Update: April 16, 2022

Tomorrow is Easter.

Easter, like Christmas, Thanksgiving, and Mother's day is one of the worst days of the year. A day that celebrates children and motherhood. On November 14, 2013, while I was 8 month pregnant, and putting bags on the back seat of my car, three still unidentified attackers, brought golf clubs down on my back, breaking my spine and murdering my baby. I am legally blind and almost deaf, so I neither heard nor saw them coming. I read lips, so you must be facing me for me to hear you. Bring legally blind, you also must be less than 3 feet in front of me for me to see your lips, to know you are talking. Because of this it was very easy for them to sneak up behind me while I leaned into my car, putting bags on the seat.

They broke 3 vertebrae in my spine, the shattered bones severing my spinal column, permanently damaging many nerves. Because of this nerve damage I have limited use of my left arm and hand, difficulty breathing, my bladder and intestines no longer function properly requiring adult diapers, massive tremors in both hands prevent me from being able to do basic things like brush my hair or hold a spoon to eat. These are just things from the nerve damage. 

Additionally they broke my pelvis, my hips, and my knees.

I was paralyzed for 5 months. It took me 18 months to relearn to walk. Today I can walk on a very limited basis, aided by a cane, but every step is seeking pain, like lightning bolts going through my leg, across my pelvis and up my spine.

Because of this I was bedridden from 2013 to 2015. And all of that time I had no use of my hands, so I was not online either. And thus was unaware that during that time, a group of locals set to social media to build up massive slanderous rumors about me. They created a huge fairy tale meme of me being an Erotica author, a porn star, a transvestite, a male to female transgender, gay, and an alien abductee. I am none of those things but they spent 3 years, on hundreds of accounts on Facebook and Twitter, many of them fake "Eelkat" accounts where they were pretending to be me, building up this massive slanderous web of lies about me, and I had no idea they were doing it, until October 2021, 9 years after they started doing it.

April 10, 2015 a group of 74 locals, many of them wearing ku klux klan white hooded robes, arrived at my farm. 14 of them held me, Ben, my mother, and one of my 3 younger brothers down on the ice and snow while holding guns to our heads, while the others used cinder block bricks and a metal pole device with wire loops on the end, to beat and behead, 10 of my 12 foster children, then nail their heads to my door. The youngest was 4 years old. The oldest was 16 years old. They chanted "too gay for the family friendly town of old Orchard Beach" while accusing me, my pink Volvo, my pink motor home, and Ben of being gay, transgender, transvestite, and citing that guys were not allowed in Maine.

THIS is what gay haters in Maine do to people they THINK, might maybe, be gay, even though they are not.

No man, woman or child is safe in Maine, so long as these murders walk free. They will kill anything they determine to be gay, even if it is not, as can be seen my the murder of my children.

They also had hundreds of paperback copies of my books, burning them in a huge bonfire on my lawn while calling them gay Erotica and calling mean Erotica author and porn star. (I'm an author, I write a travel blog style series about a homeless man who backpacks his way across Maine, there is no sex in the series. I'm a Mormon, I've never written a sex scene.)

My family was murdered and I am crippled for the rest of my life, because of this group who has been slandering me on social media. But, at the time of these two attacks (November 14, 2013 and April 10,2015) me and my family were unaware of these slanderous rumors the locals of Old Orchard Beach and Biddeford, Maine were spreading not only on Facebook and Twitter, but by word of mouth around town as well.

May 2021, I started walking around town again, for the first time since being paralyzed 9 years ago on November 14, 2013, and it quickly became apparent something was seriously wrong with the locals.

I was unable to walk my dog on Main Street, Bradbury Street, Harvey Street, or Cutts Street Biddeford, where I have lived since becoming paralyzed, but not before gone outside, because of being paralyzed and bedridden and unable to walk until now…

I was unable to walk my dog on Main Street, Bradbury Street, Harvey Street, or Cutts Street Biddeford without being attacked, pushed off the sidewalk by random strangers running up to me and grabbing my cane and using it to push me in the road in front of cars while accusing me of being gay, transgender, or transvestite. Screaming "transvestite freak" while throwing rocks at me. Group of women joggers stopping to surround me and harass me while saying guys aren't allowed on their street. 

October 2021, my Volvo returned to my driveway after 3 years of being completely rebuilt, after the February 2019 attack on it with baseball bats completely destroyed it. Within 5 minutes of starting to repaint it, 2 men showed up in my driveway yelling about aliens and demons and Etoile and because of this I stopped painting fish on the door, painted over the fish and painted a portrait of Etiole instead. 

November 19, 2021 the red haired American woman from the 2016 High Street attack on my navy blue pick up truck, showed up on the porch here on Main Street. 

The location is 409 Main Street, the big white farmhouse Victorian on the 3way corner of Harvey Lane and Cutts street, right at the train tracks. It has 2 driveways one on Main Street and one on Harvey. There are multiple porches. It's the porch on the Main street side, that goes up the driveway alongside the abortive cedar tree hedge, where I park my painted Volvo. That porch is the one this woman shows up on. 

It's an elderly couple and mother in law who live there at that porch.  When they leave for work, this woman shows up when they are not home and stands on the porch bellowing like a fog horn screaming death threats at me, yelling crazy demon and alien slander about Etiole, making the claim of putting a bomb in the tail pipe of my car, screaming about suicide demons and evil eye curses, and yelling about someone named Todd Murphy (I don't know who that is, I get the impression he's a relative or boyfriend or ex of hers or something, but I don't any one by that name, so I don't know who he is. I don't know who she is either.) She looks to be maybe 30s to 40s aged. 

She was here again yesterday. She was bragging that she got a fight started with my mother and the Atwaters on Facebook, laughing about how easy it is to get my mother and her ex fighting and the old woman was giving her hell and telling her to get off the Atwaters Facebook and leave them alone. 

This happened less then an hour after my mother made the claim that a woman of the same short haired blond description, assaulted her and my father at an ATM machine, the blond woman claiming to my mother to be my father's girlfriend, my father claiming he never saw her before. 

All this happened on April 10, 2022, the 7 year anniversary of the murder of my foster children, and the blond woman who was here in my driveway after the ATM attack was bragging the anniversary is why she is instigating the fighting between my parents. 

I did not see the ATM attack, so, I do not know what happened other then what my mother and father are saying. 

I did however see her here in my driveway.

She does not live here. She's shows up in a silver pick-up truck driven by a small skinny blonde man. No one here at this building knows who she is.

There is another blonde woman, older sometimes with her. I do recognize the older woman. She's one of the November 14, 2013 golf club attackers. The one the others who were with her called "Claire". She looks to be in her 60s. Usually wears a blue denim button down man's worksheet as a coat. She sometimes drives a gold Volvo suv around 2004vintage, sometimes a silver Subaru suv, sometimes a mega sized white Nissan 4 door white pick-up truck, and sometimes a pine dark green pick up truck. She frequently has another older woman with her, who calls herself "Kendra" and has very, very long natural red curly hair, sometimes she wears big Janis Joplin glasses and sometimes cyberpunk cyclops lime green glasses, she frequently carries a small white poodle dog. The dog is often wearing either a purple dragon or a black skeleton costume. These 2 older women and a younger bald man are the 2013 golf club attackers who murdered my baby. This new younger blond woman and the 5 who are often with her, appear to be their relatives. The FBI believes they are part of a drug gang from Connecticut that call themselves "The Cyr Clan". According to the FBI the Cyr Clan was a gang that my uncle Bruce was involved with back in the 1960s in Boston before I was born. The FBI believes Bruce pissed them off in the early 2000s and that's what brought them up here to Maine.

The FBI believes they were after either one of Bruce's daughters or one of Bruce's sisters with both the November 2013 and April 2015 attacks.

One of Bruce's daughters also lives on Portland Ave in Old Orchard Beach and she also has a pink motor home. So there are TWO pink motor homes on the same street. This particular daughter of Bruce IS in fact a porn star. She's a pole dancer for a top less bar.

In 2016, there was another large scale attack, near duplicate to the April 10, 2015 attack. I never talk about it because it didn't happen to me. It happened to Bruce's daughter across the street from me. The attack on her family was bigger, bolder, and bloodier, than the attack on my family the previous year.

In 2017, a third similar attack happened in Biddeford to one of Bruce's sisters. Again I don't talk about it because it didn't happen to me.

Like I've said before there is A LOT MORE going on, then what you hear me talking about. I don't talk about what has happened to several of my cousins and their families both the Atwater cousins and the Murphey cousins- because it is not my place to do so. That's why you ONLY hear me talking about what directly happened to me personally and never mentioning the rest.

And I've not said everything that happened to me. A lot more has happened to me then you hear about because the FBI has specifically requested I don't talk about specific aspects of what happened to me and my children, because a lot was never released to the public, because they want to see who knows what. Certain things no one in the public should know about and knowing those things marks you as involved. This new young blonde woman KNOWS several of those things that were not released to the public and yells those things. Which means she is VERY INVOLVED with the murder of my children. 

Like I said until summer and fall of 2021 when started walking again for the first time in 9 years, I was unaware of the local gossip that was falsely accusing me of being gay, falsely accusing me of being transgender, falsely accusing me of being transvestite, falsely accusing me of being a porn star, falsely accusing me of being an Erotica author, or falsely accusing me of being an alien abduttee. 

I have lived here since 1975. You people know me. You people knew my murdered children. You people know I'm a cis female. You people know I'm not gay. I have published 138 novels and more then 2,000 short stories since 1978, and I  have sold 27k copies of every one of them to you people who come to my house and buy them in person, so you've read my books and know they are not Erotica. You people know I've been a devoted orthodox LDS Mormon my whole life, and that I've been with Ben for 37 years, so you know I'm not a porn star. 

What is wrong with you people? My family was murdered and I have spent 9 years recovering from medical hell, and I go outside for the first time in 9 years and find you people who know me have all devolved into gay hating, sex spewing, gibberish slandering gossips spreading vile, evil, malicious rumors and lies that you yourselves know to be untrue?

No wonder not a single one of you have helped my family through any of this. No wonder not a one of you ever once visited me at the hospital or my home after I got out of the hospital and couldn't go outside because I couldn't walk. 

You don't see me for 9 years because I'm bedridden and you're all to cold hearted to stop by and check in on me, and you spend that 9 years spinning wild, crazy transphobic, gay hating, sex filled lies about me?

What is wrong with you people?

You all let some stranger, who very likely IS the murderer, convince you of crazy ass slandering lies, that you people know to be untrue. 

You all ought to be ashamed of yourselves. 

Every resident of Old Orchard Beach and Biddeford, Maine,  you all ought to be ashamed of what you have spent the last 9 years doing.

This new younger blonde woman, she's the one who keeps saying my car has a suicide demon in it and yelling about Todd, saying my car caused him to die.

I don't know who she is, but she's the same one who used to show up at 27 High st, also Biddeford and scream "nasty bitch" at me and acuse me of being an Erotica author and porn star. (Which she did during several Witcher 3 livestreams on Twitch, you can see her doing it if you go back and watch my VOD). I am neither an Erotica author or a Porn star, and she had throughout 2016 to 2019 arrived at High st with 5 others, one a blond man with a silver pick-up truck, one a black man with a yellow Mitsubishi with new York plates, one a very obese woman with blond Shirley Temple sausage curls, and the other two hooded men with a navy blue Buick sedan. If you remember the Christmas Eve 2016 livestream when the gang attacked my high st apartment and screaming "transvestite freak" that's them. This that same woman who also slanders me by calling me transvestite and transgender, which I am neither. I am a cis female, I've had 7 miscarriages, and the 1 baby that made it full term was murdered November 14, 2013 by 3 people with golf clubs, who are suspected to be, these same people. 

One day when I went downstairs to get the mail on high st, a mailbox that was in the lobby and you had to go through 2 sets of doors and foyers to get to, she had her hand in the mailbox and when I came out the door she yelled "I wasn't stealing your mail" threw our mail on the ground and ran off.

She knows the Martals, (Aunt Barbara ex, uncle Paul Martal,  the one in prison for building the Boston Marathon bomb in 2013, Mike's father, those Martals) she was staying with them for a few months in 2016. Is somehow connected to Barbara (the one who wrote all those emails in 1997 pretending to be me, when I did not yet have email or internet or a computer at the time, and I had not yet heard of email and didn't even know what email was, back when Barbara wrote all those alien abduction emails about Etiole and pretending I wrote them.)

She has short straight blond hair and sometimes dyes it dark red or purple. I know she follows both me and my mom and most of the Atwaters and my 3 younger brothers (though not my 2 older brothers as the oldest is in prison and the 2nd oldest is dead) on Facebook because she keeps saying that "I read on Facebook…" when she's in my driveway.

She shows up at Walmart to yell at me sometimes, and sometimes shows up while I'm walking Mickey. She talks about Etiole and White Monkey a lot when yelling, which is strange because that's stuff Brucie and Daddy used to write in their letters to Bishop Morgan back in Cape Elizabeth in 1990s. 

I'm not the one who calls him Etiole that's always been Bruce and Barbara who did that. I know his real name and use his real name.. They don't know his real name. And my father is only one who uses the term White Monkey. The white monkey was Helen Pearlys pet back in 1970s, it had nothing to do with Etoile, I don't know why he keeps saying it does.. My father is the only one who ever makes that connection. I've never called Etiole a demon or alien, again that has always been my father, Barbara and Brucie who said the alien and demon stuff. I don't believe in aliens or demons, but they do. (Etiole if you don't know is a local elderly homeless man who has backpacked around New England since 1953, and since 1978 I let him camp on my farm in Old Orchard Beach when he's in the area. He's covered with scars from WW2 and they call him an alien and demon because of his scars. They refuse to believe he is a human, which just goes to show how absolutely stupid they are.)

In November an elderly man came over and started asking me why I was emailing him about Etiole and I'm not, I don't use email. He said he was getting over 300 emails a day about Etiole all claiming to be from me. He said there are hundreds of email addresses getting copies of this email. You remember when Barbara and Brucie used to send emails back in 1997 claiming they were from me but we didn't have computer or internet back then? I think it might be Barbara sending those emails again like she did back then. I can't think of who else could be doing it.

This sometimes blond, sometimes red hair, sometimes purple hair woman, also mentions these emails when she is in my driveway yelling at my Volvo at 409 Main street. 

FBI agent Andy Drewer has found and shut down, so far 27 Facebook accounts, all pretending to be me. He said all of them were owed by Brucie. These fake "Eelkat" accounts appear to be the source of a lot of what this blond woman says and is suspected that she may be one of the people behind writing them.

Keep in mind, Brucie is dead. He may have started those Facebook accounts, but he ain't the one writing them. He died 3years ago.

Mervin Bruce Atwater died from Covid19 on November 24, 2019.

The fact remains you ARE impeding an FBI investigation into the murder of my family, and only someone involved would have any reason to do that. ONLY someone connected to the murderer would have a motive to try to stop the FBIs investigation. That makes you an accessory to murder. You make yourself look VERY GUILTY of being involved every time you spread slanders about me, my car, or Etiole. 

Do consider that the source of your slander in all likelihood is the murderer, please tell FBI Agent Andy Drewer at 207-774-9322 at the Portland FBI office on Middle street, the name of the person who is telling you to slander me.

And now tomorrow is Easter. 

A day when mothers take their children on Easter egg hunts.

My children are dead.

My children were murdered. 

And you people have spent the last 9 years making fun of that.

Think about THAT tomorrow when you are out on Easter egg hunts with your babies.

Think about how YOU would feel if it was YOU. How would YOU feel if it had been your baby who was murdered and this entire town was spreading bullying slanderous lies about YOU.

If you know who this blond woman is, please tell FBI Agent Andy Drewer at 207-774-9322 at the Portland FBI office on Middle street. She is wanted for questioning about her connection to the November 14, 2013 murder of my baby and attempted murder of me, and the April 10, 2015 murder of my foster children and the September 26, 2016 hit and run attack on my car and the February 2019 vandalism to 27 High st apartment building, and the November 2021 attack on my Volvo and the March 10, 2022 attack on my Volvo and the April 10, 2022 ATM attack on my parents. 



Update April 11, 2022: Do you know who this woman is?

This woman that my mother is talking about, have any of you ever seen her? Does anyone know who she is?

It isn't that woman who keeps coming on the porch and yelling at my car is it? Do any of you know who the woman attacking my car is?

The location is 409 Main Street, the big white farmhouse Victorian on the 3way corner of Harvey Lane and Cutts street, right at the train tracks. It has 2 driveways one on Main Street and one on Harvey. There are multiple porches. It's the porch on the Main street side, that goes up the driveway alongside the abortive cedar tree hedge, where I park my painted Volvo. That porch is the one this woman shows up on. 

It's an elderly couple and mother in law who live there at that porch.  When they leave for work, this woman shows up when they are not home and stands on the porch bellowing like a fog horn screaming death threats at me, yelling crazy demon and alien slander about Etiole, making the claim of putting a bomb in the tail pipe of my car, screaming about suicide demons and evil eye curses, and yelling about someone named Todd Murphy (I don't know who that is, I get the impression he's a relative or boyfriend or ex of hers or something, but I don't any one by that name, so I don't know who he is. I don't know who she is either.) She looks to be maybe 30s to 40s aged. 

She was here again yesterday. She was bragging that she got a fight started with my mother and the Atwaters on Facebook, laughing about how easy it is to get my mother and her ex fighting and the old woman was giving her hell and telling her to get off the Atwaters Facebook and leave them alone. 

This happened less then an hour after my mother made the claim that a woman of the same short haired blond description, assaulted her and my father at an ATM machine, the blond woman claiming to my mother to be my father's girlfriend, my father claiming he never saw her before. 

All this happened on April 10, 2022, the 7 year anniversary of the murder of my foster children, and the blond woman who was here in my driveway after the ATM attack was bragging the anniversary is why she is instigating the fighting between my parents. 

I did not see the ATM attack, so, I do not know what happened other then what my mother and father are saying. 

I did however see her here in my driveway.

She's the one who keeps saying my car has a suicide demon in it and yelling about Todd, saying my car caused him to die.

I don't know who she is, but she's the same one who used to show up at 27 High st, also Biddeford and scream "nasty bitch" at me and accuses me of being an Erotica author and porn star. (Which she did during several Witcher 3 livestreams on Twitch, you can see her doing it if you go back and watch my VOD). I am neither an Erotica author or a Porn star, and she had throughout 2016 to 2019 arrived at High st with 5 others, one a blond man with a silver pick-up truck, one a black man with a yellow Mitsubishi with new York plates, one a very obese woman with blond Shirley Temple sausage curls, and the other two hooded men with a navy blue Buick sedan. If you remember the Christmas Eve 2016 livestream when the gang attacked my high st apartment and screaming "transvestite freak" that's them. This that same woman who also slanders me by calling me transvestite and transgender, which I am neither. I am a cis female, I've had 7 miscarriages, and the 1 baby that made it full term was murdered November 14, 2013 by 3 people with golf clubs, who are suspected to be, these same people. 

One day when I went downstairs to get the mail on high st, a mailbox that was in the lobby and you had to go through 2 sets of doors and foyers to get to, she had her hand in the mailbox and when I came out the door she yelled "I wasn't stealing your mail" threw our mail on the ground and ran off.

She knows the Martals, (Barbara ex, uncle Paul Martal,  the one in prison for building the Boston Marathon bomb in 2013, Mike's father, those Martals) she was staying with them for a few months in 2016. Is somehow connected to Barbara (the one who wrote all those emails in 1997 pretending to be me, when I did not yet have email or internet or a computer at the time, and I had not yet heard of email and didn't even know what email was, back when Barbara wrote all those alien abduction emails about Etiole and pretending I wrote them.)

She has short straight blond hair and sometimes dyes it dark red or purple. I know she follows both me and my mom and most of the Atwaters and my 3 younger brothers (though not my 2 older brothers as the oldest is in prison and the 2nd oldest is dead) on Facebook because she keeps saying that "I read on Facebook…" when she's in my driveway.

She shows up at Walmart to yell at me sometimes, and sometimes shows up while I'm walking Mickey. She talks about Etiole and White Monkey a lot when yelling, which is strange because that's stuff Brucie and Daddy used to write in their letters to Bishop Morgan back in Cape Elizabeth in 1990s. 

I'm not the one who calls him Etiole that's always been Bruce and Barbara who did that. I know his real name and use his real name.. They don't know his real name. And my father is only one who uses the term White Monkey. The white monkey was Helen Pearlys pet back in 1970s, it had nothing to do with Etoile, I don't know why he keeps saying it does.. My father is the only one who ever makes that connection. I've never called Etiole a demon or alien, again that has always been my father, Barbara and Brucie who said the alien and demon stuff. I don't believe in aliens or demons, but they do.

(Etiole if you don't know is a local elderly homeless man who has backpacked around New England since 1953, and since 1978 I let him camp on my farm in Old Orchard Beach when he's in the area. He's covered with scars from WW2 and they call him an alien and demon because of his scars. They refuse to believe he is a human, which just goes to show how absolutely stupid they are.)

In November an elderly man came over and started asking me why I was emailing him about Etiole and I'm not, I don't use email. He said he was getting over 300 emails a day about Etiole all claiming to be from me. He said there are hundreds of email addresses getting copies of this email. You remember when Barbara and Brucie used to send emails back in 1997 claiming they were from me but we didn't have computer or internet back then? I think it might be Barbara sending those emails again like she did back then. I can't think of who else could be doing it.

This sometimes blond, sometimes red hair, sometimes purple hair woman, also mentions these emails when she is in my driveway yelling at my Volvo at 409 Main street. 

FBI agent Andy Drewer has found and shut down, so far 27 Facebook accounts, all pretending to be me. He said all of them were owed by Brucie. These fake "Eelkat" accounts appear to be the source of a lot of what this blond woman says and is suspected that she may be one of the people behind writing them.

Due to the incident yesterday it is now also believed that she is the mystery blond woman who pretends to be my father's girlfriend and harassed my mother for no reason other then to get a laugh on watching my mother fight with my father (something they do quite violently in public places, in stores, just everywhere.)

If you know who this blond woman is, please tell FBI Agent Andy Drewer at 207-774-9322 at the Portland FBI office on Middle street. She is wanted for questioning about her connection to the November 14, 2013 murder of my baby and attempted murder of me, and the April 10, 2015 murder of my foster children and the September 26, 2016 hit and run attack on my car and the February 2019 vandalism to 27 High st apartment building, and the November 2021 attack on my Volvo and the March 10, 2022 attack on my Volvo and the April 10, 2022 ATM attack on my parents. 



Update: April 10, 2022, big violent attack, as police and FBI expected.

Today is the 7th anniversary of the murder of my family. Remember I said to watch who does what today?... My father just beat the hell out of my mother, tried to kill her. She is right now refusing to call the police. My mother claims she caught my father with a girlfriend he's had for several years now. But near as I can tell, all he did was stop to tell some random stranger how to use the ATM machine. Note, they got divorced in 1994, my mother left my father for another man, left the other man for another man after that, and left the next man for Wayne. She's been with 2 other men (possibly more) since Wayne. She has not been a part of my father's life for 30 years, but feels the need to control his life and harass him on extreme violent levels. If he does have a girlfriend, so what? She left him 30 years ago.

Wayne died during the cat court case, the 2nd one, when he sued my mother for stealing his cats and putting them in my motorhome. Wayne's father, 8 of his cats, and then Wayne himself each died a few weeks apart all from rat poison. Wayne's daughter sued my mother claiming my mother put rat poison in their food.

The fbi believes my mother did kill Wayne and his cats and believes that's why she put his cats in my motorhome. Fbi believes my mother was one who called police April 10, 2015, expecting them to arrest me, take the motorhome, and return the cats to her. She did not expect police to take cats. All the harassment and vandalism of my mom's cars is believed by fbi to be Wayne's daughter friends and relatives and family.

My family, my children were murdered in 2 attacks, one on November 14, 2013 and one on April 10, 2015, both attacks are believed by the FBI to have been attacks that were intended on my mother and the people hired mixed me and her up.

April 10, is my mother's father's birthday by the way, David Henry Atwater, it's WHY she does everything she does, all her wild crazy vandalisms to people on April 10 every year since the 1950s.


April 6, 2022 update, as the attacks on my family and property continue and now more people are in the hospital

Daddy has sepsis and they keeping him in hospital for a few days.

Sepsis is very bad.

That's what I had.

You can die a few hours after it sets in if not treated.

When I was in the hospital in 2014.

That's why I was in the hospital.

I had surgery for it in march 2015.

That was the surgery on my arm.

Sepsis was in a major artery in left arm to heart. 

Side effect from when I was in hospital November 2013 when I was in wheelchair and February 2014 when I was on crutches relearning how to walk. Doctors was focused on my hip and not my spine. They didn't find the source of infection until until the mri in June 2016. 

Sepsis is why I can't walk without cane and why my lungs are messed up and why I have tremors and can't use my hands good anymore. Sepsis infection was so back it damaged my nerves. I was scheduled for spinal column surgery September 2016, they sent me to a neurosurgeon who was supposed to be top brain surgeon in New England and he did more mri and then canceled surgery because damage to my vertebrae (from golf club attack November 2013, which is what caused all of this, including the Sepsis and is the attack that brought the fbi here they think Mark wife did it but college had no security cameras at the bug light parking lot, they investigating Mark family, Barbara family,  and Brucie family. Charges of murdering my baby and attempted murder of me) is so bad. Shattered vertebrae bone fragments are severed into my spinal column nerve bundle at the sacroiliac joint where the hip and pelvis connect to spine. Neurosurgeon said he can't operate because of how nerve damage is, said if he removed bone fragments I would be paralyzed from neck down. But that is also when the source of Sepsis infection was found to be in my spine and not my hip, and that is when it finally went away because they were able to target the correct place to fix the infection.

Mark’s wife is the #1 suspect the FBI is watching, because, according to the FBI, this mysterious Mark guy, whom I have never met, never heard of prior to this, have never talked to, and have never seen, so I have no clue who he or his wife are… according to the FBI, he is friends with my mother, but only via her FaceBook account, where she hired him to put in a septic system, then gave him MY address in Old Orchard, while making the claim that SHE owned both MY land and MY motorhome, and when he asked for a picture of her so he would know who she was, she gave him a picture of ME, not herself.

According to FBI agent Andy Drewer THIS is the reason why the backhoe was driven over my house August 8, 2013 and why the golf club attackers attacked me on November 14, 2013.

According to the FBI, my mother was trying to get my land so she could sell it to use the money for a down payment on a house in Kennebunk and she used this Mark guy as her pawn to do it, by fighting with him on social media using “fake EelKat” accounts to convince him that he was dealing with me, even though I had never heard of him before.

According to the FBI, my mother started sending his family death threats, in the same way she is currently sending Todd Murphey’s family death threats, and that this is why Mark’s wife attacked with the golf clubs, murdering my baby and crippling my spine. According to the FBI, Mark’s wife thought she was attacking my mother and was unaware that both my mother, her sister Barbara, and her brother Bruce’s wife Doris were all impersonating me, using 27 different “fake EelKat” FaceBook accounts to scam Mark’s family about a septic system.

This was confirmed by the Old Orchard Beach police in October 2016, when Mark attacked my mother in person and was arrested by OOB police, that day. He made the claim, that she, my mother, was me, but the officers in question, Robin and Will, both know me and my mother and informed Mark that this was not me that he was fighting with, it was my mother, to which he said this was the woman he had been dealing with since June 2001 who had called herself EelKat in every correspondence. The police showed Mark pictures of me and he said he had never seen me before and had no clue who I was.

This event October 2016, is when both the police and FBI started expanding their investigation, now looking for people who were friends of my mother, her sister Barbara, and her brother Bruce, and that is when they found the identity of long time stalker and bomb builder Kendra Silvermander who turned out to be a FaceBook friend of all 3 of them.

After Mark’s gang found out October 2016 that I was NOT the person they had been fighting with online, but rather it had been my mother impersonating me, the attacks on my family stopped but the attacks on my mother’s family started February 2017 when a road grader drove 75 feet up her driveway and flattened her car. Since then this event was repeated with 3 more cars.

In August 2021, My mother and her sister began impersonating me on FaceBook and with emails, yet again, and as they had done in the past, used my friend Etiole to do it. Once again, calling him a demon and an alien and a cryptid, and once again pretending to be me, they wrote a lot of emails and started mass spam sending them to every Maine email address they could find, at a rate of sending them to several thousand people a day.

I found out about this in November 2021, after Etiole was shot, gunned down by 6 people at Rotary Park in Biddeford, Maine on November 21, 2021, by people who claimed to be from Scarborough, Maine and claimed to be the mother and in laws of some guy named Todd Murphey.

I still have no clue who Todd Murphey is, but apparently he used to work with my mother and commit suicide recently and my mother and her sister took advantage of his suicide to yet again pretend to be me, and this time, calling Etiole a suicide demon, started harassing this Todd guy’s ex wife, son, and mother on FaceBook and via emails while pretending to be me. Which caused these people to show up at my 409 Main Street/Harvey/Cutts street Biddeford apartment to vandalize my car and cut all the wires off the apartment building, not once, but twice: on Thanksgiving day 2021 and again on March 10, 2022, because these friends and family of this Todd guy are 100% convinced the nut they are dealing with on FaceBook is me, when in fact, the one they are dealing with is no me, but rather my mother yet again pretending to be me.

This is also what led to the December 2021 and January 2022 FBI raids in the Cutts Street are of Biddeford, just a few weeks ago, which led to the arrests of 8 people.

Back to sepsis…

On December 24, 2021, my mother arrived here at 409 Main street and stole my father’s 14 medications that he takes for his triple by pass, his kidney dialysis, his diabetes… and then, she took him in her car, drove to his doctor, and told his doctor, he’s not allowed to have medicine, because he has to do what she says.

He has not taken his medicine since December 24, 2021, it is today April 6, 2022, and he is struggling to stay alive.

All of this is because she is hell bent on a house in Kennebunk and doesn’t give a shit that she has caused my baby to be murdered November 14, 2013, my foster children to be murdered April 10, 2015, me to be going through a decade long medical nightmare after being crippled November 14, 2013, 5 of my cars to be destroyed including The real Cristine The World’s Most Haunted Car that Stephen King based his Cristine off of, my house -the one that was in the Thinner movie- to be driven over by a back hoe, and now my father dying in the hospital.

Death and destruction at every turn, and she doesn’t give a shit because, as she puts it: “What are we going to do about Wendy? She can’t keep that land, I need a house in Kennebunk!”

Her obsession with getting a house is utter ludicrous insanity, that needs to be stopped before anyone else dies at the hands of her fucking retarded FaceBook friends who blinding attack, vandalize, and beat up anyone and everyone on her command.

I am so fed up with her blind devotion to a fairy tale house she thinks she has to have, at the expense of the lives of everyone around her.



March 30, 2022, update on yet another attack on my family and land

Police take notice. 


Scam artists have been bringing real estate agents onto my property in attempt to illegally sell my land. They have no right or permission to be here. My land is NOT for sale. If you see them doing it, please arrest them.

These are the Scottish Travellers. They arrive here every summer, harassing my family for four decades now. They are the same ones who drove a backhoe over my house August 8, 2013. The same ones who crippled me and murdered my baby November 14, 2013 with golf clubs, leaveing me paralized with a broken spine ever since. I am cripled with a shattered spinal column since the golf club attack and am bedridden weeks to a time unable to sit up or get out of bed. I have rebuilt my house 5 times in the past 9 years, and their attempts to steal my land and sell it have been barbaric and violent, and icluded a bomb that blew up my house October 18, 2006, and most of my family is now dead, murdered at their hands. These are the same people who cut my 1964 Dodge 330 in half May 10, 2010. They arrived back here September 19, 2020 and illegally cut down most of the trees across my lawn, and arrived again November 19, 2021 and for the last 20 years they arrive every summer with a green dump truck and dump garbage on my lawn. In 2014 they left a pile of garbage 175 feet long, 30 feet wide and 12 feet tall and it cost me $12,000 to have it removed. I am crippled and elderly and there is no one to help me against their harassment.

There should NEVER be anyone other than me EelKat Wendy C Allen (with the painted Volvo) or my partner Benjamin Wildes (with the blue Honda) in my yard at 146 Portland Ave, Old Orchard Beach, Maine, where the ink motorhome is parked. If you see ANYONE ELSE or any other car in my yard, please call the police immediately. There is no one else who has permission to be on my land.

My land is NOT for sale, if you see real estate agents, please inform them they are being scammed and the people trying to sell my land are NOT the legal land owners.

The FBI are on the look out for them as are the local police. If you see them in my yard, please notify both the Old Orchard Beach Police Department at 207-934-4911 and FBI Agent Andy Drewer at 207-774-9322 at the Portland FBI office on Middle street.





March 10, 2022 update on the most recent vandalism of my car

This is a copy of the letter that has been forwarded to the police departments involved. For this online edition some parts have been removed (so if you get to a place that seems like the topic changed abruptly, that is why) and the names are removed from the online version, but the version the police have, includes all the full names and contact info of all the people in question. And for those who have asked: yes, the police and FBI have talked to Etiole, they are fully aware of him, his health, his homelessness, etc.

Dear Sirs,

I feel I need to tell you what has been happening as it has gotten very much out of control the past few weeks. It's been slowly escalating for a few years and, if you look at my police record for both Old Orchard Beach and Biddeford, you will see dozens of reports for vandalism of my 1992 Volvo 240 (the painted one) at now 3 apartments in Biddeford, and vandalism of my land in Old Orchard Beach. In the past 6 months, a hyper escalation started with has become very out of control the past couple of weeks.

Last night, my car was vandalized again.  

As these events are taking place in both Old Orchard Beach and Biddeford, I'm giving this same letter to both departments, so events from both towns are listed.

I am Wendy Christine Allen of 146 Portland Ave Old Orchard Beach, Maine and 409 Main Street apartment 101 Biddeford, Maine.

There appears to be someone fairly local impersonating me online, and is raising hell with a lot of local people, inciting them to do very violent physical attacks on me, my Biddeford apartment, my Old Orchard land, and my car.

