This week we should be celebrating the 9th birthday of my son.
Instead we are celebrating the 9th anniversary since his murder.
If you have any information, please call FBI Portland Office @ 207-774-9322
ask for Agent Andy Drewer.
November 14, 2013 10PM @ Southern Maine Community College Art Studio Bug-Light Parking Lot: 3 strangers armed with golf clubs, attacked me from behind while I was loading bags into the backseat of my car. They were a blond woman 60s-ish whom the others called "Claire", a natural red-haired woman also 60sish who called herself "Kendra", and a bald man, football player-body-type-build in his 30sish. I was 8 months pregnant. They murdered my baby, ruptured 3 discs in my spine, shattered 3 vertebra, broke my pelvis, hips, and knees. I was paralyzed for 5 months and was 18 months relearning to walk. The nerve damage has left me with limited use of my hands, legs, bladder, and intestines.
On top of that, they have also taken to harassing the baby's father, a disfigured, homeless, WW2 veteran, whom they call "Etoile". They spread hateful rumours about him claiming he is a cryptid, a demon, or most often what they term "an amphibious alien". He lives in pine branch lean-toos he builds in Old Orchard Beach and Ocean Park, and they have been hunting the locations of them, tearing them down, and smashing up his belongings.
April 10, 2015 1PM at 146 Portland Ave Old Orchard Beach Maine a gang of estimated 74 people, some of them wearing ku klux klan robes, invaded my farm, used a Blow Brothers sewage truck to pump 500+gallons of sewage into my motorhome flooding it to over the kitchen counters deep, ripped out all the cabinets and built in furniture, while 14 men armed with guns, held my family down on the ice and snow, with guns to our heads, and used cinder block bricks and a metal pole with metal wire loops to beat and behead 10 of my 12 foster children (the youngest age 4, the oldest age 16). May 15, 2015 they returned and nailed their heads to my front door. The 3 people of the November 14, 2013 attack were among the group.
September 12, 2015, 9AM a dozen+ of these same people arrived again in my driveway at 146, this time chanting: "Too gay for the family friendly town of Old Orchard Beach. Kill of be killed. Remember Saco Shaw's, Transgender Murder Store, kill the transvestites before they kill us all", one white haired man in a dark green pick up truck was leading the herd, while waving a rifle over his head and shooting at me and my pink motorhome, he shot several holes through my neighbour's shed. The crowd was accusing me of being a male-to-female "transgender terrorist" (they thought I was Muslim because I wear Catholic veiling).
June 26, 2016, the same 2 women of the first 2 attacks, arrived at my Scarborough WalMart workplace, and in a near repeat of the first attack, again while I was leaned over the back seat of my car putting bags in, this time they attacked with a chopping cart, re-injuring my spine, hip, and pelvis that was not yet fully healed from the first attack. The blond "Claire" woman was screaming "That's EelKat, she tried to kill my husband!" while the redhead screamed "I'm Kendra Silvermander it's my turn the shine!" They sped away in a early2000s-vintage gold Volvo SUV station wagon. This attack left me permanently crippled, and bedridden from 2016 until May 2022.
November 21, 2021: They shot "Etiole" in Biddeford, while he was staying at the tent-shanty-village with about 50 other homeless people along the Saco River in Biddeford. They made the claim he was a "suicide demon" citing that he was driving locals to suicide by putting "evil eye curses" on them.
These people murdered my baby, attempted to murder the baby's father, drove a backhoe over our house, and left me crippled for the rest of my life in their attempt to murder me.
I do not know who these people are. I never saw them before these attacks, and I've not seen them outside of these attacks. The police and FBI believe I was not the intended target, and that they were likely after my mother because of posts she makes on FaceBook and got us mixed up. The Old Orchard Beach and Biddeford Police and the FBI are seeking information leading to their identity and arrest.
These people who show up to vandalize, while they scream about aliens and demons and Etiole, prove how retarded they are by their own words.
Why?
Because only a retarded person believes in aliens.
Because only a retarded person believes in ufos.
Because only a retarded person believes in demons.
Because only a retarded person believes in ghosts.
Because only a retarded person believes in haunted cars.
Because only a retarded person believes in demon possessed cars.
Because only a retarded person believes in alien abduction.
The inbred insect locals of Old Orchard Beach and Biddeford, Maine are too damned retarded to know how much of a fool they make themselves look when they run around calling my cars demon possessed, calling my husband an alien, and calling me an alien abductee.
More Info @ eelkat.com
Long detailed info on the over 200 attacks they have done between June 2001 and May 2022, including photos of them driving a backhoe over our house on August 8, 2013 and the details of the malicious "amphibious alien" rumour they have been spreading about a local homeless disabled veteran @
https://www.eelkat.com/AmphibiousAliens.html
Images:
July 4th 2013: my car in front of my house.
August 8, 2013: me getting home from work to find a backhoe sitting on top of my house.
The FBI already found the people with the backhoe incident, and learned that the backhoe driver was paid $600 and given a fake demolition paper, the paper stating one of my relatives (the one who paid him the $600) owned my land. The backhoe driver was unaware that the man he was dealing with was not the owner. I have lived at 146 Portland Ave since 1975 and have owned the land since 1983, it has never been owned by anyone else, even though we have now learned that both my mother and my father and 3 of my uncles had been actively going around Old Orchard Beach claiming they owned my land.
This happened 3 months before my son was murdered and the police and FBI believe my son was murdered BECAUSE of this picture being posted on FaceBook, and my mother making inciting/inflammatory posts about it on HER FaceBook, where she falsely accused me of being a witch. The FBI and OOB police believe the golf club wielding woman of November 14, 2013, is somehow connected to the backhoe driving over my house incident.
Since the murder, 3 other different backhoes have invading my land to dig up my yard, looking for the grave of my son. There is a family cemetery on my land, the stones dating mostly in the 1500s and 1600s, with a few from the past hundred years, the most recent being my son in 2013. 146 Portland Ave has belonged to my family since 1530, and I inherited it in 1983 from my grandmother Helen Ricker Allen. The most recent backhoe attack happened September 19, 2020, when they illegally cut down several trees in my yard, and started construction of a road through my yard between my pink 1975 Dodge Sportsman motorhome and BackElder Brooke, again the backhoe digging up and destroying large portions of my farm, in their search for my murdered son's grave. They dug up 16 of the graves in this attack.
We have had to remove the grave markers from the family grave in order to stop these vandals and their illegally trespassing construction equipment from destroying the graves.
The FBI believes these construction crews are being hired by the golf club wielding women, and believe she is trying to destroy the grave of my son, due to a fear of his golf club smashed skull being used as court evidence against her.
The most recent attacks by these people occurred November 21, 2021 and March 27, 2022 when they attacked my painted Volvo while it was parked at my dad's apartment in Biddeford, both times the vandals also cut all the wires to electricity, internet, and cable off the apartment building, effecting all 9 families living there.
The Old Orchard Beach and Biddeford Police Departments as well as the Portland FBI are seeking any information regarding any and all of these attacks on my family, my home, my land, or my cars.
If you have any information, please call FBI Portland Office @ 207-774-9322
ask for Agent Andy Drewer.
And no... to those who asked... the FBI is not looking for info on the 4-door white truck driver... the FBI has ALREADY ARRESTED the driver and owner of the 4-door white truck - 2 different people. The 4-door white truck was owned by Old Orchard Beach Town Hall clerk and Old Orchard Beach Police Department Dispather Kathy Smith, Relief Society President of the Saco Ward of the Agusta Stake Church of Jesus Christ of Latter Day Saints. Her son was the driver. They were both arrested and sentenced in 2017, and were also both excommunicated from the Mormon church as a result of their MANY hate crimes, which included but were not limited to the 4 door white truck attacks of 2013 to 2016.
Yes. A LOT of arrests have already been made. Do keep in mind the April 10, 2015 attack involved 74 people who were wearing Ku Klux Klan style white robes and pillow cases over their heads (which is how you can tell they were not real, actual Ku Klux Klan members as the REAL Ku Klux Klan wear miters on their heads, NOT pillow cases). There are in total MORE THEN 74 people actively being hunted down by twenty-one different Maine police departments, the Maine state police, the Florida State police, the Connecticut State police, and the FBI.
Since the backhoe attack of August 8, 2013, there have been a whooping 24 arrests JUST IN TWO CHURCHES:
The Saco Ward of the Augusta Stake of the Church of Jesus Christ of Latter Day Saints
and
The Sanford Ward of the Exeter Stake of the Church of Jesus Christ of Later Day Saints.
There have been additional arrests at the following three churches which all have the same owner:
Grace Point in Biddeford
New Life (aka That Church in front of WalMart) in Biddeford
and
Curtis Lake Church in Sanford
Due to the alarmingly high rate of arrests and prison sentences made at these 5 churches, the police and FBI have focused the bulk of their investigation on all members of these five congregations, with the bulk of the investigation being on the two Mormon churches and all friends, family, and relatives of the members of those five churches, as it is believed that ALL people involved in the murder and 20+ years of harassment of my family, are all members of these 5 churches and or friends, family, and relatives of these five churches.
To date, 64 of the 74 suspected white hood wearers of April 10, 2015, have commit suidice, four of which when killing themselves, also killed 5 or more members of their families with them at the same time. One of them was Old Orchard Beach Police officer Bruce Savoy, who killed his entire family and then himself.
The police and FBI believe there is a suicide pact between the 74 attackers who arrived April 10, 2015 on my farm at 146 Portland Ave, Old Orchard Beach, Maine... as 64 of them have now commit suicide, between 2015 and 2023.
Additionally, Agent Andy Drewer was NOT the original FBI agent heading the case. Laura was. FBI agent Laura was murdered February 6, 2021, during her attempt to arrest a murder suspect who was in Florida at the time he murdered her. So in addition to murdering my son, these people have now also murdered an FBI agent.
People around local, seem to forget that what happened April 10, 2015, was not some local hick beating up one person... this was a large PREMEDITATIED ORGANIZED EVENT which drew in a CROWD of WELL OVER ONE HUNDRED PEOPLE to activly participate in beating to deth and beheading ten children, the oldest being aged 16 and the youngest being aged just 4 years old.
What the people of Old Orchard Beach and Biddeford, Maine did was monstrous on levels of extreemes.
And then when the FBI agents tried to arrest these people, they ganged up again on February 6, 2021 and murdered, not one, but THREE FBI agents.
This is an organized terrorist group that is activly killing people here in Maine.... and this Claire woman that murdered my baby, the one the FBI believes is the ring leader who has been organizing these events.... and when I say events... I was NOT the first family attacked.
According to the FBI, the April 10, 2015 attack was the ELEVENTH such attack to happen on Portland Ave, Old Orchard Beach, Maine since June 2001.
And since the April 10, 2015 attack on my family, this VERY LARGE hate group has repeated this even seven more times, to seven more families all on just one street, all on Portland Ave, Old Orchard Beach, Maine... in total, this extremist fanatical Christian hate group has murdered more then 120 CHILDREN, just on our one street alone.
And in every case, the grand of white hood wearers was chanting the same mantra: "Too gay for the family friendly town of Old Orchard Beach, kill or be killed, remember Saco Shaws".
This terrorist group is murdering anyone on Portland Ave, Old Orchard Beach, Maine, whom they believe of being gay or transgender, whether or not they are gay or transgender.
These people are beyond evil. And this Claire woman is their leader, and she's the one the FBI wants.
If you have any information, please call FBI Portland Office @ 207-774-9322
ask for Agent Andy Drewer.
I have a weird text message… from the woman, a relative who looks enough like me to pass for my twin…from the women, who keeps pretending to be me, the one who lat Aprile pretended to be me and tried to sell my land, the one who in 2007 pretended to be me and hired a guy with a backhoe to dig holes in my land under the guise of putting in a septic system that I never ordered… the woman who in 2013 hired the same back hoe to drive over my house…
the woman the FBI suspects of being the one who hired the golf club woman also in 2013 to cripple me nd murder my baby… the same woman who was in my yard April 10, 2015 again pretending to be me when she locked her cats in my motorhome, the same woman who took out 27 credit cards in my name and ran them each up to $20k max, me, who’s never had a credit card in my life because I can’t count or do math so also can’t do money or numbers, …. The same woman who creates several online accounts pretending to be me on those… that woman… just sent me a text message, wants me to go with her to Bug Light lighthouse tomorrow…
Uhm… Bug Light lighthouse art studio is where I was November 14, 2013, when the Claire and Kendra women broke my spine with a gold club… so, why does this woman who has a 50 year history of impersonating me… the woman who convinced half of Old Orchard Beach and Biddeford that she owned my land, and has half the locals convinced that SHE and not ME, is me… she, suddenly wants me to met with her at the exact location where the blond Claire and red haired Kendra women - whom the FBI are still trying to find out the identity of - crippled me 9 years ago… and she won’t tell me why.
Well, at the moment I am recovering from, a broken pelvis, so, I can’t get out of bed, I haven’t been able to get out of bed since December, it’s not February. So, even if I would meet up with her, which I wouldn’t, right now, I can’t anyways.
She’s an Atwater… yes, the sister of Bruce Atwater… you remember him, he’s the one who was a member of Heaven’s Gate, and is so obsessed with aliens, that he and her, she helped him by pretending to be me, yet again… went around with the whole “amphibious aliens” rumors, making the claim I was abducted by aliens, calling my husband Ben Wildes, an aliens, dubbing him Etiole… he is by the way, the guy you see walking my dog with me in Biddeford… so, yeah you locals have met and talked to “Etiole” quite frequently, he attends the Saco Ward Church or Jesus Christ of Latter Day Saints, and spent 48 years as the High Preist Quarum Leader of the Sandford Ward of the Church of Jesus Christ of atter Day saists, he left the Mormon church in May 2015, after our children were murdered… thhey were kidnapped April 10, 2015, the same day the impersonator bitch locked her ten cats in my motorhome and tried to pretend they were mine, called the police, the police, Will Watson specifically, took her cats, and did not arrest me, because, they weren’t my cats… then she spent the past 9 years running around saying they were my cats and because it happened the same day, she also tries to convince people that mychildren never existed and that her cats are my children… what the fuck? She’s a raving lunatic.
She’s the one who who runs around screaming “Mark and Dan this and Mark and Dan that” and I don’t know who the fuck her Mark or her Dan are, however, the psychotic gun totoing white haired man with a green pickup truck, regularly arrives in my driveway to yell at me a, claiming he’s Mark, while saying I’m deframing him, and I don’t know who the hell he is… but apparently, he’s the Mark she keeps talking about, and she’s fighting with him while claiming to be me, so now, he’s mad at me because of something she said, but I don’t even know who the hell he is or what he’s talking about.
This is the same woman who ran around cutting the internet and electric wires off my Biddeford apartment building in 2021, while screaming about Tod Murphy, and I still don’t know who Todd Muruphrey is yet… except she and her friends claim he was hit by an Amtrak train Nov 21, 2021 at 10PM, and you can check the police records, no one was hit by a train that day… However, as you all saw on my dog walking livestream on Nov 19, 2021 at 6:27pm, 4 women on bikes chased a homeless man on the the freight train tracks a quarter mile away from the Amtrak train tracks… I have it on video and I’m the one who called the police. Apparently, that’s the train accident she was talking about, be she had all the dates and times and names wrong, AND, for a full 8 months after that, I had to deal with her Atwater hoodlums and their friend vandalizing my car… they did more then $10k in damages, which yes, that why I don’t have my car again, in case you hadn’t noticed a 40 year old antique car is rather difficult to find parts for.
This woman… the one who does all of these things… oh yeah, by the way, you remember the woman who cut my 1964 Dodge 330 in half on May 9, 2010… yeah… same damn woman… and the same woman who took a fucking sledge hammer to my 1974 AMC Gremlin… that woman, the same one woman who has done ALL of these things… just sent me a text, wanting me to meet her at Bug Light lighthouse, where her Claire and Kendra buddies crippled me and murdered my baby 9 years ago.
No!
Fucking no!
Why can’t this bitch leave me and my family alone!
WHAT THE HELL IS WRONG WITH HER!!!
Bug Light? Really? The location where my baby was murdered and I was left crippled for the rest of my life?
Really. She wants me to meet her at Bug Light Lighthouse.
Why?
I don't know.
She won't tell me. It's all a big secret.
Everything's always a big secret with the Atwaters. Because everything has to be a secret with criminals. If their crimes get found out, they end up in jail. That's how criminal thugs operate. In secret. So she she can't do anything without it being some big grand secret.
Why do you want me to meet you at BugLight, the lcation where my baby was murdered?
It's a secret, I can't tell you, you just have to come and find out.
No.
For one thing my car is not here, because oh, fucking Atwater scum bags vandalized it.
For another thing, I have a broken pelvis, I have been able to get out of bed since a week before Christmas 2022.
This is the 3rd time my pelvis has rebroken, since it was originally broken by the golf club weilding Claire bitch at... oh, BugLight lighthouse!
This is the same woman and her Mark simp from the day the police showed up at my Biddeford apartment to ask:
Police: "You're EelKat, right?"
Me: "No, that's what people call me though. EelKats a fictional character from my books."
Police: "This is Biddeford, right?"
Me: "Uhm? Yeah?"
Police: "And I'm standing here in Biddeford right now, talking to you, right?"
Me: "Uhm? Yeah?"
Officer starts talking in his phone to officers Will and Robby of Old Orchard Beach Police Department: "Yeah, she's right here with me, I'm talking to her right now. Got her Autism car here and everything."
Will and Robbie: "Yeah, that's what I been saying. This isn't her."
Me: "What's going on?"
Police: "Wolfboy is trespassing on your property again…"
Me: "Wolfboy? Who's Wolfboy?"
Police: "Mark. We call him Wolfboy. He calls 911 a few dozen times a day. Constant false complaints about every one. Boy who cries wolf you know."
Me: "Who's Mark? I don't know anyone named Mark."
Police: "Town busy body. Gossips and complains about every one. He's a real pain in the ass. Pardon my French. Can't leave anyone alone."
Me: "Why is he in my yard?"
Police: "Citizens arrest. Says he's arresting you."
Me: "Me?"
Police: "Yeah. He's got some bogus court documents that say you are not allowed on your own property because you're gay."
Me: "I'm gay? How am I gay?"
Police: "Yeah. Well Wolfboy thinks everybody is gay. He's waiting for the gaypocalypse, you know?"
Me: "What's the gaypocalypse?"
Police: "He thinks us guys are going to mass murder all the Christians. We have to deal with his fake 911 calls reporting us gaaaaaayz all the time."
Me: "I take it you're gay?"
Police: "Ahyap, several of us on the department. We don't like jerks like Wolfboy. He harasses people like you all the time."
Me: "Like me?"
Police: "Disabled. He targets disabled women. Thinks it makes him a man. You might not remember me. I was the one who came with the ambulance. You know? I knew you were laid up in bed here and couldn't be in Old Orchard right now, seeing how you can't walk, let alone drive."
Me: "And you said he's in my yard right now?"
Police: "Yep. He says you hired him to dig a septic tank."
Me: "I what?"
Police: "Yeah, we know. We checked. It wasn't you. We got this woman who's impersonating you. She's the one he's trying to arrest right now. She hired him to dig a hole in your front lawn. She says she's EelKat. That's why I'm here, to make sure you are here in Biddeford and not in Old Orchard Beach, right now. Buddy Will and Robbie are dealing with it."
Me: "Why is there anyone in my yard? There should never be anyone in my yard!"
Police: "Yep, we know. Wolfboy and crew do this sort of thing every day. You have no idea how often we have to deal with his crew of chronic 911 false report complainers. Whole family's crazy."
Me: "So, you're telling me there are two people in Old Orchard, right now, on my land, fighting over my land, and one of them is claiming to be me?"
Police: "Yeah, that's the deal."
Me: "He says I hired him to build a septic tank?"
Police: "Yep."
Me: "Do I look like I can afford to have a septic tank built? I have twenty million in medical bills. I can't even walk! What would I even do with a septic system, my bladder and intestines don't work, I wear adult diapers because I can't even use a toilet! Why would I of all people have a septic tank put in?"
Police: "Yeah. I know. I don't think Wolfboy and crew know how crippled you are. That's why we knew whoever he had in your yard, wasn't you. I also, don't think he's ever met you. We showed him a picture of you, and he swears that it wasn't you. We showed him a picture of *name removed* and he says that's you."
Me: "She's not me."
Police: "We know."
Me: "She's been after my land for decades. Was trying to get it aways from Grammy Helen, before I inherited it."
Police: "Oh, we know. Police reports from your Helen Ricker go all the way back to the 60s. They been after the Ricker farm since before you was born. Wolfboy's bitten off more than he can chew this time. He don't know who he's dealing with. He never should have gotten messed up with the Bacon Street Gang."
Me: "Bacon Street Gang?"
Police: "Ahyep. That's who Wolfboy has got tangled up with."
Me: "Who's the Bacon Street Gang?"
Police: "A gang. Think of them as kind of like the local Mafia, only worse. Most of them are doing time for murder. A few of them are out now. I don't think Wolfboy knows that's who he's dealing with any more than he knows who you are. He wouldn't be down there right now claiming she's you if he'd ever actually met you face to face."
That woman and that Mark, are the ones behind most of the rumors and misinformation spread about me.
The woman I know. She's a relative, with a long list of mental health problems.
Her Mark buddy, that the local police call Wolfboy, I don't know. I've never seen him. Never met him as far as I know. Obviously he's some friend of hers, probably one of her exs as she has a lot of them. She's got a bad reputation for slutting around with married men and breaking up families.
But all these wild alien abduction, transgender, ufo, nutcase rumors that get spread about me, whenever I ask "Who told you that lie?" They always say it came from her, my Uncle Bruce, or some guy named Mark.
And clearly this Mark guy is talking about her, but he uses MY name when he does it, because he's convinced she is Me. It's incredibly obvious this Mark guy has never met me and has no clue he's being scammed by her. But it is incredibly annoying because, I'm the one who is crippled for the rest of my life because some blonde bitch named Claire beat me up with a golf club at Southern Maine Community College Bug Light Art Studio on November 14, 2013, while screaming "Kill or be killed, gotta kill the transvestite freaks before they kill us all!" I was 8 months pregnant. That mystery Claire bitch not only left me crippled, she also murdered my baby. Why? Because this mystery Mark guy runs around calling me transgender and gay even though I'm not trans or gay. And he's only doing that because this nut job Atwater woman who pretends to be me, is after my land, so she runs around doing crazy ass shit while pretending to be me, in order to start the crazy ass rumors in the first place!
This Claire woman is the one the FBI is looking for information on. Because no one knows who the hell she is. She's just some random nut job who clawed out of the woodwork and showed up at college one day to attack me and kill me baby, while screaming utter insanity. The guy with her called her Claire, beyond that we've no clue who she is.
This Claire woman is the one wanted for murder, agitated assault, and owes me $20million in medical bills. If she's ever identified, she's also got life in prison for murder to look forward to.
No, I can not identify her: I am blind.
Did you forget I am blind? I've been blind my whole life.
I am legally blind. I can not see faces, not even if you are close to me. I can not make out the colour of skin because there is so little variation in colour from light to dark. I can only identify the attackers by their hair colour, because I am blind and can no see their faces. That is why I do not know who these people are. I'm blind. I've been blind since I was 8 years old. I can only identify people by their scent and the sound of their voice. Yes, the golf club woman attacked a blind pregnant women, and the FBI needs help to identify her because, I'm blind, I can only id her by the sound of her voice, and I've only encountered her twice...
November 14, 2013 when she crippled me with a golf club and murdered my babyat SMCC, and June 26, 2016 when she attacked me with a shopping cart at Scarboror WalMart, she drove away in a gold volvo station wagon. The first time 2 people were with her and they called her Claire. The 2nd time only the red haired woman was with her, and she was screaming "My name is Kendra Silvermander It's my turn to shine!"
I do not know what the faces of wither the blond Claire who drove a gold volvo wagon or the redhair Kendra Silvermander are because I'm blind... I can see exactly 8 inches from my nose, I can't even see the ground to see my own feet. That's why the FBI is in need of witnesses to come forward and identify the 2 women who murdered my baby.
I'm blind, I don't know what they look like, I only know them by their voices.
If you have any information, about the Claire bitch who murdered my baby at BugLight Lighthouse on November 14, 2013, please call FBI Portland Office @ 207-774-9322
ask for Agent Andy Drewer.
I am severely disabled. I have been since November 14, 2013. I was paralyzed for 5 months. It took me 18 months to get out of a wheelchair. It's been 9 years and I'm still using a cane and walker to get around, but, after standing and walking for an hour or two, I collapse and have to be carried back to bed, where I end up staying for days, sometimes weeks, before I can attempt to stand up again.
And since that happened, there have been a lot of local rumores.
Plastic surgery reconstructed my face, but I noticeably don't look the same as I did for 40 years prior to becoming disabled. And this has led to a lot of local rumors... people call me a demon, or demon possessed, or an alien, or say I was abducted by aliens and that's why I look different.
Welcome to Maine, where the average person believes aliens and demons are real, and think nothing of driving a backhoe over my house, because im just a demon who deserves it, they vandalized my car repeatedly every few months I who am already disabled and severe difficultly getting out and to the store, have even less ability to get out when my car is in the shop for repairs months to a time, multiple times a year.
This is the reality of how we horrifyingly disabled people are treated, at least here in Maine.
Being attacked in the college parking lot by 3 strangers with golf clubs is what dramatically changed my appearance. Doctors, plastic surgeons, rebuilt my face as best as they could, and they did a very good job all things considering. My vertebrae are broken in such a way that my spinal column is severed and so I have almost no use of my left hand and arm, I have no control over my bladder or intestines so have to wear adult diapers. And Doctors can't operate on this injury because there is an 80% chance of me becoming paralyzed from the neck down if they even attempt surgery.
I have been sent to the top neurological surgeons in America and they've all said, they wouldn't dare take the risk of doing the surgery.
I have been 9 years, actively studying everything I can find on the subject of spine surgery. I follow every medical journal, hanging on every update, watching and waiting for the day, when surgery advances to the point that it is an option for me.
Interestingly, as a side effect of this, I started reading and watching Horror genre, something I did not previously do. Things like The Island of Dr Moreau have become my favorite books and movies. I'm not sure why. Perhaps it is because I can identify with the characters who have those radical body changing surgeries in those books and movies.
In short, I have become fully obsessed with studying all aspects of radical surgery, both real and fictional, in some sort of hope of finding, something, anything, that will help me walk again.
THIS is what this Claire woman with the gold Volvo station wagon did November 14, 2013... and made worse when she attacked the second time June 26, 2016.
The Claire woman with the gold Volvo station wagon, not only murdered my son, she completely destroyed my life, my health, my ability to function on even the most basic levels.
I can't walk, my baby is dead, there's a giant fucking hole in my yard that looks like a Moon crater, and I'm homeless because a fucking backhoe drove over my house.
And because I was paralyzed for 5 months, and spent 18 months relearning to walk, and still can't walk on my own now 9 years later, I also have $20million in medical bills, which is why I can't afford to rebuild my house.
In the meantime, some jackass with a green dump truck that has a black and silver striped nose, dumped hundreds of loads of garbage, actual literal black bags of garbage that he stole from the town dump, and dumped them in my yard. Do you know how much garbage he dumped in my yard? It was one hundred and seventy three feet long, thirty feet wide, and twelve feet tall… yes, the pile of garbage was 173 feet long, 30 feet wide, and 12 feet tall… and it cost me $12k March 2015 to have a garbage company come in and haul it away.
What the fuck?
And you know what the police said? They think this woman and her Mark buddy are having a fuel, but because she's convinced him that she is me, and he's never seen me, so he doesn't know she's not me, that the police think, he's the one doing all the harassing of me and my family, but he thinks he's harassing her and her family and doesn't know he's harassing the wrong people, because she gave him my address as her address.
So, I'm being harassed by some guy who is a total stranger to me, because he's mad at some psycho bitch who was pretending to be me.
And because of all this, I'm crippled for the rest of my life, my baby is dead, a backhoe drove over my house, and then on April 10, 2015 my 10 foster children were kidnapped, and then on May 15, 2025 there heads were nailed to the door of my big pink motor home. So, now not only am I homeless and crippled, but my family has been murdered as well, all because some bitch impersonated me spreading weird ass alien abduction lies, weird as transgender lies, and weird ass gay lies about me, because for some reason she thought that would get her my land, and in doing so, she passed off some guy who went psycho serial killer on me, while thinking he was attacking her.
Yeah.
And so, two criminal ass thugs are funding with each other, and now I'm homeless and crippled and my family is dead, and the FBI is here now, and according to them, me and my family was never the target, me and my family got attacked by mistake because at the start of all this, some ufo nut, thought it would be funny to impersonate me and try to make it look like I believed in aliens, because this whole thing started because of some phoney ass alien abduction ufo haunted car hoax started by my uncle Bruce back in the 1990s, because he was mad, that Stephen King filmed The Thinner movie on my land, and my uncle Bruce was mad that he didn't get to be in The Thinner movie.
All of this started because Stephen King filmed a movie in my yard almost 50 years ago, and an uncle of mine was jealous, so he had his sister, pretend to be me to start some crazy ass alien abduction rumors, her running around claiming she was me while claiming to be abducted by aliens, while dubbing my husband as "etiole" and "amphibious alien", because in their minds that was some kind of revenge porn for not being in a Stephen King movie, and they've spent almost 40 years running with their alien abduction hoax, adding more and more to it all time time, including to start calling me a transvestite... and then, these people who used to live in Utah, my uncle and his sister, come back here to Maine to run around spreading the alien and trans rumour on a local level around Old Orchard Beach and Biddeford, because, I have no ide why... they are just pure evil, and evil things like this are what hate filled evil people do.
