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USEDquaraun-trigger-transQuaraun, my transgender main character. Yes, he is a woman living as a man. Yes, he uses male pronouns. Yes, there are scenes of him pregnant. If you got issues with transgender people, it's YOU who is the nutcase with mental problems, NOT them! Good God! The hate I get over writing a trans character! Fucking haters actually hunt down my home address and show up in my yard! WTH? Do you realize how utterly deranged lunatic insane you have to be to hate trans people so much that you hunt down the home address of an author of a fictional trans character to show up in their driveway? Art by Wendy Christine Allen

Trigger Warnings: To Trigger or not to Trigger, that is the question

Do we really NEED to use Trigger Warnings for trans characters? What I need trigger warnings for Black characters so white readers don’t accidentally contaminate themselves? WTF is wrong with society? Do you use Trigger Warnings on your content? …a Reddit thought I had…



By Wendy C Allen

>>>PG…? i have a lot of poetry I’m looking to collect and publish into a short book. my problem is, a lot of it kind of needs- for lack of better word right now- a trigger warning? I just don’t know where to draw the line as far as “this is okay for someone to read” and “this should’ve been kept in the pages and not published to the world.” if need be, is there a way i can add some kind of disclaimer? — SOURCE

My post on Reddit had to be altered for the rules of the sub, so here’s the Reddit version:

I got so sick of self-righteous do goodies telling me I needed content warnings because of my trans main character, so I wrote this, and started slapping it on all of my work:

This is one of those stories that requires a trigger warning for certain insensitive, dip shit bigots, who like to have themselves crybaby sensitive snowflake hissy fits over transgendered people. *NAME REMOVED FOR REDDIT*, the main character of the series, is transgender, and it rarely gets brought up in any story, so it is rare that I need to put up a trigger warning for the fucktards who get triggered by trans people. However, this story mentions the main character’s transgender nature, which has been known to cause some readers to have self righteous holier than though mental breakdowns, offline, at my home, in my driveway, because transgender people upset them so much that they felt the need to hunt me down and show up at my house. So, if you are the type of dickwad piss ant who feels the need to beat up pregnant women with golf clubs and murder 8 month old infants with the same golf club because you encountered a fictional transgender Elf in a Fantasy fiction story: fuck off. I don’t need your triggered ass in my life. *(links to news reports of my son’s murder removed for Reddit)* Oh, by the way — TW: The main character, *name removed for Reddit* himself, is F2M transgender (biological female, living as a male) and his trans nature gets brought up in this story.

…the way I figure, if someone is a big enough dip shit bigot to NEED a trigger warning, then I might as well give them a trigger warning that also triggers them at the same time.

And now here’s the unaltered version:

I got so sick of self-righteous do goodies telling me I needed content warnings because of my trans main character, so I wrote this, and started slapping it on all of my work:

TW: If you need a trigger warning about intersex, trans, autistic, or black characters, do us all a favour and just block me now, because I don’t want trash like you in my comments.

This is one of those stories that requires a trigger warning for certain insensitive, dip shit bigots, who like to have themselves crybaby sensitive snowflake hissy fits over transgendered people. Quaraun, the main character of the series, is transgender, and it rarely gets brought up in any story, so it is rare that I need to put up a trigger warning for the fucktards who get triggered by trans people. However, this story mentions the main character’s transgender nature, which has been known to cause some readers to have self righteous holier than thou mental breakdowns, offline, at my home, in my driveway, because transgender people upset them so much that they felt the need to hunt me down and show up at my house.

So, if you are the type of dickwad piss ant who feels the need to beat up pregnant women with golf clubs and murder 8 month old infants with the same golf club because you encountered a fictional transgender Elf in a Fantasy fiction story: fuck off.

I don’t need your triggered ass in my life.

