November 14, 2023 will be the 10 year anniversary of the November 14, 2013 murder of my 8 month old infant son, at BugLight Lighthouse Art Studio of Southern Maine Community College in South Portland, Maine. If you have any information about who his killer is, please call FBI Agent Andy Drewer at 207-774-9322


My Son Was Murdered, The Killer Walks Free, Your Child Could Be Next!

FAQ: What are the most visited pages on this website and how many visits do they get?

Several years ago, I wrote an article on how to write different types of magic uses, or rather how I personally write various types of magic users within the context of my Quaraun books. Today that page is one of my top ten most visited articles. It gets 50 to 500 views/reads/hits/visits per day depending on the time of the years and has had over 200k visits total since it was published.

Amphibious Aliens: Debunking The Atwater Family's Alien Abduction Hoax with more then 30MILLION reads since 2007 and The GoldenEagle: Debunking Stephen King's World's Most Haunted Car Hoax with over tenMILLION reads since 2007 still rank as the two most visited articles on my website, but, neither of those are writing related.

Writing Medieval Servants is my most visited writing related article with over 7MILLION reads.

This website was started in 1996 and has 1 to 3 new articles (all written by me, I am the only writer on this site) published almost daily. In 2017 we crossed ten thousand articles published. As of 2023, EACH article gets MINIMUM 10 to 70 reads PER DAY, with the high traffic articles getting 500+ reads per day.

And since December 2019, my website now gets three hundred thousand to 7 million reads per month - well over ONE HUNDRED MILLION PAGE READS PER YEAR, making it not only the single most trafficked site in the State of Maine, but also one of the most visited websites in ALL OF NEW ENGLAND!

{{{HUGS}}} Thank you to all my readers for making this possible!

 TRIGGERED! I'm a Straight Cis Woman, but I am deemed Too Gay For Old Orchard Beach, Are you too gay for the bigoted, minority harassing, white power, gay hating psychos of The Old Orchard Beach Town Hall Too? 

What happened to Twitch Chat and will Chat Return? (Kendra Silvermander returns for NaNoWriMo 2018)

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UPDATE: NOVEMBER 3, 2018: Daily streams are interrupted because of a murder following death threats posted in my Twitch chat. A lot of older, pre-recorded videos will be played for the next few weeks as I can not be online every day right now due to police investigations, FBI investigations, hospital visits, etc.

UPDATE: NOVEMBER 3, 2018: Daily streams are interrupted because of a murder following death threats posted in my Twitch chat. A lot of older, pre-recorded videos will be played for the next few weeks as I can not be online every day right now due to police investigations, FBI investigations, hospital visits, etc.

If you've ever had a person in you life murdered, after death threats were posted online, you understand why I can not stream daily right now... if not, well try to imagine what it is like if someone in your family was murdered and try to understand why live streams are sporadic and chat is disabled.

There are a lot of changes happening on my channel right now...

Information about Avallac'h and Kalkstein is being removed, and is being replaced with information as to why chat has been turned off and what is going on with the FBI investigation; info about the murder and the bomb, updates on my family (the ones still alive, that is)...

As you may or may not have yet heard, the local Ku klux Klan has been hitting many non-white and non-Christian families hard in my area. 140+ families have been targeted including my own. They arrived here on my Twitch channel chat September 19, 2018 and again November 3, 2018, with a slew of hateful comments and death threats. In addition to these online harassment attack, they have also offline blown up our house with a bomb, murdered several people including a person in my own family, kidnapped many pets and have been nailing the heads of said pets to the doors of said pets owners, including to have done so to 2 of my cats. They started out beheading pets, now they are beheading people.

Here on Twitch they have been harassing me during live streams on a near daily basis throughout the months of August, September, October, and November and I have tried many ways to keep them out of chat, but they keep coming back.

It is believed that the people who were posting the death threats and harassing comments in my Twitch chat are the same people involved in the bombs, murders, and animal abuse. If you have any information as to the identity of the "trolls" that you saw posting in my chat the past 3 months, please contact the FBI agent in charge of the investigation.

Due to the current situation in my offline life I will no longer be answering chat viewers' questions about the Witcher series (games, books, and characters) here on my chat.

Each of the 68 pictures on my profile, originally had a 5,000 word article attached to it. Each of those articles had been an answer to a question one of my viewers asked in chat. I am currently moving the questions already answered to my website, and will continue answering the list of questions that were already, previously asked, but in the future no new questions will be answered, until further notice, as offline life is too hectic right now to have enough time to answer your questions for the time being.

I am leaving the mod lists and the how-to get the 3 Ciri endings up here as they are the most requested things, but the rest of the info is being moved (either it already has been moved or will be moved soon).

