Do You REALLY Know Your Target Audience?



By Wendy C Allen
eelkat_red_scarf.jpgWendy Christine Allen, 2019, able to sit up in a chair for the first time in years, and able to raise up my arm and wiggle fingers. This was when I started playing Witcher 3 on Twitch as part of my physical therapy to regain finger movement. Playing Witcher 3 daily from 2016 to 2019, is how I regained the use of my thumb and two for fingers on my right hand... it is also why I stopped playing Witcher 3 in 2019, once I had strengthen my two forefingers enough to start typing again.

Wendy Christine Allen, Old Orchard Beach's Autistic Author, Artist, Illustrator, & Art Car Designer

Counting Down to the September 23, 2028 50th Anniversary of my first published book (September 23, 1978)

If you are here looking for The Twighlight Manor series, The Crystonite Wars series, The Wild Years series, The White Rock Asylum for the Criminally Insane series, The Twisted Tales series, the Captured By a MerMan series, The Space Dock 13 series, The Kats of Planet Ptarmagin series, the stories about Miss Citten the Eel-Kat, or the stories about Etiole... ALL of those series were combined and consolidated into The Adventures of Quaraun the Insane Pink Necromancer series in 2014, so ALL the different series, are now under one series title.

List of the published titles still in print:

The Index of over three thousand stories in The Pink Necromancer series

What the series is about, for those new here:

The introduction to The Pink Necromancer Series. 

If you want some stories to get you started in The Pink Necromancer series, reading these first will give you a good introduction to the 3 main characters:

My Elves Are JellyFish...and I asked Google AI and ChatGPT 5.6 what they thought of this.

As requested, my daily writing prompt series is now available print paperback editions on Amazon.

There are 20 volumes of this writing prompt series currently planned and in varying stages of finishing, hopefully all 20 will be published by the end of 2026. I likely will do a 2nd series of writing prompt books in 2027.

The first of the Visual Novels/Video Games for The Adventures of Quaraun the Inane/The Pink Necromancer series is published and available on Itch.io, there are 3 more planned for release in 2026, 6 more planned for release in 2027, and the big 60-hour 80k word 150 page one (Quaraun Goes To the Fair) is planned for a 2028 release.

There is a Pink Necromancer card game and a Pink Necromancer board game, as well as a Pink Necromancer table top RPG supliment for Dungeons and Dragons, all in the works, and to be released over the next couple of years as well.

Health update: August 4, 2026 - in recovery for 6 months+ (at least until mid-January 2027...all book and video game releases are pushed back at least 6 months) see video below for why...
@eelkat

health update #maine #disabilityawareness #wheelchairlife #wheelchairvlogger #multiplesclerosis

♬ original sound - Wendy C Allen | 📚 Author
@eelkat Health update: #chickenpox #bellspalsy #RamsayHuntsyndrome #paralysis #recovery ♬ original sound - Wendy C Allen | 📚 Author
@eelkat

I seem to have had another stroke (during the night while I was asleep?) #stroke #paralysis

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Update Sept 3, 2026:

I am able to get around enough to take Koko to dog park... today is 29 days since getting out of hospital. My diet is still mostly liquid, but im eating some solid food again, but its like rice or soft mushy baby food type stuff because I still can not chew yet, though I can swallow again. My jaw is still not functioning good so im having trouble talking still. So there's been slight improvement to my mouth, throat, and jaw, but, zero improvement to my eye, which is a major concern, be Im almost fully blind right now. im legally blind since birth in my left eye, so I have no ability to fall back on using my left eye. My right eye is the one injured and my vision in it is "40% decreased" according to my doctor, but it wasn't good vision to begin with, and right now my right eye is not much different from my legally blind left eye. Which I why I have to have someone drive my car for me instead of me driving my car myself right now, which is very frustrating, because, being a female, I had to fight for over twenty years to be allowed to drive. I started sneaking out at age 31 and dressing as a man to go to Old Orchard Beach high school to get a ged, because us females are not allowed to go to school. And i was 37 years old when snuck out to the DMV and got a driver's permit and started going to college. I was 42 and 8 months pregnant when my family found out I was going to college and thats when I was punished by the backhoe driving over my house and my spine broken with a golf club and my baby born right then and killed with same golf club. So it's very frustrating now, so soon after finally being able to drive , to now not be able to drive because of an eye injury, especially after 14 years of being paralyzed from the golf club and not being allowed to have a wheelchair, again, because i am female and we females are simply not allowed to do anything. I hate the culture I was born into. I wish I had the freedom to go to school and drive a car the way American women do. I wish having my spine broken with a golf club and my baby killed with a golf club and a backhoe driven over my house was not how men in my family punishment women in my family for learning to read and write. Its so frustrating not being able to to drive again, so soon after 14 years being paralyzed, and being paralyzed by the golf club was the punishment for getting a driver's license back in 2013 after 30 years of men not letting me have one. I hate my family's culture and how they treat us women.

