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Please note that since 2013, there have shown up several FAKE "EelKat" accounts, often using photos stolen from my website. Those accounts are run by a stalker who also goes by the names Kendra Silvermander & Tom Addams. They are wanted by the FBI, so if you run across one of these fake accounts pretending to be me, please report it to FBI Agent in charge of the case: Andy Drewer.

On November 9, 2017 - My Autistic Brother Almost Died...

And The Biddeford Police Are REFUSING To Investigate It...
(see video footage of the officer caught on camera, telling me they do not accept drugs turned over to them)

On November 15, 2017 Shocked Police Officers From Near-by Towns Step In To Take The Case After Seeing The Video Footage Of Bidd.PD.'s Statement;

November 16, 2017: State Police Now Investigating Bidd.PD.

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November 15, 2017 UPDATE: I went back to the Biddeford police department again today, they still wouldn't take the drugs again, again refusing to file a report, again refusing to open an investigation; however a police officer from another city, saw my post on FB requesting help and contacted me, said they already had an investigation going into the multiple McDonald's of the area and to bring the drugs to his police station because he'd make a report and investigate them.

So I went to that police department instead. Was there being interviewed by 4 officers for about an hour, they filled out lots of paperwork and forms and wrote down lots of notes in their notebooks, while a stenographer typed everything down. Also spoke with an FBI agent.

The FBI now has the drugs.


In the weeks leading up to this:

April 26 2017 someone using the user id name "Tom Addams" posted a death threat on a web site called "the warriors forum" They claimed to be kkk and said they were going to kill gay men in old orchard beach starting with my family. This person built a website that they called "Flamboyant Nipples". This this web site they bragged of their plans to kill the gay men in Old Orchard Beach starting with the gay men in my family.

As the only gay man in my family lives in Biddeford, this was reported to the Biddeford police.

They REFUSED TO FILE A REPORT.

May 19, 2017 The kkk group known as "The Workers of Iniquity" arrived at said gay brother's home in Biddeford and left white power hate propaganda on his front door.

This was reported to the Biddeford police department.

They REFUSED TO FILE A REPORT.

(I'll also point out that the brother in question is bisexual, not gay, there is a difference, but try telling a gay hater that.)


3 days later "The Workers of Iniquity" kkk group left more stuff on his front door.

This was reported to the Biddeford police department.

They REFUSED TO FILE A REPORT.

On June 1 the kkk was marching in full white robes and hoods from Pool Street and up Pike Street in Biddeford, on their way to my brother's home. (See photo below) 

This was reported to the Biddeford police department.

They REFUSED TO FILE A REPORT.

Note that these are not ACTUAL Ku Klux Klan, but rather a group of "wanna bes" running around calling themselves kkk. There is a difference. A rather big one actual. The Ku Klux Klan, the REAL ones, are church group. A very peaceful, very reclusive church group, who, like the Amish, keep to themselves.

You can tell the REAL Ku Klux Klan from the fake ass wanna bes, by the way they dress. The fakers wear white bed sheets, white cotton robes, white pillow cases and white hoos. The REAL kkk wears fancy white silk cassocks, heavily embroidered with gold designs, and tall metit hats (what the Catholic Pope wears)with a veil that buttons closed in the front. The ACTUAl OFFICIAL KKK uniform is COMPLETELY IDENTICAL to the uniform worn by the Catholic Pope and bears no resemblince to the sterotypical ghost sheets stuff you see in movies. And that's important.

Why?

Because the group that was marching around Pool Street that say - were wearing what was very obviously pillowcases with eyeholes on their heads, and white gowns that looked like they were a Halloween ghost custom... meaning they were NOT the REAL Ku Klux Klan, but rather a group of hoodlums pretending to be kkk.

Like I said - the REAL Ku Klux Klan are harmless. They preach non-violence and do not hurt people. They have radical beliefs about purity of race, but they are very peaceful. They preach separation of races not hate of races, which are 2 very different things. (I've known and meet real Ku Klux Klan members, I've seen for myself they are nothing like the stereotype.)

It's the FAKE wannabes you have to watch but for. They are the ones who burn crosses and bomb houses and murder gay men and non-whites, doing so using the real KKK's doctrines. The FAKERS are the fringe radicals and they are dangerous.

June 26 they showed up in my driveway in Old Orchard Beach, yellow out the window of one of their trucks, making threats about something they called "the gay-pocalypse" claiming that the gays were rising up in the last days to slaughter the Christians and it was "kill or be killed - remember Saco Shaw's - all transexuals are alike!"

They were caught on camera as they did so:

This was reported to the Old Orchard Beach Police, who did not make a report out, BUT, said they would look into it AND immediately following this event, ALL 4-door white trucks in Old Orchard Beach vanished completely. My neighbour at 142 sold his and bought a red one, my neighbour at 139 sold his and bought a blue one, and so on... as more than a dozen 4-door white trucks were SOLD off Portland Ave all the very same day.

The driver of the truck in that picture, has followed me to school, work, and shopping since 2013. He constantly raves about my dad and brothers "Ken and those 3 boys". For some reason, this unidentified man, believes Ken to have only 3 children, and is convinced that the oldest boy is a "transexual". Be believes me and my brother to be the same person. Thus all these attacks he has done (see list HERE) on me the past couple of years since he showed up in 2013, where ACTUAL aimed at my gay brother (the one who almost died this week).

This belief of his is because in the late 1990s, this particular brother of mine, WAS in fact wearing dresses, capes, etc, and was experimenting with the possibility of wanting to become a woman. He was borrowing/wearing my clothes during this time period. This lasted about a year before he decided that was not what he was searching for and went back to wearing men's clothing again.

Not many people knew about my brother's experimenting with wearing woman's cloths as HE NEVER DID IT IN PUBLIC. And so it begs the question: who exactly is the driver of this truck, and how did he come by this bit of information about my brother, seeing as NO ONE ever talked about it, and this here is the first time I've ever mentioned it.

This means that the driver, has to be a relative. A member of our clan. Because no one outside the clan knew this about my brother.

I mention it now, because of what happened September 12, 2015, when the 4-door white truck, seen in the photo above, arrived in my driveway to say this: "Today's the day! You wait and see!"

He drove off, and returned minutes later with 3 police officers: Timmy DeLuca, Jamie Laddikaca, and Dect Regan. And he proceeded to tell them to arrest me for being a "gay transexual". He raved and ranted about being a motel owner, said the name of his motel, called himself "The Royal Family of Old Orchard Beach" made the claim that "my word is law! the police do as I tell them, they do what I pay them to do, now arrest that THING and remove it GAY CARS from this town!"

He was referance my Volvo (The Autism Awareness Car) and my motorhome (The Transgender Awareness Tourbus). When the police refused to take orders from hi, he stared stamping his feet and screaming at the top of his lung: "I paid you! I paid $6million dollars for my house! I own this town! I can buy any police department in this state. No gays are allowed in this town! No gays are allowed in my motel! This is a family friendly town. I'm telling the town hall to pass an ordinance to make it illegal to be gay in our family friendly town. They'll do it because I pay them too.

He's right. They did it. Just like he told them to. From January 4, 2016 until October 21, 2016 LGBTQ and non-white citizens were banned from Old Orchard Beach." Biddeford Court issued the order and Biddeford Sheriff's marched LGBTQ residets out of their homes.

To find out the name of the driver of the 4-door-white truck, go to the Old Orchard Beach Police Department, ask for the police report for: "complaint against Wendy C Allen 146 Portland Ave, Old Orchard Beach, Maine 04064, made on September 12, 2015 at 7 in the morning". It's public record, the police can not deny you access to a FREE copy of that report.

The 3 police officers continue to explain to him that what he is doing is a serious violation of my civil rights and that he's the one they'll arrest if the doesn't leave me alone.

At this point he's punching his white truck with his fists, kicking the ground, stamping his feet, and with his face beet red screams out:

"That is Ken's son, look at how that THING is dressed! IT's Gay! Look at IT's cars! IT's cars are gay! That THING and IT's cars are TOO GAY FOR THE FAMILY FRIENDLY TOWN OF OLD ORCHARD BEACH!"

Which is why I took the cape which I wear most often and put these words on it...

                                 ---------->>>>

Mocking the jackass who called ME, a straight cis-female, gay.

For a few weeks the Old Orchard Beach Police were of the assumption that I was in fact my brother, until I pointed out to them the difference in the birth certificates. I'm 20 years older then my brother. I'm a natural born cis-female. He's a natural born cis-male. And then there's all the pictures of the 2 of us together.

The confusion he has with my own gender seems to stem from the fact that I am a CosPlaying LifeActor also known as OtherKin. This means I live my life as a fictional race. In my case ElfKin, meaning I live life as though I was an Elf. What further confuses people is the fact that I am a cis-female who lives my life as a male Elf who is a transvestite. In other words I am a female who lives as a male who lives as a female. This is something I have done since 1987.

How either of us live our lives, what religion we are, what race we are, what gender we chose to be on any given day, what clothes we decide to wear, should be of no concern to either the Atwater clan or the Cyr clan or anyone else. 

Coming up into our yard, waving rifles around, screaming kill or be killed, saying they will shoot us in the head... only proves themselves to be violent, dangerous people, in desperate need of straight jacketing.

At some point in the spring of 2017, the crazy gay hater with the 4 door white truck, suddenly realized me and my bother were in fact 2 different people and I am not as he first thought, a man in a dress. 

And that's when the attacks started on my brother's house in Biddeford. Those one's list above, you know, the ones the Biddeford PD IGNORED in April, May, and June.

I will this section with this... and as you keep reading, you'll soon see, WHY the Biddeford Police, DID NOT make out a report AND where the 4-door-white-truck driver got his information...

...he's married into the Cyr clan, and his brother in law, is a very radical minister in Biddeford Maine... and my Aunt Babara, (the EMT of the Biddeford Police Department) attends church with him. You're gonna see this name again soon, watch for it... because she's the primary suspect for being the person who put those drugs in my brothers food.



July 27, 2017:

The Loyalist White Knights are out and about in broad daylight again. This time on Main Street, Saco...




November 18, 2017 UPDATE:

McDonald's Corp has started an internal investigation. After reviewing footage from the Biddeford McDonald's security cameras, they now have ALARMING evidence of gross conduct on the part of MANY McDonald's employees regarding this event.

A McDonald's spokesperson has stated to us that she is FURIOUS at what has happened, and is FURIOUS that the Biddeford PD when notified of this situation

  • REFUSED to file a complaint report 
  • REFUSED to start an investigation

and

  • REFUSED to run tests on the food to find out what the hell was used in this attempted murder of my brother.

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As for the events that occurred... McDonald's has the whole thing on camera... We are now finding out that even more stuff happened while he was passed out and unaware of it.

McDonald's Corp has expressed their outrage over what has happened and most of Biddeford McDonald's staff has been fired over this. McDonald's now sees my brother as being the victim of of horribly horrific "pranking" / "hazing".  McDonald's is handling the situation in the proper and professional manner one would expect from a company of their reputation.

My problem with all of this is not McDonald's, as they are right on top of this situation and are trying to make things rights again, as they should be, but rather my issue is with the Biddeford Police Department and their extreme neglect of doing anything AT ALL. You are supposed to be able to trust the police. Who can you trust in this world, if you can't trust the police? The Biddeford Officers involved in this situation behaved deplorably.

The Biddeford Police Department's neglectful behaviour nearly cost my brother his life. The officers who refused to investigate the death threats, and the officers who refused to investigate these drug laced cookies, need to be held responsible for their actions - or rather their LACK of any action at all.

Three death threats were made about my brother, weeks prior to this event. One posted online, and 2 put right on his front door. In each case the Biddeford Police Department was notified and in each case they REFUSED to file a report. (See the several videos on this page, including video recordings of the officers themselves saying they would not file a report or start an investigation.)

Let me repeat that: a death threat was ATTACHED TO HIS FRONT DOOR! And the police REFUSED TO INVESTIGATE IT! They went to his house and put it on his damned front door and the police REFUSED to file a report when notified it had happened! 

And now, a few weeks later, someone TRIED TO KILL HIM, by poisoning his food, and the police REFUSED TO INVESTIGATE!

