November 14, 2023 will be the 10 year anniversary of the November 14, 2013 murder of my 8 month old infant son, at BugLight Lighthouse Art Studio of Southern Maine Community College in South Portland, Maine. If you have any information about who his killer is, please call FBI Agent Andy Drewer at 207-774-9322

NEVER FORGET:

My Son Was Murdered, The Killer Walks Free, Your Child Could Be Next!


FAQ: What are the most visited pages on this website and how many visits do they get?

Several years ago, I wrote an article on how to write different types of magic uses, or rather how I personally write various types of magic users within the context of my Quaraun books. Today that page is one of my top ten most visited articles. It gets 50 to 500 views/reads/hits/visits per day depending on the time of the years and has had over 200k visits total since it was published.

Amphibious Aliens: Debunking The Atwater Family's Alien Abduction Hoax with more then 30MILLION reads since 2007 and The GoldenEagle: Debunking Stephen King's World's Most Haunted Car Hoax with over tenMILLION reads since 2007 still rank as the two most visited articles on my website, but, neither of those are writing related.

Writing Medieval Servants is my most visited writing related article with over 7MILLION reads.

This website was started in 1996 and has 1 to 3 new articles (all written by me, I am the only writer on this site) published almost daily. In 2017 we crossed ten thousand articles published. As of 2023, EACH article gets MINIMUM 10 to 70 reads PER DAY, with the high traffic articles getting 500+ reads per day.

And since December 2019, my website now gets three hundred thousand to 7 million reads per month - well over ONE HUNDRED MILLION PAGE READS PER YEAR, making it not only the single most trafficked site in the State of Maine, but also one of the most visited websites in ALL OF NEW ENGLAND!

{{{HUGS}}} Thank you to all my readers for making this possible!



 TRIGGERED! I'm a Straight Cis Woman, but I am deemed Too Gay For Old Orchard Beach, Are you too gay for the bigoted, minority harassing, white power, gay hating psychos of The Old Orchard Beach Town Hall Too? 







TRIGGERED! Too Gay For Old Orchard Beach

TRIGGERED! Too Gay For Old Orchard Beach

TRIGGERED! Too Gay For Old Orchard Beach

I am an author. You have probably noticed that. 

If you have ever read the pink cover editions of my books, you were probably also confused by the weird trigger warnings that clearly DID NOT match the tame, sweet, cuddly, cozy nature of my sex-less, none violent books.

If you had not seen the trigger warnings, here they are, followed by an explanation regarding the government issued court order that illogically requires them to be there.

Note: the trigger warnings are ONLY found in the 2016 special edition pink cover limited editions, which have been out of print since 2019.

Please Note: The Quaraun Series Is SplatterPunk Horror Gorn Rated M18+ for extreme graphic violence, grizzly depictions of suicide, and you must be 18 or older to buy it if you live in America, Japan, Australia, Germany, or any other country with government laws regulating explicit media

Why is the Quaraun Series Rated M18+?




I think it's stupid that the average Mainer is such a cry baby whimpering snowflake that I have a court order issued by the Old Orchard Beach Town Hall via the Biddeford District Court requiring I tell you this, but apparently my books are deemed to violent for the retards, I mean citizens of the Town of Old Orchard Beach, so here you go, a court required trigger warning for you all,...


I repeat, I am required by court order of the American federal government to put a warning telling you that there is a 

MASSIVE TRIGGER WARNING

 for the Quaraun series, as it is 200+ volumes, 8 million+ words of steady, endless, non-stop suicide, suicide references, depression, and suicidal characters attempting suicide in nearly every chapter of every volume!

Don't be fooled by the pink covers. The Quaraun series has won awards for being among the darkest novels ever published.

It's one of the few series so dark, so disturbing, so gory, so bloody, and so focused on putting suicide in your face that...

...on January 6, 2016 the American government has issued a court order declaring I was required to put M18+ book rating on the cover, as well as banned 27 volumes of the Quaraun series from being sold in America.

If you have any questions regarding this court order issued by the Old Orchard Beach, Maine Town Hall, an division of the American Government,  which violates the first amendment, where we are clearly told the government can not censor freedom of speech...

and if you want to read the court orders yourself, here they are - 

please head to the State of Maine, Biddeford District Court and ask for copies of


Docket #BDDC-PA-2015-00574 and CV-15-58/CV-15-59


the Alfred Superior Court Docket #CV-15-299


and the Portland Superior Law Court Docket #YOR-15-253


Additionally, you can find more information by going to the Old Orchard Beach Police Department and requesting copies of ALL police reports made in regards to 144, 146, and 146a Portland Avenue, from 2001 to 2016 (approximately 300 reports).





Update: June 30, 2023

Okay… got a couple of readers asking questions here… one is asking why the names of towns and restaurants have been changed in the new editions of the Quaraun books, the other is asking about the M-rated trigger warning found in the older unchanged editions. Another asked “Wait… didn’t GhoulSpawn used to be a Mormon missionary, did you change that?” I’m going to answer both questions at the same time.

Do I, the author, actually think you’ll be triggered by the Quaraun series?

Uhm… no.

Why?

Well, it’s rather tame.

I would classify it as Cozy Magical Realism, rated PG-13 or even PG.

Yes there is one character (BoomFuzzy) who commits suicide and that scene is probably triggering to some, but that just one volume, you can easily avoid that one book.

So, WHY exactly do I have to put the trigger warning you just read?

I have no clue.

You’ll have to go ask the Old Orchard Beach Town Hall. They are the ones that issued the court order stating that the trigger warning had to be there.

Their reason?

Quaraun and BoomFuzzy are a married couple, two men, and they live in Old Orchard Beach, Maine.

The court order states that it is offensive to imply that gay couples ever dare set foot in Old Orchard Beach, Maine, citing that Old Orchard Beach, Maine prides itself on being a family friendly town 100% devoid of any LGBTQA+ presence.

The court order (issued January 4, 2016) states that books and other media are not allowed to depict gay people entering, visiting, living in, buying from, or otherwise engaging in any level of contact with the family friendly two of Old Orchard Beach.

The series, which is cozy slice of life, actually aimed at YA readers ages 12 to 24 and focuses around 3 hippies, sitting around talking about life while they eat at various real world restaurants in 1970s York County, Maine, had no violence, no sex, no nothing that is not safe for children… and yet the Biddeford District Courthouse branded it as “M-Rated Erotica/Porn for adults only”.

I’m a 5th generation Mormon turned Folk Catholic, and I do not write sex scenes or anything even remotely sexual at all. I find it quite offensive that hysterical locals brand my books as “erotica” or “porn” or “adult only” when there is far more sexuality in the She-Ra cartoon for children then there is in the Quaraun books… heck, you’d have an easier time finding sex in The Care Bears, Smurfs, or My Little Pony then you would in my books!

The Old Orchard Beach Town Manager, and eleven of the town hall workers, who were the twelve people behind the lawsuit… yes… the Town of Old Orchard Beach took me to court demanding my books be banned and unpublished while threatening to fine me $twenty-five thousand dollars PER DAY of the books being published…. The Old Orchard Beach Town Hall was set to fine me well over SIXTY MILLION dollars for having committed the sin of portraying a gay couple living in Old Orchard Beach, Maine….

…but, all twelve of the town hall workers (one of which being the owner of the 4 door white truck you all know about, as we found out in 2017 when she was arrested)... all twelve Old Orchard Beach town hall workers listed on the lawsuit, were members of the Saco Ward Church of Jesus Christ of Latter Day Saints aka The Saco Ward Mormon Church… and, they were royally pissed that not only did I depict a happily-married-all-male-poly-gay-trio as living in Old Orchard Beach, but one of them (GhoulSpawn) was also depicted as a Mormon Missionary. The horrors!

This was why 27 Quaraun books were removed from Amazon - YES BY COURT ORDER - issued by a branch of the United States government meaning these books were OFFICIALLY BANNED BY THE UNITED STATES GOVERNMENT - January 2016. The 5 novels which remained, had no mention of Old Orchard Beach or Mormonism in them.

Old Orchard Beach was not portrayed in any kind of a negative way, in fact it was only mentioned 2 or 3 times in each novel, simply as being the town Quaraun lived in, and it was picked because it was the town I lived in for more than fifty years, and for no other reason. And the stories were so pro Mormonism, that Friend and New Era magazines (both owned by the LDS/Mormon Church’s Salt Lake City Headquarters) had published some of them back in the 1980s… and the one character who was a Mormon, was so, because, at the time, I was a Mormon.