I get so sick of Americans telling me how they wish they could be a Gypsy… they are either misogynist woman hating pigs, or delusional idiots who haven't got a clue how shittily we Gypsy women are treated by Gypsy men, because no one in their righ mind who knows anything about Gypsy culture would ever want to be part of it. I hate that I was born a Gypsy. 

update sept 7, 2026

"You would not make a good teacher"... what does that mean, and why are there so many people on Railroad Ave and Western Ave and Cutts St why walk up to me and say that to me?

I find it very confusing. I have low functioning Autism (the Rain Man type) and so i have very little understanding of words beyond the basic ones, and i never went to to school, so I never learned maths or sciences, and I only had remedial classes at Southern Maine Community College, because I did not have an education to enroll with regular, I was there taking every reading and writing class they had to learn how to read and write, and also took speaking classes to learn how to talk (i spoke Shetland Scottish language because that was language my grandmother spoke but she died when I was 8 so I only knew that language to speak and write, and I was 37 when I went to college and 42 when I learned English speaking and I still cant speak English good yet), all the other classes I took were art painting and cooking.

So the phrase "You would not make a good teacher" makes no sense to me because it seems to imply that I am trying to be a teacher, but I don't have anything close to the education ti be a teacher, and im not trying to be a teacher. So I don't know why people keep saying this phrase to me and I assume it must have some sort of a slang meaning, but I can't figure out what it could be of why do these people keep saying it to me.

see video below for more information: 


@eelkat "You would not make a good teacher"... what does that mean, and why are there so many people on Railroad Ave and Western Ave and Cutts St why walk up to me and say that to me? I find it very confusing. I have low functioning Autism (the Rain Man type) and so i have very little understanding of words beyond the basic ones, and i never went to to school, so I never learned maths or sciences, and I only had remedial classes at Southern Maine Community College, because I did not have an education to enroll with regular, I was there taking every reading and writing class they had to learn how to read and write, and also took speaking classes to learn how to talk (i spoke Shetland Scottish language because that was language my grandmother spoke but she died when I was 8 so I only knew that language to speak and write, and I was 37 when I went to college and 42 when I learned English speaking and I still cant speak English good yet), all the other classes I took were art painting and cooking. So the phrase "You would not make a good teacher" makes no sense to me because it seems to imply that I am trying to be a teacher, but I don't have anything close to the education ti be a teacher, and im not trying to be a teacher. So I don't know why people keep saying this phrase to me and I assume it must have some sort of a slang meaning, but I can't figure out what it could be of why do these people keep saying it to me. #mainelife #biddefordmaine #maine #disabilitytiktok #Biddeford ♬ original sound Wendy C Allen | 📚 Author

update Sept 15, 2026:

I have some slight movement in some my fingers again again after over a decade being paralyzed

you remember how I used to be a professional doll making, pattern designer, and embroiderer, back before I became paralized and before my son was murdered and being the backhoe drove over my house?

all my equipment, sewing machines, ect were all destroyed by the backhoe driving over my house, and I have been quardepelegic for over a decade because of it so could not use my hands to sew or draw or embroider, and so only continued to do my writing of novels since then because I could do that with dragon dictation software,

well, since 2016, I been playing Witcher 3 and don't starve video games on twitch livestream, one hand two fingers, as part of my therapy to regain nerve and muscle use of my fingers, and now after 10 years of that, I have somewhat more movement in my fingers and im thinking maybe I can try to do embroidery and doll making again, but not sure, anyways, now im rebuying all of my sewing and embroidery equipment that the backhoe destroyed when it drove over my house, and hopefully I can use my hand enough to embroider again.

waiting for stuff to arrive in mail, so soon I should find out if ten years of twitch gaming has given me enough muscle strength to use my fingers to embroider again.

update to the previous video, answering viewer question about lack of hospital vs broken spine

Wheelchair Fundraiser... I need to upgrade to a power wheelchair, the manual one just isn't enough anymore. But the power wheelchair is $25k. Yes, twenty five thousand dollars. Wtf? I can get a car for a quarter that price, why are wheelchairs so damned expensive? That's more money then I make in five years, so I need to start a fundraiser for it.

