EelKat Wendy C Allen - Dark Fantasy Author

#UPDATE: January 6, 2021:
To all of you who are sending me video clips this morning and asking "Is this your family?"...


To answer your questions...


* Yes... my relatives ARE on every news station in every country of the world today, yes they did ORGANIZE the attack on the Capitol Building... and I am horrified by it.


* No, before you guys sent me the video footage clips, I was unaware the attack had happened, I do not own a TV and do not seek out news reports on the internet, so had you not sent me those clips I would never have known the attack had happened at all


* Yes, many members of my extended-family were involved in organizing the attack on Washington D.C.; one of my aunts claims to be the organizer, she is now wanted by the FBI for questioning


* Yes, I can see 1 uncle, 2 aunts, and 23 1st cousins in those pictures and news reports.


* Yes, the shooter is the high priest cousin you saw posting gun photos and death threats on my FaceBook, Twitter, and Twitch chat


* Yes, that is the 2 cousins who founded the group "The Loyalist White Knights of the Ku Klux Klan More Loyal Than The Loyal White Knights", in the gif/memes trashing reporter cameras and jumping on said cameras 


* YES, that IS the uncle who was paying the Discord tittie streamer $500 a month to stage the "deserve to be raped raids" on my Twitch channel 


* Yes, that uncle, 2 aunts, and 23 cousins ARE all members of Heaven's Gate and were party to the original UFO cult kool-aid murder suicide that killed 39 people in 1997


* No, I do not support anything they do or have done; it's been more than 30 years since I last saw, talked to, or interacted with any of them


#And please, stop forwarding video footage and news reports to me. I want nothing to do with those jackasses. We share DNA, not ideologies. They absolutely disgust me.


* If you were there, please be aware that 4 of them are now bragging on their social medias that they currently have Covid-19 and that they were spitting on police and government officials during the attack on the Capitol Building; yes it is confirmed they DO actually have Covid-19... 9 members of their immediate family have died in the past month and is what instigated them to join the mob at D.C.


* Yes, all of them are wanted by the FBI... if you have any information about ANY of their crimes INCLUDING today's attack on Washington D.C., do NOT send it to me, send it to the FBI agent in charge of the case: 


#FBI Agent Andy Drewer out of the Portland, Maine FBI office is in charge of the investigation. If you have information about the case, give it to him not me. He can be reached @ +1-(207)-774-9322


This whole thing is very distressing for me. I do not like the kind of attention that gets put on ME because I happen to be related to THEM.

Far too many people harass my family, online and offline, because of these dipshits in our rather distant family tree.

I prefer to stay out of the public eye and deeply dislike being pulled into the paparazzi spotlight every time this group of lunatics pulls one of these ridiculous terrorist attack stunts.


It was very distressing for me to wake up this morning to find email, and every contact method on every social media, packs full of thousands of questions, links, and forwards, all asking me if that was my family that was being plastered across every news station on the planet.


It was bad enough to learn a terrorist attack had happened and it was even worse to learn it was yet again my uncles behind it.


Though I can not say I'm surprised to learn these jackass dipshits I have to share DNA with were involved. This certainly isn't the first terrorist attack they took part in.


Considering this 1 uncle, 2 aunts, & 23 cousins, all who took part in Heaven's Gate murder of 39 people in 1997, 1 of whom built the bomb for 2013's Boston Marathon, and 2 of whom founded the Loyalist White Knights... were involved in this attack too... I hope they get life in prison, they fucking deserve it.

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#UPDATE: January 9, 2020....


Good news, one of them was just arrested in Florida. He's the guy all over Twitter today, waving to security cameras while stealing Nancy Pelosi's lecture pedestal. My relatives are insane. I hope he never gets out.


At least he can't post death threats and rape threats in my Twitch chat anymore. I hope they arrest them all.


Why do I have to share DNA with these psychotic lunatics?


You can support your political party without being a violent, crazed, psychopathic terroist, you know.


#And random thought...


You know... all the people saying Trump supporters should stop inciting violence and go read their Bible, clearly have never read the Bible and have no clue how much violence and genocide God commands in the Old Testament... shouldn't it be the Trumpies need LESS Bible influence? Isn't it the Bible that inspired them to be violent in the first place?


And you want to know something else...


26 of those people now arrested for attacking the Capitol, had ALREADY been reported, in October 2019, for planning an attack on the government...

I know beause I filed that report on 3 uncles, 2 auns, and 23 cousins when they started building bombs and bought 4,000 asult rifles, while claiming they were building an army.

This attack was a long time in the planning and couldhave been prevented and the FBI knew about it 2 years ago.


But hey... guess what... the FBI knew about the Heaven's Gate murder 8 MONTHS before those same 26 people murdered 39 people under the shadow of Hale-Bop... AND the FBI knew in 2012, 5 months ahead of time that these same 26 people were building bombs for the Boston Marathon.


Same 26 people over and over again. This time some of them actually got caught... but the Heaven's Gate crew, has 4,000 members in Maine, Florida, Mississippi, Wyomin, Colorado, and Nova Scotia.


