2018 April/May/June Update:
As you know, most of the year I publish 2 to 3 articles a day.
However, every year during convention season, I take a break from that to go full swing CosPlay.
From early April 2018 to late June 2018, article posting schedule will be sporadic, while CosPlay Season and Convention events are going full swing.
During this time period, you can expect most, possible all new articles to be focused on costume making, CosPlay, and the characters I'm CosPlaying.
It's now divided into 7 pages. The primary page "Meet Avallach" is now over 20,000 words long. At this rate, it'll cross 60,000 long before the costume is finished, and that's not including the other 5 pages. The primary page has now crossed 60,000 89,000 words and counting, the whole set of Avallac'h pages are now more than 200,000 words long, and more then 500 pictures of Avallac'h and his friends have now been uploaded on these pages, plus there are now 400+ hour-long videos f the costume making process as we record live, every second of this insanely elaborate, over the top CosPlay project.
As of May 19, just 29 days to PortCon we are embroidering his blue coat in a countdown against the clock to finish in time for the event, while we pray that The Dazzling Razzberry will be re-weilded back together and drivable in time for PortCon, after it's recent vandalism by Old Orchard Beach's ever growing Ku Klux Klan problem.
There will still be daily updates, but the BULK of the daily updates will be limited to the pages linked here:
- The Avallac'h CosPlay: Who is Avallac'h?
- Obsession: Meet Avallac'h
- [NSFW] Avallac'h & His Nude Women | Witcher 3 Game Screenshots
- Historical Accuracy vs Avallac'h (to go live later this summer)
- The Avallac'h CosPlay Costume Making Vlogs (will go live AFTER finishing the costume)
- How To Make The Avallac'h CosPlay (will go live AFTER PortCon)
- How Much Did It Cost? ($800+ will run to around $3,000) Budgeting The Avallac'h CosPlay (eing written as the costume is being made, will go live after completion of the costume)
- Why do children CosPlay rapists & rape victims? & WHY Avallac'h is a M18+ character.
- PortConMaine 2018
- On Being a Handicapped CosPlayer: A Look At Events of PortConMaine 2017 That Resulted In 3 Disabled CosPlayers Getting hurt at The Convention and How These Things Could Have Been Avoided
After PortCon Update:
PortCon 2018 is over... but the making of the Avallac'h CosPlay is not. It is not possible to make a costume as detailed as I'm making in fewer then 400 hours, and only 129 hours went into the simplified first run version you saw at PortCon'18. The complete version will not be seen until PortCon'19
If you want to see this costume in person and watch it's progression onward as I continue to expand it... I'll be wearing it at the monthly Maine Association of CosPlay Enthusiasts (M.A.C.E.) events, throughout 2018 and 2019, you are welcome to join us. The list of current events can be found here: https://www.facebook.com/groups/293470827423558/events/ This list is updated monthly, so be sure to check back often to find all the dates, locations, and details of events.
EK's STAR LOG
The Autism & Me Squidoo Article
An Autistic Person Speaks Out On
What It Is REALLY Like To Live With Autism
How Disgusted She Is With Asperger's People Pretending To Have Autism
And Why Authors Who Write An "Autistic" Character With Asperger's Symptoms Are Doing More Harm Then Good
The 10th Anniversary Return EelKat's Biggest "Big Lens"
Autism & Me
A Plea To NaNoWriMo Overachievers:
If You're Gonna Write Autistic Characters,
Then Stop Research Asperger's And
Start Researching Autism For A Change!
As has been requested (endlessly) EK's Star Log is returning to the internet. You can still read the original archive here... https://eelkat.wordpress.com
The reason you couldn't find it is because I set it to private un-index mode, meaning it no longer shows up in Google search results and can only be accessed by a direct link.
Meaning, if you didn't have the url for it, no amount of searching for it would tell you how to find it. Anyone who had the url could still access it though.
I had set it to private September 23, 2013, intending to move each page here to EelKat.com... however, November 14, 2013, after only moving about 30 pages, I was beaten up and left paralyzed for 5 months, then spent 18 months relearning to walk. I am still crippled and have limited mobility.
