2018 April/May/June Update:

As you know, most of the year I publish 2 to 3 articles a day.

However, every year during convention season, I take a break from that to go full swing CosPlay.

From early April 2018 to late June 2018, article posting schedule will be sporadic, while CosPlay Season and Convention events are going full swing.

During this time period, you can expect most, possible all new articles to be focused on costume making, CosPlay, and the characters I'm CosPlaying.

UPDATE: It's now divided into 7 pages. The primary page "Meet Avallach" is now over 20,000 words long. At this rate, it'll cross 60,000 long before the costume is finished, and that's not including the other 5 pages.

There will still be daily updates, but the BULK of the daily updates will be limited to the pages linked here:

  1. Obsession: Meet Avallac'h
  2. [NSFW] Avallac'h & His Nude Women | Witcher 3 Game Screenshots
  3. Historical Accuracy vs Avallac'h
  4. The Avallac'h CosPlay Costume Making Vlogs
  5. How To Make The Avallac'h CosPlay
  6. How Much Did It Cost? Budgeting The Avallac'h CosPlay
  7. Why do children CosPlay rapists & rape victims? & WHY Avallac'h is a M18+ character. 
  8. PortConMaine 2018
  9. On Being a Handicapped CosPlayer: A Look At Events of PortConMaine 2017 That Resulted In 3 Disabled CosPlayers Getting hurt at The Convention and How These Things Could Have Been Avoided

UPDATE April 17, 2018: I do not like being harassed online or offline, in any way, shape or form. Sorry, but what just happened this week is intolerable and I've blocked everyone involved and deleted all their posts. I will continue to block any one else who does the same as these people did. If you were one of the 200+ people blocked on my FaceBook account this week, here's a link to tell you why I blocked you: https://www.eelkat.com/cosplying-a-rapist.html 

If you want a quicker explanation of what happened, I tell you in this video:




My Avallac'h CosPlay:
Meet The Character
Avallac'h: The Psycho Obsessive Elf 
With Clips From Witcher 3


NSFW

This page is EXTREMELY not safe for work and includes video footage of a real life sawed up dead child rape victims (more then one) who my child rapist uncles buried in my backyard, as we take a look at fictional rapists and their victims from video games, anime, and manga, and compare them, to real world, real life rapists and their very real world victims.


[NSFW] Why do children CosPlay a sex crazed rapist and/or his 12 year old rape victim?
& WHY Avallac'h is a M18+ character. 

Every year, when CosPlay season starts, you see me, pulling out my old CosPlays and make a new one. This year I am making a character from the video game Witcher 3 Wild Hunt, a game, that has a strong theme of rape, and pits your player character Geralt against rapists at every turn.

An interesting controversy has started over my choice of CosPlay this year. Oh perhaps irronic is a better word? The people doing the protest... I know 2 things about them: 

#1: that not one of them has ever played the game Witcher 3 Wild Hunt, and so have no clue what they are talking about in their railing, raving, rants of hatred for Avallac'h, whom they did not know existed until eariler this week, when I announced I'd be CosPlaying him.

#2: that every one of the 200+ people, whom I just blocked on FaceBook, have been involved in a child sex slave ring since the 1960s, and not only rape the children they sell as prostitutes to Mormon priests, have murdered more then 30 of those children... or at least, the FBI has dug up 30 in my backyard in the past 2 years of the FBI investigation of these people.

And yet, here they are, REAL LIFE CHILD RAPISTS,, each of whom has raped no fewer then a dozen children under the age of 10, in each case having raped the child on a weekly, monthly, basis for several years, with each child being raped, well over 100 times each year, for no less then 5 years in a row, they are on my FaceBook wall, having hissy fits, preaching the Bible, and proclaiming the glories of god, while condemning me for CosPlaying a FICTIONAL character, who at one point in his life, raped his lover, who is also still with him 21 years after the rape occurred.

So we are comparing REAL men, who've willfully and knowingly raped hundreds of REAL children, thousands of times, and then murdered at least 30 of the children who went to the police for help in order to hide what they did, to a FICTIONAL man, who raped his FICTIONAL girlfriend, one time, and at the time, thought she was consenting, something he admits to later, and something she herself when questioned about it, said she knew that he wasn't intending to rape her.

Avallac'h is by no means a saint, but, he's also not a Mormon High priest, posting on my FaceBook wall and CALLING HIMSELF a "Saint of the Church of Jesus Christ" either. I am so fed up with my uncles and my male cousins, who take it upon themselves to stalk online and offline, all the now adult, child rape victims of their sex slave ring, in their attempts to bend over backwards and try to hide what they did. Of course, it's difficult to hide all those sawed up bones of children the FBI has been digging up in my backyard for the past 2 years.

They are posting wild rumours and insanity on my FaceBook wall, trying to say that this character is a monster... okay... let's take in-depth look at just exactly what this character did, and then compare it, to in depth look at what these real world men, did to me, during my childhood between the age of 4 and 14.

See if we can't uncover the real monsters here.

If you are unaware of what Witcher 3 Wild Hunt is, or the type of scenes contained in this game... here is the official trailer of the game:




The plot of the game, is to find the Emperor's biological daughter, Ciri... kidnapped 21 years ago by the Aen Elle Elves aka The Wild Hunt... 




The character I will be CosPlaying this year, is the Wild Hunt's Sage Avallac'h, advisor to Eredin King of The Wild Hunt. Also known as The Masked Mage, Avallac'h is both the kidnapper and rapist of Geralt's adopted daughter Ciri, and is the one who has been holding her hostage these past 21 years, using her as a breeder in his genetic experiments.

He also has a teleportation "superpower" and he chooses to use that superpower to teleport clothes off of women when he walks in the room.

Oh yeah, and he's a brain sucking alien Elf from a distant galaxy, who gets off on psychically mind fucking women, while he drains them of their thoughts, memories, and will power. 

Plus he lives in a brothel and his wife is a prostitute, who you can have your player character Geralt fuck over the course of the game, provided you pay them 40 gold coins an hour. (Amrynn the elven prostitute working at the Passiflora.)


Avallac'h has entered the room, 6 women have lost their clothes, and no one seems to notice or care. Go Avallac'h! LOL!

And you know how it is, my *cough* "family" (400+ aunts, uncles, cousins, and in-laws who think they have the right to control my life, even though I've not seen any of them in 30+ years) has decided to take it upon themselves to raise a hissy fit of hootin nannies over my choice of character to CosPlay this year, you know, what with them being child raping, child murdering, drug dealers and all... whoops, I mean, those good, little Christians...

Over the course of making this CosPlay, various discussions were started, offline, with friends and family I know in my real life, resulting in the creation of this page you are now reading.

This page is my response to my relatives and that fit you saw them having on my FaceBook account earlier this week.

You know, because they want to say I can't CosPlay a rapist... them who raped, murdered, sawed up, and then buried in my backyard 30+ children, thus why they are currently being investigated by the FBI:




So, let's take a look now, at fictional child rapists and see how they compare to real world child rapists, I mean my ever loving Christian relatives. And what YOU can do to protect your children at CosPlay conventions from men like my uncles.

I also answer the often asked question of why I CosPlay almost exclusively - rapists. There IS a reason. A $13,000 reason that my family doesn't want you to know about.

And to my uncles: I seem to recall, you teaching me something about "Raise a child in the way they should go, and when they are old they will not stray from it", so, suck cock you fucking hypocritical child raping bastards.

Enjoy!

The question at hand here is should you, as a parent, let your child CosPlay a rapist or a rape victim?

If you let your child CosPlay a rapist, sooner or later that child is going to be at a Con and someone is going to come right out and ask them:

"So, why are you CosPlaying a rapist?"

How are YOU as a parent, going to explain to your child what a rapist is, so that they can in turn explain to people they meet, why they are dressed up as one?


If you let your child CosPlay a rape victim, sooner or later that child is going to be at a Con and she's gonna be raped.


While we adult CosPlayers are fully capable of fighting off and defending ourselves from the men who frequent these events looking to target CosPlayers... children are often oblivious to the intent of these men, who are quick to pull out a camera, offer a private photo shoot, get the child alone in a room at the hotel the convention is being held in, then rape her.

These sort of "photography rapes" are so popular that most cons will see a dozen or more teen and pre-teen girls raped over the course of a single weekend.

And... men who fetisize the girl rape victims of cartoons, anime, comics, manga, and video games, are quick to head to CosPlay conventions to LOOK FOR little girls CosPlaying that rape victim character, so that they can live out their fantasies of raping that character, by raping the girl dressed as her. 

And THAT is why a character like Ciri, is so VERY dangerous for a child or teen to CosPlay.

Ciri is a child rape victim and she's got a lot of fans, who are real life pedophiles, and they go to conventions, looking for CosPlayers, young CosPlayers, who are CosPlaying Ciri, so they can rape them, just like Ciri was raped.

And I know, people are quick to point to the comic books and video games and say those things MAKE people violent... no... millions of people read those comics and play those and never once feel the desire to rape real people or grab a gun and start shooting. The men who do those things, would have done them any ways regardless, they just used the game or book as an excuse to justify what they did.

90% of the children and teens who get raped at CosPlay Conventions, got raped BECAUSE they were CosPlaying a character who had been raped in the series/comic/game.


Rape is a common theme of comic books, manga, anime, and video games, and while not many rapists get CosPlayed, a high percentage of rape victims are not only CosPlayed, but are CosPlayed by girls under the age of 15.

Do YOU, as a parent, know the type of character your 10 year old child is CosPlaying as?

This page is part of a series of pages about my Avallac'h CosPlay. This page in particular, is not about the costume, but rather a history of the character himself, as he appears in the novels "Tower of The Swallows" and "Lady of the Lake" and the video game "The Witcher 3: Wild Hunt".

Avallac'h is a semi-villainous Elf wizard created by author Andrzej Sapkowski for his Witcher novels.

The other pages in this series can be found here:

  1. Obsession: Meet Avallac'h
  2. Historical Accuracy vs Avallac'h
  3. The Avallac'h CosPlay Costume Making Vlogs
  4. How To Make The Avallac'h CosPlay
  5. How Much Did It Cost? Budgeting The Avallac'h CosPlay
  6. Why do children CosPlay rapists & rape victims? & WHY Avallac'h is a M18+ character. 
  7. PortConMaine 2018

Information on this page about Avallac'h came from the following sources:

The video clips and screenshots found on this page are from my 700+ hour completionist run of the GOtY edition of the game. All 700 hours of the playthrough can be found on my YouTube channel, where it is being uploaded on a daily one-hour episode release schedule: https://www.youtube.com/user/EelKat

And an inside look at being a disabled CosPlayer in a world of inconsiderate people who park non-handicapped cars in handicapped spots, use handicapped bathroom stalls as costume changing stations, and get rowdy in crowded hallways... I was one of 3 disabled CosPlayers at PortCon 2017 who got injured during the event, let's see to it these sorts of things don't happen next year:

  1. On Being a Handicapped CosPlayer: A Look At Events of PortConMaine 2017 That Resulted In 3 Disabled CosPlayers GettinG hurt at The Convention and How These Things Could Have Been Avoided



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WARNING!

This page is

SPOILER HEAVY!

If you are playing

"The Witcher 3 Wild Hunt"

and or

have not yet read the novels

"Tower of The Swallow"

or

"The Lady of the Lake"

and you are someone who likes to avoid spoilers, then you may wish to avoid reading this page or watching the videos here.

These video clips come from my 700+ hour completionist run playthrough of The Witcher 3: Wild Hunt, that had quest choices resulting in I reached the Yennefer/Ciri as Empress ending.


Also...

NSFW

I tried to keep this page PG13, but I mean, it is Avallac'h we're talking about here.

There's no way around it.

This guy is not safe for work on so many levels.

My new favorite fictional character:
Avallac'h The Extremely OCD Masked Elven Mage
who takes the word obsession to whole new levels of madness

2018 marks my 31st year as a CosPlayer. I've been CosPlaying since 1987. I've CosPlayed more then 200 (two hundred) characters during that time.