They are gaining members all the time. They claim they are building God's army, they claim Trump is "the God-King" God's form on earth, they also believe he is a shapeshifting reptilian alien, and they claim to be waiting for a mothership that will fly in the shadow of Comet Wormwood.


They claim "when the Trump of jubilie sounds" they will be ready to kill all who oppose them, because they believe they are God's Army and they do not fear death, for they also believe that through death, they "will be changed in the twinkling of an eye" and transformed into mighty arch angels to enact vengange of all who oppose them.


They embrace death, to the point, like they did in 1997, they will kill themselves if they have to, and take everyone around them with them.


Heaven's Gate should be feared and they should be in prison, not building gallows on the front law of the Capitaol building while trying to hang the Vice President.


How many decades will Heaven's Gate's members be allowed to kill and main unbridled? They are terrorists and NEED to be arrested and put in prison, BEFORE they do what they are planning and unleash a bomb that will kill every one "East of the Mississippi" as they put it.


My uncle David is dangerous, and now with his brother Bruce, leader of Heaven's Gate since 1997, dead from Covid19, David's crew has become far more dangerous than they ever were.


This attack they staged on the Capitol, it's not the end, it was just them firing a warning shot of something far bigger yet to come.


They need to be stopped BEFORE they kill more people.


How many times will this same group be allowed to kill over and over again, before someone stops them?


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1 uncle, 2 aunts, & 23 cousins were there; they are the leaders of Heaven's Gate AND the Loyalist White Knights of the Ku Klux Klan; they have 4,000 members armed with assault rifles, ready to march on command, and that's JUST the group in Palmyra, Maine - they NEED to be stopped... this post they made on Twitter is NOT a joke... they WILL march Jan 19... they MUST be stopped... Jan 6 was just a warning shot


https://twitter.com/profmath56/status/1347582047485906945?s=20




UPDATE: January 14, 2021
I received a deeply troubling question today... let's answer it...

I received a deeply troubling question today... let's answer it...


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*if someone asks me to do something in exchange for a donation...? I stream, and today someone I've never seen before sent me a message on discord asking me if I want [insert ridiculous amount of money here]. I of course replied asking what for, and the guy replies saying 'complete 25 challenges, for example #1 would be pulling a funny face. If you complete all 25 challenges then I donate the money.' Oh, and he also sent me screenshots of what I assume is supposed to be proof that he's dono'd tons of money to others before. This seems sus AF to me. Should I just assume it's fake / he'll ask me to do something weird? What do?*


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You've heard of the recent attacks on the American Capitol, right?

Have you NOT also heard about the 26 Twitch streamers who have found their name's on the FBI's no fly list even though they live in Europe and have never been to America?

Have you looked at today's day January 14 vs the date of the next 2 planned attacks, January 17 and January 20?

I doubt you'd ask this question if you HAD heard of what happened, so let me me summarize:

A group of terrorists spent several months planning an attack on Washington D.C. They took to intermingling with election rallies, so no one would suspect them. 

Meanwhile, online, they sought out a way to make 26 fake IDs for their group to use on attack day (January 6).

They ended up contacting 26 Twitch streamers the genders and approximate ages of the 26 people they had in their group going to D.C. 

Each streamer was sent an offer for being donated $500 in exchange for doing things. The streamers thought it seemed innocent enough and was easy money, so did it.

The reason for the $500 amount, was PayPal requires additional verification on large amounts, meaning, they were given the REAL NAMES AND HOME ADDRESSES of those 26 streamers. They next took those names and made 26 fake IDs using the names and addresses of those 26 streamers.

They used those fake IDs January 6 at D.C. and now as of Jan 7, those 26 streamers found their names on the FBI's no-fly list.

Those 26 terrorists, tossed the fake IDs and used their real IDs to leave D.C. and made their way back to Florida, Mississippi, New Hampshire, Vermont, and Maine, successfully returning home, while hundreds of other rally attendants found themselves unable to get on planes.

Given what those 26 did just before Jan 6, I would question anyone asking something similar to any streamer, right now, this close to Jan 17.

I highly recommend you report them to the FBI as possibly connected to the Jan 17 attack. **[https://tips.fbi.gov/](https://tips.fbi.gov/)**

The 26 people in question by the way... my uncle David, his wife Luci, his sister Barbie Jean, and 23 of their children, grandchildren, and great grand children... only one of whom so far has been arrested... the one who stole Nancy Pelosi's pulpit. On their way home to Palmyra, the rest showed up in my driveway January 11, to chant "All hail God King Trump" while bragging how they didn't get caught and outwitted the FBI and are going back to D.C. on Jan 17 and Jan 20.

Chances are VERY HIGH that the man contacting you was David's son Shem, who is the one who contacted the others prior to the Jan 6 attack, or so he bragged on Jan 11, while shooting off his rifils in my driveway, from a red 1980s vintage Jeep Cherokee.

Beware of the Atwaters, the Halls, the Cyrs, and the Johnsons... they ain't sending you money unless they are planning on using you to take the fall for some crime they plan to commit and blame on you. You'll go to jail and they'll walk free, like they always do, like they've been doing since the 1950s.

