2018 April/May/June Update:

As you know, most of the year I publish 2 to 3 articles a day.

However, every year during convention season, I take a break from that to go full swing CosPlay.

From early April 2018 to late June 2018, article posting schedule will be sporadic, while CosPlay Season and Convention events are going full swing.

During this time period, you can expect most, possible all new articles to be focused on costume making, CosPlay, and the characters I'm CosPlaying.

UPDATE: It's now divided into 7 pages. The primary page "Meet Avallach" is now over 20,000 words long. At this rate, it'll cross 60,000 long before the costume is finished, and that's not including the other 5 pages. The primary page has now crossed 60,000 words and counting, the whole set of Avallac'h pages are now more than 200,000 words long, and more then 500 pictures of Avallac'h and his friends have now been uploaded on these pages, plus there are now 400+ hour-long videos f the costume making process as we record live, every second of this insanely elaborate, over the top CosPlay project.

As of May 19, just 29 days to PortCon we are embroidering his blue coat in a countdown against the clock to finish in time for the event, while we pray that The Dazzling Razzberry will be re-weilded back together and drivable in time for PortCon, after it's recent vandalism by Old Orchard Beach's ever growing Ku Klux Klan problem.

There will still be daily updates, but the BULK of the daily updates will be limited to the pages linked here:

  1. The Avallac'h CosPlay: Who is Avallac'h?
  2. Obsession: Meet Avallac'h
  3. [NSFW] Avallac'h & His Nude Women | Witcher 3 Game Screenshots
  4. Historical Accuracy vs Avallac'h (to go live later this summer)
  5. The Avallac'h CosPlay Costume Making Vlogs (will go live AFTER finishing the costume)
  6. How To Make The Avallac'h CosPlay (will go live AFTER PortCon)
  7. How Much Did It Cost? ($800+ will run to around $3,000) Budgeting The Avallac'h CosPlay (eing written as the costume is being made, will go live after completion of the costume)
  8. Why do children CosPlay rapists & rape victims? & WHY Avallac'h is a M18+ character. 
  9. PortConMaine 2018
  10. On Being a Handicapped CosPlayer: A Look At Events of PortConMaine 2017 That Resulted In 3 Disabled CosPlayers Getting hurt at The Convention and How These Things Could Have Been Avoided




Writing about touchy subjects:
Stephen King's Thinner Gypsies
& The Ku Klux Klan
of Old Orchard Beach




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NaNoWriMo employee Kendra Silvermander, a member of the Ku Klux Klan, who claims to be a NaNoWriMo ML is wanted by the FBI for multiple terrorist attacks on local non-white & LGBTQ+ authors.

As a non-white person who lives with daily attacks by the Ku Klux Klan .... daily attacks meaning:

  • February 2003 bombed my doctor's office and killed him
  • May 2006 they put my dad in a coma
  • bombed my house in October 2006
  • May 2010 cut my car in half
  • beheaded my cousin July 2013
  • drove a backhoe over my next house August 2013
  • September 2013 - put a bomb in my classroom at Southern Main Community College
  • beat my up leaving me paralyzed 5 month and crippled rest of my life in November 2013
  • filled my motorhome with 1,000s of gallons of feces April 2015
  • kidnapped my cats April 2015
  • returned my cats' heads May 2015; 10 cats currently unaccounted for
  • August 2015 a woman was beheaded in front of her 4 children, in Saco Shaw's supermarket, in the ice cream department, while trying to buy her children ice cream
  • November 2015 - put a bomb in my department at Scarborough WalMart
  • June 2016 - put another bomb in my department at Scarborough WalMart (it was WalMart who contacted the FBI and started the FBI investigation July 2016)
  • 2016 my tires were slashed on 7 different occasions between October and December
  • April 2017 put my dad in the hospital again, he almost died
  • May 2017 attacked and rallied at my mom's house - twice
  • August 13, 2017 - my birthday - murdered 73 pets
  • September 26, 2017 - 2 days ago smashed up my car...
  • in all more than 200 such attacks on my family since Stephen King thought to film the Thinner movie on our farm in 1994.