While I've done a wide range of characters, in the CosPlay community I've become known for my habit of CosPlaying extremely controversial characters whom most people wouldn't touch with a ten foot pole.

The bulk of the characters I CosPlay are very obscure, rarely seen at CosPlay events, coming from Erotica, Yaoi, BDSM, and particularly Rape Fantasy novels. I've done dozens of leading women from the Fabio novels. Throughout the 1990s, CosPlaying Fabio girls was my trademark. I often also do prostitutes and burlesque dancers.

I also CosPlay real people: Alice Cooper, C.C.DeVille, Cher, Tina Turner, David Bowie, Liberace, and Madonna being the ones I did/do most often.

My longest running CosPlay is Scrooge McDuck - I started wearing it at age 12, 30+ years later, I not only still fit in it, I still wear it as part of my daily fall wardrobe.

Growing up in a group of carnival Gypsies, I also do multiple clowns. I'm trained as a real professional clown and a 3-wheel stunt driver.

The CosPlay I did that caused the most outrage with locals, was Jessica Rabbit. I got beaten up by women from the Saco Ward Church of Jesus Christ of Latter Day Saints 7 different times while wearing that - to Relief Society class. Something I wore to church at the request of the child rapist, pediphile priest who both bought me from my uncles and pays for my elaborate CosPlays. He still pays for my CosPlays - he's funding this Avallac'h one right now. He thinks of me as his little dress up doll. He bought me from my uncles when I was 12. He paid $13,000 for me. He fled Austria after WWII. His father was a Colonel. They lost their castle after the Allies won and went through the country smashing up everything the Nazis had confiscated. He preaches the glories of being an Aerean. He's old enough to be my grandfather, people often think he is. I'm not allowed to have any friends. He's the only friend I'm allowed to have. I'm not allowed outside without his permission. I'm not allowed to talk to people, and heaven help and man who dares look at me, let alone talk to me. His jealous possessiveness is extreme. I live in America, but I have no freedom, because I'm bought and paid for, because my uncles were human traffikers. 

Are you starting to see the WHY behind my picking Avallac'h to CosPlay this year? no? Then you don't know Avallac'h.

I started wearing Jessica Rabbit at age 14, and continued to wear it on a near daily basis until October 18, 2006 when a bomb blew up my house. I was wearing it at the time the bomb went off - 3 feet away from me. Not only did the bomb burn the red off me, it also burned off my bum length hair. I was wearing a wig for more than a year and doctors said I was lucky to be alive. They said the dress being made out of the material it was, is was kept me from being covered in 3rd degree burns.

After Scrooge McDuck, Jessica Rabbit was my most worn daily streetwear, CosPlay.

I was 4 years old the first time I was raped.

I walk with a limp today, because when I was 6, a foot long foundation nail was driven into my hip, through the bone. They didn't take me to the hospital. I've been crippled ever since.

I was 8 years old when I learned the best way to deal with a man was the aim for his balls and rip them off.

I was 12 when I learned to weld a cast iron crook. Go for their knees first, get them down, then spin it fast, and skewer their balls with the sharp end. Much more effective.

I started carrying a machete that same year. Keep it sharp enough, you can take their balls off with a single swipe.

I am OtherKin, specifically ElfKin. That means when I'm not in CosPlay, I live every day of my life as an Elf. That means you NEVER see me not "in costume" because these "costumes" are NOT costumes, but rather my every day street clothes. I do not own any "normal" clothes. I got tired of being a female Human who was constantly raped by male Humans, so one day I decided to be a male Elf instead. It keeps me alive. The female Human in me is extremely suicidal. The male Elf views Humans as the scum of the Earth not worth dying for. Though born a female Human, I've identified as a male Elf since I was 12.

I was 14 when witnessed my best friend, have her leg ripped off, pulling her intestines out with it, and trailing her half digested breakfast across the floor, it took her 9 hours to die. Her body was dumped in the peatbog swamp behind my yard. Still there. 5 bodies were dumped in the swamp that day.

Got my first harpoon at age 14. You can drive it through their knee, then take out their balls with the machete, and that's the only reason there were not 6 bodies dumped in the swamp that day.

My uncles ran a child sex slave prostitution ring. I was difficult. I was a liability. That's WHY, they locked me in that horrible room. I fought back. Damaged the customers.

Swords are street legal in Maine. I still carry a machete.

Since I was 27, no man has touched me. They can't get close enough to me. The machete has a 28" blade. Any man steps within that 28" radius around me and I pull out the machete, that is hidden under my skirts.

In June 2016, coyotes started digging up the bodies. The FBI arrived days later. In the 2 years since then, more than 30 sawed up bodies of my uncles' child rape victims have now been uncovered in the Goosefare Brook Ravine in the Reclaim Blueberry Plains of the Ross Forest of Old Orchard Beach, Maine.

When asked what happened... my uncles said Amphibious Aliens did it.

One uncle is now in an insane asylum, the worst rapist among them is dead, but the shovel wielding murderer himself, still walks free.


Let me repeat one part of that:

I am OtherKin, specifically ElfKin. That means when I'm not in CosPlay, I live every day of my life as an Elf. That means you NEVER see me not "in costume" because these "costumes" are NOT costumes, but rather my every day street clothes. I do not own any "normal" clothes. I got tired of being a female Human who was constantly raped by male Humans, so one day I decided to be a male Elf instead. It keeps me alive. The female Human in me is extremely suicidal. The male Elf views Humans as the scum of the Earth not worth dying for. Though born a female Human, I've identified as a male Elf since I was 12.

And it's the very same men who did this to me, who are right now on my FaceBook wall, saying I can't CosPlay a rapist. Oh yes I can. I do it often. I do it to gain power over them.

Those 200+ people you just saw me block on FaceBook this week... EVERY ONE OF THEM is a child abuser, a child rapist, a pedophile, and are hypocrites ONLY protesting this CosPlay to hope you don't notice what they themselves are.

They buy and sell children for drug money.

They sell toddlers as prostitutes to Mormon priests.

They don't see it as rape, because in their words "she's not old enough to get pregnant yet". That's how they justify it. That's why they say they are not rapists. 

Those men, those uncles, and males cousins, whom you just saw on my FaceBook wall... they are the very SAME rapists, currently being investigated by the FBI BECAUSE of the child sex slave ring they have run since the 1960s.

Hypocrites, every one of them.

Look what they say... but then look what they do.

One of those men, Nate Atwater... he went to prison for 14 counts of gross sexual assault on girls ALL under the age of 10. And HE was just there posting in that FaceBook craziness as well.

Here, have some more of my thoughts on this event... have a vlog:



I'm very familiar with rapists. I grew up with rapists who sold me to rapists.

It's not the first time I've CosPlayed a rapist.

For PortCon 2017, I did something almost unheard of and CosPlayed a serial rapist the first 3 days of the event and his rape victim the final day of the event. This was met with a wide variety of reactions, mostly people thinking it was gutsy move to come as both characters, and with several people coming right out and telling me EXACTLY what they thought of seeing a serial rapist being CosPlayed.

I did a similar thing in 2007, when I CosPlayed the controversial peadophile Lord Sesshomaru AND his 8 year old object of obsession, Rin, from the InuYasha series. Due to the ability of many fans to overlook the obvious and convince themselves that the Sesshy x Rin relationship is a daddy / daughter relationship, this was not meet with much contempt. Even author Rumiko Takahashi who CREATED Lord Sesshomaru called him a "transvestite peadophile" and stated she deliberatly created the Rin x Sess relationship to "horrify readers" into "just how evil she really is".

Lord Sesshomaru was the FIRST transvestite character to be featured as a leading role in an American release comic book and was the reason the InuYasha series was banned from American release for the first 10 years of it release.

Rumiko Takahashi also refers to Sesshomaru as "she" NOT "he" as do the Japanese versions of the books, and has stated in multiple interviews how pissed she was by the American editions of her books being censored to make him "less of a villain" by the MANY changes that were made in the American edition of the books which re-wrote and re-worded many lines of text to make Sesshomaru seem more "surrogate daddy" then outright peadophile as he is portrayed in the original uncensored Japanese text.

Many American readers were left confused and upset at volume 558 of the InuYasha comic book, when the Humans finally gang up on Lord Sesshomaru and successfully take Rin away from him once and for all, as this volume went to an American release uncensored, leaving readers who had never seen the original uncensored volumes to ask: Why did they do this?

It is because most Americans have only read the HEAVILY censored American editions of the books that my CosPlaying this character was meet with a different reaction then it usually seen with other characters I've done. I think if American readers knew Sesshomaru from the original uncensored Japanese editions, he'd not have so many screaming fangirls.

Lord Sesshomaru and the 8 year old Rin

For 2018, I've picked a doozy. Avallac'h, a character who is well... keep reading... I'm about to tell you.

While I do CosPlay some very controversial characters... I've never CosPlayed any who were seen as out-right evil. All of the rapist characters I've done where characters who did love their victims and take care of their victims, usually going on to become lovers, in a very Stockholm Syndrome relationship. You never see me CosPlaying violent rapists or rapists who murder their victims.

In the case of BoomFuzzy, Sesshomaru, and Avallac'h you see each of these men, being fiercely protective of their victims. Obsessively so, not letting anyone hurt them. And none of these 3 men sees themself as evil or a rapist, and, neither do their victims, who who when challenged, turn around and defend the man.

In other words, the rapists I've CosPlayed are in the realm of "dubious consent" or DubCon for short, which in real life is called "statutory rape" and American laws protect statutory rapists IF they marry their underage victims.

If becomes a "grey realm" in the legal world and what makes many underaged rape convictions so difficult to carry out.

What the real life legal world terms "violent rape" is something all together different and I've NEVER CosPlayed a character who falls into this category, nor would I. I have however, seen many people who HAVE CosPlayed "violent rapists" and, the actor is often under the age of 18, which is something I find rather troubling.

I knew going into making this Avallac'h CosPlay that he was rumoured to be a rapist, thus why I started researching his character quite a bit more to find out what exactly he did.

Part of my reason for writing this page however, is because in researching this character I discovered a VERY deeply troubling fact: while not many people CosPlay him, those who do are almost always between the ages of 10 and 15 years old.

12 year old Ciri, minutes before being kidnapped by the Aen Elle Elves who would gang rape her later that same day

And while this was troubling, as I said, it wasn't the children CosPlaying Avallac'h that I found disturbing enough to cause me to write this page, but rather... the children CosPlaying his rape victim Ciri...

Tens of thousands of little girls between the age of 10 and 15, CosPlaying a girl who wa violently gang raped when she was 12 years old.

While Avallac'h is an obscure CosPlay, rarely seen, Ciri, the girl he's obsessed with, the girl he raped, when she was 12 years old, is a VERY popular CosPlay.

Insanely popular.

Thousands upon thousands of little girls CosPlay Ciri every year... at CosPlay Conventions that are known to be targeted hot spots for real life peadophiles looking to rape little girls.

Think about it.

The question at hand here is should you, as a parent, let your child CosPlay a rapist or a rape victim?

If you let your child CosPlay a rapist, sooner or later that child is going to be at a Con and someone is going to come right out and ask them:

"So, why are you CosPlaying a rapist?"

How are YOU as a parent, going to explain to your child what a rapist is, so that they can in turn explain to people they meet, why they are dressed up as one?

Same applies for the rape victim. Fans of the series know what the Aen Elle Elves did to her. It's the pivotal, primary plot point of the entire series. Sooner or later someone is going to ask your child:

"So, why are you CosPlaying a rape victim?"

People who are fans of the series, know this stuff happened, and when they see your child CosPlaying one of these characters at a con, they ARE gonna ask. Is your child emotionally and mentally mature enough to answer questions about rape?

And then, what about the real world peadophiles who do show up at CosPlay conventions looking for girls CosPlaying rape victims, so they can rape them, because they think, the girls are CosPlaying rape victims because they WANT to be raped?

