the landlord has a repair crew here all of this next upcoming summer... these vandals and hate fueled harassers from the Sandford Ward church, are telling me, that they had no clue any of this was going on?

How many news reports are there? HUNDREDS! Oh look, fucking CNN is even covering it!

And you know what the FBI told me?

They said Stephen King fans quickly recognized that I was the severely retarded mute autistic girl whom Stephen King wrote DOZENS of stories about (did he? I don't know; I've never read a Stephen King book or watched a Stephen King movie... he's just one of my neighbours, I don't know anything about his work; I don't understand why is Stephen King so obsessed with me and my Gypsy family and my supposedly haunted car, that isn't haunted but no one ever listens to me, because they all say Stephen King told them it was haunted... and now, the FBI agents are saying he has made over a dozen books and movies about retarded mute autistic girls who are all based off of me! What the hell? Why is he doing this?

I don't like that Stephen King uses me as the basis of his characters, I don't like it at all; I never gave him permission to write about me, he never had permission to film Thinner on my farm either, I'm still mad about that too.... but now they are telling me that he is just super obsessed with my severe levels of Autism and that he has been obsessively writing weird ass horror shit that brands me as some kind of crazed mute psychopath with demon powers because I have Autism?

What the fuck? It never ends with Stephen King does it?! He just finds one way to slander and defame me after another and I'm so sick of it. Who the hell is this guy that he thinks he can get away with this stuff? You know what the FBI said... they said that EVERY major big time violent attack on me, my cars, my family, my farm... EVERY ONE OF THEM... coincides with the release date of a Stephen King book.

The FBI thinks Stephen King has some psycho fan who knows Stephen King is basing stuff off my life and is deliberately harassing my family JUST TO SEE how long it takes Stephen King to publish a book about what the harasser did to my family this time!

What the fuck!

You know writing books about my Autism and branding me as demon powered because of my autism is ablest shit, harassing a disabled person, right?

The FBI said that was why they sealed up all the police reports and got everything listed as classified, because they said they don't want Stephen King reading any more news reports about the harassment of my family and profiting off the murders and trauma ad suffering my family is going through any more! ).... and that Stephen King fans were outraged that some with low functioning Autism, that was so severely disabling as my Autism is, were outraged, that I was being harassed on mega extreme levels.

The FBI said once Stephen King's fans realized who I was and what was going on, that the FBI hotline has been FLOODED with calls coming in from ALL OVER THE PLANET... tens of thousands of calls each month... which have lead to DOZENS of arrests of a LOT of people connected to this Connecticut drug gang.

I don't even know anything about drugs or gangs or Connecticut... I have agoraphobia, I go years between setting foot outside, I've never even left the state! I have no clue what these FBI agents are even talking about!

I never even heard of Stephen King before all of this!

I looked him up to find out who the FBI was talking about, apparently he's some famous author, who used to be my neighbour, and spent an inordinate amount of time obsessing over my family because we are Gypsies and he's got some kind of fetish for us Gypsies and can't stop using us in his books.

And what the fuck?

The FBI, says he's been following the news reports of my family's murder and since 2013 has published MORE THAN A DOZEN books based off of me and my family and the FBI says everytime another big crime happens to my family, that Stephen King publishes a book about it in less then 6 months afterwards, which is WHY the FBI says they have t classify the police reports for EVERYTHING regarding my family now, because they think the serial killer who is terrorizing York County KNOWS Stephen King is writing books based off him/her and is killing us Gypsy families TO TRY TO GET Stephen King to write about their exploits!

What the fuck?!?!

Stephen King can fucking burn in hell.

My family's murder is not his playtime!

You fucking jackasses want a Gypsy curse?

I'll give you a fucking Gypsy curse:

As for the fucktards who think they can make a mockery of my son's death: may your own child die in a manner just as horrible or worse than the manner with which my child died.

If you have EVER mocked what happen to my family: may your child die as mine did or in a worse manner, so that you may know the pain and suffering me and my family are going through, that you learn to NEVER mock a child's death EVER AGAIN!

May all evil you have done or said to or about me and my family come back upon you 7 times 7. On you and your children and their children, for seven generations.

All ill will you send to me I mirror back upon you.

All mockery you have done of my family's murder, I send back to your family, that your children may suffer a greater thing then mine have suffered, to punish you for mocking my pain.

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