I found an interesting forum question today, which has nothing to do with targeted traffic and knowing your audience, but had the question asker been thinking about aiming at a specific target audience, rather then thinking about getting lots of high traffic, he would have seen the answer to his own question quickly and not needed to ask it at all. Which got me wondering how well his future website will succeed, if he doesn't fully know who his target audience is or what they will be searching for?

Well, if you read my stuff a lot, you know how my brain works... one thing lead to another, and now here I am writing knowing your target audience and why that is important, not only for people building websites, but for any business, including us authors.

Now at first I'll be dealing very directly with is SEO keyword related question, but reading and watch how it evolves and you'll soon see why this is important for anyone in any business and why we as authors should know who it is who reads our books before we start marketing them. (The article is already written and I am adding this intro at the beginning, so I already know where it went :P)

For those who read my stuff but are not familiar with SBI, this question is referencing a very specific software program called BrainStormIt. He asked this question on the help forum for the software program and so, did not go into details of the program itself, because, any one using the SBI BrainStormIt! Forum already knows what the program is. SBI is the web host I use for this site and BrainStormIt! is the keyword research tool that I use to find targeted keywords for my site. If you found this page via Google or Bing search engine, then you have SBI's BrainStormIt to thank for directing you here.

So for my readers here, to understand the situation he is asking about, basically it is this: He is in the process of designing/building a new website about MLM (Multi Level Marketing) and is using BrainStormIt! Keyword Research Tool, to compile a list of the best keywords he should be focusing on.

The text in red, is the results the keyword research tool gave him. The numbers tell him, how many people are searching for that keyword and how many sites already exist using that keyword and an estimated scale of how profitable his use of that keyword will be with in his grand scheme of his website.

That said, in going over the results that BrainStormIt! had given him, it occurred to me that he is dealing with a keyword that has two dramatically different meanings and that the meaning he is using is the smaller, less commonly used meaning. Yet his goal is to drive as much traffic as possible.

The problem with driving huge amounts of general traffic to a site, is that it increases your bounce rate and decreases your click through rate, and these are things Google takes into consideration when determining your web rank.

A high bounce rate, means visitors leave your site without reading the page.

A low click through rate means people leave your site without clicking through to a second page.

In terms of search engine optimization, a web master needs to have keywords that bring in TARGETED traffic. Targeting traffic results in low bounce rate and high click through rate, because your visitors find your site useful and stay to read the pages then click through to other pages to read even more.

So, on to his question, and my characteristicly over long answer...

A word with good numbers OR A word that contains your niche

A word with good numbers OR A word that contains your niche

 #1390949  by Richard from richmentorship.com 
 22 Jan 2018 12:43

Hello Everyone

My niche is MLM.

I Brainstormed the keyword "Leverage"

My two results that stood out were:

Meaning of Leverage = Demand - 369, Supply - 3, Profitability - 123,000
Leverage in MLM = Demand - 45, Supply - 2, Profitability - 22,500

I WANT THE TRAFFIC. So would it be best to use the first keyword and put a spin on it such as: Meaning of Leverage in MLM

Or would it be best to settle for less traffic but for targeted visitors by using: Leverage in MLM

Your opinion are needed

Thanks  

Rich

Richard
http://www.richmentorship.com


Have you tried doing a Google search for the word "leverage"?

The top result is Wikipedia and it says this:

NOUN
the exertion of force by means of a lever or an object used in the manner of a lever:
"my spade hit something solid that wouldn't respond to leverage"
synonyms: grip · purchase · hold · support · anchorage · force · strength

The next result is IMDB listing for a TV Show called "Leverage"

The next 10 pages of results, are either more info about the TV Show or sites for construction workers and building architects.

Not one single MLM site showed up in the first 100 search results.