Jealousy and hate. That's what fuels her. Pure raw jealousy and hate.
And my family is dead, my house is gone, and I'm crippled, all because some uncle of mine, whom I never even knew before any of this started, wanted to be in a Stephen King movie, and wasn't in a Stephen King movie and for some reason that was justification for all of this.
I don't get it.
The Atwaters are just hate filled, evil scum. You can't do something like this and be anything OTHER than pure evil scum.
Buglight lighthouse is where my baby was murdered on November 14, 2013 by the Kendra Silvermander and Claire bitch duo... why would I want to go there?
What the hell is she even thinking?
Every one who knows me knows my baby was murdered at Buglight lighthouse the beach behind the art studio at Southern Maine Community College in South Portland, on November 14, 2013, the same event that left me crippled for the rest of my life.
So why in the hell would anyone dare ask me to meet them at fucking Buglight lighthouse?
How much more evil can you be?
Update: February 19, 2023
??? Weird. ...
So, I just got a flurry of weird text messages… about FabeBook posts? I’ve not seen said posts, so I don’t know exactly what they says, but I’ll respond to the text messages about said posts:
ONE... who is in my yard? It's certainly not me, I broke my pelvis a week before Christmas and haven't been out of bed in 3 months. There should never be anyone in either of my yards, not the one in Biddeford nor the one in Old Orchard...
TWO... when did my cousin Danny die? First I heard of it. Last I knew he was living on a farm up by Heath road in Saco. I haven't seen him since a few years before the grease fryer bomb blew up my house, that happened on October 16, 2006... so it was sometime before 2004 last time I saw Danny. Didn't know he died. That's sad. I liked Danny. He was one of the few good Atwaters...
Three, uhm, what garden? My land in Old Orchard is bare ledge. Not even any soil to plant anything in. It's been that way for nine years. When the backhoe drove over my house August 8, 2013, it also came in with a green dumptruck and strip mined my land, they stole all of my roses, apple trees, grapes, blueberries, and flowers, and took all the top soil down to over six feet deep, strip mined my farm down to bare shale and granite. It would cost over $three-million dollars to buy new top soil to replace what the vandals stole, and I don't have that kind of money, so I've not had a garden since, no vegetables, no flowers, nothing, can't plant anything on bare ledge....
so, yeah, weird, this latest rumor, which states I stole something from Danny's grave to put in my garden. Seeing how, I didn't even know Danny died and I also don't have a garden.
........... Update February 22, 2023
So, because I didn't know Danny died, people have started sending me these long lists of Atwaters whom have died since 2015... apparently there are well over 30 - thirty - dead Atwaters, none of whom I knew had died, and many of whom, I never even heard their names before. I'm told they are largely from the Utah division of the Scottish Traveller clans. But I did notice, half of the original twelve are dead? Is that true? No one told me any of this. I had no clue. It says here that uncle Peter and his wife, Bobby's wife Cathy, and even my uncle Brucie are all dead? When did all this happen and why did no one tell me? There a bunch of cousins, second cousins, and thrid cousins on the list too, but I've never heard any of their names before I have no clue who any of them are.
There also seems to be some weird thing where they are saying no one ever told them my son was murdered November 14, 2013... my mother, my father, my step father Wade, aunt Barbara, uncle Dickie, uncle Brucie, cousin Danny, and Danny's wife Amanda all knew about this. Barbara showed up at the hospital and tried to get me to join her in some stupid ass medical scam she said she was running via her EMT job, she wanted me to be some poster child for some medical scam website she was running, she said she could get more money if she had a real cripple on her website. Dickie and Brucie were both at my Water St apartment the night it happened and they were mad that the police showed up to question my family and found them there with my daddy and some private detective, I don't know who the private detective was... according to the FBI agent in charge of the murder investigation, my dad hired the private detective to trail my mother and her then husband Wade, and Dickie and Brucie were helping my father with that.
Barbara, Dickie, and Brucie were all at the hospital November 2013, when I was paralyzed.
Barbara knew I was in a wheelchair, because in 2014, at Saco Shaw's, she stopped to talk to me, while I was shopping and in the wheelchair.
I'm also being told most of them are claiming they didn't know a backhoe drove over my house. Uncle Joey in Australia, not only knew about the backhoe driving over my house, by the FBI has copies of the $600 wire he sent to the backhoe driver. My father is the one who forged the demolition permits, with some guy named Dan who I never heard of before.
Also, you remember Barbara's ex Paul Martal... do you know what he's in prison for? FBI arrested him in 2016, for not one, but many bombs that he built, including the bomb that blew up my house October 16, 2006 and wait for it... the Boston Marathon bomb in 2013, he built it and sold it to ISIS.
The Atwaters claiming they know nothing of the 2006 bomb, is a lie, considering the FBI arrested some of them for it.
The Atwaters claiming they knew nothing of the backhoe driving over my house August 8, 2013, that replaced the bombed house, is a lie, because because Joey is the one how organized and funded it and he's going to straight to prison if he ever sets foot in America again, the FBI is ready to arrest him the moment he sets foot outside of Austraila. They have uncovered all the evidence they need to do so.
Barbara posted the message on my FaceBook wall: "The next head nailed to a door will be yours", she posted that message May 14, 2015... the DAY BEFORE my foster children's heads were nailed to the door of my motorhome. I didn't know she posted that message... the FBI agent, had screenshots of it that he had made, he showed them to me in June 2016... I didn't know she had posted that on my wall.
Yvonne and Shem, posted on my FaceBook wall more then two hundred pictures of themselves holding various guns, and on every post they wrote the words: "This is the gun I'm going to kill you with." Again, I did not see the posts, because I was in the hospital, paralized, I was paralyzed 5 months, I was 18 month relearning to walk... I've been bedridden for the last 9 - NINE - years... I found out about the death threats Shem and Yvonne were posting when an FBI agent, the one, who is now dead. Larua, she was murdered February 6, 2021... arrived, at my 6x8 tarp that I was living under in my yard... she arrived, with a huge stack of printed out screenshots of death threats posted by them, along with 27 FaceBook accounts all owned by Brucie, most of them using variations of Doris's name... all 29 of those accounts spent the entire of 2014, 2015, and 2016 DAILY posting death threats on my FaceBook wall, and often mentioned the November 14, 2013 murder of my son, the August 8, 2013 backhoe, and the April 10, 2015 SWAT team... the SWAT team being something I never mentioned online... also... the police department is in search of a VERY UNIQUE murder weapon that was used in the May 15, 2015 beheadings, and the crackhead Camilla, the cocaine dealer for the Bacon Street Gang, who is an Atwater, has been since October 2021 showing up on my Biddeford front porch to gibber about... that murder weapon... the police and the FBI never released to the public what the murder weapon was, because it is a VERY UNIQUE one of a kind hand made item. And yet, MANY of the Atwaters... 23 of them, showed up in my Biddeford driveway January 8, 2021 to gibber about that murder weapon while also chanting "God-King-Trump".
January 15, 2021, a few days later, the fbi shows up with half the fucking plice department, here at my biddeford apartment, said they followed lucy and barbara up here from some attack on the president in washington dc and wanted to know if U'd seen them? what the fuck? I have no clue. I've not see Lucy since 1994 and I've not seen Barbara since 2013 the day she tried to get me to join her weird medical scam plot. But according to the FBI... they were watching my Twith livestream tht day, so they saw the "God King Trump" chanters, as did all of my viewers, I was live and my webcam faces the driveway window so, they were chanting "God-king-trump" on my Twitch livestream... according to the FBI, those 23 people were Lucy's crew and the had stolen stuff from the White House, and were carrying the stolen white house stuff while chanting in my driveway... the FBI wanted to know if I recgonined any of them, and I didn't, the FBI had tons of pictures of them, and I don't know who any of them were... but according to the FBI, they are the adult children of several of my cousins, via Lucy and Barbara's kids. What the hell?
I am so sick and tired of the FBI showing up here and questioning me every few weeks, because of some fucking ass shit Barbaras family is doing, when I don't even know Barbara's family! I haven't babysat for her kids since I was 12 years old and that was fifty fucking years ago!
Tell me, how do so many Atwaters have inside information about the murder weapon that was used to behead my ten foster children on May 15, 2015... when those police records are sealed, were classified by the FBI, and only me, 6 FBI agents, 3 police officers, and of course the murderer, know what the murder weapon was?
I don't know who contacted the FBI... it wasn't me. I assume is was police officer Will Watson as he was the original head of the police investigation. And yet, I have many THOUSANDS of hate emails, hate snail mail letters - hand written and signed by Atwaters, accusing me of sending the FBI to "snoop in on them" as they put it. Good god! The FBI is over here interigating me 2 or 3 times a fucking month! The Atwaters act like they are the only ones who have to deal with FBI agents hanging around all the time! At least with me the FBI are here trying to help solve a crime, not interigating me of being a criminal... my fucking son was murdered! Atwaters bitching about the FBI questioning them, well maybe they shouldn't be posting death threats all over my FaceBook wall constantly none stop, the same week my sn was murdered, but that's what they are being questioned about.
I never sent the FBI anywhere... I don't control the FBI, and anyone who thinks that is got some serious mental retardation issues.
I didn't even know the FBI was actively going from Atwater to Atwater questioning them, and I wouldn't have known, had the Atwaters not been writing long hate letters and mailing them to me.
My son was murdered in 2013... it was 3 years later, when the FBI showed up to talk to me, for the first time, and yet they informed me, they'd been on the case for three years at that point and had some pretty daming evidence, about one Atwater: Paul Martal, whom I've never met, didn't even know he existed... he got 14 years in prison for the 2006 bomb that blew up my house. But what the FBI wanted to know was: Why me? It appeared he didn't know me any more than I knew him. According to the FBI, Paul Martal was in heavy contact with 2 people, and the FBI believes it's one of them, who hired the golf club woman to murder my baby November 14, 2013...
...and the problem is, I've not mentioned it to the family, The Atwaters, so they don't know, not even my parents know, but on September 12, 2021, there was another attack. I've not released any details, nor have the police or the FBI, One of the biggest ones yet. The FBI pointed out one thing... the attacks stopped when one of te two primary suspects died. They said they had reason to believe the one, of the two suspects, whom they believe murdered my son, died... so how did the the September 12, 2021 attack happen?
When that attack happened the FBI asked me to repaint paint my car: put the info from 2 different events, with the dates reversed, to see WHO would notice it was wrong. Someone DID notice it was wrong: Crackhead Camilla, cocaine dealer of the Bacon Street Gang, she showed up on my Biddeford porch less then ten hours after I painted my car. She noticed the incorrect date for the incorrect event... and she has said WHO told her... and it was one of the three people who arrived at the hospital November 2013... except, 2 of those 3 people are now dead, and the one she's naming, is the one still alive.
Who is it, who runs around telling people I believe in aliens? That same person. I don't believe in aliens. I'm the one who proved aliens and alien abductions to be a hoax, did that in 2007, posted my findings proving aliens a hoax here: https://www.eelkat.com/AmphibiousAliens.html
Who is it, who runs around claiming I say things about Utah Atwaters, people who I've never heard of, people I've never met? That same person.
Whose husband is right now sitting in prison for building the bomb that blew up my house? That same person.
Camilla was the bridesmaid of who? That same person.
Who KNEW I was paralyzed for 5 months, 18 months in wheelchair, and 9 years serverly crippled, bedridden... but neglected to tell anyone in the family? That same person.
Who is it, who is right now spreading rumors and lies about me, my brothers, and my mother, all over FaceBook? That same person.
Do you know what gaslighting means? Look at what she's doing. It's called gaslighting. It means she is trying to cast doubt on the victims, in order to make the victims look guilty, as a way to try to hide, her own crimes.
Ask yourself why you didn't know my son was murdered?
Ask yourself why you didn't know I was attacked by a blond woman with a golf club, left for dead, almost died, and have been crippled on paraplegic levels ever since?
Ask yourself why you didn't know I was paralyzed for 5 month?
Ask yourself why you didn't know I was in a wheelchair for 18 months?
Ask yourself why you didn't know my foster children, where not only murdered, but their heads were nailed to my door?
Ask yourself why you didn't know when Barbara, Brucie, and Dickie were all at the hospital, and knew what had happened. Why didn't they tell any of you? Why did they pretend not to know? Why did they hide for the rest of the family, what had happened to me?
Here's an important thing to ask: Why did none of you know the FBI was here investigating a very brutal murder that coincided with a LOT of harassment, vandalism, and hate crimes that were on levels of alarming extremes?
It's called impeding and FBI investigation.
Someone, in the Atwater family, has been very actively lying to all of you about what happened to me and my family... why? What is their motive? If they have nothing to hide, then why arethey bending over backwards to try to keep every one of you from finding out what happened to me, my son, my house, my yard, and my foster children?
Why?
Only the person doing these crimes, who any motive to try to cover them up.
Only the person who murdered my son, would have any motive to go out of their way to do everything in their power to try to make you forget he ever existed.
Only the person who did these things has any motive, to try to cover it up.
Only the person behind my son's murder has a motive to try to convince you I believe in aliens, when it's damn well documented that I don't believe in aliens.
Think about that, next time an Atwater starts spreading rumors about me, my mother, my father, my brothers, my husband, my dead children, or my dead son.
Also... who is it who told you that I knew about all these deaths in the family? Was it one of the three people who was at the hospital and knew what happened to me, but never told you all?
Also, yes... I have noticed that Dickies supposed death date is a full 3 months before he was at the hospital, before he was visiting my dad with Brucie and and having a meeting with the private investigator about Wade Witen... that's puzzling... but then again Brucie had faked his own death 4 times since the 1980s, each time to invade IRS fraud, so the Atwaters do have a history of faking their deaths. I know this because the FBI has all that info too and when interviewing me, they wanted to know if I was aware of the faked death, by 3 of the original 12 Atwaters... yep, three of the brothers have faked their deaths multiple times. So... when you people tell me Dickie and Brucie are dead, yeah, I kind of don't believe you.
Also, Barbara is the one going around telling everyone that Danny is dead and his grave is being vandalised... several people have told me that Danny is dead, his grave was being vandalised, and I a bedridden crippled, was being blamed for the vandalism, and I asked each of these people who told them this, and every one of them stated they recieved either a rtext, post, comment, email, or phone call from Barbara, some said she told them face to face in person... near as I can tell NO ONE other then Barbara os saying Danny died, no one other then Barbara is saying his grave is vandaised, and no one other then Barbara is saying I did it... also newsflash... my camera runs 24/7/365 ever since the day my foster children's heads was nailed to my door, so I can prove where I was and what I was doing every minute from May 16, 2015 to right now. The camera runs 24/7 in hopes of catching the murderer returning to attack again. Smile... if you've ever said anything to me online or offline, I have video footage of you doing it.
In case you've forgotten who Barbara is, besides being Bruce's sister, she's the 2 year old girl who was run over by this car. https://www.eelkat.com/images/1964dodge330_theGoldeneagleWorldsMostHauntedCar.jpg My 1964 Dodge 330 the one that was cut in half on May 9, 2010 by raving lunatics of the Saco Ward church calling it demon possessed. She's the one who started the rumor that the car was haunted, possesed by a demon and tried to kill her. The car used to belong to Dr Larochell, who paid Barbara $20k to stop her from spreading rumors about his car. Her rumours about his car got so bad that locals started attacking him, so in 1975 he sold the car and I bought it specifically to prove that it was niether haunted demon possessed and Barbara was just delusional and trying to get attention.
After I proved the car not haunted, I let a local elderly homeless man sleep in the car at night, while the car was parked behind my barn, 175 feet from the road in the forest where it could not be seen from the road, so no one knew the WW@ veteran was sleeping in my car... until that is, in 1978, Barbara tresspassed on my land, found him there, declared him first a demon, then in the 1990s started calling him "The Amphibious Alien"... Barbara is the only Atwater who ever learned French and guess what, she is also the one who coined the name "Etiole" and started calling the homeless WW2 vet "Etiole" and she is the one who has been vocal in instigating EVERY SINGLE attack on Etiole and my 1964 Dodge 330.
Also, do take a look at Barbara... we look alike, she and me... we can almost pass for twins. And what keeps happening around locally? People keep saying they are encountering me doing and saing things in places I've never been to, to people I've never heard of!
Also, every time I go outside, people - ttal strangers - keep coming up to me and asking me why I am emailing them stuff about aliens, and newsflash: I don't even use email! What the hell? I couldn't eail some one even if I wanted to!
In November, this guy comes up to me, he's about 90 years old and carrying this massive stack of sheets of paper - like 300 sheets, it's an entire reem of paper, and he starts waving it around and says it's print out of all the emails I sent him just in the past week, he says he gets more then three thousand emails from me on a daily basis and it's all crazy stuff about aliens... I looked at the papers and, the emails are coming from tons of emails with the word "eelkat" in the name, but they aren't mine. I'm not sending these things out to people and I don't know who is... but I do know who has a history of impersonating me with emails: Barbara!
In 1996, she started an email war with the Atwaters, with two emails, one that she said was heres, and one that she said was mine.
At that point... I had never had contact with an American, or TV, or electricity... I had never heard of computers or internet or email... he email war, was her, impersonating me, and sending hundred of hate filled emails to my aunts, uncles, and counsins... I found out about it a year later when Bishop Paul Morgan of the Cape Elezabeth Ward (no, not the Portland Ward, but yes the same building) called me in to his office one day, to ask why I was sending so many hundreds of emails about aliens and alien abductions to him and 750 other members of the church. No that's not a typo... seven hundred and fifty members of the church...
I had 3 questions for Paul Morgan:
1: What's email?
2: What are aliens?
3: What's alien abduction?
I had never heard of those 3 things before.
Paul Morgan had print outs of those emails, and it took me over a month to read those more then six thousand sheets of paper, but I read every one of them.
Paul Peterson, administrative director of Pine Land Center Insane Asylum... he showed up at church a few weeks later, yeah... turns out, several Atwaters used to be, how shall we call it... straight jacketed in padded cells because they were insane... and Pine Land Center, government run mental health institute, lost funding, shut down, in... oh look... 1996... and literally just let formally straight jacket nut cases, walk free out the front door. It's not hard to find out who the inmates of Pine Land Center were... the micro films are available in New Gloughster. So, yeah, that evidance exists and says a lot.
ALL of the rumors about me, my mother, my father, my brothers, my husband, my cars... all the Demon rumors, all the alien rumors, ALL of it... every single rumor, all the way back to the 1960s... all of them, were started by one person, Barbara, because, she was the 2 year old girl who was hit by that car, and she's pissed that I bought it, and she's even more pissed that Stephen King, my neighbour at the time, made a movie about it... did you know my real name is Christine and that's why the car is named Christine in the movie, even though the real car was named The Goldeneagle.
After Christine, Stephen King returned to film Thinner on my farm, and THAT is why, Barbara, has had endless amounts of jealosue rage and hatred for my farm, my land, my house... did you know I've rebuilt my house 5 times now... the backhoe has driven over THREE houses on my land, we keep rebuilding and it keeps coming back... but before the backhoe there was the bomb... and who did the FBI arrest for building that bomb again? Barbara's husband Paul Martal. That's what he went to prison for. He built the bomb that blew up my house, the FBI found him with the bomb parts in his house and car.
That's why, I always ask, when these weird rumors about demons and aliens show up... who told you? And EVERY SINGLE PERSON, EVERY SINGL TIME... they always say: "Barbara told me", "Baraba said it" , "Barbara called me" , "Barbara emailed me"... and so, I'm not surprised to find out that the rumors flying around this week, are once again, started by the same person who always starts them: the pissed off now adult, 2 year old girl, who 60 years ago was run over by the world's most haunted car, and is the one who both declared it haunted and dubbed the homeless man living in it as "Etiole"
Know your sources people. Do your background checks. Find out if the one spreading the rumors about me, might actually have a motive. Barbara REALLY hates that car. And at the core, her hatred of that car, her rage that Stephen King made it famous, is the cause of everything.
But guess what: Barbara and Brucie and their fucking endless jealose rage, is why I'm crippled, why my son is dead, why I've had to rebuild my house on my land five fucking times now... I'm not bothering any of them, I never have , and I don't know why they are bothering me! I want those bastards to fucking leave me, my family, my cars, my land, and anything else of mine alone.
Uhm… okay… so, a member of the Sanford ward church was just in a rage yelling at me about the drug raid across the street last year at the missionary apartment and this being the 18th anniversary of the dead girl in the Scarborough marsh… and, I'm not sure why they are yelling at me about it…but they were mad saying: "Why is the FBI here talking to you about the dead girl in Scarborough. You aren't family."
Uhm… no, but I am the one who found the body and called 911 to report it. And I've had to deal with police and FBi questions in regards to her death for the past few decades every single time they get a lead they show up and ask me:"So tell us once again what you saw." And I tell them yet again about the girl with no head, the thirty dogs with no heads, and that, I never saw her or the dogs before.
I was driving to work and they were all laid out ritual like in the road, not a one of them had any heads. Not the girl, not any of the dogs.
First experience with headless bodies… but far from the last. And police and fBi believe the killer was there and saw me call 911 and that's why my 75 pet roosters had their heads cut off and their bodies tied in rope nooses and hung in my Orchard fruit trees and rose bushes shortly after.
I can show you where ever body was the girl and the dogs. The first one was at the Ross rd Portland rd intersection at the light by where the medical building is now. The next one was at the Eastern trail Bridge just before the rv center. There was another at the cascade rd intersection by the flea market... they continued like that all the way to the Scarbourogh marsh. All black dogs, mostly Rottweilers and black labs, more than 30 of them, leading in a path to the dead girl. None of them had heads. Not the girl or the dogs.
It was after dark, I was on my way to Macy's.
The fbi says they think it was the same person who beheaded my cousin Murphy in 2013, beheaded 75 of my roosters and hung them from nooses in trees in 2007, murdered my son in 2013, and beheaded my mother's cats in 2015... he says there were 11 other beheading like this between 2001 and 2015 all of them invloving a huge amount of pets, mostly dogs and cats, but also birds and horses… in title more then 500 pets just on Portland Ave in old Orchard beach alone, the first one was a German Shepherd in June 2001 whose head was hung on the bucket of his owners bulldozer, and there have been 7 more since 2015 to 2021, all on Portland Ave, Ross rd, and Cascade Rd.
The dead girl in Scarborough had no head, neither did any of the dogs. I'm the one who called the police.
I was there when they found Timmy Murphy on cascade and Ross rd intersection. He had no head either.
My cousin Murphy, the newspaper said he was hit by a truck. But that's not what happened. I was there. Police made me wait 3 hours while they looked for his head. I got questioned all over for that. It happened June 2013. Backhoe drove over my house August 8, 2013, and golf club woman attacked November 14, 2013... fbi thinks the backhoe and golfclub attacks were both because I was there when Timmy's body was being wrapped up by police. The police found his head 2 weeks later down by my driveway on Portland Ave almost a half mile from where they found his body.
They believe the killer of my cousin Timmy was at the scene while the police were questioning me, and that's how the killer knew to target my house with the backhoe a month later… the issue with that is, one of my uncles, paid the backhoe driver, but that uncle lives in Australia and wired the money to the backhoe driver. The police have all the paperwork for this. And the police can't figure out, why it appears that my Atwater relatives are heavily invested in impending the investigation of what police are calling "the Ouellette case".
It appears the Atwaters are being egged on by someone involved in the murder of the headless Scarborough marsh girl, and that the Atwaters are being deliberately needled into a frenzy at me and my family in a bold attitude to through police off the killers trail.
The thing is, the Atwaters have gone into wild extremes bringing in weird alien abduction rumors that are just outlandish… but then… one of my uncles, when the FBI went to interview him… he had dozens of dead, headless black dogs, black cats, and black chickens laying in weird pentagram ritual formations, all over his yard, in his driveway, around his house, hanging on his fences… and… well… dead headless black animals were all around the Scarborough marsh that day of the dead girl… and so… it kind of looks a lot like one of my uncles either is the murderer or at least is the one supplying the murderer with dead black pets.
So, this lead the FBi to ask me more questions, because now it looks like the Atwaters lashing out at my family has a far bigger motive then, them just being crazy lunatic ufo nuts.
I've been a witness at 4 different beheadings.. and was the one who called police each time.
The raid at the Saco Ward missionary apartment across the street…I never said the raid across the street was a drug raid... the state drug force wasn't there. Ive seen drug raids before. My Atwater relatives are notorious for drugs, ive been in the house when two drug raids happened, one in 1982 and one in 2016 and both times the state police drug team was the one who did the raid.
State police drug team wasn't there at the raid on the missionary apartment across the street last year, it the US Marshalls and FBI there. They had 8 people handcuffed face down in the road in front of our apartment. And they said it was about the Ouellette case, specifically the headless girl in Scarborough marsh. I know this, because thry asked me if i recognized any of these 8 people. One I did, she's been my dads nurse since 2009. Fbi was here asking me about that raid, because he wanted to know if the dead cats and birds in the road here in front of our Biddeford apartment were lined up same way as the dead dogs were back in Scarborough years ago with the dead girl.
Me and others locally have been finding dead pets lined up on Main Street, western Ave, Cutts St, West Cutts st, James St, and Bradbury st every since summer 2021, I sent videos footage of all the dead pets to fbi, because it DID look like same ritual pattern used in my yard with roosters in 2007 and my mother's cats in 2015 and those dogs with the dead girl at the Scarborough marsh.
That's why I stopped walking around our apartment at night... dead cats and birds are being set up around my apartment and also my mothers apartment... looks like whoever killed cats and roosters in Old Orchard, wanted me to know they knew where I lived.
The officers think the person leaving the dead pets all around our apartment is whoever killed the headless girl at the marsh... they think that's why the attack on my roosters happened in 2007, the backhoe in 2013, the golf club women who killed my son and crippled me in 2013, because I'm the one who called the police about the headless dogs in Scarborough with the dead girl.
Weird, this Sanford Ward Mormon, who was just here at my apartment, made the comment: "But the dead girl in Scarborough wasn't beheaded."
I don't know if there's a different girl too or not. I only know about the headless girl, the one I called 911 about all those decades ago. I never looked up the news reports so I don't know if they ever mentioned the thirty dead dogs or her and the dogs having no head. I don't know what the news said about it. I don't even know her name. I just know whenever the police or FBI ask me to retell how the dogs were laid out, they always call it "The Ouellette Case". Beyond that I know nothing about it.
My focus has always been on the attacks on me and my family. I don't know any of the other families. I just know the officers said the April 10, 2015 attack on my farm was the 11th such attack on Portland Ave since June 2001 and that they now tell me there have been seven more such attacks on Portland Ave since 2015. They said a lot of details have not been released to the public, but that there are a few common things recurring in every attack which indicates it's just one person (group of persons) doing it. They say they keep going back to all 18 of our families reasking us for details we can remember because they are trying to match up the similarities of each case.
I know what details were left out of reports about the attacks on my family. I don't know anything about any of the other 17 families at all.
I don't understand these Saco and Sanford ward church members who keep showing up all upset because I'm trying to find out who murdered my son and left me crippled. What is their problem? It's MY family that's dead, not theirs, what the fuck business is it of theirs? Why are they so damned ruffled up about me asking for anyone with information to call the FBI? By being upset like this, they are just making themselves look suspicious. When they are mad that I'm asking people for help finding the killer, they just make themselves look like they are involved, they make it look like they know who the killer is, they make it look like they are protecting and defending the killer. Do they not realize how suspicious they make themselves look when they get angry that I ask on Facebook for anyone with info to please call the FBI and help put my son's killer in prison?
Do you remember Timmy? He's the same age as you and me. He's the one who lived at the black house next door to my on Portland Ave. He was the used car dealer, the one who always have a dozen or so cars lined up for sale across his front lawn. He also owned Etiole's swamp, my abutting neighbour from the back side of the land. He used to help me babysit Barbara's kids back in the 1970s and 1980s, we used to duo babysit together.
Timmy Murphy was the one beheaded June 2013 at the Ross Rd and Cascaed Rd intersection.
That's why I can't understand these Todd Murphy fucktrds who spent the entire of November 2021 to May 2022, daily arriving in my Biddeford driveway, chanting "Todd Murphy! Todd Murphy! Todd Murphy! Todd Murphy! Todd Murphy!" while vandalizing both the building and my car. They did $10k+ in damages to my Volvo and they did so much damage to the building that landlord Matt Holiday couldn't afford to repair the apartment building so he sold it because the city of Biddeford was going to condemn the building and kick out all 9 families at 409 Maine Street, because the Todd Murphy fucktard attackers did so much damage to the building. People know about them cutting all the wires off the building, but it was a lot more then that. They did huge amounts of stucture damage to the building itself as well. That's why Matt sold the building. He just didn't have enough money to repair the damages.
But the thing was, these vandals were acting like they thought I knew who Todd Murphy was, and I never heard of anyone by that name before. I think they mixed up whoever this Todd Murphy was with my cousin Timmy... who is not an Atwater... what the fuck are the Atwaters even talking about? Timmy was my dad's older sister's god-son. My aunt Victoria from Portland? The one who lived in that big tower on the waterfront up on the Promanard.
Why are the Atwaters so damned fucking arrogant that they think they are the only relatives I have? The Allens of Allen Ave in Portland are my relatives too you know, and Timmy Murphy was one of them. You know, the whole family who founded Amatos... the woman who founded Amatos was my dad's great aunt. That's why we always get free food at Atmatos, their family. The Atwaters don't hold a fucking monopoly over me, what the hell is wrong with them? You know, I'm sick of the Atwaters barging their way into everything and trying to make everything be about them. They aren't the center of the world and they need to stop acting like they are.
Near as I can tell, these Todd Murphy vandals are conneted to the Atwaters somehow, but I don't know how. And again, they are impeeding a fucking FBI murder investigation. Do the Atwaters know how to do ANYTHING other then stick their busy body noses in places they don't belong? What the fuck?