If you have any information about my son’s murder, please give it to FBI agent Andy Drewer at…
If you have any information about my son’s murder, please give it to FBI agent Andy Drewer at 207–774–9322 or at his…

Oh, by the way — — TW: The main character, Quaraun, The Pink Necromancer himself, is F2M transgender (biological female, living as a male) and his trans nature gets brought up in this story.

These stories sometimes require trigger warnings, or so I’ve been told. My thoughts on that are here:

Trigger Warnings: To Trigger or not to Trigger, that is the question

❤️🧡💛💚💙💜💗♂️ ♂️ ♂️

  • — 🌸🦄🌸 — -
  • Do you realize that the first volume of this series was published in 1978, it celebrates it’s 50th anniversary in 2028, in that time 138 novels, 423 novellas, 500+ poems, and 3k+ short stories have been published, more than half of then traditionally published, more then a dozen of them published by DISNEY (because, yes, it’s a series for children) and …
  • …had sold ten million copies in that time… and…
  • …the race, gender, health, ability, and sexual orientation of the characters, was not in issue for 40+ years, and the series never required trigger warnings, until the current era of bigoted snowflakes?
  • I’m sorry, if my being a Gypsy with writes Gypsy characters pisses you off, but that’s just you being a bigot.
  • I’m sorry if an intersex main character who was raised female and transitioned to living as a make in his elderly years bothers you, but again, that’s just you being a bigot.
  • Also… before there was Quaraun, there was Lythande by Marion Zimmer Bradly… the FIRST intersex, transgender homeless Gypsy mage, part of The Mists of Avalone series, which spans dozens of books throughout the 1970s & 1980s, all featuring an intersex, female to male mage main character:

The Complete Lythande

*(Those are Amazon links btw)*

  • …and the Quaraun series started out as fanfiction of Lythande, back in the 1970s when I first started writing it.
  • In any case, the Town Hall of the town of Old Orchard Beach, Maine, via the York County Sherriff via the Biddeford District Court, on January 4, 2016, demanded that due to gay couples being portrayed as living in the “family friendly town of Old Orchard Beach”, my series requires trigger warnings, content warnings, and an M18+ rating, to warn people it is “erotica”, even though it has nothing remotely sexual in it and was written for an age 8 to 14 reader age group.
  • NEWSFLASH: a gay couple being main characters in a book, does NOT make the book Erotica, you fucking homophobic retards!
  • I’m sorry Honey, but, YOU just discovering that transgender, intersex, gay, bi, lesbian people exist, does NOT make their existence a NEW thing, and books featuring LGBTQAI+ characters have been published for decades without trigger warnings being needed to WARN readers of their existence, so I find the demands to put trigger warnings on my series highly offensive and insensitive on YOUR part, but, seeing how there are enough sensitive snowflakes with their heads shoved so far up their own asses that they didn’t know LGBTQAI+ people existed, here, as requested, is a trigger warning for my series, which has existed for nearly 5 decades without needing trigger warnings, but apparently there are people today who live under a rock and never new LGBTQA+ people existed before:

— -🌸🦄🌸 — -♂️ ♂️ ♂️ — -❤️🧡💛💚💙💜💗 — -♂️ ♂️ ♂️ — -🌸🦄🌸 — -

These LGBTQAI+, PoC, disabled character stories sometimes require trigger warnings, or so I’ve been told.

Particularly the fact that my autistic, intersex main character, Quaraun, was raised female, transitioned to male as an adult, and is a bisexual polygamist.

Because the list of things that might trigger you is so long, here is a page that lists all the possible triggers you might encounter when reading my Quaraun stories. If you are someone easily triggered, you should read that page before reading any of my stories or poems.

…if you are not an easily triggered transphobic, homophobic, racist, ableist, LGBTQAI+ hating bigot or you already read it and are okay with the sort of LGBTQAI+, PoC, disabled character content I write, continue forward, and have a nice day!— -🌸🦄🌸 — -♂️ ♂️ ♂️ — -❤️🧡💛💚💙💜💗 — -♂️ ♂️ ♂️ — -🌸🦄🌸 — -

No one who uses Claire’s mantra of “family friendly” can be trusted. “Too gay for the family friendly town of Old Orchard Beach” is what Claire was chanting as she bashed by 8 month old infant son’s head in with a golf club.

