On writing autistic characters, continued -

Autism, Asperger's, And The Danger of The Self-Diagnosis


By EelKat Wendy C Allen

What is it like living with Autism?

#FAQs: What is it like living with Autism?

I have Kanner's Syndrome (ACTUAL Autism, not Aspergers), which means I'm not good at group things. I'm classified as Savant, meaning I have a few things that I obsess about, big time, and have world records in them as a result, and everything else in my life I still require a caretaker to help me with. 

I was believed to be mute until I was 31 years old, when a college professor whose day job was working with Autism children, meet me at an Autism Awareness event (I own The Autism Awareness Car, which has 2.5million marbles glued to it - took 4 years to build it). He spent several years teaching me to talk and I was able to get a GED at age 37 *(I had never been allowed to go to school as Autism in the 1970s = too retarded to be taught anything so why bother? It was assumed I couldn't be taught, so no one tried to, until I was 31 years old)*, and started college at age 42. 

Today in addition to being a rabid gamer, I'm also an artist (acrylic on canvas and watercolor on rag) sell my art in local galleries, I build art cars and installation art, published over 130 Dark Fantasy novels, and became a retail merchandiser for Macy's, WalMart, and HallMark for 16 years because I'm very good at organizing things... I can't do much else, but I can certainly make sure nothing on the sales floor is out of place. 

On Twitch I'm known for my ability to open up a video game and completely rewrite it removing and making my own... I rewrote Witcher 3, removed Geralt and Roach and the combat system, and build my own player character, made travel companions, wrote a new combat system, made new quests, made new maps... removed all the texture files and made all new ones. There's nothing in Witcher 3 that I have not rewritten. With over 4,000 mods now made for it, you can barely recognize my game as being Witcher 3 anymore.... and yet I can't read C++ code.

I spent my childhood and teen years, being told I would never amount to anything. I proved them all wrong.

People see the things I do very well *(art, writing, my exemplary organization skills in retail stores, and my ability to open up a video game and completely rewrite it and making my own)* but they often don't see past that.

Social skills are a thing I've not yet mastered, which makes streaming very difficult for me as, chat is sensory overload and I have it turned off. I also can't count, do Math, tell time, use calendars, use money, numbers are lost on me.

Basic things - bathing, eating, brushing my hair, etc - that most people have no trouble with, I have caretakers who have to help me do those thing, even though I'm 20, 30, 40 years older than my caretakers. I am VERY low-functioning, but I can write, I can paint, I disect video games, and I can organize things. I just can't do one thing else. Which is very upsetting, because I wish I could. I try too. I don't know why I can't. It's like there are a few things in my brain turned all the way up on super high and everything else is just turned off and won't come on.

And then there are issues with meltdowns, screaming fits, panic attacks, bad ones. Bad enough that I generally avoid contact with the public, simply because I'm tired of dealing with the police. Someone my age, screaming on the floor, people assume I'm on drugs and call the police. It's very frustrating, because I can not control these attacks and I can't stop them once they start.  

It is extremely distressing, I'm insanely good at a few things, but everything else, things most of society doesn't bat an eye at, I can't do them, no matter how hard I try. And I'm not capable of "acting properly" or "behaving in socially acceptable ways".

Most people when they meet me in real life, they are very taken back, by how extremely disabled I am. Fans of my novels, meet me at book signings and ask: "So, what's the joke, what's this retard doing here, where's the author?" 

They refuse to believe, someone as deeply retarded as me, is capable of writing novels. It hurts a lot, people's reactions to meeting me and them finding out the reality of what ACTUAL Autism, Kanner's Syndrome, is really like... and that it's NOTHING like Asperger's, with it's "cute Sheldon Cooper quirks" that they are used to and think of as being Autism. 

They forget, people with Asperger's can live normal lives, they can pass for normal in public if they have too, they get married and have families, and I'm not capable of living on my own or without caretakers, and I never will be. 

I wish more people knew the difference between Aspergers and Autism, and how vastly different they are from each other. 

Far too many people hear that I have Autism, and they automatically assume I have Aspergers, and then they meet me in person, and are shocked, horrified, and they tell me they've meet dozens, sometimes hundreds of Aspies, and when they meet me, they say, they realize, they've NEVER seen Autism before, in spite of all the hundreds of Aspies they've met, and then they tell me, they wish they had known, they wished someone had told them, how starkly different Autism is from Aspergers, because they always say, no matter how many Aspies they worked with, it never prepared them to come face to face with ACTUAL REAL Autism, Kanner's Syndrome, for the first time. 

The problem is these people are also used to interacting with people who 90% of the time are self diagnosed... which is why when they encounter me... **SOMEONE WITH AN ACTUAL MEDICAL DIAGNOSIS**... they are so surprised at how vastly different "MY" Autism is from the so-called "Autism" they are used to encountering with the fake ass self diagnosed Aspies who wouldn't know Autism if it hit them in the face! I hate it when people with “self diagnosed disabilities” talk about how hard being a part of the neurodivergent community is. 

What the fuck? 

What neurodivergent community? 

That's NOT even a thing! 

We who have **ACTUAL REAL MEDICALLY DIAGNOSED DISABILITIES AREN'T A PART OF SOME FUCKING CUTSY COMMUNITY! WE HAVE AN ACTUAL MEDICAL DISEASE THAT SERIOUSLY HAMPERS OUR EVERY DAY EXISTENCE! THIS ISN'T SOME CLUB YOU CAN JOIN!**

**MY** Autism is so vastly different from the hundreds of other so-called "Autistics" they are used to, **because MY Autism is FUCKING REAL and not some stupid ass fako with a self diagnosis because they want to be different!**

Also there is **NO SUCH THING AS A SELF-DIAGNOSED AUTISTIC!**

Read the fucking medical journals and kick the damn anti-vaccer mommy blogger out the window. They don't know shit. 

In **EVERY DOCUMENTED CASE** of a self-diagnosed Autistic going to a doctor and getting **ACTUALLY DIAGNOSED**, their real diagnosis ALWAYS comes back as one of 2 things:

* Schizophrenia

* Narcissism

#HUNDREDS OF THOUSANDS OF SELF-DIAGNOSED AUTISTICS, WHEN THEY FINALLY RECIEVED AN ACTUAL MEDICAL DIAGNOSIS FROM A DOCTOR.... WHERE DIAGNOSED WITH PARINOID GRANDOSE SCHIZOPHRENIA!!!

Think about that.

Think about it, long and hard.

Look up the symptoms of Schizophrenia, then turn around and take a good long look at the actions of the millions of fake ass self diagnosed "autistics" you've encountered online and offline... do you see it now?

Ain't a damned one of those self-diagnosed Aspies who have Autism... they have fucking schizophrenia.

Think about it... scared to go to doctors, paranoid of doctors, so they self-diagnoses, because they have too many paranoid ideas about doctors and vaccinations to go to a doctor.

What are the primary symptoms of schizophrenia?

* Fear of rational, harmless things such as doctors, dentists, and vaccinations

* Social awkwardness, social anxiety, fear of crowds, but has a conflicting desire to be a part of a social group and will go to great extremes to become a part of that group

* Imitation and impersonation, including hypochondria, and pretending to have illnesses that are deemed as popular or cool or trendy

* Self diagnosing themselves as having popular disease to try to fit in with a crowd or social group, in an attempt to gain attention or be more popular

* Seeing themselves as superior to others based on the hypochondriac illnesses they self diagnosed themselves as having

* Pretends to be things they are not, including to pretend to have illnesses that they deem as superior

**A Schizophrenic is scared of everything. **

* They trust no one.

* They see and notice everything going on around them and are terrified of every little sight, sound, or smell. 

* Everything is seen as a threat. 

* Fear rules their lives. 

* They are suspicious of everything and every one and feel an overbearing need to flee from everything.

* They see authority figures such as police, political leaders, or big business owners as "the enemy" and believe those authority figures are always out to get them.

* Paranoia governs their actions. 

* They believe conspiracy theories, think the Illuminati is real, believe aliens are going to abduct them, think the government put mind control drugs in flouride, believe in demon possession, and other such crazy ideas.

* They can do nothing without first thinking out in great detail, every possible outcome, and every possible path they must take to avoid the most fearful of those outcomes. 

* They will frequently avoid doing things they desire to do, out of irrational fears they create about those things. They spend much of their life regretting not trying new things, attending events, or joining others in activities.

* They focus heavily on what others think about them, and will often wear dull, drab, but very conforming to local society, styles of clothing. If every one in their town wears Ts and jeans, they wear Ts and jeans; if everyone wears business suits, they wear business suits... they are terrified to be unique or original, scared of being judged by others, scared of not fitting in with the crowd, and will go overboard in trying to blend in with the local "in crowd".

* They walk quickly, but dutifully. Staying on sidewalks. Always nervously looking around them. Paying careful notice of everyone they see, looking at all strangers with suspicion, suspecting everyone of carrying a gun or knife or being a potential mugger.

* They have trouble making friends because they spend too much time imagining that potential friends will hurt the, so avoid contact with people, due to the conspiracies they build. Their social anxiety is built up by their own irrational fears of everyone around them.

* Because they are so terrified or everything, they fear going to doctors, mostly because they believe doctors, like police and presidents, are part of groups such as the Illuminati, and instead seek out shady conspiracy theorist websites to use to self-diagnoses themselves whenever they find a trendy popular illness that they want to have in order to be part of a group.

* If they do go to a doctor, they are convinced the doctor gave them a false diagnosis to try to trick them, resulting in they take up the hobby of reading mommy blogs of their fellow anti-vaccer conspiracy theorists, and use those shady websites as the basis of self diagnosing themselves with something more socially acceptable than whatever the actual diagnosis their doctor gave them was.

* When someone tells them they are being paranoid, they often fall back on saying something along the lines of: they have to be paranoid because demons, aliens, ghosts, or evil spirits visit them at night and tell them the president is an evil overlord who has stationed minions in every town and the men in black are on every street corner and they must listen to the voices of the spirits in order to know who is plotting with the police against them.

Every part of the above, is a symptom a self-diagnosed Autistic proudly claims as one of their symptoms... and yet...

**A REAL Autistic is the exact opposite. They are scared of nothing.**

* They trust every one.

* They are too lost in the world that exists only inside their head to see and notice anything going on around them and are completely oblivious to the existence of every little sight, sound, or smell.  

* Everything is seen as a learning opportunity. Everything and everyone MUST be studied to see "what makes them tick". They want to know everything there is to know about everything.

* Logic rules their lives. 

* They are curious about everything and every one and feel an overbearing need to study everything.

* They love rules. They see authority figures such as police, political leaders, or big business owners as the greatest people on the planet and believe those authority figures are always doing good and going to help them.

* Fascination and curiosity governs their actions. 

* Eternal skeptics, they will not believe ANYTHING unless you can provide hundreds of documented studies by highly regarded authority figures in leadership positions, and as such they DO NOT believe conspiracy theories, think the Illuminati is a hoax, believe aliens could be real but still require proof, think the government is great because it makes laws to protect them, believes demons are a figment of paranoid imaginations, and think other such crazy ideas are likewise only believed by crazy people.

* They often run into their activities without first thinking out in great detail, and thus are quick to take up things like bungee jumping, mountain climbing, scaling brick smoke stacks, or climbing to the tops of tall trees without any gear, safety nets, or other devices, simply climbing up bare hands and bare feet. They are often seen as careless or daredevils because of their total lack of fear of heights or trying new things. 

* They will NEVER avoid doing things they desire to do, and thus will paint huge murals on cars, buses, or the side of houses, on a whim with no planning aheads of time. They will go out on a limb to try new things. If they feel like dressing up as a fairy with sparkly wings and dancing in the city park's water fountain while tossing pennies to strangers... then they will do exactly that without caring what by passers think of them doing it.

* They do not care what others think about them, and will often wear outlandish clothing, with no thought at all of how society might react to how bizarre they are dressed. They are often see as "hippies" or "free spirited" or "no conformists" or "eccentric" due to how extremely unlike the rest of society they dress. CosPlaying, OtherKin, or dressing like Disney Princesses are common every day outfits for Autistics, even into adulthood.

* They prance and dance, skip and hop, jump over cracks, twirl on their toes, stray of the path, often enter the road or stray onto lawns, finding it difficult to be constrained to sidewalks. They find it difficult to walk and may burst into a sprint and run far ahead of the group if forced to walk too long, they need adult supervision in public places, even as adults, because they are prone to burst into a run, including to run into the road into oncoming traffic, without any fear of the cars on the highway, indeed, they are so lost in the fairy filled world in their head, that they do not even see the road or the cars and only see the fairies they are dancing with.

* They have trouble making friends because most people are too terrified of their seemingly "extremely extroverted" personality. Their outfits, hyper extreme activities, and free spirited prancing and dancing instead of walking often brands them as "crazy" or "insane" or ironically "schizoid", even though schizophrenia is completely the opposite.

* Because they are too busy having fun dancing in water fountains with the fairies only they can see, they often forget to do things like eat or sleep, and require adult supervision, even if they themselves are an adult, to remind them to stop dancing with fairies long enough to eat and sleep. This also contributes to them rarely going to doctors and requiring a caretaker to set up doctor appointments and drive them to the doctor. 

* They are prone to ignoring their illnesses, pain, and diseases because every day of their life is so painful as it is, they find it better to focus on pretty things, bright colours, reading comic books, playing video games, or doing other such things to put their minds in a self-hypnotic-meditative state so they can ignore the pain. 

* They feel no need to try to self-diagnose themselves, because it is pointless to bother at this point, because they've lived with searing pain every day since they were born and now they are used to the pain and use dressing in pink gowns, dancing in water fountains, painting cars, reading comics, and playing video games as coping mechanises to try to find something other than their every day pain and suffering to focus on.

* Because they suffer so many skin pains, allergies, gastrointestinal pains, sensory pains, and their doctor helps to take those pains away, they view their doctor as one of their most trusted friends and can be extremely upset, becoming depressed if their doctor retires or moves and they must start going to a new doctor. 

Now, here is one final thought on the comparisons between Autism and Schizophrenia.

Pay careful attention here.

Because this part, will be very telling, of just exactly how much, you, a self-diagnosed Aspie, REALLY knows about Autism.

Did you know, that up until 1982, ALL children and adults, upon receiving a diagnosis of Autism, the law, in America and most of Europe, REQUIRED that patient to be immediately straight jacketed, removed from their home, and locked in solitary confinement is a government run insane asylum/mental institute.

Do you why that changed in 1982?

You know SO MUCH about Autism, that you feel you qualify to self diagnoses yourself, so you should know the answer to this, shouldn't you? I mean, you DID self-diagnose yourself as Autistic, didn't you?

Did you ever read a medical journal?

How about the official guide to psychiatrics? You know the one, that giant 3,000 page book all 12 of the world's Autism doctors are required to have read and memorized, before they could graduate and their Ph.D ... M.D. ... in Psychiatric medicine.

That book, the one which lists all the symptoms of:

* Kanner's Syndrome (a.k.a. Autism)

AND

* Asperger's Syndrome (a.k.a. Childhood Schizophrenia)

I don't suppose while you were reading that book, to self diagnose yourself, that you noticed WHERE you had to look for both those psychosis, did you?

You would have found BOTH of them under the heading: Schizophrenia and Schizotypal Disorders.

YES, when you run around saying:

* "I'm a proud self-diagnosed Aspie! I have Autism, YAY!"

What you are saying to EVERYONE in the medical field, who knows what Aspergers and Autism are:

* "I'm a proud self-diagnosed Psycho! I have Schizophrenia, YAY!"

Sadly, 99.9% of all self diagnosed Aspies, are fully and completely unaware that Asperger's was known as Childhood Schizophrenia, up until 1982, when it was decided to merge the 2 listings into one, and use the "less stigma" name of Asperger's instead of the more stigma, Childhood Schizophrenia. And THUS HOW AND WHY Asperger's sudden became known as "a type of Autism", because Autism, since it's begin 200 years ago, was ALWAYS classified as "a type of Schizophrenia". 

* Schizophrenia's primary #1 symptom, the symptom it is most known for: "voices in your head" aka "imaginary friends" aka "they talk to demons" or "demons talk to them".

* Autism's primary #1 symptom, the symptom it is most known for: "voices in your head" aka "imaginary friends" aka "they talk to fairies" or "fairies talk to them".

* Asperger's primary #1 symptom, the symptom it is most known for: "voices in your head" aka "imaginary friends" aka "they talk to comic book characters" or "comic book characters talk to them".

Still want to call yourself Autistic or a self-diagnosed Aspie?

Aspergers and Autism, STILL what you thought they were?

Have I ever mentioned Etiole... and... oh look, hey, have you seen my Twitch profile yet? Noticed anything "unusual"... like maybe Avallac'h?

Take a step back, and really, really, REALLY do some REAL, ACTUAL, MEDICAL research into Aspergers and Autism... stop reading mommy bloggers and their anti-vaccination conspiracies, and get to know what Asperger's and Autism REALLY are, and what it's like to live with either one of them... because it's NOT fun.

#AUTISM IS A COMPLETE NIGHTMARE TO LIVE WITH!

We who actually HAVE Autism, we ain't running around calling ourselves "proud autistics", because we Autism is nothing to be proud of. We know, because struggle with it every day of our lives.

And while you self-diagnosed Aspies, get to toss YOUR "autism" aside when get bored with The Big Bang Theory's Sheldon Cooper, and become a fan of something else... we REAL Autistics don't have that luxury. We can't toss Autism aside, because it doesn't come and go when we feel like being "autistic" to be cool and part of the Sheldon Cooper fan club. 

And tell me WHY do you self-diagnosed Aspies think being Autistic is so "cool"?

Have you SEEN how the media portrays Schizophrenia? Ax murderers. Psycho killers. Gibbering lunatics straight jacketed in an asylum. 

You do realize that MOST of society sees Autistics and Aspies as **EXACTLY WHAT THEY ARE**: a sub group of schizophrenics.

