IMPORTANT UPDATE:

Due to the murder of my family and the resulting court cases, police investigations, and FBI investigations, I no longer have time to daily update this website.

Likewise ALL novel, short story, and article writing projects are on hiatus.

All book releases, book signings, workshops, and convention appearances for 2015 (and unknown amount of time after) are on hold while the murder investigation of my family is ongoing.

Writing advice for the worldbuilding, character creation, and other writing how to articles are on hold.

From now on, the bulk of updates here will be about the investigation into the murder of my family.

No, NOT just THIS author website, not JUST the EelKat pename, not just self published books: ALL 15 (fifteen) of my penames are on hiatus, that includes traditional published books as well, newspaper reporting jobs, editing jobs, my work for Harlequin Romance Novels, my work for Disney... EVERYTHING is on hiatus. Every publishing house I work for, every series I write, every penname I write under: they are ALL on hiatus, ALL projects.

There is NOTHING being published under ANY penname, not for ANY series, not for ANY publisher, from 2015 onward. EVERYTHING is on hold due to the murder of my family. I do not know when or even if, any of the projects will be restarted or finished.

Yes, BOTH the magazines I owned are indefinitely shut down because of this as well, with no plans for either magazine to return. The publishing house I own is also closed to submissions from now on, we will no longer be publishing anything. It is unlikely we will reopen the publishing house either.

All book signing tours, workshops, letures, PAX events, ComicCon events, carnival/festival/state fair/car show events are also canceled. I will not be attending ANY of them. If a venue still has my name listed as a guest/speaker/etc it is because they've not yet removed it. I WILL NOT be there, no matter where it is! 

EVERYTHING, EVERYWHERE, IS CANCELED!

The ONLY thing continuing from this point on, is THIS website, where I'll post updates on the murder investigation, hopefully every week, but, you know how it is when 10 members of your family are beheaded, it's kind of difficult to have a schedule for anything anymore.







April 10, 2015: Never Forget



April 10, 2015 my 12 children were kidnapped,
from 146 Portland Ave. Old Orchard Beach, Maine.

May 15, 2015, ten of their heads were nailed to my door.

Do you have information?

FBI Agent Andy Drewer out of the 
Portland, Maine FBI office is in charge of the case.

If you have information about the April 10, 2015 murder of my family 
or any of the attacks on our home and relatives, give it to him not me.
He can be reached @ +1-(207)-774-9322 


Do you live in Biddeford, Maine?

As of October 2021, new information has come forward, and the FBI wants YOUR help, to catch the people who murdered my family.

Go to THIS PAGE and read the article. Something is wrong with that article. Everything in that article is 100% correct EXCEPT for one word. One word that the FBI did not want released to the public, so I had to change that one word, to something else.

One word is wrong.

Do you know what it is?

If you do... know that you should NOT know what that word is, and if you DO know what that word is, than you HAVE talked face to face, with the murderer of my children, and you NEED to tell the FBI, WHO the person is, who told you that that one word was wrong.

If you do, ask yourself WHO told you what is wrong, because there is a 99.99% chance the person who told you that information, is the murderer of my children.

Now, let's play I Spy... I spy with my little eye, an error on this page.

One word has been changed. It was changed deliberately, to see what would happen, should the killer read it, and notice... WOULD they be stupid enough to brag around town, what the CORRECT word is? The answer is yes. They were THAT stupid and they have now done, EXACTLY what the FBI expected they would do.

When I write this, that one word, was correct, and before publishing this article, I took that one word, and used find/replace, to change it, to a different word.

Why?

Because that one word, the correct version, NOT the word that appears here, HAS NEVER BEEN RELEASED TO THE PUBLIC...

The ONLY people who know what the correct word is, is as follows:

  •    *   Me and my family, whom these things happened to, we know what the correct word should be.

  •    *   The blond woman, the red haired woman, the white haired man, and the bald man, and the 74 people who were in my driveway on Portland Ave, Old Orchard Beach, Maine,  April 10, 2015... the criminals whom DID these things to my family, they know what the correct word should be.


  •    *   The FBI agents, involved in this case. THEY,  know what the correct word should be.

And NO ONE ELSE, in Maine or anywhere else, knows what the correct word is.

The thing is, I NEVER told anyone there was an incorrect word on that page. We’ve waited 7 years for someone, anyone, to notice that one wrong word on that page and mention it. ONLY the killer themselves would know that word was wrong. NO ONE, but the killer themselves would have any reason to be upset over that word being wrong. NO ONE but the killer themselves would feel compelled to run around town, telling everyone they meet. That word is wrong, because no one but the killer would even stop to think. That word might be wrong. Only a very arrogant killer, who was very proud of their murderous “art work” would be so upset that the wrong word was used and feel the need to correct it. Be sure your sin will find you out.

If you are not involved in this murder, you should NOT know the word that was changed in the article, because ONLY THE MURDERS THEMSELVES know the word is incorrect and that word was made incorrect on purpose to bait them into saying the article was wrong... which they have now done.

If you know which word is incorrect and you know what the correct word is, YOU HAVE been in direct contact with the murders and you NEED to tell the FBI who the person was, who told you about the incorrect word.

However... throughout 2021, a lot of gossip rose up in Biddeford and Old Orchard beach, Maine... and the correct word, is on a LOT of people lips... and the FBI wants to know, how that is possible?

There is ONLY ONE WAY this could have happened... one of the people involved in the April 10, 2015 attack, has been actively going around Main Street  and Elm street and Cutts Street Biddeford, Maine, bragging what happened that day.

Information THAT WAS WITHHELD FROM THE PUBLIC by police and FBI... is now out in the public, and spreading like wildfire throughout the Cutt Street, Elm St, Main Street area of Biddeford, Maine.

And every one whom the police and FBI ask: "Who told you this?"... is pointing to a new person... a 2nd blond woman, described as "heavyset" or "overweight", young, mid 20s to mid 30s, with extremely distinctive platinum blond permed curled hair. No one seems to know her name, and everyone describes her as running up to them at random, telling them info about me, and they don't know why, other than she seems to be hell bent on telling as many random strangers as possible. 

I've not myself seen this 2nd blond woman, however, there WAS someone matching her description in my yard on April 10, 2015, and it could be the same woman.

She also matches the description of the woman witnesses described seeing slashing the tires on my Volvo on 6 different occasions at 27 High Street, Biddeford, Maine, between October 2016 and December 2016. THOSE witnesses said the woman who slashed my tires drove away in a silver pickup truck.

In March 2015, two weeks BEFORE my children were murdered, my Volvo was vandalized in the parking lot of the Saco Baptist Church, and THAT woman, I DID see. At the time my mother was a member of that church, and they were having an Easter dinner after church, which my mother invited me to. The minister, a young pastor, came in to tell me a group from The Westboro Baptist Church had gathered in the parking lot, around my car. When we, the church congregation went outside, there was a blond woman screaming "God hates fags" and calling my car: "Too gay for the family friendly church", accusing both me and my car of being gay. She had extremely distinctive hair - nearly white, bleached blond, with tiny permed fake curls. She was taller than me, so at least 5'7" or 5'8" and BIG/very overweight, she would have been around 250 to 275lbs.

She attacked the pastor, then her and her group fled. The pastor apologized saying the Westboro Baptist Church was in the habit of attacking Baptist churches throughout New England this way. THIS woman, was in my Old Orchard Beach driveway April 10, 2015, September 12, 2015, several times throughout 2016, and last month September 24, 2021. Based on witness accounts of the woman in Biddeford these past few weeks and the witness accounts of the woman who slashed my tires in 2016, I do believe it is likely the same woman.

If you know what happened to Cleo March 2015... it happened that same Sunday afternoon. If you don't know what happened, Cleo was a cat, who I had since she was a kitten. 2 hours after that blond woman attacked at the Baptist church, we returned home, to find Cleo, beheaded, skinned, gutted, dismembered, and nailed to the front of the barn. Cleo was indoors. The door had been ripped off its hinges.

In the rose bushes around the yard, 75 pet bantam roosters, also beheaded, with rope nooses tied around their necks, were hung in every rose bush. The blond woman from the Baptist Church in Saco, was the primary suspect in THOSE animal beheadings, which happened 2 weeks before the April 10, 2015 attack. To this day, no one has ever been able to identify that particular blond woman.

And it is believed, this blond woman running around Biddeford right now in October 2021, is THAT SAME WOMAN.

All that we know about her as a connection to my family, is that she has an extreme hatred for gay people, randomly drove by one day, saw the bright pink The Autism Awareness Car, with it's 2.5million marbles glued to it, mistook an Autistic artist and her award winning Autism Awareness Car, assumed that pink =gay, glitter = gay, marbles = gay, and decided that I an 8 month pregnant woman, must be a gay man in a dress, so went psycho attacking me, my car, my pets, and my children, for several years of repeated sustained attacks, at 2 workplaces,3 apartments in Biddeford, 2 apartments of my relatives where my car was frequently parked, 5 churches, 2 college campuses, beside my farm in Old Orchard, over a period of 7 years, because she mistook me for being transgender and in her mind killing gay men, vandalising cars owned by gay men, and murdering pets and children of gay men is a-okay.

It is believed this woman has no other connection to us at all, other than she drives around the area looking for "gay stuff" to vandalise, harass, and attack.

I'm not gay, I was 8 months pregnant when she murdered my unborn baby with a golf club and left me paralyzed. What the fuck?

Several things were never released to the public, like the murder weapon, or WHAT specifically attached the body parts to the door, or that there were MORE than just heads nailed to the door. How the bodies were dismembered, how they were displayed... none of that information was made public. ONLY the murderers themselves, know the full details of what was done, how it was done, and with what weapons. So how does SHE know these details?

This 2nd blond woman - she has that information. How? THAT is the information she is giving people, in graphic detail, and enormous amounts of accuracy. Accuracy that is on levels of the person who did the dismembering. This 2nd blond woman, because of the ALARMING levels of details she has into the murders, into the never released info about the murders, and her knowledge of the fact that that one word on that page is wrong, screams volumes to the fact that not only was she involved, but she is the specific person who did the dismembering.

My family was not the first in Old Orchard Beach, that this happened to. Since June 2001 more than a dozen families, just on Portland Ave alone, have had family members murdered, by these distinctive details and this distinctive weapon, that weapon and the method of killing, and the thing all the targets had in common, those details was NEVER MADE PUBLIC in ANY of the murder cases.

And in the 7 years since their murder, more families have had this same thing happen.

My family was not the first, nor have they been the last.

Since 2001, there have been more than 50 of these dismemberment/beheading murders on the Cascade Road, Ross Road, and Portland Ave in Old Orchard Beach, Maine. Most of these 50+ events have had 5 to 10 individuals murdered at the event. In total these people have murdered more than 300 people on these 3 streets since June 2001. Collectively the serial murders are known as "The Cascade Murders", because the bulk of them happened on the Cascade Road.

In May 2010, it was THOUGHT that the killer was sent to prison, when a 15 year old boy was arrested for beheading his sister, mother, step father, grandmother, and dog. However, as the murders continued after he was sent to prison, that one case was deemed a copy cat killing and is not believed to be connected to the others. These murders have continued into 2021, with the most recent happening February 2021, and before that February 14, 2019. 

The only thing all the victims are known to have in common is the colour pink. Yes. The colour pink. They all had either a pink car, a pink house, a pink motorhome, a pink mailbox, pink flamingos on their lawns, pink garden gnomes, hair dyed pink, or were wearing pink when murdered. As you know, I have both a pink car and a pink motorhome, and it is believe that is the only reason my family was targeted. The woman 8 houses down from me whose 13 children were kidnapped in 2017, ALSO had both a pink motorhome and car.

Near as anyone can tell, these people are of the belief that pink = gay and are attacking families with pink objects in their yard, out of some conspiracy theory people that gay people put pink items in their yard.

The killing often happen, 2 to 3 weeks after A LOT of cats are beheaded and hung in the victim's yard. The killers appear to use this hanging 10 to 100+ cats in someone's yard as a "warning" that they will return in a few weeks to kill the family who lives there.

Every person whom was attacked was attawith beheaded cats, was attacked a 2nd time, a week later by one of 3 church groups: Westboro Baptist Church, Tennessee Workers of Iniquity Baptist Church, and New Life Church/Curtis Lake Church. It is unknown if the ministers of these churches are aware their congregations are doing this, but they arrive in large crowds of 50 to 70 to 400 or more church members, always chanting the phrase "too gay for the family friendly town/church/other word". When this large group arrives, they are usually carrying purple signs that read "God Hates Fags" and "God Hates You" and pass out pamphlets from the 3 above listed churches, to anyone who stops to as what is going on. They plaster the house and cars of the victims with pamphlets, business cards, and anti-gay dvd disc, while massively vandalising te homes and cars of the family they are attacking. This is an organized terrorist group, and members while attacking, often brag that they are "KKK" or "Loyal White Knights" or "Sovereign Citizens". The FBI website lists this group has having 200,000 (two hundred thousand) members living in Maine, New Hampshire, and Mass.

This group is considered a highly dangerous domestic terrorist organization and are wanted for the murders of more than 500 people throughout New England, included 14 police officers, and an FBI agent. They target ANYONE they think may be gay, whether they are actually gay or not.

During their September 12, 2015 attack on my pink motor home, more than a dozen of them (men) arrived wearing neon pink ballet dresses and purple costume fairy wings, and rode on bicycles, driving circles in front of my driveway chanting the mantra "pink is gay, gay is erotica, sex is evil, death to all gays, kill or be killed - remember Saco Shaw's!" while more than 70 others called me an "it" and a "thing" and made the claim that I was "a transgender transsexual terrorist", while their ring leader, the white haired man, screamed from his green pick up truck "that thing and it's pink trailer are too gay for the family friendly town of Old Orchard Beach, I allow no gays in my motel and I'll not let any other motel owner do so either, death to the transvestites! End the gay-apocalypse, kill or be killed, remember Saco Shaw's transgender murder store!" The Old Orchard Beach Town Manager, Code Enforcement Officer, and nearly dozen Old Orchard Beach Police officers were in the crowd as well, like wise chanting "kill or be killed remember Saco Shaw's transgender murder store! Drive the gays out of Old Orchard Beach! Make our town family friendly again."