My son was murdered because according to the woman who called herself Claire, that was the family friendly thing to do.

If you start shoving the term “family friendly” in my face, first thing I’m going to do it report you to FBI agent Andy Drewer.

Because EVERYONE who chants “family friendly” at me is a suspected of being in league with Claire.

If you know who my son’s murderer, please call FBI Agent Andy Drewer at 207–774–9322So, here’s the Trigger warning things I’ve been told I need to warn you about:

This series is a blend of the following genres, and each story has one or more of these genres in it:

  • Character Studies | Cosmic Horror | Cozy Fantasy | Cthulhu Mythos | Culinary Fiction | Dark Fantasy | Dark Romance | Dystopian 40th Century Maine | Eldritch Horror | Existentialism | Fairy Tales ReTold | Furry Fiction | Gay Harem Romance | Ghost Stories | Gothic Horror | Interspecies Romance | Isekai | Literary Fiction | Lythande FanFiction | Macabre | Magical Realism | Melodrama | MMM Romance (yes, M-M-M Romance, 3 Ms, not 2 — Poly Romance) | Nautical Fiction | Occult Horror | Omegaverse | #OwnVoices — Gypsy Characters Written by Gypsy Author | Pastoral Fiction | Pastoral Poetry | Poly Romance — Why Choose | Portal Fantasy | Psychological Melodrama | Road Trip Fiction | Shifter Romance | Slice of Life | Slipstream Fiction | Space Fantasy | Surrealism | Sweet Romance | Time Travel | Voodoo Fiction | Weird Fiction | Yaoi | Zombie Apocalypse |
  • If you are unfamiliar with the definition of what any of those genres are, they are all listed on the Wikipedia website.

This series is a blend of the following format, and each story has one or more of these formats in it (yes, I mix them together in a single story):

  • Ballad | Diegesis | Drabble Serials | Drabbles | Flash Fiction | Ghazal Poems | Kishōtenketsu | Limerick | Lyrical Story | MicroFiction | Narrative Poetry | Novelette | Pastoral Fiction | Pastoral Poetry | Post Card Fiction | Prose Poetry | Prosimetrum | Quatrain | Sestina | Short Fiction | Short Story | Sketch Story | Sonnet | Story Poem | Sudden Fiction | Tanka | Villanelle |
  • If you are unfamiliar with the definition of what any of those writing styles/formats are, they are all listed on the Wikipedia website.

And this series heavily features/makes use of the following tropes:

  • Accidental Incantation | Be Careful What You Say | Be Careful What You Wish For | Ceremonial Magic | Comical Overreacting | Deal with the Devil | Demonic Contracts | Demons | Disguised as Male | Driven to Suicide Themes | Eldritch Horrors | Evil Elves | Evil Faeries | Evil Unicorns | Evil Wizards | F2M Transgender MC | Fairy Devilmother | Forgot About His Powers | Found Family | Furries | Gets Easily Lost | Grimmification | Hand Wave Logic | Haunted Lighthouses | Horned Humanoid | Jackass Genie | Jerkass | Literal Genie | Little Bit Beastly | Lovecraftian Cultists | Mage Tower | Magical Homeless Person | Magically-Binding Contract | MerMen | Minor Injury Overreaction | Mix-and-Match Critters | Necromancers | No Sense of Direction | Our Liches Are Different | Poke in the Third Eye | Powerful, but Incompetent | Prefers Going Barefoot | Prehensile Hair | Read the Fine Print | Sold His Soul for a Donut | Super Villian MC | Superpower Lottery | The Bad Guy Wins | The Drifter | Too Dumb to Live | UnSeelie Court | Walking the Earth | Wandering Wizard | Wasteful Wishing | Whatevermancy Magic Systems | World’s Strongest Man |
  • If you are unfamiliar with the definition of what any of those tropes are, they are all listed on the Tv Tropes website.

