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November 14, 2023 will be the 10 year anniversary of the November 14, 2013 murder of my 8 month old infant son, at BugLight Lighthouse Art Studio of Southern Maine Community College in South Portland, Maine. If you have any information about who his killer is, please call FBI Agent Andy Drewer at 207-774-9322

NEVER FORGET:

My Son Was Murdered, The Killer Walks Free, Your Child Could Be Next!

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FAQ: What are the most visited pages on this website and how many visits do they get?

Several years ago, I wrote an article on how to write different types of magic uses, or rather how I personally write various types of magic users within the context of my Quaraun books. Today that page is one of my top ten most visited articles. It gets 50 to 500 views/reads/hits/visits per day depending on the time of the years and has had over 200k visits total since it was published.

Amphibious Aliens: Debunking The Atwater Family's Alien Abduction Hoax with more then 30MILLION reads since 2007 and The GoldenEagle: Debunking Stephen King's World's Most Haunted Car Hoax with over tenMILLION reads since 2007 still rank as the two most visited articles on my website, but, neither of those are writing related.

Writing Medieval Servants is my most visited writing related article with over 7MILLION reads.

This website was started in 1996 and has 1 to 3 new articles (all written by me, I am the only writer on this site) published almost daily. In 2017 we crossed ten thousand articles published. As of 2023, EACH article gets MINIMUM 10 to 70 reads PER DAY, with the high traffic articles getting 500+ reads per day.

And since December 2019, my website now gets three hundred thousand to 7 million reads per month - well over ONE HUNDRED MILLION PAGE READS PER YEAR, making it not only the single most trafficked site in the State of Maine, but also one of the most visited websites in ALL OF NEW ENGLAND!

{{{HUGS}}} Thank you to all my readers for making this possible!

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 TRIGGERED! I'm a Straight Cis Woman, but I am deemed Too Gay For Old Orchard Beach, Are you too gay for the bigoted, minority harassing, white power, gay hating psychos of The Old Orchard Beach Town Hall Too? 

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On writing autistic characters, continued -

Autism, Asperger's, And The Danger of The Self-Diagnosis

What is it like living with Autism?

#FAQs: What is it like living with Autism?

I have Kanner's Syndrome (ACTUAL Autism, not Aspergers), which means I'm not good at group things. I'm classified as Savant, meaning I have a few things that I obsess about, big time, and have world records in them as a result, and everything else in my life I still require a caretaker to help me with. 

I was believed to be mute until I was 31 years old, when a college professor whose day job was working with Autism children, meet me at an Autism Awareness event (I own The Autism Awareness Car, which has 2.5million marbles glued to it - took 4 years to build it). He spent several years teaching me to talk and I was able to get a GED at age 37 *(I had never been allowed to go to school as Autism in the 1970s = too retarded to be taught anything so why bother? It was assumed I couldn't be taught, so no one tried to, until I was 31 years old)*, and started college at age 42. 

Today in addition to being a rabid gamer, I'm also an artist (acrylic on canvas and watercolor on rag) sell my art in local galleries, I build art cars and installation art, published over 130 Dark Fantasy novels, and became a retail merchandiser for Macy's, WalMart, and HallMark for 16 years because I'm very good at organizing things... I can't do much else, but I can certainly make sure nothing on the sales floor is out of place. 

On Twitch I'm known for my ability to open up a video game and completely rewrite it removing and making my own... I rewrote Witcher 3, removed Geralt and Roach and the combat system, and build my own player character, made travel companions, wrote a new combat system, made new quests, made new maps... removed all the texture files and made all new ones. There's nothing in Witcher 3 that I have not rewritten. With over 4,000 mods now made for it, you can barely recognize my game as being Witcher 3 anymore.... and yet I can't read C++ code.

I spent my childhood and teen years, being told I would never amount to anything. I proved them all wrong.

People see the things I do very well *(art, writing, my exemplary organization skills in retail stores, and my ability to open up a video game and completely rewrite it and making my own)* but they often don't see past that.

Social skills are a thing I've not yet mastered, which makes streaming very difficult for me as, chat is sensory overload and I have it turned off. I also can't count, do Math, tell time, use calendars, use money, numbers are lost on me.

Basic things - bathing, eating, brushing my hair, etc - that most people have no trouble with, I have caretakers who have to help me do those thing, even though I'm 20, 30, 40 years older than my caretakers. I am VERY low-functioning, but I can write, I can paint, I disect video games, and I can organize things. I just can't do one thing else. Which is very upsetting, because I wish I could. I try too. I don't know why I can't. It's like there are a few things in my brain turned all the way up on super high and everything else is just turned off and won't come on.

And then there are issues with meltdowns, screaming fits, panic attacks, bad ones. Bad enough that I generally avoid contact with the public, simply because I'm tired of dealing with the police. Someone my age, screaming on the floor, people assume I'm on drugs and call the police. It's very frustrating, because I can not control these attacks and I can't stop them once they start.  

It is extremely distressing, I'm insanely good at a few things, but everything else, things most of society doesn't bat an eye at, I can't do them, no matter how hard I try. And I'm not capable of "acting properly" or "behaving in socially acceptable ways".

Most people when they meet me in real life, they are very taken back, by how extremely disabled I am. Fans of my novels, meet me at book signings and ask: "So, what's the joke, what's this retard doing here, where's the author?" 

They refuse to believe, someone as deeply retarded as me, is capable of writing novels. It hurts a lot, people's reactions to meeting me and them finding out the reality of what ACTUAL Autism, Kanner's Syndrome, is really like... and that it's NOTHING like Asperger's, with it's "cute Sheldon Cooper quirks" that they are used to and think of as being Autism. 

They forget, people with Asperger's can live normal lives, they can pass for normal in public if they have too, they get married and have families, and I'm not capable of living on my own or without caretakers, and I never will be. 

I wish more people knew the difference between Aspergers and Autism, and how vastly different they are from each other. 

Far too many people hear that I have Autism, and they automatically assume I have Aspergers, and then they meet me in person, and are shocked, horrified, and they tell me they've meet dozens, sometimes hundreds of Aspies, and when they meet me, they say, they realize, they've NEVER seen Autism before, in spite of all the hundreds of Aspies they've met, and then they tell me, they wish they had known, they wished someone had told them, how starkly different Autism is from Aspergers, because they always say, no matter how many Aspies they worked with, it never prepared them to come face to face with ACTUAL REAL Autism, Kanner's Syndrome, for the first time. 

The problem is these people are also used to interacting with people who 90% of the time are self diagnosed... which is why when they encounter me... **SOMEONE WITH AN ACTUAL MEDICAL DIAGNOSIS**... they are so surprised at how vastly different "MY" Autism is from the so-called "Autism" they are used to encountering with the fake ass self diagnosed Aspies who wouldn't know Autism if it hit them in the face! I hate it when people with “self diagnosed disabilities” talk about how hard being a part of the neurodivergent community is. 

What the fuck? 

What neurodivergent community? 

That's NOT even a thing! 

We who have **ACTUAL REAL MEDICALLY DIAGNOSED DISABILITIES AREN'T A PART OF SOME FUCKING CUTSY COMMUNITY! WE HAVE AN ACTUAL MEDICAL DISEASE THAT SERIOUSLY HAMPERS OUR EVERY DAY EXISTENCE! THIS ISN'T SOME CLUB YOU CAN JOIN!**

**MY** Autism is so vastly different from the hundreds of other so-called "Autistics" they are used to, **because MY Autism is FUCKING REAL and not some stupid ass fako with a self diagnosis because they want to be different!**

Also there is **NO SUCH THING AS A SELF-DIAGNOSED AUTISTIC!**

Read the fucking medical journals and kick the damn anti-vaccer mommy blogger out the window. They don't know shit. 

In **EVERY DOCUMENTED CASE** of a self-diagnosed Autistic going to a doctor and getting **ACTUALLY DIAGNOSED**, their real diagnosis ALWAYS comes back as one of 2 things:

* Schizophrenia

* Narcissism

#HUNDREDS OF THOUSANDS OF SELF-DIAGNOSED AUTISTICS, WHEN THEY FINALLY RECIEVED AN ACTUAL MEDICAL DIAGNOSIS FROM A DOCTOR.... WHERE DIAGNOSED WITH PARINOID GRANDOSE SCHIZOPHRENIA!!!

Think about that.

Think about it, long and hard.

Look up the symptoms of Schizophrenia, then turn around and take a good long look at the actions of the millions of fake ass self diagnosed "autistics" you've encountered online and offline... do you see it now?

Ain't a damned one of those self-diagnosed Aspies who have Autism... they have fucking schizophrenia.

Think about it... scared to go to doctors, paranoid of doctors, so they self-diagnoses, because they have too many paranoid ideas about doctors and vaccinations to go to a doctor.

What are the primary symptoms of schizophrenia?

* Fear of rational, harmless things such as doctors, dentists, and vaccinations

* Social awkwardness, social anxiety, fear of crowds, but has a conflicting desire to be a part of a social group and will go to great extremes to become a part of that group

* Imitation and impersonation, including hypochondria, and pretending to have illnesses that are deemed as popular or cool or trendy

* Self diagnosing themselves as having popular disease to try to fit in with a crowd or social group, in an attempt to gain attention or be more popular

* Seeing themselves as superior to others based on the hypochondriac illnesses they self diagnosed themselves as having

* Pretends to be things they are not, including to pretend to have illnesses that they deem as superior

**A Schizophrenic is scared of everything. **

* They trust no one.

* They see and notice everything going on around them and are terrified of every little sight, sound, or smell. 

* Everything is seen as a threat. 

* Fear rules their lives. 

* They are suspicious of everything and every one and feel an overbearing need to flee from everything.

* They see authority figures such as police, political leaders, or big business owners as "the enemy" and believe those authority figures are always out to get them.

* Paranoia governs their actions. 

* They believe conspiracy theories, think the Illuminati is real, believe aliens are going to abduct them, think the government put mind control drugs in flouride, believe in demon possession, and other such crazy ideas.

* They can do nothing without first thinking out in great detail, every possible outcome, and every possible path they must take to avoid the most fearful of those outcomes. 

* They will frequently avoid doing things they desire to do, out of irrational fears they create about those things. They spend much of their life regretting not trying new things, attending events, or joining others in activities.

* They focus heavily on what others think about them, and will often wear dull, drab, but very conforming to local society, styles of clothing. If every one in their town wears Ts and jeans, they wear Ts and jeans; if everyone wears business suits, they wear business suits... they are terrified to be unique or original, scared of being judged by others, scared of not fitting in with the crowd, and will go overboard in trying to blend in with the local "in crowd".

* They walk quickly, but dutifully. Staying on sidewalks. Always nervously looking around them. Paying careful notice of everyone they see, looking at all strangers with suspicion, suspecting everyone of carrying a gun or knife or being a potential mugger.

* They have trouble making friends because they spend too much time imagining that potential friends will hurt the, so avoid contact with people, due to the conspiracies they build. Their social anxiety is built up by their own irrational fears of everyone around them.

* Because they are so terrified or everything, they fear going to doctors, mostly because they believe doctors, like police and presidents, are part of groups such as the Illuminati, and instead seek out shady conspiracy theorist websites to use to self-diagnoses themselves whenever they find a trendy popular illness that they want to have in order to be part of a group.

* If they do go to a doctor, they are convinced the doctor gave them a false diagnosis to try to trick them, resulting in they take up the hobby of reading mommy blogs of their fellow anti-vaccer conspiracy theorists, and use those shady websites as the basis of self diagnosing themselves with something more socially acceptable than whatever the actual diagnosis their doctor gave them was.

* When someone tells them they are being paranoid, they often fall back on saying something along the lines of: they have to be paranoid because demons, aliens, ghosts, or evil spirits visit them at night and tell them the president is an evil overlord who has stationed minions in every town and the men in black are on every street corner and they must listen to the voices of the spirits in order to know who is plotting with the police against them.

Every part of the above, is a symptom a self-diagnosed Autistic proudly claims as one of their symptoms... and yet...

**A REAL Autistic is the exact opposite. They are scared of nothing.**

* They trust every one.

* They are too lost in the world that exists only inside their head to see and notice anything going on around them and are completely oblivious to the existence of every little sight, sound, or smell.  

* Everything is seen as a learning opportunity. Everything and everyone MUST be studied to see "what makes them tick". They want to know everything there is to know about everything.

* Logic rules their lives. 

* They are curious about everything and every one and feel an overbearing need to study everything.

* They love rules. They see authority figures such as police, political leaders, or big business owners as the greatest people on the planet and believe those authority figures are always doing good and going to help them.

* Fascination and curiosity governs their actions. 

* Eternal skeptics, they will not believe ANYTHING unless you can provide hundreds of documented studies by highly regarded authority figures in leadership positions, and as such they DO NOT believe conspiracy theories, think the Illuminati is a hoax, believe aliens could be real but still require proof, think the government is great because it makes laws to protect them, believes demons are a figment of paranoid imaginations, and think other such crazy ideas are likewise only believed by crazy people.

* They often run into their activities without first thinking out in great detail, and thus are quick to take up things like bungee jumping, mountain climbing, scaling brick smoke stacks, or climbing to the tops of tall trees without any gear, safety nets, or other devices, simply climbing up bare hands and bare feet. They are often seen as careless or daredevils because of their total lack of fear of heights or trying new things. 

* They will NEVER avoid doing things they desire to do, and thus will paint huge murals on cars, buses, or the side of houses, on a whim with no planning aheads of time. They will go out on a limb to try new things. If they feel like dressing up as a fairy with sparkly wings and dancing in the city park's water fountain while tossing pennies to strangers... then they will do exactly that without caring what by passers think of them doing it.

* They do not care what others think about them, and will often wear outlandish clothing, with no thought at all of how society might react to how bizarre they are dressed. They are often see as "hippies" or "free spirited" or "no conformists" or "eccentric" due to how extremely unlike the rest of society they dress. CosPlaying, OtherKin, or dressing like Disney Princesses are common every day outfits for Autistics, even into adulthood.

* They prance and dance, skip and hop, jump over cracks, twirl on their toes, stray of the path, often enter the road or stray onto lawns, finding it difficult to be constrained to sidewalks. They find it difficult to walk and may burst into a sprint and run far ahead of the group if forced to walk too long, they need adult supervision in public places, even as adults, because they are prone to burst into a run, including to run into the road into oncoming traffic, without any fear of the cars on the highway, indeed, they are so lost in the fairy filled world in their head, that they do not even see the road or the cars and only see the fairies they are dancing with.

* They have trouble making friends because most people are too terrified of their seemingly "extremely extroverted" personality. Their outfits, hyper extreme activities, and free spirited prancing and dancing instead of walking often brands them as "crazy" or "insane" or ironically "schizoid", even though schizophrenia is completely the opposite.

* Because they are too busy having fun dancing in water fountains with the fairies only they can see, they often forget to do things like eat or sleep, and require adult supervision, even if they themselves are an adult, to remind them to stop dancing with fairies long enough to eat and sleep. This also contributes to them rarely going to doctors and requiring a caretaker to set up doctor appointments and drive them to the doctor. 

* They are prone to ignoring their illnesses, pain, and diseases because every day of their life is so painful as it is, they find it better to focus on pretty things, bright colours, reading comic books, playing video games, or doing other such things to put their minds in a self-hypnotic-meditative state so they can ignore the pain. 

* They feel no need to try to self-diagnose themselves, because it is pointless to bother at this point, because they've lived with searing pain every day since they were born and now they are used to the pain and use dressing in pink gowns, dancing in water fountains, painting cars, reading comics, and playing video games as coping mechanises to try to find something other than their every day pain and suffering to focus on.

* Because they suffer so many skin pains, allergies, gastrointestinal pains, sensory pains, and their doctor helps to take those pains away, they view their doctor as one of their most trusted friends and can be extremely upset, becoming depressed if their doctor retires or moves and they must start going to a new doctor. 

Now, here is one final thought on the comparisons between Autism and Schizophrenia.

Pay careful attention here.

Because this part, will be very telling, of just exactly how much, you, a self-diagnosed Aspie, REALLY knows about Autism.

Did you know, that up until 1982, ALL children and adults, upon receiving a diagnosis of Autism, the law, in America and most of Europe, REQUIRED that patient to be immediately straight jacketed, removed from their home, and locked in solitary confinement is a government run insane asylum/mental institute.

Do you why that changed in 1982?

You know SO MUCH about Autism, that you feel you qualify to self diagnoses yourself, so you should know the answer to this, shouldn't you? I mean, you DID self-diagnose yourself as Autistic, didn't you?