So, tell me WHY, you self-diagnosed Aspies, think **THAT** is "cool?

Have you ever noticed that in recent years, the word "autism" has become used on the internet as a slur?

On Twitter and Reddit you see "autism" used interchangeably with "retard" and "schizoid", and those "proud autistic moms" and "proud self-diagnosed Aspies" get so pissed off because of it, but why? They are NOT wrong. 

#Autism IS a form of mental retardation, so, yes, you ARE retarded if you have Autism.

You didn't think about that when you self-diagnosed yourself did you?

#Autism IS a form of Schizophrenia, so, yes, you ARE a schizoid if you have Autism.

But poor you, you proud self-diagnosed Aspie, you didn't do your research well enough did you, because you would have know that, if you had.

But the funny thing is... when these self-diagnosed Aspies go to a doctor to get diagnosed, they NEVER get told they have Autism or Aspergers and ALWAYS get told they have full blown Paranoid Grandiose Schizophrenia.

Why?

Well.... all those years of being too paranoid to go to doctors, and self-diagnosis yourself, had a lot 2 do with it, because, after "hearing voices" the other 2 primary symptoms of schizophrenia are: "irrational paranoid fear" and "hypochondriasis"... lucky you. We who has Autism, only have a Schizotypal subset in the Schizophrenia spectrum of psychoses, but you, with your beloved prous self-diagnosed Aspie chanting, you proved yourself a 100% blown schizoid. 

Still proud to be a self-diagnosed Aspie?

Still being an Aspie or an Autistic is a badge of honor, that'll make society love and accept you?

Honey, there were plenty of illness out their you could have self-diagnosed yourself with to get pity from society, but ANY psychosis on the Schizotypal tree, is NOT going to among them.

So, when you run around telling people you is a proud Aspie or a proud Autistic, 90% of society is fully aware that Aspergers and Autism are BOTH forms of mental retardation with the Schizotypal Psychoses, so all you are doing is convincing society that you are insane and should be in a mental institute.

And the ONLY reason you are NOT in a mental institute, is because the law changed in 1982, and the government is no longer REQUIRED BY LAW to straight jacket all the sub-sets of Schizophrenia anymore.

Thus why you saw a rise in more children with Aspergers and Autism in public schools in 1987, when the law declared they were allowed to go to public schools for the first time in history.

Your fear of doctors lead you to self-diagnose yourself, and you almost got it right... had you read actual medical journals instead anti-vaccer mommy bloggers, you would have gotten it right... 

#AND, you wouldn't be so proud, to say: "I'm a self-diagnosed, Aspie/Autistic!" and you realized you were actually saying "I'm a self-diagnosed, Schizophrenic!" would you?

It was your fear of doctors that lead to your self-diagnosis... perhaps you should have started your search, by finding out what illness causes a fear of doctors?

Your fear of doctors is also what makes the self-diagnosed Aspies dramatically different from an ACTUAL Autistic.

Autistics don't fear doctors. Autistics are not obsessed with being part of a crowd. Autistics don't feel the need to join a group. Autistics are socially DISTANT not socially awkwards... there is a difference you know.

Someone with Autism DOES NOT WANT TO BE SOCIAL... someone with self-diagnosed Asp is desperately trying to be part of a group.

While you were glorifying all the cute, fun, good time, fluffy bunny tummy feelings of Autism, and found yourself wanted to be a part of the "autism club group"... did you also, look up the bad side of Autism? The negative symptoms? The one's that ain't fun or cute or fill your tummy with fluffy bunnies?

No?

You forgot to look into those symptoms didn't you?

Perhaps, if you had, you would not have been so quick to self diagnose.

Being the "prize guest" at so many Autism events, I get to meet thousands of self-diagnosed Aspies every year.

The top thing, they like to say is this:

#"I know I have Autism, because social awkward. I always WANT to join groups and make friends, but have social anxiety, so I MUST be Autistic. That's why I self diagnosed myself."

Well, whoop dee doo, good for you.

Social anxiety is ITSELF it's own, separate disorder... and MOST who have REAL Autism, don't have it as a symptom.

Soooo, if you have social anxiety, changes are VERY high that you don't have Autism.

Why?

Well, we REAL Autistics, usually are having too much fun with our "imaginary friends"... hey, look, Avallac'h, he's all over my profile for a reason you know... we REAL Autistics, usually are having too much fun with our "imaginary friends" to have any want, need, or desire for social activities or real friends who are real people.

**We REAL Autistics, like our "imaginary friends" much, much MORE then we like real people.** In fact, in most cases,  we REAL Autistics also have a deep set HATRED for real people. If you REALLY had Autism, you'd have known that, because you would have plenty of "imaginary friends" and deeply hate when real interrupted your conversations with the people they can't see.

**We REAL Autistics, Do NOT WANT to be part of a group.** If you REALLY had Autism, you'd have known that, because you would have zero desire to be accepted by a group.

**We REAL Autistics, we are not seeking to join a club and hang out with others.** If you REALLY had Autism, you'd have known that, because would find hanging out with others as grating on your mind as sandpaper on your skin.

**We REAL Autistics, Do NOT WANT to be take part in community activities.** If you REALLY had Autism, you'd have known that, because communities activities would be an gnawing annoying pain forever eating at your brain and you'd be trying desperately to escape the crowd, by climbing the tallest tree the nearest cell phone tower, just to get as far away from the mindless prattle of community gibber gabber..

**We REAL Autistics, we don't like people and we don't WANT to be a part of your world, your world is full of pain and suffer, every sound stabs our ears, every light blinds us**. If you REALLY had Autism, you'd have known that, because you would suffer excruciating pain, at every voice, every laughter, every yip-yap, every scream, every light no matter how dim. And all you would want to do is sit in a corner, holding your hands over your ear to block out the noise, to clamp your eyes shut and keep out the pain of the light. To scream louder than every sound around you, in hopes you can scream loud enough to drown it out and chase it away.

**We REAL Autistics, we don't NEED social interaction with people and we don't WANT to be a part of your world, BECAUSE we have a vastly huge world in our heads, and it's a better world than your real world, and we don't like it when you real people interrupt us and pull us out of the world that lives in our heads.** If you REALLY had Autism, you'd have known that, because you would have zero desire to be interacting with real people, because fairies and elves are far more fun, more quiet, more docile, less violent, less hostile, less brutal, not as loud, and are kind, loving, and gentle. And tey, unlike real people, will never hurt you.

We REAL Autistics, have no desire, ZERO, none at all, to take part in social activities... and THAT is why social anxiety is very, very, very rare to almost none-existent in REAL Autism.

So, when you diagnosed Aspies say:

#"I know I have Autism, because social awkward. I always WANT to join groups and make friends, but have social anxiety, so I MUST be Autistic. That's why I self diagnosed myself."

You've missed the mark big time, and you don't have a fucking clue what Autism is.

Someone with Autism will hiss, growl, shriek, scream, bite, kick, scratch your eyes out if you try to force them into a crowd of people. Someone with self-diagnosed Asp is going to stand their awkwardly and wait to be asked to join the group, when you push them into a crowd.

Yes... you **CAN** see the **HUGE** amounts of vast difference between **REAL, ACTUAL, AUTISM** and the fake ass wannabes with a self diagnosis. And those differences are miles apart from each other.

#THERE HAS NEVER BEEN A CASE OF A SELF-DIAGNOSED AUTISTIC SUCCESSFULLY BEING MEDICALLY DIAGNOSED WITH AUTISM!

And **THAT** is why so many hundreds of people meet me at conventions and say: *"I've worked with hundreds of Autistics over the years and I've never seen anyone with anything like you have before."*

I always ask them: *"Where they self diagnosed or did they have actual medical records proving they had Autism?"*

And the answer is **ALWAYS**: *"Well, it's so hard to get a diagnosis, only 12 psychiatrists in the world are qualified to diagnosis Autism, so they **HAD** to self diagnose themselves. They were all proud self-diagnosed Aspies. Just like me! I'm Autistic too, but, wow are you nothing like me. Are you sure you have Autism? I'm not like you at all and I know I diagnosed myself correctly, because I'm just like Sheldon Cooper and I've watched every episode of Big Bang Theory, so I know I have Autism, just like my hero Sheldon Cooper does."*

Yeah. There ARE only 12 psychiatrists on the planet, who are legally qualified and legally able to make a diagnosis of Autism.

I get so sick and tired of jackass Autism-wanna-bes, who call themselves Autistic just because they think it's "cool".

Can you wipe your own ass when you take a shit? If so, you probably don't have Autism.

Are you in your 20s, 30s, 40s, 50s, 60s, 70s+ and can live on your own without 24 hour adult supervision? Hey, well, guess what **YOU DO NOT HAVE AUTISM! SO STOP FUKING PRETENDING YOU DO!**

Someone with REAL Autism, will go total psycho on your ass, when you try to force them to interact with others... they will act like a wild rabid animal, tear your skin off your faces, bite chunks of flesh out of your arm, you WILL be seriously injured, and **YOU WILL NEED HOSPITALIZATION FOR YOUR MASSIVE INJURIES**. 

Never underestimate the extreme levels of violence, hostility, and animalistic strength an Autistic possesses when upset.

#THERE IS A REASON MOST PARANTS OF ACTUALLY AUTISTIC CHIDLREN BELIEVE THEIR CHILD IS DEMON POSSESSED AND TAKE THEM TO PRIESTS FOR EXOSISMS!

Believe me... there is a big difference between an upset self-diagnosed aspie pouting in the corner and an upset ACTUAL autistic, breaking your bones, pulling your hair out, ripping your ears offm, and biting your fingers off.

Self diagnosed Aspies, will run and hide with you yell at them... actual real Autistics, will fight back with vicious animal ferocity, and you'll be in an ambulance on your way to get your fingers sewed back on.

There is a hell of a big difference between:

* "Oh my kid has quirks, likes comic books, and won't eat peas or green beans, he must have Autism"

and

* "Ohmigawd! My demon possessed kid just bit my fucking finger off, because I stopped him from laying his comic books out around the edge of the house in rainbow colour order!"

People focus on the "good" or "positive" symptoms of Autism... like quirks and obsessions with cartoons... but they forget, those are just the iceberg tip of Autism that you see on the surface, and MOST of Autism's symptoms are a  true nightmare, horrific, dark, and are very, very, very negative.

The fakers with their self diagnoses, prance around "look at me I got quirks!"... but ask them, about the dark side of Autism, and they'll tell you there is none. 

The fakers with their self diagnoses, will tell you Autism is all good and has no bad... but me with real Autism, I can tell you how easy it is for an 8 year old girl to rip a man's testicals off and force feed them to him... because I did it. I really don't like being touched, and like even less being raped.

The fakers with their self diagnoses, will tell you they read comic books... me with real Autism, I can quite line by line, every pages of more than 10,000 comic books.

A photographic memory, the ability to look inside your mind and see photographic images of EVERYTHING you have ever looked at EVER in your entire life, and quickly file through those photos to read from your head, books line by line... is a primary required symptoms of Autism, and if you don't have that, you don't have Autism.

The fakers with their self diagnoses, will tell you look how pretty the trees are, let's paint pictures of them... me with real Autism, I can tell you the best and fastest way to get to the top of that tree and how many days was the longest I stayed up there 130 feet off the ground.

Oh... did no one ever tell you one of the primary symptoms of Autism is climbing things like telephone poles, water towers, smokestacks, and giant old growth pine and redwood trees?

I thought you said you knew Autism well enough to diagnose yourself with having it?

The fakers with their self diagnoses, will tell you how much fun it is to be a part of the neurodiversity community, where they get to hang out with other none neural typicals... me with real Autism, I'll punch your teeth out with a brick if you try to force me into any community at all. No I'm not joking, I have Autism, I NEVER joke, I am ALWAYS dead serious, look at my uncles, most of them have no front teeth, and most of them lost their teeth before I was 12 years old. I don't like being hit in the face with a brick and my uncles always taught:

*"DO unto others as you want others to do unto you"*... meaning, they would not have broken my jaw with a brick and knocked out 17 of my teeth, unless they wanted me to return the favor and knock out their teeth with the exact same brick they used to knock out mine.

The golden rule... do unto others what you want others to do to you, in other words, I wait to see how you are going to treat me, and I will do to you EXACTLY the same thing you did to me, line by line, word by word, action by action, measure by measure, because by doing it to me, you have informed me that I MUST do it back to you, it's what you wanted me to do to you, otherwise, you would not have done it to me... do to others EXACTLY what they first did to you. So says the Golden Rule in the Bible... my uncles shouldn't have preached it, if they didn't mean it; likewise, they should not have beaten out 17 of my teeth with a brick, if they didn't want me to fight back in self defence and with that self same brick. Just because a child is 8 years old, and 5 men in their 30s are holding her down and raping her, and beating her face with a brick to stop her from crying for help, doesn't mean she ain't strong enough to tear her arm free, pull that brick from their hand, and throw it right back at them.

Did you know Autism is CAUSED by childhood rape? And that if you were NOT raped as a toddler, than it is NOT possible for you to have Autism?

I suppose that would be, yet another thing you overlooked when self-diagnosing yourself, eh?

Do you realize, when your parents say: "I'm a proud mom of an autistic child"... that what she is ACTUALLY saying is: "I'm proud the men in my life raped my toddler and gave her Autism!" 

Yeah.

I'm wondering how many "Proud Autism moms" there would be, if they ACTUALLY READ the ACTUALLY medical diagnosis guide for Autism, and found out that Autism, is a form of childhood post traumatic stress disorder, caused by childhood rape?

Did you know Autism, is a coping mechanism... a way to shut out the real world, because people are evil, mean, and hurtful, and imaginary friends don't hurt you and live in a world, where you are safe and protected, and you can ONLY be hurt if you leave there would and return to the real world... 

...and THAT is WHY Autistics, shut out the real world, ignore it completely, and have no desire, absolutely ZERO desire for social interaction.

Which is WHY it is foolish for self-diagnosed Aspies, to claim to be Autistic because of social anxiety.

We with REAL Autism, don't have social anxiety... we have 100% pure hatred for humanity and the world humans live in and our brain shut down and protects us, by blocking out the real world... that why we don't see it... why don't see cars in the road... why we need 24 hour adult supervision, even into our adulthood and elderly years... because we see the world of the Fae and we can no longer see your real world, because your real world is far too painful to see anymore.

The fakers with their self diagnoses, will tell you they could NEVER hurt anyone, it would hurt their feelings... me with real Autism, I don't give a shit about your feelings and I won't think twice about breaking your nose, arm, leg, if you hurt me, I'm going to hurt you right back. You break my nose, I will immediately break your nose, and while you are on the ground crying in pain, I'm standing dry eyed, not sheading a tear, not making a sound, because I've been in searing pain so long, that nothing you can do will hurt me worse than I already hurt every day. You are not used to pain, so you cry and scream... me, I stopped crying decades ago, I stopped screaming decades back. I also stopped smiling... I hurt too much to smile. I've not laughed in decades, I've no reason to laugh and laughter only shakes my insides and makes the pain worse.

Common misconception is that we with ACTUAL Autism, have no feelings... no... we have feelings, we just are in so much agonizing pain, all day, every day, that we learned to stop showing emotions... it was the only way, to learn to stop crying 24 hours a day, stop screaming with every step we take. We had to cancel out outward sings of emotions, otherwise we would never make it from one day to the next.

The agonizing pain, is so bad that we pass out several times a day, whenever the stabbing pain of pinched nerves, bloated bellies, bleeding blisters, splitting eardrums, stabbing pain in our eyes, reaches a point when we can bear it in silence no longer, and we stop breathing, our bodies shut down. And we lay unconscious on the floor for seconds, minutes, hours, sometimes days, before we wake up again.

The physical pain is the worst part of Autism.

The fakers with their self diagnoses, will tell you all their favorite foods, their likes, their dislikes, and how they are picky, finicky eaters who must have everything laid out just so... me with real Autism, I'll tell you about WHY I can not eat most foods... the bloating, the rashes, the hives, the vomiting, the diarrhea... an Autistic's strict "finicky" diet is NOT a cute little quirk like the fake ass self diagnosers say, it's a full blood gastrointestinal allergy that you can die from... the same thing that causes our synapses to misfire also causes our digestive tract to reject every food we eat like it was poison.

If that doesn't happen to you, than you don't have Autism.

The fakers with their self diagnoses, will tell you "I like to read, I'm a deep thinker and like to get lost in thought, thinking about the other worlds"... me with real Autism, I don't get lost in thought thinking about other worlds I've read about in books, I spend hours every day, in what I'm told is called "Astral projection". I don't think about those worlds, I live in them. I don't read about those characters, I interact with them. 

People have recorded this "phenomena" when it happens ... they can't wake me up. I go into a rigid catatonic state, for hours, days, some times weeks. It's almost like a coma, but my body is still functioning so I don't need life support.

When I finally come out of it and they ask where I went, my answer is always: "I went into a book to visit the characters" or "I went into the vide game, to live with the characters" or "I went into the movie, to find out what was going on in their world"

I don't just "think" about characters, I go meet them in their world... and THAT is what makes Autism, Autism, and what makes a REAL Autistic, so vastly different from the faker ass wannabes with their self diagnoses.

Doctors, can't explain catatonia and classify it as "one of the mysteries" of Autism.

#While not all catatonics have Autism... ALL Autistics ALWAYS have catatonia.

Catatonia is the one thing, that makes REAL Autism, REAL Autism... and if you don't have catatonia, you ain't got Autism.

And if you didn't know catatonia is the ONLY symptom that determines if or not you have Autism, then Honey, you really do know absolutely nothing about REAL, ACTUAL Autism.

#IF YOU DO NOT HAVE CATATONIA, YOU DO NOT HAVE AUTISM!

And then there are the senses. The over powering senses. 

Every sound, even the tiniest whisper, is like a cruise ship fog horn going off in my ears. 

