Writing Character Driven Flash Fiction 
for NaNoWriMo & NovNov 2025
-with 90 Cozy Fantasy Slice of Life Writing Prompts

(random thoughts and conversations with ChatGPT5)



By Wendy C Allen

f you are here looking for aliens, ufos, demons, cryptids, haunted cars, curses, Etiole, the wild man of old orchard beach, the goldeneagle car, the white monkey, or any of that other weird bullshit, you want this video:



...and after that video, you want these ones:

eelkat_red_scarf.jpgWendy Christine Allen, 2019, able to sit up in a chair for the first time in years, and able to raise up my arm and wiggle fingers. This was when I started playing Witcher 3 on Twitch as part of my physical therapy to regain finger movement. Playing Witcher 3 daily from 2016 to 2019, is how I regained the use of my thumb and two for fingers on my right hand... it is also why I stopped playing Witcher 3 in 2019, once I had strengthen my two forefingers enough to start typing again.

Wendy Christine Allen, Old Orchard Beach's Autistic Author, Artist, Illustrator, & Art Car Designer

Counting Down to the September 23, 2028 50th Anniversary of my first published book (September 23, 1978)

If you are here looking for The Twighlight Manor series, The Crystonite Wars series, The Wild Years series, The White Rock Asylum for the Criminally Insane series, The Twisted Tales series, the Captured By a MerMan series, The Space Dock 13 series, The Kats of Planet Ptarmagin series, the stories about Miss Citten the Eel-Kat, or the stories about Etiole... ALL of those series were combined and consolidated into The Adventures of Quaraun the Insane Pink Necromancer series in 2014, so ALL the different series, are now under one series title.

List of the published titles still in print:

The Index of over three thousand stories in The Pink Necromancer series

What the series is about, for those new here:

The introduction to The Pink Necromancer Series. 

If you want some stories to get you started in The Pink Necromancer series, reading these first will give you a good introduction to the 3 main characters:

My Elves Are JellyFish...and I asked Google AI and ChatGPT 5.6 what they thought of this.

As requested, my daily writing prompt series is now available print paperback editions on Amazon.

There are 20 volumes of this writing prompt series currently planned and in varying stages of finishing, hopefully all 20 will be published by the end of 2026. I likely will do a 2nd series of writing prompt books in 2027.

Coming soon (Nov/Dec 2026)... patterns for my slow stitched embroidery:

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The first of the Visual Novels/Video Games for The Adventures of Quaraun the Inane/The Pink Necromancer series is published and available on Itch.io, there are 3 more planned for release in 2026, 6 more planned for release in 2027, and the big 60-hour 80k word 150 page one (Quaraun Goes To the Fair) is planned for a 2028 release.

There is a Pink Necromancer card game and a Pink Necromancer board game, as well as a Pink Necromancer table top RPG supliment for Dungeons and Dragons, all in the works, and to be released over the next couple of years as well.

I shouldn't have to say this, but people keep contacting me, so apparently I do:

  • No, I do not believe in aliens. Stop contacting me to ask for alien information. If you believe in aliens, I think you are insane, retarded, or both.
  • No, my car is not haunted. I've debunked that rumour many times now. . Stop contacting me to ask for haunted car information. If you believe in haunted cars, I think you are insane, retarded, or both.
  • No, I am not connected to Stephen King. I didn't even know who he was until you idiots started contacting me asking about him. I had to look him up on Google to find out what you were even talking about! If you have questions about Stephen King, go contact him and ask him. I'm not him. I don't know him. I know nothing about him. I've never read one of his books. I've never seen one of his movies. I can't figure out why you people are even coming to me to ask about him in the first place!
  1. If someone told you I believe in aliens, if someone told you my car was haunted, if someone told you I was connected to Stephen King, you NEED to contact the FBI agent in charge of my son's murder investigation and TELL HIM WHO it was who told ou, exactly WHAT it was they said, HOW they contacted you, WHERE they contacted you... because it is a KNOWN FACT that my son's murderer is the one who started all these slanderous alien, haunted car, Stephen King rumours, and the FBI is trying to catch her.

If you have any information about my son’s murderer, please give it to FBI Agent Andy Drewer at 207–774–9322 of the Portland, Maine FBI office.

Do you know who this woman is?

On August 8, 2013 she drove a backhoe over my house. On November 14, 2013 she arrived at Southern Maine Community College and crippled me with a golf club and murdered my son. One June 24, 2016, days after my first attempts to walk again, she attacked me with a shopping cart at Scarborough, Walmart, reinjuring the Nov 14, 2013 injury.

She crippled me when I was 8 months pregnant, a woman with a golf club, severed my spine and bashed my baby's head in, I spent 9 years relearning to walk, and the FBI is 13 years into the murder investigation and not yet id-ed the attacker who crippled me and killed my baby, both violently with a golf club.

Complete details of EVERYTHING she did is on this page here.

Clairescreenshot.pngThe golf club woman who called herself Clair as she looked November 14, 2013. Her hair is a weird chin leangth pageboy (very Medival style cut) platinum blonde with wide brown/black dyed stripes in it (like a reverse of Lily Munster, but the stripes are several, almost like a zebra). I am 5'6" and she was a LOT taller then me, like closer to the height of a man; she had thin lips like a man, and large nose like a man... she COULD have been a man disguised as a woman, given the ease with which she severed my spine....she's is a LOT stronger then is typical for a woman). She was wearing a chambre blue denim "blazer jacket over shirt" and a button up mens shirt (possibly flannel) and blue jeans. The bulk of her yelling was focused on accusing me of being transgender, even while ripping my baby out of my 8 month pregnant belly and bashing his head in with a golf club.
zzzz999ClaireRed2016-screenshotThe Claire woman as she looked during her shoping cart attack at Scarborough WalMart June 2016, the attack with left me paralyzed and in a wheelchair. Her hair was dyed dark red, and she drove away in a gold Volvo 240 Station Wagon of a late 1980s/early1990s model, with a "458" on the lisnce plate.... If you have any information about the woman who crippled me with a golf club, please give it to FBI Agent Andy Drewer at 207–774–9322 of the Portland, Maine FBI office.
@eelkat part 9 of 10 #dogwalk around the block (Maine st, Elm st, South street, Bradbury st) #Biddeford #Maine #night #fbiinvestigation #truecrimetiktok ♬ original sound - Wendy C Allen | 📚 Author

If you have any information about the woman who crippled me with a golf club, please give it to FBI Agent Andy Drewer at 207–774–9322 of the Portland, Maine FBI office.

Good god! We just found out about yet another slanderous rumour this woman has been spreading? When does it end? How many more of these things are out there?

Video explains what else she's done ...

If you have any information about the woman who crippled me with a golf club, please give it to FBI Agent Andy Drewer at 207–774–9322 of the Portland, Maine FBI office.


The Goldeneagle World's Most Haunted Car - 1964 Dodge 330If you encounter anyone claiming my car is haunted, demon possessed, or somehow connected to Stephen King please give the information of who, when, where/location to FBI Agent Andy Drewer at 207–774–9322 of the Portland, Maine FBI office.
@eelkat part 7 of 10 #dogwalk around the block (Maine st, Elm st, St Mary's, Dunkin, South street, Bradbury st) #Biddeford #Maine #night #plannedparenthood ♬ original sound - Wendy C Allen | 📚 Author

If you encounter anyone claiming I believe in aliens or was an alien abducttee, please give the information of who, when, where/location to FBI Agent Andy Drewer at 207–774–9322 of the Portland, Maine FBI office.

@eelkat part 4 of 10 #dogwalk around the block (Maine st, Elm st, St Mary's, Dunkin, South street, Bradbury st) #Biddeford #Maine #night #library ♬ original sound - Wendy C Allen | 📚 Author

If you know who drove this backhoe over my house at 146 Portland Ave, Old Orchard Beach, Maine 04064-1520 on August 8, 2013 please give the information of who it is to FBI Agent Andy Drewer at 207–774–9322 of the Portland, Maine FBI office.

eelkats_house_before_after.jpgIf you know who drove this backhoe over my house at 146 Portland Ave, Old Orchard Beach, Maine 04064-1520 on August 8, 2013 please give the information of who it is to FBI Agent Andy Drewer at 207–774–9322 of the Portland, Maine FBI office.

I am sick and tired of people not giving a shit that my son was murdered!

I am sick and tired of jackasses making up rumours and lies about me and my car, calling me an alien abductee and my car haunted, just to try to cover up my son's murder!

Today I am asking ChatGPT5 questions and seeing what it has to say.

My question:

We are now 4 days to National Novel Writing Month and as usual I’m working on my character driven series, The Adventures of The Pink Necromancer. I write most of it as 1k word flash fiction, that are glimpses into the main character’s life; literally a story of him boiling tea water; another story of him embroidering a scarf; another story of him pruning his roses, etc. So there is never a plot in any story. I know character driven stories are unusual and most people say they are boring because they don’t have a plot, but I love both reading and writing them.

For NaNoWriMo 2025 (via ProWritingAid's NovNov), I plan to write "30 stories in 30 days" instead of a novel, as usual, as I do every year. Or likely more then 30. It'll likely be a mix of flash fiction, poems, and drabbles, as their needs to be 1,667 words a day total, but I rarely have stories over 900 words.

What advice, thoughts, ect do you have for writing character driven flash fiction, especially in terms of pacing for 1,667 words daily.


ChatGPT5's answer:

That’s an excellent and well-grounded NaNo plan, Wendy — and a perfect fit for The Adventures of The Pink Necromancer style. Character-driven flash fiction can make NaNo not only achievable but deeply satisfying, because you’re producing polished, complete vignettes rather than a rough, sprawling draft.

You already have a strong grasp of tone and structure, so let’s look at craft and pacing strategy — how to make thirty character-centric pieces flow naturally, hit your daily goals, and maintain depth without plot scaffolding.