Did you ever read a medical journal?

How about the official guide to psychiatrics? You know the one, that giant 3,000 page book all 12 of the world's Autism doctors are required to have read and memorized, before they could graduate and their Ph.D ... M.D. ... in Psychiatric medicine.

That book, the one which lists all the symptoms of:

* Kanner's Syndrome (a.k.a. Autism)

AND

* Asperger's Syndrome (a.k.a. Childhood Schizophrenia)

I don't suppose while you were reading that book, to self diagnose yourself, that you noticed WHERE you had to look for both those psychosis, did you?

You would have found BOTH of them under the heading: Schizophrenia and Schizotypal Disorders.

YES, when you run around saying:

* "I'm a proud self-diagnosed Aspie! I have Autism, YAY!"

What you are saying to EVERYONE in the medical field, who knows what Aspergers and Autism are:

* "I'm a proud self-diagnosed Psycho! I have Schizophrenia, YAY!"

Sadly, 99.9% of all self diagnosed Aspies, are fully and completely unaware that Asperger's was known as Childhood Schizophrenia, up until 1982, when it was decided to merge the 2 listings into one, and use the "less stigma" name of Asperger's instead of the more stigma, Childhood Schizophrenia. And THUS HOW AND WHY Asperger's sudden became known as "a type of Autism", because Autism, since it's begin 200 years ago, was ALWAYS classified as "a type of Schizophrenia". 

* Schizophrenia's primary #1 symptom, the symptom it is most known for: "voices in your head" aka "imaginary friends" aka "they talk to demons" or "demons talk to them".

* Autism's primary #1 symptom, the symptom it is most known for: "voices in your head" aka "imaginary friends" aka "they talk to fairies" or "fairies talk to them".

* Asperger's primary #1 symptom, the symptom it is most known for: "voices in your head" aka "imaginary friends" aka "they talk to comic book characters" or "comic book characters talk to them".

Still want to call yourself Autistic or a self-diagnosed Aspie?

Aspergers and Autism, STILL what you thought they were?

Have I ever mentioned Etiole... and... oh look, hey, have you seen my Twitch profile yet? Noticed anything "unusual"... like maybe Avallac'h?

Take a step back, and really, really, REALLY do some REAL, ACTUAL, MEDICAL research into Aspergers and Autism... stop reading mommy bloggers and their anti-vaccination conspiracies, and get to know what Asperger's and Autism REALLY are, and what it's like to live with either one of them... because it's NOT fun.

#AUTISM IS A COMPLETE NIGHTMARE TO LIVE WITH!

We who actually HAVE Autism, we ain't running around calling ourselves "proud autistics", because we Autism is nothing to be proud of. We know, because struggle with it every day of our lives.

And while you self-diagnosed Aspies, get to toss YOUR "autism" aside when get bored with The Big Bang Theory's Sheldon Cooper, and become a fan of something else... we REAL Autistics don't have that luxury. We can't toss Autism aside, because it doesn't come and go when we feel like being "autistic" to be cool and part of the Sheldon Cooper fan club. 

And tell me WHY do you self-diagnosed Aspies think being Autistic is so "cool"?

Have you SEEN how the media portrays Schizophrenia? Ax murderers. Psycho killers. Gibbering lunatics straight jacketed in an asylum. 

You do realize that MOST of society sees Autistics and Aspies as **EXACTLY WHAT THEY ARE**: a sub group of schizophrenics.

So, tell me WHY, you self-diagnosed Aspies, think **THAT** is "cool?

Have you ever noticed that in recent years, the word "autism" has become used on the internet as a slur?

On Twitter and Reddit you see "autism" used interchangeably with "retard" and "schizoid", and those "proud autistic moms" and "proud self-diagnosed Aspies" get so pissed off because of it, but why? They are NOT wrong. 

#Autism IS a form of mental retardation, so, yes, you ARE retarded if you have Autism.

You didn't think about that when you self-diagnosed yourself did you?

#Autism IS a form of Schizophrenia, so, yes, you ARE a schizoid if you have Autism.

But poor you, you proud self-diagnosed Aspie, you didn't do your research well enough did you, because you would have know that, if you had.

But the funny thing is... when these self-diagnosed Aspies go to a doctor to get diagnosed, they NEVER get told they have Autism or Aspergers and ALWAYS get told they have full blown Paranoid Grandiose Schizophrenia.

Why?

Well.... all those years of being too paranoid to go to doctors, and self-diagnosis yourself, had a lot 2 do with it, because, after "hearing voices" the other 2 primary symptoms of schizophrenia are: "irrational paranoid fear" and "hypochondriasis"... lucky you. We who has Autism, only have a Schizotypal subset in the Schizophrenia spectrum of psychoses, but you, with your beloved prous self-diagnosed Aspie chanting, you proved yourself a 100% blown schizoid. 

Still proud to be a self-diagnosed Aspie?

Still being an Aspie or an Autistic is a badge of honor, that'll make society love and accept you?

Honey, there were plenty of illness out their you could have self-diagnosed yourself with to get pity from society, but ANY psychosis on the Schizotypal tree, is NOT going to among them.

So, when you run around telling people you is a proud Aspie or a proud Autistic, 90% of society is fully aware that Aspergers and Autism are BOTH forms of mental retardation with the Schizotypal Psychoses, so all you are doing is convincing society that you are insane and should be in a mental institute.

And the ONLY reason you are NOT in a mental institute, is because the law changed in 1982, and the government is no longer REQUIRED BY LAW to straight jacket all the sub-sets of Schizophrenia anymore.

Thus why you saw a rise in more children with Aspergers and Autism in public schools in 1987, when the law declared they were allowed to go to public schools for the first time in history.

Your fear of doctors lead you to self-diagnose yourself, and you almost got it right... had you read actual medical journals instead anti-vaccer mommy bloggers, you would have gotten it right... 

#AND, you wouldn't be so proud, to say: "I'm a self-diagnosed, Aspie/Autistic!" and you realized you were actually saying "I'm a self-diagnosed, Schizophrenic!" would you?

It was your fear of doctors that lead to your self-diagnosis... perhaps you should have started your search, by finding out what illness causes a fear of doctors?

Your fear of doctors is also what makes the self-diagnosed Aspies dramatically different from an ACTUAL Autistic.

Autistics don't fear doctors. Autistics are not obsessed with being part of a crowd. Autistics don't feel the need to join a group. Autistics are socially DISTANT not socially awkwards... there is a difference you know.

Someone with Autism DOES NOT WANT TO BE SOCIAL... someone with self-diagnosed Asp is desperately trying to be part of a group.

While you were glorifying all the cute, fun, good time, fluffy bunny tummy feelings of Autism, and found yourself wanted to be a part of the "autism club group"... did you also, look up the bad side of Autism? The negative symptoms? The one's that ain't fun or cute or fill your tummy with fluffy bunnies?

No?

You forgot to look into those symptoms didn't you?

Perhaps, if you had, you would not have been so quick to self diagnose.

Being the "prize guest" at so many Autism events, I get to meet thousands of self-diagnosed Aspies every year.

The top thing, they like to say is this:

#"I know I have Autism, because social awkward. I always WANT to join groups and make friends, but have social anxiety, so I MUST be Autistic. That's why I self diagnosed myself."

Well, whoop dee doo, good for you.

Social anxiety is ITSELF it's own, separate disorder... and MOST who have REAL Autism, don't have it as a symptom.

Soooo, if you have social anxiety, changes are VERY high that you don't have Autism.

Why?

Well, we REAL Autistics, usually are having too much fun with our "imaginary friends"... hey, look, Avallac'h, he's all over my profile for a reason you know... we REAL Autistics, usually are having too much fun with our "imaginary friends" to have any want, need, or desire for social activities or real friends who are real people.

**We REAL Autistics, like our "imaginary friends" much, much MORE then we like real people.** In fact, in most cases,  we REAL Autistics also have a deep set HATRED for real people. If you REALLY had Autism, you'd have known that, because you would have plenty of "imaginary friends" and deeply hate when real interrupted your conversations with the people they can't see.

**We REAL Autistics, Do NOT WANT to be part of a group.** If you REALLY had Autism, you'd have known that, because you would have zero desire to be accepted by a group.

**We REAL Autistics, we are not seeking to join a club and hang out with others.** If you REALLY had Autism, you'd have known that, because would find hanging out with others as grating on your mind as sandpaper on your skin.

**We REAL Autistics, Do NOT WANT to be take part in community activities.** If you REALLY had Autism, you'd have known that, because communities activities would be an gnawing annoying pain forever eating at your brain and you'd be trying desperately to escape the crowd, by climbing the tallest tree the nearest cell phone tower, just to get as far away from the mindless prattle of community gibber gabber..

**We REAL Autistics, we don't like people and we don't WANT to be a part of your world, your world is full of pain and suffer, every sound stabs our ears, every light blinds us**. If you REALLY had Autism, you'd have known that, because you would suffer excruciating pain, at every voice, every laughter, every yip-yap, every scream, every light no matter how dim. And all you would want to do is sit in a corner, holding your hands over your ear to block out the noise, to clamp your eyes shut and keep out the pain of the light. To scream louder than every sound around you, in hopes you can scream loud enough to drown it out and chase it away.

**We REAL Autistics, we don't NEED social interaction with people and we don't WANT to be a part of your world, BECAUSE we have a vastly huge world in our heads, and it's a better world than your real world, and we don't like it when you real people interrupt us and pull us out of the world that lives in our heads.** If you REALLY had Autism, you'd have known that, because you would have zero desire to be interacting with real people, because fairies and elves are far more fun, more quiet, more docile, less violent, less hostile, less brutal, not as loud, and are kind, loving, and gentle. And tey, unlike real people, will never hurt you.

We REAL Autistics, have no desire, ZERO, none at all, to take part in social activities... and THAT is why social anxiety is very, very, very rare to almost none-existent in REAL Autism.

So, when you diagnosed Aspies say:

#"I know I have Autism, because social awkward. I always WANT to join groups and make friends, but have social anxiety, so I MUST be Autistic. That's why I self diagnosed myself."

You've missed the mark big time, and you don't have a fucking clue what Autism is.

Someone with Autism will hiss, growl, shriek, scream, bite, kick, scratch your eyes out if you try to force them into a crowd of people. Someone with self-diagnosed Asp is going to stand their awkwardly and wait to be asked to join the group, when you push them into a crowd.

Yes... you **CAN** see the **HUGE** amounts of vast difference between **REAL, ACTUAL, AUTISM** and the fake ass wannabes with a self diagnosis. And those differences are miles apart from each other.

#THERE HAS NEVER BEEN A CASE OF A SELF-DIAGNOSED AUTISTIC SUCCESSFULLY BEING MEDICALLY DIAGNOSED WITH AUTISM!

And **THAT** is why so many hundreds of people meet me at conventions and say: *"I've worked with hundreds of Autistics over the years and I've never seen anyone with anything like you have before."*

I always ask them: *"Where they self diagnosed or did they have actual medical records proving they had Autism?"*

And the answer is **ALWAYS**: *"Well, it's so hard to get a diagnosis, only 12 psychiatrists in the world are qualified to diagnosis Autism, so they **HAD** to self diagnose themselves. They were all proud self-diagnosed Aspies. Just like me! I'm Autistic too, but, wow are you nothing like me. Are you sure you have Autism? I'm not like you at all and I know I diagnosed myself correctly, because I'm just like Sheldon Cooper and I've watched every episode of Big Bang Theory, so I know I have Autism, just like my hero Sheldon Cooper does."*

Yeah. There ARE only 12 psychiatrists on the planet, who are legally qualified and legally able to make a diagnosis of Autism.

I get so sick and tired of jackass Autism-wanna-bes, who call themselves Autistic just because they think it's "cool".

Can you wipe your own ass when you take a shit? If so, you probably don't have Autism.

Are you in your 20s, 30s, 40s, 50s, 60s, 70s+ and can live on your own without 24 hour adult supervision? Hey, well, guess what **YOU DO NOT HAVE AUTISM! SO STOP FUKING PRETENDING YOU DO!**

Someone with REAL Autism, will go total psycho on your ass, when you try to force them to interact with others... they will act like a wild rabid animal, tear your skin off your faces, bite chunks of flesh out of your arm, you WILL be seriously injured, and **YOU WILL NEED HOSPITALIZATION FOR YOUR MASSIVE INJURIES**. 

Never underestimate the extreme levels of violence, hostility, and animalistic strength an Autistic possesses when upset.

#THERE IS A REASON MOST PARANTS OF ACTUALLY AUTISTIC CHIDLREN BELIEVE THEIR CHILD IS DEMON POSSESSED AND TAKE THEM TO PRIESTS FOR EXOSISMS!

Believe me... there is a big difference between an upset self-diagnosed aspie pouting in the corner and an upset ACTUAL autistic, breaking your bones, pulling your hair out, ripping your ears offm, and biting your fingers off.

Self diagnosed Aspies, will run and hide with you yell at them... actual real Autistics, will fight back with vicious animal ferocity, and you'll be in an ambulance on your way to get your fingers sewed back on.

There is a hell of a big difference between:

* "Oh my kid has quirks, likes comic books, and won't eat peas or green beans, he must have Autism"

and

* "Ohmigawd! My demon possessed kid just bit my fucking finger off, because I stopped him from laying his comic books out around the edge of the house in rainbow colour order!"

People focus on the "good" or "positive" symptoms of Autism... like quirks and obsessions with cartoons... but they forget, those are just the iceberg tip of Autism that you see on the surface, and MOST of Autism's symptoms are a  true nightmare, horrific, dark, and are very, very, very negative.

The fakers with their self diagnoses, prance around "look at me I got quirks!"... but ask them, about the dark side of Autism, and they'll tell you there is none. 

The fakers with their self diagnoses, will tell you Autism is all good and has no bad... but me with real Autism, I can tell you how easy it is for an 8 year old girl to rip a man's testicals off and force feed them to him... because I did it. I really don't like being touched, and like even less being raped.

The fakers with their self diagnoses, will tell you they read comic books... me with real Autism, I can quite line by line, every pages of more than 10,000 comic books.

A photographic memory, the ability to look inside your mind and see photographic images of EVERYTHING you have ever looked at EVER in your entire life, and quickly file through those photos to read from your head, books line by line... is a primary required symptoms of Autism, and if you don't have that, you don't have Autism.

The fakers with their self diagnoses, will tell you look how pretty the trees are, let's paint pictures of them... me with real Autism, I can tell you the best and fastest way to get to the top of that tree and how many days was the longest I stayed up there 130 feet off the ground.

Oh... did no one ever tell you one of the primary symptoms of Autism is climbing things like telephone poles, water towers, smokestacks, and giant old growth pine and redwood trees?

I thought you said you knew Autism well enough to diagnose yourself with having it?

The fakers with their self diagnoses, will tell you how much fun it is to be a part of the neurodiversity community, where they get to hang out with other none neural typicals... me with real Autism, I'll punch your teeth out with a brick if you try to force me into any community at all. No I'm not joking, I have Autism, I NEVER joke, I am ALWAYS dead serious, look at my uncles, most of them have no front teeth, and most of them lost their teeth before I was 12 years old. I don't like being hit in the face with a brick and my uncles always taught:

*"DO unto others as you want others to do unto you"*... meaning, they would not have broken my jaw with a brick and knocked out 17 of my teeth, unless they wanted me to return the favor and knock out their teeth with the exact same brick they used to knock out mine.

The golden rule... do unto others what you want others to do to you, in other words, I wait to see how you are going to treat me, and I will do to you EXACTLY the same thing you did to me, line by line, word by word, action by action, measure by measure, because by doing it to me, you have informed me that I MUST do it back to you, it's what you wanted me to do to you, otherwise, you would not have done it to me... do to others EXACTLY what they first did to you. So says the Golden Rule in the Bible... my uncles shouldn't have preached it, if they didn't mean it; likewise, they should not have beaten out 17 of my teeth with a brick, if they didn't want me to fight back in self defence and with that self same brick. Just because a child is 8 years old, and 5 men in their 30s are holding her down and raping her, and beating her face with a brick to stop her from crying for help, doesn't mean she ain't strong enough to tear her arm free, pull that brick from their hand, and throw it right back at them.

Did you know Autism is CAUSED by childhood rape? And that if you were NOT raped as a toddler, than it is NOT possible for you to have Autism?

I suppose that would be, yet another thing you overlooked when self-diagnosing yourself, eh?

