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USEDquaraun-trigger-transQuaraun, my transgender main character. Yes, he is a woman living as a man. Yes, he uses male pronouns. Yes, there are scenes of him pregnant. If you got issues with transgender people, it's YOU who is the nutcase with mental problems, NOT them! Good God! The hate I get over writing a trans character! Fucking haters actually hunt down my home address and show up in my yard! WTH? Do you realize how utterly deranged lunatic insane you have to be to hate trans people so much that you hunt down the home address of an author of a fictional trans character to show up in their driveway? Art by Wendy Christine Allen

Trigger Warnings: To Trigger or not to Trigger, that is the question

Do we really NEED to use Trigger Warnings for trans characters? What I need trigger warnings for Black characters so white readers don’t accidentally contaminate themselves? WTF is wrong with society? Do you use Trigger Warnings on your content? …a Reddit thought I had…



By Wendy C Allen
eelkat_red_scarf.jpgWendy Christine Allen, 2019, able to sit up in a chair for the first time in years, and able to raise up my arm and wiggle fingers. This was when I started playing Witcher 3 on Twitch as part of my physical therapy to regain finger movement. Playing Witcher 3 daily from 2016 to 2019, is how I regained the use of my thumb and two for fingers on my right hand... it is also why I stopped playing Witcher 3 in 2019, once I had strengthen my two forefingers enough to start typing again.

Wendy Christine Allen, Old Orchard Beach's Autistic Author, Artist, Illustrator, & Art Car Designer

Counting Down to the September 23, 2028 50th Anniversary of my first published book (September 23, 1978)

If you are here looking for The Twighlight Manor series, The Crystonite Wars series, The Wild Years series, The White Rock Asylum for the Criminally Insane series, The Twisted Tales series, the Captured By a MerMan series, The Space Dock 13 series, The Kats of Planet Ptarmagin series, the stories about Miss Citten the Eel-Kat, or the stories about Etiole... ALL of those series were combined and consolidated into The Adventures of Quaraun the Insane Pink Necromancer series in 2014, so ALL the different series, are now under one series title.

List of the published titles still in print:

The Index of over three thousand stories in The Pink Necromancer series

What the series is about, for those new here:

The introduction to The Pink Necromancer Series. 

If you want some stories to get you started in The Pink Necromancer series, reading these first will give you a good introduction to the 3 main characters:

My Elves Are JellyFish...and I asked Google AI and ChatGPT 5.6 what they thought of this.

As requested, my daily writing prompt series is now available print paperback editions on Amazon.

There are 20 volumes of this writing prompt series currently planned and in varying stages of finishing, hopefully all 20 will be published by the end of 2026. I likely will do a 2nd series of writing prompt books in 2027.

The first of the Visual Novels/Video Games for The Adventures of Quaraun the Inane/The Pink Necromancer series is published and available on Itch.io, there are 3 more planned for release in 2026, 6 more planned for release in 2027, and the big 60-hour 80k word 150 page one (Quaraun Goes To the Fair) is planned for a 2028 release.

There is a Pink Necromancer card game and a Pink Necromancer board game, as well as a Pink Necromancer table top RPG supliment for Dungeons and Dragons, all in the works, and to be released over the next couple of years as well.

Health update: August 4, 2026 - in recovery for 6 months+ (at least until mid-January 2027...all book and video game releases are pushed back at least 6 months) see video below for why...
@eelkat

health update #maine #disabilityawareness #wheelchairlife #wheelchairvlogger #multiplesclerosis

♬ original sound - Wendy C Allen | 📚 Author
@eelkat Health update: #chickenpox #bellspalsy #RamsayHuntsyndrome #paralysis #recovery ♬ original sound - Wendy C Allen | 📚 Author
@eelkat

I seem to have had another stroke (during the night while I was asleep?) #stroke #paralysis

♬ original sound - Wendy C Allen | 📚 Author

Update Sept 3, 2026:

I am able to get around enough to take Koko to dog park... today is 29 days since getting out of hospital. My diet is still mostly liquid, but im eating some solid food again, but its like rice or soft mushy baby food type stuff because I still can not chew yet, though I can swallow again. My jaw is still not functioning good so im having trouble talking still. So there's been slight improvement to my mouth, throat, and jaw, but, zero improvement to my eye, which is a major concern, be Im almost fully blind right now. im legally blind since birth in my left eye, so I have no ability to fall back on using my left eye. My right eye is the one injured and my vision in it is "40% decreased" according to my doctor, but it wasn't good vision to begin with, and right now my right eye is not much different from my legally blind left eye. Which I why I have to have someone drive my car for me instead of me driving my car myself right now, which is very frustrating, because, being a female, I had to fight for over twenty years to be allowed to drive. I started sneaking out at age 31 and dressing as a man to go to Old Orchard Beach high school to get a ged, because us females are not allowed to go to school. And i was 37 years old when snuck out to the DMV and got a driver's permit and started going to college. I was 42 and 8 months pregnant when my family found out I was going to college and thats when I was punished by the backhoe driving over my house and my spine broken with a golf club and my baby born right then and killed with same golf club. So it's very frustrating now, so soon after finally being able to drive , to now not be able to drive because of an eye injury, especially after 14 years of being paralyzed from the golf club and not being allowed to have a wheelchair, again, because i am female and we females are simply not allowed to do anything. I hate the culture I was born into. I wish I had the freedom to go to school and drive a car the way American women do. I wish having my spine broken with a golf club and my baby killed with a golf club and a backhoe driven over my house was not how men in my family punishment women in my family for learning to read and write. Its so frustrating not being able to to drive again, so soon after 14 years being paralyzed, and being paralyzed by the golf club was the punishment for getting a driver's license back in 2013 after 30 years of men not letting me have one. I hate my family's culture and how they treat us women.

