EelKat Wendy C Allen - zdark Fantasy Author


2018 April/May/June Update:

As you know, most of the year I publish 2 to 3 articles a day.

However, every year during convention season, I take a break from that to go full swing CosPlay.

From early April 2018 to late June 2018, article posting schedule will be sporadic, while CosPlay Season and Convention events are going full swing.

During this time period, you can expect most, possible all new articles to be focused on costume making, CosPlay, and the characters I'm CosPlaying.

UPDATE: It's now divided into 7 pages. The primary page "Meet Avallach" is now over 20,000 words long. At this rate, it'll cross 60,000 long before the costume is finished, and that's not including the other 5 pages. The primary page has now crossed 60,000 89,000 words and counting, the whole set of Avallac'h pages are now more than 200,000 words long, and more then 500 pictures of Avallac'h and his friends have now been uploaded on these pages, plus there are now 400+ hour-long videos f the costume making process as we record live, every second of this insanely elaborate, over the top CosPlay project.

As of May 19, just 29 days to PortCon we are embroidering his blue coat in a countdown against the clock to finish in time for the event, while we pray that The Dazzling Razzberry will be re-weilded back together and drivable in time for PortCon, after it's recent vandalism by Old Orchard Beach's ever growing Ku Klux Klan problem.

There will still be daily updates, but the BULK of the daily updates will be limited to the pages linked here:

  1. The Avallac'h CosPlay: Who is Avallac'h?
  2. Obsession: Meet Avallac'h
  3. [NSFW] Avallac'h & His Nude Women | Witcher 3 Game Screenshots
  4. Historical Accuracy vs Avallac'h (to go live later this summer)
  5. The Avallac'h CosPlay Costume Making Vlogs (will go live AFTER finishing the costume)
  6. How To Make The Avallac'h CosPlay (will go live AFTER PortCon)
  7. How Much Did It Cost? ($800+ will run to around $3,000) Budgeting The Avallac'h CosPlay (eing written as the costume is being made, will go live after completion of the costume)
  8. Why do children CosPlay rapists & rape victims? & WHY Avallac'h is a M18+ character. 
  9. PortConMaine 2018
  10. On Being a Handicapped CosPlayer: A Look At Events of PortConMaine 2017 That Resulted In 3 Disabled CosPlayers Getting hurt at The Convention and How These Things Could Have Been Avoided


After PortCon Update:

PortCon 2018 is over... but the making of the Avallac'h CosPlay is not. It is not possible to make a costume as detailed as I'm making in fewer then 400 hours, and only 129 hours went into the simplified first run version you saw at PortCon'18. The complete version will not be seen until PortCon'19

If you want to see this costume in person and watch it's progression onward as I continue to expand it... I'll be wearing it at the monthly Maine Association of CosPlay Enthusiasts (M.A.C.E.) events, throughout 2018 and 2019, you are welcome to join us. The list of current events can be found here: https://www.facebook.com/groups/293470827423558/events/ This list is updated monthly, so be sure to check back often to find all the dates, locations, and details of events.


LGBTQA+ Tropes: 
You Can't Write Hate Crimes Against Gay Men? 

When Did Real Life Atrocities Become Seen As Tropes?




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LGBTQA+ Tropes:
You Can't Write Hate Crimes Against Gay Men?

When Did Real Life Atrocities Become Seen As Tropes?

As you may or may not know, I do not respond to reviews of my books, good or bad, largely due to the fact that I do not read said reviews. It's not that I don't care what people think, it's just that I'm of the belief that a book review is written by readers for other readers and is not intended to be an attempt to contact the author with a message, so no reason for me to read it.

I am often amazed, when I go to buy a book and I read the reviews before buying and 90% of the reviews are readers trying to contact the author... though a book seller. Weird. If you have something to say directly to the author, then contact the author directly. And I've made my views on this very public for many decades now.

Interestingly this has had 2 strange side effects:

#1: my books get very few reviews

#2: I get an insane amount of emails from my readers, which often boggles other author's minds

Which brings us to today's topic.