Yes... I've survived FIVE (5) bombings now.


  1. Welcome to Maine - America's 99.9% white state - the whitest state of America, and the state where more then 70% of the KKKs membership lives. 
  2. The largest voting political party in Maine is the Nazi party making up 33% of Maine's entire voting population, 
  3. followed by the Sovereign Citizens of the Ku Klux Klan (which Governor Paul LaPage is a member of), 
  4. Republicans and Democrats barely gain any ranking in the elections. 
  5. Hello, next door neighbour in Canada - we're just outside of Quebec, not as far away as you think.

I'm not black, I'm Gypsy, in other words, I have Jewish blood, as do all Gypsies and you think black people are targeted? There ain't nothing the KKK and Nazi's hate more the a Semite.

On one side we have flocks of Stephen King fans here to meet us Thinner Gypsies and on the other side we not only worry about our own survival but also worry about the fact that Stephen King's fans risk getting shot by the KKK just because they are fans of the Thinner movie!

As a non-white person who lives with daily attacks by the Ku Klux Klan, I can tell you, reaching out to victims and asking to find out more, is the best thing you can do, because there are times when it feels like no one cares, and by contacting them and explaining, you want to spread awareness via writing a book... it'll let them know that there are people out there who do care and do want to help, and believe me, just knowing that there are authors out there who want to represent the issue accurately and sensitively, will go a long way towards letting them know there are people out there who care about them.

I know 140 families just here in Old Orchard Beach who are desperate for sign that there are kind people left on the planet. When you've got a big white cross erected in your rose garden, and armed gunmen wearing white hoods marching around your driveway shooting your pets... it can feel like the entire planet wants to kill you just then. There's a big white cross in my rose garden and I've got 5 of their shoot outs in my driveway on camera and up on YouTube just in the past few months. They shot my neighbour's barn full of holes, and out of 30 pet hens she had last summer, 5 a still alive.

Both neighbours to either side of me, are homeless because a backhoe drove over each of their houses. Guess what you get when you call 911/police for help?

Oh well, what can you do. Boys will be boys and they're low life Gypsies after all.

You know what ABC, NBC, and several other news stations told us?"

Every day common occurrences are not newsworthy events

That was their reason for not covering in the news, the bomb that in 2014 blew up an apartment building on my street, that killed 5 adults, 6 children, hospitalized 23 people, and left 64 people homeless. The bulk of those families were black and Muslim. The KKK bombing non-white, is daily event around here and because of that, it's not newsworthy, according to the news stations, because they don't cover every day occurrences.

The FBI is here, but trying to identify cowardly white men who hide behind white hoods... not easy to do and poor Agent Drewer is at wits end trying to track down any clues that will lead to identifying the members of this terrorist group that has taken over our town.

You want to understand the day to day issues?

Image what it is like having to live in a town, where simple tasks like walking to your mailbox to get your mail, are a fight to survive by outrunning the gun fire. I haven't gotten my mail since 2001 - I have to have one of my white neighbours do it for me.

Most non-white families in Old Orchard Beach, live with plywood, layered, over their windows, no light coming in their houses, in a desperate attempt to keep out the bullets that get fired into their windows. Most families stopped sending their children to public school years ago.

The reality of racism, is it's alive and well, and here in Maine there is an entire town being held hostage by the Ku Klux Klan, and everyday life, normal day to day things, are judged by how well you can succeed in getting the task down without getting shot by the 4-door white pick up truck parked across the end of your driveway.

>>There are some people I follow on social media that are vocal about issues. I feel they would great to contract. BUT how do you bring something like that up? I'm not usually hesitant of most things.

Exactly the same way you just did here.

Send them a message or even post on their wall... explain you are writing a book and want to focus on this topic, but have not dealt with it personally and are looking to ask them questions on how to deal with it.

Explain it just as you did here.

Some may be offended, but most won't be, many will be willing to help. Most will be overjoyed to have someone who is FINALLY willing to hear their side of the story.

Few have anyone they can talk to about what is happening and you will be relieving a great burden, just by being someone willing to listen.

{{{hugs}}} and good luck with your project. The world needs more people like you in it.

