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I stream on Twitch, YouTube, FaceBook, and Twitter. I have no pre-planned schedule for which site I will go live on. I do NOT multi-stream on multiple sites at once, so if I am live on one, I am not live on the other 3. (The FaceBook one will say "Video Unavailable" when not live.)
NOTE: Chat is set to emote only on my Twitch channel and my personal contact information has been removed from my website and every place else, due to the HUNDREDS OF THOUSANDS of false reports of "information", along with vile hateful memes about the murder of my family being sent to me by trolls who think mocking the murder of my family is funny.
FBI Agent Andy Drewer out of the Portland, Maine FBI office is in charge of the of the April 10, 2015 kidnapping of my 12 children by 14 Ku Klux Klan men who invaded our home and the subsequent May 15, 2015 murder of 10 of the 12 whom had their heads nailed to my front door. If you have information about the case, give it to him not me. He can be reached @ +1-(207)-774-9322
Vanilla Avallac'h vs Modded Avallac'h
If you are Mormon, Mason, Jewish, or Zoroastrian, take a close look at his gambeson and see what you see. If you are Mormon, Mason, Jewish, or Zoroastrian, you'll see it and you'll know exactly what it means. On the other hand if you are a Gentile or an Infidel, you won't have a clue.
>>Both images on the left from May 2018, the 1st Avallac'h Playthrough
Vanilla Avallac'h has black hair and eyebrows turned grey, and has an appalling LOD of 5 and draw distance of 7, and has no hairworks effects, no wind effects, and while his 3d model & texture files have wrinkles, scars, bruises, bug bites, moles, and veins, you can't see them on the vanilla settings.
Also while Avallac'h's clothen had a RedCloth file, it had very low grade settings/pollies causing the details of the cloth weave, seam stitches, and embroidery to be blurry.
Vanilla Avallac'h has pupils that react to light, like all other characters in the game.
>>Both images on the right from September 15, 2020, the 3rd Avallac'h Playthrough
Modded Avallac'h has a 5,000 LOD and draw distance, resulting in wrinkles, scars, bruises, bug bites, moles, and veins on his skin can now be seen. This also revealed that he has a fine scar down the side of his nose and one over his eyebrow, both were not visible at all with the vanilla LOD settings.
Hairworks and wind effects have been added to his hair.
While we are talking about his hair... notice that he wears payot. If you don't know what payot are or why a man would have them... Google will help you. It brands him as Hasidic.
His hair and eyebrows are changed to blond (as described in the novels), his skin has been lightened several shades (again to match novel descriptions), and he has new texture files for his eyes to make them pale ice aquamarine with pink pupils, as described in the novels.
Modded Avallac'h has pupils that are frozen into tiny pinpricks and never grow or retract with light changes, matching the information we were told about him having suffered severe nerve damage which caused him to have tiny frozen pupils that did not react to light.
Because the file which changes a character's pupils, is NOT connected to their eye file, but rather is connected to their shadow file and changes not only the size and shape of pupils in different lights, it also changes the shadows on their face, and changes the intensity of their makeup.
The result of changing this file, is that shadows on Avallac'h's face are now fainter and his vanilla very dark eyeshadow is now many shades much lighter.
This results in a bright highlight on his cheekbones, making them much paler, and has caused an illusion that his cheekbones are even sharper than before, even though no change was made to his 3D model bone structure... i is simply a result of less shadow below his cheekbones with brighter highlight over them, and fewer shadows around his eyes.
I increased the depth of Avallac'h's RedCloth file (edited the 3D model to make ridged details a deeper depth) and increased settings/pollies causing the details of the cloth weave, seam stitches, and embroidery to be much sharper and more noticable, making the cloth look more real.
And speaking of the cloth looking more real... if you are a Gentile or an Infidel, you won't have a clue what it was I mentioned earlier, so let me point it out... on the beast of his gambeson, right over the nipple, there are slash marks that are stitched into a very specific pattern/design... this marks Avallac'h as a very high ranking priest, one who has access to the deepest, inner circles of the Temple, on par with The Levite in the Bible, it also tells us that he is a virgin and living celibate lifestyle because of his religious rank.
On their own, the slash marks do not identify a specific religion, but one of 5 religions. However, that, with the payot, and the fact that he covers his head when going outside, brands him as a Hasidic Jew.
We further know that in the novels, ALL Elves are Jewish, and the masque of the Elves during the Human invasion, was an outright retelling of the Holocaust, and Avallac'h spoke an ancient dialect of Hebrew and was unable to understand most Humans as he spoke none of the common tongues.