Do you realize, when your parents say: "I'm a proud mom of an autistic child"... that what she is ACTUALLY saying is: "I'm proud the men in my life raped my toddler and gave her Autism!" 

Yeah.

I'm wondering how many "Proud Autism moms" there would be, if they ACTUALLY READ the ACTUALLY medical diagnosis guide for Autism, and found out that Autism, is a form of childhood post traumatic stress disorder, caused by childhood rape?

Did you know Autism, is a coping mechanism... a way to shut out the real world, because people are evil, mean, and hurtful, and imaginary friends don't hurt you and live in a world, where you are safe and protected, and you can ONLY be hurt if you leave there would and return to the real world... 

...and THAT is WHY Autistics, shut out the real world, ignore it completely, and have no desire, absolutely ZERO desire for social interaction.

Which is WHY it is foolish for self-diagnosed Aspies, to claim to be Autistic because of social anxiety.

We with REAL Autism, don't have social anxiety... we have 100% pure hatred for humanity and the world humans live in and our brain shut down and protects us, by blocking out the real world... that why we don't see it... why don't see cars in the road... why we need 24 hour adult supervision, even into our adulthood and elderly years... because we see the world of the Fae and we can no longer see your real world, because your real world is far too painful to see anymore.

The fakers with their self diagnoses, will tell you they could NEVER hurt anyone, it would hurt their feelings... me with real Autism, I don't give a shit about your feelings and I won't think twice about breaking your nose, arm, leg, if you hurt me, I'm going to hurt you right back. You break my nose, I will immediately break your nose, and while you are on the ground crying in pain, I'm standing dry eyed, not sheading a tear, not making a sound, because I've been in searing pain so long, that nothing you can do will hurt me worse than I already hurt every day. You are not used to pain, so you cry and scream... me, I stopped crying decades ago, I stopped screaming decades back. I also stopped smiling... I hurt too much to smile. I've not laughed in decades, I've no reason to laugh and laughter only shakes my insides and makes the pain worse.

Common misconception is that we with ACTUAL Autism, have no feelings... no... we have feelings, we just are in so much agonizing pain, all day, every day, that we learned to stop showing emotions... it was the only way, to learn to stop crying 24 hours a day, stop screaming with every step we take. We had to cancel out outward sings of emotions, otherwise we would never make it from one day to the next.

The agonizing pain, is so bad that we pass out several times a day, whenever the stabbing pain of pinched nerves, bloated bellies, bleeding blisters, splitting eardrums, stabbing pain in our eyes, reaches a point when we can bear it in silence no longer, and we stop breathing, our bodies shut down. And we lay unconscious on the floor for seconds, minutes, hours, sometimes days, before we wake up again.

The physical pain is the worst part of Autism.

The fakers with their self diagnoses, will tell you all their favorite foods, their likes, their dislikes, and how they are picky, finicky eaters who must have everything laid out just so... me with real Autism, I'll tell you about WHY I can not eat most foods... the bloating, the rashes, the hives, the vomiting, the diarrhea... an Autistic's strict "finicky" diet is NOT a cute little quirk like the fake ass self diagnosers say, it's a full blood gastrointestinal allergy that you can die from... the same thing that causes our synapses to misfire also causes our digestive tract to reject every food we eat like it was poison.

If that doesn't happen to you, than you don't have Autism.

The fakers with their self diagnoses, will tell you "I like to read, I'm a deep thinker and like to get lost in thought, thinking about the other worlds"... me with real Autism, I don't get lost in thought thinking about other worlds I've read about in books, I spend hours every day, in what I'm told is called "Astral projection". I don't think about those worlds, I live in them. I don't read about those characters, I interact with them. 

People have recorded this "phenomena" when it happens ... they can't wake me up. I go into a rigid catatonic state, for hours, days, some times weeks. It's almost like a coma, but my body is still functioning so I don't need life support.

When I finally come out of it and they ask where I went, my answer is always: "I went into a book to visit the characters" or "I went into the vide game, to live with the characters" or "I went into the movie, to find out what was going on in their world"

I don't just "think" about characters, I go meet them in their world... and THAT is what makes Autism, Autism, and what makes a REAL Autistic, so vastly different from the faker ass wannabes with their self diagnoses.

Doctors, can't explain catatonia and classify it as "one of the mysteries" of Autism.

#While not all catatonics have Autism... ALL Autistics ALWAYS have catatonia.

Catatonia is the one thing, that makes REAL Autism, REAL Autism... and if you don't have catatonia, you ain't got Autism.

And if you didn't know catatonia is the ONLY symptom that determines if or not you have Autism, then Honey, you really do know absolutely nothing about REAL, ACTUAL Autism.

#IF YOU DO NOT HAVE CATATONIA, YOU DO NOT HAVE AUTISM!

And then there are the senses. The over powering senses. 

Every sound, even the tiniest whisper, is like a cruise ship fog horn going off in my ears. 

If that doesn't happen to you, than you don't have Autism.

I can see in the dark like a cat, and that's a good thing, but the trade off, I can't see at all in light. Sun light, daylight, land light, they blind me. I can not go outside between 10AM and 5PM because the sunlight causes searing pain and I pass out from the pain, then when I wake up, I can't see at all for several minutes, and when I can see again all I can see a rainbow star bursts and black and red polka dots for hours.

If that doesn't happen to you, than you don't have Autism.

The faker ass wanna bes with their self diagnoses, will tell you their eyes hurt if they look at the sun... newsflash... EVERYONE'S eyes hurt if you look at the sun. Stop being an idiot, stop looking at the sun!

People with Autism, don't have to look at the sun to black out ... a 30 watt lamp in a bedroom will cause them to pass out from the searing pain as well. The pain is THAT bad.

When was the last time you felt pain that was so extreme you passed out?

Never? Really? I thought you said you had Autism? 

When was the last time you were blind for hours on end and saw nothing but total blackness, while fireworks starburst of rainbow colours exploded in front of you and black and red polka dots zipped by?

Never? Really? I thought you said you accurately self diagnosed yourself with Autism? Extreme photosensitivity is a primary symptom, classified as, you don't have Autism, if you don't have this symptom.

Still think you diagnosed yourself accurately?

The faker ass wanna bes with their self diagnoses, will tell you they can't wear cloths with tags because "tags are itchy"...

Nothing can touch me. Nothing. No one. Not fabric. Not human skin. I break out in horrifying blisters, huge bubbles that burst and bleed. I can only wear 100% pure silk, pure cotton, pure bamboo fiber cloth, or real fur. Everything burns my skin. Turns my skin bright red. My skin blisters, bubbles, bleeds, and peels if anything else touches it.

If that doesn't happen to you, than you don't have Autism.

As for itchy tags... tags itch EVERYONE, you stupid ass!

People with Autism... tags cause massive blisters, hives, and bleeding.

Far too many people only know the "good", "cute", "funny", "quirky", "socially acceptable" symptoms of Autism, and they want in on that. They want to be cute, funny, quirky, social acceptable... but they completely ignore the dark side of Autism... and very, very, very dark, that dark side is. The bad symptoms, the violent symptoms, the social unaccepted symptoms, are far bigger, far greater, then the good ones. To the extent that a REAL Autistic can't function in society.

And that's how you can tell the fake ass wanna bes with their self diagnoses, from someone with REAL, ACTUAL Autism.

They parade around talking how good and fun Autism is, they make out like having Autism is a badge of honor to be proud of.

It's not, and don't be fooled into thinking it is.

And 90% of all Autistics, can't even talk. Mutism, is one the biggest symptoms.

Yes, Autism gives you good things like making art and literature are big part of your life, but the bad parts of Autism are so overpowering bad, that you can NOT enjoy those good things.

Real Autistics aren't trying to be a part of a group. They are just trying to get from one day to the next without searing pain in their bellies, without their skin bursting open and bleeding all over everything, without mind numbing pain in their eyes from sunlight. They are in far too much pain 24 hours a day, 7 days a week, 52 weeks a year, every year for their entire lives, to have any free time to join groups or happily chat about how fun Autism is.

#Autism is not fun to live with, and any one who tells you it is, does not have Autism.

The fakers with their self diagnoses, forget to tell you about the dark side of Autism, because **THEY DO NOT HAVE AUTISM** so they didn't even know the dark side of Autism existed.

If you only know self-diagnosed Aspies, then you don't know Autism, and you are in for one hell of a big surprise when the day comes that you actually meet someone with REAL Autism.

1 in 3 children have Aspergers, it's very common, but only 1 in 120,000 children have Autism, it's very rare. In the wake of the mass flood of people calling Asperger's Autism, people forget how incredibly rare actual Autism really is. They aren't the same thing and until you've seen both side by side, you don't realize how different they really are.

People forget WHY I became such a good writer. I was mute for 31 years. Writing was the only way I could communicate with anyone. But I grew up in a family that crumpled up the paper, never even looked at it. In their minds I was too stupid to talk and therefore anything I wrote on paper MUST have been gibberish. They didn't even look at it. So I wrote letters to the cats that lived with us. I started doing that when I was 8 years old. I still do it 50+ years later.

 I'm not likely to be much use in a group, as outside of writing, art, video games, and organizing sale floors of retail stores, I'm too retarded to be able to do anything else. 

I'm rarely welcomed in groups, because I'm too retarded, too Autistic to fit in, or so I'm always told. I'm rarely of any use to anyone.

Below are 2 lists... one side it titled "Autism" the other is titled "Aspergers". 

The side titled Autism, is the ACTUAL symptoms.

The side title Aspergers are the symptoms which self-diagnosed Aspies CLAIM are Symptoms of Aspergers...

Compare the difference, and see for yourself, the stark danger, of giving yourself a REAL diagnoses, based off a FICTIONAL TV show...

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Autism Autistic children are very quiet. Non-verbal. Often mute. They never have out bursts of screaming. They don't suddenly burst out into endless chatter. They may reach adulthood without ever saying a word. While some Autistic children can talk, most CAN NOT physically form words. Autistic children MAY have a high IQ, but they will probably never know what the the concept of an IQ is. More often an Autistic child has a very high IQ about one subject, but is so below average low IQ in everything else that they are unable to put to use the high IQ topic. Autistic children rock back and forth and stare at the wall for hours because they are living inside their head having fascinating conversations with imaginary friends. They have loads of fun telepathically speaking to people that do not exist and only can see or hear. Autistic children usually wear diapers into adulthood, rarely learn how to feed themselves with a spoon, often need help to bath, need someone to wipe their bum for them after taking a shit, can not - even as adults - cross the street without adult supervision, and frequently wear head and neck braces because they never learn how to hold their heads up on their own. Autistics have a deep need for privacy and personal space. They have little to no desire for human contact or social interaction. The fastest way to trigger a meltdown is to touch them, and don't you dare try to hug them. Autistics are not aware they are any different from other people, and when others say they are "different" or "special" or "unique" they well respond with: "What do you mean? I'm not different. I'm normal just like you." Unlike Aspies, Autistics do not have the constant need to self-proclaim their self importance. Indeed the Autistic is often too busy living in their head, having silent conversations with imaginary friends, to be aware that real people exist around them and therefore feel no need to try to compete with others. Autistic fail to grasp the concept of self importance. Tell an Autistic they are special and they reply with: "No, I'm not. I'm just like you." While socially awkward, Autistics find no need to try to join social actives, do not try to be part of a group, and are quite content to do solo activities such as reading, writing, drawing, or having internal conversation with the people living inside their head. They become frustrated if adults try to force them to join groups or do activities with others. When by themselves, Autistics often giggle and laugh, for seemingly no reason. They frequently clap their hands excitedly, hum to themselves, hug themselves, and while being completely alone, tend to enjoy their own company quite a bit, becoming frustrated if you interrupt them or suggest they play with other children. When asked why they are laughing or singing, they will often give detailed descriptions of Faeries, unicorns, angels, or other "invisible beings" who were telling them jokes or putting on plays for them. Autistics are quite to say such things as: When I am alone, I feel relaxed. I like to be completely alone. I'm always alone and I love it. I'm so glad people leave me alone. Listen to all this peace and quiet with no one bothering me. Now I can think and have fun with the Fairies. Autistics are quick to cover their yards with "Keep Out" and "No Trespassing" signs. Autistics have a high need for privacy and have meltdowns when their personal space is invaded by rude people who do not respect the privacy of others. Autistics are: Open, original, curious, imaginative, conscientious, reliable, organized, thorough, and have overly high self esteems. Autistics (both boys and girls) frequently like to dress up in pink ruffles, frilly skirts, fake wings, and dance around with magic wands, often saying that they are dancing with fairies. Pink is the most common colour worn by Autistics, even into adulthood. Male Autistics have a high rate of wearing dresses as adults. Male to female transgender is common among Autistics. Autistics are often described by others as being "quiet and shy, not talking much and keeping to themselves" Autistics rarely notice what is going on around them. They rarely pay attention to what other people are doing. Usually they are having too much fun interacting with the people living inside their head, to notice the real people around them. They therefore rarely compete with others. Autistics fail to grasp the concept of competition, and therefor have no ability to play competitive sports or compete in contests or competitions. Items such as awards, prizes, and trophies bear no meaning to Autistics who do not understand why competitive people seek to gain such things. If forced by their parents to join sports or contests, they will become overly lazy, sleeping through practice, missing games, and otherwise not participating. Because they can find no logic behind other people's need to compete with one another, they find things like sports, contests, and competitions to be dull, unexciting, and dreadfully boring. They are content to play by themselves and do solo actives and find group activities frustrating and annoying. Autistics are likely to be vegan, vegetarian, animal rights activists, or otherwise extreme when it comes to living as peacefully as possible, and doing as little harm as possible to humans, plants, animals, and the earth. Autistics have a higher then normal complicity for empathy and compassion for all living creatures. Autistics abhor guns, weapons, violence, murder, eating meat, accidentally breathing in bugs, or anything else that might cause harm. Most Autistics obsess over these things to extremes. Most Autistics have some form of spelling problems, such as dyslexia. They often spell words phonetically. They may replace words with pictures (such as drawing an eyeball for the pronoun "I" or a bumblebee for the word "be".) Most Autistics can not process numbers, never learn to count, can not do even simple addition, and are unable to read clocks, tell time, can not tell you the dates, do not know how old they are, and are unable to identify the current year or the current president of the United States. Most Autistics prefer to write with crayons due to the bright colours, as well as the enjoyment of being able to line up the crayons after getting done writing. Autistics tend to write very large, loopy letters in italic (half print/half cursive), often dotting i's with hearts, turning g and y tails into dragonfly wings, adding smiliy faces inside of o's. Their letters are often forward slanting, go off the page and scribbled on the table, and are written, very, very fast. They often write on coloured construction paper and decorate it with glitter glue and stickers. Autistics have a high tendency to love everything. They think more often with their heart then with logic. Their decisions are ruled by emotions and a mortal fear of causing harm. They tend to be optimistic and see the good in everyone. They are often seen by others are "tootie fruitie air heads, floating around in rose coloured glasses" and are often described as "tree hugging hippies". Autistics have an extreme trusting nature and are prone to trusting every one they meet. Because of this, they are seen as "gullible" or "too stupid to live" and have a higher then normal rate of being the victims of scams, fraud, rape, and identity theft. More then 90% of all Autistics have a "bully story" or "stalker story" to tell. Most Autistics can tell you night mare stories of having been targeted, hunted down, stalked, and victimized by someone who has Aspergers. Autistics frequently cite that Aspies call them "retarded competitions for attention that therefore expendable life forms not worthy to live" Autistics commonly report being told by Aspies: "You deserve to die" and/or "You deserve to be shot in the head." There has NEVER been a case of someone with Autism owning, possessing, or using a gun. Nearly all reports of an Autistic child being beaten, bullied, or murdered in a school environment, they were beaten, bullied, or murdered by some one with Aspergers. Autistics commonly report being targeted by Aspies for repeat violence and harassment, often receiving crippling injuries, and claim that the Aspies said they did it because: "You're not really Autistic like me. I know. I'm self-diagnosed. You're not. You're not smart like me. You're just a retard pretending to Autistic. I know better then your doctor. I'm smarter then him. I'm smarter then you. I'm smarter then everyone. You're not special. I am. I'm special. Not you. I have Autism not you." There are no cases of self-diagnosed Autism. Autism is NOT a medical term and a doctor will NEVER diagnose your child as "having Autism". The ACTUAL diagnosis, and the one your doctor will say is: "Your child has Kanner's Syndrome, more commonly known as Autism." TRUE Autism aka Kanner's Syndrome, remains one of the rarest and least common diagnoses. Only 1 in every 10,000 has ACTUAL Autism. 73% of ACTUAL Autistics will never learn to talk, never learn to walk, be wheelchair bond their entire lives, and will be fed by tubes due to an inability to know how to open and shut their mouths or swallow food. Other names for Kanner's Syndrome are: Actual Autism Classic Autism True Autism Real Autism Autistics do not notice things like skin colour or religion and are unaware of the fact that white people should hate black people, Christians should hate Muslims, straights should hate gays, or vice versa. Due to their inability to comprehend the differences between races, religions, genders, and sexualities, and their inability to grasp the concept of competition,  Autistics have a low tendency towards violence. Mot only are Autistic people not more likely to commit a violent crime than non-Autistic people, but that the rate of violence among Autistics is lower than in the general population. Autistic people are also far more likely to be the victims of crime than the perpetrators. Autistcs are more likely then average to identify as gay, lesbian, bi-sexual, pansexual, etc. However, most Autistics do not know what sex is and will live their entire lives as virgins, never engaging in sexual activities. When an Autistic becomes frustrated, their first reaction to become very silent, "shut down" (no longer seeing or hearing anything going on around them), and begin stimming and or punding more then usual. While Autistics pick up on every detail, they think nothing of those details and do not make comparisons between people, or things. They are more likely then the average person to be seen as "liberal", due to their not making judgement on people based on race, religion, skin colour, gender, or sexuality. Autistics have difficulty understanding the concept of people being different. They can not see a reason white white skin is better then black skin, rich are better then poor, straights are better the LGBTQA+, etc. They see people as people and do not see the need for people to compete against other people. Autistics often go years without saying a word. It is not unusual for an Autistic to reach adulthood and be presumed mute and only say their first word in their late 20s or early 30s. About half of individuals with autism do not develop enough natural speech to meet their daily communication needs. Autistics have a high rate of never becoming valuable citizens within society because they are too busy happily painting rainbows on pebbles, dressing up in pink ruffles, and dancing with fairies to notice the world around them. Autistics tend to be very stupid, knowing only a few basic things. They have abnormally, extreme high IQs of 200+ in 1 or 2 areas, but such low IQs of -75 in every thing else that they are rarely able to apply usefulness to the 1 or 2 things they excel at. 73% of Autistics are classified as clinically mentally retarded having an IQ of 30 to 50. High Functioning Autism is very rare, only 1 in every 7 Autistics have it. An Autistic is considered High Functioning if their IQ is 75 or higher AND they are able to communicate in full sentences instead of 1 word answers (Okay, Yes, No, etc) and short phrases (I don't know, I like that, I don't like that, etc) Only 1 in every 1,000 Autistics will ever be able to attend elementary and grade school. Even fewer will ever attend highschool. Most will never graduate or go on to college. Autistics form close bonds with a few people, such as caregivers or siblings. What few Autistics there are who reach adulthood and are able to do enough things on their own without the help of a 24 hour caretaker, are most likely to seek out jobs involving the arts: painting, drawing, writing novels, acting in theater, writing poetry, embroidery, beadworking, quilting, doll making, fashion design, cooking, landscaping, and crochet being the most common jobs sought out by Autistics. However fewer then 10% of all Autistics will be able to verbally communicate with others enough to function in normal society. Autistics enjoy creating things. Another name for an Autistic is "idiot savant". Autism is very RARE, effecting only 1 in every 10,000 children

