Counting Down to the 2028 50th Anniversary of my first published book (September 23, 1978)
Happy 2026!
It is our 30th anniversary here at Space Dock 13!
On the web since 1996!
You have encountered an extremely old website that continues to exist in old web ways, the same way it has done for now three decades.
In spite of being now 30 years old this year, started in 1996, it is still heavily active and old pages updated daily, new pages added daily, still now in 2026. All hand written, all hand coded (no AI), all by me, same as it ever was.
We Still Exist: The Old Web Did Not Go Away, You Just Forgot How To Find Us
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Ten Steps to Become a Writer
Started in 1996, this website housed more than 5,000 articles for helping new writers get started, by 2013.
10 Steps to Become a Writer: Written September 13, 2013, this was the last article I wrote and published to my website before my son was murdered the next day on September 14, 2013
10 Steps to Become a Writer:
Written September 13, 2013, this was the last article I wrote and published to my website before my son was murdered the next day on September 14, 2013
So, you want to become a writer? Here are ten things you can do, to help you get started on the path to success!
- 1. Cultivate your love for reading: Read widely and voraciously across different genres to expand your knowledge and gain inspiration from established authors.
- 2. Define your writing goals: Determine the type of writing you're passionate about, whether it's fiction, non-fiction, poetry, or other forms, and set specific goals to guide your journey.
- 3. Develop a writing routine: Establish a consistent writing routine that works for you, whether it's dedicating a specific time each day or finding pockets of time throughout the week.
- 4. Start with freewriting and journaling: Kickstart your creativity by engaging in freewriting exercises and journaling, allowing your thoughts and ideas to flow without judgment.
- 5. Find your writing voice: Explore different writing styles and experiment with various voices until you discover your unique writing voice, which will set you apart as an author.
- 6. Join writing communities: Connect with fellow writers through writing groups, workshops, and online communities to gain support, feedback, and valuable insights into the writing process.
- 7. Embrace constructive feedback: Seek feedback from trusted peers or mentors who can provide constructive criticism to help you refine your writing and grow as a writer.
- 8. Edit and revise your work: Understand that writing is a process, and revising and editing are essential steps. Polish your drafts, refine your language, and pay attention to structure, grammar, and clarity.
- 9. Submit your work for publication: Build confidence by submitting your work to literary magazines, contests, or online platforms. Embrace rejections as part of the journey and keep refining your craft.
- 10. Never stop learning: Continuously improve your writing skills by attending writing workshops, reading craft books, and staying open to learning from other writers. Stay curious, embrace growth, and never stop honing your craft.
By following these ten steps, new writers can embark on a fulfilling writing journey, developing their skills, finding their unique voice, and working towards their writing goals.
Let's look at each one in more detail.
1. Cultivate your love for reading: Read widely and voraciously across different genres to expand your knowledge and gain inspiration from established authors.
Do you ever wonder about the transformative power of books? How a simple act of reading can transport us to distant lands, challenge our perspectives, and ignite our imaginations?
It all begins with cultivating your love for reading.
Dive into the vast ocean of literature and embark on a journey of discovery.
Read widely and voraciously, exploring diverse genres and authors. With each page turned, you'll expand your knowledge and embark on an intellectual odyssey.
Imagine the countless worlds that await you within the pages of books! From epic fantasy realms to historical tapestries, from thought-provoking non-fiction to soul-stirring poetry, the possibilities are endless.
As you cultivate your love for reading, you'll find yourself drawn to new horizons, gaining fresh perspectives, and uncovering hidden gems that resonate with your soul. Embrace the joy of getting lost in words, for every book you read becomes a stepping stone on your own creative journey.
Now, my friend, let me share a secret with you: your journey as a writer begins with a love affair with books. As you immerse yourself in the written word, you'll discover the wellspring of inspiration that lies within. You'll witness the power of storytelling, learn from the masters of the craft, and find your unique voice in the chorus of literary voices.
So, open your heart and mind to the vast tapestry of literature. Let books be your guiding light, fueling your imagination and setting your creativity ablaze.
You can do it!
Believe in the magic of reading, for it holds the key to unlocking your own storytelling prowess.
Start today, and let the words on the page be your muse and your mentor.
Embrace the journey, my friend, and watch as your love for reading blossoms into a radiant passion for writing!
You can become a writer!
2. Define your writing goals: Determine the type of writing you're passionate about, whether it's fiction, non-fiction, poetry, or other forms, and set specific goals to guide your journey.
What is the driving force behind your desire to write?
Have you ever contemplated the power of defining your writing goals?
It's a pivotal moment in your journey as a writer. Take a moment to delve deep within your creative soul and determine the type of writing that sets your heart ablaze. Fiction, non-fiction, poetry, or other forms of expression – the possibilities are vast. Define your writing goals with precision and clarity, for they will serve as your guiding star, lighting the way on your path to literary fulfillment.
Imagine the joy of embarking on a writing journey fueled by passion and purpose! As you define your writing goals, you unlock a world of creative potential. You become the architect of your literary dreams, laying the foundation for the stories you long to tell. Feel the exhilaration that comes with discovering the perfect genre that ignites your imagination. Whether it's weaving tales of adventure, shedding light on untold truths, or crafting lyrical verses, your chosen path holds endless opportunities for self-expression and growth.
Now, my fellow writer, let me share a secret with you: you possess the power to bring your writing goals to life.
As you embark on this transformative journey, armed with a clear vision and unwavering determination, your words will take flight, resonating with readers near and far. So, embrace the magic of defining your writing goals.
