Happy 2026!
It is our 30th anniversary here at Space Dock 13!
On the web since 1996!
You have encountered an extremely old website that continues to exist in old web ways, the same way it has done for now three decades.
In spite of being now 30 years old this year, started in 1996, it is still heavily active and old pages updated daily, new pages added daily, still now in 2026. All hand written, all hand coded (no AI), all by me, same as it ever was.
We Still Exist: The Old Web Did Not Go Away, You Just Forgot How To Find Us
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Having started out in life as a GeoCities site, this site contains glitter, bright colours, blinkies, moving gifs, and other things the old web was known for. |
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If you want some stories to get you started in The Pink Necromancer series, reading these first will give you a good introduction to the 3 main characters:
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My Elves Are JellyFish...and I asked Google AI and ChatGPT 5.6 what they thought of this.
As requested, my daily writing prompt series is now available print paperback editions on Amazon.
There are 20 volumes of this writing prompt series currently planned and in varying stages of finishing, hopefully all 20 will be published by the end of 2026. I likely will do a 2nd series of writing prompt books in 2027.
The first of the Visual Novels/Video Games for The Adventures of Quaraun the Inane/The Pink Necromancer series is published and available on Itch.io, there are 3 more planned for release in 2026, 6 more planned for release in 2027, and the big 60-hour 80k word 150 page one (Quaraun Goes To the Fair) is planned for a 2028 release.
There is a Pink Necromancer card game and a Pink Necromancer board game, as well as a Pink Necromancer table top RPG supliment for Dungeons and Dragons, all in the works, and to be released over the next couple of years as well.
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Update Sept 3, 2026:
I am able to get around enough to take Koko to dog park... today is 29 days since getting out of hospital. My diet is still mostly liquid, but im eating some solid food again, but its like rice or soft mushy baby food type stuff because I still can not chew yet, though I can swallow again. My jaw is still not functioning good so im having trouble talking still. So there's been slight improvement to my mouth, throat, and jaw, but, zero improvement to my eye, which is a major concern, be Im almost fully blind right now. im legally blind since birth in my left eye, so I have no ability to fall back on using my left eye. My right eye is the one injured and my vision in it is "40% decreased" according to my doctor, but it wasn't good vision to begin with, and right now my right eye is not much different from my legally blind left eye. Which I why I have to have someone drive my car for me instead of me driving my car myself right now, which is very frustrating, because, being a female, I had to fight for over twenty years to be allowed to drive. I started sneaking out at age 31 and dressing as a man to go to Old Orchard Beach high school to get a ged, because us females are not allowed to go to school. And i was 37 years old when snuck out to the DMV and got a driver's permit and started going to college. I was 42 and 8 months pregnant when my family found out I was going to college and thats when I was punished by the backhoe driving over my house and my spine broken with a golf club and my baby born right then and killed with same golf club. So it's very frustrating now, so soon after finally being able to drive , to now not be able to drive because of an eye injury, especially after 14 years of being paralyzed from the golf club and not being allowed to have a wheelchair, again, because i am female and we females are simply not allowed to do anything. I hate the culture I was born into. I wish I had the freedom to go to school and drive a car the way American women do. I wish having my spine broken with a golf club and my baby killed with a golf club and a backhoe driven over my house was not how men in my family punishment women in my family for learning to read and write. Its so frustrating not being able to to drive again, so soon after 14 years being paralyzed, and being paralyzed by the golf club was the punishment for getting a driver's license back in 2013 after 30 years of men not letting me have one. I hate my family's culture and how they treat us women.
I get so sick of Americans telling me how they wish they could be a Gypsy… they are either misogynist woman hating pigs, or delusional idiots who haven't got a clue how shittily we Gypsy women are treated by Gypsy men, because no one in their righ mind who knows anything about Gypsy culture would ever want to be part of it. I hate that I was born a Gypsy.
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update sept 7, 2026
"You would not make a good teacher"... what does that mean, and why are there so many people on Railroad Ave and Western Ave and Cutts St why walk up to me and say that to me?