Your 12 year old girl, may very well be aware her character was a rape victim, but she's also highly unlikely REALLY know what that REALLY means... not until she gets raped herself. It THAT how you want her to find out what ACTUALLY is? Because believe me, video games, comic books, and cartoons really don't tell your child how traumatizing rape is and in most cases rape in fiction gets watered down, romanticized, and sensationalized to the point being seen by children as just some form of romantic relationship. Don't believe me? Go to fanfiction.net, find your 13 year old daughter's account and start reading the rape fantasies she writes characters she "ships". You do know what "shipping" a character MEANS, right?

Again... think about it.

Think long and hard about it, BEFORE you let your little 12 year old girl, CosPlay a girl who was raped when she was 12 years old.

Tens of thousands of young teen and pre-teen girls, CosPlay Ciri.

But how many parents would let their daughters CosPlay Ciri if they knew, the whole point of the story surrounding this girl, is the fact that she was kidnapped and gang raped when she was 12 years old, then held captive for 21 years, while her kidnapper continued to "breed" her, as he put it, the entire time?

If I see you there, I AM going to walk up to you and ask YOU not your child:

"So, why are you allowing your child to CosPlay a rapist?"

or

"So, why are you allowing your child to CosPlay a rape victim?"

Because I really want to know, do parents really not know what their underaged child is dressed up as or do they just not give a rat's ass fuck about their child's personal safety?

While I do frequently CosPlay both rapists and rape victim characters, I'm an adult in my 50s and I'm well aware of the dangers that come with CosPlaying the characters I choose.

I'm wondering, how many parents are aware of WHO and WHAT the characters their children are CosPlaying really are, and the grave danger that these small children put themselves in when they CosPlay a character, that they aren't even yet old enough to know exists... anime and manga are rife with rape, and rarely do parents pay attention to the cartoons their children watch or the comic books their children read.

While Witcher 3 Wild Hunt is a cartoon and a video game... it's a very realistic cartoon, and very adult game.

Main character Geralt is an albino mutant sorcerer turned assassin, wanted for murder, spends the bulk of his time in brothels fucking prostitutes on screen, drinks a hell of a lot, and is a fistek addict... fistek is cocaine. He bets money on horse races, win millions in card games - well, my Geralt does, I'm good at cards in real life, so, my Geralt got good at cards in game, win on average $120k per game, from starting bids of $25 and now he's a billionaire, with a vineyard, and owns all the armour and swords in the game... and *cough* once I found out how the hack the game... he now wears pink, rides a purple unicorn, and has 20 sex slave Avallac'h's. Oh yes, my game play went there. I'm a Yaoi author, you all knew it would.

Geralt's also Ciri's adopted father, because her real father is a jerk. His best friend Dandelion is a pimp who owns a brothel. The same brothel, Avallac'h, the character I'm CosPlaying, lives at, where he spends the bulk of his days, watching Humans fuck, so he can draw porn, so he (a non-Human) can figure out how it is Humans have sex, so he can better rape Ciri, because for some reason brain sucking psychic alien Elves from distant galaxies (which is what he is) don't do it the same way and he's become obsessed with how Humans have sex.

Avallac'h talking with Ciri's father, Geralt

And we haven't even scratched the surface.

There are more then 300 named characters that Geralt interacts with over the course of this 700 hour long game and the bulk of them are rapists and murderers...and in most cases you watch the rape and murder happen on screen and it's your job to either stop it or watch, depending on how you want to play Geralt. Oh yeah, and in between all that, you hunt monsters, you know, vampires, dragons, and shit.

You have to be 18 or older to buy Witcher 3 Wild Hunt. You have to show ID or they won't sell it to you.

And yet...

Children, WAY under 18 are the most likely to be seen at CosPlay conventions, CosPlaying the characters from the Witcher franchise.

It's difficult to find a character in the Witcher 3 Wild Hunt who is not either a rapist or a rape victim, considering that rape is a very big underlying theme of this extremely sexual game.

Which brings us to the topic of real world rape and the fact that it is a rising problem at CosPlay conventions.

Con Rape, CosPlayers being attacked and raped at conventions, is a dark side of CosPlay that not many people want to talk about, but the sad reality is, it happens, A LOT. While we adult CosPlayers are fully capable of fighting off and defending ourselves from the men who frequent these events looking to target CosPlayers... children are often oblivious to the intent of these men, who are quick to pull out a camera, offer a private photo shoot, get the child alone in a room at the hotel the convention is being held in, then rape her.

On average, more than a dozen children are raped at EACH and EVERY CosPlay Convention, every weekend, every month, every year, all around the world. It's a growing problem, and a lot of times it could be prevented, if parents just paid attention to the characters their children were dressing up as...

Let's take a look at Avallac'h and Ciri, and why this popular CosPlay rape victim, is the cause of so many child rapes at conventions, and what parents need to know, to keep their children safe.

Ciri, 21 years later, now the lover and apprentice of the Elf who kidnapped and raped her.... Ciri suffers from Stockholm Syndrome and fiercely protects and defends Avallac'h calling him her teacher, mentor, and stating that she is in love with him... Avallac'h seen here with Ciri, is the Elf who kidnapped her when she was 12 years old, raped her, then forced other Elves to rape her.... he then kept the Human child locked in a cage, as his pet, and classified her as a "breeder", spending years "breeding" her, including to sell her to other Elves so he could watch them rape her, or as he put "be bred by lovers ideal for creating optimal offspring", because he is a geneticist with a goal to "create a child of the Elder Blood".

Also, quick note for those not familiar with the books or the game: the game is rated M18+ you must be 18 or older to buy or play said game. The game features a LOT of nudity, with boobs on display every few minutes, and full frontal nudity flashed in many cut scenes, and also, there are numerous sex scenes in the game, many primary characters are prostitutes/whores, most of the men in the series (including Avallac'h the character this page is about) are in the habit of visiting brothels.

All things considered... Avallac'h is a very tame character. Of course if you were a super Christian hypocrite like my uncles, you'd say he was one of the worst characters out there and any one who likes him is going to hell, but, you know how hypocrites are... my uncles are the topic of this page. You see I'm very familiar with real world, real life rapists, and there's no bigger hypocrite then real world rapists who try to hide what they do by pretending to be super Christians and condemning "evil" that they themselves commit. Lovely uncles I have. Keep reading, you'll meet them soon on this page.

Though I did try to keep the contents of this page PG-13, it was rather difficult to do so, given the character in question is one of the more sexualized characters of the game, spends his free time in brothels drawing portraits of prostitutes, has porn art that he drew scattered around everywhere he is, and has an inexplicable hypnotic hold over females who, have a hard time keeping their boobs in their shirts whenever he's around...

...no wait, 2 days after I started writing this page, and going through LOTS of video footage from my let's play recordings, I found out what's happening, he's teleporting their clothes. I found a clip where you can see him doing it. I just added that video clip here.

I also found out if you zoom the camera in on his bed, there's naked women embroidered on his blankets. Leaving you to ask, why am I zooming in on his bed... yeah, you don't want to know. Hey, if you're someone who was following me pre-Sesshomaru in my 2003 to 2005 Scrooge McDuck hey-days, you know how bad I can get. How far I can go to make the most innocent Saturday morning Disney cartoon for children the most porntastic smut out there. If you know the username I had back then (not my eelkat account - I've got more then a dozen accounts, generally one for each fanfiction series) THOSE stories are still out there on FanFiction.net. Yep. Head to fanfiction.net, find my old Scrooge account. Take LOTS of eye bleach with you. And brain sanitizer. You're gonna need it. I roll in the darkest, depths of the filthiest gutters of the sex dungeons of FanFiction.net.

But yeah, when I do stuff like that to an innocent sexless character like Scrooge McDuck and then you give me an already over sexualized character like Avallac'h, who is a brothel visiting, porn drawing, sex obsessed wizard of what has gone down in history as the smuttiest, most sex filled video game ever made, and let me look for stuff even the most rabid screaming fangirls missed...it was so difficult to keep this page PG13, thus why I've now marked it as not safe for work....

I was doing so good on the PG13 thing here until I found that cut scene where Avallac'h is having an orgasm and you know me, I just had to upload it to YouTube and include it here on this page, and then talk about it, and analyzed it, you know like MatPat of Game Theorist does... except he looks for conspiracy theories in video games and I look for sex theories in video games and comic books and cartoons and everything else... 

Here is MatPat in case you never heard of him... hmmm.... I guess he looks for sex theories too... 


And you wondered what I do when I'm not obsessing over fictional cartoon, comic book, manga, anime., and video game men... uhm... browsing YouTube looking for other people who do the exact same thing I do.

I've been on the internet since 1996, analyzing the cannon sex lives (and genitals) of fictional men... a thing I do every time I prepare to CosPlay said fictional man, who let's face it, I'm only CosPlaying because I want to have sex with him. Yay! And every time I do, from Scrooge McDuck to NegaDuck and DarkWing Duck and several Smurfs and Willy Wonka, Professor Snape, Jack Sparrow, Jarath, Lord Sesshomaru and you know, all the other fictional men that I didn't obsess over quite as much as those ones there... every time I also wrote lots of articles, that analyzed the cannon sexuality of them.

How did I get this way? 

There's a thing called child rape. That's how. I CosPlay 24/7/365 and have done so for 31 years, because I can't function in everyday society otherwise.

I was 8 years old when I learned 2 things: #1: I hate men and #2: go for their balls and rip them off, I guarantee, they'll never touch you again.

You often here me say:

"When life give you lemons, grab life by the balls and make testicle stew."

People think that's a joke. It's not. Oh, no, it's very much not.

I highly recommend every parent teach their 4 year old daughter how to rip a man's testicles off, because 4 years old is the age they are gonna start needing to know how to do that.

I hate men. Real men are deplorable, despicable monsters, and if I had my way, I'd personally castrate every single damned one of them. 

My uncle, who raised me... if I misquoted a prayer, at dinner... he'd take a shovel, and beat one of my cat's heads in. Shatter his brains all over the flood, then yell:

"Look what you made me do you little bitch. I didn't kill that cat. YOU did it. You didn't memorize those verses like I told you. It's YOUR fault that cat's dead now. You get those prayers right or another cat dies tomorrow and that'll be YOUR fault too!"

While his younger brother Richard Merlin Atwater was too busy raping the children to care about the older brother who was beating them to death.

Let's talk about uncle David, King of Gypsies:



Did you hear what I said there near the end... about their fight?

I'm only alive right now, because like most obsessive child rapists, Uncle Dickie was very protective and defensive of his "property". David would have killed me that day, like he's killed other little girls, little girls who are buried in my backyard...you'll see the video of the day coyotes dug up their remains... it's on this page too.

Fictional character Avallac'h is very much like my Uncle Dickie/Richard Merlin Atwater. Maintaining a life long, violently defensive and very protective stance over the child he raped. This is a common symptom of the psychoses my uncle was later diagnosed with: sociopathy, narcissistic personality disorder, and grandiose schizophrenia.

Uncle Dickie met his match in Cape Elizabeth Ward Church of Jesus Christ of Latter Day Saints High Priest Quorum leader... a peadophile OCD Austrian millionaire with enough money to BUY me from the Atwaters when I was 12 years old. I've been with the high priest ever since. I'm still with him to this day. I dare you to look at me half sideways and not face his wrath. It's his money that funds my art projects, my cars, my fur coats, my wild wardrobe, and my multi-thousand dollar CosPlays including this one. He's the one who got me ito CosPlay - he's the photographer with the little girl fetish, for girls in costume. He's often the sadistic mind behind the CosPlays I choose to CosPlay. And in spite of what HE is, I'll defend him to the death, because HE's the one who rescued me from the psychopathic uncles who were far worse. He may be a deviated sexual pervert, but he's never hurt me or my pets, and he protects me from any one who tries. And that's him you hear me talking to in that video you just watched.

I grew up with several child rapists. I still live with one of them, and him, he's so absolutely, completely, and totally obsessed with me, that he that he doesn't see or notice anyone else exists.