This is why ALL books in the Quaraun and Twighlight Manor series are being revised/edited and republished, to strip all references to the names “Old Orchard Beach '' and “Biddefrd '' from the entire series.

In the revised editions the gay couple now live in a town called Noodle Beach and MoonSnail Cove (instead of Old Orchard Beach and Saco Bay) and the Biddeford Pepperell Mill District has been renamed Pepper Valley. Silent Moor instead of Scarborough Marsh and so on and so forth. Rapid Ray’s Lunch Van and The Golden Rooster Restaurant, (where gay black chef BoomFuzzy and his lover GhoulSpawn were stated to work) no longer appear in the new editions, replaced now by The Beachside Noodle Food Truck and The Drunken Seagull Dinner, so that real world local white power gay haters no longer have to get their panties in a twist over real world restaurants being featured in fictional novels that depict those restaurants hiring none white gay men. All other restaurants and businesses are likewise swapped out with fictional versions now… so anyone who used to get shit ton loads of free advertising from my books, no longer sees a steady tourist income from my fans… something A LOT of Old Orchard Beach businesses have been complaining about since 2016 and the fact that they saw a MASSIVE decrease in tourists visiting their restaurants and businesses…

…keep in mind, my Quaraun books sold over TEN MILLION COPIES between 1978 and 2021, and so that is a LOT of tourists who were coming to Old Orchard Beach and visiting the restaurants and businesses SPECIFICALLY BECAUSE they had read about them in my books… which is WHY from summer 2016 onward The Town of Old Orchard Beach AND all the many dozens of business mentioned as places my characters shopped and eat at, all saw a HUGE MEGA shit ton load DECREASE in tourist income, and to this day have not been able to recover the incomes they once had as a direct result of decades of my fans eating and shopping at all the places they read about in my books.

AND… all mentions of LDS/Mormonism has been removed. Yes, GhoulSpawn’s backstory is completely stripped of his Mormon upbringing and he is no longer shown as a Mormon missionary…. And interestingly… the very Mormon church congregation behind the lawsuit, lost more then 98% of it’s membership… now struggling to get even 24 people in the meetings on Sunday, when prior to January 2016, they averaged 250 people in the off season and over 750 people in summer months, every Sunday.

But… by removing all mentions of Old Orchard Beach, Biddeford, real world restaurants, and The Mormon church, I am also now able to remove the court mandated “trigger warnings” and “M-Rating” that has sat on several of the books since January 4, 2016 since I was giving a court order demanding this be done to all books mentioning gay men in connection to Old Orchard Beach, Biddeford, or the Mormon Church.

Weird thing though… I think they expected I was going to remove the gay en from my books, because the request they had was to remove the gay characters… I don’t think they expected me t do the reverse: keep the gay men, and kick out the town and church and business names. They were getting all that sweet tourist income from my books…they WANTED books set in Old Orchard Beach, they just didn’t want those books to feature “evil gayz” (as they termed it) and for some reason, they were so blinded by their hatred for gay men, that they just assumed I’d agree with them, kick the gay men out of my books, and keep on writing books set in Old Orchard Beach.

And you want to know the kicker…

…here’s the kicker…

Quaraun, BoomFuzzy, and GhoulSpawn WERE NOT GAY in any volume published BEFORE THE LAWSUIT!

Quaraun had 37 wives and well over a hundred children.

BoomFuzzy aka BlackBird had “Bond girl” style bikini babes with him, and is FireHawk’s father.

GhoulSpawn was a notorious womanized who had several married girlfriends.

The three men didn’t even live together. They were just best friends who hung out at eateries in Old Orchard Beach.

Before the lawsuit accused these three characters of being gay, it had never crossed my mind that them being gay was even an option… in fact, I didn’t know what the word gay even ment. I had to go Google “gay” to find out what the lawsuit was accusing my characters of being. Did mention I’m a 5th generation Mormon? Yeah. I was also home schooled. I had no way of knowing what the word gay was, in fact, I had no way of knowing being a same sex couple was even possible.

The lawsuit that accused my characters of being gay, is what INTRODUCED ME TO THE CONCEPT of gay relationships.

And that is the biggest change of all, caused by the lawsuit.

You see, these three men were NOT gay before the January 4, 2016 court order, and I rewrote ALL the books specifically to MAKE THEM GAY because of the lawsuit.

No book published before the January 4, 2016 court order featured a single gay man.

Every book published since the January 4, 2016 court order has featured ONLY gay men, to the extent that ALL female characters were ghosted out of the series, and are no longer featured at all.

And this is why rumors are a bad thing. You see, none of the people behind the lawsuit had ever read ANY of my books, so they ran on false assumptions that because I had 3 male main characters, my characters MUST have been gay. Had they ACTUALLY READ my books prior to jumping on the anti-gay hysteria bandwagon, they would have known each of those three men had multiple wives and girlfriends, and al three had fathered many children.

The children, wives, and girlfriends still remain in the series, with the plotline now changed to state that their relationships with females was a thing in their past, and that they left their wives and girlfriends for each other. So, the backstory of them having wives and children is still there, but, it’s now written that they discovered they were gay and left their wives and children to live with each other.

So, not only did they (the local hysterical behind the lawsuit) lose their precious tourist incomes my books were causing, but also, my books BECAME gay, something the books were NOT before the lawsuit.

But one thing that I think the people in The Too Gay For Old Orchard Beach court case seemed to be unaware of was the fact that I have Kannar’s Syndrome.

I have Kannar's Syndrome, aka the type of Autism featured in the RainMan movie. Go watch Rainman. I am like that. I am completely incapable of telling jokes, lies, slang, innuendos, or other types of falsehoods. I am also completely incapable of telling when someone is telling to me a joke, lie, slang, innuendo, or other type of falsehood. I do not joke. It is not physically or mentally possible for me to do so. I have Kannar's Syndrome, also known as ACTUAL and REAL Autism, not to be confused with either Aspergers or Autism Spectrum Disorders. I have Autism, not Aspergers. I have Autism, not an Autism Spectrum Disorder. I have real and actual Autism. I am one of only 120k people to ever in the past hundred years be diagnosed with REAl and ACTUAL Autism. Autism, the real and actual type that actually is Autism, is one of the rarest diseases in the world, and should never be confused with Aspergers. Asperger's is also known as High Functioning Autism and 1 in 3 people have it. Aspergers is one of the most common diseases in the world. But Aspergers is not Autism.

I am what is known as an Autistic Savant.

This is why I did not go to school.

I was removed from school at 8 years old.

To this day five decades later, I still do not know how to do maths or numbers of money or clocks or calendars or science or most anything else, and there is no way to teach me these things. Many have tried.

What this all means is, during the Too Gay For Old Orchard Beach Court Case, the woman of The Old Orchard Beach Town Hall and Saco ward Church of Jesus Christ of Latter Day Saint Relief Society used a LOT of words that I had never heard of before. Among the most common words they used were: gay, homosexual, ejaculation, erection, penis, copulation. When I stated to the judge I had never heard any of these words before, and did not know their meanings, the judge’s response was: “Are you joking? You’re forty-two years old!”

To which I responded:

No. I am not joking. I am NEVER joking. I am completely incapable of joking. I have Kannar's Syndrome, aka the type of Autism featured in the RainMan movie. Go watch Rainman. I am like that. I am completely incapable of telling jokes, lies, slang, innuendos, or other types of falsehoods. I am also completely incapable of telling when someone is telling to me a joke, lie, slang, innuendo, or other type of falsehood. I do not joke. It is not physically or mentally possible for me to do so. I have Kannar's Syndrome, also known as ACTUAL and REAL Autism, not to be confused with either Aspergers or Autism Spectrum Disorders. I have Autism, not Aspergers. I have Autism, not an Autism Spectrum Disorder. I have real and actual Autism. I am one of only 120k people to ever in the past hundred years be diagnosed with REAl and ACTUAL Autism. Autism, the real and actual type that actually is Autism, is one of the rarest diseases in the world, and should never be confused with Aspergers. Asperger's is also known as High Functioning Autism and 1 in 3 people have it. Aspergers is one of the most common diseases in the world. But Aspergers is not Autism. I have Autism, and therefore, I never joke, I never lie, I'm not physically capable of doing either.

Had the women of The Old Orchard Beach Town Hall and Saco Ward Church of Jesus Christ of Latter Day Saint Relief Society ever actually read my books, they would have been aware that the words gay, homosexual, ejaculation, erection, penis, and copulation did not appear in any of my books. But because the women of The Old Orchard Beach Town Hall and Saco Ward Church of Jesus Christ of Latter Day Saint Relief Society had never actually read my books, they were completely unaware that the words gay, homosexual, ejaculation, erection, penis, and copulation did not appear in any of my books.

