Gypsy Magic: Gemstones

As has been requested (endlessly) EK's Star Log is returning to the internet. You can still read the original archive here... https://eelkat.wordpress.com 

The reason you couldn't find it is because I set it to private un-index mode, meaning it no longer shows up in Google search results and can only be accessed by a direct link.

Meaning, if you didn't have the url for it, no amount of searching for it would tell you how to find it. Anyone who had the url could still access it though.

I had set it to private September 23, 2013, intending to move each page here to EelKat.com... however, November 14, 2013, after only moving about 30 pages, I was beaten up and left paralyzed for 5 months, then spent 18 months relearning to walk. I am still crippled and have limited mobility.



By Wendy C Allen
eelkat_red_scarf.jpgWendy Christine Allen, 2019, able to sit up in a chair for the first time in years, and able to raise up my arm and wiggle fingers. This was when I started playing Witcher 3 on Twitch as part of my physical therapy to regain finger movement. Playing Witcher 3 daily from 2016 to 2019, is how I regained the use of my thumb and two for fingers on my right hand... it is also why I stopped playing Witcher 3 in 2019, once I had strengthen my two forefingers enough to start typing again.

Wendy Christine Allen, Old Orchard Beach's Autistic Author, Artist, Illustrator, & Art Car Designer

Counting Down to the September 23, 2028 50th Anniversary of my first published book (September 23, 1978)

If you are here looking for The Twighlight Manor series, The Crystonite Wars series, The Wild Years series, The White Rock Asylum for the Criminally Insane series, The Twisted Tales series, the Captured By a MerMan series, The Space Dock 13 series, The Kats of Planet Ptarmagin series, the stories about Miss Citten the Eel-Kat, or the stories about Etiole... ALL of those series were combined and consolidated into The Adventures of Quaraun the Insane Pink Necromancer series in 2014, so ALL the different series, are now under one series title.

List of the published titles still in print:

The Index of over three thousand stories in The Pink Necromancer series

What the series is about, for those new here:

The introduction to The Pink Necromancer Series. 

If you want some stories to get you started in The Pink Necromancer series, reading these first will give you a good introduction to the 3 main characters:

My Elves Are JellyFish...and I asked Google AI and ChatGPT 5.6 what they thought of this.

As requested, my daily writing prompt series is now available print paperback editions on Amazon.

There are 20 volumes of this writing prompt series currently planned and in varying stages of finishing, hopefully all 20 will be published by the end of 2026. I likely will do a 2nd series of writing prompt books in 2027.

The first of the Visual Novels/Video Games for The Adventures of Quaraun the Inane/The Pink Necromancer series is published and available on Itch.io, there are 3 more planned for release in 2026, 6 more planned for release in 2027, and the big 60-hour 80k word 150 page one (Quaraun Goes To the Fair) is planned for a 2028 release.

There is a Pink Necromancer card game and a Pink Necromancer board game, as well as a Pink Necromancer table top RPG supliment for Dungeons and Dragons, all in the works, and to be released over the next couple of years as well.

Health update: August 4, 2026 - in recovery for 6 months+ (at least until mid-January 2027...all book and video game releases are pushed back at least 6 months) see video below for why...
@eelkat

health update #maine #disabilityawareness #wheelchairlife #wheelchairvlogger #multiplesclerosis

♬ original sound - Wendy C Allen | 📚 Author
@eelkat Health update: #chickenpox #bellspalsy #RamsayHuntsyndrome #paralysis #recovery ♬ original sound - Wendy C Allen | 📚 Author
@eelkat

I seem to have had another stroke (during the night while I was asleep?) #stroke #paralysis

♬ original sound - Wendy C Allen | 📚 Author

Update Sept 3, 2026:

I am able to get around enough to take Koko to dog park... today is 29 days since getting out of hospital. My diet is still mostly liquid, but im eating some solid food again, but its like rice or soft mushy baby food type stuff because I still can not chew yet, though I can swallow again. My jaw is still not functioning good so im having trouble talking still. So there's been slight improvement to my mouth, throat, and jaw, but, zero improvement to my eye, which is a major concern, be Im almost fully blind right now. im legally blind since birth in my left eye, so I have no ability to fall back on using my left eye. My right eye is the one injured and my vision in it is "40% decreased" according to my doctor, but it wasn't good vision to begin with, and right now my right eye is not much different from my legally blind left eye. Which I why I have to have someone drive my car for me instead of me driving my car myself right now, which is very frustrating, because, being a female, I had to fight for over twenty years to be allowed to drive. I started sneaking out at age 31 and dressing as a man to go to Old Orchard Beach high school to get a ged, because us females are not allowed to go to school. And i was 37 years old when snuck out to the DMV and got a driver's permit and started going to college. I was 42 and 8 months pregnant when my family found out I was going to college and thats when I was punished by the backhoe driving over my house and my spine broken with a golf club and my baby born right then and killed with same golf club. So it's very frustrating now, so soon after finally being able to drive , to now not be able to drive because of an eye injury, especially after 14 years of being paralyzed from the golf club and not being allowed to have a wheelchair, again, because i am female and we females are simply not allowed to do anything. I hate the culture I was born into. I wish I had the freedom to go to school and drive a car the way American women do. I wish having my spine broken with a golf club and my baby killed with a golf club and a backhoe driven over my house was not how men in my family punishment women in my family for learning to read and write. Its so frustrating not being able to to drive again, so soon after 14 years being paralyzed, and being paralyzed by the golf club was the punishment for getting a driver's license back in 2013 after 30 years of men not letting me have one. I hate my family's culture and how they treat us women.

I get so sick of Americans telling me how they wish they could be a Gypsy… they are either misogynist woman hating pigs, or delusional idiots who haven't got a clue how shittily we Gypsy women are treated by Gypsy men, because no one in their righ mind who knows anything about Gypsy culture would ever want to be part of it. I hate that I was born a Gypsy. 

update sept 7, 2026

"You would not make a good teacher"... what does that mean, and why are there so many people on Railroad Ave and Western Ave and Cutts St why walk up to me and say that to me?

I find it very confusing. I have low functioning Autism (the Rain Man type) and so i have very little understanding of words beyond the basic ones, and i never went to to school, so I never learned maths or sciences, and I only had remedial classes at Southern Maine Community College, because I did not have an education to enroll with regular, I was there taking every reading and writing class they had to learn how to read and write, and also took speaking classes to learn how to talk (i spoke Shetland Scottish language because that was language my grandmother spoke but she died when I was 8 so I only knew that language to speak and write, and I was 37 when I went to college and 42 when I learned English speaking and I still cant speak English good yet), all the other classes I took were art painting and cooking.

