Due to the murder of my family and the resulting court cases, police investigations, and FBI investigations, I no longer have time to daily update this website.

Likewise ALL novel, short story, and article writing projects are on hiatus.

All book releases, book signings, workshops, and convention appearances for 2015 (and unknown amount of time after) are on hold while the murder investigation of my family is ongoing.

Writing advice for the worldbuilding, character creation, and other writing how to articles are on hold.

From now on, the bulk of updates here will be about the investigation into the murder of my family.

No, NOT just THIS author website, not JUST the EelKat pename, not just self published books: ALL 15 (fifteen) of my penames are on hiatus, that includes traditional published books as well, newspaper reporting jobs, editing jobs, my work for Harlequin Romance Novels, my work for Disney... EVERYTHING is on hiatus. Every publishing house I work for, every series I write, every penname I write under: they are ALL on hiatus, ALL projects.

There is NOTHING being published under ANY penname, not for ANY series, not for ANY publisher, from 2015 onward. EVERYTHING is on hold due to the murder of my family. I do not know when or even if, any of the projects will be restarted or finished.

Yes, BOTH the magazines I owned are indefinitely shut down because of this as well, with no plans for either magazine to return. The publishing house I own is also closed to submissions from now on, we will no longer be publishing anything. It is unlikely we will reopen the publishing house either.

All book signing tours, workshops, letures, PAX events, ComicCon events, carnival/festival/state fair/car show events are also canceled. I will not be attending ANY of them. If a venue still has my name listed as a guest/speaker/etc it is because they've not yet removed it. I WILL NOT be there, no matter where it is! 


The ONLY thing continuing from this point on, is THIS website, where I'll post updates on the murder investigation, hopefully every week, but, you know how it is when 10 members of your family are beheaded, it's kind of difficult to have a schedule for anything anymore.

QUESTION: Why is Ciri dressed like that?
A nude Ciri Witcher 3 Rant

FAQ: Why is Ciri dressed like that? ... Uhm... Soooo, I take you didn't know the books were Erotica, right? Yeah... I DID Do Exactly What This Picture Looks Like I Did To The Game.

Yes... we know he's a sick minded, perverted, dirty old bastard who lives in a brothel, keeps sex slaves in his lab, gets off on watching other Elves fuck Humans, graffiti paints penises on everything, masterbates with fisteck, draws porn of Ciri, made Ciri walk around topless while she was living with him, and probably mass murdered several thousand Humans... and we love him anyways.

In fact we love our perverted, sex crazy, old Elf so much, we took his Ciri Porn drawings and modded Ciri in the game to match... wasn't it nice of us to do that for him?

And if you haven't read the novels... while Ciri was living with Avallac'h, he called her his pet, took her out on daily walks, and treated her like a doll, dressing her up, bathing her, and putting makeup on her.

She is described in the novels as wearing skimpy silk skirts, slit all the way up the thigh, with matching silk scarf around her neck, hanging to her hips, topless with her breasts exposed. Her hair loose and long.

It was shown that Avallac'h was dressing Ciri up in this manner, before sending her to Auberon, because this was how he himself wanted Ciri dressing, but was being forbidden by King Auberon from taking Ciri for himself, as Auberon wanted her.

It was Avallac'h's inability to hide his raging lust for Ciri, that made it easy for Eredin to frame Avallac'h for Auberon's murder.

This playthrough that we are doing, is being made as lore-friendly to the novels as possible, thus we have altered Ciri to match the way Avallac'h made her dress, while she was living with him, in the novels.



This is a stark contrast from the nights Ciri spent with Avallac'h's older brother Auberon, who is incredibly sexual with Ciri, who strips her naked, strips naked himself, and is described in graphic porn levels, fondling, petting, and molesting her, but then likewise never having sex with her, being quite content to simply touch her until she had an orgasm and then leave her alone. Which results in her running back to Avallac'h's bed to cry herself to sleep in Avallac'h's arms while he sings whale songs to her.