✳ 1. Think in “moments,” not “stories”

For character-driven flash fiction, plot isn’t your propulsion — change in awareness or texture is. Each piece can center on:

  • a sensation (cold air on Quaraun’s hands as he weaves)
  • a decision (whether to forgive BoomFuzzy for tracking snow into the kitchen)
  • a routine (mending silk curtains, feeding yaks, measuring herbs)

Each moment starts static and ends with a tiny emotional tilt — irritation softens, fear tightens, tenderness surfaces. That’s the arc. It’s enough.

Think of it as “micro motion.” If readers feel one small shift in Quaraun’s emotional weather, you’ve done your work.

✳ 2. Use the “600 / 600 / 400” rhythm

For NaNo pacing (≈1,667 words daily):

  • 600 words: your main flash piece — a single self-contained moment
  • 600 words: a second shorter vignette or drabble cluster (e.g. “Quaraun boils water” + “BoomFuzzy teases him for over-sanitizing the cup”)
  • 400 words: a poem, reflection, or half-finished snippet

That structure keeps your day fresh. You’ll have variety, and you’re never trapped in one scene too long. Most days you’ll hit 1,800+ words naturally.

✳ 3. Treat each flash like a painting study

Think of your 30 stories as thirty portrait sketches of the same subject — Quaraun under different light:

  • “Quaraun and Firelight” (night warmth)
  • “Quaraun and Frost” (cold dread)
  • “Quaraun and Silence” (his paranoia)
  • “Quaraun and Touch” (BoomFuzzy’s physical care)

When you think visually, pacing becomes intuitive. Each piece explores one emotional palette, one sensory focus. No need for resolution.

✳ 4. Pacing inside the flash

In a story that’s all character, rhythm matters more than event. Use breath-like pacing:

  1. Opening beat: sensory anchor (“Steam hissed from the kettle.”)
  2. Middle stretch: interior action — thought, hesitation, memory
  3. Closing beat: a shift — either emotional clarity or subtle disturbance

Short sentences pull tension tight; longer ones slow and deepen immersion. Alternate consciously to keep the reader’s heartbeat aligned with Quaraun’s.

✳ 5. Set thematic “weeks”

To keep the month cohesive and your mind from fatigue, pick weekly focuses:

  • Week 1: Domestic rituals — cooking, weaving, cleaning
  • Week 2: Weather and environment — frost, sea, fog
  • Week 3: Relationships — BoomFuzzy’s protection, GhoulSpawn’s logic
  • Week 4: Memory and loss — reflections on immortality

This creates organic variation while keeping the emotional thread consistent.

✳ 6. Allow recurrence

Character-driven flash thrives on repetition with variation. Readers adore pattern recognition.

Let motifs recur — the kettle, silk thread, frost on windows, BoomFuzzy’s scent of cloves — but shift their meaning slightly each time.

That evolving symbolism is your plot substitute. It becomes a quiet through-line across 30 days.

✳ 7. Efficiency and energy management

You’ll be writing daily for a month. Treat the work like a ritual:

  • Morning: jot 3 sentences of sensory notes (smells, textures, weather)
  • Afternoon: expand one note into a 600–900 word scene
  • Evening: add a second mini piece or poem

If fatigue hits, you can substitute:

  • a 100-word drabble + two short poems
  • or a single 1,000-word story and a 600-word brainstorming dump

Remember, NaNoWriMo counts words, not polish. You can refine later.

✳ 8. Maintain emotional continuity

When there’s no external plot, emotional pacing is narrative pacing. Think in contrasts:

✳ 9. Use BoomFuzzy and GhoulSpawn as lenses

  • Day 1: anxious → Day 2: tender → Day 3: obsessive → Day 4: serene
    That ebb and flow keeps your month dynamic, even if every story takes place in the lighthouse kitchen.

To prevent stillness, let their personalities refract Quaraun’s mood.
For example:

  • GhoulSpawn’s quiet precision amplifies Quaraun’s paranoia.
  • BoomFuzzy’s sensuality destabilizes Quaraun’s control.

The energy between them replaces traditional conflict — it’s the movement that keeps the scene alive.

✳ 10. End each session with a “next seed”

Before closing your writing day, type one line that hints tomorrow’s story:

“He would clean the bones tomorrow, once the storm had passed.”

This keeps momentum. You wake up already knowing what to explore.

✳ 11. Optional daily structure template

If you like a bit of scaffolding:

  • Title: (a sensory noun or verb) 
  • Setting: (what room or weather) 
  • Focus Object: (kettle, silk thread, moth, rose) 
  • Mood: (anxious / gentle / irritated / melancholic) 
  • Action: (what is Quaraun doing?) 
  • Change: (what tiny emotional shift occurs?) 
  • Length: (word count target)

That five-minute prep will save an hour of staring at the page.

✳ 12. Remember: small stakes, big intimacy

Your readers come for texture, precision, and presence, not explosion.
Let the prose linger on:

  • frost melting on silk
  • the sound of GhoulSpawn sharpening knives
  • BoomFuzzy’s hands kneading dough beside Quaraun’s trembling ones

Your mastery lies in stillness rendered vivid — that’s the rarest craft of all.

Would you like me to draft a 30-day prompt grid tailored for this year’s NaNo — each day a domestic or sensory moment from Quaraun’s daily life (no plots, just moods and actions)? It’d give you a scaffold to build your word count from without losing that soft, character-driven focus.


My question:

yes, give me 30 daily prompts, using the template you just gave, also using the weekly themes you just mentioned. Let's see what prompts like these would look like.


ChatGPT5's answer:

Perfect — we’ll build your 30-day NaNoWriMo plan around the structure you’re already using: one flash per day, themed by week for mood and sensory cohesion. Each entry follows the same compact template:

Title / Setting / Focus Object / Mood / Action / Change

All from Quaraun’s point of view, minimal plot, high sensory focus, emotional micro-shift.

🌿 Week 1 — Domestic Rituals (Days 1–7)

Theme: Habit, control, comfort in repetition.

Day 1 — “Boiling Water”

  • Setting: Lighthouse kitchen, dawn.
  • Focus Object: Copper kettle.
  • Mood: Orderly.
  • Action: Quaraun sterilizes the kettle before brewing tea.
  • Change: Steam fogs his glasses; he allows imperfection to stand.

Day 2 — “Sweeping Ashes”

  • Setting: Hearth after breakfast.
  • Focus Object: Straw broom.
  • Mood: Irritable.
  • Action: Cleans up BoomFuzzy’s soot footprints.
  • Change: Notices warmth in the hearth’s glow; forgives the mess.

Day 3 — “Folding Silks”

  • Setting: Workroom draped in pink fabric.
  • Focus Object: Silk bolt.
  • Mood: Focused.
  • Action: Measures and folds cloth for market sale.
  • Change: Touch recalls the first robe BoomFuzzy ever tailored for him.

Day 4 — “Sharpening Needles”

  • Setting: Sewing table, night.
  • Focus Object: Needle whetstone.
  • Mood: Paranoid.
  • Action: Polishes each needle to perfection.
  • Change: Realizes his reflection in the steel looks older.

Day 5 — “Counting Jars”

  • Setting: Pantry shelves.
  • Focus Object: Glass jars of herbs.
  • Mood: Compulsive.
  • Action: Labels and re-orders every jar alphabetically.
  • Change: Allows one label to remain crooked.

Day 6 — “Lighting the Lamps”

  • Setting: Hallway at dusk.
  • Focus Object: Oil lamp.
  • Mood: Reverent.
  • Action: Lights each lamp in precise sequence.
  • Change: Misses one intentionally to test if he can bear the dark.

Day 7 — “Washing Hands”

  • Setting: Washbasin before bed.
  • Focus Object: Soap bar carved like a seashell.
  • Mood: Anxious.
  • Action: Scrubs hands until raw.
  • Change: BoomFuzzy interrupts and dries them himself.

❄ Week 2 — Weather and Environment (Days 8–14)

Theme: External cold reflecting inner restraint.

Day 8 — “Snow on Glass”

  • Setting: Lighthouse window.
  • Focus Object: Frost pattern.
  • Mood: Meditative.
  • Action: Traces the frost with gloved fingertips.
  • Change: Wonders if beauty exists without warmth.

Day 9 — “The Frozen Path”

  • Setting: Cliffside trail.
  • Focus Object: Walking cane.
  • Mood: Wary.
  • Action: Tests ice before every step.
  • Change: Trusts BoomFuzzy’s offered hand once.

Day 10 — “Salt Wind”

  • Setting: Icy beach.
  • Focus Object: Seashell.
  • Mood: Reflective.
  • Action: Collects shells for dye pigment.
  • Change: Admits he misses sunlight.

Day 11 — “Drifting Fog”

  • Setting: Lighthouse balcony.
  • Focus Object: Foghorn.
  • Mood: Lonely.
  • Action: Times the horn’s call against heartbeat.
  • Change: Hears another answering note far off.

Day 12 — “Icicles”

  • Setting: Roof eaves.
  • Focus Object: Dripping icicle.
  • Mood: Curious.
  • Action: Examines refraction through ice.
  • Change: Sees BoomFuzzy’s silhouette distorted, beautiful.

Day 13 — “Storm Surge”

  • Setting: Shoreline at night.
  • Focus Object: Foam-covered boots.
  • Mood: Defiant.
  • Action: Walks into tide to collect kelp.
  • Change: Accepts the pull of the sea as cleansing, not threat.

Day 14 — “First Thaw”

  • Setting: Garden gate.
  • Focus Object: Mud under snow.
  • Mood: Hopeful.
  • Action: Checks soil for planting.
  • Change: Finds a sprout — proof life persists.

