Tomorrow is Easter.
Easter, like Christmas, Thanksgiving, and Mother's day is one of the worst days of the year. A day that celebrates children and motherhood. On November 14, 2013, while I was 8 month pregnant, and putting bags on the back seat of my car, three still unidentified attackers, brought golf clubs down on my back, breaking my spine and murdering my baby. I am legally blind and almost deaf, so I neither heard nor saw them coming. I read lips, so you must be facing me for me to hear you. Bring legally blind, you also must be less than 3 feet in front of me for me to see your lips, to know you are talking. Because of this it was very easy for them to sneak up behind me while I leaned into my car, putting bags on the seat.
They broke 3 vertebrae in my spine, the shattered bones severing my spinal column, permanently damaging many nerves. Because of this nerve damage I have limited use of my left arm and hand, difficulty breathing, my bladder and intestines no longer function properly requiring adult diapers, massive tremors in both hands prevent me from being able to do basic things like brush my hair or hold a spoon to eat. These are just things from the nerve damage.
Additionally they broke my pelvis, my hips, and my knees.
I was paralyzed for 5 months. It took me 18 months to relearn to walk. Today I can walk on a very limited basis, aided by a cane, but every step is seeking pain, like lightning bolts going through my leg, across my pelvis and up my spine.
Because of this I was bedridden from 2013 to 2015. And all of that time I had no use of my hands, so I was not online either. And thus was unaware that during that time, a group of locals set to social media to build up massive slanderous rumors about me. They created a huge fairy tale meme of me being an Erotica author, a porn star, a transvestite, a male to female transgender, gay, and an alien abductee. I am none of those things but they spent 3 years, on hundreds of accounts on Facebook and Twitter, many of them fake "Eelkat" accounts where they were pretending to be me, building up this massive slanderous web of lies about me, and I had no idea they were doing it, until October 2021, 9 years after they started doing it.
April 10, 2015 a group of 74 locals, many of them wearing ku klux klan white hooded robes, arrived at my farm. 14 of them held me, Ben, my mother, and one of my 3 younger brothers down on the ice and snow while holding guns to our heads, while the others used cinder block bricks and a metal pole device with wire loops on the end, to beat and behead, 10 of my 12 foster children, then nail their heads to my door. The youngest was 4 years old. The oldest was 16 years old. They chanted "too gay for the family friendly town of old Orchard Beach" while accusing me, my pink Volvo, my pink motor home, and Ben of being gay, transgender, transvestite, and citing that guys were not allowed in Maine.
THIS is what gay haters in Maine do to people they THINK, might maybe, be gay, even though they are not.
No man, woman or child is safe in Maine, so long as these murders walk free. They will kill anything they determine to be gay, even if it is not, as can be seen my the murder of my children.
They also had hundreds of paperback copies of my books, burning them in a huge bonfire on my lawn while calling them gay Erotica and calling mean Erotica author and porn star. (I'm an author, I write a travel blog style series about a homeless man who backpacks his way across Maine, there is no sex in the series. I'm a Mormon, I've never written a sex scene.)
My family was murdered and I am crippled for the rest of my life, because of this group who has been slandering me on social media. But, at the time of these two attacks (November 14, 2013 and April 10,2015) me and my family were unaware of these slanderous rumors the locals of Old Orchard Beach and Biddeford, Maine were spreading not only on Facebook and Twitter, but by word of mouth around town as well.
May 2021, I started walking around town again, for the first time since being paralyzed 9 years ago on November 14, 2013, and it quickly became apparent something was seriously wrong with the locals.
I was unable to walk my dog on Main Street, Bradbury Street, Harvey Street, or Cutts Street Biddeford, where I have lived since becoming paralyzed, but not before gone outside, because of being paralyzed and bedridden and unable to walk until now…
I was unable to walk my dog on Main Street, Bradbury Street, Harvey Street, or Cutts Street Biddeford without being attacked, pushed off the sidewalk by random strangers running up to me and grabbing my cane and using it to push me in the road in front of cars while accusing me of being gay, transgender, or transvestite. Screaming "transvestite freak" while throwing rocks at me. Group of women joggers stopping to surround me and harass me while saying guys aren't allowed on their street.
October 2021, my Volvo returned to my driveway after 3 years of being completely rebuilt, after the February 2019 attack on it with baseball bats completely destroyed it. Within 5 minutes of starting to repaint it, 2 men showed up in my driveway yelling about aliens and demons and Etoile and because of this I stopped painting fish on the door, painted over the fish and painted a portrait of Etiole instead.
November 19, 2021 the red haired American woman from the 2016 High Street attack on my navy blue pick up truck, showed up on the porch here on Main Street.
The location is 409 Main Street, the big white farmhouse Victorian on the 3way corner of Harvey Lane and Cutts street, right at the train tracks. It has 2 driveways one on Main Street and one on Harvey. There are multiple porches. It's the porch on the Main street side, that goes up the driveway alongside the abortive cedar tree hedge, where I park my painted Volvo. That porch is the one this woman shows up on.
It's an elderly couple and mother in law who live there at that porch. When they leave for work, this woman shows up when they are not home and stands on the porch bellowing like a fog horn screaming death threats at me, yelling crazy demon and alien slander about Etiole, making the claim of putting a bomb in the tail pipe of my car, screaming about suicide demons and evil eye curses, and yelling about someone named Todd Murphy (I don't know who that is, I get the impression he's a relative or boyfriend or ex of hers or something, but I don't any one by that name, so I don't know who he is. I don't know who she is either.) She looks to be maybe 30s to 40s aged.
I am baffled by the constantly screaming and yelling, every day, like clockwork, since Thanksgiving 2021, of Todd this and Todd that, and Todd here, and Todd there, and Todd, Todd, Todd, Todd, Todd, Todd, Todd, Todd, Todd, Todd, Todd, Todd, Todd, Todd, Todd, Todd, Todd, Todd, Todd, Todd, Todd, Todd, Todd, Todd, Todd, Todd, Todd, Todd, Todd, Todd, Todd, Todd, Todd, Todd, Todd, Todd, Todd, Todd, Todd, Todd, Todd, Todd, Todd, Todd, Todd, Todd, Todd, Todd, Todd, Todd, Todd, Todd, Todd, Todd, Todd, Todd, Todd, Todd, Todd, Todd, Todd, Todd, Todd, Todd, Todd, Todd, Todd, Todd, Todd, Todd, Todd, Todd, Todd, Todd, Todd, Todd, Todd, Todd, Todd, Todd...
...if anyone out there, reading this right now, knows who this Todd Murphey she's talking about is, could you PLEASE contact him and tell him to come collect his psychopath out of my yard? He really needs to take her back to whatever mental institute she escaped from.
Also... cutting the wires off my house, three times now (Thanksgiving dat 2021, March 10, 2022, and April 19, 2022), is a criminal offence, so if anyone knows who she is, the Biddeford Police would like to know, because they have vandalism papers to slap on her as well.
Now as you know, we are The Gypsies from Stephen King's Thinner movie, and that means yes, most of the Murphy's in the area, are in fact my family, the Murphy's in fact are the ones who own Etiole's swamp and do the majority of the taking care of Etiole food, clothing, and medical needs, something my cousin Tim Murphy did from 1978 until his beheading murder in June 2013, when he was beheaded and his head left at the Ross rd and Portland Ave intersection, while is body was left a quarter mile away at the Ross rd and Cascade Rd intersection. That big white cross there at the light, has the names of every Murphy murdered since 2013, listed on it. Tim's mother put the cross up and adds the names.
I am assuming that this mystery blond women is aware that my family includes the Murphy's of Old Orchard Beach and Pine Point, and that she is basing her assumption that I must know her Todd Murphy because of that. But there are no Todds in my Murphy relatives' families. I checked after this woman started showing up. No one in my Murphy side of relations knows who this Todd is that she is talking about, nor do they know who she is. There are no Todd's in my family, no Todds in our clan, we checked relatives up to 5 times removed and there is no Todd anywhere.
So, I think she must be looking for relatives of the Murphy she knows, and assumed because large portions of our clan are Murphy's that we must be her Todd's relatives, but we are not, so, whoever it is she thinks that we are, we are not the correct people.
She talks, as though she thinks I know who she is. But I've no clue who she is.
She talks, as though she thinks I know who Todd is. But I don't know anyone named Todd.
The fact that she has been doing this for seven (7) months now is unsettling. It is now April 2022 and she showed up November 21, 2021. And she arrives almost daily.
The things she says are bizarre to the extreme. She blabbers on about "suicide demons" and makes the claim that there is a suicide demon living in my car.
No. Not the 1964 Dodge, which is the car that most ufo crazies and conspiracy theorists claim is demon possessed. No. This time the accusation is aimed at my Volvo!
I do not understand these people and their insistence that my car, first, and now another one, is haunted! Where do these people come up with this lunacy?
But she is making the claim, that I drive by houses so people who see my car will be possessed by it's suicide demon and go kill themselves.
She points to the painting of Etiole on the driver's door, says that is a picture of a suicide demon, and that anyone who looks at that picture is going to commit suicide. Uhm... can anyone say, craaaaazzzzy?
In case you never saw my art in any of the local art galleries, art festivals, and museums, I have spent the last 50 years obsessively painting portraits of Etiole, drawing portraits of Etiole, sewing dolls of Etiole, sculpting statues of Etiole, and selling them. It's my primary source of income actually. People know m as an author, but my books bring in less then $5k a year, while my art of Etiole brings in that much a month. I have painted, drawn, embroidered, sewn, and sculpted many thousands of pictures of Etiole in the past 5 decades. It's what I do more then anything else. I find him a fascinating subject and he's always willing to sit and model for me. If you don't know, he's a local homeless man who sets up camp in Maine in the summer and most years I let him stay on my farm. He's covered with scars and that's why people call him a demon or alien. But he's also a nudist so spends 99.99% of his life fully naked, (thus why he is nude in most of my art of him) which I think is the ACTUAL reason locals are scared of him and make up rumors about him.
But I paint Etiole on EVERYTHING. I have for 50 years now.
And if you hadn't noticed, I repaint my car every couple of years, because the paint fades, so it has to be redone. And rather then touch up the old paint, I repaint the entire car with all new art. I've had this car for almost 30 years now and I've done this ever since I first got it.
So, there is no reason for any local person to be surprised to see Etiole painted on my car.
Also, every local person, knows about my family being murdered.
This makes me think this woman doing all the Todd yip yapping is NOT local.
Why?
Because THIS message on my car, was painted in October 2021, and is the EXACT SAME MESSAGE THAT HAS BEEN TAPED TO THE WINDOW since 2014...
And it has nothing to do with her Todd whatsoever.
But she is claiming that this message is about Todd.
She said Todd felt guilty about my family's murder and my car drove him to suicide when this was painted here.
And a different day, she said Todd knew who murdered my family and was himself murdered by the same people who murdered my family to make look like a suicide because he was contemplating calling this number.
More recently, she says that I am claiming Todd was my family and was murdered and that this is for him.
On a different day, she yelled "Todd wasn't murdered, get that shit off your car and stop claiming he was!"
In asking to locals in the area, if they had any clue what this deranged Todd crazy psycho bitch was talking about, several of them have said they did in fact know Todd and that he was hit by a train at 10:30PM by jumping off the South St bridge into the train, on November 20, 2021.
Uhm...
Interesting.