It is a police officer's responsibility to look out for the health and safety of the citizens he vowed to protect. An officer who boldly and blatantly states his refusal to look into a report of death threats, and then refuses to look into a report of an actual attempt on the very same person's life, has no business being a people officer. A police officer of this nature is not fit for duty as he can not be relied upon to help people in need of being helped and should be removed from police service.

This is police corruption at it's worst! A corrupt cop has no place on the force. My father was an officer on the Old Orchard Beach Fire Department for 20 damned years. I grew up with police officers. Some of my best friends were police officers. Public servant put their lives on the line every day to save lives, and they deserve our respect. And there is nothing that disgusts me more than a corrupt cop. A corrupt cop deserves nothing but to be spit upon. Corrupt cops make a mockery of the force.

The Biddeford Police Department's extremely negligent behaviour in this situation is alarming at best and criminal at worst. This event could have been prevented had they looked into the multiple death threats my family received and tried to stop these criminals before they hurt my brother. Had the Biddeford Police Department been doing their job in the first place, my brother might not have been hurt at all.



November 16, 2017 Update

To Officer ______


More info on the Biddeford & Saco McDonald's:

My brother thinks they tried to kill him and he doesn't know why. He's terrified . He now says he is scared to go to work afraid they will try to hurt him again.

As this was NOT the first murder attempt on a member of my family and there is already an FBI investigation into 2 OTHER murder attempts, and this is now a 3rd murder attempt, and there is a possibility this is connected, I feel I should give you more info into the other case.

In 2015 our cats were kidnapped and in the months since then the kidnappers have been sending our cats heads back to us

Also in 2015 someone filled my motorhome with feces

Our house was blown up by a bomb in 2006

My father was put in a coma in another attack

in 2013 I myself was attacked left paralyzed for 5 months and am now crippled the rest of my life

Every single attack (more then 200 of them now) has happened in October or November... every single year since 2006

These attacks ALWAYS happen during a writing contest known as National Novel Writing Month, and a woman calling herself "Kendra Silvermander" is constantly arriving at local restaurants and libraries, stalking me and beating me up then running away. She claims to be an unpublished author, mad because I am a published author, she claims that she goes off her med every Oct and Nov to write for the NaNoWriMo contest.

Winthrop police said her real name is -name removed-. I don't know how they found that out or what they did after finding out that info. I'm not sure how the Winthrop police even got involved or knew about this situation as that is a long ways from here. She may or may not be connected to this. She appears to be a friend of my uncle David.

Also, the 2015 attack happened weeks after my cousin Scott Jurgen went to prison for drug dealing at the Scarborough Downs Race Track. My Uncle David Atwater (currently in Palmyra Maine, lives in off grid deep woods religious compound with about 80 other people, was running a puppy mill, selling steaks that are actually dog not cow, don't know if he still does) has a history of filling houses and cars with feces and cutting off cat heads. We suspect he did those things to my motorhome and cats as a "spite" or "vengeance" attack because of Scott's arrest,

My brother says that Scott's mom, Barbara Jean Atwater Jurgen Portillo (David Atwater's sister and also the EMT of the Biddeford Police Department), has been hanging around the Biddeford McDonald's. That she comes in and stands there for half hour not doing anything, not ordering food just hanging out around the bathrooms, , then tries to go in back room to talk to employees. (name removed-- works at Saco McDonalds and says she does the same thing there) She often brags to being her son Scott's drug supplier.

We suspect she may be involved in what happened to my brother this week, again, we suspect the reason to be because of her son Scott's arrest.

Barbara's other brother Bruce Mervin Atwater, frequently posts death threats on my FaceBook page, and all 3 of my brothers'  FaceBook pages. He is a very radical ufo conspiracy theorist, very violent, beats up his wife Doris, their kids (now adults and he still beats them up) and grandchildren. In 1996, he sawed the copper pipes off a bunch of motels in Old Orchard Beach and hide them behind my barn in Old Orchard Beach. He was here in 1980-1983, at which point someone planted marijuana in the swamp behind my farm. Old Orchard Beach police were notified and at the time they said it was $3million in drugs and that they suspected name removed- Cyr, name removed- Dutrumble, name removed- Dutrumble, and name removed-Cyr-Dutrumble (aka 4-5-8) of planting it, possibly for my uncles. I don't think any one was ever arrested in that case I don't know what happened after the police took the drugs away.

Mervin Bruce is very mentally unstable, makes claims to being a member of "Heaven's Gate" and is always rambling about ufos, illuminati, and other such weird things. 

Uncle Mervin was part of the original Heaven's Gate, the group that killed 37 people and claims to be the leader of the current group.


He frequently tells people that my car is "demon possessed" or "haunted". Like I said, he's quite radical. In 1996, he stashed several (I saw at least 4, there may have 5 or 6, because they were in a pile) large black plastic trash bags behind my barn. When moving them one day to get to my farm equiptment, one bag ripped and it was filled with thousands of prescription bottles filled with random pills, all names of strangers from all over the country. He saw this happen and immediately gathered up the bags and left with them. He often makes jokes of supplying his sister Barbara and her son Scott with drugs to sell at Scarborough Downs.

Bruce and his son Danny Atwater both live in Saco and both have long police records in multiple towns of states all across the country, including Saco. Including arrests for violent sword fights and rifle shoot outs, though I think the sword fight happened in Biddeford and most of the shoot outs occurred in Utah and Wyoming.

Please also note that I had 2 machetes (28" serrated blade and 24" plain blade with wooden handle) and a hatchet that were stolen out of my toolshed in Old Orchard last year and it was suspected that Bruce was the one who did it as he is constantly breaking into my farm and stealing stuff. (He's a compulsive thief, as in the actual medical condition, I forget what it's called; he can't not steal things because of some psychosis.)

In May 2006, my aunt Barbara was thrown out of the Southern Maine Medical center, for attempting to unplug the life support machines, while my dad was in a coma. Later she bragged to us that she was trying to steal the mopine off his IV, because she could trade it at Scarborough Downs for a Monte Carlo. She now owns said Monte Carlo, and frequently brags to us she got in a drug trade.

My brother was passed out unconscious on the floor in the back room of McDonald's and was unconscious for 4 hours. The manager signed him out of his shift then left him there until one of the other worker drove him home. At work the next day he passed out again and again they just tossed him into the backroom and left him there this time for his entire shift. He says he went back to work the next day, passed out again, and again they put him in backroom.

At least 5 McDonald's employees were involved, and as many as a dozen were aware he was passed out on the floor.

Also... please note that these events happened during work hours, in the kitchen, in front of customers, and it was a manager and 5 employees instigating it, while several other employees witnessed it. They hid my brother in a backroom to hide what happened from customers and told the other employees that he was drunk.

Also... please note... both the Atwater and Cyr clans are by race and ethnicity Scottish Travellers. But if you question them about their being "Gypsies" or Travellers, they will adamantly deny it. They do not like Americans to know they are Gypsies and go to great extremes to hide their Gypsy blood from the Americans. Bruce and David and Danny DEEPLY dislike police and are gun hoarders. If any officer ends up talking to them, please tell them to approach with caution. I am personally, extremely terrified of uncle David, uncle Bruce, and Aunt Barbara, I have witness their violence on many occasions growing up. All 3 are increadbly violent to their spouses, children, nieces, and nephews.

Anyways, I had not thought to mention these things when I was in the station yesterday and it just occurred to me that it may be information you needed to know.


In 2015... two members of the clan, were arrested. Biddeford BD's EMT Barbara's brother Mervin Bruce and her son Scott. You know "Marshal Scott" of the "Biddeford PB"... if you live in Biddeford you know him. He's NOT a police office. But he wears a STOLEN Biddeford PD uniform and "Marshal Scott" is frequently see knocking on doors and telling people the BiddPD is running a random check on people. While "Marshal Scott" keeps the people at the door, Bruce in climbing in a back window and relieving the family of their valuables.

The Atwaters (sometimes known around Biddeford as "The Bacon Street Gang") are infamous for these types of scams. They frequently, grab some random lost cat flyer, give it to one of the toddlers, and then while the 4 year old bawls her eyes out at the front door Bruce and crew are tossing all their electronics out a back window,

Had anyone who ever meet Marshal Scott ever actually gone to the Bidd PD website, they would have seen that there is no Marshal Scott listed on staff.



In 2015, Bruce and Scott were arrested.

Bruce was arrested by the Saco Police Department for trying to kill Doris. Barbara and their Joey paid his HUGE bail. Joey wired the money from Australia.

Barbara was pissed because no one in our family (me and my 3 brothers) put up any bail money. And let loose on FaceBook in a month long frenzied fury of several HUNDRED death threats to me and my brothers.

Then right after that Scott was arrested for selling drugs. She flipped out again and posted lots of death threats online. Said she was going to have us killed... specifically me and the brother who was just attacked this week at McDonald's.

A week later, April 10, 2015, someone filled my motor home with feces and put a lock on the door then called police and said motor home was full of guns and drugs. That's why a swat team ripped the door off the motor home then ripped up everything inside cut up ALL the furniture my clothes ripped the walls out. Sliced up all my board games smashed all my stuff. And beat up the cats.

You know Cleo are Kit-Kit dead right? Bela, Dog, and George had their faces smashed in and probably didn't live through it. We got KitKatBar and Rascal back. Did you know Kit is missing half of her jaw. Police officer Chris Creps smashed her face with a cement block...I saw him do it. He was looking for drugs in her face.

In May, cat heads began returning. And that same day, Barbara and Brucie, started sending me death threats saying: "The next one will be your head."

Vicious, horrible death threats, posted on my FaceBook wall, posted by my Aunt Babara: EMT of the Biddeford Police Department.

This is the reality of what drug dealers do. This is what life is like when your aunts, uncles, and cousins are drug dealers.

Do you STILL wonder why, the Biddeford Police IGNORED 3 death threats: 1 online and 2 taced to the front door) and than ALSO ignored the atucual MURDER ATTEMPT at Biddeford McDonald's this week? Because a drug dealer is a member of their department: my Aunt Barbara.



November 14, 2017 update:

Let me ask you this? If you found a drug stash (a bag of Weed & LSD & Heroin)... who would you give it to?

Are you not supposed to give it to the police?

That is what we just did...

Do you know the Biddeford, Maine police department refuses to take or file reports on drugs brought into their department?

And they got on camera doing it?

I just now came from the Biddeford police department and they said they can't accept drugs you found because they don't know where they came from. Who in the heck do I give this stuff to if not the police? He wouldn't even make out a report. I don't know what to do with it. The police won't take it or file a report on it. Aren't you supposed to give something like this to the police when you find it? I'm so confused.

Here's what happened:

One of the workers (a 16 year old) at Biddeford (Maine) McDonald's is selling "legal medicinal weed cookies" to the other workers. Thursday, they convinced my brother to buy one and eat it with them.  Eating half the cookie put him into a semi comatose state going back and forth between passing out and vomiting and hallucinating for 4 days. The kid he got it from suspects he accidently mixed up the "sugar cookies" and gave my brother one with either LSD or Heroin or both, in it as well as the weed.

Note that though my brother is 27, he is EXTREMELY Autistic and lives with adult guardians. Other then going to work (which his caretaker drives him to and from as he is unable to drive) he has ZERO contact with the "outside world" and has no knowledge of social behaviours of people, no comprehension of the fact that strangers or friends might hurt him and no understanding of the ways of predatory drug dealers.

He never attended school (AT ALL - not even grade school) is borderline illiterate, can read and write at about a 2nd or 3rd grade level, does not know math, has a severe speech impediment, is EXTREMELY shy, and is prone to answering all questions with either "ok" or "I don't know" ESPECIALLY if he doesn't understand what is being said to him, which is often.

This is NOT a case of someone actively taking drugs, but rather a drug dealer taking advantage of a person with very limited ability to make decisions on his own.

I found out about it last night, because my brother is scared he would die and told me and my mom and my boyfriend what happened.

It's now Tuesday (6 days after he ate it) and my brother is not yet fully able to walk around normally. He is very disoriented and confused. He's terrified of what it is he took and wants to know what was in the cookies, but is scared he'll lose his job or be arrested or both. He gave the cookie to my mom asking her to take him to the hospital. She took to the ER.

