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30 Years of Being Transgender




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30 Years of Being Transgender

My 30th Anniversary of Being Transgender (February 5, 1987 - February 5, 2017) | How & Why I Became OtherKin | A Look Inside The Daily Life Of FanFiction.net's Bride of Sesshomaru - known as the internet's most extreme Life Acting CosPlayer or The Woman Who Lived As Lord Sesshomaru for 9 Years:

I identify as OtherKin because it's easier to explain to people then the fact I don't feel male or female and sometimes feel one or the other or both. So, here's what happened...

I was born a female, but since 1987, have lived as a male, living as a transvestite (f2m2f; confusing I know); While walking to the library (1/4 mile from home) a man (a blond construction worker; probably in his 30s or 40s) started following me and kept asking for sex; he was convinced I was a prostitute (not sure why, I certainly wasn't dressed in anything "prostitute-like, due to being a Mormon) and kept getting mad and yelling and he wouldn't leave me alone. He followed me all the way to the library, then followed me in the library. I went to the librarians lunch room to hide from him. Stayed there about an hour reading a book, he paced around the door the whole time.

After a while he left the building and I went back to what I was doing. (Getting books I needed for school work.) I did my studying and stuff. Was probably there another 2 hours before packing up and going home. I get maybe 500 yards from the library, about to cross the street and standing at the crosswalk waiting for cars to stop, when the same guy suddenly shows up behind me and grabs my arm, tries to drag me off the side. He's yelling, "I know you're a hooker!"

I'm just a kid, and I was only about 4'8" at the time, I'm not very big and he's a big adult. I couldn't get away from this guy and there was no one around to help. I try telling him I'm not a prostitute and I'm only 12, and he starts laughing and talking about how no one that young has boobs that big.

Since I was 12 years old I've had 38D boobs. TWELVE years old and I had boobs bigger then most adult women!

This goes on for maybe a minute, it all happened so fast. And he's not letting go of me and trying to drag me off and suddenly I scream out the first thing that came to my head: "I'm a man!"

I have no idea why I said it. It's not something I planned or thought about or anything, it just came out and kind of shocked me that I even said it but soon as I screamed "I'm a man!" he just let go of me and jumped back and looked horrified and then ran off.

I was like: "OMG! That guy was gonna rape me, but he didn't because he thought I was a man!"

My grandmother had a friend who was a transvestite, and we visited him a few times a week so I knew about such things as transvestites (a transvestite being a man who dresses like a woman but still uses male pronouns and is not taking hormones etc because he's not trying to be a woman, he just dresses like one) but beyond transvestites I didn't know anything else about the trans community.

Somehow, I got it into my head that the only way to protect myself from men like that guy who'd attacked me, was to become a transvestite like my grandmother's friend, because saying I was a man, was what saved me from the attacker. So I got to know my grandmother's friend better and found out more about the trans community through him, and next thing I know I'm binding my mega huge boobs, and going out of my way to look like a man, dressed as a woman.

That same year, my favorite person on the planet (Liberace) died. The man was a cape wearing rhinestone legend. I was devastated when he died and I immediately started dressing like him in over the top feather encrusted sequin capes and ball gowns. I went big time Liberace Drag Queen - yes at 12 years old.

My mom who made pageant dresses for little girls helped me make my first costumes. I was lucky that both my parents and my 3 brothers were all very accepting of my lifestyle right from the beginning.

I grew to absolutely hate my giant boobs, because they were just always in the way. I'm a skinny girl, and could wear tiny sizes, size 2, but these huge boobs result in I have to wear size Queenxxx (14xxx) because most women with boobs my size have boobs this big because they also have a waist and hips the same size as well. Even with binding, I couldn't mash my boobs down enough to fit in clothes that fit the rest of my tiny body. My body to boob ratio is like a Barbie dolls. :(

That was 30 years ago.

Around 1991 I discovered manga and anime and went Elf crazy.

In 2007 I made my biggest change when I (known online as fanfic writer Bride of Sesshomaru) "became" Lord Sesshomaru and started living full time, 24/7 as the legendary transvestite cartoon dog demon.

In 2012 I changed again, from Sesshomaru to Quaraun (a transvestite Moon Elf wizard from Dungeons and Dragon's SpellJammer) and whom I currently continue to live as now in 2017.

For the longest time I had a hard time fitting in with most of the trans community because not only was I a woman living as a man living as a woman, but I was also a Human living as an Elf.

People would call me a "thing" and an "it" and "that's a what not a who". It was very frustrating because I'm rarely accepted in "normal" society because my lack of normal gender identity and at the same time I'm rarely accepted in trans community because of my trans-species identity.