I find it very confusing. I have low functioning Autism (the Rain Man type) and so i have very little understanding of words beyond the basic ones, and i never went to to school, so I never learned maths or sciences, and I only had remedial classes at Southern Maine Community College, because I did not have an education to enroll with regular, I was there taking every reading and writing class they had to learn how to read and write, and also took speaking classes to learn how to talk (i spoke Shetland Scottish language because that was language my grandmother spoke but she died when I was 8 so I only knew that language to speak and write, and I was 37 when I went to college and 42 when I learned English speaking and I still cant speak English good yet), all the other classes I took were art painting and cooking.
So the phrase "You would not make a good teacher" makes no sense to me because it seems to imply that I am trying to be a teacher, but I don't have anything close to the education ti be a teacher, and im not trying to be a teacher. So I don't know why people keep saying this phrase to me and I assume it must have some sort of a slang meaning, but I can't figure out what it could be of why do these people keep saying it to me.
see video below for more information:
@eelkat "You would not make a good teacher"... what does that mean, and why are there so many people on Railroad Ave and Western Ave and Cutts St why walk up to me and say that to me? I find it very confusing. I have low functioning Autism (the Rain Man type) and so i have very little understanding of words beyond the basic ones, and i never went to to school, so I never learned maths or sciences, and I only had remedial classes at Southern Maine Community College, because I did not have an education to enroll with regular, I was there taking every reading and writing class they had to learn how to read and write, and also took speaking classes to learn how to talk (i spoke Shetland Scottish language because that was language my grandmother spoke but she died when I was 8 so I only knew that language to speak and write, and I was 37 when I went to college and 42 when I learned English speaking and I still cant speak English good yet), all the other classes I took were art painting and cooking. So the phrase "You would not make a good teacher" makes no sense to me because it seems to imply that I am trying to be a teacher, but I don't have anything close to the education ti be a teacher, and im not trying to be a teacher. So I don't know why people keep saying this phrase to me and I assume it must have some sort of a slang meaning, but I can't figure out what it could be of why do these people keep saying it to me. #mainelife #biddefordmaine #maine #disabilitytiktok #Biddeford ♬ original sound Wendy C Allen | 📚 Author
update Sept 15, 2026:
I have some slight movement in some my fingers again again after over a decade being paralyzed
you remember how I used to be a professional doll making, pattern designer, and embroiderer, back before I became paralized and before my son was murdered and being the backhoe drove over my house?
all my equipment, sewing machines, ect were all destroyed by the backhoe driving over my house, and I have been quardepelegic for over a decade because of it so could not use my hands to sew or draw or embroider, and so only continued to do my writing of novels since then because I could do that with dragon dictation software,
well, since 2016, I been playing Witcher 3 and don't starve video games on twitch livestream, one hand two fingers, as part of my therapy to regain nerve and muscle use of my fingers, and now after 10 years of that, I have somewhat more movement in my fingers and im thinking maybe I can try to do embroidery and doll making again, but not sure, anyways, now im rebuying all of my sewing and embroidery equipment that the backhoe destroyed when it drove over my house, and hopefully I can use my hand enough to embroider again.
waiting for stuff to arrive in mail, so soon I should find out if ten years of twitch gaming has given me enough muscle strength to use my fingers to embroider again.
update to the previous video, answering viewer question about lack of hospital vs broken spine
Wheelchair Fundraiser... I need to upgrade to a power wheelchair, the manual one just isn't enough anymore. But the power wheelchair is $25k. Yes, twenty five thousand dollars. Wtf? I can get a car for a quarter that price, why are wheelchairs so damned expensive? That's more money then I make in five years, so I need to start a fundraiser for it.
I am answering random questions today about world building, over on Reddit and decided to take my answers from there and expand upon them even further over here. So that's what this page is. Me rambling on about various aspects of world building techniques I use when writing the Quaraun series. The questions I am answering are embedded here. Clicking the link in the embedded question will take you to the original Reddit page where you can see the original answer along with other people's answers. If you wish to comment, you can do so on the Reddit page where a place to do so is provided.
