Do you know who Tod Murphy is?
If so can you please contact him and tell him, his friends are harassing my family and ask him to ask them to stop?
I don’t know who these people are.
I don’t know who he is.
I don’t know how to get in touch with him to tell him what they are doing.
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Update: Christmas Day, December 25, 2025... yesterday at 11AM the Tod Murphy creeps arrived with a truck load of snow and buried my only exit access... to 4 feet deep... usually the landlord has someone removing it (the Tod Morphy woman and her Tiod Morphy Gang of hoodlum cronies do this every snow storm since November 2012 and we don't know why... but this time, as it happened on Christmas Eve, the landlord was gone for the holidays, leave me trapped and unable to get help...December 25, 2025, I posted video #1 on FaceBook... and was soon surprised to learn the Biddeford Police Department was monitoring my FaceBook posts, a thing I learned, when in less then ten minutes of uploading the video, a Biddeford Police officer arrived, saying he saw the video on FaceBook and was here to shovle me out (see video #2)
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Neighbour took the snow from their yard and used it to block the sidewalk across my yard. Can't get out with my. :( Both driveways had been professionally plowed yesterday, and city had plowed sidewalks yesterday. The woman who yells about Tod Murphy at me, arrived in a black pickup truck just after sunset and did this.
@eelkat Neighbour used snow to block the sidewalk. Can't get out with my #wheelchair . :( #maine #disabilitytiktok #ableism #Biddeford ♬ original sound - Wendy C Allen | 📚 Yaoi Author
@eelkat no, it was NOT the plow guy, who did this. out driveway and their driveway had both been plowed YESTERDAY. this was a black truck that arrived and took the snow out of the pile in back, and moved it deliberately to the sidewalk. this SAME TRUCK has come up into our yard in 2021, 2022, 2023, and 2024 to bring snow into our yard and dump it on the steps of the building and plow our door in so we couldn't get outside. ... Neighbour took the snow from their yard and used it to block the sidewalk across my yard. Can't get out with my wheelchair :( Both driveways had been professionally plowed yesterday, and city had plowed sidewalks yesterday. The woman who yells about Tod Murphy at me, arrived in a black pickup truck just after sunset and did this. we don't know who this woman is or who the Tod Murphy she keeps talking about is. #harassmentawareness #ableism #disabilitytiktok #maine #harassment ♬ original sound - Wendy C Allen | 📚 Yaoi Author
no, it was NOT the plow guy, who did it. Both our driveway and their driveway had both been plowed the day prior. This mound of snow on the sidewalk happened over 24 hours later; this was a black truck that arrived and took the snow out of the pile in back, and moved it deliberately to the sidewalk. this SAME TRUCK has come up into our yard in 2021, 2022, 2023, and 2024 to bring snow into our yard and dump it on the steps of the building and plow our door in so we couldn't get outside. ... Neighbour took the snow from their yard and used it to block the sidewalk across my yard. Can't get out with my wheelchair 🙁 Both driveways had been professionally plowed alreadythe day prior, and city had plowed sidewalks same day as well. Its the blonde woman who yells about Tod Murphy at me, who did it, just like she has done EVERY snowstorm EVERY year since 2021... she arrived in a black pickup truck just after sunset and did this. we don't know who this woman is or who the Tod Murphy person, she keeps talking about is. The stuff she yells is a bunch of rambling, nonsense about someone named Tod Murphy, like maybe she is some ex girlfriendor his or something? I don’t know. I don’t know who she is and i don't know who Tod Murphy is so i can't figure out what she is talking about. Last previous years she had an old lady about 80 years old with her, and a big black dog, she didn't have either of those 2 days ago. The old lady yells about Tod Murphy too, and is always waving a rifle around, the old lady is the one who gunned down my homeless friend (the 98 year old ww2 vet) at rotary park december 2021, shot him while yelling about Tod murphey. This woman who keeps piling up the snow to block our driveway is the same woman who was showing up with a gun and shooting at us throughout 2021 to 2022. We dont know who she is, and we dont know who this tod Murphy is that she says is why she is doing it. She is terrorizing my family and we don't know why. . #harassmentawareness #ableism #disabilitytiktok #maine #harassment
Who is Tod Murphy and why is he sending this woman over here? Who is she and why is she harassing us? Somebody out there must know who these people are and why they are harassing my family.
Every time she shows up and does one of these crazy ass vandalism and harassment events, she ALWAYS is screaming and yelling that Tod Murphy made her do it, while accusing me of being the reason Tobd Murphy made her do it.
She acts like she thinks I know who she is.
And she acts like she thinks I know who Tod Murphey is.
I think she has me mixed up with someone else, but I don't know who.
I do know that there is a newspaper reporter across the street from me, who has the same name as me, and IS in fact a non-fiction writer who writes about local news. So I think this crazy woman is actually intending to target the woman across the street, who is ALSO named Wendy Allen.
The reporter across the street is CONSTANTLY got crazy people over their yelling at her building, throwing rocks through windows, and proteasting articles she wrote, and I think this Tod Murphy woman must be meaning to harass the newspaper reporter across the street.
I think that because this crazy woman keeps accusing me of writing articles about Tob Murphy and making videos of Tod Murphey... but as you can see, this here, me asking right now who in the heck is this woman and her Tod Murphy, this is the first time of me writing about this, because, I'm sick of this woman daily showing up every since Thankgiving day 2021 (the first time she showed up).
I just can't figure out why she has spent the last four years showing up and screaming and yelling at me. Nothing she is saying makes any sence.
Some of the stuff she's saying, sounds like she is fighting with someone online, then showing up in my yard to yell at me, assuming that I am the person she fights with online.
But, like i said, the woman who lives across the street from me is ALSO named Wendy allen and she IS a nonfiction writer who write for local newspaper about Biddeford news, and I think this Tob Murphy woman is intending to be yelling at her, and is just yelling at me by mistake.
@eelkat Daily 'relearning-to-walk', walk around block... I just hit a record it took 33 minutes to go around. First time I did it in May 2021 this same route took over four hours. (For those who don't know at 10PM on November 14, 2013, a still unidentified woman with a golf club (FBIs Portland office has set up a tip line for anyone who has information that may lead to identifying her) attacked at Southern Maine Community College parking lot, murdered my 8-month-old son (who would be 12 years old next week) and crippled me, severing my spine. It took me 18 months to relearn to walk, and relearn to use my hands. She left with 2 other people in a 4 door white pick up truck. (At the time I was mute since a toddler and also legally blind since birth, so I neither saw her coming, nor was able to call out for help). June 24, 2016, while walking with use of a cane, same woman attacked again, this time with a shopping cart at Scarborough Walmart, and left with another woman in an early 1990s Volvo 240 gold station wagon, with partial plate number "458". The 2nd attack left me fully paralyzed arms and legs until May 2021 when I got out of bed for the first time in nearly a decade, to attempt to walk for the first time since June 2016. Among the surgeries I've had since 2016, include surgery on my jaw bone, which allowed me to talk for the first time in over forty years (four decades mute), and it was not until 2019 that I had gained enough strength in my vocal cords to talk fully. But as you can hear in these videos, now in 2025, I have nearly learned normal speech. #maine #disabilitytiktok #Biddeford #wheelchair #snow ♬ original sound - Wendy C Allen | 📚 Yaoi Author
Daily 'relearning-to-walk', walk around block... I just hit a record it took 33 minutes to go around. First time I did it in May 2021 this same route took over four hours. (For those who don't know at 10PM on November 14, 2013, a still unidentified woman with a golf club (FBIs Portland office has set up a tip line for anyone who has information that may lead to identifying her) attacked at Southern Maine Community College parking lot, murdered my 8-month-old son (who would be 12 years old next week) and crippled me, severing my spine. It took me 18 months to relearn to walk, and relearn to use my hands. She left with 2 other people in a 4 door white pick up truck. (At the time I was mute since a toddler and also legally blind since birth, so I neither saw her coming, nor was able to call out for help). June 24, 2016, while walking with use of a cane, same woman attacked again, this time with a shopping cart at Scarborough Walmart, and left with another woman in an early 1990s Volvo 240 gold station wagon, with partial plate number "458". The 2nd attack left me fully paralyzed arms and legs until May 2021 when I got out of bed for the first time in nearly a decade, to attempt to walk for the first time since June 2016. Among the surgeries I've had since 2016, include surgery on my jaw bone, which allowed me to talk for the first time in over forty years (four decades mute), and it was not until 2019 that I had gained enough strength in my vocal cords to talk fully. But as you can hear in these videos, now in 2025, I have nearly learned normal speech.
Was unable to either walk my dog or do my relearning to walk physical therapy today, as the traffic on Sunday is too heavy, none stop, and there was no break in traffic long enough for me to take my wheelchair out into the road and roll the wheelchair into oncoming traffic for ten feet to get back up on the sidewalk on the other side of the sidewalk that is still blocked now 4 days by hateful abelistic neighbour who blocked off the sidewalk while yelling they did it because of some guy named Tod Murphy. And I still don't know who she is, why she is doing it, or who this Tod Murphy is that she says is the reason she did it.
Well, for the past hour, it has been a steady line of school children, some attempting to climb over the blocked sidewalk, and falling off into the street, others just walking straight out into oncoming morning commute traffic. With the school being only a few hundred feet on the other side of the blocked sidewalk and well over four hundred children who walk this sidealk to the school and now have to try to climb over it to get to the school, there's a high probability of a child getting hurt or hit by a car.
City was just here with the sidewalk bobcat, but because the woman in the black truck poured water over the snow after putting it 4 feet tall on the sidewalk, its a solid block of ice and not snow, and they just smashed up the city plow trying to clear the sidewalk and didn't make a dent in the ice. Landlord over there is probably going to have to pay for the repairs to the city sidewalk plow bobcat, seeing how there are clear tire tracks pushing the snow out of their yard and they did not remove the snow from the sidewalk themselves.
@eelkat #disabilitytiktok #Biddeford #wheelchair #snow #maine ♬ original sound - Wendy C Allen | 📚 Yaoi Author
@eelkat #disabilitytiktok #Biddeford #wheelchair #snow #maine ♬ original sound - Wendy C Allen | 📚 Yaoi Author
Ben's is really acting like he knows who Tod Murphy is and who this woman. Why is he defending what she did and lying about not knowing what happened (when you saw me telling him what happened in the video 3 days ago, go back and watch it... he's denying i told him, even though that video has already been online several days). Does anyone know... does Ben know someone named Tod Murphy? Does Ben know who this blonde woman who has been harassing me since Thanksgiving 2021 is?