This year 2017, marks the 30th anniversary of my being a female Human who lives as a male Elf living as a woman. I spent most of that time hating my huge boobs and binding them and wishing they were gone. It's only been the last 2 years that I've stopped binding and come to love my boobs, because I discovered, while most cloths don't fit my body well - corsets do. OMG! small waist and big boobs are made for wearing corsets!YAY! A fashion I can wear without having to shop in extra jumbo plus sizes!

Since 2014, I've worn kimono and corsets every day, but before that I was binding every day. And as I identified as a transvestite, most people thought I was born male. Then when I started wearing corsets and suddenly had big boobs, people all of a sudden thought I had breast implant surgery to "become a woman" LOL! It was so funny, because I'd been a woman living as a man living as a woman so long, people thought I really was a man and thought I'd had surgery to become a women... when I explained, "No, I was born female," everyone was more confused then ever, because most trans people are m2f or f2m but the m2f2m and f2m2f are so rarely heard of that a lot of people don't even know us m2f2m and f2m2f s even exist!

For years I had considered having breast reduction surgery and sex reassignment surgery (adding a penis) but never did. Strange thing is, now I know longer feel any need to. Not sure why. I think over the years I've just grown comfortable with my body and have kind of excepted the fact that it is what it is.

I am what I am. I'm a female Human who lives as a male transvestite Elf living as a woman. I don't fit fluidly into any gender, and so I say OtherKin or ElvenKin and leave it at that.

A drastic change came to our lives, me and my family, however, when I stopped binding my boobs and locals suddenly assumed I was born male and had had surgery. Today as a result of my no longer binding my breasts - 2 of my cousins are dead - 1 beheaded, 1 his brains blown out with a gun by a police officer, 10 of my cats are being held hostage by an Old Orchard Beach police officer, 2 of my cats were beheaded their heads nailed to my door, a bomb blew up my house, 11 officers from the Old Orchard Beach police department filled my motorhome with feces and smashed my cats heads in... and the town of Old Orchard Beach passed an ordinance banning transgender people from living in town, working in town or even setting foot in town (from January 6 2016 to September 2, 2016).

Welcome to Old Orchard Beach, Maine, the town that has openly and publically declared me, a straight woman, "Too Gay For The Family Friendly Town of Old Orchard Beach."

My question is why is everyone worked up over the terrorists overseas and not doing a thing about the terrorists groups here in America? Worrying about terrorists in other countries, punishing people who have nothing to do with the terrorism, doesn't do anything to stop the terrorists groups here in America, like the Ku Klux Klan, who are ACTIVELY MURDERING AND TERRORISING people in Maine. My cats were kidnapped April 10, 2015 by the kkk. To date, the heads of 2 of them have been nailed to my door, the legs and tails of 2 others also, 2 escaped with horrific injuries but found their way home, and 10 are still unaccounted for, presumed to be held hostage and the police (and now the FBI) have yet to find them (the FBI is involved because a bomb also blew up my house and a ku klux klan cross was left behind in my yard.) We are thankful 2 of them got back to us alive (though one is missing all of her teeth and most of her jaw due to having been tortured).

We are not white as you could imagine (though our skin is physically whiter then the skin of these White Power haters). The KKK has become increasingly more violent around here the past couple of years. In the past 3 years 140 families have reported 500+ pets kidnapped and murdered, all belonging to non white or LGBTQ families, with KKK crosses being left in people's yards. It's horrific that hate groups exist, and it's horrific that they see nothing wrong with torturing animals just because the pets' owners are not white. Why do such hateful people exist? (They don't stop with pets either - 4 people have been beheaded as well. It's a nightmare the things going on around here.)

It's been nearly 2 years since our cats were taken and we were not that hopeful of them still being alive. They were all senior cats, 3 of them would be 18 years old now. But last month someone left a pile of used cat litter on our door step, we assume it's a message from the kidnappers, saying our cats are still alive and more heads are to be returned soon. It gives us hope of finding them alive, but dread of more of their heads being nailed to our door at the same time. I wish we knew who was doing this so we can get our cats back before more of them are tortured to death.

But heck, this is Maine, where it's LEGAL to discriminate against transgender citizens. On January 6, 2016 Old Orchard Beach, Maine passed an ordinance banning tans and gay residents. Sheriffs forced 140 families out of their homes - not apartments - houses and farms they owned outright (I know, my family was one of them - I got the 700 page court document to prove it) from January 6, 2016 to September 2, 2016 trans families were homeless and living in their cars while they were not allowed to set foot in their own homes. I lived in my home since 1975! Not one news report would cover it, so no one outside of our town even knows it happened.