I get so sick of Americans telling me how they wish they could be a Gypsy… they are either misogynist woman hating pigs, or delusional idiots who haven't got a clue how shittily we Gypsy women are treated by Gypsy men, because no one in their righ mind who knows anything about Gypsy culture would ever want to be part of it. I hate that I was born a Gypsy. 

update sept 7, 2026

"You would not make a good teacher"... what does that mean, and why are there so many people on Railroad Ave and Western Ave and Cutts St why walk up to me and say that to me?

I find it very confusing. I have low functioning Autism (the Rain Man type) and so i have very little understanding of words beyond the basic ones, and i never went to to school, so I never learned maths or sciences, and I only had remedial classes at Southern Maine Community College, because I did not have an education to enroll with regular, I was there taking every reading and writing class they had to learn how to read and write, and also took speaking classes to learn how to talk (i spoke Shetland Scottish language because that was language my grandmother spoke but she died when I was 8 so I only knew that language to speak and write, and I was 37 when I went to college and 42 when I learned English speaking and I still cant speak English good yet), all the other classes I took were art painting and cooking.

So the phrase "You would not make a good teacher" makes no sense to me because it seems to imply that I am trying to be a teacher, but I don't have anything close to the education ti be a teacher, and im not trying to be a teacher. So I don't know why people keep saying this phrase to me and I assume it must have some sort of a slang meaning, but I can't figure out what it could be of why do these people keep saying it to me.

see video below for more information: 


@eelkat "You would not make a good teacher"... what does that mean, and why are there so many people on Railroad Ave and Western Ave and Cutts St why walk up to me and say that to me? I find it very confusing. I have low functioning Autism (the Rain Man type) and so i have very little understanding of words beyond the basic ones, and i never went to to school, so I never learned maths or sciences, and I only had remedial classes at Southern Maine Community College, because I did not have an education to enroll with regular, I was there taking every reading and writing class they had to learn how to read and write, and also took speaking classes to learn how to talk (i spoke Shetland Scottish language because that was language my grandmother spoke but she died when I was 8 so I only knew that language to speak and write, and I was 37 when I went to college and 42 when I learned English speaking and I still cant speak English good yet), all the other classes I took were art painting and cooking. So the phrase "You would not make a good teacher" makes no sense to me because it seems to imply that I am trying to be a teacher, but I don't have anything close to the education ti be a teacher, and im not trying to be a teacher. So I don't know why people keep saying this phrase to me and I assume it must have some sort of a slang meaning, but I can't figure out what it could be of why do these people keep saying it to me. #mainelife #biddefordmaine #maine #disabilitytiktok #Biddeford ♬ original sound Wendy C Allen | 📚 Author

update Sept 15, 2026:

I have some slight movement in some my fingers again again after over a decade being paralyzed

you remember how I used to be a professional doll making, pattern designer, and embroiderer, back before I became paralized and before my son was murdered and being the backhoe drove over my house?

all my equipment, sewing machines, ect were all destroyed by the backhoe driving over my house, and I have been quardepelegic for over a decade because of it so could not use my hands to sew or draw or embroider, and so only continued to do my writing of novels since then because I could do that with dragon dictation software,

well, since 2016, I been playing Witcher 3 and don't starve video games on twitch livestream, one hand two fingers, as part of my therapy to regain nerve and muscle use of my fingers, and now after 10 years of that, I have somewhat more movement in my fingers and im thinking maybe I can try to do embroidery and doll making again, but not sure, anyways, now im rebuying all of my sewing and embroidery equipment that the backhoe destroyed when it drove over my house, and hopefully I can use my hand enough to embroider again.

waiting for stuff to arrive in mail, so soon I should find out if ten years of twitch gaming has given me enough muscle strength to use my fingers to embroider again.

update to the previous video, answering viewer question about lack of hospital vs broken spine

Wheelchair Fundraiser... I need to upgrade to a power wheelchair, the manual one just isn't enough anymore. But the power wheelchair is $25k. Yes, twenty five thousand dollars. Wtf? I can get a car for a quarter that price, why are wheelchairs so damned expensive? That's more money then I make in five years, so I need to start a fundraiser for it.