Because there WAS in fact a man hit by the train that week. But it was at 6:27PM November 19, 2021 and it was 4 girls on bicycles chasing a drunk man onto the Cutts street tracks, so they could get a laugh over watching a homeless man get run over by a train. He got splattered all over my house. And the police know that. The train tracks were closed for 48 hours, while the police were here, and there was no trains going through on the 20th because of this. Police have been going all over Biddeford looking for the 4 girls and the 4 bicycles. The 4 bikes were left on the tracks a few weeks ago, and they too are now destroyed. And the FBI set up 3 surveillance trucks along the tracks in December and arrested 8 people in January. Heck, just go to the Biddeford police department website, they have all the details about the train accident there. And they only list the November 19th one, which was not a suicide. They don't have anything related to the train listed for the 20th. You ARE aware that police reports are public records and they are required by law to file them with public access on their website, right?
You can look up every police report, listed by hour, by day, in any town. You can see who got speeding tickets, who got parking tickets, who got arrested, who shot who... it's all filed on the Biddeford Police Department website, public access for all to see. Go look it up for yourself. The November 19, 2021 train accident is NOT listed as a suicide on the police report. Go read it for yourself and see.
But none of that has anything to do with me or my car. And I'm not sure why this woman thinks it does.
She has got my interest now though.
WHY is she targeting me?
WHY is she targeting me car?
WHY?
She's making a pest nusence of herself and I want her out of my yard and out of my life.
But she's been here so much, so many times, for so many months now, that I now what to know who this fucking bitch is, who her fucking Todd is, and DOES she have a connection to the murder of my family?
Todd is her friend, not mine. So WHY is she here?
My car and what it says on it, has nothing to do with her or her Todd, and I'm tired of her trying to drag me into her shit.
My family was fucking murdered and the FBI is trying to find out who did it.
I HATE of people who do everything in their power to hinder the murder investigation.
And with how upset this woman is over what is painted on my car, it's looking more and more like they-she and her Todd-are involved and trying to hide it.
No one has any reason to be angry that my car has a request for witnesses to give what they know to the FBI. No one except for murderers themselves.
Look at WHO is getting upset and WHAT they are doing.
If you are NOT guilty, then why are you screaming at the top of your lungs: "Take that shit off your car" while you vandalize my car and cut the wires off of my house? Three times now, in the past few weeks, screaming that each time you did it.
When that homeless man was hit by a train on November 19th, no one thought anything of it.
No one had any reason to.
Not one of us knew his name.
A lot of homeless people live along the tracks.
A lot of homeless people live along the river.
More since the pandemic started.
There are more then 2,000 homeless people living in Biddeford.
And a lot of them are careless about the train.
Before this woman showed up, I had no reason to think anything unusual about the homeless man who was hit by the train on November 19, 2021.
You see, I live on the tracks, so I see on average 5 pedestrians, 3 bikes, and 10 cars get hit by the train EVERY YEAR. The police coming in to scrape people off the back of my house happens a dozen times a year.
I think nothing f it. Trains are dangerous. You shouldn't walk on the tracks. You shouldn't ride your bikes on the tracks. You shouldn't stop your car on the tracks. But people do it all the time. The Amtrak is SLOWING DOWN when it comes through here, and when it reaches the gate, it's still going 120mph, half the speed it's going when it hits the whistle.
And you saw the livestream where we times the train.
It takes the train 18 seconds to go from the South Street Bridge to the Cutts Street crossing, and yet, it took me 22 minutes to walk that same distance.
Idiots on the tracks think they can jump off in time. You can't. If you are standing on the track when you hear it, it's already too late. That's a silver bullet train and it moves damned fast at lightening speeds.
But every year dozes of people try.
And every year, dozens of people die.
People being killed by the train happens so often, that it never even gets in the news, because news reporters look at it as "hohum, just another idiot hit by the train, nothing newsworthy there".
The ONLY people who ever know about the train deaths are those of us who live on the tracks and see the death happen every few weeks. And the families of the dead.
Like I said, it happens so often, that no one around here bats an eye.
And that's WHY this death stands out.
Because so many people are making such a big fuss, and specifically, so many people are making a big fuss AT ME, arriving in my yard, trespassing in my driveway, to accuse me of being involved in something, that I didn't even know happened, until they showed up in my driveway yelling about it.
I don't know who her Todd is, or why she's flipping out at me about it, but I do know, there was no train death on November 20th because the trains were shut down for 48 hours while the Biddeford police were cleaning up after the November 19th train accident. She's either got the date wrong, the track wrong, heck, the way she acts, I won't be surprised if she had the town wrong.
But the fact remains THIS was on my car BEFORE November 2021. Long before. And it has nothing to do with her Todd whatsoever. And I'm sick of her saying it does.
And it has nothing to do with her Todd whatsoever.
Why does she think it does?
Why is she making such a big fuss over this?
No one but the guilty party, has any reason to be reacting to my car this way.
Also, if you think the FBI is only in the area because of me, then you better start paying closer attention to Biddeford, Maine. Biddeford Maine has not only one of the top 10 highest crime rates in Maine, but also in the entire country. Why do you think the FBI put an office here? The FBI puts offices in locations which have high crime rates, so that they don't have to bring in agents from out of state when a crime happens. Do you have any idea how many violent crimes, specifically murders, have to happen on a weekly basis for an area to even qualify for a local FBI building to be put up?
Biddeford is the drug crime capital of Maine, the Biddeford police and the state police and the FBI do drug/crime raids in Biddeford a few times each and every month, all year long. Most everyone who lives around here knows all the police officers and FBI agents on a first name basis because we see them almost every day around here.
And if you didn't know that, well, honey, you really don't know Biddeford very well at all, then, do you?
The sign in the window says this:
If you have any information, please call FBI Portland Office @ 207-774-9322
ask for Agent Andy Drewer.
November 14, 2013 10PM @ Southern Maine Community College Art Studio Bug-Light Parking Lot: 3 strangers armed with golf clubs, attacked me from behind while I was loading bags into the backseat of my car. They were a blond woman 60s-ish whom the others called "Claire", a natural red-haired woman also 60sish who called herself "Kendra", and a bald man, football player-body-type-build in his 30sish. I was 8 months pregnant. They murdered my baby, ruptured 3 discs in my spine, shattered 3 vertebra, broke my pelvis, hips, and knees. I was paralyzed for 5 months and was 18 months relearning to walk. The nerve damage has left me with limited use of my hands, legs, bladder, and intestines.
April 10, 2015 1PM at 146 Portland Ave Old Orchard Beach Maine a gang of estimated 74 people, some of them wearing ku klux klan robes, invaded my farm, used a Blow Brothers sewage truck to pump 500+gallons of sewage into my motorhome flooding it to over the kitchen counters deep, ripped out all the cabinets and built in furniture, while 14 men armed with guns, held my family down on the ice and snow, with guns to our heads, and used cinder block bricks and a metal pole with metal wire loops to beat and behead 10 of my 12 foster children (the youngest age 4, the oldest age 16). May 15, 2015 they returned and nailed their heads to my front door. The 3 people of the November 14, 2013 attack were among the group.
September 12, 2015, 9AM a dozen+ of these same people arrived again in my driveway at 146, this time chanting: "Too gay for the family friendly town of Old Orchard Beach. Kill of be killed. Remember Saco Shaw's, Transgender Murder Store, kill the transvestites before they kill us all", one white haired man in a dark green pick up truck was leading the herd, while waving a rifle over his head and shooting at me and my pink motorhome, he shot several holes through my neighbour's shed. The crowd was accusing me of being a male-to-female "transgender terrorist" (the thought I was Muslim because I wear Catholic veiling).
June 26, 2016, the same 2 women of the first 2 attacks, arrived at my Scarborough WalMart workplace, and in a near repeat of the first attack, again while I was leaned over the back seat of my car putting bags in, this time they attacked with a chopping cart, re-injuring my spine, hip, and pelvis that was not yet fully healed from the first attack. The blond "Claire" woman was screaming "That's EelKat, she tried to kill my husband!" while the redhead screamed "I'm Kendra Silvermander it's my turn the shine!" They sped away in a early2000s-vintage gold Volvo SUV station wagon. This attack left me permanently crippled, and bedridden from 2016 until May 2022.
I do not know who these people are. I never saw them before these attacks, and I've not seen them outside of these attacks. The Old Orchard Beach and Biddeford Police and the FBI are seeking information leading to their identity and arrest.
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What does any of THAT have to do with YOU or your Todd?
Explain to me why you are in my driveway yelling: "Take that shit off your car!"
My family was fucking murdered and the FBI is trying to find out who did it.
Why are you attacking my car?
Why are you attacking my house?
What is wrong with you?
Normal people don't do things like this.
This sort of harassment and vandalism isn't normal.
Is your brain really so twisted that you think what you are doing is okay?
WHY are you so convinced that the FBI info request on my car is about YOU and your Todd?
What did YOU and your Todd DO TO MY FAMILY, that you are so terrified the FBI will find out?
What are you so scared the FBI will uncover?
What don't you want the FBI to find?
You do realize that harassing me, only makes you look guilty of the murder of my baby?
Be sure your sin, shall find you out.
The FBI isn't after you, so why do you think they are?
Why are you so damned convinced that this is about YOU?
What did you do?
No one but the guilty party, has any reason to be reacting to my car this way.
And ONLY YOU and other friends of this mysterious Todd person are in psychobilly destructive panic outrage over my car.
Why?
"Do you have information about the murder of my family? If so, please call the FBI @ 207-774-9322"
What is it about that, which enrages you so?
If you are NOT involved with the murder, then that request should NOT upset you.
You would ONLY be upset by those words if you WERE involved in the murder.
ONLY the guilty party has any reason to be upset by that request.
But their actions right now these past few weeks, have made it VERY CLEAR that not only are YOU involved, but YOU are desperate to do whatever you have to, make sure the FBI doesn't get close to finding who murdered my baby.
Why?
Why is it so damned important to you, to stop the FBI investigation into the murder of my family?
What are you so desperately trying to hide?
Why don't you want to FBI to find the killer of my baby?
WHY are YOU trying to PROTECT the murderer of my children?
What is it about this Todd Murpheys death that has triggered YOU into a such a huge panic over the FBI phone number on my car?
Why are YOU impeding the FBI investigate into the murder of my baby?
You precious Todd has nothing to do with the murder of my baby... or does he? DOES he? IS that why you are flipping out?
Or is it YOU who has something to do with the murder of my baby? And your Todd knew, but now he's dead, and that's leading the FBI to you?
WHY are you in my driveway threatening me?
Why are you demanding I remove the FBI info request off my car?
WHY do you hate me and my dead baby so much that you feel the need to stop the FBI investigation into my baby's murder?
Innocent people have nothing to fear, because innocent people have nothing to hide.
Innocent people don't go into psychotically deranged violent meltdowns like this.
Why are you doing this?
What is you alibis for November 14, 2013?
What is you alibis for April 10, 2015?
What is you alibis for May 15, 2015?
What is you alibis for September 12, 2015?
What is you alibis for June 26, 2016?
Where were you on those days?
Can you prove you were NOT involved in murdering my family?
You make yourself look VERY GUILTY of the murder of my baby by standing in my driveway yelling about disabling my car.
Why?
What did you do?
What did you do, that has you reacting like this, to the request for witnesses to come forward?
Most people want to help.
It's normal to want to help others.
It's normal to want to see murderers of children go to prison.
It's NOT normal to show up in someone's yard and demand they stop the FBI investigation.