People often ask, why I am in the habit of CosPlaying rapists.

The answer is quite simple: To gain power over them.

Yeah.

That's it.

But Sesshomaru and Avallac'h both stand out as different from the rest. Why?

In the case of both, their victims were VERY young. And while the world may see them as evil, they themselves believed they were rescuing the girl.

In the case of Sesshomaru, he was mortally wounded (the injury when he lost his arm) and was found and cared for by Rin, who was in turn abused horribly by her family as punishment for helping a demon, and was finally be beaten to death b them for helping him. Sesshomaru resurrected her and then kept her by his side fiercely protecting her from ever being hurt again. Sesshomaru never hurts Rin. And if you don't know how the InuYasha series ends: Naraku dies, Kagome marries InuYasha, Miroku marries Sakura and they have lots of kids, Rin is captured by Humans and taken away from Sesshomaru, the now teenaged Rin moves in with Miroku and Sakura, Lord Sesshomaru takes possession of the village Rin now lives in and stands guard over the village protecting the Humans and not letting anyone get near Rin.


In the case of Avallac'h, Ciri was being hunted by a mad man (King Eredin) who was hell bent on using her as a weapon to destroy the planet. Avallac'h kidnaps her and then spent 21 years fleeing through portals, from one world to another, trying to find a place where she'd be safe. Ciri and Avallac'h live together on each new planet, according to Ciri, never more then 6 months before Eredin finds them and they have to flee again. Avallac'h only stopped fleeing with her, when King Eredin caught up with them and Avallac'h was injured, crippled, by his own son Caranthir Ar-Feiniel on orders of Eredin, and is no longer able to flee the Wild Hunt that he was once a member of.

With Avallac'h now dying the roles switch, and it is now Ciri running through portals with Avallac'h in tow as she tries desperately to find a cure. Ciri becomes injured during this. With them both now seriously wounded, the last thing Avallac'h does before the Uma curse takes full hold of him, is to cast a spell to banish Ciri to the Isle of Mists, a place that does not exist, and Eredin can't get to, where she is put into a magically induced comatose sleep and left under the care of 7 Dwarves.

It is several months later that Avallac'h is found and rescued by Ciri's adopted father Geralt. He tells Geralt how to find Ciri. Geralt goes to the Isle of Mists but Ciri refuses to leave stating Avallac'h told her to stay there and that's exactly what she's gonna do, during this conversation Ciri tells Geralt that she believes Avallac'h is dead and will never leave the island, because she believes he died to get her there. It's not until Geralt tells her that Avallac'h is still alive but dying and in the care of Yennefer at Kaer Morhen, that Ciri suddenly rushes to leave the island.

From that point on you see Ciri and Avallac'h constantly together, constantly bickering, but any time any one turns on either of them, they each quickly and fiercely defend the other. When pulled aside by Geralt and asked outright if he's ever going to leave Ciri alone and let her live her own life, Avallac'h states both that he stopped his research with her blood years ago and that he did in fact let her go, but she returned to him and is free to leave whenever she wants to, she always has been, but that he will continue to protect her for however long she chooses to stay with him.

The next scene we see after this is Ciri killing Avallac'h's son Caranthir Ar-Feiniel in vengeance over the Uma spell that almost killed him. Followed by Geralt killing King Eredin, only to turn around and discover Avallac'h has once again fled with Ciri, this time to a tower at the top of a mountain, and is throwing fireballs on every one as a massive portal opens up ripping the world in half. 

Geralt's immediate response to this is to make his way to the tower, fully intent on slaughtering the Elf wizard that he's by this point had it with. Geralt orders Avallac'h to draw his sword and fight, stating he didn't want murder him, but would. Avallac'h immediately stop casting whatever spell he's casting and throws his sword to the ground, taking a submissive stance and waiting for Geralt to kill him. You as a player controlling Geralt have a timed countdown on the screen, giving you 10 seconds to decide to kill him or spare him.

Avallac'h doesn't die no matter what you decide, it only changes what Ciri does next as you realize the fireballs are still raining down while the portal over your head opens wider, and the terrified Avallac'h is on the ground, trembling at your feet not doing a damned thing, but waiting for you to drive your sword through him. The student now more powerful than the teacher, Ciri takes over the spell Avallac'h started, and Geralt is now face to face, not with the kidnapping, rapist Elf wizard, he so desperately wants to kill, but instead with his own daughter about to tear the world apart, be she's HAD IT with how people have been treating Avallac'h. In the final minutes of the game, Ciri tells Geralt that it is HIM, not Avallac'h who is trying to control her life and that Geralt is the one who needs to leave her alone and let her live her life as she chooses.

In both cases, in spite of their perverted sexual obsessions with the girl they were with, both of these men were trying to protect the girl and were often the only thing standing between her and death, each of these men in many cases risking his life to protect the girl.

In both cases these men stand up as unlikely heroes. Twisted corrupt perverts, who did what no one else was willing to do: save the life of a girl who had bigger things to worry about then his lust for her.

The backstory of Sesshomaru and Avallac'h mirror each other so exactly that they are almost the same character written by two different authors.

A child should be able to turn to the adults in their life for help. The sad fact remains, there are children who are being abused by the adults in their life, and the ONLY person they can turn to for help, is a pedophile willing to protect the child they love, from that child's own family. It happens far too often in our real world, I know, it happened to me. And because this happens in the real world, you see it happen in fiction as well.

I know far too well the reality of being a child who needed to flee her abusive family and had only the arms of a protective pedophile to run to. The sad reality is, if there hadn't been a pedophile priest there to protect me from my family, I'd have died long before I reached the age of 14, just like my cousins who are buried in the swamp behind my yard.

Sometimes there comes a time when the pedophile is the lesser of two evils. The world shouldn't be that way, but it is and it will remain that way for as long as abusive corrupted parents exist.

Sesshomaru and Avallac'h both quickly gained me as their adording screaming fangirl, because of the stark similarities to the high priest who rescued me from a hell no child ever should have lived in. That is why Sesshomaru and Avallac'h have gone done as my biggest fandoms ever, in spite of their being child rapists.

If you've ever met me in person, you know I worship the ground my rescuer walks on. And because of this, I strongly identify with both Rin and Ciri.

I KNOW why I CosPlay these characters... but I ask you as a parent, what type of shit did YOU pull to make YOUR child want to CosPlay these characters?

I really want to know, because I also want to send child protective services to your house to rip that child out of your life BEFORE the hell you make them live in gets so bad that they do what I did and turn to a pedophile for help.

And yes I did go to the police. And the bishops. And the town manager. By the time I was 12 years old, 24 police officers, 16 bishops, 3 town managers, 17 town town councilman, and 750+ priests of the Cape Elizabeth Ward of the Church of Jesus Christ of Latter Day Saints, were told mby me what my uncles were doing to me and my cousins, and with each new dead cousin buried in the swamps of Old Orchard Beach's Ross Forest, I told more people what was happening.

And not one of them did a damned thing and you want to know why? I found out why in 2016.... I've got another uncle, one I didn't know existed, who owns MOST of Old Orchard Beach and pays the police and town hall to do exactly as he says.... that's why the FBI is now investigating not only my uncles, but the whole damned town. And the bodies keep stacking up... the remains of more then 30 children have now been dug up in the Ross Forest of Old Orchard Beach, Maine these past two years since the first ones were found June 2016.

After 40 years of silence, the bones of those dead rape victims now scream loud and clear from the ravine.

THAT is what REAL life rapists do to children. 

That is what my child raping, murderous, drug dealer uncles did to me and my cousins. I grew up watching one bloody murder after another, living in mortal terror that I'd be next. 

Sex with a pedophile, who was willing to pay tens of thousands of dollars for my life, is why I'm still alive, while the others are now dead and buried in the swamps.

Let me repeat myself: I know why I CosPlay pedophiles... but what the fuck did YOU do to YOUR children to make them do it?

I hate shit headed parents like you.

I hate parents in general.

I'm fast to advice children to get the hell away from their parents as fast as possible, because parents are evil, monsters that shouldn't exist.

But then, I see children CosPlaying rapists and rape victims, for fun, and I wonder, do they REALLY know the type of character they are CosPlaying... and do their parents know their child is CosPlaying a rapists or a rape victim?

And WHY?

WHY did you child, picka character like that?

Because it says a LOT about yOU as a parent, if you child feels a kinship with rapists, pedophiles, and rape victims.

I have Stockholm Syndrome, so be prepared for a long and strange rant here... Stockholm Syndrome is a psychosis where a rape victim becomes obsessed with rapists on alarming levels. It's not a fun thing to live with. I've lived with it for 42 years.

It's the WHY behind my strange obsessions with characters like Lord Sesshomaru and now Avallac'h.... who like I said, both are deplorable in their own right, but neither are as bad as some of the far more worse characters of this nature, whom you commonly see children CosPlaying.

Do be warned, you are about see the inside workings of my love-hate relationship with rapists, why I simultaneously love fictional rapists and hate real world men... what caused it, and why, you as parents, REALLY need to pay better attention to the characters your teen and pre-teen children are CosPlaying.

This page is EXTREMELY not safe for work and includes video footage of a real live dead rape victim who my uncles buried in my backyard, as we take a look at fictional rapists and their victims and compare them, to real life rapists and their victims.

Let's take a look at a rapist who is most commonly CosPlayed by children under the age of 15, keeping in mind that this guy is VERY tame, when you consider other rapist characters I've seen children CosPlaying.

Let's look at Avallac'h and what your children had to watch in order to even find out about him...

For 11 years, Lord Sesshomaru has been the reigning king, the only one to ever knock Scrooge out of his 3 decade long #1 spot.

Well, for my long time fellow Sesshy lovers, the Lord of the Fluff has lost his crown, and the new reigning psychopath, I mean king, of my screaming fangirl mega hyper fandom, now goes to Avallac'h. Thus bringing us to this page.

And like I said, I was doing so good at keeping this page PG13, until I find that cannon scene in the game where Avallac'h is just full ogasm and I'm like, how the hell did I play through this scene and not see that in game...

...oh wait... I know... I was focused on other things...

It happens while THIS scene is going on...


That's the same scene where Ge'els is telling Geralt (Ciri's father) what Avallac'h does to Ciri in his lab...

...you know all those sex orgies Avallac'h has got going on with the King...

...while Avallac'h watches as other men in the Elven court fuck this girl...

...because Avallac'h's hell bent on breeding Ciri...

...because he's an Aen Saevherne and Ciri is an Elder Blood and supposedly a child born to the two will be a god, and Avallac'h wants to be the father of god...

...but like all mages in the Witcher series, Avallac'h has used radioactive magic too long and now the 2,000 year old Avallac'h is infertile and he can't get Ciri pregnant himself...

...which he is royally pissed about...

...so Avallac'h's making everyone else fuck Ciri while he watches...

... and your child is sitting there watching this scene unfold:

 ... this is Avallac'h Ge'els is talking about... you know, that guy children like to CosPlay...

...and Ciri's yelling back at Ge'els with:

...I know what he did to me, I let him do it to me, but you're worse,

...Avallac'h just wants to breed me for all those Elder Blood babies he's obsessed with fathering,

....he just wants to be god and control everybody in the universe,

....he's not hurting anyone while he's doing his sex crazed orgies, but you and King Eredin, you're all murderers, you killed Vesemir.... 

... while your child continues to sit here watching this scene:

 ... yep, still Avallac'h Ciri is talking about... that brain sucking, alien Elf wizard from a distant galaxy, 10 year old children like to CosPlay...

and while Ciri and Ge'els are arguing over how perverted Avallac'h is... and if it's worse to be a deviated sex crazed maniac or a mass murdering lunatic...

...meanwhile Avallac'h has left the argument and is now having one of his psychic sex orgasms with Corinne... 

...wait...

... did I call him a brain sucking alien? I meant, brain fucking alien...

...yeah...

...this guy can psychically fuck your brain...

...that's a thing in this game...

...because he's an Aen Saevherne and psychically fucking someone's brain out while he has an orgasm over it is ... uhm... what this guy does to women...