This tells me that, not many people use the word "leverage" outside of building/construction and that the only reason the word "leverage" has good numbers in BrainStormer, is because people are looking for a TV show.

With that bit of information in mind, I would think, if you used just Leverage only without specifying Leverage in MLM, I would think MOST people who searched for Leverage would NOT be searching for MLM info and would quickly click away from you site.

Thus my end conclusion (what I would do if in this situation) would be to use "Leverage in MLM" instead of just "Leverage", because the average person (according to search results) is not thinking MLM when they search for the word leverage.

And myself personally, I've never heard the word leverage used for money before, so I'm wondering how many average/general people outside of the MLM niche would even realize that a long fat yardstick with a water bubble in it, has a money meaning as well?

Less than 1/3 of America has access to internet connection, keep that in mind to, so people who do search the internet, for such things fall into people who do have the internet and people who drive 40 or 50 miles to find a library that has internet access.

I make money online and teach others within my niche how they can do it as well, but it's not my focus and I've never gotten into multi-level-marketing, so I don't know the lingo of MLM. I do know that I have internet access in a region that most people still have yet to hear of the existence of cell phones. And I struggle every day, against vandals who claim I've invited Satan into the region, by virtue of owning a computer because in their words "Satan invented computers".

Welcome to Maine.

And our mountains aren't that big. Any place that has mountains bigger than ours, also has neither internet nor cell phones.

That may seem unimportant here, but it's something to think about.. most people jump into online money niches, thinking "OMG! there are 300 million people in the US alone! Look at all that potential!"

Fewer than 50 million Americans have either internet or cell phone access.

People with easy access to those things often forget that for MOST of America's population, those things are exorbitant luxuries, either because families in the area are too poor to afford it, or because they live in a mountain region and are probably still 100 or more years from even having access to it at all.

A Lot of people in big city regions forget how big America is and how little of it is actually progressed above a 3rd world lifestyle. There's over a million people just in Maine who do not have access to electricity, running water, or toilets. My family only just got indoor plumbing in 2013, and we didn't add a toilet for another year after that. Don't have wells around here either... mountain ledge... you get your drinking water from a brook or pond, where you also bath and wash your clothes.

These people know levels, because they constantly have to move big boulders. And now that internet access in in the area, some of them are getting it, and many of the ones who have it, ARE in fact looking for ways to make money online, because the average income here, is $2,000 a year, and the average city person, makes that much in a single week. We see people starve to death every day here. It's a fact of life.

And when these people, here in Maine, go online looking to make money... they are truly DESPERATE to make money, because most of them have children on the brink of starvation, who likely won't live to the end of the month. They are not looking for the self serving scam artists who are just looking for affiliate link clicks. These people really NEED, your REAL and ACTUALLY ACCURATE advice on how to make money FAST online... if you ask them to pay a one time low price of just $399.99 for some summy, scammy 10 page report, then know too that the death of their baby next week is on YOUR head, because they DESPERATELY needed that $399,99 to buy food, but, they, not knowing the types of predators that exist online, are clueless to the fact that all they'll get for their money is a 10 page pamphlet that doesn't tell them anything useful and does nothing to help them make money online.

These people have no concept from what the internet is, they are easily scammed, and it disgusts me that money making online scams take advantage of these uneducated, often illiterate people who are desperately trying to find a way to keep their starving families alive.

Most of them have no education. Maine law only requires 2 years of schooling, and marriage is 15. Most people here go to school at age 8, learn to read and write, barely, then work the land from age 9, marry at age 15, and will be dead from poor health before 30. Until last year minimum wage was $4.13. That's less then $5,000 a year. It was just increased to $7 two months ago. That's less than $10,000 a year. The average family in Maine has 8 children.

So... when you look at the people who go online looking to make money online, because they desperately need a job, and there are no jobs available around here.... they know a crow bar can be used as a level to roll a boulder, but they do even know what a bank or a credit card is, they've only just discovered the existence of phones and computers. 

So from the perspective of someone who grew up in and still lives in this culture, that Maine lifestyle...I know that these people do desperately search the internet for ways to make money, but leverage is not a term they use or even know.

While MLM is a popular niche... it's generally only popular for people looking to make money online without doing any work, or people looking to tel other people how to make money online, when they themselves have never made money online and have no clue what they are talking about. (And I remember you from previous posts, so I know you are someone in MLM who actually does know what you're talking about, unlike most MLM sites out there.)