Do you REALLY think I have any control over what the FBI does? The FBI is not going to stop an investigation because someone tells them to stop. Quite the contrary, they are going to hone in on YOU are start investigating YOU to find out why YOU are telling them to back off.
And no, I did not contact the FBI. I don't know who did. They just showed up here one day and said that because the police's primary suspect lived in Connecticut and Old Orchard Beach, Biddeford, and Maine State police departments did not have jurisdiction, in out of state, the FBI was brought in. The FBI are federal police who can move across state lines. And they believe the murders of my baby are a Connecticut based heroine gang that my uncle Bruce knew. They also think the intended target was Bruce's daughter, not me. They think that because we both live on the same street, both have pink motorhomes, and in 2016 a year after the April 10, 2015 attack killed 10 of my children, an attack on her family killed 7 of her children.
My family was not the first.
My family was not the last.
In total more then 120 children have been killed since 2001.
I am told that the April 10, 2015 attack was the 11th (eleventh) attack, that there were ten other similar attacks in Old Orchard Beach between June 2001 and April 2015. And several more since then. In total more then 120 people have been murdered, mostly by being beheaded since 2001, in Old Orchard Beach, Scarborough, Biddeford, and Saco.
In total 21 different police departments are involved in the investigation and large portions of what is happening has been withheld from the news media.
Like I've said before there is A LOT MORE going on, then what you hear me talking about. I don't talk about what has happened to several of my cousins and their families both the Atwater cousins and the Murphey cousins- because it is not my place to do so. That's why you ONLY hear me talking about what directly happened to me personally and never mentioning the rest.
But my family was not the first, nor was it the last. And 120 people have been murdered in a 14 mile radius since 2001.
Look around you.
Most people in Old Orchard and Biddeford are trying to help.
Most people are NOT reacting violently.
Most people are NOT attacking my house.
Most people are NOT attacking my car.
Only these people are attacking my house.
And only people attacking my car, is this woman and her Facebook friends. (She refers to the people who come with her as her FaceBook friends and she frequently cites FaceBook posts while she is yelling, saying "I read on FaceBook...")
No one else.
Explain your actions.
The FBI is trying to find the murderer of of my baby.
Most women are mothers and grandmothers and want justice for murdered babies. Why don't you?
Why are you behaving this way?
A man is as evil as his actions. And right now, the actions of of this blond women are pretty damned evil.
And I want to know, what the hell any of THAT has to do with you and your fucking Todd?!
I'm not bothering you.
Why are you bothering me?
If you have any information, please call FBI Portland Office @ 207-774-9322
ask for Agent Andy Drewer.
November 14, 2013 10PM @ Southern Maine Community College Art Studio Bug-Light Parking Lot: 3 strangers armed with golf clubs, attacked me from behind while I was loading bags into the backseat of my car. They were a blond woman 60s-ish whom the others called "Claire", a natural red-haired woman also 60sish who called herself "Kendra", and a bald man, football player-body-type-build in his 30sish. I was 8 months pregnant. They murdered my baby, ruptured 3 discs in my spine, shattered 3 vertebra, broke my pelvis, hips, and knees. I was paralyzed for 5 months and was 18 months relearning to walk. The nerve damage has left me with limited use of my hands, legs, bladder, and intestines.
April 10, 2015 1PM at 146 Portland Ave Old Orchard Beach Maine a gang of estimated 74 people, some of them wearing ku klux klan robes, invaded my farm, used a Blow Brothers sewage truck to pump 500+gallons of sewage into my motorhome flooding it to over the kitchen counters deep, ripped out all the cabinets and built in furniture, while 14 men armed with guns, held my family down on the ice and snow, with guns to our heads, and used cinder block bricks and a metal pole with metal wire loops to beat and behead 10 of my 12 foster children (the youngest age 4, the oldest age 16). May 15, 2015 they returned and nailed their heads to my front door. The 3 people of the November 14, 2013 attack were among the group.
September 12, 2015, 9AM a dozen+ of these same people arrived again in my driveway at 146, this time chanting: "Too gay for the family friendly town of Old Orchard Beach. Kill of be killed. Remember Saco Shaw's, Transgender Murder Store, kill the transvestites before they kill us all", one white haired man in a dark green pick up truck was leading the herd, while waving a rifle over his head and shooting at me and my pink motorhome, he shot several holes through my neighbour's shed. The crowd was accusing me of being a male-to-female "transgender terrorist" (the thought I was Muslim because I wear Catholic veiling).
June 26, 2016, the same 2 women of the first 2 attacks, arrived at my Scarborough WalMart workplace, and in a near repeat of the first attack, again while I was leaned over the back seat of my car putting bags in, this time they attacked with a chopping cart, re-injuring my spine, hip, and pelvis that was not yet fully healed from the first attack. The blond "Claire" woman was screaming "That's EelKat, she tried to kill my husband!" while the redhead screamed "I'm Kendra Silvermander it's my turn the shine!" They sped away in a early2000s-vintage gold Volvo SUV station wagon. This attack left me permanently crippled, and bedridden from 2016 until May 2022.
I do not know who these people are. I never saw them before these attacks, and I've not seen them outside of these attacks. The Old Orchard Beach and Biddeford Police and the FBI are seeking information leading to their identity and arrest.
More Info @ eelkat.com
Long detailed info @
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What does any of THAT have to do with YOU or your Todd?
Explain to me why you are in my driveway yelling: "Take that shit off your car!"
Why are you harassing me?
Why are you trying to hinder and FBI investigation into the murder of my children?
If you are so dead set convinced that this is about you and Todd, could you please explain, how are you and Todd connected to the murder of my family?
I never heard of you or Todd before.
You are making yourself look VERY guilty of murdering my children.
You are also making your Todd, look VERY guilty of murdering my children.
Why are you so convinced that my car saying this on it is about you or your Todd? Does that mean it was YOU who murdered my family?
Think about it.
I don't know if I should take this blond woman seriously or not.
If I take her seriously, then that means she is admitting to having helped behead my children and nail their heads to my door.
If what she says about her FaceBook friends is true, she and her FaceBook friends are the 74 people who were in my yard wearing ku klux klan robes on April 10, 2015.
The FBI is trying to locate and identify those 74 hood wearing murders, who hid their identity behind white hoods.
That is what the FBI wants information about.
If you know the names of any of the 74 KKK members who were in my yard that day, you need to call that number and tell the FBI who they were. That's the information the FBI wants.
And yet, this blond woman, is threatening me, my car, my family, my friends, and my neighbours because she wants that request for that information removed from my car, because someone named Todd died.
Who is Todd? I don't know.
But what I do know, is by demanding that the request for that information removed from my car, that she is actively and openly admitting that she is one of the 74 KKK members who murdered my family April 10, 2015.
But, can we take her seriously?
I ask this, because she also is calling my car a demon.
Yep.
She's one of those conspiracy theory nutcases.
She also yells about aliens.
Good god, she's a ufo crazies.
She yells about Etiole as well.
Uh-huh.
Well, you know my thoughts on that.
I am tired of Etiole being harassed!
The insistence that Etiole is an alien and/or demon causes me to question their sanity, because as you know, I do not believe in either demons or aliens and I question the mental stability of any one who does believe in aliens and/or demons, and I especially question the sanity of anyone who claims homeless men are demons or cars can be demon possessed. We long ago debunked the haunted car rumors around my Dodge, and now people are starting up new haunted car rumors about my Volvo. I'm so sick of these brain dead retards making up slanderous rumors about me, my cars, my family, and my friends.
Etiole, the name you people call him, is not his real name, I've never released his real name, as I never talked about him online. YOU PEOPLE slandering me and him online, is where the name Etiole comes from and I use it online in response to your slander.
And because you people won't stop calling him an alien, demon, cryptid, ghost etc, here... video footage:
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Three of Etiole's dens.
He has thousands of these all over Maine, a dozen or more in almost every town.
A WW2 veteran now in his 90s, he's lived in these dens since 1953.
He has several of these built on my farm, where I've let him live since 1978.
You people harassing him ought to all be ashamed of yourselves.
He owns nothing.
He has nothing.
The car you jackasses cut in half, was the only place he had to get out of the rain and snow.
Go watch those videos. LOOK at how he lives!
You fucking, fucktards! What the hell is wrong with you.
Abusing an elderly, crippled veteran. You're all disgusting.
People like you are what is wrong with the fucking Human race!
He has severe post traumatic stress disorder, his entire body is covered with mutilating disfiguring scars and acid burns that's why his skin is so white - he's actually a black man, did you know that? His skin is grey-snow white from acid burning him during World War 2, that's also why he has no hair, and why he is near mute and can't speak properly.
Etiole is severely disable, horrifically handicapped, both physically and mentally. He's been through enough shit in his life, he doesn't need fuckwads like you bothering him.
LEAVE HIM ALONE!
LEAVE ME ALONE!
LEAVE MY FAMILY ALONE!
LEAVE MY CARS ALONE!
LEAVE MY PROPERTY ALONE!
GET THE FUCK OUT OF MY LIFE!
One of Etiole's dens. He has thousands of these all over Maine, a dozen or more in almost every town. A disabled and badly disfigured WW2 veteran now in his 90s, he's lived in these dens since 1953, and is Maine's most famous hermit. As they don't last long, he builds new ones every year. Because of harassment by locals who believe him a cryptid, demon, or alien, he is rarely able to stay in any location long. His wife and children were killed in a France concentration camp in the 1940s.
Etiole is a former WW2 pilot and a Captain in the French Air Force. He spent several years imprisoned in Nazi concentration camp, before coming to Old Orchard Beach, Maine as a Jewish refugee in 1953. Before the war he had been a Kalabalist and occult practitioner of Enochian Angel Magic. He had a wife and son who were killed during the war. His body is covered with scars from having been tortured during the war. He has rows of tattooed numbers on his arms from his time in prison. He has no surviving family and suffers from severe PTSD.
He has massive phobias of people, making it very difficult for anyone to get close to him. He lives in dens that he digs in the sand and covers with branches.
His mind is still stuck in the war and he is digging fox holes to hide from bomber planes. We've never been able to convince him the war ended 70 years ago. And the locals who harass him have made it VERY difficult to convince him that they are not enemy soldiers attacking him. WW2 has not yet ended in his mind and that's why he lives like he does. He's terrified out of his mind and completely unable to function in any level of normal society.
I've taken care of him since I found him in 1978.
He is the father of my 8 month old baby that was murdered November 14, 2013 at Southern Maine Community College.
On November 21, 2021 Etiole was gunned down at Biddeford Rotary Park by 6 locals who were calling him a suicide demon and claiming he'd put a suicide curse on one of their family members who'd recently died.
If you have any information on the murder of my baby or the people who shot Etiole please call FBI agent Andy Drewer at 207-774-9322
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This is NOT the first time that someone has died, somewhere in the state of Maine, and I found out about it because some raving lunatic, nut job with aliens on the brain, showed up in my yard to accusing me, Etiole, or one of my cars of being the cause.
September 2013, the Jacksonville County Florida State police drove all the way up here to Maine to inform me that a man had died from a drug overdose in Florida and his sister had said I did it because the day before that, I had retweeted a meme image which said: "Your brain: Use it or lose it!" She stated this was a secret code from Satan and sent a curse on her brother to convince him to take his cancer meds twice in a row.
Uhm... what?
The police officer said it was the craziest darned report he had ever had to make out, but he had to inform me that this guy's crazy ass sister had filed a complaint.