It's reached the point where I can not go to the store without having my car towed home, because it gets vandalized so bad while I'm n the store shopping. EVERY TIME I go to the store. I've been at a loss to understand why this is happening. I don't know who these people are or why they are attacking. On Thanksgiving day they cut all the wires off the Biddeford apartment building so we had no internet or heat or anything for a while. There is a "redhaired" woman who shows up on the front porch to cream at my car, every time the family who lives in that apartment goes to work. She stopped a few weeks ago, because the man who lives there fell on the ice, broke his shoulder and has not gone to work since. It appears she knows that family who lives there and does not want them knowing she does this while they are not home.

A few weeks ago an old man walked up to me, asked if I was EelKat and then asked me why I kept emailing him, and I said I don't email anyone cause I don't use email. He said some days he gets over 300 emails a day from someone claiming to be EelKat.

 

We are Gypsies, and though I've lived in America my whole life, I know very little of American habits and laws or what specifically to do in this situation. We are the Gypsies who were in Stephen King's Thinner movie and my 146 Portland Ave land was one of the filming locations of the movie and, the cars in the opening scenes were our cars, one of which I still have. I mention this, because, there are two Gypsy clans, The Atwaters (Scottish Travellers) and the Cyrs (Irish Travellers) fighting over my land and the fight centres largely around the fact that it was the filming location of Stephen King's the Thinner movie.

I own the land. From the 1940s it was owned by my grandmother Helen Ricker Allen. She left it to me in her will in 1983. Unknown to me, at some point after 1983, the Atwaters had the land illegally transferred into their names -they steal land this way as a full time career and many of them have illegally deed swapped land in all 50 states in America.

In 2014, I found out they are done an illegal deed swap, when an auction group showed up on my land to sell it. Upon discovery I had been living on the land since 1975 and paying taxes on it since 1983, but my name was not on the deed, the auctioneer (and member of the OOB town hall) cancelled the auction and ordered a town hall meeting to review the situation. Upon investigation it was discovered that when the land went from my grandmother to me, my father signed as "joint witness" and then a year later, went back to the town hall to have my name removed from the deed and his put on it, even though he had no legal write to do so. After that, the record shows that every 3 to 5 years, he and my mother swapped names on the deed, sometimes his name, sometimes her name. The land changed ownership names more then 30 times between 1983 and 2013. 

Because I have severe agoraphobia, I had not set foot off of my land since the 1970s. When it came time to pay the taxes, I gave my father the money and he delivered it to the town hall, or so I thought. In 2014, I learned that in spite of my paying my taxes like clockwork, since 2006, the town hall had no record of receiving any money. It is unclear where the money went. On one hand it looks like my father spent the money and never paid the taxes. On the other hand it looks like he sometimes did pay the taxes but instead of going to the tax office he gave the money to Kathy BR in the permits office and she gave the money to a guy called JB who went to prison for embezzling $3million in OOB tax money from the town hall. JB did not work for the town hall, he was a software designers who built the online banking security for the town hall to direct deposit money to the bank, and according to the FBI the money was going to his bank account not the town hall bank account, but he was only found with $30k not $3million. I don't know the full details, I only know this part, because when we tried to find out why my land was being auctioned this is the info we were given.

In any case, at some point my dad stole my land via just walking into the town hall and asking the desk clerk to remove my name from the deed and put his name on it instead. The whole thing was done illegally and without my knowledge or permission.

There were 3 lands originally. 144, 146, and 146a. My father stole all 3 of them. 144 was auctioned off to the Collard family in 2007, even though I was still living there until 2015 without any knowledge of the auction happening. No one informed me. I've since spoken with the Collards and they were unaware of the situation. They actually bought the land legally even though it was stolen land they had bought, they were unaware the land had been stolen. Everything has been straightened out between me and the Collards, they are not part of the current problem.

My mother owns 146a, but she owns it illegally. She claims it's rightfully hers because my father gave it to her, but, he stole it from me via illegally rewriting the deed, so he had no right to give it to her.

In 2014 and 2015, all the court and legal work was done to restore 146 back to me.

The current situation is my parents are in an active attempt to remove my name off the deed again, like they had done back in 1983.

On a daily basis my mother shows up and first words out of her mouth every day is: "What are we going to do about Wendy? She can't keep that land. I need a house in Kennebunk." to my father.  She started doing this in August, originally bragging that she was going to take my land out of retaliation for my refusal to cast death curses on Chris at work. I don't know who "Chris at work" is. It was one of the names on her list of people she wants me to kill via death spell curses. I was live streaming on Twitch the day she came in yelling about "Chris at work" and my need to kill him for her, so a lot of people online heard her saying these things. I'm a YouTube gamer, I have a livestream going almost daily for 12+ hours a day, so when she comes in, #1 it's breaking and entering because I didn't let her in, and #2 she is interrupting my live streams quite regular so I have hundreds of video footage clips of her saying these things and making these threats. The day she and my father cut the cable/internet wires off my apartment building - I have that on livestream footage as well. My father cut the wires off the house while my mother was ordering him to do it. In November 2021 and again 2 days ago March 9, 2022.

They both make the claim I don't need internet, because I am as they put it "being a bad daughter" because I "won't sell your land and give me the money for a down payment, I need a down payment, you are supposed to give me the down payment money for a house, I'm your mother!"'

As for what happened to my car March 9, 2022 - my father, my father vandalized my car and tried to make it look like my brother  did it. My father stuffed the tailpipe full of McDonald's ketchup packets that he stole from the Biddeford McDonald's where my brother works, which is what caused the fuel line to blow up. I could have died. My car is now being repaired again, for the exact same thing I had to have it repaired for in November 2021. My father tried to kill me and make it look like my brother who works at McDonald's did it so my brother would be blamed. Twice. Once in November 2021 and again 2 days ago.

My father did the same thing in November, because of some guy named Todd who I supposedly convinced to kill himself via may painting a "suicide demon" on my car. There is a picture of Etiole on my car, that is what they are calling "a suicide demon"

I don't know who Todd is, but I assume the Biddeford police know as they did spend a week scrapping the thousands of exploded parts of him off all the houses around Cutts st and South st, after he jumped in front of a train November 19, 2021 at 6:27PM. I was walking my dog and saw him, he was gibbering a lot of wild nonsense stuff like: "fibbery-gibbit-beebydi-booop-bop-boop-bop-booop-beeeeeeeep!" I amused he was either very drunk or very high on drugs or both and was attempting to make train sounds while he ran up and down the train tracks. I thought nothing of it, as he did this on a daily basis all summer long, he was a homeless man who lived in the ravine by the train tressal bridge over the river, the one the police kept chasing out of the black grain building turned storage units. There were 4 people on bicycles, driving circles around him bullying him, teasing him, taunting him daily around 3AM every morning. I saw them while I was walking my dog. It appeared to be his girlfriend and her friends based on the stuff she was yelling at him. Stuff like "You run off with that whore will you! WW I showed you! I killed your dog! Hahahahahaha! I killed your cat! Hahahahaha! And you ain't never gonna see your baby again! Hahahahaha!" I know every one says he commit suicide, but I think he was just running to get away from the harassers on the bikes and was too drunk to see the train. That's certainly what it looked like to me.

THAT was not a suicide, not what I saw happen. That was a man being bullied and chased down by four harassers riding bicycles up the tracks, driving him head on into a train on purpose to try to kill him so they could laugh about it. I wouldn't call THAT a suicide.

Anyways, I didn't know his name or that my mother was best friends with him. Though I had told her about the homeless man being bullied and her response was "Why should I care? It's just a homeless man!" She changed her tune quite a lot after he got hit by the train, and found out his name. The police contacted her or something, when they were trying to find his family. I guess she knew his family on FaceBook or something.

Since his death, me, my car, and my apartment have been attacked on a near daily basis from people who are making the claim that I am online spreading rumours and lies about Todd. I kept asking them who Todd was (because at that point I did not yet know they were talking about the homeless man hit by the train - though I saw him daily for about 4 months, ever since the police kicked him out of the storage until he'd been living in and he lived under the train bridge and in Rotary Park instead - he only ever spoke to me a few times - once to pet my dog and say "they took my dog" and saying "hi" as we passed on the sidewalk. So I never knew his name. He lived in a yellow pup-tent beside the tracks for a while, but one day it was laying out there cut to ribbons by a knife or scissors.)

Even though I only knew him from saying "hi" each night as we passed each other on the sidewalk and I never knew his name until after his death, more then a dozen people have arrived in my driveway (both the Biddeford and Old Orchard addresses) to accuse me and my friend Etiole and the words painted on my Volvo of being the cause of this Todd guy's train death.

They are focusing heavily on the words on my car, which say: "Have information about the murder of my family? Call FBI @ 207-774-9322"

There is a sign in my Old Orchard driveway which says: "Have information about the murder of my children? Call FBI @ 207-774-9322"

On November 14, 2013, at Southern Maine Community College, while I was 8 months pregnant, I was attacked by 3 people with golf clubs. A man and 2 women.

There is no reason for anyone who is NOT involved in the murder of my baby, to be upset about either the sign in my yard or the sign on my car, both of which are nothing more then the FBI phone number with the request for anyone who has information to call.

I don't understand why me asking for people to help find my baby's killer, is seen by my parents as such a huge threat. The only person who who feel threatened by that would be the person who hired the golf club people - Claire, Kendra, and the bald man - who have still not yet been found/caught/identified to this day 9 years later.

Both my mother and my father keep saying and I quote "take that shit off your car, you are only trying to start trouble!" and "get that sign out of your yard, you are only trying to stir stuff up". I'm trying to find the people who murdered my baby and left me crippled for the rest of my life. I'm not doing anything wrong. I'm not trying to cause trouble. How is me asking people to help identify the murderer, me trying to start trouble?

I was paralyzed for 5 months. I had to relearn to walk. I crippled the rest of my life, and my baby is dead. No one should have to live through this type of agony. And no one who commits crimes like this should be allowed to walk free. Would you stand back and do nothing, say nothing, while a criminal like that walked free? How is my asking people to come forward with any information they know, me trying to start trouble? You tell me that!

I'm not allowed to ask for help in finding the psychopath who murdered my baby and left me crippled for the rest of my life? What kind of logic is that?

Someone out there knows the names of these people. The older blond woman they called Claire, the younger blond woman with the Shirley Temple sausage curls, the red haired woman they call Kendra, the white haired man with the green pick up truck, the bald man with the 4door white pickup truck, the new redhaired women who screams on the front porch. These people, this group, they are the ones who were wielding golf clubs and murdered my baby. They are being allowed to get away wit murder and I'll spend the rest of my life demanding justice if I have to. You tell me, how is my asking if you know who they are, don't let them kill again, tell the FBI everything you know, by painting that request on my car and a sign in my yard, me looking to start trouble? My mother's priorities are fucked up. All she cares about is money, money, money, money, money, money, money, money! 

I'm the bed ridden, crippled by multiple attacks. The November 14, 2013 golf club attack, I was almost healed from, but the June 2016 shopping cart attack at my workplace at Scarborough WalMart re opened the 2013 injury and doctors can't operate this time because of the bone shards severing my spinal column. I'm crippled for the rest of my life and no one in this family ever cared. 

Both attacks the FBI wanted to talk to my parents and they refused to talk to him both times. My baby was murdered in the first attack. I was 8 months pregnant and all any of them would do was gibberish about "rosemary baby" and say there was no baby because it was a demon because it was Etiole's. My parents and the Atwaters hate Etiole that much, that they shun the existence of my baby and act like it was never there. That's how much they hate me. That's how cruel and hate filled they are towards me. They spent the last 50 years calling me demon possessed and them saying that is WHY local people attack me and killed my baby and left me crippled for the rest of my life. 

I am in bed 15 or more hours a day, I can barely sit up, I can barely stand up long enough to cook, I have to wear adult diapers since 2013 because half my organs don't work any more because the nerves from those organs to my spine are cut off. My hands shake so bad that it takes me hours to eat a single meal. I can't go back to college, I can't go back to work. But do they care? No. Not my mother. Not my father. Neither of them give a shit. They are both too damned selfish thinking about their own greed to ever once lift a finger to help me. Daddy treats me like a fucking slave and my mother is so far out of my life shunning me because bishop kenning in Saco ward told her too that she hasn't got a clue how bad things are.

I'm not doing a damned thing to any of them. I mind my own business. I write my novels. I don't contact them. I don't talk to them. I don't talk about them.  Someone is clearly pretending to be me online and is slandering me and getting sick of it. My mother flips out about everything thing under the sun and I never have a clue what she's talking about, because I never did or said any of the things she accuses me of. And my father and the Atwaters do the same thing. Some one is out there pretending to be me to get them worked into a frenzy just to sit back and laugh while watching my mother, my father, and the Atwaters be too damned stupid to think. My mother and my father and the Atwaters are all filled with so much pure hatred for me that it takes nothing to convince them to attack me. And whoever it is posting online pretending to be me, knows that and is taking advantage of it. 

They are obsessed with my land, because my mother's father used to tell people there was $7million in gold buried on my land. Several times over the years the Atwaters have invaded bringing with them shovels, pickaxes, and construction equipment, to illegally dig up my land. They've ripped up flowers, dug up bushes, cut down trees... usually they do it while I'm gone to the store, so I come back to find my property ripped to shreds. They've been doing this on an almost yearly basis since Grammy Helen died in 1983. According to what David Henry Atwater claimed, pirates buried treasure on my land in the 1500s. There is ZERO evidence that pirates ever buried anything on my land. Later he changed the story and said that the gold plates of the Book of Mormon Part 2 were buried on my land, this time he claimed an angel from god told him. So the Atwaters have multiple excuses for why they arrive to dig everything up, but it's always that they are gold crazy and have gold fever and are convinced if they dig long enough they'll find gold on my land.

The other obsession they have with my land is a homeless man they call "Etiole". They sometimes claim he is a demon, they other times claim he is an alien, for a few years they called him a cryptid, they often say he's the Mememegwasi spirit of the Saco River Curse, a few of them say he's a watcher/fallen angel, some say he's a ghost of an Indian chief, some say he's the ghost of a French solider, some have called him a Faerie/Leprechaun/FarDarrig ... and a whole slew of other claims. Regardless of what they call him, they all adimintly refuse to believe that he is just an ordinary human, an elderly homeless man who keeps to himself and desperately wants them to leave him alone. That's all he is. He's just a homeless man who lives in the woods and wants them to leave him alone.

The Atwaters are obsessed with Etiole on severe levels and have gone to alarming levels of monstrous harassment of him through the past 50 years. Part of their obsession with him, is caused by their previously mentioned gold fever. You see, Etiole travels all over Maine, I never know where he is at any given time, but when he's in the local area, I let him camp out on my land. I've let him stay with me like this for over 40 years. In the 1980s, one of the times they arrived to dig up my land, Etiole was sleeping in my 1964 Dodge 330, and according to them, he jumped out of the car and "threw blue lighten bolts" at them causing a tornado to destroy their construction equipment. They claimed he turned into a black serpent with red eyes and 6 blue wings that was hundreds of feet long, surrounded them and killed several of them by summoning lightning bolts. . . . uhm . . . yeah. I wasn't home so I didn't see this event, of Etiole supposedly attacking them. But it's pretty clear they had some sort of massive LSD hallucination, given many of them heavily used LSD back in the 1970s and 1980s when this event happened. According to Etiole, he just jumped out of the car and ran into the swamp to hide, he didn't see any of the stuff they described.

After that they got it into their heads that I had summoned a demon (and that Etiole was said demon) to protect my secret cache of pirate gold, and their battle cry of "kill the demon" is what caused them to blow up my house with a bomb October 18, 2006, drive over my house with a backhoe August 8, 2013, beat me up with golf clubs and murder my baby November 14, 2013, cut my 1964 Dodge 330 in half May 10, 2010. All those things you have all those police reports about.

They are convinced Etiole is in my yard to keep them from my gold. The only problem is, there is no gold on my land. Etiole is not a demon, and their extreme levels of harassment are utterly insane! 

But then, when they get caught on my camera, because I'm a daily vlogger, so the camera is running all the time, them they accuse me of harassing them, because their faces showed up on my livestream. Uhm... I'm on y own land, in my own bedroom, usually a few hours into my daily livestream when they get caught in the background trespassing. That's NOT me harassing them. That's them trespassing and vandalizing, and breaking and entering while not realizing I was home and them getting caught in the act of vandalizing and trespassing.

Then they run to FaceBook and make all kinds of wild claims about me stalking them. I'm crippled. I can't even get out of bed. Every time I have them on camera, it's because they were trespassing and breaking and entering. I'm in my bedroom livestream a game on my computer and they'll be smashing out windows and get mad that it happened to be the window in line with my livestream webcam on my computer. That's NOT be stalking them. That's me laying in bed playing Witcher 3 and them breaking in.

I'm too damned sick and crippled to even attempt to do half the crazy shit my mother and my father are accusing me of. And what's worse, my father is right here in the same apartment with me. He sees me every day, he knows how bad off my health is. 

Look how much I'm bleeding all over the house every day. Massive nose bleeds that last for hours to a time, not bleeding from my nose. Just coming out of my nose. I'm so dizzy I can't sit up for weeks to a time. I faint and blackout when I try to get up to go to the bathroom. The pain in my hip and pelvis and knee and spine is so bad I can't even move my fingers to type my novels. 

And look at what they do. Do they really think I'm physically capable of doing the things they accuse me of? They are so damned self centred and paranoid. It's all I can do just to sit up and eat something, how the hell do they think I can do the stuff they accuse me of? My day is spent focusing on trying to get my leg to move so I can make a meal, I don't even have time to think about them. 

It looks more and like my mother and my father are doing this stuff on purpose to try to kill me. My father knows how bad off my heart and lungs are and how difficult it is for me to breath after just a couple of steps. His mother left that land to me in her will in 1983. He stole it, had it put into his name illegally. He's been pissed ever since her death, because she gave everything to me not him. That's been a big problem for him for the last 40 years. He raves about it alongside his ravings about going to Utah taking him off the fire department. He hates my mother because of Utah, blames her every day for losing his fire department pension. He raves about it all night long every single night. He blames me for his mother disinheriting him. He raves about that all the time too. I was only grandchild That's why she left everything to me. Including the land that he stole and put in his name. That land is rightfully mine, his mother gave it to me, and he can't stand it. He's needling my mother about the land just to spite his mother.

He's only trying to get the land away from me because he is mad that the town didn't take it. His mother wanted it to stay in the family. It had been in her family since 1530. Her family was the original settlement family of Old Orchard and my land is that spot that the first house in Old Orchard was built.  My father stopped paying taxes to spite his mother and lose the land. He said so many times. He was angry when I bought the land back from the town. He still is. He wants it out of the family because his mother wanted it in the family. That's why he's trying to turn my mother against me over the land. Because he gates his own mother that much.

Keep in mind the 4 door white truck showed up at my workplace daily. Even though I never knew ahead of time what store I would be working at. I was a retail merchandiser and stocked shelves at dozens of stores all over the state. Walmart's every where, CVS, khols, sometimes local, sometimes as far as Freeport and once in Vermont and once in Massachusetts.  I got the notice of which store to be at 15 minutes before I left. So the only person who ever knew where I was going was my father. 

And yet the 4 door white truck would also arrive ahead of me and be waiting. They didn't follow me, they got their first.

And the police caught the truck and the driver in 2017. Kathy BR owned the truck. Her son was the driver.

The smith's are my parents friends. My mother's visiting and home teachers for years.

Kathy was the district emergency dispatch for all the towns in the area, not just old Orchard. That's why none of the 911 calls went through during the attacks by the 4 door white truck. He only attacked while she was on duty. She never forwarded any of the calls so officers never were told to come help me.

That includes the November 14, 2013 golf club attack in South Portland. But the college security officer made a report even though the police never arrived. That big black officer who was head of security was on duty and him and 2 student officers from the police academy made the report.

And FBI found the data from the calls, that never got forwarded to police, that's why Kathy BR lost her job. Because she's the one who tampered with the 911 call files.

Tim and Kathy BR both, not together, individually, arriving separately, both arrived at my tent multiple times throughout the entire year of 2013, saying they were coming to speak to me on behalf of someone who wanted to remain anonymous. So I never knew who sent them. Each time they arrived all they would say was that I had to tear down "the little yellow house" as they called the shop. 

August 8, 2013 the backhoe drove over the shop while I was at work on the food truck down by the pier.

I never saw Tim or Kathy again after that. Not once. And these were people who stopped by to visit my parents daily for over 40 years. Since August 8, 2013 and the backhoe attack on my house, Kathy and Tim have gone to alarming extreme levels to avoid running into me. They just down the street, on one of the private drives, so it's difficult to avoid running into me, and we used to see them a few times a week at local grocery stores. They both, if they see me in a store, literally throw whatever they are carrying across the store and run out of the store like they have a pack of rabid wolves on their heels. It's pretty fascinating thing to see.

My cousin and next door neighbour Tim Murphy was murdered that same week, a few days before the backhoe. His body was left at the cascade Ross road crossroad. 14 days later his head was left at the Portland Ave Ross road crossroad road. His mother put up the big white cross a month later. 

Note that there were THREE 4-door white trucks, a smaller one, a larger one, and a mega-sized giant one -like a Dodge Power Wagon type only it was not a Dodge Power Wagon it was one of the look alike brands, possibly a Nissan. The owner and driver of the big-big-super sized one is still unidentified. The other 2 were both caught in 2017, Kathy BR's truck being the larger of the 2. The 3 trucks often showed up together and drive circles around me, on Rout 1/Portland Rd, while I was driving. They would slam my car from back and sides and push me off the road. Several times they did damage to the frame of my car with had to be repaired multiple times. They've done several tens of thousands in damages to my Volvo over the years. You already have a lot of the smashed up car photos on file, at both Biddeford and Old Orchard police departments, you each have more then a dozen reports for attacks on my car -though the FBI has said someone attempted to destroy several of the records with my name, at the Old Orchard police department. FBI said they arrested the officers who did that. I don't know which files were damaged or how. 

For several years/decades now, I have had multiple people trying to buy my land. The same people over and over again. Only buying my land is not what they are asking for. Rather, they claim my land is cursed and I have to sell it to break the curse. Crazy, I know, but that's what they say. The crazier part is they say that after I sell my land I have to hand the money over to them so they can use it as a down payment on a house they want to buy in Kennebunk. The people in question are my parents and they've been doing this for well over 20 years now. I've always said "no, I'm not selling my land" and left it at that.

My mother (she changes her last name often, I'm not sure which she currently uses) and my father my father both have become extreme hostile and violent the past 2 weeks, and I'm not sure what set them off, but they are hyper infuriated on my refusal to sell my land and give them the money for a down payment of a house in Kennebunk. 

I did not suspect them, all these years, because always been other people showing up and say they were contacting me on behalf of someone who wanted to remain anonymous, but now they are directly doing it themselves.

Starting in June 2001, lots of harassment started and at first, I did not suspect them, or think there was a connection. But now they are outright bragging to my face, that they are the ones behind the vandalism. Like I said, check the police records for 144, 146, 148 Portland Ave from June 2001 til current date. There have been dozens of attacks, including drive by shootings, the bombing of my house, the backhoe driving over my next house, me being beat up with golf clubs which is why I am crippled now for the rest of my life and how my baby died.

The FBI is involved. If you need more information beyond what I've written here,  FBI Agent Andy Drewer can be reached at 207-774-9322 he is at the Portland Office on Middle Street, he is in charge of the investigation, of several events, namely the 2013 Boston Marathon bombing, which my uncle Paul Martel went to prison for building the bomb and selling it to ISIS. The 2006 bombing of the house at 144 Portland Ave Old Orchard Beach, Maine. My baby was murdered November 14, 2013, a backhoe drove over my house at 146 Portland August 8, 2013 that's why I'm at the Biddeford apartment right now, because we can't get Kathy BR at the town hall to get a building permit, even though she's not the one in charge of that, she takes over our application and won't let it be approved, because she claims I shouldn't be allowed to live in Old Orchard, due to my having left the Mormon church to become a Voodoo Priestess, she says that makes me a witch and I'm not allowed to apply for a house building permit on those grounds, so, it's been 9 years and I'm still without a house on my land in Old Orchard and still stuck in a Biddeford apartment.

It is a long list of a lot of things happening. I'll try to organize it all in order:

At it's start, the whole thing goes back to a homeless man who wishes to remain anonymous, so I'm not using his real name here, nor have I ever used his real name anywhere online or offline or with any conversation with any one.

He, didn't do anything wrong. Quite the contrary, all he's ever done is live in the Ross Forest and surrounding swamps and marshes along the Saco River in Pine Point, OOB, Saco, Biddeford, and probably other areas, he moves around a lot rotating where he sets up camp, something he's done since 1953. I know quite a few people have seen him and talked to him, I don't know if any police officers have ever encountered him or not. Because he is elderly and in frail health, I often let him stay on my land. He's the ONLY person who has permission to be there. Herein lays the problem: he's deformed from acid burn scars covering most of his body. Churches around the area have spent decades accusing him of being a cryptid, alien, demon, watcher, fallen angel, you name it, someone has called him some weird conspiracy. According to him, himself, he was a Jewish WW2 concentration camp survivor, who arrived in OOB with a bunch of other refugees in 1953. Because he's so deformed by his scars, he was bullied by the locals who refused to believe him a human, and that's why he fled into the forest and never set foot in society again. The problem is, the people harassing me have made up this wild conspiracy that he's a demon and I'm protecting him, and they claim they need to get me off my land in order to get to him.

This all started in 1978.

My parents (my father and my mother), uncles (12), aunts (12+), and cousins (64 at the 1970s/1980s time - more then 400 today), teased and bullied me throughout my childhood about him, but they teased and bullied everyone about everything, so I didn't think that much of their bullying back in the 1970s and 1980s when it first started happening. It was just them being the toxic bullies that they are to everyone.

It wasn't until the 1990s and 2000s that it started to become a problem. And 207 is when I first realized how big of a problem it really was.

In 1996 and 1997 Aunt aunt B sent out lots of emails to the family claiming the emails had been written by me. I did not have email, internet, or even a computer yet. She got Dickie (Richard Merlin Atwater) and David (Atwater) and Joey (Atwater -the one who lives in Australia and is wanted by the FBI for kidnapping and selling babies back in the 1980s- FBI can't arrest him until he leaves Australia -I'm not sure why- so he became a citizen. I don't know the details of what he's wanted for.) in raving warpath over it. All three of them showed up in OOB -even Joey from Australia-though I didn't know he was wanted by the FBI back than. But they arrived here in OOB to yell at me in person, because aunt B made the claim that the emails were from me, so they were all mad at me for having written them, but I never did know the contents of the emails because I didn't write them.

I did not see the emails. I didn't have access to a computer back then ad I didn't have internet until 2007 a full 11 years later. Dickie had several of them printed out and waving them around, but I never got a chance to read what they said. One of the emails was 64 pages long, and according to Dickie was all about aliens. I know nothing about aliens, so most of what he said was just gibberish nonsense to me. This was in 1996, shortly before Heaven's Gate killed 39 people in California and at the time, all 3 of those uncles, plus a few other uncles were members of Heaven's Gate, and one uncle -Mervin Bruce Atwater-made the claim to be "the leader of the Maine division of Heaven's Gate"- I don't know if he actually was a Heaven's Gate leader or not, but he maintained that he was right up until 2019, and in April 2019 he was making the claim to be following Comet Wormwood because HaleBop was the wrong one. Like I said, they were coming up with some pretty wild alien and UFO claims and I'm not sure how much of what they claimed was true.

Well, this was the first time I heard the word "Etiole" which was the nickname they had given to the homeless man who sometimes camped out on my yard. Etiole is not his name, it's always been just the word the Atwaters call him (they say it means man from the stars or alien and that it's a French word. I don't know French, aunt B is the one who knows French, so I never would have given him a French name.) Somewhere in the emails, aunt B had called the homeless man "Etiole" and "amphibious alien" and made the claim that he was an "alien grey" who had abducted me to some mother-ship.  

I have never been abducted by aliens and never made such a claim. I never heard such foolishness. But, that this point, I wasn't fully aware of what they were talking about, so I didn't yet realize they were saying that I was making the claim to have been abducted by aliens.

That's the summer they all showed up talking about Etiole and amphibious aliens and alien abduction. aunt B was the one who started all of that stuff about Etiole, who I never called Etiole. But that was how it got started...all this stuff that is happening now with the vandalism and threats going on this week March 2022.

Bruce and Dickie went to a bunch on MUFON forums from 1996 to 2007 spreading lies about me and Etiole calling him a demon and alien and claiming I was an alien abducted. I found out about what they were doing in 2007 after they'd already been doing it for 11 years. 

I don't think aunt B has ever stopped sending out emails about Etiole while pretended to be me, I think she is still doing it. I think this, because in December 2021, I was at the Biddeford library when an elderly man came over to me, asked if I was EelKat and asked me why I was sending him hundreds of emails about Etiole, and who was Etiole? I told the man I don't use email, I've never emailed anyone, I don't know what he's talking about. He says he gets over 300 emails a day about Etiole from someone claiming to be EelKat. But here's the thing: EelKat is not something I call myself. I'll explain that in a bit.

First, let's go back to 1994. Before aunt B started sending the emails out, while claiming they were written by me. My father (my father) was the one who told the Atwaters about Etiole. My father and Dickie both called him "the white monkey". 

In 1994 and 1996 Bishop Paul Morgan asked me to his office and showed me a bunch of letters, all of them signed "The White Monkey, OST". He said the letters were written to sound like I had written them but he said he'd seen my handwriting before and knew I hadn't written these. The Bishop wanted to know if I recognized the handwriting. Some had been written by my father. Others had been written by Dickie. One was written by my mom's father David Henry Atwater who died several years ago now. This was the Mormon bishop in Cape Elizabeth. This bishop had more then one hundred letters laying on his desk, and he had several boxes more around his desk. He said he received no fewer then 5 letter every day for several months, and was quite concerned for my safety as he felt the letter writers may be "mentally unhinged" and "highly dangerous" based on what he called "several homicidal rants" contained in the letters. He said he was giving the letters to Paul Peterson, at Pine Land Centre Mental Health Institute in New Gloucester, because he felt my father and my uncle Dickie should be committed due to the contents of the letters.

The letters looked physically bizarre. Each one started like a normal letter, straight across sentences, line by line, but upon reaching the end of the page, the words spiralled around the outer edge and into a circle around the page, then upside down bottom to top between the first rows.

Each letter contained codes and cryptographers, and large portions of the letters were unreadable unless you cracked the "secret code" that was included with them.

Both my father and my uncle Dickie frequently wrote in that weird spiral and zigzag of lines fashion. My father's letters were the ones that included the cryptography and hidden codes. Dickies letters were just weird spiralling but no codes to solve.

I did not read any of the letters, but the Bishop was deeply upset by them, and stated that he used to be Catholic before becoming Mormon and said that if he was still Catholic he'd recommend my father had an excorsim down, because as the Bishop put it "the white monkey letters are the closet thing I've ever seen to demon possession".

Later that same year Paul Peterson from Pine Land Centre arrived at church and asked to talk to me. He had with him, some of the White Monkey letters and like the Bishop asked me to id the handwriting.

Stake President Earnshaw (of the same church) later called me in to his office for similar letters he had also received and again the white monkey letters were written by mostly daddy and some Dickie all pretending to be me, trying to make it look like I was pretending to be Etiole. 

In total 16 Bishops and 2 stake presidents had contacted me over the years about white monkey letters, all citing they were receiving them daily. Some said members were receiving them. When I stopped attending the Mormon church, my mother's minister's at the 15 churches she was attending at the time, all started getting the letters. (At the time my mom had a belief that she had to be in church as close to 24 hours a day as possible, so she was attending week day church services at every church that had them, even though she was not a member of most of those churches. She became an atheist last I had heard and attends no churches at all anymore as far as I know.) 

My father was in and out of the hospital a lot during this time period (1991 to 1996-ish), due to the violent fights between him and my mother which included him twice being hospitalized due to blood gushing head injuries from a brick, which also included OOB police arresting my mother for beating him said brick. The psychiatrist from Pine Land Centre felt that my dad suffered serious brain damage from one of the brick beating attacks, and wanted him to press charges against my mother, but he refused. The psychiatrist said he felt that my dad's White Monkey letters was a side effect of the multiple head injuries he was hospitalized for. 

The white monkey letters stopped in 2007 when the psychiatrist at Biddeford hospital diagnosed my father as having schizophrenia and put him on psychiatric medicine. The Biddeford police have this arrest on record. We were living at Water st at the time and my father had tried to kill me and my brother Joshua and also himself. The police arrested him. He was in the psych ward for around a week, and released because of the drastic change in his personality that was caused by the medication. He was only released on the condition that he maintained the meds.

Since 2007 no one has mentioned Etiole or the white monkey, until November 19, 2021, when things (the vandalism and harassment and threats) started escalating, the week Todd Murphy died when people started showing up in Biddeford driveway yelling about Etiole and calling him a suicide demon, claiming my Volvo was demon possessed, and accusing me of driving my car around town to drive people to suicide. I don't know who these people were. The one doing most of the yelling has very unique and very identifiable hair: it's a "high fashion" stick straight bob, like what you see in Italy Runways, super stiff as a board, stick straight, like she uses a few jars of jell to get it so straight. And a weird dark-purple tinted red. Very anime cartoon looking hair. You can't mistake it. She always wears big dark glasses, and usually has a little skinny blond man with her, who appears to be her husband or boyfriend. She frequently is beating him over the head with a baby car seat, while yelling at me and my car, while standing on the front porch of our building. They don't live here, I don't know who they re or where they come from. She did it almost every day of December, and most of the last week of November 2021.

This is the first time anyone has mentioned Etiole in years.

They call him Etiole sometimes, White Monkey other times. 

I should tell you where the term "white monkey" come from.

There was a white monkey, in OOB in the 1970s. It belonged to Helen Pearly of Pine Point and was part of her "White Animal Farm" zoo that she ran, which was a little petting zoo of all albino animals. I think it shut down in the early 1980s. Most older folks of the area remember Helen Pearly and her albino zoo animals - which included an elephant, and other such animals. Well, one day the white monkey escaped and Helen Pearly was a friend of my grandmother's (Helen Ricker Allen) and Helen Pearly showed up at 146 Portland Ave (than 862 because the road was renumbers in 1982) to tell my Grammy Helen the monkey had been seen nearby and to let her know if we saw it. Well, after that me and the other neighbour kids started going out into the swamps looking for the white monkey because Helen Pearly was offering a reward for it being returned. And one day we saw it, and tried to catch it and we followed it into the swamps and we found a homeless man out there. He was sick and starving to death. 

