While you are here, please take the time to read this:
Do you know who this woman is?
She might be the woman who murdered my son.
Do you know who Tod Murphy is?
If so can you please contact him and tell him, his friends are harassing my family and ask him to ask them to stop?
I don’t know who these people are.
I don’t know who he is.
I don’t know how to get in touch with him to tell him what they are doing.
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Who is Todd Murphy? That blonde woman who keeps yelling at me about Tod Murphy, is here at 409 Main Street, Biddeford, right now at 1:17pm, gibbering about Tod Murphy again. And this time accusing me of Reddit posts about Tod Murphy. And as usual, I have no clue who she is, who Tod Murphy is, or what Reddit posts she is talking about. This has been going on since November 2021. She showed up the first time day after Thanksgiving 2021. I can't figure out what in the heck she is talking about or who in the heck she has got me mixed up with. Its clear she thinks I am someone she talks to online about Tod Murphy, but I don't know any one named Tod Murphy and I don't know who she is or what she is talking about. I'm trying to walk my dog, and I'm getting sick of this woman harassing me endlessly about some guy I've never even heard of.
I'm kind of too busy dealing with this being the anniversary week of my son's murder to deal with this crazy woman.
Does anyone here know what she is talking about?
Yesterday was November 14, 2025, the anniversary of my son's murder November 14, 2013. My 8 month old infant son Xavier Octavian Allen Wildes, was murdered my a woman who beat his head in with a golf club, at BugLight Lighthouse, at Southern Maine Community College, and also broke my spine the same day, causing me to be paralyzed and crippled ever since. In the 12 years since I have slightly regained use of my hands, only fully regained use of two fingers, and am still relearning to walk. The woman who did this has not yet been identified or caught, the FBI is still seeking information leading to identifying her.
And there is still not one single person in my family who cares. Not my mother. Not my father. Not my siblings. Not my more than a dozen uncles. Not my more than a dozen aunts. Not my more then two hundred first cousins. Not my more than four hundred second cousins.
Not even Ben, the murdered baby's father.
My question is, how does one entire family become so cruel, uncaring, and hateful? Oh wait I know… I'm an author of Gay Romance novels, and every single one of them have told me I deserved to be crippled and deserved to have my baby killed because according to them, that was how God is punishing me for being a female who got a job, learned to read and write, supporting gay rights, and had the audacity to go to college. Their extreme animosity and self righteous telling me I deserved it, and it happening at the college, is why the FBI believes a relative hired the woman.
But yesterday was the anniversary of both my son's murder and my becoming crippled and I really am just getting fed up with how my family and relatives not only don't care but are still refusing to help with the FBIs murder investigation. 😢
And I'm getting sick of this crazy "Tod Murphy" woman showing up. First time she showed up she ran around the building with wire cutters and cut all the internet, tv, cable, phone, ect wires off the building. Landlord had to rewire nine different apartments in the building. That was 2021. Throughout 2022 she showed up weekly accusing me of making YouTube videos about Tod Murphy, which again, you can check my YouTube channel and see I did not make any videos about this guy, because how could I, I don't even know who he is! My YouTube channel is all dog walking vlogs and videos about how to use a transitional wheelchair (a vocic z51 wheelchair, which is a wheelchair for people relearning to walk).
And today on top of everything else she's also claiming I am the NEPHEW of some guy she knows. What? She starts calling me "it" and "thing" and saying she refuses to use female pronouns on men.
???
What the...?
Apparently she thinks I am transgender?
I am a biology cis female, I've had 7 miscarriages because I have endometriosis and a 10lb tumour in my left ovary (which makes me look 9 months pregnant). The reason my 8th baby, the one who was murdered November 14, 2013, was named Octavian is because it was my 8th pregnancy!
Its kind of an insult to call a biologically cis female a "man pretending to be a woman" (her words) as it also implies I'm ugly enough to be mistaken for a man!
She shows up at least a few times a month, sometimes a few times a week, and between November 2021 and May 2022 she showed up every single day. Its now November 2025, four years later, and SHE'S STILL DOING IT!
I don't know who she is, or who she thinks I am, or who this Tod Murphy guy is she keeps raving on about (she claims I am slandering him on YouTube and Reddit, but I even know who he is or what she's talking about, or why he's sending her over here to yell at me.)
If any one reading this knows who Tod Murphy is, can you PLEASE get in touch with him and ask him to make her stop harassing me?
