IMPORTANT UPDATE:

Due to the murder of my family and the resulting court cases, police investigations, and FBI investigations, I no longer have time to daily update this website.

Likewise ALL novel, short story, and article writing projects are on hiatus.

All book releases, book signings, workshops, and convention appearances for 2015 (and unknown amount of time after) are on hold while the murder investigation of my family is ongoing.

Writing advice for the worldbuilding, character creation, and other writing how to articles are on hold.

From now on, the bulk of updates here will be about the investigation into the murder of my family.

No, NOT just THIS author website, not JUST the EelKat pename, not just self published books: ALL 15 (fifteen) of my penames are on hiatus, that includes traditional published books as well, newspaper reporting jobs, editing jobs, my work for Harlequin Romance Novels, my work for Disney... EVERYTHING is on hiatus. Every publishing house I work for, every series I write, every penname I write under: they are ALL on hiatus, ALL projects.

There is NOTHING being published under ANY penname, not for ANY series, not for ANY publisher, from 2015 onward. EVERYTHING is on hold due to the murder of my family. I do not know when or even if, any of the projects will be restarted or finished.

Yes, BOTH the magazines I owned are indefinitely shut down because of this as well, with no plans for either magazine to return. The publishing house I own is also closed to submissions from now on, we will no longer be publishing anything. It is unlikely we will reopen the publishing house either.

All book signing tours, workshops, letures, PAX events, ComicCon events, carnival/festival/state fair/car show events are also canceled. I will not be attending ANY of them. If a venue still has my name listed as a guest/speaker/etc it is because they've not yet removed it. I WILL NOT be there, no matter where it is! 

EVERYTHING, EVERYWHERE, IS CANCELED!

The ONLY thing continuing from this point on, is THIS website, where I'll post updates on the murder investigation, hopefully every week, but, you know how it is when 10 members of your family are beheaded, it's kind of difficult to have a schedule for anything anymore.







Avallac'h in The Elven Catacombs
of The Duen Hen Salt Mines
aka Avallac'h's Velen Hideout
Avallac'h in his Velen Hideout
| Pictures from Witcher 3 |

All images on this page are from:
The Witcher 3: 
Wild Hunt 
|Game of the Year Edition| 
Completionist Run: 
The Avallac'h Playthrough
(Watch It Live HERE)


Avallac'h in The Elven Catacombs of The Duen Hen Salt Mines aka Avallac'h's Velen Hideout

Avallac'h in his Velen Hideout | Pictures from Witcher 3 - I just felt like uploading pictures of Avallac'h today. This page serves no other purpose. 


I've seen streamers complain that Avallac'h was a pampered arrogant wealthy guy, bitching and moaning of his wealth... and yet, there is no evidence he is wealthy, not in either the game or the novels, and they overlook, that this tiny, cluttered room is his bedroom, that dirty mat is his bed, and this is where he both lives and sleeps...which matches what we were told in the novels... that he lived in a cave, had no bed, and slept on a pile of old ragged furs.
Lara Dorren's grave. Avallac'h's beloved ex-wife, whom he buried in the backroom of his cave house.

This is not me answering a question from anyone, but rather, this time, I am asking the question to YOU.

How does a destitute, homeless hermit who wears rags and owns nothing, get classified as a rich, wealthy man who looks down on poor people?

I've seen streamers complain that Avallac'h was a pampered arrogant wealthy guy, bitching and moaning of his wealth... 

...and yet, there is no evidence he is wealthy, not in either the game or the novels, and they overlook, that this tiny, cluttered room in the image above, is his bedroom, that dirty mat is  his bed, and this is where he both lives and sleeps...

...which matches what we were told in the novels... that he lived in a cave, had no bed, and slept on a pile of old ragged furs.

One streamer even stopped playing the game to have an full hour long rant on why Avallac'h is a perfect example of why he hates Elves, citing that Elves were all pampered and wealthy and looked down on Humans because of their wealth.... he compared Avallac'h to wealthy business men who had it out for the poor working guys and made the claim that the only reason Avallac'h hated humans was because Avallac'h was super rich and thought he was better than everyone who didn't have money...