🕯 Week 3 — Relationships (Days 15–21)

Theme: Intimacy, friction, dependence.

Day 15 — “Shared Cup”

  • Setting: Breakfast table.
  • Focus Object: Porcelain teacup.
  • Mood: Guarded.
  • Action: BoomFuzzy drinks from Quaraun’s cup.
  • Change: Quaraun does not protest.

Day 16 — “Braiding Dreadlocks”

  • Setting: Sitting room.
  • Focus Object: Comb carved from bone.
  • Mood: Tender.
  • Action: Braids BoomFuzzy’s hair to tidy it.
  • Change: Notices his own hands trembling less.

Day 17 — “GhoulSpawn’s Notes”

  • Setting: Workshop.
  • Focus Object: GhoulSpawn’s notebook.
  • Mood: Suspicious.
  • Action: Reads scientific scribbles he cannot decipher.
  • Change: Realizes trust might mean not understanding.

Day 18 — “Tasting Fudge”

  • Setting: Kitchen.
  • Focus Object: Wooden spoon.
  • Mood: Playful.
  • Action: Samples BoomFuzzy’s fudge for texture.
  • Change: Laughs aloud without meaning to.

Day 19 — “Polishing the Goggles”

  • Setting: Workbench.
  • Focus Object: BoomFuzzy’s steampunk goggles.
  • Mood: Protective.
  • Action: Cleans the lenses he knows BoomFuzzy cannot see through.
  • Change: Understands love as pointless devotion.

Day 20 — “The Argument”

  • Setting: Dining hall, late night.
  • Focus Object: Broken wine glass.
  • Mood: Angry.
  • Action: Quaraun hurls accusation; BoomFuzzy remains calm.
  • Change: Silence becomes apology.

Day 21 — “Sleeping Warm”

  • Setting: Bedchamber during blizzard.
  • Focus Object: Shared blanket.
  • Mood: Content.
  • Action: Lies beside BoomFuzzy, listening to heartbeat.
  • Change: Stops counting breaths.

🕯 Week 4 — Memory and Loss (Days 22–28)

Theme: Time, immortality, ghosts of the past.

Day 22 — “Old Letters”

  • Setting: Trunk at foot of bed.
  • Focus Object: Silk ribbon around faded letters.
  • Mood: Nostalgic.
  • Action: Reads correspondence from centuries ago.
  • Change: Sees handwriting shake near the end.

Day 23 — “Graveyard Snow”

  • Setting: Family plot near lighthouse cliff.
  • Focus Object: Tombstone lichen.
  • Mood: Somber.
  • Action: Brushes snow from names.
  • Change: Realizes he no longer remembers one of them.

Day 24 — “Broken Comb”

  • Setting: Vanity table.
  • Focus Object: Cracked ivory comb.
  • Mood: Regretful.
  • Action: Repairs it with gold resin.
  • Change: Finds beauty in the flaw.

Day 25 — “The Mirror”

  • Setting: Hallway mirror, flickering light.
  • Focus Object: His reflection.
  • Mood: Detached.
  • Action: Studies the corpse his Thullid form animates.
  • Change: Accepts the alien calm.

Day 26 — “Rose Petals”

  • Setting: Garden at dusk.
  • Focus Object: Faded roses.
  • Mood: Melancholy.
  • Action: Prunes dead blooms.
  • Change: Keeps one dried blossom for remembrance.

Day 27 — “Empty Chair”

  • Setting: Dining room.
  • Focus Object: Chair where a friend once sat.
  • Mood: Resigned.
  • Action: Leaves it untouched during supper.
  • Change: Sets a plate anyway.

Day 28 — “Echo in the Hall”

  • Setting: Lighthouse stairwell.
  • Focus Object: Sound of footsteps.
  • Mood: Haunted.
  • Action: Follows echo upward.
  • Change: Finds no one, feels at peace.

🌙 Week 5 — Reflection and Renewal (Days 29–30)

Theme: Acceptance, stillness, quiet rebirth.

Day 29 — “The Clean Room”

  • Setting: Workroom newly scrubbed.
  • Focus Object: Bucket of clear water.
  • Mood: Cleansed.
  • Action: Finishes disinfecting every surface.
  • Change: Smells soap, not death.

Day 30 — “First Light”

  • Setting: Lighthouse balcony, sunrise.
  • Focus Object: Horizon.
  • Mood: Peaceful.
  • Action: Watches sun rise through frost.
  • Change: Thinks, simply, still here.

Would you like me to build a second version of this grid that mirrors these same 30 days but switches each focus object or setting (for example, “Boiling Water” becomes “Pouring Tea”), giving you 60 flexible prompts to rotate or double up on for higher word counts?



My question:

yes, let's have a second version of this grid that mirrors these same 30 days but switches each focus object or setting (for example, “Boiling Water” becomes “Pouring Tea”), giving me 60 flexible prompts to rotate or double up on for higher word counts.


ChatGPT5's answer:

Excellent — this “mirrored” version of your 30-day grid keeps the same emotional through-line and daily pacing but subtly changes the focus object, setting, or action to give you a new angle on the same moment.

Each prompt pairs naturally with its twin from the first list — they can be written as companion pieces, alternate perspectives, or even the same event revisited later in time.

🌿 Week 1 — Domestic Rituals (Days 1–7)

Theme: Habit, control, comfort in repetition.

Day 1b — “Pouring Tea”

  • Setting: Kitchen table, morning light.
  • Focus Object: Porcelain teapot.
  • Mood: Careful.
  • Action: Pours tea without spilling a drop.
  • Change: Notices BoomFuzzy watching and hands him the first cup.

Day 2b — “Polishing the Hearthstone”

  • Setting: Fireplace, afternoon.
  • Focus Object: Iron poker.
  • Mood: Determined.
  • Action: Scrubs soot until the stone gleams.
  • Change: Realizes warmth remains even when fire dies.

Day 3b — “Mending a Seam”

  • Setting: Sewing nook.
  • Focus Object: Silver thimble.
  • Mood: Focused.
  • Action: Repairs a tear in his pink robe.
  • Change: Thread glints gold where it should not — a touch of beauty.

Day 4b — “Sorting Pins”

  • Setting: Sewing table.
  • Focus Object: Pin cushion shaped like a moth.
  • Mood: Precise.
  • Action: Arranges pins by length and color.
  • Change: A single bent one he cannot throw away.

Day 5b — “Labeling Vials”

  • Setting: Pantry.
  • Focus Object: Ink pen and parchment tags.
  • Mood: Controlled.
  • Action: Writes the same word five times to perfect the lettering.
  • Change: Ink blot blooms like a flower; he leaves it.

Day 6b — “Snuffing Candles”

  • Setting: Hallway, midnight.
  • Focus Object: Brass candle snuffer.
  • Mood: Reverent.
  • Action: Extinguishes each flame before bed.
  • Change: One wick smolders; he lets it burn.

Day 7b — “Folding Towels”

  • Setting: Bath chamber.
  • Focus Object: Linen towel.
  • Mood: Anxious.
  • Action: Refolds the same towel four times.
  • Change: BoomFuzzy drapes it over his shoulders instead.

❄ Week 2 — Weather and Environment (Days 8–14)

Theme: External cold reflecting inner restraint.

Day 8b — “Opening the Window”

  • Setting: Lighthouse top floor.
  • Focus Object: Frosted latch.
  • Mood: Curious.
  • Action: Opens window to let snowflakes drift in.
  • Change: Breath fog mingles with the falling cold.

Day 9b — “Crossing the Bridge”

  • Setting: Frozen stream between cliffs.
  • Focus Object: Ice-crusted rope railing.
  • Mood: Uneasy.
  • Action: Tests the planks one by one.
  • Change: GhoulSpawn steadies him without being asked.

Day 10b — “Gathering Seaweed”

  • Setting: Tidepools.
  • Focus Object: Basket lined with cloth.
  • Mood: Methodical.
  • Action: Collects seaweed for dye.
  • Change: Finds a tiny living crab and returns it to the water.

Day 11b — “The Dimming Light”

  • Setting: Lighthouse lantern room.
  • Focus Object: Fog-dulled glass.
  • Mood: Watchful.
  • Action: Polishes the outer lens as fog thickens.
  • Change: Sees the beam pierce cloud again.

Day 12b — “Melting Drip”

  • Setting: Porch eaves.
  • Focus Object: Wooden bucket catching meltwater.
  • Mood: Attentive.
  • Action: Counts drops falling from icicles.
  • Change: Rhythm soothes his nerves.

Day 13b — “After the Storm”

  • Setting: Cliff’s edge.
  • Focus Object: Tangled kelp.
  • Mood: Reflective.
  • Action: Untangles the wreckage left by tide.
  • Change: Smells salt and thinks it like incense.

Day 14b — “Sun on Ice”

  • Setting: Garden path.
  • Focus Object: Water puddle turning mirror.
  • Mood: Gentle.
  • Action: Watches sunlight shimmer on thawing ice.
  • Change: Sees his own pink robe bright amid grey.

🕯 Week 3 — Relationships (Days 15–21)

Theme: Intimacy, friction, dependence.

Day 15b — “Two Spoons”

  • Setting: Breakfast table.
  • Focus Object: Silver spoon.
  • Mood: Softened.
  • Action: Stirs sugar into both cups.
  • Change: The spoons clink in unison.

Day 16b — “Trimming Beard”

  • Setting: Sitting room.
  • Focus Object: Small scissors.
  • Mood: Tender.
  • Action: Trims BoomFuzzy’s beard while he hums.
  • Change: Finds a strand of grey hair in his own lap.

Day 17b — “Repairing the Orb”

  • Setting: Workshop.
  • Focus Object: Toobe’s hovering orb.
  • Mood: Analytical.
  • Action: Watches GhoulSpawn solder circuits.
  • Change: Admits aloud that he admires him.