My mom gave me the cookie and asked me to take it to the police so they could investigate it. I immediately went to the Biddeford police with it. But was told by the detective on duty, that they do not accept drugs brought in from 3rd parties and that only the victim of a crime can report said crime. He refused to take the cookie or make out a report or open an investigation.

I don't know what to do now. Who do I give this stuff to if not the police? I'm so confused. 

Here... listen to what the officer says for yourself and hear me, my boyfriend, my mom, and my brother who ate the damned cookie, react to the police lack of reaction... 



If you've followed me for any length of time you know my biggest pet peeve is drugs and drug dealers. I grew up with uncles and older cousins who were drug dealers and growers and chemists. The Atwater Clan and the Cyr Clan, used to stand at 144 and 142 Portland Ave all summer long in the 1970s through 1980s shooting at each other over drugs.

In 1983, I discovered they had planted acres of marihuana on and behind my land. At the time it was Maine's biggest drug raid. $3million of drugs were confiscated by the Old Orchard Beach police that day. And ever since then, my life has been and endless string of violence, pet murder, house bombs, and vandalism at the hands of my uncles, their children, and their friends.

I HATE drug dealers.

It why I write a main character in my novel who is on drugs... to show readers what a life on drugs is REALLY like. You never know up from down, left from right. You spend more hours asleep then awake. Become an easy target for rapist, and spend an inordinate amount of your days puking your guts out.

I've seen what drugs do, those sought after short lived highs, followed by the very long, deep crashing downs...and the criminals you'll have invading your life, terrorizing your family, murdering your pets... I'm crippled for the rest of my life... for what? Their lust for money?

Money at the expense of lives is useless.

I hate drug dealers, and you wonder why? Look at what they do to my cars, my motorhome, my pets.... and me! I'm crippled for the rest of my life because of these jackass drug dealers I have the misfortune of being related to.

Why do I hate drug dealers?

Let's count the reasons...

Did you know, that just before my motorhome and cats were attacked, my cousin Scott went to prison for selling drugs at the Scarborough Downs Race Track? And his mother Barbie Jean (who is also his supplier) was pissed.... and her older brother, David, has a history of filling houses with feces and putting cat heads on wooden stakes? Is it any coincidence that my cats were beheaded and my motorhome filled with feces, days after Scott went to prison?



What about David's daughter Yvonne, the gun hoarding member of the Ku Klux Klan in Mississippi? Or Yvonne's brother Shem, also claims to be a proud KKK member.... is any surprise that a Ku Klux Klan cross was left in my yard, after a bomb blew up my house?



Or what about David's brother, the gibbering psychopath Mervin Bruce, who claims to be a member of Heaven's Gate and MUFON spends his days waiting for God to come riding in on Comet Wormwood to take him to Planet Kolob and runs around talking about aliens, and running around Southern Maine, claiming that my elderly disfigured next door neighbour is an damned amphibious aliens and refuses to believe he is human no matter what you say. Does any sane person believe in either aliens or demons or haunted cars?





It's my uncles, aunt, and cousins, who you meet locally running around the area, screaming "Transvestite Freak", and accusing me, a straight white cis-female, of being a non-white, gay, transesuxal.

It's my uncles, aunt, and cousins, who you meet locally running around the area, donning white hoods and pretending to be Ku Klux Klan. They don't even know what the KKK is! 

Did you know, the Flamboyant Nipples website.... has very detailed information about my land... my garden... and a particular item sitting in it, that has never been mentioned online, can not be seen, from anyplace more than 3 feet from it, and was only put in my garden in 2015... meaning whoever wrote that horrible Flamboyant Nipple website... is a relative of mine... someone who's been in my yard?


Yeah. One of my uncles, my aunt, or one of my cousins wrote that KKK promoting, gay hating website, full of death threats aimed at the LGBTQ community of Old Orchard Beach. I wonder... which one could it be, who claims to be a member of the KKK and spews her hate for gay men on her FaceBook wall, every single day...Yvonne and Shem.

Even the infamous and mysterious Kendra Silvermander... uses that same strange term, that only David's children ever use: "The Loyalist White Knights of the Ku Klux Klan"... Notice the term they use is, "Loyalist" not "Loyal". Google it, find out the difference. No reason to think this vicious, violent Kendra woman who crippled me is any one other than yet another of David's violent daughters.


Interestingly, Kendra makes the claim to be "a member of the Loyalist White Knights of the Ku Klux Klan"... this is a VERY important bit of information. Why? Because there is NO SUCH GROUP affiliated with the Ku Klux Klan. The real group is called "The Loyal white Knights of the Ku Klux Klan" and they are a very peaceful group - NOT the extreme radicals that most people think they are. They keep to themselves and are a branch of the Baptist Church (yes, the REAL: kkk is a religious church group) they have their own "pope" figure, and they believe that only "the pure" (aka white skinned) can enter Heaven. They believe it is a sin to hurt anyone and are EXTREMELY non violent. Like the Amish, they separate themselves from others, living in communities free of non-whites. Here in Maine, most of them can be found in Kennebunk, Kennebunkport, Ocean Park, and Cape Porpoise. Each of these towns is 90% white, with Ocean Park being a full 100% white and having town ordinances in place making it illegal to sell property to non-whites. I have friends, who live in Kennebunk, who are members of the REAL Ku Klux Klan, including my boyfriend and his family, and that's why I know the difference between the ACTUAL group, and the renegade terrorists who dress up like them and do shit in their name.

The group that calls themselves "The Loyalist White Knights" was founded by my cousins Shem Atwater and Yvonne Johnson, and a local Tommy Bryant who lives on my street. It is NOT an official branch of the Ku Klux Klan, and is rather a renegade radical group, that sports swastika arm bands, greats each other with "heil Hitler", brandishes Confederate flags, also say they are by political party members of the Nazi Party. Near as I can tell the group consists of about 12 families and is fewer then 100 members. For some reason, they all drive 4-door-white trucks, though I do not know what the logic is behind this.

The group is very local and does not exist outside of Southern Maine. They mostly follow a list of rules that were written up by my Uncle David Atwater (Richard Merlin's older brother). In the 1970s, they called themselves "A Division of Heaven's Gate". They changed the name to "The Loyalist White Knights" in 1997 after the infamous Heaven's Gate Murder Suicide that killed 39 people. It is unknown if they were ACTUAL Heaven's Gate members or if they just called themselves that. Most members of this group are illegal aliens from Nova Scotia and do not have American citizenship. They claim to be a "sovereign nation" and say they are "bound to no laws, no government, but our own".

I born into and grew up with this group, and escaped it in 2003 because I wanted no part of what I saw as nothing but a group of insane mindless drones blindly following a raving lunatic. If you tell them they are mindless and following David blindly, they smile and proudly say: "I know, we are his sheep, he is our shepherd, he is steering us on the path to righteousness and glory." They then start rambling nonsense about "trumps of jubilee", "armageddon" "comet wormwood" "planet kolob" and quoting Book of Mormon and Bible verses. They also claim that God is an alien, alien abductions are demon attacks, and obsessively stockpile guns because they claim God will "sound the trump" and they will be his army during the "Third World War".

I am so sick and tired of my uncles, my aunt, my cousins, their conspiracy theories, their violence, their paranoias, their alien obsessions, and their damned drugs. If they'd get off the damned drugs they wouldn't spend their days gibbering madness about aliens and demons living my car! They are the stupid damned freaks running around telling everyone my car is haunted... AND... they are the ones who cut it in half while claiming they were killing a demon!

They believe in aliens and demons... that ought to tell you how badly drugs have fried their brains. You're making idiots of yourselves with your stupid imaginary aliens and your pillow cases over your heads.

THAT is what drugs do to you. Drugs make you go insane. You start calling a crippled man an alien and claiming demons live in cars and sit around waiting for god to ride in on a frigging comet!

By their fruits, ye shall know then, for no good thing, springs forth from a corrupt root. You hide behind your Bibles, squatting hatred for every race and religion, but you're too busy with your guns and drugs to even know what your Bible says.

If they want to be crazy drug addicts... FINE!... but go do it somewhere else! Get the hell out of my life! Leave me and my family alone! The drugs are turning you jackasses into raving lunatics. Look at what you did to my house... you blew it up with a bomb! You cut my car in half! You spread lies and rumours saying my car is haunted, you got your heads so far up your drug addled asses that you think my neighbour is an alien. You filled my motorhome with feces! Then you bastards cut off my cats heads!

What is wrong with you?

Yes... I know, the Old Orchard Beach police took all your precious drugs waaaaaaay back in 1983.... and you know what... that had nothing to do with me...I'm not the one who found the drugs or called the police. I wasn't old enough to even dial a damned phone, let know what drugs were. Did you ever get your heads out of your asses long enough to even think about that?

As for Scott going to prison in 2015... I haven't seen Scott since I was 10 years old. I haven't seen him in 40 years! He was in prison for 6 months before I even knew he was living in Maine. I don't know who turned him in, but it wasn't me. I haven't had contact with ANY of you in decades. The only time I ever hear about your damned drug dealings, is when you idiots show up in my yard and shart smashing things and accusing me of turning you bastards in! Whoever it is turning you all in one by one... it's one of your own people, someone who actually knows what you are doing. So stop harassing me and start looking for your mole in your own inner circle. You have a brain, why don't you get off the drugs long enough to use it.

The FBI first arrived in the late 1980s, around 1987. Looking for a baby and Uncle Joey. They told us he was kidnapping healthy, white, American babies and selling them overseas. They suspected he was on his way to Australia. He was on his way to Australia and they had just missed him by 2 hours - he had just left the Portland Jetport just before they knocked on the door.

At that point I didn't know the clan was nothing more then a gang of drug dealing criminals. The FBI were focusing solely on Joey and getting back the baby he had just taken illegally out of the country. The FBI got the baby back a few weeks later, but was unable to bring Uncle Joey back from Australia - something about a law, that made them unable to arrest him as long as he stayed in Australia. He is still in Australia today in 2017, unable to leave because as soon as he does he will get life in prison.

And so, until recently, we thought it was just Joey the FBI was after, just Joey who was a criminal... we didn't know that Uncle David and his roving band of gun hoarders were known by the Colorado State police as "The Scottish Traveller Crime Family of America", that the bulk of the clan travelled the country running every scam you could imagine, that more than a dozen on my cousins had served prison time before they reached the age of 16, or that by 1996 my uncles were considered by the FBI as "3rd most wanted crime family in the country".

We did know about the child abuse. We both were abused.

It was my uncle David, Richard Merlin, and Mervin Bruce, and their sist Barbara Jean who kept me locked up in this room my entire childhood, my teen years, and my young adult years, until I escaped when I was 31 years old...

(Even more photos and full details of the room can be found here.)

The room with ledge and dirt floor, cracks between the roof boards an inch wide, that kept out neither snow nor rain. Windows boarded up from the outside, and a door with more then a dozen padlocks.

I escaped in 2003... ran, bleeding, gushing blood from yet another miscarriage (full details here) to the nearest doctor... first doctor I could find... on Saco Avenue, in Old Orchard Beach... February 2003, First Care Health Clinic.

Who in Maine, remember's THAT doctor's office?

He sent the Department of Human Services...

7 days later he was dead. A bomb blew up his doctor's office.

The Atwater and Cyr clans, were THAT desperate to keep that room hidden from the world.

But the Department of Health and Human Service came back in 2006...

October 18, 2006... a bomb blew up the house, a bomb that was left in the doorway of that room, to destroy it's existence.

I may not have known about your drugs... but I knew about your selling children as sex slaves to high priests of the Portland, Cape Elizabeth, and Saco Wards of The Church of Jesus Christ of Latter Day Saints. Then beating said children to kill any unwanted babies that came from it. I had the first of my 7 miscarriages at 14 years old, remember?

I only have pictures of the room I was kept locked in...

but...

...that house had 2 rooms like that. My brother was kept looked in the other one.

My brother... the one you bastards just tried to kill this week.

I was locked in that room when I was 8 years old. Days after Grammy Helen died. Days after her funeral. I was removed from public school, and locked in that room, for just under 30 years. Only let out on Sundays to attend church with the clan, and not allowed to speak. Told to be mute or die.

Grammy Helen died days after the big drug raid. At 862 Portland Ave, now renumbered to 146 Portland Ave. I was removed from the Loranger School, days after the drug raid. I was locked in that room, days after the drug raid.