Interestingly, I see a LOT of Ciri fans mix up Auberon and Avallac'h here. I think this is because how that chapter is written... from Ciri's point of view, while she's high on fistek, and so you get only bits and pieces of each scene, quickly swinging back and forth between Ciri having psychotic meltdowns...a paragraph today, the next paragraph a week later, the next paragraph a week past, no scene finished, Ciri's description of everything warped by the fisteck.

Because the Aen Elle Elves, Auberon, Eredin, and Wild Hunt only exist in this one 30 page scene of Ciri strung out and high as hell, after being stuffed with fisteck by Vilgefotze, there are also some reader theories that the Aen Elle Elves, Auberon, Eredin, and Wild Hunt are not real at all and are only figmint of Ciri's drug induced hallucination.

The Aen Elle Elves,Auberon, Eredin, and Wild Hunt are never seen again, in the entire 2,000 page series. They exist ONLY in this 30 page long chapter of Lady of the Lake that occurs while Ciri is high after Vilgefortz stuffed fisteck in her.

The only evidence there is that Avallac'h alone, and not the Aen Elle Elves, Auberon, Eredin, and Wild Hunt, is real, is the fact that he shows up elsewhere in Toussaint and Velen, in the novel Tower of Swallows, where he encounters Geralt and Regis, and we learn the story of his life with Lara and see him pining away at Lara's grave, then later in that same novel see Ciri meet him when she falls out of a portal and lands in his lap.

Topless Ciri not accurate enough? I've also made Ciri to match what she looks like on the page following the rape scene, after Avallac'h beat the crap out of her:

Mods needed to build my lore-friendly Goth Ciri:

Ciri's hair done the way it's described:

Ciri's clothes, identical to description, except for the blouse is not sheer/see-through:

  • Ciri Triss's or Yen's DLC look (I'm using Yen's) I questione the logic the game devs had for putting this dress on Yen as she was not the character who wore it in the novels. Ciri wore it in the novels, but only when with Avallac'h, as he made her dress in specific ways and wear specific clothes when she was with him. This mod takes Ciri's dress off of Yen and puts it on Ciri where it belongs.
  • Beautiful Battle-worn Ciri (Ciri's face with make-up as described, including black lipstick, eyes changed to color they were in novels; and adds the injuries/cuts/bruises she's described with on page 179 after Avallac'h beat her up)

Yes, I know, I've just pissed off every Ciri fan on the planet.

But, let's face it, if you've read the novels, you know Ciri raped Avallac'h... and I really don't think a woman is going to be raping a man she DID NOT want to have sex with, now would she?

It must be remembered that Ciri in the novels was in a long time habit of chasing after married men and breaking up families, by whoring her slut assed vagina in the face of every man she meets. Ciri can be seen in practically every other character of the novels, pulling up her skirts and masterbating herself in front of married men, just because she's a mean spirited spiteful bitch who likes to laugh in the face of broken hearted wives whose lustful husbands fell for Ciri's well oiled, fisstech stuffed pussy.

Ciri enjoys doing this as a way to PROVE that men are bad and must be killed and or raped, to show them lesbians are the boss because the only good man is a dead man and lesbians will rule the world by killing all men, after tempting them with dripping pussies first.

Like I said - Ciri is a MAJOR bitch in the novels, a sex crazed brazzen, hussy who can't get enough of shoving her pussy front and center in every man's face. She's nothing close to sweet or innocent in the books. Ciri is nothing close to the character you see in the game.

Ciri runs through the novels, shoving her vagina is the face of every man she meets, then wonders why some FIVE DOZEN men try to rape her over the course of the novels.

Ciri LIKES Avallac'h, precisely BECAUSE of the fact he dresses her up like a slut and parades her around half naked in front of other men. Ciri LIKES acting trashy and WANTS to be a high class whore in a fancy brothel. She relishes in the fact that Avallac'h treats her like a 10 bit prostitute and is ANGRY with Avallac'h because he REFUSES to have sex with her, thus WHY she raped him.

Ciri's running around naked, flipping her pussy open every five minutes, was half the reason Avallac'h starts chasing after her. Ciri spends spends some 2,000 pages of the movels, running around flashing men and masterbating in public, before she ever meets Avallac'h.