>I created the main character or storyline then created his culture and world around him.
Same.
For me, it went like this...
Many years ago, I needed to create a new D&D character, for a Temple of Elemental Evil AD&D campaign our group was about to run. We are given a 2 week notice that our old game is about to end and to create a back story to give to the DM next week so he can approve it and match his champing to it.
I want to be an Elf wizard who wears pink. His favorite colour is pink, He grows roses. All his spells have pink glitter, pink smoke, and other pink effects. He's going to wear Liberace's pink turkey feather cape from the RaidoCity concert in 1984. (this cape if you've never seen it:

I'm a female. But I was play a male character. But I want to dress as him and I want to wear fancy dresses. He's also a transvestite (a male who wears female cloths but continues to use male pronouns).
Wait! I've never heard of a transvestite Elf before. Do Elves have laws against that sort of thing?
*Searches every D&D splat book on Elves... all 5 editions of them, then Pathfinder too, then Green Ronine, then Role Aids, then the online wikis, then I go re-read ElfQuest, look of Toilkien references, research actual medieval Alfar lore.... 200+ books and 100+ pages deep into Google search result sites and I can find no mention of transgender anything, in any Elf lore.*
Contacts DM on his FB and explains situation.
DM says: "I need a player to play a Chaotic Evil Necromancer, who pretends to be part of the group, but is really the boss villain at the end of the champing and is going to turn on the group and kill every one. You've played D&D the longest, you've played evil aligned characters before. Think your Elf wizard could be pretending to be a woman so no one knows he's the evil necromancer?"
Next thing I know, I'm a level 27 Chaotic Evil Pink Necromancer in a level 3 Good and Lawful Good party, using deliberately handicapped spells, created specifically so they would back fire and hinder the group instead of help the group. (Example: army of orcs is attacking, the wizard casts a lightening bolt spell, and DM rolls loaded "fumble dice" so the pink lightening hits the group's best warrior instead of the orcs) When players become suspicious, a "truth spell" by another wizard in the group reveals the Pink Necromancer to have his bag of holding loaded with opium, LSD, and mushrooms - the very high, High elf can not get his spells right, supposedly, on account of he's a drug addict. The group believes the and the party continues on.... almost... the Wood Elf doesn't trust the High Elf, says he doesn't act like he's on drugs, so on his next round, he says to the DM - "I take the drugs and put them in the High Elf's drink to see how he REALLY acts on drugs."
How does he really act on drugs? The group had 2 High Elf wizards, both end up with spiked drinks. Both start to see monsters surrounding the camp, both plot together to create a spell to kill monsters that are not their. 2 other wizards in our group are both paranoid conspiracy theories. They overhear the High Elves plotting. They jump in to add "power ups" to the spell. DM is furiously calculating the math... this spells has these hit points, that spell has those hit points, powered up by this many more hit points, powered up again by that many more hit points.... he rolls the WRONG dice... the wizards fumble... and we knew we did something, as the DM's expression changed. He looked horrified and the whole group is looking at the 4 wizards asking "What the hell did you do?"
The DM closes the book and says: "The spell worked. You killed every one in your group. Every one in the village. And every one in the surrounding region, as the spell triggers a chain reaction when you blow up the mountain, which unknown to you was a volcano with an alchemists lab underneath."
The game ended, we went on to a new champing, but I completely fell in love with the Pink Necromancer, and so, I started writing stories about him....
However, I didn't want to write him in a D&D setting, so I had to create a world for him, and I went back to my original question: "What is the Elf society's views on transgender people?"
I began researching how transgender people are treated in our real world. Started talking with real transvestites, spent time with local trans people. I started seeing a tend in a complete lack of acceptance on a whole. While a few close friends and families may accept them, most lost their friends and were cast out of their families. Suicide rate was high, depression was a common problem. They were being told they could go back to "who they really were" at any time and that they were just being "stupid and stubborn". I started looking into the history of trans people and found that they were actually MORE accepted in Medieval times then they are now in our time, and that it was in Victorian times that the animosity towards them started....