But hey, we also have Saco Shaws aka "The Transgender Murder Store" where it is okay to beat up LGBTQ shoppers with shopping carts (I have 3 ruptured discs in my spine, crippled and on a cane, because I'm trans in Maine where police say "well, what can ya do? Look how you're dressed. It's not like you weren't asking for it"- beheaded 4 of them right in the store- (one of the 4 being my cousin- it's a damned grocery store - I've shopped there since 1978, now I have to drive an hour away just to buy milk without getting beaten up with a shopping cart - I was paralized for 5 months, I'm crippled on a cane for the rest of my life now) ...

oh let's see what else? Kidnapping 500+ pets so far belonging to LGBTQ owners (10 of the kidnapped cats were mine, my brother's, and my moms') 2 of my cats have had their heads returned, nailed to my door - oh wait, there that too - a bomb blew up my house... that wasn't in the news either, but hey, head to my "Maine's Transgender Murder" series of videos and let me show you a picture of the 30 foot hole in the ground the bomb left behind, while you're there, check out the 8 foot tall ku klux klan cross standing in my yard. Think it's safe to go to the police for help? Most of the violence and brutal home invasions were done by police officers WITHOUT WARRANTS. Welcome to the REAL Maine.

I shudder to think the state of our country if 4 people being beheaded by the Ku Klux Klan doesn't make even local news, let alone national news, I think it's a terrible thing to think how White Power is allowed to get away with ACTUAL MURDER and it's not news worthy, yet, white powers are also allowed to spread hate and ban none white. Banning races from America just proves white power is on the rise in America and it's only going to get worse.

I'm glad to see people standing up for the rights of others but they aren't protesting a threat that would kill them while they protest. How many of these protesters would be willing to come here to Old Orchard Beach Maine and stand up face to face with the Ku Klux Klan, a threat that carries loaded shotguns and swords and will blow your brains out if you dared march into our town with signs and are protected by the police officers who are members of their group? All their protesting doesn't put heads back on my murdered cats.

March around the Old Orchard Beach Police Department, say no to the cat murdering KKK police officers of OOB, March around the Old Orchard Beach Town Hall, say no to a gay hating code enforcement officer who put feces 3 feet deep in my motorhome. Your neighbouring residents of Old Orchard Beach need your march a lot more then people overseas who you'll never actually help. But you can help you home state. Stop the transgender murders of Maine. Stop the slaughter of LGBTQ residents pets. Stop the terrorism that is taking place, not overseas, but you in your own back yard. Open your eyes to the terrorists right here in Maine and bring peace of mind to your own neighbours, before the the KKK murders any more of us right in earshot of your own children.

Trump wants to protect us from radical terrorists. Okay. I agree with that part, but why then is he going after a threat that kills on average 11 Americans a year (immigrants) instead of the threat that kills on average 12,000 Americans a year (the KKK)? Explain that to me.

I have been transgender since February 5, 1987. I have lived in this town since August 13, 1975. It was only since they learned I was trans that the violence started. It's not right. The things these people have done are horrific - pointing out here that the white haired man in the 4-door white truck, who is the ring leader of these locals, is also the very same construction worker who tried to rape me 30 years ago resulting in my becoming transgender.

Answering Frequently Asked Questions:

Question: What is OtherKin?

It depends on who you ask, as different groups these days, give different meanings (many of them quite ridiculous). Originally it meant having a spiritual connection with mythical beings or nature spirits and is an aspect of Animistic Religious practices. Shamanism (both Mongolian and Native American types) and Voodoo practice it at part of religious devotion.

An example most people could understand is a Native American going on a spirit quest to meet their spirit guide, finding a crow, later dreaming of the crow, and then dressing in crow feathers to emulate the crow and honour the crow as their spirit guide. This is OtherKin in it's truest, purest form, uncorrupted by the insanity that is Tumblr.

Question: So, I've just discovered the otherkin community, and I feel that there are a lot of things about the community that I can relate to, but I was hoping someone could help find what I'm looking for. I know that otherkin refers to people that identify as something non-human, but I feel totally human. The reason why I'm asking these questions is merely to get some perspective, for whether I believe it's real or not, I think it's rather fascinating that people think they are/actually are other creatures in human bodies. I also just like to hear both sides of the story/debate, so that I can better formulate my own thoughts and opinions on the matter of otherkin.

No. That would be the Tumblr definition.

We are Human. We know we are Human.

We identify WITH something non-human, not AS something non-human. It's that one little word being mixed up with vs as that causes most of the misinformation about us on the internet

It means having a spiritual connection WITH mythical beings or nature spirits and is an aspect of Animistic Religious practices.

We do not BECOME something non-human. We live at one WITH something non-human.

We are NOT non-human.

We do NOT claim to be non-human.

Like any other follower of any other religious path, we strive to live a life that follows in the footsteps of something better then ourselves, as a way to better our lives and the lives of those around us.

Question: But what about the people who claim to be a dog and run around on all fours barking?

It's called Dissociative Identity Disorder, sometimes referred to as Multiple Personality Disorder. It is a person who can not tell the difference between fantasy or fiction, fact or reality. It is a mental disorder caused by a chemical imbalance to the brain and is treated with medication.