Do you know what the police said? They said Todd Murphy is the son of someone my mother and Barbar fight with on FaceBook. I've had my mother and Baraba both blocked on FaceBook since the shit they pulled back in 213 after my son was murdered. I don't have a fucking clue who my mother or Barbara are friends with on FaceBook, I have them blocked. I've had them blocked for 10 years this Novmber.
But then, I have fucktards from the Sanford Ward church showing up here now, do you realize how far they have to drive to get here to my driveway? What the hell? And they claim that Todd Murphy was a member of the Sanford Ward... you know what he's not on the rouster. You know I'm a member of that church right? I got access to the rouster, because my husband is the high preist quorum leader of that church... there's no one named Todd Murphy who is a member of the Sanford Ward church, and there hasn't been in the last 48 years that I've attended that church. So now I'm left wondering, even more what the fuck?
Who the ell is Todd Murhy and why the fuck should I care? I haven't got a clue what these people are talking about. I don't know who they are and I don't know who their Todd Murphy is.
Only thing I can figure, is somehow, something my mother and Barbara said, convinced these people that when I talk about Timmy Murphy's murder case that I'm talking about Todd Murphy. But why? Was Todd Murphy murdered in 2013 of the Ross Rd in Old Orchard Beach, same as my cousin Timmy Murphy, who was also my abutting neighbor and had the same birthday as me, so we celebrated our birthdays together, you know because we grew up together and knew each other own entire lives?
I mean, what the hell? And what does Todd Murphy have to do with The Ouelltte case aka the beheaded girl in the Scarborogh Marsh from 20 years ago? That's what they were talking about last night... thee Snford Ward members who were here in my ard in Biddeford last night, who yes, I do know who they are, but I don't know who this Todd Murphy is that they are talking about or what he has to do with my cousin Timmy Murphy and that girl, both being beheaded down the street from my Old Orchard Beach farm?
I asked, no one in Timmy's family knows any one named Todd. None of my Scarborough or Old Orchard Beach Murphy relatives know or have ant relatives named Todd, so none of them, know what the fuck these people in Biddeford are talking about. You know just because someone has the same last name, doesn't mean they are relatede, right? Do these Todd Murphy people who won't stop hrassing us, and now clearly have a connection to the Sanford Ward realize that?
And what is with Joel Bailey? What? Yeah... they're bringing Joel Bailey back into stuff? He went to prison in 2013, he, if you forgot was the counsellor of the Bisiop of the Saco Ward church, the entire bishiprisk went to prision, 2 to 10 years each one, along with the Old Orchard Beach Town Manager, oh wait, he was one of the bishipric, and 13 people from the Old Orchard Beach town hall and police departments, all members of the Saco Ward church, for stealing a little bitty number of thirty MILLION dollars in Old Orchard Beach tax funds out of the town hall bank account, which I only found out about, because they tried to forge my name onto the documents and that was why FBI Laura, the agent ho was murdered in Florida on Feberuary 6, 2021, was sent to interview me in 2007, 2010, and 20134... the Saco Ward church bishopric stole $30million from the Old Orchard Beach town hall and tried to pin it on me, only, I can't count, mI never learned math, and they didn't know I couldn't possibly have written the math figures. I don't know how to do money and only someone really good with money could have done the things they did. They also put a lot of stuff in Ken Shoop's name. That Joel Bailey, the one who is now out of prison and likes to walk circles around my Biddeford apartment all summer long in 2022. Yeah, I am aware he's back, the mini-Winnie RV that parks at the Biddeford High School at night, he is the one driving it.
Given his past history, no, I'm not surprised at all to find his name bring brought back up. Though the Saco Ward Mormons now trickling out of prison and back on the streets, would explain why the vandalism started up again, seeing how they were the ones who used to do most of it and the vandalism did stop when they went to prison.
I'm sick of the Atwaters and their Mormon friends. They're nothing but criminals, drug dealers, and gangster thugs.
The fact remains, the only thing I'm focused on is finding my son's killer and the Atwaters and their Mormon thugs, are interupting that, and I want to know WHY? No one who is not guilty of being involved in my son's murder has any reason or incentive to be here harassing me and telling me to take the FBI phone number off my FaceBook wall, and that's what they are doing and I want to know why. What business is it of theirs if the FBI phone number is on my FaceBook wall and what is their involvment with my son's murder that they think the FBI phone number on my FaceBook wall effects them?
Here's a weird one… I just got a text message from a Sanford Ward Mormon which states: "I've known you for 40 yeas I would remember you being attacked how come you never mentioned it before now"
Uhm… since 1996, my website, originally known as Space Dock 13, has documented daily blog posts of every day of my life.
The July 2, 2001 attack, when a house mover cut our house in half, put it on a flatbed and drove it to Waterville, was documented the day it happened. It was also the first attack. My neighbor's German shepherd dog was beheaded and left in the bucket of his bulldozer that same day.
Go look at my blog… every day since July 2, 2001 , every attack, from the minor paintball attacks to the big house bomb attacks, are all documented, each blog post written the day it happened. There are more then ten thousand daily blog posts just on that one blog, chronologizing every event of every day of my life and including every attack, since June 2001.
That fact that they only just noticed it now, does not mean, I've never mentioned it… it just means they were too self absorbed to notice anything going on around them. It also means I was never important enough to them, for them to notice I was homeless, or in the hospital, or had a baby that was murdered. … their shock of just discovering these things, says more about their lack of caring about me, then anything else.
As for the headless girl and dogs in the marsh, the murder of my cousin Timmy Murphy, and the golf club attack ,the 3 events they specifically brought up in their text…
I had Squidoo articles about all 3 events. Squidoo went out of business in 2014.
I have more then a thousand blog posts published between 2007 and 2013, on Tumblr, BlogSpot, and WordPress, about those 3 events.
On YouTube I had more than 2k video uploads between 2008 and 2017 that did absolutely nothing but talk about those events, and included the interrogations by police and Fbi, which I've recorded all of since May 2015. So, yes, you can go watch FBI agent Andy Drewer, lawyer Gene Libby in the Biddeford District Court, and police officer Will Watson, and dozens of others talking about these events, on YouTube, because my camera catches everything.
Since 2008, I have posted daily on Facebook and Twitter asking for witnesses to come forward about the dead dogs and the marsh girl...
Since June 2013, I added Tim Murphy to my daily Facebook request for witnesses to come forward,
Since August 2013, I added the back hoe driving over my house info to my daily Facebook requests for witnesses to come forward.
since November 2013, daily every single day requests for witnesses to the attack at phi theta Kappa ceremony at bug light lighthouse, where my baby was murdered and I was left crippled for the rest of my life.
I'm still crippled by the way, are they going to tell me they didn't notice that either? Did they not notice I was 5 months paralyzed, wait I know that person noticed because in February 2014 that exact same person carried me to their car and from their car into the hospital precisely because I was paralyzed and couldn't walk…. The person who carried me to the hospital because I was paralyzed and had to be carried is the exact same person who is now saying they don't remember this… and yet, they are the ones who had to fill out the paperwork to admit me in the hospital and their signature is on those documents. So, proof they are lying, right there.
after the June 2016 attack by the 2013 golf club woman, this time at walmart, the fbi gave me a hotline number for witnesses to call... this phone number has been on the flyers in the windows of my Volvo ever since June 2016 and these events are printed on said flyers.
Also in June 2016 the Old Orchard Beach Libby library and the Biddeford McArthur library and the Old Orchard Beach Salvation Army Church all printed up flyers about these events, and spent the summer handing them out to tourists and the fBI number was on all of those.
This is all very well documented as, I have been post them DAILY for over a decade now... and I talk about it constantly in my livestreams which I started doing in May 2015.
Just because one person had their head shoved too far up their church's ass to know what was going on in their own family, and they only just now noticed what was going on around them, doesn't mean I only just now started talking about it.
This is why I don't like churches. Church people are so focused on their Bibles that they haven't got a clue what's going on in the real world around them.
Not to mention all of the police reports, there are more than four hundred police reports, which span twenty one police departments, in three states as well as the Maine state police and the Florida state police, plus the FBI besides! Most of those police reports are public record, you can go read them for yourself. As far as I know only 3 of them were classified and sealed from public access which means there's still 400+ that can be read. There were newspaper reports of some of the attacks. And even though I don't own a TV so have never seen the tV news reports, I know those exist because there were so many TV station news reporters showing up in my yard with camera crews asking for interviews with me. This case is so damned well documented. It's utterly ridiculous to think there is a single person in Southern Maine who is so self absorbed and so oblivious that they have never heard of this case or any of the events that have happened within it in the last 18 fucking years!
But the worst part is, this my own church, a church I have been a member of for 48 fucking years, that is saying, they never heard of this! What the hell? There were more than 24 people from the Saco and Sanford Wards arrested by the FBI just since 2015, because of their involvement in this case. Several of them are still in prison. These people are really that oblivious that they didn't know I was in the hospital, they didn't know I was in a wheelchair, they didn't know my son was murdered, and they didn't noticed 24 members of their congregation disappeared because they went to prison for their involvement.
Really? Wow do these people really give a shit about their fellow congregation members or what? They not only didn't notice I was missing from meetings for 9 years because I am bedridden now, they also didn't notice 24 other members not in meetings because they are now in prison. Talk about dense numb skulls.
It appears the High Priest is back. You, Paul, have met the High Priest. You met him at WalMart. You met him at McDonalds, where you had a 4 hour long conversation with him. You met him my yard in Old Orchard when you visited a few days after the April 0, 2015 attack, and can I add here that you are the ONLY person since that happened, to ever once stop by and ask how I was doing, it’s you’re the only person I knew before the murder of my family, whom I still talk to. You ARE the only person, who ever showed you actually cared about what was going on.
Not one single member of my family or my church has ever stopped to see how I was doing, has ever asked online how I was doing.
But, since November 2021, Sanford Ward mormons have been showing up, all of them in wild raging infernos, and all of them talking about people and events I know nothing about, so I have no clue what any of them ae talking about, but they act like they think I know who the names they mention are, in particular they are cult-like worshiping someone names Todd Murphy whom I can only assume they have gotten mixed up with my beheaded cousin Tim Murphy of Pine Point district of Scarborough and Old Orchard Beach, somehow.
They showed up near daily from November 21, 2021 until May 17, 2022. They were lead on by two blond girls who looked like twins, and have mega long knee-length hair they kept in pony tails, and a smaller pudgier girl with a mint-green pixie hair cut. I don’t know these girls, they looked to be in their 20s. They are the same girls who spent the entire summer of 2021 harassing the homeless man who was living under the trestle bridge across the street from us. They would show up on bicycles every night around 1AM, chase him up out of the ravine, then chase him up the old back tracks along the dirt road to South Street, up towards your place. They did that every night for about 5 months, until he got hit by a freight train on Nov 19, 2021 at 6:27PM. They started attacking my and my family Nov 21, 2021, I think because they knew I had video footage of them harassing the homeless man and I think too they were pissed that I call the police when they killed him by cornering him at the bridge overpass so he couldn’t get out of the way of the oncoming train. Outside of them nightly harassing the homeless man, and then spending Nov 21, 2021 to May 17, 2002 chanting “Todd Murphy” in my driveway while vandalizing my car and apartment building, I’ve never seen these girls before of since. They seemed to have completely vanished May 17, 2022. Not seen them at all and the vandalism stopped cold turkey that day. I assume the police must have finally caught and arrested them, but the police never said they did, and in the past when someone harassed me, the police would always ask me to go to the station to ID them after the arrest.
In any case, the “Todd Murphy” dipshit bitches stopped harassing us May 17, 2022, and I heard no more of them, until this past month… only it’s not them showing up this time… this time it’s older people, elderly people in their 70s and 80s, members of the Sanford Ward Mormon church across the street from Curtis Lake Church… Curtis Lake Church being the congregation that shows up in my Old Orchard driveway with the “god hates fgs” signs and calling me a transvestite and calling my car gay, and marching around chanting “too gay for the family friendly town of Old Orchard Beach”... several Curtis Lake members have been arrested by the FBI and gone to prison for their involvement in both the April 10, 2015 attack on my family and the headless Marsh girl. However, to date,, the killer has not been found, every one arrested so far has always been weird “cultist-like” gay-haters who are attacking people in the area while chanting “kill or be killed remember Saco Shaws” and then rambling gibbering about heads in ice cream. The people arrested, for 5 different local churches, are all outspoken in radically preaching a doctrine of beheading anyone suspected of being gay, while stating that they are doing so on god’s orders.
That’s why there has been so much difficultly in finding out who killed the marsh girl and my cousin Murphry and my family, because, it looks like it’s not just one person, but rather an entire group of people involved, and so far, all evidence has pointed to those 5 churches: Saco Ward, Sanford Ward, Grace Point, Curtis Lake, and New Life, all in Biddeford, Saco, or Sanford, and all run by just 2 families. One family runs 3, another family runs the other 2.
Anyways, I was just thinking, and I think I figured out why the Sanford Ward Church of Jesus Christ of Latter Day Saints members are seemingly so clueless and unaware that I have been crippled and bedridden for nine years and why they were unaware that 24 members of their congregation have gone to prison, arrested by the FBI for being accomplices in the The Ouellette Murder Case aka The Cascade Murders aka The string of beheading on and around Portland Ave, Ross Rd, and Cascade Rd the past twenty years, which included the headless girl I found in the Scarborough Marsh, my cousin Timmy Murphy whom I found headless on the Ross and Cascade Rod crossroads, the beheading of my own foster children… Ben is the common link to all of them.
Ben, as you know, has severe dissociative identity disorder, that was brought on when his brother Willy commit suicide.
Ben has seven different, very distinctive different “people” living in him, that we know of, there could be moe then 7. Etiole is the one most locals are familiar with, though he does not call himself Etiole, Etiole being a name locals dubbed him. However, there is the High Priest, who is the one you, Paul, are personally most familiar with.
I’ve not seen the High Priest since April 10, 2015. Ben WAS there the day of the attack, he was also attacked… the attackers had me, my mother, one of my brothers, and Ben, all on the ground with guns to our heads, while they use a weird looking long pole with a piano wire-like loop on the end, to cu the heads off of everyone else who was there. Me, my mother, one of my brothers, and Ben, were the only ones to walk out of that attack alive. Ben’s favorite daughter Bella was one of the ones beheaded. His mind snapped, because, he recognized one of the attackers as “Rick”... When the attackers arrived, Ben ran up to one of them and said “Rick! What are you doing here?” Ben does have a friend named Rick… I know Rick. Rick is a very violent, vicious spouse abuser. His wife Paula used to come to church been to a pulp every week. Broken arms, broken legs, broken nose, black eyes. It went on for years. She finally divorced him and fled to Utah when he beat and nearly killed their teenage son. Rick has beaten me up, right in the Sanfard Ward church building. He’s a major bully, a huge bigot, and an extreme white power racists. Rick WAS there April 10, 2015… he didn’t have a white pillow case over his head like the rest of them did, but I don’t kow if he was a part of the attack or not, I was too busy trying to fight the bastard who was holding me own with a pistol in my face, to notice what Rick was doing. It was Rick though, his face in unmistakable… he has no face. Elephant man disease, I think you cal it, but you can’t mistake Rick, and he WAS in my yard April 10, 2015 the day my family was murdered, I just don’t know what he was doing there or if he was involved in the attack or not.
The thing is, something snapped in Ben that day. ALL 7 of his multiple personalities vanished, including the High Priest, thankfully. You know how bad the High Preist could get, you met him several times.
Ben left the Mormon church. I don’t know what triggered him more: his favorite daughter Bella being beheaded in front of him or his best friend Rick, seeming to be the one leading the charge ahead of estimated 74 people in white robes and white pillow cases over their heads.
In either case, Ben has developed a server hatred for the Mormon church and refuses to set foot in a Mormon church building… he who was High Priest Quorum Leader of the Sanford ward for so many decades.
The thing about the High Priest, was he was everything so far the opposite of who Ben, my husband, actually is.
The High Priest Quorum Leader of the Sanford ward boldly proclaims to be a virgin. Ben in not a virgin. Not even close. He had a prostitute problem back in the 1980s when I met him.
The High Priest Quorum Leader of the Sanford ward boldly proclaims to not be married, yet Ben and I got married on the Old Orchard Beach Pier August 13, 1987, so he’s been married several decades and still is, we don’t live together because he’s terrified of the Bishop finding out he has a wife. Keeping in mind Mormons don’t forbid priests from marrying, however Ben grew up extreme strict Catholic and his brother is the current leader of Opis Dia and he has to keep up appearances of being a Catholic Priest for his brother, from times when he visites from Italy, which happens a few times a year. Ben became a High priest in the Mormon church, but then goes to several local Catholic churches when his brother is in America, so that he can say he’s a High Priest without lying about it, and keeps his brother thinking he’s Catholic High Priest when he’s actually a Mormon High Priest. In other words, Ben lives a very big double life of trying to juggle his priesthood in two religions, hiding it from each other religion, while also maintaining a (very annoyed) wife (me) that he hides from BOTH religions.
Which is WHY, I’m allowed to PUBLICLY be friends with you, because it helps him to keep up the facade of “see, I’m not married, she hangs around with Paul”, which yes, that IS what Ben tells people at church about you.
Yes, Ben is a dick, I am very aware of this.
But, here’s the thing… Ben TELLS ME he is no longer in contact with any Mormons whatsoever, claims he hates, them, claims he shuns them, claims he’s not spoken to any of them since April 10, 2015…. HOWEVER… he was caught in July 2022, giving one of the Sanford Ward Mormons a ride to the store…. And Rick specifically, has been one the phone with him, when I came in the room and he thought I was elsewhere, causing Be to run around in a panic, knock his glasses off, break them by stepping on them, all while Rick was screaming out of the phone, “Ben, ya there? What happened? What’s going on?”
It appears the High Priest is back…. However, I suspected this in November 2021… the High Priest uses specific pontificating phraseology that none of Ben’s other personalities use…. And on november 24, 2021, the same night the Sanfard Ward Mormons were here cutting the wires off our Biddeford apartment building, Ben started talking like the High Priest again. It’s really distinctive. Normal people don’t talk in long winded drawn out droning, monologuing pontifications about Jesus, and of Ben’s 7 known people living inside him, the High Priest is the only ne who does this. Ben was here and witnessed the wire cutting event, he even went out side and talked to the crowd of “Todd Murphy” chanting lunatics to try to talk to them… and,... he said one of them is Todd Murphy’s grandmother from the Sanford Ward. Ben indicated at that point that he knew who Todd Murphy was, but since then, has denied knowing who Todd Murphy is. But, he came in, and told me outright that “I know her from the Sanfard Ward, she’s Todd Murphy’s grandmother”..
Each of the 7 people who live in Ben have no knowledge or memory of the other 6, and when one of the 7 does or says something, none of the other 6 have any memory of doing or saying those things.
It appears that The High Priest knows Todd Murphy, not only that, but also knows the attackers who came here daily from November 21, 2021 to May 17, 2022… and it looks like Ben, in his High Preist version of himself, is the one who told them where I live and is the one who worked them into a frenzy to begin with.
I have video footage of the homeless man who died Nov 19, 2021… a LOT of it. He knew Ben. That was obvious. Me and Ben were walking Main Street every night the summer of 2021 and the homeless man from under the trestle bridge would stop to talk to us a few times a week. And those weren’t just videos, those were Twitch livestreams so everyone watching my channel saw this homeless man stop and talk to Ben… he said he knew us. I did not recognize him, but Ben… I don’t know… Ben acted like he did know the homeless man, but didn’t want me to know it, so he told the homeless man he was mistaken. But people around local are saying that thie homeless man who kept showing up in my videos IS Todd Murphy, they say they saw my videos and it was Todd Murphy in my videos.
I am finding this whole thing very confusing… because NOW… even though I have video footage of Ben talking to the homeless man, Ben now claims, he never saw the homeless man at all and tells me I’m delusional. That's what he said: Ben said: “Your delusional, there was no homeless man” and, yet hundreds of people, many of them local, saw those videos of Ben talking to the homeless man. Which means, the man Ben was when he was walking with mt summer 2021,is NOT the man he is right now… and… either this a new 8th personality Ben has recently developed, or, it’s the High Priest back, but being deliberately sneaky to try to hide the fact that he’s the High Priest… which is odd, because before now, NONE of Ben’s multiple personalities have ever showed any signs of acknowledging any of the others, and the High Priest trying to high he’s the High Priest by trying to act like a different person, indicates the High Priest DOES remember and IS AWARE of the other personalities.
As you are well aware, I HATE the High Priest. I want nothing to do with him. I never would have married Ben if I had ever encountered his High Priest alter ego before marrying him.
June 26, 2016… FBI Agent Andy Drewer asked me to meet him at his Portland office on Middle St. He had… info. And a new primary suspect. Ben, specifically his High Priest alter ego, is the FBI’s #1 suspect in being the inforat, who told the golf club attackers I was at BugLight Lighthouse November 14, 2013. The FBI has phone records. I told only 3 people, where I was going that night: my mother, my father, and Ben. I told them only 5 minutes before I left, because I had been sick earlier and had previously told everyone I was not going to that event at the college. According to the FBI, my parents and step father Wayne Whiyyen, never left Biddeford, they continued to argue all night, and the FBI knows this because my father had hired a private investigator to tail Wayne, and so they have a lot of evidence as to where 2 of the 3 were. Ben on the other hand, called his friend Rick, the same Rick who was in my yard April 10, 2015… Minutes after I left my dad’s Water St apartment and drive to Southern Maine Community College, November 14, 2013… Ben called Rick. Rick drove to Ben’s house. And the two of them together left.
FBI Agent Andy Drewer had one question: “How well do you trust Ben? Because right now, he’s our primary suspect.”
They believe Ben told Rick, I was pregnant with someone else’s baby and Rick is the one who sent the golf club women to deliberately kill my baby.
Why do they believe this?
Because between 1987 and 2013 I have had 7 miscarriages, something that can be proven… Ben ins the only man I’ve ever been with. It’s not possible for anyone else to be the father. This was my 8th pregnancy by Ben and he was at the time running around accusing me of cheating on him with Etiole. The thing is… he IS the one people call Etiole… but his D.I.D. means he things Etiole is someone else, he doesn’t believe its him, because none of his personalities have any memory of each other.
Ben is a total nightmare to live with because I never know from one day to the next, who the hell he is going to be that day.
Ben has denied every pregnancy. Why? His exact words are: “I wouldn’t. I am a High Priest. What would the Bishop think?”
According to the FBI too, Ben, behind my back, runs around from one LDS/Mormon congregation to the next tell people that I am quote: “An unrhightious, unfaithful aunty-Mormon who puts the church down.”
Interestingly, I have been a member of the Mormon church since 1975. Ben joined in the 1980s. Ben left the church in 2015. I am still a member.
My FATHER is an extremist anti-Mormon, who preaches hatred for the Mormon church. Not me. Kenny, my father, is the anti-Mormon. My father, is such a huge radical extremist anti-Mormon that he has gone on to convince my mother, a 5th generation Mormon who is related to one of Smith’s poly-wives, to leave the church. She left the Mormon church in 1994 and joined up with some anti-Mormon group lead by some woman named Tanner or something. My mother, took her anti-Mormonis to extremes far above and beyond my father, taking to FaceBook and a forum called exMormon something and went total psycho nutjob anti-Mormon conspiracy theory all over the internet through the late 1990s into the 200s and still does it to this day now in 2023, preaching her wild anti-Mormon conspiracy theories now 27 years. In 3 years it’ll be her 30th anniversary of her wild mega hyper anti-Mormon rampage, with my father cheering her on and needling her forward the whole way in a weird Bonnie and clyde style vendetta attack everyone who is a Mormon hate fueled bigotry.
I on the other hand, am still a Mormon, have never had anything to do with the anti-Mormon movement, and, was shocked to learn from the FBI, that, the anti-Mormon rumors about me online are massive, and spread largely by members of the Saco and Sanfard Wards, with their info being just misinformation they regurgitate after talking to Ben, my mother, or my father.
Apparently, because I am bedridden and crippled, since 2013, and thus have had no way to get to church these past nine years, this, my absence in church meetings, after 48 years of never once missing a meeting, has allowed my mother, my father, and Benn to be able to spread wild anti-Mormon rumors about me, with the 3 of them going to my church, the Sandford Ward, and telling the church leaders that I’m not in church because I’ve turned anti-Mormon.
And yet, it is Ben who is the biggest anti-Mormon of all… he’s actual friends with that Tanner woman. My parents only run around preaching the Tanner woman’s message, Ben, actually sought her out and became personal friends with her and helps the Tanner woman one on one…. And he brags about this all the time.
I’m sick of hearing all the anti-Mormon Tanner woman bullcrap from Ben and my father and my mother so, whenever any of the three of them start chiding me for being a Mormon and telling me how evil and deceived I am because I refuse to leave the Mormon church, I just put my headphones on and listen to Markiplier YouTube videos and, ignore them.
I don’t hate the Mormon church like Ben, my mother, and my father do, so I am fed up with them constantly bitching at me because I’m a Mormon. Which is why I’ve not spoken to my father in 3 years even though we live in the same apartment, and was a contributing factor to why I blocked my mother on FaceBook in 203 and have had no contact with her at all offline since… though that hasn’t stopped her from showing up, trespassing, and hounding me.
Ben, is far worse then my mother or my father combined… since 2015, he has hand written thousands of anti-Mormon letters to every church leader he can find, local, not local, all the heads in Utah… and he bought a dozen cases, each case with 144 books in it, cases of Ket Kerr’s books and daily mails them out to every member on every rouster list of every ward in the Exiter and Augusta stakes, using his position as High Priest Quorum leader to get the home addresses of every Mormon in Southern Maine and New Hampshire, mailing all of them aunty-Mormon letters and copies of Kat Kerr’s books. Ben, as you know, has more money then he knows what to do with, and right now, he’s spreading thousands of dollars every day, just on the postage stamps to mail Kat Kerr’s books and his anti-Mormon letters to every local Mormon he can find.
And so, I knew he was mailing out the Kat Kerr books… but, until FBI agent Andy Drewer told me, I did not know that Ben and my mother and my father, having been putting MY NAME of the letters they are mailing out to people, and the three of them, through impersonating me, have got my church, the Sanford Ward, and it’s sister church, the Saco Ward, 100% convinced that I stopped attending church because I’mm now an anti-Mormon who hates the church, and that’s why my church, the Sanford Ward, and it’s sister church, the Saco Ward, are both unaware that I have NOT left the church, but rather I’m bedridden and crippled and have no one to help me get to church.
And so, now I’m finding out, that Ben, my mother, and my father, working together, according to the FBI, seem to be the fuel that is, and has been for several years, the fuel working locals up into a frenzy… including, they are the ones who are getting the Atwaters riled up, my being an Atwater, and the Atwaters further fueling locals on top of what Ben, my mother, and my father are doing.
What is their motive?
I ask them.
My father says he’s doing it to impress my mother so she’ll remarry him.
My mother says she’s doing it because I need to sell my land and give her the money so she can buy a house in Kennebunk.
Ben says he’s doing it because Mormons are led astray by Satan and he has to save my soul from Hell.
I’m so sick of all of them.
You know, one of the things I find most weird about the Atwaters is that so many of them seem to think I know them, even though I have never met them, nor even know any of their names.
Of the original twelve, I have only ever met five of them. And while I know Danny, I don’t even know the names of his siblings. I met Angelia once when she was twelve, at a Halloween party at the Cape Elizabeth Ward LDS Church, and then I saw her for about 2 minutes before she left. And Danny I only met when I was 37 years old and I only saw him about 10 times, back when my mother was trying to scam him out of his money from being hit by a train… which I didn’t know that was why she was visiting him, until a few years later when she had a big rant about how she wouldn’t visit him any more because he was, in her words “stingy and greedy” because he refused to give her the money to “use as a downpayment for a house in Kennebunk”. I should have known that was why she was visiting him, as that’s the only reason she ever does anything. She’s obsessed with trying to by that $3.7million mansion by the Wedding Cake House, and has been trying to scam relatives out of money for a downpayment on it for decades now… it was her reason for her involvement in the backhoe that her brother Joey hired to drive over my house. She and Joey figured I’d sell my land if there was no house on it. They didn’t exect me to set up a lean to made out of a 8x6 tarp and just spend the next 9 years living under that.
I met Doris once when she was squatting illegally on my land back in 1996. Took me and the Old Orchard Beach Police 9 months to get them out. I only ever saw her one day. She had 4 military tents, the size houses, 2 Winobegos and a Cadillac, that they illegally dumped on top of my corn crops, along with more then 600 bicycles, and 2 school buses full of sawed up copper pipes. Took us 9 months to find out who in the hell was living there and dumping that garbage on m land, and it turned out it was Doris. Only time I ever saw her, was one day, for about 15 minutes.
I remember Micheal, Tonya, and Scotty from before the caged years, but, I was put in the cage hen I was 8 years old, so I’ve not seen then since I was 8.
Once every year, usually on September 19th, David and Lucy would show up with a herd of incredibly violent gun toting vandals who would go through our farm and use shovels to chop the heads off all our pet cats, dogs, hens, ducks, and roosters. They were kill 200 to 500 of our pets every year in this anuel bloodbath on my farm. I don’t know who the hoodlums were. David said they were his kids, but he also said he had 15 kids and there were WAY more then 15 people involved in the annual Sptember 19 boodbaths… way more, closer to 100. Brucie said once that it was not JUST Davivd’s kids, but also a group known as The Halls. I don’t know who any of them were, but the police showed up every time, trying to get them out, and they always had huge shootouts with the police every year. It’s why I have a massive phobia of guns. A bunch of them were arrested in 1982, when that time the state police drg team showed up and arrested them and confincasted meth, marhawana, opium, and LSD
I know Dickie, Brucie, David, and Barbara because they were the ones that helped my mother build that room, that they locked me in when I was 8 years old, right after my Grammy Hellen Ricker’s funeral. They kept me in there for 27 years. One of the 4 of them would show up every 12 days to throw rotted molded food in the cracks between the boards. They are the only 4 Atwaters I know, and I only know them from their weekly coming into the room to beat me up, torture me. They are the five who raised me and said I was not Human, said I was a Demon and that I wasn’t allowed out of that room because Demons weren’t allowed to have contact with Humans.