If you are any bit familiar with my work, you know that my short stories and novels have a 4 decade long history of rubbing readers the wrong way. It seems to be difficult for anyone to get very far into any of my novels or short stories without running into something that triggers them and sends them in a flaming flurry into my email inbox.

And nothing has caused more infuriated, teeth gnashing readers then The Quaraun series.

If you don't know the Quaraun series it is a highly controversial set of stories about an Elf Wizard and his life.

Main character Quaraun has a lot of things readers like to hold against him... a few of those things include:

  • he's a transvestite
  • he has 4 wives 
  • he has 2 male lovers
  • one of his wives is also his siter
  • one of his wives is also his daughter
  • one of his male lovers is a unicorn (a horse with a horn on its head)
  • he's a drug addict
  • he's a murderer
  • he resurrected his dead lover, by sacrificing his 4 toddler children in a grizzly necromancy ritual
  • he ends up becoming a serial killer

And we could go on with even more things critics of the series like to find as reasons to hate our little Elf Wizard, but, you get the idea.

While Quaraun is deeply loved by his fans, he is also probably one of the single most hated gay characters in literary history. There are far more people who hate the series then there are who love it.

I am also used to getting several thousand hate emails every month and maybe 1 or 2 positive fan mails a year. And as such, I'm used to getting messages like the one I got today.

It was quite long and had a lot to say. It was from an author, who claims to be a "leader in the queer community", an author of "positive queer literature", a "supporter of queer rights"... if you know me, you know where this is heading an... WHY, when I normally do not respond to any responses to my books, why I'm responding to this one.

Now if you yourself are gay, then you also know what ticked me off because by now it has ticked you off as well, but for those readers here today who are not gay and do not understand, what just happened....let me explain...

Once upon a time there was a man called Hitler. You probably heard of him. He liked killing Jews.

Something you might not have heard of though... about 10 years before he started killing Jews, he made it his goal to "eradicate the queers"

Oh, yes, yes, Hitler coined the word queer and if you use the word queer, that's a giant red flag that you are sowing your support of the Nazi Party and Hitler's queer killing policy.

What is a queer?

Queer does NOT mean gay.

Queer means:

  • gay
  • lesbian
  • transgender
  • twins
  • triplets
  • quadruplits
  • quints
  • conjoined babies
  • albino
  • blind
  • has Autism
  • has cancer
  • has arthritis
  • has polio
  • is in a wheelchair
  • only has one leg
  • is a freak
  • dresses different
  • dyed their hair
  • has green eyes
  • has red hair
  • is male and has long hair
  • is female and has short hair
  • black
  • Asian
  • Native American
  • Jew
  • Gypsy
  • Catholics
  • Atheists
  • eats meat (Hitler was vegan)
  • any none Christian
  • any non-white race

In other words ALL people who are NOT Arians.

Queer means a person who looks different from a Fundamentalist Straight White Christian.

Hitler gathered together all the Queers and his doctors used them in medical science experiments.

Let's look at that email again:

It was from an author, who claims to be a "leader in the queer community", an author of "positive queer literature", a "supporter of queer rights"...  and yet, they so very clearly do not know what Queer means and are using the word Queer, the way straight Americans use it, as interchangeable with the word gay.

This is very disturbing, because it means this person, is doing a lot of damage to the LGBTQA+ Community, by white washing the word queer and trying to hide what the word really means.

But, let's move on...

They railed about tropes and specifically, were upset over the novel: BoomFuzzy

Apparently, according to them, I "know nothing of queer life" otherwise I would know that "there are no hate crimes against queers" and that "only SJW make queers out to be victims of hate crimes".

Their rant continue leading up to this final line that ended their email:

Personally, as a bisexual person, I'm tired of seeing queer people only portrayed as villains, the token friend or victims of hate crimes.

Please, come to Maine, and tell the 140+ LGBTQA+ Citizens of Old Orchard Beach that:

  • you are a "leader in the queer community"
  • an author of "positive queer literature"
  • "supporter of queer rights"
  • that I "know nothing of queer life"
  • otherwise I would know that "there are no hate crimes against queers"
  • that "only SJW make queers out to be victims of hate crimes"
  • and that you: "Personally, as a bisexual person, I'm tired of seeing queer people only portrayed as villains, the token friend or victims of hate crimes."