There is a vast difference between being inspired by the spirit of a dog and dressing up in furry costumes or having a dog for a familiar to better yourself as a Human (OtherKin activities) versus actually claiming you are a dog (mental health issues).

Dressing like a dog, does not make you a dog.

Being inspired by dogs, does not make you a dog.

Anyone claiming to be not Human is NOT OtherKin. That's NOT what OtherKin is about.

Any one who tells you they are OtherKin because they ARE NOT HUMAN, is NOT OtherKin and doesn't know what OtherKin actually is.

Question: What do you identify as?

I am ElfKin.

Question: You are ElfKin, so does that mean you think you are an Elf?

No. I am Human. I know I am Human. I wish I wasn't Human. I would like to be an Elf. I wear long embroidered robes, long point ears, long knee length wigs, gold claws, velvet capes, and have been dubbed by the locals as "The Gay Elf Wizard". Yes, I look like an Elf, I dress like an Elf, I act like an Elf. But I know that I am not an Elf.

I lived like this off and on throughout the 1970s and 1980s. February 5, 1987 I abandoned "Human" life/clothes/activities to make a radical change in my life to live 24/7/365 as an Elf. This week will be my 30th anniversary of doing so. I have not lived as a Human in 30 years, however, I have never at any time in those 30 years ever claimed that I was NOT a Human or that I actually WAS an Elf.

Why? Because I AM a Human. I am NOT an Elf.

I live as though I were an Elf, even though I know I am not one. I would like to be an Elf, but I know Elves are fictional creatures. I model my life after the life of an Elf, but I know that no matter how much I look, talk, dress, or act like an Elf, I will never fully become one. I know the difference between reality and fantasy.

Elves are mythical creatures of folklore, originally known as Alfar and came in three distinct "types" : Light, Grey, and Dark similar to Angels, Grigori (Fallen Angels) & Demons.

Being ElfKin means I live a lifestyle inspired by the Alfar mythology and embrace doing things an Alfar would do.

Being ElfKin does not mean you become an Elf. It means in every aspect of life you chose your actions based on "What would an Elf do?" in exactly the same way a Christian bases their actions on "What would Jesus do?" It is exactly the same thing. No different at all. Just as a Christian does not become Jesus and ElfKin does not become an Elf.

Question: Why Elves?

Unlike the Elves of popular fiction, novels, movies, and games, actual Alfars of mythology are peaceful creatures who abhore weapons, war, and violence. Their race became extinct because of their refusal to cause harm to any life, to such an extent that they would not take up arms even to defend themselves. They lived at one with plants and animals and focus their lives of bring joy, happiness, and healing to others.

ElfKin is what Christianity claims to be, except while Christian say they believe those things, their violent actions and hatemongering proves otherwise. Unlike Christians, ElfKin actually practice what they preach and live fully non-violent lives, harming none regardless of race, culture, gender, sexuality, religion, or otherwise.

Question: Why do you dress like that?

I'm a huge Liberace fan. I wear bright colours, glitter, feathers, and rhinestones because Liberace did.

Question: I suppose this is a more selective question, but how exactly can you say you are a fictional character in a human body (say, Lara Croft from Tomb Raider or Aragorn from LotR)? Is it a personality thing? I've been reading about fictionkin lately, and I'm curious; how do "doubles" work?What happens if you swear up and down that you are this particular character, but then come across someone else who claims that they are that same character?

There is no such thing as "doubles" in the sense of you actually being the character.

I lived as Lord Sesshomaru for about 9 years (if you were active in Squidoo's OtherKin circles, you probably know me as I was the admin of those groups).

One thing I think a lot of people (including many of today's FictionKin) fail to understand is you DO NOT BECOME the person, but rather you are more of their "disciple".

If you fully believe you ARE the character/animal/creature (for example Lord Sesshomaru, a demon, a fox, or a car), then you have a mental disorder, probably D.I.D., and are in need of medication. Becoming something not Human is NOT what OtherKin is.

There is a vast difference between following in the footsteps of your hero and believing you are that hero. And that's where most people outside of OtherKin get confused. OtherKin is a spiritual journey, similar to following a religious path. Originally it meant having a spiritual connection with mythical beings or nature spirits and is an aspect of Animistic Religious practices. Shamanism (both Mongolian and Native American types) and Voodoo practice it at part of religious devotion.

In my case. I am ElfKin. Does that mean I believe I am an Elf or that I was an Elf in a past life? No. Why? Because Elves are not real. I know Elves are not real. Elves are mythical creatures of folklore,.

When FictionKin enters it simple means you are embodying the spiritual path of a fictional character. And as I said, I've walked the FictionKin path myself and I know from doing it the vast amount of misconceptions, urban myths, and stereotypes there are surrounding it.