The FBI is in charge of the situation going on with the Ku Klux Klan's attacks on my family and other families in the area, if you have any information about this situation, please contact the agent in charge of the investigation:

FBI Agent Andy Drewer out of the Portland, Maine FBI office is in charge of the investigation.He can be reached @ +1-(207)-774-9322

I'm sorry for those of you who were good people and not jackasses in my chat, but until the murder investigation is over, I can not focus as much time here on Twitch.

All the how-to guides, character info, ect previously on my channel, has been moved to my Author Homepage, where you can also find updates on the situation going on with my family and the FBI investigation. I simply am unable to maintain updating said info on multiple locations, with what is going on offline right now.

What is with all the Avallac'h hate comments I see in your chat?

Those are locals from here in Old Orchard Beach, Saco, and Biddeford, Maine. They are not your average every day online troll... they are members of the Ku Klux Klan and make a habit of harassing every non-white, non-Christian, and/or LGBTQA+ person they can find locally.

The only reason they are saying those things about Avallac'h and Kalkstein, is because those characters are heavily influenced by real world Jewish and Muslim religions and cultures.

Sadly the ring leader of that group is my Uncle David, his sons Nate and Seth, and his daughter Yvevon.

Yep. those are not only locals, they are members of my family.


I'm baffled by their logic, seeing how they have the exact same grandfather and grandmother I do, and thus as just as much non-white as I am and have the exact same amount of "Jewish blood" as I do.

They are hypocrites.

They are calling themselves "reformed whites" claiming that by turning on their own blood (their family), they will cleanse their blood of any non-white aspects (they think they can mystically alter their DNA.)

The problem is, most of the members of the local Ku Klux Klan that they are hanging out with are unaware that these particular members are themselves not-white and have "Jewish blood", and sooner or later the other members will discover that and turn on them, the same way they turned on us.

Interestingly, most of them (the people level Avallac'h hate comments in chat) never heard of Avallac'h before they watched my streams.

Lik I said, it's not actually Avallac'h they hate, because they don't even know who he is... they just know Jewish culture so well (they growing up in it and being part of it) that they recognize it in the way he dresses, acts, and talks.... and they have to go overboard attacking anything even remotely Jewish because they don't want their fellow KKK members to know that they are only passing for white and are themselves of Jewish DNA bloodline.

They've been doing this for several years, on all my social networks.... with EVERYTHING... every game, every movie, every book, every character... it doesn't matter what it is I'm talking about and fangirling over, they will ALWAYS find some reason to lash out hate. It's what they do.

These are the same people who did the anti-Snape posts on FaceBook back when I was obsessing over Snape all those years ago. The same people who went nuts lashing out at Lord Sesshomaru when I was obsessing over him. They change the thing they hate based off whatever my current fandom is. And they do this to

Like I said.... I know these people in real life, offline. These are not random online trolls.

They are also illegal aliens - they do not have birth certificates or social security numbers, their driver licenses are fake, the license plates on their cars are stolen, the cars are also stolen, as are the credit cards and check books they use to buy stuff with, and most of their income comes from production of opium and other drugs.... in 2012 the FBI confiscated their stockpile of several hundred illegal military weapons (which they also stole)... and they are former members of Heaven's Gate. The only reason they did not die with the 39 others who died in the Heaven's Gate mass murder suicide, is because they believed HaleBop was the wrong comet, they are currently waiting for a comet they refer to as Wormwood....

They call themselves "Sovereign Citizens" and claim they do not have to answer to American laws or government. David believes himself to be a king, calling himself "The Patriarch" and "The King of the Gypsies."

They do not live in normal houses or towns, instead setting up tents and campers in forested areas, especially state parks. They've lived without electricity since the 1950s and to get online, they use public librarie, making tracing who is posting the death threats very difficult because they use different libraries from different towns in different states each time.

In short, they are not your average upstanding citizen, they are criminals on many levels. My uncle and his adult children do a very good job of giving all Gypsies a bad name. We shun them and their criminal lifestyle and THAT is the real reason they are posting hate in my chat.

The FBI started trailing them in Colorado after they tried to take possession of a town and shot most of its residents. In the Mid-West they are referred to by State Police of Wyoming, Utah, and Colorado, as "The Scottish Traveller Crime Family of America".

They call themselves "The Royal Highland Atwater Clan of Nova Scotia". Yevon is part of a group of women who call themselves "The Loyalist White Knights" a group that includes Kendra Silvermander. It is believed that Kendra may be yet another of David's adult children (he has 15 he acknowledges, 23 are known of, more are suspected.) The Atwaters are connected to 5 murder suicides in addition to Heaven's Gate. They preach a doctrine of hate and use radical levels of violence to enforce their beliefs.

There are 400+ members of my family involved in this. Around 140 of us left the clan, and took to living among the Americans, shunning the criminal lifestyle David demands of his kin.