...uhm...

No were in either the games or the novels, are we given any evidence that Avallac'h is either wealthy or that he hates Humans. Quite the contrary, we are given lots of evidence that Avallac'h is struggling to get by, in the game we see him wearing clothes that are torn, ripped, many times repaired, patched, tattered, and dirty... 

...and in the novels, the very first description of Avallac'h, the one given to us by Geralt, described Avallac'h's clothes as old, worn out, torn, and heavily soiled. Geralt, who himself dresses practically in rags because he is so poor, snubs his nose up at Avallac'h and talks in deep disgust over how utterly filthy this Elf's clothes are and goes on to tell us that the cave the Elf lives in is a mess, the floor is littered with piles of feces, states he *(Geralt)* has trouble finding a place to step without stepping in feces, and tells us that the Elf apparently sleeps on the floor on a pile of old rags and furs in the corner.

Later we see a scene of Eredin teasing Avallac'h telling Avallac'h to go take a bath, while also saying Avallac'h lives in a dungheap.

Still later, Ciri tells us that Avallac'h as The Fisher King, lives on a tiny row boat, sleeps on an old fox fur coat, and hasn't bathed or changed his clothes in years, is a hermit, and that his clothes are worn to rags and falling apart.

Even later Geralt tells us that the ancient now mute Fisher King, now living on the rowboat, is a hermit, and is near starved to death.

At no point in the novels do we ever see Avallac'h living in a building, owning any material worldly possessions, or wearing anything other then rags.

And the game, does not contradict this fact. In the game we see that Avallac'h has 2 "houses", one in Velen and one in Skellige. Both are "caves", which are actually the rubled ruin remains of ancient Elf houses, that collapsed centuries ago, and the erosion of time has buried them under dirt, plants, and trees.

Both Dune Heun *(The Velen Hideout)* and Pali Gap *(The Skellige Laboratory)* are dangerous ruins, made of collapsed walls and ceilings, with rubbel littering the floors, and crumbling pillars, statues, graves, sarcofagi, tombstones, and walls scattered about in ruins. In both caves, we see small spaces, where the ruble was pushed aside to create "rooms" between the ruble, and bookshelves, alchemy equipment, tattered rugs, and broken tables are arranged to make the space livable. 

We see the roof leaking, water dripping down on the floors, and a straw bedroll laid out beside a makeshift campfire. This is Avallac'h's bed. The only room that can even remotely pass itself off as livable, is the bedroom where his 5 wives sleep. They have a huge 4-poster bed and a bathtub, and broken lattice room dividers put up to make makeshift walls. Thick layers of dust and cobwebs cover everything.

Aside from the mountainous piles of books crammed into every free space, available, Avallac'h doesn't own a thing.

BOTH of Avallac'h's cave hovels, with all of their "rooms", will fully fit inside **JUST GERALT'S BEDROOM** in Kaer Morhen... if you want to bitch about someone living a pampered life in a big house, fucking look at the castle Geralt' lives in. 

*sheesh*

...it baffles me, the trend in streamers, playing this game, while bitching every time Avallac'h is on screen, how much they hate him because of his wealth, while saying he looks down on poor people.

Where do they get that from? At what point is he ever looking down on poor people or having any wealth himself?

All that said... these people making this claim, are ALSO stating that Avallac'h's vast wealth is the REASON HE HATES HUMANS...

Wait... what?

Not only does he have no wealth to begin with... he also does not hate Humans!

He hates Cregennon of Lod... A human.... ONE human... because his wife Lara Dorren cuckolded him with Creganon of Lod.

That is NOT Avallac'h hating ALL Humans, that is Avallac'h hating the ONE Human whom his wife cheated on him with.

Avallac'h considers himself "a friend to Humans", and is seen by other Elves as a traitor because he spends time with Humans, helps Humans, rescues Humans, and protects Humans, even from Elves.