Asperger's Asperger's children are very quiet, but they are verbal. Rarely mute. They frequently have out bursts of screaming. They OFTEN suddenly burst out into endless chatter about a beloved topic.  While Asperger's children can talk, most REFUSE TO DO SO because they don't see the point. Asperger's children nearly always have a high IQ and they love to tell any one and everyone willing to listen (or not) how great and wonderful they are because high IQs make them, great, and wonderful, and amazing. Asperger's children rock back and forth and stare at the wall for hours because they believe their IQ is so far above the IQ of every one else in the room, that there is therefore no one in the room worth talking to and thus they have fascinating dialogues with themselves as no one but themself has an IQ worth interacting with. Most self-diagnosed Aspies absolutely refuse to degrade themselves by speaking to people with IQs lower then their own. Asperger's children may choose to wear diapers into adulthood because it takes too much time away from their expanding their high IQ to get up to go to the bathroom, but they have no need for someone to help them change said diapers. They also need no help learning to coordinated getting a spoon to their mouth instead of their ear, and if they have trouble crossing the street it's because they forgot to stop reading their book before stepping into the road, not because they couldn't tell the difference between a car and a tree. Asperger's need privacy but crave social interaction. They love touching everyone and everything. As smart as they are, they have no ability to grasp the concept of privacy or personal space and will get as close to you as possible when they talk to you. Most self-diagnosed Aspies walk around with the "I'm special" chip on their shoulder. They constantly use terms such as: “I’m special,” “I’m one-of a kind,” “I’m ahead of my time,” “I’m so unique no one understands me,” and “I’m so smart I’m above everyone else.” Statements such as these reveal common narcissistic tendencies of superiority, grandiosity, and entitlement.  Considering 1 in every 3 children has Aspergers, they are not as different, special, unique, or as misunderstood as they believe, but their extreme self importance refuses to allow them to see that. EXCEPT: only 1 in every 400 children have an ACTUAL Asperger's diagnosis; the remainder of the 1 in 3 children are self diagnosed. Tell an Aspie they are special and they reply with: "I know it! I have the best brain on the planet!" While socially awkward, Aspies feel a desperate need to try to join social actives, will repeatedly and often unsuccessfully try to be part of a group, and become highly frustrated when if in a group, others do not recognized their supreme dominance and superiority to the others, by virtue of their having the highest IQ of anyone in the room. Though often alone, Aspies do not want to be. When by themselves, most self-diagnosed Aspies become angry, frustrated, and frequently hit themselves in the head, punch walls, kick doors, break their siblings toys, throw things, and often throw themselves on the ground scream that they are going to hold their breath and kill themselves if someone doesn't play with them. However when others try to play with them, most self-diagnosed Aspies get great pleasure out of bullying, teasing, picking on, and beating up anyone whose IQ is not deemed high enough to match their superiority. Most self-diagnosed Aspies  find "pretend play" and "imaginary friends" to be dull and boring, often citing that "those things are for stupid babies with low IQs. We intelligent beings do not do stupid baby stuff like that." Aspies are quick to say such things as: I feel uncomfortable when I am alone. Being alone quickly gets to be too much for me. I'm always alone and I hate it. While most self-diagnosed Aspies say: I'm so sick of people ignoring me, I have to seek revenge on them and show them I'm the best, then they'll wish they had spent time with me. I'll teach them to leave me alone like this. You'll see. I'll show them. Most self-diagnosed Aspies  are quick to tear "Keep Out" and "No Trespassing" signs off trees, say "that ain't there for me" and trespass in your yard anyways with no regard for your privacy and no clue that they are invading your personal private space. Aspies are: Neurotic, curious, tense, moody, worry a lot, feel a deep need to belong to a social group, organized, thorough, and have overly low self esteems. Aspies(both boys and girls) frequently like to dress in dark clothes, and as teens and young adults are most likely to identify as "emo". They are also prone to pity parties, cutting, and self mutilation. Black is the most common colour worn by Aspies, even into adulthood. Most self-diagnosed Female Aspies have a high rate of wearing pants as adults, refusing to wear dresses, often referring to girls who wear dresses as "frumpy" and "stupid". Female to male transgender is common among Aspies. Aspies are often described by others as being "loud, obnoxious, and over boisterous, they never stop talking and can't keep their hands to themselves" Aspies are highly competitive and are constantly on the look out for the smallest most minute details in which they are different from (and therefore superior to)  those around them. They are very nosy, needing to know every move everyone makes, to be able to constantly be "two steps ahead" so that no one is able to "beat them at the game". They turn everything into a competition, for example: quickly eating their meal without chewing, just so they can jump up from the table screaming "I'm done first! I win!" even though no one else was competing against them in eating fastest. Aspies are highly motivated by the concept of winning, being the best, having the most, receiving awards, prizes, and trophies. They do not care about the game, contest, or activity itself as their motive is simply being better at everything then every one else. Most self-diagnosed Aspies  often take to cheating and deviant and hurtful methods "to win", especially in things where no one is actually competing against them. (Such as setting fire to a neighbors house, because the neighbors house was bigger then theirs and the only way for them to "win" was to make their neighbors house smaller.) Aspies must win at all costs. About 1 in every 9 self-diagnosed Aspies  are quick to say that violence, vandalism, and even murder are justified if it means they will win. Because they lack empathy, about a 3rd of all self-diagnosed Aspies do not see anything wrong with violence, vandalism, or murder and believe that if these things serve their purpose (to win and prove their brain is the best) than they are perfectly  okay things to do. Self-diagnosed Aspies have the lowest rate of empathy and compassion (of all mental illnesses) for those around them. All life - human, plant, or animal - is expendable. Parents should be on the look out for self-diagnosed Aspies who kill and dissect their pets (cats, dogs, hamsters, etc) as this is a common problem in about a 3rd of all Aspies children. If your neighbors dog goes missing and is then returned to them dissected, this is often a tell tale sign that their is a self-diagnosed Aspie in the area. Most Aspies have better than average spelling and grammar skills and are quick to bully any one with poor spelling. They are often described as "grammar Nazis". Most Aspies are able to do advanced Algebra at a young age (as young as 5 years old) and find things like Trigonometry equations to be relaxing past-times. Aspies are sometimes said to be "human calculators". Most Aspies can not only list off all the presidents of the United States in order, but can also tell you the names of each first lady, each vice president, and then each governor of each state during the presidency of each president. Most Aspies write in fine point archival ink pens, often in very neat, carefully aligned, very tiny block letters, which closely mimic typed fonts. They may re-write the same letter to someone a dozen or more times, if they accidentally make one word a millimeter too high above the line. They always write on college ruled or graph paper, to ensure the letters are perfectly straight and even. Writing with 1 inch margins on all sides. Aspies are cold, calculating, and often described as being robotic. They feel emotions are a waste of their time and energy and use cold logic to base all their decisions off of. They tend to be pessimistic and see the bad in everyone. They are often seen by others are "mean, cold-hearted tyrants" or "rigid and unforgiving", or "heartless and uncaring", and are often described as "little Hitlers". Aspies have an extreme "ego maniac" or "super villain" nature, displayed by a need to do "dastardly daring deeds" simply to prove to everyone that they can and thus show the world they have the biggest, bestest, brain in all the land. Because of this, one third of all Aspies (the 3rd all being self-diagnosed) are quick to hone in on anyone seen as "gullible" or "too stupid to live" and have a higher then normal rate of being the perpetrators of scams, fraud, rape, and identity theft. Most self-diagnosed Aspies of this type have a high need to be given constructive things to do in order to prevent them from becoming master mind criminals. Most self-diagnosed Aspies have a tendency to hunt down, stalk, and victimize Autistics, because they see Autistics as "retarded competitions for attention" and therefore expendable life forms worthy of their deviant , super brainy, methods of torment. Self-diagnosed Aspies have a higher then normal rate of being in possession of guns, in most cases stolen from a relative. Nearly ALL school shootings to occur in the United States was committed by a person with self-diagnosed Aspergers. Nearly all reports of an Autistic child being beaten, bullied, or murdered in a school environment, they were beaten, bullied, or murdered by some one with self-diagnosed Aspergers. Self-diagnosed Aspies are more (then any other mental illness) likely to target someone with Autism and ignore all other disorders, as they feel Autistics are "fakers" and "not really Autistic like me". Aspies are very strong willed and dominant and have a need to be in control. Because of their extreme levels of narcissism, their high levels of feeling superior and self important, and their total lack of empathy towards others, self-diagnosed Aspies have a high rate towards violence and criminal activity, especially being violent towards anyone they feel is "different and therefor inferior" to them. Most self-diagnosed Aspies  have no tolerance level for anything not completely identical to themselves. White Aspies therefore hate with a vengange all non-whites. Christian Aspies are of the believe it is their god given duty to murder every Muslim before the Muslims murder them. Straight Aspies believe the only good gay man is a dead gay man. And so on. Self-diagnosed Aspies are more likely then the average person, and more likely then any other mental illness, to show animosity towards gay, lesbian, bi-sexual, pansexual, etc. people because they are "different" and all things different = inferior to the Aspie's superior intellect. When self-diagnosed Aspies  becomes frustrated, their first reaction is usually to grab the person closet to them, hold them down, and punch them in the face over and over again, even if that person was in no way related to the cause of their frustration. Aspies notice every detail of everything and put high focus on ways people are different from them. Most self-diagnosed Aspies are more likely then the average person to show intolerance to different races, religions, genders, and sexuality, feeling that their own race, gender, sexuality, and religion are the ONLY CORRECT ones and that all other are evil and should be eliminated. Most self-diagnosed Aspies  are more likely then the average person to join racially bigoted gangs (such as Nazis or Ku Klux Klan or the Westboro Baptist Church) or be attracted to racism. Most self-diagnosed Aspies  are more likely to take part in Zionism, White Power, gay-bashing, anti-gay movements, etc. Asperger's have difficulty going 5 seconds without being the center attention of every single conversation. If they are not the ones talking, they have no use for the conversation, so they make sure to talk as often as possible to make sure no one else gets a chance to get a word in. Aspies have a high rate of never becoming valuable citizens within society because they are too busy plotting global domination and seeking revenge on all the unintelligent, low IQ, know nothings they are forced to live with. Aspies tend to be very smart, knowing everything about everything and making sure everyone around them knows it as much as possible. Most Aspies have an IQ of 130 to 160. Aspies are considered High Functioning if their IQ is over 145. While no one questions that they have the brains of Enstien, most people choose to avoid contact with Aspies because of their over obnoxious need to be constantly declaring their superiority over everyone because of their high IQ. Most self-diagnosed Aspies DO NOT have a high IQ and instead have an average range IQ of 90 to 100, but they are the LOUDEST to proclaim they have a high IQ. REAL Aspies are usually several grades ahead of their peers in school. A 5 year old may be sent on to 3rd grade. A 12 year old may be graduating high school and filling out college applications. Most Aspies will start college before the age of 16. Aspies are more likely then the average person to be accepted in places like Harvard, Yale, or MIT. Most self-diagnosed Aspies are high-school drop outs, often expelled on grounds of extreme violence towards other students or teachers. They rarely go to college. They rarely make it past the 8th grade. They re likely to have repeated multiple grades and be 3 or 4 uears older then others in their class. Aspies are repulsed by the idea of forming emotional bonds to people in their lives and see it as a sign of weakness and low intelligence to show emotion. Aspies who do not succumb to depression, self-loathing, a criminal lifestyle of violence against "the inferiors of the world" or go on to become virus building computer hackers,  have a high likelihood of seeking careers in the sciences and technologies. Many will become inventors. Aspies have gone on to start the largest web companies in the world, including Google, FaceBook, and Amazon. Bill Gates and Stephen Hawkings are considered to be two of the most famous currently living Aspies. Aspies enjoy inventing and building things. Self-diagnosed Aspies enjoy destroying things, especially if they can make some one cry by doing so. One of the high lights of their day is killing a siblings favorite pet and ripping heads off dolls. Another name for an Aspie is "child genius". Asperger's is very COMMON effecting 1 in 3 children

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Do You Know What The Most Frightening Part of This List Is?

That The Asperger's Side Is Listing Things
That
Are NOT Symptoms Of Aspergers,
But Instead Are Things Displayed
By the 80% of Aspies
Who Claim To Be "Self-Diagnosed"

Most people self-diagnosed as Aspies, will also CLAIM that those are the symptoms of Asperger's, and will become incredibly hostile to the point of violence, if you tell them they are wrong and need to go look up actual medical books instead of random crap on the internet.

Consider this:

Hostile behavior is NOT a symptom of Aspergers, in fact, REAL Aspies are extreemly docile... and yet 80% of self-diagnosed Aspies display some of the most violent tempers out there... and that alone is proof they do not have Aspergers.

If you reading this right now, thought you had Asperger's but are feeling anger over reading this... know that a REAL Aspie lacks the part of the brain that triggers anger and any anger you are feeling right now is 100% proof that you DO NOT have Aspergers.

The thing is, I wrote this the way I did, specifically to prove a point.

To prove that ANYONE can write ANYTHING on the internet about Aspergers... but that doesn't make it true.

90% of what you read on Autism mommy blog is pure bull crap.

They bitch and moan "my child has Autism, I know my child has Autism, but the damn doctor refuses to diagnosis with Autism!"