Set your sights on the horizon of your dreams and forge ahead with confidence.
You have a story within you that yearns to be shared, and the world eagerly awaits your literary gifts.
You can do it!
Believe in the power of your words, for they have the ability to touch hearts, spark imaginations, and create lasting connections. Start today, my friend, and watch as your writing goals become the foundation of your writer's legacy.
Embrace the journey, for the world needs your voice.
You can become a writer!
I believe in you!
3. Develop a writing routine: Establish a consistent writing routine that works for you, whether it's dedicating a specific time each day or finding pockets of time throughout the week.
Do you ever find yourself longing for structure and discipline in your writing journey?
Have you pondered the significance of developing a writing routine?
It's a critical aspect of nurturing your creativity and bringing your ideas to life. Take a moment to reflect on the potential of establishing a consistent writing routine that aligns with your unique rhythm and preferences. Whether it involves carving out dedicated time each day or seizing pockets of opportunity throughout the week, the choice is yours. But remember, a writing routine holds the power to unlock the full potential of your literary aspirations.
Imagine the freedom and empowerment that come with establishing a writing routine tailored to your needs!
With each passing day, you'll witness your writing muscles growing stronger, your ideas flowing more effortlessly, and your creative well deepening.
A consistent writing routine becomes your faithful companion, creating a sense of structure amidst the chaos of life. Embrace the joy of dedicating time to your craft, savoring the moments when inspiration strikes, and reveling in the satisfaction of seeing your words come to life on the page.
Now, my aspiring writer, let me share a secret with you: within the realm of a writing routine lies the potential for greatness. By committing to a consistent practice, you unlock a world of possibilities.
Your words have the power to captivate, inspire, and touch lives.
So, embrace the transformative impact of developing a writing routine that honors your creative spirit. Carve out the time, protect it fiercely, and watch as your writing flourishes.
You can do it!
You can become a writer!
Believe in the magic of a writing routine, for it is the catalyst that propels dreams into reality. Start today, my friend, and witness the evolution of your craft. I have unwavering faith in your ability to harness the power of routine and soar to new literary heights.
Embrace the journey, for the world awaits your words with eager anticipation.
You are destined to shine!
4. Start with freewriting and journaling: Kickstart your creativity by engaging in freewriting exercises and journaling, allowing your thoughts and ideas to flow without judgment.
Have you ever felt the weight of self-doubt stifling your creativity?
Are you searching for a way to unlock the floodgates of inspiration?
Consider the power of starting with freewriting and journaling. In the depths of your thoughts and emotions lie untold stories waiting to be discovered.
Embrace the practice of allowing your pen to glide across the pages without judgment, giving voice to the whispers of your soul. Reflect on the significance of this process, for it holds the potential to awaken your inner storyteller and set your creativity free.
Picture yourself in a world where the shackles of self-doubt and creative inhibition melt away. As you delve into the realm of freewriting and journaling, you'll experience the exhilaration of tapping into a wellspring of ideas.
Watch as your thoughts dance upon the pages, weaving tales of wonder and self-discovery.
Embrace the freedom of self-expression, knowing that in the realm of your journal, there are no boundaries or expectations. Each stroke of your pen brings you closer to unlocking the treasures hidden within your imagination.
Now, my aspiring writer, let me share a secret with you: the power of freewriting and journaling is within your grasp. Take that leap of faith, my friend, and embrace the transformative journey that awaits you. As you release your inhibitions and let your ideas flow freely, you'll discover the true essence of your creative voice.
The world is eager to hear your stories, your truths, and your unique perspective.
You can do it!
You can become a writer!
Believe in the magic of freewriting and journaling, for it has the power to spark inspiration, nurture your creativity, and pave the way for remarkable literary achievements.
Begin today, and witness the extraordinary growth and self-discovery that await you on this path.
Embrace the adventure, my friend, for your voice deserves to be heard.
You can become a writer!
I have unwavering faith in your ability to embrace the practice of freewriting and journaling and unleash the brilliance within you!
5. Find your writing voice: Explore different writing styles and experiment with various voices until you discover your unique writing voice, which will set you apart as an author.
Have you ever found yourself yearning to leave your mark on the literary world?
Are you searching for that elusive quality that sets acclaimed authors apart?
Consider the profound importance of finding your writing voice.
What does it mean to truly express yourself through words?
Reflect on the journey of exploring different writing styles, venturing into uncharted territories, and questioning the very essence of your creative identity. Contemplate the significance of discovering your unique writing voice, the key that unlocks the door to your artistic legacy.
Imagine a world where your words dance across the page, infused with the essence of your true self. As you embark on the quest to find your writing voice, you'll uncover a kaleidoscope of possibilities.
Embrace the exhilaration of experimenting with various styles, genres, and perspectives!
Each exploration brings you closer to the discovery of your distinctive voice, the vibrant thread that weaves through the tapestry of your storytelling. Delight in the beauty of self-expression, knowing that your words possess the power to captivate, inspire, and leave an indelible impression upon readers.
Dear aspiring writer, let me share a secret with you: within the realm of finding your writing voice lies the potential for greatness.
Embrace the freedom to be authentic, to infuse your words with your unique essence. Your voice, once discovered, becomes a beacon that sets you apart as an author. You possess the power to craft stories that resonate deeply with readers, leaving an indelible mark on their hearts and minds.
You can become a writer!
You can do it!
Believe in the magic of finding your writing voice, for it is the key that unlocks the door to your creative destiny.
Begin the exploration today, my friend, and witness the transformation unfold.