I am getting tired of her constantly slandering me by calling me transgender.
I am getting tired of her constantly slandering me by accusing me of making videos and articles about this Tod Murphy guy who ever the heck he is.
One of my neighbours who saw her doing this yesterday said: "She looks an awful lot like the police sketch of the woman who murdered your son, you sure it isn't the same woman?"
Uhm... no, I'm not. Yes. She COULD be the woman who murdered my son.
She DOES have the same 6' hulking height as the woman who murdered my son. The same big nose. The same bleach along hair. The same thing lips.
But... she lacks the heavy wrinkles....the woman who murdered my son was elderly ... or she looked it. Based on the heavy amount of face wrinkles the woman who murdered my son was at least 70 years old, making her about 80 years old now 12 years later.
And this woman who yells about Tod Murphy looks to be in her 30s, maybe 40s.
But... if she had on old age makeup... she's a dead ringer for my son's murderer... so... maybe is IS the woman who murdered my son? I don’t know. I don't know who either of these woman are and they do look identical enough to be twins or mother and daughter or the same woman if she had old age makeup on when she murdered my son in 2013.
The woman who murdered my son looked so old, I never before considered that she could have been a young person with age make up on.
Does anyone know this woman who keeps yelling about Tod Murphy and know where she was at 10PM November 14, 2013 when my son was murdered at The BugLight Lighthouse at Southern Maine Community College?
If you put age make up on thus woman who keeps yelling Tod Murphy, yeah, she COULD be my son's murderer. Because she DOES look identical except for her age being too young and she DOES have the same huge hulking body structure.
AND , yeah, this Tod Murphy woman IS using the same phraseology as the woman who murdered my son.
AND the woman who murdered my son WAS screaming: “Kill or be killed! Kill the tyrannies!” and “Look at that THING, look at how IT’s dressed! That is Ken’s son wearing a dress!”, she was screaming that WHILE murdering my son. So they are BOTH accusing me of being "a man in a dress" (they both said those exact words.)
They BOTh call me "IT" and "THING" and BOTH stated they refuse to use female pronouns on men. they do BOTH firmly believe I am a man.
And this Tod Murphy woman DID show up the EXACT SAME WEEK, as the first time locals realized I was still alive because it was the week I had started walking outside for the first time in 9 years. In 2021 I encountered a LOT of people who had no clue I had been paralized arms and legs since 2013, so told me I had never stopped posting online even! Even though I had not returned to the internet until 2019, when I had gained enough use of TWO FINGERS to be able to use a mouse and keyword so could make Twitch livestreams.
If somebody was posting online claiming to be me, between November 2013 and Februaqry 2019, it was not me, because my arms and hands WERE STILL FULLY PARALIZED between those dtes.
I only had enough healing of my severed, regrown spinal nerve bundles for the first time in May 2021, which was the first time of my attempting to walk outside since 2013.
And it was only in mid-2024, not even a year ago yet, that I started walking outside daily.
AND it was only in May 2025, not even six months ago yet, that I started walking two to four times daily outside.
It has taken me TWELVE YEARS to regain use of my arms and legs, from the 2013 attack and the 2016 attack.
The 2013 attck she did with a golf club killed my 8 month old baby and broke my spine, hip, and knee. I had regained enough motor skills to return to work in fall 2015, working 12 hours a week sorting cards for hallmark. At this point I had stunned use of my right arm, zero use of my left arm, and had regained the ability to walk.
The 2016 attack happened at Scarborough WalMart, where Hallmark had sent me to unpack boxes of cards. This time, same woman who murdered my son in 2013, attacked with a shopping cart, and completly severed my spine, this is when I was fulluadrapalegic from June 24, 2016 to February 2019. In February 2019, I had regained use of 2 fingers on my right hand, and could slightly move my legs if someone held me up. This is the state I was in, when I was CARRIED from the High St apartment to the Main&Cutts st apartment. And I was in the Main st apartment bedridden, until 2021, when I went outside for the first time, - the first time of having enough nerve function in my legs to walk more then just two or three feet.
October 2021, was when my car (the muraled Vlovo) was brought out of storage after nearly a decade of not being able to drive it, because I had regained enough use of my my right arm and right leg to be able to relearn to drive again.
While my right arm steadly grows stronger, my left arm shows nearly no improvment, though I can do things like hold a cup or something of similar size.
Movement and nerve function have returned to my legs, but over a decade of none use has made my muscles weak and that is the major issue now. But also, my hip and knees and three of my vertebre did not heal properly the bones are fussed in places where there should be joints.