The **WHOLE REASON** Avallac'h is living in caves, wearing rags, and is a hermit is **BECAUSE** he was cast out of Elf society because the other Elves branded him as a "Human lover".

The accusations that Avallac'h is either wealthy or that he hates Humans is just plain bizarre.

Indeed, whenever I see a streamer do these, rather commonplace, rants about how wealthy they think Avallac'h is... is just opens a window into that person's own prejudices against anyone with money.

Here's a thought...

You know it says more about YOU and YOUR hatred for others based on social standing, then it does Avallac'h and HIS opinions of others based on social standing, if you look at anything he does or says and translate it as him hating humans, being wealthy, or disliking poor people.

YOU thinking how much you hate everyone wealthier then yourself while you play the game DOES NOT mean the character hates others the same way YOU DO... it simply means that YOU are too blinded by hatred for anyone wealthy to see past your own hatred to see the character as the author wrote them.

Think about it.

What does that say about **YOU**?

It's like how... 

  • * someone who lies all the time, assumes everyone else is a liar, and trusts no one to tell the truth, because they can not imagine others would do anything different from they themselves do.


  • * someone who steals all the time, assumes everyone else is a thief, and barricades their doors with locks, because they can not imagine others would do anything different from what they themselves do.

  • * someone who thinks about sex perversion all the time, assumes everyone else is also a sexually perverted, and thinks everyone is out there raping and torturing and being sexual deviates, because they can not imagine others would do anything different from they themselves do.

Open your eyes, see the truth.

ONLY SOMEONE WHO SEES THEMSELVES AS POOR AND BLAMES THEIR LACK OF WEALTH ON ANYONE WHO HAS WEALTH ... sees everyone around them as being wealthy and out to get them or poor and oppressed by wealthy... and the ONLY reason YOU think Avallac'h is wealthy and looking down on the poor, is because YOU YOURSELF are poor and looking down on the wealthy, blaming them for being too lazy to get a job.

These people are no different then the ones who call Avallac'h a pervert, when there is no basis to call him that.

Only a pervert, could look at an asexual, celibate, 2,000 year old virgin, and think that that an asexual, celibate, 2,000 year old virgin, must be a pervert, because he's raising his 12 year old step-grandbaby.

ONLY SOMEONE WHO IS A SEXUALLY DEVIATED PERVERT THEMSELVES... sees everyone around them as being sexually deviated perverts.

I'm fascinated by how easy it is to tell a person's prejudices, vices, and lack of morals, by how they view fictional characters.


All the Witcher 3 images on this page were edited using 2 software programs: 
VideoPad Professional (not free)
 
John Paul Chacha's Chasys Draw IES Artist (free)

All images on this page are from:
The Witcher 3: 
Wild Hunt 
|Game of the Year Edition| 
Completionist Run: The Avallac'h Playthrough
(Watch It Live HERE)





Trailer For The Avallac'h Playthrough:



More Pictures From Witcher 3:

**Pages listed below, are marked as NSFW if it contains more then 10 pictures of nude/topless women, usually Ciri, with bare breasts and nipples... or at least one picture of a vagina, again usually Ciri's**

**NOTE that pages NOT marked as NSFW may also have bare breasts, just fewer then 10 images of them**


If a page listed below is not yet a link, that is because it is still set to private and not yet live, because it has fewer then 50 images on it.

These pages go live after they have 50 images on the page, and it takes a huge amount of time for me to make these images. Each of these Witcher-3-image-collection pages takes 80+ hours to make.

Most of these pages have 300+ images, a few have over 1,000 images. Each page may take a long time to load if you are on mobile or have slow internet.

In total there are more then 15,000 images of Avallac'h spread out across these pages.


Note that these pages are updated daily, with new images added to the appropriate pages after each Twitch stream. *(I play the game daily even when not streaming it, so even days with no stream, these pages get updated)* And as such, these pages are always growing larger, and more pages are always being added.