I was 8 years old, when the drug raid happened, and for sme unknown reason, I'm the one they blamed and I've never known why.

Since escaping the clan in 2003, I've been trying to get a police officer to listen to what was done to me, by these monsters, my uncles David, Bruce, and Richard Merlin, and the worst one of all: Aunt Barbara.

I've yet to find a police officer, who will file a report of ANY complaint I have EVER made. EVER. Not once. I didn't know - members of the clan, worked at both Old Orchard Beach and Biddeford Police Departments. I only just recently found that out.

I didn't even know about your drugs until you started accusing me of snitching on you. Think about it... I'm a hermit. I don't have contact with anyone. How would I know what YOU do in Wyoming, Colorado, Utah, Nevada, Illinois, or Florida... when I've never left the state of Maine. Only someone who works with you making the drugs knew you were making the drugs. Only someone helping you grow the drugs, knew you planted them, only someone helping you sell your drugs, knows when and where you sell them. And that's certainly not me. If you hadn't invaded my land screaming and yelling about drugs, I wouldn't even have known. You keep calling me a whistle blower to your operation, but, only person I ever turned in was Jim Thomas, and that wasn't for drugs... he was embezzling money from the town hall and bragging about it in church. And in 2007, I hadn't yet learned about the existence of either 911 or cell phones. I didn't call anyone. A female FBI agent arrived in my yard day, came up to the tent, and interviewed me, about a construction crew that was trying to put a condominium on my land illegally. 

I hadn't heard from the FBI again until July 2016, when Agent Andy Drewer showed up... asking about YOU and your 4 door white truck. Do you know who contacted the FBI? WalMart, because decided it'd fun to build a bomb... for the 5th time.

I don't know how you creeps got it into your heads, that it I or my brother who was turning you in. Perhaps it's that paranoia your drugs induce in you when you take them? Ever think of that? Your vicious violent attacks are stupid and pointless. And according to EVERY ONE of you... you always say "but Babra told me that you..." You do realize I was 4 years old last time I actually spoke to Barbara, right? And the last time I saw her, she was in the hospital, pulling the plugs out of the wall, for the machines that were keeping my father alive while he was in a coma, because she was trying to get at the morphine drip bags in his iv....apparently those go for a lot of money at Scarborough Downs Race Track and killing my father was worth an antique Monte Carlo, that she planned to trade the morphine for.

I'm am just so absolutely disgusted with every one of you. I disowned myself from drug dealer "clan". You can take you so called "Royal Highland Atwater Clan of Nova Scotia" and head back up to Canada, you know, where your illegal alien asses belong anyways. I don't care how much you want to chant you "Gypsy Creed" or "Family Over everything"... you don't know what family is. Families are people you love and care about. Not slave you beat into submission to do your drug deals for you. It's no wonder the locals nicknamed you the "Scottish Mafia". I left the clan decades ago. Deal it with it and leave me and my family alone. I'm not a part of your damned "sovereign nation". And you are not a sovereign nation! Again, that's the drugs messing with your heads. If you'd get off them once in a while, you'd see that.

Here is a list of the Atwater Clan members who have left death threats on my FaceBook wall AND my brother's FaceBook regarding Scott's arrest:

  • Shannon Atwater (Palmyra, Maine)
  • Joel David Bailey (was in Saco before going to prison for hacking the OOB town hall bank account and embezzling millions in tax funds for crime lord town manager Jim Thomas)
  • Chelle Atwater (Palmyra, Maine)
  • Joey Atwater (wanted by FBI for Human trafficing - is in Australia)
  • Bruce Atwater (Saco, Maine)
  • Barbara Jean Portillo (Arundel, Maine)
  • Angela Sabey (Utah)
  • Lucille F H Atwater (Palmyra, Maine)
  • Mary Elizabeth
  • Dan Kenning (Saco, Maine)
  • Yvonne Atwater Johnson (gun hoarder, collects machine guns, kkk member, lives in Mississippi)
  • Sharyn Atwater (Palmyra, Maine)
  • Shem Atwater (Palmyra, Maine)
  • Kristal Atwater
  • Patrick John Gray
  • Clinton Atwater
  • Shellie Williams Richardson
  • Shem Atwater (Palmyra, Maine)
  • Jason Miller
  • Doris Atwater (Saco, Maine)
  • Doris Atwater (Saco, Maine)

Shannon Atwater or Chelle Atwater are the ones suspected of being Kendra Silvermander's real identity.

ALL of those names listed above are suspects in what happened to my brother at McDonald's due to the fact that ALL of them have left death threats on his FaceBook wall in the past year.

NOTE: The 2 FaceBook accounts with "Doris Atwater" on the name, are NOT Doris Atwater's accounts. Both of them, and alternate accounts of her husband Mervin Bruce Atwater....

So ALL 3 of these accounts are the same person:

  • Bruce Atwater
  • Doris Atwater
  • Doris Atwater

Also NOTE: The account that says this name:

  • Lucille F H Atwater

is NOT her account, but rather her husband David Atwater's account. He uses her name on his account. (He's the "Clan Patriarch"/"Gypsy King" of "The Royal Highland Atwater Family" (as they call themselves) 

As for:

  • Joel David Bailey

He is a professional hacker. Works for a security company, hacking businesses at request of the business to prove their security system can not be hacked. In 2007, 2010, and 2014 he hacked all of my online accounts. He is also known as "The Kboard's Hacker". He is a member of the Cyr Clan and is frequently hired by the Atwater Clan. In 2011 he went to prison after he was hired by Cyr clan's scam artist Jim Thomas (at the time he was also Old Orchard Beach's town manager). Jim Thomas and Dan Kenning (Saco LDS Bishop) hired Joel Bailey to hack the Old Orchard Beach Town Hall's bank account. $3 million in tax funds were embezzled from the town' tax funds. $36,000 was found in Joel Bailey's bank account. Joel Bailey was sent to prison for hacking more then a dozen business bank accounts in Saco and Old Orchard Beach.

Joel Bailey brags of being "a self diagnosed Aspie" and claims to have an IQ that "rival's Einstein". When he was arrested, he was found to be the leader of a "Polygamy Cult" (as the police called it) that was petitioning to legalize polygamy in the United States. He managed several web sites promoting polygamy. Among his possessions the police found he had a list of his "Next 10 wizes". All 10 of these women were published authors and members of Kboards Forum, all of them had been published in "The KBoards Anthology" and all o them wrote Monster Porn Erotica. My name was on that list, with him claiming I was to be "wife #3".

Joel Bailey's ACTUAL wife, Mary Bailey, arrived at my dad's apartment to use a brick to smash all the windows out of his truck. She is frequently seen with a blond woman: 

  • Mary Elizabeth

And is suspected of being the instigator who works Kendra Silvermander into her violent frenzies.

In 2010 Mary Bailey was institutionalized after the attempted murder of her 3 year old baby, whom she suffocated with a pillow. 

Throughout 2007 to 20110, a navy blue mini-van with Maine plates "weasley" was sighted by my neighbours at 142 on more then a dozen occasions, as being the one leaving the 2x4 full of hundreds of nails across the end of my driveway each night. Police identified the owner of this car as being Mary Bailey. 

This group of women attacked me on December 24, 2016, when we were selling the very same truck (selling it due to the fact we could not afford to repair it after the monstrous amount of damages these women seen attacking in this video, had done to it in their previous attack) (they attack, 3 minutes into the video):

Also please note that Barbara (drug dealer Scott's mother, and also his supplier) works for the Biddeford Police Department as an EMT and spends hours  hanging out at Biddeford McDonald's doing nothing but hanging around the restrooms in the back hall and never buying anything.

No. I wasn't telling the police about you and your drugs, because I didn't know about them, so how could I have? You put a bomb in my house for no damned reason. I'm crippled for the rest of my life, because you're paranoid, drug addicted jackasses. My car is chopped up and piled in pieces, because drugs made you think it was a demon. You filled my motorhome with feces and cut my cats's off, because one of YOU, put Scott in prison. I don't know who turned your best dealers in...

...but I do know, that BECAUSE you put a bomb in my house, BECAUSE you bet me up and tried to kill me, BECAUSE you filled my motorhome with feces, BECAUSE you cut my cats heads off... now I AM telling the police about you... I wasn't before and if you hadn't attacked I wouldn't be now.

You bragged that you could "buy the police"...

Yes... I'm starting to see that YOU are able to buy the Old Orchard Beach and Biddeford police. Yes, you have proved you could. But can you buy EVERY police department in ALL 50 states? You better start trying, because after what happened today, I'm now contacting EVERY single police department, of every single county, of every single state, in the United States of America.... I still believe good police officers exist... ones who can't be bought by "royal" drug dealers. Sooner or later, I'm gonna find an honest cop, that you can't buy.

I've always seen the police as my friends... the people you go to for help from the evil bastards of the world... my father was a firemen. I practically lived at the police station in my toddler years. Sit there on the fire trucks. Talk to Adam and The Babe and Bruce Savoy and Chucky Granger, still a young pup officer back then. Not yet state trooper. I got another uncle, who's a retired Biddeford police officer.

I've always seen the police as my friends... the people you go to for help from the evil bastards of the world...

Until they did this...



And this...




And now today this...





On November 15, a man claiming to be news reporter calling himself Joe Glauber, called me to say he talked with the Biddeford P.D. and he said they DENIED refusing to start a case (even though we have the officer on camera saying otherwise) and DENIED refusing to accept any drugs turned over to them.

He said the officer he talked to, told him to tell me to come back to the station with the drugs and they would accept them and start an investigation.

20 minutes later, I am back at the Biddeford P.D....

Watch now as a DIFFERENT officer then on the first day, AGAIN refuses to accept the drugs and AGAIN refuses to start an investigation and AGAIN refuses to file a report of the attempted murder of my brother...



After the Biddeford police department for the 2nd time refused to look into any of this... I called FBI agent Andy Drewer who said to take the drugs into his office, and he would look into both the drugs and the Biddeford Police to find out why they were refusing to do their jobs and endangering the public by NOT making reports of crimes committed that were reported to them...




So now the Biddeford Police Department is being investigated by the FBI to find out why it is the BiddPD thinks investigating an attempted murder is a waste of their time.

Who the hell can you trust, if you can't trust the police any more?

This is an outrage!

My brother almost died this week.

And they don't care!

They wouldn't even open a damned investigation!

Just like they didn't open an investigation when a bomb blew up my house... or when vandals filled my motorhome with 1,000 of gallons of feces.... or when vandals cut off my cats heads and nailed them to my door! Cats, that were last seen, in the custody of an Old Orchard Beach Police officer.

Or how about September 2017, when my car was smashed up?

What has happened to the police around here? 

Apparently long gone are the days of Adam, Bruce Savoy, Chucky Granger, and the Babe... the officers who took $3million in drugs out of my yard in 1983.

Where are the good police officers these days? The ones who say NO to drugs and drug dealers.

I'm losing faith in the ability of the Maine police force to do anything to help anyone anymore. 

You bragged that you could "buy the police"...

Yes... I'm starting to see that YOU are able to buy the Old Orchard Beach and Biddeford police. Yes, you have proved you could.

And now, to you, my readers, the ones who not my drug dealing relatives...

Don't let these men get away with this.

Think about it.

Children.

LSD and heroin are both toxic poisons. They soak into your skin through touch, and even if he doesn't take them himself, sooner or later, he'll have enough in his bloodstream to kill him. He's just a child, so I doubt he knows how dangerous this stuff really is. He's just a child, so it's highly likely, that it's an adult forcing him to sell these drugs at Biddeford McDonald's. Probably an adult, just like my uncles, who beats him into submission, threatens him to make him do their bidding.

This is wrong.

You know it is.

Old Orchard Beach, Biddeford, and Saco have a serious drug problem. Look at the news. 637 teens have died in these towns, just this year alone. Are you gonna wait and do nothing? 637 teens in York County, dead from heroin just in the summer of 2017. Maine's a small state... those are the death caused by 1 drug, in 1 town, and ONLY teenagers. The total of ALL drugs, in ALL towns, ad ALL age groups, is much, much higher. Don't wait for another child to die. Do something now to stand up to this problem.

We need to get the damned drug dealers out of our town and out of our state. Without the the damned dealers supplying the drugs, things like this couldn't happen in the first place.