Below is one of the blog posts that originally appeared on EK's Star Log. The original articles are still online but no longer indexed in Google. Links to the original article, are included with this post, as is the original posting date. Clicking the links will take you to the original site, where you can see the old Space Dock 13 website still online. Space Dock 13 as it looked when hosted on WordPress from 2003 to 2013.
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Where to find ACTUAL (Accurate) Information on ACTUAL Mental Illnesses
Every year since 2004, I post in the Mental Illness thread on NaNoWriMo, a list of places where authors can find actual/accurate information on a variety of mental illnesses and physical disabilities to help them write their characters more accurately. Most of these site also have lists of other sites as well.
Here for you now, is that list:
Act Early on Developmental Concerns: Partnering with Early Intervention
Action on Mental Illness
Adolescents with autism spectrum disorder at risk for bullying
Advancing Futures for Adults with Autism
Advice for autistic adults about work - NASAlmost half of kids with autism are bullied, study shows
American Association of People with Disabilities
American Association on Intellectual and Developmental Disabilities
American Council of the Blind
American Diabetes Association
American Foundation for the Blind
American Lung Association
American Medical Association
American Psychological Association
American Psychological Association's Trauma Psychology Division
American Trauma Society
Americans Disabled for Accessible Public Transit
An Anti-Bullying Intervention for Children with Autism
Anxiety and Depression Association of America
AnxietySocialNet - Agoraphobia support groups and more
Arc (formerly known as Association for Retarded Citizens of the United States; the oldest mental health advocacy group, founded in 1953)
Archives of Scientific Psychology®
Are Autistic People More Sensitive To Trauma
Asian American Journal of Psychology Asperger’s and Bullying | National Centre Against BullyingAsperger’s versus the Bullies: 8 Important Tips for Coping
Aspies For Freedom
Assistance Dog Advocacy Project The Association Between Bullying and the Psychological
Association for Applied Psychophysiology and Biofeedback
Association for Real Change
Association of University Centers on Disabilities
Australian Centre for Posttraumatic Mental Health
Australasian Society for Traumatic Stress Studies
Autism Awareness Online
Autism and Asperger Syndrome Educator’s Guides, Organization for Autism Research (OAR) Autism And Bullying | Aspergers: Through My EyesAutism and Bullying, Bullying Autistic Children
Autism Genetics Initiative Data Archive
Autism Genetics Resource Exchange Autism National Committee
Autism Network International
Autism NOW Autism, PDD-NOS & Asperger's fact sheets | BullyingAutism, Ptsd, And Emdr | My PTSD Forum
Autism Society of Maine
The Autism Speaks Transition Tool Kit Autism Spectrum Disorder and Bullying, Case ReportAutism Spectrum Disorder and Bullying | NCABAutism Spectrum Disorder Explained - NoBullyingAutism Spectrum Disorder in Children - Child Mind InstituteAutistic adults bullied and not supported at work, poll
Autistic Self Advocacy Network
Autism Source, Autism Society of America (ASA)
Autism Spectrum Disorder and bullying Autism and Trauma: My Story | Autism Research Institute
Autism Wandering Awareness Alerts Response Education (AWAARE)
Behavior Analysis: Research and Practice
Biofeedback Foundation of Europe
BC Schizophrenia Society Foundation
Brain Poke 3.0
Brian Othmer Foundation Bullying | Autism SpeaksBullying Among Adolescents With Autism Spectrum DisordersBullying & Abuse | Life on the SpectrumBullying and Autism: Helping Kids Cope
Bullying and Autism - Medical Home Portal Bullying and Autism Spectrum Disorder | The Arc’s AutismBullying and ASD | Interactive Autism NetworkBullying and autism spectrum disorders - a guide
Bullying and Autism Spectrum Disorders: guidance for Bullying and Autism Spectrum Disorder (ASD): How to HelpBullying and autism spectrum disorders - NAS
Bullying and autism spectrum disorders - Norfolk Schools Bullying and Students on the Autism Spectrum - IIDCBullying and Students on the Autism Spectrum
Bullying: children & teens with autismBullying, disability and mental health
Bullying Experiences Among Children and Youth with Autism
Bullying For Parents Bullying Involvement and Autism Spectrum Disordersbullying - National Autism Association - Autism Safety
Bullying No Way! The bullying of people with autismBullying Prevention - Autism Society
Bully Stoppers - Victorian Government
Canadian Foundation for Trauma Research & Education
Canadian National Institute for the Blind
Canadian Psychology / Psychologie canadienne
Cannon (1942/1957). "Voodoo" death. (Walter Cannon's seminal article on death through the shock of terror.)