Eventually I will have a separate page for EACH and EVERY town and Point of Interest in the game, with a goal of 1,000 images in each collection. Meaning when this project is finished there will be more the 500 pages, and more then 500,000 images across them.

This project started May 13, 2018 and as of May 8, 2021 now has 32,500 screenshots uploaded. You can see them by clicking on the links below.

New pages are added all the time and the links go live after there are at least 100 images on the page. MOST of the links below have more than 500 images, some have more than a 1,000. Know that due to the image heavy nature of these pages these pages may not load well on mobile and may suffer from long loading times if you are on low quality internet speeds. If you are on dial up, these pages may not load at all, due to the large sizes of the image files and the fact of500+ images per page.

If a page is listed below, but does not yet have a link, it is because the page has been started, but is still in draft format due to not yet having 100 images uploaded to it. It'll go live once it reaches 100 image.



If you could recommend I watch one VOD that best represented your channel, which would it be?

This one....








If One of these Videos Is Active,
I'm Live Streaming Right Now...

I stream on Twitch, YouTube, FaceBook, and Twitter. I have no pre-planned schedule for which site I will go live on. I do NOT multi-stream on multiple sites at once, so if I am live on one, I am not live on the other 3. (The FaceBook one will say "Video Unavailable" when not live.)





About This Game Play:


This current mod-making playthrough, is prep for a future fully-lore-friendly playthrough....

The ultimate goal of my mod making playthrough, is to make every character as lore-friendly as possible to how they were described in the novels.

Most specifically though we are transforming as much of the game as possible to match Chapter 5 of the novel Lady of the Lake, when Ciri lived with Avallac'h the first time, on The Lake of Avalon.

This current playthrough is largely a lot of test runs of hundreds of mods. It is being played open world with quests rarely happening, to allow us to run tests of various mods as I build them.

Due to the fact that the game engine, scripts, and other files is often open and being edited while I'm playing the game, this current playthrough is very unstable with bugs and glitches happening  daily and game crashes happening, sometimes as often as every few minutes.

You are witnessing a live overhaul and full rewrite of the game, that when finished will be used in a complete (more normal style) playthrough of the game.

However do not expect to see the lore-friendly playthrough any time soon. 

I began building this overhaul mod May 13, 2018 and have worked on it daily for 4 to 12 hours a day, all of it streamed here on Twitch, and... 

...while we've now altered over 2,000 script files, more than 7,000 textures, several hundred meshes, 400+ xml files, dozens of ini files, and have now begun work on changing 3D models...

...this project is far from finished and could see as much as another 3 years of daily work before completion.

UPDATE: October 5, 2020... it is now nearing 3 years since starting, and  there are now more than 20,000 files edited in this project, and no end is yet in sight.



Computer  stats: 

Motherboard: Asus Z170

Processor: i7-7000 @4.20GHz

RAM: 64 GB

Graphics Card: NVirdia 1070 GTX

Capture Card: AVerMedia Live Gamer HD

Hard Drive: There are 11 hard drives by various brands, in total there is 88TB of harddrive on the computer

Cooling system: There are 8 fans and a liquid cooling system inside the computer; plus not attached to the computer, are 2 house fans and a house air conditioner... which are required to keep the computer from overheating during my daily 9 hour streams.

..........

There are a lot more parts on the computer, but those above are the base requirements if you want to build a gaming rig capable of running Witcher 3 with over 4,000 mods, including over 20,000 custom graphics added to the game.

..........

Keyboards: I use 2 keyboards... a full size mechanical with rainbow lights and a mini-size wireless.

Headphones: After going through over a dozen headphones each a different brand and model, some costing several hundreds of dollars, and all suffered the same problem of breaking at the swivel point, I finally found one that did not break at it's swivels and have used them since 2016.

Monitors: I use multiple monitors and change and add more every year or so, which monitor I have is different at any given time. As a general rule, my set of monitors is whatever was the biggest screen, curved screen, gaming monitor that was a new release during that year's Black Friday sale.