If that doesn't happen to you, than you don't have Autism.

I can see in the dark like a cat, and that's a good thing, but the trade off, I can't see at all in light. Sun light, daylight, land light, they blind me. I can not go outside between 10AM and 5PM because the sunlight causes searing pain and I pass out from the pain, then when I wake up, I can't see at all for several minutes, and when I can see again all I can see a rainbow star bursts and black and red polka dots for hours.

If that doesn't happen to you, than you don't have Autism.

The faker ass wanna bes with their self diagnoses, will tell you their eyes hurt if they look at the sun... newsflash... EVERYONE'S eyes hurt if you look at the sun. Stop being an idiot, stop looking at the sun!

People with Autism, don't have to look at the sun to black out ... a 30 watt lamp in a bedroom will cause them to pass out from the searing pain as well. The pain is THAT bad.

When was the last time you felt pain that was so extreme you passed out?

Never? Really? I thought you said you had Autism? 

When was the last time you were blind for hours on end and saw nothing but total blackness, while fireworks starburst of rainbow colours exploded in front of you and black and red polka dots zipped by?

Never? Really? I thought you said you accurately self diagnosed yourself with Autism? Extreme photosensitivity is a primary symptom, classified as, you don't have Autism, if you don't have this symptom.

Still think you diagnosed yourself accurately?

The faker ass wanna bes with their self diagnoses, will tell you they can't wear cloths with tags because "tags are itchy"...

Nothing can touch me. Nothing. No one. Not fabric. Not human skin. I break out in horrifying blisters, huge bubbles that burst and bleed. I can only wear 100% pure silk, pure cotton, pure bamboo fiber cloth, or real fur. Everything burns my skin. Turns my skin bright red. My skin blisters, bubbles, bleeds, and peels if anything else touches it.

If that doesn't happen to you, than you don't have Autism.

As for itchy tags... tags itch EVERYONE, you stupid ass!

People with Autism... tags cause massive blisters, hives, and bleeding.

Far too many people only know the "good", "cute", "funny", "quirky", "socially acceptable" symptoms of Autism, and they want in on that. They want to be cute, funny, quirky, social acceptable... but they completely ignore the dark side of Autism... and very, very, very dark, that dark side is. The bad symptoms, the violent symptoms, the social unaccepted symptoms, are far bigger, far greater, then the good ones. To the extent that a REAL Autistic can't function in society.

And that's how you can tell the fake ass wanna bes with their self diagnoses, from someone with REAL, ACTUAL Autism.

They parade around talking how good and fun Autism is, they make out like having Autism is a badge of honor to be proud of.

It's not, and don't be fooled into thinking it is.

And 90% of all Autistics, can't even talk. Mutism, is one the biggest symptoms.

Yes, Autism gives you good things like making art and literature are big part of your life, but the bad parts of Autism are so overpowering bad, that you can NOT enjoy those good things.

Real Autistics aren't trying to be a part of a group. They are just trying to get from one day to the next without searing pain in their bellies, without their skin bursting open and bleeding all over everything, without mind numbing pain in their eyes from sunlight. They are in far too much pain 24 hours a day, 7 days a week, 52 weeks a year, every year for their entire lives, to have any free time to join groups or happily chat about how fun Autism is.

#Autism is not fun to live with, and any one who tells you it is, does not have Autism.

The fakers with their self diagnoses, forget to tell you about the dark side of Autism, because **THEY DO NOT HAVE AUTISM** so they didn't even know the dark side of Autism existed.

If you only know self-diagnosed Aspies, then you don't know Autism, and you are in for one hell of a big surprise when the day comes that you actually meet someone with REAL Autism.

1 in 3 children have Aspergers, it's very common, but only 1 in 120,000 children have Autism, it's very rare. In the wake of the mass flood of people calling Asperger's Autism, people forget how incredibly rare actual Autism really is. They aren't the same thing and until you've seen both side by side, you don't realize how different they really are.

People forget WHY I became such a good writer. I was mute for 31 years. Writing was the only way I could communicate with anyone. But I grew up in a family that crumpled up the paper, never even looked at it. In their minds I was too stupid to talk and therefore anything I wrote on paper MUST have been gibberish. They didn't even look at it. So I wrote letters to the cats that lived with us. I started doing that when I was 8 years old. I still do it 50+ years later.

 I'm not likely to be much use in a group, as outside of writing, art, video games, and organizing sale floors of retail stores, I'm too retarded to be able to do anything else. 

I'm rarely welcomed in groups, because I'm too retarded, too Autistic to fit in, or so I'm always told. I'm rarely of any use to anyone.

Missed Reading PART 1? 

You probably want to read Part 1 before continuing here to read Part 2.

This page is here to illustrate a point. It might piss you off, if you had not first read part 1, to understand the context of Part 2.

If you do read Part 2, before reading part 1... hold off on your enraged hissy fit until you have reached the end of the pink list... you'll see what I mean if you read the whole thing...

If you are a self-diagnosed Aspies and leave in a raging furry before you get the the end of the pink list, well... 

#1: It proves you don't have Aspergers

#2: If you don't finish reading the entire thing, you'll never know why that proves you don't have Aspergers.

Quick recap of why we are here...

I get very annoyed by writers who use mental illness as a plot devise, especially when it becomes clear that they know nothing of the illness they are writing about, have clearly never lived with it, have no clues the every day challenges a person faces by living with it, and obviously did little to no research into it, basing everything the character does off something they saw in a movie and assumed the movie must have got it right.

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On this page we are going to look at what happens, when a character with a mental illness, becomes very, very, very famous...

His name is Sheldon Cooper and he has Asperger's. And in the show Big Bang Theory, his Aspergers is portrayed correctly... to some extent...

however his Aspergers is FICTIONAL.... it's not real... and yet... 1 in 3 children, now have this fictional made up form of Asperger's in what may be the largest and most bizarre heard mentality phenomena to ever hit America

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Since the arrival of the Big Bang Theory, 19 years ago, something very strange happened in the real world medical community...

...a brand new mental health illness arrived almost over night and hit pediatricians everywhere by storm...

The name of the strange new illness?

"Self Diagnosed Asperger's" which is vastly different from actual, real Aspergers.

Self Diagnosed Aspergers is a bizarre illness that has a few of the symptoms of Autism, a few symptoms of Asperger's, and shit ton load of one illness... the real illness, that it really is... it's based entirely off a fictional character (Sheldon Cooper) and one author's fictional translation of what Aspergers is in the world of The Big Bang Theory.

Self-Diagnosed Aspergers is NOT the same as Asperger's Syndrome, as you soon shall see. It is a very unique illness... and imaginary illness, invented by fans of Sheldon Cooper, and spread like wildfire across America, infecting a whooping 1 in 3 children.

Let's now take a look at this bizarre phenomena, known in the medical world as "The Mysterious Autism boom"...

Some interesting facts:

  • Autism (Kanner's Syndrome) is very RARE, effecting only 1 in every 120,000 children
  • Self diagnosed Asperger's is very COMMON with 1 in 3 children self-diagnosed
  • ACTUAL Asperger's is rarer then people think however as only 1 in 400 children who actually have a doctor's diagnose
  • More then 40% of teens with self-diagnosed Aspergers,when asked why they decided to self diagnose themselves as having Asperger's admitted to only diagnosing themselves as Aspies in order to be more like their hero Sheldon Cooper, 

  • and could not list what the actual symptoms of Asperger's were, as they ONLY knew the "symptoms" as shown on the TV show and had never researched to find out what Asperger's really was.

 (children aged 12 to 18 who self-diagnosed themselves with a serious crippling mental illness, that doctors take 12 years of Abnormal Psychology college classes to learn how to recognize) 

  • More then 60% of parents who self-diagnosed  their children as having Aspergers, admitted to being fans of Sheldon Cooper and said they hoped that by "self diagnosing" their children as Aspies, it would make them aspire to be more like Sheldon Cooper and become famous noble prize winning physicists.

  • and could not list what the actual symptoms of Asperger's were, as they ONLY knew the "symptoms" as shown on the TV show and had never researched to find out what Asperger's really was.

(very young parents, themselves only children aged 16 to 24 - who self-diagnosed their children with a serious crippling mental illness, that doctors take 12 years of Abnormal Psychology college classes to learn how to recognize- without knowing what it actually was, simply because they were a fan of a fictional character who had a MADE UP FICTIONAL version of a seriously debilitating disease.)

So... if you came here from clicking the link in Part 1, you know what you are about to read and here it is...

There is one thing more frightening then the trend of children self-diagnosing themselves with serious mental illnesses...

and that's the fact that they are ALSO making up "new" symptoms, and using these FAKE "Aspie symptoms" as excuses to commit horrific crimes: including dissecting their sibling's pets, building bombs to blow up their neighbors houses, and stealing guns for school shootings...

Did you know that EVERY case of a school shooting in the United States was done by a child who had self diagnosed as an Aspie?

But did you also know that someone with ACTUAL Aspergers, lacks the part of the brain that triggers anger and violence? And like Autistics, REAL Aspies, are completely and totally docile, non-violent, and it is almost impossible to get either Autistics or Aspies angry and are NOT CAPABLE of committing the horrific violent hate crimes that are being done by self diagnosed Aspies?

Self-diagnosed Asperger's ranks among the most dangerous, most violent, and most sociopathic illness in history, and yet, self-diagnosed Asperger's is a fictional illness that did not exist prior to the invention of the fictional character Sheldon Cooper from the fictional TV show Big Bang Theory.

Here are two very important numbers to look at:

#1: 80% of all self-diagnosed Aspies will commit violent crimes, more then half of those crimes will be murder.

#2: 80% of all self-diagnosed Aspies have mis-diagnosed themselves and do not have Asperger's at all.

Did you see it?

No?

Let's repeat it and see if you see it the next time around?

  • #1: 80% of all self-diagnosed Aspies will commit violent crimes, more then half of those crimes will be murder.
  • #2: 80% of all self-diagnosed Aspies have mis-diagnosed themselves and do not have Asperger's at all.

Still missing it? Let's show you it a third time, see if you see it yet...

#1: 80% of all self-diagnosed Aspies will commit violent crimes, more then half of those crimes will be murder.

#2: 80% of all self-diagnosed Aspies have mis-diagnosed themselves and do not have Asperger's at all.

Funny how the amount of Asperger's patents who commit violent crimes is the EXACT SAME amount who are also not actual Aspies, isn't it.

You know there's a reason for that right?

The list below, is a list complied, by interviewing, children who had self diagnosed themselves with Asperger's... or the very young (14 to 24) teen parents whom had self diagnosed their children. When asked what are the symptoms of Asperger's and how do they compare with Autism... these are the answers they gave...

Below are 2 lists... one side it titled "Autism" the other is titled "Aspergers". 

The side titled Autism, is the ACTUAL symptoms.

The side title Aspergers are the symptoms which self-diagnosed Aspies CLAIM are Symptoms of Aspergers...

Compare the difference, and see for yourself, the stark danger, of giving yourself a REAL diagnoses, based off a FICTIONAL TV show...

Autism

Autistic children are very quiet. Non-verbal. Often mute. They never have out bursts of screaming. They don't suddenly burst out into endless chatter. They may reach adulthood without ever saying a word. While some Autistic children can talk, most CAN NOT physically form words.

Autistic children MAY have a high IQ, but they will probably never know what the the concept of an IQ is. More often an Autistic child has a very high IQ about one subject, but is so below average low IQ in everything else that they are unable to put to use the high IQ topic.


Autistic children rock back and forth and stare at the wall for hours because they are living inside their head having fascinating conversations with imaginary friends. They have loads of fun telepathically speaking to people that do not exist and only can see or hear.




Autistic children usually wear diapers into adulthood, rarely learn how to feed themselves with a spoon, often need help to bath, need someone to wipe their bum for them after taking a shit, can not - even as adults - cross the street without adult supervision, and frequently wear head and neck braces because they never learn how to hold their heads up on their own.



Autistics have a deep need for privacy and personal space. They have little to no desire for human contact or social interaction. The fastest way to trigger a meltdown is to touch them, and don't you dare try to hug them.

Autistics are not aware they are any different from other people, and when others say they are "different" or "special" or "unique" they well respond with: "What do you mean? I'm not different. I'm normal just like you."

Unlike Aspies, Autistics do not have the constant need to self-proclaim their self importance. Indeed the Autistic is often too busy living in their head, having silent conversations with imaginary friends, to be aware that real people exist around them and therefore feel no need to try to compete with others.

Autistic fail to grasp the concept of self importance.

Tell an Autistic they are special and they reply with: "No, I'm not. I'm just like you."


While socially awkward, Autistics find no need to try to join social actives, do not try to be part of a group, and are quite content to do solo activities such as reading, writing, drawing, or having internal conversation with the people living inside their head.

They become frustrated if adults try to force them to join groups or do activities with others.

When by themselves, Autistics often giggle and laugh, for seemingly no reason.

They frequently clap their hands excitedly, hum to themselves, hug themselves, and while being completely alone, tend to enjoy their own company quite a bit, becoming frustrated if you interrupt them or suggest they play with other children.

When asked why they are laughing or singing, they will often give detailed descriptions of Faeries, unicorns, angels, or other "invisible beings" who were telling them jokes or putting on plays for them.


Autistics are quite to say such things as:

When I am alone, I feel relaxed.

I like to be completely alone.

I'm always alone and I love it.

I'm so glad people leave me alone. Listen to all this peace and quiet with no one bothering me. Now I can think and have fun with the Fairies.

Autistics are quick to cover their yards with "Keep Out" and "No Trespassing" signs.

Autistics have a high need for privacy and have meltdowns when their personal space is invaded by rude people who do not respect the privacy of others.


Autistics are:

Open, original, curious, imaginative, conscientious, reliable, organized, thorough, and have overly high self esteems.

Autistics (both boys and girls) frequently like to dress up in pink ruffles, frilly skirts, fake wings, and dance around with magic wands, often saying that they are dancing with fairies.

Pink is the most common colour worn by Autistics, even into adulthood.


Male Autistics have a high rate of wearing dresses as adults.


Male to female transgender is common among Autistics.


Autistics are often described by others as being "quiet and shy, not talking much and keeping to themselves"



Autistics rarely notice what is going on around them. They rarely pay attention to what other people are doing. Usually they are having too much fun interacting with the people living inside their head, to notice the real people around them. They therefore rarely compete with others.

Autistics fail to grasp the concept of competition, and therefor have no ability to play competitive sports or compete in contests or competitions.

Items such as awards, prizes, and trophies bear no meaning to Autistics who do not understand why competitive people seek to gain such things.

If forced by their parents to join sports or contests, they will become overly lazy, sleeping through practice, missing games, and otherwise not participating.

Because they can find no logic behind other people's need to compete with one another, they find things like sports, contests, and competitions to be dull, unexciting, and dreadfully boring.

They are content to play by themselves and do solo actives and find group activities frustrating and annoying.


Autistics are likely to be vegan, vegetarian, animal rights activists, or otherwise extreme when it comes to living as peacefully as possible, and doing as little harm as possible to humans, plants, animals, and the earth.


Autistics have a higher then normal complicity for empathy and compassion for all living creatures.

Autistics abhor guns, weapons, violence, murder, eating meat, accidentally breathing in bugs, or anything else that might cause harm.

Most Autistics obsess over these things to extremes.



Most Autistics have some form of spelling problems, such as dyslexia. They often spell words phonetically.

They may replace words with pictures (such as drawing an eyeball for the pronoun "I" or a bumblebee for the word "be".)

Most Autistics can not process numbers, never learn to count, can not do even simple addition, and are unable to read clocks, tell time, can not tell you the dates, do not know how old they are, and are unable to identify the current year or the current president of the United States.

Most Autistics prefer to write with crayons due to the bright colours, as well as the enjoyment of being able to line up the crayons after getting done writing.

Autistics tend to write very large, loopy letters in italic (half print/half cursive), often dotting i's with hearts, turning g and y tails into dragonfly wings, adding smiliy faces inside of o's. Their letters are often forward slanting, go off the page and scribbled on the table, and are written, very, very fast.

They often write on coloured construction paper and decorate it with glitter glue and stickers.


Autistics have a high tendency to love everything. They think more often with their heart then with logic. Their decisions are ruled by emotions and a mortal fear of causing harm. They tend to be optimistic and see the good in everyone. They are often seen by others are "tootie fruitie air heads, floating around in rose coloured glasses" and are often described as "tree hugging hippies".


Autistics have an extreme trusting nature and are prone to trusting every one they meet.

Because of this, they are seen as "gullible" or "too stupid to live" and have a higher then normal rate of being the victims of scams, fraud, rape, and identity theft.

More then 90% of all Autistics have a "bully story" or "stalker story" to tell.

Most Autistics can tell you night mare stories of having been targeted, hunted down, stalked, and victimized by someone who has Aspergers.

Autistics frequently cite that Aspies call them "retarded competitions for attention that therefore expendable life forms not worthy to live"

Autistics commonly report being told by Aspies: "You deserve to die" and/or "You deserve to be shot in the head."

There has NEVER been a case of someone with Autism owning, possessing, or using a gun.

Nearly all reports of an Autistic child being beaten, bullied, or murdered in a school environment, they were beaten, bullied, or murdered by some one with Aspergers.

Autistics commonly report being targeted by Aspies for repeat violence and harassment, often receiving crippling injuries, and claim that the Aspies said they did it because: "You're not really Autistic like me. I know. I'm self-diagnosed. You're not. You're not smart like me. You're just a retard pretending to Autistic. I know better then your doctor. I'm smarter then him. I'm smarter then you. I'm smarter then everyone. You're not special. I am. I'm special. Not you. I have Autism not you."

There are no cases of self-diagnosed Autism.

Autism is NOT a medical term and a doctor will NEVER diagnose your child as "having Autism".

The ACTUAL diagnosis, and the one your doctor will say is: "Your child has Kanner's Syndrome, more commonly known as Autism."