Day 18b — “Cooling the Pan”

  • Setting: Kitchen counter.
  • Focus Object: Pan of fudge.
  • Mood: Playful.
  • Action: Fans the chocolate to set faster.
  • Change: BoomFuzzy smears a taste on his lips; he lets him.

Day 19b — “Adjusting the Strap”

  • Setting: Workbench.
  • Focus Object: Goggles’ leather strap.
  • Mood: Careful.
  • Action: Mends frayed strap by hand.
  • Change: Leaves a stitch slightly uneven—signature of care.

Day 20b — “The Apology Meal”

  • Setting: Kitchen, pre-dawn.
  • Focus Object: Loaf of bread.
  • Mood: Contrite.
  • Action: Bakes for BoomFuzzy after their argument.
  • Change: The smell becomes his apology.

Day 21b — “Listening to Breathing”

  • Setting: Bedchamber, snowstorm outside.
  • Focus Object: Pillow.
  • Mood: Calm.
  • Action: Listens to BoomFuzzy’s breathing in rhythm with wind.
  • Change: Realizes silence no longer frightens him.

🕯 Week 4 — Memory and Loss (Days 22–28)

Theme: Time, immortality, ghosts of the past.

Day 22b — “Untying the Ribbon”

  • Setting: Desk by candlelight.
  • Focus Object: Ribbon from old letters.
  • Mood: Hesitant.
  • Action: Unties it, folds it smooth again.
  • Change: Smells BoomFuzzy’s spice scent on the silk.

Day 23b — “Names in Ice”

  • Setting: Graveyard at twilight.
  • Focus Object: Frozen tomb carvings.
  • Mood: Quiet.
  • Action: Traces names through ice crust.
  • Change: Finds one that melts under his touch.

Day 24b — “Gold Vein”

  • Setting: Vanity table.
  • Focus Object: Kintsugi resin jar.
  • Mood: Gentle.
  • Action: Repairs another broken trinket.
  • Change: Begins to like the golden scars.

Day 25b — “Mirror Fog”

  • Setting: Bath chamber.
  • Focus Object: Steamed mirror.
  • Mood: Detached.
  • Action: Wipes condensation away.
  • Change: His reflection smiles before he does.

Day 26b — “Gathering Seeds”

  • Setting: Garden.
  • Focus Object: Dried rose hips.
  • Mood: Resolute.
  • Action: Collects seeds for spring planting.
  • Change: Thinks life cycles, not ends.

Day 27b — “Setting the Table”

  • Setting: Dining hall.
  • Focus Object: Spare plate.
  • Mood: Peaceful.
  • Action: Places an extra setting again.
  • Change: Speaks a quiet toast.

Day 28b — “Climbing the Tower”

  • Setting: Lighthouse stairs.
  • Focus Object: Lantern.
  • Mood: Reflective.
  • Action: Carries light upward through echoing space.
  • Change: Light feels lighter in his hands.

🌙 Week 5 — Reflection and Renewal (Days 29–30)

Theme: Acceptance, stillness, quiet rebirth.

Day 29b — “Drying the Cloths”

  • Setting: Sunroom near boiler.
  • Focus Object: Line of drying rags.
  • Mood: Cleansed.
  • Action: Pins fresh-washed cloths to dry.
  • Change: Notices they smell of sea salt, not bleach.

Day 30b — “Last Ember”

  • Setting: Hearth at dawn.
  • Focus Object: Single glowing coal.
  • Mood: Peaceful.
  • Action: Watches the ember fade as sun rises.
  • Change: Feels warmth continue in his chest.

💡 How to Use Both Grids

  • Write both versions back-to-back (e.g. “Boiling Water” → “Pouring Tea”) to form natural diptychs — each pair expanding the same emotional thread.
  • Or alternate them daily for tonal variety.
  • Or combine both for 60 total prompts (≈ two months of flash fiction, if you keep going after NaNo).

Would you like me to prepare a printable tracker version — a two-column layout (Original / Mirror) with checkboxes and word-count lines, so you can mark daily progress or pair stories as you go through November?



My question:

yes, let's have a third version of this grid that mirrors these same 30 days but switches each focus object or setting (for example, “Boiling Water” becomes “Pouring Tea”), giving me 90 flexible prompts to rotate or double up on for higher word counts. But this time, add 3 additional variables: Weather, Colour, and Word of the Day


ChatGPT5's answer:

Here’s the third mirror grid — completing your “90 Days of The Pink Necromancer” cycle.
Each prompt corresponds to the same emotional or thematic day as before, but the focus object / setting / action shifts yet again to show Quaraun’s life from another intimate angle.

This version also introduces three new variables:

  • Weather: atmospheric texture to set tone or rhythm.
  • Colour: dominant visual hue to weave into descriptions or imagery.
  • Word of the Day: a single evocative word you can repeat, echo, or theme around in the prose.

These variables subtly guide sensory atmosphere and tone — ideal for your minimalist Hemingway style and for building texture across otherwise plotless vignettes.

🌿 Week 1 — Domestic Rituals (Days 1–7)

Theme: Habit, control, comfort in repetition.

Day 1c — “Steaming Cups”

  • Setting: Kitchen, dawn.
  • Focus Object: Teacup steam.
  • Mood: Calm.
  • Action: Watches steam curl into morning light.
  • Change: Notices shapes in the vapour—small ghosts.
  • Weather: Mist outside the windows.
  • Colour: Pale rose.
  • Word of the Day: Delicate.

Day 2c — “Stacking Firewood”

  • Setting: Beside hearth.
  • Focus Object: Birch logs.
  • Mood: Determined.
  • Action: Aligns logs by size and grain.
  • Change: Allows one crooked piece at the top.
  • Weather: Cold drizzle.
  • Colour: Umber.
  • Word of the Day: Balance.

Day 3c — “Winding Thread”

  • Setting: Sewing room.
  • Focus Object: Spool of pink silk.
  • Mood: Meditative.
  • Action: Winds fresh silk from loom onto spool.
  • Change: Thread catches, he smiles.
  • Weather: Gentle snow.
  • Colour: Shell pink.
  • Word of the Day: Continuity.

Day 4c — “Arranging Buttons”

  • Setting: Worktable, lamplight.
  • Focus Object: Box of mother-of-pearl buttons.
  • Mood: Precise.
  • Action: Sorts by sheen.
  • Change: Keeps one imperfect button for himself.
  • Weather: Still air.
  • Colour: Ivory.
  • Word of the Day: Flaw.

Day 5c — “Dusting Shelves”

  • Setting: Pantry.
  • Focus Object: Feather duster.
  • Mood: Compulsive.
  • Action: Cleans jars twice.
  • Change: BoomFuzzy sneezes; Quaraun laughs.
  • Weather: Overcast.
  • Colour: Soft grey.
  • Word of the Day: Mote.

Day 6c — “Lighting Incense”

  • Setting: Hallway shrine.
  • Focus Object: Incense stick.
  • Mood: Reverent.
  • Action: Lights incense with lamp flame.
  • Change: Scent reminds him of summer.
  • Weather: Calm evening.
  • Colour: Amber.
  • Word of the Day: Soothe.

Day 7c — “Filling the Basin”

  • Setting: Bath chamber.
  • Focus Object: Water basin.
  • Mood: Tense.
  • Action: Tests temperature with fingertip.
  • Change: Relaxes as steam rises.
  • Weather: Mild snow outside.
  • Colour: Silver.
  • Word of the Day: Purify.

❄ Week 2 — Weather and Environment (Days 8–14)

Theme: External cold reflecting inner restraint.

Day 8c — “Scraping Frost”

  • Setting: Lighthouse window.
  • Focus Object: Small knife.
  • Mood: Curious.
  • Action: Scrapes frost into a jar.
  • Change: Keeps the frost flakes like jewels.
  • Weather: Heavy frost.
  • Colour: Ice blue.
  • Word of the Day: Fragile.

Day 9c — “Walking the Ridge”

  • Setting: Cliff path.
  • Focus Object: Walking staff.
  • Mood: Wary.
  • Action: Balances on narrow trail.
  • Change: Looks down, feels alive.
  • Weather: Bitter wind.
  • Colour: Slate grey.
  • Word of the Day: Precarious.

Day 10c — “Collecting Shell Dust”

  • Setting: Beach, low tide.
  • Focus Object: Mortar and pestle.
  • Mood: Patient.
  • Action: Crushes shells for pigment.
  • Change: Sees beauty in broken things.
  • Weather: Sea fog.
  • Colour: Pearl.
  • Word of the Day: Resonance.

Day 11c — “Lantern in Fog”

  • Setting: Outer stairs of lighthouse.
  • Focus Object: Hand lantern.
  • Mood: Isolated.
  • Action: Raises lantern to test its reach.
  • Change: Light catches BoomFuzzy’s silhouette returning home.
  • Weather: Thick fog.
  • Colour: Pale gold.
  • Word of the Day: Beacon.

Day 12c — “Frozen Garden”

  • Setting: BioDome edge.
  • Focus Object: Wilted vine.
  • Mood: Sad.
  • Action: Clears frost from leaves.
  • Change: Sees new bud underneath.
  • Weather: Hard frost morning.
  • Colour: Viridian.
  • Word of the Day: Preserve.

Day 13c — “Foam and Tide”

  • Setting: Shoreline.
  • Focus Object: Driftwood.
  • Mood: Reflective.
  • Action: Writes symbols in wet sand.
  • Change: Watches tide erase them.
  • Weather: Choppy sea.
  • Colour: Sea green.
  • Word of the Day: Erosion.

Day 14c — “Spring Breath”

  • Setting: Orchard gate.
  • Focus Object: Budding branch.
  • Mood: Gentle.
  • Action: Breathes on a closed bud.
  • Change: Tiny drop of dew glimmers.
  • Weather: Mild thaw.
  • Colour: Lemon white.
  • Word of the Day: Awaken.

