This is fast becoming the most asked question about the Quaraun series. People can't seem to grasp the fact that a gay transvestite character can exist in a non-Erotica book, so here is what I have to say on that.
The fact that Quaraun is not even gay at all and in fact has 4 wives, is overlooked completely, because in their minds: transvestite = gay = erotica.
I feel embarrassed to be part of a society that asks such questions.
Because the questions are not being asked out of friendly curiosity.
They are being asked with vehement hatred, and rants of the evils of "the gays", followed by lists of Bible quotes, and demands to repent or be cast forever in the fiery pits of hell.
One man, a proud member of "That Church" in Biddeford, as well as "Curtis Lake Church" in Sanford, where he claims his brother-in-law is the minister, arrived in my driveway screaming of something he called "the gay-pocalyse", citing that "the gays" are taking over the planet and are hoarding together to kill all the Christians in the last days...
"It's kill or be killed," he shrieked hysterically while having a rifle over his head and shooting into the air, followed by threats that he was going to take me to court to get the book unpublished or would shoot me in the head.
2016 UPDATE: He did, and has convinced the Old Orchard Beach Town Hall - a branch of the American government - to ban and force out of publication 27 of my books on the grounds of being "Too Gay For The Family Friendly Town of Old Orchard Beach" and as of January 4, 2016, it is not illegal for LGBTQ+, non-white, and non-Christian residents, to live in Old Orchard Beach, Maine. On January 4, 2016 the York County Sheriff marched 140 families out of their houses.
Part of the court order also states that LGBTQ+, non-white, and non-Christian residents are not allowed to own pets. More then 500 cats and dogs were taken by the police from these 140 families. In the weeks that followed the cats and dogs severed heads were returned to the families, by the Ku Klux Klan.
Welcome to the New Family Friendly Town of Old Orchard Beach.
While the members of That Church and Curtis Lake Church, march around chanting "kill or be killed" and "too gay for the family friend town", members of the Saco Ward of the Church of Jesus Christ are just as violently doing the same... so too is the Victory Chapel on Biddeford, and the Baptist Church of Saco... though the minister of the Saco Baptist church did come over and apologize for his members, stating that they were members of Westboro and only attended his church as the Westboro church had no division in Maine, stating that Baptists don't normally act like this and do not agree with Westboro's standards.
To make things even worse, the Ku Klux Klan also shows up in my yard, and while they hide their faces, I recognize their voices - 3 of them are members of the Saco Ward LDS Church and the rest are members of Curtis Lake Church.
The thing all of these (approximately 700 local church members) have in common is their vehement hatred of and phobia level fears of gay men. Many of them accusing me (a straight woman) of being either gay or transexual or both.
I'm confused as to while these gay haters are gathering in my driveway. Especially when the character in question, Quaraun, is not even gay to begin with.
Okay. Before we go any farther let's talk about Eunuchs. Who here knows what a Eunuch is. Is you said the common, inaccurate stereotype that it is a castrated male, you would incorrect.
A Eunuch is a celibate male, who dress like and passes for a female, and may or may not have had his genitals removed in order to maintain his virginity.
This is what Quaraun is.
In order to be Erotica, it requires sexual activity be the TOPIC of the book. Erotica means the story is ABOUT sex.
Now, nearly all of my books (since the 1970s) have featured male characters passing as female characters. I've been writing books about transvestite characters since 1978.
I wrote my first sex scene in 2006.
Think about that. Think long and hard about that.
I wrote HUNDREDS of short stories, dozens of plays, and a few lengthy books, for 28 years, and did not write one single solitary sex scene in any of them...I did however write transgender, gay, and bi-sexual characters in almost all of them.
I have now been writing for 37 years and, hey, guess what, in 2,000+ short stories, 130+ long books, a few dozen plays, and 6,000+ non-fiction articles, I've only ever written about 36 sex scenes.
More then 2,000 stories total.
And only 36 sex scenes ever written.
Most of them fade to black.
Does that sound like Erotica to you?
Okay. 600+ short stories, all of them with transvestite characters and only 36 sex scenes.
I am known for writing transvestites.
I am not known for writing sex scenes.
My long time readers are always surprised when they find a sex scene in one of my stories because it happens so rarely.
Now, the recent slew of questions, is aimed at the Quaraun series, so, let's address that series directly, shall we?
You remember that I started out here talking about Eunuchs right? Well, there was a reason for that: Quaraun is a Eunuch. He is a male who passes for a female and refuses to have sex with anyone and therefore lives 330 years of his life without ever engaging in sexual activity.
He remains a sexless Eunuch for three long centuries before breaking his vows to the Di'Jin Order, and entering into a physical relationship with Unicorn/BoomFuzzy...who actually IS a Unicorn, by the way.
Well, let's take a look at the question again: How can your books have gay transvestite characters and not be Erotica?
Uhm...easy, there has to be sex in the story in order for the story to be Erotica, AND the point of the story must be the sex, AND sex scenes must make up at least 75% of the total text.
But, most of my stories do not contain ANY sex at all. Zip. Nadda. None. period.
Okay, so explain to me how a book can be Erotica WITHOUT sex in it?
Yeah. That's what I thought.
You do realize the most popular, top selling Erotica out there is male school teacher in his 40s fucking his 12 year old pre-teen students, right?
By your brainless logic that ALL stories with a transvestite in them MUST be Erotica, I could just as easily say, ALL stories about 12 year old school girls MUST be Erotica.
See how stupid it sounds when you put something more common then a transvestite in that sentence?
I don't know which is worse: your ignorance or your arrogance, or perhaps your stupidity, or maybe your lack of intelligence. Your willingness to be a dumb, blind, sheeple to some hate monger minister speaks volumes for your server lack of any ability to think for yourself.
Think about it, you stupid git. Put a brain in that damned head of yours.
It'd be one thing if this question was coming from somebody who read Erotica and was unaware that transvestites were real. I'd had a different, more sympathetic answer for some young kid seek answers to honest questions. But that is not the case here.
This question is coming to me from hate mongering Christians, marching around in my driveway, with their heads stuck so far up God's ass that they can't comprehend the possability that transvestites and gay men as well for that matter, are real live people, with emotions and feelings... JUST LIKE YOU!
These jackasses are too busy running around calling them shapeshifting illuminati aliens sent by Satan, to step back and consider the possability that they are hurting real live HUMANS.
It's easier for them to justify murder, if they dehumanize the men they are murdering first.
You sick pieces of shit. Get the hell out of my driveway and my life. You ain't nothing but gutter scum trash. Think you're so great. Turn around and look in the mirror. You preach Satan came to kill, steal, and destroy? The only one around here, killing, stealing, and destroying lives... is YOU! And you know what that makes you? Servants of Satan. Did you think of THAT before you opened your mouth to spew out your vicious, violent, brutal, gay hating fury?