In 2010, an elderly woman got hit/killed by a car in the crosswalk while walking to her church. The following week, May 10, 2010, I found out about it because her church, the Saco Ward of the Church of Jesus Christ of Latter Day Saints, showed up in my yard and cut my 1996 Dodge 330 in half, while claiming they had to kill the car in order to kill the demon in the car, so they could free the old women's soul, because for some reason it was trapped in my car. The car in question is the one that was in 2 Stephen King movies and had been on a display platform since 1987. It also had no engine or transmission and was an immobile display unit, not drivable.
From 2010 through summer 2013, that same church group posted thousands of hate messages on my FaceBook profile, while also arriving in my yard to place 2x4s full of long nails across the ends of my driveway, while also, weekly showing up to demand I "sell the little yellow house" as they refereed to the George Ricker Homestead House (see picture below) citing that they had an offer from a local anonymous millionaire to expand their church if they get me to sell my house. August 8, 2013 two members of that church forged building permits and deed paperwork, and used them to convince a man to drive a backhoe over my house (see image below) with them convincing him they were the owners and were putting up a modular home.
Welcome to Maine, the ufo crazy, conspiracy theorist, religion crazed dingbat capital of the world.
Here the nuts reign supreme and do whatever the hell they want, because GOD tells them to.
God tells them it is okay to drive backhoes over houses of elderly women because god told you she had a demon living in her car.
No! There are no demons living in my cars, you fucking retards!
Do you know what it was they thought was a demon in my car?
Etiole.
Yeah.
An elderly homeless man.
In 2010, we had a lot of rain and the swamps were flooded higher than normal, so I let an elderly homeless man sleep on the backseat of my car, so he could get out of the fucking rain. THAT is what they claimed was a demon living in my car, and THAT is why they cut my car in half, drove a backhoe over my house, beat me up with golf clubs, and murdered my baby.
And those good god fearing criminals are the ones the FBI wants to know the names of. And I don't know what the hell this idiot blond woman or her precious Todd has to do with any of it, but I'm getting fucking tired of her in my driveway every damned day for the past 7 months!
Newsflash: those voices in your head are NOT god. God didn't tell you to do shit.
The blond woman was here again yesterday. She was bragging that she got a fight started with my mother and the Atwaters on Facebook, laughing about how easy it is to get my mother and her ex fighting and the old woman was giving her hell and telling her to get off the Atwaters Facebook and leave them alone.
This happened less then an hour after my mother made the claim that a woman of the same short haired blond description, assaulted her and my father at an ATM machine, the blond woman claiming to my mother to be my father's girlfriend, my father claiming he never saw her before.
All this happened on April 10, 2022, the 7 year anniversary of the murder of my foster children, and the blond woman who was here in my driveway after the ATM attack was bragging the anniversary is why she is instigating the fighting between my parents.
I did not see the ATM attack, so, I do not know what happened other then what my mother and father are saying.
I did however see her here in my driveway.
She does not live here. She's shows up in a silver pick-up truck driven by a small skinny blonde man. No one here at this building knows who she is.
There is another blonde woman, older sometimes with her. I do recognize the older woman. She's one of the November 14, 2013 golf club attackers. The one the others who were with her called "Claire". She looks to be in her 60s. Usually wears a blue denim button down man's worksheet as a coat. She sometimes drives a gold Volvo suv around 2004vintage, sometimes a silver Subaru suv, sometimes a mega sized white Nissan 4 door white pick-up truck, and sometimes a pine dark green pick up truck. She frequently has another older woman with her, who calls herself "Kendra" and has very, very long natural red curly hair, sometimes she wears big Janis Joplin glasses and sometimes cyberpunk cyclops lime green glasses, she frequently carries a small white poodle dog. The dog is often wearing either a purple dragon or a black skeleton costume. These 2 older women and a younger bald man are the 2013 golf club attackers who murdered my baby. This new younger blond woman and the 5 who are often with her, appear to be their relatives. The FBI believes they are part of a drug gang from Connecticut that call themselves "The Cyr Clan". According to the FBI the Cyr Clan was a gang that my uncle Bruce was involved with back in the 1960s in Boston before I was born. The FBI believes Bruce pissed them off in the early 2000s and that's what brought them up here to Maine.
The FBI believes they were after either one of Bruce's daughters or one of Bruce's sisters with both the November 2013 and April 2015 attacks.
One of Bruce's daughters also lives on Portland Ave in Old Orchard Beach and she also has a pink motor home. So there are TWO pink motor homes on the same street. This particular daughter of Bruce IS in fact a porn star. She's a pole dancer for a top less bar.
In 2016, there was another large scale attack, near duplicate to the April 10, 2015 attack. I never talk about it because it didn't happen to me. It happened to Bruce's daughter across the street from me. The attack on her family was bigger, bolder, and bloodier, than the attack on my family the previous year.
In 2017, a third similar attack happened in Biddeford to one of Bruce's sisters. Again I don't talk about it because it didn't happen to me.
Like I've said before there is A LOT MORE going on, then what you hear me talking about. I don't talk about what has happened to several of my cousins and their families both the Atwater cousins and the Murphey cousins- because it is not my place to do so. That's why you ONLY hear me talking about what directly happened to me personally and never mentioning the rest.
And I've not said everything that happened to me. A lot more has happened to me then you hear about because the FBI has specifically requested I don't talk about specific aspects of what happened to me and my children, because a lot was never released to the public, because they want to see who knows what. Certain things no one in the public should know about and knowing those things marks you as involved. This new young blonde woman KNOWS several of those things that were not released to the public and yells those things. Which means she is VERY INVOLVED with the murder of my children.
Like I said until summer and fall of 2021 when started walking again for the first time in 9 years, I was unaware of the local gossip that was falsely accusing me of being gay, falsely accusing me of being transgender, falsely accusing me of being transvestite, falsely accusing me of being a porn star, falsely accusing me of being an Erotica author, or falsely accusing me of being an alien abduttee.
I have lived here since 1975. You people know me. You people knew my murdered children. You people know I'm a cis female. You people know I'm not gay. I have published 138 novels and more then 2,000 short stories since 1978, and I have sold 27k copies of every one of them to you people who come to my house and buy them in person, so you've read my books and know they are not Erotica. You people know I've been a devoted orthodox LDS Mormon my whole life, and that I've been with Ben for 37 years, so you know I'm not a porn star.
What is wrong with you people? My family was murdered and I have spent 9 years recovering from medical hell, and I go outside for the first time in 9 years and find you people who know me have all devolved into gay hating, sex spewing, gibberish slandering gossips spreading vile, evil, malicious rumors and lies that you yourselves know to be untrue?
No wonder not a single one of you have helped my family through any of this. No wonder not a one of you ever once visited me at the hospital or my home after I got out of the hospital and couldn't go outside because I couldn't walk.
You don't see me for 9 years because I'm bedridden and you're all to cold hearted to stop by and check in on me, and you spend that 9 years spinning wild, crazy transphobic, gay hating, sex filled lies about me?
What is wrong with you people?
You all let some stranger, who very likely IS the murderer, convince you of crazy ass slandering lies, that you people know to be untrue.
You all ought to be ashamed of yourselves.
Every resident of Old Orchard Beach and Biddeford, Maine, you all ought to be ashamed of what you have spent the last 9 years doing.
This new younger blonde woman, she's the one who keeps saying my car has a suicide demon in it and yelling about Todd, saying my car caused him to die.
I don't know who she is, but she's the same one who used to show up at 27 High st, also Biddeford and scream "nasty bitch" at me and acuse me of being an Erotica author and porn star. (Which she did during several Witcher 3 livestreams on Twitch, you can see her doing it if you go back and watch my VOD). I am neither an Erotica author or a Porn star, and she had throughout 2016 to 2019 arrived at High st with 5 others, one a blond man with a silver pick-up truck, one a black man with a yellow Mitsubishi with new York plates, one a very obese woman with blond Shirley Temple sausage curls, and the other two hooded men with a navy blue Buick sedan. If you remember the Christmas Eve 2016 livestream when the gang attacked my high st apartment and screaming "transvestite freak" that's them. This that same woman who also slanders me by calling me transvestite and transgender, which I am neither. I am a cis female, I've had 7 miscarriages, and the 1 baby that made it full term was murdered November 14, 2013 by 3 people with golf clubs, who are suspected to be, these same people.
One day when I went downstairs to get the mail on high st, a mailbox that was in the lobby and you had to go through 2 sets of doors and foyers to get to, she had her hand in the mailbox and when I came out the door she yelled "I wasn't stealing your mail" threw our mail on the ground and ran off.
She knows the Martals, (Aunt Barbara ex, uncle Paul Martal, the one in prison for building the Boston Marathon bomb in 2013, Mike's father, those Martals) she was staying with them for a few months in 2016. Is somehow connected to Barbara (the one who wrote all those emails in 1997 pretending to be me, when I did not yet have email or internet or a computer at the time, and I had not yet heard of email and didn't even know what email was, back when Barbara wrote all those alien abduction emails about Etiole and pretending I wrote them.)
She has short straight blond hair and sometimes dyes it dark red or purple. I know she follows both me and my mom and most of the Atwaters and my 3 younger brothers (though not my 2 older brothers as the oldest is in prison and the 2nd oldest is dead) on Facebook because she keeps saying that "I read on Facebook…" when she's in my driveway.
She shows up at Walmart to yell at me sometimes, and sometimes shows up while I'm walking Mickey. She talks about Etiole and White Monkey a lot when yelling, which is strange because that's stuff Brucie and Daddy used to write in their letters to Bishop Morgan back in Cape Elizabeth in 1990s.
I'm not the one who calls him Etiole that's always been Bruce and Barbara who did that. I know his real name and use his real name.. They don't know his real name. And my father is only one who uses the term White Monkey. The white monkey was Helen Pearlys pet back in 1970s, it had nothing to do with Etoile, I don't know why he keeps saying it does.. My father is the only one who ever makes that connection. I've never called Etiole a demon or alien, again that has always been my father, Barbara and Brucie who said the alien and demon stuff. I don't believe in aliens or demons, but they do. (Etiole if you don't know is a local elderly homeless man who has backpacked around New England since 1953, and since 1978 I let him camp on my farm in Old Orchard Beach when he's in the area. He's covered with scars from WW2 and they call him an alien and demon because of his scars. They refuse to believe he is a human, which just goes to show how absolutely stupid they are.)
In November an elderly man came over and started asking me why I was emailing him about Etiole and I'm not, I don't use email. He said he was getting over 300 emails a day about Etiole all claiming to be from me. He said there are hundreds of email addresses getting copies of this email. You remember when Barbara and Brucie used to send emails back in 1997 claiming they were from me but we didn't have computer or internet back then? I think it might be Barbara sending those emails again like she did back then. I can't think of who else could be doing it.
This sometimes blond, sometimes red hair, sometimes purple hair woman, also mentions these emails when she is in my driveway yelling at my Volvo at 409 Main street.
FBI agent Andy Drewer has found and shut down, so far 27 Facebook accounts, all pretending to be me. He said all of them were owed by Brucie. These fake "Eelkat" accounts appear to be the source of a lot of what this blond woman says and is suspected that she may be one of the people behind writing them.
Keep in mind, Brucie is dead. He may have started those Facebook accounts, but he ain't the one writing them. He died 3years ago.
Mervin Bruce Atwater died from Covid19 on November 24, 2019.