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..UPDATE: January 14, 2021...
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...MODS TAKE NOTICE!...
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...NEW BAN RULES ADDED TO THE CHANNEL... ..............................
...From today forward ALL USERNAMES ending in "Chan" are to be banned on sight...
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...I do not want any member of the 4Chan, 7Chan, Anon, QAnon or any similar terrorist organizations near my channel...
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...BAN THEM ALL!...

#As of this discovery a new policy is now in place on my channel.. all mods are to **IMMEDIATELY BAN** anyone and everyone they see with the word "Chan" at the end of their name, wither that user has ever visited my channel or not.

I want my mods to take ANY user they see on ANY channel ANYWHERE on Twitch to just ban those usernames from my channel as soon as they see them.

#From today forwards ALL USERNAMES ending in "Chan" are to be banned on sight.

#I do not want any member of this terrorist organization near my channel.

#The Chans are horrible people and I want nothing to do with any of them.

#Anyone found to be a supporter of ANY Chan is to be banned from my channel, even if they do not have "Chan" at the end of their username.

The "Chan" movement... OMG! They are fucking psychotic extremists. I had no clue what "Chan" meant or why people put it at the end of their username. Knowing what I know now and looking at the fact that the ringleader behind the 3 year long attack on my Twitch channel has the word "Chan" at the end of her username, the wild sex rumors she spreads about me FINALLY make sense.

Today one of my mods sent me the following message:

*"I noticed the girl trying to cancel you has "Chan" at the end of her username, as do many of her followers. I also noticed your confusion over her attacks and I wonder, do you know what "chan" means or why streamers put it at the end of their username? Everyone who has "Chan" at the end of their username is a witch hunting channel, it is how they identify themselves. It means they are extremist radical trolls from 4chan. There is even a wiki devoted to the "Chan Movement". Here, you'll want to read this. **[https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/4chan](https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/4chan)** and this **[https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Project_Chanology](https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Project_Chanology)**Twitter has started to ban anyone using "chan" at the end of their username because is identifies the user as connected with white supremacy hate groups. She's a QAnon terrorist and proud of it, that's why she has "chan" at the end of her name. That's why she is working with your uncles. She helped them plan the attack on the Capitol. She's a QAnon member. That's why she has the word "chan" at the end of her username. Every QAnon member does that. I didn't realize you had never heard of QAnon or 4Chan until I saw your Tweet last night. I'm s sorry. I thought you knew that is what she was. I would have messaged you sooner about this if I had known you didn't know what QAnon was. Also "Thingy" is a slang word, it means "a child's vagina" people put that in their username to signify they are supporters of child rape. These are really bad people attacking your channel. They are the same people who just attacked America's Capital. When they are chanting "ThingyChan" in your chat, it's a QAnon secret code word, it's another word for rape, it's a rape threat, it's them bypassing the NightBot ban of the word rape. It means they are threatening to gather up 4Chan members to rape you. 4Chan QAnon's use secret code words to bypass chat bans because they know most people don't know what the code words mean. It's like a Morse Code that only they know."*


Here is what the Wiki has to say:

>>>>*"4chan is an anonymous English-language imageboard website. Launched by Christopher "moot" Poole in October 2003, the site hosts boards dedicated to a wide variety of topics, from anime and manga to video games, music, literature, fitness, politics, and sports, among others. Registration is not available and users typically post anonymously; posting is ephemeral, as threads receiving recent replies are "bumped" to the top of their respective board and old threads are deleted as new ones are created. As of November 2020, 4chan receives more than 20 million unique monthly visitors, with more than 900,000 posts made daily."*

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>>>>*"The site has been described as a hub of Internet subculture, with its community being influential in the formation of prominent Internet memes, such as lolcats, Rickrolling, and rage comics, as well as hacktivist and political movements, such as Anonymous and the alt-right. 4chan has often been the subject of media attention as a source of controversies, including the coordination of pranks and harassment against websites and Internet users, and the posting of illegal and offensive content. The Guardian once summarized the 4chan community as "lunatic, juvenile ... brilliant, ridiculous and alarming""*

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>>>>*"Before the end of 2003, several new anime-related boards were added, including /h/ (Hentai), /c/ (Anime/Cute), /d/ (Hentai/Alternative), /w/ (Wallpapers/Anime), /y/ (Yaoi), and /a/ (Anime). Additionally, a lolicon board was created at /l/ (Lolikon),[26] but was disabled following the posting of genuine child pornography and ultimately deleted in October 2004, after threats of legal action."*

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>>>>*"On November 17, 2018, it was announced that the site would be split into two, with the work-safe boards moved to a new domain, 4channel.org, while the NSFW boards would remain on the 4chan.org domain. In a series of posts on the topic, Nishimura explained that the split was due to 4chan being blacklisted by most advertising companies, and that the new 4channel domain would allow for the site to receive advertisements by mainstream ad providers."*