The white monkey belonged to Helen Pearly and has nothing to do with Etiole at all. In 1978 Helen Pearly had a pet white monkey that got lost. Me and Atwater cousin Micheal and my Murphy cousin Timmy (the one whose white cross is on the Ross rd he died in 2013) saw it in the woods out back and tried to catch it. We found Etiole the same day. Etiole is a homeless man who lives behind my land in the woods. Me and Micheal and Timmy took him food. And to this day, we still do, except Michael moved away and Timmy died in 2013 so that left just me taking care of Etiole today. Etiole is very old, probably 80s or 90s today. He's very small, not much bigger than a child, maybe around 5'1"-ish. He's covered with acid burns, scars, and tattoos. He has extreme PTSD and is terrified of the sight of people. He's very skittish, almost mute, speaks mostly with his hands, and run terrified from any people who try to get near him. The only reason he didn't run the day we found him, was because he was very sick, probably pneumonia or something like that. Had we children not found him and taken him food for the next several weeks, he probably would have died that same summer. He must have been in his 50s or 60s back then in 1978.

We told the adults about him, and they went to find him, but, they found some plants instead out there in the swamp, and my mom called the police, and the OOB police called the state police, and the state police called the FBI and the entire rest of the week was lots of police digging up lots of plants. Adam and the Babe, were 2 police officers who were left to stand watch over us children while every one else hauled out the plants. News reporters showed up and the news stations called it "Maine's largest drug raid". I don't know what drug plants look like so I don't know what kind of drugs they were. According the the FBI agents who talked to use kids (we were all 5 to 10 years old at the time) a "bad name named Bryan Cyr put those bad plants in the swamp". The FBI agents said they had been looking for Bryan Cyr and his Cyr Clan from Connecticut for several years and wanted to know had we seen him.  We had not, though we did see him about a year later when the big shoot out happened at 142 Portland Ave in front of the Dome house - the day the dome house blue up because Anne Cyr set fire to the meth lab inside- I saw her poured 3 gas cans on the house then throw several matches. Bryan fled in a robin egg blue micro-mini pick up truck, screaming that the meth lab was gonna blow. The whole house went up like a mushroom cloud. It's the only time I ever saw the Cyr Clan.) 

Adam and the Babe went with us kids to look for the sick homeless man/Etiole as he's now called by locals, but he was gone by then, because it had been 5 or 6 or more hours since the adults found the plants. The 2 police officers looked all over the forest for him, and stopped when they found a human leg bone in the Bachelder Brooke and took that with them and left to join the other officers. (144, 146, and 148 Portland Ave and the swamps and forest behind it is a massive Native American grave - there are at least 500 graves, that back in the 1970s all still had markers, most of the dates are 1400s to 1500, but in the mid 1980s someone stole most all of the slate grave markers, so they are unmarked today. I assume the leg bone was from one of those graves - human bones wash up out of the ground all the time on these sections of land because there are just so many Native American graves all over the place here, on my land and the lands abutting me. It's why the Powder Horn campground can't expand any closer to my land - they hit Native American graves last time they expanded the campground.)

So, because they got sidetracked by all the drug plants and all the police everywhere for the rest of the week, the adults never saw the homeless man or the white monkey as both had been scared off by the huge crowd of drug raid crews.

For some reason because we found him while looking for Helen Pearly white monkey my father and the Atwaters got it in their heads that Etiole was a demon alien shape shifter who turned into a white monkey to lure me and Micheal into the woods. And that's how their stupid ass alien and demon rumours got started.

I should point out, her family, The Atwaters, are the Scottish Traveller Gypsies, aka as The Scottish Mafia by several white Americans, her brothers Bruce and David and several of Davids adult children, grandchildren, and great grand children call themselves Scottish Mafia  and act every bit fitting on that title, which is both why the FBI is investigating and why I have nothing to do with them.

Right after the June attack on her car, a large group of Irish Travellers showed up from the Carilinas and Tennessee and were setting up squatting camps all around the area, The had set up a large camp on BB street behind my Main st/Cutts St apartment in Biddeford, setting up in the big chain link fenced yard on the corner (which is why the owners have since roped the land off.) I didn't think anything of it at first, because the Irish Travellers show up in Southern Maine every year for decades now, so there's nothing unusual about seeing them setting up camps on any space they can find, you see it every year. Usually they camp on the cow farms in Dayton/Buxton/North Saco area, so seeing them in Biddeford was a bit strange.

I point this out because the week they arrived on BB, my mother and her Atwater siblings and their families flipped out big time. They put heavy focus on "the brown house on the corner and the chain link fence yard across the street" and laid out to harassing the landlords of those two locations. They had a list of around 100 addresses in Biddeford, Cape Elizabeth, and many other places included Rhode Island and Connecticut. I saw the list because my mother showed up at my yard waving it around and demanding I help her and the Atwaters stage an attack on the Irish Travellers, whom she claimed was family of the man in the green truck with the 2x4 attack on her car.

A war between the Scottish Travellers/Scottish Mafia/The Atwaters and the Irish Travellers -which include The Cry Clan drug gang from Connecticut - the one the FBI is here looking for-, is the last thing I want to get involved in. Those same two clans are the ones who did the 4-5-8 shoot out back in the 1970s/1980s, when they blew up the dome house at 142 Portland Ave. They were armed to the teeth with truck loads and school bus loads of illegal military guns back in the 4-5-8 shoot out and I don't want to see what kind of weaponry that same group lugs around now 40 years later.

I am a Voodoo Priestess. Voodoo is also known as Folk Catholicism. It is a branch of the Catholic Church. Voodoo is a Christian religion, that focuses on reverence the ancestors. Hollywood Horror movies have slandered our religion to such an extent that the average person thinks Voodoo is dark magic, death spells, curses, and voodoo dolls. Those are all things that exist only in Hollywood and do not exist in real world Voodoo. The problem is made worse, when teens and young adults, not knowing the actual religion, call themselves Voodoo while practising things they see in movies.  While the older generations of Gypsies and Travellers know the difference, younger generation have fallen far from the old traditions, especially the old religion, and sadly, even among Gypsies and Travellers today, many in the age group of 60 years old and younger, only know Voodoo from Horror movies and not from their grandmother's actual practice.

I say this because my mother and her Atwaters wanted me to join then as a "figure head" for their cause. They specifically demanding I summon demons, make voodoo dolls, cast curses, and use magic to kill the list of people living at the addresses on the list they had. In short they attempted to hire me to be a quasi-hit-man for them.

When I explained to them that this is not what Voodoo is about, Voodoo is peaceful, non-violent, we shun weapons and hurtful acts of all types, they lashed out at Etiole -who was not here, it was just me they were yelling at, yelling about him. My mother called Etiole a demon, said he was my familiar, said "I know you work with demons, you can't lie to me" and "you cast death curses on people all the time you lying little bitch, you just won't do it for me because you want to spite your mother, after all I do for you!

I made a Twitch livestream video that same day, telling what was going on and what I feared was about to happen, because I have seen these same two Gypsy clans go to war with each other before.

Well, I have too much to deal with with my health. I'm bedridden 15+ hours a day, so I do nothing but play video games and write novels and edit novels, ALL of which I do on livestream - yes, I livestream for 12 to 15, sometimes 19 hours each and every single day, and I have 92TB of hard drive full of that video footage all the way back to 2015 - I have every minute of every day of my life not only live streamed on Twitch, but I have ALL the video footage files, which mean I have footage of all the attacks, all the yelling at my car, all the demanding I cast death spells, all the trying to hire me as a hit man - all of it. I have over 15k hours of video footage. And because most of the attacks happened during a livestream, there are also hundreds of witness online who saw and heard the attacks and threats already, seeing and hearing them as they were happening.

Going back to the suspecting someone is impersonating me... My mother makes the claim that it is her right to cut the wires off my Biddeford apartment building, because she claims I've put her name, address, and where she goes online. I've never put her address or name or where she goes on the internet. Don't know what she's talking about. I gave her the FBI contact info and told her that if she actually is seeing "me" posting this stuff she claims I'm posting online, then she needs to forward that stuff to the FBI because it's someone impersonating me, and that was one of the things the FBI has suspected was happening so they are actively looking for that kind of stuff. They are trying to get to the bottom of who it is spreading these wild, crazy ass rumours and lies, both doing it in my name and doing it about me.

They've already located a shut down a few dozen impersonation of me, social network accounts, and so far, to date, all of them have belonged to just one person: my mother's brother Mervin Bruce Atwater. Well, it makes sense that HE would know her home address and where she goes, seeing how, for the past decade they were kind of joined at the hip and did everything together. Yeah, of course he knows where she lives and what car she drives and where she goes. 

Also, I never went to school, she did not allow it, There were several legal/court battles between my mom and the OOB school and the state of Maine ad the department of education throughout the 1980s, over the fact that she was actively refusing to allow me to attend school. So I never learned to do math or numbers. I don't know how to count or do money or any stuff like that. And numbers don't register in my head for some reason. People will tell me a phone number or home address and 5 seconds later my mind is blank on the numbers. I can't remember them. That's why when something like an attack happens I write down the tie and date immediately and keep it on a chart - I have a list, day by day, all times and dates of every attack since June 2001. I wouldn't be able to remember what happened when if I didn't keep a list like that.

Well, my mother knows all of this, so she knows even if she had told me her address, which she didn't, I wouldn't have remembered it long enough to even write it down.

In June 2021, I found out she moved, because I was walking my dog -we walk 3 to 4 miles a day, all over Biddeford, Old Orchard, and Scarborough, because I am trying to rebuild my leg muscles after having been bedridden since 2013, with only minimal movement- Doctors said I would never walk again and I aim to prove them wrong and well I have, because I am at least walking enough to walk my dog each day, but it is very difficult, and every step I take feels like a sword stabbing up my right leg and into my spine, because of the nerve damage. It is why I walk so slow and limp so bad, because it hurts terrible to step down.

Well, one day I was walking my dog and all of a sudden, there's my mother, telling me that I'm standing in front of her house and I was surprised, because last I knew she lived several miles away. I had no clue she lived 2 streets over from me and that she had done so for 3 years!

I don't know how she expects me to even know where she goes considering I've had no contact with her in almost a decade now, not since the stunt she pulled April 10, 2015 when she broke into my motorhome, filled it with feces, and then locked her 13 cats in it to frame me for animal abuse. She did not expect the Old Orchard Beach police to arrive and confiscate her cats and then not give them back to her and she has been in a social media battle with several animal shelters, veterinarians, animal control officers, and police officers ever since. Most of her harassment of these people has been targeted at former OOB town hall worker DF  and OOB police officer WW , both of whom she has been harassing on FaceBook for the past 7 years. You can ask DF  and WW  and their family and friends on FaceBook, how bad it has gotten. In recent months she added a new person to her FaceBook harassment, I don't know their name, just that it's the ex-wife and 15 year old son of someone named Todd Murphy who recently died from being hit by a train in front of my Biddeford apartment on Nov 19, 2021. Sometimes she says his death was a suicide, other times she says he was murdered and thrown in front of the train. I don't know which it is, I didn't know him, and only have her word for any of it.

In her mind, the way the whole thing was supposed to happen was: you police were supposed to confiscate my motorhome and she would take her cats and go home. 

What actually happened was: you police confiscated her cats, and I kept my motorhome.

She has spent the last 7 years harassing every pet shelter and rescue in New England, trying to find the cats.

In answer to questions about the cats from April 2015—those were cats belonging to Wayne Whitten of Biddeford, Maine. I was never able to talk about it because of the court case going on between Wayne's family and the Atwaters.

To make matters even worse, the cats were not hers, either. Rather, they belonged to Wayne Whitten and his daughter. My mother had stolen the cats from Wayne, in an act of retaliation, after Wayne refused to hand over to her, his father, William's land.

If you do not know, there are several polygamists in my family, all on the Atwater side. My mother is one of them. Wayne Whitten is one of her many Husbands, and therefore Wayne Whitten is also my stepfather.

In May 2010, my mother took a chainsaw to my 1964 Dodge 330. But it was not the ONLY car she attacked that week. Two days earlier, she took a chainsaw to Wayne's black 1970s vintage Dodge. AFTER, she locked her Old English sheepdog in the trunk and left it there for 6 months, and then tried to say that Wayne killed her dog, when in fact, she had.

Many people in Biddeford, Maine knew Wayne Whitten and his father William Whitten, and both men were known for the wild tales of Wayne's 5th wife, Jeannie, who daily beat him, gathered her older brothers to beat him, and hospitalized him several times, multiple times nearly killing him. That wife is also my mother.

Unfortunately for Wayne Whitten, no one would believe him about how violent and psychotically deranged his wife was and in the space of only a few weeks, his father, then his cats, and then Wayne himself all died. Because of the violent nature of Wayne's death, details were withheld from the public.

Three cats—the white cat Old Lady, and the 2 tabby's Trouble and Sassy, were already dead before the police arrived, and all three were diagnosed as having been force-fed rat poison. This is why, even though my mother put 13 cats in my motorhome, the police only took 10 cats.

Wayne's father, William, owned the cape house next door to Ben's Flooring in Biddeford, behind Walmart. In his 90s, with his health failing, my mother arrived demanding William sell his house and give her the money for a down payment on a mansion in Kennebunk. The exact same demands she is now making at me, these 7 years later. She did this to William Whitten in 2015, and Wayne's daughter to this day maintains that my mother's threats, demands, and harassment were the major contributing factors of William's death.

My mother took the Whitten cats, intending to hold them hostage, until William sold his house and gave her the money. This was why she hid the cats in my motorhome. This is also why when the police showed up asking about the cats, I had no clue what they were talking about and let them search the motorhome telling them there were no cats in it. My mother broke into my motorhome and hid the cats in there, apparently 3 days earlier, and I was unaware she had done this so was unaware the cats were there.

This is also why, when police officer Will Watson asked how many cats there were and what their names were, why I did not know how many cats there were and only knew the names of a couple of the cats that I had heard Wayne talk about.

William Whitten died while the cat fiasco was going on.

Wayne, realizing what my mother had done to his cats, tried to get them back, but he died a few weeks later.

Wayne, his father, and his cats all died a few weeks apart from each other.

My mother went around triumphantly bragging that she had gotten Wayne's father's land, via being Wayne's wife, and set about to the process of buying the house in Kennebunk. And got slapped with a reality check when the two wills got read and both William and Wayne had left everything they had to Wayne's daughter.

In raging inferno, my mom lashed out at Wayne's daughter, and a lawsuit happened, with Wayne's daughter charging my mother with kidnapping the cats, and using rat poison to slowly poison Wayne. A massive Facebook war happened between the Whittens and the Atwaters as my mother got her Atwater thugs involved, and the Whitten's fled in terror once they realized the rumours that my mother was part of the Scottish Mafia, was in fact, very, very, very true.

To this day, the remains of Wayne Whitten's surviving family live in mortal terror, daily vandalism, and barbaric levels of harassment at the hands of my mother, and her brothers Bruce and David and David's sons and grandsons.

More details of what happened can be found here: Amphibious Aliens: https://www.eelkat.com/AmphibiousAliens.html

And no, for the people who are confused, Amphibious Aliens has nothing to do with aliens. It is about a homeless man whom my mother and her brother Bruce, over hyper focused on, and together my mother and Bruce created an elaborate alien abduction and demon possession hoax, so they could try to scam several dozen locals out of their houses.

This cat stealing, house stealing scam is something they have been doing to people all over Southern Maine since BEFORE I was even born. The earliest known attempt at this house stealing scam dates back to their father David Henry Atwater and a house he stole in the 1930s in Rumford Maine. At the time, my grandfather used the hoax of an angel from heaven coming down and telling him to take the Rumford farm. And at the time, my grandfather was a transport driver for Honey Fizt's ACTUAL Boston Mafia, which is WHY, the Atwaters make the claim to be the Scottish Mafia. Their claim is that because they are Scottish, and their father worked for Honey Fitz that they are Mafia. But the Atwaters are neither Scottish nor Mafia, both claims are outright lies that are nothing more than part of the scam they run.

As can be seen with BOTH what she has spent the past 5 decades doing to Etiole and what she is currently doing to Todd Murphy's family on and off FaceBook, you can see how much my mother hyper focuses on homeless people and abusing their friends and relatives and using the homeless person's homelessness as excuses for the scams she runs.

That she spent decades running a land stealing scam in Etiole's name, and now is running another land stealing scam in Todd Murphey's name is utterly deplorable.

And you people who wonder WHY I've not had contact with my mother in 30 years, WHY I shun her. WHY I hate her and her Atwater thugs so much... you are right now witnessing it live as they do it all over again, this time taking advantage of the pain and suffering of Todd Murphy's family to try to steal land from people in the name of a homeless man who was killed by a train.

I am thoroughly and utterly disgusted with my mother's vile abuse of the Murphy family and what she is doing in the name of a dead man.

I've said it thousands of times before and I'll say it again: The Atwaters are scum.

The Atwaters devote their lives to abusing homeless people and the families of those homeless people, just so they can run their filthy scams, and I’m fucking sick of the Atwaters and their filth.


She has had several retaliation attacks happen to her, done by family and friends of the people she's harassing on FaceBook. the retaliation attacks included a Biddeford Public Works road grader being driven into her yard and over her car in 2017. Two additional attacks on her next car, the following year. And in June 2021 a man driving a green pick up truck drove into her yard and beat her car with a 2by4. (Note, I did not witness any of these attacks on her cars and only have her word on what happened.)

All of these people she is fighting with on FaceBook, I don't know, they are people she knows and they are not on my FaceBook and I blocked her and all the Atwaters from my FaceBook back in May 2015, when her and her nieces and nephews and siblings were posting death threats on my FB profile. One cousin cousin name, posted pictures of herself carrying a machine gun (not automatic rifle - but a machine gun - the big type you put on a tripod and have a belt full of hundreds of bullets slung over your shoulder- similar to a gatland gun but not as big, though she had pictures of her gatland gun too that she was also posting on my FB) She'd write under the pictures "This is the gun I'm going to shoot you with"... her husband was one of the guys arrested after the Jan 6 attack, by the way - the guy in Florida with the Nancy something's ( forget her last name, I think it began with a P? I don't know American politics, I find it all confusing so I'm not sure who the Nancy woman was). He stole her pulpit and  he was posting pictures of him stealing on FB. Her mom is aunt L, and she and he were among the 23 cousins that the FBI has been trying to find because they supplied a lot of the guns for the Jan 6th attack, according to posts they made on FB. I don't know, I never saw any such posts because I have them all blocked n FB since 2015. Her brother cousin name was also posting pictures of him carrying guns and writing death threats underneath on my FB wall. His messages said: "I'm an ordained Aaronic Priest and god has given me permission to blow your brains out with this gun". cousin name and cousin name are 2 of David and aunt L's 15 adult kids -all are 40 to 60+ years old. David is my mom's oldest brother, he's in his 80s. He is very violent, there has never been an occasion of him arriving on my land in Old Orchard, that did not involve his trying to kill me, usually by strangling me. He is the most violent of all the uncles. Several times while he's been here he beat up his adult kids by hitting them in the face with weights off of dumbells. 

Most of the Atwater men are retired Marines, and all of them are over 6'2" the tallest, is 7'3". These guys are HUGE and are all weightlifters. You don't want to cross one of the Atwater uncles, they are former Marines trained in weaponless combat. David runs a compound in Palmyra.. . and you might have just seen his crew in the news - they were doing a squatter's rights takeover of that big mansion next door to Stephen King in Bangor and somehow the place caught fire. The news reports didn't mention Stephen King and went out of their way to get camera angles that kept King's house out of the news, but I'm as familiar with Bangor streets as I am Old Orchard and Biddeford streets, so I recognized which house it was on the news, that got attacked by the squatters doing a take over war. 

My uncle and his kids are trying to confiscate the land all around Stephen King - they say they have the right to because no one was ever paid any money for being in The Thinner movie. That happened about 2 weeks ago, the news did not list the squatters name, but like I said, it's my uncle and his crew, they been focusing on the 20 or so houses around King's big red Victorian, for over a decade now. They tried to get me to help them do it, that's how I found out. They made the claim that because I'm an author I should be able to reason with Stephen King and convince him to hand over his red Victorian house in exchange for his never paying them for being in The Thinner. I told them to get lost and burn in hell. Just because I'm an author and King's film crew filmed a part of Thinner on my land in Old Orchard doesn't mean I know King himself, I never even met him, and them being obsessed with stealing land from people is just out of control. 

The whole Atwater clan does this. They don't see anything wrong with moving in, setting up camp, and driving the rightful land owners off their land at gunpoint.

They act like it's a family tradition to steal land from people, via squatting, harassment, corrosion, death threats, and outright just forging deeds and switching the files, like they did with my land.

And that's the issue we have going on right now. My mother has gone on a psych crazed warpath vendetta of taking my land or else, and or else so far has included her twice now having my father shove things up the tailpipe of my car, both times doing lots of damage t the car when I started the engine and everything inside blew up because of the fuel line blocked. And twice now - each time the same day as attacking my Volvo cutting the wires off the Biddeford apartment as well, in the same driveway where the car was parked.

Both times they admitted to doing it and both times used the justification that I deserved it because I was refusing to sell my land and give my mother the money to buy a house in Kennebunk. She says she has to move to Kennebunk to "get away from the niggars invading Maine, Kennebunk is all white they don't allow no niggars". She's very crude and vulgar and has an extreme hatred for black people and hangs around online with some group that calls itself "the workers of iniquity" which claims to be "a branch of the Ku Klux Klan because the original Ku Klux Klan is not strict enough".

Throughout 2016 people wearing KKK-like white robes and hood showed up in Old Orchard to make threats about my land. Back then I was unaware that my mother was friends with such a group. The robes are NOT KKK robes, the KKK robes are very distinctive, covered with fancy bead work and embroidery, and are not white, but are usually green or red or blue or yellow. It's a Hollywood myth that the KKK wears white, and that's how you can tell REAL KKK from fake wannabe's pretending to be KKK. Real KKK is not wearing white sheets and white pillowcases. The real KKK is a church that is organized similar to Catholic church and all their robes mean specific ranks, also they don't wear hood, they wear mitre hats like the pope does, and have a veil mask over their eyes. So its pretty easy to identify real KKK from fakers in white sheets, and the people showing up in my yard were not real KKK, they were fakers literally wrapped in white bed sheets with pillow cases over their heads. 

Well, various white-power groups show up in the area, that's nothing unusual. Neo-Nazi, Sovereign Citizens, ect. They've always been around Maine, so much so that there are KKK and white power history museums in Maine -one is in Saco. So, I didn't think much of the white hood idiots in my yard. We are Gypsies, white hooded idiots are a part of our non-white life.

Well, here's the thing: we are not white. My mother's mother was not a Gypsy. Eva Viola Little John Dyer Atwater was half Kickapoo Native American and half black. He mother was 100% Native America. Her father 100% black. My mom is 1/4 black, 1/4 Native American, and 1/2 Gypsy of Roumania/Arabian/Middle Eastern descent. There is not one drop of white blood in her. Which is why I was surprised to hear her say: "I gotta move to Kennebunk to get away from the niggars invading Maine, Kennebunk is all white they don't allow no niggars". Yes, Kennebunk is all white, and look at the news, the black school teach who lives in Old Orchard Beach and worked at Kennebunk schools is daily bombarded with swastika painted on her car while she's teaching class. I can't drive my Volvo down main street Kennebunk with out getting pelted with rocks and crowds running off the sidewalks screaming "death to Gypsy scum!" It's dangerous t drive through Kennebunk and not be white -they pull us coloured folks out of cars if we get stopped at a red light. Kennebunk is legendary for being the most white power town in the state of Maine.

One has only to look up the international news reports of the 10 year old school children dragging their black teacher into the streets and almost beating her to death -in 2020. That happened barely a year ago. Kennebunk is the most hostile anti-black town in America and they are proud of it, brag about it, and since the BLM stuff of 2020, Kennebunk has gotten ten times worse. And, she's been seeing all that in the news and wants to live there, and I'm not sure why, because like I said,  my mom is 1/4 black, 1/4 Native American, and 1/2 Gypsy of Roumania/Arabian/Middle Eastern descent and if she tries to buy a house there, and they find out she has black blood, they'll kill her. But she's all hyped up on a white power kick and wants to join Kennebunk's anti-black movement, and... I... I just don't understand it and I'm sure if that's actual why she wants to go thee or not.

There was a court case about the cats (3 different ones because the town hall dropped the case after evidence proved the cats were not mine and my mother had snuck them in my motorhome a few days earlier to try to frame me and then some MB guy crawled out of the woodwork to reopen the case a month later), which, for some reason was in my name, not her name, because the motorhome was mine, even though the cats were hers. Weirdly, half way through the court case the town hall dropped the case and some guy named MB Bureau took over it instead. Thing is, I don't know who this MB guy is. He's not anyone I have ever even met before and he was not at the court so I didn't meet him there either. He came in with lots of wild accusations about me harassing him, even though I had no clue who he was and had never heard of him before. MB's lawyer took photo copies of a conversation on Twitter between me and JB (the guy the FBI arrested for embezzling $30k out of the OOB town hall bank account - $3million in OOB tax money went missing, the rest was never found as far as I know. The Twitter conversation was this JB sending me death threats because he had just been released from prison, and he was claiming I had put him there, even though I didn't know him or that he'd been in prison or that he had stolen money from OOB town hall. According to FBI, JB was a church friend of my mother's and he and town manager Jim Thomas, had been Bishopric counsellors to Mormon Church Bishop DK and the 3 of them and several others from the Saco LDS church had taken over the OOB town hall in around 2010 and embezzled $3million in town taxes. Apparently my Uncle Mervin Bruce Atwater, Richard Merlin Atwater, and aunt B had been involved, been involved and they had used fake social media accounts in my name to contact JB so he thought I knew him, that's why he contacted me on my real account after getting out of prison. I don't know the details I only know the small bit of info the FBI told me to let me know why this JB guy was contacting me.) For some reason, this MB guy, said the Twitter conversation with this Joel guy was about him. 

And apparently according to the FBI, this MB guy owns the old abandoned logging road across the street from me, which is numbered as 139 Portland Ave. I don't know, that road has been abandoned at least since the 1970s, I had no idea any one lived down there, but FBI says this MB guy does. I've been at 146 since 1975, and I've never see any one live there. FBI says there is another driveway on a different side that they probably use. Any ways, for some odd reason this MB guy took over the court case with the cats, only he suddenly said it was about me being transgender (but I'm not transgender, so I don't know why he said I was) His lawyer came into court saying I was a man pretending to be a woman, and here's where it got really weird, the lawyer copied what he SAID was an "About Me" page off of my website (eelkat.com) only what he copied was the about page for the main character of the novel series I write (I'm the author of 138 published novels). The series is about a male Elf who is possessed by a female parasitic alien jellyfish. So it's a female jellyfish wearing the body of a dead male Elf like a coat and passing herself off as him.

Well, this lawyer (Gene Libby) for this MB guy is waving THAT fictional character profile around in court, saying it was my personal about me page, and making the claim that I was a male to female transvestite who believed I was an Elf... and here's the kicker... his whole spiel was trying to convince the judge that I was insane so this MB guy could confiscate my land at 146 Portland Ave! It was the most bizarre thing, and the judge thought so too, because the judge tossed the whole thing out of court because the charges this MB guy had against me were so oddball off the wall nut job ridiculous. But the thing was, again, it was someone making wild claims that I had to hand them over my land, which is what keeps happening with every one of these weird attacks. And always, like both these 2 guys: JB and MB Bureau they are creepy ass strangers who crawl out of the woodwork, people I've never heard of before, making claims to being my friend (JB made the claim he was my best friend and said we talked all the time on FaceBook, but he wasn't on my FB and I'd never heard of him before. While MB Bureau in his court papers made the claim to be one of my uncles -he is not-and)

aunt B and aunt L of Bangor used to be putting stuff online about me and my brothers and JB would get it from aunt B and aunt L and forward it every where. This was in 2010 era, but I did not see the posts, because none of them is a FaceBook friend of me. The FBI however said they saw a lot of the posts, these people made, including several death threats. Seems likely something like that is happening again given the way people keep showing up here at the Biddeford apartment when no one even knew I was here.

I met aunt L about 3 times during my childhood, it's been 30+ years since I last saw her, and I've never spoken with her online or offline not once in my entire life.

aunt B I meet 10 or 12 times during my childhood, and likewise it's been 30+ years since I last saw her, except for 2 times. One in 2013 she showed up at my Biddeford apartment on Water St, with some medical scam idea she had that she wanted me to help her with. She said she was working at Blue Cross/Blue Shield and had found a way to get people's insurance money because a lot of people didn't file claims; she said she was also an EMT, and she could take the records from one job to cross with the other job, to have people's insurance money forwarded to a POBox she owned. I told her I wanted nothing to do with it and to get lost. I don't know how true any of the stuff she said was. I don't know if she worked at those places or could do the scam she was claiming or not.

aunt B showed up again in 2016, at the Gazebo Park (might be named Mechanic's Park?) on the Saco River by the water treatment plant. I was there walking my dog, and my mother showed up with an uncle Peter (now deceased) who was visiting from Utah. They were having a picnic. aunt B and Bruce showed up to trash everything, steal the food, and then leave. They were yelling and screaming the whole time. They acted drunk, except I didn't think they drank. I don't know. Mormons don't drink, not usually.

So I don't know aunt B and aunt L otherwise. I know nothing about them. Have never had contact with them, have never spoken with them online or offline. So, I'm puzzled as to why they were posting things online about me in 2010, or why they were acting like they knew me, when neither of them has ever been a part of my life or know anything about me.

But, they make claims that I say and do various things that I don't say or do. The list of things they've accused me of is massive and kind of crazy and include the claims that I am a prostitute, and that I am a Mafia gang leader ... like I said, it's just wild and also very slanderous and I'm sick of it.

Back in 2019 when my mother got her car, she had it over a month before I even knew she had gotten a car. I found out she had it when she flipped out saying I was online telling people she bought a car. And it turned out is was aunt B and Brucie online telling everyone she got a car, but I had told them,  even thought I had never talked to either of them since 2013 when FBI told me cut off all contact with them

aunt B and Bruce and aunt L all 3 are constantly telling people I said things, that I never said. 

I told you people been showing up talking about Todd and claiming I said things online about him, but I don't even know who he is or what they are talking about. It almost looks like someone is online impersonating me.

A few weeks ago an old man walked up to me, asked if I was EelKat and then asked me why I kept emailing him, and I said I don't email anyone cause I don't use email. He said some days he gets over 300 emails a day from someone claiming to be EelKat 

Last time my car had this problem was same day my father cut the internet on my mom's orders. Suspicious my car has same problem again, same day internet goes off again. It went off while my mother was here

aunt B showed up at water st day after golf club attack, but I never knew how she found out , I never told anyone online about it . Her and Bruce knew about it some how before any one else.  They wanted me to use my injury to help them run a medical scam and they were pissed when I refused to. They started spreading lies about me online because of that. That was Nov 2013

aunt B and Bruce knew about the cats and DAY BEFORE it happened. aunt B posted on my FaceBook wall "the next head nailed to the door will be yours" the day before any heads were nailed to door

I think it's aunt B online saying stuff about me and my mom, because she did it before and because FBI was here asking about her going down to Washington Jan 6 attack, but I didn't yet know the Jan 6 attack had even happened. They said aunt B aunt L and 23 cousins had been down there and they FBI was trying to find them. 

Old Orchard police and Biddeford police and a detective have all shown up asking about aunt B and aunt L and 23 cousins as well. But again I don't know anything because I not had contact with them. But FBI, 2 police departments and a detective are all saying aunt B and aunt L and 23 cousins are making claims about me, in connection to bombs and ISIS .

That's how I found out Paul Martel was in prison. According to FBI agents, Paul Martel built the bombs for the 2013 Boston marathon and the 2013 bomb at South Maine Community College and put the college bomb in my class to make it look like I made the Boston bomb. That's why the FBI showed up to begin with. They were at the college investigating both bombs that happened the same day

FBI said they believed the whole thing was aunt B and Bruce idea, but Paul martial was the one who actually built the bomb and sold it to ISIS, and put the second bomb in my class at college so Paul Martel was the only one they could arrest. FBI is trying to arrest aunt B because they think she's the one behind it. They said the whole thing seems to have started because Scott went to prison for selling drugs at Scarborough downs and for some reason aunt B thinks I'm the one who turned him in, even though I've not seen or heard from Scott since he was 8 years old

FBI thinks the attack on the cats was aunt B retaliating because Paul Martel got arrested. 

When Dickie died also in 2013, after the bomb in Boston but before the golf club attackers aunt B was with him taking charge of his medicine and his official cause of death was an overdose of his medicine, with a not saying unable to determine if accident or suicide. I found out this 2 days after he died when Jacksonville County state police from Florida showed up here in Maine to interview me about where I was the day Dickie died  because when he died aunt B called 911 and told the police I had killed him. 

The FBI thinks the golf club attack was aunt B retaliating because police didn't arrest me for murdering Dickie like she had demanded they do

FBI is full focused on arresting aunt B and Bruce. There's no evidence Bruce is dead. All evidence points to him being in New Zealand. 

FBI believes Bruce faked death because FBI was moving in to close and he didn't want to take the fall for what aunt B is doing 

In 1996 and 1997 aunt B sent out lots of emails to the family claiming the emails had been written by me. I did not have email, internet, or even a computer yet. She got Dickie and David and Joey in raving warpath over it. That's the summer they all showed up talking about Etiole and amphibious aliens and alien abduction. aunt B was the one who started all of that stuff about Etiole, who I never called Etiole. Etiole is not his name, it's always been the word the Atwaters used to describe him (it means man from the stars or alien it's a French word. I don't know French, aunt B is the one who knows French, so I never would have given him a French name) Bruce and Dickie went to a bunch on MUFON forums from 1996 to 2007 spreading lies about me and Etiole calling him a demon and alien and claiming I was an alien abducted. I found out about it in 2007 after they'd already been doing it for 11 years. I don't think aunt B has ever stopped sending out emails about Etiole while pretended to be me, I think she is still doing it.