Furthermore, had the women of The Old Orchard Beach Town Hall and Saco Ward Church of Jesus Christ of Latter Day Saint Relief Society ever gotten to know me, they would have been aware that the REASON words gay, homosexual, ejaculation, erection, penis, and copulation did not appear in any of my books was because I had heard none of these words prior to the 2016 Too Gay For Old Orchard Beach Court Case.

One thing I did learn during The Too Gay For Old Orchard Beach Court Case is that the women of The Old Orchard Beach Town Hall and Saco Ward Church of Jesus Christ of Latter Day Saint Relief Society are completely and obsessively obsessed with the words gay, homosexual, ejaculation, erection, penis, and copulation to such an alarming extent that I wonder if it is even possible for any of these women to open their mouths and get through saying a single sentence without using the words gay, homosexual, ejaculation, erection, penis, and copulation.

In any case, The Too Gay For Old Orchard Beach Court Case last for 6 months of court appearance on a weekly basis, and on each court date, the women of The Old Orchard Beach Town Hall and Saco Ward Church of Jesus Christ of Latter Day Saint Relief Society used the words gay, homosexual, ejaculation, erection, penis, and copulation no fewer than a dozen times each word, each woman, each day. The women of The Old Orchard Beach Town Hall and Saco Ward Church of Jesus Christ of Latter Day Saint Relief Society sure do like to say the words gay, homosexual, ejaculation, erection, penis, and copulation a LOT!

The women of The Old Orchard Beach Town Hall and Saco Ward Church of Jesus Christ of Latter Day Saint Relief Society enjoyed saying the words gay, homosexual, ejaculation, erection, penis, and copulation so much, that it was next to impossible for me to make heads or tails of what the court case was even about, seeing how prior to January 4, 2016 I had never before heard the words gay, homosexual, ejaculation, erection, penis, or copulation and so this resulted in everything these women were saying coming off as some gibberish alien language.

Because they used such an astronomically high rate of words I had never heard before and repeated those same bizarre new words so often over and over again, I spent much of the court case having no clue what any of the women were talking about, or why I was even in the courthouse.

They brought up aliens, UFOs, demons, and Etiole in the court case as well. It was all very weird and confusing for me.

LKikewise they did a lot of saying that I was doing and saying certain things, but the things they claimed I said or did, were all things I had never heard of before. They were saying I said or did this or that other thing, and I don't know what they are talking about, or who is saying I am saying or doing what, or why they are claiming I am doing or saying anything at all. You do realize the people saying, that when I said A, I actually meant B, are total idiots who clearly never met me face to face, right? I have Kanner's Syndrome. They are inferring context, subtext, innuendos, similes, metaphors, cryptic messages, and hidden meanings to my words, which I'm not capable of. They'd know that if they have ever met me in person.

Please watch the movie RainMan. THAT is Kanner's Syndrome, and that is EXACTLY what I talk like, act like, and how I function in life. Just because I am a savant who published my first book at the age 3, yes, I was 3 years old, and was removed from school at age 8, yes, 8, because I couldn't be taught, in spite of having published 5 more books by 8 years old. I was reading and writing at a college level by 9 years old, but I still could not talk, didn't know how to hold a spoon, and had no ability to be taught numbers or math or science. By the time I was 18 I have published more than 3 dozen books as well as more than 200 articles for the Boston Globe newspaper, but I also had not yet learned how to bath myself, count, tell time, or speak.

But it turns out, THEY were THINKING about sex, so they inferred that I too must have been thinking about sex when I said this or that thing. This was very baffling to me, as I can not understand, how THEM thinking about sex when they read one of my books equates to ME writing about sex! These women were just so bizarre! And apparently, it is completely impossible for any of them to look at a man or read about a man WITHOUT thinking about sex, which in turn is WHY they incorrectly assumed that me writing about three men eating pizza together in a restaurant = a sex scene.

I have Kanner’s Syndrome. I do not weave hidden meanings into my writing. If I say character A is eating a pizza, then he is physically eating a slice of bread that had cheese on it.

Kannar's Syndrome is also known by the names of "ACTUAL Autism" or "REAL Austism" or "None verbal Autism" or "Savant Autism". There IS a reason when I go to conventions like Portcn and PAX and Comic Con, that even though I am in my 50s I have adult caretakers with me at all times, and there is a reason when doing book signings, my fans and readers always say: "what's this retard doing here? come on, what's the joke, where's the real author, I want to met EelKat, not this fucking retard, look at her! look at how she acts, she can't even get a full sentence out, she can't talk, all she does is sit on the floor rocking back and forth and slapping her head, are you really telling me this brain dead retarded vegetable is EelKat, oh my god, I didn't know she was this damned retarded, how the hell did she write all these books?" ... I'm sorry, but there is a reason why 99.99% of people whom have ever met me face to face are going to be quick to tell you I am too retarded to fed myself, too retarded to not wear a diaper, too retarded to hold a vocal conversation... it's because I AM THAT retarded... no, them telling you I am retarded is NOT them being mean, because I AM retarded... I have Kanner's Syndrome.

Go watch the movie RainMan, I act EXACTLY like that.... I can write books, I can sew costume, but I literally can NOT do one other thing else... that's what Savant MEANS... and it also means that I am not mentally or physically capable of subtext... I say EXACTLY what I mean, straight up full dictionary definition, no, slang, no subtext, no hidden meanings, I don't know slang, I don't know how to infer subtext, ... I think perhaps you are too used to Asperger's idiots running around falsely calling themselves Autistic when they are not, and has caused you to not know what REAL AND ACTUAL AUTISM, is like... did you know that Autism, REAL Autism, ACTUAL Autism, is so rare, one of the rarest diseases on the planet, that since the 1940s, there have been FEWER then one hundred and twenty thousand REAL and ACTUAL cases of REAL and ACTUAL Autism, ever diagnosed? Aspergers on the other hand is so common that one in three people have it. Aspergers is NOT Autism, and I've always hated that idiots try to say Asperies are Autistic when they are not...

I say it again: go watch the movie RAINMAN... that is what REAL and ACTUAL Autism more correctly known as Kanner's Syndrome is like, and THAT is what I have, REAL Autism, NOT Aspergers...so no, these people who are trying to add subtext, THEY are inferring context, subtext, innuendos, similes, metaphors, cryptic messages, and hidden meanings to my words, which I AM NOT CAPABLE OF... and you and they and everyone else would KNOW this IMMEDIATELY, if you or they or anyone else ever met me face to face and actually attempted to have a real live vocal face to face conversation with me. Pay attention to WHO says exactly WHA... I know the meanings of words and I use them correctly as the dictionary intended. I do NOT use slang, subtext, innuendos, similes, metaphors, cryptic messages, and hidden meanings to my words, because, everyone else with Kannar's syndrome I'm not capable of it. If people what to SAY, my words MUST mean this or MUST mean that, that's on them, that's THEIR own paranoia putting words in my mouth and attributing words to me, that I never said. It's like the idiot who run around yip yapping about aliens, ufos, and demons... THEY talk about aliens, ufos, and demons... NOT me. THEY talk about gay men, sex, homosexuals, and penises… NOT me!

I've never studied aliens, ufos, or demons so I don't know the first thing about them. I never studied them because I don't believe in them and I think anyone who believes in aliens, ufos, or demons is stupid, to the point of being far more retarded than I am... and that's hard to do, because, guess what, when most people think of a retarded adult sitting on the floor slapping their face gibbering one word over and over for hours, like I do, because I do that, that is what I do... THAT mental image of "retarded" IS REAL and ACTUAL Autism, and yes, if you have Autism, you ARE retarded, because that' IS what the word Autism means... Autism is NOT Aspergers... Autism is NOT "high functioning"... Autism, IS mental retardation of all the centres of the brain except for one... which is what SAVANT means... for me that one thing is reading and writing. But it really is the ONLY thing I can do. I have no ability to go shopping on my own because I have no ability to count or use money or even know one type of money from another. I have to rely on the honesty of a cashier, when they tell me this dollar amount and I literally hand then a giant wad of cash and say: "I can't count, I don't know math, I don't know money, is there enough here?"...

THEY, the women of The Old Orchard Beach Town Hall and Saco Ward Church of Jesus Christ of Latter Day Saint Relief Society are obsessed with the words gay, homosexual, ejaculation, erection, penis, and copulation and thinking about gay sex, that is why THEY hallucinated images of gay, homosexual, ejaculation, erection, penis, copulation, and gay sex into my books, when none of those things were in my books at all!