Raise your hand if you ACTUALLY KNOW what Manna is? Sephiroth? Sackcloth and ashes? Golems? The Tree of Life? The Pentagram? Tzitzit? Are you able to explain ANY of those things and what they are, when you encounter them in quests in the game?
Can you explain WHY Geralt meditates on a prayer rug facing East?
Explain to me WHY after her grandmother dies, Ciri shreds her cloths, starts wearing sackcloth, and rolls her golden blond hair in ashes to turn it into dreadlocks, resulting her becoming known as "the ashen haired maid"?
When the game shows you Avallac'h naked in Kaer Morhen, can you read the Hebrew writing tattoo across his chest and abdomen? Do you know what the symbols on his tattoos mean?
After having watched more than 5,000 playthroughs of Witcher 3 on Twitch, I'm continually amazed at how few people ever recognize the plethora of openly Jewish characters and miss the HUNDREDS of Holocaust reference easter eggs that flood every segment of the game.
And now that the books are becoming popular, after 40 years of being ignored by the bulk of society... it likewise amazes me, how many people are so clueless about the Holocaust and what happened to the Jews in Poland, that they read the Witcher novels with blind eyes, and completely miss that the Gnomes and Elves are blatantly Jewish, while the Humans are blatantly Nazi, and the mass murder of millions of Jewish Gnomes and Elves at the hands of their Nazi Human invaders, is an outright retelling of the events of real world history.... of that happened just 80 years ago.
Our world is in a pitiful state if the so recent mass murder of 20 million is so easily forgotten, so soon.
If you know nothing about the Holocaust, you REALLY shouldn't play this game or read the novels it was based on, because you'll completely miss the message they send. It'll go right over your head.
Spend a year or two doing some massive research into the Holocaust, especially what happened in Poland, and THEN play the game and read the novels, and THEN remember that the author who created this: was a Polish Jew who as a small child, saw his friends and family murdered, and then you'll understand why he wrote what he wrote.
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NOTE: Chat is set to emote only on my Twitch channel and my personal contact information has been removed from my website and every place else, due to the HUNDREDS OF THOUSANDS of false reports of "information", along with vile hateful memes about the murder of my family being sent to me by trolls who think mocking the murder of my family is funny.
FBI Agent Andy Drewer out of the Portland, Maine FBI office is in charge of the of the April 10, 2015 kidnapping of my 12 children by 14 Ku Klux Klan men who invaded our home and the subsequent May 15, 2015 murder of 10 of the 12 whom had their heads nailed to my front door. If you have information about the case, give it to him not me. He can be reached @ +1-(207)-774-9322
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Please be aware that nearly every page on this website contains spoilers to something. I talk about a lot of fandoms, and go into great detail analyzing them when I do. If I am talking about The Witcher series, InuYasha, Disney Ducks, the Quaraun series, or any other fandom, you WILL encounter spoilers about it.
[QUOTE=ManInBlack;10146107]This is for one of the leads in my current WIP, a MtF college student living with a cis roommate.
My question comes from the two scenarios: one, the knowledge that cis women tend to be more or less in a hurry to remove their bra when they get home, and the knowledge that FtM men (is that redundant?) have been known to wear binders when not strictly necessary/safe for the purposes of feeling more self-comfortable.
So when my trans woman character walks in the door, one who transitioned late enough that a padded bra becomes relevant, I'm uncertain whether her habit would be to remove the padded bra or keep it on. (She and the roommate are comfortable with one another.)
Would anybody care to advise?
Personal blog, Insomniatic
@Writer_in_Black on Twitter
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trans and do not even own a bra, let alone wear one; why? don't know; it just was never my "thing", never really thought about it so, don't have any reason or explanation as to why I don't wear one. I suppose that falls under the heading of: "If you've meet one trans person, you only know about one trans person."
Just like non-trans people, each of us is different and has our own unique quirks and habits and rituals. So, just because one trans person wears a bra to work but not at home, doesn't mean all trans people do this.
I think, the correct answer to your question, therefore becomes not to look at what trans people in general do, but instead to think about what your trans character specifically is most likely do do based of their personality.