I lived as Lord Sesshomaru. A Dog Demon from a Japanese comic book and cartoon series called InuYasha. Does that mean I actually believed I WAS Lord Sesshomaru? No! Of course not! That's just silly. Lord Sesshomaru is a fictional character created by author Rumiko Takahashi. I dressed like him. Four foot long white wig, talon claws on my fingers, 14 foot long tail and all, even went and bought an authentic 200 year old wedding furisode just like he does (rather then a CosPlay costume). Why dress like him to those extremes if I did not believe I was him? Because it better puts me in the frame of mind of "What would Sesshomaru do?" And because he's gorgeous and I wanted to look like him and heck, who wouldn't want to dress like a transvestite samurai prancing around the countryside in an antique wedding dress? Not a lot of people I know.

But fact is, it takes brass balls to be a male samurai and prance around in a wedding dress...think about it. How many men are gong to head out to battle with their trusty sword and their pristine wedding dress? I know he was a fictional character who was supposed to be insane, but I got to thinking, there has to be a bigger reason why this guy is storming across Japan in a wedding dress. I mean think of the criticism a man would get if he did that in real life?

How many men do you know in real life with the balls to put on a wedding dress and walk out in public. I was like:"OMG! That takes a heck of a lot of courage and self esteem! I wonder if I have enough courage and self esteem to wear a wedding dress all day every day of my like just like Lord Sesshomaru does?"

And so I did it to see if I could. And I was scared out of my mind and wanting to run and hide, shy as heck, but I was like: "I can do this! I'm going to get over being shy! I'm going to embody the same fearless spirit as Lord Sesshomaru and dress just like he does every day - to work t school, to do my shopping, around the house... I'm going to kill every last ounce of shyness in me and do this!... And I did. For 9 years.

Does that mean I actually thought I was Sesshomaru? No! I was using him as inspiration to help me get over my poor self esteem and it worked. And THAT is what OtherKin is all about... not becoming something else, but embodying the spirit of something else in order to better yourself and the world around you.

Question: I want to make clear that I am honestly a skeptic of otherkin. HOWEVER, that doesn't mean I don't tolerate them. Heck, a good friend and -speaking honestly- a bit of a crush of mine is otherkin, (I believe she was a hellhound).

If she WAS a HellHound, then she WASN'T OtherKin. Sorry.

In spite of common urban mythology floating around (mostly on Tumblr) otherKin DOES NOT mean you are something not Human.

Also, how old was she? all 50 states in America require you to be over 18 or have a parents permission to join a religion. Yes, I did say religion.

A large part of the problem with OtherKin misconceptions is the fact that uneducated children overhear adults say things and misinterpret what is said. Retell the misinterpretation to their friends (usually via Tumblr) who further misinterpret it and change the meaning yet again. The whole process goes something like this:

ADULT while lighting candles on her wolf altar: "Blessed Mother Wolf. Guide me safely through this day."

CHLID/TEEN: "Whatcha doing mom?"

ADULT: "I am praying to my spirit guides."

CHILD/TEEN: "How come you got all these neato wolf pictures on the table?"

ADULT: "That's not a table. This is my sacred altar to Mother Wolf. I am OtherKin. I am at one with the Wolf Spirits. Mother Wolf sends her pack to protect me at work. I pray to her every morning, for her love and protection."

CHILD/TEEN ON TUMBLR: "My mom is OtherKin."

TUMBLR FRIEND: "What's OtherKin?"

CHILD/TEEN ON TUMBLR: "I don't know. I don't think my mom is Human. I think she's a wolf or something."

TUMBLR FRIEND: "Hey that sounds fun. Let's be wolves too!"

CHILD/TEEN ON TUMBLR: "HOOOOOOOOOOOOOWL! I'm a wolf! Let me got get some wolf ears for us. We can run around on all fours! Yay! This is fun! I am WolfKin! Yay!"

a few days later

CHILD/TEEN ON TUMBLR: "I'm bored with being a wolf, hellhounds are more exciting. Let's be hellhounds. I am HellHoundKin! Yay!"

TUMBLR FRIEND: "Okay."

a few days later

CHILD/TEEN ON TUMBLR: "Hey did you read Twilight? I am so in love with Jaboc. I don't want to be a HellHound today. Now I'm a werewolf. I am WereWolfKin! Yay!"

TUMBLR FRIEND: "I want to be Edward. I'm gonna be VampireKin. Look at me! I'm a vampire!"

Obviously that's watered down, but fact is, OtherKin is a religious practice. A spiritual path. It's a type of Animism, similar to Paganism, often practiced by Pagans, Wiccans, etc. And children and teens running around saying they ARE non-Human creatures and calling it OtherKin, is no different from a white man painting his skin black and trying to pass for an African American.