And so I've been able to return to driving, with changes made to my car to acomidate the disability.
And I can somewhat walk again on a limited basis with the help of a transition chair (a type of wheelchair specifically for parapalegics like myself who are relearning to walk, and can use their legs on limited basis but still require a wheelchair the bulk of the day - so it functions somewhat like a rollator walker as well as a wheelchair - people often mistake it for being a rollator, but it is not a rollator, it is a wheelchair that can be pushed like a rollator when needs be).
At the start I was walking a couple hundred feet once a day, only able to make it to the stop sing and back, and taking well over an hour to go a distance most people go in under two minutes.
Currently, I am up to making it all the way to RailRoad Ave twice a day. Once in a while I've made it as far as the Biddeford High School, but that distance is extremely difficult and takes almost 4 hours to do (only about 30 minutes for a normal person).
On days when weather is not negativly impacting my hip, I drive instead to Rotary Park and walk around there.
A few times I have been able to stand up long enough to go out four times a day, but this is still far over my comfortable limits yet. Right now I'm averaging walking around one thousand feet a day on good days and five hundred feet a day on not so good days.
I have tried a few times to walk with just a cane and leave the wheelchair at the aparment, but that has gone barly every time. My legs simply do not have enough strength to go more then twenty or so feet with the cane.
And THIS is when the "Tod Murphy woman" suddenly showed up. She shows up when I am doing these physical theropy retraining my legs to walk sessions. She ususally shows up at the back driveway by the dumpster, tends to hang out around the white car waiting for me to get back from my walk, and does her yelling about Tod Murphy thing, while I'm trying to unload my wheelchair out of my car.
I never saw her before Black Friday 2021, and she's been hanging around my dad's apartment ever since then.
She acts like she thinks I know who she is, but I don't know her at all.
She also acts like she thinks I know who Tod Murphy is, but I don't know him at all either.
She's endlessly accussing me of being transgender, even though I am not.
She is endlessly accusing me of makeing videos about Tod Murphy, and you can look at my YouTube and TikTok and see for yourself I don't.
She is endlessly accusing me of writing articles about Tob Murphy on Reddit, FaceBook, and my website, and, you can go look at my posts for yourself, you can see I have not.
I AM making an article about Tob Murphy NOW to ask if anyone knows who she is or what she is talking about. So, she got want she wanted, there now is a Tod Murphey article, asking who this woman is, and why she's harassing me.
I don't know what her problem is or who in the heck she has got me mixed up with, but it is rather difficult to be a parapalegic trying to relearn to walk, and have to deal with this crazy nut job harssing me several times a week.
And it's not just yelling AT me... it's also yelling ABOUT me at others. I pull up with my car, and am trying to park, and she runs up beside me and cups her hands over her mouth and staerts yelling at the top of her lungs "The crazy alien lady is here! Yo! EelKat lives here, SPREAD THE WORD! Remember Saco Shaw's! Trangender Murder Store!"
Also, can someone please tell me, what in the heck does "Remember saco shaws Transgender Murder store!" even mean? I've heard so many people chant that phrase now and I don't know why. That crazy guy who drove a backhoe over my house in 2013, was chanting those exact same words on September 12, 2015 when him and that gang of men showed up in my yard in Old Orchard and shot everything up with shotguns. He was calling me an "IT" and a "THING" and "a man in a dress" too.
My house at 146 Portland Ave, Old Orchard Beach, Maine - July 4, 2013 vs August 8, 2013 |
In fact, the way this "Tod Murphy woman" is using the EXACT SAME PHRASES used by that nut job who drove a backhoe over my house, kind of makes me wonder if she has any connection to him. She parrots the SAME WORDS he did while destroying my house.
I don't get it.
Who the heck is Tod Murphy?
Who is this woman?
Why is she daily yelling at me about Tod Murphy?
Why is she on a crazed transphobic vendeta of dailt acussing me of being transgender?
But, yeah, this Tod Murphy woman IS using the same phraseology as the woman who murdered my son.
She IS acting the same way the woman who murdered my son acted while she was murdering my son.
So, yeah, maybe, answering your question, yeah, she COULD be the same woman who murdered my son... but she's like forty to fifty years younger looking then the woman who murdered my son, so, if it is her, she had to have had some age wrinkle makeup on back in 2013.
Why is this woman harassing me?
I don't get it.