...you know, while he drains her brain of her memories, so he can put his own fabricated memories in their place, then teleport her memories into everyone else's heads so they can all be brainwashed into thinking the same thoughts at the same time, because, that's what this guy does...

...and NOW your child is watching this guy have an orgasm while he mentally fucks her brain and drains her of every last thought she ever had:

...okay, so he's just ripped her clothes mostly off and tossed her on his bed, and now he's literally mind fucking her in some weird sexless, psychic sex thing he likes to do... and...

... why is it again, children CosPlay this guy?

 ...you remember when I told you back there, he's obsessed with watching Humans have sex because sex is "different" for Aen Elle Elves... yeah... this is what I was talking about... this guy mind fucks people...

 ...Avallac'h takes the concept of fucking someone's brains out to whole new levels of meaning... really, weird, sexless, brain fucking hentai shit going down here... which is fine by me, I love hentai, and all the weird ways it can find to portray sex without using any actual sexual intercourse, but... uhm... children had to watch this scene to even find out about Avallac'h because this is an early scene of him in the game...

... are you as a parent, comfortable letting your child watch this guy have an orgasm while he psychically sex drains this half naked woman's brain?

... and forget Avallac'h's orgams in that scene, watch Corinne's...

What? How? What?... What the hell did he just do to her?

Look at her eyes...

Is she okay?

Is she gonna live through it?

And can I point out, he doesn't ask or get her permission before doing this. He just walks up to her and does it.

 ...and why again is your child even watching this? 

 ... and you can't say your child DIDN'T watch this scene, because children can't come up with the idea to CosPlay a character they have never watched before...

... playing this game is like watching Elf Porn Soap Operas, it's amazing, and so addicting...

Witcher 3 Wild Hunt. Best video game ever. There is so much Elf porn... so much Elf porn that I miss Elf porn while watching other Elf porn and have to go back and watch the footage again to see, oh what other Elf porn did I miss?... and I'm only 2 years, 300+ hours, 47% into the game.

...and it was while I was analyzing that scene that I was: "Hey, what's that on his bed?" and now I'm like... yeah... this page just went to smuttsville and there's no saving it. It's down there, it went there, it's not coming back, there is no saving page now, it has started its downward slope and it's probably gonna keep going with each new update.

But... it's very much a game for adults, why the hell is your child playing it?

AND if you child is one of the rare few 19% of players to get far enough into the game to meet a she-Elf named Tulip, well, then they also watched this scene unfold, where Tulip, you know... well... here, here's what happens to Tulip when Avallac'h walks by her:

Only 19% of players have ever made it that far into the game, so not many people who've ever played the game ever saw Tulip.

Now, only 27% of players have ever even gotten far enough into the game to unlock "The Ugly Baby" quest, so, if your child knows who Avallac'h is, congratulations, your child has played at least 300 hours of this game, because it takes a hell of a long time to unlock any quests where you ever meet Avallac'h.

Most ADULTS who play this game haven't played far enough into it to meet Avallac'h.

It is SO DIFFICULT to unlock access to Avallac'h that you get an achievement award for doing so. That's how I know only 27% of players have ever meet him.

If your child got far enough into the game to meet Avallac'h, your child is hella devoted to battling rapists at every turn... BAD ones. SERIOUSLY HORRIBLE ones.

BUT... this also means your child has already meet Nathaniel and Whoreson Junior, who you must meet BEFORE you can unlock the Uma Quest/The Ugly Baby quest, which is the first quest to bring Avallac'h into the game.

Whoreson Junior owns the phylatory that you will need to use to lift the Uma curse.

Whoreson Junior is a sadist. He gathers up pre-teen and teen girls, then ties them up, rapes the hell out of them, puts them in torture devices, rapes them again, then one by one drowns them in a bathtub, while he rapes them, as they die.

And he does all this in a 45 minute long cut scene, that your child had to watch play out in grueling and graphic detail, with not one of those girls wearing a shred of clothing.

Your child had to play through THIS scene to unlock the Avallac'h quests:

But before you can discover that it is Whoreson Junior who owns the phylactery, first, you have to hunt down the serial killer who is leaving trails of dead naked girls, butchered in the streets... something you decide to do when your best friend Dandelion comes to you telling you that his lover Priscilla, was just attacked by this infamous serial raping serial killer, (Nathaniel) who burns the girl's eyes out with hot pokers, drives a stiletto through her throat, and then, cuts her heart out... and oh yeah, he's also a surgeon, so he knows how to keep the girls alive through the whole ordeal. 

After your player character, Geralt, goes to the morgue and performs two autopsies on the previous victims, you finally track Nathaniel down in Crippled Kate's brothel, where you catch him in the act of using hot pokers to burn a young girl's eyes out while he rapes her.

Your child had to play through THIS scene to unlock the Avallac'h quest:

And it takes 200 hours of game play BEFORE you reach this point in the game... some 60 hours previous to this you first have to find Keira Metz, the Logue Sister whom Avallac'h has already gotten to long before you meet her, so the very first time you see her, she answers her door with no shirt on at all. Boobs, nipples and all, completely on display, for the ENTIRE conversation and it's following cutscene...

She's the one who's gonna tell you about Avallac'h, except he's done something to her brain and she can't remember his name, or who he is. She DOES however know where he lives, or at least one of the houses he owns, his house in Velen, where you have to battle golems to get in, because he's a wizard and that's wizards in this game do. She's already had her brain mind fuck drained by this guy though, and he's programed her to not let anyone follow him, so she's gonna send you on a wild goose chase to find him, that's gonna lead you to her trying to rape you. And you as a player, have the option to choose whether or not to let her....if you do, that results in the very first of MANY on screen cut scenes of your character having sex with someone.

Like I said... though Avallac'h is himself a rapist, as are most men in this game, he's incredibly tame when compared to the other rapists that grace this game... rapists your child will have already meet, before they meet Avallac'h because they have to play through these quests to unlock the quest which lets you meet Avallac'h.

But hey, let's jump to another scene...

Avallac'h lives on the 3rd floor of a brothel, where he spends the bulk of his days drawing pictures of the prostitutes...

Here, have a video clip from the game, where Geralt goes to the Rosemary & Thyme Brothel to visit Avallac'h, discovers him doing this and asks for an explanation... watch how Avallac'h can't think of an answer, says the first thing that comes to his head, and then completely changes the subject...


Oh, yeah, and did I mention, this has super powers, you know, like X-men?

Wanna know what his superpower is?

He teleports things.

What to know what he likes to teleport?

Cothes.

Off women, as he walks by them. You know, when he's not giving them psychic orgams, which is his other super power.

Here's have some fanfiction to better explain it...

I had noticed that every time Avallac'h walked in the room, women's clothes suddenly vanished or changed to be much less them moments before he entered the room, but had not been able to explain why it happened until I saw a scene where he did it to himself.

Have you ever seen this guy put his own clothes on?

Yes. There is a scene with him naked and getting dressed. Immediately after the Trial of Grasses. The Witchers have got him, unconscious, laid out on the table, wondering what to do with him. He wakes up, and though barely able to move, immediately realizes he is naked, and uses what little strength he has to dress himself. He waves his hand slightly, a blue glowy glitter sparkles around him, and poof his clothes magically appear. 


Here you go, you can watch him do it here:


Once you realize he can teleport clothes at will, then suddenly it makes since why women inexplicably lose their clothes when he walks in the room. And that's a really ballsy move when you stop and think about it because these women have no clue he's doing it or going to do it. He just does it without asking.

Oh, and speaking of removing character clothing... you know the main character Geralt, the one you control throughout the game? You buy can buy clothes from merchants, and have Elves make clothes for you...

He's like a doll, you dress him up any way you want...

or you can just not put clothes on him and let him run around the game completely naked, you know, because that's a thing in this game...

Witcher 3 Wild Hunt = BEST GAME EVER!!!

But then you also see women NOT protesting or tying to stop him when he suddenly swoops in and takes control of their life, which he seems to do with every women he encounters. Avallac'h appears to have some serious male superiority issues and, with the lone exception of Ciri, he really doesn't treat women very nice. He treats them as nice as he has to to get what he wants, then tosses them aside.

There is one scene where Avallac'h has suddenly taken control of the situation, and no one seems to know why, and also no one is stopping him, with ALL the women, just mindlessly doing EVERYTHING he says without question.

Even Triss Merigold and Yennefer and Phillipa for crying out loud!

Phillipa!

How the hell did Avallac'h get spitfire wildcat Phillipa to get in line and start taking orders. 

These women have been strong, dominant leaders throughout the game and suddenly Avallac'h walks in, their cloths all change to be even more skimpy then they normally are, and they just follow him around like puppies, doing whatever he says, obeying his every whim, and the game gives absolutely no explanation for why this suddenly happens.

Had any other man in the game, tried to order Phillipa around, she'd have turned into an owl and clawed his eyes out. Literally - that's what she does, until Radovid clawed her eyes out as punishment.

Even Geralt can't give Yen orders. Hellcat spitfire Yen is right their to punch out any man, including Geralt, who tries to tell her what to do. And how did the bed get back in the room, after she threw it out of the tower? She got mad at Geralt and threw a bed out the window at him in one episode, it's the same damned bed she's later got Avallac'h in when he was comatose.

Triss Merigold tosses fireballs in the face of men who glance at her half sideways.

We suddenly see these strong women, as mindless drones of Avallac'h and I thought I missed something so I went back and rewatched the recorded footage to find ot what the hell happened.

It took me forever to track it down but I finally found it.

But you remember what Avallac'h did to Corinne Tilly? That psychic sex, brain drain, mind fucking thing he does to women, to empty them of their own free will and take control of them? Yeah. He got Geralt off the ship, cornered the women below deck and did that to them. And from the look of the bloody bruises faces they have when Geralt gets back on the ship, they didn't go down without a fight.

It doesn't show the scene in the game, which is what confused me, but it happened on the boat...and if you don't pay close attention to the dialogue between Geralt and Avallac'h you'll miss where Avallac'h comes out and says what he did to them, as he says it in passing during a conversation about something else.

Avallac'h owns a ship. He convinces Geralt that he has a plot to kill King Eredin, but needs Geralt's help to get the Lodge Sisters (a group of formidable sorceresses) to help him.

You play Geralt go through several many hours of quests to convince these women they should join you, and FINALLY you get to the dock and with these women in tow, board Avallac'h's ship.

The hellcats are being hellcats, claw and toothing it every step of the trip to Skellige. All but two of them have had sex with Geralt and are ready to tear him to shreds. The two that haven't had sex with Geralt (Marguerite and Ciri) have both had sex with Avallac'h and are ready to tear him to shreds.

Then a scene happens where Geralt is talking to Avallac'h and pointing out they REALLY need to find Eredin fast before an all out war breaks out and the women start killing each other after they first kill the men.

And THAT is where I missed it.

Avallac'h informs Gerault they are still missing one more woman, she's on that ship across the bay, would you please jump off the ship, swim over to that ship and bring her back here? Which Geralt does and soon returns to peace and quiet as the women are just sitting around below deck not doing a thing, like the good little mindless zombies they are, while Avallac'h stands on deck staring up at the stars with a very innocent "I didn't do anything" look on his face, while Ciri is on the shore, pacing the docks, screaming at the top of her lungs that Avallac'h is a no good, sneaky bastard.

Geralt walks up to Ciri and she DEMANDS, we are going to Avallac'h's house, he's got a house on this island and he's not letting me near it, I'm sick of his bullshit, I'm breaking into his house. She then stops off. Yennefer runs after her.

Geralt goes on board the ship to ask Avallac'h what the hell is going on and he doesn't get an answer, instead he gets Avallac' telling him, that he's been brewing potions for sea sickness and the women are all better now.