Four Old Orchard Beach police officers arrived, and stood across the end of my driveway, forming a human shield, to keep the attackers - which included some of their fellow department officers - out of my yard.

Multiple times throughout 2016 and 2017, this same group arrived in my driveway to stage book turnings on my lawn, gathering up hundreds of pink cover edition paperback copies of the Quaraun novels and starting bonfires with them in my yard. All the while chanting "nasty bitch, fucking erotica author, burn the gays of Old Orchard Beach!"

The older blond woman has been the ring leader of each event, the white haired man being the most hysteria crazed and spouting off the most conspiracy theories, the red haired woman is not always with them, the bald man usually is, and the 2nd younger blond woman is always with them and usually with VERY large kitchen knives: a butcher knife and a cleaver, which she used violently to attack the families they are attacking with.

If you know this woman's name, you need to tell the FBI BEFORE, she turns on you and kills YOUR children too.

According to witnesses, she has been going from bar room to bar room, throughout Biddeford, and bragging that she "Know the truth of what happened to Wendy" and has been retelling, with alarmingly accurate detail, the events, that the FBI kept withheld from the public.

It is of particular importance to note that this 2nd blond woman calls me "Wendy" and NOT "EelKat". Why is this important? Because since the 1970s I have gone by EelKat, not Wendy and 99% of the residents of Biddeford, Saco, ad Old Orchard Beach, know me as EelKat and were unaware that my name was Wendy.

The witnesses, state that this woman has been showing up at shops and bars along Main St, Elm St, Cutts St and the surrounding areas several times a week, since at least May 2021, 

These witnesses did not go to the police of FBI until October 2021, BECAUSE they were unaware that this woman was talking about me. Each witness, stated they were unaware EelKat was actually named Wendy, and so when this woman weekly showed up saying "Did you hear about Wendy?, "Do you know about Wendy?", "Let me tell you about Wendy..." they said they were unaware that she was talking about EelKat.

They said they ONLY became aware that she meet EelKat wen she said Wendy, when in October 2021, she added new info to the conversations and started using the term "Wendy's gay Volvo" and "that shit gay Volvo", at which point they asked "Do you mean EelKat's Autism Awareness Volvo?" 

The reason this part is so particularly important is because since the 1970s the ONLY people whom have ever called me "Wendy" are these:

  • *   David and Lucy Atwater's Heaven Gate Compound in Palmyra, Maine

  • *   Mervin Bruce and Doris Atwater's Heaven Gate Compound in Saco, Maine

No one else, refers to me as Wendy. Everyone else calls me EelKat.

It is believed that this 2nd blond woman is a member of Heaven's Gate, most likely the division run by my Uncle Brucie Atwater, given it's right on the Biddeford/Saco border.

Do you know who this woman is? Is so, the FBI wants to know her name.

And if you happen to see her, in that area, you don't even need to call FBI agent Andy Drewer... just look around for the silver Prius that is parked in the area watching the bars and houses for this new blond woman, and go give him the info in person, because that's him.

It is believed that this 2nd blond woman is heavily involved in the murder of my children, due to the nature of the extremely accurate, and graphic details of withheld information, most specifically, her use of the one correct word, that ONLY the murderers themselves, would know to use

If you know this woman's name, you NEED to tell the FBI BEFORE, she turns on you and kills YOUR children too. If you know who she is, PLEASE, do the right thing and turn her over to the FBI. Don't let her put more families through the pain and suffering she has put my family through. I implore every mother reading this: think of your own children, what if she had done to your children, what she did to mine.

Would you stand back and do nothing, say nothing, while a criminal like her walked free?

I was paralyzed for 5 months. I had to relearn to walk. I crippled the rest of my life, and my children are dead. No one should have to live through this type of agony. And no one who commits crimes like this should be allowed to walk free.

Someone out there knows the names of these people. The older blond woman, the younger blond woman, the red haired woman, the white haired man with the green pick up truck, the bald man with the 4door white pickup truck. If you know who they are, don't let them kill again. Tell the FBI everything you know.

Please, don't let them get away with this. They've walked free, far too long. And they've hurt so many more people in the 7 years since April 10, 2015.

Do you have information?

FBI Agent Andy Drewer out of the 
Portland, Maine FBI office is in charge of the case.

If you have information about any of these attacks, give it to him.
He can be reached @ +1-(207)-774-9322 

Killing people because they owned a pink car, and by that fact alone, they were accused of being gay and deemed worthy of having their head cut off.

It's no wonder they thought I was gay. Pink is my trademark. Everything I own is pink. I have a bigger pink obsession than Barbie dolls do. And I have for 50 years. I'm a girl who like pink. That doesn't make me gay. What the fuck is wrong with you people?

I do not understand their wild pink=gay conspiracy theory, but it has caused dramatic changes in Old Orchard Beach, a town which since the 1970s and until 2 years ago, was predominantly pink cabins, houses with pink doors, pink plastic flamingo in mass flocks in every yard, pink mailboxes, pink cars in every few driveways, pink painted pet rocks lining most every driveway, pink houses gallor, pink carnival rides, pink concession stands, pink food trucks... half the town looked like a fucking Barbie DreamHouse exploded pink Barbie vomit on  it. 

And now? Parents don't dar to send their little girls to school with so much as pink bareets in their hair, for fear their toddler will be the next pink wearing victim to be beheaded and strung up on her parents front porch.

Half the town of Old Orchard Beach is scared of the colour pink. One has only to look at Little Miss Cottages, the pinkest, pink feast cottages on the planet... now ivory white. Painted in terror by the gay couple who own it and are terrified they will be murdered for the pink shutters, the pink front doors, and the pink roof shingles that have been the trademark of Little Miss Cottages since the 1960s.

And worse are the business owners. Business owners who are terrorizing the families who are mourning their dead. Dozens families, living in mortal terror, because business owners show up in their yards, driving excavators ...

THIS excavator... the one seen here sitting on top of my house:

146 Portland Ave, Old Orchard Beach, Maine... July 4, 2013 and August 8, 2013, the day psychotic gay-haters drove this backhoe over it, because they mistook me for being gay.

And worse are the business owners. Business owners who are terrorizing the families who are mourning their dead. Dozens families, living in mortal terror, because business owners show up in their yards, driving excavators ...

and threatening to drive over their houses, if the parents dare let anyone outside of Old Orchard Beach, know their children were beheaded. Business owners who are worse than the gay haters, business owners who rail on about "think of the tourists! If word gets out we've a serial killer in town, no tourists will dar come to Old Orchard Beach!"

One has only to look at the schools to see what has happened. There used to be over a thousand students in school. Now there are three hundred and dropping fast. And it's not families moving or children growing up. Their children are dead! And the parents are scared out of their minds, being terrorized on one side by psychotic extremists lunatics pretending to be Christian, and terrorized on the other side, by the business owners who don't give a shit about anything but money, money, money and sucking up to kissing the mighty tourist ass, at the expense of the lives of our children!

Business owners fucking gaslighting the already terrorized victims of heinous hate crimes. Not even allowed to mourn their children, because a fucking funeral might be seen by the tourists!

What the fuck!

THIS NEEDS TO END!

Old Orchard Beach is a town in America and needs to be upheld by American laws. Old Orchard Beach is not a fucking dynasty! Business owners are NOT exempt from obey the law. Christians are not exempt from laws either.

Murder is still murder, no matter who you kill.

NO! Killing people is NOT what Jesus would do!

And Old Orchard Beach is NOT a family friendly town, if family friendly means killing off families you don't like!

We are finding so many families who thought they were the only ones. Didn't know there were dozens of other parents morning beheaded children, right on their own streets. Too scared to talk. Too scared to tell any one their children are dead, their heads nailed to the door. This fucking code of silence needs to end. 

The tourists are NOT more important than your families, and you know it. 

Stop letting these psychotic men bully you.

People outside of Old Orchard Beach, need to know what's going on inside of Old Orchard Beach. That's the only way to end this.

Do you have information?

FBI Agent Andy Drewer out of the 
Portland, Maine FBI office is in charge of the case.

If you have information about any of these attacks, give it to him.
He can be reached @ +1-(207)-774-9322 


And please keep in mind that on February 19, 2021 one of the FBI agents investigating this case, was herself murdered, so this is more than just the investigation of the murder of my family now, it is also the murder investigation one of the FBI agents who was investigating the murder of my family.




April 10, 2015, Old Orchard Beach, Maine - 14 police officers beat 12 children ages 4 to 16, murdering & beheading 10 of those children - it wasn't on any news report - I was their mother - the reason for the raid? "we accidently got the wrong house" - The 7th anniversary is in 6 months & all 14 of those Old Orchard Beach police officers still work at the department and the only punishment they got for nailing 10 of my children's heads to my front door, was the officer who mistaked the wrong address (Will Watson) got 6 months paid leave.

They were held down with long metal poles that had piano wire neck chocks, while their heads were beaten in with cinder block bricks, their jaws smashed until they fell off. Their heads were sawed off and nailed to my front door.

... meanwhile 74 neighbours who lived within sight distance from my 146 Portland Ave driveway, gathered in my yard to the cheer the police officers on while chanting: "Too gay for the family friendly town of Old Orchard Beach". While Blow Brothers sewerage company pumped 5,000 gallons of feces into the bedroom and kitchen of my motorhome.

The police officers held me, my mother, one of my brothers, and my boyfriend, down on the ground with guns held to our heads, while this was happening.

At the same time a crew of Old Orchard Beach Public Works construction trucks, drove into our yard and razed our farm,  bull dozing my apple orchard - the 400 year old apple orchard that this fucking town was named after, my grape vineyard, my roses - they clear-cut my trees, they dug up more then 30,000 flowers, they removed the lawn, and they took the top soil going down 6 feet deep, leaving my yard bare ledge.

It has been almost 7 years and the OOB Town Hall, has YET to let me get a building permit to rebuild my house, citing "gays aren't allowed to have houses in Old Orchard Beach".

But I'm not gay. I'm not transgender. I'm not transvestite. They did all of this based off a false accusation.

14 police officers and the 74 families who live on either side of my 146 Portland Ave address did this. Because they mistook my NOT gay family for being gay.  They arrived at 1PM and took them 3 hours to do this.

The intended target? The youngest daughter of my uncle Mervin Bruce Atwater, who also lived on Portland Avenue. And also owned a pink car, and also had a pink motorhome in her driveway - my motorhome wasn't pink back than, it was green. They returned 3 years later, at the "correct address" to do to her family, the exact same thing, they did to mine. But she also isn't gay.

This was not an unplanned "accident", they were a fully organized group of more than 100 people. A full on mob, that arrived with dump trucks, sewer trucks, back hoes, bull dozers, and ALL of them screaming the accusation that they thought I was gay, transgender, and transvestite. Screaming "Kill or be killed! Remember Saco Shaw's The Transgender Murder Store! Kill all the trans bastards before they kill us all! Too gay for the family friendly town on Old Orchard Beach!"

Biddeford District Court called THAT an accident? What the fuck is wrong with you people?

I'm sorry, please explain to me what part of police officer Chris Crepes sawing off a 4-year-olds head with a hand-band saw is an accident?


FBI Agent Andy Drewer out of the Portland, Maine FBI office is in charge of the case. If you have information about the April 10, 2015 murder of my family or any of the attacks on our home and relatives, give it to him not me. He can be reached @ +1-(207)-774-9322 

Or you can go to his office and talk to him in person: 1 Middle Street, Portland, Maine - 4th floor FBI. The building across the street from the Portland Police Department, behind the courthouse. The entire 4th floor is the FBI office, you can't miss it.

There is a LOT of info, which I can not tell you, here is the info I CAN tell you.

If you know ANYTHING about any of these events, PLEASE call the FBI and tell them EVERYTHING you know.

April 10, 2015, when my children were kidnapped a court trial was started at the local district court, 2 towns away. The district attorney was the lawyer on both sides - 2 different district attorneys were assigned by the state - one for each side of the case.

May 15, 2015, a little over a month later, the bodies of 2 of them were found, and the kidnapping court case was closed, and a completely new court case was started, a murder case, seperate from the kidnapping case was opened at the superior court (different court house and not local - it was several hours to drive there).

All the lawyers were changed as well, because murder trials require specific types of lawyers trained specifically in murder (at least in Maine back in 2015- I don't know if it's still that way or if other states are different).

By October 2015 : 10 (ten)of our 12 kidnapped children had been found dead. Evidence changed dramatically, and the FBI was brought in to take over the case, when it was discovered that the police officer in charge of the investigation had tampered with evidence and now appeared to be the primary suspect.

January 4, 2016, the 2nd case was abruptly closed, and a 3rd case was opened, this time with the FBI in charge, this time at the Judicial Court in Portland, because now the trial was not only a murder trial but also an investigation of a government office (the Old Orchard Beach police department) and required bringing in a jury, but they don't do jury trails at either the district court or the superior court, only at judicial court.

October 21, 2016, the 3rd court case was suddenly and without explanation closed, and the FBI arrested over a dozen OOB police officers and OOB town hall employees, and several OOB business owners, motel owners, and campground owners, telling no one why, and stating that the nature of the investigation had changed and the court case could not continue until further notice.

Some, like Old Orchard Beach town hall accountant Joel Bailey and Old Old Orchard Beach Town Manager Jim Thomas, both High Priests counsellors to Saco LDS/Mormon Bishop Dan Keening, went to prison for their involvement in my family's murder.

Others, like Old Orchard Beach town hall worker Dan Feeney and Old Orchard Beach Police Officer Bruce Savoy, avoided arrest by committing huge murder suicides that took the lives of not only their entire families, their wives and their children, but also killed 4 additional police officers and those officers families as well. They wanted to take the events they committed against my family with them to the grave, so bad, that they killed more than a dozen people they believed to be witness of the murder of my family, before they than killed themselves.

Since the murder of my family - FOUR Old Orchard Orchard Beach police officers, there in my driveway on April 10, 2015, have commit suicide, after first shooting every member of their family: their wives, their children, their neighbours, and their friends.

Three of the police officers who were in my yard that day, have since been found beheaded themselves.

In total of the people who were in my yard on April 10, 2015 and September 12, 2015: 53 of those people, are now dead, most of them from violent murder-suicides, that killed not only them, but also their entire families.