>>>PG…? i have a lot of poetry I’m looking to collect and publish into a short book. my problem is, a lot of it kind of needs- for lack of better word right now- a trigger warning? I just don’t know where to draw the line as far as “this is okay for someone to read” and “this should’ve been kept in the pages and not published to the world.” if need be, is there a way i can add some kind of disclaimer? — SOURCE

My post on Reddit had to be altered for the rules of the sub, so here’s the Reddit version:

I got so sick of self-righteous do goodies telling me I needed content warnings because of my trans main character, so I wrote this, and started slapping it on all of my work:

This is one of those stories that requires a trigger warning for certain insensitive, dip shit bigots, who like to have themselves crybaby sensitive snowflake hissy fits over transgendered people. *NAME REMOVED FOR REDDIT*, the main character of the series, is transgender, and it rarely gets brought up in any story, so it is rare that I need to put up a trigger warning for the fucktards who get triggered by trans people. However, this story mentions the main character’s transgender nature, which has been known to cause some readers to have self righteous holier than though mental breakdowns, offline, at my home, in my driveway, because transgender people upset them so much that they felt the need to hunt me down and show up at my house. So, if you are the type of dickwad piss ant who feels the need to beat up pregnant women with golf clubs and murder 8 month old infants with the same golf club because you encountered a fictional transgender Elf in a Fantasy fiction story: fuck off. I don’t need your triggered ass in my life. *(links to news reports of my son’s murder removed for Reddit)* Oh, by the way — TW: The main character, *name removed for Reddit* himself, is F2M transgender (biological female, living as a male) and his trans nature gets brought up in this story.

…the way I figure, if someone is a big enough dip shit bigot to NEED a trigger warning, then I might as well give them a trigger warning that also triggers them at the same time.

And now here’s the unaltered version:

I got so sick of self-righteous do goodies telling me I needed content warnings because of my trans main character, so I wrote this, and started slapping it on all of my work:

TW: If you need a trigger warning about intersex, trans, autistic, or black characters, do us all a favour and just block me now, because I don’t want trash like you in my comments.

This is one of those stories that requires a trigger warning for certain insensitive, dip shit bigots, who like to have themselves crybaby sensitive snowflake hissy fits over transgendered people. Quaraun, the main character of the series, is transgender, and it rarely gets brought up in any story, so it is rare that I need to put up a trigger warning for the fucktards who get triggered by trans people. However, this story mentions the main character’s transgender nature, which has been known to cause some readers to have self righteous holier than thou mental breakdowns, offline, at my home, in my driveway, because transgender people upset them so much that they felt the need to hunt me down and show up at my house.

So, if you are the type of dickwad piss ant who feels the need to beat up pregnant women with golf clubs and murder 8 month old infants with the same golf club because you encountered a fictional transgender Elf in a Fantasy fiction story: fuck off.

I don’t need your triggered ass in my life.

If you have any information about my son’s murder, please give it to FBI agent Andy Drewer at…
If you have any information about my son’s murder, please give it to FBI agent Andy Drewer at 207–774–9322 or at his…

Oh, by the way — — TW: The main character, Quaraun, The Pink Necromancer himself, is F2M transgender (biological female, living as a male) and his trans nature gets brought up in this story.

These stories sometimes require trigger warnings, or so I’ve been told. My thoughts on that are here:

Trigger Warnings: To Trigger or not to Trigger, that is the question

❤️🧡💛💚💙💜💗♂️ ♂️ ♂️

  • — 🌸🦄🌸 — -
  • Do you realize that the first volume of this series was published in 1978, it celebrates it’s 50th anniversary in 2028, in that time 138 novels, 423 novellas, 500+ poems, and 3k+ short stories have been published, more than half of then traditionally published, more then a dozen of them published by DISNEY (because, yes, it’s a series for children) and …
  • …had sold ten million copies in that time… and…
  • …the race, gender, health, ability, and sexual orientation of the characters, was not in issue for 40+ years, and the series never required trigger warnings, until the current era of bigoted snowflakes?
  • I’m sorry, if my being a Gypsy with writes Gypsy characters pisses you off, but that’s just you being a bigot.
  • I’m sorry if an intersex main character who was raised female and transitioned to living as a make in his elderly years bothers you, but again, that’s just you being a bigot.
  • Also… before there was Quaraun, there was Lythande by Marion Zimmer Bradly… the FIRST intersex, transgender homeless Gypsy mage, part of The Mists of Avalone series, which spans dozens of books throughout the 1970s & 1980s, all featuring an intersex, female to male mage main character:

The Complete Lythande

*(Those are Amazon links btw)*

  • …and the Quaraun series started out as fanfiction of Lythande, back in the 1970s when I first started writing it.
  • In any case, the Town Hall of the town of Old Orchard Beach, Maine, via the York County Sherriff via the Biddeford District Court, on January 4, 2016, demanded that due to gay couples being portrayed as living in the “family friendly town of Old Orchard Beach”, my series requires trigger warnings, content warnings, and an M18+ rating, to warn people it is “erotica”, even though it has nothing remotely sexual in it and was written for an age 8 to 14 reader age group.
  • NEWSFLASH: a gay couple being main characters in a book, does NOT make the book Erotica, you fucking homophobic retards!
  • I’m sorry Honey, but, YOU just discovering that transgender, intersex, gay, bi, lesbian people exist, does NOT make their existence a NEW thing, and books featuring LGBTQAI+ characters have been published for decades without trigger warnings being needed to WARN readers of their existence, so I find the demands to put trigger warnings on my series highly offensive and insensitive on YOUR part, but, seeing how there are enough sensitive snowflakes with their heads shoved so far up their own asses that they didn’t know LGBTQAI+ people existed, here, as requested, is a trigger warning for my series, which has existed for nearly 5 decades without needing trigger warnings, but apparently there are people today who live under a rock and never new LGBTQA+ people existed before:

— -🌸🦄🌸 — -♂️ ♂️ ♂️ — -❤️🧡💛💚💙💜💗 — -♂️ ♂️ ♂️ — -🌸🦄🌸 — -

These LGBTQAI+, PoC, disabled character stories sometimes require trigger warnings, or so I’ve been told.