Mouse: I have 6 wireless, all the same, and just switch them out mid stream when the batteries die.

Camera: This is the camera & mic I use for my IRL vlogs, car vlogs, and shopping vlogs.

Webcam: This is the camera & mic used for the facecam on my Witcher 3 streams.

I do not use a mic. I've tried several over the years, and every one of them, couldn't come close to having the quality of the mic that came built in to each of those 2 cameras above, so I discontinued using a seperate mic and just use the 2 cameras' built in mics now.

2nd Camera: The other camera I use. Usually this one is for the stills of my flowers, garden, pets, and cars, but it is sometimes used for video recordings as well. This camera is mostly used for the photography prints I sell on Zazzle.

Camera stands: I use Gorilla Pods for all of my cameras.

I have more cameras, used for my photography, but those does get used for streaming or vlogging so no need to list them here.

..........

The base computer was built in 2016, and cost just under $3,000 to build. But has been upgraded and expanded on a regular basis every few months since than. In total the computer cost over $15,000 to build, spent over a period of 4 years.

..........

Video Editing Software: VideoPad Professional

Text/Code Editing Software: EditPad

Image Editing Software: John Paul Chacha's Chasys Draw IES Artist

File Organizer: yWriter















Please Note: The Quaraun Series Is SplatterPunk Horror Gorn Rated M18+ for extreme graphic violence, grizzly depictions of suicide, and you must be 18 or older to buy it if you live in America, Japan, Australia, Germany, or any other country with government laws regulating explicit media

Why is the Quaraun Series Rated M18+?





















Though he is the main character of the series, this is one of only 4 covers to feature a picture of Quaraun himself.


























































































































































































The load-screen Avallac'h CosPlay
Avallac'h as he appeared in the load screen art


























*"Watching people defend someone they're a fan of, completely dismissing any evidence of wrongdoing, just because they think they know that creator like a close friend based solely on what they've seen in videos and stuff. Parasocial relationships are terrifying." ~ Welsknight Gaming*


.......................


"You people who watch, follow, subscribe to, and defend the streamers who spread malicious sex lies about others, are accessories to the crimes they perpetrate. Without viewers like you, my family would not have been murdered by fans of bitches like them." ~EelKat


































“Don't tell me the moon is shining; show me the glint of light on broken glass.” - Anton Chekhov





“Read, read, read. Read everything -- trash, classics, good and bad, and see how they do it. Just like a carpenter who works as an apprentice and studies the master. Read! You'll absorb it. Then write. If it's good, you'll find out.” - William Faulkner



“Many writers write because they’ve been there, seen that, did it and burnt their fingers” - Bangambiki Habyarimana





"Close the door. Write with no one looking over your shoulder. Don’t try to figure out what other people want to hear from you; figure out what you have to say. It’s the one and only thing you have to offer."- Barbara Kingsolver




"I'm writing a first draft and reminding myself that I'm simply shoveling sand into a box so that later I can build castles."  - Shannon Hale





"It is common sense to take a method and try it. If it fails, admit it frankly and try another. But above all, try something."

- Franklin D. Roosevelt





April 10, 2015 my 12 children were kidnapped,
from 146 Portland Ave. Old Orchard Beach, Maine.

May 15, 2015, ten of their heads were nailed to my door.

Do you have information?

FBI Agent Andy Drewer out of the 
Portland, Maine FBI office is in charge of the case.

If you have information about the April 10, 2015 murder of my family 
or any of the attacks on our home and relatives, give it to him not me.
He can be reached @ +1-(207)-774-9322 


Do you live in Biddeford, Maine?

Especially in the Main St, Elm St, Cutt St area?

The woman suspected of  orchestrating the murder, has been sighted the past few weeks at bars and shops in this area and the FBI wants your help catching her.

As of September & October 2021, new information has come forward, and the FBI wants YOUR help, to catch the people who murdered my family.