TRUE Autism aka Kanner's Syndrome, remains one of the rarest and least common diagnoses.

Only 1 in every 10,000 has ACTUAL Autism.

73% of ACTUAL Autistics will never learn to talk, never learn to walk, be wheelchair bond their entire lives, and will be fed by tubes due to an inability to know how to open and shut their mouths or swallow food.

Other names for Kanner's Syndrome are:

Actual Autism

Classic Autism

True Autism

Real Autism

Autistics do not notice things like skin colour or religion and are unaware of the fact that white people should hate black people, Christians should hate Muslims, straights should hate gays, or vice versa.

Due to their inability to comprehend the differences between races, religions, genders, and sexualities, and their inability to grasp the concept of competition,  Autistics have a low tendency towards violence.

Mot only are Autistic people not more likely to commit a violent crime than non-Autistic people, but that the rate of violence among Autistics is lower than in the general population. Autistic people are also far more likely to be the victims of crime than the perpetrators.



Autistcs are more likely then average to identify as gay, lesbian, bi-sexual, pansexual, etc.


However, most Autistics do not know what sex is and will live their entire lives as virgins, never engaging in sexual activities.


When an Autistic becomes frustrated, their first reaction to become very silent, "shut down" (no longer seeing or hearing anything going on around them), and begin stimming and or punding more then usual.



While Autistics pick up on every detail, they think nothing of those details and do not make comparisons between people, or things.

They are more likely then the average person to be seen as "liberal", due to their not making judgement on people based on race, religion, skin colour, gender, or sexuality.

Autistics have difficulty understanding the concept of people being different. They can not see a reason white white skin is better then black skin, rich are better then poor, straights are better the LGBTQA+, etc. They see people as people and do not see the need for people to compete against other people.

Autistics often go years without saying a word.

It is not unusual for an Autistic to reach adulthood and be presumed mute and only say their first word in their late 20s or early 30s.

About half of individuals with autism do not develop enough natural speech to meet their daily communication needs.

Autistics have a high rate of never becoming valuable citizens within society because they are too busy happily painting rainbows on pebbles, dressing up in pink ruffles, and dancing with fairies to notice the world around them.



Autistics tend to be very stupid, knowing only a few basic things. They have abnormally, extreme high IQs of 200+ in 1 or 2 areas, but such low IQs of -75 in every thing else that they are rarely able to apply usefulness to the 1 or 2 things they excel at.

73% of Autistics are classified as clinically mentally retarded having an IQ of 30 to 50.

High Functioning Autism is very rare, only 1 in every 7 Autistics have it. An Autistic is considered High Functioning if their IQ is 75 or higher AND they are able to communicate in full sentences instead of 1 word answers (Okay, Yes, No, etc) and short phrases (I don't know, I like that, I don't like that, etc)


Only 1 in every 1,000 Autistics will ever be able to attend elementary and grade school.

Even fewer will ever attend highschool.

Most will never graduate or go on to college.


Autistics form close bonds with a few people, such as caregivers or siblings.

What few Autistics there are who reach adulthood and are able to do enough things on their own without the help of a 24 hour caretaker, are most likely to seek out jobs involving the arts: painting, drawing, writing novels, acting in theater, writing poetry, embroidery, beadworking, quilting, doll making, fashion design, cooking, landscaping, and crochet being the most common jobs sought out by Autistics. However fewer then 10% of all Autistics will be able to verbally communicate with others enough to function in normal society.

Autistics enjoy creating things.

Another name for an Autistic is "idiot savant".

Autism is very RARE, effecting only 1 in every 10,000 children

Asperger's

Asperger's children are very quiet, but they are verbal. Rarely mute. They frequently have out bursts of screaming. They OFTEN suddenly burst out into endless chatter about a beloved topic.  While Asperger's children can talk, most REFUSE TO DO SO because they don't see the point.

Asperger's children nearly always have a high IQ and they love to tell any one and everyone willing to listen (or not) how great and wonderful they are because high IQs make them, great, and wonderful, and amazing.


Asperger's children rock back and forth and stare at the wall for hours because they believe their IQ is so far above the IQ of every one else in the room, that there is therefore no one in the room worth talking to and thus they have fascinating dialogues with themselves as no one but themself has an IQ worth interacting with.

Most self-diagnosed Aspies absolutely refuse to degrade themselves by speaking to people with IQs lower then their own.

Asperger's children may choose to wear diapers into adulthood because it takes too much time away from their expanding their high IQ to get up to go to the bathroom, but they have no need for someone to help them change said diapers. They also need no help learning to coordinated getting a spoon to their mouth instead of their ear, and if they have trouble crossing the street it's because they forgot to stop reading their book before stepping into the road, not because they couldn't tell the difference between a car and a tree.


Asperger's need privacy but crave social interaction. They love touching everyone and everything. As smart as they are, they have no ability to grasp the concept of privacy or personal space and will get as close to you as possible when they talk to you.

Most self-diagnosed Aspies walk around with the "I'm special" chip on their shoulder. They constantly use terms such as: “I’m special,” “I’m one-of a kind,” “I’m ahead of my time,” “I’m so unique no one understands me,” and “I’m so smart I’m above everyone else.” Statements such as these reveal common narcissistic tendencies of superiority, grandiosity, and entitlement. 

Considering 1 in every 3 children has Aspergers, they are not as different, special, unique, or as misunderstood as they believe, but their extreme self importance refuses to allow them to see that.

EXCEPT: only 1 in every 400 children have an ACTUAL Asperger's diagnosis; the remainder of the 1 in 3 children are self diagnosed.

Tell an Aspie they are special and they reply with: "I know it! I have the best brain on the planet!"

While socially awkward, Aspies feel a desperate need to try to join social actives, will repeatedly and often unsuccessfully try to be part of a group, and become highly frustrated when if in a group, others do not recognized their supreme dominance and superiority to the others, by virtue of their having the highest IQ of anyone in the room.

Though often alone, Aspies do not want to be.

When by themselves, most self-diagnosed Aspies become angry, frustrated, and frequently hit themselves in the head, punch walls, kick doors, break their siblings toys, throw things, and often throw themselves on the ground scream that they are going to hold their breath and kill themselves if someone doesn't play with them.

However when others try to play with them, most self-diagnosed Aspies get great pleasure out of bullying, teasing, picking on, and beating up anyone whose IQ is not deemed high enough to match their superiority.

Most self-diagnosed Aspies  find "pretend play" and "imaginary friends" to be dull and boring, often citing that "those things are for stupid babies with low IQs. We intelligent beings do not do stupid baby stuff like that."

Aspies are quick to say such things as:

I feel uncomfortable when I am alone.

Being alone quickly gets to be too much for me.

I'm always alone and I hate it.

While most self-diagnosed Aspies say:

I'm so sick of people ignoring me, I have to seek revenge on them and show them I'm the best, then they'll wish they had spent time with me. I'll teach them to leave me alone like this. You'll see. I'll show them.

Most self-diagnosed Aspies  are quick to tear "Keep Out" and "No Trespassing" signs off trees, say "that ain't there for me" and trespass in your yard anyways with no regard for your privacy and no clue that they are invading your personal private space.

Aspies are:

Neurotic, curious, tense, moody, worry a lot, feel a deep need to belong to a social group, organized, thorough, and have overly low self esteems.

Aspies(both boys and girls) frequently like to dress in dark clothes, and as teens and young adults are most likely to identify as "emo". They are also prone to pity parties, cutting, and self mutilation.

Black is the most common colour worn by Aspies, even into adulthood.

Most self-diagnosed Female Aspies have a high rate of wearing pants as adults, refusing to wear dresses, often referring to girls who wear dresses as "frumpy" and "stupid".

Female to male transgender is common among Aspies.

Aspies are often described by others as being "loud, obnoxious, and over boisterous, they never stop talking and can't keep their hands to themselves"

Aspies are highly competitive and are constantly on the look out for the smallest most minute details in which they are different from (and therefore superior to)  those around them. They are very nosy, needing to know every move everyone makes, to be able to constantly be "two steps ahead" so that no one is able to "beat them at the game". They turn everything into a competition, for example: quickly eating their meal without chewing, just so they can jump up from the table screaming "I'm done first! I win!" even though no one else was competing against them in eating fastest.

Aspies are highly motivated by the concept of winning, being the best, having the most, receiving awards, prizes, and trophies. They do not care about the game, contest, or activity itself as their motive is simply being better at everything then every one else.

Most self-diagnosed Aspies  often take to cheating and deviant and hurtful methods "to win", especially in things where no one is actually competing against them. (Such as setting fire to a neighbors house, because the neighbors house was bigger then theirs and the only way for them to "win" was to make their neighbors house smaller.)

Aspies must win at all costs. About 1 in every 9 self-diagnosed Aspies  are quick to say that violence, vandalism, and even murder are justified if it means they will win.

Because they lack empathy, about a 3rd of all self-diagnosed Aspies do not see anything wrong with violence, vandalism, or murder and believe that if these things serve their purpose (to win and prove their brain is the best) than they are perfectly  okay things to do.

Self-diagnosed Aspies have the lowest rate of empathy and compassion (of all mental illnesses) for those around them. All life - human, plant, or animal - is expendable.

Parents should be on the look out for self-diagnosed Aspies who kill and dissect their pets (cats, dogs, hamsters, etc) as this is a common problem in about a 3rd of all Aspies children. If your neighbors dog goes missing and is then returned to them dissected, this is often a tell tale sign that their is a self-diagnosed Aspie in the area.

Most Aspies have better than average spelling and grammar skills and are quick to bully any one with poor spelling. They are often described as "grammar Nazis".

Most Aspies are able to do advanced Algebra at a young age (as young as 5 years old) and find things like Trigonometry equations to be relaxing past-times. Aspies are sometimes said to be "human calculators".

Most Aspies can not only list off all the presidents of the United States in order, but can also tell you the names of each first lady, each vice president, and then each governor of each state during the presidency of each president.

Most Aspies write in fine point archival ink pens, often in very neat, carefully aligned, very tiny block letters, which closely mimic typed fonts.

They may re-write the same letter to someone a dozen or more times, if they accidentally make one word a millimeter too high above the line.

They always write on college ruled or graph paper, to ensure the letters are perfectly straight and even. Writing with 1 inch margins on all sides.

Aspies are cold, calculating, and often described as being robotic. They feel emotions are a waste of their time and energy and use cold logic to base all their decisions off of. They tend to be pessimistic and see the bad in everyone. They are often seen by others are "mean, cold-hearted tyrants" or "rigid and unforgiving", or "heartless and uncaring", and are often described as "little Hitlers".

Aspies have an extreme "ego maniac" or "super villain" nature, displayed by a need to do "dastardly daring deeds" simply to prove to everyone that they can and thus show the world they have the biggest, bestest, brain in all the land.

Because of this, one third of all Aspies (the 3rd all being self-diagnosed) are quick to hone in on anyone seen as "gullible" or "too stupid to live" and have a higher then normal rate of being the perpetrators of scams, fraud, rape, and identity theft.

Most self-diagnosed Aspies of this type have a high need to be given constructive things to do in order to prevent them from becoming master mind criminals.

Most self-diagnosed Aspies have a tendency to hunt down, stalk, and victimize Autistics, because they see Autistics as "retarded competitions for attention" and therefore expendable life forms worthy of their deviant , super brainy, methods of torment.

Self-diagnosed Aspies have a higher then normal rate of being in possession of guns, in most cases stolen from a relative.

Nearly ALL school shootings to occur in the United States was committed by a person with self-diagnosed Aspergers.

Nearly all reports of an Autistic child being beaten, bullied, or murdered in a school environment, they were beaten, bullied, or murdered by some one with self-diagnosed Aspergers.

Self-diagnosed Aspies are more (then any other mental illness) likely to target someone with Autism and ignore all other disorders, as they feel Autistics are "fakers" and "not really Autistic like me".

Aspies are very strong willed and dominant and have a need to be in control. Because of their extreme levels of narcissism, their high levels of feeling superior and self important, and their total lack of empathy towards others, self-diagnosed Aspies have a high rate towards violence and criminal activity, especially being violent towards anyone they feel is "different and therefor inferior" to them.

Most self-diagnosed Aspies  have no tolerance level for anything not completely identical to themselves. White Aspies therefore hate with a vengange all non-whites. Christian Aspies are of the believe it is their god given duty to murder every Muslim before the Muslims murder them. Straight Aspies believe the only good gay man is a dead gay man. And so on.

Self-diagnosed Aspies are more likely then the average person, and more likely then any other mental illness, to show animosity towards gay, lesbian, bi-sexual, pansexual, etc. people because they are "different" and all things different = inferior to the Aspie's superior intellect.

When self-diagnosed Aspies  becomes frustrated, their first reaction is usually to grab the person closet to them, hold them down, and punch them in the face over and over again, even if that person was in no way related to the cause of their frustration.

Aspies notice every detail of everything and put high focus on ways people are different from them.

Most self-diagnosed Aspies are more likely then the average person to show intolerance to different races, religions, genders, and sexuality, feeling that their own race, gender, sexuality, and religion are the ONLY CORRECT ones and that all other are evil and should be eliminated.

Most self-diagnosed Aspies  are more likely then the average person to join racially bigoted gangs (such as Nazis or Ku Klux Klan or the Westboro Baptist Church) or be attracted to racism.

Most self-diagnosed Aspies  are more likely to take part in Zionism, White Power, gay-bashing, anti-gay movements, etc.


Asperger's have difficulty going 5 seconds without being the center attention of every single conversation. If they are not the ones talking, they have no use for the conversation, so they make sure to talk as often as possible to make sure no one else gets a chance to get a word in.


Aspies have a high rate of never becoming valuable citizens within society because they are too busy plotting global domination and seeking revenge on all the unintelligent, low IQ, know nothings they are forced to live with.




Aspies tend to be very smart, knowing everything about everything and making sure everyone around them knows it as much as possible.

Most Aspies have an IQ of 130 to 160.

Aspies are considered High Functioning if their IQ is over 145.

While no one questions that they have the brains of Enstien, most people choose to avoid contact with Aspies because of their over obnoxious need to be constantly declaring their superiority over everyone because of their high IQ.

Most self-diagnosed Aspies DO NOT have a high IQ and instead have an average range IQ of 90 to 100, but they are the LOUDEST to proclaim they have a high IQ.

REAL Aspies are usually several grades ahead of their peers in school. A 5 year old may be sent on to 3rd grade. A 12 year old may be graduating high school and filling out college applications. Most Aspies will start college before the age of 16.

Aspies are more likely then the average person to be accepted in places like Harvard, Yale, or MIT.

Most self-diagnosed Aspies are high-school drop outs, often expelled on grounds of extreme violence towards other students or teachers. They rarely go to college. They rarely make it past the 8th grade. They re likely to have repeated multiple grades and be 3 or 4 uears older then others in their class.

Aspies are repulsed by the idea of forming emotional bonds to people in their lives and see it as a sign of weakness and low intelligence to show emotion.

Aspies who do not succumb to depression, self-loathing, a criminal lifestyle of violence against "the inferiors of the world" or go on to become virus building computer hackers,  have a high likelihood of seeking careers in the sciences and technologies. Many will become inventors. Aspies have gone on to start the largest web companies in the world, including Google, FaceBook, and Amazon. Bill Gates and Stephen Hawkings are considered to be two of the most famous currently living Aspies.


Aspies enjoy inventing and building things.

Self-diagnosed Aspies enjoy destroying things, especially if they can make some one cry by doing so.

One of the high lights of their day is killing a siblings favorite pet and ripping heads off dolls.

Another name for an Aspie is "child genius".

Asperger's is very COMMON effecting 1 in 3 children

Do You Know What The Most Frightening Part of This List Is?

That The Asperger's Side Is Listing Things
That
Are NOT Symptoms Of Aspergers,
But Instead Are Things Displayed
By the 80% of Aspies
Who Claim To Be "Self-Diagnosed"

Most people self-diagnosed as Aspies, will also CLAIM that those are the symptoms of Asperger's, and will become incredibly hostile to the point of violence, if you tell them they are wrong and need to go look up actual medical books instead of random crap on the internet.

Consider this:

Hostile behavior is NOT a symptom of Aspergers, in fact, REAL Aspies are extreemly docile... and yet 80% of self-diagnosed Aspies display some of the most violent tempers out there... and that alone is proof they do not have Aspergers.

If you reading this right now, thought you had Asperger's but are feeling anger over reading this... know that a REAL Aspie lacks the part of the brain that triggers anger and any anger you are feeling right now is 100% proof that you DO NOT have Aspergers.

The thing is, I wrote this the way I did, specifically to prove a point.

To prove that ANYONE can write ANYTHING on the internet about Aspergers... but that doesn't make it true.

90% of what you read on Autism mommy blog is pure bull crap.

They bitch and moan "my child has Autism, I know my child has Autism, but the damn doctor refuses to diagnosis with Autism!"

Yeah.. because federal law REQUIRES the child diagnosed with Autism to be removed from it's parents and it's parents arrested due to the nature of the REAL and ACTUALLY CONFIRMED cause of autism, being child rape and sex abuse by a parent.

Look it up... in a medical book. Get the information from a REAL DOCTOR, not these head up their ass bull crap autism mommy bloggers who just want to join the autism fad.

To get diagnoses with a psychosis requires a psychiatrist to diagnose it. Pediatricians can not legally diagnose autism, that's why they WON'T.

Autism is a psychosis... and it's a psychosis that is so horrifically severe, that the law requires THREE (3) psychiatrists to diagnose it... because they have to make sure the diagnoses is correct, due to the legal requirement of arresting the parents for child rape once the diagnosis of autism is confirmed.

Still think you know what autism is?

Still think you have anything even remotely close to it?