So the phrase "You would not make a good teacher" makes no sense to me because it seems to imply that I am trying to be a teacher, but I don't have anything close to the education ti be a teacher, and im not trying to be a teacher. So I don't know why people keep saying this phrase to me and I assume it must have some sort of a slang meaning, but I can't figure out what it could be of why do these people keep saying it to me.

see video below for more information: 


@eelkat "You would not make a good teacher"... what does that mean, and why are there so many people on Railroad Ave and Western Ave and Cutts St why walk up to me and say that to me? I find it very confusing. I have low functioning Autism (the Rain Man type) and so i have very little understanding of words beyond the basic ones, and i never went to to school, so I never learned maths or sciences, and I only had remedial classes at Southern Maine Community College, because I did not have an education to enroll with regular, I was there taking every reading and writing class they had to learn how to read and write, and also took speaking classes to learn how to talk (i spoke Shetland Scottish language because that was language my grandmother spoke but she died when I was 8 so I only knew that language to speak and write, and I was 37 when I went to college and 42 when I learned English speaking and I still cant speak English good yet), all the other classes I took were art painting and cooking. So the phrase "You would not make a good teacher" makes no sense to me because it seems to imply that I am trying to be a teacher, but I don't have anything close to the education ti be a teacher, and im not trying to be a teacher. So I don't know why people keep saying this phrase to me and I assume it must have some sort of a slang meaning, but I can't figure out what it could be of why do these people keep saying it to me. #mainelife #biddefordmaine #maine #disabilitytiktok #Biddeford ♬ original sound Wendy C Allen | 📚 Author

update Sept 15, 2026:

I have some slight movement in some my fingers again again after over a decade being paralyzed

you remember how I used to be a professional doll making, pattern designer, and embroiderer, back before I became paralized and before my son was murdered and being the backhoe drove over my house?

all my equipment, sewing machines, ect were all destroyed by the backhoe driving over my house, and I have been quardepelegic for over a decade because of it so could not use my hands to sew or draw or embroider, and so only continued to do my writing of novels since then because I could do that with dragon dictation software,

well, since 2016, I been playing Witcher 3 and don't starve video games on twitch livestream, one hand two fingers, as part of my therapy to regain nerve and muscle use of my fingers, and now after 10 years of that, I have somewhat more movement in my fingers and im thinking maybe I can try to do embroidery and doll making again, but not sure, anyways, now im rebuying all of my sewing and embroidery equipment that the backhoe destroyed when it drove over my house, and hopefully I can use my hand enough to embroider again.

waiting for stuff to arrive in mail, so soon I should find out if ten years of twitch gaming has given me enough muscle strength to use my fingers to embroider again.

update to the previous video, answering viewer question about lack of hospital vs broken spine

Wheelchair Fundraiser... I need to upgrade to a power wheelchair, the manual one just isn't enough anymore. But the power wheelchair is $25k. Yes, twenty five thousand dollars. Wtf? I can get a car for a quarter that price, why are wheelchairs so damned expensive? That's more money then I make in five years, so I need to start a fundraiser for it.

Gypsy Magic: Gemstones

MONTHLY ARCHIVES: JANUARY 2003

GemstonesPosted on Monday, January 13, 2003 | Comments Offon Gemstones

Gemstones 

Most gems are rocks or minerals. However, some gems have organic origins. For example, pearls are formed when a grain of sand gets insde of the shell of living oysters. Mother of Pearl,Abalone, Paua,and Cameo are all made from the polished linnings of tropical sea shells.

Tortise Shell is exactly what it says it is-the shell of a turtle. Amber is a fossilized resin from ancient pine trees.

Coral consists of thousands of skeletons of tiny sea animals or plankton.

Jet,sometimes called Black Amber,is a fossilized wood related to coal. Opals are fossilized water that became trapped in tiny underground tunnles and turned into silicone.

Gem minerals are the natural materials made into gemstones for jewelry. To identify such minerals, experts sometimes must use chemical tests or X rays. But gem minerals can usually be identified by such properties as

  • (1) crystal shape,
  • (2) color,
  • (3) index of refraction,
  • (4) cleavage, 
  • (5) hardness, and
  • (6) specific gravity.

A gemstone’s value is determined by many factors, including brilliance, color, hardness, rarity, weight, and cut. In general, diamonds are the most prized gems because they surpass all others in hardness and brilliance (sparkle),but high-quality rubies,jade,sapphires,and emeralds are often more valuable than diamonds because of their color and rarity. Pearls, Amber,Coral, and Opals are graded by size, color, and perfection of shape.

When useing gems for magickal or healing purposes always remember the following things:

*Never use a crystal or stone that has a broken point or is cracked, as it will not give off an even or focused amount of energy.

*The most efective size for most crystals or stones is 3-4″ in length, or diamiter, however any size or shape will work as long as it isn’t damaged, the larger the crystal or stone the more energy it has,use smaller stones when less energy is needed and larger ones when more energy is needed or use several small stones in various places to form a chain reaction of energy.

*After purchaseing a crystal or stone always remember to cleanse it of all the “bad”energy it has picked up from previouse handelers, by placeing it in a clear glass (not plastic,ceramic or metal)filled with tempid water and salt(sea salt is best),and leave it for at least one week;

crystals and stones not being used for healing purposes may be placed in direct sunlight for a few hours;one of the the most effective, but least practical way to cleanse your stone is to place it on the bottom of a clear mountain stream with it’s point going with the flow of the water,leaving it there for three days. Be sure to cleanse your crystal or stone after each use,so that it doesn’t biuld up or “soak” in the “bad” energy it removed from the patiant.

* There is more magnetic energy in the ocean than anywhere else in the world.

If you have access to natural salt water (an ocean is best,but a sea,gulf,or salt marsh will do)-always cleanse your crystals and stones in the waves on the shore,preferably as the tide is going out,so that it will draw out negative energyies more quickly and wash them far away.Ocean water is the best water for cleansing~

use it to cleanse all of your items,stones,crystals,tools,and yourself.If possible preform all of your spells and healings on the beach~have your client meet you there.

*All stones and crystals attract magnetic energy-this is how they  work- each stone attracts varying types or degrees of energy;

some heal/work by attracting “bad” energy and drawing it out of the body;

other heal/work by attracting and giving off “good” energy which your body absorbs.

No stone works entirely on it’s own;their powers are enhanced or decreased by the magnetic energy feild that comes from both the patiant and the healer,as well as the earth,it is important that the healer/ preist/ shamen/ witch have a very stong”good” energy field,as the patiant/client often does not, and needs extra help to enhance the crystal/stone’s power.   

*Rock divination(crystal gazing)can be done with any stone or crystal of any shape or size; however the best results seem to come when using a stone or crystal that has been poslished and shaped into a perfectly smooth orb(ball)3-5″ in diameter-sized to fit into the palm  of your  hand.