Responding To a Reader Response To
"The Hanging Tree" scene from BoomFuzzy...

If you are unfamiliar with "The Hanging Tree" it is the original short story from which the entire BoomFuzzy novel was based upon.

It is also one of the single most graphic, grizzly, bloody, gory scenes of the entire Quaraun series.

And it is the scene that got the series banned off FanFiction.net.

In the short story called "The Hanging Tree" what happens is this:

Quaraun comes from a culture that outlaws same sex couples and is hiding that fact that he has a male lover. When he is accused of bedding with other males, he does not deny it and openly admits to having sex with other men, not realizing that this will incit his accusers into an angry mob, that next strips him naked, drags him to the center of town and publically tortures him, with most of the village coming forward to join in. They next hang him upside down in a tree in the town square, and continue to torture him.

The infamous highly detail, incredibly grizzly scene that got the series banned off FanFiction.net followed, as one Elf, pulled out a knife and forces it up into Quaraun's penis, then rippe the knife in a backward motion, slicing Quaraun's penis completely in half, leaving behind a scar known as "a sub penal incision". Following this Elf's example, other villagers slash Quaraun's belly, thighs, and groin with knives, leaving him horribly scarred for life. When they finished torturing him, Quaraun is left for dead, his bloody remains used as bait to capture The Elf Eater of Pepper Valley.

Unknown to the Elves however is the fact that it was the Elf Eater himself who is Quaraun's lover, and upon discovering what the Elves did to Quaraun, the Elf Eater slaughtered the Moon Elves, then takes Quaraun and spends the next several months nursing the dying Elf back to health. Quaraun eventually recovered, but he is left with a crippled leg, severe PTSD, rampant phobias that cripple his ability to function in society, and the horrific scars that he often bemoans.

This entire story is just under 3,000 words long. And it shows a horrify look at bigotry, bullying, and herd mentality of a mob joining a bully and nearly killing a gay man.

This is one of the very early stories in the series, which happens when Quaraun is very young, still a teenager. This story is the foundation base point that the other stories reference back to and you see flashbacks of it, glimpse to it, and the horrific night terrors caused by it, in nearly every volume of the Quaraun series.

In dozens of stories written after this, readers see Quaraun's life as it goes into a downward spiral of depression and mental illness, as he turns first to drugs, then to drinking, then to cutting, and eventually to multiple suicide attempts.

Today, here is what one person had to say about this scene, and what follows is my response... Enjoy!


Personally, as a bisexual person, I'm tired of seeing queer people only portrayed as villains, the token friend or victims of hate crimes.

~January 30, 2018


please come to Maine and tell the 140+ LGBTQA+ citizens of Old Orchard Beach this. I'm sure they would love to hear that you think "the queers" are NOT victims of hate crimes.

Since 2001:

40+ of them (myself included) have had their houses blown up by bombs

80+ of them have had their houses run over by backhoes (I've had to build 5 houses on my land in the past 12 years)

500+ pets, cats, dogs, and horses have been beheaded, their nailed to the doors of their LGBTQA+ owners (this has happened to me personally 13 times)






my cousin, he'd love to hear your sentiments... unfortunately, he was one of the 4 gay men whom were beheaded by the Ku Klux Klan in 2013




I used to be able to walk, but, you know as I was putting groceries in my car in WalMart parking lot when 2 gay haters decided to beat me up with a shopping cart (July 2016) I was paralyzed, they ruptured 3 discs in my spine; I'm crippled the rest of my life





you could come visit me and I can introduce you to the 8 foot tall KKK cross in my yard




2010 Portland Shaws (supermarket): an 80 year old black gay man was beaten to death while putting groceries in his car, while more the 40 shoppers cheered the attacker... his head was hit so many times by the shopping cart that by the time the police arrived, there was nothing left of his head, skull, or brain but a pool of jellied goo on the ground



April 2015, someone decided to fill my motorhome, you know the one that says "Transgender Awareness Tour Bus" on the side of it... they filled it with several thousand gallons of raw sewage/feces




August 2015 - public beheading of a transgender woman took place in the ice cream department of a local grocery store: Saco Shaws



Rotary Park, Biddeford, right next door, until 2 summers ago had the Guiness World Record for a very tall flag pole; they took the flag pole down because, they got tired of every weekend cutting down the gay men who were stripped naked and hanging by their balls from the top of the flag pole

THIS by the way, is the very real life event that inspired The Hanging Tree scene.