David claims that the only way to leave the clan to to die. His son Seth claims to be "ordained by God a Daninite" (hitman) and claims his guns "are consecrated by God for killing the gentiles who turned away from the truth". Since 2001, 37 of the 140+ who escaped the clan have been murdered.

In all likelihood the death threats posted in my Twitch chat, were posted by Seth. Seth has a 2 decade long history of posting death threats online in various social networks and blogs.

There were 5 uncles running the group together, but one of them got caught by the FBI for selling kidnapped babies for $20,000 to wealthy families overseas and another one died, while a 3rd was arrested by the Saco Police and is now in a government owned mental health institute. The 4th (Paul Martel) was arrested by the FBI in Boston in 2016, when he was found on the beach, selling bomb parts and illegal guns (he is suspected of being the one who built the bomb that blew up our house, but who put it in our house remains unknown). Just David remains.

If you know where he or his adult children are, FBI Agent Andy Drewer out of the Portland, Maine FBI office is in charge of the investigation. He can be reached @ +1-(207)-774-9322

FAQs: How Can I Talk To You/Get A Message To You Without Chat? - SHORT ANSWER: More Gypsies that were featured in Stephen King's Thinner have been murdered... that 37 now. The Ku Klux Klan is one by one murdering every last Gypsy that had any connection to the Thinner movie and THAT is why chat is off, because the KKK landed in my chat on November 3, 2018

It's difficult.

If you were here on September 19, 2018 and November 3, 2018, you saw why chat got turned off. And you now understand why I DID NOT tell my fans I had a Twitch account.

So let me ask you this: How do you get a message to someone else who is famous?

How do you get a message to your OTHER fave actors, authors, and singers?

I did not come to Twitch to be bombarded with psycho fans - the good ones or the bad ones. I just wanted to find some people who DID NOT know who I was so I could be treated like a normal person for once in my life and hang out with people in chat.

You do realize most other celebrities rarely have social network accounts or online contact info right?

I get 2,000+ emails a day, just in primary email. It'd take me hours to find your email... days... weeks even.

I get so many FaceBook messages each day that the message page crashes when I try to open it. Twitters message page doesn't scroll far enough to reach the bottom of my daily dms.

You REALLY want to talk to me now that chat is off here, your best bet is to grab a pen, get some paper, sit your ass down in a chair, spend the time to write a heartfelt and meaningful letter, go to the post office, buy a stamp, put it on an envelope, and mail it to me via the USPS.

Since the Ku Klux Klan shoots at me every time I try to get to the end of my driveway to get my mail, I've a neighbour who picks it up for me once a month, so, THAT I will get.

I realize many people on Twitch are too young to have ever heard of me, but that doesn't change that fact that your parents and grandparents were screaming fangirls and fanboys of me and, it really is difficult for me to live a normal online social life like you young kids have, when I still daily get 2,000+ messages sent to me.

I do like to keep in touch with my fans, which is why I have social network accounts, but it does get tiring to have an endless steady stream of constant, non-stop messages of:

  • "OMG! It's YOOOOOOU!"



It would be nice to just be treated like another human being for a change, which rarely happens. As you have seen, by the posts in my chat these past few weeks of October 2018.

It grows tiring to see other streamers able to have normal conversations with their chat, and I can't get through the screaming fans and the raving haters to find someone who just wants to hang out and chat in chat.

It's very frustrating.

It's like the people who contact me don't think I have any need for normal every day interaction with other people. Do you know what that's like? To never once have someone who ACTUALLY wants to be your friend,no one who wants to spend time with you, no one who just wants to visit you and hang out?

To have thousands, millions, of people who only want to be a part of my life so they can hang my name on their list of famous people they met?

Can you even understand what it is, to have tens of thousands of people SCREAMING that they love you but not one of them actually feels an ounce of love for you, because they have their families to go home to at night, they have their friends to go to the mall with. You rush over to me for a 1 second hug, tell me you love me, then rush back to your friends and never think of spending time with me again.

I'm sorry too, but I can not even comprehend what it is like to live a normal life. I was a child celebrity. I founded the Procter and Gamble Boycott when I was just 12 years old and I've been on the front page of newspapers and on national news ever since.

I was pulled out of public school and home schooled because, well, try sending a child star to public school and see how they get treated. I couldn't even have friends with other children my own age. Not because of the children, but because of their parents who were always screaming fans or raging haters.

Part of the I stay with Ben, in spite of what he's like, is because he's the only person in my life who was there BEFORE I was famous. Yes, before I was 12.

Other people I've meet I always find out they were screaming fanboys and I'm just something they want to show off to their friends.

No one ever really cares. They have their REAL friends already, I'm just bragging rights to toss aside once they get bored of bragging that they met someone famous. I've learned to trust no one who knew who I was before they met me.

If you found me talking to you in your chat and later subbed to your channel... it's because I discovered you didn't know who I was and wasn't falling over yourself to get my attention, so you treated me like a real person, same as you treated everyone else in your chat.