Clear Crystal Quartz is used as a general all-purpose”crystal ball”,but for better results with a specific purpose use the stone or crystal that will best match the purpose desired:

example-for one mourning a death,you would use an orb made of Dark Amethyst, or Black Onyx ; for healing a broken heart you would want to use an orb made of Rose Quartz or Pink Tourmalin,ect.

Gemstones & Their Uses

A:

Abalone Shell: opaque; protection, fertility, worn by preists and shamen

Adamite:

Adventurine: see Aventurine

Agate, Achat: translucent or opaque; June birthstone;acts as a transmitter of Mercury’s radiations for the earth,healing,good health, sustains attentiveness to detail;used for rock divination to see into the spirit world(best done with a polished orb-however,large stones are very rare and quite expensive-expect to pay $50-$400 for a 2 inch diameter sphere)

Agate, Angel Wing: translucent or opaque; June birthstone;acts as a transmitter of Mercury’s radiations for the earth,healing,good health, sustains attentiveness to detail;used for rock divination to see into the spirit world(best done with a polished orb-however,large stones are very rare and quite expensive-expect to pay $50-$400 for a 2 inch diameter sphere)

Agate, Banded: translucent or opaque; June birthstone;acts as a trasmitter of Mercury’s radiations for the earth,healing,good health, sustains attentivness to detail;used for rock divination to see into the spirit world(best done with a polished orb-however,large stones are very rare and quite expensive-expect to pay $50-$400 for a 2 inch diameter sphere)

Agate, Black: opaque; June birthstone;acts as a transmitter of Mercury’s radiations for the earth,dispels grief;healing,good health,used for rock divination to see into the spirit world(best done with a polished orb-however,large stones are very rare and quite expensive-expect to pay $50-$400 for a 2 inch diameter sphere)

Agate,Blue: translucent or opaque; June birthstone;acts as a transmitter of Mercury’s radiations for the earth,healing,good health, placed in water to dispel illness; surprise,water, sophisticated, worn by priests and shamans;used for rock divination to see into the spirit world(best done with a polished orb-however,large stones are very rare and quite expensive-expect to pay $50-$400 for a 2 inch diameter sphere)

Agate,Blue Lace: translucent or opaque; June birthstone;acts as a transmitter of Mercury’s radiations for the earth,enhances grace and lightheartedness,delicate, gentle,winter,ice, water,peace,tranquility,beauty;calms the mind,expands perspective;healing,good health,worn over the heart against the skin to promote health and relieve stress;used for rock divination to see into the spirit world(best done with a polished orb-however,large stones are very rare and quite expensive-expect to pay $50-$400 for a 2 inch diameter sphere)

Agate, Botryoidal, Black: translucent or opaque; June birthstone;acts as a transmitter of Mercury’s radiations for the earth,healing,good health, sustains attentiveness to detail;used for rock divination to see into the spirit world(best done with a polished orb-however,large stones are very rare and quite expensive-expect to pay $50-$400 for a 2 inch diameter sphere)

Agate, Botswana: translucent or opaque; June birthstone;acts as a transmitter of Mercury’s radiations for the earth,healing,good health, sustains attentiveness to detail;used for rock divination to see into the spirit world(best done with a polished orb-however,large stones are very rare and quite expensive-expect to pay $50-$400 for a 2 inch diameter sphere)

Agate, Brazilian: translucent or opaque; June birthstone;acts as a transmitter of Mercury’s radiations for the earth,healing,good health, sustains attentiveness to detail;used for rock divination to see into the spirit world(best done with a polished orb-however,large stones are very rare and quite expensive-expect to pay $50-$400 for a 2 inch diameter sphere)

Agate,Crater: 

Agate, Crazy Lace: translucent or opaque; May birthstone;June birthstone;acts as a transmitter of Mercury’s radiations for the earth,healing,good health, complex, summer,autumn;used for rock divination to see into the spirit world(best done with a polished orb-however,large stones are very rare and quite expensive-expect to pay $50-$400 for a 2 inch diameter sphere)

Agate, Dendritic: translucent or opaque; June birthstone;acts as a transmitter of Mercury’s radiations for the earth,healing,good health, sustains attentiveness to detail;used for rock divination to see into the spirit world(best done with a polished orb-however,large stones are very rare and quite expensive-expect to pay $50-$400 for a 2 inch diameter sphere)


Agate,Dry Head: translucent or opaque; June birthstone;acts as a transmitter of Mercury’s radiations for the earth,healing,good health, sustains attentiveness to detail;used for rock divination to see into the spirit world(best done with a polished orb-however,large stones are very rare and quite expensive-expect to pay $50-$400 for a 2 inch diameter sphere)

Agate,Eagle’s Eye: opaque; May birthstone;June birthstone;acts as a transmitter of Mercury’s radiations for the earth,healing,good health,  unusual, unique;used for rock divination to see into the spirit world(best done with a polished orb-however, large stones are very rare and quite expensive-expect to pay $50-$400 for a 2 inch diameter sphere) 

Agate,Ellensburg Blue: translucent or opaque; June birthstone;acts as a transmitter of Mercury’s radiations for the earth,enhances grace and lightheartedness,delicate,gentle,winter,ice, water,peace,tranquility,beauty; calms the mind,expands perspective;healing,good health,worn over the heart against the skin to promote health and relieve stress;used for rock divination to see into the spirit world(best done with a polished orb-however,large stones are very rare and quite expensive-expect to pay $50-$400 for a 2 inch diameter sphere)

Agate,Fire: translucent or opaque; June birthstone;acts as a transmitter of Mercury’s radiations for the earth,healing,good health, sustains attentiveness to detail;used for rock divination to see into the spirit world(best done with a polished orb-however,large stones are very rare and quite expensive-expect to pay $50-$400 for a 2 inch diameter sphere)



Agate,Flame:   translucent or opaque; June birthstone;acts as a transmitter of Mercury’s radiations for the earth,healing,good health, sustains attentiveness to detail;used for rock divination to see into the spirit world(best done with a polished orb-however,large stones are very rare and quite expensive-expect to pay $50-$400 for a 2 inch diameter sphere)

Agate,Fossil: opaque; acts as a transmitter of Mercury’s radiations for the earth,healing,good health,natural beauty;used for rock divination to see into the spirit world(best done with a polished orb-however,large stones are very rare and quite expensive-expect to pay $50-$400 for a 2 inch diameter sphere)   

Agate,Golden Lace:opaque;  acts as a transmitter of Mercury’s radiations for the earth,healing,good health,used for rock divination to see into the spirit world(best done with a polished orb-however,large stones are very rare and quite expensive-expect to pay $50-$400 for a 2 inch diameter sphere)  