Go to THIS PAGE and read the article for more info on how you can help, and also full details on the murder and investigation. 

Please, don't let them get away with this. They've walked free, far too long. And they've hurt so many more people in the 7 years since April 10, 2015.

Do you have information?

FBI Agent Andy Drewer out of the 
Portland, Maine FBI office is in charge of the case.

If you have information about any of these attacks, give it to him.
He can be reached @ +1-(207)-774-9322 
















The best place to hide a body is on any random second page of Google search results. No one ever looks there.


“1. Bullying is not okay. Period.
2. Freedom of religion does not give you the right to physically or verbally assault people.
3. If your sincerely-held religious beliefs require you to bully children,
then your beliefs are fucked up.” ― Jim C. Hines


Give a man a fish and he'll eat for a day. Teach a man to fish and you can sell him fishing gear for the rest of his life. 

“People try to say suicide is the most cowardly act a man could ever commit.
I don't think that's true at all.
What's cowardly is treating a man so badly that he wants to commit suicide.” ― Tommy Tran


"This site contains daily blogs & vlogs of every event of every day of my life from 2003 til today.

If you are in my life, you are on this site - your name, your face, and probably your home address.

If you don't want to be on this site, then get your ass the fuck out of my life.

If you're harassing me or my family, you're here a lot, and if you don't want anyone to know about it, then don't do it! Don't think I won't defend myself and my family from you, because I will, rest assured if you even THINK about hurting me or any one in my family, I WILL become your WORST nightmare.

And if you do it to me... you can be certain the whole world will know, because I WILL tell EVERYONE.

I will also remind you: I am also a Voodoo Priestess rank of Medsen Fey. I do readings, spell castings, curses, and exorcisms for clients. I'm also a Ceremonial High Magic Necromancer. I trained under the Hebrew Enochain Kabbalist Etiole de bleu de Azure Swanzen, famed for his ability to call up Devs, Ghuls, Daemons, and Djinn, the terror of Maine known mostly for his deadly 7 Year Retribution Curses and Mirror Box Wanga Death Spells. I was his apprentice for 37 years and have now taken over for him. If you hurt me or my family, rest assured a 7 Year Curse HAS been cast on you."

~EelKat (tagline from EK's StarLog 2006)


“Everything... affects everything” 

― Jay Asher



never judge yourself, by the way a hater judges you, you are way better then they say you are, and they know it, that's why they are trying to bring you down to their level ~EelKat






"Success consists of going from failure to failure without loss of enthusiasm."

- Winston Churchill






"My will shall shape the future. Whether I fail or succeed shall be no man's doing but my own. I am the force; I can clear any obstacle before me or I can be lost in the maze. My choice; my responsibility; win or lose, only I hold the key to my destiny."

- Elaine Maxwell






bullies don't care

because bullies are cruel





















“Don't bend; don't water it down; don't try to make it logical; don't edit your own soul according to the fashion. Rather, follow your most intense obsessions mercilessly.” - Franz Kafka















"There is only one success:  to be able to spend your life in your own way."

- Christopher Lasch




"Being a writer is a little bit like being insane, since I spend a lot of time anguishing over problems that involve people who don’t exist doing imaginary things in places that aren’t real." - Aaron Thier













Don't let a bully pretend they are the victim, their crocodile tears are just a deviant trick they use to hurt you even more, by convincing others to not help you.




Did you know, before Hugh Howey Wrote wool, he and I wrote this book?



