I have unwavering faith in your ability to find your writing voice, and I eagerly anticipate the remarkable literary journey that lies ahead.
Embrace the adventure, for the world is waiting to hear your voice!
6. Join writing communities: Connect with fellow writers through writing groups, workshops, and online communities to gain support, feedback, and valuable insights into the writing process.
Have you ever felt the weight of your writing aspirations, yearning for connection and camaraderie on your creative journey?
Consider the power of joining writing communities, where like-minded individuals gather to share their experiences, offer feedback, and provide support.
Reflect on the significance of connecting with fellow writers, and ponder the transformative impact such communities can have on your writing endeavors.
Contemplate the possibilities that lie within the embrace of a writing community, as you delve into the depths of your creative potential.
Imagine a world where your writing dreams are nurtured by a vibrant community of kindred spirits. Within writing groups, workshops, and online communities, you'll find a haven of encouragement, inspiration, and invaluable insights.
Embrace the joy of sharing your works in progress, engaging in spirited discussions, and receiving constructive feedback that propels your growth as a writer.
Celebrate the bonds forged with fellow wordsmiths who understand your struggles, celebrate your successes, and walk beside you on your writing journey. The warmth and encouragement within these communities will ignite your creativity and empower you to achieve greater heights.
Dear aspiring writer, imagine the possibilities that unfold when you join a writing community! Surround yourself with a tapestry of voices, each weaving their unique tales. Engage in the exchange of ideas, the celebration of creativity, and the quest for improvement. Through the collective wisdom and unwavering support of your newfound tribe, you'll unlock new realms of possibility. Together, you'll overcome obstacles, refine your craft, and inspire one another to reach for the stars. The camaraderie within writing communities is an unparalleled force that propels writers to achieve their dreams.
You can do it!
You can become a writer!
Believe in the transformative power of joining writing communities, for they hold the keys to unlocking your potential.
Take the leap, dear writer, and embrace the boundless opportunities that await.
I wholeheartedly believe in you and your ability to thrive within the vibrant tapestry of writing communities.
Your writing destiny is waiting—join us today! Become the writer you know you can be!
You can become a writer!
7. Embrace constructive feedback: Seek feedback from trusted peers or mentors who can provide constructive criticism to help you refine your writing and grow as a writer.
Have you ever wondered about the value of constructive feedback in your writing journey?
Consider the power of embracing constructive criticism from trusted peers or mentors.
Reflect on the profound impact such feedback can have on your growth as a writer.
Ponder the potential hidden within the willingness to receive input and evolve your craft. Allow yourself to explore the depths of your writing, questioning the role of feedback in shaping your creative path.
Imagine the transformative possibilities that arise when you open yourself up to constructive feedback.
Embrace the joy of discovering new perspectives, refining your storytelling techniques, and uncovering hidden strengths in your writing.
Embrace the power of trusted peers and mentors who are dedicated to nurturing your talent. With their guidance, you'll embark on an incredible journey of growth, as you refine your voice, strengthen your prose, and ignite the spark of creativity within you.
Embrace the feedback as a catalyst for improvement and a stepping stone towards becoming the writer you aspire to be.
Dear writer, the path to greatness is paved with the willingness to embrace constructive feedback.
Unlock your full potential by seeking the wisdom and insights of those who believe in your talent.
Embrace the power of mentorship, where experienced writers and trusted allies will guide you towards excellence. Together, you'll uncover hidden depths in your writing, polish your skills, and reach new heights. With each valuable piece of feedback, you'll gain the tools to refine your craft, captivate your readers, and bring your unique stories to life.
You can become a writer!
You can do it!
Embrace constructive feedback as a springboard to success, and watch your writing soar to new horizons.
Believe in the power of growth, and trust in your ability to turn feedback into triumph.
The world awaits your literary brilliance.
You can become a great writer!
Embrace the journey, dear writer, and let constructive feedback be the fuel that propels you to greatness.
8. Edit and revise your work: Understand that writing is a process, and revising and editing are essential steps. Polish your drafts, refine your language, and pay attention to structure, grammar, and clarity.
Have you ever considered the immense power of editing and revising in the writing process?
Reflect on the significance of refining your work through meticulous revision and careful editing.
Delve into the depths of your writing, questioning the impact that polish, precision, and attention to detail can have on the final outcome.
Allow yourself to ponder the importance of crafting a coherent structure, honing your language, and ensuring clarity in your message.
Imagine the transformative journey that awaits when you embrace the art of editing and revising.
Celebrate the joy of fine-tuning your drafts, breathing life into your words, and sculpting your ideas into their most impactful form.
Embrace the magic of weaving structure, clarity, and eloquence into your writing. With each revision, you'll witness your work evolve into a masterpiece, capturing the hearts and minds of your readers.
Embrace the process as an opportunity for growth and refinement, unlocking the true potential of your writing.
Dear writer, the path to excellence is paved with the commitment to edit and revise your work.
Embrace the power to shape your words, captivate your audience, and create a lasting impact. With each edit, your prose will shine brighter, your story will resonate deeper, and your voice will soar higher. Trust in your ability to transform rough drafts into polished gems that leave a lasting impression.
You can do it!
Believe in the transformative potential of editing and revising, and witness your writing reach new heights.
Embrace the journey of refinement, for it is the key to unlocking your true writing prowess.
Seize the opportunity to craft your masterpiece, and let your words dance with brilliance.
The world awaits your literary magic.
Embrace the process, dear writer, and let editing and revising be the stepping stones to your writing success.