More information can be found HERE and HERE and HERE and HERE.

Please give any information you have to the identity of this very dangerous criminal group to:

FBI Agent 
Andy Drewer 
@ (207) 774-9322  


Also:

  • Roots
  • Fiddler on the Roof
  • Sound of Music
  • Schindler's List
  • Sophie's Choice

are always the best for gut wrenching, eye opening brutality of just how horrific racism can get. (all of the above are based on true stories and if you get the special edition DVDs they have interviews with the surviving victims)

Meet The Thinner Gypsies

Interviews With The Real Life Thinner Gypsies
Who Were Featured In Stephen King's The Thinner movie and own the land where Thinner was filmed and own the cars featured in the opening scene of Thinner:


September 26, 2017
The Latest Attack By Old Orchard Beach's Renegade KKK Members Who Use Their Cars As Battering Ram Weapons, To Slam Into Me While Driving Home, Has Done Horrific Amounts of Damage To My Daily Driver:

A Note About The particular Ku Klux Klan group mentioned here... they are NOT the "official" Ku Klux Klan...

A Note About The particular Ku Klux Klan group mentioned here... they are NOT the "official" Ku Klux Klan...

 ...but rather a tiny self-made local group who call themselves "The Loyalist White Knights of the Ku Klux Klan"

 ...this is a VERY important bit of information. Why? Because there is NO SUCH GROUP affiliated with the Ku Klux Klan. The real group is called "The Loyal white Knights of the Ku Klux Klan" and they are a very peaceful group - NOT the extreme radicals that most people think they are. They keep to themselves and are a branch of the Baptist Church (yes, the REAL: kkk is a religious church group) they have their own "pope" figure, and they believe that only "the pure" (aka white skinned) can enter Heaven. They believe it is a sin to hurt anyone and are EXTREMELY non violent.

Like the Amish, the REAL KKK separate themselves from others, living in communities free of non-whites. Here in Maine, most of them can be found in Kennebunk, Kennebunkport, Ocean Park, and Cape Porpoise. Each of these towns is 90% white, with Ocean Park being a full 100% white and having town ordinances in place making it illegal to sell property to non-whites. I have friends, who live in Kennebunk, who are members of the REAL Ku Klux Klan, including my boyfriend and his family, and that's why I know the difference between the ACTUAL group, and the renegade terrorists who dress up like them and do shit in their name.

The group that calls themselves "The Loyalist White Knights" was founded by my cousins Shem Atwater and Yvonne Johnson, and a local Tommy Bryant who lives on my street. It is NOT an official branch of the Ku Klux Klan, and is rather a renegade radical group, that sports swastika arm bands, greats each other with "heil Hitler", brandishes Confederate flags, also say they are by political party members of the Nazi Party. Near as I can tell the group consists of about 12 families and is fewer then 100 members. For some reason, they all drive 4-door-white trucks, though I do not know what the logic is behind this.

The group is very local and does not exist outside of Southern Maine. They mostly follow a list of rules that were written up by my Uncle David Atwater (Richard Merlin's older brother). In the 1970s, they called themselves "A Division of Heaven's Gate". They changed the name to "The Loyalist White Knights" in 1997 after the infamous Heaven's Gate Murder Suicide that killed 39 people. It is unknown if they were ACTUAL Heaven's Gate members or if they just called themselves that. Most members of this group are illegal aliens from Nova Scotia and do not have American citizenship. They claim to be a "sovereign nation" and say they are "bound to no laws, no government, but our own".

I born into and grew up with this group, and escaped it in 2003 because I wanted no part of what I saw as nothing but a group of insane mindless drones blindly following a raving lunatic. If you tell them they are mindless and following David blindly, they smile and proudly say: "I know, we are his sheep, he is our shepherd, he is steering us on the path to righteousness and glory." They then start rambling nonsense about "trumps of jubilee", "armageddon" "comet wormwood" "planet kolob" and quoting Book of Mormon and Bible verses. They also claim that God is an alien, alien abductions are demon attacks, and obsessively stockpile guns because they claim God will "sound the trump" and they will be his army during the "Third World War".