@eelkat #maine #snow #wheelchair #Biddeford #disabilitytiktok ♬ original sound - Wendy C Allen | 📚 Yaoi Author
This woman who who has been harassing my family since Thanksgiving 2021, vandalising everything, cut the wires off our apartment November 2021, killed my dog (Lhasa Apso, Mickie) June 2022, screams and yells hate slurs near daily from the front porch November 2021 to May 2022 and returned a few times a month since then, constantly slanders me about some guy named Tod Murphey (who I still don't know who this Tod Murphy guy is either), slanders me calling me transgender (I'm not) and "man in a dress" (even though I am a biological cis female), slanders me saying I write articles about Tod Murphy and make videos about Tod Murphey (and any one can read and watch everything I have ever put online and see I don't), arrived in a black pick up truck to dump mountains of snow against our front door EVERY snow storm of 2021, 2022, 2023, 2024, and was the one who just dumped the mountain of snow across the sidewalk this week then coated it with water to turn it into a 4 foot tall wall of ice (that required 5 days with a sledge hammer to finally remove)...
...this woman doing these things... I keep saying the same thing about the way she acts and talks, the stuff she says, way she moves... as I have said well over two hundred times now (every time she arrives, the more two hundred times she has attacked now) ... I keep saying:
SHE ACTS AND TALKS LIKE A JILTED LOVER.
Originally, my assumption was this Tod Murphy guy she is talking about constantly non-stop must be her husband, and somehow she got it in her head he had cheated on her with me... because as I've said right along, right from day one: she acts like a woman attacking a cheating husband's lover.
And me, being bedridden, paralyzed, since 2013 (now twelve years) and her showing up only weeks after my first time going outside in nearly a decade (November 2021) I originally assumed I must look like someone she saw her husband with.
I assume "husband" and not boyfriend, because she has specifically used the term "MY HUSBAND" when talking about "Tod Murphy".
But before she showed up November 2021 I had never seen her before, nor had I ever heard the name "Tod Murphy" before... and I have always just assumed she had my mistaken with someone else.
But...
...every single time she shows up, Ben is not here... in fact... MOST times, she shows up MINUTES after Ben drives out the driveway.
Now Ben and I have been married since 1987 (yes, since I was TWELVE years old), My uncles Bruce and Dickie arranged the marriage, Ben was one of their UFO believing friends. I, being 12 years old at the time, never had a choice in the matter, and Ben, 37 (yes, thirty seven) years older then me has (unknown to me prior to our son's murder in 2013) never told his friends, his relatives, or his church that he was married, and has been married since 1987 (38 years now).
I found out no one knew, in 2016, when the state police turned my son's murder investigation over to the Boston FBI, and the first thing the FBI agent said to me was "How much do you trust Ben", and then proceeded to show me a LOT of stuff I had no clue existed, all about Ben... including a lot of his church friends thinking he was single, not knowing he had a wife for decades, not knowing he had a son, noy knowing his son had been murdered, not knowing his wife was paralized by the same woman who had murdered his son on the same day.
The FBI had a list of both women and men, girlfriends and boyfriends, whom Ben frequently hung out with, went on dates with... all those days he was telling me he was at the Boston Temple... you can see now why the Maine state police turned my son's murder investigation over to the BOSTON FBI office. A man in Boson was arrested in 2015, I didn't know about it until 2016. An uncle I didn't know I had, who's been in prison since 2016 and is still there, for his connection to my son's murder...
According to the FBI, shortly after the attack that crippled me and killed my 8 month old baby, there was another attack, on a woman at the Sanford church. She also almost died, her son lived, and she took him and fled the state. According to the FBI, her husband was going to Boston with Ben on dates, and he and Ben were seen on security cameras joking about killing their wives and running off to Las Vegas together, a couple of months, before the two attacks on both their wives.
...the FBI believes Ben had a boyfriend (a priest from a church in Sanford) who WAS NOT joking about killing their wives. The FBI also believe the blond woman who used the golf club to cripple me and kill Ben's son, was a member of the Sanford church and was hired by the this priest who thought if I was dead and his wife was dead my husband Ben would marry him.
The FBI has run the ENTIRE investigation of my son's murder, with THAT being what they believe was the motive for my being crippled and my son being murdered, and the backhoe driving over my house at same year. We, me and Ben had just finished adding a baby bedroom to the back of the house and the FBI believe "the gay lover" hired the backhoe driver to drive over the house to try to erase all evidence of the baby's existence, due to the fact that the house and everything in it, was ground up for mulch and dumped into a huge landfill pit... I was at work for only TWO HOURS that day... they drove over my house, ground up everything I owned, my clothes, my books, my board games, my comic book collection, my furniture, kitchen appliances, oven, dishes, dinnerware,... everything, everything in the house... ground it all up in a massive wood chipper...
...and guess what... I wasn't supposed to go to work that day. The boss asked me to come in for 2 hours to cover because someone else didn't show up for their shift... meaning... had that not unexpectedly happened... I'd have been asleep in bed when the backhoe drove over it... and I would have been tossed into the wood chipper too...
...they did ALL of that in under two hours, because when I got back, from my job at the pizza waffle food truck in town square of Old Orchard Beach... there was NOTHING in my yard but the backhoe itself... not only was the house and everything in it gone, but they took, six feet deep of top soil too: my lawn, my trees, mu hedges, my flower garden, my apple orchard, my grape vines... all gone... six feet deep of soil... gone... my land is six feet SHORTER...
...and the FBI believes all that was done to ERASE ALL EVIDANCE that Ben had a son... AND a wife.
...the FBI has shown me a lot of evidence, that Ben has cheated on my with both men and women...
...and now fast forward to this woman, arriving constantly, screaming and yelling about someone named Tod Murphy, whom she has referred to as her husband... and whom she's attacking me with infuruated jilted lover rage about...
...and whom, I've assumed these past four years... she just had me mixed up with someone else.
...until today...
If you didn't see the video, go back and watch it, if you did see it, you know what I'm talking about, you know what he said...
...It looks more and more, like Ben knows who this woman is.
...It looks more and more, like Ben knows who Tod Murphy is.
...It looks more and more, like Ben knows WHY this woman is attacking.
...It looks more and more, like she's attacking me because she's scared to attack Ben, so she's attacking him, through attacking me.
...Its looking more and more, like she IS a jilted lover, but not the way I thought.
...Its REALLY starting to look like she thinks my husband had an affair with her husband and she scared to attack my husband so she's attacking me instead.
And so I ask again:
WHO is Tod Murphy?
WHO is this woman who keeps yelling at me about Tod Murphy?
WHAT is the stuff she is talking about?
WHY does she think I know who either she or this Tod Murphy is?
WHY is she harassing my family on absurd levels?
Along with:
Does Ben KNOW who Tod Murphy is?
He says he does not.
Does Ben know who this woman is?
He says he does not.
Does Ben know what this woman is talking about?
He says he does not.
Does Ben know why she is terrorizing my family, for now four years?
He says he does not.
But is he lying to me?
You don't defend the honour of someone like he did today, as you saw in that video, unless you KNOW THEM, really, really well.
Is Ben lying to me when he says he does not know who Tod Murphy is?
Is Ben lying to me when he says he does not know who this woman is?
Is Ben lying to me when he says he's doesn't know why this woman is attacking?
I KNOW he lies and tells people he has no wife.
I KNOW he lies and tells people he has no son.
The FBI has shown me plenty of evidence that he lives a double life and his church friends have no clue his life with me... just like I had no clue his life with them.
We know he's lied a lot. His double life is why the FBI has him as a suspect in his own son's murder. I know the parts of Ben's double life, that the FBI showed me, but obviously they have no way to know everything, and I'm left to wonder how deep does his double life go?
But it's really starting to look like whoever this Tod Murphy is, and whoever this woman who is harassing me is... it's really starting to look like Ben knows who she is and knows what she's talking about.
The wall of snow across sidewalk is opened up finally
@eelkat #maine #snow #Biddeford #wheelchair #harassment ♬ original sound - Wendy C Allen | 📚 Yaoi Author
@eelkat #Biddeford #maine #wheelchair #disabilitytiktok #dogwalk ♬ original sound - Wendy C Allen | 📚 Yaoi Author
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Who is Todd Murphy? That blonde woman who keeps yelling at me about Tod Murphy, is here at 409 Main Street, Biddeford, right now at 1:17pm, gibbering about Tod Murphy again. And this time accusing me of Reddit posts about Tod Murphy. And as usual, I have no clue who she is, who Tod Murphy is, or what Reddit posts she is talking about. This has been going on since November 2021. She showed up the first time day after Thanksgiving 2021. I can't figure out what in the heck she is talking about or who in the heck she has got me mixed up with. Its clear she thinks I am someone she talks to online about Tod Murphy, but I don't know any one named Tod Murphy and I don't know who she is or what she is talking about. I'm trying to walk my dog, and I'm getting sick of this woman harassing me endlessly about some guy I've never even heard of.
I'm kind of too busy dealing with this being the anniversary week of my son's murder to deal with this crazy woman.
Does anyone here know what she is talking about?
Yesterday was November 14, 2025, the anniversary of my son's murder November 14, 2013. My 8 month old infant son Xavier Octavian Allen Wildes, was murdered my a woman who beat his head in with a golf club, at BugLight Lighthouse, at Southern Maine Community College, and also broke my spine the same day, causing me to be paralyzed and crippled ever since. In the 12 years since I have slightly regained use of my hands, only fully regained use of two fingers, and am still relearning to walk. The woman who did this has not yet been identified or caught, the FBI is still seeking information leading to identifying her.
And there is still not one single person in my family who cares. Not my mother. Not my father. Not my siblings. Not my more than a dozen uncles. Not my more than a dozen aunts. Not my more then two hundred first cousins. Not my more than four hundred second cousins.
Not even Ben, the murdered baby's father.
My question is, how does one entire family become so cruel, uncaring, and hateful? Oh wait I know… I'm an author of Gay Romance novels, and every single one of them have told me I deserved to be crippled and deserved to have my baby killed because according to them, that was how God is punishing me for being a female who got a job, learned to read and write, supporting gay rights, and had the audacity to go to college. Their extreme animosity and self righteous telling me I deserved it, and it happening at the college, is why the FBI believes a relative hired the woman.