9. Submit your work for publication: Build confidence by submitting your work to literary magazines, contests, or online platforms. Embrace rejections as part of the journey and keep refining your craft.
Have you ever wondered about the significance of submitting your work for publication?
Contemplate the courage it takes to share your creative expression with the world, exposing your vulnerability to potential rejections.
Consider the path that lies ahead, filled with uncertainty and the possibility of setbacks.
Ponder the resilience required to navigate the submission process and the valuable lessons that rejection can teach.
Now, envision the incredible growth and fulfillment that await when you muster the courage to submit your work for publication.
Embrace the thrill of sharing your unique voice with literary magazines, contests, and online platforms.
Embrace the delight of connecting with fellow writers and readers who resonate with your words.
Embrace the power of perseverance as you refine your craft and refine your submissions.
Every rejection becomes a stepping stone on your journey to success, a reminder to keep honing your skills and seeking opportunities to showcase your talent.
Dear aspiring writer, the time has come to embrace the exhilarating realm of publication. Believe in the power of your words, for they have the potential to captivate hearts, spark imaginations, and ignite change.
Take a leap of faith and submit your work to the world. Embrace rejection as a temporary setback, a mere detour on the path to achieving your dreams.
Refine your craft, polish your prose, and persist in sharing your unique perspective. Remember, every rejection brings you closer to that coveted acceptance.
You can do it!
Trust in your abilities, embrace the joy of submitting your work, and let the world witness the brilliance of your creativity.
I believe in you!
Embrace the exhilarating journey of publication, and let your words soar to new heights.
10. Never stop learning: Continuously improve your writing skills by attending writing workshops, reading craft books, and staying open to learning from other writers. Stay curious, embrace growth, and never stop honing your craft.
Do you ever find yourself wondering if there's an end to the learning process?
Contemplate the vastness of the writing world, the endless possibilities it offers, and the depth of knowledge that awaits.
Reflect on the importance of continuous growth and improvement.
Ask yourself if you're truly dedicated to refining your writing skills and if you're willing to embark on a journey of lifelong learning.
Imagine the joy of discovering new techniques, insights, and perspectives that enhance your writing abilities.
Envision the excitement of attending engaging workshops and connecting with fellow writers who share your passion.
Embrace the transformative power of expanding your knowledge and skill set.
Every workshop you attend, every craft book you devour, and every writer you learn from adds a vibrant brushstroke to your creative palette, enabling you to craft stories that resonate deeply with readers.
Dear aspiring writer, the world of writing is an ever-evolving playground of possibilities, and you have a front-row ticket to this exhilarating journey.
Embrace the thrill of continuous learning and improvement.
Embrace the excitement of exploring new genres, experimenting with different writing styles, and pushing the boundaries of your creativity.
Know that you possess the potential to become a master of your craft, to captivate readers with your words, and to leave a lasting impact on the literary landscape.
You can do it!
Believe in your ability to grow, to learn, and to evolve as a writer.
Embrace the joy of lifelong learning and watch your writing soar to new heights.
I believe in you!
Embrace the adventure of expanding your skills, and let your words become a beacon of inspiration and enchantment for readers worldwide.
YOU can become a writer!
You can!
Yes, even YOU!
So take that first step, and just start writing. You know you want to.
This page was written by Wendy Christine Allen of 146 Portland Ave, Old Orchard Beach, Maine.
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Do you know who drove this backhoe over my house at 146 Portland Avenue, Old Orchard Beach, Maine on August 8, 2013? If you have any information, please give it to FBI Agent Andy Drewer at 207–774–9322 of the Portland, Maine FBI office.
My house at 146 Portland Ave, Old Orchard Beach, Maine, July 4, 2013, photo taken because we had just finished building a baby room on the back. vs My house August 8, 2013, when the same group of people (yes group, the golf club woman was not alone when she attacked November 14, 2013, nor was she alone with her second attack July 2016.) who murdered my son on November 14, 2013 at Southern Maine Community College and crippled me July 26, 2016 at scarborough WalMart,... they arrived the first time with a backhoe on August 8, 2013, that they used to drive over my house, during a time of day that I normally was home asleep... I had to work a different shift at the Waffle Cone Pizza Food Truck at George's Parking Lot by Bill's Pizza at the OBB Peir, that day, otherwise, I too would be at the bottom of a landfill, along with my house and everything I owned that was also in the house. I was 5 months pregnant at the time and have been homeless for just under 14 years, homeless ever since....
... which means it is now only a few weeks from the 14th anniversary of my son's murder. I was 8 month pregnant November 14, 2013, and a student ay SMCC, and coming out of the Buglight Lighthouse art studio after art class, when a still unidentifiedwoman wielding a golf club attacked me, severed my spine, while I was 8 months pregnant, triggered early labour, then killed my son minutes after he was born.
While accusing me of being transgender, screaming "transvestite freak" and "look at that thing, that's Ken's son in a dress"... while I was 8 months pregnant.