The car which attacked me on the Ross Road, just outside of the entrance to the Blueberry Plains, was a fairly new model of a Honda minivan, color maroon/burgundy metallic.

As with the previous attackers, this car had no license plates on it.

The driver appeared to be a man, but could have been a woman. Was wearing a straw hat, pulled down over their face to conceal their features.

This is not the first time they have done this. This particular attack however has done several thousand in damages to my car.

It is unknown if this driver was armed, however it should be noted that previous attackers, were armed with illegal automatic rifles, and it is assumed this attacker likely was as well.

The passenger's side of the front bumper of their car has a large pink paint smear on it, from the pink paint on my car.

Do be aware that this group of domestic terrorists, (who call themselves "The Loyalist White Knights of the Ku Klux Klan") are wanted by the FBI and are considered to be heavily armed and extremely dangerous. Their attacks on the non-white, non-Christian, and LGBTQ residents of Old Orchard Beach are becoming more frequent and much bolder. Do NOT approach them if you see them, just call the local police and the FBI immediately and run as far away from range of their gun fire as possible.

Do keep in mind that this group of terrorists are the ones who blew up my house with a bomb October 18, 2006, beheaded my cousin July 2013, drove a backhoe over my next house August 8, 2013, beat me up on November 14, 2013 leaving me paralyzed 5 months and crippled for the rest of my life, filled my motorhome with thousands of gallons of feces April 10, 2015, kidnapped my cats and have been one at a time returning the heads of my cats.

Since I got beaten up by this weird so-called author, November 14, 2013, still no clue who she is, but she left me paralyzed for 5 months, during which time she hacked my KBoards account, my NaNoWriMo account, my website, my FaceBook, my Twitter, and other places, pretending to be me and written horrible stuff via my accounts. Then she created 52 fake Amazon accounts and left 52 fake and completely identical 1 star reviews on every one of my books.

I was paralyzed 5 months, relearning to walk 18 months... and I was offline for a full 3 years, and had no clue this woman had taken over all my online accounts or had done any of these things, until 2015. :( .

I'm crippled for the rest of my life, on a cane with one leg useless, and only have the use of 1 hand now, and permanent damage to my spine.

I used to publish a novel a month... now because of this still unidentified Kboards member, I've got $3million in medical bills, a bomb also blew up my house so living in my car, can barely move, and am lucky if I can get 1 book typed up a year. So frustrating. 

It's been 4 years and I'm still in physical therapy, and it's a good day if I can stand up, let alone walk. Had to cancel the 2015-2018 book signing tour, and had to cancel all the monthly book releases from November 2013 to who knows when... still all canceled and we are closing in on 2018 now.

The Kboards hacker crushed my spine, my hip, my pelvis, and my knee. Tore up all the nerves and muscles. Got a $40million lawsuit waiting for when the FBI finally identifies who the Kboards hacker is.  FBI – Federal Bureau of Investigation  agent's contact info is on my website if you have any info about who it was who hacked my Kboards account 2013 to 2015

They have done similar things to 140 other families in Old Orchard Beach. In the past 4 years they have kidnapped and beheaded more than 500 cats and dogs. They are also wanted in connection to the murders of 3 police officers and 30+ children, as well as the bombing of the First Care Health Clinic on Saco ave in 2003.

This group of terrorists are incredibly dangerous, if they approach you or attack you, flee from them as quickly as possible - they WILL KILL you. 

If you know who did this to my car, please call the FBI Agent in charge of the case to turn them in:

Please Call FBI Agent Andy Drewer @ (207) 774-9322  

More information about this psychopathic, criminally deranged NaNoWriMo ML & her violent "street team" can be found 

  1. HERE and 
  2. HERE and 
  3. HERE and 
  4. HERE and 
  5. HERE and 
  6. HERE and 
  7. HERE and 
  8. HERE and 
  9. HERE and 
  10. HERE and 
  11. HERE and 
  12. HERE and 
  13. HERE and 
  14. HERE.




Do you know who drove this backhoe over my house?

If so...