I was 12 years old when the High Priest found out about that room, and he took me out every Sunday to go to church, and then took me back to that room after.
No one ever told me I was a Human and was allowed to go outside or talk to Humans until the social workers showed up when I was 31 years old. They are the ones who started using the term “feral child” to describe me and they to this day are still trying to “integrate me into Human culture” but two of them say they have given up on trying to convince me I am Human, they say there is little chance of my mind ever fully grasping the concept of being human because it’s too difficult to undo the three decades of Brucie, David, Dickie, Barbara, and my mother doing their “child social experiment” (as the social workers call it) to raise me to believe I was not human. They said the bigger problem is the fact that almost immediately after I was rescued out of that room/cage they kept me locked in for 27 years, the 2006 bomb blew up my house, which the FBI says it was Barbara’s husband Paul Martel who did that, but I don’t know why, as I never met him or even knew about him prior to the FBI arresting him, and the backhoe arrived to drive over my house 5 different times over the next 10 years, same back hoe, same yard, different house each time, as I kept rebuilding houses. Then I found that headless girl in the marsh with all the headless dogs and the FBI thinks one of the Atwaters did it seeing how the headless dogs were lined up in a row from my land to the march, each dog about 500 feet apart (for some reason the Saco and Sanford ward church members forget my land in Old Orchard abuts the Scarborough Marsh and is right on the edge of OOB bordering Pine Point in Scarborough. And that the dead girl in the Scarborough marsh was literally only a few hundred feet away from my driveway… they keep asking why I am obsessed with the Oulette Case, but they forget I’m the one who found the dead girl in the Marsh and that she was set up in a friging ritual pose, practically on my front lawn AND the FBI thinks the whole thing was done in some weird attempt by the Atwaters to frame me, so that I would go to prison for murder and they culd take my land… which it’s always my land and the Atwater obsession with taking it that is at the core of everything)
But in any case, the social workers say that because these events were my very first interactions with Humans, that it instilled in me an psychosis effect of further belief in not being human because I had trouble accepting the fact that I am the same type of creature as the monsters humans are, because, yeah, all I’ve ever seen from humans is death, bloodshed, violence and distruction. I have no reason to WANT to be integrated into a society that leaves headless dogs and headless girls in my front yard.
But then 2013, came along…. Social workers got me into college in 2010, in an attempt to show me that ONLY the Atwaters were shitty bloodthirsty bastards and that MOST humans don’t drop dead headless animals all over their houses and yards the way the Atwares do. And they were right. Humans in college were nothing like the Atwaters and their drug dealing, petty thieve, ganster thugs. The social workers and police keep telling me that this sort of behavior is not normal and that it is ONLY something the Atwaters and their friends do, that normal humans don’t act, do, or say the things the Atwaters do.
But then, I’m constantly running into people who make the claim to “know all about” me and they will spout off this weird freaked out stuff about witchcraft and curses and spelcasting and aliens and ufos and, I’m left totally clueless because I don’t know a single thing at all about witchcraft or curses or spellcasting or aliens or ufo, and I can’t figure out why these people think I have the faintest idea what the fuck they are even talking about.
They’ll say they thought I was some expert in casting curses and say they want to hire me to cast curses on people, and they act like spell casting is some sort of job I do. I don’t know heads or tails about spell casting.
They’ll say, “But your the sea witch of Old Orchard Beach”... yeah, people have been calling me that ever since Stephen King filmed Thinner on my land back in the early 1990s, but, I’ve never read a Stephen King book or seen a Stephen King movie, not even Thinner, so, I haven’t got a clue what is in his books and movies. All I know is he based some “Gypsy witch” in Thinner off me, because I’m the “Queen” (aka Priestess) of a local Gypsy clan. A Gypsy Queen is similar to a Catholic Nun in the Folk Catholicism of Mexico and has nothing to do with witches, witchcraft, spells, or curses, so I don’t know what the fuck Stephen King did in the Thinner movie to make people think I’m some kind of spell casting witch, but, people seem to have trouble understanding that the Thinner movie is FICTIONAL. I’m not a witch and I don’t know the first thing about witches or witchcraft. I haven’t got a clue how to cast spells or curses. And I can’t figure out why so many total random strangers think they can walk up to me at WalMart or Rotary Park or the library and demand I cast some curse on someone for them.
But, when these people do this, and it happens EVERY SINGLE TIME I go outside, which I have agoraphobia, so it’s sometimes weeks or months between my setting foot outside, every single time I go out, some one always identifies me as a witch and watches a curse cast.
At the same time I’ve got these UFO nuts constantly coming up to me asking me this or that about some weird ass alien ufo idea, and I never have a clue what they are talking about, They use all sorts of weird ass words and phrases that I’ve never heard before and gibber on like another language which I can’t understand… but then they act all surprised that I don’t know the meanings of the words they are using, and they’ll say: “But I thought you were supposed to be a top expert on UFOs and alien abductions” and I’m like what the hell are they even talking about and how the hell would anyone in their right mind come to think that I would believe in ufos or aliens, when I think people who believe in ufos and aliens are raving lunatics, my uncle Brucie being a perfect example of a raving lunatic who believes in aliens and ufos.
I don’t get it.
But then, every time this happened, and it just happened again today, because, as you know I’ve not received any mail since May 2022 and I went to the post office yet again today to once again ask where the hell is my mail… and low and behold, I can’t set foot outside without some alien believing, curse believing freak ass weirdo nutjob showing up to ask me to put a curse on someone while gibbering about ufos.
I ask him, where the hell did he get the ludacris idea that I was a witch, that I cast curses, or that I believed in aliens, nd he said: “Well, your mother says on FaceBook…” yeah, my mother is a freaking nut, which is why I’ve had nothing to do with her in decades. She’s a white power freak who runs around calling black people the n-word, is part of the anti-vaccer micro-chip in vaccines conpreracy theory, wouldn’t let me or my brothers go to school because in her words “the government controls the schools, and satan controls the government”, SHE spends 90% of her time running around putting curses on people, all she does is talk about whores and demons, demons and whores, every other word out of her mouth is either demon or whore. And the only time she ever shows up its because she’s trying to pul yet another lame ass scam to try to steal my land because she hated my grandmother and says it’s her life duty to destroy everything that”ever bolgned to that old bitch of a whore” including the farm I inherted from gramy Helen. My mother is spiteful, violent, vindictive, and has a police record for running around beating people in the face with bricks. On top of all of that she’s chronic liar and I’ve never heard a truthful word come out of her mouth.
I am well aware that my mother is the source of 90% of the problem, simply because she’s the biggest fucking gossip in Southern Maine, after he sister Barbara, and the two of them are rather famous all over Maine for thei trouble they have caused HUNDREDS of families. They are petty Karens who devote every minute of their lives to making up vicsious rumors and lies about every person they see, both people they know and people they don’t know.
And thanks to the FBI investigation into the murder of my on, I’ve found out a LOT about both my mother and Barbara and the bizarre, outlandish extremes they each have gone to in their petty vindictivness.
But the fact remains, I’ve not had contact with either of those bitches in several decades, precisely because I am sick and tired of their endless hate for everything and everyone around them. They both do nothing but gossip and lie, lie and gossip, and run around like a couple of teenage brats making a game out of seeing who they can hurt next … they fucking brag about it and spend hours laughing over how fun it is to destroy families.
It doesn’t take any level of intelligence to see that the dynamic trio (Barbara, Brucie, and my mother) are the source of every damn rumor about everyone in York County, Maine.
It’s such a big problem that I’ve had people come to my apartment and ask me if I could ask my mother and her siblings to leave their family alone. The fucking Biddeford Police have stopped by my apartment to ask me if I could do anything about my mother, that’s how I found out it was HER who knows Todd Murphey, because the police came right out and told me that my mother has been harassing Todd Murphey’s ex-wife and 15 year old son on their FaceBook accounts and wanted to know if I could ask her to stop.
No. I can’t. And you know why? Because when I asked her to stop spreading witchcraft and curse casting rumors about me, she arrived the next day and cut my car in half! The 1964 Dodge 330… she said it had a demon in it and she had to kill the demon by killing the car. What the fuck? She’s fucking insane!
And worse… half the time, these people will tell me some name I never heard of. Say this or that person told them I was a witch who cast curses or was some alien expert, and I’ll ask them who the hell is that, and they’ll say: “Oh that’s one of Brucie’s kids” or “David’s kids” or a grandkid… and I’ll point ou that I’ve NEVER EVEN MET Brucie's kids or Davids kids or ANY of the rest of the Atwares.
There are more then four hundred Atwaters, and I’ve meet EXACTLY SEVEN of them in my life time. I don’t even know the names of all the original twelve, let alone the names of their kids or grandkids… why would I? Most of them live in Utah and I’ve not set foot outside of Maine for nearly SIXTY YEARS!
I’ve never in my entire life even talked with an Atwter, not face to face off line, not online.
Because I’ve never even seen pictures of any of the Atwaters, I wouldn’t even know an Atwater if I saw one!
And yet, they run around spouting off things I supposedly said or did, and make the claim I’ve talked to them… and I’m just left wondering who the fuck is running around talking to the Atwaters while pretending to be me, because I don’t even know who the Atwaters are!
Clearly, there is someone out there pretending to be me and the Atwaters think they are talking to me, but they are NOT talking to me, I’m not talking to them, and I want to know in the the fuck is running around pretending to be me?
Its so damned fucking obvious the Atwaters don’t know one iota about me, just by the level of the ludicrous witchcraft, curse, alien, and ufo lies they spread around about me!
I should be able to go to my post office, go shopping, heck just walk down my driveway to get my mail, without being bombarded with stupid ass freaks gibbering about witches, curses, demons, aliens, and ufos! I am so damned sick of my mother and her fucking Atwater relatives…
You know, another thing that’s fucked up about all this and again is my mother running around lying her ass off to hell and back, yet again… is this whole situation with HER cats.
The attack on my family, happened the same day as the whole thing with her cats, and she is so obsessed with the cats, that she has gone out of her way to run around telling people that when I talk about April 10, 2025, I’m talking about HER cats… but, in order to further promote that lie, she also tells people they were MY cats! What the fuck?
You know that Nick guy my mother sleeps around with? The one she broke up his marriage, convinced him to leave his wife and kids down in Mass and move up here to Maine, because she was scamming him… the guy she stole his credit card and went and bought that shed she put on my land, and bought those $2k dogs with, and bought those appliances with, and bought that tractor with, before that Nick guy found out she stole his credit cards? Him.
Did you know, she convinced him that she owned MY land in Old Orchard Beach, and she tried to get him to join her scam, and pretend he was a real estate agent, and my mother and her pimp Nick tried to sell my land last year… and this is not the first time she’s done this.
Did you know, that in 2007, she went to the town hall, pretending to be me, had them divide my land into sections, and then sold one section? That’s why Don Cooliard and his sister have a house in my driveway now… something they built in 2019… and it was when they built the house in 2019, that was when I found out my shit face mother and her jackass whore master Nick, sliced off a peice of my land in 2007 and sold it!
I had no idea they had done it!
That’s the kind of shit faced scum bag scam artist my mother and her fuck buddy Nick are!
But it gets worse.
My mother had 83 cats… eighty three cats.
And she was hiding 113 of them in an apartment owned by this Nick scammer. He found out she had cats in her apartment… guess what day… April 14, 2015. The day before the attack on my farm.
Here’s a thing… did you know there were no locks on the doors of my motorhome? Not one. I bought it February 21, 2012, and first thing I did was took all the locks off, because I have a PTSD phobia of locks, after my mother kept me locked in the room cage thing for 27 years.
And yet… when the vandals showed up with a Blow Brothers sewage truck to fill my motorhome with 500 gallon of raw feces, they had to pry a padlock off the door to get inside. A padlock, that I did not put there.
Do you know how that padlock got there? My mother put it there the night before, when she took HER thirteen cats, and shoved them in my motorhome, without telling me she was doing it… because she had to hide them from Nick.
People often ask, why, I a professional artist whom has had displayed at the Portland Museum of art… don't paint anymore.
It’s because paint supplied are expensive, and 500 gallons of raw human feces not only did $10k in damages to my bedroom, it also destroyed $30k in art materials.
But it gets worse… my mother was two timing Nick with both my father Kenny and her other ex husband Wayne… and on top of that, she was mad at Wayne, so, it turns out, that 7 of those cats were HIS cats, and she had stolen them from HIM…. so not only was she hiding thirteen cats from Nick, but seven of those cats were stolen cats besides!
She put the cats in my motorhome, them, because she is fueding with ALL her whore master fuck buddy men, one of them, the FBI hasn’t figured out which one yet, filled my motorhome with feces out of a Blow Brother’s sewage truck (my cousin Ken Blow is my neighbour, they stole one of his trucks to do it) , and then called the police and told them that the motorhome was HERS, because my mother had been running around telling everybody it was hers, she these guys thought they were pumping sewage into my mother’s bedroom and didn’t know they were pumping sewage into my bedroom.
But, because they DID know that she had put the cats in there, and they were made at both her and Wayne, they thought if they called the police, the police would arrest her and Wayne…
,...however, the gays haters of the local Mormon churches ALSO showed up that same morning, a completely separate incident from the cats, to attack my family, because, earlier that year, I had published a gay Romance novel, called Night of the Screaming Unicorn, and these gay hating church freaks, decided murdering my family was punishment for me publishing a Gay Romance novel.
A fucking five towns worth of police, including a SWAT team showed up… the white robed klan pretenders fled, thep police found the cats, I was left asking “What cats? What are you even talking about?” Later an officer asked me if I knew the cats, and I said, “Yeah, these ones belong to my step father Wayne up in Biddeford and those ones belong to my on the other side of Bideford, how the hell did they get in my motorhome?”
And the court cases people talk about… there where SEVEN different court cases going on all at once, including the Guy Gamon murder trail because he murdered my dog walker who walked my dog when I was sick, which was the big case, that uncovered he was a serial rapist, and went on for several years and included a jury trial.
The murder trail of my family was also going on. Different court case.
And then, my MOTHER had a court case going on with police over the cats, which, in the middle of that, she spun it around, started telling people the cats were mine, and the next thing I knew, there were TWO MORE court cases slapped on me, that I knew nothing about… both an extension of the cat case my mother had going on, because 2 weeks into HER court case about HER cats that SHE hid from Nick in MY motorhome, she had Nick convince the police to switch the case out of her name into my name, because she had convinced Nick that the cats were mine! So all of a sudden, I get this weird court case about HER cats slapped on me, on top of the three murder cases and rape case, that were already going on.
The cat court case lasted less then an hour before the judge threw it out of court, telling some Dan guy that if he ever tried to pull a stunt like this again (apparently he worked for the Old Orchard Beach town hall and had pulled scam court cases to frame disabled women before, because the judge told the Dan guy that this was the 64th bogus case he had done to try to steal land from disabled women in OOB)...... but… the judge was asking me about the cats, and I keep telling him, I don’t know anything about the cats because they were not my cats, they were my mother’s cats, and I still had no clue how they had even gotten in my motorhome in Old Orchard Beach, 14 miles away from Nick’s apartment in Biddeford where they had been for several years before that. Finally the judge asked if someone could get my mother to the court house, and surprisingly she showed up… with Nick of all people… and she boo-hooed to the court about the cats being mine, and my being homeless and living under a tarp (I was still living under the tarp in 2015, but not at the time of the attack… I had just moved in with my dad in Biddeford March 31, 2015 due to I have just come out of intensive surgery and the doctor wanted me to not be sleeping outdoors for the next 6 months because I had intensive amounts of surgery to heal from, so I wasn’t in Old Orchard the day my mother put HER cats in my motorhome and that’s why I had no clue the cats were in there).
Well, the judge got mad at my mother, because it was blatantly obvious to him that the cats were hers, because she was using all the cats’ names, while I didn’t know the cats’ names, and she was describing what they looked like and what breeds and ages they were, while I didn’t know what half the cats looked like, Three of the cats I had never even seen before, and I didn’t know their names. I didn’t know how many cats there were!
The judge outright told my mother to her face that she ought to be ashamed of what she did, framing me and pretending the cats were mine, and he sent the cats to the West Kennebunk Animal Shelter, something we knew right there in the court room, but in order to get pity, and money (my mother started a fund raiser on one of those kickstarter type places) saying she needed to raise money to locate the cats. What the fuck? We knew where the cats were. They were at the West Kennebunk Animal Shelter… she even went there to try to get them back… asked me to drive her there in my car, took Wayne with her because the cats were technically HIS cats that she stole from him… I have the whole thing on video camera, it was livestreamed… she had a big fucking fight with the people at the shelter and they told her they’s arrest her if she ever tried to get near their shelter again.
After that, she built up this weird ass conspiracy that the cats were sent to lots of shelters and foster care… which they probably were., I don’t know… and she went from one animal shelter to the next harassing them.
Meanwhile, her friend Joel Baily hacks my Twitter account and uses it to harass, yet another of my mother’s whore master men that she sluts around with trying to get money out of… some guy named Mark, who I never heard of before, but apparently, he’s been friends with my mother AND my father for some forty odd years, even though I myself had never seen or heard of him before. And yes, the same Joel Bailey from the Saco Ward and Old Orchard Beach town hall who went to prison for hacking the Old Orchard Beach Town Hall bank account and transferring $30MILLION in OOB tax money to members of the Saco Ward church… who it turns out, most of them were the anti-gay attackers in my yard April 10, 2015, which is why 24 members of that church went to prison between 2016 and 2021.
So, I’m still unable to do anything because, you know, still recovering from major spine surgery, because of the golf club attack that murdered my son in 2013, three years earlier, I didn;t have surgery until 2015 and 2016., because of the fucking red tape the USA medical system runs on… here I am, not online at all since November 14, 2013, so I have not yet told anyone about any of the April 10, 2015, and come January 2016, all of a sudden, there’s the Mark guy who crawls out of the woodwork, with yet another court case, this one claiming I was saying stuff on Twittrer about him… and yet, I had never heard of this guy before AND I hadn’t been online since November 14, 2013, so what the fuck? Who the hell is hacking my Twitter account pretending to be me, while harassing this guy I never even heard of before. But by this point FBI Agent Andy Drwer had taken over the whole case, and by June 2016, he found out, yeah,:” it’s your mother’s friends from the Saco Ward church. She’s convinced them the cats were yours and that you need to be punished for animal abuse, that you didn’t even do, by hacking your accounts and framing you” Great. So yet again, my mother and her cat obsession and her Atwater friends, and her Saco ward friends, and her fcck buddies are at the core of all of this, with them once again, putting my name on something I fucking had no part of and didn’t even know anything about! What the fuck!
This court case was ALL livestreamed, you can go watch it on YouTube. The Cat Court case was also live streamed. You can watch that on YouTube too. The murder court cases and the rape court cases, also livestreamed. You can watch them on YouTube too. And then on top of that, was the Too Gay For Old Orchard Beach Court case with the Old Orchard Bach Town Hall… also livestreamed, you can watch that on YouTube as well.
My mother, Nick. all these Saco Ward church people, the Dan guy, the Mark guy, the Gene guy… they are ALL on livestream… the judges, the police officers, the witnesses, the DA, even the FBI agents… all recorded, all livestreamed on Twich, all archived on YouTube, all SEVEN court cases, every day of every trial. You can go watch them all yoursel and see the truth, instead of listening to siller gossip and rumors started by my mother and her Nick buddy trying to cover their asses for trying to steal my land YET AGAIN, via the cats.
But have you ever noticed it is ONLY my mother and Nick talking about the cats in connection to April 10, 2015… do you notice how I never talk about the cats, because… oh look… they were NOT my cats, they were my MOTHER’S cats and that’s why SHE is talking about them?
Did you also notice how, in order to make people believe the cats were mine, that both my mother and Nick, are going out of their way to try to erase the existence of my family that was murdered that same day?
Did you notice how in order to push THEIR cat agenda, my mother and Nick are are doing a major gaslighting move to try to make everyone FORGET what happened two years earlier on November 14, 2013, the day my son was murdered and my spine was broken?
Did you notice how my mother and Nick are trying to use THEIR cats as a slight of hand move, so people wouldn’t see that they DID steal and sell part of my land to Don Colliard in 2007 nd that they tried to sell another section of my land in March 2015… yes, yet another court case which was going on, BEFORE the cats happened, and that the FBI believes my mother and Nick pulled the cat stunt deliberately to try to make people look the other way and forget that she and Nick tried to steal my land only 2 weeks prior to the cat event? Or that she and Nick tried for a THIRD time to steal and sell my land April 2022…
Know the truth.
Those cats were not mine, they never were, and I’m sick and tired of the jack ass fucking animal abuse rumors and lies my mother and Nick are spreading about me… lies that they are spreading ONLY to try to cover up the fact that they were trying to steal my land, to sell my land, so my mother could by some fucking mansion in Kennebunk.
Well guess what… my son is buried on my land, He’s been buried there since November 2013, and it doesn’t matter that there is no house on my land, because my son’s there and I’m never selling it. And my mother and he Nick and Saco Ward and Atwater friends are bunch of fucking scum bags who don’t give a shit about anything but the damned fucking money they think they can get out of my land.
So, we have confirmation that yes, our mail IS being stolen from 146 Portland Ave. As you already know, we have not received mail since May 2022 and it is now March 2023, it's nearly a year. Post office has just been saying "we are short drivers" and has not looked into it... so we went over the heads of the local Old Orchard Beach post office and went to the distribution center, and told the state post master what was going on, they got in touch with our delivery driver, and he has delivered our mail every day, all year, and is baffled because the post office had not alerted him that we were not getting our mail. So, YES, if you live on Portland Ave, in Old Orchard Beach, and have not been receiving mail, and I know most of my neighbors are saying they've not gotten mail in weeks to months, as well, go to the Saco distribution center in the industrial park, and complain there, because tour driver IS delivering daily and has not been missing delivers... all missing mail from Portland Ave is stolen and you need to let them know what mail you have not received to they can get to the bottom of finding who is doing it.
So, while I was at the post office today, seeing how the post office is on the Cascade Road, out here in the Old Orchard Beach section of the Scarbourgh Marsh... I decided to check the family cross, see if the name Todd had been added, seeing how the vandals and shitard harassers can't stop gibbering Todd Murphey this and Todd Murphey that in my driveway, and nope... here it is, https://www.eelkat.com/images/cross.jpg as you can see the only two names are my cousin Timmy Murphy and my uncle Gordon Murphy. No Todd.
You know, I would recommend these shittards take their heads out of their asses, and drive through all the roads of the Scarbourough Marsh. Why?
This cross is one of the more then a hundred crosses in the marsh, which marks the locations of the one hundred and twenty people whom have been beheaded in a four mile radius since June 2001. This cross stand at the Ross Road x Cascade Rd intersection. The Cascade Road, as everyone who watches the local news is aware, is where bulk of the serial killer's attacks have occurred, which is why local news reporters have dubbed the entire case as "The Cascade Murders", officially know to law enforcement as "The Oulette Case".
If you start driving through all the side streets of the Scarbourgh Marsh, you will find there are 120 - one hundred and twenty - of these crosses, some with 5 or more names on them, each marking the location where the the person dubbed by locals as "The Portland Ave serial killer" has murdered 120+ people between June 2001 and February 2021.
For some odd reason, the Sanford Ward LDS church, a church only a 30 minute drive awa from the Scarborough Marsh, is so clueless about the local biome, that they seem to think the ONLY place the Scarborough Marsh exists is across the street from the church owned candy store Len Libby's Chocolates.
Do you recall how people like to dub my land "Etiole's Swamp"... do you know why they do that? Because my land is a literal swamp. It's a peat bog, with more sinking quicksand and 6 foot tall marsh grass, then solid ground. I live IN the Scarbough Marsh, as does EVERYONE on Portland Ave, Ross Road, Pine Point Road, Cascade Road, Walnut Street, East Grand Ave, West Grand Ave, Milliken Mills Rd, and more then 200 - two hundred - other streets in Old Orchard Beach, all of which are located inside the Scarborough Marsh.
The Marsh is not JUST in Scarborough, nor is it just that one quart mile stretch of road across from Len Libby's. The Marsh sits in two countries and five towns, and covers several thousand acres of land... and the Scarborough WalMart and the South Portland Main Mall, both site in the marsh, with both of those mega buildings building on a massive system of concrete pilings to keep them from sinking into the many acres of peat bog that site under each of those buildings.
But do take a drive on the above listed streets in Old Orchard, as well as the following ones in Pine Point: Pine Point Rd, Blue Point Rd, Black Point Rd, Dunstan Corner, Portland Rd aka Rt 1, Payne Rd, and all the little side streets off of each one. In Saco head to Heath St, Jenkins Rd, Flag Pond Rd (stop and see the very real pet cemetery where Stephen King's The Pet Cemetery movie was filmed while you are there), and all their side streets, yes those are in the Scarbourogh Marsh as well... and instead of just blindly driving through the Marsh on your way to work, slow down and start counting the crosses... big white crosses, little white crosses, unpainted wooden crosses, reflector covered orange crosses... see if you can find all one hundred and twenty crosses in the Scarbourogh Marsh... they sit in 5 towns, in 2 counties... and every one of them marks the location of someone who was beheaded by a still uncaught, still actively killing people, serial killer who has plagued the streets in the Portland Ave region of the Scarbough Marsh since June 2001.
But as you can see, it's Timmy Murphy who was beheaded on the Cascade Rd... not Todd Murphy... there's it's cross which has stood there since June 2013.
You know, if these harassers spent more time paying attention to what is going on around them, and less time being self absorbed jerks... they'd know these crosses were here... they'd know, Old Orchard Beach has a serial killer on the lose who has beheaded more then 120 people and left their bodies at cross road intersections all over the marsh... they'd know that this has been going on for 18 years now, and they'd know that my family had been hit by this madman multiple times now, fist killing my cousin Timmy Murphy, then killing my baby and leaving me not only crippled, but also one of only 5 people to live through and survive one of this serial killer's attacks, thus WHY the FBI is so hyper focused on not letting me out of their sight because this killer has a history of not leaving people alive... they'd know that SEVENTEEN families all within a quarter mile section of Portland Ave, between Walnut St and Milekin Miles Rd, 17 families in this space of street, have not only have their families murdered, but their houses bulldozed by a backhoe, and in just those 17 families, in addiction to the dead people, there are also more then FIVE HUNDRED dead pets, including cats, dogs, birds, and horses, every one of which was beheaded and the headless pet hung from rope nooses and draped in trees and porches of the 17 families... something the FBI says is a scene from a Stephen King book, which the serial killer likes to recreate... and then the FBI points out this: each of those 17 families has appeared in The Thinner movie... it's the one common thread for ALL 120+ Scarbourough Marsh killings: every sing victim has somehow been involved in the filming on one of the 14 Stephen King movies which was filmed in Saco, Old Orchard Beach, and Scarboughor back in the 1980s. According to the FBI, EVERY SINGLE ONE of these murders, animal killings, harassments, vandalisms, and hate crimes, can be found in a Stephen King book and this lunatic is recreating "art" in tribute to Stephen King, using the bodies of family members who were involved in the filming of Stephen King's oldest movies.
If these people in the Sanford Ward church would take their heads out of Joesph Smith's ass long enough to look around, they would have known these things were going on, that they were going on to people in their congregation, that several members of their congregation have stopped attended church because they were murdered, that several other members of their congregation no longer attend because like me they are crippled and bed ridden from these attacks, and that 24 members of their congregation no longer attend church because they are in prison for their connections and involvements in these murders.
Heck, these murders have been all over the TV and paper news for 18 years now... you'd think the people of the Saco and Sanford Ward LDS churches - who are the ones in my driveway bitch screaming about Todd Murphey for the past 2 years now - would at least have seen enough TV news or newspaper news... oh look, did you know one of the big name newscasters on TV, someone who has in fact covered the Scarbough Marsh case on TV several times now, is a member of the Sanfard Ward congregation, and even SHE knows what's going on, obviously because she's one of the reporters who keeps showing up to interview all us families who live in in the Scarborough Marsh... so I know not everyone in the Sandford Ward is clueless as to what has been going on in the community round them.... several of these church members are outright screaming, literally screaming from my neighbor's front porch in Biddeford, that they never heard of any of this before... I'm sorry... what the fuck?
The Scarbourough Marsh murders is quite literally the biggest unsolved murder case in all of New England, not just Maine, it's been covered by DateLine, 20/20 and half the crime network tv shows! The fucking planet has heard of it! These people are telling me, literally, while standing on my neighbors front porch and shrieking at the tops of their lungs, that they never heard of this murder case, a murder case I've not stopped talking about for the last 9 years because as of 9 years ago now members of my family have been murdered.. heck, with so many deaths now, it's pretty hard to find any family in the Scarbourough Marsh who DOESN'T have a dead relative killed by this nutjob... and these people, who vandalized our apartment building so bad that the landlord has a repair crew here all of this next upcoming summer... these vandals and hate fueled harassers from the Sandford Ward church, are telling me, that they had no clue any of this was going on?