Care For Disabled Veterans: Acknowledging Post-traumatic Stress Disorder from Iraq War Experience
Caring for Children With Autism Spectrum Disorders: A Resource Toolkit for Clinicians
CDC’s Disability and Health Program
CDC’s National Center on Birth Defects and Developmental Disabilities Funding Opportunities
The Center on the Social and Emotional Foundations for Early Learning (CSEFEL)
Center for Evolutionary Psychology
Child Abuse Prevention Network
The Child Survivor of Traumatic Stress [newsletter]
The ChildTrauma Academy
Child Trauma Institute
Children and Adults with Attention Deficit Hyperactivity Disorder
Children’s Health Insurance Program
Children with Disabilities and Special Needs - Patricia E Kefalas Dudek - Advocate For Elders, People With Disabilities, and Their Families:
Choices In Recovery
Clinical Practice in Pediatric Psychology®
Code of Federal Regulations, Title 45, Part 46 Combating Bullying | Families and Adults
Community Alliance for the Ethical Treatment of Youth
Council of Parent Attorneys and Advocates
Cultural Diversity & Ethnic Minority Psychology®
Data Resource Center for Child and Adolescent Health
Davidson College - Abnormal Psychology in the Department of Psychology - (not a group, but lots of info about a wide range of mental illness - great if you need a general definition of what an illness is, written in non-medical language)
The Decline in Child Sexual Abuse Cases.
Department of Education
Depression and Bipolar Support Alliance
Developmental and Behavioral Pediatrics Online
Developmental Screening/Testing Coding
Diagnostic and Statistical Manual of Mental Disorders
Disability Rights Education and Defense Fund
Disability Rights Movement - Patricia E Kefalas Dudek - Advocate For Elders, People With Disabilities, and Their Families:
Disabled American Veterans
Disabled Peoples' International
DisAbled Women's Network Canada
Down Syndrome Advocacy Foundation
Dreams for Kids
Drew Westen's Lab of Personality & Psychopathology
Eastern Association for the Surgery of Trauma
EEG & Clinical Neuroscience Society
The Effects of Psychological Trauma on Children with Autism
Elder Care - Patricia E Kefalas Dudek - Advocate For Elders, People With Disabilities, and Their Families:
Emerson Training Seminars
The Empowerment Council
End of Life Issues - Patricia E Kefalas Dudek - Advocate For Elders, People With Disabilities, and Their Families:
Equal Employment Opportunity Commission ERIC - The Experience of Friendship, Victimization and Bullying in Children
Eric H. Chudler's Home Page
European Federation of Associations of Families with Mental Illness
EFORT European Federation of National Associations of Orthopaedics and Traumatology
European Society for Trauma and Dissociation
European Society for Traumatic Stress Studies The experience of friendship, victimization and bullyingExploring Bullying with Adults with Autism and Asperger
Exploring the Nature of Traumatic Memory
Family Association for Mental Health Everywhere
Families for Depression Awareness
Family Council - Empowerment For Families
Find Your Local Trauma Center Focus on Bullying and Autism Spectrum Disorders | Starr
Foundations of Positive Psychology
Freedom From Fear
F.R.I.E.N.D.S. Down Syndrome Advocacy Group
Friends for Mental Health From "Bully" to Bullied - Autism Spectrum Explained
Galloway's Society for the Blind The Growing Concern of Suicide and High Functioning Autism
Health Resources and Services Administration how to deal with adult autism behavior
Human Behavior and Evolution Society IAN Research Report: Bullying and Children with ASD
Information Sheet Bullying and Autism Spectrum Disorders
International Bipolar Foundation
The International Classification of Diseases
International Consortium for Brain Mapping
International Disability and Development Consortium
International Society for Neuronal Regulation
International Society for Traumatic Stress Studies
International Trauma Studies Program
Internet Mental Health (a database of links to mental health websites - not a professional organization - very old site, some links broken/some info outdated)
Journal of Abnormal Psychology®
Journal of Applied Psychology®
The Journal of Injury and Violence Research (JIVR)
Journal of Personality and Social Psychology®
Journal of Rural Mental Health®
Leaving the Mentally Ill Out in the Cold (newspaper/blog post)
Learning Disabilities Association of America - Disability Rights and Advocacy
Lew Goldberg's International Personality Item Pool