Agate,Golden Leaf: opaque; acts as a trasmitter of Mercury’s radiations for the earth,healing,good health,autumn;;used for rock divination to see into the spirit world(best done with a polished orb-however,large stones are very rare and quite expensive-expect to pay $50-$400 for a 2 inch diameter sphere)    

Agate,Green: translucent or opaque; May birthstone;June birthstone;acts as a transmitter of Mercury’s radiations for the earth,healing,good health,enhances forthrightness and decisiveness,summer;used for rock divination to see into the spirit world(best done with a polished orb-however,large stones are very rare and quite expensive-expect to pay $50-$400 for a 2 inch diameter sphere) 


Agate,Holly Blue: translucent or opaque; June birthstone;acts as a transmitter of Mercury’s radiations for the earth,enhances grace and lightheartedness,delicate, gentle,winter,ice, water, peace,tranquility, beauty;calms the mind,expands perspective;healing,good health,worn over the heart against the skin to promote health and relieve stress;used for rock divination to see into the spirit world(best done with a polished orb-however,large stones are very rare and quite expensive-expect to pay $50-$400 for a 2 inch diameter sphere)

Agate,Indian: translucent or opaque; June birthstone;acts as a transmitter of Mercury’s radiations for the earth,healing,good health, sustains attentiveness to detail;used for rock divination to see into the spirit world(best done with a polished orb-however,large stones are very rare and quite expensive-expect to pay $50-$400 for a 2 inch diameter sphere)

Agate,Iris: translucent or opaque; June birthstone;acts as a transmitter of Mercury’s radiations for the earth,healing,good health, sustains attentiveness to detail;used for rock divination to see into the spirit world(best done with a polished orb-however,large stones are very rare and quite expensive-expect to pay $50-$400 for a 2 inch diameter sphere)

Agate,Lake Superior: translucent or opaque; June birthstone;acts as a transmitter of Mercury’s radiations for the earth,healing,good health, sustains attentiveness to detail;used for rock divination to see into the spirit world(best done with a polished orb-however,large stones are very rare and quite expensive-expect to pay $50-$400 for a 2 inch diameter sphere)

Agate,Mexican Lace: translucent or opaque; June birthstone;acts as a transmitter of Mercury’s radiations for the earth,healing,good health, sustains attentiveness to detail;used for rock divination to see into the spirit world(best done with a polished orb-however,large stones are very rare and quite expensive-expect to pay $50-$400 for a 2 inch diameter sphere)

Agate,Montana:   translucent or opaque; June birthstone;acts as a transmitter of Mercury’s radiations for the earth,healing,good health, sustains attentiveness to detail;used for rock divination to see into the spirit world(best done with a polished orb-however,large stones are very rare and quite expensive-expect to pay $50-$400 for a 2 inch diameter sphere)

Agate,Moss: translucent or opaque; May birthstone;acts as a transmitter of Mercury’s radiations for the earth,intelligence, promotes sweetness of spirit,clears the mind,tranquility;the gardener’s stone-worn by farmers when planting to ensure a good crop;,healing,good health, used for rock divination to see into the spirit world(best done with a polished orb-however,large stones are very rare and quite expensive-expect to pay $50-$400 for a 2 inch diameter sphere)



Agate,Ocean Spray: translucent or opaque; June birthstone;acts as a transmitter of Mercury’s radiations for the earth,enhances grace and lightheartedness,delicate, gentle, winter, ice, water, peace, tranquility, beauty;calms the mind,expands perspective;healing,good health,worn over the heart against the skin to promote health and relieve stress;used for rock divination to see into the spirit world(best done with a polished orb-however,large stones are very rare and quite expensive-expect to pay $50-$400 for a 2 inch diameter sphere)

Agate,Orbicular Black: translucent or opaque; June birthstone;acts as a transmitter of Mercury’s radiations for the earth,healing,good health, sustains attentiveness to detail;used for rock divination to see into the spirit world(best done with a polished orb-however,large stones are very rare and quite expensive-expect to pay $50-$400 for a 2 inch diameter sphere)



Agate,Plasma: translucent or opaque; June birthstone;acts as a transmitter of Mercury’s radiations for the earth,healing,good health, sustains attentiveness to detail;used for rock divination to see into the spirit world(best done with a polished orb-however,large stones are very rare and quite expensive-expect to pay $50-$400 for a 2 inch diameter sphere)

Agate,Priday Plume: translucent or opaque; June birthstone;acts as a transmitter of Mercury’s radiations for the earth,healing,good health, sustains attentiveness to detail;used for rock divination to see into the spirit world(best done with a polished orb-however,large stones are very rare and quite expensive-expect to pay $50-$400 for a 2 inch diameter sphere)


Agate,Red: opaque; acts as a transmitter of Mercury’s radiations for the earth,love,healing,good health,personal finances, used for rock divination to see into the spirit world(best done with a polished orb-however,large stones are very rare and quite expensive-expect to pay $50-$400 for a 2 inch diameter sphere)



Agate, Red Pink Laguna Lace:  opaque; acts as a transmitter of Mercury’s radiations for the earth,love,healing,good health,personal finances, used for rock divination to see into the spirit world(best done with a polished orb-however,large stones are very rare and quite expensive-expect to pay $50-$400 for a 2 inch diameter sphere)

Agate,Regency Rose: translucent or opaque; June birthstone;acts as a transmitter of Mercury’s radiations for the earth,healing,good health, sustains attentiveness to detail;used for rock divination to see into the spirit world(best done with a polished orb-however,large stones are very rare and quite expensive-expect to pay $50-$400 for a 2 inch diameter sphere)

Agate,Rose-Eye: translucent or opaque; June birthstone;acts as a transmitter of Mercury’s radiations for the earth,healing,good health, sustains attentiveness to detail;used for rock divination to see into the spirit world(best done with a polished orb-however,large stones are very rare and quite expensive-expect to pay $50-$400 for a 2 inch diameter sphere)

Agate,Snakeskin: translucent or opaque; June birthstone; Strength & Inner Peace; acts as a transmitter of Mercury’s radiations for the earth,healing,good health, sustains attentiveness to detail;used for rock divination to see into the spirit world(best done with a polished orb-however,large stones are very rare and quite expensive-expect to pay $50-$400 for a 2 inch diameter sphere)

Agate,Stinking Water Plume: translucent or opaque; June birthstone;acts as a transmitter of Mercury’s radiations for the earth,healing,good health, sustains attentiveness to detail;used for rock divination to see into the spirit world(best done with a polished orb-however,large stones are very rare and quite expensive-expect to pay $50-$400 for a 2 inch diameter sphere)