And worse... y Atwater relatives... they keep showing up and ALSO saying they never heard of this... really? How? I know the FBI has been talking to them about it because they keep showing up in a rage yelling that the FBI was just at their house and it's all my fault and demanding I stop sending the FBI to their house... but I didn't send the FBI to their house, heck, I didn't even know they were related to me, as I never heard of them before they showed up to yell at me, so how the hell do they think I sent the FBI over there? What the fuck?
But also... what the fuck? Family members have been murdered and as far as I know, the FBI is trying to locate every relative to find out if they might have any information about a member of their family being murdered... I mean, if these people really are relatives, like they scream that they are when they are in my yard yelling at me, then, someone in my family being murdered IS ALSO someone in THEIR family being murdered.... and yeah, of course the law enforcement is going to go to every family member and ask for info, that's what law enforcement does, because, they just naturally assume that normal families help each other and WANT to solv a murder that happened in their family.
Which is something FBI Agent Andy Drewer pointed out to me, he said: "The Atware relatives of yours... they're pretty paranoid aren't they? I'm having trouble getting any of them to talk to me. Most slam the door in my face the minute I say I'm with the FBI. They act like they got something to hide. Looks mighty suspicious. Can you think of any reason why any of your uncles might want you dead?" That was the same day he pointed out that his five top suspects for the November 14, 2013 attack were my uncle Bruce, my aunt Barbara, my mother, my father, and Ben. He said he can prove they all knew about the golf club attack, and yet everyone of them is openingly, publicly denying any knowledge of it, and all five of them are doing their most public outspoken, over the top denying it in two places: The Saco Ward LDS Church and the Sandford Ward LDS Church.
And most disturbing of all is this: He says my father was having an affair with a woman named Claire back in the 1970s, and that my father and my mother and Claire and Claire's husband have been feuding since the late 1970s, a fued which goes on to this day... and... that on ALL of my mother's social media accounts, FaceBook, Twitter, Pinterest, everything, are two usernames that show up in her friends' lists: both with the same last name, one using the username Claire while posting a 4 door white truck as her user photo, and the other... wait for it... has the user name: KendraSilvermander".
Yep.
The FBI has found an actual person, a relative, in law of the Atwaters, who goes by the username KendraSilvermander.
Why is this significant?
The people who murdered my son at BugLight Light house art studio at Southern Maine Community College on November 14, 2013, was a blond woman whom the other two called "Claire", a red haired woman who was chanting: "I'm Kendra Silvermander It's my turn to shine, my turn to shine, my turn to shine! I'm Kendra Silvermander It's my turn to shine, my turn to shine, my turn to shine! I'm Kendra Silvermander It's my turn to shine, my turn to shine, my turn to shine! I'm Kendra Silvermander It's my turn to shine, my turn to shine, my turn to shine!..." like she was singing a song... both women looked to be in their 60s, and today a decade later, would now be in their mid-70ish, and were with a large bald man, about 30th, today would be about 40ish, and the 3 of them left in a 4 door white pickup truck.
The odd thing is, people don't talk about themselves in 3rd person limited, but, that's what the red haired woman was doing.... and I've seen her before... she showed up at Westbrook Panera 3 different occasions in 2009 and 2010 and in each of those instances also did the same marching goosestep around, back then carrying a white poodle wearing a purple dragon coat... while again saying "I'm Kendra Silvermander It's my turn to shine, my turn to shine, my turn to shine!" while also bragging that her father owned Saco FunTownSplashtown USA and having a psychotic meltdown screaming" My chair, my chair, my chair, my chair, my chair, my chair, my chair, my chair, my chair, my chair, mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy CHAAAAAAAAAAAAAAIR!" Annalese, the woman sitting next to me, another published author, as thi was a NaNoWriMo writer's meeting, who was the NaNoWriMo Ml of Souther Maine, leaned over and whispered to me "That's Kendra Silvermander, she thinks she's he ML, we try to humor her. She can get rather violent if you don't."
Whoever this red haired woman is, she has a server, mega in need of medical care, mental disorder, appears to be incapable of functioning beyond the mental level of a two year old, and is quite proud of repeating her name as fast as an auctioneer. But, she speaks in 3rd person limited about herself, using us and ours and we to refer to herself, and uses the phrase: "I'm Kendra Silvermander It's my turn to shine, my turn to shine, my turn to shine!" as though it was a period at the end of every sentence. I don't know what sort of a mental disorder she has, but Annelese was right, this woman gets over the top violent, as we quickly saw at Westbrook Panera in 2009, when she started slamming her dog on the table while chanting "My chair", and then quickly lashed out at me, in a mega violent rage of throwing chairs. The restaurant had to drag her out and make her leave.
She repeated this at three different writer's meetings at the Westbrook Panera in 2009 and 2010.
She is the same woman who was ordering/leading/demanding the blond Claire woman's golf club attack at Southern Maine Community college November 14, 2013, murdering my baby and crippling me.
She returned for a 5th attack June 26, 2016, again with the bond Claire woman, this time at Scarborough WalMart, and this time attacking with a shopping cart, this being the attack that caused the inoperable 3 broken vertebrae and the organ and nerve damage which caused my current crippled stat. In this attack, yet again the red haired woman was chanting: "I'm Kendra Silvermander It's my turn to shine, my turn to shine, my turn to shine!" but this time the blond woman was shrieking: "That's EelKat, she tried to kill my husband. That thing is Ken's son, look at how IT's dressed! Kill or be killed! Remember Saco Shaws! No more heads in ice cream! End the gaypocalypse! Kill the transvestite freak! Too Gay for the Family Friendly Town of Old Orchard Beach!" This time instead of driving away in a 4 door white truck driven by a bald man, this time he two women were alone and drove away in a gold Volvo late 1990s vintage suv station wagon.
The usernames now showing up on my mother's social media, and the Atwater relative's social media is significant, because, according the these FBI agents.... those are the exact same Atwaters who are REFUSING to talk to the FBI, slamming the doors in the FBI agents faces, and also, are the most vocal on social media in spreading the alien/UFO/witchcraft/cat rumors about me. And the FBI believes they not only know who the golf club murderer is, they likely were involved in planning the November 14, 2013 attack... and every one of them has been seen with the Sanford Ward LDS Church members who are likewise the biggest defamatory gossipers, running around slandering my name with their lies about witchcraft/curses/aliens/ufos/and cats.
AND... on top of that... they ae the EXACT SAME Atwaters ans Sandford Ward church members whom have spent the last two years bombarding my Biddeford apartment with these same rumors while the vandalize the building, which the landlord now has to spend the summer repairing.
AND... these are the same people who are also claiming, they had no clue these murders were going on in the Scarborough Marsh.
Overall... these people who are denying the events of the Scarborough Marsh murders, while simaltaniously going overboard gibbering lies about me online, are really working overtime at making themselves look like they were involved in the November 14, 2013 murder of my son, and making themselves look tremendously guilty of not only knowing who the killier is, but trying to cover up for the killer, and attempting to gaslight me with their weird alien rumors, in an attempt to make people not see their connection to the killer, that they are trying so very blatently to hide and are only succeeding and shining a mega sized spotlight of suspision on themselves, leaving everyone who is watching them doing it to ask: What the fuck did they do, that they are trying to hide so damned bad, that they are going mega big time slanderfeat screaming about aliens and ufos all over social media, trying to convince people that I believe in aliens and ufos when there are 40+ years of documented evidance of me debuncking aliens and proving their ufo accusations to a be a hoax they created to cover their own asses over a drug raid from 1982? And now they are rearing up their alien accusations again, which again, I can prove to be a hoax, because... what are they trying to cover up THIS time? Last time they rolled out the alien accusations they were trying to blame literal toddlers for the 1982 drug raid, by saying that 4, 5, and 6 year old children saw aliens... 72 people were arrested in the 1982 drug raid... there were no aliens... if anyone was seeing aliens, it was the drug addicted having drug induced hallucinations... and yet, those same drug dealers, now out of prison, are once again pointing to aliens, this time because they are mad that the FBI showed up to ask if they knew anything about the murder of my son.
???
Can I ask, what the fuck does not real, fictional aliens they saw because of drugs, during a 1982 drug raid, what does that have to do with my son being murdered?
And are they really that retarded that they think I control the FBI and tell the FBI what to do? What the fuck? Them coming over here and screaming for me to stop sending the FBI to their house, when I didn’t even know these people were relatives, never heard of them before, and wouldn’t even have had a way t tell the FBI a blooming thing about them at all, just makes them look suspicious, because for one thing: who even are these people? I still don’t know who they are! And for another thing, why do they think I sent the FBI over to them? And again: who are they? There are over 400 Atwaters and I’ve only ever met 7 of them, I don’t know the names or faces of any of the others, I don’t even know all the names or faces of the original 12, so I can’t figure out how they’d think I would know the names or faces of any of the kids, grandkids, or great grandkids of the original 12. What the fuck?
How are the Atwaters so full of themselves that they think I would have one iota of a clue anything about them, when I’ve never met them and I don’t even know their names… and also… why would I care? Tell me that? Do you know any sane person who knows the names of their parents in-laws.
Yes… my parents in-laws… in-laws of in-laws… not even blood relatives, but the aunts, uncles, cousins, grandkids, and great grandkids of in laws of my parents’ in laws… who in their right mind would even know the names of such distant relatives…
You, reading this right now… can you name your parent’s cousins? Do you know the names of your mother’s uncle’s great grand kids? Do you?
Can you see how utterly stupidly ridiculous the Atwaters are being, when they show up here yelling and screaming, and expect that I should know who they are or what the fuck they are talking about:
Newsflash: normal people don’t live in 400 person large family herds.
Normal people don’t live in herds.
Normal people don’t swamp in shark style frenzies in the driveways of distant relatives of your great grand pappies 5th removed cousin of an in-law, either. What the actual fuck?
And on top of everything else, there are Awaters running around screaming that I am vandalising some grave… the grave of a distant relative whom I never heard of before, so I don’t even know where the grave is… when I’m here bedridden and crippled and not even capable of going to visit my own son’s grave because… oh look: I’m crippled and stuck in bed with a broken spine and severed spinal cord for the past nine years!
You know… if you are going to accuse someone of going somewhere to vandalize something, you might want to first make sure that person is not wheelchair bound, bedridden, and crippled for a decade with a broken spine, so unable to even get to the place you are accusing them of going!
Also… since the day my son was murdered, I have a camera running 24/7 so, it’s pretty foolish of you to lie about me when I can not only prove you are lying, I can also prove every time you’ve been screaming in my driveway, because I have you on camera. They didn’t think of that did they? Oh no, of course not, why would they? They were too busy thinking about those aliens and witches they can’t stop gibbering about.
But look at this cross... Do you remember Timmy Murphy? He was the 5 year old with curly black hair, who was also accused of aliens during that 1982 drug raid. They called us The White Monkey Children, because we found Helen Pearly's missing pet white monkey. And the people arrested during the 1982 drug raid, many of them Atwaters, pointed to that white monkey that had escaped from White Animal Farm, a zoo in Old Orchard at the time, they pointed to that white money and called it an alien. Helen Pearly, look her up, is the founder of the Scarbourgh Marsh preserve, an animal preserve that started out with one pet white monkey, and is today, many thousands of acres of protected land known by the name The Scarboughorgh Marsh.
Can you see NOW why the idiots screaming aliens are seen as so damned idiotic?
But can you also see the names on the cross?
https://www.eelkat.com/images/cross.jpg
There were 31 children involved in helping Helen Pearly capture her escaped pet white money.
Drive through the scarborough marsh looking at the names of the beheaded victims on those crosses... 29 of the 31 White Monkey Children are now dead, killed and tossed in the marsh, where 40 years ago, they helped little old lady look for her lost pet albino monkey.
Every one of them accused of being alien abductees; accusations which was screamed ONLY by the drug dealers and drug users of the 1982 drug raid, which took place in the Scarbourough Marsh.
The only people who accuse me of aliens are the people now out of prison, who went to prison because of the 1982 drug raid... a drug raid known to locals as "The 458 Shoot Out" due to one woman screaming "Four! Five! Eight!" in between each time she loaded up her shotgun.
Everybody that has shown up in the marsh since June 2001, has been either one of the now adult White Monkey Children, or one of their children or grandchildren.
EVERY - SINGLE - ONE.
Go to the marsh, look for the crosses. Read the names. My cousin Timmy Murphy's cross is not the only one and if you open your eyes and start looking at the side streets all through the marsh, you'll see one hundred and twenty of these crosses, some with 5 or more names on them. Crosses the entire country has seen on Dateline, 20/20, and dozens of unsolved crime shows... crosses that the Atwarers and their friends at the Sandford Ward church, are right now, this very week, posting all over social media, claiming aren't there, claiming I'm the only one talking about them, when clearly I'm not seeing hoe Dateline and 20/20 are pret big international news shows... and also claiming "Yeah EeelKat's crazy, she believes in aliens" when its extremely well documented my not believing in aliens and my debunking alien abductions as hoaxes... and these same people are also trying to convince people on social media "cats!".... but the cats were my mother's not mine, and my son was murdered November 14, 2013, two years before my mother's cat incident occurred.
These people are making total idiots of themselves, because all any one has to do is look up the new reports about the Scarbourough Marsh murders and the Cascade Murders to see that since June 2001, a LOT of people here in the marsh have been murdered, and originally they were not thought to b connected, but, now it is known that they are.
I wish these crazy ass Atwaters and their weird Todd Murphy obsessed Sanford Ward lunatics and their alien abduction ufo nuts, would leave me and my family alone. I don’t know what their problem is or why they are so obnoxiously hell bent on stalking my family and harassing us like this, but I am getting pretty damned sick of it. I have enough shit to deal with with, oh, I don’t know, half my family being murdered, my son’s killer still being on the loose, 9 years bedridden and still relearning to walk, … I don’t need these fucktards jumping into my life and trying to grab their 15 minutes of fame by tampering with the FBI’s investigation into hunting down my son’s murderer.
Know the truth. The truth will set you free.
The clan homestead is in Old Orchard Beach, about 30 clansmen and their families live in various locations up and down both sides of Portland Ave and the Ross Road.
The bulk of the clan (about 400 people) live in Old Orchard Beach, Saco, and Biddeford, Maine (3 connecting towns covering an area about 14 miles in diameter). These 3 towns are often referred to as: "The Saco Bay Region" as they are the 3 coastal/port towns that are on the Saco Bay itself.
Outsiders (people not from Maine) often refer to all 3 of these towns, combined, simply as "Saco" due to the fact that years ago, all 3 towns were once, one larger city named Saco, before being divided into 3 smaller towns. This thus results in some Stephen King fans refering the us as "The Saco Gypsies" or "The Gypsies of Saco, Maine" this being due to the fact that Stephen King himself refers to us as "Saco Gypsies".
(Saco, rhymes with taco, by the way, for those who asked how to say it.)
Look for the following family names:
If you find a person in any of these towns (Saco, Old Orchard Beach, and Biddeford, Maine) with those last names, there's a 99.9% chance they are one of Stephen King's Thinner Gypsies.
However, due to the onslaught of Stephen King fans since the filming of the movie. MOST members of the clan will adamantly deny being a Gypsy or having any connection to the movie. MOST clansmen are very unhappy with the movie and try to distance themselves from any association with it.
Many of them have gone so far as to not tell any children born since 1994, that they are by race Gypsy, instead pretending to be white and teaching their children to dress and act like white Americans in a massive attempt to bury the truth of their past, and hide any connection they had to Stephen King's Thinner movie. Several have even made the groundbreaking move to sending their children to public schools in their attempt to pretend to be white Americans.
Most Gypsies in the clan born after 1994 have no idea they are Gypsies or that their parents were in the Thinner movie.
Most of the children and babies in the Thinner movie (born 1987 to 1994) have no idea they were in the movie as they've never been told that was what was going on the day the film crew was here.
A large portion of the clan lives in Old Orchard Beach's neighbouring town, Saco. Most of the Saco clansmen and their families live on the Flag Pond road, Lincoln Road, Jenkins Road, and Heath Road (those interconnecting side roads behind FunTown, that go off into vast pastures, ranches, and farms. The bulk of the Saco division of the clan lives in the fields behind Landre's Cow Farm aka Oakhurst Dairy - drive the Flag Pond Road, keeping an eye out for small clumps of RVs parked in the horse pastures and cow fields - you can't miss them, they stick out like sore thumbs).
More of the Saco clansmen live on Milliken Mill Corner, which is in BOTH Saco and Old Orcharch Beach, between the Cascade Road and Portland Ave. Look for a sharp turn off Cascade road, Townson Drive, where sites a tiny A-frame house. ALL the houses AFTER the A-frame are Gypsies, (the Townson Clan) and as you drive through the area, notice the towering chain link fences, stockade fences, and barbed wire... keep driving, don't stop, that's a compound and they are heavily armed. MOST of the amusement park rides and antique cars that were featured in the Thinner movie are parked behind the houses on that street. You'll notice lots of big "tarp tent garages", RVs, campers, motorhomes, big houseboats, carnival concession stands, antique cars, and disassembled fair rides. MOST of the Gypsies who were physically in the movie were the Townsons, though you'll struggle to get any of them to admit it and they'll be fast to put an automatic rifle in your face at the first mention of Stephen King. Drive by, but DO NOT stop and NEVER try to confront them.
Townson Drive ends abruptly at the mill (a big water wheel lumber mill precariously hanging over an ancient dam - the wheel now removed) and suddenly without warning the street name changes to Portland Ave. One of the first things you'll see is a tiny brown house surrounded by neon pink EVERYTHING - fence, rocks, fake flowers... that's my cousin. She's the newborn baby who was in once of the Gypsy scenes in Thinner.
Beside her you'll see a VAST 2 story car garage, horses, Amish looking horse buggies, a pond, lots of big trucks, sings that mention "Mac's Garage", and greenhouse flowers for sale. That's the homestead of the MacDonald clan, who owns the bulk of the property in Old Orchard Beach, owning most of the Portland Ave, many of the businesses around town, and is home to many of Maine's government officials (both local and state).
Keep driving till you get to the crossroad of the Ross Road crossing Portland Ave. The big field is Davis, another of my cousins. The one with 50+ cars and trucks packed into a 1/2 acre lot is Murphey. The one on the other corner, with the Christmas lights up year round in Morris.
Keep going, in about 3 seconds you'll see this:
That's 146 Portland Avenue. The primary homebase camp and yet another of the Thinner movie filming locations.
Stop there...from here you can see the Cyr clan... be sure to wear your bullet proof vest as they'll be shooting at you. They are the single most violent, brutal, and bloody members of the clan. From this angle, look over the top of the pink motorhome to see a tall towering cliff with a huge cement wall, lots of chain link fence, barbed wire, a few dozen GIANT, VICIOUS black dogs snarling and barking fiercely at the fence ready to tear you to shreds, and in the middle of it a blue house with 20,000 port-a-potties lined up behind it.
That's my cousin, town councilman Ken Blow, aka The Port-a-Potty King, owner of Blow Brothers, waste disposal company. Look, then, flee fast, he'll be there shooting back at the Cyrs with his machine gun.
I live right in the crossfire between the two feuders, so all the buildings in my yard are full of bullet holes.
One of the clan kings and his family live in LedgeWood Condos, in Saco, right behind the Dairy Queen across the street from McDonalds and Hannaford.
Hannaford Grocery, for those who didn't know, is in The Thinner movie, and is where the movie crew had set up to film Thinner, as well as where we parked our cars, (including The World's Most Haunted Car aka The Real Christine, which was on set, though I've not seen the movie so I don't know which cars made it into the movie and which were cut out of the final cut,, but it was in the first clips when they filmed) in prep for the filming of the opening scene which was filmed on the turnpike Exit out of Saco into Old Orchard Beach.
More clansmen live in the North Dam Mill district (York Hill, aka Saco River Curse location) of Biddeford, many, many, many more live scattered throughout almost every district of Biddeford, with more then 100 clansmen living in Biddeford.
Clan Queen and medical scam artist, credit card identity theft fraunster Barbi Jean and her clan live in Biddeford's Arundel, where they can frequently be seen in the company of New Life Church's ministry leadership, and their white power, gay-bashing "Too Gay For .....insert anything here....." psycho chants.
The clan Patriarch and chief King, David, and his clansmen (a group of about 300 people) live on a compound in Palmyra, Maine, with more members of their group living in Bangor, the bulk of them living on the side streets all around the Sunoco, so they can monitor Stephen King's every move (a thing they've done since 1997). More of his group lives in Milo, Maine, where the bas compound formerly was until the FBI raided it removing more then a dozen child prostitutes ages 8 to 10 years old.
Our clan has 400+ official/active members, and is made up of multiple smaller clan groups.
I am a half-blood result of two clans combining through marriage.
My father is a Scottish Gypsy from the Allen/ Lewis/ MacDonald/ Ricker/ Blow/ ORooke/ Googings Clan of Old Orchard Beach. (Yes - the Googins of Googin's Rock, the Rickers who founded/settled Old Orchard Beach, the Allen's of Allen's Ave in Portland, the McDonalds of Mac's Garage, and the Blows of Blow Brother #1 in the #2 business port-a-potty-king of New England, fame. We are all the same Gypsy clan, with names changed due to marriage over the years.)
My mother is a Scottish Traveller, 8th daughter of King David Henry Atwater of the Royal Highland Atwater Clan of Nova Scotia. (The Atwater/Hall/Cyr clan)
The Scottish Travellers are also known as:
They are the same Gypsy clan that was marched out of Old Orchard Beach by the Marines in 1963 after the Whitewave fire that burned down 100+ motels in our town. They are known for their outlandish small town takeovers, their wild travelling side show, stunt drivers, side show freaks, bright coloured Gypsy wagons, psychobilly art cars, circus clowns, contortionists, snake carrying Bible thumping tent revival evangelists, and their most famous side show attraction: a 1964 Dodge known as "The World's Most Haunted Car", which Stephen King used as the basis for his movie Christine. Also known as Carny Gypsies, they can be seen in carnivals, state fairs, festivals, and impromptu side/freak shows in all 50 states of the Union, as well as across most of Canada.
Stephen King stated in an interview that he picked this clan in particular because they best fit his "idea" of the "classic Gypsy stereotype" due to their extreme radical, fundamental adherence to "the olde ways."
Many members of the Scottish Traveller clan are polygamists. David Henry had 2 wives. My mom, now single, used to have 2 husbands, my uncle with the most wives has 5 wives, and my aunt with the most husbands, has 8 husbands. There is no female in their clan with fewer than 4 children, most have at least 8 children. The woman with the most pregnancies was 23. The one with the most children to survive childbirth and infancy is 15. All but 2 of the females were married before the age of 16, most being married between the age of 12 and 14. Men in the clan rarely marry before the age of 30. Most couples have a 20 year or more age difference between them.
The Scottish Travellers are frequently seen travelling across America in a HUGE (and heavily armed) caravan of 200 or more cars, trucks, wagons, and motorhomes. Infamous for their illegal squatting tactics, they often find open fields and will set up massive tent villages in a matter of a few hours. Their tents are huge, bigger than most houses, and with around 200 people in their group, it takes them about 3 hours to set up these vast mini-towns of dozens and dozens of tents. Once on your land, they will drive you out of your home. They are armed with machine guns, sawed off shot guns, automatic rifles, pistols, swords, and machetes so if they land in your yard, RUN. They are EXTREMELY dangerous.
After the death of the clan King, several of his sons broke off into smaller clans, each claiming themselves rightful king. David Henry was murdered by one of his daughters's husbands, his body stuffed in the basement, while they continued for several months to collect his social security checks. It took of his other children, using a battering ram to broke into the house then break down the cellar down to find out he'd been dead for months, laying at the foot of the stairs where his son-in-law has tossed him
Without David Henry to keep them in line, most of the older men in the clan (60s and 70s) have now turned on each other, forming several small and violent gangs. These older men, have charismatic evangelical personalities and excel at working their children, grandchildren, and great grand children into fantastical violently bloody frenzies, pitting them against other groups within the clan. The fighting between these small groups has escalated out of control the past 5 years, and has seen many clan members mutilated, one woman having her foot cut off by her own husband, when she refused to side with him against his sister.
(His sister being my mother, and HIM being the one posting the death threats online against my family. 5 Saco police officers witnessed this bloody event and he was arrested and a massive bail posted, which in an interesting turn of events was paid by the feuding siblings who stopped feuding with each other long enough to turn their attacks on the local police force - INCLUDING to now have five members of the clan as members of the Old Orchard Beach and Biddeford Police Departments).
This event occurred February 2015.
Me and my family found out about it when his sister came to me and my parents and siblings demanding we add money to the bail. Me and my parents and siblings refused to do so, saying the bastard belonged in prison after what he did to Doris. Barbie Jean swore she would kill both me and my parents and siblings
. Less than 6 weeks later, was the attack on my motorhome and the kidnapping of my cats. The day after my cats heads were nailed to my door, his sister posted on my FaceBook wall to say: "The next head will be yours."
The majority of the clan has descended into psychotically deranged terrorist groups hell bent on killing each other off in their battle of brother against brother, each fighting for the right to call himself the clan king. In 2013 they reached murderous heights when one sister poisoned her older brother - the one MOST of the clan had accepted as their leader.
As the terrorism continues, more clansmen have been killed in increasingly violent ways. The aunt with 8 husbands, has witness the brutal shooting of her son, and the deaths of not 1, but 2 of her husbands, bringing her now down to only 6 husbands still alive. Since 2014 more than a dozen clansmen (and women) have been killed at the hands of fellow clansmen as the feud continues to grow worse with each passing day.
Since 2001, bitter, violent, brutal, bloody feuding has broken out between clan members. To the point that several members have now ganged together in what is often referred to as "The David and Lucy Clan" or "David's Kids" in a vicious battle against another group who sometimes calls themselves "The Cyr Clan" and other times "The Dutrumble-Cyr Clan". Both of these 2 clans have members who are part of a "church group" they created, which calls itself: "The Loyalist White Knights of the Ku Klux Klan". They's been sending preachers into multiple local churches, most notably The Curtis Lake Church in Sanford and The New Life Church in Biddeford in front of WalMart aka "That Church". The ministers of BOTH churches are high ranking members of his "sub group of the KKK" (which is not affiliated with the REAL KKK and just uses the KKK name). They claim to be a branch of "The Workers of Iniquity Baptist Church of Tennessee". Both ministers are members of the Cyr clan and can frequently be seen around the area preaching anti-gay sentiments, and proclaiming themselves "Family Friendly" by virtue of their all out ban on gays.
Both David's group and the Cyr group are equally deadly, both heavily armed, and both are notorious for kidnapping pets and cutting their heads off, then returning the heads to the pets owners. Since 2014, these 2 rival clans have terrorized 140+ LGBTQ families in the area, kidnapping and killing more than 500 cats and dogs. Starting in 2015, they began leaving cat heads at a local gay-friend grocery store "Saco Shaw's". They are frequently seen driving 4-door white trucks and yelling from the windows: "Kill or be killed, remember Saco Shaws!" Since the most recent of the 4 HUMAN beheading murders to occur at Saco Shaw's, in 2015, there has been a rise of 8 foot tall white crosses showing up in in the front yards of LGBTQ families.
Both David's Group and the Cyr Group, have started a campaign to "clean up the clan" and have been targeting clan members who are LGBTQ themselves or are supporters of LGBTQ-rights and equality. On April 10, 2015 they attacked my family, filling my motorhome with 1,000's of gallons of feces, kidnapping my 14 cats. May 14, 2015 they returned the heads of 2 of those cats. 2 other cats have since been found and returned - one with a missing jaw. The 10 remaining cats are still missing, though photos of 3 of them with their heads beaten in a bloody have been returned and it is unknown if the 10 missing cats are still alive.
May 2017, death threats began being taped to my mom's front door.
June 2017 they arrived in my driveway screaming "Kill or be killed, remember Saco Shaws! All transexuals are alike!"
Terrorist attacks against our family continue... the latest attack on the Gypsies, today a road grader drove 40 feet up my mom's driveway and drove over her car: video interview with full details of what happened here including footage of the car and driveway: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=w9TeXlgnIdM
This is the same house that had 3 death threats, signed by "The Workers of Iniquity Baptist Church of the Ku Klux Klan" put on the front door in April, May, and June of 2017
This is the same family who a bomb blew up their house October 18, 2006 (144 Portland ave, Old Orchard Beach)
This is the same family who a backhoe drove over their house August 8, 2013 (146 Portland Ave Old Orchard Beach)
This is the same family that had their motorhome filled with 1,000s of gallons of feces April 10, 2015
This is the same family, who's cats were kidnapped, the cats' heads cut off, and the cats' heads nailed to their door, May 15, 2015
There are 200+ other similar attacks, such as in November 2016, when my tires were slashed 2 times in 1 week, 7 times in 6 months.
FBI Agent Andy Drewer is investigating these events if you have info to give him, he is out of the Portland FBI Office @ (207) 774-9322
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Also... please note... both the Atwater and Cyr clans are by race and ethnicity Scottish Travellers. But if you question them about their being "Gypsies" or Travellers, they will adamantly deny it. They do not like Americans to know they are Gypsies and go to great extremes to hide their Gypsy blood from the Americans. Bruce and David and Danny DEEPLY dislike police and are gun hoarders. If any officer ends up talking to them, please tell them to approach with caution. I am personally, extremely terrified of uncle David, uncle Bruce, and Aunt Barbara, I have witness their violence on many occasions growing up. All 3 are increadbly violent to their spouses, children, nieces, and nephews.
In 2015... two members of the clan, were arrested. Biddeford BD's EMT Barbara's brother Mervin Bruce and her son Scott. You know "Marshal Scott" of the "Biddeford PB"... if you live in Biddeford you know him. He's NOT a police office. But he wears a STOLEN Biddeford PD uniform and "Marshal Scott" is frequently see knocking on doors and telling people the BiddPD is running a random check on people. While "Marshal Scott" keeps the people at the door, Bruce in climbing in a back window and relieving the family of their valuables.