The fact remains you ARE impeding an FBI investigation into the murder of my family, and only someone involved would have any reason to do that. ONLY someone connected to the murderer would have a motive to try to stop the FBIs investigation. That makes you an accessory to murder. You make yourself look VERY GUILTY of being involved every time you spread slanders about me, my car, or Etiole.
Do consider that the source of your slander in all likelihood is the murderer, please tell FBI Agent Andy Drewer at 207-774-9322 at the Portland FBI office on Middle street, the name of the person who is telling you to slander me.
And now tomorrow is Easter.
A day when mothers take their children on Easter egg hunts.
My children are dead.
My children were murdered.
And you people have spent the last 9 years making fun of that.
Think about THAT tomorrow when you are out on Easter egg hunts with your babies.
Think about how YOU would feel if it was YOU. How would YOU feel if it had been your baby who was murdered and this entire town was spreading bullying slanderous lies about YOU.
If you know who this blond woman is, please tell FBI Agent Andy Drewer at 207-774-9322 at the Portland FBI office on Middle street. She is wanted for questioning about her connection to the November 14, 2013 murder of my baby and attempted murder of me, and the April 10, 2015 murder of my foster children and the September 26, 2016 hit and run attack on my car and the February 2019 vandalism to 27 High st apartment building, and the November 2021 attack on my Volvo and the March 10, 2022 attack on my Volvo and the April 10, 2022 ATM attack on my parents.
If you have any information,
about any of these things,
please call FBI Portland Office
@ 207-774-9322
ask for Agent Andy Drewer.
FAQs: Why did you add a rope to Avallac'h's belt? I thought it was because he was a BDSM fetish freak, but you said he's an asexual virgin?
Yes.
In the novels, Avallac'h is asexual, a virgin, and is celibate, refusing to have sex with anyone.
The rope.
Are you sure you REALLY want to know about Avallac'h's rope and why he carries it?
TRIGGER WARNING!!!
The backstory behind Avallac'h's rope and why he carries it may be viewed as deeply disturbing to sensitive readers.
Of course... keep in mind that if you are sensitive to what he does, my thoughts on that are: FUCK YOU BITCH, MAY YOU BE THE NEXT WHORE ON HIS LIST!
Avallac'h is viewed by 91% of all people whom have read the novels, as the evilest, most vile villain, not only of the Witcher franchise, but of any media out there. What he does with his rope, is the reason.
And while they see him as a villain, I see him as a hero and say more power to him... may he successfully eradicate the universe of every last slut assed whore out there...
Avallac'h Is the greatest hero since Jack the Ripper.
READER DISCRETION IS STRONGLY ADVISED!!!!
The story behind the rope, appears in volumes 6 and 7 of the Witcher novels. Here is a summary of the reason Avallac'h carries the rope, as we were told in the novels Tower of Swallows and Lady of the Lake:
In the novels, Avallac'h is asexual, a virgin, and is celibate, refusing to have sex with anyone.
Avallac'h is the last fertile male Elf and refuses to have sex with anyone who CAN NOT BE MADE PREGNANT.
Lara Dorren was the last fertile female Elf and therefore wa the only female Avallac'h was willing to have sex with.
No. Avallac'h has nothing to do with BDSM or sex fetishes. He has a massive phobia of wasting his sperm on a woman that can't get pregnant... and he words it exactly that way, alongside a very detailed monologue of ovaries, ovulation, and orgasms... he states that he not only won't have sex with a female unless he knows she's fertile, he won't have sex with her unless she's ovulating right then and there and can be made pregnant by having sex with her, just that one time.
In the very 1st scene that introduces him, Avallac'h spends a 7 page long monologue, detailing how to tell if a female is fertile, how to tell if her ovaries are ripe, and how to tell the exact minute she is ovulating... and ends that monologue by telling Geralt that Ciri (who is 12 years old at the time he said this) was ripe for fertilization.
It is Avallac'h's overly blunt, scientifically detailed description of wanting to breed Ciri (found in Chapter 7 of Tower of Swallows) that generally turns most readers to really, really, REALLY hate him.
It becomes very clear, very quickly, that while Avallac'h is extremely intelligent, he is also very socially maladjusted, has not skills when it comes to interacting with others, and is completely oblivious to that fact that others find his nature to be deeply disturbing.
It is also painfully obvious that Avallac'h has been raised since infancy to be a breeder, and has never been taught that he could do or be anything else. When others suggest to him that he could possible be or do something other then be a breeder, he can't even comprehend that.
We learn that Avallac'h has spent most of his life isolated, imprisoned, and taught that because he is the last fertile male, that he has no use to anyone beyond being used to breed fertile females.
And while he only talks of babies and sex and how babies are made, we see him admit, first to Geralt in Tower of Swallows, and later to Ciri in Lady of the Lake, that he is asexual, has no interest in sex, finds the idea of sex boring, says he can't understand why everyone wants to have sex, calls sex dull and lacking in any interest or fascination, states he really doesn't want to be a breeder, says he hates that he is branded the saviour of his species, and says wishes he had someone who would just talk to him, be his friend, and treat him like a normal person, rather then acting like he was an emotionless stud stallion whose only lot in life is to make babies for others.
Avallac'h is an extremely, overly sexualized character and at the same time, is the character the least interested in sex.
We see Avallac'h in public, displaying wild over the top shows of sexuality, often seen stripping naked, dancing on tables and chairs, grinding on naked women, dry humping any female that gets near him, with Ciri's eyes glued to his dick. Dressed in these scenes in skin tight black leather, thigh high stiletto boots, Avallac'h is described like a dominatrix, and portrayed as a strip dancer. We are even told he has a stripper name: The Purple Bison.
In public Avallac'h is never seen without his 5 favorite wives (one of whom is his sister Isilira who we meet in his lab in the game), all 5 of whom wear nothing but gold glitter paint, and are always very sexually rubbing themselves all over Avallac'h, no matter what he is doing.
Ciri, states that these 5 black skinned she-elves all look alike, just like monkeys, and refuses to call them by their names, instead dubbing them: "Avallac'h's Gilded Women". This results in many scenes of Ciri bullying Avallac'h's wives, and Avallac'h constantly having to break up fights between Ciri in the "The Gilded Women".
In his palace at the Lake of avalon, Ciri tells us that she sees at least 500 wives, each of them with at least 4 children. Knowing Avallac'h to be classified as a breeder, Ciri assumes these many thousands of children to all be Elf children whom he has fathered. This is further confirmed when he refers to them as "my children" and Ciri sees him lovingly treating the children as though he were their father.
At first appearances, Avallac'h is presented to both Ciri and the reader, as a wild overly sexual stud stallion who spends all of his time doing nothing but having sex.
And the reader quickly learns that this is all a public fasche.
In private, we see Avallac'h dramatically different and learn that his public displays of sexuality are just that: public displays and nothing more.
And worse... we also learn where "his children" came from, as Avallac'h's glittering, sexual public displays are slowly stripped away and his morbid, suicidally depressed, serial killer dark side starts to be revealed.
Yep... the reader is about to learn that Ciri has escaped Leo and Vilgisfortze, the 2 worst villains on her planet... and is now living with the most deviated, notorious serial killer in the universe.
But we are also shown how he got that way, why his is driven to kill, and it becomes impossible to see him as a villain.
A slave to King Auberon, the only thing that keeps Avallac'h alive, is the fact that he is one of the last 3 males known to still be fertile.
Avallac'h is seen as a traitor, because of his loyalty to Lara. Were he not fertile, he would have been executed long ago.
Avallac'h is branded a breeder, and in Elf society, that's all anyone sees him for: a sex object, that is nothing more then a baby making machine. AND HE HATES IT.
We ONLY see Avallac'h behaving sexually, while he is in public places, where agents of King Auberon are around.
In private however, under the safety of the magic barrier mists that surround the Lake of Avalon, we see the true Avallac'h's nature: a man who really just wants to sit on a boat and fish all day long.
We are told Avallac'h is an expert archer, the helmsman of a ship, an obsessively devoted fisherman, a cryogenics physicist, a surgeon, an herbalist, a poet, a flutist, a composer, an author, a landscape painter, an expert horseman, a necromancer, a scientist skilled at cloning, a sorcerer skilled at blood magic, the inventor of portals, a time traveler, a medical doctor with the universe's most advanced ability to heal pretty much any and all illnesses, and is the most powerful mage in the universe, capable of vaporizing thousands in seconds with his sonic whale songs, able to turn entire cities of people to stone with a mere glance, uses telepathy instead of speaking with his voice, and is a psion known as The Knowing One because he can see all events of the past, all events of the future, and can hear the thoughts of everyone for miles around. We are told he can speak all the Elven languages in every dialect.
Each of those things Avallac'h is very proud of. He has walls of degrees from universities all over the universe...
...and yet, no one cares. Elf society cares only for sex, sex, sex, and more sex, and to be an asexual, intelectual with walls of degrees, in a world that only values sex, brands Avallac'h as useless, worthless, unnecessary, and expendable. He is fertile. He is a breeder. And that is all anyone cares about.
We see Avallac'h depressed and suicidal, crying in every single scene hee's in. He goes back and forth between hating his inability to feel any desire for sex, to hating his people for their inability to see past his ability to father children and see all that he has accomplished in his 2,000 years of life.
More than once, we see Avallac'h break down in tears, stating that he is lonely and wishes people would stop only wanting him for sex, saying he has feeling but no one cares about his feelings because they can't see past lust and sex and greed to see that all he wants is a companion to talk to, someone who will spend time with him and love him without demands for sex.
Most of the scenes of Avallac'h, we see him on a boat fishing, horseback riding around the lake, or wandering aimlessly through fields of flowers picking flowers and playing a flute. He never strays far from the Lake of Avalon, and Cri stated that he seemed very sad and that he always rode his horse as though he was trying to run away from something.
In the early scenes of them together, Avallac'h brushed off Ciri's presence, acting as though she was just another sex crazed female sent to him to torment him with demands for sex.
We see Ciri sleeping in bed with Avallac'h at night, and feeling safe doing so, stating that while he was always hugging and cuddling her, he never once made any sexual advances towards her and she felt safe sleeping in his arms, knowing he'd never force himself on her.
Avallac'h leaves each night, to where Ciri does not know, but she starts trying to find out, resulting in her getting up early each morning to ride her horse around the lake in search of Avallac'h. Soon the 2 of them are daily riding their horses together around the lake, and Avallac'h opens up and starts talking to Ciri more and more.
At first appearances, Avallac'h is presented to both Ciri and the reader, as a wild overly sexual stud stallion who spends all of his time doing nothing but having sex.
And the reader quickly learns that this is all a public fasche.
In private, we see Avallac'h dramatically different and learn that his public displays of sexuality are just that: public displays and nothing more.
And worse... we also learn where "his children" came from, as Avallac'h's glittering, sexual public displays are slowly stripped away and his morbid, suicidally depressed, serial killer dark side starts to be revealed.
Yep... the reader is about to learn that Ciri has escaped Leo and Vilgisfortze, the 2 worst villains on her planet... and is now living with the most deviated, notorious serial killer in the universe.
But we are also shown how he got that way, why his is driven to kill, and it becomes impossible to see him as a villain.
A slave to King Auberon, the only thing that keeps Avallac'h alive, is the fact that he is one of the last 3 males known to still be fertile.
Avallac'h is seen as a traitor, because of his loyalty to Lara. Were he not fertile, he would have been executed long ago.