Agate,Striped: translucent or opaque; June birthstone; acts as a transmitter of Mercury’s radiations for the earth,banishes grief;,healing,good health, used for rock divination to see into the spirit world(best done with a polished orb-however,large stones are very rare and quite expensive-expect to pay $50-$400 for a 2 inch diameter sphere)  

Agate,Thunderegg: translucent or opaque; June birthstone;acts as a transmitter of Mercury’s radiations for the earth,healing,good health, sustains attentiveness to detail;used for rock divination to see into the spirit world(best done with a polished orb-however,large stones are very rare and quite expensive-expect to pay $50-$400 for a 2 inch diameter sphere)



Agate,Tree: opaque; May birthstone;June birthstone; acts as a transmitter of Mercury’s radiations for the earth,forest,sunlight, healing,good health;used for rock divination to see into the spirit world(best done with a polished orb-however,large stones are very rare and quite expensive-expect to pay $50-$400 for a 2 inch diameter sphere)



Agate,Turritella: translucent or opaque; June birthstone;acts as a transmitter of Mercury’s radiations for the earth,healing,good health, sustains attentiveness to detail;used for rock divination to see into the spirit world(best done with a polished orb-however,large stones are very rare and quite expensive-expect to pay $50-$400 for a 2 inch diameter sphere)

Agate,White: translucent or opaque; acts as a transmitter of Mercury’s radiations for the earth,magic,all purpose,healing,good health, innocence,winter,ice;used for rock divination to see into the spirit world(best done with a polished orb-however,large stones are very rare and quite expensive-expect to pay $50-$400 for a 2 inch diameter sphere)    

Agate,Wooden:opaque; acts as a transmitter of Mercury’s radiations for the earth,natural,healing,good health,earth,autumn;used for rock divination to see into the spirit world(best done with a polished orb-however,large stones are very rare and quite expensive-expect to pay $50-$400 for a 2 inch diameter sphere)

Agate,Woodward Ranch Plume: translucent or opaque; June birthstone;acts as a transmitter of Mercury’s radiations for the earth,healing,good health,sustains attentiveness to detail;used for rock divination to see into the spirit world(best done with a polished orb-however,large stones are very rare and quite expensive-expect to pay $50-$400 for a 2 inch diameter sphere)

Agate,Yellow Moss; translucent or opaque; May birthstone; acts as a transmitter of Mercury’s radiations for the earth,intelligence, warmth,healing,good health,autumn,the gardener’s stone-worn by farmers when planting to ensure a good crop;used for rock divination to see into the spirit world(best done with a polished orb-however,large stones are very rare and quite expensive-expect to pay $50-$400 for a 2 inch diameter sphere)

Ajoite: see Quartz,Ajoite

Alabaster: has the ability to draw to it things that it’s owner desires;used to enhance psychic abilities

Albite:

Alexandrite:one of the world’s rarest stones; real Alexandrite stones can sell for $10,000 or more depending on size and quality; nearly all “Alexandrites” sold in stores today are imitations (or fakes often illeagly sold as real Alexandrites)-usually made of purple glass, Swarovski Crystal, Amethyst,or Cubic Ziconia-a real Alexandrite is a bright vibrant lilac color,which when held up in sunlight changes into a olivian-peridot green-always test your stone before you buy it : if it doesn’t change from purple to green it is diffidently a fake(this test will not work on “clever” fakes which are made by gluing an Peridot and an Amethyst together or,in set stones,by lining the back of an Amethyst with a green mirror; genuine stones are very expensive -even if you do find a real one,few people can afford to buy one-beware of dealers selling “genuine”Alexandrites for less then $2,000 per caret:stones any cheaper are likely to be fake;June birthstone;acts as a transmitter of Mercury’s radiations for the earth;polarizs light rays;the magic stone-used by alchemists to fool people into believing that they could turn Amethysts into Peridots; banishes grief,heals broken hearts,chases away jealousy

Alurgite:



Amazonite: translucent or opaque; bestows truth,integrity,and honor to the wearer; soothes tense emotions,eases aggravated situations,enhances love;used for rock divination to see into the spirit world(best done with a polished orb-however,large stones are very rare and quite expensive-expect to pay $50-$400 for a 2 inch diameter sphere)    


Amazonite,Russian:  opaque; bestows truth,integrity,and honor to the wearer; soothes tense emotions, eases aggravated situations,enhances love;used for rock divination to see into the spirit world(best done with a polished orb-however,large stones are very rare and quite expensive-expect to pay $50-$400 for a 2 inch diameter sphere)    


Amber: attracts the moon’s energy giving it positive electrical charges,making it useful during hypnosis; protection,warmth,health,healing,fertility,career ambition,delicacy, timeless beauty;used for rock divination to see into the spirit world(best done with a polished orb-small stones are common, however,large stones are very rare and quite expensive-expect to pay $50-$400 for a 2 inch diameter sphere) (keep away from heat - real amber is tree sap and will melt - if it does not become soft in your hands, it's fake, probably glass)

Amber,Black: see Jet

Amblygonite:  

Amethyst,Chevron:see Quartz,Amethyst,Chevron






  

Amethyst,Dark(A Grade):  see Quartz,Amethyst,Dark

Amethyst,Drusy:see Quartz,Amethyst,Drusy

Amethyst,Elestiated:see Quartz,Amethyst,Elestiated

Amethyst,Lavender:  see Quartz,Amethyst,Lavender

Amethyst,Light(B Grade):  see Quartz,Amethyst,Light

Amethyst,Oregon:see Quartz,Amethyst,Oregon

Amethyst,Phantom:see Quartz,Amethyst,Phantom

Amethyst,Stalactite:see Quartz,Amethyst,Stalactite

Amethyst,Vera Cruz:see Quartz,Amethyst,Vera Cruz

Ametrine: see Quartz,Ametrine

Ametrine,Elastial:see Quartz,Ametrine,Elastial

Andradite:stimulates creativity,attracts desirerably encounters with others,opens psychic vision,cleanses and expands the aura

Angelite: the stone of awareness,promotes peace and brotherhood;communication with spirits;a powerful healing stone;promotes the speaking of the truth;compassion,peace,tranquility,healing, knowledge,understanding

Anhydrite:strength,acceptance,life,healing






 









Angelite: the stone of awareness,promotes peace and brotherhood;communication with spirits;a powerful healing stone;promotes the speaking of the truth;compassion,peace,tranquility,healing, knowledge,understanding

Anhydrite:strength,acceptance,life,healing

Antimony:

Anyolite:

Apache Gold:

Apache’s Tears: see Obsidian,Apache’s Tears

Apatite,Blue: very rare;inspiration,the consciousness,psychic powers,meditation,communication with spirits, clears confussion,,expands knowledge,ocean,water,love,peace,spiritual guidance,verbal communication,the throat