I tell you all of this, to how you, WHO your target audience really is. People looking to make money online... they are not some wealthy city dwelling collage student who already has a job and an education and an iPhone. People looking to make money online, are the lowest class of America, the often forgotten mountain people of Maine, New Hampshire, Vermont, Utah, Colorado, Tennessee, and all the rest of the mountain states.

If you want to target people searching for MLM, you want to get to know the type of person it is who searches online for that type of info. And consider... "Will they search for this term?" "Will they even know this term exists?"

That's why I think, "Leverage in MM" is a better term, then just leverage. Because I know these people and I know, they are not thinking about making money online when they hear the term "leverage".

So, my thinking, when it comes to choose keywords, you need more then just the BrainStormIt numbers. You need to know what search results Google gives for that term and ask if your site fits the search results AND you need to research the demographics of the people who are searching for that term as well. I think that's what Ken means too when he says "Don't become numbers bound" because a lot more then numbers decides who finds those pages.

And so that was my answer to him and his question, but now you may be asking, how does this apply to us authors?

Well, let's think about those statistics a minute.

A lot of authors gripe and complain that they can't get ebook sales and they wish they had better ways of getting their books in top selling lists the way paperbacks do.

Did you know, that there are only an estimated 100,000 ebook reader owners in the United States? And while most of them own a Kindle device, that is fewer then 10% of America's book reading population.

Paperback books and offline book sales from actual brick & mortar book stores, still accounts for 70% of the books sold in America.

Why?

Well, let's look at who reads books.

People without electricity have no TV to watch and no video games to play, and thus entertainment for them consists of reading and board games.

You remember the mountain family we talked about earlier? Those ones who even now in 2018 do not have acess to clean drinking water, toilets, or electricity, and are living in 3rd world conditions, right here in America?

Those people are also the BIGGEST readers in the country.

It is not uncommon for these families to mass hoard, insane amounts of books. I'm talking tens of thousands of books.

Most mountain families, have some sort of story time ritual that is a VERY important part of their daily lives. And involves multiple generations of people gathering around the one person who knows how to read and every night, before bed, listening to that person, read a few chapters of a novel.

Think about how important watching your nightly TV shows is to YOU. Noew think about what your life would be like without both TV and electricity. No video games. No cell phone. No computer. No tablet. No internet.

And now consider, that that there are more 1 million people living in those conditions right now, just in ONE state of America. Now multiple that by 50 sates.

Open your eyes to the REALITY of WHO it is, who reads MOST of the books in America, and WHY they read them.

And THIS is why my books are always available in print edition, rarely ever see ebook editions, and why, you have a hard time finding my books for sale online. Because I make my books available to the people who ACTUAL read them. And those people don't have internet access or eReaders.

So, next time you ask, why your ebooks are not selling, why print books remain popular, and why, in spite of places like Amazon, brick and mortar bookstores still sit on every small town corner... think long and hard about that question, and the answer.

If you are asking that question, then it means you don't know who your target audience is and you'll never see book sales, you'll never reach your readers... because like that guy who asked the leverage keyword question... you aimed for lots of general traffic from internet users... but the internet users, are NOT your target audience, so you don't get sales, because you don't put your books, in places where your readers are or in formats your readers can access.





While there are around 20k pages on this website, most of them are blocked from search engines, with only around 800 of them available for appearing in Google/Bing/etc search results. The remainder can only be accessed via the various links found throughout this site. This was done deliberately on my part, and I did it because the bulk of the pages on this website are chapters from 138 novels and 423 novellas, so only the first page of each novel and novella indexed by search engines, and the remainder are linked in order, one page at a time, via clicking "next page" at the end of each. So if you are looking for a specific page from a specific novel, Google can't help you.



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i just found out there is yet another bizarre rumour going around. where are these wild rumours coming from? who is starting them? and why?