But yesterday was the anniversary of both my son's murder and my becoming crippled and I really am just getting fed up with how my family and relatives not only don't care but are still refusing to help with the FBIs murder investigation. 😢
And I'm getting sick of this crazy "Tod Murphy" woman showing up. First time she showed up she ran around the building with wire cutters and cut all the internet, tv, cable, phone, ect wires off the building. Landlord had to rewire nine different apartments in the building. That was 2021. Throughout 2022 she showed up weekly accusing me of making YouTube videos about Tod Murphy, which again, you can check my YouTube channel and see I did not make any videos about this guy, because how could I, I don't even know who he is! My YouTube channel is all dog walking vlogs and videos about how to use a transitional wheelchair (a vocic z51 wheelchair, which is a wheelchair for people relearning to walk).
And today on top of everything else she's also claiming I am the NEPHEW of some guy she knows. What? She starts calling me "it" and "thing" and saying she refuses to use female pronouns on men.
???
What the...?
Apparently she thinks I am transgender?
I am a biology cis female, I've had 7 miscarriages because I have endometriosis and a 10lb tumour in my left ovary (which makes me look 9 months pregnant). The reason my 8th baby, the one who was murdered November 14, 2013, was named Octavian is because it was my 8th pregnancy!
Its kind of an insult to call a biologically cis female a "man pretending to be a woman" (her words) as it also implies I'm ugly enough to be mistaken for a man!
She shows up at least a few times a month, sometimes a few times a week, and between November 2021 and May 2022 she showed up every single day. Its now November 2025, four years later, and SHE'S STILL DOING IT!
I don't know who she is, or who she thinks I am, or who this Tod Murphy guy is she keeps raving on about (she claims I am slandering him on YouTube and Reddit, but I even know who he is or what she's talking about, or why he's sending her over here to yell at me.)
If any one reading this knows who Tod Murphy is, can you PLEASE get in touch with him and ask him to make her stop harassing me?
I am getting tired of her constantly slandering me by calling me transgender.
I am getting tired of her constantly slandering me by accusing me of making videos and articles about this Tod Murphy guy who ever the heck he is.
One of my neighbours who saw her doing this yesterday said: "She looks an awful lot like the police sketch of the woman who murdered your son, you sure it isn't the same woman?"
Uhm... no, I'm not. Yes. She COULD be the woman who murdered my son.
She DOES have the same 6' hulking height as the woman who murdered my son. The same big nose. The same bleach along hair. The same thing lips.
But... she lacks the heavy wrinkles....the woman who murdered my son was elderly ... or she looked it. Based on the heavy amount of face wrinkles the woman who murdered my son was at least 70 years old, making her about 80 years old now 12 years later.
And this woman who yells about Tod Murphy looks to be in her 30s, maybe 40s.
But... if she had on old age makeup... she's a dead ringer for my son's murderer... so... maybe is IS the woman who murdered my son? I don’t know. I don't know who either of these woman are and they do look identical enough to be twins or mother and daughter or the same woman if she had old age makeup on when she murdered my son in 2013.
The woman who murdered my son looked so old, I never before considered that she could have been a young person with age make up on.
Does anyone know this woman who keeps yelling about Tod Murphy and know where she was at 10PM November 14, 2013 when my son was murdered at The BugLight Lighthouse at Southern Maine Community College?
If you put age make up on thus woman who keeps yelling Tod Murphy, yeah, she COULD be my son's murderer. Because she DOES look identical except for her age being too young and she DOES have the same huge hulking body structure.
AND , yeah, this Tod Murphy woman IS using the same phraseology as the woman who murdered my son.
AND the woman who murdered my son WAS screaming: “Kill or be killed! Kill the tyrannies!” and “Look at that THING, look at how IT’s dressed! That is Ken’s son wearing a dress!”, she was screaming that WHILE murdering my son. So they are BOTH accusing me of being "a man in a dress" (they both said those exact words.)
They BOTh call me "IT" and "THING" and BOTH stated they refuse to use female pronouns on men. they do BOTH firmly believe I am a man.
And this Tod Murphy woman DID show up the EXACT SAME WEEK, as the first time locals realized I was still alive because it was the week I had started walking outside for the first time in 9 years. In 2021 I encountered a LOT of people who had no clue I had been paralized arms and legs since 2013, so told me I had never stopped posting online even! Even though I had not returned to the internet until 2019, when I had gained enough use of TWO FINGERS to be able to use a mouse and keyword so could make Twitch livestreams.
If somebody was posting online claiming to be me, between November 2013 and Februaqry 2019, it was not me, because my arms and hands WERE STILL FULLY PARALIZED between those dtes.
I only had enough healing of my severed, regrown spinal nerve bundles for the first time in May 2021, which was the first time of my attempting to walk outside since 2013.
And it was only in mid-2024, not even a year ago yet, that I started walking outside daily.
AND it was only in May 2025, not even six months ago yet, that I started walking two to four times daily outside.
It has taken me TWELVE YEARS to regain use of my arms and legs, from the 2013 attack and the 2016 attack.
The 2013 attck she did with a golf club killed my 8 month old baby and broke my spine, hip, and knee. I had regained enough motor skills to return to work in fall 2015, working 12 hours a week sorting cards for hallmark. At this point I had stunned use of my right arm, zero use of my left arm, and had regained the ability to walk.
The 2016 attack happened at Scarborough WalMart, where Hallmark had sent me to unpack boxes of cards. This time, same woman who murdered my son in 2013, attacked with a shopping cart, and completly severed my spine, this is when I was fulluadrapalegic from June 24, 2016 to February 2019. In February 2019, I had regained use of 2 fingers on my right hand, and could slightly move my legs if someone held me up. This is the state I was in, when I was CARRIED from the High St apartment to the Main&Cutts st apartment. And I was in the Main st apartment bedridden, until 2021, when I went outside for the first time, - the first time of having enough nerve function in my legs to walk more then just two or three feet.
October 2021, was when my car (the muraled Vlovo) was brought out of storage after nearly a decade of not being able to drive it, because I had regained enough use of my my right arm and right leg to be able to relearn to drive again.
While my right arm steadly grows stronger, my left arm shows nearly no improvment, though I can do things like hold a cup or something of similar size.
Movement and nerve function have returned to my legs, but over a decade of none use has made my muscles weak and that is the major issue now. But also, my hip and knees and three of my vertebre did not heal properly the bones are fussed in places where there should be joints.
And so I've been able to return to driving, with changes made to my car to acomidate the disability.
And I can somewhat walk again on a limited basis with the help of a transition chair (a type of wheelchair specifically for parapalegics like myself who are relearning to walk, and can use their legs on limited basis but still require a wheelchair the bulk of the day - so it functions somewhat like a rollator walker as well as a wheelchair - people often mistake it for being a rollator, but it is not a rollator, it is a wheelchair that can be pushed like a rollator when needs be).
At the start I was walking a couple hundred feet once a day, only able to make it to the stop sing and back, and taking well over an hour to go a distance most people go in under two minutes.
Currently, I am up to making it all the way to RailRoad Ave twice a day. Once in a while I've made it as far as the Biddeford High School, but that distance is extremely difficult and takes almost 4 hours to do (only about 30 minutes for a normal person).
On days when weather is not negativly impacting my hip, I drive instead to Rotary Park and walk around there.
A few times I have been able to stand up long enough to go out four times a day, but this is still far over my comfortable limits yet. Right now I'm averaging walking around one thousand feet a day on good days and five hundred feet a day on not so good days.
I have tried a few times to walk with just a cane and leave the wheelchair at the aparment, but that has gone barly every time. My legs simply do not have enough strength to go more then twenty or so feet with the cane.
And THIS is when the "Tod Murphy woman" suddenly showed up. She shows up when I am doing these physical theropy retraining my legs to walk sessions. She ususally shows up at the back driveway by the dumpster, tends to hang out around the white car waiting for me to get back from my walk, and does her yelling about Tod Murphy thing, while I'm trying to unload my wheelchair out of my car.
I never saw her before Black Friday 2021, and she's been hanging around my dad's apartment ever since then.
She acts like she thinks I know who she is, but I don't know her at all.
She also acts like she thinks I know who Tod Murphy is, but I don't know him at all either.
She's endlessly accussing me of being transgender, even though I am not.
She is endlessly accusing me of makeing videos about Tod Murphy, and you can look at my YouTube and TikTok and see for yourself I don't.
She is endlessly accusing me of writing articles about Tob Murphy on Reddit, FaceBook, and my website, and, you can go look at my posts for yourself, you can see I have not.
I AM making an article about Tob Murphy NOW to ask if anyone knows who she is or what she is talking about. So, she got want she wanted, there now is a Tod Murphey article, asking who this woman is, and why she's harassing me.
I don't know what her problem is or who in the heck she has got me mixed up with, but it is rather difficult to be a parapalegic trying to relearn to walk, and have to deal with this crazy nut job harssing me several times a week.
And it's not just yelling AT me... it's also yelling ABOUT me at others. I pull up with my car, and am trying to park, and she runs up beside me and cups her hands over her mouth and staerts yelling at the top of her lungs "The crazy alien lady is here! Yo! EelKat lives here, SPREAD THE WORD! Remember Saco Shaw's! Trangender Murder Store!"
Also, can someone please tell me, what in the heck does "Remember saco shaws Transgender Murder store!" even mean? I've heard so many people chant that phrase now and I don't know why. That crazy guy who drove a backhoe over my house in 2013, was chanting those exact same words on September 12, 2015 when him and that gang of men showed up in my yard in Old Orchard and shot everything up with shotguns. He was calling me an "IT" and a "THING" and "a man in a dress" too.
My house at 146 Portland Ave, Old Orchard Beach, Maine - July 4, 2013 vs August 8, 2013 |
In fact, the way this "Tod Murphy woman" is using the EXACT SAME PHRASES used by that nut job who drove a backhoe over my house, kind of makes me wonder if she has any connection to him. She parrots the SAME WORDS he did while destroying my house.
When he drove that backhoe over my house - I was 5 months pregnant and we had just finished added a baby room to the back of the building - that's what the building permit in the widow was for. Look at it.
And yet, these people, every one of them, is hell bent on trying to gaslight everyone around my town into think I am a man in a dress.
Why?