There is a reason it took me three decades to get a driver's license... because in America you can't drive if you have Autism... and I fought that for decades... and won... and at age 37 I became the FIRST and to this am still the ONLY person in America who has both REAL and ACTUAL Autism, and ALSO has a driver's license.... if you have Asperger's you are NOT mentally retarded and NOT restricted by the law from driving, but you have Autism, real and actual Autism, you are very, very, very, SEVERELY mentally retarded and the law won't let you drive, unless you fight them to hell and back and prove you CAN drive. And Autistics can't, so to this day, now twenty years later, I am not only STILL the first person with Autism to ever be given a driver's license, but I am still the ONLY Autistic driver in America, thus WHY I built and own The Autism Awareness Car... my Volvo is the Autism Awareness Car, that is WHY it is painted and why it says in VERY BIG LETTERS: Autistic Driver... Autism, real and actual Autism, the head pounding non verbal in the corner type, NOT Aspergers....

So the next time, someone says to you, I was inferring this or that such and such sub-context, context, subtext, innuendos, similes, metaphors, cryptic messages, and hidden meanings to my words, which I'm not capable of... you just punch them in the face for me and you tell them to stop making up nasty bitch rumours and lies about a mentally retarded Autistic Savant with Kannar's syndrome, who is not capable of inferring context, subtext, innuendos, similes, metaphors, cryptic messages, and hidden meanings to my words, because, again... go watch the movie RainMan... I'm EXACTLY like THAT. With him he could do numbers, with me, I can type., and I really can't do anything else, because yes, I REALLY AM THAT retarded. And these people who are attributing to me, things I'm not physically capable of, PROVE they have NEVER met me, NEVER talked to me and DO NOT know me, just by the fact alone, that they were UNAWARE how very, very, very SEVERELY retarded, I actually am.

The fact is, they heard I had Autism and thought it was Aspergers, because most people with Aspergers call themselves Autistic when they are not, which causes us who ACTUALLY are Autistic to have an even harder time interacting with people, because people see the Aspeies doing normal things, and forget that Aspergers is NOT Autism... and you RARELY see REAL ND ACTUAL Autism outside of a mental institute, for the very simple fact REAL Autism does require 24 hour adult supervision, something yes, I do require. Did you never notice I always have a care taken with me? There IS a reason he is always with me... I really am NOT mentally capable of doing things on my own, and he really does need to be there all the time.... so it's just plain silly, the idiot things these local nut jobs are trying to attribute as things I would or even could say and do.

But all of this is why The Too Gay or Old Orchard Beach Court Case was so ridiculous! They these accusing women, were so obsessed with thinking lewd sexual thoughts about men, were lusting so badly over ga men, were imagining gay men left and right, were fantasising over penises and ejaculations and erections SO MUCH… that they too sweet, cozy, sexless, books about completely straight, not gay in the slightest men, and convinced themselves that the books were not only about gay men, but that the books were Erotica as well!

By he end of the first day of The Too Gay For Old Orchard Beach Court Case, the women of The Old Orchard Beach Town Hall and Saco Ward Church of Jesus Christ of Latter Day Saint Relief Society had used the words gay, homosexual, ejaculation, erection, penis, and copulation so many times, that as soon as I got home after leaving the courthouse, the first thing I did was Google the words: gay, homosexual, ejaculation, erection, penis, and copulation, to try to figure out what in the hell were these women even talking about. And what I figured out was that the women of The Old Orchard Beach Town Hall and Saco Ward Church of Jesus Christ of Latter Day Saint Relief Society were filthy, dirty minded perverts who spend way too much of their lives lusting after and sexually objectifying gay men and they ought to be ashamed of themselves for thinking thoughts like that.

But in any case, that is why Quaraun, BoomFuzzy, and GhoulSpawn are now gay men when in every book from September 23, 1978 to January 4, 2016 they were not gay men. You see… the way I figure it, the women of The Old Orchard Beach Town Hall and Saco Ward Church of Jesus Christ of Latter Day Saint Relief Society clearly WANTED Quaraun, BoomFuzzy, and GhoulSpawn to be gay men and that was WHY they were lusting after them so bad that they took me to court via the Too Gay For Old Orchard Beach Court Case. So, as a result of the women of The Old Orchard Beach Town Hall and Saco Ward Church of Jesus Christ of Latter Day Saint Relief Society obsessively lusting after my straight men and to the point of incorrectly thinking they were gay, I decided to change my straight men to gay men, in order to keep my readers happy, because clearly the women of The Old Orchard Beach Town Hall and Saco Ward Church of Jesus Christ of Latter Day Saint Relief Society WANTED these three characters to be gay.

Does that answer your question?

Keep in mind, there was way more then a Court Case. A year earlier, there was an attack on my farm. These same people who were in court... before the court... they were in my yard September 12, 2015, with assault rifles, marching around chanting "Too Gay For The Family Friendly Town of Old Orchard Beach, kill or be killed remember Saco Shaw's transgender murder store."

There was also, 4 murders... in a second Too Gay For Old orchard Beach march they did February 14, 2016 at Scarborough WalMart where they gunned down my Townson cousins from Milliken Mills Road, killing 4 of them, again, while chanting "Too Gay For Old Orchard Beach".

My mother's shed has 3 bullet holes. The police confiscated the guns of Ken Blow, Morin, Mark, and 5 different Townsends and arrested Ken Blow. Sargent Jack Nick and Timmy Deluca were the arresting officers. It wasn't in the paper, that is why I went to Channel 13 office in Portland to ask and they said Officer Will Watson had issued warnings to all tv and papers in the area to not cover it, they had the letters sent from the police department. Fbi arrested Tim DeLuca in 2016 for fraud and suppressing evidence. Ben knew all of this, I don't know why Ben is pretending he don't, it just makes him look guilty of being involved.

Ben took me and the police reports into every newspaper and TV news station in the area, every station had the same story of threatening letters sent to them by the Old Orchard Beach police department.

Ben knows all of this, and that was when Ben bought my camcorder, Ben bought it the week following September 12, 2015, and I have recorded every day since then. That was BEN's idea because BEN was so mad at them for not putting it in the news that he said we needed to start recording everything and uoloading it online so people would know the truth. That was ALL BEN.

But now people from our church are saying Ben not only never told them any of this, but that he has been activly saying he doesn't remember saying or doing any of these things (even though I have EVERY DAY and EVERY WORD Ben has said SINCE September 13, 2015 in camera and can PROVE ALL of his involvment). I don't see how Ben could forget something like that.

I am crippled from the golf club attack November 14, 2013.

Ben took me to the hospital and they wouldn't take me in because no insurance.

Ben spent 5 months taking me to free clinics before we finally got into one in February, and by that point, my broken bones had healed wrong because they had not been set.

I was using a wheelchair for a week, then on crutches for over 6 months while relearning to walk, then on a cane, which I am still on, and Ben took me to every doctor visit those entire 18 months because I couldn't drive that whole time.

In 2013 I still had the bantams, I had to give them to my mother after the golf club attack at the college November 14, 2013, because I couldn't stand up to go feed them.

I had only 1 week left of my semester and failed all 5 classes because I had no way to get to the college to turn in my final exams because my hip, knee, and spine were broken. I planned to go back the next semester, but the next semester had started BEFORE I was seen by a doctor 5 months later.

I could not walk the ENTIRE of 2014 and most of 2015.

I had only just started walking again in September of 2015, Ben had just brought my car back so I could work at Hallmark, the September 12, 2015 attack was the 4th largest and most violent attack of all.

The Jun 26, 2016 attack, same 2 women with the golf club at the college, this time at Scarborough Walmart with a shopping cart, re broke my spine, this time doing worse damage then the college golf club attack. It happened on my lunch break and I couldn't go back to work. Ben took me to the hospital that same day.

The first MRI was scheduled a week later, Ben took me to all of those as well, because again, I couldn't drive. I had planned to both go back to college and back to work, but my spine and hip was injured so badly November 14, 2013 and re-damaged so badly June 26, 2016, that I am still not yet recovered now in September 2023.

Ben pretending these things never happened just to keep up appearances for the church people who happen to be the very same people the FBi suspects of being the attackers, is beyond ridiculous and makes Ben look like Ben is lying about what happened to me in order to protect your church friends and cover up their guilt. But why? Why would he do that? Ben and I have been married since 1987. We celebrate of 40th anniversay soon, and there are even people at church, now say he never told them he was married, they say he's been attending singles meetings at church and going on dates with women from the Relief Society and that they are shocked to learn he's had a wife for 38 years.