Life Journey Through Autism Series, Organization for Autism Research (OAR)
M-CHAT Scoring Instructions
M-CHAT Scoring Template
M-CHAT Follow-up Interview
Maeve: Psychiatric Service Dog and Mental Health Advocate
Maine Autism Alliance
Marriage Advocates - Infidelity and Post Traumatic Stress Disorder
Mencap (The Royal Society for Mentally Handicapped Children and Adults)
Mental Disability Advocacy Center
Mental Health Advocacy Inc
Mental Health Advocacy Services
Mental Health America
Mental Health for Youth in Armed Conflict
Mental Health Services Locator, National Mental Health Information Center
Mental Wellness Today (magazine - has large article database)
Mood Disorders Society of Canada
Mood Disorders Association of Ontario - Helpful Links
Muscular Dystrophy Association
Naropa University: Somatic Counseling Psychology
National Advocate for People with Down Syndrome
National Association of County and City Health Officials
National Association for the Education of Young Children (NAEYC)
National Alliance on Mental Illness
National Association of the Deaf
National Association of Special Education Teachers National Autism Association | Help and Hope for Families
National Autistic Society
National Centre Against Bullying - The Alannah and Madeline Foundation
National Center for Education Statistics
National Center for Health Statistics
National Center of Medical Home Initiatives for Children with Special Needs
National Center for PTSD
National Child Traumatic Stress Network
National Database for Autism Research
National Dissemination Center for Children with Disabilities (NICHCY)
National MS Society
National Network of Adult and Adolescent Children who have a Mentally Ill Parent
The National Professional Development Center on Autism Spectrum Disorders A National Survey on Bullying and Autism Spectrum
NCP Clinicians Trauma Update Online
NeuroScience Center New Data Show Children with Autism Bullied Three Times More Frequently ...New Research on Autism and Suicide | Psychology Today
North American Society for Childhood Onset Schizophrenia
Office of the Children's eSafety Commissioner - Australian Government
Office of Special Education and Rehabilitative Services
Open Culture: Free Online Classes
Open The Doors
Operation Autism for Military Families
A Parent’s Guide to Evidence-Based Practice and Autism
Parkinson's Disease Foundation
Pet Partners - Denied Access, Now What?
Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder - Patricia E Kefalas Dudek - Advocate For Elders, People With Disabilities, and Their Families: PTSD - AUTCOM - The Autism National CommitteePTSD | Autism SpeaksPost-Traumatic Stress Disorder | The Scott Center
The PTSD Alliance
The Posttraumatic Stress Disorder (PTSD) Alliance PTSD and Autism - The Thinking Moms' RevolutionPTSD and Autism It has amazed me how... - Autism
PTSD Research Quarterly
Prejudice. No way! - NSW Government
Primate Handedness and Brain Lateralization
Psychological Trauma: Theory, Research, Practice, and Policy®
Psychology of Violence Questioning Answers: PTSD and autism
Racism. No way! - NSW Government
Raindrop: Death Education for Children of all Ages
Recovered Memories of Sexual Abuse: Research and Resources
Reflections on The Problem of Psychic Trauma Research Autism | Issues | Bullying
ReThink Mental Illness
Retrieving, Assessing, and Classifying Traumatic Memories Risk factors for bullying among children with autism
Schizophrenia and Related Disorders Alliance of America - SARDAA
Schizophrenia Awareness Association of India
Schizophrenia News and Information
Schizophrenia Society of Canada Schizophrenia Society of Ontario - Official Site
School Accreditation, National Association for the Education of Young Children (NAEYC) School Bullies Prey on Children With Autism
Society for Neuroscience
Special Education Advocacy
Special Education Technical Assistance and Dissemination Network
Spina Bifida Association of America Stigmatization of People with Autism Spectrum Disorders
Stress, Trauma and Sleep in Children
Suicide Awareness Voices of Education Survey finds 63% of children with autism bullied - CBS News
Teaching Tips for Children and Adults with Autism
Terrorism Injuries: Information, Dissemination and Exchange (TIIDE)
Time To Change (personal stories about mental health stigma and discrimination, written by people with mental illnesses - updated daily)
Trauma.org tips for educators
Trauma Clinic, London
Trauma Intervention Programs, Inc.