They were already doing that in August 2013, BEFORE they murdered my baby in November 2013.
This woman is pure evil.
If you know evil is going on and you do nothing about it, are you not also evil?
If you stand by doing nothing, when evil happens, are you not supporting that evil by allowing it to continue?
You can not stand by silent about evil you witnessed, unless you support that evil being done.
If you know evil is going on and you turn a blind eye to it, you are evil.
I don't get it.
Who the heck is Tod Murphy?
Who is this woman?
Why is she daily yelling at me about Tod Murphy?
Why is she on a crazed transphobic vendeta of dailt acussing me of being transgender?
But, yeah, this Tod Murphy woman IS using the same phraseology as the woman who murdered my son.
She IS acting the same way the woman who murdered my son acted while she was murdering my son.
So, yeah, maybe, answering your question, yeah, she COULD be the same woman who murdered my son... but she's like forty to fifty years younger looking then the woman who murdered my son, so, if it is her, she had to have had some age wrinkle makeup on back in 2013.
Why is this woman harassing me?
I don't get it.
What is her problem?
Who is she and why is she doing this?
This fucking slandering gossiping blonde bitch in my driveway, is nothing but a vile disgusting piece of shit as can be proven by the fact that she CELEBRATES the MURDER OF A BABY by mocking the victimized family of said baby!
@eelkat Koko Cam... trying out a new camera stand for my #wheelchair #Biddeford #maine #dogcam #dogwalk ♬ original sound - Wendy C Allen | 📚 Yaoi Author
This cross at the crossroads of Cascade Rd and Ross Rd in Old Orchard Beach, is there for my cousin TIM Murphy. It sits at the location where his body was found. Police spent two weeks searching for his head, before the Ku Klux Klan put both his head and a 6 foot tall white cross in my yard. the police took his head away, but the cross the Ku Klux Klan left behind is still standing in my yard as I never took it down, it's still there now these 12 years later in 2025.This cross at the crossroads of Cascade Rd and Ross Rd in Old Orchard Beach, is there for my cousin TIM Murphy. It sits at the location where his body was found. Police spent two weeks searching for his head, before the Ku Klux Klan put both his head and a 6 foot tall white cross in my yard. At 146 Portland Ave, Old Orchard Beach, Maine. the police took his head away, but the cross the Ku Klux Klan left behind is still standing in my yard as I never took it down, it's still there now these 12 years later in 2025.
So as you can see there is a TIMMY or TIM Murphy, but no evidence exists of this woman's TOD Murphy and so it appears that she is talking about my cousin TIM who owned the auto repair and used car sales at the black house on Portland Ave next door to me.
Less than thirty days after TIM Murphy's head and a Ku Klux Klan cross was delivered to my yard, THIS backhoe drove over my house, leading the FBI to believe that whoever used this backhoe to drive over my house was a MEMBER OF THE KU KLUX KLAN... the FBI is believes the woman who murdered my son is ALSO a member of the Ku Klux Klan.Less than thirty days after TIM Murphy's head and a Ku Klux Klan cross was delivered to my yard, At 146 Portland Ave, Old Orchard Beach, Maine THIS backhoe drove over my house,At 146 Portland Ave, Old Orchard Beach, Maine leading the FBI to believe that whoever used this backhoe to drive over my house was a MEMBER OF THE KU KLUX KLAN... the FBI is believes the woman who murdered my son is ALSO a member of the Ku Klux Klan.
My cousin TIM Murphy was murdered, his head was chopped off by the fucking Ku Klux Klan, and hung on a fucking white cross in my yard, so no, I do NOT fucking appreciate this fucking whore showing up in my yard to mock that by yelling her fucking "Tod Murphy" bull crap at me!
I am the one who found his head, so I don't think there is anything even remotely funny about this fucking bitch coming up in my driveway and fucking blasting her fucking filthy slandering mouth off at me!
My family has been put through enough shit, we don't need this fucking whore coming up in our driveway yelling at us endlessly... so if there really is a fucking Tod Murphy out there, someone PLEASE tell him to come get his fucking blonde bitch whore and get her the fuck out of our lives!
I AM FUCKING SICK OF THIS FUCKING BITCH SHOWING UP AT 406 MAIN STREET BIDDEFORD EVERY OTHER FUCKING DAY FOR LASST FOUR FUCKING YEARS!
But I don't think there really IS any one named Tod Murphy out there, because I believe this is fucking golf club bitch who murdered my son and crippled me, and chopped off my cousin TIM Murphy's head, and she just got his name wrong for some reason.
i believe THAT is why she shows up here day after day... because I believe the guilt of murdering my son, crippling me, is eating away at her and deep down inside she's hoping the the police show up while she's still here and drag her fucking baby murdering ass off to prison she KNOWS she belongs.
as she looked November 14, 2013 - drove away in a 4 door white pick up truck; from BugLight Lighthouse, at the art studio parking lot of Southern Maine Community College
-- If you have any information about the identity of this child murderer,
please call FBI Agent Andy Drewer at 207–774–9322The blond colour of 2013 is nearly white 2 to 3 inch band with nearly black dark blonde brown bands also 2 to 3 inches, and looks like this pin image here: https://www.pinterest.com/pin/tonos-de-cabello-rubio--322148179608879161/ |
as she looked June 24, 2016 - drove away in a mid-1990s gold Volvo 240 station wagon; from parking lot of Scarborough, walMart
-- If you have any information about the identity of this child murderer,
please call FBI Agent Andy Drewer at 207–774–9322 as she looked June 2023 (no wig)- at PortConMaine'23 at the Round 1 bowling alley at the Maine Mall
-- If you have any information about the identity of this child murderer,
please call FBI Agent Andy Drewer at 207–774–9322 |
as she looked June 2023 (purple wig)- at PortConMaine'23 at the Round 1 bowling alley at the Maine Mall
-- If you have any information about the identity of this child murderer,
please call FBI Agent Andy Drewer at 207–774–9322 as she looked June 2023 (green neon blacklight type clown wig)- at PortConMaine'23 at the Round 1 bowling alley at the Maine Mall
-- If you have any information about the identity of this child murderer,
please call FBI Agent Andy Drewer at 207–774–9322 |
On November 14, 2013, she used a golf club to bash out the brains of my 8-month-old baby Xavier-Octavian Allen. She called herself “Claire” as though she thought I knew her, but I know no one named Claire and had never seen her before. She was about 65 years old and would be around 75 years old today in 2025. The FBI believes the woman who murdered my son is the same woman who hired the backhoe to drive over my house on August 8, 2013, a few weeks before my son’s murder.
This woman is pure evil.
If you know evil is going on and you do nothing about it, are you not also evil?
If you stand by doing nothing, when evil happens, are you not supporting that evil by allowing it to continue?
You can not stand by silent about evil you witnessed, unless you support that evil being done.
If you know evil is going on and you turn a blind eye to it, you are evil.
I have 3 broken vertebrae, 3 ruptured discs, a broken sariliac, hip dysplasia (broken hip and broken pelvic bone, with hip bone pushed back into pelvic bone and fused together), in addition to rheumatism in both hips, both knees, and both wrists, as well as MS.
Rheumatism I've had since I was 8.
MS I've had since I was 16.
All the rest was done by the crazy blonde woman with the golf club, November 14, 2013, at Southern Maine Community College. I was also 8 months pregnant and she murdered my son as well. I was paralyzed for 18 months and had to relearn to walk. Her hair was wild extreme unnatural rave style 2 to 3 inch wide platinum blond and dark blonde-brown stripes.
In May 2015 I returned to work, walking minimally with a cane.
On June 24, 2016, the same mystery blond woman with her hair now dyed rusted reddish blond, woman, this time driving a late 1990s vintage gold Volvo station wagon, drove up beside my car, while I was putting groceries in my car at Scarborough Walmart, jumped out, grabbed an empty shopping cart from the shopping cart corral, and attacked again, same as she did with golf club three years earlier. This attack is the one which caused worse damage, and I have still not yet recovered from now in 2025.
That is why I have the cane, walker, rollator, and wheelchair. And which one I use is determined by how much pain I am in at the time I try to stand and move.
She is the one the FBI is looking for. He said he thinks Bruce’s family knows who she is. He said they become alarmigly, agitated, evasive, and violently hostile whenever questioned about her.
If you have any information about my son’s murderer, please call FBI Agent Andy Drewer at 207–774–9322
People always ask why I have a video recorder running 24/7. Watch these 4 videos of The Scarborough Walmart.
I have a video recorder running 24/7. Because this parking lot is where I was attacked a second time by the woman who crippled me with the golf club at Southern Maine Community College in 2013 (who also murdered my 8-month-old son at the same time) this is the location of her 2nd attack, the July 2016 attack with a shopping cart, the attack that left me in a wheelchair and despite over 200 "security cameras" and signs saying there are cameras in use... the police did not find even ONE actual REAL camera. Every "security camera" on this building and parking lot was ALL fake "dummy cameras" and that is why there is no video footage of my son's murderer.
I started carrying a camera 24/7 the very next day after Scarborough police informed me they could not identify the blonde woman who attacked me or her gold Volvo 240GL station wagon, because EVERY CAMERA at this store's parking lot was an empty case with no real camera inside it. My son would be 12 years old this Christmas 2025, and his murderer walks free, still unidentified because this parking lot did not have real cameras.
Those things that look like cameras on the building and light poles, are fake, according to the Scarborough Police Department. That is why I have a camera running 24/7, because my son's killer walks free because there was no camera the day we were attacked.
EVERYTHING We Are Allowed To Publicly Release About The FBI Investigation Can Be Found HERE
You can tell how vile and deplorable a piece of shit this "Tod Murphy" woman is by the fact that she makes a point of returning on the anniversary of my son's murder every year to have these meltdowns in my driveway. in fact... these meltdowns in my driveway, make it look even MORE like SHE is my son's murderer, because WHO other then my son's murderer would have any reason or motive to show up in my driveway like clockwork year after year after year every year on the anniversary of my son's murder.
Which leads me to further wonder... is Tod Murphey the name she made up for my son? is it her own guilt of murdering my son and crippling me that drives her to stalk me like this?
Who IS Tod Murphey?
i don't think there IS a Tod Murphy.
You see, my cousin TIM Murphey was murdered a few weeks before my son was murdered, and the FBI believes the same woman killed them BOTH... and I think somehow this woman is mixing up Timmy Murphry's name and calling him Tod instead of Tim.