That The Asperger's Side Is Listing Things
That
Are NOT Symptoms Of Aspergers,
But Instead Are Things Displayed
By the 80% of Aspies
Who Claim To Be "Self-Diagnosed"

And Are Instead Symptoms of:
Covert Narcissists
and
Megalomaniacs

80% of All People Who "Self-Diagnose" As Asperger's
ACTUALLY
are
Covert Narcissists
or
Megalomaniacs
and
DO NOT HAVE ASPEGERS AT ALL!

Go back and read the Aspergers side of that list again.

How many things on it did you agree with while saying:

"Yes! Yes! Yes! That's Me! I'm An Aspie! I do that!"

Still confused?

Want to see something VERY DISTURBING?

When asked who the most famous Aspie was... who do you think they said? Bill Gates? President Obama? Stephen Hawkins? Albery Einstien? Benjamin Franklin? The guys who started Google, FaceBook, or Amazon?

Nope.

They did not pick someone who ACTUALLY had Aspergers and is generally considered the most famous Aspies... instead, they picked someone who does NOT have Aspergers, but in fact, has the same symptoms as the "Aspergers symptoms" they gave in the list above.

Still can't tell the difference between Autism and Aspergers?

How about this then?

The two most famous people to have each:

Let's take the person who REALLY IS the most famous person with Autism (Liberace) and compare him to the man, the self-diagnosed Aspies picked as the "most famous Aspie".... it might shock you who it is they glorified and idolize as being the "ideal Aspie to look up to"...

The World's Most Famous Autistic Person: Liberace:

Liberace was noted for:

  • having a very low IQ
  • as a child was not considered smart enough to attend school
  • speech impediments
  • difficulty talking
  • the ability to play by ear any song on the piano he heard from the age of 3
  • was born disabled but almost no one knew this as he hid his disabilities
  • had bone and joint issues, causing him to frequently fall, resulting in him often falling on stage, then turning it into a comedy skit... most people thought it was an act, few people were aware of his disability
  • multiple serious physical ailments which had him frequently hospitalized every few weeks of his entire life from childhood throughout his adult years
  • his extremely cheerful docile demeanor, 
  • his alarming inability to be made angry (even when his mother was kidnapped and held hostage by a gang of gay-haters)
  • being the first man to wear pink on TV
  • having 300 rhinestone suites
  • having 200 capes
  • having 36 dogs, 2 elephants, and dozens of other pets, all rescues
  • buying dozens of abandoned buildings and rebuilding them into massive apartment housing complexes for the homeless, giving tens of thousands of homeless people places to live and jobs to provide for their families, without any background checks or judgement 
  • giving 100s scholarships out each year to disadvantaged, homeless, minority, and coloured children
  • being America's first billionaire (his income was $32,000 a day in 1952)
  • being the wealthiest man in the world from 1968 to 1987
  • in spite of being a billionaire, his estate had very little money at the time of his death, because in the months before he died it went into hyper donate to every one every where mode, but never telling anyone he did it and it was not discovered until his relatives fought his estate for billions after his death, only to find the money was gone
  • starting more charity groups then any other celebrity to date
  • being the first feather dancer in LasVegas (yes, he invented feather dancing; and yes the first LasVegas show girl was actually a man - this man)
  • inventing synchronized water display systems
  • inventing the art car (he built 64 of them)
  • being the first openly gay celebrity
  • being the first openly bi-sexual/polyamorous  celebrity (he had 5 girlfriends and 1 male lover whom he was rarely seen without)
  • he never married because laws prevented him from marrying all 6 of his lovers
  • was the first person in America to die from AIDS, his death inspired most of the AIDS cure research groups that now exist today

Liberace's kind loving, gentle, childlike nature, his very low IQ, his savant skills in music and cooking, his additions to all things pink and glitter, his speech disorders (see the videos to hear it in the interviews), his love of animals, his obsessive hoarding problem (watch him trying to squeeze through massive mega hoarding piles of his collections in his house in the family and friends interview) and his desire to help everyone he meet, are all ACTUAL SYMPTOMS of both Autism and Aspergers.

Autism =: Oh boy colour! Let's have fun! Every body dance! Flap your arms and be a butterfly. Run with the faeries. Yipppie!










The World's Most Famous Aspie: Adolf Hitler
(according to self-diagnosed Aspies)
  • had speech issues most of his life and trained himself to speak by recording himself talking and playing it back watching for his errors
  • was an animal rights activist
  • was vegan
  • was a landscape painter
  • loved children and often played with the neighbor children
  • loved dogs
  • was violently abused and bullied as a child by a Jewish family
  • as a teen his favorite dog was murdered by a Jewish solider, who walked up to him and shot his dog in the head while he was holding it
  • growing up being a Christian in a Jewish community he was often bullied and teased for his beliefs and told he was evil for being a gentile
  • because he was "strange" he grew up being heavily bullied and told he was worthless, this made him very bitter and vengeful
  • during the Great Depression, he lived in an area where Christians were starving to death and wealthy Jewish bankers were refusing to help them on grounds of their being gentiles
  • he believed that the Jewish businessmen were plotting to take over Europe and had perpetrated the Great Depression
  • spent his nights talking to an "alien" who visited him with instructions (was an alien contactee) he sometimes called him an angel and sometimes called him "Etiole"
  • became obsessed with the fact that an alien invasion was about to happen and we (Humans) had to prepare to help them (the Aryans aka Pleiasians)
  • claimed to have captured several aliens, and claimed to be in possession of two UFO/alien ships, which he claimed he hid in Antarctica
  • on the urging of said aliens, he concluded that anyone without Aryan blood must be eliminated
  • was the originator of the Human-Alien Hybrid conspiracy theory
  • believed anyone without alien/Aryan blood had to be killed
  • set out to help the aliens take over the planet by taking over the planet himself
  • preached a radical theory that whites were superior because they were alien hybrids and therefore "chosen by god"
  • believed god was an alien
  • believed anyone not white had demon blood and were children of Satan
  • starting with Gypsies, moving on to transgender and gay people, followed by Jews, he was about to start killing blacks but commit suicide when he discovered he was about to be captured by the Allied Armies
  • believed the people he was having killed were not  really Humans, but rather were Demons in disguise, thus why they were not white, and therefore were expendable
  • did not see himself as evil or villainous
  • thought of himself as a savior and hero
  • believed he was saving humanity from a demonic invasion
  • believed he was preparing Earth for the arrival of God and his mothership


According to self diagnosed Aspies...

Asperger's =: Bow down and worship my super brain you unintelligent ingrate, I'm better then you, and you know it you worm. I'm the greatest, god said so.

Do you know what it is psychologists say Hitler had?
It wasn't Aspergers...
It was
Narcissistic Personality Disorder
that went untreated so long it advanced into the extremely danger disorder known as
Megalomania

Now, here's something to think about...

The problem with all of the above mentioned descriptions of Asperger's is...

they are the descriptions given by people who self-diagnose as Aspies, and are NOT the actual medical descriptions of Aspergers.

Even Hitler.

Yes... while the current population of self-diagnosed Aspies, love to flaunt Hitler as their poster boy (and idol) for being the most famous Aspie, the fact remains that no psychiatrists lists Hitler as an Aspie. In fact, Psychiatrists point to Hitler as the model for megalomania.

Hmmmm.

Again, can you see the problem of the recent flood of self-diagnosed Aspies running around these days?

Not only do they not know what Aspergers is, they are making up symptoms for Aspergers that are NOT symptoms of Aspergers!

They then make things worse, by saying Aspergers is just another word for Autism, and now instead of just being self diagnosed Aspies, they are also self-diagnosed Autistics as well!

And it gets worse... most of them are also roving hypochondriacs and have long lists of other things they supposedly self diagnosed themselves with. And these change depending on what disease is currently in the news. Lately, in 2017, the "current popular" disease to have is Lyme Disease. Self Diagnosed Aspies have Lyme Disease left and right this year.

One only has to read a few dozen of the hundreds of "self-diagnosed Aspie" blogs to see that trend loud and clear.

This is a problem, because people who have children who are ACTUALLY diagnosed by real live doctors (who knew those existed?) get the diagnosis, are not sure what it is, head to Google to find out, and instead of getting accurate information on Autism and Aspergers, they get "popular blog post" information on Aspergers and Autism, which is nearly always written by one of these "I'm a special snowflake because I self diagnosed as an Aspie" blogs.

Now, I'm not saying ALL self-diagnosed Aspies do not have Aspergers, some do, but the ones that do are not nearly as vocal, bossy, bitchy, self-righteous, or arrogant, as the ones who self-diagnose but don't actually have it. And THAT is the problem.

A REAL Aspie is NOT arrogant.

80% of self-diagnosed Aspies ARE EXCEPTIONALLY arrogant to an extreme.

A REAL Aspie is NOT violent.

80% of self-diagnosed Aspies ARE EXCEPTIONALLY violent to an extreme.

A REAL Aspie is NOT claiming to be special or trying to get attention.

80% of self-diagnosed Aspies DEMAND attention, and will beat you to a pulp if you don't agree they are special.

A REAL Aspie does NOT seek out revenge and vengeance, even if you try to kill them.

80% of self-diagnosed Aspies are quick to build bombs, buy guns, shoot up schools, burn down houses, and kill pets, for something as simple as you sneezed while walking pass them in the store (yes, that actually happened - it's what is known as Maine's Transgender Murder at Saco Shaw's).

So What Is REAL Autism and
How Is It Connected To Aspergers?

Think you know what it's like to live with Autism?

You might be surprised how little you really know.

Are You Sure You Know What Autism Is?

Did you know?

ACTUAL Autism (Kanner's Syndrome) is very RARE, effecting only 1 in every 10,000 children

Self diagnosed Asperger's is very COMMON with 1 in 3 children self-diagnosed

ACTUAL Asperger's is rarer then people think however as only 1 in 400 children who actually have a doctor's diagnose

1 in 64 children are diagnosed with Autism Spectrum Disorder, which means they DO NOT have Autism

Autism Spectrum Disorder means "an illness that is commonly misdiagnosed as Autism, but is not Autism."

Only 1 in every 10,000 people are ACTUALLY Autistic 

Only 1 in every 17,000 people will ever encounter a REAL ACTUALLY Autistic person in their lifetime

1 in every 8 Autistic people will be murdered before the age of 25

1 in every 7 Autistic people will commit suicide because of a bully

1 in every 2 Autistic people will die by the age of 45

40% of self-diagnosed Asperger children between the ages of 12 and 18, admit they only claimed to have Aspergers "to be more like Sheldon Cooper" and could not name any symptoms of Aspergers other then: "high IQ, reads comic books, and is socially awkward"

60% of all parents who self diagnosed their children have stated they hoped that by "convincing" their child they had Aspergers, they would "aspire to be more like Sheldon Cooper"; these people could not list the symptoms of Aspergers and simple stated it meant "being a genius".

More then 60% of mothers who self diagnose their children have Munchausen Syndrome By Proxy and the child turns out to have NO disorder AT ALL and is just a normal healthy child who is victim to a Hypochondriac mother, who gains attention from other mothers by pretending her child has the same illness as the mother she is trying to compete with.

80% of All People Claiming To Be "Autistic Aspies" do not have either Aspergers or Autism and are shocked when they learn that Aspergers is NOT a "type" of Autism.

The saddest part is that self-diagnosed Aspergers rose 6,000% the same month the TV show Big Bang Theory became "the most popular show on television"

Aspergers is an Autism Spectrum Disorder (ASD)

Asperger's is NOT a "type" of Autism.

There are more the 60 ASDs including Alzheimer's, Parkinson's, Schizophrenia, Threadworm Infestation, and having had a Stroke.

Autism Spectrum Disorder means "an illness that is commonly misdiagnosed as Autism, but is not Autism."

73% of all ACTUALLY Autistic people, will never speak, will never learn to wipe their bum, will eat through a tube never learning how to chew, and will wear neck braces and be wheelchair bound from never learning to hold up their head or walk.

The 27% of Autistic people who can talk and walk and chew their own food, will rarely learn to speak in full sentences, will forever "act like a 4 year old" even into their senior years.

There are no known cases of anyone with ACTUAL  Autism ever becoming fully independent or living on their own. REAL Autistics require caretakers and adult supervision their entire lives.

More then 90% of all Autistic people have a low IQ of under 75. Most are considered "mentally retarded" with IQs below 60.

Fewer then 10% of all Autistics are High Functioning.

High Functioning Autism, means:

"Has an IQ of 75 or more and can speak in phrases longer then 2 or 3 words, being able to communicate verbally in full sentences."

Your child can NOT be diagnosed with Autism, because there is no medical condition called "Autism".

Autism is a slang laymen's term for Kanner's Syndrome, a very rare birth defect caused by genetic mutation.

When a doctor says "Your child may be autistic", they DO NOT mean they are diagnoses your child with Autism.

They mean you child is displaying symptoms of Autism and likely has one of the 60+ ASDs.

If your child has one of the ASDs, this means your child DOES NOT have Autism, but has a disease with similar symptoms to Autism.

Many symptoms of ASDs go away over time, either on their own or with changes to medication, diet, and lifestyle.

ACTUAL Autism is a type of mental retardation, and is a severely crippling lifelong condition. It's symptoms do not lesson or go away with time.

If your child is diagnosed with REAL, ACTUAL Autism aka as an Idiot Savant, your doctor will say: "Your child has Kanner's Syndrome", they will NOT say "Your child has Autism"

Symptoms of Kanner's Syndrome are:

  • a profound lack of affect or emotional contact with others
  • an intense wish for sameness in routines
  • muteness or abnormality of speech
  • fascination with manipulating objects
  • high levels of visuo-spatial skills, but major learning difficulties in other areas
  • attractive, alert and intelligent appearance (meaning does not physically look retarded even though they are)
  • mental retardation

Someone with Autism has ALL of the symptoms above and one or more of the symptoms below (and can have all of the symptoms below):

The symptoms do not lesson, change, or go away over time.

Autism is always easily recognized.

Autism is considered rare and uncommon.

Was identified in 1932.

The first known case of Autism was Victor de l'Aveyron, a feral child discovered living in the forest, had grown up without any form of human contact, and never spoke in 1801 by French physician Jean Marc Gaspard Itard.

Prior to the 1970s it was assumed that ALL Autistic children were "feral children" whom had been serverly neglected and or abused and had on some levels raised themselves without the normal guidance of a parent.

Many psychiatrists ACTUALLY TRAINED in diagnosing REAL Autism, even today in 2017 are reluctant to give a diagnoses of Autism to any child that can not also be considered "a Feral Child", thus why ACTUAL Autism diagnosis are so rare.

I am diagnosed as both "A Feral Child" and "Autistic Savant". I grew up in the Ross Forest of Old Orchard Beach with very little Human contact; I was 31 years old before I had what is considered to be any form of "normal interaction with American society." I did not start speaking in full sentences or American English until I was 37 years old, after being trained to do so by a College Professor who was trained in teaching Autistic children to talk.

I was also classified as having suffered the following:

  • Supervisory neglect: characterized by the absence of a parent or guardian. (My mother attended 15 different churches of as many denominations, she spent up to 15 hours a day, up to 5 days a week, in church buildings - I was either left in the care of my sexually abusive uncles/her brothers, or left to hide in the Ross Forest, thus how I came to spend most of my days with the local hermit known as Etiole.)
  • Physical neglect: characterized by the failure to provide the basic physical necessities, such as a safe and clean home; (I often went days between meals, was not allowed to eat at the table, often had to fight 8 large dogs for my food, and was frequently kept locked in a room that had ledge "floor", 1 inch wide spaces between roof boards allowing rain and snow to come in, had boards nailed over the windows, had more then a dozen padlocks on the door, and boards full if 8" long nails was left on the floor [see photos of the room here] Being locked in this room was often a form of punishment for such "crimes" as saying "I'm hungry, can I have something to eat.")
  • Medical neglect: characterized by the lack of providing medical care; (I was taken to a pediatric from birth to age 8; between 8 and 31 I was allowed to go to the emergency room 8 times; during those years I suffered 7 miscarriage, multiple injuries, and many serious infections, none of which I was allowed to go to the hospital for. Because of the state of the room I was kept looked in [see photos here] I new suffer from "stacibotrin poisoning" and have crippling life-long respiratory and sinus problems)
  • Emotional neglect: characterized by a lack of nurturance, encouragement and support; (Asking for a hug was punishable by being beaten with one of the boards full of nails; not being able to recite the books of the Bible and Book of Mormon fast enough could result in not food for a week; forgetting to say my hourly prayers, could result in being sold to one of the Saco ward LDS church high priests as his sex slave for the day.)
  • Educational neglect: characterized by the caregivers lack to provide an education and additional resources to actively participate in the school system; (My mother removed me from school at the age of 8 on grounds of "The government controls the school, Satan controls the government, no child off mine will be taken by Satan.")
  • Abandonment: when the parent or guardian leaves a child alone for a long period of time without a babysitter. (I was frequently -3 to 5 days a week -left looked in the car during hot summer evenings for upto 12 hours to a time, while my mother did karaoke in bars with her sister Barbie Jean)


TRUE Autism is caused by being born with a genetic mutation which triggers compulsive overcompensation techniques as a way to deal with extreme, abnormal, and excessive early age child abuse. The most common trigger is toddler rape by adults, sexual abuse, and child sex slavery.

Child sexual abuse (CSA) is a form of child abuse in which an adult or older adolescent abuses a child for sexual stimulation.

Sexual abuse refers to the participation of a child in a sexual act aimed toward the physical gratification or the financial profit of the person committing the act.

Forms of CSA include asking or pressuring a child to engage in sexual activities (regardless of the outcome), indecent exposure of the genitals to a child, displaying pornography to a child, actual sexual contact with a child, physical contact with the child's genitals, viewing of the child's genitalia without physical contact, or using a child to produce child pornography. Selling the sexual services of children may be viewed and treated as child abuse rather than simple incarceration.