🕯 Week 3 — Relationships (Days 15–21)

Theme: Intimacy, friction, dependence.

Day 15c — “The Shared Plate”

  • Setting: Kitchen.
  • Focus Object: Ceramic plate of pastries.
  • Mood: Softened.
  • Action: Shares food without words.
  • Change: Realizes silence equals trust.
  • Weather: Indoor warmth vs snow outside.
  • Colour: Cream.
  • Word of the Day: Together.

Day 16c — “Brushing Hair”

  • Setting: Sitting room.
  • Focus Object: Boar-bristle brush.
  • Mood: Tender.
  • Action: Brushes BoomFuzzy’s hair slowly.
  • Change: His hand lingers longer than habit.
  • Weather: Wind howling outside.
  • Colour: Chestnut.
  • Word of the Day: Stroke.

Day 17c — “GhoulSpawn’s Repairs”

  • Setting: Workshop, candlelight.
  • Focus Object: Tiny wrench.
  • Mood: Distracted.
  • Action: Pretends to help, watches GhoulSpawn work.
  • Change: Admits admiration aloud.
  • Weather: Rain tapping glass.
  • Colour: Copper.
  • Word of the Day: Precision.

Day 18c — “Licking Sugar”

  • Setting: Kitchen.
  • Focus Object: Powdered sugar.
  • Mood: Playful.
  • Action: Tastes sugar off fingertip.
  • Change: Notices BoomFuzzy’s smile widen.
  • Weather: Calm evening.
  • Colour: White.
  • Word of the Day: Tempt.

Day 19c — “Tightening Buckles”

  • Setting: Workshop.
  • Focus Object: Leather strap.
  • Mood: Focused.
  • Action: Adjusts BoomFuzzy’s gear.
  • Change: Hands brush, pause longer than needed.
  • Weather: Windy.
  • Colour: Mahogany.
  • Word of the Day: Secure.

Day 20c — “Silent Breakfast”

  • Setting: Dining hall after argument.
  • Focus Object: Knife and bread.
  • Mood: Tense.
  • Action: Slices bread carefully.
  • Change: BoomFuzzy refills his cup; peace resumes.
  • Weather: Dull morning light.
  • Colour: Muted gold.
  • Word of the Day: Truce.

Day 21c — “Heartbeat”

  • Setting: Bedroom.
  • Focus Object: Shared quilt.
  • Mood: Peaceful.
  • Action: Feels BoomFuzzy’s heart under his palm.
  • Change: Matches breathing again.
  • Weather: Blizzard outside.
  • Colour: Deep plum.
  • Word of the Day: Stillness.

🕯 Week 4 — Memory and Loss (Days 22–28)

Theme: Time, immortality, ghosts of the past.

Day 22c — “Candle Wax”

  • Setting: Desk.
  • Focus Object: Melted candle.
  • Mood: Nostalgic.
  • Action: Scrapes wax from parchment.
  • Change: Remembers the night he sealed that letter.
  • Weather: Drizzling rain.
  • Colour: Cream.
  • Word of the Day: Trace.

Day 23c — “Footprints in Snow”

  • Setting: Graveyard path.
  • Focus Object: Fresh footprints.
  • Mood: Haunted.
  • Action: Follows prints until they fade.
  • Change: Understands he was following his own.
  • Weather: Falling snow.
  • Colour: Pale grey.
  • Word of the Day: Echo.

Day 24c — “Stringing Beads”

  • Setting: Worktable.
  • Focus Object: Beads from broken necklace.
  • Mood: Quiet.
  • Action: Re-strings beads one by one.
  • Change: Keeps the empty thread gap intact.
  • Weather: Overcast.
  • Colour: Sapphire.
  • Word of the Day: Memory.

Day 25c — “Frosted Glass”

  • Setting: Corridor mirror.
  • Focus Object: Frost edge creeping on glass.
  • Mood: Detached.
  • Action: Draws a circle in frost.
  • Change: Sees the jellyfish shimmer within reflection.
  • Weather: Cold morning.
  • Colour: Opal.
  • Word of the Day: Veil.

Day 26c — “Wilted Petals”

  • Setting: Conservatory.
  • Focus Object: Fallen rose petals.
  • Mood: Sad.
  • Action: Gathers petals into a jar.
  • Change: Adds honey to preserve scent.
  • Weather: Damp.
  • Colour: Wine red.
  • Word of the Day: Remnant.

Day 27c — “Unplayed Song”

  • Setting: Dining hall, empty.
  • Focus Object: String instrument.
  • Mood: Contemplative.
  • Action: Plucks one soft note.
  • Change: Lets echo fade without regret.
  • Weather: Calm night.
  • Colour: Indigo.
  • Word of the Day: Release.

Day 28c — “Upward Light”

  • Setting: Lighthouse spiral stair.
  • Focus Object: Lamp flame.
  • Mood: Restful.
  • Action: Carries lamp upward to relight beacon.
  • Change: Finds joy in routine.
  • Weather: Clear, starry.
  • Colour: Gold.
  • Word of the Day: Renew.

🌙 Week 5 — Reflection and Renewal (Days 29–30)

Theme: Acceptance, stillness, quiet rebirth.

Day 29c — “Hanging Curtains”

  • Setting: Cleaned room.
  • Focus Object: Fresh silk drapes.
  • Mood: Cleansed.
  • Action: Hangs pink silk at window.
  • Change: Sees sunlight turn it translucent.
  • Weather: Clear morning.
  • Colour: Blush.
  • Word of the Day: Illuminate.

Day 30c — “Dawn Bell”✳ How to Use the Triple Grid

  • Setting: Lighthouse balcony.
  • Focus Object: Bell rope.
  • Mood: Peaceful.
  • Action: Rings bell as sun rises.
  • Change: The echo carries out to sea.
  • Weather: Brilliant sunrise.
  • Colour: Pale gold.
  • Word of the Day: Begin.

You now have:

  • Original (A) — the foundational moment
  • Mirror (B) — same day, alternate detail or setting
  • Mirror (C) — same emotion, sensory shift with weather + colour + word cue

Ways to employ it:

  1. Daily Rotation: pick A one day, B the next, C the third — a full cycle every three days.
  2. Layered Writing: write all three on one day as 3 connected vignettes totalling ~1,800 words.
  3. Month Extension: 90 prompts = three months of character-driven writing if continued beyond NaNo.

Would you like me to format this triple-grid into a printable tracker layout — three aligned columns (A/B/C) per day with checkboxes, word count slots, and the colour + word-of-day highlighted for visual use during NaNo?



More Conversations with ChatGPT-5:

Wait, AI is real? What?

Interestingly, I have recently learned that there are people who read my site that were unaware AI was real, and actually thought I was the one typing up the replies on these! LOL!

LLM text generating AI has been a thing in the real world since at least 2019, because my earliest articles where I was testing out AI were published in 2019.

In 2019 I did an entire series of Quaraun short stories, fully written by Dreamily (https://dreamily.ai/) and AI Dungeon (https://aidungeon.com/) and wrote several articles throughout 2019 to 2021 on how to use those two AI programs specifically for worldbuilding and plotting Fantasy stories.

In 2021 I joined the beta test program for ChatGPT and was already using ChatGPT daily BEFORE it's public release in November 2022, and I had talked about it several times in several articles throughout 2021 and 2022.

When my 2016 Witcher 3 gaming rig died in 2023, I decided it upgrade from a gaming rig to a mini server rig that can run overkill level 8qwart+ self hosted offline AI’s via Ollama (https://ollama.com/). If you thought my 2016 gaming rig was a crazy overkill mega rig, it weren’t even a quarter the crazy overkill mega computer I’ve been running Ollama on since 2023.

With Ollama I now use over TWO HUNDRED different AI programs to write my Quaraun books, thanks to HuggingFace (https://huggingface.co/models?pipeline_tag=text-generation&apps=ollama&sort=trending) with Delirium being the primary novel writing AI program I use (https://huggingface.co/sam-paech/Delirium-v1)

I don't know how far before 2019 AI existed, but I know Deep Fake videos (https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Deepfake) of me were being published by friends and family of my son's murderer on YouTube as far back as 2014. So image, audio, and video AI is well over a decade old.

So, for those who were confused as to who I was talking to in these articles, here are some wikipedia pages that give you info on what this thing is that I am talking to in these conversations:

Why use AI to write?

Why use AI to write?

Because even though I am too paralized to type anymore, I can still think.

You got to remember: I became bedridden with a broken spine in 2013, and was quadriplegic until 2015; regained some use of my hands in 2015, and have been relearning to walk since.

So I was not online from November 14, 2013 until late in 2016, and then was only online a couple of days a month on my own website, and not on social media again until 2018, but then again, only checking in my accounts once every 3 months or so so only posting about 4 times a year anywhere, because I was just too crippled still, to sit up long enough to type. So it wasn't until 2022 that I returned to posting "regular" aka once a week, and so I lost track of everyone I used to know online because of being 9 full years offline.

You got to remember, I LOST THE ABILITY TO TYPE in 2013, and STILL IN 2025 have nearly no use of my left hand, while only have the ability to use TWO FINGERS of my right hand.

Meaning I AM STILL UNABLE TO TYPE WITHOUT ASSISTANCE.

The VERY REASON I looked into using AI to continue writing my series of novels, was BECAUSE I had become a quadriplegic with no use of either my arms or legs in 2013. and while I had regained some limited movement in my arms and legs now, it is not enough to either type for more then five to ten minutes a day, nor enough to walk for more then a few hundred feet a day, yes, even still now in 2025, twelve years later.

After the 2016 surgery gave me the ability to speak normally, I set out to use Dragon speech to text software. The novel "GhoulSpawn and the Lich Lord's Lover" was written this way.