Not only do you not have an answer, but you also were completely unaware of the lack of any sex scenes in my books. Oh, wait, that's right, you didn't even read them, before you ran in and shoved your foot all the way down your throat. You just ASSUMED.
Never assume for it makes an ASS out of U and ME.
People can't seem to grasp the fact that a gay transvestite character can exist in a non-Erotica book, and I can't understand why it is they can't separate the two.
Since when does wearing a pink dress = Erotica?
Please, somebody explaining it to me, because I'm sitting here looking at all my pink dresses and I can't figure out why it is they could make a book Erotica.
Of course, the local church groups marching in my driveway, are also screaming that I am a transexual because I wear pink dresses and drive a pink car. And I don't understand that either.
Their logic is baffling.
Are they suggesting that every 4 year old girl on the panet is ALSO a transexual for wearing pink dresses?
Do they even know what a transexual is? Clearly not, considering they also don't seem to know that transvestites and transexuals are 2 completly different things and they are using both words interchangeably, and just tossing them everywhere at everyone they can think of.
Of course, I'm also baffled over all this fuss going on over a FICTIONAL character.
Quaraun's not real.
Do they even know that?
And he's also not Human. He doesn't dress Human. He doesn't even act Human.
I'm confused. Why are these people flipping out over a FICTIONAL character in the first place?
I don't get it.
If Quaraun was a female Elf dressed in pink dresses, people would be calling these books ChickLit. But put the pink dress on a male Elf and suddenly it's Erotica? Why? What changed? Certainly not the story. The story is the same wither Quaraun has a vagina or cock and balls under those skirts.
Just because he's wearing a dress, doesn't suddenly make him on the roaming warpath trying to find a million and one sex partners.
I don't get it. I don't get it at all. Why do Americans make everything have to be about sex. A good god! Men have only been wearing pants for the past 200 years. The Quaraun books are set in the 1400's - 200 years before pants were even invented. Okay.
Oh, and in real life: women were FORBIDDEN from wearing pink prior to the 1700s. It was considered a color worn only buy aristocratic MEN. So, it's actually historically accurate for a male in the 1400s to be wearing a pink dress.
Why is it so hard for people to think that the guy just happens to like wearing dresses?
Why do people have to make everything be about sex?
Can't it just be about the dresses?
You know, it says a lot about your own mind, really.
Think about it...
YOU are the one whose mind is in the gutter thinking about sex. YOUR brain is the one that thought transvestite = sex.
Meaning that YOU are sexually aroused when YOU think about transvestites.
Just because YOU get sexually aroused over a man in a dress, doesn't mean the man wearing the dress is also sexually aroused.
It's YOUR OWN perverted thoughts about HIM that is the problem. He's not doing a damned thing. He's just wearing clothes that he likes to wear, while YOU are lusting after him.
YOUR lusts for him are NOT his problem, they are YOUR problem.
You are thinking with a rapist's mentality when you look at someone and assume they are doing something for sex. That's how a rapist thinks.
The only thing deviant and perverted and in need of changing is YOUR own thoughts and perceptions about transvestites.
YOU'RE the one thinking sexual thoughts. He doesn't have to change his clothes... YOU have to change your thoughts and stop being a shit headed lust fuck, going around with perverted thoughts about people you have no business thinking perverted thoughts about. See a psychiatrist you perverted jackass. Maybe the doctor can figure out why you are viciously and violently screaming and yelling and waving guns around in my driveway while you are there.
YOU'RE the sick, fucked up piece of shit in this picture. Just because YOU get sexually aroused when looking at a transvestite, doesn't give you the right to beat him up and want him dead. In fact, the ONLY reason you WANT to beat him up is because you are yourself GAY and beating him up releases your pent up sexual lusts that you are hiding. You ought to be ashamed of yourselves, hiding behind your Bibles like that. What would your God think of you, lusting after ANYONE, male or female?
Little girls love to wear Disney Princess dresses. Sometimes little boys like to wear them too. Did you know that 1 in every 5 male children is going to play dress up and wear frilly dresses when doing so?
Are you gonna tell me that 5 year old boys are wearing their sister's Cinderella and Snow White dresses because they are thinking about sex?
If you believe that, you are crazy!
Telling a person they can not wear a dress because YOU think about sex when you see said dress, just makes YOU a small minded bigot.
How many little girls dream about sparkling prom dresses and big poofy wedding gowns? Are you gonna tell me that, all those sequins and tulle are a little girl's way of saying "fuck me now"? You got a sick mind if you do think that.
I mean, you really need to just stop and think about what you are saying here when you ask a question like: "How can your books have gay transvestite characters and not be Erotica?" What kind of a message are you sending to your children when you ask a bigoted, stereotyped question like that? Do you even stop to think about what it is you are implying here?
When you ask a question like: "How can your books have gay transvestite characters and not be Erotica?"
What you are saying to me, is that you look at transvestites and see nothing but a sex object waiting to be raped by YOU.
That's the message your question sends.
Let's look at that for a minute.
You are implying, that just because this guy is wearing a pink silk dress, he ought to bending over to satisfy you, because that's the ONLY reason you can imagine for a person to be wearing a pink silk dress.
You can't think of ANY reason other sex, for being a reason to wear a pink dress.
Now, here's an important fact to consider: MOST transvestites who live this lifestyle 24/7 are passing 100% of the time as women, and you meet them every day on the streets walking their dogs, ringing up your groceries at WalMart, cooking your meals at McDonald's, teaching in high school, heck, did you know that the career with the highest rate of transvestites passing full-time are lawyers.
Next time you head to court, scan the women lawyers carefully, chances are high that at least one of them is actually a man.
And you know what? It doesn't matter.
The only person it matters to is the person, they are having sex with, and since that person is not you, then none of your damned business what they have between their legs.
Your obsession with needing to know what genitalia a person has is rather disgusting, actually. What sort of a sick pervert runs around obsessing over what type of genitals a person has? You know for someone who claims to be a morally decent Christian, you got some rather immorally, unChristian perverted thoughts running through your brain.
The college I attended a few years ago, had three professors, who were "women" and no one could tell they were born men. When I worked at Macy's my "female" boss/ manager revealed to me that she was really a he, one of the "women" at the make-up counter giving free make-overs was born male, as was one of the shoe sales"women".
Because I was who I was, and worked in the fitting rooms, I was often assigned to assist Macy's "special" customers, who were uncertain if they were supposed to use the mens or womens fitting room - Macy's in the Maine Mall, had at least 5 T-girls coming in every day (a total of several dozen t-girls) just during my shift alone.
And that's just the male to female ones. Did you know that male to female is the minority and that MOST transgender people are female to male?
Did you know that 1 in every 3 "men" you meet are genetically female?
In other words - they are out there - A LOT of them. Transgender are EVERYWHERE. They are all around you. Chances are really high that you knew at least 2 or 3 and don't know they are not born the gender you think they are.