We also notice that one of the women now has a split lip, a bloody face, a black eye... where the hell did her clothes go? Marguerite was wearing clothes when we left the ship. Now she's what, wearing suspenders on top of her skirt? See picture below:

Avallac'h and The Lodge Sisters .... This image is "Vanilla" game play... the game settings allow for "no nudity" where the girls are "wearing bras" (sort of... almost) and "wild nudity" which has full frontal nudity with not one shred of cloth covering any nipples or vaginas... and yes, I have played this game on "wild nudity" settings and have recorded footage of this same scene from it... I'll post a screenshot here as soon as I find it... I've got 700+ hours of recorded game footage to search through to find it.

Ah.... found it...

here you go, this is what the game looks like when you change the settings to "wild nudity" and then Avallac'h walks in on the Lodge Sisters... Same cutscene, different game settings:

Like I said, Avallac'h just has this way of stripping women naked, by just walking in the room and looking at them.

After going with Ciri to trash Avallac'h's house, and discovering that he's got both a wife (Amrynn an elven prostitute working at the Passiflora in 1272.) and a stash of Ciri porn he's drawn, we return to find Avallac'h has now inexplicably got the Lodge of Sisters, obeying his every whim.

Women who Geralt had to drag fighting claw and tooth, to get them to even board a boat owned by an Aen Elle Elf. And yet, watch this next clip, as these EXTREMELY dominate, Elf hating women, all become mindless slaves of Avallac'h, while wearing less clothes than usual... women who normally would jump on a man and pumal him for giving them orders, are here only giving slight verbal disagreements to Avallac'h, then dutifully going of to do exactly as he instructed, regardless of what they said.

Only Ciri stands up to him, and watch how he uses that to trick her into doing exactly what he wants her to do... and LOOK at Marguerite's bruised and bloody face in this video...


Avallac'h is a strange character. No other character in the game suffers from this problem of women losing their shirts every time he walks in the room. I suppose his being a super, creepizoid wizard obsessed with breasts, and capable of hypnotising people, must have something to do with it... but yeah, anyways, if you are bothered by stray boobs falling out of shirts, you probably want to avoid this page.

See... this is what happens when Avallac'h walks by women:

Except for Ciri.

Ciri for some reason is the only woman with the power to keep her shirt on when Avallac'h's in the room. Possibly something to do with she's also the woman he's obsessed with and is attempting to breed.

Yes.

Breed.

Breed, meaning, he keeps her in his laboratory and watches while other men fuck her, because he's obsessed with the idea of raising what he terms "The Child of the Elder Blood".

Avallac'h and Ciri

Yep.

That's Avallac'h for you.

I've not yet meet every character of the franchise, but I'm guessing Avallac'h ranks pretty high on being the most perverted character of the series.

The Elves of the Witcher series are psychotically deranged, sadistic alien invaders from another galaxy.

The Wizards of the Witcher series are insanity on a stick.

Take an Elf, make him a wizard, then brand him the most powerful mage in the galaxy, and you got yourself a psychotic time bomb waiting to go off and take the whole planet with him.

And speaking of psychotic time bombs waiting to go off... how the hell did I get 300 hours into this game, obsessing over Avallac'h the way I'm obsessing over him, and NOT know he was the primary villain of the game? How?

When he's not being a perverted sexual deviant, he's the sweetest, nicest, kindest, friendliest, gentlest, least likely to hurt anybody person you'll ever meet in the game, and as it turns out also the most likely to stab you in the back and rip your guts out, run to the top of a mountain and start tossing fireballs at you.

What is it with wizards and fireballs? I don't get it. Why do wizards run to the top of the tallest mountain they can find and start throwing fireballs at everyone? And why is Avallac'h doing it? What the hell? Of course, he did do it like 10 minutes after Ciri found his wife (Amrynn an elven prostitute working at the Passiflora in 1272) and trashed his lab.

But back on topic...

So, you have a guy, who fell in love with a woman, sort of, because she had mutated blood, but she married someone else, so he killed her, but not before she had a baby. He spends the next 200 years stalking her descendants, breeding them or as he put it "bringing them together with ideal lovers to create optimal offspring", until he was able to "breed" the perfect mate for himself (Ciri), who he then kidnaps and rapes when she's 12 years old, then spends 21 years breeding her himself. Meanwhile, he teleports clothes off women, live in a brothel, and draws porn, in between having psychic sex with even more women, with him never once getting the consent of any woman before he teleports their clothes, and also never getting consent before he rapes them, wither he rapes them physically or mind fucks them psychically. He doesn't care about any of them, it in question whether or not he cares about Ciri or if he's just hung up on creating The Child of the Elder Blood which he can't stop talking about.

...and CHILDREN CosPlay this character? Do their parents have any clue who Avallac'h is and what he does?

And this is a very tame character. Not just in the Witcher game, but in any media.

Most children are CosPlaying characters from manga and anime.

You'll be hard pressed to find ANY manga or anime that does not feature a strong theme of rape and sexual abuse.

And yes, you could point out children's games, manga and anime like Pokemon, Mario, Donkey Kong, DragonBallZ, Sailor Moon... and I can show you multiple rape scenes that have been featured in every single one of them.

I can show you a rape scene in not 1, not 2, but 3 Uncle Scrooge McDuck stories published by Disney, where Scrooge himself rapes Glittering Goldie. Once written by Carl Barks, once written by Romana Scarpa, and once written by Don Rosa, all of the canon and published by Disney.

If it's there, I'll find it.

Worse (more dangerous) then CosPlaying a character who is a rapist, are the ones CosPlaying characters who are rape victims.

While Avallac'h is an obscure CosPlay, rarely seen, Ciri, the girl he's obsessed with, the girl he raped, is a VERY popular CosPlay. Insanely popular. Thousands upon thousands of little girls CosPlay Ciri every year...at conventions that are known to be targeted hot spots for peadophiles looking to rape little girls.

Think about it.

Think long and hard about it, BEFORE you let your little 12 year old girl, CosPlay a girl who was raped when she was 12 years old.

12 year old Ciri, minutes before being kidnapped by the Aen Elle Elves who would gang rape her later that same day
Ciri, 21 years later, now the lover and apprentice of the Elf who kidnapped and raped her years ago. Ciri suffers from Stockholm Syndrome and fiercely protects and defends Avallac'h calling him her teacher, mentor, and stating that she is in love with him... Avallac'h seen here with Ciri, is the Elf who kidnapped her when she was 12 years old, raped her, then forced other Elves to rape her.... he then kept her locked in a cage, as a pet, and classified her as a "breeder", spending years, "breeding" her.

You have to be 18 years old AND  show ID to buy the games and books of The Witcher franchise. Full frontal nudity exists in these games and the sex scenes happen on screen... and if you had the settings on "wild nudity", you can see EVERYTHING - nipples, vaginas, cocks, and balls, all there on display.

And that just the sex. Drinking and drugs are plastered throughout this series.

Avallac'h is not the only rapist in the series. There is also serial killing, serial rapist Eternal Flame Priest Nathaniel, and crime lord serial murdering, serial rapist Whoreson Junior, along with countless rapists with no names, whom you encounter along the way. Rape is happening in this game at every turn, around every corner. You play a character who is constantly coming to the aid of girls while they are under attack. Kill the rapist or let them go, is a constant game choice your character has to make.

Children, SHOULD NOT even know these characters exist, let alone be allowed to CosPlay them.

Of course, if your child had to pick to CosPlay a rapist from the Witcher game, Avaallac'h is definitely the tamest and "safest" of the many rapists to grace the series.

We never see him psychically hurt ANYONE in the game. And when someone is hurt, we see him quick to offer help. We see scenes of him using herbs to try to heal both the scars on Ciri's face and the cuts and bruises on Marguerite's face. We do see him tenderly and gently fussing over people when they are hurt.

Yes, I CosPlay some pretty awful characters, but I'm also an adult, and can protect myself from men who target CosPlayers. Can you say that about your child?

Yes, I have CosPlayed rapists, but I've also never CosPlayed one who wasn't somehow later "redeemed", turned his life around, and saw the error of his earlier ways. 

Yes, I've CosPlayed rape victims, and I also carried mace on me when I did. I learned from experience, you HAVE to. It's NOT an option, not with a character like that.

I was fully aware of the fact that Rin was 8 years old a good 2 years before I started making my Lord Sesshomaru CosPlay. Sesshomaru, is not quite as perverted as Avallac'h, but he definitely gets close. While Sesshomaru is very obsessed with a little girl, he never sexually abuses her and he never rapes her. We can not say that about Avallac'h.

Avallac'h is one of those characters you want to love, but at the same time you want to wring his neck and ask: What the hell are you doing? Throughout most of the series he's got a kind, gentle, sweet, caring personality. So you don't expect it when he suddenly turns around and rapes somebody and you expect it even less when he finally has a mental breakdown, runs to the top of a mountain and starts throwing fireballs and lightning bolts at everyone, which he did about 10 minutes after Ciri finds out he has a wife (Amrynn an elven prostitute working at the Passiflora in 1272).

But the fact remains, he did stalk Ciri's family for some 200 years, and he did, deliberately "bring lovers together" to create Ciri, so he could stalk her after she was born, and than "bred" her. Avallac'h roams down some very scary monster super creep paths.

Avallac'h not only rapes the 12 year old Ciri, but he then holds her down so his brother King Auberon can rape her as well, and THEN tried to get Ge'els and King Eredin to rape her as well. (Ge'els did not rape the Human girl and was the Elf who vocally condemns the other Elves for doing so. It is never said if Eredin joined the orgy or not, only that Avallac'h tried to get him to join them.) Avallac'h and Ge'els grew up together and it was this rape scene that tore them apart, with Ge'els condemning Avallac'h as a criminal and Avallac'h condemning Ge'els for "being too righteous".

(Do keep in mind that in the Witcher series Elves are a type of evil Human eating, monsters, and raping Humans before tearing them apart and eating them, is something Elves in this series do. Ge'els is one of the rare few who is a Human Rights Activist and believes Humans are intelligent sentient beings. Avallac'h does not believe Humans are either intelligent or capable of emotions or feelings.

When Avallac'h finds himself falling in love with Ciri, he is deeply conflicted, as he sees Humans as little more the cattle to be slaughtered and served as steaks. His viciousness against the 12 year old Ciri in the rape scene is a reflection of the fact he did not see her as a sentient being at the time he raped her. He comes to treat her much differently later in the series, when he becomes much kinder and gentler with her, devoting his life to protecting her, seeing her as a friend and companion instead of a pet and test subject, after he realizes Humans are beings capable of thoughts and emotions.

Older Avallac'h is much less evil and rape-y then younger Avallac'h was. Over the course of the series, you do see him go from starting out as a downright horrible person, to evolving into one of the heros who goes on to ultimately help defeat the primary villain. So, this is a character we see do a full turn around and become "redeemed" of his earlier actions. As can be seen here... when Geralt says:

"You imprisoned Ciri the first time you met her. Now you protect her while fighting against your own kind. Quite an about-face."...

...of course Geralt is about to turn his back on Avallac'h in this scene and next time we see Avallac'h he's gonna be throwing fireballs at Geralt... this is a screen shot from seconds before he does that.)

But the fact remains, he's still a rapist and a pedophile and has some strange sexual fetishes that children shouldn't be watching. In terms of sexual deviants, he's definitely one of the tamest ones out there, and you children could certainly have picked far worse to CosPlay, but, still, he's not a character someone under 18 should know exists, so how the hell does your child know about him to be CosPlaying him? 

Avallac'h is not only a rapist, he's a stalker, and while in fiction, stalkers tend to be shown in a creepy but not that harmful light... let me tell you something about real world stalkers...

  1. a real life stalker put a bomb in my house October 18, 2006
  2. put another bomb in my classroom at college in 2013
  3. put another bomb in my department at Scarborough WalMart where I worked November 2015
  4. a second bomb at WalMart in June 2016
  5. put a bomb in my doctor's office in 2003 and it killed my doctor and 3 nurses when the doctor office blew up at the exact same time as my doctor appointment... I survived, because I got stuck in traffic... I arrived seconds after the bomb went off.
  6. April 10, 2015, this same stalker filled my motor home with 1,000s of gallons of feces,
  7. May 15, 2015 this same stalker cut my cats' heads off and nailed them to my door.
  8. August 2013 this same stalker cut my cousin's head off.