You have no idea, how rare a thing it is, for me to be treated like an equal, and no fawned over or hated. Just treated like I was normal. So few people treat me like a normal everyday person.

Do you know what it is like, to not be able to go shopping without a mob, mobbing you? Every time I leave the stop I have to wait for 20 or 30 people, who were standing around my car waiting for me to come out, so they could get a picture with me and get my autograph, and ... I love my fans and I understand how excited you get, but... I never have a moments peace.


Half my family won't be seen in public with me because they are scared of my fans seeing them with me and then hounding them.

Ben is the only one who'll go out in public with me and even with him, I have to wait until just before stores close, because hso scared of my fans running into us that he wants to be at the store when no one else is there.

Do you know how hard it was for me to go to college and keep my identity hidden? First semester went well. Second semester a rabid Stephen King fan recognized me and then every day was hell trying to get from one class to the next as Stephen King fans were constantly bombarding me with questions for advice on how to get in the Stephen King movie.

I've never had any privacy in my life. I've never had a time when fans were not screaming for autographs. I've never had a time when haters weren't marching around with signs.

You want to talk to me? Yeah, I know... you and 30 million other people. Do you know what it's like to have live with that?


How could you?

Let me ask you this: how many other celebrities have you encountered on Twitch?


And you want to know why?

Because we have a very difficult time dealing with the fact that no one ever treats us like equals. Everyone either loves us obsessively or hates us and wants us dead. There is no in between. There is no one who wants to spend time with us.


They busy pissing their pants with excitement then running off to tell their friends they meet us or raging whatever hatred they can think of at us.

Than I try to be in touch with my fans via Twitch, because I do know how much they want to talk to me, and what happens? I get bombarded with death threats from jackasses.

And then you wonder why I turn chat off and ask how to contact me?

Do you really think I enjoy endless hate tossed at me, especially when there is already a murder investigation going on?

I don't like fake hoax death threats from sick ass copy cat trolling jack ass brats whose gutter trash parents can't take the time to raise as decent citizens any more then I like real death threats from the terrorists who murdered 37 members of my family.

Please understand that 37 members of my family have been murdered by the Ku Klux Klan, since 2001 and just before each murder, they contact me online via one of my social networks, and bombard me with a bunch of death threats.

If you do not understand why my family is targeted by this terrorist organization,

Do you have any idea what it is like to not be able to drive your car, because psychopath Stephen King fans, believed it had a demon in it so they cut it in half?


Do you have any idea what it is like to be "Stephen King's Thinner Gypsies" and have trespassers daily traipsing around your yard with cameras hoping to get a glimpse of "one of those cute Gypsy babies"?

Yeah. We are Gypsies. Stephen King's damned Thinner Gypsies, owners of the World's Most Haunted Car, the REAL Christine... and we HATE the fame jackass Stephen King tossed on us without our knowledge, consent, or permission.

We Gypsies keep to ourselves, we like our privacy, and we didn't ask for Stephen King to drag us into this hell he forced on us!

I've never seen Stephen King's Thinner movie, nor have I read the book. I know nothing of it. All I know is a hell of a lot of people hate my family and want us dead on the account of we are the Gypsies that were featured in the opening scenes of the movies.

Scenes that were filmed WITHOUT OUR PERMISSION!

Do you realize how many people only want to contact me to ask me to cast spells and curses on people? Something we Gypsies don't do?

I've had so many people yap on stupid, inaccurate stereotypes about us and our culture. Why we are, what we are, where we came from... and most of the time the inaccuracies they spout off, they claimed they learned from Stephen King's Thinner book and movie!

You want to know what Gypsies are? I'll tell you what Gypsie are...

Contrary to common belief, Gypsies are a distinctive race, with a unique bloodline, that has distinctive and unique DNA. We are in no way related to Romani or Irish Travellers who are descended from Spain (Romani) and Italy (Irish Travellers)

A Gypsy, a REAL Gypsy, is descendant of the group of Hebrews the Prophet Daniel lead out of Persia, under the reign of King Darius. While in Persia, many of the Hebrew priests took Persian women (priestesses of Baal) as their wives and many of these men converted to the religious practices of their wives. When they returned to Judea, these men were told by the Levite that they could not re-enter the tribe unless they divorced their gentile wives and half-blood children.

The men who refused to abandon their families, took their wives and children and wandered the desert. They abandoned their Jewish faith and adopted instead their wives' faith, and became known as The Magi. They are one of what Jewish people today refer to as "The Lost Tribes of Israel".

Seen as a band of evil pagans, witches, alchemists, and sorceress, the Magi were not welcomed in any city they entered and continued to wander the world homeless, until they reached Egypt.