What is her problem?
Who is she and why is she doing this?
as she looked November 14, 2013 - drove away in a 4 door white pick up truck; from BugLight Lighthouse, at the art studio parking lot of Southern Maine Community College
-- If you have any information about the identity of this child murderer,
please call FBI Agent Andy Drewer at 207–774–9322The blond colour of 2013 is nearly white 2 to 3 inch band with nearly black dark blonde brown bands also 2 to 3 inches, and looks like this pin image here: https://www.pinterest.com/pin/tonos-de-cabello-rubio--322148179608879161/ |
as she looked June 24, 2016 - drove away in a mid-1990s gold Volvo 240 station wagon; from parking lot of Scarborough, walMart
-- If you have any information about the identity of this child murderer,
please call FBI Agent Andy Drewer at 207–774–9322 as she looked June 2023 (no wig)- at PortConMaine'23 at the Round 1 bowling alley at the Maine Mall
-- If you have any information about the identity of this child murderer,
please call FBI Agent Andy Drewer at 207–774–9322 |
as she looked June 2023 (purple wig)- at PortConMaine'23 at the Round 1 bowling alley at the Maine Mall
-- If you have any information about the identity of this child murderer,
please call FBI Agent Andy Drewer at 207–774–9322 as she looked June 2023 (green neon blacklight type clown wig)- at PortConMaine'23 at the Round 1 bowling alley at the Maine Mall
-- If you have any information about the identity of this child murderer,
please call FBI Agent Andy Drewer at 207–774–9322 |
On November 14, 2013, she used a golf club to bash out the brains of my 8-month-old baby Xavier-Octavian Allen. She called herself “Claire” as though she thought I knew her, but I know no one named Claire and had never seen her before. She was about 65 years old and would be around 75 years old today in 2025. The FBI believes the woman who murdered my son is the same woman who hired the backhoe to drive over my house on August 8, 2013, a few weeks before my son’s murder.
I have 3 broken vertebrae, 3 ruptured discs, a broken sariliac, hip dysplasia (broken hip and broken pelvic bone, with hip bone pushed back into pelvic bone and fused together), in addition to rheumatism in both hips, both knees, and both wrists, as well as MS.
Rheumatism I've had since I was 8.
MS I've had since I was 16.
All the rest was done by the crazy blonde woman with the golf club, November 14, 2013, at Southern Maine Community College. I was also 8 months pregnant and she murdered my son as well. I was paralyzed for 18 months and had to relearn to walk. Her hair was wild extreme unnatural rave style 2 to 3 inch wide platinum blond and dark blonde-brown stripes.
In May 2015 I returned to work, walking minimally with a cane.
On June 24, 2016, the same mystery blond woman with her hair now dyed rusted reddish blond, woman, this time driving a late 1990s vintage gold Volvo station wagon, drove up beside my car, while I was putting groceries in my car at Scarborough Walmart, jumped out, grabbed an empty shopping cart from the shopping cart corral, and attacked again, same as she did with golf club three years earlier. This attack is the one which caused worse damage, and I have still not yet recovered from now in 2025.
That is why I have the cane, walker, rollator, and wheelchair. And which one I use is determined by how much pain I am in at the time I try to stand and move.
She is the one the FBI is looking for. He said he thinks Bruce’s family knows who she is. He said they become alarmigly, agitated, evasive, and violently hostile whenever questioned about her.
If you have any information about my son’s murderer, please call FBI Agent Andy Drewer at 207–774–9322
EVERYTHING We Are Allowed To Publicly Release About The FBI Investigation Can Be Found HERE
I'm an author. This is an author home page. It's about me, my life, my books, my hobbies, my home town, and anything else that applies to me and my life.
Since starting my writing career in 1978, I have written 130+ novels, 2,000+ short stories, 6,000+ non-fiction articles (ALL are found on this site), a few dozen stage plays, 12,000+ blog posts, and a few comic book scripts for Disney's Uncle Scrooge and Donald Duck (I only worked for Disney one year (in 2005) and only wrote a few stories for their Danish comic books).
NOTE: I ONLY write the Quaraun series (aka The Twighlight Manor series aka The Adventures of Quaraun the Insane). In recent years there has been an issue with impersonators trying to pass books off as written by me, notably several non-fiction and Erotica books. I write neither nonfiction nor Erotica.
ALL of my books and their cover arts are listed on my website here. Beware of any books you find claiming to be me. If the books are NOT listed here on my website, they are NOT my books.
