As has been requested (endlessly) EK's Star Log is returning to the internet. You can still read the original archive here... https://eelkat.wordpress.com
The reason you couldn't find it is because I set it to private un-index mode, meaning it no longer shows up in Google search results and can only be accessed by a direct link.
Meaning, if you didn't have the url for it, no amount of searching for it would tell you how to find it. Anyone who had the url could still access it though.
I had set it to private September 23, 2013, intending to move each page here to EelKat.com... however, November 14, 2013, after only moving about 30 pages, I was beaten up and left paralyzed for 5 months, then spent 18 months relearning to walk. I am still crippled and have limited mobility.
Below is one of the blog posts that originally appeared on EK's Star Log. The original articles are still online but no longer indexed in Google. Links to the original article, are included with this post, as is the original posting date. Clicking the links will take you to the original site, where you can see the old Space Dock 13 website still online. Space Dock 13 as it looked when hosted on WordPress from 2003 to 2013.
I will first ask you this: Why are you doing the spell?
You sound afraid.
Your choice of words is indicative of fear. You have been hurt before, you fear being hurt again. Love has touched your life, but it was not a true love, you loved him, but your love was not returned and he broke your heart in two.
Now you love again. A new love, but you are afraid.
You do not want to see repeated, the heartbreak of before. Desperate to ensure that this time the love will last, this time the love does not die, you turn to love spells to bind his love to you. This however is not the way to go.
Fear will overpower you, consume you, envelope you, and turn you into a monster he will hate to be near.
You need to relax.
Release the fear.
Let the love into your soul.
Know that he loves you, and let that be enough. Do not let your fear drive him away. If you hold on too tight, you will break him and he will flee.
Unclinch your hands, release the fear, and embrace the love.
I will next ask you this: How are you doing the spell?
Your words are indicative of a binding spell.
KEEP is a dominant word used for binding.
KEEP says you wish to steal his freedom.
KEEP says you seek to make him your prisoner.
KEEP says you cast a spell that would make him your slave.
It is a common folly for people who know not what they are doing to assume that a binding spell can be used as a love spell.
True love spells are used on yourself, not on your lover.
A love spell is cast to make YOU be a kinder, more loving person, which in turn naturally draws the love of others to you.
You would never cast a love spell on your lover!
You should only ever cast a love spell on yourself (or have a rootworker cast a love spell on you) to draw love to you by making you a nicer, more loving person to be around.
Binding your lover to you is doomed to fail, unless it was a jointly cast spell, which you and he cast together, promising to bind yourselves to one another.
Lastly I will ask you: What effect do spiders have on you?
Do you fear them? Do you like them? Are they just an annoying bug?
Once again I see fear in your voice. Your wording is indicative of your feeling spiders to be a bad omen. I sense negativity and apprehension in your view of spiders.
All you said was one little sentence, but that sentence is filled to the brim and overflowing with fear. You need not have fear of spiders.
It is always a good thing when a spider helps you in casting a spell.
Spiders are nurturing mothers, protectors, dream catchers, and ridders of evil. It is a good omen for a spider to land beside you.
A spider would indicate a mother’s blessing, dreams coming true, and that this relationship is a wise match.
A bad omen would have been, a dead spider landing on your altar, or the spider dying as a result of your spell (falling in the hot oil, getting burnt up in the candle flame, or you whacking it with a newspaper, for example).
A dead spider would be telling you to back off, not just from the love spell, but from the boyfriend as well. It would be telling you, he’s no good for you, this is not a right match, get out of this relationship before you wind up dead.
What you need most my dear, is not a love spell, but a tranquility spell to relax your jitters and fear, followed by a road opening spell, to undo the blockages of fear in your life, followed by a spiritual cleansing and blessing, to allow you to open up and accept love, joyfully and gratefully into your life.
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