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>>>>*"/pol/ ("Politically Incorrect") is 4chan's political discussion board. A stickied thread on its front page states that the board's intended purpose is "discussion of news, world events, political issues, and other related topics." /pol/ was created in October 2011 as a rebranding of 4chan's news board, /new/, which was deleted that January for a high volume of racist discussion."*

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>>>>*"Although there had previously been a strong left-libertarian contingent to 4chan activists, there was a gradual rightward turn on 4chan's politics board in the early-mid 2010s. The board quickly attracted posters with a political persuasion that later would be described with a new term, the alt-right. Media sources have characterized /pol/ as predominantly racist and sexist, with many of its posts taking an explicitly neo-Nazi bent. The Southern Poverty Law Center regards /pol/'s rhetorical style as widely emulated by white supremacist websites such as The Daily Stormer; the Stormer's editor, Andrew Anglin, concurred. /pol/ was where screenshots of Trayvon Martin's hacked social media accounts were initially posted. The board's users have started antifeminist, homophobic, transphobic, and anti-Arab Twitter campaigns."*

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>>>>*"The users of /r9k/ built upon by then popular 4chan memes "epic win" and "fail" to group the human population into "alphas" or stereotypical well-adjusted popular people and "betas" or stereotypical geek-ish social rejects, self-identifying with the latter. It became a popular gathering place for the controversial online incel community. The "beta uprising" or "beta rebellion" meme, the idea of taking revenge against women, jocks and others perceived as the cause of incels' problems, was popularized on the sub-section. It gained more traction on the forum following the Umpqua Community College shooting, where it is believed that the shooter, Chris Harper-Mercer, also warned people not to go to school in the Northwest hours prior to the shooting as users encouraged him. The perpetrator of the Toronto van attack referenced 4chan and an incel rebellion in a Facebook post he made prior to the attack while praising self-identified incel Elliot Rodger, the killer behind the 2014 Isla Vista killings. He claims to have talked with both Harper-Mercer and Rodger on Reddit and 4chan and believes that he was part of a "beta uprising", also posting a message on 4chan about his intention the day before his attack."*

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>>>>*"Anonymous originated in 2003 on the imageboard 4chan representing the concept of many online and offline community users simultaneously existing as an anarchic, digitized global brain. Anonymous members (known as Anons or QAnons) can be distinguished in public by the wearing of Guy Fawkes masks in the style portrayed in the graphic novel and film V for Vendetta. However, this may not always be the case as some of the collective prefer to instead cover their face without using the well-known mask as a disguise. Some anons also opt to mask their voices through voice changers or text-to-speech programs."*

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>>>>*"On January 19, 2012, the U.S. Department of Justice shut down the file-sharing site Megaupload on allegations of copyright infringement. Anons responded with a wave of DDoS attacks on U.S. government and copyright organizations, shutting down the sites for the RIAA, MPAA, Broadcast Music, Inc., and the FBI."*

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>>>>*"In the wake of the fatal police shooting of unarmed African-American Michael Brown in Ferguson, Missouri, "Operation Ferguson"—a hacktivist organization that claimed to be associated with Anonymous—organized cyberprotests against police, setting up a website and a Twitter account to do so. The group promised that if any protesters were harassed or harmed, they would attack the city's servers and computers, taking them offline. City officials said that e-mail systems were targeted and phones died, while the Internet crashed at the City Hall."*

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>>>>*"In March 2016, Anonymous was reported to have declared war on Donald Trump. However, the "Anonymous Official" YouTube channel released a video denouncing #OpTrump as an operation that "goes against everything Anonymous stands for" in reference to censorship and added "we are for everyone letting their voices be heard, even, if the person at hand ... is a monster.""*

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>>>>*"In late 2017, QAnon, a pro-Trump group claiming to be the "real" Anonymous, first emerged on 4chan. In response, anti-Trump members of Anonymous warned that QAnon was stealing the collective's branding."*

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>>>>*"Since 2009, dozens of people have been arrested for involvement in Anonymous cyberattacks, in countries including the U.S., UK, Australia, the Netherlands, Spain, and Turkey. Anons generally protest these prosecutions and describe these individuals as martyrs to the movement. The July 2011 arrest of LulzSec member Topiary became a particular rallying point, leading to a widespread "Free Topiary" movement."*

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>>>>*"QAnon is a disproven and discredited far-right conspiracy theory alleging that a cabal of Satan-worshipping cannibalistic pedophiles is running a global child sex-trafficking ring and plotting against U.S. president Donald Trump, who is fighting the cabal. QAnon also commonly asserts that Trump is planning a day of reckoning known as the "Storm", when thousands of members of the cabal will be arrested. The conspiracy claim is entirely fictitious. QAnon supporters have accused many liberal Hollywood actors, Democratic politicians, and high-ranking government officials of being members of the cabal. They have also claimed that Trump feigned conspiracy with Russians to enlist Robert Mueller to join him in exposing the sex trafficking ring and preventing a coup d'état by Barack Obama, Hillary Clinton, and George Soros. The QAnon conspiracy theories have been amplified by Russian state-backed troll accounts on social media, as well as Russian state-backed traditional media."*