The first time this event happened... the gay man, was a 15 year old boy who was only SUSPECTED of being gay, because he wore a pink suit to a dance at school. Old Orchard Beach High School. The boy was striped naked, his ankels tied to the back bumper of a Old Orchard Beach Police Car, and then dragged the entire 14 mile drive, to the flagpole at Rotary Park in Biddeford, Maine. Because it happened at night, at a dance, no one noticed him missing at first... Because it was February, the month of the year, when our temperature plummet to -40F. He nearly froze to death. And with the park closed for winter, there was no one around to find him. He hung there, upside down, tied to a flag pole, hanging from the rope by his balls, for FIVE days.

That's the type of "jokes" the Old Orchard Beach police - grown men in the 40s and 50s, play on 5 year old CHILDREN, if the suspect the child might possibly be gay.


At night the Ku Klux Klan stands in the driveway of LGBTQA+ residents and shoots rifles fire at them.





January 4, 2016: 140+ LGBTQA+ families were marched out of their homes AT GUN POINT by police, when The Old Orchard Beach Town Hall issued a court order declaring it illegal to own property/houses if you were LGBTQA+



January 4, 2016: 140+ LGBTQA+ families were marched out of their homes AT GUNPOINT by police, when The Old Orchard Beach Town Hall issued a court order declaring it illegal to own property/houses if you were LGBTQA+

It took us 9 months and taking the case to Superior Court, but on October 21, 2016 Superior Court overruled the town's original court order as grounds of being "a gross violation of civil rights being committed by the United States Government".... for 9 months 140+ LGBTQA+ families were homeless and living in their cars while the Too Gay For Old Orchard Beach court battle went on

November 9, 2017, 3 months ago - while eating at Biddeford, McDonald's, a the manager and 5 employees, spiked my gay brother's food with so much LSD. Molly, and Meth that he went into a coma seconds after taking a bite of his meal, he remained in a coma for 5 days and nearly died; the FBI agent in charge of the attempted murder of my brother knows who did it because the whole thing was recorded on one of the restaurant's security cameras


Personally, as a bisexual person, I'm tired of seeing queer people only portrayed as villains, the token friend or victims of hate crimes.


Glad to see you are comfortable using the hate slur queer on yourself; I suppose you must use it the same way black men use niggar on themselves right? Trying to reclaim that vile, hate filled word? Are you REALLY bi or are you just saying that to sound cool? You clearly have no issues tossing the word queer around which makes me question the validity of your claim to be a part of the LGBTQA+ community.

A REAL gay person knows queer is to gay what niggar is to black; wannabes let their TRUE colours fly when they use hate terms like queer to describe themselves. Nothing brands a straight person trying to fit in faster then how they use the word queer.

You are clueless to what REAL LGBTQA+ people live with everyday of our lives if you think the hate crimes against us are a trope and using the word queer is anything close to acceptable.

I dare you to come to Maine and tell any one you are bisexual... the Ku Klux Klan will be on you in less than 24 hours

Welcome to Maine

Most of the hate crimes against the gay characters of the Quaraun series are based off the real world hate crimes against gay men happening here in Old Orchard Beach on a DAILY basis.

Please, come to Maine, and tell the 140+ LGBTQA+ Citizens of Old Orchard Beach that:

  • you are a "leader in the queer community"
  • an author of "positive queer literature"
  • "supporter of queer rights"
  • that I "know nothing of queer life"
  • otherwise I would know that "there are no hate crimes against queers"
  • that "only SJW make queers out to be victims of hate crimes"
  • and that you: "Personally, as a bisexual person, I'm tired of seeing queer people only portrayed as villains, the token friend or victims of hate crimes."

If you are so fed up with LGBTQA+ people being victims of hate crimes, then why don't you prove it by getting off you ass, coming up here to Maine and doing something to stop the hate crimes going on right now?


















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