♬ original sound - Wendy C Allen | 📚 Author
@eelkat

since I've been flooded with hundreds of messages the past two weeks asking if I still own "the world's most haunted car", yes, and here it is, filmed today May 18, 2026… but my son Xavier is dead, i am crippled and given that people are AGAIN showing up calling my Dodge "haunted", calling my friend "an alien", calling me "transgender", and spreading wild defamation slander connecting me to Stephen King, I think I need to start taking down the contact information of every blogger, podcaster, youtuber, and social media account spreading these rumors, and sue every single one of them for CAUSING my car to be cut in half May 10, 2010, for CAUSING the backhoe that drove over my house August 8, 2013, for CAUSING my son's murder November 14, 2013, for CAUSING me to be crippled and in a wheelchair November 14, 2013, and for CONTINUING to CAUSE harassers to show up in person to harass me near daily, STILL now in 2026. EVERYONE telling you my car is haunted, telling you my friend is an alien, calling my car "the goldeneagle", calling my friend "Etiole", or trying to connect me or my car to Stephen King, is lying to you. They crippled me when I was 8 months pregnant, and a woman with a golf club, severed my spine and bashed my baby's head in, I spent 9 years relearning to walk, and the FBI is 13 years into the murder investigation and not yet identified the attacker who crippled me and killed my baby, both violently with a golf club and the FBI believes that it is friends and family of the woman who did it, are the ones who started and spread the rumors saying my car is haunted, saying I'm an alien abductee, saying all kinds of similar bs about aliens, ufos, ghosts, witchcraft, demons, and Stephen King connections, even though I don't believe in ghosts, aliens, ufos, demons, and had never heard of Stephen King before 30k of his fans showed up in my yard trying to find my car! FBI believes the backhoe driver and the murderer are the same person and it is a developer who wanted my land and so started the Stephen King, ghost, and alien rumors all in an attempt to drive me off my land, and when it didn't work they drove a backhoe over my house, and when that didn't work they crippled me and killed my son. Why are they doing this? How do I get them to stop?

♬ original sound - Wendy C Allen | 📚 Author






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Do you know who drove this backhoe over my house at 146 Portland Avenue, Old Orchard Beach, Maine on August 8, 2013? If you have any information, please give it to FBI Agent Andy Drewer at 207–774–9322 of the Portland, Maine FBI office.

My house at 146 Portland Ave, Old Orchard Beach, Maine, July 4, 2013, photo taken because we had just finished building a baby room on the back. vs My house August 8, 2013, when the same group of people (yes group, the golf club woman was not alone when she attacked November 14, 2013, nor was she alone with her second attack July 2016.) who murdered my son on November 14, 2013 at Southern Maine Community College and crippled me July 26, 2016 at scarborough WalMart,... they arrived the first time with a backhoe on August 8, 2013, that they used to drive over my house, during a time of day that I normally was home asleep... I had to work a different shift at the Waffle Cone Pizza Food Truck at George's Parking Lot by Bill's Pizza at the OBB Peir, that day, otherwise, I too would be at the bottom of a landfill, along with my house and everything I owned that was also in the house. I was 5 months pregnant at the time and have been homeless for just under 14 years, homeless ever since....

... which means it is now only a few weeks from the 14th anniversary of my son's murder. I was 8 month pregnant November 14, 2013, and a student ay SMCC, and coming out of the Buglight Lighthouse art studio after art class, when a still unidentifiedwoman wielding a golf club attacked me, severed my spine, while I was 8 months pregnant, triggered early labour, then killed my son minutes after he was born.

While accusing me of being transgender, screaming "transvestite freak" and "look at that thing, that's Ken's son in a dress"... while I was 8 months pregnant.

eelkats_house_before_after.jpgMy house at 146 Portland Ave, Old Orchard Beach, Maine, July 4, 2013, photo taken because we had just finished building a baby room on the back. vs My house August 8, 2013, when the same group of people (yes group, the golf club woman was not alone when she attacked November 14, 2013, nor was she alone with her second attack July 2016.) who murdered my son and crippled me, arrived the first time with a backhoe that they used to drive over my house, during a time of day that I normally was home asleep... I had to work a different shift at the Waffle Cone Pizza Food Truck at George's Parking Lot by Bill's Pizza at the OBB Peir, that day, otherwise, I too would be at the bottom of a landfill, along with my house and everything I owned that was also in the house. I was 5 months pregnant at the time and have been homeless for just under 14 years, homeless ever since.