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>>>>*"Although preceded by similar viral conspiracy theories such as Pizzagate,[23][24] which has since become part of QAnon, the conspiracy theory began with an October 2017 post on the anonymous imageboard 4chan by "Q", who was presumably an American individual;[25] it is now more likely that "Q" has become a group of people acting under the same name. A stylometric analysis of Q posts claims to have uncovered that at least two people wrote as "Q" in different periods. Q claimed to be a high-level government official with Q clearance, who has access to classified information involving the Trump administration and its opponents in the United States. NBC News reported that three people took the original Q post and spread it across multiple media platforms to build an Internet following for profit. QAnon was preceded by several similar anonymous 4chan posters, such as FBIAnon, HLIAnon (High-Level Insider), CIAAnon, and WH Insider Anon. Although American in origin, there is now a considerable QAnon movement outside of the United States, particularly in Europe."*

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>>>>*"QAnon adherents began appearing at Trump reelection campaign rallies in August 2018. Bill Mitchell, a broadcaster who has promoted QAnon, attended a White House "social media summit" in July 2019. QAnon believers commonly tag their social media posts with the hashtag #WWG1WGA, signifying the motto "Where We Go One, We Go All". At an August 2019 rally, a man warming up the crowd used the QAnon motto, later denying that it was a QAnon reference. This occurred hours after the FBI published a report calling QAnon a potential source of domestic terrorism—the first time the agency had so rated a fringe conspiracy theory. According to analysis by Media Matters for America, as of October 2020, Trump had amplified QAnon messaging at least 265 times by retweeting or mentioning 152 Twitter accounts affiliated with QAnon, sometimes multiple times a day. QAnon followers came to refer to Trump as "Q+""*

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>>>>*"The number of QAnon adherents is unclear as of October 2020, but the group maintains a large online following. In June 2020, Q exhorted followers to take a "digital soldiers oath", and many did, using the Twitter hashtag #TakeTheOath.[42] In July 2020, Twitter banned thousands of QAnon-affiliated accounts and changed its algorithms to reduce the conspiracy theory's spread.[43] A Facebook internal analysis reported in August found millions of followers across thousands of groups and pages; Facebook acted later that month to remove and restrict QAnon activity,[44][45] and in October it said it would ban the conspiracy theory from its platform altogether. Followers had also migrated to dedicated message boards such as EndChan and 8chan (now rebranded as "8kun"), where they organized to wage information warfare in an attempt to influence the 2020 United States presidential election.[47] Following Trump's loss to Joe Biden in the election, QAnon beliefs became a part of attempts to overturn the results and Trump's loss, culminating in the storming of the United States Capitol, leading to a further crackdown on QAnon-affiliated content on social media."*

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>>>>*"Anonymous is a decentralized international activist/hacktivist collective/movement that is widely known for its various cyber attacks against several governments, government institutions and government agencies, corporations, and the Church of Scientology."*

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>>>>*"Project Chanology (also called Operation Chanology) was a protest movement against the practices of the Church of Scientology by members of Anonymous, a leaderless Internet-based group. The project was started in response to the Church of Scientology's attempts to remove material from a highly publicized interview with Scientologist Tom Cruise from the Internet in January 2008."*

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>>>>*"The project was publicly launched in the form of a video posted to YouTube, "Message to Scientology", on January 21, 2008. The video states that Anonymous views Scientology's actions as Internet censorship, and asserts the group's intent to "expel the church from the Internet". This was followed by distributed denial-of-service attacks (DDoS), and soon after, black faxes, prank calls, and other measures intended to disrupt the Church of Scientology's operations. In February 2008, the focus of the protest shifted to legal methods, including nonviolent protests and an attempt to get the Internal Revenue Service to investigate the Church of Scientology's tax-exempt status in the United States."*

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>>>>*"Reactions from the Church of Scientology regarding the protesters' actions have varied. Initially, one spokesperson stated that members of the group "have got some wrong information" about Scientology. Another referred to the group as a group of "computer geeks". Later, the Church of Scientology started referring to Anonymous as "cyberterrorists" perpetrating "religious hate crimes" against the church."*

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>>>>*"Members of Project Chanology say their main goal is "to enlighten the Church of Scientology (CoS) by any means necessary.""*

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>>>>*"Project Chanology began its campaign by organizing and delivering a series of denial-of-service attacks against Scientology websites and flooding Scientology centers with prank calls and black faxes. The group was successful in taking down local and global Scientology websites intermittently from January 18, 2008 until at least January 25, 2008."*

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>>>>*"Protesters in Boston, Los Angeles, Pittsburgh, Toronto, Edinburgh, London, and other cities worldwide, wore Guy Fawkes masks modeled after the 2005 film V for Vendetta. Guy Fawkes was an English Catholic executed for a 1605 attempt to destroy the House of Lords. In V for Vendetta, a rebel against a near-future fascist regime uses the mask in his public appearances and distributes many of its copies to the population to enable mass protests."*