My father was the one who told the Atwaters about Etiole. My father and Dickie both called him the white monkey. In 1994 and 1996 Bishop Morgan asked me to his office and showed me a bunch of letters, all of them signed "The White Monkey, OST". He said the letters were written to sound like I had written them but he said he'd seen my handwriting before and knew I hadn't written these. He wanted to know if I recognized the handwriting. Some had been written by daddy. Others had been written by Dickie. President Earnshaw later called me in for similar letters he had received and again the white monkey letters were written by mostly daddy and some Dickie all pretending to be me, trying to make it look like I was pretending to be Etiole. In total 16 Bishops and 2 stake presidents had contacted me over the years about white monkey letters

The white monkey letters stopped in 2007 when the psychiatrist at Biddeford hospital diagnosed daddy as having schizophrenia and put him on psychiatric medicine. Since 2007 no one has mentioned Etiole or white monkey, until the week Todd died when people started showing up in Biddeford driveway yelling about Etiole and calling him a suicide demon

The white monkey belonged to Helen pearly and has nothing to do with Etiole at all. In 1978 Helen pearly had a pet white monkey that got lost. Me and cousin Micheal saw it in the woods out back and tried to catch it. We found Etiole the same day. Etiole is a homeless man who lives behind my land in the woods. Me and Micheal took him food. For some reason because we found him while looking for Helen pearly white monkey my father and the Atwaters got it in their heads that Etiole was a demon alien shape shifter who turned into a white monkey to lure me and Micheal into the woods. And that's how their stupid ass alien and demon rumours got started.

I used to let him sleep in the Dodge at night, that's why people started saying the car was haunted. They said Etiole was a demon and the car was demon possessed. My father and Bruce used to stay up all night debating what kind of demon Etiole must be and kept calling me a demon child and a witch and saying I was demon possessed and they called Etiole my familiar and said I summoned him to cast curses and death spells. Bruce believed all that stuff as actual fact and after Bruce left for the night my dad would joke about how gullible Bruce was and how easy it was to convince him demons lived in my car. From there the rumours ended up on the internet through the Heaven's Gate group, that Bruce was a member of at the time. They were a group of around 200 people who went from one UFO forum to the next spreading rumours about me and Etiole. They did that for 11 years before I found out Bruce and his UFO friends were doing it. 

I found out when people started showing up in Old Orchard with beeping equipment claiming they were here the capture Etiole while calling him an amphibious alien and EBE and calling me "EelKat Etiole's friend" I did not use the username EelKat online and none of my books about EelKat (the black bobcat) had ever been published so there was no reason for internet people to know either the name EelKat or Etiole.  I was using the username xavychup online not EelKat, that's why my email address is xavychup not EelKat. EelKat is something Grammy called me back in the 1970s because she said eels and cats were my spirit animals. I never called myself EelKat online or offline so only the Atwaters had ever heard that word before and yet in 2007, I spent the entire summer with endless people showing up in my yard at my tent and all calling me EelKat and all looking for Etiole. 

Because I was living under the tarp I had no access to internet yet so had no clue what was going on online. I went to the library and searched Etiole and EelKat to see what came up and I found tens of thousands of forum posts and interviews and articles all written by Bruce and Dickie, including interviews with Buddy Hopkins, David Mack, and David Icke. All the stuff they said was how they had this demon possessed niece who had been abducted by aliens and has brought an alien back from the mother ship with her and was now protecting him. Every one of the forum posts. Interviews and articles had my full name, my old Orchard address, my email, and my old Orchard phone number listed. That was why so many people were showing up at the tent. In 2006 to 2009. The whole thing of people calling me a Witch and saying about curses and death spells and aliens and demons was started by daddy saying that stuff to Bruce and then Bruce and Dickie spreading it online for 11 years from 1996 to 2007

I started using the name EelKat online BECAUSE my uncles had spent 11 years calling me that on MUFON forums, and when I found out about it and started contacting all the forum admins, I had to tell every one:

"I'm Wendy Christine Allen. I'm the one you all call EelKat, Etiole's friend, the REAL EelKat, friend of the REAL Etiole,  and I'm here to slap every damned one of you with protection from harassment orders. I'm tired of the slander and lies you people are spreading about me of fucking UFO websites. I'm not an alien abductee, I've never claimed to be, until this morning I didn't even know what an alien abductee was. Etiole is not an alien. Etiole is not a demon. He's a local homeless man who has a skin deformity, so he hides in the forest because people are scared of him because of what he looks like, and they beat him up and bully him. The people telling you he's an alien are my uncles, who the ring leaders behind beating him up and bullying him, and I'm quite upset to find out they've been doing it online for quite some time and I'm only just finding out about it now, because earlier this week, I had 30,000 people in my driveway, trying to catch him while screaming that he was an amphibious alien and EBE. You UFO crazies are insane, and I want you people out of my yard. My uncles are lying to you about me and Etiole and you'll idiots for believing them."

I created an EelKat username EVERYWHERE just so I could post that message to every place my uncles had posted that fucking ass alien abduction shit about me and Etiole. THAT, is why you saw me start to use the EelKat username in 2007, when I was always xavychup everywhere before that.

And that is also why I do NOT have an EelKat email.  I've had the xavychup email since 1994, I still have it. And anyone using an eelkat email to contact you isn't me, because I don't have an eelkat email. It always has been and still is xavychup.

Last I knew aunt B and Bruce and aunt L and Bruce's daughters and David's kids and grandchildren were all still continuing to spread demon and alien lies about me and Etiole and were still putting my real name and address on everything. In 2019 they were putting my old Orchard address my high street address and also my water st address even though I was no longer at water street on thousands of forum posts and Facebook posts. In 2019 they were making several hundred posts daily across all there accounts and I found 27 fake EelKat accounts owned just by Bruce himself alone. They were all things like eeelkat, ee1kat, 33lkat, etc. Slightly spell different to look like it was me, yo someone looking quick and not paying attention.  They are likely still doing it and I assume they are doing the same to my mother as well. 

Also I don't even know what mothers address is. How could I put it anywhere? I didn't even know she moved until last summer and apparently she moved a few years ago. No one ever told me she had moved. 

Just like the saying about me saying she got a car. I didn't know about the white car until she came over in it to see Mickey last may and apparently she had a few cars in between. Last car I knew was the black one. I didn't even know she had a new car, let alone more than one.

No one ever told me those things, not her or any one else so it's utterly stupid for her to think I could put her address or cars online. Only people who knew about her address and cars could put them online.

Don't forget she never even told me when Dickie or Bruce died. Both times I found out from the FBI showing up to investigate accusations that I had murdered them

I'm the bed ridden, crippled by multiple attacks. The November 14, 2013 golf club attack, I was almost healed from, but the June 2016 shopping cart attack re opened the 2013 injury and doctors can't operate this time because of the bone shards severing my spinal column. I'm crippled for the rest of my life and no one in this family ever cared. 

Both attacks the FBI wanted to talk to my parents and they refused to talk to him both times. My baby was murdered in the first attack. I was 8 months pregnant and all any of them would do was gibberish about "rosemary baby" and say there was no baby because it was a demon because it was Etiole's. My parents and the Atwaters hate Etiole that much, that they shun the existence of my baby and act like it was never there. That's how much they hate me. That's how cruel and hate filled they are towards me. They spent the last 50 years calling me demon possessed and them saying that is WHY local people attack me and killed my baby and left me crippled for the rest of my life. 

I am in bed 15 or more hours a day, I can barely sit up, I can barely stand up long enough to cook, I have to wear adult diapers since 2013 because half my organs don't work any more because the nerves from those organs to my spine are cut off. My hands shake so bad that it takes me hours to eat a single meal. I can't go back to college, I can't go back to work. But do they care? No. Not my mother. Not my father. Neither of them give a shit. They are both too damned selfish thinking about their own greed to ever once lift a finger to help me. Daddy treats me like a fucking slave and my mother is so far out of my life shunning me because bishop kenning in Saco ward told her too that she hasn't got a clue how bad things are.

I'm not doing a damned thing to any of them. I mind my own business. I write my novels. I don't contact them. I don't talk to them. I don't talk about them.  Someone is clearly pretending to be me online and is slandering me and getting sick of it. My mother flips out about everything thing under the sun and I never have a clue what she's talking about, because I never did or said any of the things she accuses me of. And my father and the Atwaters do the same thing. Some one is out there pretending to be me to get them worked into a frenzy just to sit back and laugh while watching my mother, my father, and the Atwaters be too damned stupid to think. My mother and my father and the Atwaters are all filled with so much pure hatred for me that it takes nothing to convince them to attack me. And whoever it is posting online pretending to be me, knows that and is taking advantage of it. 

I'm too damned sick and crippled to even attempt to do half the crazy shit my mother and my father are accusing me of. And what's worse, my father is right here in the same apartment with me. He sees me every day, he knows how bad off my health is. 

Look how much I'm bleeding all over the house every day. Massive nose bleeds that last for hours to a time, not bleeding from my nose. Just coming out of my nose. I'm so dizzy I can't sit up for weeks to a time. I faint and blackout when I try to get up to go to the bathroom. The pain in my hip and pelvis and knee and spine is so bad I can't even move my fingers to type my novels. 

And look at what they do. Do they really think I'm physically capable of doing the things they accuse me of? They are so damned self centred and paranoid. It's all I can do just to sit up and eat something, how the hell do they think I can do the stuff they accuse me of? My day is spent focusing on trying to get my leg to move so I can make a meal, I don't even have time to think about them. 

It looks more and like my mother and my father are doing this stuff on purpose to try to kill me. My father knows how bad off my heart and lungs are and how difficult it is for me to breath after just a couple of steps. His mother left that land to me in her will in 1983. He stole it, had it put into his name illegally. He's been pissed ever since her death, because she gave everything to me not him. That's been a big problem for him for the last 40 years. He raves about it alongside his ravings about going to Utah taking him off the fire department. He hates my mother because of Utah, blames her every day for losing his fire department pension. He raves about it all night long every single night. He blames me for his mother disinheriting him. He raves about that all the time too. I was only grandchild That's why she left everything to me. Including the land that he stole and put in his name. That land is rightfully mine, his mother gave it to me, and he can't stand it. He's needling my mother about the land just to spite his mother.

He's only trying to get the land away from me because he is mad that the town didn't take it. His mother wanted it to stay in the family. It had been in her family since 1530. Her family was the original settlement family of old Orchard and my land is that spot that the first house in Old Orchard was built.  My father stopped paying taxes to spite his mother and lose the land. He said so many times. He was angry when I bought the land back from the town. He still is. He wants it out of the family because his mother wanted it in the family. That's why he's trying to turn my mother against me over the land. Because he gates his own mother that much.

Keep in mind the 4 door white truck showed up at my workplace daily. Even though I never knew ahead of time what store I would be working at. I was a retail merchandiser and stocked shelves at dozens of stores all over the state. Walmart's every where, CVS, khols, sometimes local, sometimes as far as Freeport and once in Vermont and once in Massachusetts.  I got the notice of which store to be at 15 minutes before I left. So the only person who ever knew where I was going was my father. 

And yet the 4 door white truck would also arrive ahead of me and be waiting. They didn't follow me, they got their first.

And the police caught the truck and the driver in 2017. Kathy BR owned the truck. Her son was the driver.

The smith's are my parents friends. My mother's visiting and home teachers for years.

Kathy was the district emergency dispatch for all the towns in the area, not just old Orchard. That's why none of the 911 calls went through during the attacks by the 4 door white truck. He only attacked while she was on duty. She never forwarded any of the calls so officers never were told to come help me.

That includes the November 14, 2013 golf club attack in South Portland. But the college security officer made a report even though the police never arrived. That big black officer who was head of security was on duty and him and 2 student officers from the police academy made the report.

And FBI found the data from the calls, that never got forwarded to police, that's why Kathy BR lost her job. Because she's the one who tampered with the 911 call files.

Tim and Kathy BR both, not together, individually, arriving separately, both arrived at my tent multiple times throughout the entire year of 2013, saying they were coming to speak to me on behalf of someone who wanted to remain anonymous. So I never knew who sent them. Each time they arrived all they would say was that I had to tear down "the little yellow house" as they called the shop. 

August 8, 2013 the backhoe drove over the shop while I was at work on the food truck down by the pier.

I never saw Tim or Kathy again after that. Not once. And these were people who stopped by to visit my parents daily for over 40 years. Since August 8, 2013 and the backhoe attack on my house, Kathy and Tim have gone to alarming extreme levels to avoid running into me. They just down the street, on one of the private drives, so it's difficult to avoid running into me, and we used to see them a few times a week at local grocery stores. They both, if they see me in a store, literally throw whatever they are carrying across the store and run out of the store like they have a pack of rabid wolves on their heels. It's pretty fascinating thing to see.

My cousin and next door neighbour Tim Murphy was murdered that same week, a few days before the backhoe. His body was left at the cascade Ross road crossroad. 14 days later his head was left at the Portland Ave Ross road crossroad road. His mother put up the big white cross a month later. 

The 4 door white truck showed up a few days later. 

Tim Murphy had an identical truck. The police and FBI initially thought it was his, but his truck was later found.

Tim Murphy owned Etiole's swamp and was the one buying most of the food and supplies for Etiole. 

Tim Murphy was with me and Micheal the day we tried to catch Helen pearly white monkey and found Etiole. 

The FBI believes that Tim Murphy was killed by someone trying to frame Etiole and believes the murder was a retaliation over Tim Murphy refusing to sell the swamp land behind me. 

At the time the FBI was looking at DF Feeney as a suspect but DF Feeney's family was killed in a murder suicide and he too is now seen as someone who was being framed.

The swamp, sandpit, and pond behind me, the Murphys own that, and 3 people in their family have now died horrifically violent deaths because they, like me were protecting Etiole from the people who would kill him because they believed Bruce's demon and alien lies about Etiole. 

Look at what is being done to me. They drove a backhoe over my house and they murdered my baby and they crippled me, all days apart.

Look at what is being done to the Murphys. And they're massacring the Murphy family. Tim's death the same time as the attack on me.

And look at who screams the loudest hate for Etiole. Look WHO calls him a demon.

And look at WHO the FBI's number one suspect in all of this is.

My family laughs and jokes about this whole thing like they think it's a fucking game. People are dying and the FBI is not laughing. 

Look at WHO keeps attacking my car. Look at WHO keeps cutting the wires off the apartment. Vandalism. Harassment. Bullying. Threats. Evil people Evil things. By their fruits yea shall no them, for no good thing springs from dead wood. Those are small petty crimes, but they are still crimes. But it's far beyond petty crimes. The list of people who have been murdered is quite long now. 13 died just at the Boston marathon bombing. I'm crippled for the rest of my life, and so far, I'm the only person who was attacked who lived through an attack. Every one else they've attacked is dead. Most of them beheaded or killed in a bomb. 7 different bombs, including one in my classroom at college in 2013, two in my workplace in 2015 and 2016, the house in Old Orchard in 2006, and my doctor on Saco Ave in 2003 where the doctor the nurses and 21 patients were killed. And the FBI was on site for every one of them, and my family thinks it's funny to laugh and make jokes about all of it. Because that's they do since the day me and Micheal and Tim Murphy found Etiole

Do you realize for all the shit my parents have pulled,  they've never once apologized for anything. And you know why? Because they aren't sorry. They feel no guilt. They feel no shame. They feel no remorse. Why? Because they hate me. They always have. From the time I was old enough to walk both of them reminded me daily that I was supposed to be a boy to replace the baby boy that was born before me. That's why Grammy Helen was the one who was always with me until I was 8. And after that it was Grammy Eva. And then BW. 

Do you know how I found out Santa wasn't real? Grammy Helen died when I was 8. That year for Christmas there were no Christmas presents. There was just my parents arguing over which one of them should have lowered themselves to buy a gift for the mistake that committed the sin of not being born a boy. I remember that Christmas better than any other. Because that's when found out exactly how much my parents hated me and thought I was worthless because I was a girl.

Look at my MRI scans at the damage the foundation nail through my hip did. The mutilated bones that were shattered when I was 6 years old and no one took me to the hospital. I've walked on a broken leg for almost 50 years. 

Look at the jaw surgery I had to have when I was 42 to repair an injury done to me with a brick when I was 14. 

Look at the Gremlin, 1974 orange, obliterated by a sledgehammer. 

Look at what happened when I was awarded phi theta kappa. No one went to the award ceremony. My mother said it was stupid. My father spent the day raving calling me an educated damned fool. BW was at the temple with Rick. And people with golf clubs were waiting at my car.

Do you realize if just one single person had cared enough to be at the phi theta kappa awards my baby might not have been murdered and I might not be crippled now. 

Grammy Helen would beat my dad's ass for the shit he does to me. And Grammy Eva would be ashamed of the stuff my mother does. Neither Helen or Eva would have let them get away with the constant abuse and harassment.

As for what happened to my car March 9, 2022 - KRA vandalized my car and tried to make it look like my brother did it. KRA stuffed the tailpipe full of McDonald's ketchup packets, which is what caused the fuel line to blow up. I could have died. He tried to kill me and make it look like my brother who works at McDonald's did it so my brother would be blamed.

KRA did the same thing in November, because of some guy named Todd who I supposedly convinced to kill himself via may painting a "suicide demon" on my car. There is a picture of Etiole on my car, that is what they are calling "a suicide demon"



UPDATE: February 27, 2022:

Do not underestimate either my willingness or how far I will go to protect my murdered son's grave from being destroyed by the bastards who are the @FBI s number one suspects in having killed him. The ONLY reason that bitch is hell bent on digging up my farm is because she wants to destroy the evidence of my baby having been murdered by golf clubs.

I'm sick of my mother and my mothers shit head Atwater relatives. They won't stop focusing on the cats. They are lost in a delusional refusal to face reality and that is impeding the fbi investigation of the murder of my baby and the crippling of my spine, because all either of them will do is say there was no baby and tell everyone lies about me and I don't like it. My baby is dead and that has nothing to do with the cats and I'm sick of my mother and her filthy Atwater thugs both ignoring what happened at the college 2 years before the cat event happened AND daily arriving to bully me and say it was “RoseMary’s Baby” and not a real baby because it was a demon, because Etiole was a from.

 

Etiole is not a demon, my baby with him was not a demon, you murdered my fucking baby because you are retarded religion crazed jackasses. Get the fuck out of my life and go burn were evil people like you belong!

 

I'm tired of every time I mention the baby that was murdered November 14, 2013 at Southern Maine Community College,  they wave their hand in my face and say, "no you're just upset about the cats". The cats happened May 14, 2015 and those cats were not mine, they were my mother's cats, that she hid in my motorhome because her landlord Nick didn’t know she had 13 cats in her Birch St apartment. And he evicted her a year later when he found out the cats were hers.

That's why SHE is the one making a fuss about them, not me. I'm not the one running around yapping about the cats constantly,  she is. I'm talking about my son. 

 

My baby boy that was murdered by 3 attackers wielding golf clubs in the SMCC parking lot. A blond woman whom the redhaired woman called Claire, a redhaired woman who the blond woman called Kendra, both in their 60sish, and a bald man in his 30ish.

 

I'm not talking about my mother's cats, I'm talking about my child. What the fuck is wrong with these people? 

 

As for my car … did you all forget when and why I painted it? May 12, 2014. Mother's day. The first mother day after my baby was murdered. I painted my Volo on mother's day to divert my mind from killing myself. That's why I painted my car 9 years ago and you all know that, I've said as much hundreds of times.

Ty Mother and the Atwaters are refusing to acknowledge the baby because also refuse to acknowledge Etiole, a local homeless Jewish man who is the baby's father. 

My Mother and the Atwaters are so damned bigoted and religion crazed that all they’ve ever done is call Etiole a demon or an alien, since the first day they ever saw him: September 23, 1978.

It’s been almost 50fucking years that they’ve harassed him because of what he looks like and harassed me because I won’t let them beat him to death. 

They fully 100% believe he is not human and they run around slandering him every chance they can get and they’ve been doing it for 50 fucking years now. 

And THAT is the ONLY reason, they are doing what they are doing right now. 

 

They have NO RIGHT to be on my land. They are fucking trespassing.

Because they are so damned brainwashed by their fucking religions, that they can’t stop believing anyone who is physically deformed MUST be a Demon.

 

And they’ve spent the last 9 years daily hounding me and whooping and cheering joyous celebration over “killing the demon” as they refer to my baby.

 

In you hadn’t watched the local news - January 2022 - there was a massive FBI raid on Main Street and Cutts Street Biddeford, Maine. 8 of the men who have been roaming Southern Maine beating up pregnant women with golf clubs, were arrested and are now in jail where they belong, soon to be moved to federal prison.

And THAT is what has got the Atwaters in a frenzy now, digging up my land in Old Orchard Beach. They are desperately trying to find my dead baby’s unmarked grave, because they know his gold club shattered skull is very damning evidence for them, now that the FBI made a move and started arresting a bunch of their thugs.

 

And those arrested that just happened, they happened because the FBI phone number was painted on my car and locals in Biddeford, came forward with witness testimony of the attacks.

 

What my mother and the Atwaters are doing is cruel and evil and hateful, and I’m sick of it.

They don’t care about or my life, and my baby or his life. As can be seen by the fact of how he died.

The FBI is still trying to ID the bond Claire woman and the redhaired Kendra woman. They caught the bald man with the 4 door white pick up truck, we now know who he is - the son of the Old Orchard Beach police dispatch woman, the woman who would never let any 911 calls begging for help while these attacks were happening, go through.

Don't be surprised if you see the signs - all 144 of them - go back up in my driveway. Because I'm fucking sick of being harassed, and the agreement to keep the signs down, specified that EVERYONE in Old Orchard Beach - ALL RESIDENTS would NEVER HARASS ME again. You people have broken your agreement. I'm painting new signs as we speak.

EVERYONE - includes real estate agents, developers, contractors, construction workers, and any Atwater bitch who thinks they have the right to daily show up at my Biddeford apartment to say: "What are we going to do about Wendy, she can't keep that land, I need a downpayment on a house, she is going to sell her land and give me the money or else!"

Burn in hell you fucking bitch, and take all your fucking Atwater shitheads with you.

There are more then 500 graves on my farm - more than half of them Native American, some of them buried as far back as the 1400s. I WILL NOT let you touch those graves. I take my job as the guardian of these graves VERY SERIOUSLY. And you WILL have an all out war on your hands if you dare touch them.

Now she's threatening to dig up the graves on my land.

My dead baby means a hell of a lot more to me, then her fucking house. She never gave a damn when my baby died, but look at what she did when the cats died. Her priorities are fucked up.

My dead baby means a hell of a lot more to me, then her fucking house. She never gave a damn when my baby was murdered. But look at what she did when the murderers returned and killed the cats!

Look at what she is STILL doing about the fucking cats!

That's all she cares about. Those damned dead cats and her glut lust to have a mansion in KennebunkPort.

Her priorities are fucked up.

She doesn't give a damn about Human life.

And you know what's worse, the FBI thinks she, her sister Barbara, her brother Bruce, and their friends Claire and Kendra, where the people wearing the fake KuKluxKlan robes and hoods on November 14, 2013, when they used golf clubs to beat my baby to death and break my spine leaving me crippled for the rest of my life. 

Her, Barbara, Bruce, Claire, and Kendra - those are the FBI’s #1 suspects in the murder of my baby, November 14, 2013.

And what the hell is with people mixing up me and my mother? 

I'm NOT the one hell bent on a house. I have been willfully homeless for decades I have no desire for the confines of a house. The one running around yapping hysterics about a house IS MY MOTHER NOT ME!

I'm NOT the one talking about cats. The one running around yapping hysterics about cats IS MY MOTHER NOT ME!

I'm NOT the one talking about Todd, I don't even know who Todd is! I don't know any one named Todd! The one running around yapping hysterics about Todd IS MY MOTHER NOT ME!

I'm NOT the one talking about Mark and Dan and Watson, I don't even know who Mark and Dan and Watson are! I don't know anyone named Mark or Watson and the only Dan I know is my cousin and it's clearly not him she's talking about. The one running around yapping hysterics about Mark and Dan and Watson IS MY MOTHER NOT ME!

I'm NOT the one putting curses on people. I don't believe in curses. The one running around yapping hysterics about curses and claiming she's casting death spells on people IS MY MOTHER NOT ME!

I'm NOT the one talking about demons. I don't believe in demons. The one running around yapping hysterics about demons and calling Etiole a demon IS MY MOTHER NOT ME!

I'm NOT the one calling Etiole a demons. I don't believe in demons. Etiole is a local homeless man and Etiole isn't even his name, I don't use his real name online to protect his identity. I'm not the one who calls him Etiole either. Etiole is the name the Atwaters call him. The one running around yapping hysterics about demons and calling Etiole a demon IS MY MOTHER NOT ME!

I'm NOT the one talking about aliens or UFOs or alien abduction. I don't believe in aliens or UFOs or alien abduction. The one running around yapping hysterics about aliens or UFOs or alien abduction IS MY MOTHER NOT ME!

I'm NOT the one calling Etiole an alien. I don't believe in aliens and besides that, Etiole is a local homeless man. The one running around yapping hysterics and calling Etiole an alien IS MY MOTHER NOT ME!

I'm NOT the one talking about Voodoo dolls and Voodoo curses. Voodoo has nothing to do with Voodoo dolls and curses. Voodoo dolls and curses are mumbo-jumbo made up by Hollywood movies and have nothing to do with the Voodoo religion at all. Voodoo is a branch of the Catholic Church. Look it up. Voodoo is a Christian religion. A Voodoo Priest is a type of Catholic Monk. A Voodoo Priestess is a type of Catholic Nun. Voodoo does not cast curses or use voodoo dolls. The one running around yapping hysterics about Voodoo dolls and Voodoo curses IS MY MOTHER NOT ME!

Open your eyes people. Me and my mother don't look that much alike. You should be able to tell the difference between me and her.

Stop showing up in my yard to to attack me because of some fucking shit you argued with my mother about.

If you've got a problem with my mother, take it up with her not me.

Her, Barbara, Bruce, Claire, and Kendra - those are the FBI’s #1 suspects in the murder of my baby, November 14, 2013.

No, I have no updates on Etiole.

He was shot, by a local lunatic.

No, he's not okay.

And I am getting sick of this fucking ass rumour of Etiole being an alien or a demon.

The fact of Etiole being an alien is a stupid urban myth started by some crazy ass locals.

The fact of Etiole being a demon is a stupid urban legend created by some religion crazed nuts.

Etiole is an old man covered with acid burns. His skin is white and face disfigured from acid burns. He's not an alien and he's not a demon. And you people who call him an alien and call him a demon, you're all fucking crazy. 

Etiole is a homeless Jewish man who has no skin because he was tortured in a Nazi concentration camp in France during WW2. He came to Maine in 1953 with a bunch of other refugees, He has post traumatic stress disorder really bad and he's terrified of people. He can't function in normal society, so hides in the forests. He's not an alien, he's not a demon, he's not a cryptid. He's a disfigured old man, now in late 90s. He barely get around. He doesn't you people harassing him like this. Why can't you people leave him alone? Why are you all so damned desperate to believe in aliens or demons that you have to harass a helpless old man? Leave him alone. Why can't you leave him alone? What is wrong with you people?

Read The Amphibious Aliens article, https://www.eelkat.com/AmphibiousAliens.html where way back in 2007, I DEBUNKED every one of you stupid ass alien, cryptic, demon, and haunted car rumours. Amphibious Aliens The Story of Etiole and The World's Most Haunted Car, goes over every event from the 1970s, that started the fucking rumour, and lists off how every alien, demon, and haunted car rumour was proven to be nothing but a hoax started by my mother's brother  Mervin Bruce Atwater. Every single one of those rumours was started by that one man, and were proven to ALL be hoaxes he perpetrated to try to get money out of Dr Larochelle, the man who hit Mervin's younger sister with a car. They tried to convince the old doctor his car had a demon living in it and they scammed the doctor out of $20,000 back in the 1970s. THAT is how and why the demon car rumour got started. I bought the car in 1975. Etiole started living in it in 1978. And that is how me and Etiole got dragged into the fucking ass rumours about a demon car.

The article Amphibious Aliens The Story of Etiole and The World's Most Haunted Car DEBUNKS ALL of the alien, cryptid, demon, and haunted car rumours. Every last one of them.

The car is not haunted and Etiole is not a demon.

You people who believe my car is haunted or think that Etiole is a demon, you are all fucking retarded.

You are slandering me!

You are slandering Etiole!

You are slandering my cars!

I'm sick of it!

Grow up and go get a damned fucking brain!

I'm sick of you people harassing me and Etiole over stupid shit started by brain dead idiots.

If you are having problems with my mother, tell FBI agent Andy Drewer about it not me. Have information, call FBI Agent Andy Drewer at 207-774-9322

Have information about the murder of my baby, call FBI Agent Andy Drewer at 207-774-9322

Have information about any of the attacks on my family, call FBI Agent Andy Drewer at 207-774-9322

Have information about the people who shot Etiole, call FBI Agent Andy Drewer at 207-774-9322

If you have information about anything, call FBI Agent Andy Drewer at 207-774-9322 and give it to him, not me.

https://www.eelkat.com/AmphibiousAliens.html





UPDATE March 8, 2022

One sign is back up. 

How many more go up, is dependent upon YOU.

From now on, every time one of you Old Orchard Beach, Pine Point, or Biddeford shitheads decides to harass me, I'm going to put up another sign.

If you want no more, then you better make dammed sure you keep your friends and family and neighbors out of my yard and out of my life. I'm not selling my land, and I'll not let you dig up those graves.

Burn in hell.

No means no.

And I'm tired of saying no.

Just like rapist, you refuse to take no for an answer.

No. I'm not selling my land and giving you the money so you can buy a house in Kennebunk.

I've said no to you every single week since August 2021. And your current threats to dig up the graves on my land and move them to your land, is why the signs are going back up.

I'm tired of you bullying me.

I'm tired of your threats.

I'm tired of your gaslighting.

I'm tired of your lies.

You keep saying "After all I've done for you!" What have you done for me? When I was 8 years old you locked me in a racoon trap and left me there for 27 years, only letting me out on Sundays so you could parade me around in the Cape Elizabeth and Saco Ward Mormon churches to pedophile priests who paid you so they could rape me. That's why you never had a job until 5 years ago, because you made plenty selling your pre-teen daughter for sex to dirty old men.

You drove a foundation nail through my hip when I was 6 years old.

From the tie I was 14 until I was 42 years old I was near mute, because you broke my jaw with a brick. I was 42 when I had surgery to rebuild my jaw, that's why I can talk today.

You never allowed me or my bothers to go to school or doctors.

YOU took a sledge hammer to my 1974 AMC Gremlin, my 1976 AMC Gremlin, my 1976 AMC Hornet, my Olds station wagon, and you took a chain saw to my 1964 Dodge 330 the worlds most haunted car, the real Christine. YOU did that.

Since 1978 you have harassed me and me boyfriend, the one you call Etiole, because YOU believe he's a demon because of his skin deformities. You and your sister and your brothers contacted MUFON and told them lies about me and Etiole both. You called him the amphibious alien and claimed he had abducted me. Your alien abduction hoax, almost got him killed in 1997 and again in 2007 when ufo crazies arrived in my yard calling him an EBE and trying to shoot him "for science". An elderly man, a French, Jewish Nazis concentration camp survivor who lives in the forest because his PTSD and fear of people is so bad. A man who is scarred with acid burns from being tortured in WW2 and is neither a demon nor an alien and who deeply traumatized by YOUR endless harassment.

It was YOUR friends who drove a backhoe over my house August 8, 2013 because YOU paid them $600 to do so. Because you thought without a house I would sell my land. But I wasn't the one living in that house. My dad lived there. All you did was put him in a Biddeford apartment. I was already living in the tent since May 9, 2006, and I had the Biddeford apartment since February 13, 2007. 

It was YOUR friends who attacked me with golf clubs at Southern Maine Community College, November 14, 2013, while I was 8 months pregnant with Etiole's baby. That they murdered, on YOUR orders, because as YOU put it "It's RoseMary's Baby" while you gibbered about some horror movie about demon babies.

That was YOUR own grandchild that YOU hired those people to kill.

April 10, 2015, YOU broke into my motorhome, put YOUR 13 cats in it, them then brought YOUR friends to attack my family.

We now know the owner of the 4-door white truck, was YOUR visiting teach, Kathy, the driver who tried to kill me, was her son, and the reason the 911 calls didn't go through during each attack, was because she was the 911 dispatcher and her son, driving her 4door white pick up truck, only attacked me she was on duty. They were YOUR friends from the Saco Ward church, YOUR church, attacking YOUR daughter on YOUR orders.

Since August 2021, you arrive at my apartment 3 times a week, to tell me I need to put curses on people at your workplace, citing that I have to, because you're my mother and I'm demon possessed and I should be putting my demons to good use by helping you kill three people you don't like at work.

I'm sick of you calling me demon possessed.

I'm sick of you demanding curses.

You have a severe mental problem and you need psychiatric help.

I'm sick of you spreading slanderous lies about me telling every one around town I cast curses and death spells, when I've never done either.

November 19, 2021, YOU friend Todd commit suicide and YOU told YOUR friends, that me and Etiole used suicide demons to drive him in front of a train.

YOUR friend Todd, who I did NOT know and had never heard of until 6 of YOUR friends showed up at Rotary Park November 21, 2021 to gun down Etiole while screaming that they were "killing the suicide demon", while we were walking my dog.

Something YOU now brag that YOU tricked YOUR friends into do, because you needed to get Etiole off my land in order to convince me to sell it and give YOU the money for a down payment on a house in Kennebunk.

Christmas Eve 2021, you arrived at MY apartment in Biddeford, STOLE my father's psychiatric medicine, medicine he needs to keep him NOT violent, because he has extremely violent schizophrenia and one hell of a criminal record that requires him to never be in the same room with a gun, let alone never have one. He was committed to a mental ward in 2007, and they ONLY let him out because he came to Biddeford to live with ME in MY apartment, and I was monitoring his meds.

After YOU stole his medicine, you took him with you daily to Kennebunk, to a mansion by Bush's house, to daily tell him, you would give him that house if he forced me to sell my land and give you the money from my land to buy that Kennebunk house.

Tell, me, what of THOSE things, is YOU doing anything FOR me?

No, means, no.

I'm done saying NO to you.

You are nothing but a land rapist.

Just like a rapist you refuse to accept No for an answer.

Every week since August 2021, I've said no to you.