Yeah.. because federal law REQUIRES the child diagnosed with Autism to be removed from it's parents and it's parents arrested due to the nature of the REAL and ACTUALLY CONFIRMED cause of autism, being child rape and sex abuse by a parent.

Look it up... in a medical book. Get the information from a REAL DOCTOR, not these head up their ass bull crap autism mommy bloggers who just want to join the autism fad.

To get diagnoses with a psychosis requires a psychiatrist to diagnose it. Pediatricians can not legally diagnose autism, that's why they WON'T.

Autism is a psychosis... and it's a psychosis that is so horrifically severe, that the law requires THREE (3) psychiatrists to diagnose it... because they have to make sure the diagnoses is correct, due to the legal requirement of arresting the parents for child rape once the diagnosis of autism is confirmed.

Still think you know what autism is?

Still think you have anything even remotely close to it?

That The Asperger's Side Is Listing Things
That
Are NOT Symptoms Of Aspergers,
But Instead Are Things Displayed
By the 80% of Aspies
Who Claim To Be "Self-Diagnosed"

And Are Instead Symptoms of:
Covert Narcissists
and
Megalomaniacs

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80% of All People Who "Self-Diagnose" As Asperger's
ACTUALLY
are
Covert Narcissists
or
Megalomaniacs
and
DO NOT HAVE ASPEGERS AT ALL!

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Go back and read the Aspergers side of that list again.

How many things on it did you agree with while saying:

"Yes! Yes! Yes! That's Me! I'm An Aspie! I do that!"

Still confused?

Want to see something VERY DISTURBING?

When asked who the most famous Aspie was... who do you think they said? Bill Gates? President Obama? Stephen Hawkins? Albery Einstien? Benjamin Franklin? The guys who started Google, FaceBook, or Amazon?

Nope.

They did not pick someone who ACTUALLY had Aspergers and is generally considered the most famous Aspies... instead, they picked someone who does NOT have Aspergers, but in fact, has the same symptoms as the "Aspergers symptoms" they gave in the list above.

Still can't tell the difference between Autism and Aspergers?

How about this then?

The two most famous people to have each:

Let's take the person who REALLY IS the most famous person with Autism (Liberace) and compare him to the man, the self-diagnosed Aspies picked as the "most famous Aspie".... it might shock you who it is they glorified and idolize as being the "ideal Aspie to look up to"...

The World's Most Famous Autistic Person: Liberace:

Liberace was noted for:

• having a very low IQ
• as a child was not considered smart enough to attend school
• speech impediments
• difficulty talking
• the ability to play by ear any song on the piano he heard from the age of 3
• was born disabled but almost no one knew this as he hid his disabilities
• had bone and joint issues, causing him to frequently fall, resulting in him often falling on stage, then turning it into a comedy skit... most people thought it was an act, few people were aware of his disability
• multiple serious physical ailments which had him frequently hospitalized every few weeks of his entire life from childhood throughout his adult years
• his extremely cheerful docile demeanor, 
• his alarming inability to be made angry (even when his mother was kidnapped and held hostage by a gang of gay-haters)
• being the first man to wear pink on TV
• having 300 rhinestone suites
• having 200 capes
• having 36 dogs, 2 elephants, and dozens of other pets, all rescues
• buying dozens of abandoned buildings and rebuilding them into massive apartment housing complexes for the homeless, giving tens of thousands of homeless people places to live and jobs to provide for their families, without any background checks or judgement 
• giving 100s scholarships out each year to disadvantaged, homeless, minority, and coloured children
• being America's first billionaire (his income was $32,000 a day in 1952)
• being the wealthiest man in the world from 1968 to 1987
• in spite of being a billionaire, his estate had very little money at the time of his death, because in the months before he died it went into hyper donate to every one every where mode, but never telling anyone he did it and it was not discovered until his relatives fought his estate for billions after his death, only to find the money was gone
• starting more charity groups then any other celebrity to date
• being the first feather dancer in LasVegas (yes, he invented feather dancing; and yes the first LasVegas show girl was actually a man - this man)
• inventing synchronized water display systems
• inventing the art car (he built 64 of them)
• being the first openly gay celebrity
• being the first openly bi-sexual/polyamorous  celebrity (he had 5 girlfriends and 1 male lover whom he was rarely seen without)
• he never married because laws prevented him from marrying all 6 of his lovers
• was the first person in America to die from AIDS, his death inspired most of the AIDS cure research groups that now exist today

Liberace's kind loving, gentle, childlike nature, his very low IQ, his savant skills in music and cooking, his additions to all things pink and glitter, his speech disorders (see the videos to hear it in the interviews), his love of animals, his obsessive hoarding problem (watch him trying to squeeze through massive mega hoarding piles of his collections in his house in the family and friends interview) and his desire to help everyone he meet, are all ACTUAL SYMPTOMS of both Autism and Aspergers.

Autism =: Oh boy colour! Let's have fun! Every body dance! Flap your arms and be a butterfly. Run with the faeries. Yipppie!

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The World's Most Famous Aspie: Adolf Hitler
(according to self-diagnosed Aspies)

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• had speech issues most of his life and trained himself to speak by recording himself talking and playing it back watching for his errors
• was an animal rights activist
• was vegan
• was a landscape painter
• loved children and often played with the neighbor children
• loved dogs
• was violently abused and bullied as a child by a Jewish family
• as a teen his favorite dog was murdered by a Jewish solider, who walked up to him and shot his dog in the head while he was holding it
• growing up being a Christian in a Jewish community he was often bullied and teased for his beliefs and told he was evil for being a gentile
• because he was "strange" he grew up being heavily bullied and told he was worthless, this made him very bitter and vengeful
• during the Great Depression, he lived in an area where Christians were starving to death and wealthy Jewish bankers were refusing to help them on grounds of their being gentiles
• he believed that the Jewish businessmen were plotting to take over Europe and had perpetrated the Great Depression
• spent his nights talking to an "alien" who visited him with instructions (was an alien contactee) he sometimes called him an angel and sometimes called him "Etiole"
• became obsessed with the fact that an alien invasion was about to happen and we (Humans) had to prepare to help them (the Aryans aka Pleiasians)
• claimed to have captured several aliens, and claimed to be in possession of two UFO/alien ships, which he claimed he hid in Antarctica
• on the urging of said aliens, he concluded that anyone without Aryan blood must be eliminated
• was the originator of the Human-Alien Hybrid conspiracy theory
• believed anyone without alien/Aryan blood had to be killed
• set out to help the aliens take over the planet by taking over the planet himself
• preached a radical theory that whites were superior because they were alien hybrids and therefore "chosen by god"
• believed god was an alien
• believed anyone not white had demon blood and were children of Satan
• starting with Gypsies, moving on to transgender and gay people, followed by Jews, he was about to start killing blacks but commit suicide when he discovered he was about to be captured by the Allied Armies
  
• believed the people he was having killed were not  really Humans, but rather were Demons in disguise, thus why they were not white, and therefore were expendable
• did not see himself as evil or villainous
• thought of himself as a savior and hero
• believed he was saving humanity from a demonic invasion
• believed he was preparing Earth for the arrival of God and his mothership

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According to self diagnosed Aspies...

Asperger's =: Bow down and worship my super brain you unintelligent ingrate, I'm better then you, and you know it you worm. I'm the greatest, god said so.

Do you know what it is psychologists say Hitler had?
It wasn't Aspergers...
It was
Narcissistic Personality Disorder
that went untreated so long it advanced into the extremely danger disorder known as
Megalomania

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Now, here's something to think about...

The problem with all of the above mentioned descriptions of Asperger's is...

they are the descriptions given by people who self-diagnose as Aspies, and are NOT the actual medical descriptions of Aspergers.

Even Hitler.

Yes... while the current population of self-diagnosed Aspies, love to flaunt Hitler as their poster boy (and idol) for being the most famous Aspie, the fact remains that no psychiatrists lists Hitler as an Aspie. In fact, Psychiatrists point to Hitler as the model for megalomania.

Hmmmm.

Again, can you see the problem of the recent flood of self-diagnosed Aspies running around these days?

Not only do they not know what Aspergers is, they are making up symptoms for Aspergers that are NOT symptoms of Aspergers!

They then make things worse, by saying Aspergers is just another word for Autism, and now instead of just being self diagnosed Aspies, they are also self-diagnosed Autistics as well!

And it gets worse... most of them are also roving hypochondriacs and have long lists of other things they supposedly self diagnosed themselves with. And these change depending on what disease is currently in the news. Lately, in 2017, the "current popular" disease to have is Lyme Disease. Self Diagnosed Aspies have Lyme Disease left and right this year.

One only has to read a few dozen of the hundreds of "self-diagnosed Aspie" blogs to see that trend loud and clear.

This is a problem, because people who have children who are ACTUALLY diagnosed by real live doctors (who knew those existed?) get the diagnosis, are not sure what it is, head to Google to find out, and instead of getting accurate information on Autism and Aspergers, they get "popular blog post" information on Aspergers and Autism, which is nearly always written by one of these "I'm a special snowflake because I self diagnosed as an Aspie" blogs.

Now, I'm not saying ALL self-diagnosed Aspies do not have Aspergers, some do, but the ones that do are not nearly as vocal, bossy, bitchy, self-righteous, or arrogant, as the ones who self-diagnose but don't actually have it. And THAT is the problem.

A REAL Aspie is NOT arrogant.

80% of self-diagnosed Aspies ARE EXCEPTIONALLY arrogant to an extreme.

A REAL Aspie is NOT violent.

80% of self-diagnosed Aspies ARE EXCEPTIONALLY violent to an extreme.

A REAL Aspie is NOT claiming to be special or trying to get attention.

80% of self-diagnosed Aspies DEMAND attention, and will beat you to a pulp if you don't agree they are special.

A REAL Aspie does NOT seek out revenge and vengeance, even if you try to kill them.

80% of self-diagnosed Aspies are quick to build bombs, buy guns, shoot up schools, burn down houses, and kill pets, for something as simple as you sneezed while walking pass them in the store (yes, that actually happened - it's what is known as Maine's Transgender Murder at Saco Shaw's).

So What Is REAL Autism and
How Is It Connected To Aspergers?

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Think you know what it's like to live with Autism?

You might be surprised how little you really know.

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Are You Sure You Know What Autism Is?

Did you know?

ACTUAL Autism (Kanner's Syndrome) is very RARE, effecting only 1 in every 10,000 children

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Self diagnosed Asperger's is very COMMON with 1 in 3 children self-diagnosed

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ACTUAL Asperger's is rarer then people think however as only 1 in 400 children who actually have a doctor's diagnose

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1 in 64 children are diagnosed with Autism Spectrum Disorder, which means they DO NOT have Autism

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Autism Spectrum Disorder means "an illness that is commonly misdiagnosed as Autism, but is not Autism."

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Only 1 in every 10,000 people are ACTUALLY Autistic 

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Only 1 in every 17,000 people will ever encounter a REAL ACTUALLY Autistic person in their lifetime

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1 in every 8 Autistic people will be murdered before the age of 25

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1 in every 7 Autistic people will commit suicide because of a bully

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1 in every 2 Autistic people will die by the age of 45

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40% of self-diagnosed Asperger children between the ages of 12 and 18, admit they only claimed to have Aspergers "to be more like Sheldon Cooper" and could not name any symptoms of Aspergers other then: "high IQ, reads comic books, and is socially awkward"

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60% of all parents who self diagnosed their children have stated they hoped that by "convincing" their child they had Aspergers, they would "aspire to be more like Sheldon Cooper"; these people could not list the symptoms of Aspergers and simple stated it meant "being a genius".

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More then 60% of mothers who self diagnose their children have Munchausen Syndrome By Proxy and the child turns out to have NO disorder AT ALL and is just a normal healthy child who is victim to a Hypochondriac mother, who gains attention from other mothers by pretending her child has the same illness as the mother she is trying to compete with.

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80% of All People Claiming To Be "Autistic Aspies" do not have either Aspergers or Autism and are shocked when they learn that Aspergers is NOT a "type" of Autism.

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The saddest part is that self-diagnosed Aspergers rose 6,000% the same month the TV show Big Bang Theory became "the most popular show on television"

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Aspergers is an Autism Spectrum Disorder (ASD)

Asperger's is NOT a "type" of Autism.

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There are more the 60 ASDs including Alzheimer's, Parkinson's, Schizophrenia, Threadworm Infestation, and having had a Stroke.

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Autism Spectrum Disorder means "an illness that is commonly misdiagnosed as Autism, but is not Autism."

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73% of all ACTUALLY Autistic people, will never speak, will never learn to wipe their bum, will eat through a tube never learning how to chew, and will wear neck braces and be wheelchair bound from never learning to hold up their head or walk.

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The 27% of Autistic people who can talk and walk and chew their own food, will rarely learn to speak in full sentences, will forever "act like a 4 year old" even into their senior years.

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There are no known cases of anyone with ACTUAL  Autism ever becoming fully independent or living on their own. REAL Autistics require caretakers and adult supervision their entire lives.

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More then 90% of all Autistic people have a low IQ of under 75. Most are considered "mentally retarded" with IQs below 60.

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Fewer then 10% of all Autistics are High Functioning.

High Functioning Autism, means:

"Has an IQ of 75 or more and can speak in phrases longer then 2 or 3 words, being able to communicate verbally in full sentences."

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Your child can NOT be diagnosed with Autism, because there is no medical condition called "Autism".

Autism is a slang laymen's term for Kanner's Syndrome, a very rare birth defect caused by genetic mutation.

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When a doctor says "Your child may be autistic", they DO NOT mean they are diagnoses your child with Autism.

They mean you child is displaying symptoms of Autism and likely has one of the 60+ ASDs.

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If your child has one of the ASDs, this means your child DOES NOT have Autism, but has a disease with similar symptoms to Autism.

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Many symptoms of ASDs go away over time, either on their own or with changes to medication, diet, and lifestyle.

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ACTUAL Autism is a type of mental retardation, and is a severely crippling lifelong condition. It's symptoms do not lesson or go away with time.

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If your child is diagnosed with REAL, ACTUAL Autism aka as an Idiot Savant, your doctor will say: "Your child has Kanner's Syndrome", they will NOT say "Your child has Autism"

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Symptoms of Kanner's Syndrome are:

• a profound lack of affect or emotional contact with others
• an intense wish for sameness in routines
• muteness or abnormality of speech
• fascination with manipulating objects
• high levels of visuo-spatial skills, but major learning difficulties in other areas
• attractive, alert and intelligent appearance (meaning does not physically look retarded even though they are)
• mental retardation

Someone with Autism has ALL of the symptoms above and one or more of the symptoms below (and can have all of the symptoms below):

• Stupor
• Mutism
• Hyperactivity
• Agitation
• Excitement
• Posing
• Negativism
• Rigidity
• Waxy flexibility
• Automatic obedience
• Combativeness (during excitement)
• Stereotypies
• Tics
• Grimacing
• Echolalia
• Echopraxia
• Perseveration
• Verbigeration
• Staring
• Withdrawal
• Immobility
• Challenging behaviour
• Tremor
• Slowness
• Amotivation
• Grasp reflex
• Mannerism
• Gaze fixation
• Choreoathetoid movements of the trunk and extremities
• Autonomic instability (during excitement)
• Cannot start actions
• Cannot stop actions (if during excitement episodes needs acute psychiatric care)
• Freezing
• Impulsivity
• Bizarre/psychotic
• Sleep problems
• Urinary or Fecal incontinence
• Odd gait
• Passivity
• Reversal of day and night
• Eyerolling
• Stiff muscles
• Catalepsy
• Physiological pillow
• Difficulty crossing lines
• Gegenhalten
• Mitgehen
• Mitmachen
• Ambitendency
• Rituals

The symptoms do not lesson, change, or go away over time.

Autism is always easily recognized.

Autism is considered rare and uncommon.

Was identified in 1932.

The first known case of Autism was Victor de l'Aveyron, a feral child discovered living in the forest, had grown up without any form of human contact, and never spoke in 1801 by French physician Jean Marc Gaspard Itard.

Prior to the 1970s it was assumed that ALL Autistic children were "feral children" whom had been serverly neglected and or abused and had on some levels raised themselves without the normal guidance of a parent.

Many psychiatrists ACTUALLY TRAINED in diagnosing REAL Autism, even today in 2017 are reluctant to give a diagnoses of Autism to any child that can not also be considered "a Feral Child", thus why ACTUAL Autism diagnosis are so rare.