They were welcomed into Egypt where they became known as The Gypsies which means "The People Who Live With the Egyptians". They lived there many centuries before moving to Mongolia, then Scandinavia, and finally Alba (Scotland).

In the 1530s they were gathered up by the British and loaded onto a slave ship, which marooned them in what is now Old Orchard Beach, Maine.

We have continued to live on the shores of Old Orchard Beach , Maine since that time. I still live on the original settlement land, which is located at 146 Portland Ave, Old Orchard Beach, Maine.

We Gypsies have many "Jewish" similarities, because of our heritage, including that men wear braided locs, women cover their heads with veils, we hold a stronger connection to the Old Testament of the Bible then the New Testament of the Bible, ritualistic habits regarding what we wear and eat, large families, Kosher diets, and the practice of Kabbalism and Angel Magic. We are often mistaken for being Jewish because of our strict lifestyle.

Though we have customs, traditions, and beliefs that are very similar to those of Jewish society, the Orthodox Jews of Old Orchard Beach shun us Gypsies, seeing us as wat they refer to as "heathens", "gentiles", and "infidels". (Old Orchard Beach is a town run by Orthodox Jews and 83% of the residents of Old Orchard Beach, Maine are Orthodox Jews of the Hasidic Judaism sect. (Which is why the Ku Klux Klan is targeting so many residents of our town.)

The bulk of our people were mass murdered during the Spanish Inquisition, when we were mass murdered by the Templar Knights.

Those that survived, were mass murdered in the 1930s by Adolf Hitler's Nazis.

Today fewer than 2,000 of us have survived, and currently we are being mass slaughtered by Ku Klux Klan of America.

The Ku Klux Klan was formed in the 1400s, originally known as The Templar Knights. From their very beginnings they have made mass murdering Jews their primary objective. Their numbers dwindled in the 1600s, and in the 1830s they saw a resurgence in America under the name The White Knights of the Templar aka The Ku Klux Klan.

While most well known for their killing of black people throughout the 1800s and into the 1950s, at their core beliefs, the KKK still views Jews as "The #1 Enemy of God" because as they put it "Jews Killed Jesus". (They seem to forget the fact that Jesus himself was Jewish.)

We Gypsies were cast out of Jewish society in the time of Daniel. The Jews of the time, counted our tribe as dead, shunned them, and erased their memory from records, and took to calling any tribe they shunned (ours included) as "The Lost Tribes of Israel".

Because we were cast out, we Gypsies have not identified as Jewish for some 5,000+ years, but that does not matter to the Ku Klux Klan, who considers us evil Jews (or as one of the death threats here in my Twitch chat put it "mud blooded mongrels of Elohim"), by virtue of the fact that 5,000 years ago we had Hebrew ancestors.

The issue with the Ku Klux Klan started when Stephen King's Thinner movie got famous.

You got to understand that since Stephen King used my car as the basis for Christine and then a few years later filmed Thinner on my farm, I receive on average 2,000 messages, contact requests, emails, letters, dms, pms, friend requests, etc, PER DAY.

Every MONTH I receive 70,000 or more emails, both from fans and from haters. Even if I could read 100 emails a day, I wouldn't have enough time in a year to read all the emails I get each month.

I get 500+ messages a day on FaceBook, 700+ dms a day on Twitter.

If you don't know me yet and only just found out about me from Twitch, then you'd best Google me and find out who I am, to better understand why it is so difficult to contact me.

I am the founder of The Procter & Gamble Boycott (back in the 1970s). I became known as The Voice of The Voiceless by the 1980s and was the person who got the words "Not tested on animals" on shampoo. It took me 27 years to do it but I finally shut down every last on of P&G's animal test labs, also shutting down test labs run by Avon and Estee Lauder on the way.

You know what else I gained from that - a network of 30million -

let me repeat that


screaming fans marching in parades, staging protests, and ready to rise up against ANY business I pointed to and screamed "animal abuser!"

... 12 years old and 30 million followers ... 20 years before the internet was even invented ... decades before you mommies and daddies were even born.

...and I've never been able to live a normal life because of it... couldn't got to public school, no parents would let their children near me... I never once had a friend...

and you want to know the shitiest part of the Procter and Gamble Boycotte? That wasn't even me. It was my grandmother and mother and aunts who didn't want to be in the public eye and thought sending a child out to do the front running was a-okay, because who the hell gives a fuck about the child's life being ruined, so long as they (the adults) got money out of it and kept their own asses out of the public.

Using children to do their dirty work is what The Atwaters excel at.

They didn't care that I was the one getting the hate thrown at me, as long as their names stayed out of it.

They didn't care that I had to be pulled out of school because of it... they never got an education so why would they think I needed one.

I developed agoraphobia... I was 15 years unable to leave my yard ... in a town, that back then had 700 people and a quarter mile between houses... and never spoke a word to a single, solitary person that entire time... living mute... I communicated through written letters only, you wanted to talk to me, you had to read a letter.