UPDATE: November 29, 2017
My letter to
McDonald's Corperation
2111 McDonald's Dr.
Oak Brook, IL60523

in regards to a threat now made by a Biddeford McDonald's manager...

Dear Sirs:

I am wondering if the local McDonald's franchise has informed you about the attempted murder of my brother this month in your Biddeford location?

Or if they informed you of the fact that the manager is trying to prevent the police and FBI from investigation.

Or if you are aware that now the manager is threatening to fire my brother if word gets out that one of Biddeford McDonald's employees put LSD, Molly, Spice, and Meth in my brother's food, then when he passed out from overdose, multiple McDonald's employees dragged him into the backroom and left him there unconscious for 5 hours?

I assume since the manager is threatening to fire my brother if anyone finds out what happened, that this probably means no one over her in McDonald's has been informed of this situation yet?

Please investigate the manager of the Biddeford, Maine, McDonald's to find out why it is she is so desperately trying to hide what happened from the public, that she feels compelled to threaten to fire my brother if information gets out about the other employees trying to kill him.

My mother has just informed me, that a Biddeford McDonald's manager informed her, that I had to removed this page: https://www.eelkat.com/say-no-to-drugs.html from my website or she would fire my brother. That is blackmail, criminal threatening, and intimidation. All of which are illegal.

Why should this page be removed? Why would a McDonald's manager be so terrified of the content of this page? When the page is neither about my brother nor McDonald's but rather, about the Biddeford police department's misconduct in filing a report and the FBI's attempt to locate the chemist who made the drugged cookies?

Who other than the person who put LSD in those cookies would have any reason to want that page removed?

My mother did not know the manager's name, however, I would suggest you look into that manager, as, if she's threatening my brother because of what it says on that page, then chances are VERY high, she's the one who baked those cookies. Because no one other than the person who baked those cookies, would have any reason to ask for that page taken down. Only the criminal who baked the cookies has any reason to fear that page. And I seriously doubt blackmail, criminal threatening, intimidation, or impeding an FBI investigation are a part of McDonald's policy.

I would have thought that McDonald's Corp would WANT to find out who put the LSD in those cookies. 

I really don't believe this manager is speaking for McDonald's, because I really don't believe McDonald's is in the habit of using threats and intimidation. That sort of thing is bad for business.

You read that page yourself. There is nothing against McDonald's on that page. Quite the contrary. And the only reason ANYone (McDonald's employee or otherwise) would want that page taken down, is because they have something to hide, and they don't want anyone who reads that page, to see the FBI's contact information, and turn them in.

That page is there, very specifically, to give my fans and readers an avenue to come forward with any information they might have, to help the FBI capture and put in prison these criminals who hurt my brother. (I'm an author, btw, you might want to tell that manager to try Googling a person, before sending threats to them, find out WHO your threatening. I'm VERY famous. It only takes a few seconds for me to get information to MILLIONS of people all over the planet. If I thought this threat had come OFFICIALLY from McDonald's all the millions of my fans would be reading this message right now, instead of me reporting it to you that this threat was made.)

You might want to start asking the question: WHY does that manager, think the info on this page is harmful to HER? Is it HER name, someone will be calling in and giving to the FBI?

Threatening me and/or my family is NOT going to inspire me to remove that page, on the contrary, what it will do is inspire me to make a second page, this one about the threat we received to remove the first page. But like I said... I don't believe threats are part of McDonald's policy and I believe this manager acted on her own in this, without McDonald's consent, and I think the only reason she would have felt compelled to do so is if she was involved in putting those drugs in his food. 

Let me ask you this: If a person tampers with one person's food, why should we think they wouldn't do it again? If a person tampers with an employees food, why should we think they wouldn't tamper with a customer's food? If a person put LSD in my brother's cookie, what's gonna stop them from putting it in a cookie in some random child's Happy Meal?

This is a very serious thing that has happened. LSD is deadly. I grew up in the 1970s, the heydays of LSD, I've seen people, my uncle and cousins, take it. I know what it does. I used to have a 1974 AMC Gremlin. My relatives, with their brains fried on LSD, attacked that car is a crazed mob. Smashed it up with sledgehammers and axes. Oh I'm VERY familiar with the side effects of LSD. Which is why I write literature protesting it's use. I'm an author, I write a long running series about a character who is an LSD addict, I named him Gremlin after the car that real life LSD addicts reduced to a pile of flattened twisted metal. Unlike most authors who write LSD characters, I write the very dark side of LSD use. The horrors of LSD. Not enough people are willing to talk about THAT. Too busy glorifying it for it's bright colours, neglecting to tell anyone the blackened nightmares that come after the colours leave... the running through the streets naked, screaming in terror being chased by black beasts that no one else can see. LSD is one of the most deadly drugs out there and I'm not happy at all that someone thought to put it in my brother's cookies as a practical joke.

Now I realize young people like you rarely encounter LSD these days so LSD related deaths are no longer in the daily news every single day like they were in the 1970s when I was your age. But think about this...

The fact that it was LSD, actually indicates and older person behind this, considering LSD is a rather uncmmon drug these days. Which again points to my uncles. 

It's bad enough, when someone willing takes LSD of their own free will. ... but it's far worse, when someone puts LSD is someone else's food and they take it unaware they were doing do.

Let me ask you this...

What if that cookie had accidently been given to a customer? McDonald's would be looking at a lawsuit right now, and you know it.

Would YOU want to suppress a murder attempt on YOUR baby brother?

And worse is the fact they thought they could get away with it because of his Autism. People who abuse Autistics and call them retards disgust me. People who bully an Autistic because they think they are too stupid to know ow to defend themselves are monsters.

"Oh let's spike the autistic boy's cookies with LSD and have ourselves a good laugh, he's to retarded to do anything about it."

Well his family is not laughing are we?

Those bastards put him into a comatose state for 3 damned days.

And you want to sweep something like THAT under a rug. Protect those bastards who hurt my brother by hiding what they did from the world, just to save a businesses ass?

I'm sorry, but sweeping something like this aside, only makes your company look, really, really, REALLY bad.

Are you SURE you want to stand behind want to stand behind that manager's statement, in her demands that this page be removed from the internet or else you'll fire my brother? Is McDonald's REALLY in the habit of making threats like that, or she she speaking on her own, without your consent?

What is it on this page, that she wants hidden?

Yes, an attempted murder in your establishment is not good for business, but sweeping it under the rug and trying to pretend it didn't happen, is FAR WORSE for your business's reputation as a company that stands up for it's people.

Would you be demanding it be swept under the rug had it been a customer instead of an employee that these bastards tried to kill?

I'm a customer too, you know. I've eaten at McDonalds on a near daily basis for years. So too was my brother. He loves McDonald's, it why he wanted to work there. He's not some kid looking to use McDonald's as a stepping stone to something else, McDonald's is a dream career for him. Why do you think he's been there so long? Everyone else comes and goes with the seasons. 

If is person is deviate enough to do that to one person, employee or otherwise, do you really think they wouldn't do it to someone else?

Would you know, if they were ALSO dumping LSD soaked sugar crystals in the McLattes? How many customers get hurt from drugs dumped in their food and don't know that's what is wrong, because they didn't stop to think, someone put LSD in the coffe or their pie or their shake or their salad or their ice cream?

This is a VERY serious crime that has happened and if it's McDonald's policy to tell me to keep it a secret, then I'll start screaming it from the roof tops all the louder. 

What your employees did to my brother is despicable. Not only did they drug his food with LSD, Molly, Spice, and Meth, but then when he passed out minutes later from an overdose, they dragged him into a backroom and left him there unconscious for 5 hours.

MY BROTHER ALMOST DIED.

Do you know what that is?

That's attempted MURDER.

And it happened after 3 death threats aimed at my brother.

There has been an ongoing FBI investigation into these death threats because of the PREVIOUS murder attempts on members of our family.

You want to hide what your sick minded employees did to my brother? Then call the FBI agent in charge of the murder investigation: Agent Andy Drewer @ (207) 774-9322 and tell HIM you want to impede his investigation. tell HIM you don't like cooperating with the law. Tell HIM you want to protect the guilty by sweeping their murder attempt under a rug.

You want to harass my brother, victimise him even more after what he's already been through? Is it not bad enough one of your employees just tried to kill him? Threatening his job because YOU want to hide the fact that a sick minded bastard used your business as the place to carry out their murder attempt, only tells me that you are siding with the criminal and SUPPORT his using your business to carry out his attempted murder. THIS ABOUT IT.

WHY does this manager want to hide what happened? There is NO REASON for her to seek to hide what happened UNLESS she was involved.

ONLY someone involved in putting that LSD, Molly, Spice, and Meth in my brother's food, would have any reason to want to hide the fact that this happened. ONLY the guilty party has any reason to want this to go away. ONLY the person who did it, has any reason to threaten my brother.

You protect the guilty, when you hide the truth.

Think about this: If someone puts LSD is a worker's private meal, do you think that same person wouldn't also sneak LSD into customer orders as well?

How many customers WERE affected that day? Do you really think they washed their hands after putting LSD in my brother's cookies, before they picked up a bun and slapped a burger in it?

LSD doesn't exactly wash off your hands that easy - it's a liquid after all. It soaks into your skin and stays there for hours. Transmissible from one person to another, just by shaking their hands. It's soaks into your bloodstream through your skin. A liquid, unless they put it in sugar crystals, which is what most dealers do. To roll on cookies. 

Did you think about this part: After they poisoned my brother's cookies with LSD, how much residue was still on their hands, while they were putting a child's burger in their Happy Meal?

Do you know how fast a child would die, even with just a dusting of LSD on their napkin? They don't even have to eat it. They only have to touch it. It soaks in through your skin. Your employees wouldn't even have time to dial 911 before she was dead as a rock on the floor beside you. That's how damned dangerous LSD is.

And they thought it was funny, to sneak LSD into my brother's food? Why? "Oh let's give the retarded, non-white Autistic Gypsy boy LSD and see what happens, hahaha!"

Well, I'm not laughing, am I?

I don't think it was funny at all.

My brother has already been through hell and back in his life and he doesn't need sick minded bastards like that putting him through more.

And now one of the managers wants to HIDE this fact from the world?

Sweep it under the rug?

Pretend it never happened?

Or else she's gonna fire him?

Do you think my brother hasn't been through enough already?

Someone tried to kill my brother, and NO, I will not let the world forget.

Someone tried to kill my brother, after he received 3 death threats through the summer.

Death threats signed by some group calling themselves "The Worker of Iniquity, Baptists Church" a division of the Ku Klux Klan.

Are you SURE, you want to sweep this event in your restaurant, under the rug, because if you do, that's McDonald's very boldly taking sides with the Ku Klux Klan, a terrorist group. You REALLY might want to rethink your threat, because in things like the Ku Klux Klan, there is no neutral. You are either for them or against them. You either boldly stand up to those bastards and say you don't want their kind using your business for their evil deeds, or you quietly sweep it under the rug, giving the Ku Klux Klan a pat on the back to say "Good job, we support your your terrorist activities, now we'll help you hide your crimes."


Is THAT really the message McDonald's Corporation wants to send out there? I don't think so. I really don't. At least I would certainly hope not. And that's why I don't think this manager was speaking on McDonald's behalf when she made that threat. And I don't think she would have made that threat, unless she had something to hide and was somehow involved in what happened here.

No one but the person who tampered with my brother's food has anything to fear from that page on my website. So no one other than the person who tampered with my brother's food would have any reason to make threats that they would fire my brother if I did not remove that page. A page, I might add, my brother was unaware was there until this manager threatened him.

Now I know you Americans like to pride yourselves in your big shot holier than thou arrogance over us minority races, and you believe we non-white races are not worthy to lick the shit off your feet, but the fact remains, this is America, America has a thing called freedom of speech and freedom of press, both of which are parts of the American Civil Right's system. And for someone to threaten a person's job, because of something SOMEONE ELSE wrote, in an attempt to intimidate the person to remove what they wrote - that's a federal crime that is a direct violation of my civil rights. Maybe you ought to look into retraining your managers into the basic civil rights laws of your country, and also, include a notation in your training to the fact that threats are a crime?

I may not be able to speak or write your American language well, but I know your American laws, and I know what this manager just did is illegal.