(UPDATED September 24, 2021: the number just increased to 54 - yet another of the police officers involved, was found beheaded in Northern Maine this morning.)

There are far too many of these murder suicide events happening, far too frequently, and it is believed that the blond woman and her 3 thugs, the white haired man, the red haired woman, and the bald man, are going around Maine, shooting the entire families of every police officer who was in my yard April 10, 2015, in order to leave no witnesses behind. Shooting them and making it look like the officer went crazy and killed his entire family before killing himself.

More than 2/3rds of the people who were in my yard on April 10, 2015 and September 12, 2015, and witnessed the murder of my family, have now themselves been murdered. And it appears, the blond woman and her three thugs, plan to kill every last one of them, in order to cover their own tracks. These 4 extremely dangerous criminals are now killing police officers. And now, not only are my children dead, but also the children of those police officers besides.

Because so many people have now been murdered in 21 different towns across Maine, the FBI, the state police, and twenty-one Maine police departments are now actively involved in this case, and looking for information.

If you know ANYTHING about these 4 incredibly dangerous criminals, or any of these murders, PLEASE - go to the FBI, and tell them EVERYTHING you know. The FBI can get you in witness protection. If you know anything, and those 4 people know you know that information, they WILL come after you, they've killed so many people in the last 7 years. Don't think they won't kill you as well. Taking your information to the FBI and getting into witness protection is the ONLY way you can protect yourself from the blond woman and her thugs. They are ruthless. We've seen so much death from these people already. They are killing not only every witness, but they are killing their entire families as well.

These are child murderers and cop killers, who have no conscience. They think only of themselves and everyone else around them, is expendable in their minds. We are seeing that as they are now hunting down and killing every last police officer they paid to attack on April 10, 2015. These four people are souless sociopaths who put no value on Human life at all.

And the irony, is this doesn't appear to be a big group. In fact, it appears to be just these 4 people, and members of one church in Biddeford, Maine, doing all of it. Chances are VERY HIGH that these 4 people are active attendants of T that church which sits in front of Biddeford, WalMart. How do we know this? Because 90% of the people who show up in my yard, both in Old Orchard and Biddeford, are protest groups sent by that church. Likewise nearly a full 100% of the people who attack my social networks online (Twitter, FaceBook, etc) when I check their profiles to see who they are, that church is ALWAYS listed on their profile. 

That church, in front of the Biddeford Walmart, you know the one, the one with the sunday school minister who did 14 years in prison for raping the 4 year old girls of his Sunday School class... that church... is ALSO, the church who put up the 10,000 posters in Old Orchard Beach, Saco, and Biddeford, Maine, calling me an Erotica author, calling my books  gay erotica, and is the church who ORGANIZED the book burning of April 10, 2015... the day so many people gathered in my yard, armed with hundreds of paperback books written by me, to burn those books on my lawn, while holding my family face down on the ground, with guns to our heads, while they beat to death my children.

THIS CHURCH, is case you weren't sure which one it was.

Do you realize I am a Mormon, a religion that demonizes sex WAY more than that church could ever possibly imagine. There are no sex scenes in my books, nor are the characters gay, and who was it again who ORIGINALLY accused my books of being gay and erotica? Let me think... oh, yeah, it was the white haired man who drove a backhoe over my house August 8, 2013.

NO ONE but HIM and has EVER called my books gay or erotica, and since than, other than that church in front of Biddeford Walmart, no one else has ever called my books gay or erotica either. It appears that he attends that church and likes to incite it's members into violent rallies in my driveway.


It is unknown if the church itself, it's leaders, it's ministers, in rock bands, are aware of what their of what their congregation is doing or not. What is known, is that of this church's 2,000 members, more than 500 of them, have commited crimes of vandalism, white-power racism, accused me a Kickapoo Native American whos family has lived at 146 Portland Ave since 1530 - more than 500 years -  of being a Islamic terrorist, write scathing anti-gay hate reviews on my books on Amazon falsly accusing my books of being both gay erotica and gay romance, 


That church claims to be all about families and yet, do you know the first time I ever heard of that church? It was November 14, 2013, while 2 women, who claimed to be members of that church, beat me with golf clubs in the parking lot of Southern Maine Community college, murdering my baby, while they did it. I was 8 months pregnant, WHILE they were screaming "too gay for the family friend church" and I asked "what church?" I had no clue what they were talking about... they called me gay, and transgender, and transvestite, WHILE I was 8 months pregnant. They murdered my unborn baby, broke my spine, broke my pelvis, broke my hip, broke my knee, left me for dead, I was paralyzed for 5 months, spent 18 months relearning to walk, and am still crippled to this day, 8 years later.

They murdered my unborn baby, broke my spine, broke my pelvis, broke my hip, broke my knee, left me for dead,  ... two women, who CLAIMED to be sent by that church and were "killing the gays" because they said god told them to in that church, and who chanted "too gay for the family friendly church" while they did it.

"Too gay for the family friendly..." that term showed up again, didn't it? On April 10, 2015, when while murdering my children, members of that church were chanting "too gay for the family friendly town of Old Orchard Beach, kill or be killed, let no trans live, remember Saco Shaw's, kill them before they kill us all!".

Whether or not the minister of that church is involved or even aware of what his congregation is doing, one thing is for certain, you can ALWAYS tell a member of that church when you meet them, because they they are constantly chanting the phrase: "Too gay for the family friendly..."

These are incredibly violent Christian extremists, hell bent on killing off every last gay person in Maine, and being incited to attack my family, by the blond woman and the white haired man, simply as a diversion, smoke and mirrors, make the left hand more noticeable, so you don't see what the right hand is doing. 

What would Jesus do? Would Jesus, blindly listen to radical hate mongers, and blindly bea a pregnant women, calling her gay, because one man made up the rumor she was gay, to cover up the crimes he commited? No. That is what Satan would do.

Jesus wouldn't beat up pregnant women.

Jesus wouldn't murder unborn babies.

Jesus also wouldn't arm himself with golf clubs and run around trying to kill suspected gay men either. And you know it.

What would Jesus do, is another thing, these people like to say while attack me, my houses, my cars, my family, and my pets. Do they REALLY think they doing what Jesus would do? They might want to try re-reading their Bibles. 

And if their minister REALLY is telling them from the pulpit to do these things, like they say he's doing, than, they might want to rethink the church they attend ask is it REALLY a church of god, or a church of the great deceiver, come to lead them astray? I'm sorry but if your minister REALLY told you to do things you people are doing, than you minister, sounds like he might be Satan himself. But are you sure, it's actually your minister, and not just you own inner hatred for gay men that has told you to do these things?

You hate gay men so much, you are seeing them in places where they are not. You are so blinded by your hatred for gay men, that you try to kill straight, pregnant women and murder their unborn babies.

I had a look at your church website, considering how much you like to brag about it why you violently attack us. It says you love families. Interesting. So, you love families so much, that you murdered 11 of my children? Explain to me how murdering my children makes you family friendly? 

When you murder children, that to mean, would suggest that you are anti-family, not pro-family.

Murdering children is NOT a family friendly event. You did know killing children is NOT family friendly, didn't you?

Does you minister know you are blaming him and his church for YOUR violent hate crimes against local families? Do you REALLY think he'll be happy to find out, you are doing these things and claiming to represent his church, while you do it? I don't think he's going to like do that to him or his church. 

I attended you church for a few weeks to find out, does your minister really preach what you say he does... and you knw what? He doesn't. Not once while I was there, did I hear any anti-gay rhetoric from him. Not once while I was there, did I hear him cite his congregation to burn books or kill children.

No. You people are doing those things on your own. You church isn't telling you to do it. You're own inner psychopathy is telling you to do it. So stop blaming your hateful actions on your church and it's minister.

Do you know what I did see? In the parking lot, the blond woman, gathering up a crowd of other women and boo-hooing "That EelKat, she tried to kill my husband. EelKat is a man. That THING, IT isn't human. Look at how IT dresses. IT is a transvestite. KILL OR BE KILLED REMEMBER SACO SHAW'S!" while groups of 30 to 70 women gather around her chanting "too gay for the family friendly town".

I'm a CosPlayer, I can look like anybody. And because I CosPlay comic book and video game characters 24/7, no one knows what I look like, without the wigs, without the fancy clothes, and I have 13 cars, and I live in other town BESIDES Old Orchard an Bideford, because you know, because Gypsy clan with 4k+ members = my family owns property in almost every town in Maine, so, you people, even the blond woman herself, did not recognize me, there walking among you, dressed like you, driving a normal looking car like yours... that SAYS A LOT.

It says, you are blinded with hatred, for my car and my clothes. And THAT alone. Because I CAN and DO, freely among you in your church, and you have no clue, who I am. You don't recognize me.

You hate my car and my cloths so much, that you don't know my face, and don't know it's me, when you talk to me without my painted car and without my fancy silk kimono.

Think about THAT for a while. Because by attending your church, and talking to you all face to face, I've learned A LOT about the lies the blond woman has told you about me. You people should be more careful who you gossip to and who gossip about in your church. You were so blinded by your hatred, that you did not recognize that you were talking to me about your hatred for me. You hate me so much and yet, you proved you also, had no clue who I was.

What was it the Bible said about gossiping busy body women in church and their place in Hell? It was in Proverbs, go look it up. Than look at your own actions in the mirror. 

Do you KNOW what the blond woman's true motive is, in flapping her mouth off in your church?

No?

You do know that 2 mass grave were found in Old Orchard Beach, right?

One was found March 31, 2015, in my driveway... days before the April 10, 2015 attack.

The second was found June 9, 2016, after a freak tornado, ripped open the side of the ravine in the blueberry plains, and a yellow car, with a trunk full of sawed up bones fell out of the hill where it was buried, and was found by me while walking my dog... days before the blonde woman attacked me at Walmart breaking my spine with a shopping cart, June 26, 2016.

Did you notice how EVERY TIME a body is found, buried in Old Orchard Beach, the blond woman shows up and tries to kill the person who found the body?

She ONLY goes to your church, because she found at that church, a group of haters, so blinded by hate, that she knew she could manipulate them into attacking innocent people, so they wouldn't see, her connection to the bodies being dug up all over town.

Why is she doing this? What is her motive? And who is she? She is a stranger to me. I do not know her name.

She is ACTIVELY, right now in September 2021, attempting to impede an FBI murder investigation. Why? She has no reason to be doing this, unless she was involved heavily, in the April 10, 2015 murder of my children.

What does she have to hide, so badly, that she is making HEAVY ATTEMPTS at impeding an FBI murder investigation into the brutal beheading murder of 10 children?

WHY is she so desperate for the residents of Biddeford to FORGET that my children were murdered?

WHY is she so desperate for you to believe the lie of me being gay, but forget the children?

I want to know the answer to that. WHY is she trying to impede an FBI murder investigation, by babbling nonsense about a me being transgender and my books being erotica when I'm not trans and my books are not erotica? 

What is her motive? The fact that she and the white haired man in down town Old Orchard are both so desperate to make you forget that my children were murdered April 10, 2015, raising a lot of questions, and a lot of red flags. Why? 

I don't know who these people are. I don't even know there names.

Before they started doing this I had never before seen them? Neither of them have ever talked to me.

And yet both, one in Biddeford and one Old Orchard, ad DAILY, going from business to business, walking up to random strangers to WARN those strangers about me. And warn is the word they use. She starts many conversations with: "So, you new in church, thought I should warn you..." Why? I don't know her. She's a stranger to me. So I don't know why she's doing this.

If you know who this woman is, what her name is and or why she is doing this, the FBI wants to know too. They've taken a great interest in wanting to know why SHE has taken such a great interest in me.

And the same with the white haired man. If you know who this man is, what his name is and or why he is doing this, the FBI wants to know too. They've taken a great interest in wanting to know why HE has taken such a great interest in me.

Newspapers and news stations who had covered the case, were ordered by FBI and state police to remove from their websites all articles and videos covering the case, again the only explanation given was "due to the nature of what we have uncovered". 

What was "uncovered" was 2 mass graves: one a giant oil barrel containing 15 bodies, which was what the white haired man dug up from under my house after driving the backhoe over it. He was trying to remove the bodies before they were found, because a week earlier I had gotten a building permit to put up a house on my land, which was planned to be built on the exact spot where that barrel was. The foundation diggers would have uncovered it, had they gotten a chance to start the foundation. The bodies are estimated to have been buried sometime in the 1920s era. It is believed the white haired man was dumping the trash/garbage on my land in an attempt to thwart any ability for the bodies in the oil barrel to be discovered.

The other, was the sawed up bones of 31 children, stuffed in the trunk of a car, that was buried in Goosefare Brooke Ravine, in the Reclaim Blueberry Plains, in the Ross Forest, on the Ross Road. These bodies were buried in the 1970s.

Two other mass graves (100+ bodies) are currently be searched for, one on Portland Ave across the street from me and the other also on the Ross Rd, near the ReClaim Blueberry Plains.

The FBI agent in charge of the case has monthly meetings with our family, but offers little info other than "the investigation is ongoing, we'll let you know the details when we can", he often adds things like "sorry, I know this is frustrating, but this is someone we've been after for a very long time, all I can tell you is this is a very dangerous crime family and we need to move carefully if we want to catch them".

In less than 6 months it will be April 10, 2022: the 7th anniversary of the April 10, 2015 kidnapping. And the court case has been on hold for now 6 years, and the FBI will allow nothing court-wise to move forward, until they've caught whoever it is they are trying to catch (we don't know who it is because they won't/can't tell us).

But... let's go back to me, not looking like me for a year, ad walking among you... you who have been my neighbours for 50+ years and saw me every day, of those 50 years... and still have no clue what my face looks like or what my voice sounds like, to such extremes, that I could walk among you for a full year, without any of you... not even one of you, recognizing who I was. You thought I was just a tourist and so many of you felt no shame in speaking very freely, your gossip about me, not know you were talking while I was in the room with you.

...it wasn't just that church... you see, my dog died a year ago and I didn't tell anyone. She was 21 years old. It's been a very long time since anyone in the town of Old Orchard Beach and the city of Biddeford, Maine, has seen me without a dog. I've also driven the Volvo, the one with 2.5million marbles glued to it, since 2006, so it's been a very long time, since anyone saw me with any other car. And, I've been an ElfKin CosPlater since I was 12 years old, living 24/7 dressed like an Elf from the 1400s, so no one has ever seen me without my very theatrical elaborate costumes on, ever. And, I haven't cut my hair in 50+ years, so, it's been decades since anyone saw me without my bum length dreadlocks.