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>>>>*"According to The Washington Post, "the site's users have managed to pull off some of the highest-profile collective actions in the history of the Internet."*

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>>>>*"Users of 4chan and other websites "raided" Hal Turner by launching DDoS attacks and prank calling his phone-in radio show during December 2006 and January 2007. The attacks caused Turner's website to go offline. This cost thousands of dollars of bandwidth bills according to Turner. In response, Turner sued 4chan, 7chan, and other websites; however, he lost his plea for an injunction and failed to receive letters from the court."*

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>>>>*"KTTV Fox 11 aired a report on Anonymous, calling them a group of "hackers on steroids", "domestic terrorists", and collectively an "Internet hate machine" on July 26, 2007.[137] Slashdot founder Rob Malda posted a comment made by another Slashdot user, Miang, stating that the story focused mainly on users of "4chan, 7chan and 420chan". Miang claimed that the report "seems to confuse /b/ raids and motivational poster templates with a genuine threat to the American public", arguing that the "unrelated" footage of a van exploding shown in the report was to "equate anonymous posting with domestic terror"."*

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>>>>*"In May 2009, members of the site attacked YouTube, posting pornographic videos on the site. A 4chan member acknowledged being part of the attack, telling BBC News that it was in response to YouTube "deleting music"."*

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>>>>*"On October 18, 2006, the Department of Homeland Security warned National Football League officials in Miami, New York City, Atlanta, Seattle, Houston, Oakland, and Cleveland about a possible threat involving the simultaneous use of dirty bombs at stadiums. The threat claimed that the attack would be carried out on October 22, the final day of the Muslim holy month of Ramadan."*

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>>>>*"On November 29, 2010, Ali Saad, a 19-year-old, was arrested and had his home raided by the FBI for posting child pornography and death threats on 4chan. Ali had first visited 4chan "a week before [the FBI raid] happened". He admitted to downloading about 25 child pornography images from 4chan."*

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>>>>*"Collin Campbell, a U.S. Navy Machinist's Mate, was arrested in February 2011 after a fellow seaman found child pornography on his iPhone that he downloaded entirely from 4chan."*

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>>>>*"In January 2011, Matthew Riskin Bean, a 20-year-old man from New Jersey, was sentenced to 45 days in prison for cyberbullying on 4chan."*

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>>>>*"According to court documents filed on November 5, 2014, there were images posted to 4chan that appeared to be of a murder victim. The body was discovered in Port Orchard, Washington, after the images were posted. The posts were accompanied by the text: "Turns out it's way harder to strangle someone to death than it looks on the movies." A later post said: "Check the news for Port Orchard, Washington, in a few hours. Her son will be home from school soon. He'll find her, then call the cops. I just wanted to share the pics before they find me." The victim was Amber Lynn Coplin, aged 30. The suspect, 33-year-old David Michael Kalac, surrendered to police in Oregon later the same day; he was charged with second-degree murder involving domestic violence. Kalac was convicted in April 2017 and was sentenced to 82 years in prison the following month."*

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>>>>*"On July 14, 2019, 17-year-old Bianca Devins was murdered by 21-year-old Brandon Clark of Utica, New York after the two went to a concert together. The suspect took pictures of the victim's bloodied deceased body and posted it to Discord and his own Instagram page. The photos were widely shared on Instagram and other sites, particularly on 4chan where many users mocked and celebrated her death, saying she deserved it and praising the killer while depicting Devins as a manipulative young woman. Devins had developed a small following online and was a 4chan user herself."*

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>>>>*"Although preceded by similar viral conspiracy theories such as Pizzagate,[23][24] which has since become part of QAnon, the conspiracy theory began with an October 2017 post on the anonymous imageboard 4chan by "Q", who was presumably an American individual;[25] it is now more likely that "Q" has become a group of people acting under the same name.[26][27] A stylometric analysis of Q posts claims to have uncovered that at least two people wrote as "Q" in different periods.[28][29] Q claimed to be a high-level government official with Q clearance, who has access to classified information involving the Trump administration and its opponents in the United States.[30] NBC News reported that three people took the original Q post and spread it across multiple media platforms to build an Internet following for profit. QAnon was preceded by several similar anonymous 4chan posters, such as FBIAnon, HLIAnon (High-Level Insider), CIAAnon, and WH Insider Anon.[31] Although American in origin, there is now a considerable QAnon movement outside of the United States, particularly in Europe."*

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Those are just a few highlights of what the Wiki has to say about the Chan Movement and why so many users on Twitch and Twitter tac the word "chan" to the end of their username.


If you want to read the full aticle to find out all the horrors of this horrendouse group of terrorists, here is the link:


* **[https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/4chan](https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/4chan)**

* **[https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Project_Chanology](https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Project_Chanology)**

* **[https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/QAnon](https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/QAnon)**


As of this discovery a new policy is now in place on my channel.. all mods are to **IMMEDIATLY BAN** any one and everyone they see with the word "Chan" at the end of their name, wither that user has ever visited my channel or not.


I want my mods to take ANY user they see on ANY channel ANYWHERE on Twitch to just ban those usernames from my channel as soon as they see them.