Apatite,Brown: inspiration,the consciousness,psychic powers,meditation,communication with spirits, clears confussion,,expands knowledge

Apatite,Gold: inspiration,the consciousness,psychic powers,meditation,communication with spirits, clears confussion,,expands knowledge,love,peace

Apatite,Green: inspiration,the consciousness,psychic powers,meditation,communication with spirits, clears confussion,,expands knowledge

Apatite,Grey: inspiration,the consciousness,psychic powers,meditation,communication with spirits, clears confussion,,expands knowledge

Apatite,Purple: inspiration,the consciousness,psychic powers,meditation,communication with spirits, clears confussion,,expands knowledge,love,peace

Apatite,Red: inspiration,the consciousness,psychic powers,meditation,communication with spirits, clears confussion,,expands knowledge

Apatite,Violet: inspiration,the consciousness,psychic powers,meditation,communication with spirits, clears confussion,,expands knowledge

Apatite,Yellow: very rare;inspiration,the consciousness,psychic powers,meditation,communication with spirits, clears confussion,,expands knowledge,love,peace,eliminator of toxins;used to overcome depression and banish anger

Apophyllite,Green: an energy conductor and transmitter,calms,soothes,a grounding stone,used by Reiki healers,worn by fire-walkers

Apophyllite,White: an energy conductor and transmitter,calms,soothes,a grounding stone,used by Reiki healers

Aquamarine: rare;March birthstone;acts as a trasmitter of Venus’s radiations to the earth,affecting water that will be used during healings;October birthstone;ocean,water, ice,music,peace,love,power over temptation,intuition,psycology

Aragonite:opaque;  the sun,spring,summer,cheerfulness,warmth,nurturing feelings, freedom,joy;used for rock divination to see into the spirit world(best done with a polished orb-however,large stones are very rare and quite expensive-expect to pay $50-$400 for a 2 inch diameter sphere)    

Aventurine:  translucent or opaque; leadership,prosperity,wisdom,outward joy,inner joy;worn by preists,shamen,and preistestes;used for rock divination to see into the spirit world(best done with a polished orb-however,large stones are very rare and quite expensive-expect to pay $50-$400 for a 2 inch diameter sphere)    

Aventurine,Blue: opaque; wisdom,knowlege,leadership,wisdom,magick,night sky;worn by preists,kings and queens;used for rock divination to see into the spirit world(best done with a polished orb-however,large stones are very rare and quite expensive-expect to pay $50-$400 for a 2 inch diameter sphere)    

Aventurine,Burma Jade:  translucent or opaque; leadership,wisdom,outward joy,inner joy;worn by preists,shamen, and preistestes;used for rock divination to see into the spirit world(best done with a polished orb-however,large stones are very rare and quite expensive-expect to pay $50-$400 for a 2 inch diameter sphere)    

Aventurine,Emerald/Russian Green: uncommon/rare; transparent, translucent, or opaqe;leadership,outward joy,inner joy,wisdom;worn by preists,shamen,and preistestes;used for rock divination to see into the spirit world(best done with a polished orb-however,large stones are very rare and quite expensive-expect to pay $50-$400 for a 2 inch diameter sphere)    

Aventurine,Peach: opaque; earth,warmth,safety,summer;wisdom,used for rock divination to see into the spirit world(best done with a polished orb-however,large stones are very rare and quite expensive-expect to pay $50-$400 for a 2 inch diameter sphere)    

Aventurine,Red:opaque;  earth,warmth,safety,wisdom,autumn;used for rock divination to see into the spirit world(best done with a polished orb-however,large stones are very rare and quite expensive-expect to pay $50-$400 for a 2 inch diameter sphere)

Azeztulite:very rare;never requres cleansing or energizing-BEWARE:this is a very powerful stone and should be used only by very experianced indaviduals-like diamonds,this is a dangeous stone,with alot of energy in it that is not easy to controlle and could end up with disasterouse results;used to enhance meditation and communication with spirits;used to heal “difficult” diseases such as cancer;used for rock divination to see into the spirit world(best done with a polished orb-however,large stones are very rare and quite expensive-almost immpossible to find)

Azurite,Blue: uncommon;opaque;  water;used for rock divination to see into the spirit world(best done with a polished orb-however,large stones are very rare and quite expensive-expect to pay $50-$400 for a 2 inch diameter sphere)  

Azurite/Chrysocolla/Malachite: uncommon/rare;opaque; promotes flexibility of thought and action; relieves stress,promotes initiative;gives wisom of speach and knowing when to remain silent;improoves endurance,allergies,and physical strength;used for rock divination to see into the spirit world(best done with a polished orb-however, large stones are very rare and quite expensive-expect to pay $50-$400 for a 2 inch diameter sphere)  

Azurite/Malachite: uncommon/rare;opaque; promotes flexibility of thought and action;used for rock divination to see into the spirit world(best done with a polished orb-however, large stones are very rare and quite expensive-expect to pay $50-$400 for a 2 inch diameter sphere)

B:

Baculites: one of the world’d rarest stones;only a few dozen are known to exist

Barite:

Barite,Crystal:

Barite,Oak:

Barite,Rose:

Benitoite:

Beryl: August birthstone;October birthstone;acts as a trasmitter of Venus’s radiations to the earth, helping the psychic to communicate with his/her spirit/animal guide,promoting visions,

Beryl,Green: see Emerald

Beryl,Purple: see Alexandrite

Beryl,Sea Blue: see Aquamarine

Beryllonite:

Bixbite,Black:

Bixbite,Red: 

Blackstone:see Black Jasper

Bloodstone,African: opaque; March birthstone;May birthstone;is affected by Saturn’s vibrations,used to banish saddness and greif by quicking the body’s natural energy flow;protects against atacks by evil spirits; partnerships, courage,healing,good health, steadfast affection,wisdom,following your heart;used for rock divination to see into the spirit world(best done with a polished orb-however,large stones are very rare and quite expensive-expect to pay $50-$400 for a 2 inch diameter sphere)

Bone:

Boothite:

Bornite: also called Peacock Ore

Bornite with Pyrite:also called Golden Peacock Ore

Braunite:

Brazilianite:

Bustamite:

C:

Calcite:

Calcite,Dog-Toothed Elestial:

Calcite,Gold:

Calcite,Green:

Calcite,Icelandic Spar:

Calcite,Pink-Peach:

Caledonite:

Carnallite:

Carnelian: transparent or opaque; August birthstone; May birthstone;July birthstone; protect against evil,fear,and rage;courage,vitility,health,passion,used for rock divination to see into the spirit world(best done with a polished orb-however,large stones are very rare and quite expensive-expect to pay $50-$400 for a 2 inch diameter sphere)

Carnotite:

Carrollite:

Cassiterite:    