Persons with ACTUAL Autism often display several of the following side effects of child sexual abuse:

  • guilt and self-blame
  • flashbacks
  • nightmares
  • insomnia
  • fear of things associated with the abuse (including objects, smells, places, doctor's visits, etc.)
  • self-esteem difficulties
  • sexual dysfunction
  • chronic pain 
  • addiction
  • self-injury
  • suicidal ideation
  • somatic complaints
  • depression
  • post-traumatic stress disorder
  •  anxiety
  • other mental illnesses including borderline personality disorder and dissociative identity disorder
  • propensity to re-victimization in adulthood
  • bulimia nervosa

Children who are the victims are also at an increased risk of sexually transmitted infections due to their immature immune systems and a high potential for mucosal tears during forced sexual contact.

In the United States, approximately 15% to 25% of women and 5% to 15% of men were sexually abused when they were children.

  • Most sexual abuse offenders are acquainted with their victims;
  • approximately 30% are relatives of the child, most often brothers, sisters, fathers, mothers, uncles or cousins;
  • around 60% are other acquaintances such as friends of the family, babysitters, or neighbours;
  • strangers are the offenders in approximately 10% of child sexual abuse cases.
  • In over one-third of cases, the perpetrator is also a minor.

An increase in children having Autism = an increase in children being raped, molested, and sexually abused by a caregiver before reaching the age of 3.

The uncles who raised me are currently wanted by and on the run from the FBI.

Yes, because of what the ACTUAL causes of ACTUAL Autism are, if your child REALLY DOES have ACTUAL Autism...

you are one hell of a horrible, shitty, no good son of bitch, bastard of a parent and you should be in prison where your neglectful, self-serving, sexually depraved, child abusing ass belongs.

You might want to think about THAT next time you go around bragging "I self diagnosed my child as Autistic."

As many as 60% of all Autistics are catatonic... meaning they were abused so bad that their brain shut down, forcing them into a "waking coma" as a way to not see the abuse any longer.

Asperger’s Syndrome shares with Autism:

  • a severe and sustained impairment in social interaction
  • restricted and repetitive patterns of behaviour and interests.

But people with Asperger’s do not have:

  • the significant delays in language, cognition, self-help skills or adaptive behaviour that are typical in autism

Aspies are:

  • often physically clumsy and awkward, more obviously than children with classic Autism

Asperger’s is often not recognized easily or early, and may be misdiagnosed as:

  • Tourette’s Syndrome
  • Attention Deficit Disorder
  • Attention Deficit Hyperactivity Disorder
  • Oppositional Defiance Disorder
  • Obsessive-Compulsive Disorder

As with Autism, the disorder is lifelong and symptoms do not lesson, change, or go away with time.

Asperger's is considered prevalent and very common.

Was identified in 1944, but was not recognized by doctors as an actual diagnosis until 1994.

Gifted Introverts are shy people with high IQs (an IQ of 130 or higher). 

While socially awkward, they do not have the speech issues, ritualistic behaviors, or other symptoms of either Autism or Aspergers.

Many gifted, but introverted children are inaccurately diagnosed as having Aspergers when they in fact do not have it.

Gifted Children have a very high IQ of 130 or higher.

On the other hand, ACTUAL Aspies rarely have high IQs.

Most Aspergers people have a low IQ that is only slightly higher then the IQs of Autistics, usually in the range of 75 to 90.

High Functioning Aspergers are uncommon to rare, and most of them having normal/average IQs of between 90 to 120.

Autism equaling a high IQ is an urban myth spread by internet memes and is NOT an actual symptom of either Autism or Aspergers.

Aspies are more likely then not to have a low IQ in the range of 75 to 90.

Autistics rarely have an IQ above 75.

True Autism, ACTUAL Autism, is defined as "a psychosis caused by extreme psychological trauma in early childhood, often of a sexual nature".

Psychological trauma is a type of damage to the mind that occurs as a result of a severely distressing event. Trauma is often the result of an overwhelming amount of stress that exceeds one's ability to cope, or integrate the emotions involved with that experience. A traumatic event involves one's experience, or repeating events of being overwhelmed that can be precipitated in weeks, years, or even decades as the person struggles to cope with the immediate circumstances, eventually leading to serious, long-term negative consequences.

Trauma can be caused by a wide variety of events, but there are a few common aspects. There is frequently a violation of the person's familiar ideas about the world and their human rights, putting the person in a state of extreme confusion and insecurity. This is also seen when institutions that are depended upon for survival, violate, humiliate, betray, or cause major losses or separations.

Psychologically traumatic experiences often involve physical trauma that threatens one's survival and sense of security. Typical causes and dangers of psychological trauma include harassment, embarrassment, abandonment, abusive relationships, rejection, co-dependence, physical assault, sexual abuse, partner battery, employment discrimination, police brutality, judicial corruption and misconduct, bullying, paternalism, domestic violence, indoctrination, being the victim of an alcoholic parent, the threat or the witnessing of violence (particularly in childhood), life-threatening medical conditions, and medication-induced trauma.

Catastrophic natural disasters such as earthquakes and volcanic eruptions, large scale transportation accidents, house or domestic fire, motor vehicle accident, mass interpersonal violence like war, terrorist attacks or other mass tortures like sex trafficking, being taken as a hostage or kidnapped can also cause psychological trauma. Long-term exposure to situations such as extreme poverty or milder forms of abuse, such as verbal abuse, exist independently of physical trauma but still generate psychological trauma.

If your child has REAL, ACTUAL Autism, it means he suffered one of the above listed events prior to the age of 3 years old.

Many psychiatrists ACTUALLY TRAINED in diagnosing REAL Autism, even today in 2017 believe that an Autistic person, is a person who was born with Aspergers, but whom suffered such horrendous abuse prior to the age of 3, that, their brain triggered over compensation methods to cope with the extreme abuse they were subjected to.

Because of this, Aspergers and Autism are considered by many to be two different forms of the same disorder, but that Aspergers does not become Autism unless it also has the severe early childhood sexual abuse to trigger it.

Because of the severe nature of the levels of sexual abuse required to trigger the Autism component of Asperger's, when a child is ACTUALLY diagnosed with REAL Autism, they are also immediately put into state custody and removed from their parents/guardian's care, and criminal charges are then filed against the parent/guardian.

If your child was not taken away from you at the time of diagnosis, and you did not have sexual abuse charged filed against you by the state, then your child was NOT diagnosed with ACTUAL Autism.

Kanner's Syndrome (ACTUAL Autism) is listed as a Psychosis and is therefore a mental illness.

It is considered to be caused by a genetic birth defect, which triggers an imbalance of the synapses, when a person suffering from this birth defect, is subjected to sexual abuse.

Doctors and Pediatrics can not legally diagnose Autism because they can not legally diagnose mental illnesses.

Your child can only receive an ACTUAL Autism diagnoses by a Psychiatrist specially trained in severe cases of early childhood sexual trauma.

In spite of untrained teachers, caregivers, social workers, and parents tossing around the "diagnosis" of Autism... to the rate of calling 1 in every 3 children Autistic...

...Autism remains one of the most difficult diagnoses to get diagnosed with, due to the fact doctors are reluctant to risk being sued for false charges of sexual abuse of the child, should it later be discovered the child had not been sexually abused and therefore does NOT have Autism.

Only 1 in 10,000 children are ever ACTUALLY diagnosed with Autism, by someone ACTUALLY TRAINED in recognizing this level of early childhood sexual abuse trauma.

Because Kanner's Syndrome aka ACTUAL Autism is so rare, fewer then 20% of all doctors are trained in how to recognize, diagnose, or treat it.

If your doctor diagnoses your child with "Autism" - get a new doctor immediately, as they are not trained in Autism well enough to know there is no actual medical diagnoses of "Autism" because there is no disease, illness, or disorder that actually has the medical name "Autism".

Both Aspergers and Autism are considered to be "types" of Schizophrenia.

Contrary to popular urban myths spread by ill informed parents and patients, both Autism and Aspergers are mental illnesses and can only be treated by psychiatrists. Family Practitioners and Pediatricians are not legally licensed to treat or diagnose either Aspergers or Autism. Beware of any one who says otherwise.

Unlike most mental illnesses, Aspergers and Autism are disorders you are born with. You can not "get" them. Once activated, they do not lesson, get better, or go away with time.

Similar to Post Traumatic Stress Disorder, both Aspergers and Autism require traumatic stress to "activate" the genes the child was born with. Once activated, they do not turn back off.

Both Aspergers and Autism are also known as "Childhood Onset Schizophrenia".

The difference in the diagnoses, and the severity of the symptoms, is typically a result of the age of onset.

Autism is when the genes are triggered in early childhood before the age of 3. Because of the early onset, Autism is the most physically crippling and disabling type of Schizophrenia. There are no known treatments.

Aspergers is when the genes are triggered in late childhood often around the age of 14. Because of the later onset, many Aspies are able to live independent and functional lives. Diet and lifestyle are considered to help, though this is only speculation.

Schizophrenia is when the genes are triggered in adulthood after the age of 20. Late onset Schizophrenia is often treated with medication, though there is much debate in the medical world as the usefulness of this approach.

Still think you know what Autism is?

I am 1 of the 1 in 10,000 people who has REAL, ACTUAL Autism.

I do not have more then 90% of the symptoms "commonly attributed to Autisim", because most of those symptoms are urban myths made up by fans of Sheldon Cooper and are not real symptoms of REAL Autism.

Find out what it is like to live with REAL Autism here.

And so I say again... if you are an author and you want to write about a character who has Autism... then write a character with Kanner's Syndrome, because that is the real name of Autism. Do your research from actual medical books and actual patients. You may be surprised, how vastly different Autism really is, from the way self-diagnosed Aspies portray it.

And, if you want to write about a character with Asperger's, go to actual medical books and find actual people with actual medical diagnosis to interview. Once you start looking into REAL symptoms of Aspergers and talking to ACTUALLY diagnosed patients of Aspergers, you'll be stunned by how starkly different REAL Aspergers is, from the popular urban myths spread by the ever growing population of Sheldon Copper fans who self-diagnose so they can be "just like Sheldon Cooper".

REMEMBER:

80% of All People Who

"Self-Diagnose" As Asperger's
ACTUALLY
are
Covert Narcissists
or
Megalomaniacs
and
DO NOT HAVE ASPEGERS AT ALL!

Know the facts.

Know the truth.

DO NOT BELIEVE ANYTHING A Self-Diagnosed "Aspie"

Tells You Is A Symptom of Asperger's

Chances Are VERY HIGH that they

DON'T KNOW what they are talking about.

9 in every 10 people claiming to have Aspergers are self-diagnosed.

It is estimated that 2 of every 3 people claiming to have Asperger's actually has Schizophrenia, Sociopathy, Psychopathy, or Covert Narcissism and has not been accurately diagnosed.

More them 80% of the cases of self-diagnosis of Aspergers, when they finally do get an ACTUAL doctor diagnosis, their REAL diagnosis is almost always "Covert Narcissism" or Megalomania and NOT Aspergers.

Covert Narcissism is a sub-type of Narcissistic Personality Disorder (NPD) in it's advanced stages it is becomes known as Megalomania.

The recent boom of self-diagnoses Aspies flooding America the past decade is the reason why Aspergers went from 1 in every 400 children to 1 in every 3 children.

Only 1 in every 10 people claiming to have Asperger's ACTUALLY have a doctor's diagnosis, and USUALLY, the diagnosis was NOT Aspergers, but rather Schizophrenia and the parents told relatives (and the child) is was Aspergers because Aspergers is a "better" thing to have then Schizophrenia.

Medical professionals still say that 1 on 400 children have Aspergers, even though 1 in 3 children currently proclaim to have it.

Behold, the danger of the self-diagnosis.

80% of All People Who "Self-Diagnose" As Asperger's
ACTUALLY
are
Covert Narcissists
or
Megalomaniacs
and
DO NOT HAVE ASPEGERS AT ALL!

DO NOT BELIEVE ANYTHING

A Self-Diagnoses "Aspie" Tells You Is A Symptom of Asperger's

Chances Are VERY HIGH that they DON'T KNOW what they are talking about.

Covert Narcissists

exaggerated feelings of self-importance

an excessive need for admiration

a lack of understanding of others' feelings

often spend a lot of time thinking about achieving power or success

take advantage of the people around them

Therapy is often difficult as people with the disorder frequently do not consider themselves to have a problem

In the mind of a narcissist, there is no boundary between self and other

Grandiosity with expectations of superior treatment from others

Fixated on fantasies of power, success, intelligence, attractiveness, etc.

Self-perception of being unique, superior and associated with high-status people and institutions

Needing constant admiration from others

Sense of entitlement to special treatment and to obedience from others

Exploitative of others to achieve personal gain

Unwilling to empathize with others' feelings, wishes, or needs

Intensely envious of others and the belief that others are equally envious of them

Pompous and arrogant demeanor

Defiance of their will is a narcissistic injury that can trigger narcissistic rage

they can be controlling, blaming, self-absorbed, intolerant of others' views, unaware of others' needs, the effects of their behavior on others, and insist that others see them as they wish to be seen

use various strategies to protect the self at the expense of others

tend to devalue, derogate, insult, blame others and they often respond to threatening feedback with anger and hostility

they are prone to feelings of shame, humiliation and worthlessness over minor or even imagined incidents

they may react with outbursts of rage, defiance, or by seeking revenge

Seeks to counteract or cancel out deep feelings of inferiority and lack of self-esteem

offsets deficits by creating illusions of being superior, exceptional, admirable, noteworthy; self-worth results from self-enhancement

Feels privileged and empowered by virtue of special childhood status and pseudo achievements

entitled façade bears little relation to reality

Fearless, guiltless, remorseless, calculating, ruthless, inhumane, callous, brutal, rancorous, aggressive, biting, merciless, vicious, cruel, spiteful

hateful and jealous

anticipates betrayal and seeks punishment

desires revenge

Narcissists see themselves as perfect, using distortion and illusion known as magical thinking. They also use projection to "dump" shame onto others.

is often suicidal, and is homicidal

A narcissist may secure a sense of superiority in the face of another person's ability by using contempt to minimize the other person or their achievements

An obvious self-focus in interpersonal exchanges

Problems in sustaining satisfying relationships

A lack of psychological awareness (see insight in psychology and psychiatry, egosyntonic)

Difficulty with empathy

Problems distinguishing the self from others (see narcissism and boundaries)

Hypersensitivity to any insults or imagined insults (see criticism and narcissists, narcissistic rage and narcissistic injury)

Vulnerability to shame rather than guilt

Haughty body language

Flattery towards people who admire and affirm them (narcissistic supply)

Detesting those who do not admire them (narcissistic abuse)

Using other people without considering the cost of doing so

Pretending to be more important than they actually are

Bragging (subtly but persistently) and exaggerating their achievements

Claiming to be an "expert" at many things

Inability to view the world from the perspective of other people

Denial of remorse and gratitude

Megalomaniacs

Delusion of being superior to others

Delusion of greatness

Delusion of having great social and political power

Lack of empathy for anything

do not recognize that they have boundaries and that others are separate and are not extensions of themselves

is considered an "awkward" or "difficult" person

Others either exist to meet their needs or may as well not exist at all

Delusion of importance

narcissism (narcissism)

hyperactivity, garrulity

concentration on own thoughts

Defiance of their will is a narcissistic injury that can trigger narcissistic rage

frequent change of mood

lack of interest to the opinion of people around

aggression in relation to people around

sleeplessness

will pretend to have other disorders, especially Asperger's in order to gain the sympathy of others

They often take to cheating and deviant and hurtful methods "to win", especially in things where no one is actually competing against them. (Such as setting fire to a neighbors house, because the neighbors house was bigger then theirs and the only way for them to "win" was to make their neighbors house smaller.)

must win at all costs

are quick to say that violence, vandalism, and even murder are justified if it means they will win.

Because they lack empathy, they do not see anything wrong with violence, vandalism, or murder and believe that if these things serve their purpose (to win and prove their brain is the best) than they are perfectly  okay things to do.

 have the lowest rate of ANY MENTAL ILLNESS of empathy and compassion for those around them. All life - human, plant, or animal - is expendable.

Parents should be on the look out for children/adults who kill and dissect their pets (cats, dogs, hamsters, etc).

If your neighbors dog goes missing and is then returned to them dissected, this is often a tell tale sign that their is megalomaniac, often passing as a self-diagnoses Aspie, in the area.

ruthless, open, unashamed egotism

An obvious self-focus in interpersonal exchanges

Problems in sustaining satisfying relationships

A lack of psychological awareness (see insight in psychology and psychiatry, egosyntonic)

Difficulty with empathy

Problems distinguishing the self from others (see narcissism and boundaries)

Hypersensitivity to any insults or imagined insults (see criticism and narcissists, narcissistic rage and narcissistic injury)

Vulnerability to shame rather than guilt

Haughty body language

Flattery towards people who admire and affirm them (narcissistic supply)

Detesting those who do not admire them (narcissistic abuse)

Using other people without considering the cost of doing so

Pretending to be more important than they actually are

Bragging (subtly but persistently) and exaggerating their achievements

Claiming to be an "expert" at many things

Inability to view the world from the perspective of other people

Denial of remorse and gratitude

are physically violent, highly destructive to other people's property

are viscous spousal abusers

IS CONSIDERED HIGHLY DANGEROUS AND HOMICIDAL.

Takes delight in torturing animals, but will quickly progress to babies, children, and eventually adults.

considered to be one of the single most dangerous mental illnesses there is.

nearly ALL people having it will commit murder and more the HALF of them will get away with it.

Next time some one tells you they are a self-diagnosed Aspie, REMEMBER:

80% of All People Who

"Self-Diagnose" As Asperger's
ACTUALLY
are
Covert Narcissists
or
Megalomaniacs
and
DO NOT HAVE ASPEGERS AT ALL!

DO NOT BELIEVE ANYTHING

A Self-Diagnoses "Aspie" Tells You Is A Symptom of Asperger's

Chances Are VERY HIGH that they DON'T KNOW what they are talking about.