I spent my childhood years beaten, starved, locked in a shed without food or blankets for weeks on end in winter with -40F weather, by uncles who took to cutting my cats heads off with shovels every time I couldn't recite from memory entire chapters of the Bible. Sexually abused and raped by other uncles. You want to see pictures of the room I was locked in for months on end? Or maybe you'd like to see the bones of my cousins, the ones they cut up and buried in the garden? Those pictures are on that page too.Don't click that link if you are squeamish about child abuse... you're about to get a look inside Heaven's Gate, the UFO Cult that mass murdered 30 people under the flight of Comet Hale Bopp, a cult my grandfather was one of the leaders of, a cult I grew up in... the FBI called it one of the most horrific abuse cases in American history.

And people wonder why I escaped the damned clan, turned my back on them and want nothing to do with those criminal sons of bitch bastards ever again?

No... I have no clue what it's like to be loved. I didn't grow up in a loving environment.

No... I have no clue what it is like to have friends... those weren't allowed.

You want to know why I scream out loud against ANY injustice? Look at the shit I grew up in and it explains all. I hate the shit I grew up with and I don't want any one else to have to go through it either.

I don't know how to interact with friends, I don't know how to be loved, but I do know how to wield a sword and slice a rapist' balls off. I learned how to do that when I was 8 years old.

I know how fight.

I know how to survive.

I know how to cut down anyone who attacks me or my family. Google me. Find who the hell I am and what I'm known for. Because I DO fight back. I'm not known for being a friendly person. No one's ever been friendly to me. I was never taught how to be your friend. I was self taught in the art of standing up to bullies and becoming the eternal thorn in their flesh, that they REALLY regret ever bullying.

I not only had no friends... I also had no adults in my life I could turn to for help from the abuse I grew up with.

I published my first novel in 1978 and in the 41 years since then I have published 130+ novels, 2,000+ short stories, 30+ non-fiction books, a few dozen stage plays, a few scripts for Disney's Duck comics (Donald and Scrooge), and a whopping 12,000+ articles (each article averaging 7,500 words). I have won National Novel Writing Month 13 times.

You ever heard of that wild, crazy, feral hermit woman author in Maine, the one with 144 twenty-two foot tall billboard signs in her yard? And steel jaw bear traps all around the outer edge of her yard and driveway?


In 1983 Stephen King used my car as the basis of his movie Christine.

In 1994 Stephen King used me as the basis for his "Gypsy Witch" in Thinner and it is my family you see in the opening scenes of the movie, which was filmed on location on our farm, because King wanted real Gypsies in the movie.

I'm a content marketer, most well known for being one of the moderators of Squidoo forums (a job I had for 10 years, on a form that had 30 million+ members)

I publish on average 3million words a year, which is only a small fraction of the amount of words I write.

I am the author of Amphibious Aliens, which resulted in my getting to know some of the top people in the MUFO world, including Buddy Hopkins and Whitley Strieber. Amphibious Aliens also resulted in my home town of Old Orchard Beach going from 1,000 residents to 12,000 residents, and going from 2,000 summer tourists each year to 2 million summer tourists each year.

During the summer I have to deal with an average of 30,000 fans showing up in my driveway asking for autographs, photos, hugs, bombarding me with questions on Stephen King, tossing lots of manuscripts in my face asking me to read them and tell them if their books is any good... and overall I have not had a moments peace or privacy since 1997.

And these are just the "BIG" things I've done in my life.

I'm NOT your average person hanging out on Twitch, and my 1st 2 years here I successfully hung low and was able to not let my fans know I had a Twitch account, which had allowed me 2 brief years of an ability to have some privacy.

Before 2006, it was easy to contact me. But, because of Stephen King's Movie The Thinner, the Ku Klux Klan started targeting my family.

Several members of my family have now been murdered including: my grandfather, 3 of my uncles, and 2 of my cousins.

I know most Americans do not see these sorts of people as family and call them distant relatives, but you must try to understand that we in Gypsy culture do not separate family and kick them out the way you Americans do. We all live together and family is a very strong bond for us. Many generations live under one roof and for us there is no difference between our cousins or or brothers and sisters, no difference between our parents to our aunts and uncles.

Thus all elder adults are treated as parents, all peer aged people are treated as siblings, all younger people are treated as our children. This is the way of our people. Also our culture is polygamous so, multiple parents per child is just a thing we see every day. There are 400+ people in my family, and I realize Americans find our lifestyle and culture difficult to understand.

But what you must try to understand, with that in mind, for me the recent murders of my grandfather, 3 of my uncles, and 2 of my cousins is the same as the murder of 4 fathers and 2 brothers.

7 people in my family have been murdered.

Think about that.