My dog died. I cut my black frizzy dreadlocked hair to a boy-cut, ear length, dyed it blond. Got new glasses. Bought some off the rack WalMart clothes - including pants, something I had never worn before, not once in my life, and... we being a large Gypsy clan of 4k+ family members and property/cars/houses in nearly every town in the state, I had access to a LOT of cars, normal, every day cars, that no one in Old Orchard or Biddeford had ever seen before.

And I spent a year, walking around Old Orchard and Biddeford, cropped blond hair, wearing pants, driving a normal car, no dog at my side... and paid very close, careful attention to what people around town did and said, when they thought I wasn't there.

Do you know what I found out?

While the blond woman, makes her round lying about me to churches in Biddeford, the white haired man, does the same thing at businesses in Old Orchard. And he doesn't know when, when he meets me, without my car and without my fancy clothes. He doesn't know my face. He doesn't know my voice, he doesn't recognize me.

And he has VERY interesting things to say to quite literally EVERYONE he meets. Random people in the store, he walks up to them and ask:"Do you know about the little yellow house?" And then he starts listing off my home address, my name, while saying "That's Ken's son. That THING pretends to be a woman. Looks at how IT dresses! Look at the car IT drives."

After a few minutes of gibbering rabid, gay-hating trans-phobia, trying to convince every person he meets that I am a transvestite man, he the starts up a very bizarre conversation about "the little yellow house" as he terms it. He raves and rants, wild accusations of me harassing him over his tearing down my house. But the thing of that is... I don't know his name, and he seems to think I do. He makes the claim that I hired him to tear down the house and put in a septic system. My neighbour, next door to me, DID in 2001, hire a man to tear down her house and put a septic system, but they had a fight about something. I don't know what.

That woman, next door, she DOES look a lot like me, to the point that it's not uncommon for people to mix us up or even ask if we are twin sisters. Not even close to sisters - she's a good 20 years older than me. She was having a modular home moved in June 2001 and her pastor stole it. Paid the house mover to move the house to Lake Arrowhead, where his son moved into it. But that's the big sand pit beside my land. They started building the foundation and there is a huge lawsuit between her and her church and the construction crew and the man who was to put in the septic system. I don't know the details, but I do know the resulting feud between her and the construction workers is brutal. They drove a road grader over her car... 3 times in the past 3 years.

From the stuff the white haired man says about ME... it appears, that he thinks, me and my neighbour are the same person, and apparently, he is the man whom she hired to put in the septic system. But... in his wild stories around town, he's using MY NAME - EelKat Wendy Christine Allen as the one whom he says hired him to put in the septic system, and I've not only never hired anyone to do that, I can't, just ask the town hall. My land is solid ledge, I have to hook up to the city sewer system or have an outhouse. A septic system can't be put in ledge. He's got the wrong person and he doesn't know it.

In 2006, my neighbour owned the land on both sides of me - 144 and 148, I'm at 146. In 2006, my dad was most of the year in a coma and was staying in my house at 146 after he came out of the hospital, and since my neighbour had two houses, one on each side of me, she let me stay at the one at 144. Which is WHY I was living there October 2006 when the bomb blew up the house.

The bombed house WAS NOT my house, I just lived there. It was HER house - the woman who is fighting with the septic tank builder. She's the one who owned the house I was staying in, when the bomb blew it up.

It appears, from what we know now, that I was never his intended target, that SHE was, because of the feud he was having with her over a septic system, but because she and me look similar, he couldn't tell us apart, and attacked me by mistake.

Also, he makes the claim that 144, 146, and 148 Portland ave are all one family, and it's not and it never has been. We are related yes. Cousins. But it's not one piece of land. Also, he claims there are several acres of land, and that not true either. All 3 lots combines equal only 1/4 of an acre. One quarter of an acre, isn't anything close to the "27 acres" he claims is there.

He also, is running around with this wild story that the town won't let me put up a house because of trash in the yard. 

There WAS trash in the yard at one point... trash HE put there. Which is WHY he knew it was there.

  • * Throughout 2007 to 2013, 7 (seven) 18-while crate loader dump trucks drove up into my land, 7 at once, each arriving more than a dozen times, to dump garbage - bagged garbage, from the MERC garbage incinerator plant - on my farm. They left a pile of trash that was 175 feet long, 30 feet wide, and 12 feet tall on my land! The crew of garbage carriers arrived for the final time on June 15, 2015... days after I paid $12,000 to have the garbage removed... they returned with the SAME GARBAGE and tried to put it on my land again. I blocked off the end of my driveway with my motorhome, and have been terrified to move it since, as it is the only thing keeping them from dumping mountains of trash on my land again. The man driving the lead dump truck, was the white haired man with the "gopher gun", he made the claim that he had orders from the town manager of Old Orchard Beach, to dump these loads of thousands of black trash bags full of garbage on my land, and had letter head from the OOB town hall with the town manager's signature on it... but the letter head was blatantly a bad photocopy of a garbage dumping permit that had the original address whited out and my address hand written in. The forgery was laughale a best. When I refused to move the motorhome to let the trucks onto my land, he began threatening with his gun (which his puled out from under the driver's seat) saying "I'll blow your head off with my gopher gun, if you don't move that trailer out of my way. You know what I did to the cats. I'll do it to you too."


HE is the PERSON who PUT the trash in my yard, and I'm fed up with paying $10k+ every few months to have it removed. That's WHY I moved the motorhome, which you couldn't see before because I used to keep it parked in back.

Also, the town has NEVER cited "trash" as a reason I couldn't build a house, in fact, the ONLY person at the town hall who ever said I couldn't build a house was Dan Feeney, who cited I was "too gay to be allowed to build a house" explaining "gays are not allowed to have houses in Old Orchard Beach".

But, that was before the bodies were dug up in the spot where I had planned to build a house, and I've since put up a grave marker there for them. You can see it from the road. Here, it's this:

The Eye of the GriGori marks the location of the oil barrel that contained 15 bodies, which had been buried on my land in the 1920s, and was found March 31, 2015... sadly, gay haters from a local church, arrived on my land September 2020 and sliced the painting up with knives, scraping off much of it.

Those are grave markers for the unidentified bodies that were in the oil barrel dug up from right in that location.

I'll not build house on a grave.

We Gypsies have deep reverence and respect for the dead and I am a Voodoo Priestess. 

I don't know if those people will ever be identified, they were buried there about 100 years ago. Appeared to be moonshiners from the 1920s, buried in one of their ow stills, by a rival gang. I don't know what the police did with the bodies, they took them away and beyond telling me they were buried in the 1920s, they've said nothing else about it. The bones are gone, but their flesh became soil, that still remains. I turned my front yard into a shrine for them, that they may rest in peace. But that also means, there is no room to put up a house now.

But, in the year of short blond hair, normal clothes, and normal car, and no one in this town recognizing who I was because of it even though I have lived her for over 50 years, and listening to him, at Mac's, at Potvin's, at Radley/Landry's, and every other shop in OOB, I learned something I never knew before:

He's been telling people, that the signs in my yard are about "the little yellow house", and they are not about the house at all.

The signs in my yard are about the FBI investigation into the April 10, 2015 murder of my family.

I'm a Gypsy, I don't give a shit about houses.

Unlike you white Americans I did not grow up in a house. I did not have electricity or running water or plumbing until I was 31 years old.

Have you forgotten who we are?

We are The Gypsies, whom Stephen King used in the Thinner movie. My land 146 Portland Ave, is seen in that movie. My cars are in that movie. My cousins are seen in that movie setting up their carnival rides, on the other end of Portland Ave, down by the Milekin Mill Pond. We are known to Stephen King fans as "The Stephen King Thinner Gypsies" because we are the Gypsies in that movie and my farm here at 146 Portland Ave is where that movie was filmed.

We are Persian Gypsies, who lived in Scotland for 500 years, before being taken into slavery by the British in the 1500s, who put us on slave ships headed for the New World. My family was on the ship that landed in Nova Scotia in 1530. They escaped the slave ship, joined a group of migrating Native Americans to the apple orchard of Old Orchard Beach, and my family of half Gypsy/half Kickapoo Indian, has lived at 146 Portland Ave since 1530, and we never had houses until the late 1880s, that entire time. We ALWAYS lived in teepee-like tents and covered wagons. 

If you go to the big compound in Bangor, where the bulk of the clan lives, you'll see a group of 500+ people living in 500+ tents. All year long. 

It's NOT part of our culture to live in brick or wooden houses. My people have a cultural phobia of houses, which resulted from having been slaves to white men in the early days of America. Houses are seen as a thing white men build to enslave us. So we avoid houses. It's very rare to see a Gypsy who lives in a house or even wants to. Most would rather die than be forced to live in a house.

And so, you can see, how puzzling it is, for me to hear this man, telling people around town, that I, The Queen of the Gypsy clan, am upset over not being allowed to have a house and put up signs to protest said not having house.

We are the largest Gypsy clan in New England, 4k+ members, who own houses in nearly every town in the state. I myself have an apartment in Biddeford, that's no secret. In the summer I live in a tent. No I'm not homeless... I just LIKE living in tents, I've done it for 50 years, even when I had a house on my land, I always had tents and teepees and yurts every summer. That's WHY when the bomb blew up the house, I was able to just move into the tent. I'd built that tent years ago. It was already there BEFORE the bomb happened.

Do you really think I NEED to put a house on my land in Old Orchard?

No.

We are Gypsies and there is nothing more important to us than our families.

You Americans think in terms of house, but we do not. House are NOT even part of Gypsy culture. Why would you think we Gypsies would care about a house? Only someone who themselves thinks of a house before their family, would think that we would also put a house before family.

No.

The signs have nothing to do with the house or the backhoe, you only have to read them, to know that.

The signs are about April 10, 2015.

The signs are about my dead family.

The signs are about my murdered children.

The signs are about the FBI investigation.

The signs are there, so people who have information about the murder of my family, can know the name and contact information of the FBI agent, so they can help the FBI seek justice for the murder of my children.

And YOU are a deluded fool, if you think the signs have ANYTHING to do with anything OTHER than my family's murder.

But this leaves the question... WHY, is this man so desperately running around town, telling everyone he meets the signs are about the house.

He's blatantly telling people to not read the signs.

Why?

What does it say on my signs that he is so scared of to the point he's telling people not to read them?

He has no reason to be doing this, unless he was involved heavily, in the April 10, 2015 murder of my children.

The signs only ask people to call the FBI if they have information about the events of April 10, 2015, That's all the signs say on them. There is nothing else on those signs.

What does HE have to hide?

If he is NOT connected to the murder of my children, than WHY is he so damned desperate to try to convince the people of this town that the signs are about the house?

The house happened in 2006.

No signs went up than.

My family was murdered in 2015, 9 years - NINE YEARS - after the house.

The signs went up in May 2015 NOT in October 2006

You people have brains... try using them.

Why would put up signs 9 years after the house was backhoed, but 1 week after my family was murdered?

Are you all REALLY so stupid, that you think those signs, are about a house?

Open your eyes.

The signs went up the week my family was murdered.

My family was murdered 9 years after the house was destroyed.

What does he have to hide, so badly, that he is making HEAVY ATTEMPTS at impeding an FBI murder investigation into the brutal beheading murder of 10 children?

WHY is he so desperate for the residents of Old Orchard Beach to FORGET that my children were murdered?

WHY is he so desperate for you to remember the house, but forget the children?

I want to know the answer to that. WHY is he trying to impede an FBI murder investigation, by babbling nonsense about a house that was two destroyed decades ago?

What is his motive? The fact that he and the blond woman at that church are both so desperate to make you forget that my children were murdered April 10, 2015, raising a lot of questions, and a lot of red flags. Why? 

I don't know who these people are. I don't even know there names.

Before they started doin this I had never before seen them? Neither of them have ever talked to me.

And yet both, one in Biddeford and one Old Orchard, ad DAILY, going from business to business, walking up to random strangers to WARN those strangers about me. And warn is the word they use. He starts many conversations with: "So, you new in town, thought I should warn you..." Why? I don't know him. He's a stranger to me. So I don't know why he's doing this.

If you know who this man is, what his name is and or why he is doing this, the FBI wants to know too. They've taken a great interest in wanting to know why HE has taken such a great interest in me.

And the same with the blond woman. If you know who this woman is, what her name is and or why she is doing this, the FBI wants to know too. They've taken a great interest in wanting to know why SHE has taken such a great interest in me.

The FBI wants to know WHY are these 2 people actively going around these 2 towns, right now in 2021, in such desperate attempts to divert people away from the the April 10, 2015 murder. 

The FBI wants to know WHY are these 2 people actively going around these 2 towns, right now in 2021, in such desperate attempts to try to make people forget the April 10, 2015 murder. 

The FBI wants to know WHY are these 2 people have to hide so bad that they feel the need to be actively going around these 2 towns, right now in 2021, in such desperate attempts to try to make people forget the April 10, 2015 murder, while spreading strange gay lies about me and my books and talking incessantly about "the little yellow house" that was destroyed 20 years ago. 

Why are these two people so damned obsessed with me, my house, and trying so hard to make people forget my family was murdered?

Why are they doing this?

If you know, either who they are or why they are doing it, PLEASE, call the FBI, right now.

It bothers me quite a lot, that in a past few weeks (September 2021) these 2 people have suddenly showed up out of nowhere and have been working double-time at doing and saying these things, in an area around one of my relatives... a relative who's car was just battered by a 2x4 a month prior to these 2 doing this to/about me... a relative, who happens to own the land next door to me and was the woman fighting with the septic builder, who it now appears, is the white haired man whom was harassing me these past several years and appear she thought he was harassing her because he can't tell the 2 of us apart.

The fact that a green pick up truck drove into her Biddeford driveway, a man jumped out and with a 2x4 smashed up her car.... and the white haired man was this morning (September 26, 2021) at the end of my driveway yelling at me for who knows what reason, yelling at me, from the window of a green pick up truck... raises a lot of new questions.

It appears that once again,she, this relative of mine, is fighting with him, and once again, he, the white haired man, is lashing out at me, because he's know she and me are not the same person.