I could go on and list all 200+ similar incidents, but you get the idea of how much of a very violent and very dangerous freak Kendra Silvermander is.

If you know the identity of this woman who calls herself Kendra Silvermander, please call the FBI agent in charge of the investigation:

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It's one thing to like a fictional guy like Avallac'h, it's a whole nother story when you are face to face with a real man (or woman) who acts like this. I've CosPlayed adult entertainment characters for well over 30 years and have 4 stalkers, restraining orders against 3 of them, and have in the past 5 years put 2 of those stalker men in prison.

And THAT is my concern for the CHILDREN who CosPlay characters like this. I know the kind of men, that CosPlaying this sort of character attracts. I also know how to kick them in the balls, take them to court, and get them put away in prison. Do you think a 10 year old girl is going to be able to do that? And are her parents even AWARE the danger they put their child in when they let them CosPlay this kind of character?

I am myself the victim of child rape. I'm very familiar with the levels of trauma involved. 

I mean you already know my opinion of parents, but hey, here you are a parent who had the chance to prove me wrong. You could have proved to me that parents aren't all shitty pieces of crap who don't give a fuck about their children. But, here are your children, CosPlaying pedophiles, rapists, and rape victims, to prove me right... you are a parent and therefore, you are also a no good piece of shit who doesn't give a crap about your kids.

A child who was NOT sexually abused, has no reason to identify with a pedophile, rapists, or rape victim.

Children CosPlay characters they identify with.

Please explain to me why it is your child identifies with pedophiles, rapists, and rape victims?

I gotta repeat myself here, but WHY in the hell are 10, 12, and 14 year old girls CosPlaying this character? If you are under 18, you shouldn't even know Avallac'h or any character like him, even exists! How are parents letting their pre-teen girls CosPlay a sex crazed Elf who rapes little girls.

Yes, you read that right. Raping little girls, is another thing this guy does. Specifically, he raped Ciri when she was just 12 years old. Yeah, you remember those times Ciri and Avallac'h have sex, that told you I went looking for, and Ciri fans were saying are not canon. I foooound them, and they are not good. They are in the novels that the game was based on. Think Avallac'h is a deviated, perverted bastard in the game? Wait till you read the books and find out how much worse he was in those. This guy is major, insanily obsessed with Ciri on levels that defy logic... wait til you see his house, and his massive 2 story tall, multi room shrine he built of her. Avallac'h is an absolute, complete, total creepazoid, little girl stalking psychopath...

...and little girls are CosPlaying him and the only thing I can think to ask is, where the hell are the parents of these children and why are they letting their children CosPlay a character like this....

Here, have a vlog of me having a rant, after I discovered that the bulk of people who CosPlay this character are under 15 years old...


 ...of course then you could turn that around and ask the same thing of me.

Well, for one thing, I'm an adult in my 50s and am old enough to actually know what this character does in the books and games. I have the mental and emotional maturity to deal with this sort of thing and can handle myself in confrontations with others about it.

How many 10 year olds even know the word rape, let alone what it means?

Think about it... if you let your child CosPlay a rapist, sooner or later that child is going to be at a Con and someone is going to come right out and ask them:

"So, why are you CosPlaying a rapist?"

How are YOU as a parent, going to explain to your child what a rapist is, so that they can in turn explain to people they meet, why they are dressed up as one?

Really stop and think about that for a bit. Let it soak in.

I've talked to parents at Cons and, I often ask them: "What made you decide to let your child CosPlay ___?"

And the parent will come back with some lame brain, sorry excuse of don't give a fuck what their kids are doing answer like: "I never heard of the character before, it's from some Japanese cartoon they watch."

You do realize that MOST Japanese cartoons, you can't post clips of on YouTube, right? PornHub, maybe, but YouTube, no. To adult for YouTube. Too much sex. Too much rape.

Have you ever once sat down and WATCHED the Japanese cartoons you're children are watching? 

You know there's a blue haired cat-girl I see CosPlayed at almost every Con. Usually CosPlayed by girls 12 to 14 years old. You want to know what THAT character is famous for? Being a 14 year old girl held down by space squids, having her vagina pumped 10 times bigger then it should be, then multi fucked by several dozen purple space tentacles, that eventually work their way up and out her throat...while her twin brother who owns the space squid watches and laughs. This scene continues for 20 minutes, before the squid every makes it's way completely through her and rips her in half, at which point her twin brother eats her remains.

And THAT is TAME, very, very, very, VERY tame for a Japanese cartoon.

Yes, I watch hentai and half the people reading this page are now cheering that I ever know that sex scene exists.

You want to SEE the type of stuff that makes it's way into those Japanese cartoons your children are CosPlaying?

Grab some eye bleach and brain sanitizer, you're gonna need it... if you're a fan of anime, you know there exists a little green haired girl, who went down in anime history for the scene she showed up in and a clip from that infamous sadistic toe curling, nail biting, scene is in this video... and if you're somebody with a nail biting problem, I guarantee that scene will cure you from EVER going near your finger nails again... hmm...uhm... I found a clip from THAT scene on YouTube... oh yeah, and the penis fly trap scene is in here too, as well as the the toothbrush sex scene... yeah, I told you I watch weird shit... have I ever mentioned I like cartoon/animated porn? I think I have.

Here, have some anime:








Yes, I watch this stuff, but, hey, I'm also over 18.

Still think you know WHO and WHAT your kids are CosPlaying as at these conventions?

And where would I be, showing you anime with giving you my all time fave anime transvestite peadophile demon elf of all time, the Lord of the Fluff himself: Lord Sesshomaru:









If you've ever watched my vlogs, you'll notice Rin is the daily cosPlay I do most often, I practically live in it.

I've CosPlayed every character in this clip: Naraku, Kagura, and Lord Sesshomaru:



There, we got our daily Lord Sesshomaru fix in there for no reason at all, but anyways... what was we talking about before Fluffy interrupted me...

Oh yes... CosPlay and the fact that CHILDREN are CosPlaying characters of uhm... questionable repute.

When I see parents at a convention, standing off in the side lines and realize their child is running around dressed as some Hentai porn star, I always have to ask: "What made you decide to let your child CosPlay ___?"

And the parents ALWAYS answer with something like: "I don't know, I never heard of the character before, it's from some Japanese cartoon they watch."

And, here I am, I know what the character is and what the character comes from, and what the character does, or more appropriately, who the does and who they cum in or on...

*rolls eyes*...

I'm left to ask, how did these kids get a hold of the anime to watch it in the first place, as you DO have to show ID and be over 18 to buy many of these DVDs, which are NOT played on TV stations and can usually only be found in the anime category of places like PornHub... you know X-rated video sites... uhm... yeah... do these parents have any clue their children are not only watching animated porn but also dressing up as characters who, let's face it, are animated porn stars? Hey, there's no way around it, if you are flashing your boobs, cunt, cock, and balls on screen, you're a porn star on some levels.

Now there's a world of difference between watching a sexualized cartoon or playing a sexualized game or reading a sexualized book, in the privacy of your home, and CosPlaying a sexualized character in public.

I mean, it's one thing if the parents are aware of what their kids are watching, playing, reading and are okay with it. Some parents are. But, that's rarely the case. In most cases the parents have never watched the show, never played the game, and never read the book, and are completely oblivious to the levels of sexualized content their child is into. Often too, the child themselves are not fully aware of what it is they are watching, either.

But like I said, what they read and watch and play at home is one thing.... but what they CosPlay at a convention is something else.

Parents are sadly deluded if they think a CosPlay convention is a safe place for children. They are not. And CosPlay conventions become less safe every year. The need for security and police officers at conventions was unheard of years ago and a necessity today.

CosPlay used to be an unheard of niche thing. The average person didn't know what it was.The average person, still doesn't know what it is, but most people nowadays have at least heard of it.

And that, that right there, is the problem.

Heard of it, but don't know what it is.

People outside of the CosPlay community, tend to see CosPlay as a sub-group of the BDSM community, and think a CosPlay convention is a place they can find women who are into roleplaying sex. The problem is compounded by so many CosPlayers, CosPlaying overly sexualized rape victim anime girls.

And THIS is where it becomes an issue, when parents are oblivious to the content in those games, comics, and cartoons. Because while parents have no clue their little 12 year old girl is CosPlaying an anime rape victim, the men looking to have sex with CosPlayers, ARE aware who that character is, what was done to that character in the game/show/book and they ARE there to role play that scene and fuck the hell out of your 12 year old daughter, because she chose to dress as a 12 year old rape victim.

Men like this show up at these events. They crop up like weeds, and they are on the lookout for the youngest CosPlayers, the ones they know are the easiest to target. 

And it's not just rape. People die at CosPlay conventions. My cousin Matt, was gunned down at ComicCon. Yes the weapons are supposed be fake. Yes, the weapons are supposed to be peace bound. Yes, there is supposed to someone at the door doing a weapons check. But the fact remains, they ONLY check the CosPlayers. They don' check the men who just walk into the hotel, and could very well, not only be looking for a CosPlayer to rape, but be carrying a live weapon and ready to kill to get what they want.

Men like this, show up at CosPlay conventions. There was a time when they were rarely seen, but those days are long gone, and today, you'll be hard pressed to find a con, without a dozen or more such men hanging around the elevators, bathrooms, stairwells, parking lots, and exits of the hotel.

Hall photographers. Watch out for them. Random people snapping photos on their cameras, not an issue, but the dude with cameras strapped to him, just standing around, not taking photos, and waiting to spot the one CosPlay he's looking for...report him to security. The conventions hire photographers and have photography studio rooms set up to provide a safe and professional place to get your photo shoot. Random photographers wandering around the hall, are NOT looking to take your picture. Steer clear of them.

CosPlay is not consent, but these men don't know that. They laugh at that.

And like I said, we adult CosPlayers, we know what to watch out for. Children and teens do not. They aren't even old enough to be aware that they NEED to be on the lookout for these sorts of dangers.

And every con, you see it: parents who drop their kids off at the ticket booth, buy the badges, then leave. It doesn't matter that every single con has rules which state NOT to leave your under 18 children unattended at the con. 

Parents scoff at these rules and say: I don't need to stick around, they can handle themselves. Sure, remind yourself of that when your 16 year old daughter's dead body is found in the dumpster behind the hotel tomorrow. It happens. It shouldn't, but it does. And if you're a parent you need to open your eyes to the reality of these things happen at every single con. No con is immune to it.

There is a reason a lot of CosPlay conventions are now 18+ only events. It's not that the events are for adults only, it's that the con chairs are trying to save the lives of children, whose parents don't give a fuck to be responsible until after their kid is raped, traumatized, or dead.

I carry mace on me to Cons because I know when you CosPlay ANY adult entertainment character, you attract REAL LIFE psycho creeps to you.

Are YOU willing to let your 10 year old girl, dress like an anime rape victim? Really? Well you better make damned sure she also knows karate and and is carrying mace on her. Because with a CosPlay like that, at her age, she WILL be targeted.


I had my first miscarriage at age 14. If you've followed me long enough you also know I got into CosPlaying BECAUSE I have PTSD and agoraphobia as a result of having been sexual abused over a period of many years throughout my childhood and teen years. And yes, there IS always a trend in my CosPlaying men of a very questionable nature, you want to know why? Because in addition to PTSD, I also suffer from Stockholm Syndrome. Look it up. Find out what it is. It's a nightmare to live with, and CosPlaying men like this is very much a therapy thing, a way to gain power over men, traumatized me very badly in my childhood, control them and stop them from being what they are.

Like I said... I do CosPlay some VERY questionable characters. I've been doing it for decades. 

And yet, children and teens are prone to act out their characters.... let's think about THAT for a bit... do you REALLY want your child ACTING OUT a character, who is a rapist?