However, in 2019 I found out about advances in AI, and because of my unique disability situation, was asked to join beta testing for various AI programs geared towards writing novels.

I am STILL severely disabled and STILL not able to type with more then the two first fingers of my right hand, still now in 2025. Without the help of ChatGPT, Ollama, and Delirium, I would not have been able to return to writing my Quaraun series.

Even though I am still mostly paralyzed in my left arm, and mostly paralyzed in my right arm save my two first fingers, I have been able to write and publish twenty-two additional novels, novellas, and short story collections between 2019 and 2025 with the help of ChatGPT, Ollama, and Delirium, something I could not have done, had AI not existed, because without AI I simply can not type, because the nerves have not yet recovered in my hands from the November 14, 2013 golf club attack that paralyzed me.

So what exactly is it that I am doing here?

In the pink bordered blocks titled "My question:" I am typing my thoughts, observations, questions, etc.

After each pink question block, is a black bordered answer box.

In the black bordered blocks titled "ChatGPT5's answer:" the AI program is typing it's thoughts, observations, answers, etc. in response to what I said to it.

While there are lots of AI programs out there, the one I use on these conversations is ChatGPT. I started doing these ChatGPT conversation articles in 2023, publishing them a few times a week the entire of 2023, at first with ChatGPT2, then ChatGPT3, then ChatGPT3.5, then ChatGPT4.o, each article states which version is being used, so you can actually see the changes in how ChatGPT talks and reacts over each edition.

In all I have made over one thousand of these "conversations with ChatGPT" articles since 2023.

Since August 2025, the articles are using ChatGPT5.

If you would like to try doing this yourself, here is the link to ChatGPT: https://chatgpt.com/

My thoughts on the Rapture 2025 Rumours, that are on both Etiole's birthday and my 50 year anniversary: September 23rd:

This page was written by Wendy Christine Allen of 146 Portland Ave, Old Orchard Beach, Maine.

All Rights Reserved.

Note: there are likely spelling errors on this site, and I am unlikely to see the ... I fix them when I find them, but, there are many issues here...

Note: English is not my first language, Shetlean Scottish is my native language, there are likly spelling and grammar errors, as I do not know American English and am attempting to write it by sounding words out.

Many times that Americans think a word on my site is misspelled, often it is not misspelled, it is just I mixed up languages and wrote it in Scottish without realizing I mixed the Scottish in with the English. Also our grammar is somewhat reversed from English grammar so words that are seeming in the wrong order for American English, is usually because they are in the correct order for Scottish and I either put English words in Scottish order by mistake or was unaware English put them in a different order then Scottish does.

For those unaware, Scottish Shetlean looks like this:

American English to Scottish:

a bit (piece) = a party --- EXAMPLE: "And some know a bit of Latin " > "And somme kan of latyn a party "

a long distance from = A piece fae

a piece of = the bit --- EXAMPLE: "The duck ate a piece of bread " > "The deuk ett the bit breid "

about the banks (on the shore/at the beach) = aboot da banks

accomplishments = kunnandi

After = Back o --- EXAMPLE: " After Halloween" > "Back o Hallomas "

alive (living) = kvikr

Always on the move = Never aff o da go

am I not = amn't I --- EXAMPLE: "Am I not invited? " > "I amn't invited? or Amn't I invited?"

are = is --- EXAMPLE: "Are you going soon?" > "Is ya to be going soon?"

autumn = dah haihst

belong to = fylgja

best = bettah moost

betray (verb) = svíkja

bewildered = villhyggjandi

building = biggin up --- EXAMPLE: "building confidence in everyday use " > " biggin up confidence in ivvryday øs "

built = builded --- EXAMPLE: "He built a new porch." > "Hims builded a new porch."

cast a spell = hoodooed

cat = kat (sounds like "caught") --- EXAMPLE: "Is it an orange cat?" > "Be he a o'jinn kat?"

child = bairn

church = kirk

color = colour

danger = hœttr

daren't = darena

daring = djarfr

dark = dökk

dark elf = Dökkálfr

dark-elves = Døkkálfar

darker = dökká

do you agree = ,eh? --- EXAMPLE: "That's a fine looking woman, do you agree?" > "Dair's ah right bonnie lass, eh?"

do you want to come too = ,eh? --- EXAMPLE: "I'm going to the store, do you want to come with me?" > "Me go to shope, eh?"

each = eche --- EXAMPLE: "Which each person can understand " > "That kan eche man understonde "

educated = lered --- EXAMPLE: "Both among the educated and the uneducated " > "As wel among lered as lewed "

elf = Alfr

Elf = Álfr

Elf Home = Álfheimr

Elf World = Álfheimr

elf-advice = Ælfred

elf-beautiful = ælfscyne

elf-friend = Ælfwine

elf-guardian (female) = Ælfwaru

elf-guardian (male) = Ælfweard

elf-powerful = Ælfric

everyday = ivvryday

eyelids = eye ledes --- EXAMPLE: "He closed his eyelids." > "Hims did shut hims eye ledes"

fair = faire --- EXAMPLE: "Going to the fair." > "Done gone went to the faire."

feild = felde --- EXAMPLE: "Standing in the feild." > "Stoodt in thems felde."

further = ferther --- EXAMPLE: "I looked further." > "I dids lokid ferther."

green = grene --- EXAMPLE: "Look at the green hedges and woods." > "Look see at thems heigges and holtz so grene."

handsome = braw --- EXAMPLE: "He is very handsome " > "Him wicked braw "

have faith = trúa

Have no doubts about our doing it = Nae faer o wis

Have no liking for this. = Hae nae brou o this.

have not = ain't

He knows how many beans make five. = He kens the laid frae the croun o the causey.

He knows which side his bread is buttered on. = He kens whilk side his bannock's buttert on.

Head for = Mak wye for

head rope in fishing nets and lines = baak

head to head = Be at the knag and the widdie

horse fly = klegsie

I = Me

I Think = Me thinks --- EXAMPLE: "I think we're late. " > "Me thinks that we is late. "

I wish you well for the future = Lang may yer lum reek (translation: Long may your chimney smoke)

idiot = eejit --- EXAMPLE: "You idiot." > "Ya eejit."

idiot = numpty

if = iffy or yif--- EXAMPLE: "If you don't mind..." > "Iffy yas does no care mind...."; "If you'll stay with me long enough = "Yif ye so longe with me wil dwelle". "

I'll be even with you = A'll see day aboot wi ye

know = ken

looked = lokid

looked = lokid --- EXAMPLE: "I looked up." > "I lifte up me eye ledes and lokid ferther."

magic = hoodoo

naked = nøkkviðr

needle = bodkin

neither = nouther --- EXAMPLE: "Who know neither Latin nor French " > "That kan nouther latyn ne frensch "

No = Nay --- EXAMPLE: "No, I don't think so. " > "Nay, me thinks not. "

Nobody knew = not-knew nobody

Noontide = Da heicht o da day

NOTE: Extra words are often added. --- EXAMPLE: "Did you meet the new family next door?" > "Dids ya gets a chance to stop by and meets with thems new folk that move-ed in down yawn there next doors to ya, eh?"

NOTE: Extra words are often added. --- EXAMPLE: "He went to Rite-Aid to pick up his prescription" > "Hims did go to that yawn there new fangled store the new folks call that Rite Aid place, to gets himself some of thems there pills what the doctor gone and tells him to take each morning, a-yep, hims did."

old = olde --- EXAMPLE: "But educated and uneducated, old and young " > "Bot lered and lewed olde and yonge "

orange = o'jinn

out = oot --- EXAMPLE: "The cat wants to go out." > "The kat he do wants oot."

outside = oot dair

people = fokk --- EXAMPLE: "the people of Shetland " > "Shetland fokk "

people = folke --- EXAMPLE: "Look at all those people." > "Lookie at all thems folke."

poorly = febelly --- EXAMPLE: "Who know French very poorly " > "That kan frensch ful febelly "

Recognising = Recognisin --- EXAMPLE: "Recognising the bilingual nature of Shaetlan speakers " > "Recognisin da wye at Shaetlan spaekers is bilingual "

shield = skjoldr

Since = For --- EXAMPLE: "Since that is your native language " > "For that is youre kynde langage "

tell = telle --- EXAMPLE: "I'll tell you in English " > "In englysch tonge I schal you telle "

the = da, de, or is not used at all --- EXAMPLE: "I went to the store" > "Me goes to da shoppe" or "Me goes to da shoppe" or "Me goes to shoppe"

them = dem, dem dair --- EXAMPLE: "I went with them" > "Me goes wit dem dair"

there = dair --- EXAMPLE: "I want those potatoes" > "Me be wanting dem dair tatetas."

they = dey

To where = whither --- EXAMPLE: ""Where you go, I will go." " > ""Whither thou goest, I'll go."

understand = understonde

understand = understonden --- EXAMPLE: "Some understand English " > "And somme understonden englysch "

very = wicked --- EXAMPLE: "very good" > "wicked good"; "very bad" > "wicked bad"; "very cold" > "wicked cold"

Where = Whither --- EXAMPLE: "Where is the restroom? " > "Whither is the privy?"

Yes = Yea or Aye --- EXAMPLE: "Yes, I think so. " > "Yea, me thinks so. " or "Aye, me thinks so. "

For anyone actually interested in learning my native language, the Scottish government has THIS listed as the official dictionary of our people:  https://static1.squarespace.com/static/61d7352954b7fd1c9dbdfef4/t/65ddb2749d5e0541a01009c0/1709027964496/Spaektionary_2024feb.pdf  

The Scottish government provides this document to show our language in use: https://www.shetland.uhi.ac.uk/t4-media/one-web/uhi-shetland-images-and-documents/documents-/shaetlan/Shaetlan-Language-Plan-2022-Shaetlan.pdf 

More information about our language can be found on this website:  https://www.iheardee.com  which is written in my native language.