And guess what: Not a one of them works in the sex industry.
Not a one of them participates in BDSM fetish communities, they are living the exact same normal every day lives you live.
So, now with that in mind, let's look at your question again:
"How can your books have gay transvestite characters and not be Erotica?"
Why are you sexualizing people based off the way they are dressed?
I can understand a fangirl sexualizing a fictional character that they love to obsess over.
What I can't understand is a hater demonizing a person they find themselves sexually aroused by as a way to hide their arousal from their church, friends, and family.
But have you even considered the vastly disturbing implications of sexuallizing a person based on the way they dress?
Take one dress, give it to a little girl, a teenage girl, a grown woman, and a man.
Have them each wear the dress, now tell, HOW is it that wearing said dress, suddenly makes ANY of them a sex object to be used and abused in an Erotica book?
The man puts that dress on and because he's wearing pink sparkle and tulle and glitter and lace and velvet and silk, suddenly he's supposed to be playing the starring role in Erotica?
How do you come to that conclusion?
When the little 5 year old girl puts on that same dress, are you ALSO going to say that because she's wearing pink sparkle and tulle and glitter and lace and velvet and silk, suddenly she's supposed to be playing the starring role in Erotica?
Little girls love sparkle and tulle and glitter and lace and velvet and silk, because little girls love sparkle and tulle and glitter and lace and velvet and silk.
It has absolutely nothing to do with sex at all.
Shame on you for thinking it did!
Can you see NOW why I find your question to be so rude and bigoted?
Transvestites are NOT sex toys.
And it is YOU who needs to stop thinking about them that way.
The ONLY person who sexuallizes them is YOU.
YOU are the one obsessed with sex, that's why YOU are the one who thinks transvestite = Erotica.
Transvestites are not sex toys for your sick perversions. Transvestites are real people, with real families, real lives, and real feelings, and they deserve to be treated as such.
I am appalled at the way the common attitude towards a transvestite character in a work of fiction, is that their only purpose is to be a sex toy. That's just disgraceful that the general public sees trans people in that light.
And just like little girls love sparkle and tulle and glitter and lace and velvet and silk, sometimes little boys love sparkle and tulle and glitter and lace and velvet and silk, too.
And it likewise has absolutely nothing to do with sex at all.
Again: Shame on you for thinking it did!
Sometimes little girls grow out of wearing girly dresses, but sometimes they keep right on wearing them long after they are ancient grannies.
Sometimes little girls who want to wear girly dresses grow up in families that don't allow them to wear girly dresses and when they reach adulthood they go overboard wearing the blingest big pink princess dresses they can find.
And there's nothing wrong with that.
The only person who has a problem, is YOU for thinking there was something wrong with how a person dresses.
Part of the problem, seems to be the fact that these jack ass idiots screaming in my driveway, don't know the differance between a transexual and a ttransvestite.
A transexual is a person of one gender attempting to become the opposite gender. Thus a man who not only wears dresses, but takes hormones, uses female pronouns, has been castrated, has hanged HIS name to HER name, and IDENTIFIES as a woman.
Whereas a transvestite is a man who simply believes clothing has no gender and likes wearing dresses because they are comfortable and look good on him. He still uses MALE pronouns, makes no attempt at being female, is NOT taking hormones, is quite happy to have a penis and balls, has no desire to become a woman and in most cases is also NOT gay and likely has a wife and children.
Transexuals are VASTLY different from transvestites, to the point that MOST transexuals are quick to tell you that a transvestite is NOT part of the transgender community.
And just like little girls, sometimes little boys grow out of wearing girly dresses, but sometimes they keep right on wearing them long after they are ancient grandpas. Sometimes little boys who want to wear girly dresses grow up in families that don't allow them to wear girly dresses and when they reach adulthood they go overboard wearing the blingest big pink princess dresses they can find.
When you make something that has nothing to do with sex, be about sex, it only says a lot about you and where your mind is. Because YOU are thinking about sex, you falsly assume everyone else must be thinking about sex too. You can possibly fathom that you are ALONE in your perverted thoughts and are trying to justify your own perversion by trying to say it is their fault for wearing dresses.
Ah, and see there, now we have the root of the problem.
It's not me or my characters, it's you and how you translate me and my characters. When you look at a fictional character and you think that character is thinking about sex, it's because YOU are thinking about sex.
When you look at a man, doing something that you don't understand, and you assume that he is motivated by sex, it is because if YOU were doing what he was doing YOUR reason for doing it would be sex.
Well, shame on you!
It is the same as when you see someone and think they are angry at you, when in fact it is you who is angry at them, and they are oblivious to the fact you are even there.
You simply THINK they are angry, only because anger is in fact how you feel towards them.
It's like that.
Because YOU think sexual thoughts about the transvestite, you assume they must therefore be motivated by sexual thoughts, when in fact the only person thinking about sex is YOU.
Do you know what that means? It means that when you see a transvestite, you become sexually aroused, simply by seeing him and THAT is WHY you falsely assume the word transvestite is synonymous with sex and/or Erotica. You and ONLY you are thinking about the transvestite' sex life.
Not him (or her depending on the pronoun s/he uses.) No. He's not the one obsessing over sex. YOU ARE. He's going about his day. He's getting his work done. He's doing his shopping. He's taking his family out to dinner. He's doing his chores. He's getting his car fixed. He's walking his dog. He's too busy living his life, to stop and think about how sexuallize you are viewing him.
NEWSFLASH: A transvestite, is quite simply a man wearing a dress. Nothing more. How he dresses, has absolutely nothing to do with sex...AT ALL.
The only reason you think transvestite means something sexual, is because YOU have a dirty mind.
Well, that's just...eeeeew!
Get away from me, you sick pervert!
Don't go taking your sick fantasies about trans people and put it on me! Good God! I don't want it, that's for sure.
But let's talk about Quaraun.
Seeing how he is the transvestite in question here and is the reason I've got these hate mongering radicals screaming in my yard, running around like mental institute escapee shooting guns all over the place. (They shot my neighbor's barn full of holes and killed several of her pet chickens while they were here too. Sick bastards.)
Who is Quaraun and why are these ministers, rallying their minos, in my yard over him?
Quarain, is the guy wearing blinding pink dresses, with giant magenta hearts embroidered on them, and huge medallion designs sewn on in tiny faceted seed beads. Every move he makes sends more simmers around the room then ten disco balls ever could.
(2016 UPDATE: Here... this is what he looks like:)
Now granted Quaraun is more extreme then what you would normally see in everyday life, and he is seen in SOME highly sexual situations, (about a dozen times over the course of 130 novels) but he is in fact based off a real live transvestite who does in fact dress like he does every day.
(2016 UPDATE: You can find more info on the real transvestite Quaraun was based off of in this video here:)
The fact remains, however, that in spite of the rumors... Quaraun himself is not a gay man. He's also not a transexual.