Particularly the fact that my autistic, intersex main character, Quaraun, was raised female, transitioned to male as an adult, and is a bisexual polygamist.

Because the list of things that might trigger you is so long, here is a page that lists all the possible triggers you might encounter when reading my Quaraun stories. If you are someone easily triggered, you should read that page before reading any of my stories or poems.

…if you are not an easily triggered transphobic, homophobic, racist, ableist, LGBTQAI+ hating bigot or you already read it and are okay with the sort of LGBTQAI+, PoC, disabled character content I write, continue forward, and have a nice day!— -🌸🦄🌸 — -♂️ ♂️ ♂️ — -❤️🧡💛💚💙💜💗 — -♂️ ♂️ ♂️ — -🌸🦄🌸 — -

No one who uses Claire’s mantra of “family friendly” can be trusted. “Too gay for the family friendly town of Old Orchard Beach” is what Claire was chanting as she bashed by 8 month old infant son’s head in with a golf club.

My son was murdered because according to the woman who called herself Claire, that was the family friendly thing to do.

If you start shoving the term “family friendly” in my face, first thing I’m going to do it report you to FBI agent Andy Drewer.

Because EVERYONE who chants “family friendly” at me is a suspected of being in league with Claire.

If you know who my son’s murderer, please call FBI Agent Andy Drewer at 207–774–9322So, here’s the Trigger warning things I’ve been told I need to warn you about:

This series is a blend of the following genres, and each story has one or more of these genres in it:

  • Character Studies | Cosmic Horror | Cozy Fantasy | Cthulhu Mythos | Culinary Fiction | Dark Fantasy | Dark Romance | Dystopian 40th Century Maine | Eldritch Horror | Existentialism | Fairy Tales ReTold | Furry Fiction | Gay Harem Romance | Ghost Stories | Gothic Horror | Interspecies Romance | Isekai | Literary Fiction | Lythande FanFiction | Macabre | Magical Realism | Melodrama | MMM Romance (yes, M-M-M Romance, 3 Ms, not 2 — Poly Romance) | Nautical Fiction | Occult Horror | Omegaverse | #OwnVoices — Gypsy Characters Written by Gypsy Author | Pastoral Fiction | Pastoral Poetry | Poly Romance — Why Choose | Portal Fantasy | Psychological Melodrama | Road Trip Fiction | Shifter Romance | Slice of Life | Slipstream Fiction | Space Fantasy | Surrealism | Sweet Romance | Time Travel | Voodoo Fiction | Weird Fiction | Yaoi | Zombie Apocalypse |
  • If you are unfamiliar with the definition of what any of those genres are, they are all listed on the Wikipedia website.

This series is a blend of the following format, and each story has one or more of these formats in it (yes, I mix them together in a single story):

  • Ballad | Diegesis | Drabble Serials | Drabbles | Flash Fiction | Ghazal Poems | Kishōtenketsu | Limerick | Lyrical Story | MicroFiction | Narrative Poetry | Novelette | Pastoral Fiction | Pastoral Poetry | Post Card Fiction | Prose Poetry | Prosimetrum | Quatrain | Sestina | Short Fiction | Short Story | Sketch Story | Sonnet | Story Poem | Sudden Fiction | Tanka | Villanelle |
  • If you are unfamiliar with the definition of what any of those writing styles/formats are, they are all listed on the Wikipedia website.

And this series heavily features/makes use of the following tropes:

  • Accidental Incantation | Be Careful What You Say | Be Careful What You Wish For | Ceremonial Magic | Comical Overreacting | Deal with the Devil | Demonic Contracts | Demons | Disguised as Male | Driven to Suicide Themes | Eldritch Horrors | Evil Elves | Evil Faeries | Evil Unicorns | Evil Wizards | F2M Transgender MC | Fairy Devilmother | Forgot About His Powers | Found Family | Furries | Gets Easily Lost | Grimmification | Hand Wave Logic | Haunted Lighthouses | Horned Humanoid | Jackass Genie | Jerkass | Literal Genie | Little Bit Beastly | Lovecraftian Cultists | Mage Tower | Magical Homeless Person | Magically-Binding Contract | MerMen | Minor Injury Overreaction | Mix-and-Match Critters | Necromancers | No Sense of Direction | Our Liches Are Different | Poke in the Third Eye | Powerful, but Incompetent | Prefers Going Barefoot | Prehensile Hair | Read the Fine Print | Sold His Soul for a Donut | Super Villian MC | Superpower Lottery | The Bad Guy Wins | The Drifter | Too Dumb to Live | UnSeelie Court | Walking the Earth | Wandering Wizard | Wasteful Wishing | Whatevermancy Magic Systems | World’s Strongest Man |
  • If you are unfamiliar with the definition of what any of those tropes are, they are all listed on the Tv Tropes website.