Ben were heavily involved in all of these things and Ben were the one who took me to my hundreds of doctors visits throughout all of this.

No, I have video footage of the ENTIRE Too Gay For Old Orchard Beach Court case… every day of the court case, including the mediation sessions, were all LIVESTREAMED from the courthouse to YOUTUBE and are still archived on YouTube.

EVERY WORD Gene Libby said is ON YOUTUBE.

EVERY WORD the judge said is ON YOUTUBE.

EVERY WORD Will Watson said is ON YOUTUBE.

EVERY WORD Dan Feeney said is ON YOUTUBE.

EVERY WORD the women of the Old Orchard Beach town hall said is ON YOUTUBE.

EVERY WORD the Mark said is ON YOUTUBE.

EVERY WORD Claire said is ON YOUTUBE.

Those names came off the police reports from September 12, 2015, and the dockets of the more then 3 dozen court dates between January 2016 and October 2016. Those people are the names of the people who were shooting off the assault rifles in my yard September 12, 2015, according to the police report. I don’t know who any of them are as I had never seen any of them before that Too Gay For old Orchard Beach attack on ,y farm.

EVERY WORD the women of the Saco Ward Church of Jesus Christ of Latter Day Saints Relief Society said is ON YOUTUBE.

EVERY WORD DA Mark said is ON YOUTUBE.

Did I mention EVERY WORD Gene Libby said is ON YOUTUBE? Yep. Every transphobic, white power, gay hating sylabal to come out of his mouth IS ON YOUTUBE.

They can lie to you all they want about what happened in court, but I've got all the video footage and can prove THE TRUTH. My video cameras, and I have dozens, on me, on my car, on my apartment building, run 24/7…. There is NOTHING which you do or say within 200 feet radius of me that I DO NOT have video footage of.

Be sure your sin will find you out. They forgot my cameras were running in court and that they can't lie about what they said in there.




Update: July 6, 2023

I'm getting messages about Atwaters flipping out over the RainMan movie post I mentioned the other day. I don't know what they are talking about, but they seem to have movies mixed up or something.

I'm sorry, no... I don't think they have a clue what the RainMan movie is... they SERIOUSLY are mixing it up with something else, I don't know what... this is the RainMan movie... THIS is REAL and ACTUAL Autism, not to be confused with Aspergers which has no medical connection to Autism whatsoever... https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DH6S0wKKGBM

THIS is what I have, and the Atwaters'd know that, had they ever met me in person and talked to me face to face because THIS is also EXACTLY how I talk and act... don't be fooled by the fact that I can think and type, because thinking and typing does NOT translate into how I act or talk...

THIS is REAL AND ACTUAL Autism https://youtu.be/G4Hwsz1sQmc

THIS is what I have, and they'd know that, had they ever met me in person and talked to me face to face because THIS is also EXACTLY how I talk and act... don't be fooled by the fact that I can think and type, because thinking and typing does NOT translate into how I act or talk.


And THIS is why no one can say nothing or do nothing near me, because I REMEMBER EVERYTHING word for word, line for line... even without the camera running 24/7... THIS is REAL and ACTUAL Autism, not to be confused with Aspergers which has no medical connection to Autism whatsoever... https://youtu.be/gN2ZP-q_qpc

THIS is what I have, THIS is how I talk and act and what I do... THIS is why I can not go out in public without a caretaker with me https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ioMspoSNgmw

the fact that these people who are gossiping about me and spreading rumours about me, do not know that THIS is what I am like, just proves even more that these people don't actually know me... which yet again, leads me to ask, what is their motive? Also who are they? I don't know a single one of these people... yes the Atwaters are relatives, but they are not people I ever met before, other then the group of 400+ of them that attack my farm every year on September 19th because that day means something to them, for some reason... they show up with assault rifles and shoot up every house on my street, beat people up, rape all my female neighbours -the most recent rape gang attack happened at my 27 High Street Biddeford apartment February 2019, when they also did $230k in damages to the building, totaled my Volvo (which I since had rebuilt and is now back on the road), sent 7 people to the hospital, annd left 27 families homeless due to the apartment building being condemned because of the damages. , and I've no clue who they are except they call themselves "The Davids and Lucys and Halls" they claim to be my uncle David's kids and grandkids,, but I have no way to confirm if they are who they say they are ot not. They are always led by a blond woman named Yvonne and her blond brother Shem, at least that's the names they say for themselves. But those are the only Atwaters I know and the Old Orchard Beach Police are scared shitless of them. I know this because every year when the Atwaters arrive we call the police, the police send 10 or 12 officers over, then the police throw their hands up in the air, say they do not have either the man power or weapon resources to deal with it and leave.

Old Orchard Beach Police Officer Will Watson, said during the 1996 Atwater attack on my farm: "You don't understand, these people form a small army, we are not equipped to deal with a situation like this; the state police aren't even equipped to deal with this. You don't need to police, you need the coast guards, or the marines, call the justice department, maybe they can pool their resources and get enough people here to help, but I doubt it; The Scottish Traveller Crime Family is four hundred people strong, there aren't even that many police officers in the entire state of Maine, there's nothing we can do, our hands are tied, there's just too many of them"

THOSE are the pepole who are right now contacting my followers on FaceBook, right now running around offline locally in Biddeford... THOSE people, are the Atwaters who are doing this weird thing of making strange claims of things I've said or done, things that I'm not physically able too say or do at all. But why? What is their motive? I don't know. I do know that Davd himself sent me a hand written letter in the mail, stating he and his crew are angry that I sent the FBI to their compound in Paylyra, Maine... but the thing is, I DIDD NOT send the FBI over there and I don't know what my Uncle David is even talking about.

The FBI has been here too. A LOT. Six different FBI agents have been to the Biddeford apartment more then a dozen times each just since 2021, and it's usually to ask questions about some bomb that they said they found at the White House in Washington DC. They keep showing me pictures of it and asking if it looks like the bomb that blew up my house October 16, 2006. It does not. The bomb that blew up my house was a yellow grease fryer with brough corn cobs painted all over it, and the bombs in the pictures the FBI keep bring over are like long silver metal sewer pipes. They don't look the same at all. But the agents said they have evidence they were made by the same person. Well, in March 2017 the FBI arrested my uncle Paul Martal for the bomb that blew up my house, and also the bomb that blew up my doctor's clinic on Saco Ave in February 2003, and 4 more bombs in Boston March 2013. Apparently my uncle Paul Martel built a lot of bombs over a lot of years and the one that blew up my house in 2006 was one of his early test bombs... but anyways, the FBI agents who been coming over the past few months said they had video footage of my uncle David's wife, sister, and 23 of his grandkids in Washington D.C. on January 6, 2021, they said they had stolen some woman's speaking pulpit, Nancy something, I think her last name began with a P? They said one of my cousins (they called her Yvonne, but I don't know any cousin named Yvonne... I have more then six hundred first cousins and more then two thousand second and third cousins (most of my Atwater relatives are FLDS polygamists with 5 to 15 wives each, so they father a LOT of kids) but I've only met ten of my cousins (Uncle Brucies 6 kids and Aunt Barbara's 4 kids)and so, there are six hundred cousins whom I have never met before, so I could have a dozen or more cousins named Yvonne and not know it!) and her son took it to Florida and that her son went to prison, and they are looking for the rest of David's crew who helped him steal the Nancy's woman's pulpit. They said the bomb they showed me pictures of was in her office and they think it was my uncle David's 23 grandkids who were down there who did it.

This is all confusing to me because the FBI was saying super crazy shit like that Donald Trump was president, which made me question if they were real FBI agents, but nope apparently Donald Trump really was president! How crazy is that? I don't have a TV or read newspapers so I don't know about politic shit. Politics is dull boring crap because it is jus nothing but people fighting with each other over stupid stuff that isn't important, while people are being hurt and no politician ever does a damned thing to help people, so, I don't know who the Nancy woman was, but apparently she worked for President Trump or something. It's just all too confusing for me and I zoned out and didn't listen to half of it, so I don't know what exactly it is that my uncle David's crew did down in Washington DC January 6, 2021, but whatever it is, it involved stealing some Nacy woman's pulpit and a pipe bomb, and the FBI agents were here for a good 5 hours asking me tons of questions about it and I had no clue what the fuck they was talking about. It was all very weird.

But, anyways, The FBI started showing up asking all sort of questions about David's crew on January 15, 2021, and I know nothing about David's group at all, so I had no answers to any of the FBI's questions other then "I don't know", "I don't know", "I don't know", "I don't know", "I don't know", "I don't know", and a lot more "I don't know".