Quaraun is a transvestite and he has 4 wives.
Yes, he also has 2 male lovers on the side. But that makes him bi-sexual. Not gay.
That brings me to another similar email I got, one which came to me from a person claiming to be gay, and who said: "gays like you give the rest of us a bad name"
Gays like me?
I'm not gay.
Since when am I gay?
The email pointed out various photos of me and said I shouldn't be dressing the way I do because it gives "us gays" a "bad name."
Here... have some pictures of me...
This guy here... this is Ben. Our 30th anniversary was August 17, 2017. We've been together since 1987.
In this picture here, you can very clearly see I have 38DD breasts, which are usually bound because they are too big to fit in a bra and get in my way. They are not bound in this photo.
This is me at college...days before I was beaten up on campus only a few feet from where this photo was taken, and left paralyzed for 5 months and crippled the rest of my life.
THOSE^^^are the pictures the email was referencing.
The email ranted on, how "we gays" should "try to fit in" and "not draw attention to ourselves". What?
The line that really got to me was the one which said that it was "our duty as modern gays" to "squash the screaming gay 1970s Liberace stereotype".
You know I am a natural born straight woman, have a husband (our 30th anniversary is August 17, 2017) and have had 7 miscarriages, and write about men, like Quaraun and Unicorn and GhoulSpawn and Roderic and... you know the 75 OTHER men I write about, because I'm a straight female who like men quite a lot, thus why I write male characters instead of female characters?
You do know you are calling an elderly, straight female... a gay transexual, right?
Let me get this straight... you say, that because of how I dress, I am giving gays a bad name?
How the hell did you ever get in into your head, the idea that I was gay to begin with?
Jackasses like this are the reason I now wear a cape which says:
"I'm To Gay For OOB"
I wear this cape, to mock you jackasses for being so damned gay hating, that you have the audacity to accuse and elderly straight woman of being gay!
It's bad enough, when straight gay haters are hating on gays...
...but it's worse, when the gay haters are other gay men who are angry that this gay or that gay makes their gay look bad!
What the hell?
So this is an example of what I call the "elitist gays."
The ones who think they have something to prove. The ones who think they have to conform to "normal society" in order to be accepted. The ones who think, the only way to be "truly gay" is to look and act like every non-gay on the planet.
You know being gay is not a competition right?
Being gay means you are a man who loves another man. It has nothing to do with the way you dress or the way you act.
You are a man, you love another man. That's it. That's all gay is. I mean, you're supposed to be gay, so, you should know that.
All kinds of men can be gay. Big men. Little men. Old men. Young men. Businessmen. Homeless men. Flamboyant men. Goth men. Emo men. Lawlers. Doctors. Cashiers. Anyone can be gay.
How you dress has nothing to do with it! And I'm surprised that there exist gay men themselves who don't know that!
Well, let's move past the fact that they are so stupid that they think a straight woman is gay...
...and move on to the fact that they are upset over a gay person dressing a certain way.
What I want to know is... what business is it of their's how a person dresses? How is a gay man in a sequine dress, giving THEM a bad name?
I just do not understand their logic.
If a gay man wants to wear a pink sequin dress, then, so the hell what? It's his life, not yours. He's wearing a dress. Big deal. Get over it. He's not bothering you.
You don't like people getting down on you for being gay. I get that.
Well, Peachy Plumkin, if that's what YOU want to do, then fine. More power to you. But don't you dare bitch at me and say I'm giving other gays a bad name because I wear pink dresses, feather boas, and glitter, because Honeybuns, I live for pink dresses, feather boas, and glitter, and I don't care how gay you are, if you are telling other gays that they are "the wrong kind" of gay, you are no different then the non-gays who are down on all gays. Think about it Honey.
And I'm not even gay to begin with so I don't know why you are even bitching at me about it anyways!
I don't care what kind of gay you are. You can be a Twink or a Bear or a Sissy or a Queer or a Butch or a Femme or whatever else you want to be. We are all people. Gay. Not gay. It doesn't matter. We are all People. Every one of us is different and there is room for everyone.
I'm sorry Sugar Pie, but it's the elitists gays like you with no tolerance for any gays who not like you, that's giving gays a bad name.
You know, it takes a pretty low intelligence to look at a fictional character and assume because the character is gay that therefor the author must be as well.
Than again... the character in question is not gay, either, so there's that.
The problem seems to be that Quaraun is an overly Effeminate Sissified Glamour Twink....but as I already said... how he dresses, does not determine his sexuality.
Let's look at some facts about Quaraun:
Anyone who has ever ACTUALLY READ the series knows these facts about Quaraun, as these things are pivotal to the plot and mentioned repeatedly in every single novel in the series.
Quaraun is not gay, nor is he ever portrayed as such.
So my question now becomes this:
As I said... anyone who read the books, knows that the things these people are saying about my books is false.
And people who know me, know the things these people are saying about me is false.
Yes... I've survived FIVE (5) bombings now.
Can you see NOW... why I ask, how these people get their information?
I want to know... WHO went to the Saco Ward Church of Jesus Christ of Latter Day Saints of Saco, Maine, and incited them into their gay hating, transphobic fury?
I want to know... WHO went to the Curtis Lake Church of Sanford, Maine, and incited them into their gay hating, transphobic fury?
I want to know... WHO went to the Saco Baptist Church, and incited them into their gay hating, transphobic fury?
I got beaten up, November 14, 2013, still no clue who she is, left me paralyzed for 5 months, during which time she hacked my KBoards account, my NaNoWriMo account, my website, my FaceBook, my Twitter, and other places, pretending to be me and written horrible stuff via my accounts. Then she created 52 fake Amazon accounts and left 52 fake and completely identical 1 star reviews on every one of my books. I was paralyzed 5 months, relearning to walk 18 months... and I was offline for a full 3 years, and had no clue this woman had taken over all my online accounts or had done any of these things, until 2015. :( .
I'm crippled for the rest of my life, on a cane with one leg useless, and only have the use of 1 hand now, and permanent damage to my spine. I used to publish a novel a month... now because of some still unidentified Kboards member, I've got $3million in medical bills, a bomb also blew up my house so living in my car, can barely move, and am lucky if I can get 1 book typed up a year. So frustrating.
It's been 4 years and I'm still in physical therapy, and it's a good day if I can stand up, let alone walk. Had to cancel the 2015-2018 book signing tour, and had to cancel all the monthly book releases from November 2013 to who knows when... still all canceled and we are closing in on 2018 now.
The Kboards hacker crushed my spine, my hip, my pelvis, and my knee. Tore up all the nerves and muscles. Got a $40million lawsuit waiting for when the FBI finally identifies who the person behind these gay hating transphobic rumors is. FBI – Federal Bureau of Investigation agent's contact info is on my website if you have any info about who it was who hacked my Kboards account 2013 to 2015.