And, that's another thing... SHE HAS been fighting with the town over putting up a house... a fight that she and the town have been locked in court battles over since 2001.

Again, she's not me, she lives next door to me, and she also had signs in her yard, back in 2001, in fact, she's the one who gave me the idea to put up my sings in 2015 about the murder, because she had signs in her yard about her stolen house that was moved to Lake Arrowhead. When my family was murdered, she came over and said "You should put up signs like I did about my house." SHE is very upset about the fact that a house moving truck, drove up into her yard, picked up her house, and drove it, 50 miles away. SHE's pissed about that. It happened in 2001 and she's still pissed about it. She's magor infuriated about it.

But again, she's not me. And my signs have nothing to do with a house.

FBI Agent Andy Drewer out of the Portland, Maine FBI office is in charge of the case. If you have information about the April 10, 2015 murder of my family or any of the attacks on our home and relatives, give it to him not me. He can be reached @ +1-(207)-774-9322 

Or you can go to his office and talk to him in person: 1 Middle Street, Portland, Maine - 4th floor FBI. The building across the street from the Portland Police Department, behind the courthouse. The entire 4th floor is the FBI office, you can't miss it.

SEPTEMBER 28, 2021 UPDATE ON

THE 12 KIDNAPPED CHILDREN:

The 11th one was found dead today in Biddeford.

Now only one remains.

And now we know why the white haired man in the green pick up truck was hanging around my driveway September 26, 2021.

And WHY he and the blond woman started up their rumors around Old Orchard Beach & Biddeford these past few weeks.

And know this: It is a federal crime, one which you can do 25 years in prison for, it is a federal crime, to knowingly and willfully try to impede an FBI murder investigation.

This blond woman, and her lies about me at that church, the gay, trans, and erotica sex lies she's spreading around Biddeford: she is willfully and knowingly actively trying to impede an FBI murder investigation, and if you know who she is, and don't tell the FBI - you will go to prison her as an accessory to her impeding an FBI murder investigation.

This white haired man, and his lies about me and the signs and the house the lies he's spreading around Old Orchard Beach: he is willfully and knowingly actively trying to impede an FBI murder investigation, and if you know who he is, and don't tell the FBI - you will go to prison her as an accessory to him impeding an FBI murder investigation.

Willfully and knowingly attempting to impede an FBI murder investigation, is a federal crime, that comes with a punishment of 25 years in prison.

Both this blond woman in Biddeford and the white haired man in Old Orchard Beach, ARE WANTED FOR IMPEDING THE FEDERAL INVESTIGATION OF THE MURDER OF MY FAMILY!

Let me repeat this:


This blond woman, and her lies about me at that church, the gay, trans, and erotica sex lies she's spreading around Biddeford: she is willfully and knowingly actively trying to impede an FBI murder investigation, and if you know who she is, and don't tell the FBI - you will go to prison with her as an accessory to her impeding an FBI murder investigation.


This white haired man, and his lies about me and the signs and the house the lies he's spreading around Old Orchard Beach: he is willfully and knowingly actively trying to impede an FBI murder investigation, and if you know who he is, and don't tell the FBI - you will go to prison with him as an accessory to him impeding an FBI murder investigation.

FBI Agent Andy Drewer out of the Portland, Maine FBI office is in charge of the case. If you have information about the April 10, 2015 murder of my family or any of the attacks on our home and relatives, give it to him not me. He can be reached @ +1-(207)-774-9322 

Or you can go to his office and talk to him in person: 1 Middle Street, Portland, Maine - 4th floor FBI. The building across the street from the Portland Police Department, behind the courthouse. The entire 4th floor is the FBI office, you can't miss it.

When it comes to the house, I don't care about the house. What I care about is a white trash, fuck face, bigoted, racist bastard shit head thought it was okay to drive a backhoe over my house because I'm not seen in his eyes as white enough to deserve a house. And you know I'm more pissed off about - 7 Old Orchard Beach police officers arrived in my yard that day and stood there and laughed and said "Well, boys will be boys. What you gonna do? Cry?" The Old Orchard Beach police OBVIOUSLY knows the man, seeing how they called him BY FIRST NAME even though, I've no clue who the fuck face is. When I called the police, all I said was "I just got home from work, and there's a backhoe sitting on top of my house."...

So you tell me, how the police called the driver by name WITHOUT yet being at my yard to see the backhoe? What was THEIR involvement in the backhoe?  When I ask them who it was. They said: "You don't know? He doesn't need no last name. He owns the town." This town is a city in America, not a Dynasty owned by a king. No one owns this town. This town belongs to it's people who have freedom and rights, that are being violated, on levels of extreme. The police, didn't see a crazed white power bastard driving a backhoe over a none-white person's house as a crime. THAT is what I'm mad about.

The fact that in Old Orchard Beach, it's a okay to harass, bully, abuse, beat up, and vandalise non-white people, and the shit head white trash criminals not only get away with it, but the white trash Old Orchard Beach police officers cheer them on. So, whoever this person, I hope his white ass spend eternity in a Hell, were black people, Jewish people, and Native American people are in a Heaven Paradise that allows them to torture white trash racists like him, forever. 


But all of that, is besides the point. The point being that this shit head white hair man with the green pick up truck, who is running around town, telling people to stay away from my signs because they are only about the house, clearly either doesn't know shit about me, or is so deep involved in the murder of my children, that he is doing everything in his power to dredge up this backhoe guy who drove over my house. The white hair man with the green pick up truck, is doing a hell of a lot of flapping his mouth off about the backhoe on my house, and doing a hell of a lot to bend over backwards to put the backhoed house front and center to try to make people forget that on April 10, 2015, my children were murdered. Their heads cut off and nailed to my door.

My children having their heads cut off, is a hell of a lot more important to me than some fucking house, and I do not appreciate that has fuck face white haired bastard is doing double time to try to erase my children's existence from the minds of the people of Old Orchard Beach.

Why?

Why is he doing this?

What is that shit head's fucking motive?

He's making himself look VERY involved in the murder of my children, with how much he's running from store to store, going up and down the aisles grabbing strangers by the arm, to tell them, about me, my house, and how the signs are about the house.

Yes, I'd like to see the man who drove a backhoe over my house in jail where his criminal ass belongs, but I'd much rather see this white haired bastard burn in hell for his attempts to erase the existence of my children, and the shit faced nerve he has, to use my backhoed house to do it! What the hell?

Is it not bad enough that BOTH events happened? Why the fuck is he dredging up a very old house destroyed event and using it to try to erase what happened to my children?

What interest does he have in either case?

Because as it stands right now, he's starting to look like the #1 suspect in nailing my children's heads to my door. I can see no other reason why he would be so desperately running around town trying to convince people the house happened on April 10, 2015, when it happened back in 2006.

No, the signs in my yard have nothing to do with the house. A lot of people have started showing up in my driveway to ask about the house, to ask about April 10, 22015... and they always shocked to learn the backhoe happened on a different date, and then they are equally shocked and say: "OMG! I forgot about the children! Everyone around town talks about the ouse so much that I completely forgot your family was murdered 7 years ago. For some reason, I thought you lived here alone, that guy told me... wait... I'm remembering what he told. He talks about the house so much, I forgot there used to be children here and they all died. I'm so sorry. No one ever mentions your children, they only ever mention the hose. It's like, no one can face you now. They were all involved weren't they. All those people in your yard that day. Half the town gathered to kill your children. I remember now. I saw it happened. I saw them do it. How did I forget that? Why did I only remember the house? And the house was so long ago. Why did I mix up the date of the house with the date of the children?"

Earlier this week, one woman stopped by and asked: "How's Buddy?"... Buddy died almost 30 years ago. She was shocked. "Has it really been that long? You still had him last time I said hi." Yes. I did, but you haven't stopped by to say "hi" in over 30 years. People have a bad perception of time. That's why it's easy for this white haired man to tell them April 10, 2015 is about the house, and when people don't think to visit often, they forget your children died. They forget. They see the yard, with no children playing on the awn and think they grew up and married. They completely block out, that my children were murdered.

They don't live every day, with an empty heart.

And you know what... if my children were that easy for you all to forget, that says something too, about all of you, and how little you cared.

Needless to say, I am getting fed up with the amount of slander, defamation, and misinformation this blond woman and the white haired man are spreading around Biddeford and Old Orchard Beach, Maine, about me, my family, my house, and the murder of my family!

And I want to know, what's in it for the?

What are they so scared is going to be revealed if people focus on the murder?

WHY are they working so hard to spread so many rumors and lies about what happened April 10, 2015?

How are they connected to the murder?

ONLY someone deeply connected to the murder would try so hard to make people around town FORGET the murder.

ONLY someone involved in the murder is going to run around trying to get you to think about the house instead.

WHY?

As more information is found, it looks more and more, like my family was attacked BECAUSE of that oil barrel full of bones. The white haired man has harassed us for years, always putting all his focus on my land, and my house. And not all my land, just that one spot where the barrel of bones was found. He obviously knew it was there, back in 2007, before it was dug up in 2015. And my family was murdered days after that barrel was dug up. It looks like they were murdered to take focus off the barrel, the same way he is now using the house to take focus off the murder. Who the hell is this man and why won't he leave us alone? What the fuck is his problem?

Far too much evidence, is pointing to the fact, that EVERYTHING was done to take focus off the barrel of bones.... the exact same way, these 2 are now trying to take focus off the murder and make you focus on the house?

Why?

WHY do these two people want you to forget what happened to my family?

WHY are they so desperate to make you put all focus on the house instead?

And worse, why was it so easy for him to make so many of you forget what happened on April 10, 2015 and May 15, 2015?

What if it was YOU?

What if it had been YOUR family?

Would YOU want YOUR family forgotten?

Would YOU like it if these two people did to you, what they are doing to me?What is their interest in this?

Why are these two people, who are strangers to me, so damned fucking interested in in BURYING all memory of what happened

If it was so easy for the white haired man to convince you the house happened on April 10, 2015, instead of the children, that says a huge amount, about Human nature, in Old Orchard Beach, where 12,000 residents, can be made to forget that 10 children were brutally murdered, 12,000 residents, can be so easily convinced of a lie, by a white haired man, who isn't even from our town. You can so easily forget the family that lived here WITH YOU, for 50 years, you forgot, the family, your neighbours, ad 12 small children, ages 4 to 16, playing in the yard every day... you forgot, because the white haired man wanted you to forget.

Why?

Why did he want you to forget?

Why?

Why does he focus on the house, so much, that he caused you to all forget my family?

What is wrong with you people?

What is wrong with this town?

How do you ALL forget that 12 children were beaten to death and torn apart by an angry mob, led by 14 police officers and the fucking Ku Klux Klan?

You people all ought to be ashamed of yourselves.

And you call Old Orchard Beach, a "family friendly" town?

What is family friendly about this fucking town?

  • It's casino?

  • It's 2 topless bars?

  • The 5 biker bars?

  • The tavern next door to the Jameson kindergarten?

  • The Hell Angel Convention held here every year?

  • The fact that every store on main street has to have a sign reading "no entrance to Bloods or Crypts"?

  • How about the nudy-T-shirt shop and the fact that this town the inventor of the nudy shirt?

  • Or is it the fact that fact that now fewer than 5 gay and or black people have been murdered in our town EVERY YEAR since 2001?

  • Maybe it's the 15 bodies that were dug up in my yard March 31, 2015?

  • Or maybe it was 4 - 5 - 8, the Cyr Clan's infamosos yellow Oldsmobile that went missing in 1983 and was found June 9, 2016, in the GooseFare Brooke Ravine, in the Reclaim Blueberry plains, with the sawed up bones of 31 children n the trunk.

  • Maybe it's the 12 children kidnapped from 146 Portland Ave on April 10, 2015.

  • Maybe it's the heads of 10 of those kidnapped children being returned, May 15, 2015.

  • Maybe it's the child May 2010, who took a knife and cut up his mother, his father, his sister, his baby brother, his grandmother, and the dog, on the Cascade Road.

  • Maybe, it's that my cousin Murphy was beheaded June 2013, is body left at the Ross Rd Cascade Rd intersection where the big white cross now stands, while his head was left at the next crossroad at Ross Rd and Portland Ave.

  • Maybe it's the February 14, 2019 shooting of my cousin at WalMart, gunned down by Old Orchard's 4-door white truck madman.

  • The black school teacher who 's 10 year old students thought it was funny to cover her house with swastikas and has a lawsuit against the town since 2019?

You tell me.

WHICH of those things, makes Old Orchard Beach "family friendly town?"

Is the crime against minority families so high in Old Orchard Beach, that you all just grew desensitized to it?

Are you such monsters that you just turn a blind eye to these things and pretend they aren't there?

WHY is our town "family friendly"?

It's not. And you know it's not.

FBI Agent Andy Drewer out of the Portland, Maine FBI office is in charge of the case. If you have information about the April 10, 2015 murder of my family or any of the attacks on our home and relatives, give it to him not me. He can be reached @ +1-(207)-774-9322 

Or you can go to his office and talk to him in person: 1 Middle Street, Portland, Maine - 4th floor FBI. The building across the street from the Portland Police Department, behind the courthouse. The entire 4th floor is the FBI office, you can't miss it.

October 15, 2021 Update:



April 10, 2015 my 12 children were kidnapped,
from 146 Portland Ave. Old Orchard Beach, Maine.

May 15, 2015, ten of their heads were nailed to my door.

Do you have information?

FBI Agent Andy Drewer out of the 
Portland, Maine FBI office is in charge of the case.

If you have information about the April 10, 2015 murder of my family 
or any of the attacks on our home and relatives, give it to him not me.
He can be reached @ +1-(207)-774-9322 


Do you live in Biddeford, Maine?

As of October 2021, new information has come forward, and the FBI wants YOUR help, to catch the people who murdered my family.

Go to THIS PAGE and read the article. Something is wrong with that article. Everything in that article is 100% correct EXCEPT for one word. One word that the FBI did not want released to the public, so I had to change that one word, to something else.

One word is wrong.

Do you know what it is?

If you do... know that you should NOT know what that word is, and if you DO know what that word is, than you HAVE talked face to face, with the murderer of my children, and you NEED to tell the FBI, WHO the person is, who told you that that one word was wrong.