Tim Murphy was murdered June 2013.
My son was murdered November 2013.
But let's address the OTHER things she screams and yells about from the driveway of 409 Main Street, Biddeford, Maine.
Let's address the ramblings about the word penis, eunuch, transvestite, and transgender,let's address her accusations of Erotica... let's address what EXACTLY it is, she is talking about, so that you can see just how absolutely delusional this fucking blonde "Tod Murphy" bitch stalker really is.
Let's take a look past the deranged ravings about this fucking "Tod Murphy" that I don't even exists at all outside of her deranged head... and look at WHY I don't think her "Tod Murphy" is even real... because let's also look at the SOURCE of her vile slander about me.
The word "penis" is in frequent use in much of Quaraun's own self talk dialogue as he obsesses over the injury with great frequency., which results in their being many thousands of pages on this website using the word "penis" due to there being twenty thousand pages of Quaraun stories on this site.
This has weirdly lead to some sheltered prudes referring to my novels as "Erotica" because in their minds, an Elf merely saying to a Dwarf "I am a eunuch, my father mutilated my penis" is "Erotica". It says something about the nature of their sheltered upbringing, and complete lack of interactions with society, when someone simple hears the word "penis" and assumes that means "erotica".
In order for a book to be classified as Erotica, it requires that the PLOT of the story be about the sexual journey of the main character and that there be no fewer then three graphic sex scene every three chapters. These are guidelines laid out by many publishing houses.
If you think sex scene and the amount of them in a book = erotica, you are seriously clueless as to how the Library of Congress works, how they catalog books, and what it takes to get a book classified as Erotica. Go read Game of Throne, there are more sex scenes on more pages of Game of Thrones then there are sex scene in 50 Shades of Grey. And yet, neither book is Erotica Game of Thrones is GrimDark Fantasy while 50 Shades of Grey is Erotic Romance (and no Erotic Romance is not Erotica... words have meaning, learn to use a dictionary).If you want to see what Erotica ACTUALLY looks like, I recommend you read "Cum 4 Bigfoot" by Virginia Wade. which IS Erotica and is the story of a group of college girls on a camping trip, kidnapped by bigfoot and gang banged endlessly by a trip of bigfoots.
It takes a hell of a lot more then a depressed Moon Elf telling a Gnome in a tavern over absithne, that he is a eunuch because his father mutilated his penis, to cause a book to be Erotica, and you prove your lack of intelligence and lack of education, when you think an Elf in a bar saying his penis is mutilated counts as Erotica.
The simple fact of the matter is, there are more then fifty million words of published text in the Quaraun books, and over twenty thousand pages of those words appear on this website, but, there are only sixteen sex scene in the entire series.
A series that spans 138 novels, 423 novellas, 500+ poems, and 3,000+ short stories, has 16 sex scenes which appear in four of the novels.
So if you feel the need to call my books Erotica, you might want to not do it very loudly because because all you are really doing is telling people how stupid you are.
Also, when you call the author transgender or a eunuch because you can't tell the difference between an author and their character, you just might be retarded enough to be put in a mental institute. The louder you call the author a transgender person for writing a transgender character the more stupid you make yourself look. Of course, Quaraun isn't transgender either, because he;'s NOT a Human woman trying to be a Human man or vice versa. He's an Ecrodon, an alien space Elf from a fictional planet in a fictional solar system.
And I feel like I shouldn't NEED to say any of this, but there is a reoccurring problem of brain dead retards, showing up in my driveway accusing me of being "a man in a dress" or "transgender" and calling me "a eunuch" because in their own words "people only write about themselves" and, they went so far as to beat me up with a golf club, which is WHY i am now in a wheelchair, beat me up with a golf club WHILE I was 8 months pregnant, murdered my baby, all while calling me a "transvestite".
Thus why I think, we seem to have a need to put this statement here on my website.
They crippled me and murdered my baby, while chanting I was an "Erotica author".
This is the states of education in America. Idiots who think an 8 months pregnant woman is a man in a dress, idiots who think an author writing a eunuch character means the author must be a eunuch, idiots who think only men in dresses count as transgender, idiots who don't know MOST transgender people are "women in pants" not "men in dresses". Idiots, who who are so delusional they can not fathom writers writing things other then themselves. Idiots who see nothing wrong with putting a pregnant woman in a wheelchair for the rest of her life while also murdering her baby, because she writes an intersex Elf main character.
There seems to be a need to address the wild slander this "Tod Murphy" woman is spreading about me:
-she is calling me a eunuch
-she is calling me transgender
-she is calling me an Erotica author
The fact of the matter is, when it is just crazy internet idiots running around with internet rumours, I just ignore them, because they are idiots on the internet.
But the issue here is not that, because these people are showing up in my yard. These people are still showing up... the most recent attack happened November 15, 2025. This Tod Murphey woman is ALSO calling me a eunuch, calling me a man in a dress, calling me transgender, calling me an Erotica author... in fact EVERYTHING I am addressing here is coming out of this blonde woman's mouth, and that is why I am addressing it.
You see, I deeply dislike this invasion of privacy.
I deeply dislike this stalker showing up in my yard.
Well, I would say think of it this way: if everyone only write characters exactly like themselves, then ALL books written by men, would contain zero women; ALL books written by women, would contain zero men; ALL books written by white people would contain zero people who are Black, Asian, Native American, etc; ALL books by wheelchair bound people would contain zero characters who are NOT wheelchair bound… and so on for every other aspect of diversity.
You don’t have to be a thing to write that thing, you just have to not be a jerk about writing the thing that is different from you. That’s usually the issue. Men who are misogynistic, will use belittling tones when writing female characters, and THAT is the thing readers will take issue with. Men writing women, is not the issue; it’s clueless angry men taking out their anger towards women by disrespectfully writing women, that is what readers don’t like.
White people can and do write Black characters just fine, no issue. White writers writing Black characters is not what readers object to. Its racist white authors who let their racism show, via HOW they write Black characters in demeaning ways, that is what readers get upset about.
So, yes, you are fine to write any gender, race, religion, culture, ect, no matter what gender, race, religion, culture, ect your happen to be, so long as you don’t write them in belittling, disrespectful ways.
The reason you see a lot of readers complaining, is because a lot of white writers, treat Black characters as some old 1930s era stereotype trope, instead of writing the character as a fleshed out person.
The reason you see readers complaining about men writing women, is because a lot of men write as though it was a pair of disembodied boobs bouncing along with no person connected to them.
The reason you see readers complaining about able writers writing characters with a cane or rollator or wheelchair, is because the writer acts like the mobility aid is a piece of jewelry. The character “twirls their cane” when in reality the character should be clutching to their cane for dear life scared their will fall and break their hip again. The blind characters says “Look at that!” even though the writer previously said they were blind since birth and have no concept of seeing. The rollator character runs with their rollator, even though in reality if you are disabled enough to need a rollator, you struggle to even stand up at all, let alone move faster then a couple steps every five minutes or so… for example: it takes m3 exactly thirty-three minutes to use my rollator to get from my driveway to the stop sign that is only 75 feet away - it takes my husband under two minutes to walk there and back. if you got a rollator you ain’t moving walking speed let alone running.
It is these sorts of things that make a difference wither readers complain or not.
Readers don’t care that you are not the same as your characters, but they do care that you don’t add diversity for the sake of checking off boxes. SAYING a character is Black once, then never having anything from Black culture impacting how they act, is a token check box that adds no diversity. Saying a character uses a cane, then showing them walking normally and swinging the cane around, is checking off a token box, not adding diversity.
Writing characters different from yourself is fine, just don’t fall into the trap of “labelling” them as diverse, but than not actually showing that diversity in action throughout the story. Like, you don’t have to do mountains of research, but you do have to do enough research to make sure you aren’t falling back on harmful sterotypes.
But this woman seems to not know that you can write about things you are not. Otherwise why would she call me the things she does?
My main character is a hermaphrodite/intersex Elf, whose female breasts and male penis were mutilated by his deranged father the same day his father murdered his mother, and in spite of having both a penis and a vagina, the Elf uses male pronouns because he has a very deep voice that sounds male.
And this crazy "Tod Murphy" woman, is of the belief that I am a "transvestite man in a dress eunuch" (her term, her words) because my FICTIONAL main character is a hermaphrodite/intersex Elf, whose female breasts and male penis were mutilated by his deranged father the same day his father murdered his mother, and in spite of having both a penis and a vagina, the Elf uses male pronouns because he has a very deep voice that sounds male.
But also, somehow my main character is a hermaphrodite/intersex Elf, whose female breasts and male penis were mutilated by his deranged father the same day his father murdered his mother, and in spite of having both a penis and a vagina, the Elf uses male pronouns because he has a very deep voice that sounds male, somehow translates into I am writing about some guy named Tod Murphy.
I am left believe, seeing how she is so delusional in terms of not being able to tell the author from the character, that she must be doing the same thing with this Tod Murphey guy as well.
Let me repeat this:
--if everyone only wrote characters exactly like themselves, then ALL books written by men, would contain zero women;
--if everyone only wrote characters exactly like themselves, then ALL books written by women, would contain zero men;
--if everyone only wrote characters exactly like themselves, then ALL books written by white people would contain zero people who are Black, Asian, Native American, etc;
--if everyone only wrote characters exactly like themselves, then ALL books by wheelchair bound people would contain zero characters who are NOT wheelchair bound… and so on for every other aspect of diversity.
MOST authors therefore write characters that are NOTHING like themselves, because MOST novels feature a wide range of characters.
This fucking slandering gossiping blonde bitch in my driveway, is nothing but a vile disgusting piece of shit as can be proven by the fact that she CELEBRATES the MURDER OF A BABY by mocking the victimized family of said baby!
Making fun of victims is ONLY done by vile pieces of shit.
Mocking a baby's murder is something is something only a vile piece of gutter scum filth would do.
Harassing the victims of a brutal CHILD MURDER is something only dispeciable scumbags do.
This woman is pure evil.
If you know evil is going on and you do nothing about it, are you not also evil?
If you stand by doing nothing, when evil happens, are you not supporting that evil by allowing it to continue?
You can not stand by silent about evil you witnessed, unless you support that evil being done.
If you know evil is going on and you turn a blind eye to it, you are evil.
I am a Yaoi author. I write the Yaoi genre.
And a surprising amount of people show up on my website not knowing what Yaoi is.