In short: I experiment a LOT with mixing genres and formats, so you never quite know for certain what you will get. The entire series is a great big mix bag of a little bit of this and that all smooshed together.

While none of the novellas or novels are on Medium, they are written in the same method of mashing together lots of ill fitting, disjointed, puzzle pieces of bits of unfinished scenes, and so do not read in the typical smooth flow one normally would expect to find in a novella or novel.

This disjointed mix bag nature of the series is a deliberate style, intended to show case the disjointed nature in how Quaraun the Insane sees the world.

I hope you enjoy reading this series as much I enjoy writing it!

(yes, M-M-M Romance, 3 Ms, not 2 — Poly Romance) ❤️🧡💛💚💙💜💗♂️ ♂️ ♂️

Trigger Warnings aka These things are featured heavily throughout the series:

  • Absinthe | Author is not White | Autistic Main Character | Bisexual Relationships | Black Characters | Blind Characters | Characters Are Not White | Demons | Elderly Main Character | Evil NonHuman Main Characters Gleefully Killing Humans | Fantasy drug use | Gay/M-M-M Romance | Gay Characters Who Live In Old Orchard Beach | Green Fairy Wine | Gypsy Main Characters | Homeless Main Characters | Hookah Smoking | Intersex/Transgender Main Character | Lover’s Triangles | LSD Use | One of the Primary Characters is the Ghost of a Suicide Victim and talks of his Suicide Often | Opium Use | #OwnVoices — Gypsy Characters Written by Gypsy Author | Self-Harm (Cutting, and deliberate drug overdose) | Sometimes there is a fuckingly liberal use of the fucking word Fuck for no fucking reason other than to say fuck as many fucking times as fuckingly possible | Soul Contracts | Suicidally depressed characters | Suicide References | There is a thing in the series called The Alien Bible — it is the Christian Bible rewritten by aliens, some readers found this upsetting as well | There is a zombie apocalypse going on and lots of historical figures make cameo appearances as zombies, including Zombie Jesus — this seems to frequently upset readers so yeah here’s a warning for that | Thruple/Trio Relationships | Unmarried Live-In Lovers | While there are no sex scenes, characters often talk of their sex lives in dialogue conversations and are known to use crude words when doing so |
  • (Note For Readers UnFamiliar With The Novels: Quaraun is a transgender man, meaning he is biologically female and living as a man, using male pronouns. This also means from time to time there are stories when he is pregnant and goes into “hiding” to avoid the public discovering he is biologically female. He does this by hiding out/living in brothels, because he trusts prostitutes with his secret. The prostitutes also adopt his children, which he takes care of from at a distance without them knowing he is their mother, instead allowing them to believe he is their father.)

Oh yeah, and apparently also the main character being Autistic requires a trigger warning too, according to the comment which read:

“I’m posting this to warn other readers that this book was written by a retarded author who writes retarded characters for retarded readers. Only read this if you are a retard looking to read about retards.”

Ever wonder what it is like to live with Autism? Ever wonder what it is like to be mute?

I have Kanner’s Syndrome — the type of Autism aka Low Functioning None Verbal Autistic Savant, seen in the movies ’RainMan’ and ‘What’s Eating Gilbert Grape’…

…but I do not let that stop me from writing novels and getting my books published.

A look at what it is like to be a retarded mute person in a world of people who can talk and bully you for being too retarded to live.

I have Kanner’s Syndrome (the type of Autism aka Low Functioning Autistic Savant, seen in the…
…but I do not let that stop me from writing novels and getting my books published.

And… apparently according to this comment:

“You should have told me one of your fucking characters was black you fucking black sympazither I never would have followed you if I knew you had black characters, you aught to be ashamed of yourself for including black characters. I thought you was a Christian! You should know all blacks are going to burn in hell because of the mark of Cain!”

…. I need to add a trigger warning that, oh yeah, the main character’s husband is a black man.

Oh, by the way, I’ve got ZERO white blood in me… I am a mix of Asian, Native American, PNG black, and Dahomey black…. so, if my not being white upsets you, go fuck yourself.

Here, I talk about my black grandparents on this page. I’m sure THAT will offend your holier than thou white power arse — do you need a rigger warning for that too?:

A Scottish Gypsy English Language Primer.💟🌸🦄
aka FAQs: Is BoomFuzzy speaking a real language? What language is BoomFuzzy speaking?

transflagbanner2wordsquaraunboomfuzzyRESIZED

Did I miss anything?

Heck… if you need a trigger warning about intersex, trans, autistic, or black characters, do us all a favour and just block me now, because I don’t want trash like you in my comments.

…the way I figure, if someone is a big enough dip shit bigot to NEED a trigger warning, then I might as well give them a trigger warning that also triggers them at the same time.

On writing a Trans main character and the use of deadnames & old pronouns
TRIGGER WARNING: We are talking about transgender — if you happen to be a transphobic piece of shit, just go away, we…

And, I’m gonna go off on a slightly off topic but related tangent here:

I’ve always been very vocal about my beliefs and boy does that piss a lot of people off, but, hell, I’m not going to change how I feel just to gain a few extra views.