Once I had all this research I was left with: "Now what am I gonna do with it?"
I started answering questions about my character:
I do more research. In doing so I meet the Ku Klux Klan. The KKK attacks my family in real life because I now have gay and trans friends, thanks to my researching this. I start asking the local LGBTQ residents about the local KKK problem, and find it's a really big problem and some 140+ families are being terrorized by the KKK just in our town alone.
So I start researching the KKK to find out, who in the heck are these people and why are they traumatizing the local LGBTQ residents of my town?
Next thing I know, I'm changing the back story for my Pink Necromancer and I base his race's culture off the Ku Klux Klan. I take the typical High Elf arrogance always seen in High Elves and I amplify it by extreme radical terrorize acts by a religious group that runs the community and is using terrorism to keep the Elves in line. Most of the High Elf community is raised to believe any one different from themselves is unworthy and must be eliminated.
The world starts to evolve from there, as these super radical High Elves are too radical even for other High Elves and get chased out. They form their own community, but no one wants them around so they are chased farther north, until they reach a region where there is no one to chase them out... the Deep Farth North, a frozen arctic region of ice and snow.
Isolated and cut off from the rest of the world, their radical belief system reaches paranoid levels as the centuries pass and there is no one "different" to challenge their views they they are the bestest, purist, greatest race on the planet... until one little 3 year old boy starts wearing his sisters dresses and the radical High Elves declare him demon possessed and take to extreme abuse in the form of exorcisms. At 9 years old, the boy is still trying to be a girl and a priest agrees to take him away from the village, leave him in a far away desert to die.
One his own with no one to tell him not to dress like or become a girl, the Elf grows up in the desert, finds a group of hermit wizards who take him in and teach him magic.
Now I have to create a desert society. I base it off Persia and realize the desert wizards who taught him magic are Di'Jinn.
He leaves the desert and walks back to his people. It's been too long and he left too young, and he doesn't remember what they were like. But to walk from the desert to the arctic... that means I now have to build that rought system.
I now have to create all of them.
Then he gets to the arctic... what does he find? How has his home culture evolved? How has the ice region changed them (they were not native to the icelands, been here for centuries/generations, it must have evolved them physically, mentally, emotionally, and culturally, along with changing their religion, but how?)
Not accepted back into his own culture, he wanders the world trying to find a place where he belongs. Now I have to build the landscape and peoples of each place he wanders too.
And this is all BACKSTORY... stuff that happens before any of the novels begins, and was used simply as a way to build the world in which to write the novels.
In other words, I created the character, then set out to find out how he became who he would become, and built the world that would mold him into who he is.
It's now almost 2 decades (and many published novels) later, and I'm not yet done world building. Every story I write about the Pink Necromancer is set in a new location, so I'm constantly having to build new cities, with new cultures, and new backstories to explain their cultures.
In the end, what I have is a vast planet, based largely off our real Earth, with hundreds of cultures and ethnicity and I'm constantly having to add new cities, new towns, new regions, new countries, new cultures, new societies, in every single novel, because he's a wandering vagabond wizard who is traveling the entire planet aimlessly with no real sense of direction, he's just going and going and going, hoping eventually he'll find a place to settle down, but always seen as an outsider and never being accepted into any culture, so packing up and moving on in the next novel.
I love this style of world building, because each time he goes to a new place I have to do a ton of research into our world. Like I had him end up Peru once. Well, all I know about Peru at the time was llamas and alpacas came from there and people do a lot of shawl and blanket weaving. But then, in my research I discovered Rupa-Rupa Cloud Forest and was: OMG! That is where he is going! I did a whole bunch of research into the aboriginal tribes of the Rupa Rupa Rain Forest and the birds and... they have pink dolphins!!! I had no idea there was such a hing as pink dolphins... but I ended up building this entire "lost civilization" living in a hidden valley of Rupa-Rupa cloud forest, and building this vast cloud forest into his world. I had no idea things like cloud forests even existed before then.