Try to imagine how YOU would feel if one by one a group of terrorists started killing off your family members and so far had killed 7 people in your family... and EACH time they kill someone, they first leave a death threat on one of your social network accounts telling you they are about to kill someone else?

The KKK recently murdered 2 of my cousins, one they shot in the head at an airport, the other they cut his head off and left his body at one crossroad and his head at another crossroad. My grandfather was poisoned, so too was one of my uncles.

In November 2017, they poisoned my brother at Biddeford, McDonalds... where they took one of his cookies and filled it with a cocktail of drugs including LSD, Heroine, Molly, and Meth. He almost died. He was in a coma for 5 hours, he's lucky to be alive.

February 2018, they stole a city Road Grader, drove it 40 feet up my mother's driveway and drove over her car, flattening it.

5 bombs have nw blown up 5 houses, including my own house.

Since 2014, 500+ cats and dogs have been kidnapped from 140+ people, including 15 of my cats. Most of those cats and dogs had their heads cut off and returned, nailed to their owners' front doors. 2 of my cats heads have been returned, another of my cats' his tail was returned, and another his 4 legs were returned.

Every night at sunset the Ku Klux Klan arrives at my driveway and march around shooting automatic rifles at my motorhome, and both of my neighbours houses to either side of me.

Someone is one by one killing off every Gypsy who had any connection to The Thinner movie.

There were 30 Gypsy children that got featured in the Thinner movie... all but 4 of them were murdered before they reached the age of 20, and today only 2 of them are still alive.

The murders started in 2001 and continue to this day.

The most recent death threats from the Ku Klux Klan arrived here on Twitch November 3, 2018.

My family lives in mortal terror of every new online message sent to us, because so many are death threats and these threats are very, very real. These are not online trolls, not mindless children being stupid brats.


These are real death threats being made by real terrorists, and since 2001, they've killed 37 people in my family so far.... each time doing so after sending me and others in my family a death threat online.

And so... ask me again, why I am so difficult to contact. Do you understand now?

And you want to know the sad part? Stephen King NEVER had permission to use my car, my family, or my farm in his books and movies. He never asked for permission.

The film crew had no permits or contracts.

We were never paid a penny for any of it.

We were never told ahead of time what was going on.

We had no prior knowledge they were coming.

We didn't know who they were when they showed up.

No amount of telling them they were not supposed to be there would get them to leave.

They spent 5 hour bitching at us because they said Stephen King told them there was fog here and there was no fog here they day they arrived so they had to bring in fog machines.

They REFUSED to acknowledge that they were trespassing and had no right or permission to be setting up those fog machines on our private property.

The film crew simply landed in our yard one day, told us Stephen King sent them (which meant nothing to us as we had no TV, no electricity, and had never heard of Stephen King before), started bossing us around... in short... they were trespassers, trespassing and had no permission or authorization from us Gypsies to be filming on our land, or using our cars, or filming our children. The whole thing was done illegally.

Worse, was in 1997, when Stephen King did a tv interview and TOLD PEOPLE ON TV where we lived. Again without our permission or prior-knowledge.

We found out about his interview, when THOUSANDS of his fans showed up in our yard and:

  • decimated our land, trampled our plants (completely destroyed our crops of corn, peas, squash, and other vegetables, leaving us without enough food to harvest for winter),
  • killed several of our chickens via their stupidity (and never noticed they had killed the chicks - this was a poultry farm at the time we had several thousand chickens and the idiot Stephen King fans ran into our brooders and trampled hundreds of our week old baby chicks, in their excitement to run around getting photos of "a real live Gypsy farm")

...and when we asked who they were and why they were here, they all kept saying they saw some Stephen King interview on TV and that he'd given out our home address, and told people it was okay to "go visit the Thinner Gypsies".

It would have been bad enough had this destruction of our crops and livestock been a one time thing, but it wasn't... since 1997 this happens DAILY from May to September EVERY YEAR and still happens to this day, and no amount of "no trespassing" and "keep out": signs stops these rabid hoards of Stephen King fans from trespassing on our farm each summer, just because we are "Stephen King's Thinner Gypsies".

And ^THAT^ is how the Ku Klux Klan found out we were Gypsies and found our home address and started harassing us....

We've had Gypsy hating vandals arrive with dump trucks full of garbage ... and dump it on our crops. Elderly women and small children get attacked and beaten up by people who claim crippling someone "is just a harmless prank on no good Gypos".

Throughout 2001 and 2002 we had to deal with a group of paintballers, daily shooting at us every time we tried to get our mail. It got so bad that in 2002, the Old Orchard Beach police department station 2 officers to do nothing but stand at the end of our driveway all day.

And 37 members of our clan have been murdered, most were either shot at close range in the face (leaving them with nothing left of their head at all) or were beheaded with a sword, and their head in most cases left in the middle of a crossroad several miles from the crossroad their body was duped in....