Why is that manager, so threatened by that page on my website?

  • Is she the one who posted the death threat about my brother online last April? 
  • Is she the one of put a death threat, last May, on my brother's front door? 
  • Perhaps she was one of the ones marching on Pool Street and Pike Street last June, with a pillowcase over her head, pretending she was a KKK member, marching her way to my brother's house. 
  • Or maybe she's the one who slashed my tires. 
  • Is she the one who cut our cat's heads off and nailed them to the door? 

WHICH of these events on that page, has upset her so much that she wants that page removed before someone finds out she was involved?




That my brother was almost killed in McDonald's does not become McDonald's fault, until McDonald's tries to suppress the fact that the event happened in their business. Hiding evidence and suppression of the facts is a crime. That page contains video evidence and photo evidence and is a list of the facts of what happened and an attempt to remove that page from the internet is an attempt to suppress evidence and hide facts.

Now, I would think that McDonald's would WANT to help find out who did this in order to prevent them from doing it at another McDonalds. Suppressing evidence only hinders a case. I'm pretty sure the CEOs who who actually own McDonald's Corp are NOT actively telling managers to request the suppression of evidence and the sweeping of facts under a rug.

These people also put a bomb in my classroom at college in 2013. But you do not see Southern Maine Community College asking for that page to be removed from my site, now do you? Or perhaps, this manager is in fact the bomb builder and that's why she wants this page removed? 

Another bomb was put in my workplace, Scarborough Walmart, November 2015. Do you see WalMart demanding I remove that page from my site?

That it happened in their establishment is not the fault of the establishment. Southern Maine Community College and WalMart were both victims in these attacks, as was McDonald's now. Or does this manager suggest that I have overlooked something and McDonald's IS in fact to blame somehow? Think about it carefully. That manager is speaking on behalf of McDonald's....but is she ACTUALLY quoting McDonald's policy or not? Because that fact could change everything. If it is McDonald's official request to remove this page from my website, then that McDonald's feels they have something to hide. That's not a good implication.

When a crime happens in an establishment, the establishment is as much a victim as the victim themselves is.

However, an attempt by the establishment to push the event under the rug, THAT brings question to the establishment.

What information on that page, does she seek to repress? What is her motive for wanting to suppress that page.

The LSD in the cookies?

Cat heads nailed to our door?

A bomb blowing up our house?

WHICH of the events listed on that page is she seeking to hide from the world and WHY?

My family is being harassed by someone in this town, your American Biddeford. That page is a list of the events. Many, events. Which of those events was she involved in? Or was it more than one? Why does she want that page removed?

You are aware, aren't you that the FBI did tell me to keep a detailed record of all the events, all the times, all the places, all the names? The FBI's investigation has been going on a few years now. Does McDonald's REALLY seek to hinder an FBI investigation into a domestic terrorist? Does McDonald's REALLY seek to take an already traumatized victim and hurt him even more?

My brother doesn't talk about these things. Do you have any idea what those monsters did to his cat? HIS cat.

Do you have cats? Do you know what it's like to wake up to your cat's head cut off and nailed to your door?

You have no idea how badly my brother has been traumatized. You can't even begin to imagine the hell these bastards have put him through, year after year after year after year...

We just want it to stop. We want these people to leave us alone. We want them out of our lives. 

Do you have any idea what Gypsy culture is like? How hard it is to escape? Uncle David Atwater, the clan Patriarch, the damned "Gypsy King". He is no king, I spit on him. He's just a dominate jackass with a pumped up ego. A violent cat murdering, wife beating, child abuser. Crowned himself king over his brothers and sister because he's the oldest of 12 siblings and according to him, somewhere in the Bible it supposedly says, being the oldest of 12 makes him a king. The man's off his freaking rocker. 

His brother Mervin Bruce Atwater, and all his damned aliens and ufos. Have you ever meet Mervin Bruce? If you live in Biddeford you probably have. Every one in Biddeford knows him. Biddeford's wild conspiracy theorist. Do you know he believes my next door neighbour in Old Orchard Beach here, is an alien? Etiole. A French, Jewish Holocaust survivor. He's all scared up and disfigured. My uncle runs around calling him "The Amphibious Alien". In 2007 my uncle went to damned MUFOn and sent 30,000 psychobilly ufo nuts like himself tramping all over my yard, destroying my crops, claiming they were trying to catch a damned alien. Running around my yard looking for ufos and traumatizing my already traumatised neighbour. Bruce runs around claiming to be a member of Heaven's Gate. He tells people there is a demon living in my car! He calls it "The World's Most Haunted Car". The man's freaking insane! (Unfortunately Etiole himself doesn't make my uncles' irrational fears of him any better, seeing how Etiole counters my uncle's accusations by calling himself an angel.)

And their bastard drug dealer sister Barbara Jean Atwater Martel Jurgen Piece Portillo. My brother keeps complaining because they keep showing up and bothering him at work. Especially Barbara. He says she comes in all the time. Stands around the restrooms. Never buys anything. Tries to sneak out back. He said she keeps trying to disturb him while he's working and if he ignores her she starts disturbing the other workers instead. Her son Scott pretends to be a Biddeford police officer. Calls himself "Marshal Scott". Sells drugs at Scarborough Downs. She run a medical scam. Raises tens of thousands of dollars online, claiming it's for this or that surgey, them uses it to by motorcycles, skidoos, and took a $22,000 cruise to the Philippines with it. She has 5 bank accounts in Switzerland that is where she put the rest of the medical scam money. I found out about it because after I was crippled, she tried to get me to do it with her. Said she could make so much more money if she had a real crippled person on her site. I refused, so she went and bought herself leg braces and a walker and now pretends to have the injury that I really actually do have. She's nothing but a sick minded disgusting scam artist.

Then there's Uncle Joey Atwater. He's in Australia. He's the reason for the FBI investigation. Human trafficking. Was kidnapping white American babies and selling them overseas. FBI got the babies back to their mums, but uncle Joey fled on the first plane out of the country, and that took him to Australia. He's the one the FBI is here for. He's the reason the FBI investigation got started. Now the FBI is still here, trying to take down the whole clan. That's why when this happened to my brother, I went to the FBI agent in charge of that case. FBI is looking to take down a very big crime family, any leads they can get... so ANYTHING that happens to my or any of my 3 brothers IMMEDIATELY gets reported to the FBI no matter how small, because... like I said, you don't know what we escaped from and why, you have no idea what the Atwaters and Cyrs are like. They are two very "old school" Gypsy clans banded together into one very big group, and most of them are criminals.

Do you have any idea how tiring it is having to be interviewed by FBI agents every freaking five years? Over and over and over again. And it's never the same agent, and each new agent never had any info of the previous agent, so we end up answering the same questions all over again. It is so annoying that my uncles can't stay out of their damned criminal crime life and everyone around them end up dragged into it.

I know there is a lot of stereotype about us Gypsies and crime, but the fact remains, those stereotyped got started for a reason. Because while for a lot of us, it's not true, there are those Gypsies out there, like my uncles who ARE like the stereotype.

They are very bad people. Our Uncles. Me and my brothers, we just wanted to leave the clan and be done with it. Never look back. Never see them again. We had no idea they'd react like this. Following us and hounding us and making our lives hell at every turn. I suppose we should have realized what they were like. But no one ever tried to escape the clan before. And now I fear... seeing what they have done to us, me and my brothers, I fear, no one else will dare try to escape again.

And THAT is what this page on my website is about. Which is why I do not understand why it is this manager wants this page to be removed.

We left the clan in 2003. We want no part of them. My brother and me. We want to live our lives and forget we have grew up in that hell. We want to forget we were ever related to them. But they hound us and harass us to no end. They say we are family and family doesn't leave. They don't know what a family is. All they know is how to control and dominate. Neither me nor my brother were allowed to go to school. We got beaten up if we tried.

I was 37 years old before I got a driver's license. They wouldn't even allow that. They are bitchy mad at my brother because he has a job. They call him a sell out - working for the Americans. Me and my brother, we happen to like the Americans.

Do you know why I am crippled and on a cane? Because I am female and I went to college to get an education. I was 1 semester from graduating. Just 5 classes left. And they showed up at college and beat me up. They broke my spine and my hip and my knee. I was paralyzed for 5 months. I was 18 months relearning to walk. That was in 2013. I'm out of the wheelchair, but I'm still on a cane. I am cripple the rest of my life, because I am Gypsy, and female, and I wanted an education, and in my uncles' minds there is no greater sin then to be female and have education, so had to punish me.

Do you know why they started going after my brother?

A few years ago, he questioned his gender. He was borrowing and wearing my dresses, wondering if he might want to be a woman. It only lasted a few week before he decided no, he liked being a boy. For that they have hounded him ever since. They treat him as though he is female now. They won't let him have a drivers license. They won't let him go to school. They won't let him have a job. And any time he tries to do, any of those things, they come after him, attacking him again.

About 3 years ago, he came out as questioning if he was gay. Later decided he was bisexual. Shit hit the fan then. My uncles, they say he is demon possessed now. They say they have to get the demons out of him. They say the only good gay is a dead gay and that if he is gay he is better off dead. They are crazy. 

You don't know, how difficult it was for my brother to get a job... not that the job search was hard, but rather, the bullying, harassment, and hell he has to put up with from the 400 psychopaths that all themselves our "family". The Gypsy clan we were born into is huge. And dogmatic. And Uncle David's word is law. No disobeys David or else. That's the way it is. And you'd be surprised what they call disobedience. We females, we are not allowed to look up. Always look at our feet. If we dare look up and make eye contact, David goes into hysterics, grabs a shovel, and uses it to chop off another cats head. Then yells: 'There! See what you did! You killed that cat! YOU did that! YOU looked at me. I didn't that cat. YOU did it. YOU disobeyed me."

That is what we grew up with as children. Me and brother. That is what we escape from. That is what follows us and what we still try to escape from, even though we left the clan and have no more contact with them.

Uncle David Atwater and his brother Mervin Bruce Atwater, and their sister Barbara Jean Atwater Martel Jurgen Piece Portillo, they are insane and we want them out of our lives. We left. We never looked back. Yet they follow us and hound us and harass us.

And THAT is what the page on my website is about.

It is about the terror me and my brother have to live with every day, because we were born into a Gypsy clan and they won't let us go.

And if McDonald's is threatening to fire my brother because we are begging for our right to live our lives free of terrorism, for the right to have jobs, for the right to go to school, for the right to simply be alive... then something is wrong.

Like I said, I do not believe McDonald's is on the policy of threatening like this. 

Threatening my brother's job, to take down a webpage about the crimes committed by my uncles? Why would McDonald's do that? What motive would McDonald's have? They don't. There is none. But my Uncle David, my Uncle Bruce, and my Aunt Barbara, THEY would have motive to see that page taken down, and paying a manager to pass along such a threat, that's EXACTLY to sort of thing they do, every day anyways. They live by threats. It's how they control people. It's how they keep so many of my cousins from doing what me and my brothers did, and escaping the clan to live our own lives without their control.

What is this manager's connection to my uncles?

The FBI is investigating my uncles, not McDonald's, so why does the FBI investigation have Biddeford McDonald's manager gone all frantic for? Why is she doing that she doesn't want to FBI to find out?

Your manager threatening my brother's job, saying she will fire him if I don't remove this page...   https://www.eelkat.com/say-no-to-drugs.html ... you read this page for yourself. It's about my uncles, their long string of criminal activities, and the investigation that has been ongoing since the 1990s, trying to shut them down... so WHY does a Biddeford McDonald's manager want this page taken down so badly that she is willing to threaten to fire my brother over it? Explain to me, when it became McDonald's policy to use blackmail and criminal threatening in an attempt to impede an FBI investigation?

Do she really think, my removing this page will stop an FBI investigation that has been ongoing for 20 damned years?

I don't think that's McDonald's policy. And so, it is my belief that either that manager was involved in the drugs or she is being threatened by whoever it is who was.









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November 9, 2017:
Attempted Murder of My Baby Brother...

LSD

In My Brother's Food

On Nov. 9, 2017


Someone spiked my brother's food with LSD, Molly, Spice, & Meth


He Almost Died.


Have Information?


Call

FBI Agent

Andy Drewer

@ (207) 774-9322



More info about what happened can be found here...