The Traumatic Stress Centre (Wales)
Trauma Survivors Network Treating Trauma: The latest technqiues to heal PTSD
UCLA Brain Mapping Center
United Cerebral Palsy
UK Psychological Trauma Society
University of Washington - Fact Sheets - Facts About Mental Illness and Violence
Using Drawing as Intervention with Traumatized Children
Visible Human Project
VOR (formorly known as Voice of the Retarded; one of the oldest mental health advocacy groups, founded in 1983)
Washington Autism Alliance & Advocacy
Webcast Berkeley: online courses & speakers at UC BerkeleyWhen Bullies Target Autistic Kids | Support for Special Needs
The Whole Brain Atlas Why Autistic Kids Make Easy Targets for School Bullies
William Calvin's Page
Young Children with Challenging Behavior
Zero to Three 100 Days Kit, Autism Speaks
Autism & Me:
The Squidoo Lens
(2007 to 2017)
During NaNoWriMo 2007's novel writing contest, a forum thread was started... a young author wanted to write an Autistic main character and asked on the NaNoWriMo forum if any one could tell her how to write a mental illness that she did not have and also knew no one with... the result was a 700 page non-fiction book, called "Autism and Me: On Being An Adult With Autism, A Look Into My Everyday Life."
Originally published on LuLu as a book for sale, a month later I unpublished it and released it as a free to read online series of articles on Squidoo. I continued to add new articles to the series on a near monthly basis in the 10 years since then.
The series of pages linked below, are those articles, the 2007 originals, the ones written in the years since, and the 2017 10th Anniversary updates on what has changed in the decade since those first articles were released.
Don't Know Where To Start?
Start With These Two First
"People deserve a break. The stressed and unorganized person who doesn’t have the same priorities as you. They may be dealing with an autistic child, abusive spouse, fading parents, or cancer. Don’t judge people until you’ve walked a mile in their shoes. Give them a break instead."
— Guy Kawasaki
I'm a woman who has had 7 miscarriages, and wears "elaborate clothes". Because I have no children, the residents of Old Orchard Beach, beat me up, calling me a transsexual, claiming only a man would dress like I do, claiming that the reason I have no children is because I'm not really female.
They left me paralyzed and crippled.
They crushed my hips, my pelvis, and my spine, and took away, what little chance I had to carry a pregnancy to full term.
I'm crippled for the rest of my life. I can barely walk now. It's why I'm now on a cane. Any hope I had of having children is gone now.
That's the reality, of the gay hatred of this town.
I have Autism. I wear pink. I wear glitter. I talk with a "funny gay sounding voice".
Acording to the people in this towm:
I walk like a fag...
talk like a fag...
dress like a fag...
act like a fag...
and therefor must be treated like a fag...
I need to be taught my place...
I deserve to be shot in the head...
I look gay, and therefore I must be,
because no one but gay men, talk in this voice
no one but gay men wear pink
no one but gay men wear glitter
no one but gay men prance instead of walk...
so they beat me up, because I'm "too gay" for Old Orchard Beach
they cut my car in half, because I'm "too gay" for Old Orchard Beach
they put a bomb in my house, because I'm "too gay" for Old Orchard Beach
they filled my motorhome with feces, because I'm "too gay" for Old Orchard Beach
they kidnapped my cats, because I'm "too gay" for Old Orchard Beach
they drove a back hoe over my house, because I'm "too gay" for Old Orchard Beach
they cut my cats heads off and nailed their heads to my door, because I'm "too gay" for Old Orchard Beach
because I have Autism
and that makes me "too gay for the family friend town of Old Orchard Beach"
I used to dance when I walked... but after 5 months paralyzed, 18 months relearning to walk, and now 4 years later, my leg is lame and I am crippled, barely able to stand, dragging a lame leg, I'll never dance again.