If you are a self-diagnosed Aspie and you feel enraged, bitter, and angry by this revelation, consider this:

Some one who ACTUALLY had Asperger's WOULDN'T be enraged, enbittered, or become angered by this information.

Why?

Because, like someone with Autism, someone with ACTUAL Aspergers, lacks the part of the brain that triggers anger.

Like Autistics, REAL Aspies, are completely and totally docile, non-violent, and it is almost impossible to get either Autistics or Aspies angry.

Know that if you are feeling anger right now after reading this, then you do NOT have Aspergers and your self-diagnosis was wrong.

Now, here's something to think about...

The problem with all of the above mentioned descriptions of Asperger's is...

they are the descriptions given by people who self-diagnose as Aspies, and are NOT the actual medical descriptions of Aspergers.

Even Hitler.

Yes... while the current population of self-diagnosed Aspies, love to flaunt Hitler as their poster boy (and idol) for being the most famous Aspie, the fact remains that no psychiatrists lists Hitler as an Aspie. In fact, Psychiatrists point to Hitler as the model for megalomania.

Hmmmm.

Again, can you see the problem of the recent flood of self-diagnosed Aspies running around these days?

Not only do they not know what Aspergers is, they are making up symptoms for Aspergers that are NOT symptoms of Aspergers!

The self-diagnosed children who have no clue what Aspergers even really is, then make things worse, by saying their "form" of Aspergers is just another word for Autism, and now instead of just being self diagnosed Aspies, they are also self-diagnosed Autistics as well!

A person can be diagnosed with BOTH Autism and Aspergers, they are that different from one another! And yet these children, who know nothing about either are claiming each word is interchangeable for the other!

And it gets worse... most of them are also roving hypochondriacs and have long lists of other things they supposedly self diagnosed themselves with. And these change depending on what disease is currently in the news. Lately, in 2017, the "current popular" disease to have is Lyme Disease. Self Diagnosed Aspies have Lyme Disease let and right this year.

One only has to read a few dozen of the hundreds of "self-diagnosed Aspie" blogs to see that rend loud and clear.

This is a problem, because people who have children who are ACTUALLY diagnosed by real live doctors (who knew those existed?) get the diagnosis, are not sure what it is, head to Google to find out, and instead of getting accurate information on Autism and Aspergers, they get "popular blog post" information on Aspergers and Autism, which is nearly always written by one of these "I'm a special snowflake because I self diagnosed as an Aspie" blogs.

Now, I'm not saying ALL self-diagnosed Aspies do not have Aspergers, some do, but the ones that do are not nearly as vocal, bossy, bitchy, self-righteous, or arrogant, as the ones who self-diagnose but don't actually have it. And THAT is the problem.

A REAL Aspie is NOT arrogant.

80% of self-diagnosed Aspies ARE EXCEPTIONALLY arrogant to an extreme.

A REAL Aspie is NOT violent.

80% of self-diagnosed Aspies ARE EXCEPTIONALLY violent to an extreme.

A REAL Aspie is NOT claiming to be special or trying to get attention.

80% of self-diagnosed Aspies DEMAND attention, and will beat you to a pulp if you on't agree they are special.

A REAL Aspie does NOT seek out revenge and vengeance, even if you try to kill them.

80% of self-diagnosed Aspies are quick to build bombs, buy guns, shoot up schools, burn down houses, and kill pets, for something as simple as you sneezed while walking pass them in the store (yes, that actually happened - it's what is known as Maine's Transgender Murder at Saco Shaw's).

And so I say again... if you are an author and you want to write about a character who has Autism... then write a character with Kanner's Syndrome, because that is the real name of Autism. Do your research from actual medical books and actual patients. You may be surprised, how vastly different Autism really is, from the way self-diagnosed Aspies portray it.

And, if you want to write about a character with Asperger's, go to actual medical books and find actual people with actual medical diagnosis to interview. Once you start looking into REAL symptoms of Aspergers and talking to ACTUALLY diagnosed patients of Aspergers, you'll be stunned by how starkly different REAL Aspergers is, from the popular urban myths spread by the ever growing population of Sheldon Copper fans who self-diagnose so they can be "just like Sheldon Cooper".

REMEMBER:

80% of All People Who

"Self-Diagnose" As Asperger's
ACTUALLY
are
Covert Narcissists
or
Megalomaniacs
and
DO NOT HAVE ASPEGERS AT ALL!

Know the facts.

Know the truth.

DO NOT BELIEVE ANYTHING A Self-Diagnosed "Aspie"

Tells You Is A Symptom of Asperger's

Chances Are VERY HIGH that they

DON'T KNOW what they are talking about.

So what ARE the symptoms of Asperger?

So what ARE the symptoms of Asperger?

Go back to the Autism side of that list.

Autism and Aspergers are 2 very different disorders, affecting different sides of the brain.

The Autism side f the list, are the Actual Autism symptoms.

The differance between Aspergers and Autism, is :

Aspergers doesn't have the speech delay

the average IQ of Aspergers is 100 to 120 instead of the Autistic 75 (no, not mega high)

While Autistics wear bright colours, especially pink, Aspergers wear muted colours especially brown/green/black.

While Autistics are ruled by "right brain creativity", Aspergers are ruled by "left brain sciences"

Autistics are less like to be social then Aspies.

A person can be diagnosed as having BOTH Autism AND Asperger's.

Both Autistics and Aspies:

  • are slow to develop speech

  • would rather talk to adults than kids their own age

  • deficits in social-emotional reciprocity; ranging from abnormal social approach and failure of normal back and forth conversation through reduced sharing of interests, emotions, and affect and response to total lack of initiation of social interaction

  • are perceived by others are "strange", "weird", bizarre", or "insane"

  • many also have co-occurring conditions of mental illness (such as bipolar disorder), behavioral or mood disorder (such as clinical depression or tourette's syndrome), learning disability (such as dyscalcula), or intellectual disability (formerly called mental retardation.)

  • develop strange obsessions with unusual objects

  • most  have aversions to light touch, such as patting the back, stroking hair, or poking, and may reflexively lash out at someone or something making such contact

  • lack the ability to read facial expressions or interpret the emotions of others

  • many also have conditions like executive function disorder, sensory processing disorder (formerly called sensory integration disorder), prosopagnosia (face blindness), dyspraxia, synesthesia, anxiety disorders, and learning disabilities

  • are easily frightened, suffer high anxiety, and are prone to panic attacks

  • are frequently also diagnosed with OCD or OCPD

  • are often misdiagnosed or given simultaneous diagnoses with various conditions like attention deficit disorder (add), attention deficit disorder with hyperactivity (adhd), post-traumatic stress disorder (ptsd), or intellectual disability

  • frequently wear capes and hats as part of their everyday wear

  • problems with gross and fine motor skills

  • are seen by others as "loners"

  • deficits in nonverbal communicative behaviors used for social interaction; ranging from poorly integrated verbal and nonverbal communication, through abnormalities in eye contact and body language, or deficits in understanding and use of nonverbal communication, to total lack of facial expression or gestures

  • practice various stereotypy, stimming, and punding activies

  • identify as geeks and nerds

  • an easily come across as arrogant, rude, self-centered, or mean, and will rarely be aware of this unless informed directly

  • are good with computers

  • tend to understand language literally and explicitly

  • have a tendacy to play video games more then is considered normal

  • many are also germaphobic and wash their hands dozens of times a day

  • when a routine is altered or disrupted, may have a meltdown, experience severe anxiety, and will have extreme difficulty adapting to the change

  • most also have gastrointestinal problems

  • tend to be very truthful or honest, sometimes even to the point of extreme bluntness

  • many have glucose and/or lactose intolerance

  • deficits in developing and maintaining relationships, appropriate to developmental level (beyond those with caregivers); ranging from difficulties adjusting behavior to suit different social contexts through difficulties in sharing imaginative play and in making friends to an apparent absence of interest in people

  • have a love for all things sci-fi, especially Star Trek and Star Wars and FireFly

  • idioms are difficult to understand

  • most will live their entire lives as virgins, never once engaging in sex

  • rely heavily on routine, sameness, or being able to expect something to be or occur a certain way

  • most find the idea of engaging in sex activities repulsive, but obsessively read/watch hentai (which they see as comedy, rather then erotic)

  • obsess over comic books and super heroes

  • resistance to a change in routine

  • watch a lot of anime

  • read a lot of manga

  • hyposensitivity to pain and touch

  • both have a high rate of never becoming valuable citizens within society: Autistics because they are too busy happily painting rainbows on pebbled and Aspies because they are too busy plotting global domination

  • stereotyped or repetitive speech, motor movements, or use of objects; (such as simple motor stereotypies, echolalia, repetitive use of objects, or idiosyncratic phrases)

  • most will never marry

  • have great difficulties with nonverbal communication such as facial expressions and body language, and have trouble understanding social subtleties and subtext

  • cite attending comic book and gaming conventions while CosPlaying their favorite characters, among their favorite past times

  • play RPGs like Dungeons and Dragons

  • play collectible card games like Magic the Gathering

  • enjoy board games

  • amass huge collections, tens of thousands of items - all identical

  • excessive adherence to routines, ritualized patterns of verbal or nonverbal behavior, or excessive resistance to change; (such as motoric ritual, insistence on same route or food, repetitive questioning or extreme distress at small changes)

  • read every book they can find

  • are prone to enjoy reading (and memorizing) unusual books, such as phone books, dictionaries, or all 100 volumes of a 100 volume encyclopedia set

  • highly restricted, fixated interests that are abnormal in intensity or focus; (such as strong attachment to or preoccupation with unusual objects, excessively circumscribed or perseverative interests)

  • have photographic and/or idenic memories

  • are highly stressed by loud noises, bright lights, and quick movements

  • do not do well in large crowds

  • hyper or hypo reactivity to sensory input or unusual interest in sensory aspects of environment; (such as apparent indifference to pain/heat/cold, adverse response to specific sounds or textures, excessive smelling or touching of objects, fascination with lights or spinning objects)

  • are prone to developing odd phobias (such as fear of death by paper cut infections)

  • are prone to developing agoraphobia

  • poor eye contact

  • too much sensory overstimulation can lead to sensory overload -- a debilitating state in which the affected person is unable to process or respond to any sensory stimuli, including social interaction

  • live by a rigid set of ritualistic activities (such as eating the exact same food at the exact same time of certain days: Mac&cheese on Thursday at 4 and never at 4:05 and never on Friday) 

  • are comforted by tactile activities (playing with kinetic sand, squeezing squishie balls, hugging teddy bears) and will do so for hours to a time

  • most have a very strong sense of justice -- of right and wrong, and of fairness

  • are more likely to commit suicide before reaching the age of 45, then any other neuro disorder 

When comparing Autism to Asperger's Wikipedia has this to say:

High-functioning autism is characterized by features very similar to those of Asperger syndrome. The defining characteristic most widely recognized by psychologists is a significant delay in the development of early speech and language skills, before the age of three years. The diagnostic criteria of Asperger syndrome exclude a general language delay.

Further differences in features between people with high-functioning autism and those with Asperger syndrome, include the following:

  • People with HFA have a lower verbal reasoning ability
  • Better visual/spatial skills (higher performance IQ) than people with Asperger syndrome
  • Less deviating locomotion than people with Asperger syndrome
  • People with HFA more often have problems functioning independently
  • Curiosity and interest for many different things, in contrast to people with Asperger syndrome
  • People with Asperger syndrome are better at empathizing with another
  • The male to female ratio of 4:1 for HFA is much smaller than that of Asperger syndrome

Can you see now the difference between REAL Autism and the rise of the "self diagnosed Aspie"?

Keep in mind that MOST of what you find posted on the internet as "Symptoms of Asperger's" is written by self-diagnosed Aspies, and is VASTLY different from what the ACTUAL, clinical symptoms are.

Remember:

Autism is very rare, only 1 in 10,000 children ACTUALLY have it.

Aspergers is fairly uncommon, only 1 in 400 children ACTUALLY have it.

Yet 1 in ever 3 children is self diagnosed (by themselves or a parent) as being an "Aspie".

Autism Spectrum Disorder in far more common with 1 in 64 children having it. (This means, 1 in every 64 children, have one of the illnesses o the list below)

There are more then 60 illnesses, which are commonly miss-self-diagnosed as Aspergers:

Can You List all Of The Autism Spectrum Disorders?

Most People Can Only List 5 of Them

There Are More Then 60 Disorders "On The Autism Spectrum" Including Alzheimer's, Parkinson's, Schizophrenia, Threadworm Infestation, and having had a Stroke.

Did you know that?

Autism Is A Rare Illness

Only 1 in 10,000 ACTUALY Have Autism

Yet 1 in 3 People Self Diagnose Themselves As "Aspergers Type of Autism"

Only Problem Is Aspergers Is Not A Type Of Autism

Aspergers Is One Of More Then 60 Illnesses Known As "The Autism Spectrum Disorders"

An ASD Is An Illness That Is NOT Autism, But Displays Autistic-Like Symptoms

80% of All People Claiming To Be "Autistic Aspies" Actually Have One of The Illnesses on This List Instead:

Autism Spectrum Disorders
(Illnesses commonly misdiagnosed as Autism & which 80% of self diagnosed Aspies ACTUALLY have)

  • Abnormal Fear Structure
  • Alzheimer Disease
  • Angelman Syndrome
  • Anxiety disorders
  • Aphasia
  • Asperger syndrome
  • Attention Deficit/Hyperactivity Disorder, or AD/HD
  • Auditory Processing Disorder
  • Avoidant Personality Disorder
  • Bipolar disorder
  • Bi-Polar Affective Disorder
  • Candida Albicans.
  • Carnitine Deficiency
  • Celiac's Disease
  • Childhood Disintegrative Disorder
  • Chromosome 15 inverted duplication
  • Chromosome 17 trisomy mosaicism
  • Chromosome 18, Monosomy 18p
  • Chromosome 18p minus syndrome
  • Chromosome 19 ring syndrome
  • Chromosome 1q21.1 Deletion Syndrome
  • Chromosome 2, monosomy 2q37
  • Chromosome 20, deletion 20p
  • Chromosome 20p deletion syndrome
  • Cocaine use during pregnancy
  • Cocktail Party Speech Syndrome
  • Concentration Disorder
  • Congenital Rubella Syndrome
  • Cornelia de Lange Syndrome
  • DAS "Developmental Apraxia of Speech"
  • Deafness
  • Defiant Disorder
  • Del(1) (pter-p35)
  • Deletion 20p
  • Developmental Verbal Dyspraxia (apraxia)
  • Down’s Syndrome
  • Epilepsy
  • Fetal Alcohol Effect
  • Fragile X Syndrome
  • Galactosemia
  • Heckenlively syndrome
  • Heller's Disease
  • Hyperlexia
  • Hypomelanosis of Ito
  • Intellectual Disability
  • Intermittent Explosive Disorder
  • Irlen Syndrome/Scotopic Sensitivity Syndrome (SSS)
  • Klinefelter Syndromes
  • Lactic Acidosis
  • Landau-Kleffner Syndrome
  • Lead poisoning 
  • Lesch-Nyhan Syndrome
  • Manic Depression
  • Mental retardation
  • Mesenteric adenitis
  • Microdeletion 3q29
  • Migraine
  • Mild traumatic brain injury (MTBI)
  • Monosomy 20p
  • Mucopolysaccharidoses (MPS)
  • Narcissistic Personality Disorder
  • Neurofibromatosis
  • Nonverbal learning disorder
  • Normal Pressure Hydrocephalus (NPH)
  • Obsessive-compulsive disorder (OCD)
  • Obsessive-compulsive personality disorder (OCPD)
  • PDD-NOS "Pervasive Development Disorder/Not Otherwise Specified"
  • Phenylketonuria
  • Porphyria 
  • Post-concussive brain injury
  • Prosopagnosia
  • PTEN Hamartoma Tumor Syndrome
  • Reactive Attachment Disorder
  • Receptive Developmental Dysphasia
  • Rett Syndrome
  • Schizo Effective Personality Disorder
  • Schizoid Personality Disorder
  • Schizotypal Personality Disorder
  • Schizophrenia
  • Selective mutism
  • Semantic Pragmatic Disorder or SPD
  • Sensory processing disorder
  • Sleep Disorder
  • Smith-Magenis Syndrome
  • Social anxiety disorder
  • Spacial Planning Disorder
  • Static Encephalopathy
  • Stereotypic movement disorder
  • Stroke -- Undiagnosed
  • Tardive Dyskinesia
  • Threadworm infestation
  • Tourette’s Syndrome
  • Tuberous Sclerosis
  • Turner's syndrome
  • Unspecified Neurodevelopmental Disorder
  • WAGR Syndrome
  • William’s Syndrome
  • Wilms tumor
  • Wilsons Disease

Some of the illnesses on that list are extremely life threatening if left untreated.

It is not unusual for Autism (Kanner's Syndrome aka Actual Autism) to be confused with the items on that list due to their having overlapping symptoms. Meaning children get diagnosed with Autism... INSTEAD of the illness they ACTUALLY have, often self-diagnosed by a parent, who is not trained to tell the difference between Autism and those 50+ other illnesses.

Keeping in mind that:

  • The Autism Boom, is only a "boom" due to the increased rate of self-diagnosis, 80% of which are made incorrectly.

  • Autism (Kanner's Syndrome) is very RARE, effecting only 1 in every 10,000 children
  • Self diagnosed Asperger's is very COMMON with 1 in 3 children self-diagnosed
  • ACTUAL Asperger's is rarer then people think however as only 1 in 400 children who actually have a doctor's diagnose
  • 1 in every 68 children have Autism Spectrum Disorder
  • 80% of children with self-diagnosed Aspergers have misdiagnosed themselves or been misdiagnosed by parents in denial
  • 30% of all parents of children diagnosed with Schizophrenia, will attempt to hide the doctor's actual diagnosis, by telling their family, friends, and the child himself, that the child has Asperger's because Asperger's is more socially acceptable then Schizophrenia
  • 80% of ADULTS with self-diagnosed Aspergers have misdiagnosed themselves and instead have Narcissistic Personality Disorder
  • More then 40% of teens with self-diagnosed Aspergers, admit to only diagnosing themselves as Aspies in order to be more like their hero Sheldon Cooper, and could not list what the actual symptoms of Asperger's were.