February 14, 2021 I get a handwritten letter in the mail from David himself, all upset because he claims I sent the FBI to the compound in Palmyra/Bangor, Maine. I haven't got a clue what he is even talking about. I didn't send the FBI anywhere, I didn't even know David was in Maine at all, last I knew he was in Wyomin!

Then October 21, 2021, FBI agents show up again. There was a Fed Ex truck parked in front of our Biddeford apartment. It had been their a few weeks, broken down, taking up 3 parking spaces in front of the front porch. Never thought anything of it, figured Fed ex driver would be back to have it towed, but it sat their from Sept 2021 to November 2021... well, on October 21, 2021, I was out in my driveway repainting my Volvo, parked beside the Fed Ex truck, when the back door rolls open and four FBI agents climb out, and tell me, that they suspect a relative of my son's murderer (he was murdered November 14, 2013) had just moved into our building and that's why they had set up surveillance in the supposedly broken down Fed Ex truck. They ask me, can I hold off on painting the mural on my car, and can I instead, pull my car up into the back yard where it can not be seen from the road, where it can only be seen from 7 windows of the 3 upstairs apartments in our building. Then they give me a message to paint on the roof, hood, and trunk of my car... the one which detailed info about the November 14, 2013 murder of my son, but with the date of the April 10, 2015 attack on my farm, ending with a request for witnesses to call the FBI hotline phone number.



They then pointed out several other trucks parked in the area, on Cutts St, Harvey, Bradberry, Western Ave, and said there were agents in every one of them and if I needed to, I could walk up to any one of those trucks and ask for help or hand them info.

Within 10 hours Porch bitch showed up for the first time.

The next day a homeless man showed up, claiming his mother often bragged to having crippled me at the college... 2 weeks later he showed up dead on the train tracks behind our apartment building, and every day from November 21, 2021 to May 17, 2022 porch bitch showed up chanting his name.

September 19, 2021 was the BIGGEST and MOST DESTRUCTIVE attack to ever hit my Old Orchard Beach Farm... FBI asked me to mention NONE of the details online, so, no details have been released to the public at all.

What info was allowed to be made public, was that, all the 50foot tall cedar hedge trees across the front of my land were cut down, the infamous backhoe from 2013 returned, cut a road through my yard, attacked BOTH my neighbors to either side of me by digging up BOTH their septic tanks and cutting off their water supply from the city water, and made a MASSIVE attempt to locate my murdered son's grave by digging up ALL THREE of our yards... mine at 146, and both my neighbors at 144 and 148.

They made a monumentally HUGE attempt to find and destroy my murdered son's grave.

Why?

While it is known who owns the backhoe, he claims, same as he did in 2013 when it drove over my house, that it was stolen... many, many, many MILLIONS in damages were done to the 3 properties attacked, dozens of graves, some of them Native American from the 1600s's were dug up... and... MANY MILLIONS in heroin were shoved under my big pink motorhome, in an attempt to frame me for being in possession of fentanyl.

And... a member of my family was murdered....who, has not yet been released... nor has how they died been released.

THAT, is the ONLY info that has been allowed to be released to the public... but that info is only a tiny fraction of what was done during the September 19, 2021 attack on my farm on Portland Ave.

The FBI has put my uncle David's family, specifically his grandchildren, as their #1 suspects in this 2021 attack.

And the huge slander smear campaign on Twitter, FaceBook, and spread across more then 300 user accounts on Reddit, started November 21, 2021, and the FBI believes that porch bitch is the scape goat for David's grandkids...

...the FBI pointed out that the shoot out with the Connecticut drug gang in 1982, that happened on my farm, was between David, Brucie, and the drg gang. The FBI believes this whole thing has something to do with something the Atwaters did with the Connecticut drug gang back in 1968, BEFORE I WAS EVEN BORN!!!

The FBI also said they believe that David's grandkids are the ones behind the weird slander defamation smear campaign going on online, slandering my name everywhere, because according to the FBI the dead guy from 2021, went to church with one of Ben's friends who is one of David's grandkids friends.

And I'm just sitting here confused out of my mind, because I've never had anything to do with David, his relatives, any drug dealers, or any of this other stuff, and I can't figure out why they are trying to drag me into it... but, the FBI says that David somehow got it into his head that I was the one who "ratted him out" (what the fuck? ratted him out for what? what does that even mean?) but the FBI says they think it was ACTUALLY David's sister Barbara who ratted him out, but that she did it using my name so that she wouldn't take the blame for ratting him out.

And when I asked why the heck would she use MY name? The FBI said, they think she picked me because of my Autism. They said, that she spends an inordinate amount of time at local karaoke bars, spreading huge amounts of lies and gossip about me, with her girlfriend "crackhead Cammilla" (whoever the hell that is) and that, she's been dong it in bars around Old Orchard, Biddeford, and Kennebunk, Maine for well over fifteen years now!... they said she started doing it around the same time her husband Paul Martel blew up my house with a bomb, and they suspect that she started doing it, to try to take attention away from her husband (who is now in prison for building said bomb)... the FBI said they have a lot of surveillance footage of her calling me "a worthless brain dead retard" and stating that no one would miss me if I was gone. The FBI said she was unaware that I was in 2 Stephen King movies (which I'm not... but people are saying I am because of that illegal guerilla filming method of how Stephen King movies were filmed) and had written a bestselling novel that had sold ten million copies, so she was unaware how famous I was or that, by trying to pin the drug stuff on me, that they would end up making it VERY EASY to track everyone involved, simple because I was so VERY famous online.

They said The Atwaters were unaware of how famous I was, until in 2021, when a bunch of Stephen King fans who live in York County, Maine, made an issue about the fact that I, The Gypsy witch from The Thinner movie, was being harassed big time... and it was at that point that David's grandkids realized they had not only opened a can of worms, they had stomped on a fucking hornet's nest of angry Stephen King fans.

They said Stephen King fans quickly recognized that I was the severely retarded mute autistic girl whom Stephen King wrote DOZENS of stories about (did he? I don't know; I've never read a Stephen King book or watched a Stephen King movie... he's just one of my neighbours, I don't know anything about his work; I don't understand why is Stephen King so obsessed with me and my Gypsy family and my supposedly haunted car, that isn't haunted but no one ever listens to me, because they all say Stephen King told them it was haunted... and now, the FBI agents are saying he has made over a dozen books and movies about retarded mute autistic girls who are all based off of me! What the hell? Why is he doing this?

I don't like that Stephen King uses me as the basis of his characters, I don't like it at all; I never gave him permission to write about me, he never had permission to film Thinner on my farm either, I'm still mad about that too.... but now they are telling me that he is just super obsessed with my severe levels of Autism and that he has been obsessively writing weird ass horror shit that brands me as some kind of crazed mute psychopath with demon powers because I have Autism?

What the fuck? It never ends with Stephen King does it?! He just finds one way to slander and defame me after another and I'm so sick of it. Who the hell is this guy that he thinks he can get away with this stuff? You know what the FBI said... they said that EVERY major big time violent attack on me, my cars, my family, my farm... EVERY ONE OF THEM... coincides with the release date of a Stephen King book.

The FBI thinks Stephen King has some psycho fan who knows Stephen King is basing stuff off my life and is deliberately harassing my family JUST TO SEE how long it takes Stephen King to publish a book about what the harasser did to my family this time!

What the fuck!

You know writing books about my Autism and branding me as demon powered because of my autism is ablest shit, harassing a disabled person, right?

The FBI said that was why they sealed up all the police reports and got everything listed as classified, because they said they don't want Stephen King reading any more news reports about the harassment of my family and profiting off the murders and trauma ad suffering my family is going through any more! ).... and that Stephen King fans were outraged that some with low functioning Autism, that was so severely disabling as my Autism is, were outraged, that I was being harassed on mega extreme levels.

The FBI said once Stephen King's fans realized who I was and what was going on, that the FBI hotline has been FLOODED with calls coming in from ALL OVER THE PLANET... tens of thousands of calls each month... which have lead to DOZENS of arrests of a LOT of people connected to this Connecticut drug gang.

And they said THIS is why David believes I ratted him out... even though I did not. They said so many Stephen King fans have been calling the FBI phone number on my car and FaceBook and website, that they were able to gather up a LOT of evidence against a LOT of Atwaters... and that is why the Atwaters have gone mega hyper smear campaign, because the Atwaters believe it was ME who called the FBI..