No, I will not sell my land and hand you the money so you can buy a house in Kennebunk.

No, means no.

And no, I'm not happy with the fact that because I won't sell my land and give you the money, you are now threatening to dig up the graves on my land and move them to your land.

No, I'm not happy with you saying "You don't need the land, you don't use it, I need a house in Kennebunk, you ought to want to sell your land and give me the money!"

Yes, I do use my land.

Yes, I did see the car YOU dumped behind my motorhome. You have till the end of summer to get it off my land or the police are taking it.

What I do with my land is none of your damned business.

And for your information, my land is where I write my novels. I sit on the hill, and I write every day, all summer long. The only reason I didn't in 2021 is because I had Covid for 3 months.

No, telling me that my grandmother's evil spirit is haunting my land. also does not inspire me to want to sell it.

YOU are an evil, hate fill, mean, cruel, sadistic, child abusing, vindictive sociopath.

Get psychiatric help.

You need it.

What you are doing is wrong and you know it. You won't be so upset about what is painted on my car, if you didn't know it.

You can't hide from the truth forever. 

You can't hide your sins, your crimes, your cruelties forever.

Good things will never come to you, until you stop doing evil things to those around you.


Don't forget, my camera runs 24/7 and it's a simple matter of my uploading the video footage of you doing and saying things thing. Plus a lot of it, you said and did while I was livestreaming so people online have already seen and heard you say and do these things.

Yes, I even have video footage of the 4 bicycle brats who chased the homeless man into the train November 2021.

EVERYTHING, I have said here I have video footage of. That is WHY the FBI have been able to arrest so many people these past few months, in Biddeford.

Cutting the wires off our house November 2021 - you did on a livestream. People saw you do it WHILE you were doing it. 

All 2 of the FedEx workers you demanded death curses for - you did on a livestream.

Stealing my dad's meds - you did on a livestream.

Saying "What are we going to do about Wendy, she can't keep that land, I need a house" - you did on a livestream.

Threatening to dig up the graves on my land - you did on a livestream.

All that n-word stuff you said about the black men at your workplace - you did on a livestream.

People been seeing and hearing you live. They've already seen and heard a lot.

How do you plan to explain away all the hundreds of hours of video footage I have of you breaking into my bedroom during a live stream to threaten me, my family, my land?












To the people who asked about weird emails that you claim you got from someone claiming to be me, here are a few things to consider:

#1: I DO NOT use email and I NEVER have. if you get a letter from me it is going to be written in ink on paper, and in a stamped envelope the mail truck delivered to your mailbox at the end of your driveway. Since 1997 my aunt Barbara has been sending emails out to people CLAIMING they were from me, so in all likelihood whatever you got was actually from her. Her brothers Richard Merlin Atwater and Mervin Bruce Atwater and David Atwater did the same thing throughout the early 2000s. And 57 of their children, grandchildren, and great grandchildren have done it at well. No, I’m not special. They do this to THOUSANDS of people. They run a medical scam and pretend to be LOTS of big name famous authors, hoping you’ll click whatever link they put in the email, because the link is going to open a .exe phishing program to steal your credit card data and medical records. The FBI is currently investigating their medical fraud, email fraud, scam operation, so if you ARE getting emails claiming to be from me, PLEASE print up the email ad take it to the FBI office on Middle Street in Portland, Maine. FBI Agent Andy Drewer is in charge of not only the investigation of the 2015 murder of my family, but he is also in charge of the email impersonation fraud, and the stalker doing the email fraud.

#2: As you have stated, the topic of the emails is Etiole... do know that I have NEVER talked about Etiole, with ANYONE, online or offline. Unlike my mother, and her sister, my aunt Barbara and her brothers Richard Merlin Atwater and Mervin Bruce Atwater and David Atwater, I happen to respect people’s privacy. As I have said before: Etiole is a Jewish, French, Nazi concentration camp refugee who came to Maine in 1953 with a boatload of about 300 other concentration camp survivors. He is covered with acid burns, so his skin looks ghastly white and horrifically disfigured, which is why he lives in the swamps around the Saco River. he is now in his 90s and is still as homeless as he was in the 1950s. He has severe posttraumatic stress disorder, can not speak/is mute, does not have the mental capacity to function in normal society on any level what so ever, and me and a few others have been taking care of him, giving him food and clothing and supplies and medical attention since 1978. There is nothing else you need to know. You do not need to know where he is or how to find him. If you want to see him, go to y livestream/video archive and watch the VOD where I visited him on livestream so you could see what he looked liked and how crippling his metal condition really is.

#3: I feel I shouldn’t have to say this, but apparently I do NEED to say this: Etiole is NOT an alien, nor is he a demon. The article Amphibious Aliens is free to read online. It goes over all the details of both the alien rumours and the demon rumours and debunks them all, while proving all the proof, including medical records and documentation of the people behind the rumour.

#4: The ONLY person who ever claimed I was abducted by aliens was my uncle Mervin Bruce Atwater, who was the leader of the Mane division of Heaven’s Gate for over 40 years. Heaven’s Gate if you do not know, was the UFO suicide cult who murdered 39 people with poisoned Kool-Aid in California in 1997, because Comet HaleBop flew over that night.

#5: I found out about my so-called alien abduction in 2007, when a MUFON tour group showed up in my yard asking to interview me. They carried with them more than a dozen books by various UFO/alien experts and over 100 newspaper articles, all featuring interviews with my aunt Barbara and her brothers Richard Merlin Atwater and Mervin Bruce Atwater and David Atwater, interviews all from the 1970s, 1980s, and 1990s, all of them telling of how I was supposedly a demon possessed child, whose best friend was an alien named Etiole. It was 2007, and it was the first time I had ever heard the term “alien abduction” I didn’t even know what it was. The MUFON group - a group of 30,000 people - standing in my driveway 2007 all wanted to interview me as they pointed out NONE of the 30+ years of several hundred interviews with my aunts and uncles, not ONE of the interviews was WITH ME. This was the source of the April 2007 article titled Amphibious Aliens, where I shocked the MUFON world with the revelation that I was NOT an alien abductee, nor had I ever claimed to be one. It also infuriated me to find out that my aunt Barbara and her brothers Richard Merlin Atwater and Mervin Bruce Atwater and David Atwater had been running around telling people about Etiole, as I had never told ANYONE - NOT EVEN THEM - about Etiole. It turns out my aunt Barbara and her brothers Richard Merlin Atwater and Mervin Bruce Atwater and David Atwater go their alien and demon stories about Etiole from my mother and THIS is WHY I disowned my mother, shun her, and have had nothing to do with her, or her sister my aunt Barbara and her brothers Richard Merlin Atwater and Mervin Bruce Atwater and David Atwater, since 2007. The slanderous alien and demon, gossip, rumours, and lies my mother and her sister my aunt Barbara and her brothers Richard Merlin Atwater and Mervin Bruce Atwater and David Atwater spread about me and Etiole are deplorable and I HATE my mother and her sister my aunt Barbara and her brothers Richard Merlin Atwater and Mervin Bruce Atwater and David Atwater, and I hope they burn in hell for the alien and demon shit they pulled on me and my homeless boyfriend.

#6: That same Amphibious Aliens article ALSO debunks the stupid ass haunted car rumours. My 1964 Dodge 330 is NOT haunted and we fucking proved that. And AGAIN, the haunted car rumour, is sourced to my aunt Barbara and her brothers Richard Merlin Atwater and Mervin Bruce Atwater and David Atwater. That car ran over my aunt Barbara when she was 2 years old. At the time, the car belonged to Dr. Larochelle of Ocean Ave Old Orchard Beach, Maine. My than 2-year-old aunt Barbara almost died and her older brothers Richard Merlin Atwater and Mervin Bruce Atwater and David Atwater, came up with a haunted car/demon possession hoax to scam that elderly doctor out of $20,000, which my grandmother Eva Viola Atwater spent on a 3 year trip to Hawaii in 1973. The Atwaters scammed and terrorized the doctor so badly, that he sold the car to me in 1975 for $5 because he was convinced it was attacking people. The car became famous in 1983 when my then neighbour Stephen King used the demon possession story of my car as the basis for his book Christine. He named the car Christine because Christine is my real name and I owned the actual car. Stephen King returned 10 years later in 1994 to film the Thinner movie in my yard, because I’m the real world “Gypsy Witch” (priestess) that he based his fictional Gypsy Witch in Thinner off of. The movies Christine and Thinner are what in turn made ME famous, and started locals accusing me of being a witch with a demon car.

And as for the fucking Thinner movie - those bastards were trespassers. They just showed up unannounced, barged in, set up filming, without permits or licenses or contracts or permission or even telling us ahead of time that they were coming. No one in Stephen King’s crew acted legally, we are not in that movie willingly, they were not on our farm legally, no one ever received a penny for any of it, and to make things worse, Steven King had no right or permission to go o late night television and tell people my home address and tel his fucking fans to “go visit the Thinner Gypsies of Saco Maine”. They had no right to be on my farm, they had no right to be filming my family. They just dropped in one day. We had no clue who they were or why they were there and it took us fucking 5 hours to chase those trespassing bastards and their film crew off our farm.

In short: I don’t use email, so you NEVER got an email from me. I’m not a witch. My car isn’t haunted. Etiole is not a demon. Etiole is also not an alien. And I was never abducted by aliens.

Also, I don’t know what you are talking about with the house stuff. I’m NOT trying to build a house, I’ve NEVER tried to build a house, I have never applied for a house permit, I’ve never been denied for a house permit because I’ve never even tried to get one. You clearly have me mixed up with someone else.

I’m at 146 Portland Ave. I have 2 neighbours who are building a house: 144 Portland Ave next door to me and 139 Portland Ave across the street from me. I think you mean one of them. My neighbour at 144, has been trying to build a house for 17 years and the town hall has been giving them the runaround. I think SHE at 144 Portland Ave is the one you mean, not me at 146. You seem to have us mixed up somehow.

SHE at 144 is the one putting in a septic system, not me at 146. I’m the one with the pink motorhome and the 35-year-old black Volvo. she’s the one with the brand new big black car and the log cabin house.

You have seriously mixed the two of us up big time.

Understandable considering it was HER family at 144 fighting with the Cyr Clan over a septic tank in 2014, and the Cyr Clan hired a hitman who accidentally murdered MY children, ten of them and nailed their heads to my motorhome door, at 146 than the white-haired man with the green pick-up truck has spent the last 7 years TELLING YOU via running up the street knocking on doors, tell you that it was EelKat trying to build a house, ONLY telling you that to try to cover his ass for mixing up my children at 146 when it was my neighbours children at 144 that was the ACTUAL target.

This is not speculation, the FBI have 100% positive proof that she and her children, not me and my children were the intended target because her family was having a fight with some Connecticut based heroin drug gang that calls itself the Cyr Clan over the septic tank. The hit men the Cyr Clan hire got the wrong house when they murdered my family. And now the Cyr Clan’s trying to convince you that I was the one building a house. I have no interest in a house. Why would I? I’m a Gypsy, I’ve never lived in a house. I’ve always lived in cars and tents my whole life. I have no interest in a house on any level whatsoever. I don’t NEED one, I never have. And you local people should know that. When my health is bad, I rent apartments in Biddeford. I’ve done this for 50 years now. You know that. You ALL know that. I’ve owned 146 Portland Ave since 1975. You people know me. Why are you pretending you don’t?

I’m the feral child who lived in a cage in a woodshed from the time I was 8 until I was 31. Did you all forget that? Etiole was the local homeless man who used to break into the woodshed and break the lock off the cage and take me out into the swamp to hide me from my bastard uncles. Did you forget that too? The ONLY reason any of you spread your fucking rumours and lies about me and Etiole, calling me a witch and Etiole a demon or alien, and spreading lies about me building houses, is because my Uncle Bruce and his Heaven’s Gate friends, told you those lies.

Did you forget what Heaven’s Gate is, what they fucking did? They are an UFO Alien Cult, who murdered 39 people with poisoned koolaid, because they comet Hale Bop was God’s fucking mother ship. They see fucking aliens EVERYWHERE. In everything. And THEY are the ones who started the stupid ass rumour of Etiole being an alien.

Look at the SOURCE of the alien abduction rumour. My Uncle Mervin Bruce Atwater. One of George Applewhite’s thugs. George Applewhite, a follower of Jim Jones, that’s WHY they killed everyone with kool-aid, because they were fans of Jim Jones, and they wanted to jump onboard God’s mothership like Jonestown did! Did you forget that? THAT fucking lunatic, a fan of Jim Jones, who worked for George Applewhite, called Etiole an alien, because Bruce CALLED EVERYONE aliens.

Bruce locked me in a cage, and Etiole broke me out of it and hide me in the swamps, and THAT is what Bruce called an alien abduction. But Etiole is no alien. He’s just a local homeless man. Etiole’s not even his name. I don’t tell anyone his name to protect him from you fucking jackasses who are too stupid to believe he’s just a normal man. My uncle Buce is a fucking lunatic who spends 24 hours a day gibbering madness and nonsense about aliens and demons.

As for the garbage that keeps being dumped on my land… you have all SEEN the big green dump truck with the black and silver striped nose, that illegally trespasses on my land and dumps that fucking garbage.

Open your eyes and look around. You can SEE the truth. The house being built is at 144 Portland Ave NOT 146. You can SEE that, now that the house is up.

Like I’ve been saying right along, it is NOT me building a house. It NEVER has been. I don’t know why you let that idiot try to gaslight you with lies about me building a house, when you can SEE the house is NOT going up on MY land. It’s going up on my NEIGHBOUR’S land.

I know you people are NOT THAT stupid. The white-haired man with the green pickup truck is LYING to you, and you can SEE that for yourselves, just by looking at WHICH property the house is being built on.

Look around... does it LOOK like there is a house being built at 146 Portland Ave where the pink motorhome is? Use your brain and open your eyes. See the truth. The truth will set you free.

Now look next door to 144, you CAN SEE that THEY NOT ME are the one building a house, now that it’s almost finished.

I’d say the white-haired man in the green pickup truck has a lot of explaining to do, like explaining WHY h’s hell bent on trying to convince the town I’m the one putting up a house, when I’ve never even applied for a building permit. Building permits are public record. Go look at the town hall for yourself.

Also, please explain to me HOW the white-haired man with the green pick truck has such very detailed info about the murder of my family, when the records are sealed, not public access, and about 90% of the details were withheld from the public and are know ONLY to myself, the murderer, the police, and FBI? There is ZERO public access to the stuff h is saying happened on April 10, 2015... you know that, right? So HOW did he get the info he has? Explain THAT.

please report any future such emails you receive to FBI agent Andy Drewer 207-774-9322

>>>I’m just more cowardly than they are and I’m afraid of the truth and criticism. In your opinion, what makes someone mean?

When I think of mean, I think of my uncles. 3 in particular. My mother had 12 older brothers and 3 of them all claimed to be “king” (we are Gypsies, Gypsy Kings are a thing). And they fought over it badly. They ended up jointly ruling over the clan, each competing with each other to out-king the other, each doing progressively meaner things to the clan members, especially the female children.

Things they did, just to me, included:

When I was 4 Uncle Bruce stabbed me with a foundation nail - an iron rod over 2 feet long - he drove into my hip, through my pelvis and out my other thigh. I have been crippled and walked with a cane since I was a toddler, because of it. His reason? I was unable to memorize the entirety of chapter 1 of the book of Genesis.

When I was 8 years old, same uncle locked me in a cage that was made for trapping raccoons. He gave me 1 salted herring fish to eat once every 12 days. He let me out only on Sundays to go to church. I lived in that cage for 27 years, until the Heaven’s Gate FBI raid shut down Heaven’s Gate in 1997, after they killed 39 people with Kool-aid. Yes, I am THAT EelKat, the child who lived in a cage, the feral child you see pictures of in almost every college Psychology book. I am the child who survived Heaven’s Gate because I was locked in a cage in a woodshed when they drank their kool aid under the shadow of comet HaleBop. I was 31 years old when the FBI raid rescued me from that cage.

When I was 14 years old, because I was unable to recite from memory the entire book, all chapters of Ecclesiastes, that same uncle beat me in the face with a cinder block brick, breaking my jaw, and cause me to be “mute” until had surgery to fix my jaw when I was 42 years old. From the time I was 14 until 42, I was unable to speak due to the damage of my jaw.

In those 27 years from age 8 to age 31, I was let out of the cage every Sunday to be taken to church and sold or $12k to the priests, who raped me repeatedly, weekly, for 27 years.

While my uncle helped Applewhite to run Heaven’s Gate, he fled the night of Hale Bop. He did not kill himself with everyone else.

Social workers took me after the FBI raid. It took them years to teach me how to not be terrified by the sight of Humans. They say I suffer from having no outward sign of emotions, and that it was caused by my never having experienced a single good event in my early life.

At the time of the FBI raid at 144, 146, and 148 Portland Ave, Old Orchard Beach, Maine, I was one of more than 120 girls the FBI rescued out of cages. All of whom had been raped hundreds of times by priests from Cape Elizabeth, Saco, and Sanford wards of the LDS/Mormon church. Including 16 bishops, an OOB town manager, and several OOB motel owners, all of whom were in the habit of paying $12k to rape girls under the age of 10 years old.

The man with the green truck, who likes to spread rumours about me and Etiole and my house, was one of Bruce’s top customers. He had a thing for numbers and raped 7-year-olds, 14-year-olds, and 21-year-olds because he was obsessed with doing everything in 7s.

After years of social workers teaching me how to live with normal, not abusive Humans. I was 37 when I got my GED and while I was at the high school doing that, those uncles built a grease fryer bomb burned my house down to punish me for getting a GED.

2 years later, while I was in college taking classes to learn grammar and writing, three of them, that same uncle and 2 women I had never seen before, arrived at the college armed with golf clubs and attacked me when I was coming out of the college. I was 8 months pregnant at the time. They killed my baby, broke my spine, broke my hip, broke my pelvis, broke my knees. I was paralyzed for 5 months. It took me 18 months to get out of the wheelchair and relearn to walk, and to this day I am still crippled.

That’s the price I paid to learn how to read and write, in a culture that believes it is okay to execute women who commit the sin of learning how to write.

August 8, 2013, that same uncle paid a local construction worker $600 to drive a backhoe over my house.

April 10, 2015, that same uncle and a group of 74 members of the new reorganized Heaven’s Gate, attacked my farm. 14 men held me down with guns to my head, while the others used hand band saws to kill and behead 10 of my 12 children and then nailed their heads to my door.

And it’s very easy to Google the news reports and photos of all of it.

That is what I think of when I hear the word “mean”. My uncle Bruce was a very mean person.

My uncle Bruce Mervin Atwater is a monster. And he calls EVERYONE an alien abductee or a demon. Did you fucking forget that?

No, I have no updates on Etiole.

He was shot by a local lunatic.

No, he’s not okay.

And I am getting sick of this fucking ass rumour of Etiole being an alien or a demon.

The fact of Etiole being an alien is a stupid urban myth started by some crazy ass locals.

The fact of Etiole being a demon is a stupid urban legend created by some religion crazed nuts.

Etiole is an old man covered with acid burns. His skin is white and face disfigured from acid burns. He’s not an alien, and he’s not a demon. And you people who call him an alien and call him a demon, you’re all fucking crazy.

Etiole is a homeless Jewish man who has no skin because they tortured him in a Nazi concentration camp in France during WW2. He came to Maine in 1953 with a bunch of other refugees. He has posttraumatic stress disorder really bad and he’s terrified of people. He can’t function in normal society, so hides in the forests. He’s not an alien, he’s not a demon, he’s not a cryptid. He’s a disfigured old man, now in late 90s. He barely get around. He doesn’t you people harassing him like this. Why can’t you people leave him alone? Why are you all so damned desperate to believe in aliens or demons that you have to harass a helpless old man? Leave him alone. Why can’t you leave him alone? What is wrong with you people?

Read The Amphibious Aliens article, where back in 2007, I DEBUNKED every one of you stupid ass alien, cryptic, demon, and haunted car rumours. Amphibious Aliens The Story of Etiole and The World’s Most Haunted Car, goes over every even from the 1970s, that started the fucking rumour, and lists off how every alien, demon, and haunted car rumour was proven to be nothing but a hoax started by Mervin Bruce Atwater. Every single one of those rumours was started by that one man, and were proven to ALL be hoaxes he perpetrated to try to get money out of Dr Larochelle, the man who hit Mervin’s younger sister with a car. They tried to convince the old doctor his car had a demon living in it and they scammed the doctor out of $20,000 back in the 1970s. THAT is how and why the demon car rumour got started. I bought the car in 1975. Etiole started living in it in 1978. And that is how me and Etiole got dragged into the fucking ass rumours about a demon car.

The article Amphibious Aliens The Story of Etiole and The World’s Most Haunted Car DEBUNKS ALL of the alien, cryptid, demon, and haunted car rumours. Every last one of them.

The car is not haunted and Etiole is not a demon.

You people who believe my car is haunted or think that Etiole is a demon, you are all fucking retarded.

You are slandering me!

You are slandering Etiole!

You are slandering my cars!

I’m sick of it!

Grow up and go get a damned fucking brain!

I’m sick of you people harassing me and Etiole over stupid shit started by brain dead idiots.

And the same goes for the so-called World’s Most Haunted Car. That rumour was started by the same person. That car was proved years ago, to have a mechanical issue that caused it to start and drive ahead until it hit something. No one ever thought to look at the starter. I’m the 3rd owner of the car. I changed the malfunctioning starter and a so called ‘haunted” stuff the car did, went away. It was a problem with the starter, only that and nothing more.

And these people in Biddeford right now, getting you all worked up - if you hadn’t noticed they ARE Mervin Bruce Atwater’s family.

So it’s STILL the same one fucking person running around getting things stirred up. The Atwaters. My fucking uncles. Like usual.

Yesterday at Rotary Park, Biddeford, Maine, a group of people armed with rifles, went down the track team trail behind the soccer field and started shooting... scared the crap out of the 50 or so children and their 100+ parents, got the 30+ dogs in the dog park howling... the sky filled with thousands of Canadian geese, and the park goers assumed the group was hunting geese and started commenting on the fact that hunting was not allowed in Rotary Park.

A few minutes later, a grey/white haired, bearded man, who looks a lot like Kenny Rogers, but not as fat, with a black dog of a German Shepard-Lab mix look, and a woman with pageboy greyish-blond hair, both about late 60s, marched up to me in the park, bragged they had killed Etiole, stating that he has caused their son whom they called “Todd” to jump in front of a train 3 days earlier.

You know what, I knew that homeless man and HE never mentioned it.

You people are just looking for someone to blame, and think because I’m not white, I wear a hijab, and I have a mural painting on my car, you think you are justified on pointing blame at me for something I had no part in.

That homeless man was obsessed with the fact that his dog and son had been taken away from him.

It’s NOT the evil eye as they called it. It’s The eye of The Grigori Archangels aka The Watchers, from the Apocrypha in the Bible. It’s the blue wings of the Seraphim Archangels aka The Watchers. The Watchers are my Guardian angels. I paint them on everything, I sew it on tapestries, it’s on my car, my motorhome, I embroider it on pillows and clothes, paint it on mirrors, paint canvases art for art galleries with it. It’s the blue eyes wings of the archangels as described in the Bible. I’m not sure why they were calling it the Evil Eye.

It’s the Eye of God, the hamsa. A Jewish protection symbol. Etiole’s Jewish, he draws it on everything, so that’s why I do as well.

I’m sick of you jackasses spreading you wild ass rumours about me.

You’re nothing but a bunch of trouble making busy bodies who can’t mind your own fucking business.

I’m not bothering a single damned one of you, so why the fuck are you bothering me?

Why can’t you stupid ass people leave me alone?

There is no reason for a damned one of you to be in my yard.

There is no reason for a damned one of you to be chasing down Etiole.

There is no reason for a damned one of you to be having psychotic meltdowns over my car!

What is wrong with you people?

Fucking brain dead herd mentality that’s all this is.

One of you ran around screaming like a lunatic and rest of you all decided to join in.

But I also ask... WHY would you be scared of me or Etiole? It makes me ask who has been feeding you lies about me? Who has been feeding you lies about Etiole?

I am a crippled elderly woman. I can barely stand up. I’ve been paralyzed and bedridden since the golf club attack November 14, 2013. I’m only just now in 2021 just starting to walk again, and I can barely do that. I have no grip strength so I struggle to even hold me cane. The golf clubs damaged my spine, my nerves, most of my organs don’t function because of the nerve damage to my spine. I struggle to even breath, just sitting up in bed is enough to collapse my lungs. I have no bladder or bowel movement control, I have to wear diapers. What exactly is it you think I can even do?

And Etiole? The old hermit Nazi concentration camp survivor? He’s over 100 years old now, he hasn’t been able to walk, or sit up, or eat on his own, in almost 20 years. He’s dying. What exactly are you expecting him to do?

Etiole is NOT an alien.

Etiole is not a demon.

I am not a witch.

None of my cars are haunted.

I’ve been saying it for years. Why won’t you listen to me?

You are slandering me!

You are slandering Etiole!

You are slandering my cars!

I’m sick of it!

Grow up and go get a damned fucking brain!

I’m sick of you calling Etiole a demon.

I’m sick of you calling Etiole an alien.

I’m sick of you calling me a witch.

I’m sick of you saying one car after another is haunted.

This whole thing boils down to your fucking white privilege. You know that right?

Your white ass can’t stand the fact that we non-white Gypsies live here, so you have to make up stupid ass supernatural spooky shit about us.

You don’t like that I wear the traditional dress of my people instead of dressing like an American, so you feel justified in calling me a witch and making up spook occult lies about me.

I wear hijab and veils and caftan and silk and it bother’s you that I’m not scum diving in trashy t shirts and jeans like the rest of you.

I paint my cars, same as we painted our wagons and vardos for centuries, and it bothers you because it looks different.

Etiole is a Jew, and your anti-Semite white privilege kicks in to hate him for being born Jewish.

Etiole has scars, so you’re scared of him

I’m different.

Etiole’s different.

My cars are different.

And when you get right down to it, that’s ALL any of this is about.

Me, Etiole, and my cars don’t fit in with your fucking ass white privileged ideas of “normal” and that makes you uncomfortable and you try to make the uncomfortable go away by dehumanizing us with your stupid ass rumours.

There are no witches.

There are no aliens.

There are no demons.

There are just a bunch of whinny ass white privileged brats running around making trouble for anyone who’s not white enough for them.

Grow the fuck up!

April 10, 2015: Never Forget



April 10, 2015 my 12 children were kidnapped,
from 146 Portland Ave. Old Orchard Beach, Maine.

May 15, 2015, ten of their heads were nailed to my door.

Do you have information?

FBI Agent Andy Drewer out of the 
Portland, Maine FBI office is in charge of the case.

If you have information about the April 10, 2015 murder of my family 
or any of the attacks on our home and relatives, give it to him not me.
He can be reached @ +1-(207)-774-9322 


Do you live in Biddeford, Maine?

As of October 2021, new information has come forward, and the FBI wants YOUR help, to catch the people who murdered my family.

Go to THIS PAGE and read the article. Something is wrong with that article. Everything in that article is 100% correct EXCEPT for one word. One word that the FBI did not want released to the public, so I had to change that one word, to something else.

One word is wrong.

Do you know what it is?

If you do... know that you should NOT know what that word is, and if you DO know what that word is, than you HAVE talked face to face, with the murderer of my children, and you NEED to tell the FBI, WHO the person is, who told you that that one word was wrong.

If you do, ask yourself WHO told you what is wrong, because there is a 99.99% chance the person who told you that information, is the murderer of my children.

Now, let's play I Spy... I spy with my little eye, an error on this page.

One word has been changed. It was changed deliberately, to see what would happen, should the killer read it, and notice... WOULD they be stupid enough to brag around town, what the CORRECT word is? The answer is yes. They were THAT stupid and they have now done, EXACTLY what the FBI expected they would do.

When I write this, that one word, was correct, and before publishing this article, I took that one word, and used find/replace, to change it, to a different word.

Why?

Because that one word, the correct version, NOT the word that appears here, HAS NEVER BEEN RELEASED TO THE PUBLIC...

The ONLY people who know what the correct word is, is as follows:

  •    *   Me and my family, whom these things happened to, we know what the correct word should be.

  •    *   The blond woman, the red haired woman, the white haired man, and the bald man, and the 74 people who were in my driveway on Portland Ave, Old Orchard Beach, Maine,  April 10, 2015... the criminals whom DID these things to my family, they know what the correct word should be.


  •    *   The FBI agents, involved in this case. THEY,  know what the correct word should be.

And NO ONE ELSE, in Maine or anywhere else, knows what the correct word is.

The thing is, I NEVER told anyone there was an incorrect word on that page. We’ve waited 7 years for someone, anyone, to notice that one wrong word on that page and mention it. ONLY the killer themselves would know that word was wrong. NO ONE, but the killer themselves would have any reason to be upset over that word being wrong. NO ONE but the killer themselves would feel compelled to run around town, telling everyone they meet. That word is wrong, because no one but the killer would even stop to think. That word might be wrong. Only a very arrogant killer, who was very proud of their murderous “art work” would be so upset that the wrong word was used and feel the need to correct it. Be sure your sin will find you out.

If you are not involved in this murder, you should NOT know the word that was changed in the article, because ONLY THE MURDERS THEMSELVES know the word is incorrect and that word was made incorrect on purpose to bait them into saying the article was wrong... which they have now done.

If you know which word is incorrect and you know what the correct word is, YOU HAVE been in direct contact with the murders and you NEED to tell the FBI who the person was, who told you about the incorrect word.

However... throughout 2021, a lot of gossip rose up in Biddeford and Old Orchard beach, Maine... and the correct word, is on a LOT of people lips... and the FBI wants to know, how that is possible?

There is ONLY ONE WAY this could have happened... one of the people involved in the April 10, 2015 attack, has been actively going around Main Street  and Elm street and Cutts Street Biddeford, Maine, bragging what happened that day.

Information THAT WAS WITHHELD FROM THE PUBLIC by police and FBI... is now out in the public, and spreading like wildfire throughout the Cutt Street, Elm St, Main Street area of Biddeford, Maine.

And every one whom the police and FBI ask: "Who told you this?"... is pointing to a new person... a 2nd blond woman, described as "heavyset" or "overweight", young, mid 20s to mid 30s, with extremely distinctive platinum blond permed curled hair. No one seems to know her name, and everyone describes her as running up to them at random, telling them info about me, and they don't know why, other than she seems to be hell bent on telling as many random strangers as possible. 

I've not myself seen this 2nd blond woman, however, there WAS someone matching her description in my yard on April 10, 2015, and it could be the same woman.

She also matches the description of the woman witnesses described seeing slashing the tires on my Volvo on 6 different occasions at 27 High Street, Biddeford, Maine, between October 2016 and December 2016. THOSE witnesses said the woman who slashed my tires drove away in a silver pickup truck.

In March 2015, two weeks BEFORE my children were murdered, my Volvo was vandalized in the parking lot of the Saco Baptist Church, and THAT woman, I DID see. At the time my mother was a member of that church, and they were having an Easter dinner after church, which my mother invited me to. The minister, a young pastor, came in to tell me a group from The Westboro Baptist Church had gathered in the parking lot, around my car. When we, the church congregation went outside, there was a blond woman screaming "God hates fags" and calling my car: "Too gay for the family friendly church", accusing both me and my car of being gay. She had extremely distinctive hair - nearly white, bleached blond, with tiny permed fake curls. She was taller than me, so at least 5'7" or 5'8" and BIG/very overweight, she would have been around 250 to 275lbs.

She attacked the pastor, then her and her group fled. The pastor apologized saying the Westboro Baptist Church was in the habit of attacking Baptist churches throughout New England this way. THIS woman, was in my Old Orchard Beach driveway April 10, 2015, September 12, 2015, several times throughout 2016, and last month September 24, 2021. Based on witness accounts of the woman in Biddeford these past few weeks and the witness accounts of the woman who slashed my tires in 2016, I do believe it is likely the same woman.

If you know what happened to Cleo March 2015... it happened that same Sunday afternoon. If you don't know what happened, Cleo was a cat, who I had since she was a kitten. 2 hours after that blond woman attacked at the Baptist church, we returned home, to find Cleo, beheaded, skinned, gutted, dismembered, and nailed to the front of the barn. Cleo was indoors. The door had been ripped off its hinges.

In the rose bushes around the yard, 75 pet bantam roosters, also beheaded, with rope nooses tied around their necks, were hung in every rose bush. The blond woman from the Baptist Church in Saco, was the primary suspect in THOSE animal beheadings, which happened 2 weeks before the April 10, 2015 attack. To this day, no one has ever been able to identify that particular blond woman.

And it is believed, this blond woman running around Biddeford right now in October 2021, is THAT SAME WOMAN.

All that we know about her as a connection to my family, is that she has an extreme hatred for gay people, randomly drove by one day, saw the bright pink The Autism Awareness Car, with it's 2.5million marbles glued to it, mistook an Autistic artist and her award winning Autism Awareness Car, assumed that pink =gay, glitter = gay, marbles = gay, and decided that I an 8 month pregnant woman, must be a gay man in a dress, so went psycho attacking me, my car, my pets, and my children, for several years of repeated sustained attacks, at 2 workplaces,3 apartments in Biddeford, 2 apartments of my relatives where my car was frequently parked, 5 churches, 2 college campuses, beside my farm in Old Orchard, over a period of 7 years, because she mistook me for being transgender and in her mind killing gay men, vandalising cars owned by gay men, and murdering pets and children of gay men is a-okay.

It is believed this woman has no other connection to us at all, other than she drives around the area looking for "gay stuff" to vandalise, harass, and attack.

I'm not gay, I was 8 months pregnant when she murdered my unborn baby with a golf club and left me paralyzed. What the fuck?

Several things were never released to the public, like the murder weapon, or WHAT specifically attached the body parts to the door, or that there were MORE than just heads nailed to the door. How the bodies were dismembered, how they were displayed... none of that information was made public. ONLY the murderers themselves, know the full details of what was done, how it was done, and with what weapons. So how does SHE know these details?

This 2nd blond woman - she has that information. How? THAT is the information she is giving people, in graphic detail, and enormous amounts of accuracy. Accuracy that is on levels of the person who did the dismembering. This 2nd blond woman, because of the ALARMING levels of details she has into the murders, into the never released info about the murders, and her knowledge of the fact that that one word on that page is wrong, screams volumes to the fact that not only was she involved, but she is the specific person who did the dismembering.