Yaoi is a subgenre of the Gay Romance genre.
Yaoi is also a subgenre of the Fantasy Genre.
And Yaoi is part of a genre, you've probably heard only existed in the darkest deep dark corners of the dark web: The Fury Genre.
Yes. I write The Gay Fury Genre.
Specifically I write MPreg Yaoi aka Gay Romance, featuring men who are half animal, and get pregnant.
Welcome to the genre your preacher warned you about.
But as I said, a surprising amount of people arrive at my site, not knowing I'm a Yaoi author, not knowing what Yaoi is, and then a few days later show up in my driveway to yell at me and my family in person, because, hey, that what stalker creeps do, when they find out gay people exit in fiction novels and it gets their panties in a knot.
But... given the reoccurring trend of this happening: let's get one thing out of the way up front, right now:
The fact that I write Yaoi, means that I write about penises... A LOT.
I write about penises so much, that the number one keyword that Google has declared sends more traffic to my site, then any other keyword is: "small penis".
That means the phrase "small penis" appears enough times on my website, for Google to place my website as the number one site it recommend when someone types into Google "small penis".
Why?
I write Yaoi.
And this website has 20k, yes twenty thousand, pages of 138 novels, 423 novellas, 500+ poems, and 3k+ short stories of a single Yaoi series. While it is Yaoi, is very tame Yaoi and so there have only ever been 16 sex scenes written for the series, but just because you don't see the sex happen on the page, doesn't mean they ain't talking about it. And...
...my main character is a hermaphrodite, so he has both a penis and a vagina, he's an Elf/JellyFish hybrid, so he changes gender from male to female or female to male every few years, because that's what jellyfish do.
...his husband is a hypersexual double-dicked Unicorn, who likes to call himseld "the horny unicorny", and spends an inordinate amount of time talking about the fact that he has two penises.
Here's a quick run down of the main characters, there's a bigger run down further down this page and entire sections of this website devoted to more lore and details about them:
Because the most common questions for readers to ask is what biological gender is Quaraun born as, and who is having sex with who (given that the series does not contain sex scenes), let’s just answer that question and get it out of the way.
Art by Wendy Christine AllenQuaraun aka The Pink Necromancer: The F2M transgender Persian Moon Elf main character: The Pink Necromancer, Quaraun The Insane, wearing his pink robes of Moon Goddess worship. F2M for those unaware = Quaraun was biologically born female, but transitioned to live as a male-sort of; this is why there are stories where Quaraun is sometimes pregnant, in spite of being male and using he/him male pronouns.
Quaraun has BOTH a vagina AND a set of penis and balls, as well as having a uterus and ovaries. He at one point had large female breasts, but those were cut up and mutilated by his transphobic father. He was raised as a daughter, but went back and forth between presenting as sometimes male and sometimes female, himself deeply confused as to which he should be as, being intersex, he was therefore neither male nor female.
Quaraun is shown throughout the series with both male and female lovers, and he has both given birth to children as well as fathered children in others.
Quaraun is a Necromancer by the actual dictionary definition of the word, meaning he is a psychic medium who sees and hears ghosts, and uses tarot, spirit boards, and seances to communicate with the dead. By profession he is a silk weaver/tailor/silk merchant. Quaraun is an Elder God JellyFish who takes the form of an Elf to blend in with society. His 12 foot long hair is made out of venomous, stinging jellyfish tentacles. Quaraun is BoomFuzzy's apprentice and regarded as the world's most powerful still living wizard. Quaraun's exact age is unknown, but he is somewhere around 750 years old. In his SunTa form he is twelve thousand years old. The Scared Pink JellyFish that lives in him, is stated to being over two million years old.
Quaraun is a transman who wears boob bindings, but also has had a forced against his will double mastectomy as a form of punishment, in his youth which heavily contributed to his becoming transgender transitioning to become a man.
Quaraun was the youngest child of a deranged Seelie Court Elf king who had all daughters and wanted a son.
It is said throughout the series that Quaraun was twins who fused into one body in the womb, as his hermaphrodite body is not the normal state of being for Elves. His father was an evil Elf whom murdered his mother and violently abused Quaraun throughout his youth. As a result of these abuses, Quaraun reached adulthood with his body badly mutilated, most notably that his female breasts are slashed to the point of resembling a botched mastectomy, while his penis is split in two lengthwise, the split being "repaired" by the use of dozens of gold ring piercings. Because of these injuries Quaraun introduces himself to strangers as "a eunuch ", when asked if he is male or female, because he is both and neither.
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Quaraun's fluctuating gender, confuses readers who jump into the series without knowing that he is a LITERAL JellyFish.
Quaraun is not biologically a Moon Elf. He is a Thullid, a type of psionic jellyfish-like Elder Brain parasite, who lives inside the hollowed-out skull of a long-dead Moon Elf, animating the Elf’s corpse from within. The long, pink, venomous tentacle “hair” is his real body—his jellyfish appendages disguised as hair. The Elf body is decorative and functional, used for social interaction and manipulating tools.
Quaraun lacks a brain because Thullids are brainless telepathic organisms. His frequent declaration of “I have no brain” is not poetic—he literally has no nervous system. He is immortal due to the regenerative cycle of his species, which allows him to revert between life stages indefinitely, like the real-world Turritopsis dohrnii, the immortal jellyfish.
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Turritopsis_dohrnii
His gender changes are biologically driven: Jellyfish naturally change sex throughout their lifespan, and Quaraun fluidly alternates between presenting male and female depending on his stage.
Among Thullids, Quaraun is revered as The Sacred Pink Jellyfish, a mythic Elder Brain believed to be the first of their kind. Some Thullids consider him their god—a divine mother figure, while others fear him as a heretical abomination for bonding emotionally with Faeries and not fully consuming his host.
His obsession with silk, beauty, and delicate physical things is a sensory fixation rooted in his species' natural attraction to light, colour, and texture. His humanoid identity is an elaborate social mask over a barely concealed alien intelligence.
![]() Quaraun as SunTa, King of the Sun, The Grand High Emperor of The Triple Planets, with his great grandson Etiole the eel merman |
![]() Quaraun aka The Pink Necromancer, King of the Moon Elves, seen here with BoomFuzzy the Unicorn, Lich King of The Realm of Fae, King of The Unseelie Court |
![]() Quaraun as SunTa, King of the Sun, The Grand High Emperor of The Triple Planets, with his son King Vielder |
Quaraun was born intersex, having both male and female genitals, and is able to both father children in others and give birth to children himself. Quaraun was also born with several severe mental disorders, as well as generally being presumed to have low-functioning autism.
As a teenager, Quaraun was identifying as a female and was one of the favourite princesses of the Elf's royal court.
When Quaraun attracted the romantic attention of the UnSeelie Court Faerie King, her father, infuriated, cut off her breasts and mutilated her vagina, in a brutal attempt to force his intersex child to become his son. When Quaraun tried to fight back to defend himself, his father crushed his hands in the grinding wheel of a millstone, which is why Quaraun now has metal prosthetic hands.
Quaraun left The Seelie Court, joined forces with the UnSeelie Court, and continued wearing the royal pink gowns of a Seelie Elven princess, but took to binding his mutilated breasts, using male pronouns and identify as a male, and went on to marry the UnSeelie Court Faerie King becoming his court mage.
This caused further gender identity issues, as the UnSeelie King was himself a gay male, married to another male, and upon marrying Quaraun, thought Quaraun to be biologically male.
It is stated in the novels that for the first thirty years of their marriage BoomFuzzy refused to have sex with Quaraun, because Quaraun biologically looked more female, having a “too small” of a penis, and appearing more biologically female.
The first three decades of Quaraun’s marriage to BoomFuzzy were rocky due to BoomFuzzy’s being a gay man and Quaraun being a transman, and BoomFuzzy’s refusal to have sex with anyone possessing a vagina.
All of that information can be found in the novels.
Many of the stories in this collection are elderly Quaraun, now many centuries later, reflecting on this event from his youth.
By the time of the current era in the series timeline, BoomFuzzy has become accepting of Quaraun’s hermaphrodite body, with the two now sharing a sexually active relationship, though it is still stated that they only have anal sex as BoomFuzzy has a deep aversion to vaginas.
Quaraun, BoomFuzzy, and GhoulSpawn all three sleep in the same bed together, and all of them are uncut/not circumscribed (yes, readers keep asking me that one too.) There is no “top/bottom” dynamics, as it’s all just whomever wants to have sex does, however they want, and more often then not it’s three-way with Quaraun bottom to both BoomFuzzy and GhoulSpawn at the same time.
Stories about Quaraun are usually set in the era between him being 750 to 800 years old, as this was the time period GhoulSpawn lived with him. GhoulSpawn only lived with Quaraun for a space of around thirty years. This is the era when Quaraun was still identifying as male, but was beginning to dress far more female, due to his growing obsession with Moon Goddess worship. This era was the early stages of his religious tyranny which would lead to his later decent into insanity and eventually crowning himself as The Grand High Emperor of The Triple Planets and renaming himself SunTa – God of the Sun.
There you go. Now you all don’t have to ask anymore.

King Gwallmaiic aka BoomFuzzy the Unicorn: Quaraun's husband, BoomFuzzy aka King Gwallmaiic, a Scottish Phooka, who is King of The UnSeelie Court.
BoomFuzzy is a "classic fantasy type" Necromancer who uses sorcery to raise the dead. Being a Faerie he is also an illusionist and master of trickster magic. By profession, he is a Master Chef, owning the global monopoly on restaurants, taverns, pubs, and food trucks. Until his death, BoomFuzzy was regarded as the world's most powerful wizard. He is now a Lich. BoomFuzzy is also half-Human. His mother was a Mongolian/Chinese Human, which is why he wears distinctively Asian outfits, along with a great kilt worn as a cape.
Known as BoomFuzzy the Unicorn, he often takes the form of a purple Unicorn. BoomFuzzy's exact age is unknown, though he was well over two thousand years old at the time of his death, and Quaraun resurrected him as a Lich around 500+ years ago, making him close to 3,000 years old. In his BlackBird form he is fifteen thousand years old.
Since it's easier to just show you, here's a sample of how he talks:
“It’s a pumpkin patch.” (GhoulSpawn)
“Exactly.” (Quaraun)
“You think Hell is a pumpkin patch?”