...but the fact remains, as always... I am looking for the murderer of my son, and I have no interest in the Atwaters or their drug dealing hoodlum friends. I just want to know who murdered my son, that's the reason the FBI hotline number is there.

But... apparently, the Atwaters thought the FBI phone number was there to turn them in... which is weird, because it clearly states if you have information about the murder of my son... why would the Atwaters think it was about them, unless they were the ones who murdered my son?


I am just baffled and confused by the people around Biddeford and Old Orchard who tell me in person and the people online on FaceBook and Twitter who tell me online, that they are being contacted by Atwaters telling them things I supposedly said or did, and it's never anything I am even capable of saying or doing, but besides that who are these Atwaters who are doing this, why are they ding it, why do they think I should know them when I don't know the Atwaters at all, and why do they think they know me, and where are they sourcing this freaked out weird ass info they claim is about me, but it isn't about me, and why are they attributing it to me? It just seems like they have me mixed up with someone else, especially since they are saying they get emails from me but I don't use email, I never have, I don't even know how to use email, so I looks like someone is pretending to be me to get them worked up, but who or why, I don't know... but also whoever it is seems to be unaware I have Autism, seems to be just as unaware of my Autism as the Atwaters also clearly are unaware.

This whole thing is all just so very strange and I don't understand any of it. They are so disruptive of my life, and I can't figure out what the motive behind any of it is.

It's very frustrating not knowing who these people are or why they are doing the stuff they are doing.




Update September 13, 2023: The 10 Year Anniversary of Being Too Gay For Old Orchard Beach, Maine

Ben and my father spent 5 hours, September 12, 2023, the 10th anniversary of Too Gay For Old Orchard Beach, making jokes and belittling me. I tried to get away from them and they cornered me and wouldn't let me get away.

The next day I said this, to Ben (on FaceBook):

Zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

Yes, I'm glad you think 12 men in my driveway shooting automatic rifles while calling me transgender and chanting "Too Gay for the family friendly town of Old Orchard Beach, kill or be killed, remember Saco Shaws transgender murder store" is a good thing to laugh at and make ha ha jokes and memes about. May you burn in hell.

I believe anyone who thinks 12 men in my driveway shooting automatic rifles while calling me transgender and chanting "Too Gay for the family friendly town of Old Orchard Beach, kill or be killed, remember Saco Shaws transgender murder store" is a good thing to laugh at and make ha ha jokes about is evil and will burn in hell. I don’t think grown men shooting at a crippled woman is funny or something to make jokes about. Jesus said “By their fruits ye shall know them”. Men who make fun of the woman being shot at and think it is funny to laugh at her, bully her, belittle her, and tease her, are just as bad as the men who do the shooting and show the true colors, their jokes and mockering proving how very little they care about her and how much they absolutely hate her and don’t give a shit about her life, or her safety. I don’t think being shoot at is funny, nor do I think you and my father spending 2 hours laughing and joking about it is funny either. You both ought to be ashamed of yourselves for the shit jokes you said tonight. It’s no wonder the FBI thinks the two of you were involved in all the 2013, 2015, and 2016 attacks. You certainly proved tonight that you think bullies trying to kill me was a big joke that’s a good thing to laugh about. In case you hadn’t noticed, I’m not laughing with you and I’m still recovering from my injuries. You are acting and talking just as mean, cruel, and hateful as Rick the past few weeks. You sound just like him, quoting the evil shit he says word for word and I hate it. He does nothing but endlessly bully me about the people who beat me up, and you keep parroting back everything he says. Evil people do evil things, and even eviler people harass the victims. Today is the 7th anniversary of evil people trying to kill me because they accused me of being transgender and I'm extremely upset that you and my father think attempted murder is a fun thing to make jokes about. It's bad enough Rick does it 24/7 and won't stop stalking me all over the internet with it, I need that shit from you too. You can't figure out why I am upset? A gang of more then a dozen people showed up in my yard and tried to kill me, and you think it's something to make jokes about. Of course I'm upset. I'm upset because I can't trust you when you make jokes like that. Those kind of jokes tell me you don't care about me. And I do not appreciate you and my father trying to erase what happened and act like I'm okay. No one cares, that a gang has made several attacks, crippled me, murdered my baby, drive a backhoe over my house… but worst of all is that YOU don't care. I'm crippled for the rest of my life, and this Christmas would have been my son's 10th birthday, so no, I'm not laughing with you and my father and I think it's deplorable that you two think my son's murder and my becoming crippled is a fine and dandy thing to make jokes about.

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Ben replied to say this:

12 men shooting automatic weapons, I think would leave bullet holes or cartridges somewhere. I don't recall bullet holes in your motorhome or your car or a cartridge you have shown me from these men with automatic rifles shooting at you. You haven't shown me an article from the paper about the incident. I don't recall going to the hospital seeing you recovering from bullet wounds. I mean how could they miss? Give me something to hang on, that I can figure out what you're talking about. It's very difficult to follow your narrative when everything's exaggerated.


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To which I replied to say this:

My mother's shed has 3 bullet holes. The police confiscated the guns of Ken Blow, Morin, Mark, and 5 different Townsends and arrested Ken Blow. Sargent Jack Nick and Timmy Deluca were the arresting officers. It wasn't in the paper, that is why I went to Channel 13 office in Portland to ask and they said Officer Will Watson had issued warnings to all tv and papers in the area to not cover it, they had the letters sent from the police department. Fbi arrested Tim DeLuca in 2016 for fraud and suppressing evidence. You knew all of this, I don't know why you are pretending you don't, it just makes you look guilty of being involved.

I took the police reports into every newspaper and TV news station in the area, every station had the same story of threatening letters sent to them by the Old Orchard Beach police department.

You know all of this, and that was when you bought my camcorder, you bought it the week following September 12, 2015, and I have recorded every day since then. That was YOUR idea because YOU were so mad at them. I don't see how you could forget something like that.

I am crippled from the golf club attack November 14, 2013. YOU took me to the hospital and they wouldn't take me in because no insurance. You spent 5 months taking me to free clinics before we finally got into one in February, and by that point, my broken bones had healed wrong because they had not been set. I was using a wheelchair for a week, then on crutches for over 6 months while relearning to walk, then on a cane, which I am still on, and YOU took me to every doctor visit those entire 18 months because I couldn't drive that whole time.

In 2013 I still had the bantams, I had to give them to my mother after the golf club attack at the college November 14, 2013, because I couldn't stand up to go feed them.

I had only 1 week left of my semester and failed all 5 classes because I had no way to get to the college to turn in my final exams because my hip, knee, and spine were broken. I planned to go back the next semester, but the next semester had started BEFORE I was seen by a doctor 5 months later.

I could not walk the ENTIRE of 2014 and most of 2015.

I had only just started walking again in September of 2015, you had just brought my car back so I could work at Hallmark, the September 12, 2015 attack was the 4th largest and most violent attack of all.

The Jun 26, 2016 attack, same 2 women with the golf club at the college, this time at Scarborough Walmart with a shopping cart, re broke my spine, this time doing worse damage then the college golf club attack. It happened on my lunch break and I couldn't go back to work. You took me to the hospital that same day.

The first MRI was scheduled a week later, you took me to all of those as well, because again, I couldn't drive. I had planned to both go back to college and back to work, but my spine and hip was injured so badly November 14, 2013 and re-damaged so badly June 26, 2016, that I am still not yet recovered now in September 2023.

You pretending these things never happened just to keep up appearances for the church people who happen to be the very same people the FBi suspects of being the attackers, is beyond ridiculous and makes you look like you are lying about what happened to me in order to protect your church friends and cover up their guilt.

You were heavily involved in all of these things and YOU were the one who took me to my hundreds of doctors visits throughout all of this.