My family was not the first in Old Orchard Beach, that this happened to. Since June 2001 more than a dozen families, just on Portland Ave alone, have had family members murdered, by these distinctive details and this distinctive weapon, that weapon and the method of killing, and the thing all the targets had in common, those details was NEVER MADE PUBLIC in ANY of the murder cases.

And in the 7 years since their murder, more families have had this same thing happen.

My family was not the first, nor have they been the last.

Since 2001, there have been more than 50 of these dismemberment/beheading murders on the Cascade Road, Ross Road, and Portland Ave in Old Orchard Beach, Maine. Most of these 50+ events have had 5 to 10 individuals murdered at the event. In total these people have murdered more than 300 people on these 3 streets since June 2001. Collectively the serial murders are known as "The Cascade Murders", because the bulk of them happened on the Cascade Road.

In May 2010, it was THOUGHT that the killer was sent to prison, when a 15 year old boy was arrested for beheading his sister, mother, step father, grandmother, and dog. However, as the murders continued after he was sent to prison, that one case was deemed a copy cat killing and is not believed to be connected to the others. These murders have continued into 2021, with the most recent happening February 2021, and before that February 14, 2019. 

The only thing all the victims are known to have in common is the colour pink. Yes. The colour pink. They all had either a pink car, a pink house, a pink motorhome, a pink mailbox, pink flamingos on their lawns, pink garden gnomes, hair dyed pink, or were wearing pink when murdered. As you know, I have both a pink car and a pink motorhome, and it is believe that is the only reason my family was targeted. The woman 8 houses down from me whose 13 children were kidnapped in 2017, ALSO had both a pink motorhome and car.

Near as anyone can tell, these people are of the belief that pink = gay and are attacking families with pink objects in their yard, out of some conspiracy theory people that gay people put pink items in their yard.

The killing often happen, 2 to 3 weeks after A LOT of cats are beheaded and hung in the victim's yard. The killers appear to use this hanging 10 to 100+ cats in someone's yard as a "warning" that they will return in a few weeks to kill the family who lives there.

Every person whom was attacked was attawith beheaded cats, was attacked a 2nd time, a week later by one of 3 church groups: Westboro Baptist Church, Tennessee Workers of Iniquity Baptist Church, and New Life Church/Curtis Lake Church. It is unknown if the ministers of these churches are aware their congregations are doing this, but they arrive in large crowds of 50 to 70 to 400 or more church members, always chanting the phrase "too gay for the family friendly town/church/other word". When this large group arrives, they are usually carrying purple signs that read "God Hates Fags" and "God Hates You" and pass out pamphlets from the 3 above listed churches, to anyone who stops to as what is going on. They plaster the house and cars of the victims with pamphlets, business cards, and anti-gay dvd disc, while massively vandalising te homes and cars of the family they are attacking. This is an organized terrorist group, and members while attacking, often brag that they are "KKK" or "Loyal White Knights" or "Sovereign Citizens". The FBI website lists this group has having 200,000 (two hundred thousand) members living in Maine, New Hampshire, and Mass.

This group is considered a highly dangerous domestic terrorist organization and are wanted for the murders of more than 500 people throughout New England, included 14 police officers, and an FBI agent. They target ANYONE they think may be gay, whether they are actually gay or not.

During their September 12, 2015 attack on my pink motor home, more than a dozen of them (men) arrived wearing neon pink ballet dresses and purple costume fairy wings, and rode on bicycles, driving circles in front of my driveway chanting the mantra "pink is gay, gay is erotica, sex is evil, death to all gays, kill or be killed - remember Saco Shaw's!" while more than 70 others called me an "it" and a "thing" and made the claim that I was "a transgender transsexual terrorist", while their ring leader, the white haired man, screamed from his green pick up truck "that thing and it's pink trailer are too gay for the family friendly town of Old Orchard Beach, I allow no gays in my motel and I'll not let any other motel owner do so either, death to the transvestites! End the gay-apocalypse, kill or be killed, remember Saco Shaw's transgender murder store!" The Old Orchard Beach Town Manager, Code Enforcement Officer, and nearly dozen Old Orchard Beach Police officers were in the crowd as well, like wise chanting "kill or be killed remember Saco Shaw's transgender murder store! Drive the gays out of Old Orchard Beach! Make our town family friendly again."

Four Old Orchard Beach police officers arrived, and stood across the end of my driveway, forming a human shield, to keep the attackers - which included some of their fellow department officers - out of my yard.

Multiple times throughout 2016 and 2017, this same group arrived in my driveway to stage book turnings on my lawn, gathering up hundreds of pink cover edition paperback copies of the Quaraun novels and starting bonfires with them in my yard. All the while chanting "nasty bitch, fucking erotica author, burn the gays of Old Orchard Beach!"

The older blond woman has been the ring leader of each event, the white haired man being the most hysteria crazed and spouting off the most conspiracy theories, the red haired woman is not always with them, the bald man usually is, and the 2nd younger blond woman is always with them and usually with VERY large kitchen knives: a butcher knife and a cleaver, which she used violently to attack the families they are attacking with.

If you know this woman's name, you need to tell the FBI BEFORE, she turns on you and kills YOUR children too.

According to witnesses, she has been going from bar room to bar room, throughout Biddeford, and bragging that she "Know the truth of what happened to Wendy" and has been retelling, with alarmingly accurate detail, the events, that the FBI kept withheld from the public.

It is of particular importance to note that this 2nd blond woman calls me "Wendy" and NOT "EelKat". Why is this important? Because since the 1970s I have gone by EelKat, not Wendy and 99% of the residents of Biddeford, Saco, ad Old Orchard Beach, know me as EelKat and were unaware that my name was Wendy.

The witnesses, state that this woman has been showing up at shops and bars along Main St, Elm St, Cutts St and the surrounding areas several times a week, since at least May 2021, 

These witnesses did not go to the police of FBI until October 2021, BECAUSE they were unaware that this woman was talking about me. Each witness, stated they were unaware EelKat was actually named Wendy, and so when this woman weekly showed up saying "Did you hear about Wendy?, "Do you know about Wendy?", "Let me tell you about Wendy..." they said they were unaware that she was talking about EelKat.

They said they ONLY became aware that she meet EelKat wen she said Wendy, when in October 2021, she added new info to the conversations and started using the term "Wendy's gay Volvo" and "that shit gay Volvo", at which point they asked "Do you mean EelKat's Autism Awareness Volvo?" 

The reason this part is so particularly important is because since the 1970s the ONLY people whom have ever called me "Wendy" are these:

  • *   David and Lucy Atwater's Heaven Gate Compound in Palmyra, Maine

  • *   Mervin Bruce and Doris Atwater's Heaven Gate Compound in Saco, Maine

No one else, refers to me as Wendy. Everyone else calls me EelKat.

It is believed that this 2nd blond woman is a member of Heaven's Gate, most likely the division run by my Uncle Brucie Atwater, given it's right on the Biddeford/Saco border.

Do you know who this woman is? Is so, the FBI wants to know her name.

And if you happen to see her, in that area, you don't even need to call FBI agent Andy Drewer... just look around for the silver Prius that is parked in the area watching the bars and houses for this new blond woman, and go give him the info in person, because that's him.

It is believed that this 2nd blond woman is heavily involved in the murder of my children, due to the nature of the extremely accurate, and graphic details of withheld information, most specifically, her use of the one correct word, that ONLY the murderers themselves, would know to use

If you know this woman's name, you NEED to tell the FBI BEFORE, she turns on you and kills YOUR children too. If you know who she is, PLEASE, do the right thing and turn her over to the FBI. Don't let her put more families through the pain and suffering she has put my family through. I implore every mother reading this: think of your own children, what if she had done to your children, what she did to mine.

Would you stand back and do nothing, say nothing, while a criminal like her walked free?

I was paralyzed for 5 months. I had to relearn to walk. I crippled the rest of my life, and my children are dead. No one should have to live through this type of agony. And no one who commits crimes like this should be allowed to walk free.

Someone out there knows the names of these people. The older blond woman, the younger blond woman, the red haired woman, the white haired man with the green pick up truck, the bald man with the 4door white pickup truck. If you know who they are, don't let them kill again. Tell the FBI everything you know.

Please, don't let them get away with this. They've walked free, far too long. And they've hurt so many more people in the 7 years since April 10, 2015.

Do you have information?

FBI Agent Andy Drewer out of the 
Portland, Maine FBI office is in charge of the case.

If you have information about any of these attacks, give it to him.
He can be reached @ +1-(207)-774-9322 

Killing people because they owned a pink car, and by that fact alone, they were accused of being gay and deemed worthy of having their head cut off.

It's no wonder they thought I was gay. Pink is my trademark. Everything I own is pink. I have a bigger pink obsession than Barbie dolls do. And I have for 50 years. I'm a girl who like pink. That doesn't make me gay. What the fuck is wrong with you people?

I do not understand their wild pink=gay conspiracy theory, but it has caused dramatic changes in Old Orchard Beach, a town which since the 1970s and until 2 years ago, was predominantly pink cabins, houses with pink doors, pink plastic flamingo in mass flocks in every yard, pink mailboxes, pink cars in every few driveways, pink painted pet rocks lining most every driveway, pink houses gallor, pink carnival rides, pink concession stands, pink food trucks... half the town looked like a fucking Barbie DreamHouse exploded pink Barbie vomit on  it. 

And now? Parents don't dar to send their little girls to school with so much as pink bareets in their hair, for fear their toddler will be the next pink wearing victim to be beheaded and strung up on her parents front porch.

Half the town of Old Orchard Beach is scared of the colour pink. One has only to look at Little Miss Cottages, the pinkest, pink feast cottages on the planet... now ivory white. Painted in terror by the gay couple who own it and are terrified they will be murdered for the pink shutters, the pink front doors, and the pink roof shingles that have been the trademark of Little Miss Cottages since the 1960s.

And worse are the business owners. Business owners who are terrorizing the families who are mourning their dead. Dozens families, living in mortal terror, because business owners show up in their yards, driving excavators ...

THIS excavator... the one seen here sitting on top of my house:

146 Portland Ave, Old Orchard Beach, Maine... July 4, 2013 and August 8, 2013, the day psychotic gay-haters drove this backhoe over it, because they mistook me for being gay.

And worse are the business owners. Business owners who are terrorizing the families who are mourning their dead. Dozens families, living in mortal terror, because business owners show up in their yards, driving excavators ...

and threatening to drive over their houses, if the parents dare let anyone outside of Old Orchard Beach, know their children were beheaded. Business owners who are worse than the gay haters, business owners who rail on about "think of the tourists! If word gets out we've a serial killer in town, no tourists will dar come to Old Orchard Beach!"

One has only to look at the schools to see what has happened. There used to be over a thousand students in school. Now there are three hundred and dropping fast. And it's not families moving or children growing up. Their children are dead! And the parents are scared out of their minds, being terrorized on one side by psychotic extremists lunatics pretending to be Christian, and terrorized on the other side, by the business owners who don't give a shit about anything but money, money, money and sucking up to kissing the mighty tourist ass, at the expense of the lives of our children!

Business owners fucking gaslighting the already terrorized victims of heinous hate crimes. Not even allowed to mourn their children, because a fucking funeral might be seen by the tourists!

What the fuck!

THIS NEEDS TO END!

Old Orchard Beach is a town in America and needs to be upheld by American laws. Old Orchard Beach is not a fucking dynasty! Business owners are NOT exempt from obey the law. Christians are not exempt from laws either.

Murder is still murder, no matter who you kill.

NO! Killing people is NOT what Jesus would do!

And Old Orchard Beach is NOT a family friendly town, if family friendly means killing off families you don't like!

We are finding so many families who thought they were the only ones. Didn't know there were dozens of other parents morning beheaded children, right on their own streets. Too scared to talk. Too scared to tell any one their children are dead, their heads nailed to the door. This fucking code of silence needs to end. 

The tourists are NOT more important than your families, and you know it. 

Stop letting these psychotic men bully you.

People outside of Old Orchard Beach, need to know what's going on inside of Old Orchard Beach. That's the only way to end this.

Do you have information?

FBI Agent Andy Drewer out of the 
Portland, Maine FBI office is in charge of the case.

If you have information about any of these attacks, give it to him.
He can be reached @ +1-(207)-774-9322 


And please keep in mind that on February 19, 2021 one of the FBI agents investigating this case, was herself murdered, so this is more than just the investigation of the murder of my family now, it is also the murder investigation one of the FBI agents who was investigating the murder of my family.




April 10, 2015, Old Orchard Beach, Maine - 14 police officers beat 12 children ages 4 to 16, murdering & beheading 10 of those children - it wasn't on any news report - I was their mother - the reason for the raid? "we accidently got the wrong house" - The 7th anniversary is in 6 months & all 14 of those Old Orchard Beach police officers still work at the department and the only punishment they got for nailing 10 of my children's heads to my front door, was the officer who mistaked the wrong address (Will Watson) got 6 months paid leave.

They were held down with long metal poles that had piano wire neck chocks, while their heads were beaten in with cinder block bricks, their jaws smashed until they fell off. Their heads were sawed off and nailed to my front door.

... meanwhile 74 neighbours who lived within sight distance from my 146 Portland Ave driveway, gathered in my yard to the cheer the police officers on while chanting: "Too gay for the family friendly town of Old Orchard Beach". While Blow Brothers sewerage company pumped 5,000 gallons of feces into the bedroom and kitchen of my motorhome.

The police officers held me, my mother, one of my brothers, and my boyfriend, down on the ground with guns held to our heads, while this was happening.

At the same time a crew of Old Orchard Beach Public Works construction trucks, drove into our yard and razed our farm,  bull dozing my apple orchard - the 400 year old apple orchard that this fucking town was named after, my grape vineyard, my roses - they clear-cut my trees, they dug up more then 30,000 flowers, they removed the lawn, and they took the top soil going down 6 feet deep, leaving my yard bare ledge.

It has been almost 7 years and the OOB Town Hall, has YET to let me get a building permit to rebuild my house, citing "gays aren't allowed to have houses in Old Orchard Beach".

But I'm not gay. I'm not transgender. I'm not transvestite. They did all of this based off a false accusation.

14 police officers and the 74 families who live on either side of my 146 Portland Ave address did this. Because they mistook my NOT gay family for being gay.  They arrived at 1PM and took them 3 hours to do this.

The intended target? The youngest daughter of my uncle Mervin Bruce Atwater, who also lived on Portland Avenue. And also owned a pink car, and also had a pink motorhome in her driveway - my motorhome wasn't pink back than, it was green. They returned 3 years later, at the "correct address" to do to her family, the exact same thing, they did to mine. But she also isn't gay.

This was not an unplanned "accident", they were a fully organized group of more than 100 people. A full on mob, that arrived with dump trucks, sewer trucks, back hoes, bull dozers, and ALL of them screaming the accusation that they thought I was gay, transgender, and transvestite. Screaming "Kill or be killed! Remember Saco Shaw's The Transgender Murder Store! Kill all the trans bastards before they kill us all! Too gay for the family friendly town on Old Orchard Beach!"

Biddeford District Court called THAT an accident? What the fuck is wrong with you people?

I'm sorry, please explain to me what part of police officer Chris Crepes sawing off a 4-year-olds head with a hand-band saw is an accident?


FBI Agent Andy Drewer out of the Portland, Maine FBI office is in charge of the case. If you have information about the April 10, 2015 murder of my family or any of the attacks on our home and relatives, give it to him not me. He can be reached @ +1-(207)-774-9322 

Or you can go to his office and talk to him in person: 1 Middle Street, Portland, Maine - 4th floor FBI. The building across the street from the Portland Police Department, behind the courthouse. The entire 4th floor is the FBI office, you can't miss it.

There is a LOT of info, which I can not tell you, here is the info I CAN tell you.

If you know ANYTHING about any of these events, PLEASE call the FBI and tell them EVERYTHING you know.

April 10, 2015, when my children were kidnapped a court trial was started at the local district court, 2 towns away. The district attorney was the lawyer on both sides - 2 different district attorneys were assigned by the state - one for each side of the case.

May 15, 2015, a little over a month later, the bodies of 2 of them were found, and the kidnapping court case was closed, and a completely new court case was started, a murder case, seperate from the kidnapping case was opened at the superior court (different court house and not local - it was several hours to drive there).

All the lawyers were changed as well, because murder trials require specific types of lawyers trained specifically in murder (at least in Maine back in 2015- I don't know if it's still that way or if other states are different).

By October 2015 : 10 (ten)of our 12 kidnapped children had been found dead. Evidence changed dramatically, and the FBI was brought in to take over the case, when it was discovered that the police officer in charge of the investigation had tampered with evidence and now appeared to be the primary suspect.

January 4, 2016, the 2nd case was abruptly closed, and a 3rd case was opened, this time with the FBI in charge, this time at the Judicial Court in Portland, because now the trial was not only a murder trial but also an investigation of a government office (the Old Orchard Beach police department) and required bringing in a jury, but they don't do jury trails at either the district court or the superior court, only at judicial court.

October 21, 2016, the 3rd court case was suddenly and without explanation closed, and the FBI arrested over a dozen OOB police officers and OOB town hall employees, and several OOB business owners, motel owners, and campground owners, telling no one why, and stating that the nature of the investigation had changed and the court case could not continue until further notice.

Some, like Old Orchard Beach town hall accountant Joel Bailey and Old Old Orchard Beach Town Manager Jim Thomas, both High Priests counsellors to Saco LDS/Mormon Bishop Dan Keening, went to prison for their involvement in my family's murder.

Others, like Old Orchard Beach town hall worker Dan Feeney and Old Orchard Beach Police Officer Bruce Savoy, avoided arrest by committing huge murder suicides that took the lives of not only their entire families, their wives and their children, but also killed 4 additional police officers and those officers families as well. They wanted to take the events they committed against my family with them to the grave, so bad, that they killed more than a dozen people they believed to be witness of the murder of my family, before they than killed themselves.

Since the murder of my family - FOUR Old Orchard Orchard Beach police officers, there in my driveway on April 10, 2015, have commit suicide, after first shooting every member of their family: their wives, their children, their neighbours, and their friends.

Three of the police officers who were in my yard that day, have since been found beheaded themselves.

In total of the people who were in my yard on April 10, 2015 and September 12, 2015: 53 of those people, are now dead, most of them from violent murder-suicides, that killed not only them, but also their entire families.

(UPDATED September 24, 2021: the number just increased to 54 - yet another of the police officers involved, was found beheaded in Northern Maine this morning.)

There are far too many of these murder suicide events happening, far too frequently, and it is believed that the blond woman and her 3 thugs, the white haired man, the red haired woman, and the bald man, are going around Maine, shooting the entire families of every police officer who was in my yard April 10, 2015, in order to leave no witnesses behind. Shooting them and making it look like the officer went crazy and killed his entire family before killing himself.

More than 2/3rds of the people who were in my yard on April 10, 2015 and September 12, 2015, and witnessed the murder of my family, have now themselves been murdered. And it appears, the blond woman and her three thugs, plan to kill every last one of them, in order to cover their own tracks. These 4 extremely dangerous criminals are now killing police officers. And now, not only are my children dead, but also the children of those police officers besides.

Because so many people have now been murdered in 21 different towns across Maine, the FBI, the state police, and twenty-one Maine police departments are now actively involved in this case, and looking for information.

If you know ANYTHING about these 4 incredibly dangerous criminals, or any of these murders, PLEASE - go to the FBI, and tell them EVERYTHING you know. The FBI can get you in witness protection. If you know anything, and those 4 people know you know that information, they WILL come after you, they've killed so many people in the last 7 years. Don't think they won't kill you as well. Taking your information to the FBI and getting into witness protection is the ONLY way you can protect yourself from the blond woman and her thugs. They are ruthless. We've seen so much death from these people already. They are killing not only every witness, but they are killing their entire families as well.

These are child murderers and cop killers, who have no conscience. They think only of themselves and everyone else around them, is expendable in their minds. We are seeing that as they are now hunting down and killing every last police officer they paid to attack on April 10, 2015. These four people are souless sociopaths who put no value on Human life at all.

And the irony, is this doesn't appear to be a big group. In fact, it appears to be just these 4 people, and members of one church in Biddeford, Maine, doing all of it. Chances are VERY HIGH that these 4 people are active attendants of T that church which sits in front of Biddeford, WalMart. How do we know this? Because 90% of the people who show up in my yard, both in Old Orchard and Biddeford, are protest groups sent by that church. Likewise nearly a full 100% of the people who attack my social networks online (Twitter, FaceBook, etc) when I check their profiles to see who they are, that church is ALWAYS listed on their profile. 

That church, in front of the Biddeford Walmart, you know the one, the one with the sunday school minister who did 14 years in prison for raping the 4 year old girls of his Sunday School class... that church... is ALSO, the church who put up the 10,000 posters in Old Orchard Beach, Saco, and Biddeford, Maine, calling me an Erotica author, calling my books  gay erotica, and is the church who ORGANIZED the book burning of April 10, 2015... the day so many people gathered in my yard, armed with hundreds of paperback books written by me, to burn those books on my lawn, while holding my family face down on the ground, with guns to our heads, while they beat to death my children.

THIS CHURCH, is case you weren't sure which one it was.

Do you realize I am a Mormon, a religion that demonizes sex WAY more than that church could ever possibly imagine. There are no sex scenes in my books, nor are the characters gay, and who was it again who ORIGINALLY accused my books of being gay and erotica? Let me think... oh, yeah, it was the white haired man who drove a backhoe over my house August 8, 2013.

NO ONE but HIM and has EVER called my books gay or erotica, and since than, other than that church in front of Biddeford Walmart, no one else has ever called my books gay or erotica either. It appears that he attends that church and likes to incite it's members into violent rallies in my driveway.


It is unknown if the church itself, it's leaders, it's ministers, in rock bands, are aware of what their of what their congregation is doing or not. What is known, is that of this church's 2,000 members, more than 500 of them, have commited crimes of vandalism, white-power racism, accused me a Kickapoo Native American whos family has lived at 146 Portland Ave since 1530 - more than 500 years -  of being a Islamic terrorist, write scathing anti-gay hate reviews on my books on Amazon falsly accusing my books of being both gay erotica and gay romance, 


That church claims to be all about families and yet, do you know the first time I ever heard of that church? It was November 14, 2013, while 2 women, who claimed to be members of that church, beat me with golf clubs in the parking lot of Southern Maine Community college, murdering my baby, while they did it. I was 8 months pregnant, WHILE they were screaming "too gay for the family friend church" and I asked "what church?" I had no clue what they were talking about... they called me gay, and transgender, and transvestite, WHILE I was 8 months pregnant. They murdered my unborn baby, broke my spine, broke my pelvis, broke my hip, broke my knee, left me for dead, I was paralyzed for 5 months, spent 18 months relearning to walk, and am still crippled to this day, 8 years later.

They murdered my unborn baby, broke my spine, broke my pelvis, broke my hip, broke my knee, left me for dead,  ... two women, who CLAIMED to be sent by that church and were "killing the gays" because they said god told them to in that church, and who chanted "too gay for the family friendly church" while they did it.

"Too gay for the family friendly..." that term showed up again, didn't it? On April 10, 2015, when while murdering my children, members of that church were chanting "too gay for the family friendly town of Old Orchard Beach, kill or be killed, let no trans live, remember Saco Shaw's, kill them before they kill us all!".

Whether or not the minister of that church is involved or even aware of what his congregation is doing, one thing is for certain, you can ALWAYS tell a member of that church when you meet them, because they they are constantly chanting the phrase: "Too gay for the family friendly..."

These are incredibly violent Christian extremists, hell bent on killing off every last gay person in Maine, and being incited to attack my family, by the blond woman and the white haired man, simply as a diversion, smoke and mirrors, make the left hand more noticeable, so you don't see what the right hand is doing. 

What would Jesus do? Would Jesus, blindly listen to radical hate mongers, and blindly bea a pregnant women, calling her gay, because one man made up the rumor she was gay, to cover up the crimes he commited? No. That is what Satan would do.

Jesus wouldn't beat up pregnant women.

Jesus wouldn't murder unborn babies.

Jesus also wouldn't arm himself with golf clubs and run around trying to kill suspected gay men either. And you know it.

What would Jesus do, is another thing, these people like to say while attack me, my houses, my cars, my family, and my pets. Do they REALLY think they doing what Jesus would do? They might want to try re-reading their Bibles. 

And if their minister REALLY is telling them from the pulpit to do these things, like they say he's doing, than, they might want to rethink the church they attend ask is it REALLY a church of god, or a church of the great deceiver, come to lead them astray? I'm sorry but if your minister REALLY told you to do things you people are doing, than you minister, sounds like he might be Satan himself. But are you sure, it's actually your minister, and not just you own inner hatred for gay men that has told you to do these things?

You hate gay men so much, you are seeing them in places where they are not. You are so blinded by your hatred for gay men, that you try to kill straight, pregnant women and murder their unborn babies.

I had a look at your church website, considering how much you like to brag about it why you violently attack us. It says you love families. Interesting. So, you love families so much, that you murdered 11 of my children? Explain to me how murdering my children makes you family friendly? 

When you murder children, that to mean, would suggest that you are anti-family, not pro-family.

Murdering children is NOT a family friendly event. You did know killing children is NOT family friendly, didn't you?

Does you minister know you are blaming him and his church for YOUR violent hate crimes against local families? Do you REALLY think he'll be happy to find out, you are doing these things and claiming to represent his church, while you do it? I don't think he's going to like do that to him or his church. 

I attended you church for a few weeks to find out, does your minister really preach what you say he does... and you knw what? He doesn't. Not once while I was there, did I hear any anti-gay rhetoric from him. Not once while I was there, did I hear him cite his congregation to burn books or kill children.

No. You people are doing those things on your own. You church isn't telling you to do it. You're own inner psychopathy is telling you to do it. So stop blaming your hateful actions on your church and it's minister.

Do you know what I did see? In the parking lot, the blond woman, gathering up a crowd of other women and boo-hooing "That EelKat, she tried to kill my husband. EelKat is a man. That THING, IT isn't human. Look at how IT dresses. IT is a transvestite. KILL OR BE KILLED REMEMBER SACO SHAW'S!" while groups of 30 to 70 women gather around her chanting "too gay for the family friendly town".

I'm a CosPlayer, I can look like anybody. And because I CosPlay comic book and video game characters 24/7, no one knows what I look like, without the wigs, without the fancy clothes, and I have 13 cars, and I live in other town BESIDES Old Orchard an Bideford, because you know, because Gypsy clan with 4k+ members = my family owns property in almost every town in Maine, so, you people, even the blond woman herself, did not recognize me, there walking among you, dressed like you, driving a normal looking car like yours... that SAYS A LOT.

It says, you are blinded with hatred, for my car and my clothes. And THAT alone. Because I CAN and DO, freely among you in your church, and you have no clue, who I am. You don't recognize me.

You hate my car and my cloths so much, that you don't know my face, and don't know it's me, when you talk to me without my painted car and without my fancy silk kimono.

Think about THAT for a while. Because by attending your church, and talking to you all face to face, I've learned A LOT about the lies the blond woman has told you about me. You people should be more careful who you gossip to and who gossip about in your church. You were so blinded by your hatred, that you did not recognize that you were talking to me about your hatred for me. You hate me so much and yet, you proved you also, had no clue who I was.

What was it the Bible said about gossiping busy body women in church and their place in Hell? It was in Proverbs, go look it up. Than look at your own actions in the mirror. 

Do you KNOW what the blond woman's true motive is, in flapping her mouth off in your church?

No?

You do know that 2 mass grave were found in Old Orchard Beach, right?

One was found March 31, 2015, in my driveway... days before the April 10, 2015 attack.

The second was found June 9, 2016, after a freak tornado, ripped open the side of the ravine in the blueberry plains, and a yellow car, with a trunk full of sawed up bones fell out of the hill where it was buried, and was found by me while walking my dog... days before the blonde woman attacked me at Walmart breaking my spine with a shopping cart, June 26, 2016.

Did you notice how EVERY TIME a body is found, buried in Old Orchard Beach, the blond woman shows up and tries to kill the person who found the body?

She ONLY goes to your church, because she found at that church, a group of haters, so blinded by hate, that she knew she could manipulate them into attacking innocent people, so they wouldn't see, her connection to the bodies being dug up all over town.

Why is she doing this? What is her motive? And who is she? She is a stranger to me. I do not know her name.

She is ACTIVELY, right now in September 2021, attempting to impede an FBI murder investigation. Why? She has no reason to be doing this, unless she was involved heavily, in the April 10, 2015 murder of my children.

What does she have to hide, so badly, that she is making HEAVY ATTEMPTS at impeding an FBI murder investigation into the brutal beheading murder of 10 children?

WHY is she so desperate for the residents of Biddeford to FORGET that my children were murdered?

WHY is she so desperate for you to believe the lie of me being gay, but forget the children?

I want to know the answer to that. WHY is she trying to impede an FBI murder investigation, by babbling nonsense about a me being transgender and my books being erotica when I'm not trans and my books are not erotica? 

What is her motive? The fact that she and the white haired man in down town Old Orchard are both so desperate to make you forget that my children were murdered April 10, 2015, raising a lot of questions, and a lot of red flags. Why? 

I don't know who these people are. I don't even know there names.

Before they started doing this I had never before seen them? Neither of them have ever talked to me.

And yet both, one in Biddeford and one Old Orchard, ad DAILY, going from business to business, walking up to random strangers to WARN those strangers about me. And warn is the word they use. She starts many conversations with: "So, you new in church, thought I should warn you..." Why? I don't know her. She's a stranger to me. So I don't know why she's doing this.

If you know who this woman is, what her name is and or why she is doing this, the FBI wants to know too. They've taken a great interest in wanting to know why SHE has taken such a great interest in me.

And the same with the white haired man. If you know who this man is, what his name is and or why he is doing this, the FBI wants to know too. They've taken a great interest in wanting to know why HE has taken such a great interest in me.

Newspapers and news stations who had covered the case, were ordered by FBI and state police to remove from their websites all articles and videos covering the case, again the only explanation given was "due to the nature of what we have uncovered". 

What was "uncovered" was 2 mass graves: one a giant oil barrel containing 15 bodies, which was what the white haired man dug up from under my house after driving the backhoe over it. He was trying to remove the bodies before they were found, because a week earlier I had gotten a building permit to put up a house on my land, which was planned to be built on the exact spot where that barrel was. The foundation diggers would have uncovered it, had they gotten a chance to start the foundation. The bodies are estimated to have been buried sometime in the 1920s era. It is believed the white haired man was dumping the trash/garbage on my land in an attempt to thwart any ability for the bodies in the oil barrel to be discovered.

The other, was the sawed up bones of 31 children, stuffed in the trunk of a car, that was buried in Goosefare Brooke Ravine, in the Reclaim Blueberry Plains, in the Ross Forest, on the Ross Road. These bodies were buried in the 1970s.

Two other mass graves (100+ bodies) are currently be searched for, one on Portland Ave across the street from me and the other also on the Ross Rd, near the ReClaim Blueberry Plains.

The FBI agent in charge of the case has monthly meetings with our family, but offers little info other than "the investigation is ongoing, we'll let you know the details when we can", he often adds things like "sorry, I know this is frustrating, but this is someone we've been after for a very long time, all I can tell you is this is a very dangerous crime family and we need to move carefully if we want to catch them".

In less than 6 months it will be April 10, 2022: the 7th anniversary of the April 10, 2015 kidnapping. And the court case has been on hold for now 6 years, and the FBI will allow nothing court-wise to move forward, until they've caught whoever it is they are trying to catch (we don't know who it is because they won't/can't tell us).

But... let's go back to me, not looking like me for a year, ad walking among you... you who have been my neighbours for 50+ years and saw me every day, of those 50 years... and still have no clue what my face looks like or what my voice sounds like, to such extremes, that I could walk among you for a full year, without any of you... not even one of you, recognizing who I was. You thought I was just a tourist and so many of you felt no shame in speaking very freely, your gossip about me, not know you were talking while I was in the room with you.

...it wasn't just that church... you see, my dog died a year ago and I didn't tell anyone. She was 21 years old. It's been a very long time since anyone in the town of Old Orchard Beach and the city of Biddeford, Maine, has seen me without a dog. I've also driven the Volvo, the one with 2.5million marbles glued to it, since 2006, so it's been a very long time, since anyone saw me with any other car. And, I've been an ElfKin CosPlater since I was 12 years old, living 24/7 dressed like an Elf from the 1400s, so no one has ever seen me without my very theatrical elaborate costumes on, ever. And, I haven't cut my hair in 50+ years, so, it's been decades since anyone saw me without my bum length dreadlocks.

My dog died. I cut my black frizzy dreadlocked hair to a boy-cut, ear length, dyed it blond. Got new glasses. Bought some off the rack WalMart clothes - including pants, something I had never worn before, not once in my life, and... we being a large Gypsy clan of 4k+ family members and property/cars/houses in nearly every town in the state, I had access to a LOT of cars, normal, every day cars, that no one in Old Orchard or Biddeford had ever seen before.

And I spent a year, walking around Old Orchard and Biddeford, cropped blond hair, wearing pants, driving a normal car, no dog at my side... and paid very close, careful attention to what people around town did and said, when they thought I wasn't there.

Do you know what I found out?

While the blond woman, makes her round lying about me to churches in Biddeford, the white haired man, does the same thing at businesses in Old Orchard. And he doesn't know when, when he meets me, without my car and without my fancy clothes. He doesn't know my face. He doesn't know my voice, he doesn't recognize me.

And he has VERY interesting things to say to quite literally EVERYONE he meets. Random people in the store, he walks up to them and ask:"Do you know about the little yellow house?" And then he starts listing off my home address, my name, while saying "That's Ken's son. That THING pretends to be a woman. Looks at how IT dresses! Look at the car IT drives."

After a few minutes of gibbering rabid, gay-hating trans-phobia, trying to convince every person he meets that I am a transvestite man, he the starts up a very bizarre conversation about "the little yellow house" as he terms it. He raves and rants, wild accusations of me harassing him over his tearing down my house. But the thing of that is... I don't know his name, and he seems to think I do. He makes the claim that I hired him to tear down the house and put in a septic system. My neighbour, next door to me, DID in 2001, hire a man to tear down her house and put a septic system, but they had a fight about something. I don't know what.