#From today forwards ALL USERNAMES ending in "Chan" are to be banned on sight.


#I do not want any member of this terrorist orgination near my channel.


#The Chans are horrible people and I want nothing to do with any of them.


#Anyone found to be a supporter of ANY Chan is to be banned from my channel, even if they do not have "Chan" at the end of their username.


On a side note... do you remember in June 2016 when a group of crazy protestors showed up in my driveway chanting that my family was "Satan worshiping pedophile cannibals of the Scottish Mafia"? Well, it says on that Wiki:


>>>>*"QAnon is a disproven and discredited far-right conspiracy theory alleging that a cabal of Satan-worshipping cannibalistic pedophiles is running a global child sex-trafficking ring and plotting against U.S. president Donald Trump, who is fighting the cabal."*

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Does that me those people in my driveway that day were QAnon members?


Scary... that group included 2 Mormon Bishops, the Old Orchard Beach Town Manager, several motel owners from Old Orchard Beach, an excavation owner in Old Orchard Beach, and 2 Old Orchard Beach Town councillors... uhm... does that mean Old Orchard Beach is infested with QAnon members?


I think I am finally starting to understand the weird accusations that get tossed at me and my family... like being called "Scottish Mafia" when we are not, and being called a "BDSM Dominatrix" when I am not, and being called a "Satan Worshiper" when I am not, or being called "pedophiles' or "cannibals" when we are not.


I never understood these accusations or what the possible source could have been, but I had never heard of QAnon until 2 days ago when Twitter announced they banned 70,000 QAnon members off Twitter, following the terrorist attack in Washington D.C. earlier this week. 


The Tweet my mod was referencing, was a Tweet where I asked "What is QAnon? I never heard of it before."


Okay, so now understand WHERE they got the accusations from, they apparently say those things about everyone. But the question still stands: Why me? Why my family? Why my Twitch channel? How did I become a target for members of such bizarre, psychotically deraged terroist group? 


Also... it says QAnon started in October 2017... but those people who were in my yard, the first time they showed up was April 10, 2015, and they arrived again May 14, 2015, June 12, 2015, September 12, 2015, and each time they showed up the group was bigger. They continued to show up throughout 2016.


Each group was lead by a masked man who always kept his face hidden. The group members called him "Mark" and "Mark Who Needs No Last Name"... he was a tiny elderly man about 5'9" very skinny, and had unkept white hair. He always arrived driving a backhoe, which is the same backhoe that drove over my house August 8, 2013. He was the one seen shooting at me and my family in several livestreams. He was prone to showing up while I was livestreaming... I think he used my livestream schedual to determine if I was home, and I also think he was trying to "get his 15 minutes of fame" because he was always trying to get himself and his rifales on my webcams.


All of it was recorded via those livestreams *(yes, this is why several Witcher 3 VODs are not available for you to watch... it's the ones with the terrorist attacks on my family in them.)*, and all the video footage forwarded to local police, who in turn forwarded it to the FBI, and the FBI assigned Agent Andy Drewer to the case June 26, 2016.


All of that was a full 2 years before the October 2017 date in that article.



As of this discovery a new policy is now in place on my channel.. all mods are to **IMMEDIATLY BAN** any one and everyone they see with the word "Chan" at the end of their name, wither that user has ever visited my channel or not.


I want my mods to take ANY user they see on ANY channel ANYWHERE on Twitch to just ban those usernames from my channel as soon as they see them.

#From today forwards ALL USERNAMES ending in "Chan" are to be banned on sight.

#I do not want any member of this terrorist organization near my channel.

#The Chans are horrible people and I want nothing to do with any of them.

#Anyone found to be a supporter of ANY Chan is to be banned from my channel, even if they do not have "Chan" at the end of their username.


#UPDATED to answer this question:

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*How is it you have never heard of 4chan or QAnon? I thought you were a dark webber? Everyone always talks about how you know all the darkest deepest sites on the internet. 4chan is like the biggest dark web website ever.*

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Uhm... WHO exactly says I know dark web websites and what exactly is a dark webber?

I've been on the internet since 1996, but I build websites, I don't visit websites. In my 25 years on the internet I've probably visited fewer than 100 websites total, if that many. In fact, I can list off the top of my head websites I visit and use:

* Amazon

* Blogger/BlogSpot (as a blog writer, I don't read blogs by others)

* Deviantart (as a blog writer, I don't read/view content by others)

* eBay

* FaceBook

* FanFiction.Net (not visited since 2011)

* LinkedIn (as a blog writer, I don't read blogs by others)

* LiveJournal (as a blog writer, I don't read blogs by others)

* MySpace

* Nexus

* Pinterest


* SoapBox

* Squidoo (ceased to exist 2013)

* Twitch

* Twitter

* WordPress (as a blog writer, I don't read blogs by others)

* YouTube

* Zazzle

Wow... not only didn't reach 100, I didn't even reach 20.

I find it rather laughable that you or ANY ONE would think of me as someone who knows "dark web" web sites.