“Aye,” BoomFuzzy said. “Him have long standing belief Hell is a pumpkin patch, lead by great demonic pumpkins.”
“How the Hell did he come up with an idea like that?”
“Well, once upon a time,” BoomFuzzy said. “There was the crazy Moon Elf whom murdered his wife and children, and they really didn’t like that, so one of them, a little girl named Ruby, decided she was gonna come back as a zombified ghosty and haunt her daddy’s arse for eternity, and she found out him was scared of pumpkins, so she cursed a pumpkin patch, and it came alive and been hunting him ever since.”
“And how long is ever since?”
“Three hundred years now.”
“Sooo, there actually IS a demonic pumpkin patch out there?”
“Aye.”
“And it actually IS trying to kill him.”
“Yep.”
“You two live the most bizarre lives I have ever seen, you know that right?”
“Aye. Well, I’m a double-dicked Unicorn who died and came back as a Lich.”
“Do you have to talk about your penis all the time?”
“Of course!”
“Why?”
“I have two of them. That’s something worth talking about. Especially considering I only had one when I died.”
“You... you died with one penis and came back to life with two?”
“Aye.”
“How did THAT happen?”
“Blame it on Quaraun being too distressed to know what him were doing when him resurrected me? Or too drunk on green fairy wine? Or too high on LSD? Or too spaced out on opium or hashish? Ya knows what he’s like. Can’t stay sober long enough to think straight. Ya think him were sober while him were resurrecting me? I’m lucky I don’t have two heads. No wait...”
“You know, I always just thought you were born that way.”
“Nope. Lived me life with one cock. Woke up into undeath with two. I suppose, that says something about our lusty little necromancer over there, considering he’s the one what went all psycho deranged Dr. Frankinlooney on me corpse after I died. He missed me chocolate eclair so much, he brought me back to life with two of them!”
“Yeah... like I said... you two are weird.”
BoomFuzzy’s Unicorn Lich formBoomFuzzy (King Gwallmaiic)
Role: Quaraun’s husband, lover, protector, and king of the UnSeelie Court. Cannibalistic Lich & pastry chef.
Core Identity:
Personality:

BoomFuzzy is a Phooka, a type of Scottish Faerie.
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BoomFuzzy is a Sadistic, Hypersexual, Undead Murder Machine, built by The Pink Necromancer to be his lover and protector.
What he is NOT:
He is a Faerie war criminal who cooks souls for desserts.

Glinta aka GhoulSpawn the Crazed: Their on again-off again mad scientist golden fleeced Sheep Demon lover: GhoulSpawn with his 1974 AMC Gremlin time machine. GhoulSpawn was born on a boiling, fire planet, but as a small child was summoned to 1959 Earth by Humans with a Ouija board. He lived among Humans, getting a PhDs in Quantum Physic and Astrophysics, invented time travel, built a time machine, and then in 1978, fell through a portal, and is now trapped in 40th century Maine. Being a Demon from literal Hell, he has natural elemental abilities with fire and can summon hell creatures. He is Quaraun's apprentice, and feared by Humans to be on a fast track to becoming more powerful than either BoomFuzzy or Quaraun. Due to his messing around with time travel, there are 5 different versions of him which appear throughout the series, each from different dimensions and alternate time lines, each one uses a different name (Glinta, GhoulSpawn, Gremlin, Checka, ZooLock - while GhoulSpawn is the one seen most often, Gremlin is in fact the correct original one). GhoulSpawn is very young, not yet 50 years old. The Gremlin version of him is around 500 years old, while the Checka version of him is thirteen thousand years old, and the ZooLock version of him is stated to be "old as time".
GhoulSpawn is bisexual and sexually active with both Quaraun and BoomFuzzy, and is usually accepted as the biological father of most, of Quaraun’s pregnancies, given BoomFuzzy’s general avoidance of vaginas in general. However GhoulSpawn has a deep dislike for children, whereas BoomFuzzy loves children and is very good with children, resulting in most of Quaraun’s children referring to BoomFuzzy as their father, and BoomFuzzy accepting and referring to the children as his, even though he knows GhoulSpawn to be the biological father.
GhoulSpawn (Glinta; Ghouly; Gremlin)
Role: Minor background character. Quaraun’s shy admirer. The stabilizing third wheel of the trio.
Core Identity:
Personality:
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Sooooooo... that's the kind of stuff I write and that's the kind of website this is.
Do you see NOW WHY it is I don't believe there really is anyone named "Tod Murphy"?
Do you see NOW WHY it is I don't believe there really is anyone named "Tod Murphy"?
Do you see NOW WHY it is I don't believe there really is anyone named "Tod Murphy"?
This fucking slandering gossiping blonde bitch in my driveway, has proven herself completely incapable of being able to tell the deference between an author and the fictional characters created by that author.
And the fact that I have a cousin named TIM Murphy who was killed in 2013... a few weeks before my son was murdered also in 2013, and the fact that this woman, LOOKS EXACTLY like my son's murderer, and shows up EVERY NOVEMBER on the anniversary of my son's murder, screaming "Tod Murphy", make me think, somehow she thinks my cousin TIM Muphry's name was Tod, AND because she's living in guilt over my son's murder, she shows up gibbering about "Tod Murphy" because she's built up some fucking delusions BECAUSE she can't face her own guilt over my son Xavier's murder.
And do you see now WHY I believe more then ever, that this fucking slandering gossiping blonde bitch in my driveway IS MY SON's MURDERER?
And so now, with that information added, let's repeat what I already said:
You can tell how vile and deplorable a piece of shit this "Tod Murphy" woman is by the fact that she makes a point of returning on the anniversary of my son's murder every year to have these meltdowns in my driveway. in fact... these meltdowns in my driveway, make it look even MORE like SHE is my son's murderer, because WHO other then my son's murderer would have any reason or motive to show up in my driveway like clockwork year after year after year every year on the anniversary of my son's murder.
Which leads me to further wonder... is Tod Murphey the name she made up for my son? is it her own guilt of murdering my son and crippling me that drives her to stalk me like this?
Who IS Tod Murphey?
i don't think there IS a Tod Murphy.
You see, my cousin TIM Murphey was murdered a few weeks before my son was murdered, and the FBI believes the same woman killed them BOTH... and I think somehow this woman is mixing up Timmy Murphry's name and calling him Tod instead of Tim.
Tim Murphy was murdered June 2013.
My son was murdered November 2013.
But let's address the OTHER things she screams and yells about from the driveway of 409 Main Street, Biddeford, Maine.
Let's address the ramblings about the word penis, eunuch, transvestite, and transgender,let's address her accusations of Erotica... let's address what EXACTLY it is, she is talking about, so that you can see just how absolutely delusional this fucking blonde "Tod Murphy" bitch stalker really is.
Let's take a look past the deranged ravings about this fucking "Tod Murphy" that I don't even exists at all outside of her deranged head... and look at WHY I don't think her "Tod Murphy" is even real... because let's also look at the SOURCE of her vile slander about me.
The word "penis" is in frequent use in much of Quaraun's own self talk dialogue as he obsesses over the injury with great frequency., which results in their being many thousands of pages on this website using the word "penis" due to there being twenty thousand pages of Quaraun stories on this site.
This has weirdly lead to some sheltered prudes referring to my novels as "Erotica" because in their minds, an Elf merely saying to a Dwarf "I am a eunuch, my father mutilated my penis" is "Erotica". It says something about the nature of their sheltered upbringing, and complete lack of interactions with society, when someone simple hears the word "penis" and assumes that means "erotica".
In order for a book to be classified as Erotica, it requires that the PLOT of the story be about the sexual journey of the main character and that there be no fewer then three graphic sex scene every three chapters. These are guidelines laid out by many publishing houses.
If you think sex scene and the amount of them in a book = erotica, you are seriously clueless as to how the Library of Congress works, how they catalog books, and what it takes to get a book classified as Erotica. Go read Game of Throne, there are more sex scenes on more pages of Game of Thrones then there are sex scene in 50 Shades of Grey. And yet, neither book is Erotica Game of Thrones is GrimDark Fantasy while 50 Shades of Grey is Erotic Romance (and no Erotic Romance is not Erotica... words have meaning, learn to use a dictionary).If you want to see what Erotica ACTUALLY looks like, I recommend you read "Cum 4 Bigfoot" by Virginia Wade. which IS Erotica and is the story of a group of college girls on a camping trip, kidnapped by bigfoot and gang banged endlessly by a trip of bigfoots.
It takes a hell of a lot more then a depressed Moon Elf telling a Gnome in a tavern over absithne, that he is a eunuch because his father mutilated his penis, to cause a book to be Erotica, and you prove your lack of intelligence and lack of education, when you think an Elf in a bar saying his penis is mutilated counts as Erotica.
The simple fact of the matter is, there are more then fifty million words of published text in the Quaraun books, and over twenty thousand pages of those words appear on this website, but, there are only sixteen sex scene in the entire series.
A series that spans 138 novels, 423 novellas, 500+ poems, and 3,000+ short stories, has 16 sex scenes which appear in four of the novels.
So if you feel the need to call my books Erotica, you might want to not do it very loudly because because all you are really doing is telling people how stupid you are.
Also, when you call the author transgender or a eunuch because you can't tell the difference between an author and their character, you just might be retarded enough to be put in a mental institute. The louder you call the author a transgender person for writing a transgender character the more stupid you make yourself look. Of course, Quaraun isn't transgender either, because he;'s NOT a Human woman trying to be a Human man or vice versa. He's an Ecrodon, an alien space Elf from a fictional planet in a fictional solar system.
And I feel like I shouldn't NEED to say any of this, but there is a reoccurring problem of brain dead retards, showing up in my driveway accusing me of being "a man in a dress" or "transgender" and calling me "a eunuch" because in their own words "people only write about themselves" and, they went so far as to beat me up with a golf club, which is WHY i am now in a wheelchair, beat me up with a golf club WHILE I was 8 months pregnant, murdered my baby, all while calling me a "transvestite".
Thus why I think, we seem to have a need to put this statement here on my website.
They crippled me and murdered my baby, while chanting I was an "Erotica author".
This is the states of education in America. Idiots who think an 8 months pregnant woman is a man in a dress, idiots who think an author writing a eunuch character means the author must be a eunuch, idiots who think only men in dresses count as transgender, idiots who don't know MOST transgender people are "women in pants" not "men in dresses". Idiots, who who are so delusional they can not fathom writers writing things other then themselves. Idiots who see nothing wrong with putting a pregnant woman in a wheelchair for the rest of her life while also murdering her baby, because she writes an intersex Elf main character.