Cat’s Eye: see Quartz,Cat’s Eye/Hawk’s Eye

Celestite,Blue:

Celestite,Orange:

Cerueite(Cerulean):

Chalcanthite:

Chalcedony: see Bloodstone

Chalcedony,Black: is affected by Saturn’s vibrations,used to banish saddness and greif by quicking the body’s natural energy flow;protects against atacks by evil spirits;clears one’s vioce

X-Y-Z

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since I've been flooded with hundreds of messages the past two weeks asking if I still own "the world's most haunted car", yes, and here it is, filmed today May 18, 2026… but my son Xavier is dead, i am crippled and given that people are AGAIN showing up calling my Dodge "haunted", calling my friend "an alien", calling me "transgender", and spreading wild defamation slander connecting me to Stephen King, I think I need to start taking down the contact information of every blogger, podcaster, youtuber, and social media account spreading these rumors, and sue every single one of them for CAUSING my car to be cut in half May 10, 2010, for CAUSING the backhoe that drove over my house August 8, 2013, for CAUSING my son's murder November 14, 2013, for CAUSING me to be crippled and in a wheelchair November 14, 2013, and for CONTINUING to CAUSE harassers to show up in person to harass me near daily, STILL now in 2026. EVERYONE telling you my car is haunted, telling you my friend is an alien, calling my car "the goldeneagle", calling my friend "Etiole", or trying to connect me or my car to Stephen King, is lying to you. They crippled me when I was 8 months pregnant, and a woman with a golf club, severed my spine and bashed my baby's head in, I spent 9 years relearning to walk, and the FBI is 13 years into the murder investigation and not yet identified the attacker who crippled me and killed my baby, both violently with a golf club and the FBI believes that it is friends and family of the woman who did it, are the ones who started and spread the rumors saying my car is haunted, saying I'm an alien abductee, saying all kinds of similar bs about aliens, ufos, ghosts, witchcraft, demons, and Stephen King connections, even though I don't believe in ghosts, aliens, ufos, demons, and had never heard of Stephen King before 30k of his fans showed up in my yard trying to find my car! FBI believes the backhoe driver and the murderer are the same person and it is a developer who wanted my land and so started the Stephen King, ghost, and alien rumors all in an attempt to drive me off my land, and when it didn't work they drove a backhoe over my house, and when that didn't work they crippled me and killed my son. Why are they doing this? How do I get them to stop?

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Do you know who drove this backhoe over my house at 146 Portland Avenue, Old Orchard Beach, Maine on August 8, 2013? If you have any information, please give it to FBI Agent Andy Drewer at 207–774–9322 of the Portland, Maine FBI office.

My house at 146 Portland Ave, Old Orchard Beach, Maine, July 4, 2013, photo taken because we had just finished building a baby room on the back. vs My house August 8, 2013, when the same group of people (yes group, the golf club woman was not alone when she attacked November 14, 2013, nor was she alone with her second attack July 2016.) who murdered my son on November 14, 2013 at Southern Maine Community College and crippled me July 26, 2016 at scarborough WalMart,... they arrived the first time with a backhoe on August 8, 2013, that they used to drive over my house, during a time of day that I normally was home asleep... I had to work a different shift at the Waffle Cone Pizza Food Truck at George's Parking Lot by Bill's Pizza at the OBB Peir, that day, otherwise, I too would be at the bottom of a landfill, along with my house and everything I owned that was also in the house. I was 5 months pregnant at the time and have been homeless for just under 14 years, homeless ever since....

... which means it is now only a few weeks from the 14th anniversary of my son's murder. I was 8 month pregnant November 14, 2013, and a student ay SMCC, and coming out of the Buglight Lighthouse art studio after art class, when a still unidentifiedwoman wielding a golf club attacked me, severed my spine, while I was 8 months pregnant, triggered early labour, then killed my son minutes after he was born.

While accusing me of being transgender, screaming "transvestite freak" and "look at that thing, that's Ken's son in a dress"... while I was 8 months pregnant.

eelkats_house_before_after.jpgMy house at 146 Portland Ave, Old Orchard Beach, Maine, July 4, 2013, photo taken because we had just finished building a baby room on the back. vs My house August 8, 2013, when the same group of people (yes group, the golf club woman was not alone when she attacked November 14, 2013, nor was she alone with her second attack July 2016.) who murdered my son and crippled me, arrived the first time with a backhoe that they used to drive over my house, during a time of day that I normally was home asleep... I had to work a different shift at the Waffle Cone Pizza Food Truck at George's Parking Lot by Bill's Pizza at the OBB Peir, that day, otherwise, I too would be at the bottom of a landfill, along with my house and everything I owned that was also in the house. I was 5 months pregnant at the time and have been homeless for just under 14 years, homeless ever since.

The backhoe driver returned November 14, 2013, armed with a golf club, used it to break my spine and smash my baby's brains out on the ground

On November 14, 2013, my son was murdered. I was 8 months pregnant, leaving my college classroom, and just getting into my car, when 3 strangers, a man and two women, armed with golf clubs leapt out from behind my car screaming "kill or be killed, kill the transvestite freaks, kill them all before they kill us! look at that thing! That is Ken's son, look at how it's dressed! kill the transvestite freaks! kill or be killed"... while the bald man and the red haired woman chanted this over and over, the blonde woman, lunged with the golf club.

She severed my spine, I am now a quadriplegic, and been paralyzed arms and legs, and in a wheelchair for 13 years now. She broke my hips, my knees, my legs, ruptured most of my discs, and shattered three of my vertebrae so bad that the shards of bone acted like glass and embedded themselves into my spinal column nerve bundle.

The attack also triggered labour.

My son was born in that parking lot, and he lived only a couple of minutes, before the deranged blonde woman, beat his head in and smashed his brains out, with the same golfclub she had just used to sever my spine and leave me crippled for the rest of my life.

Realizing that I was not transgender, and they'd just murdered a baby, the man grabbed the 2 women and forcibly dragged them away to a 4 door white pickup truck, and they left me there to die.

The FBI told me later, that a few weeks before this attack, and transwoman, had murdered a cis woman, in a parking lot, abou 20 miles away from where I was attacked. The FBI, believes that my attackers, had somehow found out I wrote transgender fiction, connecting my real name to my penname, (my father's name is in fact "Ken", and I do have a brother) and believed that I wrote transgender fiction, because I was myself transgender, even though I'm not transgender. The FBI, believes the attackers, thought I was my brother, pretending to be a woman.

The FBI investigation, into my son's murder, has dragged on for 13 years, and still now in 2026, continues on, with the FBI, still not having yet identified my attackers, and only guessing at what their motive was.

Thus we come to 2014, and the full swing change of the series I write. WHY my series, went from just a transman main character living life, to the full blown Mpreg genre series that it now is today.