 My house at 146 Portland Ave, Old Orchard Beach, Maine, July 4, 2013, photo taken because we had just finished building a baby room on the back. vs My house August 8, 2013, when the same group of people (yes group, the golf club woman was not alone when she attacked November 14, 2013, nor was she alone with her second attack July 2016.) who murdered my son and crippled me, arrived the first time with a backhoe that they used to drive over my house, during a time of day that I normally was home asleep... I had to work a different shift at the Waffle Cone Pizza Food Truck at George's Parking Lot by Bill's Pizza at the OBB Peir, that day, otherwise, I too would be at the bottom of a landfill, along with my house and everything I owned that was also in the house. I was 5 months pregnant at the time and have been homeless for just under 14 years, homeless ever since. |
The backhoe driver returned November 14, 2013, armed with a golf club, used it to break my spine and smash my baby's brains out on the ground
On November 14, 2013, my son was murdered. I was 8 months pregnant, leaving my college classroom, and just getting into my car, when 3 strangers, a man and two women, armed with golf clubs leapt out from behind my car screaming "kill or be killed, kill the transvestite freaks, kill them all before they kill us! look at that thing! That is Ken's son, look at how it's dressed! kill the transvestite freaks! kill or be killed"... while the bald man and the red haired woman chanted this over and over, the blonde woman, lunged with the golf club.
She severed my spine, I am now a quadriplegic, and been paralyzed arms and legs, and in a wheelchair for 13 years now. She broke my hips, my knees, my legs, ruptured most of my discs, and shattered three of my vertebrae so bad that the shards of bone acted like glass and embedded themselves into my spinal column nerve bundle.
The attack also triggered labour.
My son was born in that parking lot, and he lived only a couple of minutes, before the deranged blonde woman, beat his head in and smashed his brains out, with the same golfclub she had just used to sever my spine and leave me crippled for the rest of my life.
Realizing that I was not transgender, and they'd just murdered a baby, the man grabbed the 2 women and forcibly dragged them away to a 4 door white pickup truck, and they left me there to die.
The FBI told me later, that a few weeks before this attack, and transwoman, had murdered a cis woman, in a parking lot, abou 20 miles away from where I was attacked. The FBI, believes that my attackers, had somehow found out I wrote transgender fiction, connecting my real name to my penname, (my father's name is in fact "Ken", and I do have a brother) and believed that I wrote transgender fiction, because I was myself transgender, even though I'm not transgender. The FBI, believes the attackers, thought I was my brother, pretending to be a woman.
The FBI investigation, into my son's murder, has dragged on for 13 years, and still now in 2026, continues on, with the FBI, still not having yet identified my attackers, and only guessing at what their motive was.
Thus we come to 2014, and the full swing change of the series I write. WHY my series, went from just a transman main character living life, to the full blown Mpreg genre series that it now is today.
Before the attack, I had a chance of having a baby. I don't know. And because I'm in America, I'm too old to adopt. You have to be under 45 years old to adopt a baby. That is the law in America. I was informed this, when we tried to adopt, now that my injuries leave me unable to get pregnant a 9th time.
Thus began my obsessively writing, my transman main character, pregnant. Always pregnant now. Every time. Every story. Stories that now fully focus on pregnancy, labour, miscarriages, babies dying, babies living, raising babies... the whole series, since 2014 has devolved into an outright baby obsession.
Meanwhile, reborn baby dolls were suggested to me by my therapist, and have also become a deeply obsessive part of my life. Because 13 years ago my son was murdered minutes after he was born, because a transphobic bigot mistook me for being transgender, I'm STILL in a wheelchair, struggling to relearn to use my arms and legs, now 13 years later, and I'm still DAILY dealing with police officers and FBI agents who while they are trying to find my son's killer, they are also daily reminding me... oh, yeah, my son was murdered, literally ripped out of my belly, by a transphobe. Who still has not been located and walks free to kill again.
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The golfclub woman as she looked during the golf club attack at Southern Maine community college November 14, 2013. She is about 20 to 30 years older then me and would be around 75 to 85 years old now in 2026.  If you have any information about the identity of this child murderer, please call FBI Agent Andy Drewer at 207–774–9322 |
The golfclub woman as she looked during the shopping cart attack at Scarborough WalMart July 26, 2016. She is about 20 to 30 years older then me and would be around 75 to 85 years old now in 2026.  If you have any information about the identity of this child murderer, please call FBI Agent Andy Drewer at 207–774–9322 |
The 2nd woman as she looked at both attacks, her hair goes all the way down to her knees. She is about 20 to 30 years older then me and would be around 75 to 85 years old now in 2026.  If you have any information about the identity of this child murderer's accomplice, please call FBI Agent Andy Drewer at 207–774–9322 |
Do you know who these two woman who crippled me and murdered my baby, at Southern Maine Community College at 10PM on November 14, 2013, are, and what their connection to the backhoe that drove over my house is? If you have any information, please give it to FBI Agent Andy Drewer at 207–774–9322 of the Portland, Maine FBI office.
I am a legally blind quadriplegic, and low verbal, I have also published 138 novels in the last 48 years. It's not as impossible as people think. The problem being blind and quadriplegic, medically have different meanings then how those two words are used medically.
Fewer than 3% of all blind people see nothing. While 97% people who are classified as fully blind are able to see up to two feet in front of them. Legally blind means I can see more then two feet in front of me but not far enough to see twenty feet in front of me. In my case I can see about eight feet.
Quadriplegic, has varying levels, it means having a damaged nerve bundle in the spinal column causing limited mobility of all 4 limbs, (in my case this was done by a women wielding a golf club, who also beat my 8 month infant's head to pulp on the parking lot tarmak, at the same time she severed my spine with the same golf club; both on November 14, 2013; the FBI investigation into my son's murder and my being crippled has gone on now for 13 years, a few weeks away from 14 years now, and the FBI has still not identified the killer or her motive). Contrary to popular misconception, quadriplegic does NOT mean ZERO movement, it means means limited movement, specifically in means unable to lift arms over head, unable to grip fingers around objects to pick them up, and unable to stand for more then 5 minutes to a time. Because there are so many thousands of nerves in each limb it is actually very rare for there to be 100% no movement, but how much, and to what extent varies by patent depending upon the specific point of injury to the spinal column.