That woman, next door, she DOES look a lot like me, to the point that it's not uncommon for people to mix us up or even ask if we are twin sisters. Not even close to sisters - she's a good 20 years older than me. She was having a modular home moved in June 2001 and her pastor stole it. Paid the house mover to move the house to Lake Arrowhead, where his son moved into it. But that's the big sand pit beside my land. They started building the foundation and there is a huge lawsuit between her and her church and the construction crew and the man who was to put in the septic system. I don't know the details, but I do know the resulting feud between her and the construction workers is brutal. They drove a road grader over her car... 3 times in the past 3 years.

From the stuff the white haired man says about ME... it appears, that he thinks, me and my neighbour are the same person, and apparently, he is the man whom she hired to put in the septic system. But... in his wild stories around town, he's using MY NAME - EelKat Wendy Christine Allen as the one whom he says hired him to put in the septic system, and I've not only never hired anyone to do that, I can't, just ask the town hall. My land is solid ledge, I have to hook up to the city sewer system or have an outhouse. A septic system can't be put in ledge. He's got the wrong person and he doesn't know it.

In 2006, my neighbour owned the land on both sides of me - 144 and 148, I'm at 146. In 2006, my dad was most of the year in a coma and was staying in my house at 146 after he came out of the hospital, and since my neighbour had two houses, one on each side of me, she let me stay at the one at 144. Which is WHY I was living there October 2006 when the bomb blew up the house.

The bombed house WAS NOT my house, I just lived there. It was HER house - the woman who is fighting with the septic tank builder. She's the one who owned the house I was staying in, when the bomb blew it up.

It appears, from what we know now, that I was never his intended target, that SHE was, because of the feud he was having with her over a septic system, but because she and me look similar, he couldn't tell us apart, and attacked me by mistake.

Also, he makes the claim that 144, 146, and 148 Portland ave are all one family, and it's not and it never has been. We are related yes. Cousins. But it's not one piece of land. Also, he claims there are several acres of land, and that not true either. All 3 lots combines equal only 1/4 of an acre. One quarter of an acre, isn't anything close to the "27 acres" he claims is there.

He also, is running around with this wild story that the town won't let me put up a house because of trash in the yard. 

There WAS trash in the yard at one point... trash HE put there. Which is WHY he knew it was there.

  • * Throughout 2007 to 2013, 7 (seven) 18-while crate loader dump trucks drove up into my land, 7 at once, each arriving more than a dozen times, to dump garbage - bagged garbage, from the MERC garbage incinerator plant - on my farm. They left a pile of trash that was 175 feet long, 30 feet wide, and 12 feet tall on my land! The crew of garbage carriers arrived for the final time on June 15, 2015... days after I paid $12,000 to have the garbage removed... they returned with the SAME GARBAGE and tried to put it on my land again. I blocked off the end of my driveway with my motorhome, and have been terrified to move it since, as it is the only thing keeping them from dumping mountains of trash on my land again. The man driving the lead dump truck, was the white haired man with the "gopher gun", he made the claim that he had orders from the town manager of Old Orchard Beach, to dump these loads of thousands of black trash bags full of garbage on my land, and had letter head from the OOB town hall with the town manager's signature on it... but the letter head was blatantly a bad photocopy of a garbage dumping permit that had the original address whited out and my address hand written in. The forgery was laughale a best. When I refused to move the motorhome to let the trucks onto my land, he began threatening with his gun (which his puled out from under the driver's seat) saying "I'll blow your head off with my gopher gun, if you don't move that trailer out of my way. You know what I did to the cats. I'll do it to you too."


HE is the PERSON who PUT the trash in my yard, and I'm fed up with paying $10k+ every few months to have it removed. That's WHY I moved the motorhome, which you couldn't see before because I used to keep it parked in back.

Also, the town has NEVER cited "trash" as a reason I couldn't build a house, in fact, the ONLY person at the town hall who ever said I couldn't build a house was Dan Feeney, who cited I was "too gay to be allowed to build a house" explaining "gays are not allowed to have houses in Old Orchard Beach".

But, that was before the bodies were dug up in the spot where I had planned to build a house, and I've since put up a grave marker there for them. You can see it from the road. Here, it's this:

The Eye of the GriGori marks the location of the oil barrel that contained 15 bodies, which had been buried on my land in the 1920s, and was found March 31, 2015... sadly, gay haters from a local church, arrived on my land September 2020 and sliced the painting up with knives, scraping off much of it.

Those are grave markers for the unidentified bodies that were in the oil barrel dug up from right in that location.

I'll not build house on a grave.

We Gypsies have deep reverence and respect for the dead and I am a Voodoo Priestess. 

I don't know if those people will ever be identified, they were buried there about 100 years ago. Appeared to be moonshiners from the 1920s, buried in one of their ow stills, by a rival gang. I don't know what the police did with the bodies, they took them away and beyond telling me they were buried in the 1920s, they've said nothing else about it. The bones are gone, but their flesh became soil, that still remains. I turned my front yard into a shrine for them, that they may rest in peace. But that also means, there is no room to put up a house now.

But, in the year of short blond hair, normal clothes, and normal car, and no one in this town recognizing who I was because of it even though I have lived her for over 50 years, and listening to him, at Mac's, at Potvin's, at Radley/Landry's, and every other shop in OOB, I learned something I never knew before:

He's been telling people, that the signs in my yard are about "the little yellow house", and they are not about the house at all.

The signs in my yard are about the FBI investigation into the April 10, 2015 murder of my family.

I'm a Gypsy, I don't give a shit about houses.

Unlike you white Americans I did not grow up in a house. I did not have electricity or running water or plumbing until I was 31 years old.

Have you forgotten who we are?

We are The Gypsies, whom Stephen King used in the Thinner movie. My land 146 Portland Ave, is seen in that movie. My cars are in that movie. My cousins are seen in that movie setting up their carnival rides, on the other end of Portland Ave, down by the Milekin Mill Pond. We are known to Stephen King fans as "The Stephen King Thinner Gypsies" because we are the Gypsies in that movie and my farm here at 146 Portland Ave is where that movie was filmed.

We are Persian Gypsies, who lived in Scotland for 500 years, before being taken into slavery by the British in the 1500s, who put us on slave ships headed for the New World. My family was on the ship that landed in Nova Scotia in 1530. They escaped the slave ship, joined a group of migrating Native Americans to the apple orchard of Old Orchard Beach, and my family of half Gypsy/half Kickapoo Indian, has lived at 146 Portland Ave since 1530, and we never had houses until the late 1880s, that entire time. We ALWAYS lived in teepee-like tents and covered wagons. 

If you go to the big compound in Bangor, where the bulk of the clan lives, you'll see a group of 500+ people living in 500+ tents. All year long. 

It's NOT part of our culture to live in brick or wooden houses. My people have a cultural phobia of houses, which resulted from having been slaves to white men in the early days of America. Houses are seen as a thing white men build to enslave us. So we avoid houses. It's very rare to see a Gypsy who lives in a house or even wants to. Most would rather die than be forced to live in a house.

And so, you can see, how puzzling it is, for me to hear this man, telling people around town, that I, The Queen of the Gypsy clan, am upset over not being allowed to have a house and put up signs to protest said not having house.

We are the largest Gypsy clan in New England, 4k+ members, who own houses in nearly every town in the state. I myself have an apartment in Biddeford, that's no secret. In the summer I live in a tent. No I'm not homeless... I just LIKE living in tents, I've done it for 50 years, even when I had a house on my land, I always had tents and teepees and yurts every summer. That's WHY when the bomb blew up the house, I was able to just move into the tent. I'd built that tent years ago. It was already there BEFORE the bomb happened.

Do you really think I NEED to put a house on my land in Old Orchard?

No.

We are Gypsies and there is nothing more important to us than our families.

You Americans think in terms of house, but we do not. House are NOT even part of Gypsy culture. Why would you think we Gypsies would care about a house? Only someone who themselves thinks of a house before their family, would think that we would also put a house before family.

No.

The signs have nothing to do with the house or the backhoe, you only have to read them, to know that.

The signs are about April 10, 2015.

The signs are about my dead family.

The signs are about my murdered children.

The signs are about the FBI investigation.

The signs are there, so people who have information about the murder of my family, can know the name and contact information of the FBI agent, so they can help the FBI seek justice for the murder of my children.

And YOU are a deluded fool, if you think the signs have ANYTHING to do with anything OTHER than my family's murder.

But this leaves the question... WHY, is this man so desperately running around town, telling everyone he meets the signs are about the house.

He's blatantly telling people to not read the signs.

Why?

What does it say on my signs that he is so scared of to the point he's telling people not to read them?

He has no reason to be doing this, unless he was involved heavily, in the April 10, 2015 murder of my children.

The signs only ask people to call the FBI if they have information about the events of April 10, 2015, That's all the signs say on them. There is nothing else on those signs.

What does HE have to hide?

If he is NOT connected to the murder of my children, than WHY is he so damned desperate to try to convince the people of this town that the signs are about the house?

The house happened in 2006.

No signs went up than.

My family was murdered in 2015, 9 years - NINE YEARS - after the house.

The signs went up in May 2015 NOT in October 2006

You people have brains... try using them.

Why would put up signs 9 years after the house was backhoed, but 1 week after my family was murdered?

Are you all REALLY so stupid, that you think those signs, are about a house?

Open your eyes.

The signs went up the week my family was murdered.

My family was murdered 9 years after the house was destroyed.

What does he have to hide, so badly, that he is making HEAVY ATTEMPTS at impeding an FBI murder investigation into the brutal beheading murder of 10 children?

WHY is he so desperate for the residents of Old Orchard Beach to FORGET that my children were murdered?

WHY is he so desperate for you to remember the house, but forget the children?

I want to know the answer to that. WHY is he trying to impede an FBI murder investigation, by babbling nonsense about a house that was two destroyed decades ago?

What is his motive? The fact that he and the blond woman at that church are both so desperate to make you forget that my children were murdered April 10, 2015, raising a lot of questions, and a lot of red flags. Why? 

I don't know who these people are. I don't even know there names.

Before they started doin this I had never before seen them? Neither of them have ever talked to me.

And yet both, one in Biddeford and one Old Orchard, ad DAILY, going from business to business, walking up to random strangers to WARN those strangers about me. And warn is the word they use. He starts many conversations with: "So, you new in town, thought I should warn you..." Why? I don't know him. He's a stranger to me. So I don't know why he's doing this.

If you know who this man is, what his name is and or why he is doing this, the FBI wants to know too. They've taken a great interest in wanting to know why HE has taken such a great interest in me.

And the same with the blond woman. If you know who this woman is, what her name is and or why she is doing this, the FBI wants to know too. They've taken a great interest in wanting to know why SHE has taken such a great interest in me.

The FBI wants to know WHY are these 2 people actively going around these 2 towns, right now in 2021, in such desperate attempts to divert people away from the the April 10, 2015 murder. 

The FBI wants to know WHY are these 2 people actively going around these 2 towns, right now in 2021, in such desperate attempts to try to make people forget the April 10, 2015 murder. 

The FBI wants to know WHY are these 2 people have to hide so bad that they feel the need to be actively going around these 2 towns, right now in 2021, in such desperate attempts to try to make people forget the April 10, 2015 murder, while spreading strange gay lies about me and my books and talking incessantly about "the little yellow house" that was destroyed 20 years ago. 

Why are these two people so damned obsessed with me, my house, and trying so hard to make people forget my family was murdered?

Why are they doing this?

If you know, either who they are or why they are doing it, PLEASE, call the FBI, right now.

It bothers me quite a lot, that in a past few weeks (September 2021) these 2 people have suddenly showed up out of nowhere and have been working double-time at doing and saying these things, in an area around one of my relatives... a relative who's car was just battered by a 2x4 a month prior to these 2 doing this to/about me... a relative, who happens to own the land next door to me and was the woman fighting with the septic builder, who it now appears, is the white haired man whom was harassing me these past several years and appear she thought he was harassing her because he can't tell the 2 of us apart.

The fact that a green pick up truck drove into her Biddeford driveway, a man jumped out and with a 2x4 smashed up her car.... and the white haired man was this morning (September 26, 2021) at the end of my driveway yelling at me for who knows what reason, yelling at me, from the window of a green pick up truck... raises a lot of new questions.

It appears that once again,she, this relative of mine, is fighting with him, and once again, he, the white haired man, is lashing out at me, because he's know she and me are not the same person.

And, that's another thing... SHE HAS been fighting with the town over putting up a house... a fight that she and the town have been locked in court battles over since 2001.

Again, she's not me, she lives next door to me, and she also had signs in her yard, back in 2001, in fact, she's the one who gave me the idea to put up my sings in 2015 about the murder, because she had signs in her yard about her stolen house that was moved to Lake Arrowhead. When my family was murdered, she came over and said "You should put up signs like I did about my house." SHE is very upset about the fact that a house moving truck, drove up into her yard, picked up her house, and drove it, 50 miles away. SHE's pissed about that. It happened in 2001 and she's still pissed about it. She's magor infuriated about it.

But again, she's not me. And my signs have nothing to do with a house.

FBI Agent Andy Drewer out of the Portland, Maine FBI office is in charge of the case. If you have information about the April 10, 2015 murder of my family or any of the attacks on our home and relatives, give it to him not me. He can be reached @ +1-(207)-774-9322 

Or you can go to his office and talk to him in person: 1 Middle Street, Portland, Maine - 4th floor FBI. The building across the street from the Portland Police Department, behind the courthouse. The entire 4th floor is the FBI office, you can't miss it.

SEPTEMBER 28, 2021 UPDATE ON

THE 12 KIDNAPPED CHILDREN:

The 11th one was found dead today in Biddeford.

Now only one remains.

And now we know why the white haired man in the green pick up truck was hanging around my driveway September 26, 2021.

And WHY he and the blond woman started up their rumors around Old Orchard Beach & Biddeford these past few weeks.

And know this: It is a federal crime, one which you can do 25 years in prison for, it is a federal crime, to knowingly and willfully try to impede an FBI murder investigation.

This blond woman, and her lies about me at that church, the gay, trans, and erotica sex lies she's spreading around Biddeford: she is willfully and knowingly actively trying to impede an FBI murder investigation, and if you know who she is, and don't tell the FBI - you will go to prison her as an accessory to her impeding an FBI murder investigation.

This white haired man, and his lies about me and the signs and the house the lies he's spreading around Old Orchard Beach: he is willfully and knowingly actively trying to impede an FBI murder investigation, and if you know who he is, and don't tell the FBI - you will go to prison her as an accessory to him impeding an FBI murder investigation.

Willfully and knowingly attempting to impede an FBI murder investigation, is a federal crime, that comes with a punishment of 25 years in prison.

Both this blond woman in Biddeford and the white haired man in Old Orchard Beach, ARE WANTED FOR IMPEDING THE FEDERAL INVESTIGATION OF THE MURDER OF MY FAMILY!

Let me repeat this:


This blond woman, and her lies about me at that church, the gay, trans, and erotica sex lies she's spreading around Biddeford: she is willfully and knowingly actively trying to impede an FBI murder investigation, and if you know who she is, and don't tell the FBI - you will go to prison with her as an accessory to her impeding an FBI murder investigation.


This white haired man, and his lies about me and the signs and the house the lies he's spreading around Old Orchard Beach: he is willfully and knowingly actively trying to impede an FBI murder investigation, and if you know who he is, and don't tell the FBI - you will go to prison with him as an accessory to him impeding an FBI murder investigation.

FBI Agent Andy Drewer out of the Portland, Maine FBI office is in charge of the case. If you have information about the April 10, 2015 murder of my family or any of the attacks on our home and relatives, give it to him not me. He can be reached @ +1-(207)-774-9322 

Or you can go to his office and talk to him in person: 1 Middle Street, Portland, Maine - 4th floor FBI. The building across the street from the Portland Police Department, behind the courthouse. The entire 4th floor is the FBI office, you can't miss it.

When it comes to the house, I don't care about the house. What I care about is a white trash, fuck face, bigoted, racist bastard shit head thought it was okay to drive a backhoe over my house because I'm not seen in his eyes as white enough to deserve a house. And you know I'm more pissed off about - 7 Old Orchard Beach police officers arrived in my yard that day and stood there and laughed and said "Well, boys will be boys. What you gonna do? Cry?" The Old Orchard Beach police OBVIOUSLY knows the man, seeing how they called him BY FIRST NAME even though, I've no clue who the fuck face is. When I called the police, all I said was "I just got home from work, and there's a backhoe sitting on top of my house."...

So you tell me, how the police called the driver by name WITHOUT yet being at my yard to see the backhoe? What was THEIR involvement in the backhoe?  When I ask them who it was. They said: "You don't know? He doesn't need no last name. He owns the town." This town is a city in America, not a Dynasty owned by a king. No one owns this town. This town belongs to it's people who have freedom and rights, that are being violated, on levels of extreme. The police, didn't see a crazed white power bastard driving a backhoe over a none-white person's house as a crime. THAT is what I'm mad about.

The fact that in Old Orchard Beach, it's a okay to harass, bully, abuse, beat up, and vandalise non-white people, and the shit head white trash criminals not only get away with it, but the white trash Old Orchard Beach police officers cheer them on. So, whoever this person, I hope his white ass spend eternity in a Hell, were black people, Jewish people, and Native American people are in a Heaven Paradise that allows them to torture white trash racists like him, forever. 


But all of that, is besides the point. The point being that this shit head white hair man with the green pick up truck, who is running around town, telling people to stay away from my signs because they are only about the house, clearly either doesn't know shit about me, or is so deep involved in the murder of my children, that he is doing everything in his power to dredge up this backhoe guy who drove over my house. The white hair man with the green pick up truck, is doing a hell of a lot of flapping his mouth off about the backhoe on my house, and doing a hell of a lot to bend over backwards to put the backhoed house front and center to try to make people forget that on April 10, 2015, my children were murdered. Their heads cut off and nailed to my door.

My children having their heads cut off, is a hell of a lot more important to me than some fucking house, and I do not appreciate that has fuck face white haired bastard is doing double time to try to erase my children's existence from the minds of the people of Old Orchard Beach.

Why?

Why is he doing this?

What is that shit head's fucking motive?

He's making himself look VERY involved in the murder of my children, with how much he's running from store to store, going up and down the aisles grabbing strangers by the arm, to tell them, about me, my house, and how the signs are about the house.

Yes, I'd like to see the man who drove a backhoe over my house in jail where his criminal ass belongs, but I'd much rather see this white haired bastard burn in hell for his attempts to erase the existence of my children, and the shit faced nerve he has, to use my backhoed house to do it! What the hell?

Is it not bad enough that BOTH events happened? Why the fuck is he dredging up a very old house destroyed event and using it to try to erase what happened to my children?

What interest does he have in either case?

Because as it stands right now, he's starting to look like the #1 suspect in nailing my children's heads to my door. I can see no other reason why he would be so desperately running around town trying to convince people the house happened on April 10, 2015, when it happened back in 2006.

No, the signs in my yard have nothing to do with the house. A lot of people have started showing up in my driveway to ask about the house, to ask about April 10, 22015... and they always shocked to learn the backhoe happened on a different date, and then they are equally shocked and say: "OMG! I forgot about the children! Everyone around town talks about the ouse so much that I completely forgot your family was murdered 7 years ago. For some reason, I thought you lived here alone, that guy told me... wait... I'm remembering what he told. He talks about the house so much, I forgot there used to be children here and they all died. I'm so sorry. No one ever mentions your children, they only ever mention the hose. It's like, no one can face you now. They were all involved weren't they. All those people in your yard that day. Half the town gathered to kill your children. I remember now. I saw it happened. I saw them do it. How did I forget that? Why did I only remember the house? And the house was so long ago. Why did I mix up the date of the house with the date of the children?"

Earlier this week, one woman stopped by and asked: "How's Buddy?"... Buddy died almost 30 years ago. She was shocked. "Has it really been that long? You still had him last time I said hi." Yes. I did, but you haven't stopped by to say "hi" in over 30 years. People have a bad perception of time. That's why it's easy for this white haired man to tell them April 10, 2015 is about the house, and when people don't think to visit often, they forget your children died. They forget. They see the yard, with no children playing on the awn and think they grew up and married. They completely block out, that my children were murdered.

They don't live every day, with an empty heart.

And you know what... if my children were that easy for you all to forget, that says something too, about all of you, and how little you cared.

Needless to say, I am getting fed up with the amount of slander, defamation, and misinformation this blond woman and the white haired man are spreading around Biddeford and Old Orchard Beach, Maine, about me, my family, my house, and the murder of my family!

And I want to know, what's in it for the?

What are they so scared is going to be revealed if people focus on the murder?

WHY are they working so hard to spread so many rumors and lies about what happened April 10, 2015?

How are they connected to the murder?

ONLY someone deeply connected to the murder would try so hard to make people around town FORGET the murder.

ONLY someone involved in the murder is going to run around trying to get you to think about the house instead.

WHY?

As more information is found, it looks more and more, like my family was attacked BECAUSE of that oil barrel full of bones. The white haired man has harassed us for years, always putting all his focus on my land, and my house. And not all my land, just that one spot where the barrel of bones was found. He obviously knew it was there, back in 2007, before it was dug up in 2015. And my family was murdered days after that barrel was dug up. It looks like they were murdered to take focus off the barrel, the same way he is now using the house to take focus off the murder. Who the hell is this man and why won't he leave us alone? What the fuck is his problem?

Far too much evidence, is pointing to the fact, that EVERYTHING was done to take focus off the barrel of bones.... the exact same way, these 2 are now trying to take focus off the murder and make you focus on the house?

Why?

WHY do these two people want you to forget what happened to my family?

WHY are they so desperate to make you put all focus on the house instead?

And worse, why was it so easy for him to make so many of you forget what happened on April 10, 2015 and May 15, 2015?

What if it was YOU?

What if it had been YOUR family?

Would YOU want YOUR family forgotten?

Would YOU like it if these two people did to you, what they are doing to me?What is their interest in this?

Why are these two people, who are strangers to me, so damned fucking interested in in BURYING all memory of what happened

If it was so easy for the white haired man to convince you the house happened on April 10, 2015, instead of the children, that says a huge amount, about Human nature, in Old Orchard Beach, where 12,000 residents, can be made to forget that 10 children were brutally murdered, 12,000 residents, can be so easily convinced of a lie, by a white haired man, who isn't even from our town. You can so easily forget the family that lived here WITH YOU, for 50 years, you forgot, the family, your neighbours, ad 12 small children, ages 4 to 16, playing in the yard every day... you forgot, because the white haired man wanted you to forget.

Why?

Why did he want you to forget?

Why?

Why does he focus on the house, so much, that he caused you to all forget my family?

What is wrong with you people?

What is wrong with this town?

How do you ALL forget that 12 children were beaten to death and torn apart by an angry mob, led by 14 police officers and the fucking Ku Klux Klan?

You people all ought to be ashamed of yourselves.

And you call Old Orchard Beach, a "family friendly" town?

What is family friendly about this fucking town?

  • It's casino?

  • It's 2 topless bars?

  • The 5 biker bars?

  • The tavern next door to the Jameson kindergarten?

  • The Hell Angel Convention held here every year?

  • The fact that every store on main street has to have a sign reading "no entrance to Bloods or Crypts"?

  • How about the nudy-T-shirt shop and the fact that this town the inventor of the nudy shirt?

  • Or is it the fact that fact that now fewer than 5 gay and or black people have been murdered in our town EVERY YEAR since 2001?

  • Maybe it's the 15 bodies that were dug up in my yard March 31, 2015?

  • Or maybe it was 4 - 5 - 8, the Cyr Clan's infamosos yellow Oldsmobile that went missing in 1983 and was found June 9, 2016, in the GooseFare Brooke Ravine, in the Reclaim Blueberry plains, with the sawed up bones of 31 children n the trunk.

  • Maybe it's the 12 children kidnapped from 146 Portland Ave on April 10, 2015.

  • Maybe it's the heads of 10 of those kidnapped children being returned, May 15, 2015.

  • Maybe it's the child May 2010, who took a knife and cut up his mother, his father, his sister, his baby brother, his grandmother, and the dog, on the Cascade Road.

  • Maybe, it's that my cousin Murphy was beheaded June 2013, is body left at the Ross Rd Cascade Rd intersection where the big white cross now stands, while his head was left at the next crossroad at Ross Rd and Portland Ave.

  • Maybe it's the February 14, 2019 shooting of my cousin at WalMart, gunned down by Old Orchard's 4-door white truck madman.

  • The black school teacher who 's 10 year old students thought it was funny to cover her house with swastikas and has a lawsuit against the town since 2019?

You tell me.

WHICH of those things, makes Old Orchard Beach "family friendly town?"

Is the crime against minority families so high in Old Orchard Beach, that you all just grew desensitized to it?

Are you such monsters that you just turn a blind eye to these things and pretend they aren't there?

WHY is our town "family friendly"?

It's not. And you know it's not.

FBI Agent Andy Drewer out of the Portland, Maine FBI office is in charge of the case. If you have information about the April 10, 2015 murder of my family or any of the attacks on our home and relatives, give it to him not me. He can be reached @ +1-(207)-774-9322 

Or you can go to his office and talk to him in person: 1 Middle Street, Portland, Maine - 4th floor FBI. The building across the street from the Portland Police Department, behind the courthouse. The entire 4th floor is the FBI office, you can't miss it.

October 15, 2021 Update:



April 10, 2015 my 12 children were kidnapped,
from 146 Portland Ave. Old Orchard Beach, Maine.

May 15, 2015, ten of their heads were nailed to my door.

Do you have information?

FBI Agent Andy Drewer out of the 
Portland, Maine FBI office is in charge of the case.

If you have information about the April 10, 2015 murder of my family 
or any of the attacks on our home and relatives, give it to him not me.
He can be reached @ +1-(207)-774-9322 


Do you live in Biddeford, Maine?

As of October 2021, new information has come forward, and the FBI wants YOUR help, to catch the people who murdered my family.

Go to THIS PAGE and read the article. Something is wrong with that article. Everything in that article is 100% correct EXCEPT for one word. One word that the FBI did not want released to the public, so I had to change that one word, to something else.

One word is wrong.

Do you know what it is?

If you do... know that you should NOT know what that word is, and if you DO know what that word is, than you HAVE talked face to face, with the murderer of my children, and you NEED to tell the FBI, WHO the person is, who told you that that one word was wrong.

If you do, ask yourself WHO told you what is wrong, because there is a 99.99% chance the person who told you that information, is the murderer of my children.

Now, let's play I Spy... I spy with my little eye, an error on this page.

One word has been changed. It was changed deliberately, to see what would happen, should the killer read it, and notice... WOULD they be stupid enough to brag around town, what the CORRECT word is? The answer is yes. They were THAT stupid and they have now done, EXACTLY what the FBI expected they would do.

When I write this, that one word, was correct, and before publishing this article, I took that one word, and used find/replace, to change it, to a different word.

Why?

Because that one word, the correct version, NOT the word that appears here, HAS NEVER BEEN RELEASED TO THE PUBLIC...

The ONLY people who know what the correct word is, is as follows:

  •    *   Me and my family, whom these things happened to, we know what the correct word should be.

  •    *   The blond woman, the red haired woman, the white haired man, and the bald man, and the 74 people who were in my driveway on Portland Ave, Old Orchard Beach, Maine,  April 10, 2015... the criminals whom DID these things to my family, they know what the correct word should be.


  •    *   The FBI agents, involved in this case. THEY,  know what the correct word should be.

And NO ONE ELSE, in Maine or anywhere else, knows what the correct word is.

The thing is, I NEVER told anyone there was an incorrect word on that page. We’ve waited 7 years for someone, anyone, to notice that one wrong word on that page and mention it. ONLY the killer themselves would know that word was wrong. NO ONE, but the killer themselves would have any reason to be upset over that word being wrong. NO ONE but the killer themselves would feel compelled to run around town, telling everyone they meet. That word is wrong, because no one but the killer would even stop to think. That word might be wrong. Only a very arrogant killer, who was very proud of their murderous “art work” would be so upset that the wrong word was used and feel the need to correct it. Be sure your sin will find you out.

If you are not involved in this murder, you should NOT know the word that was changed in the article, because ONLY THE MURDERS THEMSELVES know the word is incorrect and that word was made incorrect on purpose to bait them into saying the article was wrong... which they have now done.

If you know which word is incorrect and you know what the correct word is, YOU HAVE been in direct contact with the murders and you NEED to tell the FBI who the person was, who told you about the incorrect word.

However... throughout 2021, a lot of gossip rose up in Biddeford and Old Orchard beach, Maine... and the correct word, is on a LOT of people lips... and the FBI wants to know, how that is possible?

There is ONLY ONE WAY this could have happened... one of the people involved in the April 10, 2015 attack, has been actively going around Main Street  and Elm street and Cutts Street Biddeford, Maine, bragging what happened that day.

Information THAT WAS WITHHELD FROM THE PUBLIC by police and FBI... is now out in the public, and spreading like wildfire throughout the Cutt Street, Elm St, Main Street area of Biddeford, Maine.

And every one whom the police and FBI ask: "Who told you this?"... is pointing to a new person... a 2nd blond woman, described as "heavyset" or "overweight", young, mid 20s to mid 30s, with extremely distinctive platinum blond permed curled hair. No one seems to know her name, and everyone describes her as running up to them at random, telling them info about me, and they don't know why, other than she seems to be hell bent on telling as many random strangers as possible. 

I've not myself seen this 2nd blond woman, however, there WAS someone matching her description in my yard on April 10, 2015, and it could be the same woman.

She also matches the description of the woman witnesses described seeing slashing the tires on my Volvo on 6 different occasions at 27 High Street, Biddeford, Maine, between October 2016 and December 2016. THOSE witnesses said the woman who slashed my tires drove away in a silver pickup truck.

In March 2015, two weeks BEFORE my children were murdered, my Volvo was vandalized in the parking lot of the Saco Baptist Church, and THAT woman, I DID see. At the time my mother was a member of that church, and they were having an Easter dinner after church, which my mother invited me to. The minister, a young pastor, came in to tell me a group from The Westboro Baptist Church had gathered in the parking lot, around my car. When we, the church congregation went outside, there was a blond woman screaming "God hates fags" and calling my car: "Too gay for the family friendly church", accusing both me and my car of being gay. She had extremely distinctive hair - nearly white, bleached blond, with tiny permed fake curls. She was taller than me, so at least 5'7" or 5'8" and BIG/very overweight, she would have been around 250 to 275lbs.

She attacked the pastor, then her and her group fled. The pastor apologized saying the Westboro Baptist Church was in the habit of attacking Baptist churches throughout New England this way. THIS woman, was in my Old Orchard Beach driveway April 10, 2015, September 12, 2015, several times throughout 2016, and last month September 24, 2021. Based on witness accounts of the woman in Biddeford these past few weeks and the witness accounts of the woman who slashed my tires in 2016, I do believe it is likely the same woman.

If you know what happened to Cleo March 2015... it happened that same Sunday afternoon. If you don't know what happened, Cleo was a cat, who I had since she was a kitten. 2 hours after that blond woman attacked at the Baptist church, we returned home, to find Cleo, beheaded, skinned, gutted, dismembered, and nailed to the front of the barn. Cleo was indoors. The door had been ripped off its hinges.

In the rose bushes around the yard, 75 pet bantam roosters, also beheaded, with rope nooses tied around their necks, were hung in every rose bush. The blond woman from the Baptist Church in Saco, was the primary suspect in THOSE animal beheadings, which happened 2 weeks before the April 10, 2015 attack. To this day, no one has ever been able to identify that particular blond woman.

And it is believed, this blond woman running around Biddeford right now in October 2021, is THAT SAME WOMAN.

All that we know about her as a connection to my family, is that she has an extreme hatred for gay people, randomly drove by one day, saw the bright pink The Autism Awareness Car, with it's 2.5million marbles glued to it, mistook an Autistic artist and her award winning Autism Awareness Car, assumed that pink =gay, glitter = gay, marbles = gay, and decided that I an 8 month pregnant woman, must be a gay man in a dress, so went psycho attacking me, my car, my pets, and my children, for several years of repeated sustained attacks, at 2 workplaces,3 apartments in Biddeford, 2 apartments of my relatives where my car was frequently parked, 5 churches, 2 college campuses, beside my farm in Old Orchard, over a period of 7 years, because she mistook me for being transgender and in her mind killing gay men, vandalising cars owned by gay men, and murdering pets and children of gay men is a-okay.

It is believed this woman has no other connection to us at all, other than she drives around the area looking for "gay stuff" to vandalise, harass, and attack.

I'm not gay, I was 8 months pregnant when she murdered my unborn baby with a golf club and left me paralyzed. What the fuck?

Several things were never released to the public, like the murder weapon, or WHAT specifically attached the body parts to the door, or that there were MORE than just heads nailed to the door. How the bodies were dismembered, how they were displayed... none of that information was made public. ONLY the murderers themselves, know the full details of what was done, how it was done, and with what weapons. So how does SHE know these details?

This 2nd blond woman - she has that information. How? THAT is the information she is giving people, in graphic detail, and enormous amounts of accuracy. Accuracy that is on levels of the person who did the dismembering. This 2nd blond woman, because of the ALARMING levels of details she has into the murders, into the never released info about the murders, and her knowledge of the fact that that one word on that page is wrong, screams volumes to the fact that not only was she involved, but she is the specific person who did the dismembering.

My family was not the first in Old Orchard Beach, that this happened to. Since June 2001 more than a dozen families, just on Portland Ave alone, have had family members murdered, by these distinctive details and this distinctive weapon, that weapon and the method of killing, and the thing all the targets had in common, those details was NEVER MADE PUBLIC in ANY of the murder cases.

And in the 7 years since their murder, more families have had this same thing happen.

My family was not the first, nor have they been the last.

Since 2001, there have been more than 50 of these dismemberment/beheading murders on the Cascade Road, Ross Road, and Portland Ave in Old Orchard Beach, Maine. Most of these 50+ events have had 5 to 10 individuals murdered at the event. In total these people have murdered more than 300 people on these 3 streets since June 2001. Collectively the serial murders are known as "The Cascade Murders", because the bulk of them happened on the Cascade Road.