My writing has always been controversial, because my main character is a trans man (born female, lives as a male) and I started the series in 1978, it celebrates its 50th anniversary in 2028, 4 years from now. But weirdly, it remained largely ignored by LGBTQ haters, until 2013, just 11 years ago, when a local pastor found out I not only wrote gay romance, but with a trans main character.

And now the last few months because trans topics are in the news lately, I’m suddenly getting hate from family, including my husband.

My husband, whom I’ve been with since 1987, and and who was fully aware I wrote gay romance, a thing I had been doing over a decade before I met him, has suddenly after three decades of being okay with what I wrote, suddenly has been screaming and yelling and flinging ultimatums around demanding I stop writing a series I have been writing for nearly five decades, because as he puts it, it’s an embarrassment to him, his friends, his family, and his church… oddly the friends he’s referring to are people he met at a Trump MAGA rally less than a year ago, and he’s threatening divorce just to keep up appearances with a “god hates fag’s” group he’s started going to protests with.

What the hell?

You DO realize that it is HIS OWN SON who was murdered by a gang of fucking “God Hates Fags” jackasses who mistook me for being male to female transgender while I was 8 months pregnant, right?

And now he’s joined forces with the VERY SAME FUCKING GROUP that murdered his son?

His 8 month old infant son was MURDERED , his head bashed in with a golf club— while they were screaming that I was a gay Erotica write, something that anyone who has ever ACTUALLY READ my books, is fully aware I am not — I’ve never written a sex scene in my life — and yet he himself now calls my books gay Erotica, my own Huband who has hundreds of paperback copies of my books laying around everywhere, he could pick them up and read them himseld… but no, he’d rather LIE about what I write, to show off to his fucking gay hating friends…

His 8 month old infant son was MURDERED , his head bashed in with a golf club-by members of the very same vile, scum bag hate group, that he is now proudly a member of.

If you have any information about my son’s murder, please give it to FBI agent Andy Drewer at…
If you have any information about my son’s murder, please give it to FBI agent Andy Drewer at 207–774–9322 or at his…

More Random Thoughts (Non-Fiction by Me):

Random Thoughts I Had
Random Thoughtsmedium.com

Fucking jackasses stealing content freely available online to sell on KDP
…a bitch rant thought I had about how much I hate fucking low life thieving scum bag bastards…medium.com

Self Publishing
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i just found out there is yet another bizarre rumour going around. where are these wild rumours coming from? who is starting them? and why?

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since I've been flooded with hundreds of messages the past two weeks asking if I still own "the world's most haunted car", yes, and here it is, filmed today May 18, 2026… but my son Xavier is dead, i am crippled and given that people are AGAIN showing up calling my Dodge "haunted", calling my friend "an alien", calling me "transgender", and spreading wild defamation slander connecting me to Stephen King, I think I need to start taking down the contact information of every blogger, podcaster, youtuber, and social media account spreading these rumors, and sue every single one of them for CAUSING my car to be cut in half May 10, 2010, for CAUSING the backhoe that drove over my house August 8, 2013, for CAUSING my son's murder November 14, 2013, for CAUSING me to be crippled and in a wheelchair November 14, 2013, and for CONTINUING to CAUSE harassers to show up in person to harass me near daily, STILL now in 2026. EVERYONE telling you my car is haunted, telling you my friend is an alien, calling my car "the goldeneagle", calling my friend "Etiole", or trying to connect me or my car to Stephen King, is lying to you. They crippled me when I was 8 months pregnant, and a woman with a golf club, severed my spine and bashed my baby's head in, I spent 9 years relearning to walk, and the FBI is 13 years into the murder investigation and not yet identified the attacker who crippled me and killed my baby, both violently with a golf club and the FBI believes that it is friends and family of the woman who did it, are the ones who started and spread the rumors saying my car is haunted, saying I'm an alien abductee, saying all kinds of similar bs about aliens, ufos, ghosts, witchcraft, demons, and Stephen King connections, even though I don't believe in ghosts, aliens, ufos, demons, and had never heard of Stephen King before 30k of his fans showed up in my yard trying to find my car! FBI believes the backhoe driver and the murderer are the same person and it is a developer who wanted my land and so started the Stephen King, ghost, and alien rumors all in an attempt to drive me off my land, and when it didn't work they drove a backhoe over my house, and when that didn't work they crippled me and killed my son. Why are they doing this? How do I get them to stop?

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Do you know who drove this backhoe over my house at 146 Portland Avenue, Old Orchard Beach, Maine on August 8, 2013? If you have any information, please give it to FBI Agent Andy Drewer at 207–774–9322 of the Portland, Maine FBI office.

My house at 146 Portland Ave, Old Orchard Beach, Maine, July 4, 2013, photo taken because we had just finished building a baby room on the back. vs My house August 8, 2013, when the same group of people (yes group, the golf club woman was not alone when she attacked November 14, 2013, nor was she alone with her second attack July 2016.) who murdered my son on November 14, 2013 at Southern Maine Community College and crippled me July 26, 2016 at scarborough WalMart,... they arrived the first time with a backhoe on August 8, 2013, that they used to drive over my house, during a time of day that I normally was home asleep... I had to work a different shift at the Waffle Cone Pizza Food Truck at George's Parking Lot by Bill's Pizza at the OBB Peir, that day, otherwise, I too would be at the bottom of a landfill, along with my house and everything I owned that was also in the house. I was 5 months pregnant at the time and have been homeless for just under 14 years, homeless ever since....