I am diagnosed as both "A Feral Child" and "Autistic Savant". I grew up in the Ross Forest of Old Orchard Beach with very little Human contact; I was 31 years old before I had what is considered to be any form of "normal interaction with American society." I did not start speaking in full sentences or American English until I was 37 years old, after being trained to do so by a College Professor who was trained in teaching Autistic children to talk.

I was also classified as having suffered the following:

• Supervisory neglect: characterized by the absence of a parent or guardian. (My mother attended 15 different churches of as many denominations, she spent up to 15 hours a day, up to 5 days a week, in church buildings - I was either left in the care of my sexually abusive uncles/her brothers, or left to hide in the Ross Forest, thus how I came to spend most of my days with the local hermit known as Etiole.)

• Physical neglect: characterized by the failure to provide the basic physical necessities, such as a safe and clean home; (I often went days between meals, was not allowed to eat at the table, often had to fight 8 large dogs for my food, and was frequently kept locked in a room that had ledge "floor", 1 inch wide spaces between roof boards allowing rain and snow to come in, had boards nailed over the windows, had more then a dozen padlocks on the door, and boards full if 8" long nails was left on the floor [see photos of the room here] Being locked in this room was often a form of punishment for such "crimes" as saying "I'm hungry, can I have something to eat.")

• Medical neglect: characterized by the lack of providing medical care; (I was taken to a pediatric from birth to age 8; between 8 and 31 I was allowed to go to the emergency room 8 times; during those years I suffered 7 miscarriage, multiple injuries, and many serious infections, none of which I was allowed to go to the hospital for. Because of the state of the room I was kept looked in [see photos here] I new suffer from "stacibotrin poisoning" and have crippling life-long respiratory and sinus problems)

• Emotional neglect: characterized by a lack of nurturance, encouragement and support; (Asking for a hug was punishable by being beaten with one of the boards full of nails; not being able to recite the books of the Bible and Book of Mormon fast enough could result in not food for a week; forgetting to say my hourly prayers, could result in being sold to one of the Saco ward LDS church high priests as his sex slave for the day.)

• Educational neglect: characterized by the caregivers lack to provide an education and additional resources to actively participate in the school system; (My mother removed me from school at the age of 8 on grounds of "The government controls the school, Satan controls the government, no child off mine will be taken by Satan.")

• Abandonment: when the parent or guardian leaves a child alone for a long period of time without a babysitter. (I was frequently -3 to 5 days a week -left looked in the car during hot summer evenings for upto 12 hours to a time, while my mother did karaoke in bars with her sister Barbie Jean)

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TRUE Autism is caused by being born with a genetic mutation which triggers compulsive overcompensation techniques as a way to deal with extreme, abnormal, and excessive early age child abuse. The most common trigger is toddler rape by adults, sexual abuse, and child sex slavery.

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Child sexual abuse (CSA) is a form of child abuse in which an adult or older adolescent abuses a child for sexual stimulation.

Sexual abuse refers to the participation of a child in a sexual act aimed toward the physical gratification or the financial profit of the person committing the act.

Forms of CSA include asking or pressuring a child to engage in sexual activities (regardless of the outcome), indecent exposure of the genitals to a child, displaying pornography to a child, actual sexual contact with a child, physical contact with the child's genitals, viewing of the child's genitalia without physical contact, or using a child to produce child pornography. Selling the sexual services of children may be viewed and treated as child abuse rather than simple incarceration.

Persons with ACTUAL Autism often display several of the following side effects of child sexual abuse:

• guilt and self-blame
• flashbacks
• nightmares
• insomnia
• fear of things associated with the abuse (including objects, smells, places, doctor's visits, etc.)
• self-esteem difficulties
• sexual dysfunction
• chronic pain 
• addiction
• self-injury
• suicidal ideation
• somatic complaints
• depression
• post-traumatic stress disorder
•  anxiety
• other mental illnesses including borderline personality disorder and dissociative identity disorder
• propensity to re-victimization in adulthood
• bulimia nervosa

Children who are the victims are also at an increased risk of sexually transmitted infections due to their immature immune systems and a high potential for mucosal tears during forced sexual contact.

In the United States, approximately 15% to 25% of women and 5% to 15% of men were sexually abused when they were children.

• Most sexual abuse offenders are acquainted with their victims;
• approximately 30% are relatives of the child, most often brothers, sisters, fathers, mothers, uncles or cousins;
• around 60% are other acquaintances such as friends of the family, babysitters, or neighbours;
• strangers are the offenders in approximately 10% of child sexual abuse cases.
• In over one-third of cases, the perpetrator is also a minor.

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An increase in children having Autism = an increase in children being raped, molested, and sexually abused by a caregiver before reaching the age of 3.

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The uncles who raised me are currently wanted by and on the run from the FBI.

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Yes, because of what the ACTUAL causes of ACTUAL Autism are, if your child REALLY DOES have ACTUAL Autism...

you are one hell of a horrible, shitty, no good son of bitch, bastard of a parent and you should be in prison where your neglectful, self-serving, sexually depraved, child abusing ass belongs.

You might want to think about THAT next time you go around bragging "I self diagnosed my child as Autistic."

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As many as 60% of all Autistics are catatonic... meaning they were abused so bad that their brain shut down, forcing them into a "waking coma" as a way to not see the abuse any longer.

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Asperger’s Syndrome shares with Autism:

• a severe and sustained impairment in social interaction
• restricted and repetitive patterns of behaviour and interests.

But people with Asperger’s do not have:

• the significant delays in language, cognition, self-help skills or adaptive behaviour that are typical in autism

Aspies are:

• often physically clumsy and awkward, more obviously than children with classic Autism

Asperger’s is often not recognized easily or early, and may be misdiagnosed as:

• Tourette’s Syndrome
• Attention Deficit Disorder
• Attention Deficit Hyperactivity Disorder
• Oppositional Defiance Disorder
• Obsessive-Compulsive Disorder

As with Autism, the disorder is lifelong and symptoms do not lesson, change, or go away with time.

Asperger's is considered prevalent and very common.

Was identified in 1944, but was not recognized by doctors as an actual diagnosis until 1994.

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Gifted Introverts are shy people with high IQs (an IQ of 130 or higher). 

While socially awkward, they do not have the speech issues, ritualistic behaviors, or other symptoms of either Autism or Aspergers.

Many gifted, but introverted children are inaccurately diagnosed as having Aspergers when they in fact do not have it.

Gifted Children have a very high IQ of 130 or higher.

On the other hand, ACTUAL Aspies rarely have high IQs.

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Most Aspergers people have a low IQ that is only slightly higher then the IQs of Autistics, usually in the range of 75 to 90.

High Functioning Aspergers are uncommon to rare, and most of them having normal/average IQs of between 90 to 120.

Autism equaling a high IQ is an urban myth spread by internet memes and is NOT an actual symptom of either Autism or Aspergers.

Aspies are more likely then not to have a low IQ in the range of 75 to 90.

Autistics rarely have an IQ above 75.

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True Autism, ACTUAL Autism, is defined as "a psychosis caused by extreme psychological trauma in early childhood, often of a sexual nature".

Psychological trauma is a type of damage to the mind that occurs as a result of a severely distressing event. Trauma is often the result of an overwhelming amount of stress that exceeds one's ability to cope, or integrate the emotions involved with that experience. A traumatic event involves one's experience, or repeating events of being overwhelmed that can be precipitated in weeks, years, or even decades as the person struggles to cope with the immediate circumstances, eventually leading to serious, long-term negative consequences.

Trauma can be caused by a wide variety of events, but there are a few common aspects. There is frequently a violation of the person's familiar ideas about the world and their human rights, putting the person in a state of extreme confusion and insecurity. This is also seen when institutions that are depended upon for survival, violate, humiliate, betray, or cause major losses or separations.

Psychologically traumatic experiences often involve physical trauma that threatens one's survival and sense of security. Typical causes and dangers of psychological trauma include harassment, embarrassment, abandonment, abusive relationships, rejection, co-dependence, physical assault, sexual abuse, partner battery, employment discrimination, police brutality, judicial corruption and misconduct, bullying, paternalism, domestic violence, indoctrination, being the victim of an alcoholic parent, the threat or the witnessing of violence (particularly in childhood), life-threatening medical conditions, and medication-induced trauma.

Catastrophic natural disasters such as earthquakes and volcanic eruptions, large scale transportation accidents, house or domestic fire, motor vehicle accident, mass interpersonal violence like war, terrorist attacks or other mass tortures like sex trafficking, being taken as a hostage or kidnapped can also cause psychological trauma. Long-term exposure to situations such as extreme poverty or milder forms of abuse, such as verbal abuse, exist independently of physical trauma but still generate psychological trauma.

If your child has REAL, ACTUAL Autism, it means he suffered one of the above listed events prior to the age of 3 years old.

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Many psychiatrists ACTUALLY TRAINED in diagnosing REAL Autism, even today in 2017 believe that an Autistic person, is a person who was born with Aspergers, but whom suffered such horrendous abuse prior to the age of 3, that, their brain triggered over compensation methods to cope with the extreme abuse they were subjected to.

Because of this, Aspergers and Autism are considered by many to be two different forms of the same disorder, but that Aspergers does not become Autism unless it also has the severe early childhood sexual abuse to trigger it.

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Because of the severe nature of the levels of sexual abuse required to trigger the Autism component of Asperger's, when a child is ACTUALLY diagnosed with REAL Autism, they are also immediately put into state custody and removed from their parents/guardian's care, and criminal charges are then filed against the parent/guardian.

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If your child was not taken away from you at the time of diagnosis, and you did not have sexual abuse charged filed against you by the state, then your child was NOT diagnosed with ACTUAL Autism.

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Kanner's Syndrome (ACTUAL Autism) is listed as a Psychosis and is therefore a mental illness.

It is considered to be caused by a genetic birth defect, which triggers an imbalance of the synapses, when a person suffering from this birth defect, is subjected to sexual abuse.

Doctors and Pediatrics can not legally diagnose Autism because they can not legally diagnose mental illnesses.

Your child can only receive an ACTUAL Autism diagnoses by a Psychiatrist specially trained in severe cases of early childhood sexual trauma.

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In spite of untrained teachers, caregivers, social workers, and parents tossing around the "diagnosis" of Autism... to the rate of calling 1 in every 3 children Autistic...

...Autism remains one of the most difficult diagnoses to get diagnosed with, due to the fact doctors are reluctant to risk being sued for false charges of sexual abuse of the child, should it later be discovered the child had not been sexually abused and therefore does NOT have Autism.

Only 1 in 10,000 children are ever ACTUALLY diagnosed with Autism, by someone ACTUALLY TRAINED in recognizing this level of early childhood sexual abuse trauma.

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Because Kanner's Syndrome aka ACTUAL Autism is so rare, fewer then 20% of all doctors are trained in how to recognize, diagnose, or treat it.

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If your doctor diagnoses your child with "Autism" - get a new doctor immediately, as they are not trained in Autism well enough to know there is no actual medical diagnoses of "Autism" because there is no disease, illness, or disorder that actually has the medical name "Autism".

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Both Aspergers and Autism are considered to be "types" of Schizophrenia.

Contrary to popular urban myths spread by ill informed parents and patients, both Autism and Aspergers are mental illnesses and can only be treated by psychiatrists. Family Practitioners and Pediatricians are not legally licensed to treat or diagnose either Aspergers or Autism. Beware of any one who says otherwise.

Unlike most mental illnesses, Aspergers and Autism are disorders you are born with. You can not "get" them. Once activated, they do not lesson, get better, or go away with time.

Similar to Post Traumatic Stress Disorder, both Aspergers and Autism require traumatic stress to "activate" the genes the child was born with. Once activated, they do not turn back off.

Both Aspergers and Autism are also known as "Childhood Onset Schizophrenia".

The difference in the diagnoses, and the severity of the symptoms, is typically a result of the age of onset.

Autism is when the genes are triggered in early childhood before the age of 3. Because of the early onset, Autism is the most physically crippling and disabling type of Schizophrenia. There are no known treatments.

Aspergers is when the genes are triggered in late childhood often around the age of 14. Because of the later onset, many Aspies are able to live independent and functional lives. Diet and lifestyle are considered to help, though this is only speculation.

Schizophrenia is when the genes are triggered in adulthood after the age of 20. Late onset Schizophrenia is often treated with medication, though there is much debate in the medical world as the usefulness of this approach.

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Still think you know what Autism is?

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I am 1 of the 1 in 10,000 people who has REAL, ACTUAL Autism.

I do not have more then 90% of the symptoms "commonly attributed to Autisim", because most of those symptoms are urban myths made up by fans of Sheldon Cooper and are not real symptoms of REAL Autism.

Find out what it is like to live with REAL Autism here.

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And so I say again... if you are an author and you want to write about a character who has Autism... then write a character with Kanner's Syndrome, because that is the real name of Autism. Do your research from actual medical books and actual patients. You may be surprised, how vastly different Autism really is, from the way self-diagnosed Aspies portray it.

And, if you want to write about a character with Asperger's, go to actual medical books and find actual people with actual medical diagnosis to interview. Once you start looking into REAL symptoms of Aspergers and talking to ACTUALLY diagnosed patients of Aspergers, you'll be stunned by how starkly different REAL Aspergers is, from the popular urban myths spread by the ever growing population of Sheldon Copper fans who self-diagnose so they can be "just like Sheldon Cooper".

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REMEMBER:

80% of All People Who

"Self-Diagnose" As Asperger's
ACTUALLY
are
Covert Narcissists
or
Megalomaniacs
and
DO NOT HAVE ASPEGERS AT ALL!

Know the facts.

Know the truth.

DO NOT BELIEVE ANYTHING A Self-Diagnosed "Aspie"

Tells You Is A Symptom of Asperger's

Chances Are VERY HIGH that they

DON'T KNOW what they are talking about.

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9 in every 10 people claiming to have Aspergers are self-diagnosed.

It is estimated that 2 of every 3 people claiming to have Asperger's actually has Schizophrenia, Sociopathy, Psychopathy, or Covert Narcissism and has not been accurately diagnosed.

More them 80% of the cases of self-diagnosis of Aspergers, when they finally do get an ACTUAL doctor diagnosis, their REAL diagnosis is almost always "Covert Narcissism" or Megalomania and NOT Aspergers.

Covert Narcissism is a sub-type of Narcissistic Personality Disorder (NPD) in it's advanced stages it is becomes known as Megalomania.

The recent boom of self-diagnoses Aspies flooding America the past decade is the reason why Aspergers went from 1 in every 400 children to 1 in every 3 children.

Only 1 in every 10 people claiming to have Asperger's ACTUALLY have a doctor's diagnosis, and USUALLY, the diagnosis was NOT Aspergers, but rather Schizophrenia and the parents told relatives (and the child) is was Aspergers because Aspergers is a "better" thing to have then Schizophrenia.

Medical professionals still say that 1 on 400 children have Aspergers, even though 1 in 3 children currently proclaim to have it.

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Behold, the danger of the self-diagnosis.

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80% of All People Who "Self-Diagnose" As Asperger's
ACTUALLY
are
Covert Narcissists
or
Megalomaniacs
and
DO NOT HAVE ASPEGERS AT ALL!

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DO NOT BELIEVE ANYTHING

A Self-Diagnoses "Aspie" Tells You Is A Symptom of Asperger's

Chances Are VERY HIGH that they DON'T KNOW what they are talking about.