Avallac'h is branded a breeder, and in Elf society, that's all anyone sees him for: a sex object, that is nothing more then a baby making machine. AND HE HATES IT.
We ONLY see Avallac'h behaving sexually, while he is in public places, where agents of King Auberon are around.
In private however, under the safety of the magic barrier mists that surround the Lake of Avalon, we see the true Avallac'h's nature: a man who really just wants to sit on a boat and fish all day long.
Ciri asks of King Auberon's plans, and Eredin explains they need a Child of the Elder Blood, a child born to 2 Elder Blood parents. King Auberon had planned for Avallac'h and Lara Dorren to have that child, but Lara was a traitor, and now King auberon was looking for yet another female Elder Blood to breed Avallac'h with.
Eredin explains, this is why Ciri is here. Ciri is to have a female baby with King Auberon, raise that child, and Avallac'h is to be breed to Ciri's daughter, as he had been expected to do with Lara.... this will create The Child of The Elder Blood, The Child of Prophecy, whom King auberon will use as a living weapon to kill all Humans everywhere on every planet.
Yeah... even though the GAME told you that CIRI was The Child of The Elder Blood, The Child of Prophecy, The Living weapon... in the novels we are told that Ciri is the MOTHER of that child.
Cii is deeply disturbed to learn this info, and changes the subject by asking if Eredin knew where Avallac'h went to each night, as it appeared Eredin knew Avallac'h pretty well.
Eredin tells Ciri that Avallac'h leads a group called The Wild Hunt, a group of female wraiths, women who died in childbirth and are now the protecting guardian spirits of unborn babies.
Ciri laughs and says The Wild Hunt is nothing but a myth. A bedtime story of spectators who kidnap children and take them to live with Fairies. A story meant to scare children into going to bed at night.
Eredin tells Ciri not to laugh and then reminds Ciri that she is herself but a child and right now is Avallac'h's little chicken, trapped in his henhouse, and Avallac'h is the Fox who will never let her go. Eredin says The Wild Hunt is real, and these baby kidnapping female wraiths are led by Avallac'h himself, and this is why Avallac'h leaves each night.
Eredin tells Ciri that Avallac'h is murdering evil pregnant women who do not want their unborn babies, then bringing the babies back here to the world of the Elves.
...and Avallac'h wakes up out of his comatose state to find Eredin telling Ciri this stuff about Avallac'h's past that Avallac'h REALLY didn't want Ciri to know.
Avallac'h responds to what Eredin is telling Ciri, by attempting to leap up and strangle Eredin. However, he is still to weak from his injuries and Eredin pushes the ancient mage aside, then gently puts him back in bed, while chiding Avallac'h for being foolish enough to think that at his age he could fight anyone, let alone Eredin. We see Avallac'h infuriated, both at Eredin, and at his own inability to fight Eredin.
Eredin accuses Avallac'h of being a traitor, sets up soldiers to guard Avallac'h's every move, and gives the orders to kill Avallac'h on sight, should he make any sudden attempts to flee with Ciri.
When Ciri questions what is going on, Avallac'h explains that he was not supposed to keep Ciri. Avallac'h had been ordered by King Auberon to go get Ciri and bring her back to King Auberon's palace in Tir na Lia, where she was to have a baby by King Auberon's, which Auberon planned to use as a living weapon to destroy the human race.
Avallac'h states he had agreed to get Ciri, but had not known she looked so much like his dead wife Lara. Upon discovering that she looked like Lara, Avallac'h took Ciri instead to wn palace on the Lake of Avalon, then put up the barrier to prevent King Auberon from taking her.
With Eredin's soldiers aiming weapons at him and threatening to kill him, Avallac'h reluctantly escorts Ciri to King Auberon's palace in Tir na Lia.
Ciri spends several weeks, nightly hopping between King Auberon's bed and Avallac'h's bed. Starting out each night with King Auberon, then ending each night with Avallac'h.
And we see the worst scenes of sexual abuse, molestation, and emotionally sadistic mind games, as King Auberon takes center stage, sexually abusing Ciri and malliscously taunting Avallac'h about Ciri looking like Lara.
Avallac'h begins running off more often, vanishing now sometimes for days to a time, as Ciri takes to searching for more info into his past and trying to find out where it is he runs off to.
Ciri starts to wish she had not caused the barrier to come down, regrets that they came to Tir na Lia, and wishes she and Avallac'h could go back to Avalon and bring Mommy Yennefer with them.
Ciri and King Auberon start fighting more and more, as hostility rises in everyone, with tensions growing worse between Auberon and Avallac'h every day.
Ciri starts spending less time with King Auberon and more time with Avallac'h... this time, on his boat (which Ciri says is made out of pink cotton candy, has no oars or sails, and is powered by Avallac'h's magic flute, which causes the boat to glide in the air over the water.)
With Ciri now spending more time on the boat with Avallac'h and seeing how he spends his days doing absolutely nothing but fishing all day long, we see the bond between Ciri and Avallac'h grow very strong, as Ciri desires to escape the life she lives and spend all of her days fishing on the boat, with long days of uninterrupted peaceful quiet.
Ciri looks forward to her morning horse rides around the lake and daily fishing trips on the boat with Avallac'h, and begins to dred each night that she has to go back to King Auberon's bedroom.
And then comes one boat right that ends in opening Ciri's eyes to the horrible truth of where Avallac'h's many thousands of children came from...
Upon leaving the boat, as usual, Avallac'h and Ciri head to the stables to check on the horses and find one of the stable boys, a child near Ciri's age (about 10 or 12 years old) is beating Avallac'h's beloved horse Rudy. Throwing rocks at the horse and beating it with sticks. Avallac'h has a total meltdown on the boy and drags him out of the stable by his ear, and drags the boy off to his lab, which Ciri has heard a lot about, but has not yet seen.
Ciri marvels here about the boy's ear... it isn't pointed. Ciri wonders if Elf children start out without pointed ears and grow them in later, and takes to walking about Avallac'h's gardens, looking for his children and looking at their ears, and pointing out that all of them are careful to keep their ears hidden. She can not see any of their ears, as all of them make sure to have their ears covered.
The next day, Ciri can not find Avallac'h and goes to the stables to get her pegasus Kelpie and go look for Avallac'h. There she finds 2 little girls crying. When she asks them what is wrong, they tell her the stable boy was their brother and since he has not returned, they fear The Fox has killed him (The Fox is how many address Avallac'h).
Ciri brushes their hair from their faces and noticed, they do not have pointed elf ears, and also they do not have slanted Chinese eyes like most Elves do. She asks the girls to show her their teeth, and Ciri is stunned to see they have pointed canine teeth and molars... things Elves do not have.
"You're Humans!" Ciri exclaims, and she tries to ask how it is Avallac'h has Human children, but upon realizing they've been revealed to not be Elves the 2 little girls run away terrified.
Starry Eyes shows up out of no where, as he always does, always there to answer Ciri's questions, no matter the time or place, with no explanation as to how he is always conveniently wherever Ciri needs him at exactly the right moment.
He tells Ciri he will show her where Avallac'h's Human children came from, and takes her to Avallac'h's lab.
The lab is locked with no way in, but Starry Eyes tells Ciri it is not the Lab he wanted her to see... it's the ravine behind the Lab she is to look at.
Ciri stares down into the ravine, uncertain what she is looking at, so Starry Eyes shoves Ciri off the cliff, causing her to tumble head first into a piles of freshly killed pregnant women, laying on top of piles of rotted corpse of pregnant women, on top of skeletons.
As Ciri stands up and looks around, she describes that as far as she can see, for miles to either end of the ravine, piled dozens deep, are tens of thousands of dead female, Humans, their bellies ripped open and hollowed out, their necks broken, strangled, with bruises and rope burns at their throats.
Starry eyes tells her: "He did this. The Fox." and then explains that this is where Avallac'h goes each night. He takes his Wild Hunt and goes to Human worlds all over the universe, kidnaps these pregnant women, brings them back here to his lab, cuts out their babies, strangles the women to death, then gives the babes to his wives to raise as though they were Elves.
Ciri is horrified by this sight, but refuses to believe Avallac'h could do anything like this and says it must have been King Auberon or SparrowHawk (Eredin).
By this point Ciri is too far blindly in love with Avallac'h to be willing to think he could do anything wrong and so she convinces herself that Avallac'h is not mass murdering pregnant women and raising their babies like his own, even though by this point Ciri has also see several instances of Avallac'h lose his temper and lunge at people's throats strangling them.
It is a common occurrence for Avallac'h to lose his temper with the ciritens of Tir Na Lia, and respond by strangling them, and have to be pulled off his victim to prevent him from killing them. And she saw him do this to Eedin as well.
Each time Ciri sees Avallac'h attempting to strangle someone, she says to herself: "This is a very dangerous Elf." But then she brushes the thought aside, when she sees how kind, caring, gentle, and loving he is most of the time, to her, his wives, his children, and his horse.
Ciri begins to compare Avallac'h and King Auberon both to her dead lover Mistel; stating that King Auberon was gruff and mean and nothing like Mistel, while Avallac'h was soft, quiet, and gentle like Mistel. And Ciri starts to see Avallac'h as a replacement for Mistel...
...and unfortunately, because Ciri starts to compare Avallac'h to Mistel, Ciri starts to grow highly sexually attracted to Avallac'h and starts asking him to have sex with her, which upsets Avallac'h deeply, as he points out to Ciri yet again, he is asexual, has no interest in sex, he didn't even have sex with Lara whom he loved, and just wants to spend time with Ciri.
Avallac'h tells Cirii he likes having her around because she listens to him talk, and talks with him like he was a normal person. She does not treat him differently the way everyone else does.
Ciri, takes to daily screaming fits, bitch feast meltdowns, crying, pouting, demanding, throwing herself on the ground and holding her breath, and threatening to kill Avallac'h with the sword he gave her, if he doesn't have sex with her.
We see Ciri turn into total creepazoid sexzila, as she becomes insanely abusive of Avallac'h because of his refusal to have sex with her.... which results in him locking the door of his room at night, and when Ciri flees King Auberon's bed each night to run to Avallac'h's bed, Ciri is often left in the hall screaming herself hoarse while beating the door down and demanding Avallac'h open the door and have sex with her.
While Avallac'h continues to talk about wanting a baby with Ciri and we see him start building the massive Nargfal (Caranthir's ship seen in the game) as a gift for their baby, he continues to display ever more fear of sex and refuses to get Ciri pregnant, stating it's King Auberon's destiny to father the child.
When face to face with Ciri and her telling him, she'll have sex with him and give the baby to him, not King Auberon, we see Avallac'h terrified at the thought of having sex, terrified to actually make a baby... terrified that once he finally does, he'll be thrown away, now useless to everyone and needed by no one.
Avallac'h's mind is so emotionally crippled by King Auberon's obsession with Avallac'h being a breeder, that Avallac'h is terrified that if he ever does get a female pregnant, he'll be killed simply because his purpose for being kept alive, is over... resulting in his remaining a virgin, and absolutely refusing to have sex with anyone.
Avallac'h fears that the Elves will turn on him and murder him, the same way they turned on his beloved wife Lara Dorren and murdered her.
Lara was the last fertile female and was raised, like Avallac'h, to be a breeder. Neither Lara nor avallac'h was given a choice in being a couple. They were simply a breeding pair. And while Avallac'h had accepted this fate as his destiny, Lara rebelled against it and defied King Auberon's orders to be a breeder, by having sex with a human and getting pregnant with a half-human.