It's rude and disrespectful. It's immature children mocking a very sacred religious practices, teenagers looking to join a clique', and people with mental illnesses not getting the help they need.

OtherKin means having a spiritual connection with mythical beings or nature spirits and is an aspect of Animistic Religious practices. Shamanism (both Mongolian and Native American types) and Voodoo practice it at part of religious devotion.

An example most people could understand is a Native American going on a spirit quest to meet their spirit guide, finding a crow, later dreaming of the crow, and then dressing in crow feathers to emulate the crow and honour the crow as their spirit guide. This is OtherKin in it's truest, purest form, uncorrupted by the insanity that is Tumblr.

Question: Oh, and this is sort of a semi-serious question, so feel to ignore it, but how do you feel when a website asks you to click a little checkbox asking if you're human?

No. Never even thought of it before, so I guess I have no feelings on it either way. I probably will now though, LOL!

Question: As I have limited experience with the community, I apologize if i said something that crosses any lines, I mean this to be as unoffensive as possible.

Nope. No lines were crossed. You're fine. I'm used to a lot of bigotry and hate tossed my way. You did none of that. Not a lot of people looking for actual answers or seeking to understand how we live.

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  3. Medieval Servants: Their jobs and their place in historical fiction.
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  6. Stephen King's The Thinner and The Gypsies Of Old Orchard Beach, Maine
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  12. Our Primary Site Topic Is Small Penis? Reaching #1 on Page 1 of Google.
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  21. Why Crude Adult Comedy and Pink Humor Yaoi Is Not Erotica
  22. The FBI In Old Orchard Beach, Maine Trying To Capture A Domestic Terrorist
  23. One Gypsy's Review of My Big Fat American Gypsy Wedding
  24. The Gypsies of Old Orchard Beach - page 1 (Online Release of Banned Book)
  25. Autism, Asperger's, And The Danger of The Self-Diagnosis
  26. Spell Casting Side Effects: Magic In Quaraun's Universe | Author Interview
  27. What Type of Music Does A Gypsy Listen To? My Top 10 Favorite Bands
  28. Beware of White Men In Gypsy Clothing: Fake Psychic Scams
  29. How long does it take to hit 1667 words?
  30. How to Write A Kiss
  31. Phookas
  32. Creating Character Profiles | Meet The Characters | Who Is GhoulSpawn?
  33. Albino Races - Moon Elves In The Quaraun Series
  34. Daily Writing Prompts (June 2017 Archive)
  35. My 30th Anniversary of Being Transgender
  36. Why Are The Quaraun Books Rated M18+
  37. How to Write Hot Sex - Tips For Erotic Romance Authors
  38. The Zaharam-Chapelle-Parunas Ethnographical World Building Questionnaire
  39. The Jiggler & The G-String Teddy Bears | The Adventures of Quaraun The Insane
  40. What exactly makes an Elf an Elf? (What is the definition of an Elf?)
  41. Online Income: The Reality vs The Fantasy
  42. World's Most Haunted Car Merchandise
  43. I Am Not GhoulSpawn | Excerpt From Rose Garden of The Pink Necromancer
  44. Old Orchard Beach Hate Crimes
  45. BoomFuzzy Chapter 1 (Novel Excerpt - Quaraun The Insane)
  46. How can your books have gay transvestite characters and not be Erotica? or Why are gay haters beating up elderly woman for wearing pink for breast cancer awareness and saying she's a transexual because only transexuals wear pink?
  47. EelKat's Guide To NaNoWriMo Featuring The 13 Step Method To Writing
  48. Autism and the Stigmas - Why Can’t You Accept Me As Me?
  49. Maine UFO Sightings
  50. Page 11 - The Gypsies of Old Orchard Beach - The Scottish Traveller Crime Family
  51. Psychedelics In A 'High' High Fantasy World (High Elves Getting High)
  52. KBoards, The NaNoWriMo ML Rumor & The Vindictive Stalker
  53. Writing Racist Characters VS The Ku Klux Klan In Old Orchard Beach, Maine
  54. Captured By The Lich Lord | The Night of The Screaming Unicorn
  55. How To Build A Magic System
  56. I've everything but a kitchen sink. Wait, how'd that sink get in my pocket?
  57. Stephen King's Thinner Gypsies & The Ku Klux Klan of Old Orchard Beach
  58. Autistic Characters In Fiction
  59. City of The Slushies | Chapter 7 | Quaraun The Insane
  60. Manuscript Reading Services or Will You Read My Book and Tell Me What You Think?