In May 2010, it was THOUGHT that the killer was sent to prison, when a 15 year old boy was arrested for beheading his sister, mother, step father, grandmother, and dog. However, as the murders continued after he was sent to prison, that one case was deemed a copy cat killing and is not believed to be connected to the others. These murders have continued into 2021, with the most recent happening February 2021, and before that February 14, 2019. 

The only thing all the victims are known to have in common is the colour pink. Yes. The colour pink. They all had either a pink car, a pink house, a pink motorhome, a pink mailbox, pink flamingos on their lawns, pink garden gnomes, hair dyed pink, or were wearing pink when murdered. As you know, I have both a pink car and a pink motorhome, and it is believe that is the only reason my family was targeted. The woman 8 houses down from me whose 13 children were kidnapped in 2017, ALSO had both a pink motorhome and car.

Near as anyone can tell, these people are of the belief that pink = gay and are attacking families with pink objects in their yard, out of some conspiracy theory people that gay people put pink items in their yard.

The killing often happen, 2 to 3 weeks after A LOT of cats are beheaded and hung in the victim's yard. The killers appear to use this hanging 10 to 100+ cats in someone's yard as a "warning" that they will return in a few weeks to kill the family who lives there.

Every person whom was attacked was attawith beheaded cats, was attacked a 2nd time, a week later by one of 3 church groups: Westboro Baptist Church, Tennessee Workers of Iniquity Baptist Church, and New Life Church/Curtis Lake Church. It is unknown if the ministers of these churches are aware their congregations are doing this, but they arrive in large crowds of 50 to 70 to 400 or more church members, always chanting the phrase "too gay for the family friendly town/church/other word". When this large group arrives, they are usually carrying purple signs that read "God Hates Fags" and "God Hates You" and pass out pamphlets from the 3 above listed churches, to anyone who stops to as what is going on. They plaster the house and cars of the victims with pamphlets, business cards, and anti-gay dvd disc, while massively vandalising te homes and cars of the family they are attacking. This is an organized terrorist group, and members while attacking, often brag that they are "KKK" or "Loyal White Knights" or "Sovereign Citizens". The FBI website lists this group has having 200,000 (two hundred thousand) members living in Maine, New Hampshire, and Mass.

This group is considered a highly dangerous domestic terrorist organization and are wanted for the murders of more than 500 people throughout New England, included 14 police officers, and an FBI agent. They target ANYONE they think may be gay, whether they are actually gay or not.

During their September 12, 2015 attack on my pink motor home, more than a dozen of them (men) arrived wearing neon pink ballet dresses and purple costume fairy wings, and rode on bicycles, driving circles in front of my driveway chanting the mantra "pink is gay, gay is erotica, sex is evil, death to all gays, kill or be killed - remember Saco Shaw's!" while more than 70 others called me an "it" and a "thing" and made the claim that I was "a transgender transsexual terrorist", while their ring leader, the white haired man, screamed from his green pick up truck "that thing and it's pink trailer are too gay for the family friendly town of Old Orchard Beach, I allow no gays in my motel and I'll not let any other motel owner do so either, death to the transvestites! End the gay-apocalypse, kill or be killed, remember Saco Shaw's transgender murder store!" The Old Orchard Beach Town Manager, Code Enforcement Officer, and nearly dozen Old Orchard Beach Police officers were in the crowd as well, like wise chanting "kill or be killed remember Saco Shaw's transgender murder store! Drive the gays out of Old Orchard Beach! Make our town family friendly again."

Four Old Orchard Beach police officers arrived, and stood across the end of my driveway, forming a human shield, to keep the attackers - which included some of their fellow department officers - out of my yard.

Multiple times throughout 2016 and 2017, this same group arrived in my driveway to stage book turnings on my lawn, gathering up hundreds of pink cover edition paperback copies of the Quaraun novels and starting bonfires with them in my yard. All the while chanting "nasty bitch, fucking erotica author, burn the gays of Old Orchard Beach!"

The older blond woman has been the ring leader of each event, the white haired man being the most hysteria crazed and spouting off the most conspiracy theories, the red haired woman is not always with them, the bald man usually is, and the 2nd younger blond woman is always with them and usually with VERY large kitchen knives: a butcher knife and a cleaver, which she used violently to attack the families they are attacking with.

If you know this woman's name, you need to tell the FBI BEFORE, she turns on you and kills YOUR children too.

According to witnesses, she has been going from bar room to bar room, throughout Biddeford, and bragging that she "Know the truth of what happened to Wendy" and has been retelling, with alarmingly accurate detail, the events, that the FBI kept withheld from the public.

It is of particular importance to note that this 2nd blond woman calls me "Wendy" and NOT "EelKat". Why is this important? Because since the 1970s I have gone by EelKat, not Wendy and 99% of the residents of Biddeford, Saco, ad Old Orchard Beach, know me as EelKat and were unaware that my name was Wendy.

The witnesses, state that this woman has been showing up at shops and bars along Main St, Elm St, Cutts St and the surrounding areas several times a week, since at least May 2021, 

These witnesses did not go to the police of FBI until October 2021, BECAUSE they were unaware that this woman was talking about me. Each witness, stated they were unaware EelKat was actually named Wendy, and so when this woman weekly showed up saying "Did you hear about Wendy?, "Do you know about Wendy?", "Let me tell you about Wendy..." they said they were unaware that she was talking about EelKat.

They said they ONLY became aware that she meet EelKat wen she said Wendy, when in October 2021, she added new info to the conversations and started using the term "Wendy's gay Volvo" and "that shit gay Volvo", at which point they asked "Do you mean EelKat's Autism Awareness Volvo?" 

The reason this part is so particularly important is because since the 1970s the ONLY people whom have ever called me "Wendy" are these:

  • *   David and Lucy Atwater's Heaven Gate Compound in Palmyra, Maine

  • *   Mervin Bruce and Doris Atwater's Heaven Gate Compound in Saco, Maine

No one else, refers to me as Wendy. Everyone else calls me EelKat.

It is believed that this 2nd blond woman is a member of Heaven's Gate, most likely the division run by my Uncle Brucie Atwater, given it's right on the Biddeford/Saco border.

Do you know who this woman is? Is so, the FBI wants to know her name.

And if you happen to see her, in that area, you don't even need to call FBI agent Andy Drewer... just look around for the silver Prius that is parked in the area watching the bars and houses for this new blond woman, and go give him the info in person, because that's him.

It is believed that this 2nd blond woman is heavily involved in the murder of my children, due to the nature of the extremely accurate, and graphic details of withheld information, most specifically, her use of the one correct word, that ONLY the murderers themselves, would know to use

If you know this woman's name, you NEED to tell the FBI BEFORE, she turns on you and kills YOUR children too. If you know who she is, PLEASE, do the right thing and turn her over to the FBI. Don't let her put more families through the pain and suffering she has put my family through. I implore every mother reading this: think of your own children, what if she had done to your children, what she did to mine.

Would you stand back and do nothing, say nothing, while a criminal like her walked free?

I was paralyzed for 5 months. I had to relearn to walk. I crippled the rest of my life, and my children are dead. No one should have to live through this type of agony. And no one who commits crimes like this should be allowed to walk free.

Someone out there knows the names of these people. The older blond woman, the younger blond woman, the red haired woman, the white haired man with the green pick up truck, the bald man with the 4door white pickup truck. If you know who they are, don't let them kill again. Tell the FBI everything you know.

Please, don't let them get away with this. They've walked free, far too long. And they've hurt so many more people in the 7 years since April 10, 2015.

Do you have information?

FBI Agent Andy Drewer out of the 
Portland, Maine FBI office is in charge of the case.

If you have information about any of these attacks, give it to him.
He can be reached @ +1-(207)-774-9322 

Killing people because they owned a pink car, and by that fact alone, they were accused of being gay and deemed worthy of having their head cut off.

It's no wonder they thought I was gay. Pink is my trademark. Everything I own is pink. I have a bigger pink obsession than Barbie dolls do. And I have for 50 years. I'm a girl who like pink. That doesn't make me gay. What the fuck is wrong with you people?

I do not understand their wild pink=gay conspiracy theory, but it has caused dramatic changes in Old Orchard Beach, a town which since the 1970s and until 2 years ago, was predominantly pink cabins, houses with pink doors, pink plastic flamingo in mass flocks in every yard, pink mailboxes, pink cars in every few driveways, pink painted pet rocks lining most every driveway, pink houses gallor, pink carnival rides, pink concession stands, pink food trucks... half the town looked like a fucking Barbie DreamHouse exploded pink Barbie vomit on  it. 

And now? Parents don't dar to send their little girls to school with so much as pink bareets in their hair, for fear their toddler will be the next pink wearing victim to be beheaded and strung up on her parents front porch.

Half the town of Old Orchard Beach is scared of the colour pink. One has only to look at Little Miss Cottages, the pinkest, pink feast cottages on the planet... now ivory white. Painted in terror by the gay couple who own it and are terrified they will be murdered for the pink shutters, the pink front doors, and the pink roof shingles that have been the trademark of Little Miss Cottages since the 1960s.

And worse are the business owners. Business owners who are terrorizing the families who are mourning their dead. Dozens families, living in mortal terror, because business owners show up in their yards, driving excavators ...

THIS excavator... the one seen here sitting on top of my house:

146 Portland Ave, Old Orchard Beach, Maine... July 4, 2013 and August 8, 2013, the day psychotic gay-haters drove this backhoe over it, because they mistook me for being gay.

And worse are the business owners. Business owners who are terrorizing the families who are mourning their dead. Dozens families, living in mortal terror, because business owners show up in their yards, driving excavators ...

and threatening to drive over their houses, if the parents dare let anyone outside of Old Orchard Beach, know their children were beheaded. Business owners who are worse than the gay haters, business owners who rail on about "think of the tourists! If word gets out we've a serial killer in town, no tourists will dar come to Old Orchard Beach!"

One has only to look at the schools to see what has happened. There used to be over a thousand students in school. Now there are three hundred and dropping fast. And it's not families moving or children growing up. Their children are dead! And the parents are scared out of their minds, being terrorized on one side by psychotic extremists lunatics pretending to be Christian, and terrorized on the other side, by the business owners who don't give a shit about anything but money, money, money and sucking up to kissing the mighty tourist ass, at the expense of the lives of our children!

Business owners fucking gaslighting the already terrorized victims of heinous hate crimes. Not even allowed to mourn their children, because a fucking funeral might be seen by the tourists!

What the fuck!

THIS NEEDS TO END!

Old Orchard Beach is a town in America and needs to be upheld by American laws. Old Orchard Beach is not a fucking dynasty! Business owners are NOT exempt from obey the law. Christians are not exempt from laws either.

Murder is still murder, no matter who you kill.

NO! Killing people is NOT what Jesus would do!

And Old Orchard Beach is NOT a family friendly town, if family friendly means killing off families you don't like!

We are finding so many families who thought they were the only ones. Didn't know there were dozens of other parents morning beheaded children, right on their own streets. Too scared to talk. Too scared to tell any one their children are dead, their heads nailed to the door. This fucking code of silence needs to end. 

The tourists are NOT more important than your families, and you know it. 

Stop letting these psychotic men bully you.

People outside of Old Orchard Beach, need to know what's going on inside of Old Orchard Beach. That's the only way to end this.

Do you have information?

FBI Agent Andy Drewer out of the 
Portland, Maine FBI office is in charge of the case.

If you have information about any of these attacks, give it to him.
He can be reached @ +1-(207)-774-9322 


And please keep in mind that on February 19, 2021 one of the FBI agents investigating this case, was herself murdered, so this is more than just the investigation of the murder of my family now, it is also the murder investigation one of the FBI agents who was investigating the murder of my family.



FBI Agent Andy Drewer out of the Portland, Maine FBI office is in charge of the case. If you have information about the April 10, 2015 murder of my family or any of the attacks on our home and relatives, give it to him not me. He can be reached @ +1-(207)-774-9322 

Or you can go to his office and talk to him in person: 1 Middle Street, Portland, Maine - 4th floor FBI. The building across the street from the Portland Police Department, behind the courthouse. The entire 4th floor is the FBI office, you can't miss it.



  • * October 18, 2006 they blew up my house with a bomb and left an 8 foot white cross in my garden. I still have the cross, never took it down. I put Christmas lights on it.

  • * August 8, 2013, a back hoe drove over my house - same land, new house to replace the one the bomb blew up.

What was "uncovered" was 2 mass graves: one a giant oil barrel containing 15 bodies, which was what the white haired man dug up from under my house after driving the backhoe over it. He was trying to remove the bodies before they were found, because a week earlier I had gotten a building permit to put up a house on my land, which was planned to be built on the exact spot where that barrel was. The foundation diggers would have uncovered it, had they gotten a chance to start the foundation. The bodies are estimated to have been buried sometime in the 1920s era. It is believed the white haired man was dumping the trash/garbage on my land in an attempt to thwart any ability for the bodies in the oil barrel to be discovered.

  • * Since 2001, I have rebuilt 5 houses on my land, 1 for the bomb, the rest for that exact same back hoe. That back hoe has driven over 140+ houses in my town, with the driver yelling out the window that "Maine is 99.8% white and I'm gonna make it 100% white if it's the last thing I do!"

  • * We are fast on the 7th anniversary of the murder of my children. Ages 4 to 16. Ten of them - beheaded by 14 police officers, April 10, 2015, their heads nailed to my door, while 70+ KKK members cheered them on, in my driveway, while 4 of the police officers held me down with guns on my head. THAT is the reality of being an author who writes diverse characters in Maine. 

  • * November 14, 2013, when I was 8 months pregnant 3 gay-haters (a man - 30sish- and 2 women, in their 60s) armed with metal golf clubs, attacked me from behind while I was at Southern Maine Community College's BugLight Art Studio putting my art supplies in my car. I am legally blind and almost deaf so I neither saw or heard them coming. They murdered my baby, broke my spine, broke my hips, broke my knees, and left me for dead. They were chanting "stop the gaypocalypse, kill or be killed, kill all the gays before they kill us all". I was paralyzed for 5 months, in a wheelchair after that, 18 months relearning to walk... it is now 8 years later and I still have severe limited mobility, walk with a cane.

  • * On April 10, 2015, they showed up at my house with 70+ others, a very large church group, armed with "god hates fags" signs. 14 men Old Orchard Beach Police officer - armed with guns, took cinderblock bricks, and beat me and my children, killing 10 of my 12 foster, the youngest was age 4 the oldest age 16, they cut their heads off and nailed them to my door, again, chanting "stop the gaypocalypse, kill or be killed, kill all the gays before they kill us all". The attackers accused me of being "gay", "transgender", and "transvestite", and used the term "transvestite freak".
  • Let me repeat: I am LGBTQAI+ myself, but I am NOT gay. I am NOT transgender. I am NOT transvestite. I am an asexual, polyamorous cis female. But because I was deemed "gay", I am crippled for the rest of my life and 10 of my children, aged 4 to 16, were brutally murdered, in my driveway, while neighbour watched and did nothing.

  • * Throughout 2007 to 2013, 7 (seven) 18-while crate loader dump trucks drove up into my land, 7 at once, each arriving more than a dozen times, to dump garbage - bagged garbage, from the MERC garbage incinerator plant - on my farm. They left a pile of trash that was 175 feet long, 30 feet wide, and 12 feet tall on my land! The crew of garbage carriers arrived for the final time on June 15, 2015... days after I paid $12,000 to have the garbage removed... they returned with the SAME GARBAGE and tried to put it on my land again. I blocked off the end of my driveway with my motorhome, and have been terrified to move it since, as it is the only thing keeping them from dumping mountains of trash on my land again. The man driving the lead dump truck, was the white haired man with the "gopher gun", he made the claim that he had orders from the town manager of Old Orchard Beach, to dump these loads of thousands of black trash bags full of garbage on my land, and had letter head from the OOB town hall with the town manager's signature on it... but the letter head was blatantly a bad photocopy of a garbage dumping permit that had the original address whited out and my address hand written in. The forgery was laughale a best. When I refused to move the motorhome to let the trucks onto my land, he began threatening with his gun (which his puled out from under the driver's seat) saying "I'll blow your head off with my gopher gun, if you don't move that trailer out of my way. You know what I did to the cats. I'll do it to you too."

What was "uncovered" was 2 mass graves: one a giant oil barrel containing 15 bodies, which was what the white haired man dug up from under my house after driving the backhoe over it. He was trying to remove the bodies before they were found, because a week earlier I had gotten a building permit to put up a house on my land, which was planned to be built on the exact spot where that barrel was. The foundation diggers would have uncovered it, had they gotten a chance to start the foundation. The bodies are estimated to have been buried sometime in the 1920s era. It is believed the white haired man was dumping the trash/garbage on my land in an attempt to thwart any ability for the bodies in the oil barrel to be discovered.


  •  - the cats he was referencing, happened ...

  • * In April 2007, I came home from work, to find 7 dead cats lined up in my driveway, their legs cut off, their heads cut off, their tails cut off, and according to the Pine Point vet who examined the bodies "there was enough poison to kill a great dane in that cat". Over the course on the entire month, this repeated... some days I came home to find gutted cats hanging from rope noses in my rose bushes and pine trees. Some days it was 2 or 3 cats, one day it was 12 cats. In total this animal abusing monster tortured to death via slow poison and mutilation 74 (seventy four) cats that month and left them in various gory display around my yard. The first seven cats were mine, but others belonged to my neighbours, all of them pets of residents on Portland ave,  including the old woman Morrin next door's beloved Tiggiwinks, her cat's gutted body left her in server mental distress for many years following this. June 15, 2015 the white haired man with the gopher gun, bragged that he was the one whom had killed these cats, while threatening to kill me in the same manner as he has killed the cats.

This event with the cats, happened the weekend following this event which also happened April 2007:


  • * In April 2007, the white haired man arrived in my yard with men in "lawyer like" business suits. When he saw that I was home, (my car was parked in back not seeable from the road those days), the white haired man, turned and fled, driving away in a navy blue pick up truck. When men is suits asked who I was and if I knew why he ran away. I told them who I was and said I had no clue who that man was, except that he's been harassing me for years. They asked why I was on his land. I went and got my copy of the deed and showed them that not only do I own the land, but I have stacks of documents from the 1500s, the 1600s, the 1700s, the 1880s, and the 1900s, including the land grant from King George, and more than 4000 years of tax bill receipts, proving I was the land owner. The suit-men became highly agitated and said, the white hair man had claimed to be the owner of my land and they were bank/money lenders, here to go over the blueprints of a condominium that the white haired man was about to build on my land. They had the blueprints with them, it was for a 27 building subdivision condo complex. The documents they had, including plans to clear cut my 400 year old apple orchards, remove all the top soil, and use dynamite to blast the back hill to level the land flat. The men began apologizing profusely and, and said they didn't know what he was trying to pull, but it appeared he was trying to steal my land and they said they wanted no part of what they called "shady developers with shady deals" the men said they were "not loan sharks" and dwelt only with "legit business plans" and promptly left, again apologizing for disturbing me.

It is believed the white haired was planning to "build" a condominium on my lad ON TOP OF the oil barrel to prevent the bodies from ever being found.


  • * On June 26, 2016, the same 2 women whom had attacked me with golf clubs at Southern Maine Community College, arrived again to repeat the incident, this time while I was at Scarborough Walmart leaned over the back seat of my car putting bags of groceries in my car. I am legally blind and almost deaf so yet again I neither saw or heard them coming. This time they attacked with a shopping cart, re-breaking my spine, causing inoperable damage to my spinal column.

  • * In 2017 and again in 2019, they arrived at my dad's High st apartment in Biddeford, both times there were 5 of them armed with baseball bats. During the February 2019 they did $230k in damages to the building, raped 2 women, murdered a 10 year old boy, left 3 elderly men including my dad in critical condition in the hospital, and totaled 3 cars including my Dazzling Razzbury (the volvo with 2.5million marbles glued to it); the apartment building received so much damage that it was condemned leaving 27 families all with small children homeless. This building is near the hospital, because EVERY family in the building had a family member needing extreme medical care, most of these families had small children receiving leukemia treatments. THOSE children were made homeless by this attack by the blond women and her thug group of a red haired women, a bald man, and a white haired man. 

  • * Since the Ku Klux Klan's arrival in Old Orchard Beach, June 2001 - there have been more than 200 other similar attacks on my family at 146 Portland Ave, and on 140+ other families also on Portland ave. JUST ONE STREET, has had more then 1,000 violent attacks, including 50+ murders, in the past 20 years.

These people call themselves Ku Klux Klan and Loyal White Knights, they claim to attend "That Church" (New Life Church) in Biddeford, Maine. Beyond them SAYING they are Ku Klux Klan while they are attacking, we don't know if they have any real affiliation with the REAL KKK organization or not, or if they are just calling themselves that. The blond woman brags to owning a motel in Old Orchard Beach, and makes the claim that she paid the Old Orchard Beach Town Hall and Police Department $6million dollars in order to keep these attacks out of the news.

The blond woman appears to be the ring leader behind all of it. The others always take orders from her. They appear to be scared shitless of her. She addresses the red-haired women as her sister, the bald man as her son (though the bald man acts more like her lover than her son), and she calls the white haired man as her husband. The white haired man is ALWAYS armed with some-kind of old school/antique double-barrel style shotgun/rifle that he called his "gopher gun" - he is responsible for the bullet holes that riddle the front of several houses up and down Portland Ave - he is EXCESSIVELY PARANOID and babbles about various conspiracy theories in between screaming "End the gay-paralyse! Kill or be killed! It's us or the gays! Kill them all before they kill us!". The red-haired woman calls herself "Kendra Silvermander" and frequently carries a tiny about ten pound white poodle/dog - she calls the dog "dragon" and claims it is a "crone's disease service dog". The bald man claims to be a fireman and is the driver of the 4-door white truck responsible for numerous hit&run accidents on the Ross Road, including being the driver seen all the many hours of video footage of the 4-door-white truck attacking my car, my dad's car, and Ben's car, while driving. 

In addition to claiming to be Ku Klux Klan, they have on more than a dozen occasions also made the claim to be Mafia or Boston Mafia, however, we have 100% positive proof that they are NOT Mafia, Boston or otherwise, which leads to the question, are they also not really Ku Klux Klan and are they just claiming to be Mafia one day and Ku Klux Klan the next day, simply to try to use that as a scare tactic?

These attacks are JUST A FEW of the the more then 200 such attacks they have personally done to me since their very first attack, in June 2001, when they showed up for the first time in my yard. The extreme levels of unprecedented viciousness, vindictiveness, and in-human cruelty these people have done, is barbaric, and the fact that the people of this town, specifically the people of Portland Ave, Ross Rd, and Cascade Rd, Old Orchard Beach, Maine, not only turn a blind eye to it, but also, like they did on April 10, 2015 - JOIN THEM, and HELPED THEM, murder my children, is revolting.  And the things I talk of are ONLY the things done personally to me... but I am only ONE of more than 140 families in Old Orchard Beach, who've been terrorized by these fanatical domestic terrorists extremists.

This NEEDS to end. SOME BODY in this fucking town, knows the names of these 4 people, and you NEED to come forward with that information and give it to the FBI, BEFORE THESE MONSTROUS BASTARDS KILL AGAIN. 

The identity of these 4 remains unknown. It is believed they are responsible for EVERY ATTACK on EVERY minority family in both Old Orchard Beach and Scarborough, Maine, and it is believed that others who arrive with them are members of their church congregation. It is these 4 people who are the FBI's primary suspects in the murder of my family and if you know who they are, PLEASE tell the FBI and get these deranged sociopathic criminals in prison where they belong.


UPDATE FEBRUARY 19, 2021: One of the FBI agents investigating the murder of my children has been herself murdered!


It canNOT BE OVERSTATED how incredibly dangerous this blond woman and her thugs are... they have now murdered Lara, one of the primary FBI agents handleing the murder of my family.


In addition to murdering my family, they have now also killed 14 police officers and an FBI agent.


All evidance is pointing to the Cyr Gypsy Clan, one of America's largest heroine drug dealers.


PLEASE TREAD CAREFULLY AROUND THESE PEOPLE!

Yes, the SAME Cyr Gypsy clan that burned down more than 2,000 homes, businesses, and hotels in Old Orchard Beach during The Burning of the White Wave in 1968.


Yes, the same Cyr Gypsy clan who blew up the 142 Portland Ave dome house during the 4 - 5 - 8 shoot out in 1982.


Yes the same Cyr Gypsy Clan involved in the ISIS bombing of the Boston Marathon in 2013.


Yes the same Cyr Gypsy Clan of the Smithwheel Road child prostitution ring raid in 2016.


FBI agent Lara was working with Child Protective Services to get more children out of yet another child prostitution ring, this time one in Florida, and she and several other FBI agents were gunned down by clansmen while rescuing toddlers out of their cages. She is the FBI agent who rescued me and 140 others during the child prostitution ring raid in Old Orchard Beach in 1997. She is the FBI agent who took down Old Orchard Beach Town Manager Jim Thomas and his gang of Saco Ward LDS Priest thugs in 2012.


The Cyr Clan was last known to be headquartered out of Connecticut, Mexico, and Nova Scotia. They are the primary suspects in the beheading murder of my children.

They are several hundred, possibly several thousand members strong, have business holdings and property in nearly every state of the Eastern seaboard. Are known by law eforcment in the midwest, Utah, Colorado, and Whyomin as "The Scottish Traveller Crime Family", in the Greater Boston area white Americans have dubbed them "The Socttish Mafia". Do know that the FBI lists my uncles as "The World's Most Deadly Gypsy Clan" and "America's 3rd Most Dangerous Crime Family."


Do know that there IS a MASSIVE feud going on between the East Coast Gypsy Clans of The Greater Boston Area. I was crowned Queen in 1997, the firstfemale leader of the Scottish Gypsies in over 500 years. The men of the clan were furious that a female now ruled Gypsy law. and 28 of the men, crowned themselves "Gypsy Kings", than broke off the primary clan, forming 28 new smaller clans. The Cyr Clan is one of these sub-branches. Since 2001 they have killed more than 300 rival clansmen in Old Orchard Beach, Saco, Scarbourough, Biddeford, Sanford and surrounding areas. 


In 1997, my first order of business as clan Queen was to disown every member who was involved in drug dealing, moonshine, gun running, and child prostitution. Needless to say, they were pissed. The clan members who remained joined me in helping FBI, state police, and local law enforcment at turning over and arresting dozens of criminals in the clan. Our goal is to restore the reputation of Gypsies, by activly getting rid of every last thug in ourclan and helping the law put them in prison where they belong.


Many of them are polygamist Fundamentalist Mormons, most have 5+ wives and 40+ children. The women and children are often more heavily armed than the men, and are taught from infancy to be willing sacrifices for their husbands/fathers. Do not underestimate how very dangerous my uncles, and most especially their child wives are.


They murdered my children, because one of them, my uncle Paul Martel, was arrested and sent to prison. He was the one who built and sold the Boston Marathon bomb, to ISIS. His wife believed I was the one who turned him in. I was not. Two hours BEFORE, I found the heads of my children nailed to my door, she posted on my FaceBook wall the message: "The next head on a door will be yours." I found out about her husband's arrest and involvement in the Boston Marathon, in June 2016, over a year later. I have no clue who turned her husband over to the FBI, but she's on the warpath to find out and THAT is what this fued is all about.


Commonly mistaken for Muslim because of the way our clans' women dress, and often passing themselves off as "white", "American", or "Scottish" (especially in Old Orchard Beach, where the clan makes up 2,000+ of the town's 3,000 year round residents - including the Macs, the Blows, the Briges, the Townsens, the Murpheys, the ORookes, the McDuffys, the Colliards, the Smiths, the Bryants, the Cyrs, the Dutrumbles, the Smiths, the Lewis, the Morris, the Davis, - EVERYONE with those last names in Old Orchard Beach - NONE of them is either white or Scottish, they are ALL Gypsies passing for either white or Scottish, all 2k+ of them are my 1st, 2nd, and 3rd cousins, aunts, and uncles - yes ALL those last names are ALL ONE FAMILY - they all used to be Googins and Rickers and the families changed their names back in the 1920s when they started working for Honeyfitz smuggling moonshine from Nova Scotia to Boston - yes, Honeyfitz, the REAL "Mafia", they chaned the familiy names when the prohibition shoot outs of Old Orchard Beach started happening).


Many of them get off on calling themselves "Mafia", "Scottish Mafia" or "Boston Mafia" because their daddies, granddaddys and great grand daddies were gun runners, rum runners, moonshiners, drivers, and smugglers for Honey Fitz between 1910 and 1950. The fact remains their their daddies, granddaddy's and great grand daddies were nothing but expendable hire hands and non-name migrant workers hired by the ACTUAL Boston Mafia to do the grunt work. This mean that they are NOT Mafia, Scottish, Boston, or otherwise, no matter how much they make claims that they are. They have ZERO DNA blood relation to Honey Fitz or Pres J.F.Kennedy and therefore they are NOT Mafia. So don't be fooled by their claims of being mafis, as that is nothing but a scare tactic they like to use.


They are NOT Muslim, white, or Scottish and many don't have American citizenship, and are instead illegal aliens from Nova Scotia. The bulk of them are Mormons, some LDS, others FLDS, some Jewish, some Catholic, some Voodoo, some Seventh Day Adventists, some Evangelical and/or Holy Roller Pentecostal Christians, some Huna. The ones who are dangerous, tend to be radical extremist last-day armogedon prepper FLDS (Fundamentalist Latter Day Saints of the Chrch of Jesus Christ aka Mormons).

While they pass themselves off as white and or Scottish, if you can get them to submit to a DNA test, they are actually Hebrew/Persian aka Iraq/Mongolian mix, sometimes also with Kickapoo Native American and Benin Dahomey Black African as well. They are by actual race correctly called The Persian Mountain Jews who descended from the Hebrews who were slaves in Persia in Bible times. They have no blood link to Romani, Romneychelle, or Travellers and are the actual group correctly known as Gypsies aka The Hebrews who lived with the Egyptians (which is what the word Gypsy means).


Throughout 2000s they have been breaking into ATM mahines in every state from Florida to Maine, leaving messages on security cameras, boldly getting their faces in the camera, knowing that because they have no birth certificates, medical records, school records, or social security numbers, that they are virtually untracable. They do not believe in schools or doctors and often gather in front of stores with poster board signs about anti-government conspiracy theories. Several of them are devoted followers of David Icke and preach his "shape shifting alien illuminati" conspiracy theories like it was gospel truth.


More than 400 of them are formor members of Heaven's Gate UFO Murder Suicide Cult and now believing Kolob to be the wrong comet are activly waiting for comet Wormwood instead.


Throughout 2020 they were seen at the Old Orchard Beach Pier, barring entrance to tourists, and attacking anyone who dared wear a mask. They are frequently seen at the college campus in Oreno doing the same. They are anti-vaxxer/masker extremeists and think nothing of beating up masked pregnent women, just to make a point.


At least 26 of them were involved in the January 6, 2021 attack on the capital and the FBI is looking for info on that as well.


If you have ANY information about ANY of this:


FBI Agent Andy Drewer out of the Portland, Maine FBI office is in charge of the case. If you have information about the April 10, 2015 murder of my family or any of the attacks on our home and relatives, give it to him not me. He can be reached @ +1-(207)-774-9322 

FBI Agent Andy Drewer out of the Portland, Maine FBI office is in charge of the case. If you have information about the April 10, 2015 murder of my family or any of the attacks on our home and relatives, give it to him not me. He can be reached @ +1-(207)-774-9322 

Or you can go to his office and talk to him in person: 1 Middle Street, Portland, Maine - 4th floor FBI. The building across the street from the Portland Police Department, behind the courthouse. The entire 4th floor is the FBI office, you can't miss it.

The bulk of this website is a massive database of how-to articles for anyone looking to write and publish Dark Fantasy & Weird Horror.

Some stuff is indexed. Most stuff isn't. The links below take you to the most popular/most visited pages. Each of them contains more links to more pages. That should get you started.

Enjoy your stay!




Update's on the condition of Kenneth Ricker Allen

The KuKluxKlan attack on our 144 Portland Ave home,  on May 9, 2006, put him in a coma, his condition has been touch and go ever since. Sometimes able to get out of bed for a few hours and other times not.

As of August 2021, his condition has gotten far worse, and he is now considered "critical".

For those who don't know: My father is Kenneth Ricker Allen:

He worked for the Old Orchard Beach Fire Department throughout the 1950s through to the 1980s, also working for the OOB Police Department and as well as for Marcotte Motors in that same time period.

He was one of Old Orchard Beach's first firemen as well as being one of the firemen on the department for the longest amount of years.

Old Orchard Beach Fireman Kenneth Ricker Allen is the son of Helen Ricker Allen, founder of The Old Orchard Beach Fire Department, Lady's Auxiliary.

Helen Ricker Allen was the daughter of George Ricker, Founder of the Town of Old Orchard Beach and founder of Old Orchard Beach's Fire Department and Old orchard Beach's first fire chief. 

My family were the original settlers of Old Orchard Beach, settling the lands at 144, 146, and 148 Portland, in 1530.

We are both the oldest family in New England, and the last family in Maine to be the original founding family, still living on the original settlement land.

August 22, 2021 update: Extreme family emergency is happening... I'll not be online anywhere for at least the rest of the week... recent attack on my family has put family members is the hospital ICU in critical condition.




(UPDATE: Sept 19, 2021 - Due to mass influx of Covid19 patents at Maine Medical Center - the ICU has sent my dad back home, but - he has had heart surgery, he died and was revived twice while at the hospital, and is at home still in critical condition with daily doctor care - I will be online more as he's home and I'm no longer staying at the hospital, and can be online while I care for him here, however his condition is still extremely critical and he was only moved out of the hospital because all 9 of Maine's hospitals are over capacity with Covid19 patents and new rules state all elderly are to be removed from life support and sent home, in order to make room for Covid19 patients)


UPDATE: September 25, 2021

Due to my father having been sent home 2 week earlier than his doctor recommended, in order to make room for "immunity party jackasses", my father has suffered complications from his heart surgery and was taken back to the hospital, this time his doctor sending him to a different hospital, one that hasn't been sending home critically ill ICU elderly to make room for anti-vaxxer bastards.



FBI Agent Andy Drewer out of the Portland, Maine FBI office is in charge of the case. If you have information about the April 10, 2015 murder of my family or any of the attacks on our home and relatives, give it to him not me. He can be reached @ +1-(207)-774-9322 



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