I dress as these characters, I don't act them out and you NEVER see me doing a "character correct" CosPlay. Rarely do I try to "become" the character, rarely do you see me try to look like the character. I don't do the make up or wigs of most characters, doing ONLY the clothes of the costume itself. 

In the past 31 years, I've CosPlayed 200+ (two hundred) characters, and I've never yet acted out or tried to be the characters. I'm always just, me, dressed like them.

But most children, want to BE the character, and WILL act them out.

Ask yourself, is your child or teen mentally or emotionally mature enough to act out a rapist and NOT get carried away? For that matter, how many young adults could?

Con rape IS an problem. It happens. It happens often, and in most cases, it happens BECAUSE someone is CosPlaying a perverted character and they lack the mental or emotional maturity to NOT get carried away when acting them out. This is a dark and dangerous side of CosPlay conventions that not a lot of people are willing to talk about, and a lot of parents are sadly oblivious to.

You have to be 18 years old AND  show ID to buy the games and books of The Witcher franchise. Full frontal nudity exists in these games and the sex scenes happen on screen... and if you had the settings on "wild nudity", you can see EVERYTHING - nipples, vaginas, cocks, and balls, all there on display.

And that just the sex. Drinking and drugs are plastered throughout this series.

Avallac'h is not the only rapist in the series. There is also serial killing, serial rapist Eternal Flame Priest Nathaniel, and crime lord serial murdering, serial rapist Whoreson Junior, along with countless rapists with no names, whom you encounter along the way. Rape is happening in this game at every turn, around every corner. You play a character who is constantly coming to the aid of girls while they are under attack. Kill the rapist or let them go, is a constant game choice your character has to make.

Children, SHOULD NOT even know these characters exist, let alone be allowed to CosPlay them.

While the bulk of people at cons are there to hang out with other CosPlayers... the sad fact of the matter is, the bulk of NONE-CosPlayers at these events, are in fact peadophiles looking to pick up teenagers dressed as some character they want to have sex with. I've encountered these men far too many times in my 31 years as a CosPlayer to ever advise parents letting their children attend a CosPlay convention.

This is a sad reality of CosPlay conventions. "Outsiders" people who are NOT a part of the CosPlay community, and do not "get" why CosPlayers CosPlay, have a common misconception that CosPlay is a BDSM sex fetish and that CosPlayers are just in CosPlay because they are looking for freaky sex.

And while it IS true most CosPlayers do want to have sex with the FICTIONAL character they CosPlay or ship (meaning they CosPlay their fave character's lover as opposed to CosPlaying their fave character)... there is a big differance, HUGE difference, between wanting to have sex with a cartoon and wanting to have sex with a real person.

I for one, HATE real men with a vengeance and any real man trying to get near me is going to get a machete through his gullet. Yes, I do carry a real, live steal, machete on me and I do know how to use it, and if you try to whip out your dick near me I WILL castrate you.

And while you see me obsessing over fictional cartoon men and writing sex about cartoon men, there is nothing on this planet I hate more than real live men. Like I said, I was a child rape victim... by the time I was 8 years old, I knew men to be monsters whom I wanted nothing to do with.

That is the WHY of my obsession with FICTIONAL men. Fictional men are safe. Fictional men can't hurt you. Fictional men can't grab a shovel and chop your cat's head off if you refuse to have sex with them.

I've not been raped once... but several times, by several men. I grew up with uncles who ran a child sex slave ring. Me and 64 of my female cousins, all of us between the ages of 8 and 14, were victims of our uncles' insanity. You know that FBI investigation you always hear me talking about? THAT is what those men are being investigated for. Decades of running a child prostitution ring. 30 of those children, never made it to the age of 18. They were murdered, cut up, and their bodies dumped in Goosefare Brook Ravine, in the Reclaim Blueberry Plains of the Ross Forest, on the Ross Road, in Old Orchard Beach Maine... the FBI investigation went from a long abandoned unsolved case, to a full swing investigation when coyotes dug up those bones June 2016:


I not only survived serial rapists... I'm one of the only 3 of the children they raped, to reach the age of 30. The last of us to die, was beheaded August 2013. His mother put up a giant cross at the corner of the Ross Rod, so none would forget the horrors of men who are monsters.


Oh, I know how bad men can get. I witnessed my best friend, have her leg ripped off, pulling her intestines out with it, and trailing her half digested breakfast across the floor, it took her 9 hours to die. She died in THIS room:


Her body was dumped in the peatbog swamp behind my yard. Still there. 5 bodies were dumped in the swamp that day August 21, 1991.

There's 14 more bodies in Canton Lake, Canton, Maine.

I know the reality of how men like this think and act. I'm a survivor, because I'm a fighter. I learned young the best way to deal with men is go straight for their balls are tear them off with your bare hands. Not hard to do, there's not a lot of skin holding them on. I learned that when I was 8 years old. And THAT is the ONLY reason I am one of the 3 children to survive that sex slave ring I grew up in.

I've never in my life met a real life man, who wasn't there for sex and willing to pay a lot to get it... and I grew up with uncles who thought children were expendable. Any child refusing to submit to sex with the priests of the Cape Elizabeth and Saco Wards of the Church of Jesus Christ of Latter Day Saints, was easily killed and dumped in the ravine.

I grew up in a hell, most people can't even begin to imagine... CosPlay, is one of the few ways I'm able to face the world without killing myself. I am very suicidal, a side effect of what I grew up with. It's why I don't just CosPlay at events, but rather CosPlay 24 hours a day, 7 days a week, 365 days a year, since 1987, now 31 years. I really can't face or bare to live in the real world anymore.

THAT is what child rape does to you.

And, that is perhaps why I CosPlay, largely rapists. To gain power over them.

While I love fictional men, you don't even want to begin to know how much I hate, loathe, and revile REAL men. That's what child rape does to your mind.

And THAT is the mind set, men who hang out at CosPlay conventions, don't understand. These men think CosPlayers are just BDSM fetish goers looking to hook up for sex. They can not grasp the concept that CosPlayers just like dressing up and pretending real world doesn't exist any more. They go to cons, looking for CosPlayers to hook up with thinking CosPlayers are "easy". We CosPlayers, may very well be gushing sex crazed love for our fandoms, but that DOES NOT mean we want sex with you or any other man who is actually a real person.

You do realize I learned about CosPlay from my uncles, don't you?

Yes.

My uncles and male cousins hang out at CosPlay conventions looking for little girls.

I know how men like this work, how they operate, how they think... I grew up with them.

Beware the Atwaters at any con.

Be on the look out for them.

They are human trafficers, kidnappers, rapists, and murderers and they are wanted by the FBI.

CosPlayers raping other CosPlayers is so rare it's almost unheard of. But men hanging out at conventions, looking to rape CosPlayers, they are a dime a dozen, and they are why in recent years you are now seeing police officers at conventions, guarding elevators and not letting people upstairs without ID to prove who they are.

This sort of thing used to be uncommon, but Con Rape has become very big problem the past 5 or 6 years. It's very concerning and it is something parents should be aware of before they send their children to a CosPlay Convention unchaperoned.

CosPlay is NOT consent, and a lot of men OUTSIDE the CosPlay community, have a hard time believing that.

This, however, is where the concern comes in for children at CosPlay conventions. While we adult CosPlayers are fully capable of fighting off and defending ourselves from the men who frequent these events looking to target CosPlayers... children are often oblivious to the intent of these men, who are quick to pull out a camera, offer a private photo shoot, get the child alone in a room at the hotel the convention is being held in, then rape her.

These sort of "photography rapes" are so popular that most cons will see a dozen or more teen and pre-teen girls raped over the course of a single weekend.

And... men who fetisize the girl rape victims of cartoons, anime, comics, manga, and video games, are quick to head to CosPlay conventions to LOOK FOR little girls CosPlaying that rape victim character, so that they can live out their fantasies of raping that character, by raping the girl dressed as her. 

And THAT is why a character like Ciri, is so VERY dangerous for a child or teen to CosPlay.

Ciri is a child rape victim and she's got a lot of fans, who are real life pedophiles, and they go to conventions, looking for CosPlayers, young CosPlayers, who are CosPlaying Ciri, so they can rape them, just like Ciri was raped.

And I know, people are quick to point to the comic books and video games and say those things MAKE people violent... no... millions of people read those comics and play those and never once feel the desire to rape real people or grab a gun and start shooting. The men who do those things, would have done them any ways regardless, they just used the game or book as an excuse to justify what they did.

90% of the children and teens who get raped at CosPlay Conventions, got raped BECAUSE they were CosPlaying a character who had been raped in the series/comic/game.

Keep your children safe... know WHO they are CosPlaying and what kind of things that character does and if the character is a rapist or a rape victim DO NOT let your child CosPlay them, because you ARE putting their life in grave danger by doing so.

I really don't believe children should be at these sort of conventions, let alone CosPlaying characters from adult entertainment media. 

Well, that was an unplanned public service safety announcement... I did not plan on writing this rant, but, I just found it very upsetting that so many very young children CosPlay these characters, when no one under 18 should even know they exist.

And here, have a lot of pictures of Avallac'h for no reason, other then I moved this page off of another page and accidently moved these with it by mistake and was too lazy to delete them back off so here they are...


Concept Art of Avallac'h as Uma: The Trial of Grasses / Tortured by Witchers
The dying Avallac'h near comatose, quivering between life and death, after the Trial of Grasses, while the Witchers decide what to do with the evil Elf, they've suddenly found at their mercy.
The Dying Elf Passed Out After the Trial of Grasses; and Yennefer's words as she decides to help him.
Though, while he's remaining calm, he does look like he wants to bite Ge'els head off as the accusations roll out. Look at his eyes as he glares at Ge'els during this conversation...
Comatose, bedridden Avallac'h, during the time Yennefer was caring for him at Kaer Morhen.

Need more Avallac'h?
There's more pages coming.
Just like I did for my Lord Sesshomaru CosPlay,
I'll be cataloguing the entire process of making this costume.

You knew if I was CosPlaying him, I wouldn't stop with just one page about him...

  1. Obsession: Meet Avallac'h
  2. Historical Accuracy vs Avallac'h
  3. The Avallac'h CosPlay Costume Making Vlogs
  4. How To Make The Avallac'h CosPlay
  5. How Much Did It Cost? Budgeting The Avallac'h CosPlay
  6. Why do children CosPlay rapists & rape victims? & WHY Avallac'h is a M18+ character. 
  7. PortConMaine 2018

And an inside look at being a disabled CosPlayer in a world of inconsiderate people who park non-handicapped cars in handicapped spots, use handicapped bathroom stalls as costume changing stations, and get rowdy in crowded hallways... I was one of 3 disabled CosPlayers at PortCon 2017 who got injured during the event, let's see to it these sorts of things don't happen next year:

  1. On Being a Handicapped CosPlayer: A Look At Events of PortConMaine 2017 That Resulted In 3 Disabled CosPlayers GettinG hurt at The Convention and How These Things Could Have Been Avoided

You know, I think I actually like Avallac'h more then Lord Sesshomaru. I know. Shock. Gasp. Horror. The Bride of Sesshomaru has found someone she likes more than Sesshy. Of course the advantage of obsessing over fictional men, is you don't have to pick one over the other, you can have them all... and the only thing better than one demonic psycho Elf is two demonic psycho Elves. I should start writing Avallac'h x Sesshy Yaoi Fanfiction. Yes, my mind went there.

I'm not obsessed. Noooo. Just like Lord Sesshomaru is soooo definitely not obsessed with Rin, and Avallac'h is most certainly not obsessed with Ciri. 

:)

Lord Sesshomaru: Movie, Animie, Managa

I think I'm seeing a trend in the men I like. Evil Elf Wizards with psychotically deranged stalker obsessions with young Human *women* (yes, let's call them women, and pretend Rin wasn't 8 and Ciri wasn't 12, at the time they were kidnapped by these two psycho Elves).

Avallac'h with Ciri
Sesshomaru with Rin

I'll see if I can find my old Lord Sesshomaru CosPlay Making Articles and Get Them Back Online For You... I'll link them here as they go up...




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