The Atwaters (sometimes known around Biddeford as "The Bacon Street Gang") are infamous for these types of scams. They frequently, grab some random lost cat flyer, give it to one of the toddlers, and then while the 4 year old bawls her eyes out at the front door Bruce and crew are tossing all their electronics out a back window,
Had anyone who ever meet Marshal Scott ever actually gone to the Bidd PD website, they would have seen that there is no Marshal Scott listed on staff.
In 2015, Bruce and Scott were arrested.
Bruce was arrested by the Saco Police Department for trying to kill Doris. Barbara and their Joey paid his HUGE bail. Joey wired the money from Australia.
Barbara was pissed because no one in our family (me, my parents, and my 3 brothers) put up any bail money. And let loose on FaceBook in a month long frenzied fury of several HUNDRED death threats to me and my mom and my brothers.
Then right after that Scott was arrested for selling drugs. She flipped out again and posted lots of death threats online. Said she was going to have us killed... specifically me and the brother whom she refers to in her FB posts as "that vile gay boy".
A week later, April 10, 2015, someone filled my motor home with feces and put a lock on the door then called police and said motor home was full of guns and drugs. That's why a swat team ripped the door off the motor home then ripped up everything inside cut up ALL the furniture my clothes ripped the walls out. Sliced up all my board games smashed all my stuff. And beat up the cats.
You know Cleo are Kit-Kit dead right? Bela, Dog, and George had their faces smashed in and probably didn't live through it. We got KitKatBar and Rascal back. Did you know Kit is missing half of her jaw. Police officer Chris Creps smashed her face with a cement block...I saw him do it. He was looking for drugs in her face.
In May, cat heads began returning. And that same day, Barbara and Brucie, started sending me death threats saying: "The next one will be your head."
Vicious, horrible death threats, posted on my FaceBook wall, posted by my Aunt Babara: EMT of the Biddeford Police Department.
This is the reality of what drug dealers do. This is what life is like when your aunts, uncles, and cousins are drug dealers.
If you've followed me for any length of time you know my biggest pet peeve is drugs and drug dealers. I grew up with uncles and older cousins who were drug dealers and growers and chemists. The Atwater Clan and the Cyr Clan, used to stand at 144 and 142 Portland Ave all summer long in the 1970s through 1980s shooting at each other over drugs.
In 1983, I discovered they had planted acres of marihuana on and behind my land. At the time it was Maine's biggest drug raid. $3million of drugs were confiscated by the Old Orchard Beach police that day. And ever since then, my life has been and endless string of violence, pet murder, house bombs, and vandalism at the hands of my uncles, their children, and their friends.
I HATE drug dealers.
It why I write a main character in my novel who is on drugs... to show readers what a life on drugs is REALLY like. You never know up from down, left from right. You spend more hours asleep then awake. Become an easy target for rapist, and spend an inordinate amount of your days puking your guts out.
I've seen what drugs do, those sought after short lived highs, followed by the very long, deep crashing downs...and the criminals you'll have invading your life, terrorizing your family, murdering your pets... I'm crippled for the rest of my life... for what? Their lust for money?
Money at the expense of lives is useless.
I hate drug dealers, and you wonder why? Look at what they do to my cars, my motorhome, my pets.... and me! I'm crippled for the rest of my life because of these jackass drug dealers I have the misfortune of being related to.
Why do I hate drug dealers?
Let's count the reasons...
Did you know, that just before my motorhome and cats were attacked, my cousin Scott went to prison for selling drugs at the Scarborough Downs Race Track? And his mother Barbie Jean (who is also his supplier) was pissed.... and her older brother, David, has a history of filling houses with feces and putting cat heads on wooden stakes? Is it any coincidence that my cats were beheaded and my motorhome filled with feces, days after Scott went to prison?
What about David's daughter Yvonne, the gun hoarding member of the Ku Klux Klan in Mississippi? Or Yvonne's brother Shem, also claims to be a proud KKK member.... is any surprise that a Ku Klux Klan cross was left in my yard, after a bomb blew up my house?
Or what about David's brother, the deranged UFO crazy, gibbering psychopath lunatic Mervin Bruce, who claims to be a member of Heaven's Gate and MUFON spends his days waiting for God to come riding in on Comet Wormwood to take him to Planet Kolob and runs around talking about aliens, brags to being a cannibal, and running around Southern Maine, claiming that my elderly disfigured next door neighbour is an damned amphibious aliens and refuses to believe he is human no matter what you say. Does any sane person believe in either aliens or demons or haunted cars?
It's my uncles, aunt, and cousins, who you meet locally running around the area, screaming "Transvestite Freak", and accusing me, a straight white cis-female, of being a non-white, gay, transesuxal.
It's my uncles, aunt, and cousins, who you meet locally running around the area, donning white hoods and pretending to be Ku Klux Klan. They don't even know what the KKK is!
Did you know, the Flamboyant Nipples website.... has very detailed information about my land... my garden... and a particular item sitting in it, that has never been mentioned online, can not be seen, from anyplace more than 3 feet from it, and was only put in my garden in 2015... meaning whoever wrote that horrible Flamboyant Nipple website... is a relative of mine... someone who's been in my yard?
Yeah. One of my uncles, my aunt, or one of my cousins wrote that KKK promoting, gay hating website, full of death threats aimed at the LGBTQ community of Old Orchard Beach. I wonder... which one could it be, who claims to be a member of the KKK and spews her hate for gay men on her FaceBook wall, every single day...Yvonne and Shem.
Even the infamous and mysterious Kendra Silvermander... uses that same strange term, that only David's children ever use: "The Loyalist White Knights of the Ku Klux Klan"... Notice the term they use is, "Loyalist" not "Loyal". Google it, find out the difference. No reason to think this vicious, violent Kendra woman who crippled me is any one other than yet another of David's violent daughters.
Interestingly, Kendra makes the claim to be "a member of the Loyalist White Knights of the Ku Klux Klan"... this is a VERY important bit of information. Why? Because there is NO SUCH GROUP affiliated with the Ku Klux Klan. The real group is called "The Loyal white Knights of the Ku Klux Klan" and they are a very peaceful group - NOT the extreme radicals that most people think they are. They keep to themselves and are a branch of the Baptist Church (yes, the REAL: kkk is a religious church group) they have their own "pope" figure, and they believe that only "the pure" (aka white skinned) can enter Heaven. They believe it is a sin to hurt anyone and are EXTREMELY non violent. Like the Amish, they separate themselves from others, living in communities free of non-whites. Here in Maine, most of them can be found in Kennebunk, Kennebunkport, Ocean Park, and Cape Porpoise. Each of these towns is 90% white, with Ocean Park being a full 100% white and having town ordinances in place making it illegal to sell property to non-whites. I have friends, who live in Kennebunk, who are members of the REAL Ku Klux Klan, including my boyfriend and his family, and that's why I know the difference between the ACTUAL group, and the renegade terrorists who dress up like them and do shit in their name.
The group that calls themselves "The Loyalist White Knights" was founded by my cousins Shem Atwater and Yvonne Johnson, and a local Tommy Bryant who lives on my street. It is NOT an official branch of the Ku Klux Klan, and is rather a renegade radical group, that sports swastika arm bands, greats each other with "heil Hitler", brandishes Confederate flags, also say they are by political party members of the Nazi Party. Near as I can tell the group consists of about 12 families and is fewer then 100 members. For some reason, they all drive 4-door-white trucks, though I do not know what the logic is behind this.
The group is very local and does not exist outside of Southern Maine. They mostly follow a list of rules that were written up by my Uncle David Atwater (Richard Merlin's older brother). In the 1970s, they called themselves "A Division of Heaven's Gate". They changed the name to "The Loyalist White Knights" in 1997 after the infamous Heaven's Gate Murder Suicide that killed 39 people. It is unknown if they were ACTUAL Heaven's Gate members or if they just called themselves that. Most members of this group are illegal aliens from Nova Scotia and do not have American citizenship. They claim to be a "sovereign nation" and say they are "bound to no laws, no government, but our own".
I born into and grew up with this group, and escaped it in 2003 because I wanted no part of what I saw as nothing but a group of insane mindless drones blindly following a raving lunatic. If you tell them they are mindless and following David blindly, they smile and proudly say: "I know, we are his sheep, he is our shepherd, he is steering us on the path to righteousness and glory." They then start rambling nonsense about "trumps of jubilee", "armageddon" "comet wormwood" "planet kolob" and quoting Book of Mormon and Bible verses. They also claim that God is an alien, alien abductions are demon attacks, and obsessively stockpile guns because they claim God will "sound the trump" and they will be his army during the "Third World War".
I am so sick and tired of my uncles, my aunt, my cousins, their conspiracy theories, their violence, their paranoias, their alien obsessions, and their damned drugs. If they'd get off the damned drugs they wouldn't spend their days gibbering madness about aliens and demons living my car! They are the stupid damned freaks running around telling everyone my car is haunted... AND... they are the ones who cut it in half while claiming they were killing a demon!
They believe in aliens and demons... that ought to tell you how badly drugs have fried their brains. You're making idiots of yourselves with your stupid imaginary aliens and your pillow cases over your heads.
THAT is what drugs do to you. Drugs make you go insane. You start calling a crippled man an alien and claiming demons live in cars and sit around waiting for god to ride in on a frigging comet!
By their fruits, ye shall know then, for no good thing, springs forth from a corrupt root. You hide behind your Bibles, squatting hatred for every race and religion, but you're too busy with your guns and drugs to even know what your Bible says.
If they want to be crazy drug addicts... FINE!... but go do it somewhere else! Get the hell out of my life! Leave me and my family alone! The drugs are turning you jackasses into raving lunatics. Look at what you did to my house... you blew it up with a bomb! You cut my car in half! You spread lies and rumours saying my car is haunted, you got your heads so far up your drug addled asses that you think my neighbour is an alien. You filled my motorhome with feces! Then you bastards cut off my cats heads!
What is wrong with you?
Yes... I know, the Old Orchard Beach police took all your precious drugs waaaaaaay back in 1983.... and you know what... that had nothing to do with me...I'm not the one who found the drugs or called the police. I wasn't old enough to even dial a damned phone, let know what drugs were. Did you ever get your heads out of your asses long enough to even think about that?
As for Scott going to prison in 2015... I haven't seen Scott since I was 10 years old. I haven't seen him in 40 years! He was in prison for 6 months before I even knew he was living in Maine. I don't know who turned him in, but it wasn't me. I haven't had contact with ANY of you in decades. The only time I ever hear about your damned drug dealings, is when you idiots show up in my yard and shart smashing things and accusing me of turning you bastards in! Whoever it is turning you all in one by one... it's one of your own people, someone who actually knows what you are doing. So stop harassing me and start looking for your mole in your own inner circle. You have a brain, why don't you get off the drugs long enough to use it.
The FBI first arrived in the late 1980s, around 1987. Looking for a baby and Uncle Joey. They told us he was kidnapping healthy, white, American babies and selling them overseas. They suspected he was on his way to Australia. He was on his way to Australia and they had just missed him by 2 hours - he had just left the Portland Jetport just before they knocked on the door.
At that point I didn't know the clan was nothing more then a gang of drug dealing criminals. The FBI were focusing solely on Joey and getting back the baby he had just taken illegally out of the country. The FBI got the baby back a few weeks later, but was unable to bring Uncle Joey back from Australia - something about a law, that made them unable to arrest him as long as he stayed in Australia. He is still in Australia today in 2017, unable to leave because as soon as he does he will get life in prison.
And so, until recently, we thought it was just Joey the FBI was after, just Joey who was a criminal... we didn't know that Uncle David and his roving band of gun hoarders were known by the Colorado State police as "The Scottish Traveller Crime Family of America", that the bulk of the clan travelled the country running every scam you could imagine, that more than a dozen on my cousins had served prison time before they reached the age of 16, or that by 1996 my uncles were considered by the FBI as "3rd most wanted crime family in the country".
We did know about the child abuse.
We were abused.
A lot.
We know the face of evil and it's name is Atwater.
Cruel.
Cold.
Uncaring.
Heartless.
Religion crazed.
Money hungry bastards.
That's all the Atwaters are.
It was my uncle David, Richard Merlin, and Mervin Bruce, and their sister Barbara Jean who kept me locked up in this room my entire childhood, my teen years, and my young adult years, until I escaped when I was 31 years old...
(Even more photos and full details of the room can be found here.)
The room with ledge and dirt floor, cracks between the roof boards an inch wide, that kept out neither snow nor rain. Windows boarded up from the outside, and a door with more then a dozen padlocks.
I escaped in 2003... ran, bleeding, gushing blood from yet another miscarriage (full details here) to the nearest doctor... first doctor I could find... on Saco Avenue, in Old Orchard Beach... February 2003, First Care Health Clinic.
Who in Maine, remember's THAT doctor's office?
He sent the Department of Human Services...
7 days later he was dead. A bomb blew up his doctor's office.
The Atwater and Cyr clans, were THAT desperate to keep that room hidden from the world.
But the Department of Health and Human Service came back in 2006...
October 18, 2006... a bomb blew up the house, a bomb that was left in the doorway of that room, to destroy it's existence.
I may not have known about your drugs... but I knew about your selling children as sex slaves to high priests of the Portland, Cape Elizabeth, and Saco Wards of The Church of Jesus Christ of Latter Day Saints. Then beating said children to kill any unwanted babies that came from it. I had the first of my 7 miscarriages at 14 years old, remember?
I was locked in that room when I was 8 years old. Days after Grammy Helen died. Days after her funeral. I was removed from public school, and locked in that room, for just under 30 years. Only let out on Sundays to attend church with the clan, and not allowed to speak. Told to be mute or die.
Grammy Helen died days after the big drug raid. At 862 Portland Ave, now renumbered to 146 Portland Ave. I was removed from the Loranger School, days after the drug raid. I was locked in that room, days after the drug raid.
I was 8 years old, when the drug raid happened, and for sme unknown reason, I'm the one they blamed and I've never known why.
Since escaping the clan in 2003, I've been trying to get a police officer to listen to what was done to me, by these monsters, my uncles David, Bruce, and Richard Merlin, and the worst one of all: Aunt Barbara.
I've yet to find a police officer, who will file a report of ANY complaint I have EVER made. EVER. Not once. I didn't know - members of the clan, worked at both Old Orchard Beach and Biddeford Police Departments. I only just recently found that out.
I didn't even know about your drugs until you started accusing me of snitching on you. Think about it... I'm a hermit. I don't have contact with anyone. How would I know what YOU do in Wyoming, Colorado, Utah, Nevada, Illinois, or Florida... when I've never left the state of Maine. Only someone who works with you making the drugs knew you were making the drugs. Only someone helping you grow the drugs, knew you planted them, only someone helping you sell your drugs, knows when and where you sell them. And that's certainly not me. If you hadn't invaded my land screaming and yelling about drugs, I wouldn't even have known. You keep calling me a whistle blower to your operation, but, only person I ever turned in was Jim Thomas, and that wasn't for drugs... he was embezzling money from the town hall and bragging about it in church. And in 2007, I hadn't yet learned about the existence of either 911 or cell phones. I didn't call anyone. A female FBI agent arrived in my yard day, came up to the tent, and interviewed me, about a construction crew that was trying to put a condominium on my land illegally.
I hadn't heard from the FBI again until July 2016, when Agent Andy Drewer showed up... asking about YOU and your 4 door white truck. Do you know who contacted the FBI? WalMart, because decided it'd fun to build a bomb... for the 5th time.
I don't know how you creeps got it into your heads, that it I who was turning you in. Perhaps it's that paranoia your drugs induce in you when you take them? Ever think of that? Your vicious violent attacks are stupid and pointless. And according to EVERY ONE of you... you always say "but Babra told me that you..." You do realize I was 4 years old last time I actually spoke to Barbara, right? And the last time I saw her, she was in the hospital, pulling the plugs out of the wall, for the machines that were keeping my father alive while he was in a coma, because she was trying to get at the morphine drip bags in his iv....apparently those go for a lot of money at Scarborough Downs Race Track and killing my father was worth an antique Monte Carlo, that she planned to trade the morphine for.
I'm am just so absolutely disgusted with every one of you. I disowned myself from drug dealer "clan". You can take you so called "Royal Highland Atwater Clan of Nova Scotia" and head back up to Canada, you know, where your illegal alien asses belong anyways. I don't care how much you want to chant you "Gypsy Creed" or "Family Over everything"... you don't know what family is. Families are people you love and care about. Not slave you beat into submission to do your drug deals for you. It's no wonder the locals nicknamed you the "Scottish Mafia". I left the clan decades ago. Deal it with it and leave me and my family alone. I'm not a part of your damned "sovereign nation". And you are not a sovereign nation! Again, that's the drugs messing with your heads. If you'd get off them once in a while, you'd see that.
Here is a list of the Atwater Clan members who have left death threats on my FaceBook wall regarding Scott's arrest:
Shannon Atwater or Chelle Atwater are the ones suspected of being Kendra Silvermander's real identity.
NOTE: The 2 FaceBook accounts with "Doris Atwater" on the name, are NOT Doris Atwater's accounts. Both of them, and alternate accounts of her husband Mervin Bruce Atwater....
So ALL 3 of these accounts are the same person:
Also NOTE: The account that says this name:
is NOT her account, but rather her husband David Atwater's account. He uses her name on his account. (He's the "Clan Patriarch"/"Gypsy King" of "The Royal Highland Atwater Family" (as they call themselves)
As for:
He is a professional hacker. Works for a security company, hacking businesses at request of the business to prove their security system can not be hacked. In 2007, 2010, and 2014 he hacked all of my online accounts. He is also known as "The Kboard's Hacker". He is a member of the Cyr Clan and is frequently hired by the Atwater Clan. In 2011 he went to prison after he was hired by Cyr clan's scam artist Jim Thomas (at the time he was also Old Orchard Beach's town manager). Jim Thomas and Dan Kenning (Saco LDS Bishop) hired Joel Bailey to hack the Old Orchard Beach Town Hall's bank account. $3 million in tax funds were embezzled from the town' tax funds. $36,000 was found in Joel Bailey's bank account. Joel Bailey was sent to prison for hacking more then a dozen business bank accounts in Saco and Old Orchard Beach.
Joel Bailey brags of being "a self diagnosed Aspie" and claims to have an IQ that "rival's Einstein". When he was arrested, he was found to be the leader of a "Polygamy Cult" (as the police called it) that was petitioning to legalize polygamy in the United States. He managed several web sites promoting polygamy. Among his possessions the police found he had a list of his "Next 10 wizes". All 10 of these women were published authors and members of Kboards Forum, all of them had been published in "The KBoards Anthology" and all o them wrote Monster Porn Erotica. My name was on that list, with him claiming I was to be "wife #3".
Joel Bailey's ACTUAL wife, Mary Bailey, arrived at my dad's apartment to use a brick to smash all the windows out of his truck. She is frequently seen with a blond woman:
And is suspected of being the instigator who works Kendra Silvermander into her violent frenzies.
In 2010 Mary Bailey was institutionalized after the attempted murder of her 3 year old baby, whom she suffocated with a pillow.
Throughout 2007 to 20110, a navy blue mini-van with Maine plates "weasley" was sighted by my neighbours at 142 on more then a dozen occasions, as being the one leaving the 2x4 full of hundreds of nails across the end of my driveway each night. Police identified the owner of this car as being Mary Bailey.
This group of women attacked me on December 24, 2016, when we were selling the very same truck (selling it due to the fact we could not afford to repair it after the monstrous amount of damages these women seen attacking in this video, had done to it in their previous attack) (they attack, 3 minutes into the video):
Also please note that Barbara (drug dealer Scott's mother, and also his supplier) works for the Biddeford Police Department as an EMT and spends hours hanging out at Biddeford McDonald's doing nothing but hanging around the restrooms in the back hall and never buying anything.
No. I wasn't telling the police about you and your drugs, because I didn't know about them, so how could I have?
I'm minding my own business, trying to run an author website and write novels about Elves, not even thinking about any one of you, and you all come barreling in here vandalising everything and disrupting my life for no damned reason at all!
I WASN'T talking about you BEFORE you put a bomb in my house, drove a backhoe over my next house, filled my motorhome with feces and cut my cats heads off. And if you HADN'T done those things I never would have started talking about you, because I had no damned reason to.
This site contains daily blogs & vlogs of every event of every day of my life from 2003 til today.
If you are in my life, you are on this site - your name, your face, and probably your home address.
If you don't want to be on this site, then get your ass the fuck out of my life.
If you're harassing me or my family, you're here a lot, and if you don't want anyone to know about it, then don't do it!
And if you do it to me... you can be certain the whole world will know, because I WILL tell EVERYONE.
You want me to stop talking about you? You should have thought of THAT BEFORE you built that bomb, BEFORE you cut my cats heads off. Because I wasn't talking about you BEFORE you did those things.
I don't know who was talking about you before, whoever it was, when you blamed me for it you blamed the wrong damned person and I am sure as hell gonna talk about you now, because my personal life is the ONLY thing I ever talk about and you entered my personal life when you started viciously and violently attack me for no damned reason, other then your own stupid paranoia.
You put a bomb in my house for no damned reason. I'm crippled for the rest of my life, because you're paranoid, drug addicted jackasses. My car is chopped up and piled in pieces, because drugs made you think it was a demon. You filled my motorhome with feces and cut my cats's off, because one of YOU, put Scott in prison. I don't know who turned your best dealers in...
...but I do know, that BECAUSE you put a bomb in my house, BECAUSE you beat me up and tried to kill me, BECAUSE you filled my motorhome with feces, BECAUSE you cut my cats heads off... now I AM telling the police about you... I wasn't before and if you hadn't attacked I wouldn't be now.
You bragged that you could "buy the police"...
Yes... I'm starting to see that YOU are able to buy the Old Orchard Beach and Biddeford police. Yes, you have proved you could. But can you buy EVERY police department in ALL 50 states? You better start trying, because after what happened today, I'm now contacting EVERY single police department, of every single county, of every single state, in the United States of America.... I still believe good police officers exist... ones who can't be bought by "royal" drug dealers. Sooner or later, I'm gonna find an honest cop, that you can't buy.
I've always seen the police as my friends... the people you go to for help from the evil bastards of the world... my father was a firemen. I practically lived at the police station in my toddler years. Sit there on the fire trucks. Talk to Adam and The Babe and Bruce Savoy and Chucky Granger, still a young pup officer back then. Not yet state trooper. I got another uncle, who's a retired Biddeford police officer.
I've always seen the police as my friends... the people you go to for help from the evil bastards of the world...
Until they did this...
And this...
Because of your filthy, lied filled, false complaints.
You ragged you could buy the police and make them do anything. You called the police your "little puppets". Well, you've certainly proved that.
Who the hell can you trust, if you can't trust the police any more?
This is an outrage!
They wouldn't even open a damned investigation!
Just like they didn't open an investigation when a bomb blew up my house... or when vandals filled my motorhome with 1,000 of gallons of feces.... or when vandals cut off my cats heads and nailed them to my door! Cats, that were last seen, in the custody of an Old Orchard Beach Police officer.
Or how about September 2017, when my car was smashed up?
What has happened to the police around here?
Apparently long gone are the days of Adam, Bruce Savoy, Chucky Granger, and the Babe... the officers who took $3million in drugs out of my yard in 1983.
Where are the good police officers these days? The ones who say NO to drugs and drug dealers.
I'm losing faith in the ability of the Maine police force to do anything to help anyone anymore.
You bragged that you could "buy the police"...
Yes... I'm starting to see that YOU are able to buy the Old Orchard Beach and Biddeford police. Yes, you have proved you could.
But you know what... you can't buy the FBI.
This is wrong.
You know it is.
Old Orchard Beach, Biddeford, and Saco have a serious drug problem. Look at the news. 637 teens have died in these towns, just this year alone. Are you gonna wait and do nothing? 637 teens in York County, dead from heroin just in the summer of 2017. Maine's a small state... those are the death caused by 1 drug, in 1 town, and ONLY teenagers. The total of ALL drugs, in ALL towns, ad ALL age groups, is much, much higher. Don't wait for another child to die. Do something now to stand up to this problem.
We need to get the damned drug dealers out of our town and out of our state. Without the the damned dealers supplying the drugs, things like this couldn't happen in the first place.
You protect the guilty, when you hide the truth.
And now you want to HIDE this fact from the world?
Sweep it under the rug?
Pretend it never happened?
You should have thought of that before you tried to kill me by putting a bomb in my house.
You should have thought of that before you attacked me at college and palized me for 5 months, left me 18 months relearning to walk, left me crippled for the rest of my life.
You should have thought of that before you cut my car in half.
You should have thought of that before you drove a backhoe over my house.
You should have thought of that before you filled my motorhome with feces.
You should have thought of that before you cut my cats heads off.
You didn't think about it ahead of time because didn't think I'd live through the bomb.
You didn't think before the attack at college, because you left me for dead and didn't expect me to recover.
If you hide the truth, you let the bullies win.
As long as they think the world doesn't know what they are doing, they will continue to do it.
The only way to stop these people is to tell the world what they have done and shame their asses out of my life. They won't leave us alone otherwise.
As long as they think they can get away with these things, they will continue to do them.
Here's something to think about: if you are doing something you don't wat the world to know about, maybe you should just not do it. Then you won't have to worry about about anyone finding out.
Your other victims may lay down and let you walk over them, but I won't.
Your other victims are too scared of you to stand up to you, but I'm not.
I REFUSE to be your victim!
You have no idea how badly my family has been traumatized. You can't even begin to imagine the hell these bastards have put us through, year after year after year after year...
We just want it to stop. We want these people to leave us alone. We want them out of our lives.
Do you have any idea what Gypsy culture is like? How hard it is to escape? Uncle David Atwater, the clan Patriarch, the damned "Gypsy King". He is no king, I spit on him. He's just a dominate jackass with a pumped up ego. A violent cat murdering, wife beating, child abuser. Crowned himself king over his brothers and sister because he's the oldest of 12 siblings and according to him, somewhere in the Bible it supposedly says, being the oldest of 12 makes him a king. The man's off his freaking rocker.
His brother Mervin Bruce Atwater, and all his damned aliens and ufos. Have you ever meet Mervin Bruce? If you live in Biddeford you probably have. Every one in Biddeford knows him. Biddeford's wild conspiracy theorist. Do you know he believes my next door neighbour in Old Orchard Beach here, is an alien? Etiole. A French, Jewish Holocaust survivor. He's all scared up and disfigured. My uncle runs around calling him "The Amphibious Alien". In 2007 my uncle went to damned MUFOn and sent 30,000 psychobilly ufo nuts like himself tramping all over my yard, destroying my crops, claiming they were trying to catch a damned alien. Running around my yard looking for ufos and traumatizing my already traumatised neighbour. Bruce runs around claiming to be a member of Heaven's Gate. He tells people there is a demon living in my car! He calls it "The World's Most Haunted Car". The man's freaking insane!
And their bastard drug dealer sister Barbara Jean Atwater Martel Jurgen Piece Portillo. Keeps showing up and bothering me and my family at work. Especially Barbara. Macys, Hallmark, WalMart, McDonald's... it doesn't matter where we work or which family member, she does it to every damned one of us. Stands around the restrooms. Never buys anything. Tries to sneak out back. Keeps trying to disturb us while we're working and if we ignores her she starts disturbing the other workers instead. Her son Scott pretends to be a Biddeford police officer. Calls himself "Marshal Scott". Sells drugs at Scarborough Downs. She run a medical scam. Raises tens of thousands of dollars online, claiming it's for this or that surgery, them uses it to by motorcycles, skidoos, and took a $22,000 cruise to the Philippines with it. She has 5 bank accounts in Switzerland that is where she put the rest of the medical scam money. I found out about it because after I was crippled, she tried to get me to do it with her. Said she could make so much more money if she had a real crippled person on her site. I refused, so she went and bought herself leg braces and a walker and now pretends to have the injury that I really actually do have. She's nothing but a sick minded disgusting scam artist.
Do you know that by the time Barbie's son Mike was 3 years old he had more then 20 maxed out credit cards in his name?
Did you know that when I escaped the clan.... the social worker was trying to teach me how to count and use money and one of the things they did was get a copy of my credit report to teach me how to read it... and it had 27 credit cards on it, EACH of them with an EXCESS of $20,000 dollars in debt on them? I'd never even hear of a credit card before. I didn't know what the social worker was talking about.
It has since been found that more then 40 of Barbie Jeans neices and nephews have discovered $200,000+ in credit card debt, for credit cards they never owned?
Ever wondered how Barbie Jean pays for her monthly world cruise trips? From fraudulent credit cards she takes out in the names of her nieces and nephews. Since the 1980s Barbie Jeans has taken ut multiple millions of dollars in credit cards, she fraudulently took out in the names of her nieces and nephews.
Then there's Uncle Joey Atwater. He's in Australia. He's the reason for the FBI investigation. Human trafficking. Was kidnapping white American babies and selling them overseas. FBI got the babies back to their mums, but uncle Joey fled on the first plane out of the country, and that took him to Australia. He's the one the FBI is here for. He's the reason the FBI investigation got started. Now the FBI is still here, trying to take down the whole clan.
FBI is looking to take down a very big crime family, any leads they can get... so ANYTHING that happens to my or any of my family IMMEDIATELY gets reported to the FBI no matter how small, because... like I said, you don't know what we escaped from and why, you have no idea what the Atwaters and Cyrs are like. They are two very "old school" Gypsy clans banded together into one very big group, and most of them are criminals.
Do you have any idea how tiring it is having to be interviewed by FBI agents every freaking five years? Over and over and over again. And it's never the same agent, and each new agent never had any info of the previous agent, so we end up answering the same questions all over again. It is so annoying that my uncles can't stay out of their damned criminal crime life and everyone around them end up dragged into it.