September 26, 2017
The Latest Attack By Old Orchard Beach's Renegade KKK Members Who Use Their Cars As Battering Ram Weapons, To Slam Into Me While Driving Home, Has Done Horrific Amounts of Damage To My Daily Driver:

A Note About The particular Ku Klux Klan group mentioned here... they are NOT the "official" Ku Klux Klan...

A Note About The particular Ku Klux Klan group mentioned here... they are NOT the "official" Ku Klux Klan...

 ...but rather a tiny self-made local group who call themselves "The Loyalist White Knights of the Ku Klux Klan"

 ...this is a VERY important bit of information. Why? Because there is NO SUCH GROUP affiliated with the Ku Klux Klan. The real group is called "The Loyal white Knights of the Ku Klux Klan" and they are a very peaceful group - NOT the extreme radicals that most people think they are. They keep to themselves and are a branch of the Baptist Church (yes, the REAL: kkk is a religious church group) they have their own "pope" figure, and they believe that only "the pure" (aka white skinned) can enter Heaven. They believe it is a sin to hurt anyone and are EXTREMELY non violent.

Like the Amish, the REAL KKK separate themselves from others, living in communities free of non-whites. Here in Maine, most of them can be found in Kennebunk, Kennebunkport, Ocean Park, and Cape Porpoise. Each of these towns is 90% white, with Ocean Park being a full 100% white and having town ordinances in place making it illegal to sell property to non-whites. I have friends, who live in Kennebunk, who are members of the REAL Ku Klux Klan, including my boyfriend and his family, and that's why I know the difference between the ACTUAL group, and the renegade terrorists who dress up like them and do shit in their name.

The group that calls themselves "The Loyalist White Knights" was founded by my cousins Shem Atwater and Yvonne Johnson, and a local Tommy Bryant who lives on my street. It is NOT an official branch of the Ku Klux Klan, and is rather a renegade radical group, that sports swastika arm bands, greats each other with "heil Hitler", brandishes Confederate flags, also say they are by political party members of the Nazi Party. Near as I can tell the group consists of about 12 families and is fewer then 100 members. For some reason, they all drive 4-door-white trucks, though I do not know what the logic is behind this.

The group is very local and does not exist outside of Southern Maine. They mostly follow a list of rules that were written up by my Uncle David Atwater (Richard Merlin's older brother). In the 1970s, they called themselves "A Division of Heaven's Gate". They changed the name to "The Loyalist White Knights" in 1997 after the infamous Heaven's Gate Murder Suicide that killed 39 people. It is unknown if they were ACTUAL Heaven's Gate members or if they just called themselves that. Most members of this group are illegal aliens from Nova Scotia and do not have American citizenship. They claim to be a "sovereign nation" and say they are "bound to no laws, no government, but our own".

I born into and grew up with this group, and escaped it in 2003 because I wanted no part of what I saw as nothing but a group of insane mindless drones blindly following a raving lunatic. If you tell them they are mindless and following David blindly, they smile and proudly say: "I know, we are his sheep, he is our shepherd, he is steering us on the path to righteousness and glory." They then start rambling nonsense about "trumps of jubilee", "armageddon" "comet wormwood" "planet kolob" and quoting Book of Mormon and Bible verses. They also claim that God is an alien, alien abductions are demon attacks, and obsessively stockpile guns because they claim God will "sound the trump" and they will be his army during the "Third World War".

The car which attacked me on the Ross Road, just outside of the entrance to the Blueberry Plains, was a fairly new model of a Honda minivan, color maroon/burgundy metallic.

As with the previous attackers, this car had no license plates on it.

The driver appeared to be a man, but could have been a woman. Was wearing a straw hat, pulled down over their face to conceal their features.

This is not the first time they have done this. This particular attack however has done several thousand in damages to my car.

It is unknown if this driver was armed, however it should be noted that previous attackers, were armed with illegal automatic rifles, and it is assumed this attacker likely was as well.

The passenger's side of the front bumper of their car has a large pink paint smear on it, from the pink paint on my car.

Do be aware that this group of domestic terrorists, (who call themselves "The Loyalist White Knights of the Ku Klux Klan") are wanted by the FBI and are considered to be heavily armed and extremely dangerous. Their attacks on the non-white, non-Christian, and LGBTQ residents of Old Orchard Beach are becoming more frequent and much bolder. Do NOT approach them if you see them, just call the local police and the FBI immediately and run as far away from range of their gun fire as possible.

Do keep in mind that this group of terrorists are the ones who blew up my house with a bomb October 18, 2006, beheaded my cousin July 2013, drove a backhoe over my next house August 8, 2013, beat me up on November 14, 2013 leaving me paralyzed 5 months and crippled for the rest of my life, filled my motorhome with thousands of gallons of feces April 10, 2015, kidnapped my cats and have been one at a time returning the heads of my cats.

Since I got beaten up by this weird so-called author, November 14, 2013, still no clue who she is, but she left me paralyzed for 5 months, during which time she hacked my KBoards account, my NaNoWriMo account, my website, my FaceBook, my Twitter, and other places, pretending to be me and written horrible stuff via my accounts. Then she created 52 fake Amazon accounts and left 52 fake and completely identical 1 star reviews on every one of my books.

I was paralyzed 5 months, relearning to walk 18 months... and I was offline for a full 3 years, and had no clue this woman had taken over all my online accounts or had done any of these things, until 2015. :( .

I'm crippled for the rest of my life, on a cane with one leg useless, and only have the use of 1 hand now, and permanent damage to my spine.

I used to publish a novel a month... now because of this still unidentified Kboards member, I've got $3million in medical bills, a bomb also blew up my house so living in my car, can barely move, and am lucky if I can get 1 book typed up a year. So frustrating. 

It's been 4 years and I'm still in physical therapy, and it's a good day if I can stand up, let alone walk. Had to cancel the 2015-2018 book signing tour, and had to cancel all the monthly book releases from November 2013 to who knows when... still all canceled and we are closing in on 2018 now.

The Kboards hacker crushed my spine, my hip, my pelvis, and my knee. Tore up all the nerves and muscles. Got a $40million lawsuit waiting for when the FBI finally identifies who the Kboards hacker is.  FBI – Federal Bureau of Investigation  agent's contact info is on my website if you have any info about who it was who hacked my Kboards account 2013 to 2015

They have done similar things to 140 other families in Old Orchard Beach. In the past 4 years they have kidnapped and beheaded more than 500 cats and dogs. They are also wanted in connection to the murders of 3 police officers and 30+ children, as well as the bombing of the First Care Health Clinic on Saco ave in 2003.

This group of terrorists are incredibly dangerous, if they approach you or attack you, flee from them as quickly as possible - they WILL KILL you. 

If you know who did this to my car, please call the FBI Agent in charge of the case to turn them in:

Please Call FBI Agent Andy Drewer @ (207) 774-9322  

More information about this psychopathic, criminally deranged NaNoWriMo ML & her violent "street team" can be found 

  1. HERE and 
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Have You Seen These Kidnapped Cats?

3 of the 15 Pidgie Fund Cats Have Been Murdered

2 Have Been Found & Returned

These 10 Are Still Missing

If You Know Where They are
Please Bring Them Home

If You Know Who Is 
Holding Them Hostage

Please Call FBI Agent 
Andy Drewer 
@ (207) 774-9322  

More Information 








I'm a woman who has had 7 miscarriages, and wears "elaborate clothes". Because I have no children, the residents of Old Orchard Beach, beat me up, calling me a transsexual, claiming only a man would dress like I do, claiming that the reason I have no children is because I'm not really female.

They left me paralyzed and crippled. 

They crushed my hips, my pelvis, and my spine, and took away, what little chance I had to carry a pregnancy to full term.

I'm crippled for the rest of my life. I can barely walk now. It's why I'm now on a cane. Any hope I had of having children is gone now.

That's the reality, of the gay hatred of this town. 

I am a straight female. I have Autism. I wear pink. I wear glitter. I talk with a "funny gay sounding voice".

Acording to the people in this towm:

I walk like a fag...

talk like a fag...

dress like a fag...

act like a fag...

and therefor must be treated like a fag...

I need to be taught my place...

I deserve to be shot in the head...

I look gay, and therefore I must be, 

because no one but gay men, talk in this voice

no one but gay men wear pink

no one but gay men wear glitter

no one but gay men prance instead of walk...

so they beat me up, because I'm "too gay" for Old Orchard Beach

they cut my car in half, because I'm "too gay" for Old Orchard Beach

they put a bomb in my house, because I'm "too gay" for Old Orchard Beach

they filled my motorhome with feces, because I'm "too gay" for Old Orchard Beach

they kidnapped my cats, because I'm "too gay" for Old Orchard Beach

they drove a back hoe over my house, because I'm "too gay" for Old Orchard Beach - even though I'm a straight female, nothing close to being gay

they cut my cats heads off and nailed their heads to my door, because I'm "too gay" for Old Orchard Beach

because I have Autism

and that makes me "too gay for the family friend town of Old Orchard Beach"

I used to dance when I walked... but after 5 months paralyzed, 18 months relearning to walk, and now 4 years later, my leg is lame and I am crippled, barely able to stand, dragging a lame leg, I'll never dance again.

Do you know what that's like?

Can you even begin to imagine?

To be an Autistic person, who can no longer dance when I walk?

They hate gay men so much, that they are willing to beat up a childless autistic women, in ill health, accusing her of being a transvestite.

Because these evil people took away my ability to have children, I had cats; but they took my cats, and cut off their heads, and nailed them to my door.

Welcome to Old Orchard Beach. The gay-hating capital of Maine.

Where residents try to murder crippled, elderly, straight women, accusing them of being gay.

This is the reality of how Autistics are seen by the world.

This is the reality of how Autistics are treated by "normal" people.

This is the reality of being transgender in Old Orchard Beach.

This is the reality of what bullies do to someone with mental illnesses, they do not understand.

This is the reality of living with Autism.

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Seeing how on October 15, 2017, we reached 10,000 pages, I thought it'd be fun to update the Top 100 List and see where were were now.

Top 202 Most Viewed Pages Of 2017 So Far
(Out of 10,000 pages)

(January 2017 to October 2017)
(Excluding the Home PageAbout Page, and Site Map Page, which were the top 3)