In short: I experiment a LOT with mixing genres and formats, so you never quite know for certain what you will get. The entire series is a great big mix bag of a little bit of this and that all smooshed together.

While none of the novellas or novels are on Medium, they are written in the same method of mashing together lots of ill fitting, disjointed, puzzle pieces of bits of unfinished scenes, and so do not read in the typical smooth flow one normally would expect to find in a novella or novel.

This disjointed mix bag nature of the series is a deliberate style, intended to show case the disjointed nature in how Quaraun the Insane sees the world.

I hope you enjoy reading this series as much I enjoy writing it!

(yes, M-M-M Romance, 3 Ms, not 2 — Poly Romance) ❤️🧡💛💚💙💜💗♂️ ♂️ ♂️

Trigger Warnings aka These things are featured heavily throughout the series:

  • Absinthe | Author is not White | Autistic Main Character | Bisexual Relationships | Black Characters | Blind Characters | Characters Are Not White | Demons | Elderly Main Character | Evil NonHuman Main Characters Gleefully Killing Humans | Fantasy drug use | Gay/M-M-M Romance | Gay Characters Who Live In Old Orchard Beach | Green Fairy Wine | Gypsy Main Characters | Homeless Main Characters | Hookah Smoking | Intersex/Transgender Main Character | Lover’s Triangles | LSD Use | One of the Primary Characters is the Ghost of a Suicide Victim and talks of his Suicide Often | Opium Use | #OwnVoices — Gypsy Characters Written by Gypsy Author | Self-Harm (Cutting, and deliberate drug overdose) | Sometimes there is a fuckingly liberal use of the fucking word Fuck for no fucking reason other than to say fuck as many fucking times as fuckingly possible | Soul Contracts | Suicidally depressed characters | Suicide References | There is a thing in the series called The Alien Bible — it is the Christian Bible rewritten by aliens, some readers found this upsetting as well | There is a zombie apocalypse going on and lots of historical figures make cameo appearances as zombies, including Zombie Jesus — this seems to frequently upset readers so yeah here’s a warning for that | Thruple/Trio Relationships | Unmarried Live-In Lovers | While there are no sex scenes, characters often talk of their sex lives in dialogue conversations and are known to use crude words when doing so |
  • (Note For Readers UnFamiliar With The Novels: Quaraun is a transgender man, meaning he is biologically female and living as a man, using male pronouns. This also means from time to time there are stories when he is pregnant and goes into “hiding” to avoid the public discovering he is biologically female. He does this by hiding out/living in brothels, because he trusts prostitutes with his secret. The prostitutes also adopt his children, which he takes care of from at a distance without them knowing he is their mother, instead allowing them to believe he is their father.)

Oh yeah, and apparently also the main character being Autistic requires a trigger warning too, according to the comment which read:

“I’m posting this to warn other readers that this book was written by a retarded author who writes retarded characters for retarded readers. Only read this if you are a retard looking to read about retards.”

Ever wonder what it is like to live with Autism? Ever wonder what it is like to be mute?

I have Kanner’s Syndrome — the type of Autism aka Low Functioning None Verbal Autistic Savant, seen in the movies ’RainMan’ and ‘What’s Eating Gilbert Grape’…

…but I do not let that stop me from writing novels and getting my books published.

A look at what it is like to be a retarded mute person in a world of people who can talk and bully you for being too retarded to live.

I have Kanner’s Syndrome (the type of Autism aka Low Functioning Autistic Savant, seen in the…
…but I do not let that stop me from writing novels and getting my books published.

And… apparently according to this comment:

“You should have told me one of your fucking characters was black you fucking black sympazither I never would have followed you if I knew you had black characters, you aught to be ashamed of yourself for including black characters. I thought you was a Christian! You should know all blacks are going to burn in hell because of the mark of Cain!”