Meaning typing is still possible for over 60% of all quadriplegics.
In my case, it was the lower spine that was severed, cutting off completly my ability to move my right leg, leaving limited feeling in my left leg, and an ability to stand but not walk, with crutches, for the first 9 years. I regained enough nerve growth in my legs by the 9th year to be able to take ten or twelve steps allowing me to get out of bed for the first time since the golf club attack; This in turn lead to me being able to start using a wheelchair, as I was able to sit upright for the first time as well.
Because the shattered vertebrae bone fragments are broken off completly and embedded into the nerve bundle just above my tailbone, doctors were saying I would never walk again, but now at 13 years, I am able to push mu wheelchair like a walker, a distance of almost a thousand steps a day. Though doctors are still doubtful I will ever walk "normally" again, I have proven them wrong, when their said 13 years ago, that I would never walk again at all.
But because of the placement of the damage to my spine, regaining hand use, was always thought possible, it was just a matter of waiting long enough for nerve regrowth, along side daily finger exercises. I was able to continue writing, after becoming quadriplegic, because I still have use of my right thumb, and 2 fore figures of my right hand. And can type 90 words per minute with those 3 fingers.
I however have no wrist strength, elbow strength, or shoulder strength, so I am not able to form a fist, or lift objects, or brush my hair, or my teeth, all thing I have to have my caretaker do. But, those things are not needed for typing. Unfortunately, my pinky and ring fingers are "nerve dead" and drag over the keyboard, and cause horrific spelling errors and typos, which are incredibly frustrating to deal with.
Unfortunately trying to edit errors myself, just makes the errors worse, because those same two fingers drag over the keyboard yet again. Prior to the golf club attack, I rarely had spelling errors; now I got more spelling errors then someone is learning English as second language. Editing is a challenge, that I've had to accept, I simply can not do myself, and I have to hire several editors to help with that.
Low verbal means sounds can still be made, sounds that software programs like Dragon can be trained to recognize and translate, and type into full words. More then half my novels were typed with this method.
I still have a long ways to go before I am anything close to being able to do the things I could do before the golf club woman beat my baby's brains out and shattered my spine. And you know what's more frustrating then how slow mu medical progression has been? The fact that it's been 13 years and the police and FBI are still coming up at dead ends as to who the woman who murdered my baby was, or why she even did it.
My son's 14th birthday is only a few weeks away, but he didn't even get to live long enough to celebrate his 1st birthday, I don't even know why. And I can't wait to regain my ability to walk again, because regaining my ability to walk, means gaining the ability to go outside and start looking for my son's murderer myself instead of sitting at home trapped in a wheelchair waiting for the police and FBI to to find her. So, writing isn't a big priority for me anymore. I only write now, as a way to exercise my hands, in between relearning to walk.
Never let a disability stop you. Plenty of writers, artists, athletes, do not let either blindness, speech impediments, or limited mobility hold then back from perusing their careers.
Do you know who these two woman who crippled me and murdered my baby, at Southern Maine Community College at 10PM on November 14, 2013, are, and what their connection to the backhoe that drove over my house is? If you have any information, please give it to FBI Agent Andy Drewer at 207–774–9322 of the Portland, Maine FBI office.
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Wendy Christine Allen, Old Orchard Beach's Autistic Author, Artist, Illustrator, & Art Car Designer Counting Down to the 2028 50th Anniversary of my first published book (September 23, 1978) Yes, I am aware there are a lot of spelling errors on this site. No, I likely will not be fixing most of them. I have been quadriplegia/paralyzed arms and legs since November 14, 2013; As of 2026, I have regained use of two fully functional fingers on my right hand, and only stiff limited movement of all remained eight fingers. This causes most of the typos and spelling errors as my near-dead pinky and ring fingers tend to drag over the other letters on the keyboard. Attempts to correct errors, often causes more errors for the same reason. Much of my writing is also speech to text, but I have "profound low functioning, non-verbal kanner's syndrome aka autism aka the rainman type" (that is what the medical diagnosis called it), I have the medically diagnosed retarded type of autism, that medical doctors mean when they say "real and actual autism", I do not have the cool trend self diagnoses tiktok type of "autism". What this means is, in spite of five decades of trying, I have very limited vocal speaking abilities and a lower then average vocabulary, that leaves my speaking ability around the level of a 4 or 5 year old child; I do not know math or money or clocks and. I also, was raised by a Shetland Scottish Grandmother (Helen Ricker Allen) until her death when I was 8 years old, and she did not speak American, she spoke Shetland/Scottish, Shetlandic, which is a Nordic language, different from Scotts Language, not related to Gaelic which is what many Scottish speak, and while classified as a type of Scottish English is is considered "Olde medieval Norse" dialect of Scottish English and spoken by fewer then two thousand people as of 2026. It is the language of Scottish Travelling Gypsies, which is what we racial are. I was 31 years old first time I ever heard American English, and only started to learn American English at 42 years old. Right now in 2026 at 51 years old, I am able to speak American English on around the level of an 8 year old child, and greatly do not understand over 90% of American words, American slang, and American media references. What this means is, OFTEN words you think are spellt wrong (like color vs colour, or traveling vs travelling, are in fact NOT spelt wrong, because I use Scottish spellings) and often when I hear an American word, I spell it phonetically because I do not know the correct American spelling. Likewise we Scottish do not have words like my or your, and so say me and you, in places where Americans would say my and your. I also use Scottish word meanings, not American word meanings, for example Unicorn means