The backhoe driver returned November 14, 2013, armed with a golf club, used it to break my spine and smash my baby's brains out on the ground

On November 14, 2013, my son was murdered. I was 8 months pregnant, leaving my college classroom, and just getting into my car, when 3 strangers, a man and two women, armed with golf clubs leapt out from behind my car screaming "kill or be killed, kill the transvestite freaks, kill them all before they kill us! look at that thing! That is Ken's son, look at how it's dressed! kill the transvestite freaks! kill or be killed"... while the bald man and the red haired woman chanted this over and over, the blonde woman, lunged with the golf club.

She severed my spine, I am now a quadriplegic, and been paralyzed arms and legs, and in a wheelchair for 13 years now. She broke my hips, my knees, my legs, ruptured most of my discs, and shattered three of my vertebrae so bad that the shards of bone acted like glass and embedded themselves into my spinal column nerve bundle.

The attack also triggered labour.

My son was born in that parking lot, and he lived only a couple of minutes, before the deranged blonde woman, beat his head in and smashed his brains out, with the same golfclub she had just used to sever my spine and leave me crippled for the rest of my life.

Realizing that I was not transgender, and they'd just murdered a baby, the man grabbed the 2 women and forcibly dragged them away to a 4 door white pickup truck, and they left me there to die.

The FBI told me later, that a few weeks before this attack, and transwoman, had murdered a cis woman, in a parking lot, abou 20 miles away from where I was attacked. The FBI, believes that my attackers, had somehow found out I wrote transgender fiction, connecting my real name to my penname, (my father's name is in fact "Ken", and I do have a brother) and believed that I wrote transgender fiction, because I was myself transgender, even though I'm not transgender. The FBI, believes the attackers, thought I was my brother, pretending to be a woman.

The FBI investigation, into my son's murder, has dragged on for 13 years, and still now in 2026, continues on, with the FBI, still not having yet identified my attackers, and only guessing at what their motive was.

Thus we come to 2014, and the full swing change of the series I write. WHY my series, went from just a transman main character living life, to the full blown Mpreg genre series that it now is today.

Before the attack, I had a chance of having a baby. I don't know. And because I'm in America, I'm too old to adopt. You have to be under 45 years old to adopt a baby. That is the law in America. I was informed this, when we tried to adopt, now that my injuries leave me unable to get pregnant a 9th time.

Thus began my obsessively writing, my transman main character, pregnant. Always pregnant now. Every time. Every story. Stories that now fully focus on pregnancy, labour, miscarriages, babies dying, babies living, raising babies... the whole series, since 2014 has devolved into an outright baby obsession.

Meanwhile, reborn baby dolls were suggested to me by my therapist, and have also become a deeply obsessive part of my life. Because 13 years ago my son was murdered minutes after he was born, because a transphobic bigot mistook me for being transgender, I'm STILL in a wheelchair, struggling to relearn to use my arms and legs, now 13 years later, and I'm still DAILY dealing with police officers and FBI agents who while they are trying to find my son's killer, they are also daily reminding me... oh, yeah, my son was murdered, literally ripped out of my belly, by a transphobe. Who still has not been located and walks free to kill again.

The golfclub woman as she looked during the golf club attack at Southern Maine community college November 14, 2013. She is about 20 to 30 years older then me and would be around 75 to 85 years old now in 2026.

Clairescreenshot.pngIf you have any information about the identity of this child murderer, please call FBI Agent Andy Drewer at 207–774–9322

The golfclub woman as she looked during the shopping cart attack at Scarborough WalMart July 26, 2016. She is about 20 to 30 years older then me and would be around 75 to 85 years old now in 2026.

zzzz999ClaireRed2016-screenshotIf you have any information about the identity of this child murderer, please call FBI Agent Andy Drewer at 207–774–9322

The 2nd woman as she looked at both attacks, her hair goes all the way down to her knees. She is about 20 to 30 years older then me and would be around 75 to 85 years old now in 2026.

Kendrascreenshot.pngIf you have any information about the identity of this child murderer's accomplice, please call FBI Agent Andy Drewer at 207–774–9322

Do you know who these two woman who crippled me and murdered my baby, at Southern Maine Community College at 10PM on November 14, 2013, are, and what their connection to the backhoe that drove over my house is? If you have any information, please give it to FBI Agent Andy Drewer at 207–774–9322 of the Portland, Maine FBI office.

I am a legally blind quadriplegic, and low verbal, I have also published 138 novels in the last 48 years. It's not as impossible as people think. The problem being blind and quadriplegic, medically have different meanings then how those two words are used medically.