Still think, it's okay to run around spreading rumors and lies about people?
People are dead now.
Whoever it is who is running around calling my books Erotica... they caused 4 people to be beheaded.
Whoever it is who is running around calling my books Erotica... they caused 500 cats to be kidnapped from 140 families.
Whoever it is who is running around calling my books Erotica... they caused 5 bombs to be built, several people killed, dozens injured, and hundreds traumitized.
Whoever it is who is running around calling my books Erotica... they are now classified by the FBI as a domestic terrorist and are wanted for murder, inciting riots, and terrorism.
They, in their hatred for gay men, Erotica books, and transexuals... have left a town decimated by bombs and bloodshed.
People wh are NOT gay and NOT transexual and NOT authors of Erotica, are being targeted, because of this person's rumors and lies.
Because this person, didn't think before they ran around gossiping and spreading falsehoods about people they falsely believed to be gay transexuals...the innocent none gay, none transexual victims of their rumours are dead.
In their hatred for gays... they failed to do their research and murdered non-gays.
In their hatred for transexuals... they failed to do their research and murdered non-transexuals.
This needs to end.
These hate mongers need to be stopped.
Next time YOU open your mouth to say something derogatory about a gay man... ask yourself: Are you contributing to the next murder in YOUR town?
If you have to ask, then clearly you don't what happened in 1997, the year my life turned pink...
They say a picture says 1,000 words..
Let's give you 5,000 words to think on then:
Why do I wear pink?
Why did I paint my car pink?
Why did I paint my motorhome pink?
Because on November 24, 1997 Eva Viola Atwater died to breast cancer.
Did you watch that video back there? The one about the transvestite who commit suicide? He was her best friend.
If you lived in the area of Saco or Biddeford, Maine in the 1980s and 1990s, you no doubt remember him.
He was a garbage collector. Road around most of the week on the back of a Blow Brothers garbage truck... while wearing sequin ball gowns, replicas of Scarlet O'hara's hood skirt dresses, and the blingiest bling to be the envy of Rapper everywhere.
He had long blond hair that was the envy of every woman who wished they could grow their hair as long.
His job, had him at every front door in the city.
He was not trying to be a woman. He just liked wearing frilly dresses.
He had few friends, he was bullied constantly, beaten up many times. He was one of many gay men striped naked by the Ku Klux Klan, tied to the back bumper of a car and dragged naked through the streets for 14 miles, to be hung by his balls at the top of Rotary Park's flag pole in Biddeford.
Later he would go on to change his look. Going from 1800s Southern Belle, the being a Billy Idol look-a-like, chopped off his many feet of golden hair to pointy spikes, getting 24 peirces only in one ear, dripping in black leather...
wait for it
BECAME THE FIRST OPENLY GAY MAN TO OWN A STORE IN MAINE...
renting the building owned by...
Maine's infamous "Transgender Murder Store"... shop here and lose your head.
Remember the chant of the gay haters in my driveway?
"Kill or be killed! Remember Saco Shaw's"(link goes the the CBS news report of the most recent murder)
A store blighted by 4 beheadings now.
Because it was the first store in the state of Maine, to accept gay men as equals. The first store in Maine to hire gay men... back in the 1970s.
And in the 1990s, they leased out a section of their store to Biddeford's radically eccentric, over the top, extremely flamboyant transvestite.
Maine's first Dollar Store. Known simply as "The Dollar Store at Saco Shaw's", it was owned by the former garbage collecting transvestite and his lover.
The store struggled to gain traction, as Maine's gay hating public refused to shop there.
Grammy Eva, however, shopped there daily, with me in tow, and she daily spent hours getting fashion tips and beauty advice from the store's super flamboyant owner.
The glass store front had to be replaced multiple times, from gay haters smashing out the windows.
He often complained of how hard life was becoming... but he had his partner there. We never saw them not together. The two were inseparable...the flamboyant transvestite and his far more drab lover.
And then, one day, it was just him alone in the store.
His partner was dead. He was devastated. It was the first murder to haunt Saco Shaws.
A few days later... the store was closed.
No one arrived to open it. No one knew what happened. Not for a long time... because he had no friends and no family. So no one knew he was dead.
Biddeford's flamboyant transvestite commit suicide.
Grammy Eva died from breast cancer only a few months later.
I lost 2 very dear friends, very close together.
Quaraun's character was designed, after the transvestite who was Grammy Eva's friend. The character already existed, but not as a transvestite. It was a change to his character that came about in the late 1990s, in memory of the transvestite who owned the Dollar Store at Saco Shaws.
Quaraun became an over the top, super flamboyant transvestite in the memory of a very dear friend, who was driven to suicide for daring to love who he loved and dress as he pleased.
Quaraun wears pink in the memory of my Grammy Eva, who died far too young, from breast cancer.
Quaraun stands as a tribute to 2 people I loved, both of whom, should still be alive today, and would be, had hate not taken one and disease taking the other.
You want to know something else?
The first time I ever heard the term gay, was in 2015, when a giant green dump truck, with a silver and black striped hood, and a big red apple painted on the side... drove up in my driveway... it's white haired, rifle toting driver got out, and accused me of being gay, accused my car of being gay, and accused my motorhome of being gay, while chanting:
"Too Gay For The Family Friendly Town of Old Orchard Beach! I'm gonna blow your brains out! I'm gonna shoot you in the head! The gays don't belong in this family friendly town. Look at that THING! That's Ken's SON. Look at how that THING is dressed! IT and IT's cars are too gay for our family friendly town!"
On September 12, 2015, that was the first time I had ever heard to word "gay". (see the police report at the Old Orchard Beach Police Department, for September 12, 2015, 146 Portland Ave, Wendy C. Allen of Old Orchard Beach, to see the name of the gay hating ringleader of this town's transphobic riotous mob)
I did not know what it meant. I Googled to find out.
Though I had known the transvestite and his partner... the reality of what they were, had never occurred to me. They were very close, always hugging and kissing and very obviously lovers. But the possibility of men having sex with other men, had never crossed my mind before. Not until nearly 10 years after they had both died.
I'm a 5th generation Mormon. Sex is an extremely taboo topic in Mormon culture. It's never mentioned. Association with non-Mormons in rare. Children are homeschooled, in homes were no TVs exist. Rare is the Mormon who even has internet or cell phones.
I'm a hermit with agoraphobia. I haven't set foot off my land or had contact with Humans in decades.
I had never heard the term gay before and had no idea what these psychopathic gun toting freaks were talking about.
These people, these so-called "Christians" attacked an elderly woman, accusing her of being gay, because, in 1997, after the death of her best friend Eva Viola Atwater, who died from breast cancer, she started wearing pink, painted her car pink, painted her motorhome pink...was about to paint her house pink, but you know, a bomb blew it up before she got that far...
...the colour of Breast Cancer Awareness...
...A thing she started doing, days after her friend died...