If you do, ask yourself WHO told you what is wrong, because there is a 99.99% chance the person who told you that information, is the murderer of my children.

Now, let's play I Spy... I spy with my little eye, an error on this page.

One word has been changed. It was changed deliberately, to see what would happen, should the killer read it, and notice... WOULD they be stupid enough to brag around town, what the CORRECT word is? The answer is yes. They were THAT stupid and they have now done, EXACTLY what the FBI expected they would do.

When I write this, that one word, was correct, and before publishing this article, I took that one word, and used find/replace, to change it, to a different word.

Why?

Because that one word, the correct version, NOT the word that appears here, HAS NEVER BEEN RELEASED TO THE PUBLIC...

The ONLY people who know what the correct word is, is as follows:

  •    *   Me and my family, whom these things happened to, we know what the correct word should be.

  •    *   The blond woman, the red haired woman, the white haired man, and the bald man, and the 74 people who were in my driveway on Portland Ave, Old Orchard Beach, Maine,  April 10, 2015... the criminals whom DID these things to my family, they know what the correct word should be.


  •    *   The FBI agents, involved in this case. THEY,  know what the correct word should be.

And NO ONE ELSE, in Maine or anywhere else, knows what the correct word is.

The thing is, I NEVER told anyone there was an incorrect word on that page. We’ve waited 7 years for someone, anyone, to notice that one wrong word on that page and mention it. ONLY the killer themselves would know that word was wrong. NO ONE, but the killer themselves would have any reason to be upset over that word being wrong. NO ONE but the killer themselves would feel compelled to run around town, telling everyone they meet. That word is wrong, because no one but the killer would even stop to think. That word might be wrong. Only a very arrogant killer, who was very proud of their murderous “art work” would be so upset that the wrong word was used and feel the need to correct it. Be sure your sin will find you out.

If you are not involved in this murder, you should NOT know the word that was changed in the article, because ONLY THE MURDERS THEMSELVES know the word is incorrect and that word was made incorrect on purpose to bait them into saying the article was wrong... which they have now done.

If you know which word is incorrect and you know what the correct word is, YOU HAVE been in direct contact with the murders and you NEED to tell the FBI who the person was, who told you about the incorrect word.

However... throughout 2021, a lot of gossip rose up in Biddeford and Old Orchard beach, Maine... and the correct word, is on a LOT of people lips... and the FBI wants to know, how that is possible?

There is ONLY ONE WAY this could have happened... one of the people involved in the April 10, 2015 attack, has been actively going around Main Street  and Elm street and Cutts Street Biddeford, Maine, bragging what happened that day.

Information THAT WAS WITHHELD FROM THE PUBLIC by police and FBI... is now out in the public, and spreading like wildfire throughout the Cutt Street, Elm St, Main Street area of Biddeford, Maine.

And every one whom the police and FBI ask: "Who told you this?"... is pointing to a new person... a 2nd blond woman, described as "heavyset" or "overweight", young, mid 20s to mid 30s, with extremely distinctive platinum blond permed curled hair. No one seems to know her name, and everyone describes her as running up to them at random, telling them info about me, and they don't know why, other than she seems to be hell bent on telling as many random strangers as possible. 

I've not myself seen this 2nd blond woman, however, there WAS someone matching her description in my yard on April 10, 2015, and it could be the same woman.

She also matches the description of the woman witnesses described seeing slashing the tires on my Volvo on 6 different occasions at 27 High Street, Biddeford, Maine, between October 2016 and December 2016. THOSE witnesses said the woman who slashed my tires drove away in a silver pickup truck.

In March 2015, two weeks BEFORE my children were murdered, my Volvo was vandalized in the parking lot of the Saco Baptist Church, and THAT woman, I DID see. At the time my mother was a member of that church, and they were having an Easter dinner after church, which my mother invited me to. The minister, a young pastor, came in to tell me a group from The Westboro Baptist Church had gathered in the parking lot, around my car. When we, the church congregation went outside, there was a blond woman screaming "God hates fags" and calling my car: "Too gay for the family friendly church", accusing both me and my car of being gay. She had extremely distinctive hair - nearly white, bleached blond, with tiny permed fake curls. She was taller than me, so at least 5'7" or 5'8" and BIG/very overweight, she would have been around 250 to 275lbs.

She attacked the pastor, then her and her group fled. The pastor apologized saying the Westboro Baptist Church was in the habit of attacking Baptist churches throughout New England this way. THIS woman, was in my Old Orchard Beach driveway April 10, 2015, September 12, 2015, several times throughout 2016, and last month September 24, 2021. Based on witness accounts of the woman in Biddeford these past few weeks and the witness accounts of the woman who slashed my tires in 2016, I do believe it is likely the same woman.

If you know what happened to Cleo March 2015... it happened that same Sunday afternoon. If you don't know what happened, Cleo was a cat, who I had since she was a kitten. 2 hours after that blond woman attacked at the Baptist church, we returned home, to find Cleo, beheaded, skinned, gutted, dismembered, and nailed to the front of the barn. Cleo was indoors. The door had been ripped off its hinges.

In the rose bushes around the yard, 75 pet bantam roosters, also beheaded, with rope nooses tied around their necks, were hung in every rose bush. The blond woman from the Baptist Church in Saco, was the primary suspect in THOSE animal beheadings, which happened 2 weeks before the April 10, 2015 attack. To this day, no one has ever been able to identify that particular blond woman.

And it is believed, this blond woman running around Biddeford right now in October 2021, is THAT SAME WOMAN.

All that we know about her as a connection to my family, is that she has an extreme hatred for gay people, randomly drove by one day, saw the bright pink The Autism Awareness Car, with it's 2.5million marbles glued to it, mistook an Autistic artist and her award winning Autism Awareness Car, assumed that pink =gay, glitter = gay, marbles = gay, and decided that I an 8 month pregnant woman, must be a gay man in a dress, so went psycho attacking me, my car, my pets, and my children, for several years of repeated sustained attacks, at 2 workplaces,3 apartments in Biddeford, 2 apartments of my relatives where my car was frequently parked, 5 churches, 2 college campuses, beside my farm in Old Orchard, over a period of 7 years, because she mistook me for being transgender and in her mind killing gay men, vandalising cars owned by gay men, and murdering pets and children of gay men is a-okay.

It is believed this woman has no other connection to us at all, other than she drives around the area looking for "gay stuff" to vandalise, harass, and attack.

I'm not gay, I was 8 months pregnant when she murdered my unborn baby with a golf club and left me paralyzed. What the fuck?

Several things were never released to the public, like the murder weapon, or WHAT specifically attached the body parts to the door, or that there were MORE than just heads nailed to the door. How the bodies were dismembered, how they were displayed... none of that information was made public. ONLY the murderers themselves, know the full details of what was done, how it was done, and with what weapons. So how does SHE know these details?

This 2nd blond woman - she has that information. How? THAT is the information she is giving people, in graphic detail, and enormous amounts of accuracy. Accuracy that is on levels of the person who did the dismembering. This 2nd blond woman, because of the ALARMING levels of details she has into the murders, into the never released info about the murders, and her knowledge of the fact that that one word on that page is wrong, screams volumes to the fact that not only was she involved, but she is the specific person who did the dismembering.

My family was not the first in Old Orchard Beach, that this happened to. Since June 2001 more than a dozen families, just on Portland Ave alone, have had family members murdered, by these distinctive details and this distinctive weapon, that weapon and the method of killing, and the thing all the targets had in common, those details was NEVER MADE PUBLIC in ANY of the murder cases.

And in the 7 years since their murder, more families have had this same thing happen.

My family was not the first, nor have they been the last.

Since 2001, there have been more than 50 of these dismemberment/beheading murders on the Cascade Road, Ross Road, and Portland Ave in Old Orchard Beach, Maine. Most of these 50+ events have had 5 to 10 individuals murdered at the event. In total these people have murdered more than 300 people on these 3 streets since June 2001. Collectively the serial murders are known as "The Cascade Murders", because the bulk of them happened on the Cascade Road.

In May 2010, it was THOUGHT that the killer was sent to prison, when a 15 year old boy was arrested for beheading his sister, mother, step father, grandmother, and dog. However, as the murders continued after he was sent to prison, that one case was deemed a copy cat killing and is not believed to be connected to the others. These murders have continued into 2021, with the most recent happening February 2021, and before that February 14, 2019. 

The only thing all the victims are known to have in common is the colour pink. Yes. The colour pink. They all had either a pink car, a pink house, a pink motorhome, a pink mailbox, pink flamingos on their lawns, pink garden gnomes, hair dyed pink, or were wearing pink when murdered. As you know, I have both a pink car and a pink motorhome, and it is believe that is the only reason my family was targeted. The woman 8 houses down from me whose 13 children were kidnapped in 2017, ALSO had both a pink motorhome and car.

Near as anyone can tell, these people are of the belief that pink = gay and are attacking families with pink objects in their yard, out of some conspiracy theory people that gay people put pink items in their yard.

The killing often happen, 2 to 3 weeks after A LOT of cats are beheaded and hung in the victim's yard. The killers appear to use this hanging 10 to 100+ cats in someone's yard as a "warning" that they will return in a few weeks to kill the family who lives there.

Every person whom was attacked was attawith beheaded cats, was attacked a 2nd time, a week later by one of 3 church groups: Westboro Baptist Church, Tennessee Workers of Iniquity Baptist Church, and New Life Church/Curtis Lake Church. It is unknown if the ministers of these churches are aware their congregations are doing this, but they arrive in large crowds of 50 to 70 to 400 or more church members, always chanting the phrase "too gay for the family friendly town/church/other word". When this large group arrives, they are usually carrying purple signs that read "God Hates Fags" and "God Hates You" and pass out pamphlets from the 3 above listed churches, to anyone who stops to as what is going on. They plaster the house and cars of the victims with pamphlets, business cards, and anti-gay dvd disc, while massively vandalising te homes and cars of the family they are attacking. This is an organized terrorist group, and members while attacking, often brag that they are "KKK" or "Loyal White Knights" or "Sovereign Citizens". The FBI website lists this group has having 200,000 (two hundred thousand) members living in Maine, New Hampshire, and Mass.

This group is considered a highly dangerous domestic terrorist organization and are wanted for the murders of more than 500 people throughout New England, included 14 police officers, and an FBI agent. They target ANYONE they think may be gay, whether they are actually gay or not.

During their September 12, 2015 attack on my pink motor home, more than a dozen of them (men) arrived wearing neon pink ballet dresses and purple costume fairy wings, and rode on bicycles, driving circles in front of my driveway chanting the mantra "pink is gay, gay is erotica, sex is evil, death to all gays, kill or be killed - remember Saco Shaw's!" while more than 70 others called me an "it" and a "thing" and made the claim that I was "a transgender transsexual terrorist", while their ring leader, the white haired man, screamed from his green pick up truck "that thing and it's pink trailer are too gay for the family friendly town of Old Orchard Beach, I allow no gays in my motel and I'll not let any other motel owner do so either, death to the transvestites! End the gay-apocalypse, kill or be killed, remember Saco Shaw's transgender murder store!" The Old Orchard Beach Town Manager, Code Enforcement Officer, and nearly dozen Old Orchard Beach Police officers were in the crowd as well, like wise chanting "kill or be killed remember Saco Shaw's transgender murder store! Drive the gays out of Old Orchard Beach! Make our town family friendly again."

Four Old Orchard Beach police officers arrived, and stood across the end of my driveway, forming a human shield, to keep the attackers - which included some of their fellow department officers - out of my yard.

Multiple times throughout 2016 and 2017, this same group arrived in my driveway to stage book turnings on my lawn, gathering up hundreds of pink cover edition paperback copies of the Quaraun novels and starting bonfires with them in my yard. All the while chanting "nasty bitch, fucking erotica author, burn the gays of Old Orchard Beach!"

The older blond woman has been the ring leader of each event, the white haired man being the most hysteria crazed and spouting off the most conspiracy theories, the red haired woman is not always with them, the bald man usually is, and the 2nd younger blond woman is always with them and usually with VERY large kitchen knives: a butcher knife and a cleaver, which she used violently to attack the families they are attacking with.

If you know this woman's name, you need to tell the FBI BEFORE, she turns on you and kills YOUR children too.

According to witnesses, she has been going from bar room to bar room, throughout Biddeford, and bragging that she "Know the truth of what happened to Wendy" and has been retelling, with alarmingly accurate detail, the events, that the FBI kept withheld from the public.

It is of particular importance to note that this 2nd blond woman calls me "Wendy" and NOT "EelKat". Why is this important? Because since the 1970s I have gone by EelKat, not Wendy and 99% of the residents of Biddeford, Saco, ad Old Orchard Beach, know me as EelKat and were unaware that my name was Wendy.

The witnesses, state that this woman has been showing up at shops and bars along Main St, Elm St, Cutts St and the surrounding areas several times a week, since at least May 2021, 

These witnesses did not go to the police of FBI until October 2021, BECAUSE they were unaware that this woman was talking about me. Each witness, stated they were unaware EelKat was actually named Wendy, and so when this woman weekly showed up saying "Did you hear about Wendy?, "Do you know about Wendy?", "Let me tell you about Wendy..." they said they were unaware that she was talking about EelKat.

They said they ONLY became aware that she meet EelKat wen she said Wendy, when in October 2021, she added new info to the conversations and started using the term "Wendy's gay Volvo" and "that shit gay Volvo", at which point they asked "Do you mean EelKat's Autism Awareness Volvo?" 

The reason this part is so particularly important is because since the 1970s the ONLY people whom have ever called me "Wendy" are these:

  • *   David and Lucy Atwater's Heaven Gate Compound in Palmyra, Maine

  • *   Mervin Bruce and Doris Atwater's Heaven Gate Compound in Saco, Maine

No one else, refers to me as Wendy. Everyone else calls me EelKat.

It is believed that this 2nd blond woman is a member of Heaven's Gate, most likely the division run by my Uncle Brucie Atwater, given it's right on the Biddeford/Saco border.

Do you know who this woman is? Is so, the FBI wants to know her name.

And if you happen to see her, in that area, you don't even need to call FBI agent Andy Drewer... just look around for the silver Prius that is parked in the area watching the bars and houses for this new blond woman, and go give him the info in person, because that's him.