Here you go: police reports from November 19, 2021: https://www.biddefordmaine.org/DocumentCenter/View/9725/BPD-Patrol-Dispatch-Log-For-Friday-November-19-2021 vs November 21, 2021 https://www.biddefordmaine.org/DocumentCenter/View/9727/BPD-Patrol-Dispatch-Log-For-Sunday-November-21-2021 who was it you said was lying about WHEN, WHERE, and HOW Todd Murphey died? YES. SOME parts of his body were found on the Amtrak, where his body parts where thrown from the bridge onto the train November 21... HOWEVER, he was hit by the freight train 2 day previous, on a November 19, on the track a quarter of a mile away from the Amtrak... and not only can I give you the police reports, I have video footage of the 4 women who chased him up onto the track and MURDERED him... Tod Murphey DID NOT commit suicide, the video footage of my Twitch livestream from 6:27PM November 19, and the police records BOTH PROVE that he DID NOT jump off a bridge on to the Amtrak at 10PM on the 21, because he was already dead 2 days earlier on a different track aqa quarter of a mile away... yeah, there was no newspaper report, because 2 days before he died, he was in my driveway telling FBI agents that his mother was bragging to be the golf club wielder who murdered my son November 14, 2013.... go read thefucking police reports for yourself.,,,grandmommy provintia is not only lying about me, she's also lying about her grandson Todd Murphey died too... why? What's HER motive, she who was friends with the family of the headless girl in the Scarborough Marsh 18 years ago, that is yes, ALSO the same case as my son's murder.... friend to Rick, who is VERY much looking more and more and more like the one who organized BOTH the November 14, 2013 attack at the college AND the April 10, 2015 attack on my farm.... believe me, the more the Tod Murphey gang hangs out around Cutts Street yapping, the more guilty they make his grandmother and fuck buddy Rick look like the murders of not only my son, but her own grandson Tod Murphey AND also the headless Ouleette girl in the Scarborough Marsh... grandmommy provintia and Rick are fast digging their own graves and have a LONG time of prison life sentences to look forward to, because it's THREE murders MINIMUM they are making themselves prime suspects for.

No, I have video footage of the ENTIRE Too Gay For Old Orchard Beach Court case… every day of the court case, including the mediation sessions, were all LIVESTREAMED from the courthouse to YOUTUBE and are still archived on YouTube.

EVERY WORD Gene Libby said is ON YOUTUBE.

EVERY WORD the judge said is ON YOUTUBE.

EVERY WORD Will Watson said is ON YOUTUBE.

EVERY WORD Dan Feeney said is ON YOUTUBE.

EVERY WORD the women of the Old Orchard Beach town hall said is ON YOUTUBE.

EVERY WORD the Mark said is ON YOUTUBE.

EVERY WORD Claire said is ON YOUTUBE.

Those names came off the police reports from September 12, 2015, and the dockets of the more then 3 dozen court dates between January 2016 and October 2016. Those people are the names of the people who were shooting off the assault rifles in my yard September 12, 2015, according to the police report. I don’t know who any of them are as I had never seen any of them before that Too Gay For old Orchard Beach attack on ,y farm.

EVERY WORD the women of the Saco Ward Church of Jesus Christ of Latter Day Saints Relief Society said is ON YOUTUBE.

EVERY WORD DA Mark said is ON YOUTUBE.

Did I mention EVERY WORD Gene Libby said is ON YOUTUBE? Yep. Every transphobic, white power, gay hating sylabal to come out of his mouth IS ON YOUTUBE.

They can lie to you all they want about what happened in court, but I've got all the video footage and can prove THE TRUTH. My video cameras, and I have dozens, on me, on my car, on my apartment building, run 24/7…. There is NOTHING which you do or say within 200 feet radius of me that I DO NOT have video footage of.

Be sure your sin will find you out. They forgot my cameras were running in court and that they can't lie about what they said in there.


And then in 2017 we had Flamboyant Nipples...

Yep, even more retards who never read my books, doing even more retarded insanity because... I don't know! Why the hell is everyone too damned fucking stupid to use their brains!

Here... even more triggered idiots doing even more idiotic things...

Noses, Penis Piercings, And Rapunzel Hair: 
Writing Character Descriptions: 
A Detailed Look At How I Write Character Descriptions of The Quaraun Series

aka
What Tom Addams' referred to as

Flamboyant Nipples & Wizard Testicles
Writing Character Descriptions
A Very Detailed Look At How I Write The
(Supposedly Very X-Rated & Often Controversial)
Character Descriptions of The Quaraun Series

And by reading my article for yourself, you can see how it has NOTHING to do with sex, porn, erotica, nipples, or testicles.

THIS is the most gloriously perfect example of a reader's over active sex-crazed imagination, seeing sex and Erotic, in places, where there is neither sex nor Erotica.

And he decided because HE was such a sex crazed pervert that HE saw sex scenes and erotica in this article which contained neither sex nor Erotica, he decided April 10, 2017, 2 years after the April 10, 2015 murder of my children, that it would be a great ide to celebrate his hatred of sex by arriving at my mother's apartment building in Biddeford and terrorising the 6 families there by plastering the entire house with Ku Klux Klan, Neo Nazi, and other white power organization flyers.

The fact remains, Tom Addams, saw the word "Penis Piercings" in the title of the article and jumped to false conclusions based solely on that, and clearly did NOT read the 300,000, yes, three hundred thousand - yes a full 500+ printed pages, word article on how to write character descriptions in novels.

I'm sorry, but when you are so full of bigotry and hatred, that you see the thing you hate in places it is not, and devote yourself to creation a 500 page website on how much you hate it, specifically Tom Adams created a website called Flamboyant Nipples & Wizard Testicles and spent 500 pages calling THIS PAGE sex filled Erotica, AND called people to action to go to my mother's house, putting her home address on all 500 pages of his site... there is something mentally wrong with you. Tom Adams: there is something mental wrong with you. Get psychiatric help. You need it.

Just be warned, if you came here looking for sex and Erotica, you are going to be sorely disapointed, for I write neither, I'm 5th generation Mormon, I've never written a sex scene in my life, and you're about to see the full magnitude of the sex crazed over active imagination of Tom Adams and his complete and total lack of reading comprehension...

oh... yeah... and did Tom Adams forget to tell you that he ONLY made those Erotca sex lies about my books to gather a group from Tennessee to drive all the way up here to Maine on April 10, 2017, to celebrate the 2nd anniversary of his being part of murdering my children on April 10, 2015, he and a group calling themselves "The Tennessee Baptist Workers of Iniquity" arrived to vandalise my mother's house and drive a road grader over her car, while dressed in Ku Klux Klan white robes and hoods?

Yeah.

THAT Tom Addams is the jackass who called that page "Flamboyant Wizard Wizard Testicles" - changes your perspective of things when you find out WHY he said it, doesn't it?

He sent sent you here looking for sex and Erotica, 2 things I don't write, because of a little thing called I'm a Mormon, because he's a white supremacist who was involved in the beheading murder of my children, and he makes up the sex and Erotica lies to try to slander my name. Sending sex crazed perverts to buy my books, hs form of harassment, for Tom Addams. Only this and nothing more.

If you had ACTUALLY read the page, you would know, my main character, Quaraun, is a eunuch, his penis was severed by an angry attacker and he used gold rings to sew it back on. You saw the word penis in the phrase "penis pierced" and jumped to your own false conclusions without reading the article.

The article references a man being castrated and using gold rings to sew his penis back on and honey, THAT is neither a sex scene NOR Erotica. You need some serious psychiatric help, if you think it is.


The article called:  
Noses, Penis Piercings, And Rapunzel Hair details how I wrote the torture scenes of the Medieval World where characters are often mutilated. That article has nothing to do with sex scenes or Erotica, and any one who reads it, knows that.

Remember folks: You thinking about sex while you read what I wrote, does NOT mean I wrote a sex scene or Erotica. It just means you're a pervert who put sex in places where there was no sex at all.

Tom Addams is a PERFECT EXAMPLE of a reader who has absolutely zero reading comprehension at all, and a good amount of seeing what he WANTED to see, even though what he saw and what I wrote, were complete opposites.

April 10, 2015: Never Forget | Readers Seeing Things I Did Not Write |


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Eye of the GrigoriIf you ever made fun of or had any part in the destruction of my farm, and the illegal selling of half of my land to Colliard, you shall lose your land.
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If you ever made fun of or had any part in the murder of my son, your child shall die an equally horrible death.

Evil men go out of their way to try to drive a person to suicide.

Are you an evil man?

Are you sure you're not?

How many people have YOUR hate filled words killed?

Next time you go to do a mean thing to a fellow human, stop and really think about the consequences of your actions.

Did you ever notice how every one has a story to tell about me, yet not one of them ever speaks the truth?

What lies has YOUR gossiping tongue spread about me?

Did you know...

October 16, 2006, bomb blew up my house because of YOUR lies.

August 8, 2013, the house which replaced the one the bomb blew up, was driven over by a backhoe.

November 14, 2013, my 8 month old infant son was murdered because of your lies.

November 14, 2013, I was beaten up, paralized for 5 months, spent 18 weeks relearning to walk, I'm now crippled for the rest of my life, because of YOUR lies.

Are you proud of what you have done?

Enjoy your eternity in Hell. You earned it. You've certainly worked hard for it.

~EelKat


If you have any information about any of these events, please call FBI Agent Andy Drewer at 207-774-9322