Each place in the series ends of being based of a real place in the real world, but due to the series being fantasy (with dragons and faeries and such) it's not fully the same as our real world of course.
One of my favorite parts of world-building is researching the mythical beasts of each region and incorporating them into his world. Like in Peru, there is a folklore about a giant 50 foot long anaconda. Well, it's basically a dragon mythos about a dragon sized snake, right? Well, if medieval fantasy can have monster lizards, why can't there be monster snakes too?
Japan has Kapa, Australia has Bunyips, Polynesia has Aswangs, Scotland has Phookas, Mexico has chupachabra... I've used all these things. So he doesn't encounter dragons EVERYWHERE in the world, no, he encounters monsters based off the real live folklores of the real live region, his fictional region was based off of.
It is just so much fun building the world this way, because I learn so much about our world along the way and I never know what I'm going to find in my research so I never know ahead of time what direction the story will take until I'm done writing it.
This page was written by Wendy Christine Allen of 146 Portland Ave, Old Orchard Beach, Maine.
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Do you know who drove this backhoe over my house at 146 Portland Avenue, Old Orchard Beach, Maine on August 8, 2013? If you have any information, please give it to FBI Agent Andy Drewer at 207–774–9322 of the Portland, Maine FBI office.
My house at 146 Portland Ave, Old Orchard Beach, Maine, July 4, 2013, photo taken because we had just finished building a baby room on the back. vs My house August 8, 2013, when the same group of people (yes group, the golf club woman was not alone when she attacked November 14, 2013, nor was she alone with her second attack July 2016.) who murdered my son on November 14, 2013 at Southern Maine Community College and crippled me July 26, 2016 at scarborough WalMart,... they arrived the first time with a backhoe on August 8, 2013, that they used to drive over my house, during a time of day that I normally was home asleep... I had to work a different shift at the Waffle Cone Pizza Food Truck at George's Parking Lot by Bill's Pizza at the OBB Peir, that day, otherwise, I too would be at the bottom of a landfill, along with my house and everything I owned that was also in the house. I was 5 months pregnant at the time and have been homeless for just under 14 years, homeless ever since....
... which means it is now only a few weeks from the 14th anniversary of my son's murder. I was 8 month pregnant November 14, 2013, and a student ay SMCC, and coming out of the Buglight Lighthouse art studio after art class, when a still unidentifiedwoman wielding a golf club attacked me, severed my spine, while I was 8 months pregnant, triggered early labour, then killed my son minutes after he was born.
While accusing me of being transgender, screaming "transvestite freak" and "look at that thing, that's Ken's son in a dress"... while I was 8 months pregnant.
My house at 146 Portland Ave, Old Orchard Beach, Maine, July 4, 2013, photo taken because we had just finished building a baby room on the back. vs My house August 8, 2013, when the same group of people (yes group, the golf club woman was not alone when she attacked November 14, 2013, nor was she alone with her second attack July 2016.) who murdered my son and crippled me, arrived the first time with a backhoe that they used to drive over my house, during a time of day that I normally was home asleep... I had to work a different shift at the Waffle Cone Pizza Food Truck at George's Parking Lot by Bill's Pizza at the OBB Peir, that day, otherwise, I too would be at the bottom of a landfill, along with my house and everything I owned that was also in the house. I was 5 months pregnant at the time and have been homeless for just under 14 years, homeless ever since. |
The backhoe driver returned November 14, 2013, armed with a golf club, used it to break my spine and smash my baby's brains out on the ground
On November 14, 2013, my son was murdered. I was 8 months pregnant, leaving my college classroom, and just getting into my car, when 3 strangers, a man and two women, armed with golf clubs leapt out from behind my car screaming "kill or be killed, kill the transvestite freaks, kill them all before they kill us! look at that thing! That is Ken's son, look at how it's dressed! kill the transvestite freaks! kill or be killed"... while the bald man and the red haired woman chanted this over and over, the blonde woman, lunged with the golf club.