a blood thirsty flesheating shapeshifting sea creature that comes on land and pretends to be a wounded horse to lure in humans to eat, it can only be captured by a virgin. But when I say Unicorn, a word I frequently use, because I write Unicorn folkloric short stories... I find that most Americans connect Unicorns to children's cartoons, gay pride, or swinging sex lives... I struggle to understand who in their right mind thought the most bloodthirsty monster of Scotland folklore was good fodder for children's cartoons or "sex positive" mascots, me thinks Americans need to brush up on the lore of Unicorns using their horns as sword to stabbed people's eyes out, while gallopping through swamps with rows of bloody Human heads hanging from their backs via braids made of Human entrails... really, why did Americans thinks a monster like a Unicorn was fit for children's cartoons or sex positivity? Americans is weird. All this to say... speech to text software, struggles badly with my thick Shetland accent, my slurred Autism speech impediment, and causes additional misspellings and typos because it can not figure out what words I am trying to say. And while I could take the time time to run all of it through a spell checker, that does require better hand mobility then I have, to copy the text from one program to the next and manually click each word, with finger mobility that I simply do not have, but also, most of my time is spent in trying to relearn to walk, and if you are local, you've probably seen this as I'm a stubborn bitch who refused to accept the doctor disnosis that I will never walk again, so, I walk around the block every day pushing my wheelchair, refusing to sit in my wheelchair, and... ...it's taking me 13 years to do it, but, I'm not actually able to stand up and make it all the way around the block now, and my focus on trying to relearn to walk is far more important to me, then catering to your pampered arse by fixing spelling errors, when there are far bigger problems to worry about in life, the spelling errors made by a quadriplegic who is typing this with her only two functioning fingers. Also, in recent years, I've watched the internet devolve into a mindless clusterfuck of ChatGPT written everything. Everyone sounds the same online these days, because no writes their own work anymore. Every website out there has become a carbon copy of each other, because they are all be written by ChatGPT now. I think ChatGPT makes a funny thing to chat with in your spare time, so you can laugh at the hilarity of how inaccurate it's responses are... but I am horrified that people are using AI for serious writing, writing they publish and try to pass off as their own. We live in a society where people people are forgetting how write. Heck I can read and write cursive, calligraphy, italic, short hand, and editor's marks, also edit my books by hand diagraming every sentence, and that... start walking around your neighbourhood and ask anyone under 30 if they sentence diagraming IS, let alone how to do it. So yes, I CAN spell check, and no I don't, for anything but my novels and short story collections, I spell check when it matters... and this is a website, not a printed book... but also, I am just getting so damn fucking fed up with endless AI writing online, so, no, I'm not going to fix errors and typos on my website, and you can bitch about that all you want (yes, I do get your messages, I just don't answer anyone in private) but, honey, maybe instead of bitching over my spelling errors, be thankful is still at least one website on the internet that still being written by a Human now in 2026 when ChatGPT writes over 70% of all posts online. |
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The Space Dock 13 WebRing
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Yes, this website (founded in 1996) is old enough to have WebRings on it, and they are still in use.
Don't know what a WebRing is?
They were how we webmasters used to get traffic to our websites before the invention of search engines (aka before Jeeves, DogPile, Yahoo. Google, Bing, or the rest existed). In their simplest form a WebRing is an html code that rotates link displays. In their more advanced form they are java scripts that give random results. Each ring had three active links titled "Previous", "Random", and "Next", clicking any of the 3 links would take you to the next website in the ring.
Web Rings are the REASON the internet was called "the world wide web". To use them, each webmaster submitted their site to the ring, a single code held 100 websites, and codes could be stacked to hold 100 code sets (or 10,000 links to 10,000 websites), each web master in the list, would then place the code in the footer of their website.
This created the SPIDER WEB that was the literal WEB OF LINKS that gave the internet it's name "World Wide Web" and is WHY websites are CALLED "web sites". And technically, your site is not a WEB site unless it is connected to a WEBRing, likewise you technically are not a WEBMaster if you do not build WEBrings links for you WEBsite to connect to the WEB.
Unfortunately, most knowledge of WebRings, and whi sites were called WEBsites and sites on the WEB were called the World Wide Web, vanished from the internet in 2014 when the official WebRing.org company who managed 90%+ of the internet's WebRings went out of business after the infamous Google Panda 2013 bot attack that delisted ALL websites from the Google Index if they contained a WebRing of links to other websites in it's footer.
And while most sites abandoned the use of WebRing Codes on their sites, Space Dock 13 did not. The Space Dock 13 WebRing remains active, now 28 years after it's creation. Over the decades however, one by one all the other websites in the ring have gone off line, and as they did, I replaced the url with a link to a page of my own website (as this is a java code - it updated on every website without the others needing to change anything). Today in 2026, eelkat.com is the last remaining website in the ring, and now all 10k links go only to pages on eelkat.com, no longer sending you to other websites.
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If you have any information about my son’s murderer, please call FBI Agent Andy Drewer at 207–774–9322
If anyone contacts you saying 146 Portland Ave, Old Orchard Beach, is for sale, know that they are lying to you... it is my land, and it has been in my family since 1531... and the ONLY person whom has EVER gone around saying it is for sale, is a woman who the FBI believes to be the same woman who murdered my son.
My son is buried here, and the FBI believes she is trying to buy my land in order to destroy his grave and destroy evidence of his murder.