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Covert Narcissists exaggerated feelings of self-importance an excessive need for admiration a lack of understanding of others' feelings often spend a lot of time thinking about achieving power or success take advantage of the people around them Therapy is often difficult as people with the disorder frequently do not consider themselves to have a problem In the mind of a narcissist, there is no boundary between self and other Grandiosity with expectations of superior treatment from others Fixated on fantasies of power, success, intelligence, attractiveness, etc. Self-perception of being unique, superior and associated with high-status people and institutions Needing constant admiration from others Sense of entitlement to special treatment and to obedience from others Exploitative of others to achieve personal gain Unwilling to empathize with others' feelings, wishes, or needs Intensely envious of others and the belief that others are equally envious of them Pompous and arrogant demeanor Defiance of their will is a narcissistic injury that can trigger narcissistic rage they can be controlling, blaming, self-absorbed, intolerant of others' views, unaware of others' needs, the effects of their behavior on others, and insist that others see them as they wish to be seen use various strategies to protect the self at the expense of others tend to devalue, derogate, insult, blame others and they often respond to threatening feedback with anger and hostility they are prone to feelings of shame, humiliation and worthlessness over minor or even imagined incidents they may react with outbursts of rage, defiance, or by seeking revenge Seeks to counteract or cancel out deep feelings of inferiority and lack of self-esteem offsets deficits by creating illusions of being superior, exceptional, admirable, noteworthy; self-worth results from self-enhancement Feels privileged and empowered by virtue of special childhood status and pseudo achievements entitled façade bears little relation to reality Fearless, guiltless, remorseless, calculating, ruthless, inhumane, callous, brutal, rancorous, aggressive, biting, merciless, vicious, cruel, spiteful hateful and jealous anticipates betrayal and seeks punishment desires revenge Narcissists see themselves as perfect, using distortion and illusion known as magical thinking. They also use projection to "dump" shame onto others. is often suicidal, and is homicidal A narcissist may secure a sense of superiority in the face of another person's ability by using contempt to minimize the other person or their achievements An obvious self-focus in interpersonal exchanges Problems in sustaining satisfying relationships A lack of psychological awareness (see insight in psychology and psychiatry, egosyntonic) Difficulty with empathy Problems distinguishing the self from others (see narcissism and boundaries) Hypersensitivity to any insults or imagined insults (see criticism and narcissists, narcissistic rage and narcissistic injury) Vulnerability to shame rather than guilt Haughty body language Flattery towards people who admire and affirm them (narcissistic supply) Detesting those who do not admire them (narcissistic abuse) Using other people without considering the cost of doing so Pretending to be more important than they actually are Bragging (subtly but persistently) and exaggerating their achievements Claiming to be an "expert" at many things Inability to view the world from the perspective of other people Denial of remorse and gratitude

Megalomaniacs Delusion of being superior to others Delusion of greatness Delusion of having great social and political power Lack of empathy for anything do not recognize that they have boundaries and that others are separate and are not extensions of themselves is considered an "awkward" or "difficult" person Others either exist to meet their needs or may as well not exist at all Delusion of importance narcissism (narcissism) hyperactivity, garrulity concentration on own thoughts Defiance of their will is a narcissistic injury that can trigger narcissistic rage frequent change of mood lack of interest to the opinion of people around aggression in relation to people around sleeplessness will pretend to have other disorders, especially Asperger's in order to gain the sympathy of others They often take to cheating and deviant and hurtful methods "to win", especially in things where no one is actually competing against them. (Such as setting fire to a neighbors house, because the neighbors house was bigger then theirs and the only way for them to "win" was to make their neighbors house smaller.) must win at all costs are quick to say that violence, vandalism, and even murder are justified if it means they will win. Because they lack empathy, they do not see anything wrong with violence, vandalism, or murder and believe that if these things serve their purpose (to win and prove their brain is the best) than they are perfectly  okay things to do.  have the lowest rate of ANY MENTAL ILLNESS of empathy and compassion for those around them. All life - human, plant, or animal - is expendable. Parents should be on the look out for children/adults who kill and dissect their pets (cats, dogs, hamsters, etc). If your neighbors dog goes missing and is then returned to them dissected, this is often a tell tale sign that their is megalomaniac, often passing as a self-diagnoses Aspie, in the area. ruthless, open, unashamed egotism An obvious self-focus in interpersonal exchanges Problems in sustaining satisfying relationships A lack of psychological awareness (see insight in psychology and psychiatry, egosyntonic) Difficulty with empathy Problems distinguishing the self from others (see narcissism and boundaries) Hypersensitivity to any insults or imagined insults (see criticism and narcissists, narcissistic rage and narcissistic injury) Vulnerability to shame rather than guilt Haughty body language Flattery towards people who admire and affirm them (narcissistic supply) Detesting those who do not admire them (narcissistic abuse) Using other people without considering the cost of doing so Pretending to be more important than they actually are Bragging (subtly but persistently) and exaggerating their achievements Claiming to be an "expert" at many things Inability to view the world from the perspective of other people Denial of remorse and gratitude are physically violent, highly destructive to other people's property are viscous spousal abusers IS CONSIDERED HIGHLY DANGEROUS AND HOMICIDAL. Takes delight in torturing animals, but will quickly progress to babies, children, and eventually adults. considered to be one of the single most dangerous mental illnesses there is. nearly ALL people having it will commit murder and more the HALF of them will get away with it.

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Next time some one tells you they are a self-diagnosed Aspie, REMEMBER:

80% of All People Who

"Self-Diagnose" As Asperger's
ACTUALLY
are
Covert Narcissists
or
Megalomaniacs
and
DO NOT HAVE ASPEGERS AT ALL!

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DO NOT BELIEVE ANYTHING

A Self-Diagnoses "Aspie" Tells You Is A Symptom of Asperger's

Chances Are VERY HIGH that they DON'T KNOW what they are talking about.

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If you are a self-diagnosed Aspie and you feel enraged, bitter, and angry by this revelation, consider this:

Some one who ACTUALLY had Asperger's WOULDN'T be enraged, enbittered, or become angered by this information.

Why?

Because, like someone with Autism, someone with ACTUAL Aspergers, lacks the part of the brain that triggers anger.

Like Autistics, REAL Aspies, are completely and totally docile, non-violent, and it is almost impossible to get either Autistics or Aspies angry.

Know that if you are feeling anger right now after reading this, then you do NOT have Aspergers and your self-diagnosis was wrong.

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Now, here's something to think about...

The problem with all of the above mentioned descriptions of Asperger's is...

they are the descriptions given by people who self-diagnose as Aspies, and are NOT the actual medical descriptions of Aspergers.

Even Hitler.

Yes... while the current population of self-diagnosed Aspies, love to flaunt Hitler as their poster boy (and idol) for being the most famous Aspie, the fact remains that no psychiatrists lists Hitler as an Aspie. In fact, Psychiatrists point to Hitler as the model for megalomania.

Hmmmm.

Again, can you see the problem of the recent flood of self-diagnosed Aspies running around these days?

Not only do they not know what Aspergers is, they are making up symptoms for Aspergers that are NOT symptoms of Aspergers!

The self-diagnosed children who have no clue what Aspergers even really is, then make things worse, by saying their "form" of Aspergers is just another word for Autism, and now instead of just being self diagnosed Aspies, they are also self-diagnosed Autistics as well!

A person can be diagnosed with BOTH Autism and Aspergers, they are that different from one another! And yet these children, who know nothing about either are claiming each word is interchangeable for the other!

And it gets worse... most of them are also roving hypochondriacs and have long lists of other things they supposedly self diagnosed themselves with. And these change depending on what disease is currently in the news. Lately, in 2017, the "current popular" disease to have is Lyme Disease. Self Diagnosed Aspies have Lyme Disease let and right this year.

One only has to read a few dozen of the hundreds of "self-diagnosed Aspie" blogs to see that rend loud and clear.

This is a problem, because people who have children who are ACTUALLY diagnosed by real live doctors (who knew those existed?) get the diagnosis, are not sure what it is, head to Google to find out, and instead of getting accurate information on Autism and Aspergers, they get "popular blog post" information on Aspergers and Autism, which is nearly always written by one of these "I'm a special snowflake because I self diagnosed as an Aspie" blogs.

Now, I'm not saying ALL self-diagnosed Aspies do not have Aspergers, some do, but the ones that do are not nearly as vocal, bossy, bitchy, self-righteous, or arrogant, as the ones who self-diagnose but don't actually have it. And THAT is the problem.

A REAL Aspie is NOT arrogant.

80% of self-diagnosed Aspies ARE EXCEPTIONALLY arrogant to an extreme.

A REAL Aspie is NOT violent.

80% of self-diagnosed Aspies ARE EXCEPTIONALLY violent to an extreme.

A REAL Aspie is NOT claiming to be special or trying to get attention.

80% of self-diagnosed Aspies DEMAND attention, and will beat you to a pulp if you on't agree they are special.

A REAL Aspie does NOT seek out revenge and vengeance, even if you try to kill them.

80% of self-diagnosed Aspies are quick to build bombs, buy guns, shoot up schools, burn down houses, and kill pets, for something as simple as you sneezed while walking pass them in the store (yes, that actually happened - it's what is known as Maine's Transgender Murder at Saco Shaw's).

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And so I say again... if you are an author and you want to write about a character who has Autism... then write a character with Kanner's Syndrome, because that is the real name of Autism. Do your research from actual medical books and actual patients. You may be surprised, how vastly different Autism really is, from the way self-diagnosed Aspies portray it.

And, if you want to write about a character with Asperger's, go to actual medical books and find actual people with actual medical diagnosis to interview. Once you start looking into REAL symptoms of Aspergers and talking to ACTUALLY diagnosed patients of Aspergers, you'll be stunned by how starkly different REAL Aspergers is, from the popular urban myths spread by the ever growing population of Sheldon Copper fans who self-diagnose so they can be "just like Sheldon Cooper".

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REMEMBER:

80% of All People Who

"Self-Diagnose" As Asperger's
ACTUALLY
are
Covert Narcissists
or
Megalomaniacs
and
DO NOT HAVE ASPEGERS AT ALL!

Know the facts.

Know the truth.

DO NOT BELIEVE ANYTHING A Self-Diagnosed "Aspie"

Tells You Is A Symptom of Asperger's

Chances Are VERY HIGH that they

DON'T KNOW what they are talking about.

I get very annoyed by writers who use mental illness as a plot devise, especially when it becomes clear that they know nothing of the illness they are writing about

I get very annoyed by writers who use mental illness as a plot devise, especially when it becomes clear that they know nothing of the illness they are writing about, have clearly never lived with it, have no clues the every day challenges a person faces by living with it, and obviously did little to no research into it, basing everything the character does off something they saw in a movie and assumed the movie must have got it right.

In case you are wondering, this is me:

That picture is from PortCon 2017.

A friend was there and he saw me... came over and said:

"I thought you were gonna be in costume, what you doing wearing your every day clothes?"

Yes. I do dress like this every day.

Here, these are also me, NOT at PortCon, just doing my every day things around town...

I am OtherKin. ElvenKin to be specific. Since February 4, 1987, I have lived every day of my life as a male transvestite Elf. 

Why?

Because I have Autism and OCD and Post Traumatic Stress Disorder and Schizo-Effective Personality Disorder, and this is who I am... all day, every day, for decades.

My mental illnesses don't go away, for the connivance of plot points in my life. They do not show up only when I need them, to use to advance the story of my life. They are there 24 hours a day. 7 days a week. 12 months a year. Every years, since the day I was born.

Why do authors think, they can have characters act normal until all a sudden a plot changes and requires them to "act crazy" and so suddenly they are acting crazy, then plot device is over and they act normal again? Mental illness ain't like that, you can't turn it on and off whenever the plot needs it.

I am a female who lives as male who lives as a female. It confuses people quite a lot, but it is what it is.

I do not claim to be normal. I do not try to be normal. I am what I am. And because of what I am, I am faced with daily bullying, teasing, and bigotry.

October 18, 2006 a bomb blew up my house, and a Ku Klux Klan cross left behind in the rubble, because I am perceived to be a transgender person in "a family friendly town".

May 10, 2010, members of the Saco Ward LDS Church, arrived in my yard and cut my car in half.

One night, November 14, 2013, while loading my art supplies into my car, after a day of painting the ocean, someone snuck up behind me, smashing my back, with what I do not know... a 4 door white truck, drove away... but they left me left me paralyzed for 5 months. It took me 18 months to relearn to walk. I'm crippled for the rest of my life, because I am transgender in Old Orchard Beach, and therefor do not deserve to live.

April 10, 2015, my motorhome, also known as "The Transgender Awareness Tour Bus" was broken into, filled with thousands of gallons of raw sewage, the furniture smashed, my clothes ripped up, and my cats kidnapped.

May 15, 2015, my cats were returned dissected, their cut off and nailed to my door.

January 7, 2016 - the 4 door white truck, was used as a weapon to try to kill me, yet again. Slamming into my car, while screaming out the window "Kill or be killed, remember Saco Shaw's all transsexuals are alike", doing more 75MPH on a 25MPH road.

June 10, 2016, the 4 door white truck, repeated this.

June 26, 2016 - while loading groceries into my car at WalMart, a woman came up behind me, took a shopping cat, and began beating me with it, while screaming "Kill or be killed, remember Saco Shaw's all transsexuals are alike". She ruptured 3 discs in my spine. She and a red haired woman who called herself "Kendra Silvermander" jumped into a gold Volvo suv and drove away. I was paralyzed once again.

January 4, 2016, the town of Old Orchard Beach passed and ordinance making it illegal to be transgender, gay, black, or Muslin, and forced 140 families out of their homes - not rentals, not apartments, but home owners, who owed no mortgages or taxes. More then 500 pets were confiscated by the Old Orchard Beach police department, most of them later returned to their owners chopped up returned one head at a time, because it was now illegal for LGBTQA+ citizens to own pets, because only "family friendly" families can own pets in Old Orchard Beach... the land of each of these families began to be auctioned off, to one motel owner... the same motel owner, who drove a back hoe over my house, August 8, 2013....the same motel owner who drive the 4-door white pick-up truck and who's wife drives a gold Volvo SUV.

July 2016 the FBI arrived in Old Orchard Beach.

October 18, 2016 the civil rights violating "Too Gay For Old Orchard Beach" ordinance was overruled by Superior Court.The LGBTQA+ citizens of Old Orchard Beach were homeless for 9 months. 

The 4-door white truck, sits at the end of my driveway, every night at sunset... reeving his engine, squealing his wheels, and screaming gay hating obscenities out his window.

This picture was taken June 15, 2017:

The 4 door white truck continues to sit at the end of my drive way (146 Portland Ave, Old Orchard Beach, Maine) near every night around sunset, reeving it's engine and squealing it's tires, with the driver yelling anti-gay threats and obscenities out the window. He continues to do the same thing at my dad's apartment building (Biddeford Maine) a few times a week, usually in mid to late afternoon time. He continues to follow me to shopping to various stores in various towns throughout the states.

Phrases he yells from the truck include:

"Kill or be killed remember Saco Shaws all transsexuals are alike"

"I keep a gun under the seat of my truck, I'm gonna use it to shoot you in the head, you transvestite freak"

if cars are going by he yells to them: "that thing is Ken's son, look at how's it's dressed; it's insane, it has autism, we can't allow that thing and it's gay cars in our family friend town of Old Orchard Beach"

He often babbles deranged ramblings about something he calls "the gay-pocalypse", raving lunacy about how "all the gays are gathering" on his doorstep. He raves some crazy nonsense about how Armageddon is coming and the war to end all wars will be "the gays against the Christians" and Christians have to be ready to "kill the gays"

My car is the Autism Awareness Car and had 2.5million marbles glued to it (I have Autisn - savant - Kanner's syndrome) he claims tat my car "is gay" because of what it looks like. My car has been vandalised several dozen times, including to have the tires slashed 7 times in 6 months.

After dark often around 10PM, he stands at the end of the logging road across the street from me and shoots at my motohome (in February 2014 he shot holes in my neighbour's barn while doing this). I have video footage of 3 of his shootings at me here:  https://youtu.be/NUebzJ9sz9U and here: https://youtu.be/C4dZbgG-Smw

This has gone on since August 2013 now, in addition to all the vandalism, hate crimes, pet beheadings, etc that has happened, including the bomb that blew up our house in 2006.

As you know, that whole time I had not been able to get a plate number on the truck. He as just here again, and I just realized why I could not get a plate number... there are no plates on the truck, either on the front or on the back. However, as he was driving away today... I noticed, there is a plate, stuck up in the back window of the truck, where it can barely be seen, deliberately obscured from view behind a silver tool box.

This is the reality of being transgender in Old Orchard Beach.

This is the reality of what bullies do to someone with mental illnesses, they do not understand.

Someone with a mental illness, they do not just live with their illness, but they also live with people's reaction to it as well. This is some thing many writers fail to realize. And it's quite annoying, for those of us, who actually have to live with the illness they are writing about, to read their work and know, they've never lived with our illness, they don't know what it's like.

Everywhere I turn there's a new book misusing yet another mental illness. I hate how characters act normal until all a sudden a plot changes requires them to "act crazy" so suddenly they are acting crazy, then the plot device over and they act normal again.

Mental illness ain't like that, you can't turn it on and off whenever the plot needs it. 

Writers rarely get it right. And would like to see that changed.

People always ask me about my main character, from current series "Quaraun the Insane" asking, what is wrong with him? What mental illness does he have? How did you research it? How do you know what to write?

My answer?

I write what I know.