I know there is a lot of stereotype about us Gypsies and crime, but the fact remains, those stereotyped got started for a reason. Because while for a lot of us, it's not true, there are those Gypsies out there, like my uncles who ARE like the stereotype.
They are very bad people. Our Uncles are evil incarnate and their sister Barbara is worst gutter scum of them all.
Me and my family, we just wanted to leave the clan and be done with it. Never look back. Never see them again. We had no idea they'd react like this. Following us and hounding us and making our lives hell at every turn. I suppose we should have realized what they were like. But no one ever tried to escape the clan before. And now I fear... seeing what they have done to us, me and my family, I fear, no one else will dare try to escape again.
And THAT is what this page on my website is about.
We left the clan in 2003. We want no part of them. My family and me. We want to live our lives and forget we have grew up in that hell. We want to forget we were ever related to them. But they hound us and harass us to no end. They say we are family and family doesn't leave. They don't know what a family is. All they know is how to control and dominate. Neither me nor my siblings were allowed to go to school. We got beaten up if we tried. We were not allowed to have jobs. We were not allowed to go outside. Half the time we were not allowed to eat. Most of our lives were spent locked in a room that had dirt floors and one wide cracks between the boards that let snow and rain in through the walls.
LOOK AT THE DAMNED PICTURES OF THE ROOM THEY KEPT US LOCKED IN!
31 years. That's how long they kept me in that room.
31 DAMNED YEARS!
I was 37 years old before I got a driver's license. They wouldn't even allow that.
When people on the outside started to find out about the room, the blew up not only the room itself, but also the doctor in his doctor's office... the doctor who started the investigation into the room.
They MURDERED him to hide that room.
No bed, no floor boards, crumbling walls, boarded up windows, no shingles on the roof, and one inch wide spaces between the ceiling boards letting rain and snow in year round.
THIS is the room they kept me locked up in for 31 years.
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Information about the attack on me at my dad's apartment this week and injuries from it:
https://youtu.be/lQkuNa9ivq8
https://youtu.be/cg0mk5PgM4E
https://youtu.be/lqjdOLstXXQ
Information about the room the bomb was put in October 2006, and including photos of the room and WHY they were trying to hide it (note, the doctor who is mentioned, is now dead, he died in the bomb that blew up his office the week after he saw the room)
https://youtu.be/s0s1RadSu7o
https://youtu.be/v8rgTU-4Wak
Please make them stop these attacks. They are becoming increasingly more violent.
Also, the red haired woman who calls herself "Kendra Silvermander"... my mom has a friend on Twitter, FaceBook, and Pinterest with that name. This woman appears to be a friend of my mothers, and is possibly one of her nieces or niece-in-laws.
The names of the my mother's brothers mentioned in the videos are:
David Atwater - wanted in Colorado, Wyoming, Utah, and Nevada for hoarding guns, militia takeover attempts of small towns, and selling pre-teen girls for sex; sells german shepherd dog meat as steaks; nails cat heads to the doors of his "enemies", uses outhouses so he can store sewerage for dumping on the beds of his enemies; is a very radical fundamentalist Mormon, 2 of his children (Yvonne and Shem) are the founders of a small fringe group that calls themselves "The Loyalist White Knights of the Ku Klux Klan" and they await word from god to start the 3rd world war by killing the gays in something they call "The Gay-pocalypse"; Uncle David moves across the country in a large caravan of about 200 men women and children, heavily armed; he's an extreme evangelical minister able to work his group into violent frenzies; is the clan's "Patriarch" and is often referred to as "The King of the Gypsies"; is the leader of a group that calls themselves "The Royal Highland Atwater Clan of Nova Scotia". In New England most non-Gypsies refer to his group as "The Scottish Mafia" in the midWest, law enforcement refer to them as "The Scottish Traveller Crime Family of America". Colorado State Police has them listed as "Colorado's #1 Most Wanted Criminals".
Joseph Atwater aka Joey Davidson - hiding in Australia, wanted by FBI since the 1980s for human trafficking, kidnapping, and selling babies; he has a sentence of life in prison, should he ever set foot outside of Australia where he has some sort of immunity.
Johnny Atwater -wanted by FBI for 14 murders and polygamy, was last known to be hiding in Oregon, is rumoured to be in the Biddeford Maine area right now; has been in and out of prison since age 16; claims to be a hitman working for what he claims is a "mormon" group that calls themselves "The Avenging Angels". Was responsible for starting "The Battle of Bacon Street" in Biddeford, Maine on November 24, 1994.
Mervin Bruce Atwater -wanted in Utah for tax evasion, welfare fraud, breaking and entering, burglary, drug dealing, credit card scams, running a child prostitution ring (it is believed he no longer does this one); self proclaimed prophet of Satan, claims to be a former leader of a division of Heaven's Gate; spends the bulk of his days gibbering insanity about aliens, UFOs, government conspiracies, illuminati, and other such lunacy; believes that the bulk of Humanity are demonic reptilian shapeshifters pretending to be Humans and plans to help kill these Human imposters in the 3rd World War under the "Trump of Jubilee" when Comet Wormwood is in the sky; awaits a "mothership" called Comet Wormwood to take him to live with God on Planet Kolob, and plans to leave Earth in a blaze of machine gun glory; has SEVERE mental health disorders; one of the single most violent men of the clan; often carries rifles and machetes; is in the habit of sawing copper pipes off motels in Old Orchard Beach each winter; has been arrested in Biddeford and Saco on many occasions, Joey in Australia always pays his bail. Saco Police Department is actively seeking any information leading to his arrest and imprisonment, classifying him as one of Southern Maine's Top 10 Most Dangerous Criminals.
Barbara Jean Atwater (dozens of last names) drug dealer, identity theft fraudster, credit card scams, health insurance identity theft scams, crowdfunding medical fraud scams, and is the wife of Paul Martel Saco's infamous baby murderer from the 1990s who about 3 years ago was arrested in Boston for building bombs and machine guns.
All together their group is about 400 members strong.
If you have any information about this extremely violent and very dangerous Gypsy clan, please call FBI Agent Andy Drewer IMMEDIATELY.
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Did you know that the reason I was able to escape, was because in 2003, a state social worker, arrived, discovered the horrific room, and after doing a study on me, diagnosed me as "a feral child raised by feral cats" due to the 84 cats 75 roosters, and 8 dogs that were also in the room with me and my inability to speak verbally and instead communicating via hisses and growls.
Do you know that as of the age 45 I have yet to learn how to eat with silverware, still eat with my hands, am unable to sit in chairs, due to never having done so for the first 31 years of my life, causing my legs to not bend properly to sit in chairs.
I learned to speak to Humans in Human rather then cat language, at the age of 39, with the help of a Southern Maine Community College Professor Robert Vettes.
Because I often went days, sometimes weeks between seeing a Human, depending on how often the adult unlocked the door and remembered to toss rotted food at me...I to this day I am unable to allow Humans to get more them 8 feet of me, and attack with my sharpened unnaturally long claws, growl, hiss, and bite, when confronted by a Human that dares get close to me.
When you understand the reality of the fact that the cats were the ONLY people I had contact with for more then 3 decades... you begin to realize the true devastation of the cats being kidnapped and their heads being cut off.
Whenever the adults were questions by locals "What ever happened to your daughter?" my parents would take me to church on Sunday for 3 or 4 weeks to let me "be seen" by the neighbours to "convince" them that I was still alive. However, I was not allowed to speak to anyone or make eye contact with anyone, during the rare 3 hour visits to the Cape Elizabeth and Saco Wards of The Church of Jesus Christ of Latter Day Saints. It was often several years between each of these church visits however.
During nearly every one of these church visits, I would actively seek out the Bishop, the town manager, and local police officers, all of whom were members of this church, to beg for them to please help me, please come to the house and see the room they were keeping me locked in.
Over the years 16 Bishops, 8 town managers, more then a dozen police officers, and a whopping 75+ priests, were informed by me of the living conditions, neglect, torture and abuse I was subjected to.... more then 100 men... and not ONE of them EVER looked into the pleas for help.
The social worker who found me in that room in 2003... was so alarmed by how I had been forced to live for 3 decades, that he filed a grant with the state to do a government study on feral children, via studying me.
His assessment in 2005, was quote:
"She is a 4 year old in an adult body. She will never talk, never drive a car, never have a job, never live on her own, and always require adult supervision"
He was likewise astounded by the fact that I in 1983 (before being locked in the room) was the very same child who had founded the Proctor & Gamble Boycott, and had published my first book at the age of 3, had tested very high in scholastic tests, was very social and talkative, and would have been what he termed 'a prodigy child' had I not been locked in the room at 8 years old and spent 31 years in solitary confinement, with only brief sporadic public appearances to keep people from asking questions as to why I had 'disappeared'.
He said the test result from the school records when I was 8 years old, indicated that I was advanced in math and science in addition to grammar, and that I was reading and writing at a 9th grade level when I was 5 years old according to my kindergarten entrance tests for the Jameson School on Saco Ave. He said by the age of 10, I could have ttended High School based on my test scores, and he felt that it was my insanily advanced test results that lily inspired the clan leaders to believe I was a Demon and lock me in the room, given the date of my last tests in school, was 3 days before my being removed from school, indicating that they were terrified of me and felt I was a child of satan BECAUSE of my advanced test results.
He also said according to my limited public school and pediatric records, both of which ceased at age 8, I showed no signs of Autism or being savant, which he said supported the theory that Kanner's Syndrome (the medical name of Autism) was caused by early childhood abuse, witnessing traumatic events, and gross parental neglect and NOT something children were either born with or got from vaccinations (given I hadn't had most of my vaccinations)
In doing an IQ assessment of me, he stated my Writing ability to be a record breaking IQ of 211. Four separate colleges were called in to retest me. I scored 211 in every test.
At first assuming me a genius, more tests proved that my IQ soared ONLY in grammar and writing, with my math, science, and social IQs all scoring 75 or less (clinically retarded). He diagnosed me as an Autistic Savant based on these tests.
After more tests he concluded my abnormally high grammar IQ to be a result of my extreme neglect - neglect in never having been hugged, kissed, talked to, or had other non-violent Human contact, combined with the fact that the ONLY thing in the 8 foot by 8 foot room, besides 84 cats, 75 roosters, and 8 dogs was an astounding 100,000 books and 10,000 comic books that crammed every empty inch of the room, resulting in my doing nothing but reading practically 18 hours a day straight going through an average of 2 novels a day and 3 college textbooks a week and 1 30 volume set of encyclopedias a month. He concluded my total 100% lack of education in math and science resulted in my below retarded level IQ scores in those topics, while my having read 100k+ books in my lifetime resulting in my abnormally high IQ in Grammar and Literature.
The social worker's final conclusion, (made in 2005 to Biddeford District Court Judge Foster who the state of Maine had assigned to decide who was to be given custody of the 30+ year old feral child they had found in that room) was this was the single worst case of extreme neglect and abuse in the history of Maine.
The room was pivotal to the abuse case, the state's primary evidence against the clan leaders... evidence that was destroyed October 18, 2006 when a bomb was placed in the doorway of the room, taking out the back half of the house - including both the room and the kitchen beside it.
Another social worker, Liz Coleman, who is now a Biddeford Police Officer... was one of the few people to ever see this horrific room or witness the massive amount of abuse the clan leaders did to the children who lived with them.
The room, now mostly destroyed, was completely obliterate April 2007, when the the very same backhoe that would drive over my house in August 2013... would drive over the room, load it into a big green dump truck, and dump it into a sand pit landfill at 139 Portland Ave, where a house was built on top of the now decimated remains of that terrible room. This by the way was NOT the first house the backhoe would crush... in June 2001 it drove over the large main building that sat beside the smaller house.
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It has now been 15 years since my escape from the clan and I am still undergoing training in how to adjust to interacting with Humans - Humans - creatures I find it nearly impossible to spend more then a few minutes with, due to their being creature I have no ability to comprehend or understand, due to my never having interactions with them prior to turning 37 years old.
Yes, I have difficulty seeing Humans as anything other then creatures that I can not identify with.
I have no empathy for or sympathy with Humans.
I feel no compassion, warmth, or any other positive emotions towards Humans.
Why?
Because I grew up being told I wasn't Human.
They said I was a Demon. A Changeling that was living in the body of a Human.
They called me the child of satan. Said I had to be locked in that room because I wasn't Human and therefore I could not eat with the Humans or sleep with the Humans.
That's why I started writing novels. Because I needed someone to talk to and the characters in my books were the only friends I was allowed to have.
I was told by Mervin Bruce I wasn't allowed to have Human friends because Demons like me were not allowed to be friends with Humans.
It took social workers 3 years to convince me that I was a Human and not a Demon.
I was 34 years old before I found out I was a Human and not a Demon.
I was never taught that I was a part of the Human race. In fact I was taught the opposite. Taught that I was only kept alive because they were good Christian Humans and killing a Demon would only bring Satan's wrath down on them.
I never learned to have sympathy for Humans, because I was taught I was not Human and therefor was not allowed to interact with them.
I never learned to have empathy for Humans, because I was taught I was not Human and therefor was not allowed to be a part of Human society.
When we attended church, I was told: 'Look down, shut up, and pretend to be Human. Don't let anyone know what you really are. We can't let anyone know you're a Demon in Human form."
I was never taught to feel love or compassion towards Humans, because I was taught that if Humanity found out I was a Demon, I would be slaughtered by the Humans.
Think about THAT for a bit. Then you start to see how HORRIBLE David, Bruce, Richard Merlin, and Barbie Jean really are. How demented and despicable they are. To take an 8 year old child, lock her in a room for 31 years, and teach her that the reason she was locked in the room was because she wasn't a Human like they were.
Ask me again why I HATE drugs?
They were so out of their minds on drugs they thought an 8 year old child was a Demon.
It's probably worth noting that in the 2003 to 2005 court case, the adults in my life were forced to see a psychiatrist. And 5 of the adults were diagnosed with "severely advanced schizophrenia" and one was diagnosed with "sociopathy and narcissistic personality disorder", while 3 were diagnosed as "displaying dilusions of grandur and megalomanism".
The same psychiatrist diagnosed me with "learned schizophrenia" which he said was not actual schizophrenia, but rather a result of being raised by multiple adults who had schizophrenia and never being taught that how they acted was not normal. He said if I was taken away from them and inserted into normal society, where I could see how "normal' people are supposed to act, I could be taught to act like a normal person, because "learned schizophrenia" was a result of being conditioned to act like the schizophrenic adults around me and was not a true psychosis.
I was also diagnosed by him as "a UFO cult survivor" and a "child victim of religious cult brainwashing". He said I also displayed PTSD, OCD, Schizoaffective Personality Disorder, Savantism, and Autism/Kanner's Syndrome. He said that all of these were likely coping mechanisms that my brain developed as a way to cope with the abnormal amount of neglect and abuse I had been subjected too.
He said my PTSD symptoms were similar to those displayed by soldiers who had witnessed the horrors of the front lines of battle. Especially my over reactive terror of being shown pictures of guns, which he said indicated I had witness gun violence. Which, I had witnessed exactly that.
I got my first job at age 38, via a program Macy's had for ESL immigrants, from 3rd world countries, to teach them how to live in a modern society. Ironically - that Macy's is 14 miles from the room I grew up in.... shocking most of the Macy's managers when they learned I lived in 3rd world feral conditions for 30 years, in the Greater Portland area, the heart of one of the most populated regions in the state of Maine.
I got my job at Macy's October 14, 2006.
The bomb blew up my house October 18, 2006, 4 days later.
The clan was THAT desperate to make sure the outside world never saw that room or learned what was done to me in there.
The doctor who diagnosed me with stacibotrin poisoning? He's dead. A bomb blew up his office too.
The clan leaders were and still are bitchy mad because I have a job. Uncle Bruce and Aunt Barbara they call us a sell out - working for the Americans.
I happen to like the Americans.
After the 2003 to 2005 court case that allowed me to escape the clan, ...From May 9, 2006 to March 31, 2015, I lived under a 8x9foot tarp, refusing to return to the clan, now that I had freedom from them.
Police Officer Will Watson, Old Orchard Beach's officer training in dealing with Gypsy relations and a ranking officer in some sort of boy scout like camp training, was assigned to check in on me on a near daily basis from 2006 until is unexpected SWAT team attack on my motorhome and cats April 10, 2015 (which he did without a warrant).
I was originally sleeping outside with no form of shelter. It was police officer Will Watson who showed my how to build the tarp tent, and rig it with rope knots that who hold it up through hurricanes and blizzards, facing it at proper angles to get warmth from the sun and protection from the Atlantic Oceans cold blasts (the ocean being about 200 yards from the tent)
Will Watson near daily checked in on me and the cats and were well aware of our living conditions.
At 7am April 10, 2015 I left my yard to take my mom to the store after her car broke down. I returned home at 1PM to find my motorhome filled will 1,000s of gallons of feces, my cat's heads beaten in, with officers Will Watson and Chris Creeps beating them in the head with cinder blocks when we drove in the driveway.
The motorhome which had no locks on the doors, had had the side ripped off by prybars, something Will watson said he did because of the locks on the door.
On May 14, 2015, the day before my cats' heads were returned Will watson returned to my yard, broke down in tears, and said he was blackmailed into doing the attack on my motorhome and family, by the Cyr Clan, stating that his beloved mother-in-law was dying and being held hostage by the Cyr clan and the only way they would release her back to him was if he "destroyed Ken's green trailer'. He said he had no idea that I owned the motorhome and that the attack was intended to target my dad not me.
Two Old Orchard Beach Public Works employees have also come forward to say they were paid by the Cyr clan to put the sewage in my motorhome, under death threats of family members if they did not. Again they stated they were told the motorhome belonged to Ken and had no idea it belonged to an elderly crippled woman.
In that tent with me, lived 22 of the original 84 cats, including the 10 cats kidnapped April 10, 2015, and the cats beheaded May 15, 2015. Also living in the tent with me was the only dog to escape with me, and a wild skunk that moved in during the 2007 blizzard that buried the tarp under 7 feet of snow and broke Maine records with temps dropping to -47F BEFORE wind chill factor. The photo below was taken on that very day.
Do you know why I am crippled and on a cane?
Because I am female and I went to college to get an education. I was 1 semester from graduating. Just 5 classes left. And they showed up at college and beat me up. They broke my spine and my hip and my knee. I was paralyzed for 5 months.
That's what family means to Gypsies - beat them to death if they dare get an education!
They're sick, disgusting, scum.
I was 18 months relearning to walk. That was in 2013. I'm out of the wheelchair, but I'm still on a cane. I am cripple the rest of my life, because I am Gypsy, and female, and I wanted an education, and in my uncles' minds there is no greater sin then to be female and have education, so had to punish me.
You don't know, how difficult it was for me to get a job... not that the job search was hard, but rather, the bullying, harassment, and hell I have to put up with from the 400 psychopaths that all themselves our "family".
The Gypsy clan we were born into is huge. And dogmatic. And Uncle David's word is law. No one disobeys David or else. That's the way it is. And you'd be surprised what they call disobedience. We females, we are not allowed to look up. Always look at our feet. If we dare look up and make eye contact, David goes into hysterics, grabs a shovel, and uses it to chop off another cats head. Then yells: 'There! See what you did! You killed that cat! YOU did that! YOU looked at me. I didn't kill that cat. YOU did it. YOU disobeyed me."
That is what we grew up with as children. That is what I escaped from. That is what follows me and what I still try to escape from, even though I left the clan and have no more contact with them.
Uncle David Atwater and his brother Mervin Bruce Atwater, and their sister Barbara Jean Atwater Martel Jurgen Piece Portillo, they are insane and me and my family want them out of our lives. I left. I never looked back. Yet they follow us and hound us and harass us.
And THAT is the reality of what it is like to be a Gypsy.
You live in terror every day of you life from the psychopathic males who call themselves "kings" and demand your loyalty, under the penalty of death if you dare disobey.
And THAT is what the page on my website is about.
It is about the terror me and my family have to live with every day, because I were born into a Gypsy clan and they won't let us go.
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WE WANT FREEDOM!
GET THE HELL OUT OF OUR LIVES YOU SICK FUCK BATARDS!
Get It Through Your Heads, We Left Because You Are Evil, Violent,
Psychopathic Creeps
And We Want Nothing To Do With You!
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Bitch Barbara is becoming worse with each passing day. Her attempted murder of my father in 2006 was bad enough, in her latest attacks she's lashing out at my brothers. One brother in particular has become her target in recent months. She is weekly showing up at his workplace, hounding him and bullying him. she's been contacting all of his friends spreading rumours and lies about him and convincing his friends to avoid contact with him.
Online and offline, she refers to him as "retarded" and and "that vile gay boy". Her goal, a goal she's proudly posted on her faceBook wall, is to needle him until she drives him to suicide.
Barbara is nothing but a toxic parasite who leaves death and destruction in her path. The Atwaters raised her well. The little girl, sent out into the streets to get hit by a car at 2 years old, so they could scam the driver out everything he owned. Two years old. Her first medical scam. And she hasn't stopped since. She brings in $20k a month from her crowdfunding scams, and nearly that much from her insurance fraud scams at Blue Cross. Biddeford's EMT. She keeps track of everyone she drives to the hospital in that ambulance, than uses her job at Southern Maine Medical Center records department, the get all their information, then uses her job at Blue Cross Blue Shield, to file for medical insurance in their name her address. Gets the money transferred to one of five her bank accounts in Switzerland.
That she does in between taking out credit cards in the names of her nieces and nephews. She makes sure every new born baby in the family is more then $200k in credit card debt before they are 5 years old.
Then there's the drugs. She steals prescription pads from the hospital she works at, all those people she supposedly helps in her EMT job, she find out what doctor treated them, what prescription he gave then, then doubles it, and heads to the pharmacy to pick it up: "They asked me to come in, seeing how I know where they live, I'll drop it off on my way back from the station." And no one bats an eye, because she does it all the time. The pill bottles get passed on to her son, he sells them at Scarborough Downs Horse Race Track.
She bullies me because I wouldn't help her with her medical scam. I know how she does it because she told me. She was so excited in 2013, to learn I'd become crippled, because she said she could get so much more money from her crowd funding if she had a real crippled person on her site.
She disgusts me on so many levels.
And now she's bullying my brother because he didn't help her son sell drugs at the race tracks.
She attends church with the Cyr clan ministers and their infamous "Too gay for everything" chants around town. She brags that she paid the Cyr clan $600 to drive that backhoe over my house. And now she brags "I'm going to drive that retarded gay boy to suicide, you watch and see if I don't".
Barbara is the filthiest gutter scum of them all. And I want that bitch and her family out of our lives. She is a no good toxic parasite who does nothing but kill, steal, and destroy. She alone is worse then all the rest of the Atwaters and Cyrs combined. Look what she did to her own brother.
Murderers belong in prison.
Drug dealers belong in prison.
Fraudsters belong in prison.
Scam artists belong in prison.
And she's all of the above.
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We left the clan to get away from Barbara, more then any other person in the clan.
We Left!
Because We Never Wanted To See You Again!
Get Over Yourselves And Leave Us Alone!
How the hell do you think THIS doesn't prove you are damned psychotically deranged psychopaths?
Normal sane people don't do stuff like this:
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The FBI started their investigation of the Atwater/ Hall/ Cyr/ Dutrumble clan in 1997 after the murder of 39 people in California... a murder that our sick ass uncles were part of.... Uncle Bruce is one of the damned leaders of funcking HEAVEN'S GATE! That alone ought to tell you the type sick fuck he is.
We didn't even know our uncles were connected to that shit until the FBI showed up on our doorstep in 1997 to interview us about the crap Mervin Bruce, Joey, Barbara Jean, David, and Richard Merlin were pulling.
You want a list of the stuff the FBI is looking into?
According to the FBI... Bruce collects food stamps and welfare checks for 8 children, in each of 4 states... children who've been aults for damned 20 years... and he does it TWICE in each state by filing in his wife's name as well... and he only has 6 children to begin with.
He also hasn't paid his taxes since the 1970s. Another thing the FBI is investigating him for.
The FBI already confinscated his machine guns BEFORE they started asking us about them... AND from Davis they confinscated more then a dozen prostitutes ages 8 to 10 years old.
Welcome to the FBI investigation of the Atwaters, Halls, Cyrs, and Dutrumbles. The BI agent didn't say they were classified as the "3rd most wanted crime family in America" for nothing you know?
And people say they want to be a Gypsy? Why? I grew up in a damned Gypsy clan, and let me tell you, I can't get far enough away from Gypsy life. It's nothing but a bunch of drug dealers and pedophiles, who lord over women and children, keeping them as slaves.
This page is part of a series of page that I made AT THE REQUEST OF THE FBI, because they said they WANTED ME TO WRITE DOWN EVERYTHING that these criminals do, to HELP the FBI, to put an end to this crime family once and for all.
Several members of the clan are wanted by the FBI. One member is wanted for 14 murders, 4 are wanted for running a child sex slave ring, 1 in wanted for human trafficking (kidnapping healthy white babies and selling them to unsuspecting, desperate and wealthy infertile couples willing to pay $20k or more for a newborn infant), more than a dozen are wanted for making/selling drugs, and nearly 50 of them are wanted for scams, cons, credit card fraud, identity theft, and tax evasion. If you suspect the clan is in your town, call the FBI agent in charge of the case IMMEDIATELY and do NOT under any circumstances confront the clan on their camp - they WILL kill and EAT you.
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Descended from the Picts, the Scottish Travellers have a 500+ year history of cannibalism. At least 5 members today in 2017, still proudly brag to holding on to their canabal traditions. Clan King David Henry Atwater was known to still be practicing cannibalism in 1957. In 1991, I witnessed clan King and his son Mervin, dumping hundreds of human bones off a cliff into Canton Lake which they claimed was the remains of the 14 men his other son had killed in Utah. Both King David Henry and Mervin bragged to having eaten said men. At the time they bragged to having dumped more bones (in the 1970s) in the Goosefare Brook Ravine in Old Orchard Beach, bragging that it was now okay to talk about it since the bones must have rotted away by now... Those sawed up bones were found June 9, 2016
Since 1994, the Scottish Travellers have been referred to by Stephen King Fans as "The Thinner Gypsies" due to the fact that they are the Gypsy clan that was featured in Stephen King's movie The Thinner. They can be seen in the opening scene of Thinner driving their cars (including the 1964 Dodge) off Saco's Turnpike exit 5, into Old Orchard Beach.
The amusement park in the Thinner movie is Palace Playland of Old Orchard Beach, and, the night time Gypsy camp scenes were filmed at 146 Portland Ave, in Old Orchard Beach, the land that at the time belonged to my grandmother, which I now own. I also now own the car.
The Scottish Travellers (my mom's family) do not have a tartan, however shortly before his death, King David Henry Atwater requested an Atwater Tartan be created out of shades of pink, thistle, and purple. (If you even meet him, you'll remember him as the blind man wore wore neon pink gangster suits. He did EVERYTHING in pink, and had declared pink the "official clan colour".)
The Scottish Gypsies (my dad's family) are "officially" a branch of the Lewis Clan. The clan tartan is known as the "Loud MacLeod of Lewis", seen here:
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Whenever you see clansmen sporting ^^^THIS^^^tartan, they are us.
There are 3 flags on my car (actually flags flying) (there are several others painted on the roof) and 5 flags in my yard.
Because we are not Americans, you rarely see American flags flown by our clan. Instead you see us flying the flags of Scotland and Nova Scotia side by side, often with the Gypsy Traveller flag a well:
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The 4th and 5th flags you see in my yard are both American flags. The Don't Tread on Me Yellow Jack and the standard 50 star stars and stripes.
All 5 of these flag, I hand made. Four of them are painted, and the huge stars and stripes one is all hand sewn and embroidered, in a quilt method, each stripe and star being a separate piece of cloth sewn together.
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These attacks shouldn't continue to happen.
Living with this sort of daily terrorist attacks is not right.
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With over 10 million lifetime views, Amphibious Aliens is my most popular and most trafficked article ever. Published April 17, 2007, it's now celebrating it's 10th anniversary.
This one page alone brings in 3,000 views a day, and has resulted in the annual arrival of 30,000 Stephen King fans, ufo hunters, and MUFON member tourists arriving in Old Orchard Beach every summer since 2007.
This single page brings more tourists to Old Orchard Beach, then anything else found on or off the internet!
{{{Hugs}}} to all you wonderful people. I always look forward to meeting and talking with you each summer!
For those wondering - Amphibious Aliens has NOTHING to do with UFOs or aliens. It is about a gang of drug dealers in Old Orchard Beach who staged a massive alien abduction hoax, in an attempt to confuse police and steer their investigation away from the drugs they were growing in the swamps of Old Orchard Beach's Ross Forest. Their alien abduction hoax got way out of control and resulted in Stephen King filming 2 movies about it:
The Amphibious Aliens article, is rebuttal to the hoax, and was written to debunk their alien and ufo claims. It was written in defense of Etiole, the elderly, deformed Holocaust survivor who was the target of their hoax, the man they accused of being an "amphibious alien".
This video contains, footage of the skeletal remains of the murdered children...
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There's more bodies in Canton Lake. Including 14 men who went missing in Utah, dumped there by King David Henry and his son Mervin Bruce August 1991. Dredge Canton Lake. The bones of Old Orchard Beach's Reclaim Plains... they're not the only ones. They are just the ones that were buried by Anne and her son Troy in the early 1980s.
You want to know how they can get away with murdering 30 children, and no one outside of the clan bat an eye? Because of 400+ children born into the clan since the 1960s exactly 64 of them have birth certificates and social security numbers. The rest were born at home. No hospitals. No doctors. No mid-wives. No birth certificates. No medical records. Never attended school. Not allowed to have contact with any one outside the clan. Never finger printed. No DNA record. No vaccinations. NOTHING. No documented evidence that they ever existed. Without a paper trail they are invisible to the government.