It is believed that this 2nd blond woman is heavily involved in the murder of my children, due to the nature of the extremely accurate, and graphic details of withheld information, most specifically, her use of the one correct word, that ONLY the murderers themselves, would know to use

If you know this woman's name, you NEED to tell the FBI BEFORE, she turns on you and kills YOUR children too. If you know who she is, PLEASE, do the right thing and turn her over to the FBI. Don't let her put more families through the pain and suffering she has put my family through. I implore every mother reading this: think of your own children, what if she had done to your children, what she did to mine.

Would you stand back and do nothing, say nothing, while a criminal like her walked free?

I was paralyzed for 5 months. I had to relearn to walk. I crippled the rest of my life, and my children are dead. No one should have to live through this type of agony. And no one who commits crimes like this should be allowed to walk free.

Someone out there knows the names of these people. The older blond woman, the younger blond woman, the red haired woman, the white haired man with the green pick up truck, the bald man with the 4door white pickup truck. If you know who they are, don't let them kill again. Tell the FBI everything you know.

Please, don't let them get away with this. They've walked free, far too long. And they've hurt so many more people in the 7 years since April 10, 2015.

Do you have information?

FBI Agent Andy Drewer out of the 
Portland, Maine FBI office is in charge of the case.

If you have information about any of these attacks, give it to him.
He can be reached @ +1-(207)-774-9322 

Killing people because they owned a pink car, and by that fact alone, they were accused of being gay and deemed worthy of having their head cut off.

It's no wonder they thought I was gay. Pink is my trademark. Everything I own is pink. I have a bigger pink obsession than Barbie dolls do. And I have for 50 years. I'm a girl who like pink. That doesn't make me gay. What the fuck is wrong with you people?

I do not understand their wild pink=gay conspiracy theory, but it has caused dramatic changes in Old Orchard Beach, a town which since the 1970s and until 2 years ago, was predominantly pink cabins, houses with pink doors, pink plastic flamingo in mass flocks in every yard, pink mailboxes, pink cars in every few driveways, pink painted pet rocks lining most every driveway, pink houses gallor, pink carnival rides, pink concession stands, pink food trucks... half the town looked like a fucking Barbie DreamHouse exploded pink Barbie vomit on  it. 

And now? Parents don't dar to send their little girls to school with so much as pink bareets in their hair, for fear their toddler will be the next pink wearing victim to be beheaded and strung up on her parents front porch.

Half the town of Old Orchard Beach is scared of the colour pink. One has only to look at Little Miss Cottages, the pinkest, pink feast cottages on the planet... now ivory white. Painted in terror by the gay couple who own it and are terrified they will be murdered for the pink shutters, the pink front doors, and the pink roof shingles that have been the trademark of Little Miss Cottages since the 1960s.

And worse are the business owners. Business owners who are terrorizing the families who are mourning their dead. Dozens families, living in mortal terror, because business owners show up in their yards, driving excavators ...

THIS excavator... the one seen here sitting on top of my house:

146 Portland Ave, Old Orchard Beach, Maine... July 4, 2013 and August 8, 2013, the day psychotic gay-haters drove this backhoe over it, because they mistook me for being gay.

And worse are the business owners. Business owners who are terrorizing the families who are mourning their dead. Dozens families, living in mortal terror, because business owners show up in their yards, driving excavators ...

and threatening to drive over their houses, if the parents dare let anyone outside of Old Orchard Beach, know their children were beheaded. Business owners who are worse than the gay haters, business owners who rail on about "think of the tourists! If word gets out we've a serial killer in town, no tourists will dar come to Old Orchard Beach!"

One has only to look at the schools to see what has happened. There used to be over a thousand students in school. Now there are three hundred and dropping fast. And it's not families moving or children growing up. Their children are dead! And the parents are scared out of their minds, being terrorized on one side by psychotic extremists lunatics pretending to be Christian, and terrorized on the other side, by the business owners who don't give a shit about anything but money, money, money and sucking up to kissing the mighty tourist ass, at the expense of the lives of our children!

Business owners fucking gaslighting the already terrorized victims of heinous hate crimes. Not even allowed to mourn their children, because a fucking funeral might be seen by the tourists!

What the fuck!

THIS NEEDS TO END!

Old Orchard Beach is a town in America and needs to be upheld by American laws. Old Orchard Beach is not a fucking dynasty! Business owners are NOT exempt from obey the law. Christians are not exempt from laws either.

Murder is still murder, no matter who you kill.

NO! Killing people is NOT what Jesus would do!

And Old Orchard Beach is NOT a family friendly town, if family friendly means killing off families you don't like!

We are finding so many families who thought they were the only ones. Didn't know there were dozens of other parents morning beheaded children, right on their own streets. Too scared to talk. Too scared to tell any one their children are dead, their heads nailed to the door. This fucking code of silence needs to end. 

The tourists are NOT more important than your families, and you know it. 

Stop letting these psychotic men bully you.

People outside of Old Orchard Beach, need to know what's going on inside of Old Orchard Beach. That's the only way to end this.

Do you have information?

FBI Agent Andy Drewer out of the 
Portland, Maine FBI office is in charge of the case.

If you have information about any of these attacks, give it to him.
He can be reached @ +1-(207)-774-9322 


And please keep in mind that on February 19, 2021 one of the FBI agents investigating this case, was herself murdered, so this is more than just the investigation of the murder of my family now, it is also the murder investigation one of the FBI agents who was investigating the murder of my family.



FBI Agent Andy Drewer out of the Portland, Maine FBI office is in charge of the case. If you have information about the April 10, 2015 murder of my family or any of the attacks on our home and relatives, give it to him not me. He can be reached @ +1-(207)-774-9322 

Or you can go to his office and talk to him in person: 1 Middle Street, Portland, Maine - 4th floor FBI. The building across the street from the Portland Police Department, behind the courthouse. The entire 4th floor is the FBI office, you can't miss it.



  • * October 18, 2006 they blew up my house with a bomb and left an 8 foot white cross in my garden. I still have the cross, never took it down. I put Christmas lights on it.

  • * August 8, 2013, a back hoe drove over my house - same land, new house to replace the one the bomb blew up.

What was "uncovered" was 2 mass graves: one a giant oil barrel containing 15 bodies, which was what the white haired man dug up from under my house after driving the backhoe over it. He was trying to remove the bodies before they were found, because a week earlier I had gotten a building permit to put up a house on my land, which was planned to be built on the exact spot where that barrel was. The foundation diggers would have uncovered it, had they gotten a chance to start the foundation. The bodies are estimated to have been buried sometime in the 1920s era. It is believed the white haired man was dumping the trash/garbage on my land in an attempt to thwart any ability for the bodies in the oil barrel to be discovered.

  • * Since 2001, I have rebuilt 5 houses on my land, 1 for the bomb, the rest for that exact same back hoe. That back hoe has driven over 140+ houses in my town, with the driver yelling out the window that "Maine is 99.8% white and I'm gonna make it 100% white if it's the last thing I do!"

  • * We are fast on the 7th anniversary of the murder of my children. Ages 4 to 16. Ten of them - beheaded by 14 police officers, April 10, 2015, their heads nailed to my door, while 70+ KKK members cheered them on, in my driveway, while 4 of the police officers held me down with guns on my head. THAT is the reality of being an author who writes diverse characters in Maine. 

  • * November 14, 2013, when I was 8 months pregnant 3 gay-haters (a man - 30sish- and 2 women, in their 60s) armed with metal golf clubs, attacked me from behind while I was at Southern Maine Community College's BugLight Art Studio putting my art supplies in my car. I am legally blind and almost deaf so I neither saw or heard them coming. They murdered my baby, broke my spine, broke my hips, broke my knees, and left me for dead. They were chanting "stop the gaypocalypse, kill or be killed, kill all the gays before they kill us all". I was paralyzed for 5 months, in a wheelchair after that, 18 months relearning to walk... it is now 8 years later and I still have severe limited mobility, walk with a cane.

  • * On April 10, 2015, they showed up at my house with 70+ others, a very large church group, armed with "god hates fags" signs. 14 men Old Orchard Beach Police officer - armed with guns, took cinderblock bricks, and beat me and my children, killing 10 of my 12 foster, the youngest was age 4 the oldest age 16, they cut their heads off and nailed them to my door, again, chanting "stop the gaypocalypse, kill or be killed, kill all the gays before they kill us all". The attackers accused me of being "gay", "transgender", and "transvestite", and used the term "transvestite freak".
  • Let me repeat: I am LGBTQAI+ myself, but I am NOT gay. I am NOT transgender. I am NOT transvestite. I am an asexual, polyamorous cis female. But because I was deemed "gay", I am crippled for the rest of my life and 10 of my children, aged 4 to 16, were brutally murdered, in my driveway, while neighbour watched and did nothing.

  • * Throughout 2007 to 2013, 7 (seven) 18-while crate loader dump trucks drove up into my land, 7 at once, each arriving more than a dozen times, to dump garbage - bagged garbage, from the MERC garbage incinerator plant - on my farm. They left a pile of trash that was 175 feet long, 30 feet wide, and 12 feet tall on my land! The crew of garbage carriers arrived for the final time on June 15, 2015... days after I paid $12,000 to have the garbage removed... they returned with the SAME GARBAGE and tried to put it on my land again. I blocked off the end of my driveway with my motorhome, and have been terrified to move it since, as it is the only thing keeping them from dumping mountains of trash on my land again. The man driving the lead dump truck, was the white haired man with the "gopher gun", he made the claim that he had orders from the town manager of Old Orchard Beach, to dump these loads of thousands of black trash bags full of garbage on my land, and had letter head from the OOB town hall with the town manager's signature on it... but the letter head was blatantly a bad photocopy of a garbage dumping permit that had the original address whited out and my address hand written in. The forgery was laughale a best. When I refused to move the motorhome to let the trucks onto my land, he began threatening with his gun (which his puled out from under the driver's seat) saying "I'll blow your head off with my gopher gun, if you don't move that trailer out of my way. You know what I did to the cats. I'll do it to you too."

What was "uncovered" was 2 mass graves: one a giant oil barrel containing 15 bodies, which was what the white haired man dug up from under my house after driving the backhoe over it. He was trying to remove the bodies before they were found, because a week earlier I had gotten a building permit to put up a house on my land, which was planned to be built on the exact spot where that barrel was. The foundation diggers would have uncovered it, had they gotten a chance to start the foundation. The bodies are estimated to have been buried sometime in the 1920s era. It is believed the white haired man was dumping the trash/garbage on my land in an attempt to thwart any ability for the bodies in the oil barrel to be discovered.


  •  - the cats he was referencing, happened ...

  • * In April 2007, I came home from work, to find 7 dead cats lined up in my driveway, their legs cut off, their heads cut off, their tails cut off, and according to the Pine Point vet who examined the bodies "there was enough poison to kill a great dane in that cat". Over the course on the entire month, this repeated... some days I came home to find gutted cats hanging from rope noses in my rose bushes and pine trees. Some days it was 2 or 3 cats, one day it was 12 cats. In total this animal abusing monster tortured to death via slow poison and mutilation 74 (seventy four) cats that month and left them in various gory display around my yard. The first seven cats were mine, but others belonged to my neighbours, all of them pets of residents on Portland ave,  including the old woman Morrin next door's beloved Tiggiwinks, her cat's gutted body left her in server mental distress for many years following this. June 15, 2015 the white haired man with the gopher gun, bragged that he was the one whom had killed these cats, while threatening to kill me in the same manner as he has killed the cats.

This event with the cats, happened the weekend following this event which also happened April 2007:


  • * In April 2007, the white haired man arrived in my yard with men in "lawyer like" business suits. When he saw that I was home, (my car was parked in back not seeable from the road those days), the white haired man, turned and fled, driving away in a navy blue pick up truck. When men is suits asked who I was and if I knew why he ran away. I told them who I was and said I had no clue who that man was, except that he's been harassing me for years. They asked why I was on his land. I went and got my copy of the deed and showed them that not only do I own the land, but I have stacks of documents from the 1500s, the 1600s, the 1700s, the 1880s, and the 1900s, including the land grant from King George, and more than 4000 years of tax bill receipts, proving I was the land owner. The suit-men became highly agitated and said, the white hair man had claimed to be the owner of my land and they were bank/money lenders, here to go over the blueprints of a condominium that the white haired man was about to build on my land. They had the blueprints with them, it was for a 27 building subdivision condo complex. The documents they had, including plans to clear cut my 400 year old apple orchards, remove all the top soil, and use dynamite to blast the back hill to level the land flat. The men began apologizing profusely and, and said they didn't know what he was trying to pull, but it appeared he was trying to steal my land and they said they wanted no part of what they called "shady developers with shady deals" the men said they were "not loan sharks" and dwelt only with "legit business plans" and promptly left, again apologizing for disturbing me.

It is believed the white haired was planning to "build" a condominium on my lad ON TOP OF the oil barrel to prevent the bodies from ever being found.


  • * On June 26, 2016, the same 2 women whom had attacked me with golf clubs at Southern Maine Community College, arrived again to repeat the incident, this time while I was at Scarborough Walmart leaned over the back seat of my car putting bags of groceries in my car. I am legally blind and almost deaf so yet again I neither saw or heard them coming. This time they attacked with a shopping cart, re-breaking my spine, causing inoperable damage to my spinal column.

  • * In 2017 and again in 2019, they arrived at my dad's High st apartment in Biddeford, both times there were 5 of them armed with baseball bats. During the February 2019 they did $230k in damages to the building, raped 2 women, murdered a 10 year old boy, left 3 elderly men including my dad in critical condition in the hospital, and totaled 3 cars including my Dazzling Razzbury (the volvo with 2.5million marbles glued to it); the apartment building received so much damage that it was condemned leaving 27 families all with small children homeless. This building is near the hospital, because EVERY family in the building had a family member needing extreme medical care, most of these families had small children receiving leukemia treatments. THOSE children were made homeless by this attack by the blond women and her thug group of a red haired women, a bald man, and a white haired man. 

  • * Since the Ku Klux Klan's arrival in Old Orchard Beach, June 2001 - there have been more than 200 other similar attacks on my family at 146 Portland Ave, and on 140+ other families also on Portland ave. JUST ONE STREET, has had more then 1,000 violent attacks, including 50+ murders, in the past 20 years.