Before the attack, I had a chance of having a baby. I don't know. And because I'm in America, I'm too old to adopt. You have to be under 45 years old to adopt a baby. That is the law in America. I was informed this, when we tried to adopt, now that my injuries leave me unable to get pregnant a 9th time.

Thus began my obsessively writing, my transman main character, pregnant. Always pregnant now. Every time. Every story. Stories that now fully focus on pregnancy, labour, miscarriages, babies dying, babies living, raising babies... the whole series, since 2014 has devolved into an outright baby obsession.

Meanwhile, reborn baby dolls were suggested to me by my therapist, and have also become a deeply obsessive part of my life. Because 13 years ago my son was murdered minutes after he was born, because a transphobic bigot mistook me for being transgender, I'm STILL in a wheelchair, struggling to relearn to use my arms and legs, now 13 years later, and I'm still DAILY dealing with police officers and FBI agents who while they are trying to find my son's killer, they are also daily reminding me... oh, yeah, my son was murdered, literally ripped out of my belly, by a transphobe. Who still has not been located and walks free to kill again.

The golfclub woman as she looked during the golf club attack at Southern Maine community college November 14, 2013. She is about 20 to 30 years older then me and would be around 75 to 85 years old now in 2026.

Clairescreenshot.pngIf you have any information about the identity of this child murderer, please call FBI Agent Andy Drewer at 207–774–9322

The golfclub woman as she looked during the shopping cart attack at Scarborough WalMart July 26, 2016. She is about 20 to 30 years older then me and would be around 75 to 85 years old now in 2026.

zzzz999ClaireRed2016-screenshotIf you have any information about the identity of this child murderer, please call FBI Agent Andy Drewer at 207–774–9322

The 2nd woman as she looked at both attacks, her hair goes all the way down to her knees. She is about 20 to 30 years older then me and would be around 75 to 85 years old now in 2026.

Kendrascreenshot.pngIf you have any information about the identity of this child murderer's accomplice, please call FBI Agent Andy Drewer at 207–774–9322

Do you know who these two woman who crippled me and murdered my baby, at Southern Maine Community College at 10PM on November 14, 2013, are, and what their connection to the backhoe that drove over my house is? If you have any information, please give it to FBI Agent Andy Drewer at 207–774–9322 of the Portland, Maine FBI office.

I am a legally blind quadriplegic, and low verbal, I have also published 138 novels in the last 48 years. It's not as impossible as people think. The problem being blind and quadriplegic, medically have different meanings then how those two words are used medically.

Fewer than 3% of all blind people see nothing. While 97% people who are classified as fully blind are able to see up to two feet in front of them. Legally blind means I can see more then two feet in front of me but not far enough to see twenty feet in front of me. In my case I can see about eight feet.

Quadriplegic, has varying levels, it means having a damaged nerve bundle in the spinal column causing limited mobility of all 4 limbs, (in my case this was done by a women wielding a golf club, who also beat my 8 month infant's head to pulp on the parking lot tarmak, at the same time she severed my spine with the same golf club; both on November 14, 2013; the FBI investigation into my son's murder and my being crippled has gone on now for 13 years, a few weeks away from 14 years now, and the FBI has still not identified the killer or her motive). Contrary to popular misconception, quadriplegic does NOT mean ZERO movement, it means means limited movement, specifically in means unable to lift arms over head, unable to grip fingers around objects to pick them up, and unable to stand for more then 5 minutes to a time. Because there are so many thousands of nerves in each limb it is actually very rare for there to be 100% no movement, but how much, and to what extent varies by patent depending upon the specific point of injury to the spinal column.

Meaning typing is still possible for over 60% of all quadriplegics.

In my case, it was the lower spine that was severed, cutting off completly my ability to move my right leg, leaving limited feeling in my left leg, and an ability to stand but not walk, with crutches, for the first 9 years. I regained enough nerve growth in my legs by the 9th year to be able to take ten or twelve steps allowing me to get out of bed for the first time since the golf club attack; This in turn lead to me being able to start using a wheelchair, as I was able to sit upright for the first time as well.

Because the shattered vertebrae bone fragments are broken off completly and embedded into the nerve bundle just above my tailbone, doctors were saying I would never walk again, but now at 13 years, I am able to push mu wheelchair like a walker, a distance of almost a thousand steps a day. Though doctors are still doubtful I will ever walk "normally" again, I have proven them wrong, when their said 13 years ago, that I would never walk again at all.

But because of the placement of the damage to my spine, regaining hand use, was always thought possible, it was just a matter of waiting long enough for nerve regrowth, along side daily finger exercises. I was able to continue writing, after becoming quadriplegic, because I still have use of my right thumb, and 2 fore figures of my right hand. And can type 90 words per minute with those 3 fingers.

I however have no wrist strength, elbow strength, or shoulder strength, so I am not able to form a fist, or lift objects, or brush my hair, or my teeth, all thing I have to have my caretaker do. But, those things are not needed for typing. Unfortunately, my pinky and ring fingers are "nerve dead" and drag over the keyboard, and cause horrific spelling errors and typos, which are incredibly frustrating to deal with.

Unfortunately trying to edit errors myself, just makes the errors worse, because those same two fingers drag over the keyboard yet again. Prior to the golf club attack, I rarely had spelling errors; now I got more spelling errors then someone is learning English as second language. Editing is a challenge, that I've had to accept, I simply can not do myself, and I have to hire several editors to help with that.

Low verbal means sounds can still be made, sounds that software programs like Dragon can be trained to recognize and translate, and type into full words. More then half my novels were typed with this method.

I still have a long ways to go before I am anything close to being able to do the things I could do before the golf club woman beat my baby's brains out and shattered my spine. And you know what's more frustrating then how slow mu medical progression has been? The fact that it's been 13 years and the police and FBI are still coming up at dead ends as to who the woman who murdered my baby was, or why she even did it.

My son's 14th birthday is only a few weeks away, but he didn't even get to live long enough to celebrate his 1st birthday, I don't even know why. And I can't wait to regain my ability to walk again, because regaining my ability to walk, means gaining the ability to go outside and start looking for my son's murderer myself instead of sitting at home trapped in a wheelchair waiting for the police and FBI to to find her. So, writing isn't a big priority for me anymore. I only write now, as a way to exercise my hands, in between relearning to walk.

Never let a disability stop you. Plenty of writers, artists, athletes, do not let either blindness, speech impediments, or limited mobility hold then back from perusing their careers.

Do you know who these two woman who crippled me and murdered my baby, at Southern Maine Community College at 10PM on November 14, 2013, are, and what their connection to the backhoe that drove over my house is? If you have any information, please give it to FBI Agent Andy Drewer at 207–774–9322 of the Portland, Maine FBI office.

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