Quaraun acts like me, talks like me, dresses like me, and the bullies in the books? They do to Quaraun, what real life bullies have done to me.

Quaraun was crippled by bullies and now walks on a cane after months paralyzed and months relearning to walk, because I was crippled by bullies and now walk on a cane after months paralyzed and months relearning to walk.

Quaraun has Autism and OCD and Post Traumatic Stress Disorder and Schizo-Effective Personality Disorder, because I have Autism and OCD and Post Traumatic Stress Disorder and Schizo-Effective Personality Disorder.

I write Quaraun as he is, because this is who I am... all day, every day, for decades.

I write what I know.

If you want to know how to write a mental illness, go to the source. Find someone who has the illness you want to write, Interview them. Talk to them. Spend several days living with them. Find out what their every day life is life. Don't write stereotypes - write the truth.

Because people have asked me to write up a "how to" on how to write a "clinically insane character like Quaraun", I have written this page, to tell you how it is, I write him.

What do you want to become? 
What did you do today to step closer to that goal?
Whatever you do, be your best at it!
And remember to have yourself a great and wonderfully glorious day!

~EK
EelKat.com
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By EelKat Wendy C Allen

If you ever made fun of or had any part in the destruction of my farm, and the illegal selling of half of my land to Colliard, you shall lose your land.

If you ever made fun of or had any part in my being homeless since 2006 - YES, I AM still homeless in 2023, you shall become homeless.

If you ever made fun of or had any part in the backhoe driving over my house, you shall lose your house.

If you ever made fun of or had any part in my car being cut in half, you shall lose your car.

If you ever made fun of or had any part in my becoming crippled, you shall lose your health.

If you ever made fun of or had any part in the murder of my son, your child shall die an equally horrible death. If you haven't got a child to lose, it will be a brother or sister or parents or spouse or whomever you love the most, and that you should know it was this curse which you brought upon yourself that killed them, they will die on exactly the 7 year anniversary of the very first time, you mocked the death of my child.

Evil men go out of their way to try to drive a person to suicide.

Are you an evil man?

Are you sure you're not?

How many people have YOUR hate filled words killed?

Next time you go to do a mean thing to a fellow human, stop and really think about the consequences of your actions.

Did you ever notice how every one has a story to tell about me, yet not one of them ever speaks the truth?

What lies has YOUR gossiping tongue spread about me?

Did you know...

October 16, 2006, bomb blew up my house because of YOUR lies.

August 8, 2013, the house which replaced the one the bomb blew up, was driven over by a backhoe.

November 14, 2013, my 8 month old infant son was murdered because of your lies.

November 14, 2013, I was beaten up, paralized for 5 months, spent 18 weeks relearning to walk, I'm now crippled for the rest of my life, because of YOUR lies.

Are you proud of what you have done?

Enjoy your eternity in Hell. You earned it. You've certainly worked hard for it.

~EelKat

If you have any information about any of these events, please call FBI Agent Andy Drewer at 207-774-9322

Autism & Me:
The Squidoo Lens
10th Anniversary
(2007 to 2017)

During NaNoWriMo 2007's novel writing contest, a forum thread was started... a young author wanted to write an Autistic main character and asked on the NaNoWriMo forum if any one could tell her how to write a mental illness that she did not have and also knew no one with... the result was a 700 page non-fiction book, called "Autism and Me: On Being An Adult With Autism, A Look Into My Everyday Life."

Originally published on LuLu as a book for sale, a month later I unpublished it and released it as a free to read online series of articles on Squidoo. I continued to add new articles to the series on a near monthly basis in the 10 years since then.

The series of pages linked below, are those articles, the 2007 originals, the ones written in the years since, and the 2017 10th Anniversary updates on what has changed in the decade since those first articles were released.

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Don't Know Where To Start?
Start With These Two First

Autism & Me - Part 1: Think you know what it's like to live with Autism? You might be surprised how little you really know.

Autism & Me - Part 2: A look at REAL Autism and the urban myths spread by those with a self-diagnosis.

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"People deserve a break. The stressed and unorganized person who doesn’t have the same priorities as you. They may be dealing with an autistic child, abusive spouse, fading parents, or cancer. Don’t judge people until you’ve walked a mile in their shoes. Give them a break instead." 

— Guy Kawasaki

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I'm a woman who has had 7 miscarriages, and wears "elaborate clothes". Because I have no children, the residents of Old Orchard Beach, beat me up, calling me a transsexual, claiming only a man would dress like I do, claiming that the reason I have no children is because I'm not really female.

They left me paralyzed and crippled. 

They crushed my hips, my pelvis, and my spine, and took away, what little chance I had to carry a pregnancy to full term.

I'm crippled for the rest of my life. I can barely walk now. It's why I'm now on a cane. Any hope I had of having children is gone now.

That's the reality, of the gay hatred of this town. 

I have Autism. I wear pink. I wear glitter. I talk with a "funny gay sounding voice".

Acording to the people in this towm:

I walk like a fag...

talk like a fag...

dress like a fag...

act like a fag...

and therefor must be treated like a fag...

I need to be taught my place...

I deserve to be shot in the head...

I look gay, and therefore I must be, 

because no one but gay men, talk in this voice

no one but gay men wear pink

no one but gay men wear glitter

no one but gay men prance instead of walk...

so they beat me up, because I'm "too gay" for Old Orchard Beach

they cut my car in half, because I'm "too gay" for Old Orchard Beach

they put a bomb in my house, because I'm "too gay" for Old Orchard Beach

they filled my motorhome with feces, because I'm "too gay" for Old Orchard Beach

they kidnapped my cats, because I'm "too gay" for Old Orchard Beach

they drove a back hoe over my house, because I'm "too gay" for Old Orchard Beach

they cut my cats heads off and nailed their heads to my door, because I'm "too gay" for Old Orchard Beach

because I have Autism

and that makes me "too gay for the family friend town of Old Orchard Beach"

I used to dance when I walked... but after 5 months paralyzed, 18 months relearning to walk, and now 4 years later, my leg is lame and I am crippled, barely able to stand, dragging a lame leg, I'll never dance again.

Do you know what that's like?

Can you even begin to imagine?

To be an Autistic person, who can no longer dance when I walk?

They hate gay men so much, that they are willing to beat up a childless autistic women, in ill health, accusing her of being a transvestite.

Because these evil people took away my ability to have children, I had cats; but they took my cats, and cut off their heads, and nailed them to my door.

Welcome to Old Orchard Beach. The gay-hating capital of Maine.

This is the reality of how Autistics are seen by the world.

This is the reality of how Autistics are treated by "normal" people.

This is the reality of being transgender in Old Orchard Beach.

This is the reality of what bullies do to someone with mental illnesses, they do not understand.

This is the reality of living with Autism.

Find out more here.

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Do You Know The Identity 
of the People Who Did These Things?
Have Information? 
Please Call FBI Agent 
Andy Drewer @ (207) 774-9322  

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“Don’t turn your face away. 

Once you’ve seen, you can no longer act like you don’t know.

Open your eyes to the truth. It’s all around you.

Don’t deny what the eyes to your soul have revealed to you.

Now that you know, you cannot feign ignorance.

Now that you’re aware of the problem, you cannot pretend you don’t care.

To be concerned is to be human.

To act is to care.” 

― Vashti Quiroz-Vega

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"Ignore and ignorance share the same root." 

— Kathryn Erskine

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“With ignorance comes fear- from fear comes bigotry. Education is the key to acceptance.” 

― Kathleen Patel, The Bullying Epidemic-the guide to arm you for the fight

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A Plea To NaNoWriMo Overachievers: 
If You're Gonna Write Autistic Characters,
Then Stop Research Asperger's And 
Start Researching Autism For A Change!

"Can anyone tell me how to write characters with autism while avoiding stereotypes? Thank you."

Here is my response to a question from the NaNoWriMo forums on avoiding the stereo types when writing about characters with Autism:

"Can anyone tell me how to write characters with autism while avoiding stereotypes? Thank you."

My response, resulted in a 700+ page non-fiction book on living with autism. 

The response, went off into a rant, not because of the person asking the question, but instead, because of the 300+ Asperger's patients who responded to the question to tell her how to write ASPEGER'S characters, all while claiming their Asperger's was the SAME THING as Autism.

More then 2,000 forum posts were added to the thread, by these 300+ people, boldly spreading huge amounts of extremely inaccurate misinformation about what Autism is and is not, and helping to spread the urban myth that Aspergers is a type of Autism.

Sadly after taking 3 days to read every post on the thread, I finally reached the end to find that not even ONE of the more then 2,000 posts had given her ANY information about Autism.

My response is too long for one page, all pages are being linked to here:

Autism: Understanding What's Really Going On Inside Your Child's Head Autism: Why Can’t You Accept Me As Me? Autism: The Obsessions Autism: You look like you just walked out of a history book . . . why do you dress like that? Autism: Law & Order Autism: Excuse me . . . I’m sorry, but I’ve been talking to you for a half hour now and you haven’t heard a word I said . . . Autism = I’m an Artist & Author Too! The Portland Library Reopened and Living With Autism Aspergers Is Not Autism

Who Is Affected by Autism? Autism = The Crazy Cat Woman of Maine Autism: Speaking Verbally vs The Written Word Autism: You see and hear things I can’t see and hear, therefor you are crazy and have Schizophrenia (A Look At Living with Etiole and The Adults Who Believe Him An Alien, A Demon, or Not Real) Autism: Don’t you know it’s rude to stare? Autism vs Sports and Perception Autistics Have Feelings Too & Diverse Books Rant Autism In Fiction Quaraun & Autism In Fantasy Novels

Think you know what it's like to live with Autism?

You might be surprised how little you really know.

A look at REAL Autism and the myth spread by those with a self-diagnosis.

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• Step 1: Go to this Pinterest Board:

• Step 2: Click on the pin quote/meme you want to use.
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On Writing The Quaraun Series

The Complete Index To Everything You Ever Wanted To Know About Moon Elf Society, But Was Afraid To Ask;

or

The Zaharam-Chapelle-Parunas  Ethnographical World Building Questionnaire

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World-Building In Bizzaro Dark High Fantasy Yaoi

1. Creating a 1400's Fantasy World For Time Traveling Wizards
2. How Your Degree Affects Your World Building
3. How would you explain your Fantasy world to a stranger?
4. In what order do you create your world?
5. Writing Maine: How To Write About Maine Life Accurately
6. The Cover Art Gallery 

Weird-Building In Bizzaro Dark High Fantasy Yaoi

1. Why is there a kitchen sink in my pocket?
2. Twerking Dragons - The Joys Of Writing with A Voice Recorder
3. The Saco River Curse
4. What The Ocean Gives Me (How Things In Your Life Affect Your Writing)

Building A Magic System In Bizzaro Dark High Fantasy Yaoi

1. Wizards vs Witches vs Sorcerers: How are they different?
2. Magic Systems and How to Build Them
   
3. Necromancy: How will resurrection affect society as a whole?
4. Spell-casting Side Effects of Magic
5. Necromancy FAQ - A Real Necromancer Compares Fantasy Necromancy With The Reality
6. Colour Magic - Gypsy Style
7. Beware of White Men In Gypsy Clothing: Fake Psychic Scams
8. Child Sacrifice in Fantasy Novels

Plotting & Writing Bizzaro Dark High Fantasy Yaoi

1. Ernest Hemingway Style of Writing Literary Fiction Used In Epic Fantasy Novels
2. Do you write a novel start-to-finish?
3. Ideas, Ideas, Ideas (Where Do You Get Them?)
4. Should I plan for ending or just keep writing?
5. NaNoWriMo Overachievers: How did you do it?
6. How Long is 50,000 Words?
7. Why Write 50,000 Words In 30 Days?
8. How long does it take to hit 1667 words?
9. Average Typing Speed

Character Creation In Bizzaro Dark High Fantasy Yaoi

1. What exactly makes an Elf an Elf? 
2. Phookas
3. Writing Medieval Servants: Their jobs
4. Writing Albinos With Medical Accuracy
5. FAQs About Quaraun
6. Transgender, Transsexual, Transvestite, or Intersex

Writing Sex In Bizzaro Dark High Fantasy Yaoi

1. How To Write Hot Sex?
2. The Amazon Adult Dungeon
3. Why Quaraun Is Not Erotica (2015 Answer)
4. Why Quaraun Is Not Erotica (2017 Answer)
5. Suicide, Rape, & Abuse 

Disabled Characters In Bizzaro Dark High Fantasy Yaoi

1. On being a handicapped CosPlayer at PortCon Maine 2017
2. Quaraun & Autism In Fantasy Novels
3. On Writing A Clinically Insane Character Accurately, While Avoiding The Psychopath Stereotype
4. Autistics Have Feelings Too & Diverse Books Rant

Drug Use In Bizzaro Dark High Fantasy Yaoi

1. Psychedelics In A 'High' High Fantasy World (High Elves Getting High)
2. High, High Elves: Elves on Opium | Drug Use 

Horror In Bizzaro Dark High Fantasy Yaoi

1. Why do Lovecraftian beings come to earth?
2. Writing Horror That Features Violence Against Children 
3. Writing Stuff That Churns Your Gut
4. Twighilight Not Twilight

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The Quaraun Series On Amazon:

I am wondering why has Amazon moved the Quaraun books to the category "Transgender Romance" and also "Gay Erotica"? The base story is a deeply depressed, suicidal, drug addict Elf who's lover commit suicide and he's trying not to do the same. It's an old Elf in a tavern, monologuing a lot of flashbacks and back story scenes of his youth. These stories are dark, bloody, angsty, full of drug use, murder, rape, Medieval torture, mental/physical/emotional abuse, and references to depression and suicide - no romance in it, unless you count the occasional (and usually brutally violent) rape scenes that show up in nearly every volume - sorry - no clue what Amazon is thinking or why they moved these to Romance and Erotica, but these books are NOT even close to being Romance or Erotica on any level at all. When I published these books I put them in "Dark Fantasy" and "Yaoi". If they show up in any category other then "Dark Fantasy" and "Yaoi", it's because Amazon put them there without my authorization or approval.

~EelKat

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Author Interviews
On Writing The Quaraun Series:

1. Question Everything Before Putting It In Your World 

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Author Interviews
On CosPlaying The Quaraun Characters:

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Author Interviews
Reacting To Old Orchard Beach's
White Power Gay Hating Over Reaction Ban
Of The Quaraun Series:

1. Question Everything Before Putting It In Your World 

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The 4 door white truck continues to sit at the end of my drive way (146 Portland Ave, Old Orchard Beach, Maine) near every night around sunset, reeving it's engine and squealing it's tires, with the driver yelling anti-gay threats and obscenities out the window. He continues to do the same thing at my dad's apartment building (Biddeford Maine) a few times a week, usually in mid to late afternoon time. He continues to follow me to shopping to various stores in various towns throughout the states.

Phrases he yells from the truck include:

"Kill or be killed remember Saco Shaws all transsexuals are alike"

"I keep a gun under the seat of my truck, I'm gonna use it to shoot you in the head, you transvestite freak"

if cars are going by he yells to them: "that thing is Ken's son, look at how's it's dressed; it's insane, it has autism, we can't allow that thing and it's gay cars in our family friend town of Old Orchard Beach"

He often babbles deranged ramblings about something he calls "the gay-pocalypse", raving lunacy about how "all the gays are gathering" on his doorstep. He raves some crazy nonsense about how Armageddon is coming and the war to end all wars will be "the gays against the Christians" and Christians have to be ready to "kill the gays"

My car is the Autism Awareness Car and had 2.5million marbles glued to it (I have Autism - savant - Kanner's syndrome) he claims tat my car "is gay" because of what it looks like. My car has been vandalized several dozen times, including to have the tires slashed 7 times in 6 months.

After dark often around 10PM, he stands at the end of the logging road across the street from me and shoots at my motohome (in February 2014 he shot holes in my neighbour's barn while doing this). I have video footage of 3 of his shootings at me here:  https://youtu.be/NUebzJ9sz9U and here: https://youtu.be/C4dZbgG-Smw

This has gone on since August 2013 now, in addition to all the vandalism, hate crimes, pet beheadings, etc that has happened, including the bomb that blew up our house in 2006.

As you know, that whole time I had not been able to get a plate number on the truck. He as just here again, and I just realized why I could not get a plate number... there are no plates on the truck, either on the front or on the back. However, as he was driving away today... I noticed, there is a plate, stuck up in the back window of the truck, where it can barely be seen, deliberately obscured from view behind a silver tool box.

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Writing Resources I Use When Writing The Quaraun Books:

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