  61. Suicide, Rape, and Abuse In The Quaraun Series
  62. Wizards vs Witches vs Sorcerers: How are they different? | Writing Fantasy Books
  63. FRED: Google's Most Deadly Update Ever?
  64. How To Write A Novel: Question Everything Before Putting It In Your World
  65. Content writing: How long do you spend creating a quality blog post?
  66. SBI: To Review or Not to Review? That Is The Question
  67. Twerking Dragons: The Joys Of Writing A Novel With A Voice Recorder
  68. A Day At Witch Pond & Fleeing To The Forest | Summoner of Darkness
  69. Transgender, Transsexual, Transvestite, or Intersex: What Is Quaraun?
  70. Sheep | GhoulSpawn The Crazed & The Rose Garden of The Pink Necromancer
  71. Colour Magic - Gypsy Style
  72. Ideas, Ideas, Ideas (Where Do You Get Them?)
  73. Keywords & Pigeons: How I Do Local Business Marketing
  74. Quaraun & Autism In Fantasy Novels
  75. The Signs Of Old Orchard Beach & The FBI Investigation Of The Town Hall
  76. Tom Addams & The Warrior's Forum
  77. A Field of Poppies On The Road To Witch Pond | Summoner of Darkness
  78. An Elf and a Lich in the Gingerbread Pit | The Night of The Screaming Unicorn
  79. Markiplier Jacksepticeye and Pewdiepie Play Resident Evil 7
  80. Santa Claus: Lich Of The North Pole (Includes NSFW 18+ CBT Yaoi scene)
  81. A Motorhome named 'No Hurry' becomes Rosebud & The Story of Ten Kidnapped Cats
  82. Create Original Content aka I Hate Jackass Gutter Scum Thieves
  83. Lost In a Space That Isn't There: Going North To Head South
  84. An Elf Gone Mad: The Rise of The Pink Necromancer
  85. Aspergers is NOT Autism
  86. Is The Quaraun Series Erotica? - No! Here's why...
  87. Summoner of Darkness: GhoulSpawn and Quaraun Trapped With A Phooka
  88. The Dungeon Master & The 1974 AMC Gremlin
  89. The Lich's True Form Revealed | The Night of The Screaming Unicorn
  90. Using work you already started for national novel writing month?
  91. World-building In The Quaraun Series: Creating a Fantasy World
  92. Books in Vacationland 2017
  93. BoomFuzzy's Gingerbread House From Hell
  94. Lets Playing Is No Longer Fun
  95. Santa's Floating Dead Body | A Scene From The Summoner of Darkness
  96. The Banshee Sisters: Bean-Nighe and Ben-Neeyah In the Swamp of Death
  97. The Gypsies of Old Orchard Beach - page 2 (Online Release of Banned Book)
  98. What vlogging equipment is needed to get started as a YouTube vlogger?
  99. April 2015 Update: Too Gay For Old Orchard Beach: The Kidnapped Cats
  100. Betta Fish Aesthetic on Pinterest
  101. Domain Name Branding: Should You Put Your Brand Name In Your URL?
  102. Life As A YouTuber: How To Earn An Income From Making Videos
  103. Making YouTube Videos: How did you decide what content to make?
  104. Page 4 - The Gypsies of Old Orchard Beach
  105. Twighilight Not Twilight
  106. YouTube Index
  107. Amphibious Aliens: My health since the stroke and Etiole . . .
  108. Are You A Satan Worshiper?
  109. Average Typing Speed
  110. Custom Leggings - Designs By EelKat
  111. Ernest Hemingway Style of Writing Literary Fiction Used In Epic Fantasy Novels
  112. Google Flagged Your Site! What To Do? (Help For Web Masters)
  113. How valuable is a writer’s group?
  114. Lives Destroyed: Amphibious Aliens 10th Anniversary Update
  115. Lost In a Space That Isn't There: Santa's Letter To Satan
  116. Summoner of Darkness: Quaraun Meets The Gremlin
  117. The Terrorists of Old Orchard Beach Put My Dad In a Coma
  118. Using Yahoo Answers to promote your book and author website.
  119. What Is This Site?
  120. You Stole My Idea - I was writing a book, but you already wrote it 10 years ago!
  121. City of The Slushies | Chapter 1 | Quaraun The Insane
  122. Creative Writing Story Prompts: September 2017 Edition
  123. Dungeons and Dragons: The Joys Of Calculating Gold Weight In AD&D 2ed
  124. Fabric Designed By EelKat
  125. My Fave YouTubers Play: Dream Daddy - The Yaoi Dad Dating Sim Otome Game
  126. Necromancy: How will resurrection affect society as a whole?
  127. Page 7 - The Gypsies of Old Orchard Beach
  128. Pink Flowers Aesthetic on Pinterest
  129. The Gypsies of Old Orchard Beach - page 12 (Online Release of Banned Book)
  130. What will a traveler encounter on the roads in your world?
  131. Are you insane? Am I? Let's Find Out...
  132. Becoming A Better Writer: How to write interesting dialogue.
  133. Character Creation
  134. Copper Cockeral Cards & Gifts