... which means it is now only a few weeks from the 14th anniversary of my son's murder. I was 8 month pregnant November 14, 2013, and a student ay SMCC, and coming out of the Buglight Lighthouse art studio after art class, when a still unidentifiedwoman wielding a golf club attacked me, severed my spine, while I was 8 months pregnant, triggered early labour, then killed my son minutes after he was born.

While accusing me of being transgender, screaming "transvestite freak" and "look at that thing, that's Ken's son in a dress"... while I was 8 months pregnant.

eelkats_house_before_after.jpgMy house at 146 Portland Ave, Old Orchard Beach, Maine, July 4, 2013, photo taken because we had just finished building a baby room on the back. vs My house August 8, 2013, when the same group of people (yes group, the golf club woman was not alone when she attacked November 14, 2013, nor was she alone with her second attack July 2016.) who murdered my son and crippled me, arrived the first time with a backhoe that they used to drive over my house, during a time of day that I normally was home asleep... I had to work a different shift at the Waffle Cone Pizza Food Truck at George's Parking Lot by Bill's Pizza at the OBB Peir, that day, otherwise, I too would be at the bottom of a landfill, along with my house and everything I owned that was also in the house. I was 5 months pregnant at the time and have been homeless for just under 14 years, homeless ever since.

The backhoe driver returned November 14, 2013, armed with a golf club, used it to break my spine and smash my baby's brains out on the ground

On November 14, 2013, my son was murdered. I was 8 months pregnant, leaving my college classroom, and just getting into my car, when 3 strangers, a man and two women, armed with golf clubs leapt out from behind my car screaming "kill or be killed, kill the transvestite freaks, kill them all before they kill us! look at that thing! That is Ken's son, look at how it's dressed! kill the transvestite freaks! kill or be killed"... while the bald man and the red haired woman chanted this over and over, the blonde woman, lunged with the golf club.

She severed my spine, I am now a quadriplegic, and been paralyzed arms and legs, and in a wheelchair for 13 years now. She broke my hips, my knees, my legs, ruptured most of my discs, and shattered three of my vertebrae so bad that the shards of bone acted like glass and embedded themselves into my spinal column nerve bundle.

The attack also triggered labour.

My son was born in that parking lot, and he lived only a couple of minutes, before the deranged blonde woman, beat his head in and smashed his brains out, with the same golfclub she had just used to sever my spine and leave me crippled for the rest of my life.

Realizing that I was not transgender, and they'd just murdered a baby, the man grabbed the 2 women and forcibly dragged them away to a 4 door white pickup truck, and they left me there to die.

The FBI told me later, that a few weeks before this attack, and transwoman, had murdered a cis woman, in a parking lot, abou 20 miles away from where I was attacked. The FBI, believes that my attackers, had somehow found out I wrote transgender fiction, connecting my real name to my penname, (my father's name is in fact "Ken", and I do have a brother) and believed that I wrote transgender fiction, because I was myself transgender, even though I'm not transgender. The FBI, believes the attackers, thought I was my brother, pretending to be a woman.

The FBI investigation, into my son's murder, has dragged on for 13 years, and still now in 2026, continues on, with the FBI, still not having yet identified my attackers, and only guessing at what their motive was.

Thus we come to 2014, and the full swing change of the series I write. WHY my series, went from just a transman main character living life, to the full blown Mpreg genre series that it now is today.

Before the attack, I had a chance of having a baby. I don't know. And because I'm in America, I'm too old to adopt. You have to be under 45 years old to adopt a baby. That is the law in America. I was informed this, when we tried to adopt, now that my injuries leave me unable to get pregnant a 9th time.

Thus began my obsessively writing, my transman main character, pregnant. Always pregnant now. Every time. Every story. Stories that now fully focus on pregnancy, labour, miscarriages, babies dying, babies living, raising babies... the whole series, since 2014 has devolved into an outright baby obsession.

Meanwhile, reborn baby dolls were suggested to me by my therapist, and have also become a deeply obsessive part of my life. Because 13 years ago my son was murdered minutes after he was born, because a transphobic bigot mistook me for being transgender, I'm STILL in a wheelchair, struggling to relearn to use my arms and legs, now 13 years later, and I'm still DAILY dealing with police officers and FBI agents who while they are trying to find my son's killer, they are also daily reminding me... oh, yeah, my son was murdered, literally ripped out of my belly, by a transphobe. Who still has not been located and walks free to kill again.

The golfclub woman as she looked during the golf club attack at Southern Maine community college November 14, 2013. She is about 20 to 30 years older then me and would be around 75 to 85 years old now in 2026.

Clairescreenshot.pngIf you have any information about the identity of this child murderer, please call FBI Agent Andy Drewer at 207–774–9322

The golfclub woman as she looked during the shopping cart attack at Scarborough WalMart July 26, 2016. She is about 20 to 30 years older then me and would be around 75 to 85 years old now in 2026.

zzzz999ClaireRed2016-screenshotIf you have any information about the identity of this child murderer, please call FBI Agent Andy Drewer at 207–774–9322

The 2nd woman as she looked at both attacks, her hair goes all the way down to her knees. She is about 20 to 30 years older then me and would be around 75 to 85 years old now in 2026.