Avallac'h DID NOT make Ciri run around topless against her will. He just gave her fancy silks to do it in, instead of the dirty rags she was doing it in before she meet him.

Avallac'h was more then happy to give Ciri what she wanted and dress her up like a high class prostitute. Had she wanted to dress like a modest, descent woman, he would have just as willingly given her modest decent clothes. He gave her the type of clothes she WANTED to wear.

Avallac'h was also fully aware that Ciri was a lesbian, or rather claimed to be a lesbian, and this was why he WAS NOT trying to get her in bed. He was perfectly willing to remain friends with her and be content to watch her run around like a half-naked whore.

Avallac'h is a priest and was used to living a life fully abstinent from sex, hadn't had sex with anyone in well over 200 years, and accepted the fact that Ciri would never have sex with him because she was a lesbian. That Avallac'h knew Ciri was a lesbian is WHY he was taken by surprise when she raped him.

In the novels, you never see him being sexual at all. The stuff about brothels, drawing porn of Ciri... that is stuff ONLY found in the game and put there by the game developers with nothing from the novels to base why they added it.

The only time you ever see Avallac'h in the novels, do anything even remotely "bad" is the one scene on page 179 of Lady of the Lake, when he beats the shit out of Ciri, because she raped him.

The rape scene and Avallac'h excessively violent overblown reaction to being raped, combined with his excessively sexual conversation with Geralt in Tower of Swallows, combined with his very flighty extremely shy personality, actually strongly indicate that he is a virgin.

Being raped by Ciri, left Avallac'h deeply traumatized, shattering his ability to trust Ciri. The rape scene shows Avallac'h as far more frail and weaker then he'd let it be known he was, while also showing us Ciri's true evil nature.

Do keep in mind that though sold as Dark Fantasy, the Witcher novels are outright porn, with full frontal nudity, and graphicly detailed sex scenes every 5 pages of the 2,000+ page set. Hard core Erotica doesn't get so graphicly detailed as the Witcher books do. Ciri's vagina and Geralt's dick, get flashed in your face practically every other page.

While Avallac'h is shown in the game as the game's most perverted character; in the novels, he is one of the least sexual, most pious characters. Yes, in spite of how incredibly sexual and perverse he is, Avallac'h remains incredibly tame, when compared to the multiple dozen rapists, child molesters, sadists, and sexual abusers who grace the series.

Interestingly, while well over a hundred males (and females) try to fuck Ciri over the course of the novels, the ONLY person she ever has actual intercorse with is Avallac'h, the one person who DID NOT try to fuck her.

I sometimes wonder how the Witcher novels get sold as Fantasy and not Erotica. I've seen Erotica with far less sex, and hentai with much less graphic scenes. One thing's for certain: the Witcher books are NOT for the prudish or sexually embarrassed reader!

Honey, if seeing a lore-friendly topless Ciri being paraded around the game by a lore-friendly perverted Avallac'h, upsets you, then you sure as hell want to run screaming as far away as you can get from the novels this game was based on.

Believe me, if a harmless Elf who does nothing but draw porn and masterbate while lusting after a half-naked Ciri upsets you, you don't want to know what characters like Vilgefortz did to her.

Wait... I didn't know the Witcher novels were Erotica...

... Uhm... Soooo, I take you didn't know the books were Erotica, right? Yeah... I DID Do Exactly What This Picture Looks Like I Did To The Game.......)

Believe me, if a harmless Elf who does nothing but draw porn and masterbate while lusting after a half-naked Ciri upsets you, you don't want to know what characters like Vilgefortz did to her.

Don't know Vilgefortz? He's the guy who hung Ciri in a gallows over his banquet table and let his soldiers shove sticks up her pussy, a scene that goes of for 3 solid pages of Ciri orgasms. A scene that ends with Ciri being rescued from the sadists, by Avallac'h, who is horrified by the level of debauchery these humans were doing to Ciri.