Do you know what that's like?
Can you even begin to imagine?
To be an Autistic person, who can no longer dance when I walk?
They hate gay men so much, that they are willing to beat up a childless autistic women, in ill health, accusing her of being a transvestite.
Because these evil people took away my ability to have children, I had cats; but they took my cats, and cut off their heads, and nailed them to my door.
Welcome to Old Orchard Beach. The gay-hating capital of Maine.
This is the reality of how Autistics are seen by the world.
This is the reality of how Autistics are treated by "normal" people.
This is the reality of being transgender in Old Orchard Beach.
This is the reality of what bullies do to someone with mental illnesses, they do not understand.
This is the reality of living with Autism.
Find out more here.
Do You Know The Identity
of the People Who Did These Things?
Please Call FBI Agent
Andy Drewer @ (207) 774-9322
“Don’t turn your face away.
Once you’ve seen, you can no longer act like you don’t know.
Open your eyes to the truth. It’s all around you.
Don’t deny what the eyes to your soul have revealed to you.
Now that you know, you cannot feign ignorance.
Now that you’re aware of the problem, you cannot pretend you don’t care.
To be concerned is to be human.
To act is to care.”
― Vashti Quiroz-Vega
"Ignore and ignorance share the same root."
— Kathryn Erskine
“With ignorance comes fear- from fear comes bigotry. Education is the key to acceptance.”
― Kathleen Patel, The Bullying Epidemic-the guide to arm you for the fight
A Plea To NaNoWriMo Overachievers:
If You're Gonna Write Autistic Characters,
Then Stop Research Asperger's And
Start Researching Autism For A Change!
"Can anyone tell me how to write characters with autism while avoiding stereotypes? Thank you."
Here is my response to a question from the NaNoWriMo forums on avoiding the stereo types when writing about characters with Autism:
"Can anyone tell me how to write characters with autism while avoiding stereotypes? Thank you."
My response, resulted in a 700+ page non-fiction book on living with autism.
The response, went off into a rant, not because of the person asking the question, but instead, because of the 300+ Asperger's patients who responded to the question to tell her how to write ASPEGER'S characters, all while claiming their Asperger's was the SAME THING as Autism.
More then 2,000 forum posts were added to the thread, by these 300+ people, boldly spreading huge amounts of extremely inaccurate misinformation about what Autism is and is not, and helping to spread the urban myth that Aspergers is a type of Autism.
Sadly after taking 3 days to read every post on the thread, I finally reached the end to find that not even ONE of the more then 2,000 posts had given her ANY information about Autism.
My response is too long for one page, all pages are being linked to here:
Think you know what it's like to live with Autism?
You might be surprised how little you really know.
A look at REAL Autism and the myth spread by those with a self-diagnosis.
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Autistics Have Feelings Too & Diverse Books Rant
This was written in response to an email, which stated books featuring Autistic main characters, Gypsies as main characters, and suicidal main characters, should not be written, let alone published.
Let me tell you something: Just because I have Autism, doesn’t mean I don’t have feelings and it DOES hurt to be called retarded, and guess what, it did hurt a lot to have someone campaigning in the comments, telling people not to buy my books because “this author is a retard”. That hurt more then the campaigning in the comments, telling people not to buy my books because “this author is a Gypsy scumbag”.
The problem with the Quaraun series is multiple:
- The characters are all Gypsies.
- They do not speak American English.
- They do not speak UK English.
- They speak Scottish Gypsy English.
- The book is written in Scottish English and the dialogue of several of the characters is in Scottish Gypsy English.
- The characters live the Scottish Gypsy lifestyle: they are Gypsies and therefore do Gypsy things, say Gypsy things, eat Gypsy foods, practice Gypsy religion, traveling in Gypsy wagons, and wear Gypsy clothes.