Kendrascreenshot.pngIf you have any information about the identity of this child murderer's accomplice, please call FBI Agent Andy Drewer at 207–774–9322

Do you know who these two woman who crippled me and murdered my baby, at Southern Maine Community College at 10PM on November 14, 2013, are, and what their connection to the backhoe that drove over my house is? If you have any information, please give it to FBI Agent Andy Drewer at 207–774–9322 of the Portland, Maine FBI office.

I am a legally blind quadriplegic, and low verbal, I have also published 138 novels in the last 48 years. It's not as impossible as people think. The problem being blind and quadriplegic, medically have different meanings then how those two words are used medically.

Fewer than 3% of all blind people see nothing. While 97% people who are classified as fully blind are able to see up to two feet in front of them. Legally blind means I can see more then two feet in front of me but not far enough to see twenty feet in front of me. In my case I can see about eight feet.

Quadriplegic, has varying levels, it means having a damaged nerve bundle in the spinal column causing limited mobility of all 4 limbs, (in my case this was done by a women wielding a golf club, who also beat my 8 month infant's head to pulp on the parking lot tarmak, at the same time she severed my spine with the same golf club; both on November 14, 2013; the FBI investigation into my son's murder and my being crippled has gone on now for 13 years, a few weeks away from 14 years now, and the FBI has still not identified the killer or her motive). Contrary to popular misconception, quadriplegic does NOT mean ZERO movement, it means means limited movement, specifically in means unable to lift arms over head, unable to grip fingers around objects to pick them up, and unable to stand for more then 5 minutes to a time. Because there are so many thousands of nerves in each limb it is actually very rare for there to be 100% no movement, but how much, and to what extent varies by patent depending upon the specific point of injury to the spinal column.

Meaning typing is still possible for over 60% of all quadriplegics.

In my case, it was the lower spine that was severed, cutting off completly my ability to move my right leg, leaving limited feeling in my left leg, and an ability to stand but not walk, with crutches, for the first 9 years. I regained enough nerve growth in my legs by the 9th year to be able to take ten or twelve steps allowing me to get out of bed for the first time since the golf club attack; This in turn lead to me being able to start using a wheelchair, as I was able to sit upright for the first time as well.

Because the shattered vertebrae bone fragments are broken off completly and embedded into the nerve bundle just above my tailbone, doctors were saying I would never walk again, but now at 13 years, I am able to push mu wheelchair like a walker, a distance of almost a thousand steps a day. Though doctors are still doubtful I will ever walk "normally" again, I have proven them wrong, when their said 13 years ago, that I would never walk again at all.

But because of the placement of the damage to my spine, regaining hand use, was always thought possible, it was just a matter of waiting long enough for nerve regrowth, along side daily finger exercises. I was able to continue writing, after becoming quadriplegic, because I still have use of my right thumb, and 2 fore figures of my right hand. And can type 90 words per minute with those 3 fingers.

I however have no wrist strength, elbow strength, or shoulder strength, so I am not able to form a fist, or lift objects, or brush my hair, or my teeth, all thing I have to have my caretaker do. But, those things are not needed for typing. Unfortunately, my pinky and ring fingers are "nerve dead" and drag over the keyboard, and cause horrific spelling errors and typos, which are incredibly frustrating to deal with.

Unfortunately trying to edit errors myself, just makes the errors worse, because those same two fingers drag over the keyboard yet again. Prior to the golf club attack, I rarely had spelling errors; now I got more spelling errors then someone is learning English as second language. Editing is a challenge, that I've had to accept, I simply can not do myself, and I have to hire several editors to help with that.

Low verbal means sounds can still be made, sounds that software programs like Dragon can be trained to recognize and translate, and type into full words. More then half my novels were typed with this method.

I still have a long ways to go before I am anything close to being able to do the things I could do before the golf club woman beat my baby's brains out and shattered my spine. And you know what's more frustrating then how slow mu medical progression has been? The fact that it's been 13 years and the police and FBI are still coming up at dead ends as to who the woman who murdered my baby was, or why she even did it.

My son's 14th birthday is only a few weeks away, but he didn't even get to live long enough to celebrate his 1st birthday, I don't even know why. And I can't wait to regain my ability to walk again, because regaining my ability to walk, means gaining the ability to go outside and start looking for my son's murderer myself instead of sitting at home trapped in a wheelchair waiting for the police and FBI to to find her. So, writing isn't a big priority for me anymore. I only write now, as a way to exercise my hands, in between relearning to walk.

Never let a disability stop you. Plenty of writers, artists, athletes, do not let either blindness, speech impediments, or limited mobility hold then back from perusing their careers.

Do you know who these two woman who crippled me and murdered my baby, at Southern Maine Community College at 10PM on November 14, 2013, are, and what their connection to the backhoe that drove over my house is? If you have any information, please give it to FBI Agent Andy Drewer at 207–774–9322 of the Portland, Maine FBI office.

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