She severed my spine, I am now a quadriplegic, and been paralyzed arms and legs, and in a wheelchair for 13 years now. She broke my hips, my knees, my legs, ruptured most of my discs, and shattered three of my vertebrae so bad that the shards of bone acted like glass and embedded themselves into my spinal column nerve bundle.
The attack also triggered labour.
My son was born in that parking lot, and he lived only a couple of minutes, before the deranged blonde woman, beat his head in and smashed his brains out, with the same golfclub she had just used to sever my spine and leave me crippled for the rest of my life.
Realizing that I was not transgender, and they'd just murdered a baby, the man grabbed the 2 women and forcibly dragged them away to a 4 door white pickup truck, and they left me there to die.
The FBI told me later, that a few weeks before this attack, and transwoman, had murdered a cis woman, in a parking lot, abou 20 miles away from where I was attacked. The FBI, believes that my attackers, had somehow found out I wrote transgender fiction, connecting my real name to my penname, (my father's name is in fact "Ken", and I do have a brother) and believed that I wrote transgender fiction, because I was myself transgender, even though I'm not transgender. The FBI, believes the attackers, thought I was my brother, pretending to be a woman.
The FBI investigation, into my son's murder, has dragged on for 13 years, and still now in 2026, continues on, with the FBI, still not having yet identified my attackers, and only guessing at what their motive was.
Thus we come to 2014, and the full swing change of the series I write. WHY my series, went from just a transman main character living life, to the full blown Mpreg genre series that it now is today.
Before the attack, I had a chance of having a baby. I don't know. And because I'm in America, I'm too old to adopt. You have to be under 45 years old to adopt a baby. That is the law in America. I was informed this, when we tried to adopt, now that my injuries leave me unable to get pregnant a 9th time.
Thus began my obsessively writing, my transman main character, pregnant. Always pregnant now. Every time. Every story. Stories that now fully focus on pregnancy, labour, miscarriages, babies dying, babies living, raising babies... the whole series, since 2014 has devolved into an outright baby obsession.
Meanwhile, reborn baby dolls were suggested to me by my therapist, and have also become a deeply obsessive part of my life. Because 13 years ago my son was murdered minutes after he was born, because a transphobic bigot mistook me for being transgender, I'm STILL in a wheelchair, struggling to relearn to use my arms and legs, now 13 years later, and I'm still DAILY dealing with police officers and FBI agents who while they are trying to find my son's killer, they are also daily reminding me... oh, yeah, my son was murdered, literally ripped out of my belly, by a transphobe. Who still has not been located and walks free to kill again.
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The golfclub woman as she looked during the golf club attack at Southern Maine community college November 14, 2013. She is about 20 to 30 years older then me and would be around 75 to 85 years old now in 2026. If you have any information about the identity of this child murderer, please call FBI Agent Andy Drewer at 207–774–9322 |
The golfclub woman as she looked during the shopping cart attack at Scarborough WalMart July 26, 2016. She is about 20 to 30 years older then me and would be around 75 to 85 years old now in 2026. If you have any information about the identity of this child murderer, please call FBI Agent Andy Drewer at 207–774–9322 |
The 2nd woman as she looked at both attacks, her hair goes all the way down to her knees. She is about 20 to 30 years older then me and would be around 75 to 85 years old now in 2026. If you have any information about the identity of this child murderer's accomplice, please call FBI Agent Andy Drewer at 207–774–9322 |
Do you know who these two woman who crippled me and murdered my baby, at Southern Maine Community College at 10PM on November 14, 2013, are, and what their connection to the backhoe that drove over my house is? If you have any information, please give it to FBI Agent Andy Drewer at 207–774–9322 of the Portland, Maine FBI office.
I am a legally blind quadriplegic, and low verbal, I have also published 138 novels in the last 48 years. It's not as impossible as people think. The problem being blind and quadriplegic, medically have different meanings then how those two words are used medically.
Fewer than 3% of all blind people see nothing. While 97% people who are classified as fully blind are able to see up to two feet in front of them. Legally blind means I can see more then two feet in front of me but not far enough to see twenty feet in front of me. In my case I can see about eight feet.