Since my son's murder November 14, 2013, every year dozens of real estate agent show up all with a story of a female developer who is offering them MILLIONS of dollars for my lot of land that is only 1/4 of an acre and is not big enough to develop.
When shown police sketches of my son's murderer, the real estate agents say "Yes, that's the woman who hired me to buy 146 Portland Ave, Old Orchard Beach, Maine", but then the woman disappears and the real estate agents never hear from her again... all contact information she gave them turns out to be fake.
The woman who murdered my son, is DESPERATELY trying to buy 146 Portland Ave, Old Orchard Beach, Maine... this is the woman to watch out for... and this is what she did:
Looking to find out more about my son's murder, that information is on these pages:
Answering the questions:
Can you give me links to the news reports of your son's murder?
and
Why can't I find any news reports about this?
Maine has well over a thousand murder cases that have never been in the news.
I found this out after my son was murdered November 2013, and a year later I found out it had never been in the news, even though I was hounded for weeks by news people. I went to each of the over a dozen TV stations and newspapers whom had showed up at the hospital and asked why they had never published any report after all the trouble they had gone through to (in some cases illegally) het into the hospital to interview me.
in every case they said some version of "well, it just wasn't news worthy, there was nothing we could use to get views". Really? These were big news stations, channel 13, 6, 8, Portland Press Herald, Bangor Daily...
What exactly was it they claimed was "not news worthy"?
I'll tell you.
On November 14, 2013, my son was murdered. At Southern Maine Community College in the parking lot of The Buglight Art Studio beside the Spring Point Lighthouse.
I was 8 months pregnant, leaving my college classroom, and just getting into my car, when 3 strangers, a man and two women, armed with golf clubs leapt out from behind my car screaming "kill or be killed, kill the transvestite freaks, kill them all before they kill us! look at that thing! That is Ken's son, look at how it's dressed! kill the transvestite freaks! kill or be killed"... while the bald man and the red haired woman chanted this over and over, the blonde woman, lunged with the golf club.
She severed my spine, I am now a quadriplegic, and been paralyzed arms and legs, and in a wheelchair for 13 years now. She broke my hips, my knees, my legs, ruptured most of my discs, and shattered three of my vertebrae so bad that the shards of bone acted like glass and embedded themselves into my spinal column nerve bundle.
The attack also triggered labour.
My son was born in that parking lot, and he lived only a couple of minutes, before the deranged blonde woman, beat his head in and smashed his brains out, with the same golfclub she had just used to sever my spine and leave me crippled for the rest of my life.
Realizing that I was not transgender, and they'd just murdered a baby, the man grabbed the 2 women and forcibly dragged them away to a 4 door white pickup truck, and they left me there to die.
The FBI told me later, that a few weeks before this attack, and transwoman, had murdered a cis woman, in a parking lot, abou 20 miles away from where I was attacked. The FBI, believes that my attackers, had somehow found out I wrote transgender fiction, connecting my real name to my penname, (my father's name is in fact "Ken", and I do have a brother) and believed that I wrote transgender fiction, because I was myself transgender, even though I'm not transgender. The FBI, believes the attackers, thought I was my brother, pretending to be a woman.
The FBI investigation, into my son's murder, has dragged on for 13 years, and still now in 2026, continues on, with the FBI, still not having yet identified my attackers, and only guessing at what their motive was.
Oh yeah, and I've been quadriplegic for 13 years.
oh yeah one more thing, same trio, they also found out where i lived in Old Orchard Beach and drove a backhoe over my house as well.
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146 Portland Ave Old Orchard Beach, Maine... July 4, 2013 vs August 8, 2013 |
I have been homeless and quadriplegic for 13 years, and right now it's just a few weeks away from both my son's 14th birthday and the 14th anniversary of the day he was murdered, both of which happened the same day.
Explain to me what about any of that is "not newsworthy"?
I did find out WHY it was deemed not newsworthy. "it would negatively impact tourism" was their reason. The College at Fort Prebble is a tourist destination. The lighthouse at the college is a tourist destination. My house on Portland ave is situated on the primary road to the beach that is a tourist destination.
The news reporters explained to me that, they risked losing their jobs if they publicised "negative news" occurring in these sorts of tourist destination spots.
My son's murder wasn't in the news, because it might cause tourists to stop visiting that lighthouse. That was the reason the reporters gave me.
How often are there things not being reported on just so businesses don't lose tourist money?
How often does this happen? A lot, I've since found out. In trying to find other mothers of murdered children to interact with... I found five others JUST in Old Orchard Beach, whom the murders were not in the news, and all of them happened after my son's murder. I found 2 such mothers in Scarbourogh, their children's murders not in the news. I found over a dozen more in the Bar Harbore area, also all not in the news.
It's a very disturbing trend here in Maine, one that I never would have found out about had my own son not been murdered.
One thing's very clear: in Maine you can get away with murdering a child, if you do it in a big tourist location, because news stations REFUSE to report any crime occurring in tourist locations.
Fuck torists.
I don't give a shit about your precious tourist money.
My son was murdered and I want his killer found... and I am VERY displeased with the deplorable way news stations try to bury child murders in Maine, just to appease tourist funded businesses.
And if you're one of those lunatic jackass bullshitting alien abduction UFO freaks, looking for haunted cars, Stephen King, cryptids, or EBEs, first off, you can go fuck yourselves. I am so damned sick of you conspiracy brained motherfuckers harassing my family and turning my son's murder case into a circus of you psycho deranged bullshit. Here's some pages for you:
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