Avallac'h himself said love was more important and did not try to seperate Lara from her human lover, but King Auberon branded Avallac'h a traitor for siding with Lara.
Lara was murdered by the Elves as a traitor to her race, and Avallac'h lived in terror that he would be murdered next.
Seeing how little value he had outside of his destiny to be a breeder, led Avallac'h to hoard up hundreds of wives, but not have sex with any of them. In public Avallac'h was overly sexual with his wives, and in private kept his distance from them, as a public show of living up to his "breeder destiny" was kept up to prevent King Auberon from executing him.
That Avallac'h lived every day of his life in nortal terror that he'd be killed if he did not keep up the appearances of being a breeder, also showed us the levels of cruelty of King Auberon.
King Auberon's levels of sadistic cruelty are seen magnified, when King Auberon first orders Avallac'h to go get Ciri and breed her, but then when King Auberon sees that Avallac'h is falling in love with Ciri, he changes that order, and demands Ciri be brought to King Auberon, for Auberon to breed her instead... just so King Auberon can take sadistic delight in tormenting Avallac'h.
The emotional abuse Avallac'h lives with under King Auberon's rule, causes no one to question Avallac'h's guilt, when King Auberon is finally murdered by Eredin, who framed Avallac'h for the murder, making it look like Avallac'h killed the king in a jelosue fit over Ciri.
The fact that Avallac'h is 2,000 years old and literally knows nothing about life other then how to be a breeder, shows the extremely disturbing levels of brainwashing, imprisonment, and social isolation he has spent his life in... and leads us to realize, why he is capable of such extreme measures, when he discovers the existence of abortion.
When Avallac'h encounters Humans, he is horrified by the fact that, they put so little value of life, that abortion bitches exist in throungs, just lining up at doctors' offices to mass murder their unborn babies.
The rope was added to his belt in the game because in the novels, he carried a rope, which he used to strangle abortion bitches at abortion clinics.
If you pay attention, you will notice that I also added his hunting knife to his belt as well.
Again, this is because we are told in the novels, that after strangling the abortion bitches to death, he cuts out their babies and takes the babies back to his palace in Avalon, where they are raised by his 500+ wives.
Elves in the Witcher novels are sterile and reproduce by cloning. When an Elf is found that is fertile they become heavily protected and glorified as gods and goddesses.
At the time of the novels, only 3 male Elves were known to be fertile: King Auberon, Avallac'h, and Eredin. But there were only 2 fertile female Elves: King Auberon's wife Shaindel and her daughter Lara Dorren.
Fertile Elves were known as "Elder Bloods" because they still possessed the ability to reproduce.
(no - in the novels, Elder Blood had NOTHING to do with magic powers or super abilities, like the game told you - it simply means the person is fertile and able to reproduce naturally - that's why we saw 68 people try to get Ciri pregnent over the course of the novels.)
Shandiel died before giving birth, while Lara Dorren was still a fetus too undeveloped to survive. Avallac'h cut the fetus out of Shandel and then used his own DNA to keep the fetus alive in his lab, resulting in Lara Dorren being "born" in a jar in his lab.
Avallac'h raised Lara, thinking of her as his wife, but Lara saw him as her father. At the age of 21 Lara fled Avallac'h and married the human mage Creagannon.
Lara Dorren was the LAST FERTILE FEMALE ELF... and Avallac'h was the LAST FERTILE MALE ELF.
Because Lara left Avallac'h and got pregnant by a human, the entire Elf society branded her as "a witch" and a traitor... believing that she had condemned the Elven race to extinction.
Avallac'h, was seen as a renegade, bordering on being a traitor himself, because he refused to condemn Lara and instead forgave her, and tried to get her to come back to him, stating she could bring her baby and he'd raise it as his own, he didn't care that it was a half-human.
Lara was murdered by a mob of angry Elves less then a year later, when she was 8 months pregnant with Creagannon's baby.
Avallac'h tried to save Lara, but she bleed to death after he attackers cut her hands off. Avallac'h cut the baby out of her and intended to raise it, but he was attacked by the mob and fled to a nearby palace in a Human city, where he found a newborn Human baby.
Avallac'h swapped the babies and gave the Human baby to the mob, leaving Lara's baby to be raised by the Emperor of Nilfgaard.
Devastated over losing both Lara and her baby, Avallac'h commit suicide, then as a wraith set out to find the wraiths of women whom had died in childbirth, and formed a group called The Wild Hunt.
Lara and Avallac'h were the last 2 fertile Elves aka The Last of The Elder Bloods.
With the last 2 fertile Elves both dead, the Elf society was doomed to extinction.
Avallac'h and his Wild Hunt, went to Human worlds each night, looking for abortion clinics.
Babies are so rare in Elf society, with only 12 having been born in the past 100 years, that Avallac'h sees babies as the most valuable of all possessions a person can have.
For Avallac'h, to ability to have a baby is seen as the Holy Grail, and to see millions of babies slaughtered at birth by their ungrateful abortion bitch mothers, sends him to becoming a baby rescuing vigilante.
Avallac'h and his Wild Hunt is in the habit of hunting down pregnant women who are about to have an abortion. Kidnap them, taking them back to his lab, then strangling the abortion bitch to death, cut out her unborn baby, give it to his wives to care for, and toss the body of the ungrateful abortion bitch into the ravine behind his lab.
Lara's baby grew up to have twins, one of whom had a daughter, who was Pavatta's mother, who was Ciri's mother.
Ciri looked exactly like her 4th great grandmother Lara, so much, that Avallac'h believed she was Lara reincarnated and come back to him.
Avallac'h's story is told to the reader through flashbacks, as Ciri tells Mommy Yennefer where she went when she had "disappeared".
Avallac'h's entire story is narrated to the reader, in a flashback, told by Ciri, as Ciri tells Mommy Yennefer where she as been.
Interestingly, Ciri states that she lived with Avallac'h in Avalon for 8 years before moving to Tir Na Lia and living with King Auberon for 21 years (during which time Avallac'h moved to Tir Na Lia as well, and also lived with King Auberon, moving into the bedroom next door to Ciri's bedroom). And yet, Ciri was 12 years old when this happened and when she is telling this to Yennefer, Ciri is STILL 12 years old and we are told that Ciri was only missing for a meer 8 hours, not the 29 years Ciri claimed to have been living with Avallac'h as his wife.
Yennefer does not believe that Avallac'h, King Auberon, Eredin, The Wild Hunt, or The Aen Elle Elves are real, and states that Ciri made them all up, telling Geralt that everything Ciri claimed happened to her was just a drug induced hallucination caused by fisstech.
While Ciri maintains that Avallac'h is real and NOT just her imaginary friend, and Geralt also tells of meeting the Mysterious Elf and states that the creature he meet seemed to be a lich (a type of very powerful wraith) hiding it's true form behind the illusion of an Elf, and Regis admits that he has heard rumors and stories of this strange Ancient Unseen Elder who could take any form and was the source of Ciri's Elder Blood... EVERYONE ELSE thinks Ciri's story is just Ciri having sex fantasies about an imaginary friend as a way to cope with Mistle's recent murder... only Geralt and Regis believe Ciri's story of her time with Avallac'h as being true.
And from Ciri we learned...
Avallac'h was the King of Avalon who was also King Auberon's court mage... Avallac'h was the leader of The Wild Hunt (a group od female wraiths whom had died in childbirth) who lead the Wild Hunt to human worlds each night in search of pregnant women about to have abortions, to rescue the babies and execute the women for murdering their babies.
Avallac'h's whole story was focused fully on babies. He was the baby rescuing vigilante. He was fully 100% non-stop baby obsession.
To see Avallac'h in the game without babies is... odd and insanely out of character for him.... it's just as odd as seeing Ereidin leading the Wild Hunt and seeing the Wild Hunt as males. (In the novels Eredin lead The Red Riders, a group of male elves who rode red dragon-like horse-beasts, while Avallac'h lead The Wild Hunt, a group of female wraiths - we even see a scene of Eredin and his Red Riders, greeting Avallac'h and his Wild Hunt when Avallac'h takes Ciri to Tir ni Lia to meet King Auberon). No clue why they changed all that in the game.
Avallac'h is the good mage whom people called The Knowing One, and who was said to be the most righteous of all the Holy Grail Knights from The Round Table, because he had never shed innocent blood (it said he only ever killed women whom had had attempted abortions and rescued their babies and said he'd therefor never hurt anyone who was "innocent".). He's the one with 500+ wives and several thousand human children (rescued from abortion attempts) living with him. He was portrayed as a vigilante protector of babies who would have been aborted.
It said because Avallac'h had never shed innocent blood and was a pacifist fully against vengeance and retribution, that no animal or monster feared him and that's why he had Archespores, Barbagazi, Vampirodes, Knockers, and tens of thousands of other monsters in his care and that's why the Druids worshiped him as a God, calling him The Unseen Elder God.
Avallac'h, like Ciri had Elder Blood and like Ciri was hunted and tortured most of his life because of it. He had no motive to want Ciri for her Elder Blood like everyone else did, because he too was an Elder Blood, and he was hell bent on protecting her from people who were hunting her because he didn't want her to go through the things he had gone through (his parents, siblings, and pet ocelots were all tortured to death when he was a child, because of his Elder Blood).
Avallac'h lived on a boat in the Lake of Avalon, people called him The Fisher King because all he did was fish all day on his boat. He had 5 favorite wives who went with him everywhere in addition to Ciri who he made head wife over the others.
Avallac'h is the one who made Ciri Queen of Avalon, turned Ciri into The Lady of the Lake, gave Ciri her sword Zireael, gave Ciri her horse Kelpie, and took her horseback riding and on boat trips.
Ciri lived with Avallac'h as his wife in the palace on the Lake of Avalon for 8 years, and she called Avallac'h her best friend and the only person she could trust because he was the first and only person who was ever good to her.
In the novels previous, we had seen men chasing after Ciri all trying to be very sexual with her, and Ciri pulling away from every one of them. With Avallac'h we see 3 dozen references to him and Ciri snuggling, nuzzling, cuddling, hugging, and embracing, and oftentimes Ciri being the one instigating it. There are no scenes of Ciri with Avallac'h where we are not told where Avallac'h's hands are, and he's always got his hands on Ciri stroking and caressing her. We see one scene of Ciri comparing Avallac'h to Mistel and trying to convince herself that she is not in love with Avallac'h, because she has to stay faithful to Mistel.
Avallac'h talked constantly not stop about wanting to have a baby with Ciri, but never did anything to act on that. Ciri at first states she hates children and not only will never have any babies but states she will kill any baby she sees because she feels a need to "rescue the mothers from those evil parisiste". Later she tells Avallac'h she'll have his baby just because he's so obsessed with wanting one, but she'll only give it to him on the condition that he sends her back home to Mommy Yennefer.
Avallac'h wants Ciri more then he wants a baby, it turns out so he comes up with this whole story of how he can't have sex with her and she has to have a baby with King Auberon.... except Avallac'h knows Auberon will never have sex with a human, so Ciri will never get pregnant that way.
King Auberon and Avallac'h were fighting over Ciri because they both wanted a baby from her, but King Auberon wanted to use the baby as a weapon to kill humans, while Avallac'h just wanted to replace his dead family (his wife Lara was 8 months pregnant when she died). Avallac'h begane drugging Ciri and King Auberon with fisstech to prevent Auberon from having sex with Ciri, because he didn't want Auberon killing humans, and because he was terrified that King Auberon would kill him if Ciri ever got pregnant by someone other then Avallac'h.