However, there is also other reasons why words might be misspelled, or why I might not understand someone when they speak to me.

My grandmother Helen Ricker Allen, was from Unst, Shetland, Scotland, and she the one who raised me. She taught me to read and write, but it was Shetlain that she taught me. She died when I was 8 years old, and I was locked in a woodshed after her furneral, I escaped the woodshed 27 years later at age 31, and have been trying to learn how to speak and write English since then.

It is a very great struggle.

At age 37 I took remidial reading and speaking classes at Southern Maine Community College, but we are Gypsies and Gypsy men do not allow us Gypsy women to have education, and so, while at college, on November 14, 2013, I was beaten with a golf club, while I was 8 months pregnet, breaking my spine, hips, and knees, killing my baby and leaving me quardepaleic since.

Now my primary focus these past 13 years has been on relearning to use my hand so I could type... as of 2023, I have regained the use of my right thumb, and first two right fingers, and after 10 years offline, I am back online due to I can use three finguers.

I never went to school, so I do not know maths and numbers and sciences, and I do not know what else would have been taught to me in school. We are Scottish Gypsies and Gypsy culture does not allow females to go to school. Being born female was already a great sin, but my grandmother took great risk in teaching me reading and writing. At 4 years old I was punished by my Uncle Bruce for knowing how to read, by being beaten in the face with a cinder block brick, that broke my right jaw and left me with garbaled near-mute spoken words ever since.

Because no one ever spoke words to be face to face from he time I was 8 years old until I was 37 years old (I escaped the room at age 27, but did not start college until 37), I have no training in how to vocally sound out or speak the words I write or read. I can read words, but I do not know how to sound out or say those words. I can write words, but I do not know how to match the written word against the spoken word. I struggle to associate spoken words at all, or make them match up with writen words.

Esentially, written words and spoken words are two completly seperate languages in my brain, and I have difficulty understanding spoken words.

If you say a sentance to me with your mouth, chances are very high I will have ZERO understanding of what you said and I will not be able to ander you.

However, if you WRITE down that exact same sentabnce, I can understand you and can type a written responce to you.

My doctors tell me this is a side effect of extreme isolation and neglect and lack of human contact during my toddler, childhood, teen, and young adult years, and that my brain never deveoloped to comprehend spoken vocal words due to no one ever speaking to me in over three decades of the first half of my life.

While I can read and write, American English (somewhat) I do no know how words are sounded out, what they are supposed to sound like. I readand write by shape recognition, not by sound/vocal recognition, so when reading and writing I do no "hear the words in my head" as I am told most people do when they read and write. In other words... I see "c a t" and think "c-a-t" I do not think "cat" nor do I "see" an image of a cat, no do I "hear" the word cat spoken. I'm told that this is very rare and that most people read and write by sounding out the words and linking them to visual mind images, while hearing the sound of the word in their head. I neiher hear words in my head no see images of things in my head. I'm told this is what makes me both a speed reader and speed writer, because I'm not tripped up by hear sounds or seeing images in my head like nomal people would be doing... however, I'm also told this is why my spelling and grammar are very poor, because my brain is not hear the sounds of the words or seeing visual images of the objects the words represent, so my mind also does not register spelling and grammer errors at all.

As I was only let out of the woodshed on Sundays to go to the Cape Elezabeth Ward Church of the August Stake of the Church of Jesus Christ of Latter Day Saints, I was never allowed to go to school or hospital either. No adults ever talked to me because I was evil for comitted the sin of being born female, so I never learned how to speak properly and do not know how to sound out words to say them.

I was 42 years old, in 2016 when, while having an MRI for my spine, the doctors found out my speak issue was caused by a broken jaw as a toddler that was healed wrong because not being allowed to go to doctors. I had surgury to fix that, and since 2016 have been trying to learn how to use my jaw and touge so I can speak vocal words now.

Since 2023 my primary focus shifted to relearning to walk. I can now, in 2026, sit up for 2 or 3 hours a day, and can sand with a cane for a few minutes, and can walk for around five thousand feet in 2 to 3 segments a day, with the help of pushing my wheelchair like a walker.

As of 2026, with a slight return to using my fingers and legs, I am once again focused on trying to learn the American English, but I live in mortal fear of my uncles and male cousins, as they are so hateful of allowing me to have education.

have no one to help me to know if I am doing words correctly, and as such, I have no way of knowing if there are spelling and grammar errors, but I asume there are, and I fix them when I learn them, but I do not know what I do not know and spelling American words is a thing I do bnot know.

I have Low Fucntioning Kanner's Syndrom, also known as "RainMan Type of Autism" aka REAL and ACTUAL Autism, not to be confused with Aspergers, High Functioning Autism, or and of thr 861 illnesses on the Autism Spectrum. An Autism Spectrum Disorder is an illness that has symptoms similar to Autism but IS NOT Autism. If you have an Autism Spectrum Disorder, it LITERALLY MEANS you do NOT have Autism.

I am medically diagnosed as "kanner's syndrome, actual autism, the rainman type, profoundly retarded autistic savant, with a general IQ of 73, and an writing IQ of 221" but they added that they did not know how to properly diagnose me as I am "technically a feral child" and they don't know "how much is the autism, and how much is simple horrific levels of abuse and neglect induced post traumatic stress disorder that will go away with proper socilization".

It means I know how to write, I can write a lot, and it is next to impossible for you to teach me how to do literally anythig else because my brain only knows how to write and doesn;t know how to do anything else..
There's a reason, when I do book signings, people are quick to say: "Okay, what's the joke? why is this stupid retard here? where's the real author? I know this retard isn't the author. where are you hiding the author, why is this fucking retard here"

The end result is, I have near zero social interaction... my 3 years in college was the ONLY face to face interaction I have ever had with humans in my entire life, and I struggle deeply to understand MOST words used by MOST people when they ask me question. And so I suffer from a huge lack of understanding many words people say to me, how to translate those words into spelling, and how to translate what it is that has been said.

The fact remains hat until there exists a human on this planet who is willing to sit down and teach me what words spoken line up with and match what words written, this deficent is unlily to improve. But the fact also remains, that I am simply far too profoundly retarded for anyone to even try to make any attempt at all even to speak a friendly "hgelloe" or "good morning" when passing me on the street, so I have lost all hope of anyone ever either being my friend, being willing to teach me how to match spoken words to written words, or how to speak to other humans.





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i just found out there is yet another bizarre rumour going around. where are these wild rumours coming from? who is starting them? and why?

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since I've been flooded with hundreds of messages the past two weeks asking if I still own "the world's most haunted car", yes, and here it is, filmed today May 18, 2026… but my son Xavier is dead, i am crippled and given that people are AGAIN showing up calling my Dodge "haunted", calling my friend "an alien", calling me "transgender", and spreading wild defamation slander connecting me to Stephen King, I think I need to start taking down the contact information of every blogger, podcaster, youtuber, and social media account spreading these rumors, and sue every single one of them for CAUSING my car to be cut in half May 10, 2010, for CAUSING the backhoe that drove over my house August 8, 2013, for CAUSING my son's murder November 14, 2013, for CAUSING me to be crippled and in a wheelchair November 14, 2013, and for CONTINUING to CAUSE harassers to show up in person to harass me near daily, STILL now in 2026. EVERYONE telling you my car is haunted, telling you my friend is an alien, calling my car "the goldeneagle", calling my friend "Etiole", or trying to connect me or my car to Stephen King, is lying to you. They crippled me when I was 8 months pregnant, and a woman with a golf club, severed my spine and bashed my baby's head in, I spent 9 years relearning to walk, and the FBI is 13 years into the murder investigation and not yet identified the attacker who crippled me and killed my baby, both violently with a golf club and the FBI believes that it is friends and family of the woman who did it, are the ones who started and spread the rumors saying my car is haunted, saying I'm an alien abductee, saying all kinds of similar bs about aliens, ufos, ghosts, witchcraft, demons, and Stephen King connections, even though I don't believe in ghosts, aliens, ufos, demons, and had never heard of Stephen King before 30k of his fans showed up in my yard trying to find my car! FBI believes the backhoe driver and the murderer are the same person and it is a developer who wanted my land and so started the Stephen King, ghost, and alien rumors all in an attempt to drive me off my land, and when it didn't work they drove a backhoe over my house, and when that didn't work they crippled me and killed my son. Why are they doing this? How do I get them to stop?

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Do you know who drove this backhoe over my house at 146 Portland Avenue, Old Orchard Beach, Maine on August 8, 2013? If you have any information, please give it to FBI Agent Andy Drewer at 207–774–9322 of the Portland, Maine FBI office.

My house at 146 Portland Ave, Old Orchard Beach, Maine, July 4, 2013, photo taken because we had just finished building a baby room on the back. vs My house August 8, 2013, when the same group of people (yes group, the golf club woman was not alone when she attacked November 14, 2013, nor was she alone with her second attack July 2016.) who murdered my son on November 14, 2013 at Southern Maine Community College and crippled me July 26, 2016 at scarborough WalMart,... they arrived the first time with a backhoe on August 8, 2013, that they used to drive over my house, during a time of day that I normally was home asleep... I had to work a different shift at the Waffle Cone Pizza Food Truck at George's Parking Lot by Bill's Pizza at the OBB Peir, that day, otherwise, I too would be at the bottom of a landfill, along with my house and everything I owned that was also in the house. I was 5 months pregnant at the time and have been homeless for just under 14 years, homeless ever since....

... which means it is now only a few weeks from the 14th anniversary of my son's murder. I was 8 month pregnant November 14, 2013, and a student ay SMCC, and coming out of the Buglight Lighthouse art studio after art class, when a still unidentifiedwoman wielding a golf club attacked me, severed my spine, while I was 8 months pregnant, triggered early labour, then killed my son minutes after he was born.