Because the government has no paper trail for some 400 members of the clan...the police do nothing but say "Our hands are tied. Without evidence they were born, we can't prove they died."
Why do you think Gypsies REFUSE to go to hospitals to have their babies? Precisely so that there is NO paper trail. They don't LEGALLY exist. The government can't find you, if they have no record you were ever born. It makes it easy for them to slip through the cracks, avoid going to jail, evade prison, and erase the existence of any member who gets out of line.
Without that all important paper trail, you are expendable.
You can be killed without them suffering any consequences.
Killing is easy for them now. They've done it so much, it's second nature now. Like breathing or eating. It's just something they do. With no guilt. No remorse. Your life means nothing to them.
People often ask, why don't flinch at the sight of a dead body. Why? I was completly desensatized to dead bodies by the time I was 10 years old. All Gypsies are.
You often hear me complain about Horror movies and the extreme inaccuracy with which bodies in movies, look nothing like bodies in real life, and the fact that in a movie it only take one swipe of an axe, sword, or machete, to take off it head. It doesn't you know. The spinal column is hard to cut. Even a machete can't do it with fewer then 10 chops. It usually takes a lot more. It's not easy to kill someone with a machete. It's violent. It's brutal. And it requires more then one person. You'll need 3 or more people to be holding that person down, while you are swinging the machete through their neck. Over and over and over and over and over again. You'll be swinging that machete a good 20 minutes before you cut through the spine.
Oh, yes, I am completely desensitized to dead bodies. Especially headless ones. And as a novelist, I've gone down in history for having written some of the bloodiest, most brutal, and extremely accurate beheading murders by machette, because I happen to actually know what that type of murder looks like. I can't stop writing about it, because I can't get it out of my head. I have PTSD. I've had it since I was 8.
Gypsy children, by the time they are teenagers, have had every last shred of empathy, compassion, and sympathy for Human life, because they've seen so much bloodshed, so much violence, so many murders, ... murder is an every day part of our childhoods... it's as common to us as daily mail delivery is to the Americans. And that's not right. It's why Gypsy adult can kill so easily. Why they show no mercy, no sympathy, no empathy, no compassion, no guilt, and no remorse, for ANY of the violent acts they commit. And that's why I left the clan. And never looked back. Because I hate what they are. And I want no part of it.
I don't think Americans truly understand how important a birth certificate is. Or how little value your life has without one.
Your birth certificate, keeps you alive. Makes you harder to kill, because it's far more difficult to dispose of a body that has a paper trail proving they were once alive.
I'm still alive, because I have a paper trail.
People always ask, why I keep a record of EVERYTHING in my life. Since 2003 I've made daily vlogs and blogs keeping a record of EVERYTHING in my life.
Why?
To leave a paper trail.
The bigger the paper trail, the better youur chances of survival.
The ones who are dead, they didn't have paper trails, or they had paper trails so small, that they were easily deleted.
That's why I record every day of my life. It LITERALLY is the ONLY thing that stops them from killing me. My paper trail is so huge now, that even if I did die... they could never easily erase it. I've made sure of that.
If you don't have that paper trail, your life can be snuffed out, the second you try to go to police for help. The instant, you disobey orders. The second, you try to stand up to them.
Without that all important paper trail, you can be completely erased. Like you were never born.
If you have a paper trail, they won't kill you. They can't. Not without getting caught. Having a paper trail is the ONLY thing that's going to keep you alive.
The Gypsy creed is "Family Over Everything" FOE.
That creed means nothing. They don't care about family, they couldn't lop off a baby's head with a machete if they really cared about family.
You know Barbra Jean was married to Paul Martel right? Who here in Maine rember's Paul Martel. Jenkins Road. Off the Flag Pond Road... mid 1990s. When one day, garbage collectors, dropped one of the bags on the road, and it split open... and out came, dead babies.
Saco, Maine's infamous baby murderer, is not only my uncle, he's one of my Aunt Barbara's 4 husbands.
Paul Martel. Look him up.
He was arrested again, in 2016... in Boston... HUNDREDS of guns, knives, bombs, including machine guns, were confiscated. It was all over the national news. THAT Paul Martel.
That VERY SAME Paul Martel.
Those babies found in Saco on the Jenkin's Road off the Flag Pond Road... they weren't the first, and they won't be the last if these monsters are allowed to continue to do these things.
Paul Martel is not only one of my uncles... he's my cousin Mike's father. Some of those children buried in in The Goosefare Brook Ravine are his children.
He's one of the Cyr's. Paul Martel, Saco, Maine's infamous baby murderer. He's a member of the Cyr Clan. He's one of Anne's cousins.
Here's the bones of those invisible children, the police can not prove were born, can not prove ever lived, and so can not prove they died:
There's a cemetery in Saco Maine... you want to know how HORRIBLE these people really are? Start digging up that Cemetary.
In the back, there's a section, a hill, a reportor from the Biddeford Currier found it in 2016. In the newspaoper article she called it "a pauper's grave". She found records of about a dozen babies buried there.
There's more.
There's a lot more.
There's HUNDREDS.
That whole entire hill.... from the top all the way to the edge of the Saco River. There are HUNDREDS of children ILLEGALLY buried there.
They sneak in at night, after dark, and bury the children in there.
Why?
Because if anyone found the bones, washed up close to the surface? No one would think anything of it. It's one of Maine's largest cemetaries. It's supposed to have bones in it. So no one thinks to look for murdered children there. Which is exactly why they have been buring them there, since the 1800s. Over a hundred years.
Baby sandwiches, my Uncle Bruce calls it. They taste like rabbit, according to King David Henry.
Did I mention, the Scottish Gypsies have a 500 year history of cannibalism?
They're savages.
Here, let me give you a video tour of that monstrous hill...
Old.
He's having a hard time getting around these days.
We don't know how old he is, but given the stuff he's said about remembering World War II, we estimate him to be in his late 80s at youngest, possibly in his 90s. He's possibly over 100 now. His health is failing. And he is refusing medical treatment.
We don't expect him to live many more years or even many more months. He's dying.
This is deeply troubling as he is one of the last surviving witnesses to the white monkey murders, who could identify murderess Anne Cyr and her brother Bryan. The other witness, my cousin Murphy was beheaded August 2013. Leaving me, Mike, and Etiole the only 3 witnesses left alive, out of the original 70+ witnesses to what Anne did. I was 8 and Mike was 7, neither of us can remember what Anne looks like. Etiole is the last witness who can id the woman who murdered the White Monkey Children.
If Etiole dies, and no other witnesses come forward, The Cyr Clan will walk free forever and never serve justice for the 30 children they murdered, during the Battle of 4 - 5 - 8.
The below video is a partial clip of The original 2007 Amphibious Aliens article... note, as you've not read the part before this point, that the adults were keeping this group of around 30 children aged 3 to 12 on LSD and opium, and the clip in this video, is the description of the toddlers going into a nightmare withdrawal after being apruptly taken off opium and LSD without realizing that is what the adults had done to them...
NOTE: This clip contains the graphicly detailed suicide of Anne Cyr's 10 year old daughter which caused Anne to go on her murderous 4 - 5 - 8 shoot out killing the White Monkey children, setting fire to her brother Bryan's Meth lab, blowing up the dome house of 142 Portland Ave, and sending the police out into the swamp to find the 3 acres of drugs growing out there.
This video contains, what some viewers have described as deeply disturbing content of child abuse.
VIEWER DISCRETION IS STRONGLY ADVISED!!!!!
The complete uncut video is over 2 hours long, and is this video here...
This is the ONLY surviving photograph of me from my childhood.
There are no more photos until I'm in my 30s after I escaped the clan.
Do you want to know why?
Photos are a paper trail.
My mother used to take lots of photos. There were hundreds of photos of me.
There were hundreds of photos of my cousins as well.
They burned them all.
The photo, the children's cloths, their toys. The clan burned everything Spent days on end cutting up cloths, ripping up teddy bears, shreading photos and tossing them in the woodstove.
They completly erased the existance of the White Monkey Children.
Anne and her son Troy, put the bodies in black plastic trash bags and dragged them out into the woods. Into the Ross Forest. They were gone for hours.
I've spent the last 40 years, every chance could to get out there, going ever deeper and deeper into the Ross Forest searching for the remains of the children who vanished from the face of the Earth that summer.
Erased by their own parents.
Parents who care so little of their own children, that they could easily band together and burn every last shred of evidence that those children ever existed.
Drugs were all that mattered to them.
Many of the youngest girls were only classified as "breeders". There is big money in selling newborn babies to wealthy infertal families who pay $20k MINIMUM for a newborn baby and don't ask questions about where it came from, so have no idea the mothers were 12 to 14 year old girls who existence was nothing but being raped daily to produce those money making babies.
Uncle David cared nothing for the children produced by his daughters. They were a dime a dozen baby breeding factory, easily slaughtered when the police got too close.
The children were born ONLY to be sold.
Those children didn't have birth certificates. They were easy to erase.
Only is the mother intended to keep the baby as her own, did she seek a birth certificate. The birth certificate, filed with the American government, was her declaration that this baby was hers and could not be sold, killed, or used as a breeder.
If the child didn't have a birth certificate, it belonged to David and could be sold, disposed of, or used as a breeder, as he saw fit,
David spent most of his years in Wyoming and Colorado, because he said it was easier to dispose of the bodies there then it was here in Maine as Maine was "too over populated to find easy dumping grounds"
The White Monkey children who born to be sold, born to become breeders. they had no birth certificates, and when they got in the way, they were easily deleted from life.
Why are only me and Mike still alive?
We had birth certificates, making it difficult to erase us.
Americans have no idea, how important their birth certificates are. They take it for granted.
It took me 40 years of searching, but I finally found them.
On June 9, 2016, I found more then 700 bones, including 2 Human pelvises, no mistaking them as Human. Their shoes are there, with their feet still in them.
No skulls. Not one skull. The skulls are likely in canton Lake. Dredge Canton Lake. Uncle David's sister Barbie Jean owns Canton Lake.
Her brother Jonathan, the one with 5 wives, a member of a group of hit men who call themselves "The Avenging Angels", wanted for the murders of 14 men in Utah, currently hiding in the mountains of Oregon... you'll find the bodies of those 14 men, in Canton Lake. I was there the day King David Henry and Uncle Mervin Bruce dumped the bodies in the lake, in August 1991. They staged a fake family reunion in August 1991, to get the clan together to dispose of the 14 men, Jonathan Atwater had killed, most all of the clan, from all points of the globe, even Joey from Australia, he was here that summer, in America, he snuck into the country using the fake name Joseph Davidson on his fake id. They were all here that summer, they brought the bodies with them from Utah, then dumped them in Canton Lake.
DREDGE CANTON LAKE!
The evidence you need to put the Atwaters and the Cyrs in prison is in Canton Lake!
(Lake Anasagunticook, in Canton, Maine)
I was there with them, August 1991, they had a monsterous pile of bones and they were handing the bones out to the children, making a game of it, telling the children to throw the bones out into the lake as far as they could. They made a damned contest out of it. I threw a dozen or more bones in the lake myself. We all were. Every one of us. There were nearly 80 children, teens, and adults there that day, chucking bones in the lake, while other adults were processing the bones, boiling the flesh off them. We were there almost 7 hours doing this!
And that was just ONE TIME.
The clan goes to Canton Lake every summer to do this.
The bones in the video, are in GooseFare Brook Ravine, in the Reclaim Plains blueberry fields of The Ross Forest, on the Ross Rd in Old Orchard Beach.
Someone else found them before me... someone who knew where they were. Someone was actively digging them up. I only found them because of the fresh dug up dirt. They are buried in a car. There's a car buried there too. Not much is left of the car. It's mostly just large chunks of scale rust, the tires, the muffler, a few odd parts that didn't rust. It's possibly the yellow hatchback that was owned by Anne back in the 1970s and went missing the same day as the shoot out. There are several old propane tanks there as well, and appears that the bodies were put in the car and the car rolled into the ravine then set fire to.
I would not have found it had, someone not dug it up out of the peat bog swamp mud, that has kept the bones preserved all these years instead of them rotting away. Someone was digging up the car and pulling the bones out of it. I don't know who dug them up out of the ground, but I would not have found them had the person digging them up not done so.
Whoever it is digging that spot up, they are taking out the bones. I walk my dog in there every weekend and there are less bones each week. The hole keeps getting bigger. Someone is ACTIVELY digging up the grave of the White Monkey children and removing their remains. I don't know who, but I do know ONLY the Cyr clan knew where that grave was, only Anne and Troy went into the forest that night, so it has to be one of them, who is right now actively attempting to the destroy the last remaining evidence of the White Monkey children.
Don't let them get away with this...
NOTE: This video is the complete 4 hour interview uncut, and includes visiting the homes of the previous owners of the car, and the location where the car drove over a 2 year old girl on Common St in Saco, as well as the story of what happened to that girl, where she is today, and what her family did to get revenge on the car's original owner Dr. Larochelle of Ocean Ave, Old Orchard Beach, and why her family bought the car and turned into a side show attraction for their traveling Gypsy Freak Shows... an inside look at how the Gypsies run their credit card fraud and medical scam operation and where they came up with the original idea for it after this car ran over one of their children.
Includes detailed step by step instructions on how the Gypsies do their medical insurance fraud to embezzled millions from Anthem Blue Cross & Blue Shield, and WHY the Gypsies have so many clan members working in the Biddeford Police Department, as EMTs on the Biddeford Fire Department, and in the Medical Record Department of Southern Maine Medical Center (Maine's 2nd largest hospital).
The TRUTH behind the one of the biggest HOAXES ever pulled by the Royal Highland Atwater Clan:
The REAL Christine, How it became known as The World's Most Haunted Car, the story behind the Stephen King movie...
The Gypsy clan we were born into is huge. And dogmatic. And Uncle David's word is law. No one disobeys David or else. That's the way it is. And you'd be surprised what they call disobedience. We females, we are not allowed to look up. Always look at our feet. If we dare look up and make eye contact, David goes into hysterics, grabs a shovel, and uses it to chop off another cats head. Then yells: 'There! See what you did! You killed that cat! YOU did that! YOU looked at me. I didn't kill that cat. YOU did it. YOU disobeyed me."
That is what we grew up with as children. That is what I escaped from. That is what follows me and what I still try to escape from, even though I left the clan and have no more contact with them.
Uncle David Atwater and his brother Mervin Bruce Atwater, and their sister Barbara Jean Atwater Martel Jurgen Piece Portillo, they are insane and me and my family want them out of our lives. I left. I never looked back. Yet they follow us and hound us and harass us.
And THAT is the reality of what it is like to be a Gypsy.
You live in terror every day of you life from the psychopathic males who call themselves "kings" and demand your loyalty, under the penalty of death if you dare disobey.
And THAT is what the page on my website is about.
It is about the terror me and my family have to live with every day, because I were born into a Gypsy clan and they won't let us go.
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WE WANT FREEDOM!
GET THE HELL OUT OF OUR LIVES YOU SICK FUCK BATARDS!
Get It Through Your Heads, We Left Because You Are Evil, Violent,
Psychopathic Creeps
And We Want Nothing To Do With You!
You don't deserve toxic people in your life, don't comprise your happiness. Let them go. #KindnessMatters pic.twitter.com/JyLMxzjsKm
— Kindness Matters (@Kindnessgives) February 11, 2018
Bitch Barbara is becoming worse with each passing day. Her attempted murder of my father in 2006 was bad enough, in her latest attacks she's lashing out at my brothers. One brother in particular has become her target in recent months. She is weekly showing up at his workplace, hounding him and bullying him. she's been contacting all of his friends spreading rumours and lies about him and convincing his friends to avoid contact with him.
Online and offline, she refers to him as "retarded" and and "that vile gay boy". Her goal, a goal she's proudly posted on her faceBook wall, is to needle him until she drives him to suicide.
Barbara is nothing but a toxic parasite who leaves death and destruction in her path. The Atwaters raised her well. The little girl, sent out into the streets to get hit by a car at 2 years old, so they could scam the driver out everything he owned. Two years old. Her first medical scam. And she hasn't stopped since. She brings in $20k a month from her crowdfunding scams, and nearly that much from her insurance fraud scams at Blue Cross. Biddeford's EMT. She keeps track of everyone she drives to the hospital in that ambulance, than uses her job at Southern Maine Medical Center records department, the get all their information, then uses her job at Blue Cross Blue Shield, to file for medical insurance in their name her address. Gets the money transferred to one of five her bank accounts in Switzerland.
That she does in between taking out credit cards in the names of her nieces and nephews. She makes sure every new born baby in the family is more then $200k in credit card debt before they are 5 years old.
Then there's the drugs. She steals prescription pads from the hospital she works at, all those people she supposedly helps in her EMT job, she find out what doctor treated them, what prescription he gave then, then doubles it, and heads to the pharmacy to pick it up: "They asked me to come in, seeing how I know where they live, I'll drop it off on my way back from the station." And no one bats an eye, because she does it all the time. The pill bottles get passed on to her son, he sells them at Scarborough Downs Horse Race Track.
She bullies me because I wouldn't help her with her medical scam. I know how she does it because she told me. She was so excited in 2013, to learn I'd become crippled, because she said she could get so much more money from her crowd funding if she had a real crippled person on her site.
She disgusts me on so many levels.
And now she's bullying my brother because he didn't help her son sell drugs at the race tracks.
She attends church with the Cyr clan ministers and their infamous "Too gay for everything" chants around town. She brags that she paid the Cyr clan $600 to drive that backhoe over my house. And now she brags "I'm going to drive that retarded gay boy to suicide, you watch and see if I don't".
Barbara is the filthiest gutter scum of them all. And I want that bitch and her family out of our lives. She is a no good toxic parasite who does nothing but kill, steal, and destroy. She alone is worse then all the rest of the Atwaters and Cyrs combined. Look what she did to her own brother.
Murderers belong in prison.
Drug dealers belong in prison.
Fraudsters belong in prison.
Scam artists belong in prison.
And she's all of the above.
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We left the clan to get away from Barbara, more then any other person in the clan.
We Left!
Because We Never Wanted To See You Again!
Get Over Yourselves And Leave Us Alone!
How the hell do you think THIS doesn't prove you are damned psychotically deranged psychopaths?
Normal sane people don't do stuff like this:
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A Note About The particular Ku Klux Klan group mentioned here... they are NOT the "official" Ku Klux Klan...
...but rather a tiny self-made local group who call themselves "The Loyalist White Knights of the Ku Klux Klan"
...this is a VERY important bit of information. Why? Because there is NO SUCH GROUP affiliated with the Ku Klux Klan. The real group is called "The Loyal white Knights of the Ku Klux Klan" and they are a very peaceful group - NOT the extreme radicals that most people think they are. They keep to themselves and are a branch of the Baptist Church (yes, the REAL: kkk is a religious church group) they have their own "pope" figure, and they believe that only "the pure" (aka white skinned) can enter Heaven. They believe it is a sin to hurt anyone and are EXTREMELY non violent.
Like the Amish, the REAL KKK separate themselves from others, living in communities free of non-whites. Here in Maine, most of them can be found in Kennebunk, Kennebunkport, Ocean Park, and Cape Porpoise. Each of these towns is 90% white, with Ocean Park being a full 100% white and having town ordinances in place making it illegal to sell property to non-whites. I have friends, who live in Kennebunk, who are members of the REAL Ku Klux Klan, including my boyfriend and his family, and that's why I know the difference between the ACTUAL group, and the renegade terrorists who dress up like them and do shit in their name.
The group that calls themselves "The Loyalist White Knights" was founded by my cousins Shem Atwater and Yvonne Johnson, and a local Tommy Bryant who lives on my street. It is NOT an official branch of the Ku Klux Klan, and is rather a renegade radical group, that sports swastika arm bands, greats each other with "heil Hitler", brandishes Confederate flags, also say they are by political party members of the Nazi Party. Near as I can tell the group consists of about 12 families and is fewer then 100 members. For some reason, they all drive 4-door-white trucks, though I do not know what the logic is behind this.
The group is very local and does not exist outside of Southern Maine. They mostly follow a list of rules that were written up by my Uncle David Atwater (Richard Merlin's older brother). In the 1970s, they called themselves "A Division of Heaven's Gate". They changed the name to "The Loyalist White Knights" in 1997 after the infamous Heaven's Gate Murder Suicide that killed 39 people. It is unknown if they were ACTUAL Heaven's Gate members or if they just called themselves that. Most members of this group are illegal aliens from Nova Scotia and do not have American citizenship. They claim to be a "sovereign nation" and say they are "bound to no laws, no government, but our own".
I born into and grew up with this group, and escaped it in 2003 because I wanted no part of what I saw as nothing but a group of insane mindless drones blindly following a raving lunatic. If you tell them they are mindless and following David blindly, they smile and proudly say: "I know, we are his sheep, he is our shepherd, he is steering us on the path to righteousness and glory." They then start rambling nonsense about "trumps of jubilee", "armageddon" "comet wormwood" "planet kolob" and quoting Book of Mormon and Bible verses. They also claim that God is an alien, alien abductions are demon attacks, and obsessively stockpile guns because they claim God will "sound the trump" and they will be his army during the "Third World War".
The car which attacked me on the Ross Road, just outside of the entrance to the Blueberry Plains, was a fairly new model of a Honda minivan, color maroon/burgundy metallic.
As with the previous attackers, this car had no license plates on it.
The driver appeared to be a man, but could have been a woman. Was wearing a straw hat, pulled down over their face to conceal their features.
This is not the first time they have done this. This particular attack however has done several thousand in damages to my car.
It is unknown if this driver was armed, however it should be noted that previous attackers, were armed with illegal automatic rifles, and it is assumed this attacker likely was as well.
The passenger's side of the front bumper of their car has a large pink paint smear on it, from the pink paint on my car.
Do be aware that this group of domestic terrorists, (who call themselves "The Loyalist White Knights of the Ku Klux Klan") are wanted by the FBI and are considered to be heavily armed and extremely dangerous. Their attacks on the non-white, non-Christian, and LGBTQ residents of Old Orchard Beach are becoming more frequent and much bolder. Do NOT approach them if you see them, just call the local police and the FBI immediately and run as far away from range of their gun fire as possible.
Do keep in mind that this group of terrorists are the ones who blew up my house with a bomb October 18, 2006, beheaded my cousin July 2013, drove a backhoe over my next house August 8, 2013, beat me up on November 14, 2013 leaving me paralyzed 5 months and crippled for the rest of my life, filled my motorhome with thousands of gallons of feces April 10, 2015, kidnapped my cats and have been one at a time returning the heads of my cats.
Since I got beaten up by this weird so-called author, November 14, 2013, still no clue who she is, but she left me paralyzed for 5 months, during which time she hacked my KBoards account, my NaNoWriMo account, my website, my FaceBook, my Twitter, and other places, pretending to be me and written horrible stuff via my accounts. Then she created 52 fake Amazon accounts and left 52 fake and completely identical 1 star reviews on every one of my books.
I was paralyzed 5 months, relearning to walk 18 months... and I was offline for a full 3 years, and had no clue this woman had taken over all my online accounts or had done any of these things, until 2015. :( .
I'm crippled for the rest of my life, on a cane with one leg useless, and only have the use of 1 hand now, and permanent damage to my spine.
I used to publish a novel a month... now because of this still unidentified Kboards member, I've got $3million in medical bills, a bomb also blew up my house so living in my car, can barely move, and am lucky if I can get 1 book typed up a year. So frustrating.
It's been 4 years and I'm still in physical therapy, and it's a good day if I can stand up, let alone walk. Had to cancel the 2015-2018 book signing tour, and had to cancel all the monthly book releases from November 2013 to who knows when... still all canceled and we are closing in on 2018 now.
The Kboards hacker crushed my spine, my hip, my pelvis, and my knee. Tore up all the nerves and muscles. Got a $40million lawsuit waiting for when the FBI finally identifies who the Kboards hacker is. FBI – Federal Bureau of Investigation agent's contact info is on my website if you have any info about who it was who hacked my Kboards account 2013 to 2015
They have done similar things to 140 other families in Old Orchard Beach. In the past 4 years they have kidnapped and beheaded more than 500 cats and dogs. They are also wanted in connection to the murders of 3 police officers and 30+ children, as well as the bombing of the First Care Health Clinic on Saco ave in 2003.
This group of terrorists are incredibly dangerous, if they approach you or attack you, flee from them as quickly as possible - they WILL KILL you.
If you know who did this to my car, please call the FBI Agent in charge of the case to turn them in:
More information about this psychopathic, criminally deranged NaNoWriMo ML & her violent "street team" can be found
I'm a woman who has had 7 miscarriages, and wears "elaborate clothes". Because I have no children, the residents of Old Orchard Beach, beat me up, calling me a transsexual, claiming only a man would dress like I do, claiming that the reason I have no children is because I'm not really female.
They left me paralyzed and crippled.
They crushed my hips, my pelvis, and my spine, and took away, what little chance I had to carry a pregnancy to full term.
I'm crippled for the rest of my life. I can barely walk now. It's why I'm now on a cane. Any hope I had of having children is gone now.
That's the reality, of the gay hatred of this town.
I am a straight female. I have Autism. I wear pink. I wear glitter. I talk with a "funny gay sounding voice".
Acording to the people in this towm:
I walk like a fag...
talk like a fag...
dress like a fag...
act like a fag...
and therefor must be treated like a fag...
I need to be taught my place...
I deserve to be shot in the head...
I look gay, and therefore I must be,
because no one but gay men, talk in this voice
no one but gay men wear pink
no one but gay men wear glitter
no one but gay men prance instead of walk...
so they beat me up, because I'm "too gay" for Old Orchard Beach
they cut my car in half, because I'm "too gay" for Old Orchard Beach
they put a bomb in my house, because I'm "too gay" for Old Orchard Beach
they filled my motorhome with feces, because I'm "too gay" for Old Orchard Beach
they kidnapped my cats, because I'm "too gay" for Old Orchard Beach
they drove a back hoe over my house, because I'm "too gay" for Old Orchard Beach - even though I'm a straight female, nothing close to being gay
they cut my cats heads off and nailed their heads to my door, because I'm "too gay" for Old Orchard Beach
because I have Autism
and that makes me "too gay for the family friend town of Old Orchard Beach"
I used to dance when I walked... but after 5 months paralyzed, 18 months relearning to walk, and now 4 years later, my leg is lame and I am crippled, barely able to stand, dragging a lame leg, I'll never dance again.
Do you know what that's like?
Can you even begin to imagine?
To be an Autistic person, who can no longer dance when I walk?
They hate gay men so much, that they are willing to beat up a childless autistic women, in ill health, accusing her of being a transvestite.
Because these evil people took away my ability to have children, I had cats; but they took my cats, and cut off their heads, and nailed them to my door.
Welcome to Old Orchard Beach. The gay-hating capital of Maine.
Where residents try to murder crippled, elderly, straight women, accusing them of being gay.
This is the reality of how Autistics are seen by the world.
This is the reality of how Autistics are treated by "normal" people.
This is the reality of being transgender in Old Orchard Beach.
This is the reality of what bullies do to someone with mental illnesses, they do not understand.
This is the reality of living with Autism.
Yes.
Yes.
Yes.
And yes.
Old.
He's having a hard time getting around these days.
We don't know how old he is, but given the stuff he's said about remembering World War II, we estimate him to be in his late 80s at youngest, possibly in his 90s. His health is failing.
We don't expect him to live many more years.
With over 10 million lifetime views, Amphibious Aliens is my most popular and most trafficked article ever. Published April 17, 2007, it's now celebrating it's 10th anniversary.
This one page alone brings in 3,000 views a day, and has resulted in the annual arrival of 30,000 Stephen King fans, ufo hunters, and MUFON member tourists arriving in Old Orchard Beach every summer since 2007.
This single page brings more tourists to Old Orchard Beach, then anything else found on or off the internet!
{{{Hugs}}} to all you wonderful people. I always look forward to meeting and talking with you each summer!
For those wondering - Amphibious Aliens has NOTHING to do with UFOs or aliens. It is about a gang of drug dealers in Old Orchard Beach who staged a massive alien abduction hoax, in an attempt to confuse police and steer their investigation away from the drugs they were growing in the swamps of Old Orchard Beach's Ross Forest. Their alien abduction hoax got way out of control and resulted in Stephen King filming 2 movies about it:
The Amphibious Aliens article, is rebuttal to the hoax, and was written to debunk their alien and ufo claims. It was written in defense of Etiole, the elderly, deformed Holocaust survivor who was the target of their hoax, the man they accused of being an "amphibious alien".
No. That's a misquote. I don't HAVE a world record, I'm working towards a world record.
I currently have 300,000+ paperback & hardcover novels.
10,000+ comic books
2,000+ Uncle Scrooge and Donald Duck comics
2,000+ cookbooks
800+ books by Barbara Cartland.
2,000+ 1990s Fabio and Fabio-knock-off Historical Romance novels.
2,000+ Dungeons & Dragons, Pathfinder, and d20 RPG game books.
100+ sets of encyclopedias. (some with over 100 volumes, most having around 30 volumes).
Around 7,000 Little Golden Books & similar children's books.
Around 30,000 non-fiction books, including more than 1,000 reference books for writers.
Last I knew the current world record for the most books in a privately owned (not a public library) collection was 700,000 books.
I'm about halfway towards my goal of beating the world record. Last I knew I was in 3rd place. It's been a few years since I last checked who held the record or who the runners up were, and while I continue to add to my collection on a near daily basis, I stopped counting how many books I had after reaching 300,000.
How do I get them? Here's a video of me in action, getting my books:
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