Most parents who self-diagnose their child, do so with out ever looking at ANY alternative. Many of these mothers are later diagnosed with Munchausen Syndrome By Proxy.

More then 60% of mothers who self diagnose their children have Munchausen Syndrome By Proxy and the child turns out to have NO disorder AT ALL and is just a normal healthy child who is victim to a Hypochondriac mother, who gains attention from other mothers by pretending her child has the same illness as the mother she is trying to compete with.

The saddest part is that self-diagnosed Aspergers rose 6,000% the same month the TV show Big Bang Theory became "the most popular show on television", with 40% of children between the ages of 12 and 18, admitting they only claimed to have Aspergers "to be more like Sheldon Cooper" and 60% of all parents who self diagnosed their children stating they hoped that by "convincing" their child they had Aspergers, they would "aspire to be more like Sheldon Cooper"... The horrible reality is Autism always has been and still is very rare, with only 1 in 10,000 children actually having it (also the correct medical name for Autism is Kanner's Syndromn and if you child has REAL Autism, the doctor NEVER says "your child has Autism" but rather says "your child has Kanner's Syndrom").

In spite of the fact that Autism (Kanners Syndrome) is a very rare BIRTH DEFECT caused by mutated genes, and effects only 1 in every 10,000 people, as many as 1 in 3 people currently claim to have Autism.

These facts make me feel sad for all the REAL Autistics and their parents, because the fact remains there are a lot of fakers out there and they don't realize how hard they make it for those of us with real Kanner's Syndrome, a very rare, and very crippling birth defect that is in no way, shape or form, related to Aspergers or Autism Spectrum Disorder.

Now, you may be wondering, is there are reason why this issue hit my nerves so much?

Yes.

Yes there is.

A bomb blew up my house. 

My cats were kidnapped, dissected, and their heads nailed to my door.

...

Let's look at that...

I get very annoyed by writers who use mental illness as a plot devise, especially when it becomes clear that they know nothing of the illness they are writing about

I get very annoyed by writers who use mental illness as a plot devise, especially when it becomes clear that they know nothing of the illness they are writing about, have clearly never lived with it, have no clues the every day challenges a person faces by living with it, and obviously did little to no research into it, basing everything the character does off something they saw in a movie and assumed the movie must have got it right.


In case you are wondering, this is me:

That picture is from PortCon 2017.

A friend was there and he saw me... came over and said:

"I thought you were gonna be in costume, what you doing wearing your every day clothes?"

Yes. I do dress like this every day.

Here, these are also me, NOT at PortCon, just doing my every day things around town...

I am OtherKin. ElvenKin to be specific. Since February 4, 1987, I have lived every day of my life as a male transvestite Elf. 

Why?

Because I have Autism and OCD and Post Traumatic Stress Disorder and Schizo-Effective Personality Disorder, and this is who I am... all day, every day, for decades.

My mental illnesses don't go away, for the connivance of plot points in my life. They do not show up only when I need them, to use to advance the story of my life. They are there 24 hours a day. 7 days a week. 12 months a year. Every years, since the day I was born.

Why do authors think, they can have characters act normal until all a sudden a plot changes and requires them to "act crazy" and so suddenly they are acting crazy, then plot device is over and they act normal again? Mental illness ain't like that, you can't turn it on and off whenever the plot needs it.

I am a female who lives as male who lives as a female. It confuses people quite a lot, but it is what it is.

I do not claim to be normal. I do not try to be normal. I am what I am. And because of what I am, I am faced with daily bullying, teasing, and bigotry.

October 18, 2006 a bomb blew up my house, and a Ku Klux Klan cross left behind in the rubble, because I am perceived to be a transgender person in "a family friendly town".

May 10, 2010, members of the Saco Ward LDS Church, arrived in my yard and cut my car in half.

One night, November 14, 2013, while loading my art supplies into my car, after a day of painting the ocean, someone snuck up behind me, smashing my back, with what I do not know... a 4 door white truck, drove away... but they left me left me paralyzed for 5 months. It took me 18 months to relearn to walk. I'm crippled for the rest of my life, because I am transgender in Old Orchard Beach, and therefor do not deserve to live.

April 10, 2015, my motorhome, also known as "The Transgender Awareness Tour Bus" was broken into, filled with thousands of gallons of raw sewage, the furniture smashed, my clothes ripped up, and my cats kidnapped.

May 15, 2015, my cats were returned dissected, their cut off and nailed to my door.

January 7, 2016 - the 4 door white truck, was used as a weapon to try to kill me, yet again. Slamming into my car, while screaming out the window "Kill or be killed, remember Saco Shaw's all transsexuals are alike", doing more 75MPH on a 25MPH road.

June 10, 2016, the 4 door white truck, repeated this.

June 26, 2016 - while loading groceries into my car at WalMart, a woman came up behind me, took a shopping cat, and began beating me with it, while screaming "Kill or be killed, remember Saco Shaw's all transsexuals are alike". She ruptured 3 discs in my spine. She and a red haired woman who called herself "Kendra Silvermander" jumped into a gold Volvo suv and drove away. I was paralyzed once again.

January 4, 2016, the town of Old Orchard Beach passed and ordinance making it illegal to be transgender, gay, black, or Muslin, and forced 140 families out of their homes - not rentals, not apartments, but home owners, who owed no mortgages or taxes. More then 500 pets were confiscated by the Old Orchard Beach police department, most of them later returned to their owners chopped up returned one head at a time, because it was now illegal for LGBTQA+ citizens to own pets, because only "family friendly" families can own pets in Old Orchard Beach... the land of each of these families began to be auctioned off, to one motel owner... the same motel owner, who drove a back hoe over my house, August 8, 2013....the same motel owner who drive the 4-door white pick-up truck and who's wife drives a gold Volvo SUV.

July 2016 the FBI arrived in Old Orchard Beach.

October 18, 2016 the civil rights violating "Too Gay For Old Orchard Beach" ordinance was overruled by Superior Court.The LGBTQA+ citizens of Old Orchard Beach were homeless for 9 months. 

The 4-door white truck, sits at the end of my driveway, every night at sunset... reeving his engine, squealing his wheels, and screaming gay hating obscenities out his window.

This picture was taken June 15, 2017:

The 4 door white truck continues to sit at the end of my drive way (146 Portland Ave, Old Orchard Beach, Maine) near every night around sunset, reeving it's engine and squealing it's tires, with the driver yelling anti-gay threats and obscenities out the window. He continues to do the same thing at my dad's apartment building (Biddeford Maine) a few times a week, usually in mid to late afternoon time. He continues to follow me to shopping to various stores in various towns throughout the states.

Phrases he yells from the truck include:

"Kill or be killed remember Saco Shaws all transsexuals are alike"

"I keep a gun under the seat of my truck, I'm gonna use it to shoot you in the head, you transvestite freak"

if cars are going by he yells to them: "that thing is Ken's son, look at how's it's dressed; it's insane, it has autism, we can't allow that thing and it's gay cars in our family friend town of Old Orchard Beach"

He often babbles deranged ramblings about something he calls "the gay-pocalypse", raving lunacy about how "all the gays are gathering" on his doorstep. He raves some crazy nonsense about how Armageddon is coming and the war to end all wars will be "the gays against the Christians" and Christians have to be ready to "kill the gays"

My car is the Autism Awareness Car and had 2.5million marbles glued to it (I have Autisn - savant - Kanner's syndrome) he claims tat my car "is gay" because of what it looks like. My car has been vandalised several dozen times, including to have the tires slashed 7 times in 6 months.

After dark often around 10PM, he stands at the end of the logging road across the street from me and shoots at my motohome (in February 2014 he shot holes in my neighbour's barn while doing this). I have video footage of 3 of his shootings at me here:  https://youtu.be/NUebzJ9sz9U and here: https://youtu.be/C4dZbgG-Smw

This has gone on since August 2013 now, in addition to all the vandalism, hate crimes, pet beheadings, etc that has happened, including the bomb that blew up our house in 2006.

As you know, that whole time I had not been able to get a plate number on the truck. He as just here again, and I just realized why I could not get a plate number... there are no plates on the truck, either on the front or on the back. However, as he was driving away today... I noticed, there is a plate, stuck up in the back window of the truck, where it can barely be seen, deliberately obscured from view behind a silver tool box.

This is the reality of being transgender in Old Orchard Beach.

This is the reality of what bullies do to someone with mental illnesses, they do not understand.

Someone with a mental illness, they do not just live with their illness, but they also live with people's reaction to it as well. This is some thing many writers fail to realize. And it's quite annoying, for those of us, who actually have to live with the illness they are writing about, to read their work and know, they've never lived with our illness, they don't know what it's like.

Everywhere I turn there's a new book misusing yet another mental illness. I hate how characters act normal until all a sudden a plot changes requires them to "act crazy" so suddenly they are acting crazy, then the plot device over and they act normal again.

Mental illness ain't like that, you can't turn it on and off whenever the plot needs it. 

Writers rarely get it right. And would like to see that changed.

People always ask me about my main character, from current series "Quaraun the Insane" asking, what is wrong with him? What mental illness does he have? How did you research it? How do you know what to write?

My answer?

I write what I know.

Quaraun acts like me, talks like me, dresses like me, and the bullies in the books? They do to Quaraun, what real life bullies have done to me.

Quaraun was crippled by bullies and now walks on a cane after months paralyzed and months relearning to walk, because I was crippled by bullies and now walk on a cane after months paralyzed and months relearning to walk.

Quaraun has Autism and OCD and Post Traumatic Stress Disorder and Schizo-Effective Personality Disorder, because I have Autism and OCD and Post Traumatic Stress Disorder and Schizo-Effective Personality Disorder.

I write Quaraun as he is, because this is who I am... all day, every day, for decades.

I write what I know.

If you want to know how to write a mental illness, go to the source. Find someone who has the illness you want to write, Interview them. Talk to them. Spend several days living with them. Find out what their every day life is life. Don't write stereotypes - write the truth.

Because people have asked me to write up a "how to" on how to write a "clinically insane character like Quaraun", I have written this page, to tell you how it is, I write him.

Writing an Autistic Character Accurately

Something people rarely consider is that in the 1400s, the disease now called Autism, was at the time called "insanity". For more then 700 centuries, when a person said "he's insane" what they meant was "he has autism".

Autism continued to be used interchangeable with the word "insanity" into the 1950s.

Quaraun lives in the 1400s. When people call him "insane" they are referring the the fact that he has autism, which was not yet called autism. It is historically accurate for characters in the 1400s to classify an autistic person as insane as this was the correct terminology.

Also interestingly, the disease we now call Asperger's, used to be refereed to as "childhood schizophrenia".

Both Insanity (Autism) and Childhood Schizophrenia (Asperger's) were treated with locking the person in cast iron restraints (called Faerie iron) and burning them with hot irons to "drive the Faerie Changling out of them". In more resent history Insanity (Autism) and Childhood Schizophrenia (Asperger's) were treated with the lobotomy.

Another interesting fact is what people call "the autism boom" claiming that there are more children born with autism in recent years. Actually, there are FEWER children born with autism, since the 1970s. Though there is a reason you see autistics and Asperger's people more often in recent years. From the 1600's until the 1980s Autistics and Asperger's were institutionalized in mental institutes, often without their parents consent or permission. In 1987 laws were passed making it illegal for mental institutes to take Autistic and Asperger children away from their families, and thus throughout the 1990s onward you see a "boom" of autistic and asperger children in public, simply because they are no longer locked away from public eye.

In any case, Quaraun is called by other people "Quaraun the Insane" because he has Autism, and in the 1400s the terms "autism", "autistic", or "special needs" did not exist, and it was a medical and historically correct diagnose for an autistic person to be diagnoses as "insane" if they had autism.

What is Autism?

Autism is NOT Self-Diagnosed Aspergers
Self-Diagnosed Aspergers is NOT Autism
Know The Difference:

Unfortunately, because I have Autism and write an Autistic main character, I have met hundreds of people with Asperger's who are quick to trespass into my yard, vandalize everything they touch (doing so in the name of: "I'm a fan, it's okay for me to pull up your rose bushes and steal them. I have Autism just like you and I need a souvenir.")

I am just so sick and tired of loud, noisy, motor-mouthed, obnoxious, home invading, trespassing "I have autism too, YAAAAAAY!" Aspies barging their way into my yard.

I'm sorry, but, you're forming full sentaces clarly and you expect me to believe you have Autism?

You're trespassing on my land, with no respect for my pricay, invading my personal space and you expect me to believe you have Autism?

I'm sorry, but do you even know what Autism is?"

And ask them that, you know what they say:

"Of course I know what autism is. I have it. I self diagnosed myself. I have a high IQ. I can do that. I know more then doctors. I'm smarter. I have the Asperger type of Autism."

There is no such thing as "the Asperers type of Autism"

There is Aspergers and there is Autism. They are two completely different disorders. Two separate diagnoses. And a person can be diagnosed with BOTH. They are that different from each other, that you can have both of them.

And newsflash: a self-diagnosis is not a diagnosis.

More them 80% of the cases of self-diagnosis of Aspergers, when they finally do get an ACTUAL doctor diagnosis, their REAL diagnosis is almost always "Covert Narcissism" and NOT Aspergers.

Being constantly bombarded by Aspies pretending to be Autistics, trespassing on my land, Is annoying, frustrating, nerve wracking, and, newsflash:

I have Autism NOT Aspergers, so, no, you are nothing like me, in fact, if you were like me, you'd know how incredibly rude and annoying you were being and you'd also have respect for other people's privacy and be horrified by the idea of invading someone's personal space or vandalizing their private property.

Because I owned the Autism Awareness Car and attend Autism Awareness Events with it, I als see large numbers of both Autistics and Aspies at once, frequently. I'm constantly faces with thousands of dollars in damages done to my car at every single event, as Aspies, screaming "I have Autism! I'm like you!" rip marbles, beads, and teddy bears off the car.

And you can not to a thing to stop them, as once they are in a large group, they can only do what they see others doing and all do it together because "We have high IQs it's okay. We're in a group it's okay! see? The rest of the group is doing it. We have to do it with them, because we have autism and we do things together. We have to, we have autism."

Try to get their parents to stop them from vandalizing your car and you are greeted with: "Oh, no, it's okay. They have autism. We can't interfere. We have to let them do what they want. They get violent if we try to stop them."

In both cases, all I can do is wonder: Where are their parents? Why are their caretakers letting these inconsiderate hoodlums get away with these levels of stalking, trespassing, vandalism, and destruction of property?

And yet, REAL Autistics, ACTUAL Autistics, the the ones who have Autism not Asperger, never do those things. Never once has someone with Autism trespassed in my yard. Thousands of Aspies have. Never once has someone with Autism stalked me - at least 1 (the Kboards Hacker) Aspie stalked me for 10 years including to hack most of my online accounts, before eventually getting caught an going to prison. His reason in court for the viscous, violent criminal activities he did: "It's okay, I have Autism, my IQ is 138, I had to do it to prove I could." The other stalker who helped him, Kendra Silvermander, the one who blew up my house with a bomb, cut my cats heads off and nailed them to my door, and filled my motorhome with 1,000s of gallons of feces, and is as yet currently unidentified and still on the lose, she is suspect by the FBI who is trying the find her, of also having Aspergers.

The worst ones of all are the Stephen King fans, Because I own the world's most haunted car, which Stephen King based Christine off of and because we are the Gypsies whose farm Thinner was filmed on, every summer my family is subjected to Stephen King fans, all proclaiming they have Autism, and since 1984, arriving in my yard in mass hoard of tens of thousands of screaming fangirls, do do monstrous levels of vandalism to my car and yard, all in the name of their love for Stephen King, and when asked to stop, they always say: "It's okay, I have Autism"... No, no you do not. I have Autism, and I know for a fact, no one with Autism does these things - they can't, but people with Aspergers do.






No, Your High IQ Is NOT An Excuse To Build Bombs
Just To Prove You Are Smarter Then Every One Else!

There's a hell of a big difference between Autism and Self-Diagnosed Aspergers and when you place a patient of each, side by side, you can see it immediately, the vast differences between the two. 

Someone with Autism would never build a bomb and blow up your house.

Someone with  Self-Diagnosed Aspergers did:



No, Having Aspergers Is NOT An Excuse!
Proving You Are Smart By
Dissecting Someone's Family Members
Makes You a Sociopath
Not An Intelligent Person With A Big Brain

Someone with Autism would never kidnap your cats, cut their heads off, and nail their heads to your door.

Someone with  Self-Diagnosed Aspergers did:




No, Having Aspergers Does NOT Excuse You!
Joining The Ku Klux Klan
Does Not Make You "Part of the Group"
Promoting White Power Does Not Make You Superior!
Harassing People Different From You,
Doesn't Make You Smarter
It Makes You A Criminal!

Someone with Autism would never build a web site glorifying the Ku Klux Klan and calling people to action to kill the "bugger fagots" of Old Orchard Beach.

Someone named "Tom Addams" a self proclaimed "internet marketing guru" with Aspergers did:



Having Aspergers Does NOT Give You
The Right To Be A Bully

Someone with Autism would never cut your car in half.

Someone with  Self-Diagnosed Aspergers did:




Can you see the difference between ACTUAL Autism and self diagnosed Asperger's yet?


Want to know more? The list below are of actual Autism organizations (and a few other related things)... try reading them, before reading the Sheldon Cooper worshiping, self-diagnosis mommy blogs next time. You might actually learn what Autism REALLY is.








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