...and gay haters, translated that to mean, she MUST be a gay, transexual man, and therefore, must be killed.
This gun toting, gay hating psychopath, arrived in my driveway around 6AM on September 12, 2015 and remained there until the police finally crashed him away 4 hours later around 10AM.
He railed on about my pink mail box being too gay because I painted it pink.
He raved about my being gay, transexual, Muslim, non-white, non-Christian, and a serial killer.... because I was wearing a pink kimono over a pink rhinestone encrusted kaftan, with a pink veil on my head.
(I had never heard the term Muslim before either, and had to go Google that as well, while I was Googling the term gay.)
When the police arrived, he continued to scream and yell at the 3 officers who tried to tell him that he was trespassing, invading my privacy, could be charged with death threats (a felony), and was violating my civil and religious rights.
He screamed and yelled some more and soon was joined by his son in a 4-door white pick up truck, his wife in a gold Volvo SUV, and his red haired sister in law, who joined him in his chanting. Soom a whole group of people were screaming anti-gay hatred, anti-transgender hatred, anti-Muslim hatred, pro White power, American pride, kill all the immigrants, and a whole slew of other mentally deranged insanity.
For some reason about 400 people on bicycles showed up in the middle of it. Apparently there was a bike race or something going on and they heard the screaming and saw all the police cars so decided to side track down my side street to see what was going on.
I spent the entire time standing in my driveway, wondering what the hell was going on. I was about 80 feet back from the road, and never interacted with any of them. The only person I talked to that day was the 2 police officers who came up my driveway to ask if I knew why the people were gathering... which I didn't know why they were gathering, so I had no information to offer them.
Keeping in mind at that point I had no idea what gay or Muslim even meant, so I didn't understand what the crazy people in the crowd were even saying. I had no way to translate their words to make sense of the deranged gibberish.
And now that I do know what gay means...
Where the hell in the Bible does God say pink = gay?
Where in the Bible does God command "kill the gays"?
Did they overlook those pesky little commandments God said...
You the ones:
Love thy neighbour
Thou shalt not kill
Do unto others as you would have others do unto you
Are they suggested they WANT to be killed by gay transexuals? Is that why they are killing people they think, could, maybe, might, possibly, be gay and or transexuals?
Oh... here's one... how about the commandment that says:
Judge not, lest ye be judged by the same measure with which ye judged, pressed down and spilling over, 70 times 7
I'm an ordained minister, if you didn't know, now you do. I've read the Bible - ALL of it, cover to cover like a novel 31 times, in addition to daily Bible studies.
These gay haters who called themselves members of the Curtis Lake Church, which the green dump truck driver claims is the church his brother in law is a minister at... these so-called Christians, in their gay hating fury... seem to have very little knowledge of the Bible, and in addition to falsely accusing me of being gay, they also falsely accused me - a minister myself - of being non-Christian!
And yet... nothing they did that day, is anything even remotely Christian at all! REAL Christians do not promote terrorist activities.
Did you know that the FBI considers all of the following to be terrorist activities:
Did you know this crazed group of gay haters did ALL of those things to me? Because they falsely believed me to be a gay transexual? Here, have pictures of the backhoe sitting on my house...
In all these gay haters have attacked more then 200 times.
So far we have 5 of their shootings on camera.
About 20 people and over a dozen cars have been involved. Several of the cars have been caught on camera now, as can be seen in this video:
and this one...
So these gay haters in my driveway accusing me and my car and my motorhome of being gay, introduced me to a world that I had not known existed.
I started writing the Quaraun series (originally titled The Twighlight Manor series) in 1978. Today there are 130 novels and 231 short stories in the series.
From 1978 to 2015, there were ZERO (0) sex scenes in the ENTIRE series.
Sex was not mentioned.
If characters were having sex, there was no indication of it.
The first time a sex scene was added to the series was in November 2015, when The Night of the Screaming Unicorn was unpublished, and the new pink covered edition released.
The story, originally 30 pages long, is now 248 pages long and has a VERY different ending.
The original 30 page short story published to Amazon in 2014 contained no sex scene, no rape scene, and all references to a gay relationship between Quaraun and Unicorn, had not yet been thought of, let alone written.
It seems the ONLY THING the gay haters knew about the book, was the fact that it said in the description the main character was a transvestite, and it said on the cover "Rate M18+"
It appears that they saw the word "transvestite" and the "Rated M18+" and put 2 and 2 together to create 22 instead of 4, thus jumping to many various false conclusions.
They read "transvestite" + "Rate M18" and thought that meant it was "Erotica" about "gay sex", even though the story contained no sex and no hint of anything even remotely gay.
That is the ORIGINAL 30 page story, that was released in 2014, and inspired gay haters (who clearly never read it) to accuse it of being gay Erotica.
It was rated M18+ for graphic depictions of drug use, violence, cannibalism, and suicide.
After the September 12, 2015 "Too Gay For Old Orchard Beach" attack in my driveway, I rewrote the 30 page story story into a 248 page novel.
The story now...
This new, expanded version was published November 2015, a few weeks after the gay haters attacked in my driveway.
For the first time in more then 30 years, a sex scene was written for the Quaraun series.
A gay sex scene.
A gay sex scene, that was written SPECIFICALLY BECAUSE of the gay haters in my driveway who were falsely accusing my asexual, pink robes wizard of being gay.
Just think, had the gay haters not been in my driveway September 12, 2015, chanting their gay hatred and threatening to murder me with their guns, I never would have known the existence of gay man or gay marriage or gay sex, and the newest versions of the Quaraun books, would never have had sex scenes, of any type, gay or otherwise, added to them.
For 40 years, the stories were 100% sex free, and not a gay man anywhere. Now, the new books of these past two (2) years, question the possibility of the characters being gay and include scene of them exploring that question.
A gay sex scene between an Elf and a Unicorn, mind you. Neither of the "men" in my books are actually men at all. It's very horny, Unicorn who likes fucking Elves.
And thus the gay haters have resulted in gayness arising, where is previously was not.
But... who is Quaraun and WHY did these gay haters think him gay to begin with?
How was he, with 4 wives, 8 children, and 37 illegitamate children by prostitutes, seen in their eyes as gay?
For one reason, and one reason only:
Because he wears pink dresses.
But my question is...
How do gay haters even know about my books at all?
Before September 1, 2014 the books were short run, small press, meaning fewer then 1,000 copies were made of each volume. The books were never mass produced prior to the 2014 release of The Night of the Screaming Unicorn. The chapters were online on fanfiction.net for most of the 1990s and early 2000s, but what Christian do-goody gay hater reads stories on fanfiction.net?
And again... before the 2015 re release of Night of the Screaming Unicorn, the series contained no sex and no gay couples.
More thoughts on readers seeing things I didn't write here...