- The main character, Quaraun, has Autism. He does not act "normal". He constantly has to deal with bullies and he often responds to being called retarded by murdering the norms who bully him.
- Quaraun is depressed, suicidal, and every volume of this series has mention of suicide in it.
- Quaraun's best friend and lover Unicorn is bi-polar, depressed, and does commit suicide.
- Quaraun is a Necromancer. Don't commit suicide around an Autistic Necromancer who can't accept change - he'll resurrect you as a Lich, a Vampire, a Ghoul, a Zombie, or all of the above depending on how many times you keep killing yourself.
- Unicorn, now undead, continues to commit suicide over and over again throughout the series. The Necromancer keeps bringing him back. Unicorn resorts to drugs to avoid seeing the world around him since Quaraun won't let him die.
- Quaraun and Unicorn are both men and they have sex. [It's gay fiction - the horrors!]
- I am a Scottish Gypsy.
- I do not speak or write in Americans or UK English. I speak and write in Scots Language, Scottish English, and Scottish Gypsy English.
- I have Autism. I've had to deal with bullies since I was old enough to walk. I let Quaraun do to bullies in my books, what I can't legally do to them in real life.
- I witnessed the brutal murder of my 5 best friends when I was 14.
- Because we are Gypsies, a local white supremacist group built a grease fryer bomb and blew up our house, with my family inside of it in 2006. I am crippled for the rest of my life, walk with a cane, and have PTSD as a result.
- Most of the series is written from the perspective of a very depressed and suicidal Autistic Gypsy who is trying to find a reason to want to wake up and be alive the next day.
- The Quaraun series is a very dark look into the life of a Gypsy with Autism, who really doesn't want to live anymore and is trying to find alternatives to suicide.
- Suicide and hate crimes against Autistics and Gypsies IS the overarching, underlying theme of the Quaraun series.
If you don't like people with Autism, Gypsies, or looking at the world through the eyes of a suicidal Autistic, Gypsy, you really don't want to read this series.
My question here is, this series is based largely off my own everyday life and if characters in fiction are seen as controversial if they have Autism, are a minority race (Gypsy), or have thoughts of suicide...does that mean my life is controversial?
What is wrong with having a main character who Autism?
What is wrong with having all the characters of a book be Scottish Gypsies?
What is wrong with writing a book from the perspective of a suicidal character who's dealing with the suicide of his lover?
There are Autistic people in real life, WE deserve to be ACCURATELY represented in books, by Autistic authors who ACTUALLY HAVE Autism and know how to portray fictional Autistic characters without the stereotypes.
There are Scottish Gypsies in real life, WE deserve to be ACCURATELY represented in books, by Scottish Gypsy authors who ACTUALLY ARE Gypsies and know how to portray fictional Gypsy characters without the stereotypes.
There are suicidally depressed people in real life, WE deserve to be ACCURATELY represented in books, by suicidally depressed authors who ACTUALLY ARE suicidally depressed and know how to portray fictional suicidally depressed characters without the stereotypes.
Damn! If my character was a white middle class American living a happy go lucky nothing ever goes wrong lifestyle, nobody would complain, but then there'd be nothing for me to write about either. And heck, why would I write about a white middle class American living a happy-go-lucky nothing-ever-goes-wrong lifestyle, when I haven't got the first clue what it'd be like to even have a white middle class American living a happy-go-lucky nothing-ever-goes-wrong lifestyle? I write what I know SugarPlum, and I know the lifestyle of being a depressed Gypsy with Autism, so that's what I write. If you can't deal with it, then just go back to reading your white middle class American living a happy-go-lucky nothing-ever-goes-wrong lifestyle characters, but don't look for them from me, because I don't write them. Sorry. Only gay depressed Autistic Gypsy Elves and Faeries in my books.
Will I stop publishing the Quaraun series just to keep the haters happy?
No! Of course I won’t. Why would I give up and let them win? They’ve only inspired me to write even more stories for the series.
The section above was originally written in 2014.
A 2017 update is coming soon and will appear in this section below.
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