…. I need to add a trigger warning that, oh yeah, the main character’s husband is a black man.

Oh, by the way, I’ve got ZERO white blood in me… I am a mix of Asian, Native American, PNG black, and Dahomey black…. so, if my not being white upsets you, go fuck yourself.

Here, I talk about my black grandparents on this page. I’m sure THAT will offend your holier than thou white power arse — do you need a rigger warning for that too?:

A Scottish Gypsy English Language Primer.💟🌸🦄
aka FAQs: Is BoomFuzzy speaking a real language? What language is BoomFuzzy speaking?

transflagbanner2wordsquaraunboomfuzzyRESIZED

Did I miss anything?

Heck… if you need a trigger warning about intersex, trans, autistic, or black characters, do us all a favour and just block me now, because I don’t want trash like you in my comments.

…the way I figure, if someone is a big enough dip shit bigot to NEED a trigger warning, then I might as well give them a trigger warning that also triggers them at the same time.

On writing a Trans main character and the use of deadnames & old pronouns
TRIGGER WARNING: We are talking about transgender — if you happen to be a transphobic piece of shit, just go away, we…

And, I’m gonna go off on a slightly off topic but related tangent here:

I’ve always been very vocal about my beliefs and boy does that piss a lot of people off, but, hell, I’m not going to change how I feel just to gain a few extra views.

My writing has always been controversial, because my main character is a trans man (born female, lives as a male) and I started the series in 1978, it celebrates its 50th anniversary in 2028, 4 years from now. But weirdly, it remained largely ignored by LGBTQ haters, until 2013, just 11 years ago, when a local pastor found out I not only wrote gay romance, but with a trans main character.

And now the last few months because trans topics are in the news lately, I’m suddenly getting hate from family, including my husband.

My husband, whom I’ve been with since 1987, and and who was fully aware I wrote gay romance, a thing I had been doing over a decade before I met him, has suddenly after three decades of being okay with what I wrote, suddenly has been screaming and yelling and flinging ultimatums around demanding I stop writing a series I have been writing for nearly five decades, because as he puts it, it’s an embarrassment to him, his friends, his family, and his church… oddly the friends he’s referring to are people he met at a Trump MAGA rally less than a year ago, and he’s threatening divorce just to keep up appearances with a “god hates fag’s” group he’s started going to protests with.

What the hell?

You DO realize that it is HIS OWN SON who was murdered by a gang of fucking “God Hates Fags” jackasses who mistook me for being male to female transgender while I was 8 months pregnant, right?

And now he’s joined forces with the VERY SAME FUCKING GROUP that murdered his son?

His 8 month old infant son was MURDERED , his head bashed in with a golf club— while they were screaming that I was a gay Erotica write, something that anyone who has ever ACTUALLY READ my books, is fully aware I am not — I’ve never written a sex scene in my life — and yet he himself now calls my books gay Erotica, my own Huband who has hundreds of paperback copies of my books laying around everywhere, he could pick them up and read them himseld… but no, he’d rather LIE about what I write, to show off to his fucking gay hating friends…

His 8 month old infant son was MURDERED , his head bashed in with a golf club-by members of the very same vile, scum bag hate group, that he is now proudly a member of.

If you have any information about my son’s murder, please give it to FBI agent Andy Drewer at…
If you have any information about my son’s murder, please give it to FBI agent Andy Drewer at 207–774–9322 or at his…

More Random Thoughts (Non-Fiction by Me):

Random Thoughts I Had
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Fucking jackasses stealing content freely available online to sell on KDP
…a bitch rant thought I had about how much I hate fucking low life thieving scum bag bastards…medium.com

Self Publishing
My Self-Publishing Methodsmedium.com

Old Orchard Beach & Biddeford, Maine, USA
Old Orchard Beach & Biddeford, Maine, USAmedium.com

Nature Photography (mine)
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My Medium Journey/Meta Diary
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Living With Disabilities
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What Is This Site?