Fewer than 3% of all blind people see nothing. While 97% people who are classified as fully blind are able to see up to two feet in front of them. Legally blind means I can see more then two feet in front of me but not far enough to see twenty feet in front of me. In my case I can see about eight feet.

Quadriplegic, has varying levels, it means having a damaged nerve bundle in the spinal column causing limited mobility of all 4 limbs, (in my case this was done by a women wielding a golf club, who also beat my 8 month infant's head to pulp on the parking lot tarmak, at the same time she severed my spine with the same golf club; both on November 14, 2013; the FBI investigation into my son's murder and my being crippled has gone on now for 13 years, a few weeks away from 14 years now, and the FBI has still not identified the killer or her motive). Contrary to popular misconception, quadriplegic does NOT mean ZERO movement, it means means limited movement, specifically in means unable to lift arms over head, unable to grip fingers around objects to pick them up, and unable to stand for more then 5 minutes to a time. Because there are so many thousands of nerves in each limb it is actually very rare for there to be 100% no movement, but how much, and to what extent varies by patent depending upon the specific point of injury to the spinal column.

Meaning typing is still possible for over 60% of all quadriplegics.

In my case, it was the lower spine that was severed, cutting off completly my ability to move my right leg, leaving limited feeling in my left leg, and an ability to stand but not walk, with crutches, for the first 9 years. I regained enough nerve growth in my legs by the 9th year to be able to take ten or twelve steps allowing me to get out of bed for the first time since the golf club attack; This in turn lead to me being able to start using a wheelchair, as I was able to sit upright for the first time as well.

Because the shattered vertebrae bone fragments are broken off completly and embedded into the nerve bundle just above my tailbone, doctors were saying I would never walk again, but now at 13 years, I am able to push mu wheelchair like a walker, a distance of almost a thousand steps a day. Though doctors are still doubtful I will ever walk "normally" again, I have proven them wrong, when their said 13 years ago, that I would never walk again at all.

But because of the placement of the damage to my spine, regaining hand use, was always thought possible, it was just a matter of waiting long enough for nerve regrowth, along side daily finger exercises. I was able to continue writing, after becoming quadriplegic, because I still have use of my right thumb, and 2 fore figures of my right hand. And can type 90 words per minute with those 3 fingers.

I however have no wrist strength, elbow strength, or shoulder strength, so I am not able to form a fist, or lift objects, or brush my hair, or my teeth, all thing I have to have my caretaker do. But, those things are not needed for typing. Unfortunately, my pinky and ring fingers are "nerve dead" and drag over the keyboard, and cause horrific spelling errors and typos, which are incredibly frustrating to deal with.

Unfortunately trying to edit errors myself, just makes the errors worse, because those same two fingers drag over the keyboard yet again. Prior to the golf club attack, I rarely had spelling errors; now I got more spelling errors then someone is learning English as second language. Editing is a challenge, that I've had to accept, I simply can not do myself, and I have to hire several editors to help with that.

Low verbal means sounds can still be made, sounds that software programs like Dragon can be trained to recognize and translate, and type into full words. More then half my novels were typed with this method.

I still have a long ways to go before I am anything close to being able to do the things I could do before the golf club woman beat my baby's brains out and shattered my spine. And you know what's more frustrating then how slow mu medical progression has been? The fact that it's been 13 years and the police and FBI are still coming up at dead ends as to who the woman who murdered my baby was, or why she even did it.

My son's 14th birthday is only a few weeks away, but he didn't even get to live long enough to celebrate his 1st birthday, I don't even know why. And I can't wait to regain my ability to walk again, because regaining my ability to walk, means gaining the ability to go outside and start looking for my son's murderer myself instead of sitting at home trapped in a wheelchair waiting for the police and FBI to to find her. So, writing isn't a big priority for me anymore. I only write now, as a way to exercise my hands, in between relearning to walk.

Never let a disability stop you. Plenty of writers, artists, athletes, do not let either blindness, speech impediments, or limited mobility hold then back from perusing their careers.

Do you know who these two woman who crippled me and murdered my baby, at Southern Maine Community College at 10PM on November 14, 2013, are, and what their connection to the backhoe that drove over my house is? If you have any information, please give it to FBI Agent Andy Drewer at 207–774–9322 of the Portland, Maine FBI office.

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