  1. Amphibious Aliens: The Story of Etiole & The World's Most Haunted Car
  2. The GoldenEagle: An Auto-biography of the World's Most Haunted Car
  3. Medieval Servants: Their jobs and their place in historical fiction.
  4. How Long is 50,000 Words?
  5. On being a handicapped CosPlayer at PortCon Maine 2017
  6. Stephen King's The Thinner and The Gypsies Of Old Orchard Beach, Maine
  7. Writing Mute Characters
  8. Flamboyant Nipples: The KKK's New Gay Hating Site About Old Orchard Beach | The Site That Makes Fun of Terrorist Hate Crimes
  9. Writing Dares Random Generator
  10. Don't put flyers on people's cars...
  11. The Saco River Curse
  12. Our Primary Site Topic Is Small Penis? Reaching #1 on Page 1 of Google.
  13. Help FBI End Anti-Gay White Power Terrorist Attacks of Old Orchard Beach
  14. Creating Character Profiles | Meet The Characters | Who Is Quaraun?
  15. Introduction To The Quaraun Series: aka Too Gay For Old Orchard Beach
  16. The Dazzling Razzberry aka EelKat's Autism Awareness Car
  17. Autism, Asperger, PTSD, & Mad Cow: Writing Clinical Insanity Accurately | What is wrong with Quaraun? 
  18. Quaraun Free To Read Online Complete Chapter Index In Chronological Order
  19. Necromancy: Fact Vs Fiction; Or How Can You Be A Necromancer In Real Life?
  20. 600 Pages: Epic Big Super Sized Novels and Why You Should Never Write One
  21. Why Crude Adult Comedy and Pink Humor Yaoi Is Not Erotica
  22. The FBI In Old Orchard Beach, Maine Trying To Capture A Domestic Terrorist
  23. One Gypsy's Review of My Big Fat American Gypsy Wedding
  24. The Gypsies of Old Orchard Beach - page 1 (Online Release of Banned Book)
  25. Autism, Asperger's, And The Danger of The Self-Diagnosis
  26. Spell Casting Side Effects: Magic In Quaraun's Universe | Author Interview
  27. What Type of Music Does A Gypsy Listen To? My Top 10 Favorite Bands
  28. Beware of White Men In Gypsy Clothing: Fake Psychic Scams
  29. How long does it take to hit 1667 words?
  30. How to Write A Kiss
  31. Phookas
  32. Creating Character Profiles | Meet The Characters | Who Is GhoulSpawn?
  33. Albino Races - Moon Elves In The Quaraun Series
  34. Daily Writing Prompts (June 2017 Archive)
  35. My 30th Anniversary of Being Transgender
  36. Why Are The Quaraun Books Rated M18+
  37. How to Write Hot Sex - Tips For Erotic Romance Authors
  38. The Zaharam-Chapelle-Parunas Ethnographical World Building Questionnaire
  39. The Jiggler & The G-String Teddy Bears | The Adventures of Quaraun The Insane
  40. What exactly makes an Elf an Elf? (What is the definition of an Elf?)
  41. Online Income: The Reality vs The Fantasy
  42. World's Most Haunted Car Merchandise
  43. I Am Not GhoulSpawn | Excerpt From Rose Garden of The Pink Necromancer
  44. Old Orchard Beach Hate Crimes
  45. BoomFuzzy Chapter 1 (Novel Excerpt - Quaraun The Insane)
  46. How can your books have gay transvestite characters and not be Erotica? or Why are gay haters beating up elderly woman for wearing pink for breast cancer awareness and saying she's a transexual because only transexuals wear pink?
  47. EelKat's Guide To NaNoWriMo Featuring The 13 Step Method To Writing
  48. Autism and the Stigmas - Why Can’t You Accept Me As Me?
  49. Maine UFO Sightings
  50. Page 11 - The Gypsies of Old Orchard Beach - The Scottish Traveller Crime Family
  51. Psychedelics In A 'High' High Fantasy World (High Elves Getting High)
  52. KBoards, The NaNoWriMo ML Rumor & The Vindictive Stalker
  53. Writing Racist Characters VS The Ku Klux Klan In Old Orchard Beach, Maine
  54. Captured By The Lich Lord | The Night of The Screaming Unicorn
  55. How To Build A Magic System
  56. I've everything but a kitchen sink. Wait, how'd that sink get in my pocket?
  57. Stephen King's Thinner Gypsies & The Ku Klux Klan of Old Orchard Beach
  58. Autistic Characters In Fiction
  59. City of The Slushies | Chapter 7 | Quaraun The Insane
  60. Manuscript Reading Services or Will You Read My Book and Tell Me What You Think?
  61. Suicide, Rape, and Abuse In The Quaraun Series
  62. Wizards vs Witches vs Sorcerers: How are they different? | Writing Fantasy Books
  63. FRED: Google's Most Deadly Update Ever?
  64. How To Write A Novel: Question Everything Before Putting It In Your World
  65. Content writing: How long do you spend creating a quality blog post?
  66. SBI: To Review or Not to Review? That Is The Question
  67. Twerking Dragons: The Joys Of Writing A Novel With A Voice Recorder
  68. A Day At Witch Pond & Fleeing To The Forest | Summoner of Darkness
  69. Transgender, Transsexual, Transvestite, or Intersex: What Is Quaraun?
  70. Sheep | GhoulSpawn The Crazed & The Rose Garden of The Pink Necromancer
  71. Colour Magic - Gypsy Style
  72. Ideas, Ideas, Ideas (Where Do You Get Them?)
  73. Keywords & Pigeons: How I Do Local Business Marketing
  74. Quaraun & Autism In Fantasy Novels
  75. The Signs Of Old Orchard Beach & The FBI Investigation Of The Town Hall
  76. Tom Addams & The Warrior's Forum
  77. A Field of Poppies On The Road To Witch Pond | Summoner of Darkness
  78. An Elf and a Lich in the Gingerbread Pit | The Night of The Screaming Unicorn
  79. Markiplier Jacksepticeye and Pewdiepie Play Resident Evil 7
  80. Santa Claus: Lich Of The North Pole (Includes NSFW 18+ CBT Yaoi scene)
  81. A Motorhome named 'No Hurry' becomes Rosebud & The Story of Ten Kidnapped Cats
  82. Create Original Content aka I Hate Jackass Gutter Scum Thieves
  83. Lost In a Space That Isn't There: Going North To Head South
  84. An Elf Gone Mad: The Rise of The Pink Necromancer
  85. Aspergers is NOT Autism
  86. Is The Quaraun Series Erotica? - No! Here's why...
  87. Summoner of Darkness: GhoulSpawn and Quaraun Trapped With A Phooka
  88. The Dungeon Master & The 1974 AMC Gremlin
  89. The Lich's True Form Revealed | The Night of The Screaming Unicorn
  90. Using work you already started for national novel writing month?
  91. World-building In The Quaraun Series: Creating a Fantasy World
  92. Books in Vacationland 2017
  93. BoomFuzzy's Gingerbread House From Hell
  94. Lets Playing Is No Longer Fun
  95. Santa's Floating Dead Body | A Scene From The Summoner of Darkness
  96. The Banshee Sisters: Bean-Nighe and Ben-Neeyah In the Swamp of Death
  97. The Gypsies of Old Orchard Beach - page 2 (Online Release of Banned Book)
  98. What vlogging equipment is needed to get started as a YouTube vlogger?
  99. April 2015 Update: Too Gay For Old Orchard Beach: The Kidnapped Cats
  100. Betta Fish Aesthetic on Pinterest
  101. Domain Name Branding: Should You Put Your Brand Name In Your URL?
  102. Life As A YouTuber: How To Earn An Income From Making Videos
  103. Making YouTube Videos: How did you decide what content to make?
  104. Page 4 - The Gypsies of Old Orchard Beach
  105. Twighilight Not Twilight
  106. YouTube Index
  107. Amphibious Aliens: My health since the stroke and Etiole . . .
  108. Are You A Satan Worshiper?
  109. Average Typing Speed
  110. Custom Leggings - Designs By EelKat
  111. Ernest Hemingway Style of Writing Literary Fiction Used In Epic Fantasy Novels
  112. Google Flagged Your Site! What To Do? (Help For Web Masters)
  113. How valuable is a writer’s group?
  114. Lives Destroyed: Amphibious Aliens 10th Anniversary Update
  115. Lost In a Space That Isn't There: Santa's Letter To Satan
  116. Summoner of Darkness: Quaraun Meets The Gremlin
  117. The Terrorists of Old Orchard Beach Put My Dad In a Coma
  118. Using Yahoo Answers to promote your book and author website.
  119. What Is This Site?
  120. You Stole My Idea - I was writing a book, but you already wrote it 10 years ago!
  121. City of The Slushies | Chapter 1 | Quaraun The Insane
  122. Creative Writing Story Prompts: September 2017 Edition
  123. Dungeons and Dragons: The Joys Of Calculating Gold Weight In AD&D 2ed
  124. Fabric Designed By EelKat
  125. My Fave YouTubers Play: Dream Daddy - The Yaoi Dad Dating Sim Otome Game
  126. Necromancy: How will resurrection affect society as a whole?
  127. Page 7 - The Gypsies of Old Orchard Beach
  128. Pink Flowers Aesthetic on Pinterest
  129. The Gypsies of Old Orchard Beach - page 12 (Online Release of Banned Book)
  130. What will a traveler encounter on the roads in your world?
  131. Are you insane? Am I? Let's Find Out...
  132. Becoming A Better Writer: How to write interesting dialogue.
  133. Character Creation
  134. Copper Cockeral Cards & Gifts
  135. Elves, Drugs, and Opium: A Look At The Drug Use In The Quaraun Books
  136. How To Stay Motivated To Write | Writing Fantasy Books
  137. Jewelry Fashions in Moon Elf Culture | World Building | Writing Fantasy Books
  138. Keyword Marketing - What to do when your best keywords are low demand
  139. Magic Systems and How to Build Them | Writing Fantasy Books
  140. NaNoWriMo Overachievers: How did you do it?
  141. Quaraun Cover Art Gallery | Fantasy Novel Book Cover Art
  142. Quaraun The Insane : Zebulon's Captive: The Last of The Moon Elves
  143. SEO Advantages of Embedding YouTube Videos On Your Website
  144. Summoner of Darkness: A Tavern Scene - Chastity Cages, and Whores
  145. Summoner of Darkness: The Return of ZooLock (free to read online)
  146. Twighlight Not Twilight Part 2
  147. Vanishing Books Update - Why 27 of my books were deleted off Amazon
  148. What is a God in Your Universe? | World Building | Writing Fantasy Books
  149. Writing Maine: How To Write About Maine Life Accurately
  150. What the Ocean Gives Me (How Things In Your Life Affect Your Writing)
  151. City of The Slushies | Chapter 14 | Quaraun The Insane
  152. February 10, 2008 - Harassment Continues in Old Orchard Beach, Maine
  153. How does a bestselling book become a bestseller?
  154. Marriage in Moon Elf Culture | World Building | Writing Fantasy Books
  155. People are not interested in long winded copy
  156. September 26, 2017 - The Latest Attack By The KKK on The Thinner Gypsies
  157. Spending Money To Make Money Online? Should You Do It?
  158. Summoner of Darkness: The Demon Cultists and The Coming of The Darkness
  159. Summoner of Darkness: The Map of The Town (novel free to read online)
  160. The Witcher 3: Wild Hunt GOTY | Completionist Run: Episode 01
  161. Trespassers: April 2007 Updates
  162. Turning Scenes, Into Stories & Writing Travelogue Style Fantasy Books
  163. Where To Get Endless Ideas For Short Stories, Novels, and Articles
  164. Writing Controversial Books: Political Correctness & White Supremacists
  165. Are Bad Reviews Good For You?
  166. Branding Yourself While Avoiding The Scams | EelKat On Content Writing
  167. Child Sacrifice in Fantasy Novels | Writing Fantasy Books
  168. How to Handle Writing Fantasy-Horror That Features Violence Against Children
  169. How would you explain your Fantasy world to a stranger?
  170. Page 6 - The Gypsies of Old Orchard Beach
  171. Summoner of Darkness: HellBorne The Evil, Lord of Black Tower
  172. The return of Friends Are Forever - Banned and Burned it's about to be reborn!
  173. Why do Lovecraftian beings come to earth?
  174. Writing Prompts Syndrome?
  175. Autism = The Crazy Cat Woman of Maine
  176. Autism: Understanding what is really going on inside the child’s head.
  177. But what exactly IS a full time income?
  178. Content Marketing & writing: How I write content for my website
  179. Do you write a novel start-to-finish?
  180. GhoulSpawn and The Lich Lord's Lover: How To Kill a Lich
  181. How is it that the church leaders are claiming you do not pay tithes?
  182. How To Write A Novel: In what order do you create your world?
  183. I loved my children but I loved BoomFuzzy more | From Quaraun The Insane
  184. My Two Favorite People: FarDarrig and The Baby That Never Should Have Been
  185. Need help writing characters of color | EelKat on racist white readers
  186. Quaraun and the Amazon Adult Filter
  187. Quaraun GhoulSpawn and The Lich Lord's Lover: The Lover's Triangle
  188. Summoner of Darkness: Where Are You Hiding That Horse?
  189. Tired of people who don’t care. :( Tired of the harassment. :(
  190. What would happen if an Elf adopted a Human baby? | Writing Fantasy Books
  191. Page 10 - The Gypsies of Old Orchard Beach
  192. Page 3 - The Gypsies of Old Orchard Beach
  193. Page 8 - The Gypsies of Old Orchard Beach
  194. SCRIPT FRENZY 2010: I WON! & Psycho Stalker Attacks
  195. Wristlets, Wrist Bags, Mini Clutch, Cosmetic Bags, and Designer Mini Purses
  196. Writing Your Novel: Do you save chapters as individual files?
  197. Are old AD&D adventures still any use to current players?
  198. Autistics Have Feelings Too & Diverse Books Rant
  199. Be True To You: YouTube Gamers: "Faking" a personality until you make it?
  200. City of The Slushies | Chapter 10 | Quaraun The Insane
  201. HEA in Erotica (Should You Write Happily Ever Afters?)
  202. Stephen King's Thinner Gypsies



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