There seems to be a need to address the wild slander this "Tod Murphy" woman is spreading about me:
-she is calling me a eunuch
-she is calling me transgender
-she is calling me an Erotica author
The fact of the matter is, when it is just crazy internet idiots running around with internet rumours, I just ignore them, because they are idiots on the internet.
But the issue here is not that, because these people are showing up in my yard. These people are still showing up... the most recent attack happened November 15, 2025. This Tod Murphey woman is ALSO calling me a eunuch, calling me a man in a dress, calling me transgender, calling me an Erotica author... in fact EVERYTHING I am addressing here is coming out of this blonde woman's mouth, and that is why I am addressing it.
You see, I deeply dislike this invasion of privacy.
I deeply dislike this stalker showing up in my yard.
Well, I would say think of it this way: if everyone only write characters exactly like themselves, then ALL books written by men, would contain zero women; ALL books written by women, would contain zero men; ALL books written by white people would contain zero people who are Black, Asian, Native American, etc; ALL books by wheelchair bound people would contain zero characters who are NOT wheelchair bound… and so on for every other aspect of diversity.
You don’t have to be a thing to write that thing, you just have to not be a jerk about writing the thing that is different from you. That’s usually the issue. Men who are misogynistic, will use belittling tones when writing female characters, and THAT is the thing readers will take issue with. Men writing women, is not the issue; it’s clueless angry men taking out their anger towards women by disrespectfully writing women, that is what readers don’t like.
White people can and do write Black characters just fine, no issue. White writers writing Black characters is not what readers object to. Its racist white authors who let their racism show, via HOW they write Black characters in demeaning ways, that is what readers get upset about.
So, yes, you are fine to write any gender, race, religion, culture, ect, no matter what gender, race, religion, culture, ect your happen to be, so long as you don’t write them in belittling, disrespectful ways.
The reason you see a lot of readers complaining, is because a lot of white writers, treat Black characters as some old 1930s era stereotype trope, instead of writing the character as a fleshed out person.
The reason you see readers complaining about men writing women, is because a lot of men write as though it was a pair of disembodied boobs bouncing along with no person connected to them.
The reason you see readers complaining about able writers writing characters with a cane or rollator or wheelchair, is because the writer acts like the mobility aid is a piece of jewelry. The character “twirls their cane” when in reality the character should be clutching to their cane for dear life scared their will fall and break their hip again. The blind characters says “Look at that!” even though the writer previously said they were blind since birth and have no concept of seeing. The rollator character runs with their rollator, even though in reality if you are disabled enough to need a rollator, you struggle to even stand up at all, let alone move faster then a couple steps every five minutes or so… for example: it takes m3 exactly thirty-three minutes to use my rollator to get from my driveway to the stop sign that is only 75 feet away - it takes my husband under two minutes to walk there and back. if you got a rollator you ain’t moving walking speed let alone running.
It is these sorts of things that make a difference wither readers complain or not.
Readers don’t care that you are not the same as your characters, but they do care that you don’t add diversity for the sake of checking off boxes. SAYING a character is Black once, then never having anything from Black culture impacting how they act, is a token check box that adds no diversity. Saying a character uses a cane, then showing them walking normally and swinging the cane around, is checking off a token box, not adding diversity.
Writing characters different from yourself is fine, just don’t fall into the trap of “labelling” them as diverse, but than not actually showing that diversity in action throughout the story. Like, you don’t have to do mountains of research, but you do have to do enough research to make sure you aren’t falling back on harmful sterotypes.
But this woman seems to not know that you can write about things you are not. Otherwise why would she call me the things she does?
My main character is a hermaphrodite/intersex Elf, whose female breasts and male penis were mutilated by his deranged father the same day his father murdered his mother, and in spite of having both a penis and a vagina, the Elf uses male pronouns because he has a very deep voice that sounds male.
And this crazy "Tod Murphy" woman, is of the belief that I am a "transvestite man in a dress eunuch" (her term, her words) because my FICTIONAL main character is a hermaphrodite/intersex Elf, whose female breasts and male penis were mutilated by his deranged father the same day his father murdered his mother, and in spite of having both a penis and a vagina, the Elf uses male pronouns because he has a very deep voice that sounds male.
But also, somehow my main character is a hermaphrodite/intersex Elf, whose female breasts and male penis were mutilated by his deranged father the same day his father murdered his mother, and in spite of having both a penis and a vagina, the Elf uses male pronouns because he has a very deep voice that sounds male, somehow translates into I am writing about some guy named Tod Murphy.
I am left believe, seeing how she is so delusional in terms of not being able to tell the author from the character, that she must be doing the same thing with this Tod Murphey guy as well.
Let me repeat this:
--if everyone only wrote characters exactly like themselves, then ALL books written by men, would contain zero women;
--if everyone only wrote characters exactly like themselves, then ALL books written by women, would contain zero men;
--if everyone only wrote characters exactly like themselves, then ALL books written by white people would contain zero people who are Black, Asian, Native American, etc;
--if everyone only wrote characters exactly like themselves, then ALL books by wheelchair bound people would contain zero characters who are NOT wheelchair bound… and so on for every other aspect of diversity.
MOST authors therefore write characters that are NOTHING like themselves, because MOST novels feature a wide range of characters.
This fucking slandering gossiping blonde bitch in my driveway, is nothing but a vile disgusting piece of shit as can be proven by the fact that she CELEBRATES the MURDER OF A BABY by mocking the victimized family of said baby!
This cross at the crossroads of Cascade Rd and Ross Rd in Old Orchard Beach, is there for my cousin TIM Murphy. It sits at the location where his body was found. Police spent two weeks searching for his head, before the Ku Klux Klan put both his head and a 6 foot tall white cross in my yard. the police took his head away, but the cross the Ku Klux Klan left behind is still standing in my yard as I never took it down, it's still there now these 12 years later in 2025.
So as you can see there is a TIMMY or TIM Murphy, but no evidance exists of this woman's TOD Murphy and so it appears that she is talking about my cousin TIM who owned the auto repair and used car sales at the black house on Portland Ave next door to me.This cross at the crossroads of Cascade Rd and Ross Rd in Old Orchard Beach, is there for my cousin TIM Murphy. It sits at the location where his body was found. Police spent two weeks searching for his head, before the Ku Klux Klan put both his head and a 6 foot tall white cross in my yard.At 146 Portland Ave, Old Orchard Beach, Maine; the police took his head away, but the cross the Ku Klux Klan left behind is still standing in my yard as I never took it down, it's still there now these 12 years later in 2025.
So as you can see there is a TIMMY or TIM Murphy, but no evidence exists of this woman's TOD Murphy and so it appears that she is talking about my cousin TIM who owned the auto repair and used car sales at the black house on Portland Ave next door to me.
Less than thirty days after TIM Murphy's head and a Ku Klux Klan cross was delivered to my yard, THIS backhoe drove over my house, leading the FBI to believe that whoever used this backhoe to drive over my house was a MEMBER OF THE KU KLUX KLAN... the FBI is believes the woman who murdered my son is ALSO a member of the Ku Klux Klan.Less than thirty days after TIM Murphy's head and a Ku Klux Klan cross was delivered to my yard, At 146 Portland Ave, Old Orchard Beach, Maine, THIS backhoe drove over my house, At 146 Portland Ave, Old Orchard Beach, Maine, leading the FBI to believe that whoever used this backhoe to drive over my house was a MEMBER OF THE KU KLUX KLAN... the FBI is believes the woman who murdered my son is ALSO a member of the Ku Klux Klan.
My cousin TIM Murphy was murdered, his head was chopped off by the fucking Ku Klux Klan, and hung on a fucking white cross in my yard, so no, I do NOT fucking appreciate this fucking whore showing up in my yard to mock that by yelling her fucking "Tod Murphy" bull crap at me!
I am the one who found his head, so I don't think there is anything even remotely funny about this fucking bitch coming up in my driveway and fucking blasting her fucking filthy slandering mouth off at me!
My family has been put through enough shit, we don't need this fucking whore coming up in our driveway yelling at us endlessly... so if there really is a fucking Tod Murphy out there, someone PLEASE tell him to come get his fucking blonde bitch whore and get her the fuck out of our lives!
I AM FUCKING SICK OF THIS FUCKING BITCH SHOWING UP AT 406 MAIN STREET BIDDEFORD EVERY OTHER FUCKING DAY FOR LASST FOUR FUCKING YEARS!
But I don't think there really IS any one named Tod Murphy out there, because I believe this is fucking golf club bitch who murdered my son and crippled me, and chopped off my cousin TIM Murphy's head, and she just got his name wrong for some reason.
i believe THAT is why she shows up here day after day... because I believe the guilt of murdering my son, crippling me, is eating away at her and deep down inside she's hoping the the police show up while she's still here and drag her fucking baby murdering ass off to prison she KNOWS she belongs.
Do you see NOW WHY it is I don't believe there really is anyone named "Tod Murphy"?
Do you see NOW WHY it is I don't believe there really is anyone named "Tod Murphy"?
Do you see NOW WHY it is I don't believe there really is anyone named "Tod Murphy"?
This fucking slandering gossiping blonde bitch in my driveway, has proven herself completely incapable of being able to tell the deference between an author and the fictional characters created by that author.
And the fact that I have a cousin named TIM Murphy who was killed in 2013... a few weeks before my son was murdered also in 2013, and the fact that this woman, LOOKS EXACTLY like my son's murderer, and shows up EVERY NOVEMBER on the anniversary of my son's murder, screaming "Tod Murphy", make me think, somehow she thinks my cousin TIM Muphry's name was Tod, AND because she's living in guilt over my son's murder, she shows up gibbering about "Tod Murphy" because she's built up some fucking delusions BECAUSE she can't face her own guilt over my son Xavier's murder.
And do you see now WHY I believe more then ever, that this fucking slandering gossiping blonde bitch in my driveway IS MY SON's MURDERER?
This woman is pure evil.
If you know evil is going on and you do nothing about it, are you not also evil?
If you stand by doing nothing, when evil happens, are you not supporting that evil by allowing it to continue?
You can not stand by silent about evil you witnessed, unless you support that evil being done.
If you know evil is going on and you turn a blind eye to it, you are evil.
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