But you got to remember how Ciri gets into these overly sexua situations.... perhaps we should make a list of how many times per chapter of each book, the phrase "Ciri reached between her thighs..." gets said?

Page 169 of Lady of the Lake is the one scene you see of her doing that with Avallac'h, and it reads as thus:

Ciri reached between her thighs and she had on some truly sensational things beneath the skirt - panties as delicate as gossamer and stockings almost reaching the panties. "I've fought against men with swords. I'll take on one man with..."

Those panties and stockings, by the way, Avallac'h had just got done putting on her on page 168. Avallac'h likes playing dress up with Ciri, treating her like she was a Barbie doll for him to dress and undress at will.

I'm sorry if it bothers you to learn that Ciri is a fluffering slut, but, newsflash, Ciri is a slut who likes fluffering quite a lot.

Men are not asking Ciri to flip up her skirts and start fucking herself in front of them... she just randomly does that in front of every man she sees.

And then she wonders why men like Vilgefortz think sexually torturing her is okay, while she wonders why men like Avallac'h start following her around like love sick puppies.

Maybe if she could stop reaching up her thighs every 3 minutes, men would stop being horny nut jobs around her.

But she doesn't want men to stop being horn dogs around her otherwise she'd stop flashing her panties at them.

And considering the Witcher series IS Erotica, well, plot wise Ciri's only real purpose in life is to spread her legs for the reader as often as possible.And as the books are Erotica, the men in the books only exist to help the reader live out their fantasies of fucking Ciri.

But of all the men in the series you could pick to complain about, Avallac'h is the least of your worries. In spite of how hormy and perverted Avallac'h is, he's the LEAST sexual man in Ciri's life.

Not only did Avallac'h never omce hurt or sexally abuse Ciri - he RESCUED her from men who were hurting and sexually abusing her.

Avallac'h rescued Ciri from Vilgefortz, because Geralt was too busy drinking with Dandelion and fucking prostitutes along side Dandelion, to take the time to rescue a 12 year old girl from the gallows, while her vagina was being fucked by everything Vilgefortz's men could find to stuff in her.

And yes, I did just say Ciri was 12 years old in the novels.

There is a REASON the novels were not published n America, for some 30 years. America has laws against publishing children in sex scenes.

The English translations of the novels, currently published in America are ABRIDGED! Stuff was removed from the copies sold in America, including all references to Ciri's age.

Ciri's age is stripped from the American release of the novels for a reason and that reason is because she is 12 years old and fucking around with some FIVE DOZEN men over the course of the series!

Ciri's relationship with Avallac'h is one of the very LAST events to happen in the series. It happens in the final chapters of the final volume. According to the unabridged version, where her age is not removed, Avallac'h is the first and only man she has actual intercourse with and by that point she is 16 years old - which is the legal age of consent in Poland.

However, I challenge any American, to have imported Polish children's picture books. One new release from 2018, features a 6 year old fully nude and being sexually provocative in front of adults. The book is sold for an intended readership of ages 3 to 10. Also in Poland, rape is not a crime.

In spite of what happens to Ciri in the Witcher novels, the Witcher series remains one of the tamest books in Polish modern literature, where BDSM, CBT, and fetish sex are mainstream and NOT seen as taboo to the point that they show up in CHILDREN'S literature.

Before you start going screaming fit over Avallac'h, you might want to take a look at the culture of the country he comes from, the culture the author himself lives in, nd the laws Poland's publishing industry has regarding sex and children.

Like I said, there is a REASON, the Witcher books were never released to the American public, and were unheard of before the game.

The game was nothing more then indie created fanfiction of local porn books. The game devs were unprofessional, horny college students who made a game based off their favorite jerk off smut novels. No one expected the game to take off and become a mega success hit.

Had the game not make it big, those little, indie published smut books, would still today, be unheard of in America and have no English release.

From the time she is 10 years old, Ciri is brutally sexually tortured by one character after another. The only time she has any peace from sexually torture is while she's living with Avallac'h. With Avallac'h she spends her days racing across the field with him on their horses, picking flowers, and boat riding on the lake. She lives in his palace and is treated like a queen, which is what she is.