These people call themselves Ku Klux Klan and Loyal White Knights, they claim to attend "That Church" (New Life Church) in Biddeford, Maine. Beyond them SAYING they are Ku Klux Klan while they are attacking, we don't know if they have any real affiliation with the REAL KKK organization or not, or if they are just calling themselves that. The blond woman brags to owning a motel in Old Orchard Beach, and makes the claim that she paid the Old Orchard Beach Town Hall and Police Department $6million dollars in order to keep these attacks out of the news.

The blond woman appears to be the ring leader behind all of it. The others always take orders from her. They appear to be scared shitless of her. She addresses the red-haired women as her sister, the bald man as her son (though the bald man acts more like her lover than her son), and she calls the white haired man as her husband. The white haired man is ALWAYS armed with some-kind of old school/antique double-barrel style shotgun/rifle that he called his "gopher gun" - he is responsible for the bullet holes that riddle the front of several houses up and down Portland Ave - he is EXCESSIVELY PARANOID and babbles about various conspiracy theories in between screaming "End the gay-paralyse! Kill or be killed! It's us or the gays! Kill them all before they kill us!". The red-haired woman calls herself "Kendra Silvermander" and frequently carries a tiny about ten pound white poodle/dog - she calls the dog "dragon" and claims it is a "crone's disease service dog". The bald man claims to be a fireman and is the driver of the 4-door white truck responsible for numerous hit&run accidents on the Ross Road, including being the driver seen all the many hours of video footage of the 4-door-white truck attacking my car, my dad's car, and Ben's car, while driving. 

In addition to claiming to be Ku Klux Klan, they have on more than a dozen occasions also made the claim to be Mafia or Boston Mafia, however, we have 100% positive proof that they are NOT Mafia, Boston or otherwise, which leads to the question, are they also not really Ku Klux Klan and are they just claiming to be Mafia one day and Ku Klux Klan the next day, simply to try to use that as a scare tactic?

These attacks are JUST A FEW of the the more then 200 such attacks they have personally done to me since their very first attack, in June 2001, when they showed up for the first time in my yard. The extreme levels of unprecedented viciousness, vindictiveness, and in-human cruelty these people have done, is barbaric, and the fact that the people of this town, specifically the people of Portland Ave, Ross Rd, and Cascade Rd, Old Orchard Beach, Maine, not only turn a blind eye to it, but also, like they did on April 10, 2015 - JOIN THEM, and HELPED THEM, murder my children, is revolting.  And the things I talk of are ONLY the things done personally to me... but I am only ONE of more than 140 families in Old Orchard Beach, who've been terrorized by these fanatical domestic terrorists extremists.

This NEEDS to end. SOME BODY in this fucking town, knows the names of these 4 people, and you NEED to come forward with that information and give it to the FBI, BEFORE THESE MONSTROUS BASTARDS KILL AGAIN. 

The identity of these 4 remains unknown. It is believed they are responsible for EVERY ATTACK on EVERY minority family in both Old Orchard Beach and Scarborough, Maine, and it is believed that others who arrive with them are members of their church congregation. It is these 4 people who are the FBI's primary suspects in the murder of my family and if you know who they are, PLEASE tell the FBI and get these deranged sociopathic criminals in prison where they belong.


UPDATE FEBRUARY 19, 2021: One of the FBI agents investigating the murder of my children has been herself murdered!


It canNOT BE OVERSTATED how incredibly dangerous this blond woman and her thugs are... they have now murdered Lara, one of the primary FBI agents handleing the murder of my family.


In addition to murdering my family, they have now also killed 14 police officers and an FBI agent.


All evidance is pointing to the Cyr Gypsy Clan, one of America's largest heroine drug dealers.


PLEASE TREAD CAREFULLY AROUND THESE PEOPLE!

Yes, the SAME Cyr Gypsy clan that burned down more than 2,000 homes, businesses, and hotels in Old Orchard Beach during The Burning of the White Wave in 1968.


Yes, the same Cyr Gypsy clan who blew up the 142 Portland Ave dome house during the 4 - 5 - 8 shoot out in 1982.


Yes the same Cyr Gypsy Clan involved in the ISIS bombing of the Boston Marathon in 2013.


Yes the same Cyr Gypsy Clan of the Smithwheel Road child prostitution ring raid in 2016.


FBI agent Lara was working with Child Protective Services to get more children out of yet another child prostitution ring, this time one in Florida, and she and several other FBI agents were gunned down by clansmen while rescuing toddlers out of their cages. She is the FBI agent who rescued me and 140 others during the child prostitution ring raid in Old Orchard Beach in 1997. She is the FBI agent who took down Old Orchard Beach Town Manager Jim Thomas and his gang of Saco Ward LDS Priest thugs in 2012.


The Cyr Clan was last known to be headquartered out of Connecticut, Mexico, and Nova Scotia. They are the primary suspects in the beheading murder of my children.

They are several hundred, possibly several thousand members strong, have business holdings and property in nearly every state of the Eastern seaboard. Are known by law eforcment in the midwest, Utah, Colorado, and Whyomin as "The Scottish Traveller Crime Family", in the Greater Boston area white Americans have dubbed them "The Socttish Mafia". Do know that the FBI lists my uncles as "The World's Most Deadly Gypsy Clan" and "America's 3rd Most Dangerous Crime Family."


Do know that there IS a MASSIVE feud going on between the East Coast Gypsy Clans of The Greater Boston Area. I was crowned Queen in 1997, the firstfemale leader of the Scottish Gypsies in over 500 years. The men of the clan were furious that a female now ruled Gypsy law. and 28 of the men, crowned themselves "Gypsy Kings", than broke off the primary clan, forming 28 new smaller clans. The Cyr Clan is one of these sub-branches. Since 2001 they have killed more than 300 rival clansmen in Old Orchard Beach, Saco, Scarbourough, Biddeford, Sanford and surrounding areas. 


In 1997, my first order of business as clan Queen was to disown every member who was involved in drug dealing, moonshine, gun running, and child prostitution. Needless to say, they were pissed. The clan members who remained joined me in helping FBI, state police, and local law enforcment at turning over and arresting dozens of criminals in the clan. Our goal is to restore the reputation of Gypsies, by activly getting rid of every last thug in ourclan and helping the law put them in prison where they belong.


Many of them are polygamist Fundamentalist Mormons, most have 5+ wives and 40+ children. The women and children are often more heavily armed than the men, and are taught from infancy to be willing sacrifices for their husbands/fathers. Do not underestimate how very dangerous my uncles, and most especially their child wives are.


They murdered my children, because one of them, my uncle Paul Martel, was arrested and sent to prison. He was the one who built and sold the Boston Marathon bomb, to ISIS. His wife believed I was the one who turned him in. I was not. Two hours BEFORE, I found the heads of my children nailed to my door, she posted on my FaceBook wall the message: "The next head on a door will be yours." I found out about her husband's arrest and involvement in the Boston Marathon, in June 2016, over a year later. I have no clue who turned her husband over to the FBI, but she's on the warpath to find out and THAT is what this fued is all about.


Commonly mistaken for Muslim because of the way our clans' women dress, and often passing themselves off as "white", "American", or "Scottish" (especially in Old Orchard Beach, where the clan makes up 2,000+ of the town's 3,000 year round residents - including the Macs, the Blows, the Briges, the Townsens, the Murpheys, the ORookes, the McDuffys, the Colliards, the Smiths, the Bryants, the Cyrs, the Dutrumbles, the Smiths, the Lewis, the Morris, the Davis, - EVERYONE with those last names in Old Orchard Beach - NONE of them is either white or Scottish, they are ALL Gypsies passing for either white or Scottish, all 2k+ of them are my 1st, 2nd, and 3rd cousins, aunts, and uncles - yes ALL those last names are ALL ONE FAMILY - they all used to be Googins and Rickers and the families changed their names back in the 1920s when they started working for Honeyfitz smuggling moonshine from Nova Scotia to Boston - yes, Honeyfitz, the REAL "Mafia", they chaned the familiy names when the prohibition shoot outs of Old Orchard Beach started happening).


Many of them get off on calling themselves "Mafia", "Scottish Mafia" or "Boston Mafia" because their daddies, granddaddys and great grand daddies were gun runners, rum runners, moonshiners, drivers, and smugglers for Honey Fitz between 1910 and 1950. The fact remains their their daddies, granddaddy's and great grand daddies were nothing but expendable hire hands and non-name migrant workers hired by the ACTUAL Boston Mafia to do the grunt work. This mean that they are NOT Mafia, Scottish, Boston, or otherwise, no matter how much they make claims that they are. They have ZERO DNA blood relation to Honey Fitz or Pres J.F.Kennedy and therefore they are NOT Mafia. So don't be fooled by their claims of being mafis, as that is nothing but a scare tactic they like to use.


They are NOT Muslim, white, or Scottish and many don't have American citizenship, and are instead illegal aliens from Nova Scotia. The bulk of them are Mormons, some LDS, others FLDS, some Jewish, some Catholic, some Voodoo, some Seventh Day Adventists, some Evangelical and/or Holy Roller Pentecostal Christians, some Huna. The ones who are dangerous, tend to be radical extremist last-day armogedon prepper FLDS (Fundamentalist Latter Day Saints of the Chrch of Jesus Christ aka Mormons).

While they pass themselves off as white and or Scottish, if you can get them to submit to a DNA test, they are actually Hebrew/Persian aka Iraq/Mongolian mix, sometimes also with Kickapoo Native American and Benin Dahomey Black African as well. They are by actual race correctly called The Persian Mountain Jews who descended from the Hebrews who were slaves in Persia in Bible times. They have no blood link to Romani, Romneychelle, or Travellers and are the actual group correctly known as Gypsies aka The Hebrews who lived with the Egyptians (which is what the word Gypsy means).


Throughout 2000s they have been breaking into ATM mahines in every state from Florida to Maine, leaving messages on security cameras, boldly getting their faces in the camera, knowing that because they have no birth certificates, medical records, school records, or social security numbers, that they are virtually untracable. They do not believe in schools or doctors and often gather in front of stores with poster board signs about anti-government conspiracy theories. Several of them are devoted followers of David Icke and preach his "shape shifting alien illuminati" conspiracy theories like it was gospel truth.


More than 400 of them are formor members of Heaven's Gate UFO Murder Suicide Cult and now believing Kolob to be the wrong comet are activly waiting for comet Wormwood instead.


Throughout 2020 they were seen at the Old Orchard Beach Pier, barring entrance to tourists, and attacking anyone who dared wear a mask. They are frequently seen at the college campus in Oreno doing the same. They are anti-vaxxer/masker extremeists and think nothing of beating up masked pregnent women, just to make a point.


At least 26 of them were involved in the January 6, 2021 attack on the capital and the FBI is looking for info on that as well.


If you have ANY information about ANY of this:


FBI Agent Andy Drewer out of the Portland, Maine FBI office is in charge of the case. If you have information about the April 10, 2015 murder of my family or any of the attacks on our home and relatives, give it to him not me. He can be reached @ +1-(207)-774-9322 

FBI Agent Andy Drewer out of the Portland, Maine FBI office is in charge of the case. If you have information about the April 10, 2015 murder of my family or any of the attacks on our home and relatives, give it to him not me. He can be reached @ +1-(207)-774-9322 

Or you can go to his office and talk to him in person: 1 Middle Street, Portland, Maine - 4th floor FBI. The building across the street from the Portland Police Department, behind the courthouse. The entire 4th floor is the FBI office, you can't miss it.

The bulk of this website is a massive database of how-to articles for anyone looking to write and publish Dark Fantasy & Weird Horror.

Some stuff is indexed. Most stuff isn't. The links below take you to the most popular/most visited pages. Each of them contains more links to more pages. That should get you started.

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Update's on the condition of Kenneth Ricker Allen

The KuKluxKlan attack on our 144 Portland Ave home,  on May 9, 2006, put him in a coma, his condition has been touch and go ever since. Sometimes able to get out of bed for a few hours and other times not.

As of August 2021, his condition has gotten far worse, and he is now considered "critical".

For those who don't know: My father is Kenneth Ricker Allen:

He worked for the Old Orchard Beach Fire Department throughout the 1950s through to the 1980s, also working for the OOB Police Department and as well as for Marcotte Motors in that same time period.

He was one of Old Orchard Beach's first firemen as well as being one of the firemen on the department for the longest amount of years.

Old Orchard Beach Fireman Kenneth Ricker Allen is the son of Helen Ricker Allen, founder of The Old Orchard Beach Fire Department, Lady's Auxiliary.

Helen Ricker Allen was the daughter of George Ricker, Founder of the Town of Old Orchard Beach and founder of Old Orchard Beach's Fire Department and Old orchard Beach's first fire chief. 

My family were the original settlers of Old Orchard Beach, settling the lands at 144, 146, and 148 Portland, in 1530.

We are both the oldest family in New England, and the last family in Maine to be the original founding family, still living on the original settlement land.

August 22, 2021 update: Extreme family emergency is happening... I'll not be online anywhere for at least the rest of the week... recent attack on my family has put family members is the hospital ICU in critical condition.




(UPDATE: Sept 19, 2021 - Due to mass influx of Covid19 patents at Maine Medical Center - the ICU has sent my dad back home, but - he has had heart surgery, he died and was revived twice while at the hospital, and is at home still in critical condition with daily doctor care - I will be online more as he's home and I'm no longer staying at the hospital, and can be online while I care for him here, however his condition is still extremely critical and he was only moved out of the hospital because all 9 of Maine's hospitals are over capacity with Covid19 patents and new rules state all elderly are to be removed from life support and sent home, in order to make room for Covid19 patients)


UPDATE: September 25, 2021

Due to my father having been sent home 2 week earlier than his doctor recommended, in order to make room for "immunity party jackasses", my father has suffered complications from his heart surgery and was taken back to the hospital, this time his doctor sending him to a different hospital, one that hasn't been sending home critically ill ICU elderly to make room for anti-vaxxer bastards.



FBI Agent Andy Drewer out of the Portland, Maine FBI office is in charge of the case. If you have information about the April 10, 2015 murder of my family or any of the attacks on our home and relatives, give it to him not me. He can be reached @ +1-(207)-774-9322 



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