Please Call
FBI Agent Andy Drewer @ (207) 774-9322  

Did you know I've had FIVE (5) houses on my land in the past 12 years?

a bomb blew up one (2006)
 
Morrin House Movers cut one in half, stole it, and moved it to Lake Arrowhead (2001)

the backhoe seen above has driven over the other 3 (2001, 2007, 2013)

Did you know I lived under a 8x6 tarp for 9 years because of the vandal who repeatedly destroyed my houses?

including to live under it through 

7 hurricanes

more than a dozen blizzards

and Maine's record breaking winter that reached -47F 

until vandals did this to it:




Have You Seen These Kidnapped Cats?

3 of the 15 Pidgie Fund Cats Have Been Murdered

2 Have Been Found & Returned

These 10 Are Still Missing

If You Know Where They are
Please Bring Them Home

If You Know Who Is 
Holding Them Hostage

Please Call FBI Agent 
Andy Drewer 
@ (207) 774-9322  

More Information 








I'm a woman who has had 7 miscarriages, and wears "elaborate clothes". Because I have no children, the residents of Old Orchard Beach, beat me up, calling me a transsexual, claiming only a man would dress like I do, claiming that the reason I have no children is because I'm not really female.

They left me paralyzed and crippled. 

They crushed my hips, my pelvis, and my spine, and took away, what little chance I had to carry a pregnancy to full term.

I'm crippled for the rest of my life. I can barely walk now. It's why I'm now on a cane. Any hope I had of having children is gone now.

That's the reality, of the gay hatred of this town. 

I am a straight female. I have Autism. I wear pink. I wear glitter. I talk with a "funny gay sounding voice".

Acording to the people in this towm:

I walk like a fag...

talk like a fag...

dress like a fag...

act like a fag...

and therefor must be treated like a fag...

I need to be taught my place...

I deserve to be shot in the head...

I look gay, and therefore I must be, 

because no one but gay men, talk in this voice

no one but gay men wear pink

no one but gay men wear glitter

no one but gay men prance instead of walk...

so they beat me up, because I'm "too gay" for Old Orchard Beach

they cut my car in half, because I'm "too gay" for Old Orchard Beach

they put a bomb in my house, because I'm "too gay" for Old Orchard Beach

they filled my motorhome with feces, because I'm "too gay" for Old Orchard Beach

they kidnapped my cats, because I'm "too gay" for Old Orchard Beach

they drove a back hoe over my house, because I'm "too gay" for Old Orchard Beach - even though I'm a straight female, nothing close to being gay

they cut my cats heads off and nailed their heads to my door, because I'm "too gay" for Old Orchard Beach

because I have Autism

and that makes me "too gay for the family friend town of Old Orchard Beach"

I used to dance when I walked... but after 5 months paralyzed, 18 months relearning to walk, and now 4 years later, my leg is lame and I am crippled, barely able to stand, dragging a lame leg, I'll never dance again.

Do you know what that's like?

Can you even begin to imagine?

To be an Autistic person, who can no longer dance when I walk?

They hate gay men so much, that they are willing to beat up a childless autistic women, in ill health, accusing her of being a transvestite.

Because these evil people took away my ability to have children, I had cats; but they took my cats, and cut off their heads, and nailed them to my door.

Welcome to Old Orchard Beach. The gay-hating capital of Maine.

Where residents try to murder crippled, elderly, straight women, accusing them of being gay.

This is the reality of how Autistics are seen by the world.

This is the reality of how Autistics are treated by "normal" people.

This is the reality of being transgender in Old Orchard Beach.

This is the reality of what bullies do to someone with mental illnesses, they do not understand.

This is the reality of living with Autism.

Find out more here.

  1. HERE and 
  2. HERE and 
  3. HERE and 
  4. HERE and 
  5. HERE and 
  6. HERE and 
  7. HERE and 
  8. HERE and 
  9. HERE and 
  10. HERE and 
  11. HERE and 
  12. HERE and 
  13. HERE and 
  14. HERE.

Do You Know The Identity of
the People Who Did These Things?
Have Information? 
Please Call FBI Agent 
Andy Drewer @ (207) 774-9322  


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