Yes, Avallac'h does openly talk about and tell Ciri directly he wants a baby with her. He also doesn't push the issue when she said no, and was content to respect her refusal and not bother Ciri about it again. When the subject is brought up again later, it is Ciri who goes to Avallac'h, stating she changed her mind and now did want to have a baby with him. By that point Avallac'h has been ordered by King Auberon not to bed with Ciri, but instead send Ciri to Auberon, so Avallac'h blatantly refuses to have sex with Ciri when she goes to him.

Avallac'h is the first male Ciri meets who DOES NOT try to get her in his bed, and is the first male she meets who treats her like an equal and let's her live her life as she wants. He's also the ONLY male in the series who actually loves her and actively protects and defends her. Not even Geralt loves her, defends her, or protects her.

In the novels Geralt sees Ciri as a burden who constantly gets in the way of his drinking and fucking excursions with Dandelion and Regis. Geralt's more then happy to see Ciri out of his life at last, once she's gone with Avallac'h. And for the first time in her entire life, Ciri, while living with Avallac'h, is actually living with someone who actually does care about her health and safety.

Unlike the rest of the men in her life, Avallac'h never hurts her and never tries to drag her in bed. The worst thing Avallac'h ever does to Ciri is draw porn of her, while masterbating with fisstech. (Something Ciri herself is not aware of.) He never once does anything sexual or abusive directly to Ciri, and besides Geralt, Avallac'h's the ONLY male in the novels that can be said of.

Avallac'h only gets a lot of hate, because people who play the game and see him masterbating to Ciri porn, don't know the novels, and don't know what other men do to her.

And here's something to think about: Avallac'h no different from YOU. Yes, YOU... the person who asked me this question. Here, let me link to your video, where you have a full on meltdown over Avallac'h and boldly declare you hate him for drawing porn of Ciri, then 20 minutes later, you talk about how much YOU want to fuck Ciri and draw fan art of her. Sorry, buddy, hate to break it to you, but YOU are no different then Avallac'h. If Avallac'h is evil for being sexually attracted to Ciri and masterbarting while he draws fanart of her... what exactly does that make YOU? Think about it.

And, seeing how you spent a good 40 minutes of that stream talking about how you wish you could fuck Ciri and you hate Avallac'h because he wants to fuck Ciri...

Tip. Try modding your game. You can give Geralt a penis, and swap Yen, Triss, and Shani out for Ciri. Links to all the mods for that are right here on my profile.

But, taking out your sexual frustrations of wanting to fuck Ciri and being jealous of the fiction Elf who does fuck Ciri.... uhm... that's a little extreme and uncalled for.

Yelling at fictional characters in a game is one thing. You can't hurt their feelings. But yelling at your chat for no reason at all... they are real people and you can and DID hurt their feelings. I know for a fact that at least one member of your chat, broke down in tears and was VERY upset by how mean you were to them. I know because they sent me a whisper alerting me to what you were doing (seeing how you started calling me out in your stream as well, even though I wasn't there in your chat at all), and I than went and watched their stream an hour later, and saw how very, very, very upset they were over the things you said to and about them.

Hating a fictional character is one thing, abusing your chat viewers is another.

My biggest tip for you... you might want to go back and WATCH your own video there, then consider deleting it, because I don't know if you were high or drunk or both, but the way you lashed out at your chat, the things you said to them, and the things you did on camera... are VERY rude, very mean, and though I wasn't in chat when you were live, I was there watching that meltdown unfold, and you went from 27 viewers to 3 viewers minutes after you started lashing out at your chat members for no reason at all.

I've been in the entertainment industry for 40+ years and one thing you learn fast in this business is that you NEED to act like a professional. You need to be nice/kind to your customers/fans, and public image is everything. Your VERY public display of extremine animosity towards your chat was incredibly unprofessional.

It was also unprofessional of you to be calling people out, to be going to their Twitch accounts while you were streaming, and bash talking about them, and well, I found out what you were doing and came to watch your stream, because 11 members of your chat sent me whispers and asked me if I knew what you were doing and saying about me in your stream.