Quadriplegic, has varying levels, it means having a damaged nerve bundle in the spinal column causing limited mobility of all 4 limbs, (in my case this was done by a women wielding a golf club, who also beat my 8 month infant's head to pulp on the parking lot tarmak, at the same time she severed my spine with the same golf club; both on November 14, 2013; the FBI investigation into my son's murder and my being crippled has gone on now for 13 years, a few weeks away from 14 years now, and the FBI has still not identified the killer or her motive). Contrary to popular misconception, quadriplegic does NOT mean ZERO movement, it means means limited movement, specifically in means unable to lift arms over head, unable to grip fingers around objects to pick them up, and unable to stand for more then 5 minutes to a time. Because there are so many thousands of nerves in each limb it is actually very rare for there to be 100% no movement, but how much, and to what extent varies by patent depending upon the specific point of injury to the spinal column.
Meaning typing is still possible for over 60% of all quadriplegics.
In my case, it was the lower spine that was severed, cutting off completly my ability to move my right leg, leaving limited feeling in my left leg, and an ability to stand but not walk, with crutches, for the first 9 years. I regained enough nerve growth in my legs by the 9th year to be able to take ten or twelve steps allowing me to get out of bed for the first time since the golf club attack; This in turn lead to me being able to start using a wheelchair, as I was able to sit upright for the first time as well.
Because the shattered vertebrae bone fragments are broken off completly and embedded into the nerve bundle just above my tailbone, doctors were saying I would never walk again, but now at 13 years, I am able to push mu wheelchair like a walker, a distance of almost a thousand steps a day. Though doctors are still doubtful I will ever walk "normally" again, I have proven them wrong, when their said 13 years ago, that I would never walk again at all.
But because of the placement of the damage to my spine, regaining hand use, was always thought possible, it was just a matter of waiting long enough for nerve regrowth, along side daily finger exercises. I was able to continue writing, after becoming quadriplegic, because I still have use of my right thumb, and 2 fore figures of my right hand. And can type 90 words per minute with those 3 fingers.
I however have no wrist strength, elbow strength, or shoulder strength, so I am not able to form a fist, or lift objects, or brush my hair, or my teeth, all thing I have to have my caretaker do. But, those things are not needed for typing. Unfortunately, my pinky and ring fingers are "nerve dead" and drag over the keyboard, and cause horrific spelling errors and typos, which are incredibly frustrating to deal with.
Unfortunately trying to edit errors myself, just makes the errors worse, because those same two fingers drag over the keyboard yet again. Prior to the golf club attack, I rarely had spelling errors; now I got more spelling errors then someone is learning English as second language. Editing is a challenge, that I've had to accept, I simply can not do myself, and I have to hire several editors to help with that.
Low verbal means sounds can still be made, sounds that software programs like Dragon can be trained to recognize and translate, and type into full words. More then half my novels were typed with this method.
I still have a long ways to go before I am anything close to being able to do the things I could do before the golf club woman beat my baby's brains out and shattered my spine. And you know what's more frustrating then how slow mu medical progression has been? The fact that it's been 13 years and the police and FBI are still coming up at dead ends as to who the woman who murdered my baby was, or why she even did it.
My son's 14th birthday is only a few weeks away, but he didn't even get to live long enough to celebrate his 1st birthday, I don't even know why. And I can't wait to regain my ability to walk again, because regaining my ability to walk, means gaining the ability to go outside and start looking for my son's murderer myself instead of sitting at home trapped in a wheelchair waiting for the police and FBI to to find her. So, writing isn't a big priority for me anymore. I only write now, as a way to exercise my hands, in between relearning to walk.
Never let a disability stop you. Plenty of writers, artists, athletes, do not let either blindness, speech impediments, or limited mobility hold then back from perusing their careers.
Do you know who these two woman who crippled me and murdered my baby, at Southern Maine Community College at 10PM on November 14, 2013, are, and what their connection to the backhoe that drove over my house is? If you have any information, please give it to FBI Agent Andy Drewer at 207–774–9322 of the Portland, Maine FBI office.
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