So instead of asking:
Instead ask:
I think sometimes people outside the lifestyle/community overthink who and what we are, and forget that we are just people. We feel love and sadness, joy, pain, anger, sorrow, etc, just like you. Some of us are shy and introverted, others are bold, outgoing and extroverted. Some keep to themselves and even their closest friends do not realize they are trans, while others introduce themselves to every stranger on the street as "I'm transgender!" Some are flamboyant. Some are drab. Some are steampunk. Some are goth. Some live in mansions. Some are homeless. Some have families who support them no matter what. Some are cast out and shunned by their parents and siblings. Because of the wide variety of backgrounds they come from, each trans person is very unique and very different and none of them fits neatly into a cookie cutter mold of:
"This person is trans, therefore they do ____"
I think one of my readers put it best, when they comments on my transgender main character, from one of my books, and they said to me: "I like how you treated him like a real person and didn't make the plot focus around his gender. I was able to read the story without constantly being reminded that he was transgender. I got to the end and it mentioned he was trans and I was like - Oh yeah! I forgot that."
I think that is something that makes a trans author stand out from a cis author, when writing trans characters. The cis author is pushing the trans-this and trans-that, and look at how different he is because he's trans, and I gotta point out how trans he is as often as possible, blah, blah, blah... because the cis-author is thinking:
"This character is trans, they are different, they are not my equal, I have to point that out as much as possible so my readers know I'm being diverse by including trans people in my books. I gotta point out how different they are from normal people by saying they are trans as often as possible and making sure I have them doing as many trans specific things as possible, so no one forgets they are trans."
Whereas the trans author, just writes the character, and the fact that the character is trans may, possibly, maybe, be mentioned once, maybe twice, at the most, if at all. The reason being because the trans author treats the trans character as just another character, just another person, and doesn't focus on how the character is different.
I think cis-authors, though well meaning, spend too much time focusing on how different a trans character is, when they should be focusing on how they are just people, just like everyone else and are NOT really that different from anyone else after all.
[QUOTE=ManInBlack;10146107]This is for one of the leads in my current WIP, a MtF college student living with a cis roommate.
My question comes from the two scenarios: one, the knowledge that cis women tend to be more or less in a hurry to remove their bra when they get home, and the knowledge that FtM men (is that redundant?) have been known to wear binders when not strictly necessary/safe for the purposes of feeling more self-comfortable.
So when my trans woman character walks in the door, one who transitioned late enough that a padded bra becomes relevant, I'm uncertain whether her habit would be to remove the padded bra or keep it on. (She and the roommate are comfortable with one another.)
Would anybody care to advise?
Personal blog, Insomniatic
@Writer_in_Black on Twitter
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My suggestion is that rather then asking people what they do (because everyone is going to do something different) instead, ask your character what she would do.
What is her personality?
Is she comfortable with her natural boobage? The more comfortable she is with her natural shape and size, the less likely she'll feel the need to wear padding in private.
Is she self confident and feel the need to wear padding to feel good? She may have multiple bra sizes. Very large cup ones for out in public, clubbing, and dating, a less showy more medium size for work and class, and a smaller one for around the house?
Is she wearing those full chest, silicone fake boob style body vests? Those get uncomfortably hot and sweaty, and she's likely only wear then under bathing suits, or simply clubwear dresses.
Is she not a body conscious person, not worrying about physical appearances? Is she NOT trying to grow bigger boobs, because changing her body is NOT a part of her personality? Remember, not all trans people are trying to physically change their bodies. In fact, only a small minority of trans people do.
The media hypes up sex change operations, when the fact remains fewer than 3% of trans people undergo surgery; and the media hypes of hormone replacement medications as well when in fact fewer than 20% of the trans community every opt for hormones.
If your trans character is doing either, she is in the EXTREME MINORITY within the trans community.
Remember: transgender has been around since the days of Moses (Moses talks about it in the Bible). On the other hand, both sex change surgery and hormone replacements are NEW, still in experimental stages, still largely untested for long term results, people often die from them because they are so very untested for safety -due to them being so new, and probably the most significant question...
...if your character can afford to pay for either sex change surgery or hormone replacement therapy, what the heck is she doing in college? Someone who is enough of a millionair to be able to afford either procedure certainly has no need to go to college as any job she'll find from her college degree is gonna be chicken feed to the income she already has. Theory is not cheap, she's either a multi-millionaire or has taken out multiple mortgages against her home to afford it.
The reason only 20% of all transgender people ever undergo hormone replacement, is because only 20% of the trans community are mega millionaires wealthy enough to afford it.
This means, that your character already has some glaring inconsistencies if she's in college, yet can afford hormones.
This in turn opens up even more questions...
There exist, shady, back alley "scam doctors" clinics who offer hormones "on a discount". If she's in college, she's likely opting for some very questionable underground hormone "clinics"
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