“I love deadlines. I love the whooshing noise they make as they go by.” - Douglas Adams


















"Writing a novel is like driving a car at night. You can only see as far as your headlights, but you can make the whole trip that way." -  E. L. Doctorow










“You must stay drunk on writing so reality cannot destroy you.” - Ray Bradbury




"You can’t wait for inspiration. You have to go after it with a club." - Jack London


"This violence against our Asian American neighbors is from the mouth of hell. Hate acts. It does not stay confined to the heart & mind. It incites the tongue. Untreated, it travels to hands & feet. Hate is murderous. (1Jn 3:15) Stand against it. Speak against it. Pray against it." - Beth Moore






Please Note: The Quaraun Series Is SplatterPunk Horror Gorn Rated M18+ for extreme graphic violence, grizzly depictions of suicide, and you must be 18 or older to buy it if you live in America, Japan, Australia, Germany, or any other country with government laws regulating explicit media

Why is the Quaraun Series Rated M18+?

I repeat, there is a MASSIVE TRIGGER WARNING for the Quaraun series, as it is 200+ volumes, 8 million+ words of steady, endless, non-stop suicide, suicide references, depression, and suicidal characters attempting suicide in nearly every chapter of every volume!

Don't be fooled by the pink covers. The Quaraun series has won awards for being among the darkest novels ever published.

It's one of the few series so dark, so disturbing, so gory, so bloody, and so focused on putting suicide in your face that...

...on January 6, 2016 the American government has issued a court order declaring I was required to put M18+ book rating on the cover, as well as banned 27 volumes of the Quaraun series from being sold in America.

If you have any questions regarding this court order issued by the Old Orchard Beach, Maine Town Hall, an division of the American Government,  which violates the first amendment, where we are clearly told the government can not censor freedom of speech...


please head to the State of Maine, Biddeford District Court and ask for copies of


Docket #BDDC-PA-2015-00574 and CV-15-58/CV-15-59


the Alfred Superior Court Docket #CV-15-299


and the Portland Superior Law Court Docket #YOR-15-253


Additionally, you can find more information by going to the Old Orchard Beach Police Department and requesting copies of ALL police reports made in regards to 144, 146, and 146a Portland Avenue, from 2001 to 2016 (approximately 300 reports).















"To produce a mighty book, you must choose a mighty theme." - Herman Melville













“You should be nicer to him,' a schoolmate had once said to me of some awfully ill-favored boy. 'He has no friends.'     This, I realized with a pang of pity that I can still remember, was only true as long as everybody agreed to it.” - Christopher Hitchens








“When people see you're happy doing what you're doing, it sort of takes the power away from them to tease you about it.” 

― Wendy Mass, Every Soul a Star
















































Attempt Something New Today! – too many people talk about doing this or that but few actually take action, it's the why behind why so few succeed and so many fail.
















Our new 2017 "Pink Christmas" theme Web Graphics were designed by Ana Terium of Dark & Light Graphics (Yes, same designer who's been doing art for my sites since 2005! She's the same one who did all the cat graphics and blinkie borders, etc as well.)


Most of the animated .gifs, dolls, and dividers found on this site were designed by Chibiville









Be the hero, not the bully.





13 black cats magical supply shop logo


April 10, 2015 my 12 children were kidnapped,
from 146 Portland Ave. Old Orchard Beach, Maine.

May 15, 2015, ten of their heads were nailed to my door.

Do you have information?

FBI Agent Andy Drewer out of the 
Portland, Maine FBI office is in charge of the case.

If you have information about the April 10, 2015 murder of my family 
or any of the attacks on our home and relatives, give it to him not me.
He can be reached @ +1-(207)-774-9322 


Do you live in Biddeford, Maine?

Especially in the Main St, Elm St, Cutt St area?

The woman suspected of  orchestrating the murder, has been sighted the past few weeks at bars and shops in this area and the FBI wants your help catching her.

As of September & October 2021, new information has come forward, and the FBI wants YOUR help, to catch the people who murdered my family.

Go to THIS PAGE and read the article for more info on how you can help, and also full details on the murder and investigation. 

Please, don't let them get away with this. They've walked free, far too long. And they've hurt so many more people in the 7 years since April 10, 2015.

Do you have information?

FBI Agent Andy Drewer out of the 
Portland, Maine FBI office is in charge of the case.

If you have information about any of these attacks, give it to him.
He can be reached @ +1-(207)-774-9322