Ciri went into a sex crazed meltdown, angry because Avallac'h was refusing to have sex with her, and angry that Avallac'h was trying to prevent King Auberon from having sex with her too, so she spent 8 weeks training her mind so that Avallac'h couldn't read her thoughts anymore, so she could sneak up on him and rape him.
Not fully understanding why he was terrified to have sex, Ciri attacked and raped Avallac'h 3 times, with him running away from her each time, so she broke his legs so he couldn't get away then raped him again. Which resulted in him finally fighting back and punching her in the face, breaking her jaw and knocking out most of her teeth, then strangling her and nearly killing her. Ciri only got him to stop by saying "I'm Lara", which put him into a state of shock and he was never able to talk again.
Eredin and most of the city of Tir Ni Lia witness this event and so Eredin uses this to frame Avallac'h and Ciri for King Auberon's murder, making it look like Avallac'h killed King Auberon in a jealous fit over Ciri.
Ciri finds King Auberon's body so Eredin then says Avallac'h hired Ciri to kill the king and Ciri and Avallac'h become branded as criminals wanted for King Auberon's murder. The game picks up the story from there, completely ignoring all events after this.
Ciri, with the help of Starry Eyes escapes the Elves, during a sword fight with Eredin, attempts to go back for Avallac'h to take him with her, but Starry Eyes doesn't wait and zips Ciri off the planet before she can make it back to Avallac'h, thus leaving him to fend for himself against Eredin's warriors, which Ciri states she regrets doing, and is horrified to see the world start falling apart, as Avallac'h's illusion spells fall apart, and she sees him and the world for what they really look like (a giant Cthulhu-like, planet-sized serpent in a desert wasteland, the entire desert for miles around piled with mountains of corpses of dead women... revealing that Avallac'h truly was an Elder God and the source of Elder Blood).
Outside of the one time during the rape scene when he was fighting back in self-defence, he never did anything even remotely bad or evil.... the only thing that branded him as an evil villain was the ravine full of dead pregnant women who were about to have abortions and a palace full of thousands of children who were their rescued babies, and the statues of the Unruly Children whom he'd got mad at. He was portrayed as being very kind and loving with Ciri and Ciri stating he was the most gentle person she had ever known. Avallac'h was so kind, loving, and gentle with her, that when everyone keeps telling her he's killing pregnant women, she refuses to believe it, and when she finally sees the ravive full of dead bodies, Ciri outright states Avallac'h couldn't have done it.
Seen later, near the end of the series, as The Fisher King, now in a human form, no longer appearing in his Elf illusion, Avallac'h never speaks or walks again, takes to doing nothing but swimming and fishing. He stays in the water of the lake the rest of his life because the icy water is the only thing that eases the pain of his crippled legs.
Ciri went back to Avalon after Geralt and Yennefer died and they (Geralt and Yen) were able to be alive again there because Avallac'h's illusion spells that made the desert planet come alive with trees and plants and animals and people, but they couldn't ever leave, because they weren't really alive, it was all just a massive illusion powered by the blood of the tens of thousands of dead pregnant women, whom Avallac'h was strangling to death each night, then cutting their babies out.
But Ciri was a-okay with millions of women being murdered for the rest of eternity, so long as it kept the illusion that Geralt and Mommy Yennefer were still alive.
So Ciri never again left Avalon, taking up the role of Queen of Avalon once again, taking care of the crippled, mute Fisher King, becoming his lover in addition to being his wife, and we see her Dryad mutations finally take hold with Ciri becoming The Lady of the Lake.
And we are told that 10,500 years of bliss passes for Ciri, who has finally found a life free from being hunted at last... isolated, on the Lake of Avalon, the mists of Avalon creating a barrier that separates and protects her from the evils of the world, alone with only the mute, crippled Fisher King for company, and the illusion of Geralt and Yen still alive, even though they are not.
The very last sentence of the very last novel, Ciri questions if she loved Avallac'h or Mistel more, and says she felt guilty for having crippled him because he'd never done anything to hurt her and had always been kind and loving to her... then seconds later she meets Sir Galahad and leaves The Fisher King to go to Camelot, while plotting to rape and murder Sir Galahad for interrupting her peaceful life on the Lake of Avalon, and declares killing and raping men is a-okay as long as she does it in Mistel's name and honour. (I'm thinking... Ciri what the fuck???)
Avallac'h in the novels, carried a rope that he used to strangle abortion bitches with, and carried a hunting knife that he used to cut out and rescue their unwanted babies.
And at the very end, Ciri's "happily ever after" comes when she spends 10,5000 years ordering Avallac'h to continue to nightly strangle pregnant women to death, just so Ciri can be pampered with her illusionary version of Mommy Yennefer and Geralt (showing us how truly disturbing, purly cold hearted, and deeply psychotically evil a super villain Ciri really is.)
The rope Avallac'h used to strangle pregnant women, and the knife he used to cut out and rescue their would have been aborted babies, was a central part of Avallac'h's character in the novels and in the game, while we see the rope and knife in his bedroom at the lab of Pali Gap, we never see him carrying with him the rope and knife.
That is why I added the rope and knife to his belt in the game.
And yes, I do like Avallac'h BECAUSE he devotes his life to killing every last fucking abortion bitch in the universe. Avallac'h rescues babies and kills abortion bitches and I love him for it.
And those who never read the novels and asked why a psychotically deranged streamer gathered up 712 equalill psychotically deranged viewers, and spent 4 months daily raiding my channel with the raid message "deserve to be raped"... now you know.
These psychotically deranged Ciri fans, who are why I turned chat off, are so in love with brown nosing Ciri's piss ant, baby murdering, abortion bitch, rapist ass, that they saw nothing wrong with viciously attacking a rape victim whose had 7 miscarriages and suffers from severe post traumatic stress disorder caused by having been brutally raped, left unable to have children, and spent 5 month paralyzed and 18 months relearning to walk.
Yes.
I identified, empathize, and sympathized with Avallac'h because:
meaning I KNOW EXACTLY what it is like to be horrible maimed, crippled by a violent rapist, and never again be able to live a normal life... while also being an asexual person, baffled by the sex crazed society I live in
I understand Avallac'h
And so to see a character, like Avallac'h who devotes his life to killing rapists and abortion bitches, and rescues babies... a man whose life was destroyed by bastards murdering his wife, bastards rapiing and crippling him... you look at the hell I've been through and you ask why I like him?
I empathize with Avallac'h on levels you can't even begin to image.
I sympathize with Avallac'h, because I know EXACTLY what he went through and what drove him to become what he became.
I am constantly asked by streamers and varios chatters why I so rarely post in anyone's chat...
Why?
BECAUSE I'M SO SICK AND TIRED OF EVERYTHING I SAY AND DO BEING TRANSLATED AS SOME FORM OF SEXUAL INNUENDO!!!!!!!
JUST BECAUSE YOU PEOPLE ARE PERVS AND HAVE TO RE-TRANSLATE EVERYTHING EVERYONE SAYS INTO SOMETHING TO DO WITH SEX DOESN'T MEAN THE PERSON WHO SAID IT WAS THINKING IN TERMS OF SEX WHEN THEY SAID IT!!!!!!!!!!!
GOOD GOD!!!!
Every time I do or say anything in my streams, there is always someone in chat to translate a sexual meaning to what I said or did!
Every time I say anything in some one's chat there is always someone in chat or even the streamer themselves, to translate a sexual meaning to what I said!
WHAT THE HELL IS WRONG WITH YOU STUPID, PERVERTED, LEWD, SEX CRAZED IMBECILE, IDIOTS!
WHY DO YOU FUCKING RETARDS TRANSLATE EVERYTHING TO BE ABOUT SEX?
I FEEL LIKE I'M SURROUNDED BY FUCKING RETARDS WHO CAN'T GET THEIR MINDS OUT OF THEIR OWN DICKS AND VAGINAS LONG ENOUGH TO USE THEIR DAMNED RETARDED BRAINS!
WHY DOES EVERYTHING HAVE TO BE ABOUT SEX WITH YOU PEOPLE?!?!
I hate that I can't talk to ANYONE, ever, at all, anywhere, without the person I'm talking to, twisting my words around and mis-translating everything I say to have so hidden sexual meaning.
It is very frustrating.
Do you realize, I can't even talk about editing Avallac'h's 3D model with other 3D graphics artists here on Twitch, because every time I ask for help with the editing, I get some snarky answer about sex shot back at me?
No... really...
...because Avallac'h is shorter, skinnier, and over all just so much smaller than Geralt, this also means that most every piece of armor, pants, boots, and gloves in the game does not fit him and can not be used.
Every time I want to use a armor piece from Geralt's collection, I have to open up the 3D model in blender and physically change the size of it to fit the size of Avallac'h's body.
Geralt has the thick neck, wide chest, and broad shoulders, in addition to being taller then Avallac'h... all of these aspects of the armor must be changed in order to make the armor fit on Avallac'h.
While I have changed the sizes of the robe-like pieces (Ursine chest armor, Oathbreaker chest armor, and Redanian Halberdier chest armor) so that Avallac'h can wear them, most of the armor in the game remains unusable for the Avallac'h playthrough, just because it is so time consuming to change so many 3D models.
Interestingly, while Avallac'h is overall smaller then Geralt and most pieces, are laughably too big to fit him.... the gloves and boots have the opposite problem.
As it turns out, Avallac'h's hands and feet are disporpotionaly big for his, otherwise very small, thin body, and are quite a bit larger then Geralt's hands and feet.
Meaning that while chest and pants pieces are too big for Avallac'h to wear... gloves and boots are too small for Avallac'h to wear, with his fingers and toes clipping through the ends of the gloves and boots.
In order to make the gloves and boots wearable, I had to increase the size of the boots and gloves to make them fit Avallac'h. However, only a few pieces are changed, and most do not fit him and can not be used.
....
Well, at the time I started editing Geralt's cloths to fit on Avallac'h's 3D model, I had never done ANY 3D edited EVER, not once in my entire life!
I knew absolutely nothing about 3D editing or how to go about making Geralt's armor resized to fit on Avallac'h so I could use it in the game.
Most of the Twitch streamers I watch are 3D graphics artists, JUST BECAUSE I wanted to learn how to edit the 3D models in the game.
When I was trying to edit Geralt's boots to make them fit on Avallac'h, I asked a 3D artists, during one of her streams, how to do such a thing, as it was the type of work she was currently doing in her stream.
When I explained I needed to change the size of Geralt's boots to fit on Avallac'h because Avallac'h's feet were bigger then Geralt's, rather then answer my question how to change the size of the 3D model, she she spouted off a ton of lewd, perverted sex tak, started accusing me of being into foot fetishes, and then instigated her entire chat, to make lewd sex jokes about "foot porn".
The entire next 3 hours of her stream was devoted to talk about PornHub, Erotica, and making fun of me about Avallac'h... her chat... a group of around 30 people that day, joined in, and spent the rest of the stream spewing sex jokes at me and Avallac'h.
:(
I never did get an answer to my question of how to change the sizes of the 3D models of Geralt's boots to make it so Avallac'h could wear them in the game and went to YouTube in search of how to videos there instead, so I wouldn't have to deal with any more harassment from streamers and their chats in live streams.
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