...all because of some stupid movie writer, named Stephen king, whom we had never heard of, who thought his being famous gave him the right to send his stupid trespassing film crew into our yard to illegally film a movie here about us, without our consent.

And people wonder why I hate Stephen King and do not welcome his fans into my life with open arms.... I'm sorry, but 37 people in my family were murdered because of that jackass and his arrogance.

Sorry if I'm not leaping for joy, when you are trespassing in my yard begging for my autograph on Stephen King's books and dvds, but you fail to realize I didn't ask for this fame. I never wanted it. I never asked to be a part of Stephen King's movies.

Everything he did, he did without permission, without consent, without permits, without contracts, without any documentation at all. To this day, I still don't even know how he found out where we lived or that we were Gypsies. I don't know how he concluded it was okay to send his trespassing film crew here, let alone how he found out where here was to send them.

All I can say is, I'm glad that the movie industry today has made it illegal for film crews to do these sorts of things. Laws now govern movie making and film crews are no longer allowed to trespass on people's land to film a location without permission. Film crews are no longer allowed to film people without their permission.

I wish those laws had existed in the 1980s and 1990s. Had those laws existed back then, I would be living a quiet, peaceful, normal life without constant daily interruptions from Stephen King fans, the Ku Klux Klan would not be a part of my life, I would not be getting death threat in my Twitch chat, and 37 people in my family would still be alive.


The FBI is in charge of the situation going on with the Ku Klux Klan's attacks on my family and other families in the area, if you have any information about this situation, please contact the agent in charge of the investigation:

FBI Agent Andy Drewer out of the Portland, Maine FBI office is in charge of the investigation.He can be reached @ +1-(207)-774-9322



The FBI is in charge of the situation going on with the Ku Klux Klan's attacks on my family and other families in the area, if you have any information about this situation, please contact the agent in charge of the investigation:

FBI Agent Andy Drewer out of the Portland, Maine FBI office is in charge of the investigation.He can be reached @ +1-(207)-774-9322


Will Chat Ever Return?


Most likely.

As the trolls in chat are not your typical random online trolls, but are rather a local "church group" having themselves one of their usual meltdowns because they saw someone not white.... in all likelihood they will get bored of not being able to post in my chat and go find someone else to harass in a few weeks.

I should be able to turn chat back on, once they've moved on. They do this EVERY November since 2004. It's a group of wanna-be novelists from NaNoWriMo, lead by a Ku Klux Klan member who calls herself Kendra Silvermander. The church group itself is lead by my uncle David and he likes to get people in his group worked into frenzies.

Like I said, I know who these people are offline and this is not the first time they have done this. It's just the first time they did it on Twitch.

If you've followed me on Twitter, FaceBook, YouTube, Squidoo, even as far back as MySpace, then you've seen them do this before, and know that once the National Novel Writing Month contest ends, Kendra will go bacl on her meds and stop raving and ranting to 

her church group, and by late December they will move on to harassing someone else.

So, sit tight and wait it out. Chat should be able to be turned back on in a few weeks (hopefully).

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By EelKat Wendy C Allen

Eye of the GrigoriIf you ever made fun of or had any part in the destruction of my farm, and the illegal selling of half of my land to Colliard, you shall lose your land.
tent2.JPGIf you ever made fun of or had any part in my being homeless since 2006 - YES, I AM still homeless in 2023, you shall become homeless.
eelkats_house_before_after.jpgIf you ever made fun of or had any part in the backhoe driving over my house, you shall lose your house.
home again the return of the goldeneagle dodge 330If you ever made fun of or had any part in my car being cut in half, you shall lose your car.
volvo-art-car-eelkat-Dazzling-Razzbury-3-artist-wendy-c-allen-painting3.pngIf you ever made fun of or had any part in my becoming crippled, you shall lose your health.
If you ever made fun of or had any part in the murder of my son, your child shall die an equally horrible death.

Evil men go out of their way to try to drive a person to suicide.

Are you an evil man?

Are you sure you're not?

How many people have YOUR hate filled words killed?

Next time you go to do a mean thing to a fellow human, stop and really think about the consequences of your actions.

Did you ever notice how every one has a story to tell about me, yet not one of them ever speaks the truth?

What lies has YOUR gossiping tongue spread about me?

Did you know...

October 16, 2006, bomb blew up my house because of YOUR lies.

August 8, 2013, the house which replaced the one the bomb blew up, was driven over by a backhoe.

November 14, 2013, my 8 month old infant son was murdered because of your lies.

November 14, 2013, I was beaten up, paralized for 5 months, spent 18 weeks relearning to walk, I'm now crippled for the rest of my life, because of YOUR lies.

Are you proud of what you have done?

Enjoy your eternity in Hell. You earned it. You've certainly worked hard for it.


If you have any information about any of these events, please call FBI Agent Andy Drewer at 207-774-9322