While accusing me of being transgender, screaming "transvestite freak" and "look at that thing, that's Ken's son in a dress"... while I was 8 months pregnant.

eelkats_house_before_after.jpgMy house at 146 Portland Ave, Old Orchard Beach, Maine, July 4, 2013, photo taken because we had just finished building a baby room on the back. vs My house August 8, 2013, when the same group of people (yes group, the golf club woman was not alone when she attacked November 14, 2013, nor was she alone with her second attack July 2016.) who murdered my son and crippled me, arrived the first time with a backhoe that they used to drive over my house, during a time of day that I normally was home asleep... I had to work a different shift at the Waffle Cone Pizza Food Truck at George's Parking Lot by Bill's Pizza at the OBB Peir, that day, otherwise, I too would be at the bottom of a landfill, along with my house and everything I owned that was also in the house. I was 5 months pregnant at the time and have been homeless for just under 14 years, homeless ever since.

The backhoe driver returned November 14, 2013, armed with a golf club, used it to break my spine and smash my baby's brains out on the ground

On November 14, 2013, my son was murdered. I was 8 months pregnant, leaving my college classroom, and just getting into my car, when 3 strangers, a man and two women, armed with golf clubs leapt out from behind my car screaming "kill or be killed, kill the transvestite freaks, kill them all before they kill us! look at that thing! That is Ken's son, look at how it's dressed! kill the transvestite freaks! kill or be killed"... while the bald man and the red haired woman chanted this over and over, the blonde woman, lunged with the golf club.

She severed my spine, I am now a quadriplegic, and been paralyzed arms and legs, and in a wheelchair for 13 years now. She broke my hips, my knees, my legs, ruptured most of my discs, and shattered three of my vertebrae so bad that the shards of bone acted like glass and embedded themselves into my spinal column nerve bundle.

The attack also triggered labour.

My son was born in that parking lot, and he lived only a couple of minutes, before the deranged blonde woman, beat his head in and smashed his brains out, with the same golfclub she had just used to sever my spine and leave me crippled for the rest of my life.

Realizing that I was not transgender, and they'd just murdered a baby, the man grabbed the 2 women and forcibly dragged them away to a 4 door white pickup truck, and they left me there to die.

The FBI told me later, that a few weeks before this attack, and transwoman, had murdered a cis woman, in a parking lot, abou 20 miles away from where I was attacked. The FBI, believes that my attackers, had somehow found out I wrote transgender fiction, connecting my real name to my penname, (my father's name is in fact "Ken", and I do have a brother) and believed that I wrote transgender fiction, because I was myself transgender, even though I'm not transgender. The FBI, believes the attackers, thought I was my brother, pretending to be a woman.

The FBI investigation, into my son's murder, has dragged on for 13 years, and still now in 2026, continues on, with the FBI, still not having yet identified my attackers, and only guessing at what their motive was.

Thus we come to 2014, and the full swing change of the series I write. WHY my series, went from just a transman main character living life, to the full blown Mpreg genre series that it now is today.

Before the attack, I had a chance of having a baby. I don't know. And because I'm in America, I'm too old to adopt. You have to be under 45 years old to adopt a baby. That is the law in America. I was informed this, when we tried to adopt, now that my injuries leave me unable to get pregnant a 9th time.

Thus began my obsessively writing, my transman main character, pregnant. Always pregnant now. Every time. Every story. Stories that now fully focus on pregnancy, labour, miscarriages, babies dying, babies living, raising babies... the whole series, since 2014 has devolved into an outright baby obsession.

Meanwhile, reborn baby dolls were suggested to me by my therapist, and have also become a deeply obsessive part of my life. Because 13 years ago my son was murdered minutes after he was born, because a transphobic bigot mistook me for being transgender, I'm STILL in a wheelchair, struggling to relearn to use my arms and legs, now 13 years later, and I'm still DAILY dealing with police officers and FBI agents who while they are trying to find my son's killer, they are also daily reminding me... oh, yeah, my son was murdered, literally ripped out of my belly, by a transphobe. Who still has not been located and walks free to kill again.

The golfclub woman as she looked during the golf club attack at Southern Maine community college November 14, 2013. She is about 20 to 30 years older then me and would be around 75 to 85 years old now in 2026.

Clairescreenshot.pngIf you have any information about the identity of this child murderer, please call FBI Agent Andy Drewer at 207–774–9322

The golfclub woman as she looked during the shopping cart attack at Scarborough WalMart July 26, 2016. She is about 20 to 30 years older then me and would be around 75 to 85 years old now in 2026.

zzzz999ClaireRed2016-screenshotIf you have any information about the identity of this child murderer, please call FBI Agent Andy Drewer at 207–774–9322

The 2nd woman as she looked at both attacks, her hair goes all the way down to her knees. She is about 20 to 30 years older then me and would be around 75 to 85 years old now in 2026.

Kendrascreenshot.pngIf you have any information about the identity of this child murderer's accomplice, please call FBI Agent Andy Drewer at 207–774–9322

Do you know who these two woman who crippled me and murdered my baby, at Southern Maine Community College at 10PM on November 14, 2013, are, and what their connection to the backhoe that drove over my house is? If you have any information, please give it to FBI Agent Andy Drewer at 207–774–9322 of the Portland, Maine FBI office.

I am a legally blind quadriplegic, and low verbal, I have also published 138 novels in the last 48 years. It's not as impossible as people think. The problem being blind and quadriplegic, medically have different meanings then how those two words are used medically.

Fewer than 3% of all blind people see nothing. While 97% people who are classified as fully blind are able to see up to two feet in front of them. Legally blind means I can see more then two feet in front of me but not far enough to see twenty feet in front of me. In my case I can see about eight feet.

Quadriplegic, has varying levels, it means having a damaged nerve bundle in the spinal column causing limited mobility of all 4 limbs, (in my case this was done by a women wielding a golf club, who also beat my 8 month infant's head to pulp on the parking lot tarmak, at the same time she severed my spine with the same golf club; both on November 14, 2013; the FBI investigation into my son's murder and my being crippled has gone on now for 13 years, a few weeks away from 14 years now, and the FBI has still not identified the killer or her motive). Contrary to popular misconception, quadriplegic does NOT mean ZERO movement, it means means limited movement, specifically in means unable to lift arms over head, unable to grip fingers around objects to pick them up, and unable to stand for more then 5 minutes to a time. Because there are so many thousands of nerves in each limb it is actually very rare for there to be 100% no movement, but how much, and to what extent varies by patent depending upon the specific point of injury to the spinal column.

Meaning typing is still possible for over 60% of all quadriplegics.

In my case, it was the lower spine that was severed, cutting off completly my ability to move my right leg, leaving limited feeling in my left leg, and an ability to stand but not walk, with crutches, for the first 9 years. I regained enough nerve growth in my legs by the 9th year to be able to take ten or twelve steps allowing me to get out of bed for the first time since the golf club attack; This in turn lead to me being able to start using a wheelchair, as I was able to sit upright for the first time as well.

Because the shattered vertebrae bone fragments are broken off completly and embedded into the nerve bundle just above my tailbone, doctors were saying I would never walk again, but now at 13 years, I am able to push mu wheelchair like a walker, a distance of almost a thousand steps a day. Though doctors are still doubtful I will ever walk "normally" again, I have proven them wrong, when their said 13 years ago, that I would never walk again at all.

But because of the placement of the damage to my spine, regaining hand use, was always thought possible, it was just a matter of waiting long enough for nerve regrowth, along side daily finger exercises. I was able to continue writing, after becoming quadriplegic, because I still have use of my right thumb, and 2 fore figures of my right hand. And can type 90 words per minute with those 3 fingers.

I however have no wrist strength, elbow strength, or shoulder strength, so I am not able to form a fist, or lift objects, or brush my hair, or my teeth, all thing I have to have my caretaker do. But, those things are not needed for typing. Unfortunately, my pinky and ring fingers are "nerve dead" and drag over the keyboard, and cause horrific spelling errors and typos, which are incredibly frustrating to deal with.

Unfortunately trying to edit errors myself, just makes the errors worse, because those same two fingers drag over the keyboard yet again. Prior to the golf club attack, I rarely had spelling errors; now I got more spelling errors then someone is learning English as second language. Editing is a challenge, that I've had to accept, I simply can not do myself, and I have to hire several editors to help with that.

Low verbal means sounds can still be made, sounds that software programs like Dragon can be trained to recognize and translate, and type into full words. More then half my novels were typed with this method.

I still have a long ways to go before I am anything close to being able to do the things I could do before the golf club woman beat my baby's brains out and shattered my spine. And you know what's more frustrating then how slow mu medical progression has been? The fact that it's been 13 years and the police and FBI are still coming up at dead ends as to who the woman who murdered my baby was, or why she even did it.

My son's 14th birthday is only a few weeks away, but he didn't even get to live long enough to celebrate his 1st birthday, I don't even know why. And I can't wait to regain my ability to walk again, because regaining my ability to walk, means gaining the ability to go outside and start looking for my son's murderer myself instead of sitting at home trapped in a wheelchair waiting for the police and FBI to to find her. So, writing isn't a big priority for me anymore. I only write now, as a way to exercise my hands, in between relearning to walk.

Never let a disability stop you. Plenty of writers, artists, athletes, do not let either blindness, speech impediments, or limited mobility hold then back from perusing their careers.

Do you know who these two woman who crippled me and murdered my baby, at Southern Maine Community College at 10PM on November 14, 2013, are, and what their connection to the backhoe that drove over my house is? If you have any information, please give it to FBI Agent Andy Drewer at 207–774–9322 of the Portland, Maine FBI office.

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