  135. Elves, Drugs, and Opium: A Look At The Drug Use In The Quaraun Books
  136. How To Stay Motivated To Write | Writing Fantasy Books
  137. Jewelry Fashions in Moon Elf Culture | World Building | Writing Fantasy Books
  138. Keyword Marketing - What to do when your best keywords are low demand
  139. Magic Systems and How to Build Them | Writing Fantasy Books
  140. NaNoWriMo Overachievers: How did you do it?
  141. Quaraun Cover Art Gallery | Fantasy Novel Book Cover Art
  142. Quaraun The Insane : Zebulon's Captive: The Last of The Moon Elves
  143. SEO Advantages of Embedding YouTube Videos On Your Website
  144. Summoner of Darkness: A Tavern Scene - Chastity Cages, and Whores
  145. Summoner of Darkness: The Return of ZooLock (free to read online)
  146. Twighlight Not Twilight Part 2
  147. Vanishing Books Update - Why 27 of my books were deleted off Amazon
  148. What is a God in Your Universe? | World Building | Writing Fantasy Books
  149. Writing Maine: How To Write About Maine Life Accurately
  150. What the Ocean Gives Me (How Things In Your Life Affect Your Writing)
  151. City of The Slushies | Chapter 14 | Quaraun The Insane
  152. February 10, 2008 - Harassment Continues in Old Orchard Beach, Maine
  153. How does a bestselling book become a bestseller?
  154. Marriage in Moon Elf Culture | World Building | Writing Fantasy Books
  155. People are not interested in long winded copy
  156. September 26, 2017 - The Latest Attack By The KKK on The Thinner Gypsies
  157. Spending Money To Make Money Online? Should You Do It?
  158. Summoner of Darkness: The Demon Cultists and The Coming of The Darkness
  159. Summoner of Darkness: The Map of The Town (novel free to read online)
  160. The Witcher 3: Wild Hunt GOTY | Completionist Run: Episode 01
  161. Trespassers: April 2007 Updates
  162. Turning Scenes, Into Stories & Writing Travelogue Style Fantasy Books
  163. Where To Get Endless Ideas For Short Stories, Novels, and Articles
  164. Writing Controversial Books: Political Correctness & White Supremacists
  165. Are Bad Reviews Good For You?
  166. Branding Yourself While Avoiding The Scams | EelKat On Content Writing
  167. Child Sacrifice in Fantasy Novels | Writing Fantasy Books
  168. How to Handle Writing Fantasy-Horror That Features Violence Against Children
  169. How would you explain your Fantasy world to a stranger?
  170. Page 6 - The Gypsies of Old Orchard Beach
  171. Summoner of Darkness: HellBorne The Evil, Lord of Black Tower
  172. The return of Friends Are Forever - Banned and Burned it's about to be reborn!
  173. Why do Lovecraftian beings come to earth?
  174. Writing Prompts Syndrome?
  175. Autism = The Crazy Cat Woman of Maine
  176. Autism: Understanding what is really going on inside the child’s head.
  177. But what exactly IS a full time income?
  178. Content Marketing & writing: How I write content for my website
  179. Do you write a novel start-to-finish?
  180. GhoulSpawn and The Lich Lord's Lover: How To Kill a Lich
  181. How is it that the church leaders are claiming you do not pay tithes?
  182. How To Write A Novel: In what order do you create your world?
  183. I loved my children but I loved BoomFuzzy more | From Quaraun The Insane
  184. My Two Favorite People: FarDarrig and The Baby That Never Should Have Been
  185. Need help writing characters of color | EelKat on racist white readers
  186. Quaraun and the Amazon Adult Filter
  187. Quaraun GhoulSpawn and The Lich Lord's Lover: The Lover's Triangle
  188. Summoner of Darkness: Where Are You Hiding That Horse?
  189. Tired of people who don’t care. :( Tired of the harassment. :(
  190. What would happen if an Elf adopted a Human baby? | Writing Fantasy Books
  191. Page 10 - The Gypsies of Old Orchard Beach
  192. Page 3 - The Gypsies of Old Orchard Beach
  193. Page 8 - The Gypsies of Old Orchard Beach
  194. SCRIPT FRENZY 2010: I WON! & Psycho Stalker Attacks
  195. Wristlets, Wrist Bags, Mini Clutch, Cosmetic Bags, and Designer Mini Purses
  196. Writing Your Novel: Do you save chapters as individual files?
  197. Are old AD&D adventures still any use to current players?
  198. Autistics Have Feelings Too & Diverse Books Rant
  199. Be True To You: YouTube Gamers: "Faking" a personality until you make it?
  200. City of The Slushies | Chapter 10 | Quaraun The Insane
  201. HEA in Erotica (Should You Write Happily Ever Afters?)
  202. Stephen King's Thinner Gypsies



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