In the, now nearly 3 years, since the big gay hating riot in my driveway on September 12, 2015... the gay haters have arrived several more times.. at WalMart (Biddeford, Scarborough, and Sanford WalMarts), at Saco Shaws, at Panera Restaurant (Westbrook and Biddeford) at Saco Dyer Library, at the Golden Rooster Restaurant, at my dad's apartment, at my mom's apartment, and at the Biddeford McArthur Library.
In these many additional attacks, they have screamed and yelled and shouted out more things, to give clues as to what they are pissed off about.
It remains as ever, Quaraun that they are pissed over.
They call him the "gay Elf wizard" and call me "transvestite freak"...
here... you can hear them for yourselves, screaming here...
listen to the gun shots going off as they scream "transvestite freak":
She's wanted by the FBI for being the primary suspect of being the instigator of all of these things that have happened.
Apparently, she is the unpublished "author" of Christian children's books and is highly offended by the existence of anything she deems "not Christian" or "gay"... or so she has stated in the 21,000 (twenty-one thousand) emails she has sent to me.
Supposedly one of the issues is the fact that I supposedly write Erotica.
The problem with that accusation is the fact that I do NOT write Erotica at all.
Yet Quaraun is, according to these people a "gay Elf wizard" from "Erotica about retards, writing by a retarded author for retarded readers"... or so they stated in EACH of the 52, 1 star reviews they left on EACH of my 49 books on Amazon. Yes, in the space of about an hour, they copy and pasted the same review a grand total of 2,548 times.
These reviews written March 2015 - BEFORE the change to include sex scenes.
They filled my motorhome with feces April 2015.
They cut my cats' heads off May 2015.
They were in my driveway screaming "kill or be killed remember saco shaw's" in June 2015... 2 months BEFORE the Saco Shaw's murder that happened August 2015.
And their big "Too Gay For OOB" attack was in September 2015.
In November 2015, because they wouldn't stop accusing Quaraun of being gay or the books of being Erotica, to the point that they filled my RV with sewage and murdered my cats because of it... I decided to write some gay sex scene and add them to the new editions.
I can't understand either accusation... Quaraun's being gay, or the books being Erotica.
This guy (Quaraun) is a Twink, there is no doubt about that. For some reason Twinks are seen in a bad light, by a lot of members of the LGBT community. There are dozens of types of "gays" and dozens of types of "trannies". That's another thing, they use the word "tranny" and spell gays as "gayz".
Their use of the word "tranny" while you rave and rant like a freaking lunatic in my driveway, also indicated that YOU, gay hater that you are, are also a reader of transgender Erotica, seeing how the word "tranny" is NOT used in actual real world conversations outside of Erotica.
That in itself says a lot.
Think about it. How would a good, moral, upstanding, gay hating, trans bashing Christian like yourself, know a term like tranny? A term that ONLY exists in Erotica... nless, you were not the good, moral, upstanding, gay hating, trans bashing Christian you pretend to be? The only way you'd know that term is if YOU yourself READ tranny Erotica.
What other dark little secrets you hiding from your minister, eh?
"Tranny" is an offensive term, the equivalent of saying nigger, buck, gyped, retard, fag, bugger, cracker, diaper head, coon, or chinko.
Of course... the members of Curtis Lake Church, Saco ward LDS Church, Victory Chapel, and Saco Baptist Church who are out there chanting in my driveway, also are tossing around the words nigger, buck, gyped, retard, fag, bugger, cracker, diaper head, coon, or chinko in addition to tranny, so... they are a rather bigoted lot, very bigoted in more ways then one.
A Twink is a little, hairless runt of a guy, who is ALWAYS the bottom, he is never on top, he doesn't want to be on top. Twinks, are the most femme males on the planets. Their testosterone levels practically don't even exist, because they have a medical condition, which also causes them to not grow facial hair, to be less muscled and more curvy like a female, and they have a highly submissive personality, which makes them good at being Sissies, and often a Twink is also a Sissy.
Twinks stand out as vastly different from other gay men and are different from trans people as well, because they actually have a medical condition which causes their bodies to develop, very closely resembling a female, in spite of their male anatomy. The are often considered to be "the third gender" because they are born with the physical genitals of a male, but their body develops like that of a female. If a Twink, doesn't want to be a Twink, the only thing he can do about it is go to a doctor and get a prescription for hormone replacement, because his body simply is not producing testosterone.
Because of their lack of testosterone, Twinks often have absolutely no interest in sex at all, and often will not seek out sexual relationships. And this is exactly what you are seeing with Quaraun, and is why he lived like a eunuch and remained a virgin for 330 years of his life.
The problem with Twinks in much of the LGBT community, is the fact that because they have a medical condition, they are often seen as "not real gays" because they are often said to be "not gay by choice". That's not an issue I'm going to get into here, but there is a lot of prejudice against Twinks, in some LGBT communities, especially in those where you see the debates of "is being gay a choice or genetics?" While others may chose to be what they are, Twinks do not, for them, it is genetics.
A Sissy is a male who, not only dresses like a female, but he submits to a dominate Bear, Butch, or Dom. Sissies are common in Master/ slave relationships, and are often called SissyMaids or SissySlaves. This guy is more girly then a girly-girl.
An Effeminate Sissified Glamour Twink is one a Sissy Twink who dresses in over the top almost drag queen style beaded and sequined dresses. This is the type of "trans person" Quaraun is. They are fairly uncommon, but the thing is, there ARE transvestites like Quaraun out there. In fact, he's based off the one who lived in Saco Maine in the 1980s, who commit suicide a few years before I started writing the series.
I know what it is like to be an overly Effeminate Sissified Glamour Twink. I know what it is like to be so far ff the deep end that you are not even welcomed in the LGBT community, because they consider "your kind" to be "bad" for the "gay image."
But I just don't understand that mindset of how one trans person is more or less trans... each is unique individual person. No need to get at each other's throats.
There is no one right or wrong way to be a trans person. Some look like everyday women, others almost look like drag queens, and there's everything in between, and there is no one way that is any more right or wrong then any other way.
Sad fact is that if you can pass for an everyday woman and don't tell people you were born male, that's the only way you are going to be accepted. If you are one of the trans people who is bordering on being almost a drag queen, well, you gotta have a thick skin to survive, because people are gonna hate you, and not just the "norms". No, you are gonna be hated by the "more conservative" members of the LGBT community as well.
If you are the type of trans person who goes to the same extremes Quaraun does in the books, you are going to be MORE bullied by members the LGBT community, then you will be by the non-gay community. The majority of the LGBT community is only going to accept you, if you are able to hide among the norms and look like one of them. If you are wearing pink ball gowns every day, you will be even more outcast from the LGBT community then you will be from the norms. That's just the way it is.
The problem is caused by the way so many people sexualize the screaming drag queen style transvestite. People are too busy thinking dirty sexual thoughts about them, to stop and think, that this person is no different then the EMOs, the Goths, the Juggalos, the Punks, or the Lolitas: they simply like to wear this style of fashion.