In fiction works, I specialize in Weird/Bizarro Tales set in 40th century CyberPunk-Quasi Medieval, Cozy Dark Fantasy and Science Fiction worlds featuring an intersex Elf and his Faerie husband main characters. I DO NOT WRITE ANY OTHER SERIES - THIS SERIES IS THE ONLY ONE I WRITE.
Non-fiction (found ONLY here on my site) is daily updates of events in my life, and how-tos on how I write my novels.
I DO NOT write Erotica.
I DO NOT write books with HUMAN characters.
The Erotica books and books with Human characters, that you are finding, are written by scammers trying to impersonate me.
There is an ongoing FBI investigation into this matter. If you find any such books, please report them to FBI Agent Andy Drewer @207–774–9322
People always ask why I have a video recorder running 24/7. Watch these 4 videos of The Scarborough Walmart.
I have a video recorder running 24/7. Because this parking lot is where I was attacked a second time by the woman who crippled me with the golf club at Southern Maine Community College in 2013 (who also murdered my 8-month-old son at the same time) this is the location of her 2nd attack, the July 2016 attack with a shopping cart, the attack that left me in a wheelchair and despite over 200 "security cameras" and signs saying there are cameras in use... the police did not find even ONE actual REAL camera. Every "security camera" on this building and parking lot was ALL fake "dummy cameras" and that is why there is no video footage of my son's murderer.
I started carrying a camera 24/7 the very next day after Scarborough police informed me they could not identify the blonde woman who attacked me or her gold Volvo 240GL station wagon, because EVERY CAMERA at this store's parking lot was an empty case with no real camera inside it. My son would be 12 years old this Christmas 2025, and his murderer walks free, still unidentified because this parking lot did not have real cameras.
Those things that look like cameras on the building and light poles, are fake, according to the Scarborough Police Department. That is why I have a camera running 24/7, because my son's killer walks free because there was no camera the day we were attacked.
While you are here, please take the time to read this:
Do you know who this woman is? She might be the woman who murdered my son.
146 Portland Ave, Old Orchard Beach, Maine, is NOT FOR SALE.
And I'm sick of real estate agents who are too incompetent to research land ownership before they show up to stick a for sale sign in my yard.
The fact of the matter is, my son was murdered in 2013, and the friends and family of the murderer think it is funny to keep ILLEGALLY listing my land for sale, because apparently their child murdering bitch friend didn't hurt me enough by crippling me with a golf club, ripping my baby out of my 8 month pregnant belly and beating his brains out on the ground with a golf club.
Also, her friends and family like to gaslight me by doxing me on ufo and alien abduction forums, while pretending to be me, and trying to make it look like I believe in ufos or aliens, even though I think people who believe in ufos are raving lunatics and people who claim to be alien abductees are crazy.
So, yeah, my son was murdered and the murder's friends and family endlessly harass me, my friends, and my family both online and offline, and I'm not happy with it at all.
There is an ongoing FBI investigation into this matter.
The FBI is looking for information into:
I'm going to repeat it because I'm tired of people showing up and making offers:
146 Portland Ave, Old Orchard Beach, Maine, is NOT FOR SALE.
There is NO ONE who has authorization to use my land.
NO ONE.
Not my mother.
Not my father.
Not Ben.
Not my mother’s Atwater relatives.
No one.
If ANY ONE hires you to do ANYTHING on my land, know that you are doing it ILLEGALLY and WITHOUT my knowledge or permission.
My mother has ZERO legal right to hire you to do anything at 146 Portland Ave. Old Orchard Beach, Maine.
My father has ZERO legal right to hire you to do anything at 146 Portland Ave. Old Orchard Beach, Maine.
Ben has ZERO legal right to hire you to do anything at 146 Portland Ave. Old Orchard Beach, Maine.
My mother’s Atwater relatives have ZERO legal right to hire you to do anything at 146 Portland Ave. Old Orchard Beach, Maine.
While you are here, please take the time to read this:
Do you know who this woman is? She might be the woman who murdered my son.
How did you build your audience?
Not online, that's for sure.
aka How to sell ten million books
aka How I sold ten million books.
The Park Bench Method of Writing
(just the article)
or
The Park Bench Method of Writing
(with the list of 10k writing prompts - takes a LONG TIME to load - SEVERAL MINUTES!)
I Think UFO and Alien Believers Are Weird Here's Why...
Does every writer have to deal with this shit?
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