I do not enjoy having my own streams interrupted by an onslaught of whispers coming in from yours (or anyone else's) stream. You behaved deplorable and you should not have been behaving in such a way that resulted in your chat to seek out the people you were bashing in your stream and whisper them to alert them to your actions. I commend your chat members for having the decency to alert me to what you were doing.

Oh, and yes, I did go back and watch the whole stream, plus several of your other witcher streams. You've a habit of calling me out on your streams and having meltdowns over Avallac'h and talking it out on your chat.

I'd advice you to see a psychiatrist, a social worker, a therapist, and an anger management counselor. And also a substance abuse program might me useful for you.

You sir, are either in serious need of medication for whatever psychosis you have that causes you to be excessively abusive to strangers, or you are in desperate need of help to get you off whatever drugs or drink caused you to behavior so deplorably to your fellow human beings. One way or another, you NEED help - BIG TIME. Streams like what you did there, those are not entertainment, those are things you forward to the state police in hopes they can deal with your issues before you kill someone.

Avallac'h's a fictional character you stupid jackass - you don't make death threats over not liking a fictional character. Clearly a fictional Elf is not what's bothering you and you got something going on in your life that needs attention before you hurt somebody. I don't know what your problem is, I don't know you. You are a total stranger to me, and I don't like being dragged into whatever your real world offline problem is.

Your chat did the right thing alerting me to what you were doing on stream. And you do something like that again - next I'm calling the police. You got some serious issues that need professional help. Go get help, before you hurt someone. Before you kill someone.

Google me. Find out who I am and what happened to my family. A bomb blew up my house. The FBI investigation is still going on. We don't know who built the bomb. How do we know it wasn't you? We don't.

We got a threat just before it happened. We thought it was a joke. Someone being funny. We don't know who sent that threat. It could easily be you. I'll not brush off threats again. I take every threat seriously now.

Getting mad and hating on a fictional character is one thing, but lashing out at real world people with threats, that's NOT okay. Not at all.

You asked so many questions, and made so many incorrect statements about Avallac'h, which I can and will answer.

I will answer the questions you asked, but do me a favor and leave me out of your streams. You should never have behaved so badly that your chat got so scared that they felt the need to alert me to what you was doing. Step back for a moment and think about how bad you had to get in your stream to result in ELEVEN members of your chat contacting me, scared because you were lashing out threats. Think long and hard about how deplorably you have to be behaving to scare your chat that bad.

The moment your chat feels they need to call the police, that's the moment you need to take a step back and reevaluate your behavior.

I made note of your questions, they'll all be answered here on my profile soon. In the meantime, go get professional help.

But on topic, for this picture, at one point you questioned why Avallac'h was living in the Ruby Room of Dandelion's brothel.

The answer: doesn't fit here and is in the next panel under the question: Why does Avallac'h live in a brothel?

When it comes time for actual sex, Avallac'h acts more like a frightened virgin, then the sex god he boldly claims to be.

But after being raped by Ciri, we also see him never again mention sex to anyone at all. Indeed, he barely talks at all, in fact after the rape scene we never again hear him utter a single word. There is never another line of dialogue by Avallac'h after page 180 when he promises to to "forget" what Ciri did to him. He just completely shuts down, becoming cold and emotionless towards everyone after that.

Being raped absolutely traumatized him and completely changed his character. He never again laughs or smiles or sings or plays the flute. He just stops everything. He stops going out on his boat. Stops riding his horses. He destroys his work, he no longer uses his lab, stops eating, locks himself in his room, and goes into a state of extreme agoraphobic depression far worse than the depression he was already dealing with when Lara died.

I'm someone who's been raped. I've no sympathy for a rapist. Thus I find Ciri a repulsivly disgusting character, as I do Auberon and Vilgefortz for the same reason.

Avallac'h is perverted, yes, but he's not a rapist, nor is he abusive. And you can't say the same thing for Ciri, Auberon, or Vilgefortz.

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