In most cases, that's all there is to it. They just like to wear the pretty dresses. And a person shouldn't be ostracized simply because of the clothes they choose to wear.
That's just plain wrong.
"How can your books have gay transvestite characters and not be Erotica?"
Why is it so hard to think that a person can be gay, and be a character in a non-Erotica book?
Why is it so hard to think that a person can be a transvestite, and be a just a regular, ordinary, every day character in a non-Erotica book?
Why is is so hard to realize that Quaraun is a wizard in a High Fantasy Sword and Sorcery setting that is NOT Erotica?
Oh wow, some of the emails I get! God! Well, one thing is for sure, a lot of people believe that because I wear pink dresses, I am evil and going to hell. And because I write transvestite characters, I am evil and going to hell.
And so, while you are screaming that he is evil, vile, perverted, going to hell (you do know he's a fictional character, right? Some people get so carried away and upset that I wonder if they know Quaraun is a fictional character), etc, did you ever once stop to think, that maybe, just maybe, the guy just likes the color pink?
Oh, but wait, the main point of the series is the fact that this guy has Autism and is trying to live in a world where Autism is seen as possession by evil spirits. Few non-Autistic people are ever fully able to understand what it is like for us Autistics to live in a world where we are allergic ad irritated by everything.
Everything means EVERYTHING. That includes fabric.
Did you know that because of my Autism, I can only wear silk, velvet silk, and brushed cotton. That's it. Nothing else. And it can't have seams or tags in it.
Any other cloth, causes huge red sores, welts, and blisters to appear all over my skin. The skin allergies to to pretty much every texture of cloth, are one of the most difficult things to live with, because there are so many things I can not wear: wool, georgette, moire, polyester, gabardine - all lovely fabrics, but I can't touch them. My skin breaks out in horrible bleeding blisters if I do.
And that's just the fabrics, let's not even get started on the seams and tags!
Did you know that I physically can not wear pants, because the inseam, causes irritation so bad, that the skin tears off of my inner thighs and crotch linings after wearing the pants for only a few minutes, resulting in my gushing blood down my legs and simply screaming in pain, because it feels (and looks) like someone just sliced my skin off with a knife?
THAT my friends, is Autism.
It's WAY more then a learning disability.
And anyone who tells you that Autism is only a mental disability, has never seen the food, skin, and sunlight allergic reactions people with Autism get.
Okay, Quaraun is not just wearing dresses to look pretty here. This guy has Autism, complete with all the skin irritations that come with it. He HAS to wear silk, because he's body is violently irritated by any other type of cloth, and he CAN'T wear pants, because the seams are going to tear his delicate flesh to shreds.
This guy has a disorder, that makes him act, speak, and react very different from other people, but it also causes tons of food, skin, and environmental allergies that are forcing him to have to work around them in any way he can, and wearing silk dresses, very simply is the best way for him to deal with his skin problems.
So, anyone who looks at a man who has Autism and is wearing silk dresses, and then you call him vile, evil, and perverted, blaming his wearing dresses on some sick perverted sexual fantasy of your own, is an inconsiderate pervert, who is too busy thinking about their own perverted sexual fantasies, to ever once consider that maybe, this guy has some kind of physical ailment that is forcing him to be the way he is.
I think the fact that I wrote several hundred stories featuring transvestite characters, over the course of 28 years, without ever once writing a single sex scene, says quite a lot, right there.
It says that I don't sexualize transvestite and use them as as fantasy sex toys, the way you do. And don't try to tell me you don't. YOU are the one who heard the word 'transvestite' and your mind dropped to the gutter and though transvestite = Erotica. You're the sick minded pervert who's sexuallizing a lifestyle that has absolutly nothing to do with sex.
Think about it.
In the past 37 years, I have written 600+ short stories, 30+ long books, a few dozen plays, and 2,000+ non-fiction articles, nearly all of which featuring transvestites, and I've only ever written about 36 sex scenes. I mean, that alone speaks volumes.
Think about it.
I have written Westerns, with transvestite saloon "girls". (For Disney no less! And you know how strict Disney is!) Good old fashioned, wholesome, child-safe, family-friendly, sex-free classic Lone Ranger style Westerns. With transvestite characters and no sex, nor any hint of sex.
I have written Sweet Romances, with transvestite heroines. Good old fashioned, wholesome, child-safe, family-friendly, sex-free classic Barbara Cartland style Sweet Romances. With transvestite characters and no sex, nor any hint of sex.
I have written D&D style Fantasies, with transvestite wizards. Good old fashioned, wholesome, child-safe, family-friendly, sex-free classic D&D or LoTR style Fantasies. With transvestite characters and no sex, nor any hint of sex.
I have written children's stories, with transvestite children, teens, and/or parents. Good old fashioned, wholesome, child-safe, family-friendly, sex-free classic Little Golden Book style children's stories. With transvestite characters and no sex, nor any hint of sex.
I have written Science Fiction, with transvestite heros. Good old fashioned, wholesome, child-safe, family-friendly, sex-free Star Trek and Lost in Space style Science Fiction stories. With transvestite characters and no sex, nor any hint of sex.
I have written tons and tons and tons of Gothic Horror, with transvestite heros. Good old fashioned, wholesome, child-safe, family-friendly, sex-free Edgar Alan Poe style Gothic Horror stories. With transvestite characters and no sex, nor any hint of sex.
I have written tons and tons and tons of Bizarro, with transvestite heros (namely Etiole; keeping in mind that yet again, Etiole the fictional character, is based off a real transvestite, a different one ). Good old fashioned, wholesome, child-safe, family-friendly, Twilight Zone style Bizarro stories. With transvestite characters and no sex, nor any hint of sex.
I mean, really, stop and THINK about this, because, it says A LOT.
Hey, here's something to think about. Did you know that the average age of most of my readers is 12 to 23? Yeah. Teenagers and young adults?
Did you notice that my web site, while very pro-transgender, is also child-safe, family friendly, and aimed directly at my readers who are predominantly teenagers and college students?
Has it occurred to you yet, that I do not now, nor have I ever written Erotica?
I think, if you are the type of person who can not separate a transvestite from Erotica, and think the only transvestite is the sexuallized fetish sex toy BDSM transvestite, then I think, you go something wrong with your head and need to see a psychiatrist, or a sex therapists, to find out why it is you are idolizing transvestites as sex objects, because Sugar Pie, it ain't me with the problem - it's you. I'm not the one who sees transvestites as sex objects: that would be you doing that.
NEWSFLASH: I treat transvestites like people, because hey, guess what? They ARE people! I treat transvestites as equals. I don't reduce transvestites do cardboard stereotypes and sex objects. Maybe you should give that a try someday, see how it feels to get off your holier than thou high horse and stop treating transvestites like your walking mats for a change.