I'm an author. This is an author home page. It's about me, my life, my books, my hobbies, my home town, and anything else that applies to me and my life. 

Since starting my writing career in 1978, I have written 130+ novels, 2,000+ short stories, 6,000+ non-fiction articles (ALL are found on this site), a few dozen stage plays, 12,000+ blog posts, and a few comic book scripts for Disney's Uncle Scrooge and Donald Duck (I only worked for Disney one year (in 2005) and only wrote a few stories for their Danish comic books).

NOTE: I ONLY write the Quaraun series (aka The Twighlight Manor series aka The Adventures of Quaraun the Insane). In recent years there has been an issue with impersonators trying to pass books off as written by me, notably several non-fiction and Erotica books. I write neither nonfiction nor Erotica.

ALL of my books and their cover arts are listed on my website here. Beware of any books you find claiming to be me. If the books are NOT listed here on my website, they are NOT my books.

In fiction works, I specialize in Weird/Bizarro Tales set in 40th century CyberPunk-Quasi Medieval, Cozy Dark Fantasy and Science Fiction worlds featuring an intersex Elf and his Faerie husband main characters.  I DO NOT WRITE ANY OTHER SERIES - THIS SERIES IS THE ONLY ONE I WRITE.

Non-fiction (found ONLY here on my site) is daily updates of events in my life, and how-tos on how I write my novels.

I DO NOT write Erotica.

I DO NOT write books with HUMAN characters.

The Erotica books and books with Human characters, that you are finding, are written by scammers trying to impersonate me.

There is an ongoing FBI investigation into this matter. If you find any such books, please report them to FBI Agent Andy Drewer @207–774–9322

The FBI believes the people behind the impersonation accounts showing up, are relatives of the woman who murdered my son.

146 Portland Ave, Old Orchard Beach, Maine, is NOT FOR SALE.

And I'm sick of real estate agents who are too incompetent to research land ownership before they show up to stick a for sale sign in my yard.

The fact of the matter is, my son was murdered in 2013, and the friends and family of the murderer think it is funny to keep ILLEGALLY listing my land for sale, because apparently their child murdering bitch friend didn't hurt me enough by crippling me with a golf club, ripping my baby out of my 8 month pregnant belly and beating his brains out on the ground with a golf club.

Also, her friends and family like to gaslight me by doxing me on ufo and alien abduction forums, while pretending to be me, and trying to make it look like I believe in ufos or aliens, even though I think people who believe in ufos are raving lunatics and people who claim to be alien abductees are crazy. 

Worse, they've also taken to harassing my WW2 vet homeless friend, by calling HIM an alien, demon, or cryptid and sending alien crazy ufo nutjobs at try to "catch him".

So, yeah, my son was murdered and the murder's friends and family endlessly harass me, my friends, and my family both online and offline, and I'm not happy with it at all.

There is an ongoing FBI investigation into this matter.

The FBI is looking for information into:

  1. identifying my son's murderer, 
  2. identifying the scammers who listed my land for sale, 
  3. identifying the impersonators who pretend to be me both online and offline, 
  4. the harassers who are harassing the homeless man and sending the UFO nuts to harass him... 
  • If ANYONE tells you 146 Portland Ave Old Orchard Beach, Maine is for sale:, please report them to FBI Agent Andy Drewer @207–774–9322
  • If ANYONE tells you I believe in aliens, demons, or UFOS, please report them to FBI Agent Andy Drewer @207–774–9322
  • If ANYONE tells you my homeless friend is an alien, a demon, a cryptid, or named Etiole for sale:, please report them to FBI Agent Andy Drewer @207–774–9322


I'm going to repeat it because I'm tired of people showing up and making offers:

146 Portland Ave, Old Orchard Beach, Maine, is NOT FOR SALE.




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