When exactly do you think I have time to browse the internet to even look for any website at all?

I work 80 to 120 hour weeks. 

I publish 4 novels a year, dozens of short stories a month, 2 to 3 non-fiction articles every day, paint on canvas with acrylic art for **[new merch products](https://www.zazzle.com/store/eelkat)** weekly, write for 12 blogs, and a manage/edit/write for 200 websites **[like this one](https://www.eelkat.com/)** which I built from the ground up and am the ONLY person managing/editing/writing for... AND I'm a retail merchandiser for HallMark travelling hundreds of miles a week to set up displays at WalMarts, CVS, Post Offices, WalGreens, and Khols all over New England. On top of all of that I make YouTube videos AND stream on Twitch.

So, explain to me WHEN you think it is that I have any free time for browsing the internet? 

I don't know who told you I was a "dark webber" or that I would know anything about "dark web" web sites, but, honey... check their username... did it say "Chan" at the end of their name? Yeah... THEY are a "dark webber" who visits "dark web" websites, not me, as can be clearly seen by them putting "Chan" at the end of their username.

You might want to reconsider where you get your information about me, who you get your information about me from, and fact check the source of the information you get about me.



If you could recommend I watch one VOD that best represented your channel, which would it be?

This one....




The Princess Bride predicting Covid-19?

Avallac'h's a Good Tutor?
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30 Years of Being Transgender




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30 Years of Being Transgender

My 30th Anniversary of Being Transgender (February 5, 1987 - February 5, 2017) | How & Why I Became OtherKin | A Look Inside The Daily Life Of FanFiction.net's Bride of Sesshomaru - known as the internet's most extreme Life Acting CosPlayer or The Woman Who Lived As Lord Sesshomaru for 9 Years:

I identify as OtherKin because it's easier to explain to people then the fact I don't feel male or female and sometimes feel one or the other or both. So, here's what happened...

I was born a female, but since 1987, have lived as a male, living as a transvestite (f2m2f; confusing I know); While walking to the library (1/4 mile from home) a man (a blond construction worker; probably in his 30s or 40s) started following me and kept asking for sex; he was convinced I was a prostitute (not sure why, I certainly wasn't dressed in anything "prostitute-like, due to being a Mormon) and kept getting mad and yelling and he wouldn't leave me alone. He followed me all the way to the library, then followed me in the library. I went to the librarians lunch room to hide from him. Stayed there about an hour reading a book, he paced around the door the whole time.

After a while he left the building and I went back to what I was doing. (Getting books I needed for school work.) I did my studying and stuff. Was probably there another 2 hours before packing up and going home. I get maybe 500 yards from the library, about to cross the street and standing at the crosswalk waiting for cars to stop, when the same guy suddenly shows up behind me and grabs my arm, tries to drag me off the side. He's yelling, "I know you're a hooker!"

I'm just a kid, and I was only about 4'8" at the time, I'm not very big and he's a big adult. I couldn't get away from this guy and there was no one around to help. I try telling him I'm not a prostitute and I'm only 12, and he starts laughing and talking about how no one that young has boobs that big.

Since I was 12 years old I've had 38D boobs. TWELVE years old and I had boobs bigger then most adult women!

This goes on for maybe a minute, it all happened so fast. And he's not letting go of me and trying to drag me off and suddenly I scream out the first thing that came to my head: "I'm a man!"

I have no idea why I said it. It's not something I planned or thought about or anything, it just came out and kind of shocked me that I even said it but soon as I screamed "I'm a man!" he just let go of me and jumped back and looked horrified and then ran off.

I was like: "OMG! That guy was gonna rape me, but he didn't because he thought I was a man!"

My grandmother had a friend who was a transvestite, and we visited him a few times a week so I knew about such things as transvestites (a transvestite being a man who dresses like a woman but still uses male pronouns and is not taking hormones etc because he's not trying to be a woman, he just dresses like one) but beyond transvestites I didn't know anything else about the trans community.

Somehow, I got it into my head that the only way to protect myself from men like that guy who'd attacked me, was to become a transvestite like my grandmother's friend, because saying I was a man, was what saved me from the attacker. So I got to know my grandmother's friend better and found out more about the trans community through him, and next thing I know I'm binding my mega huge boobs, and going out of my way to look like a man, dressed as a woman.

That same year, my favorite person on the planet (Liberace) died. The man was a cape wearing rhinestone legend. I was devastated when he died and I immediately started dressing like him in over the top feather encrusted sequin capes and ball gowns. I went big time Liberace Drag Queen - yes at 12 years old.

My mom who made pageant dresses for little girls helped me make my first costumes. I was lucky that both my parents and my 3 brothers were all very accepting of my lifestyle right from the beginning.

I grew to absolutely hate my giant boobs, because they were just always in the way. I'm a skinny girl, and could wear tiny sizes, size 2, but these huge boobs result in I have to wear size Queenxxx (14xxx) because most women with boobs my size have boobs this big because they also have a waist and hips the same size as well. Even with binding, I couldn't mash my boobs down enough to fit in clothes that fit the rest of my tiny body. My body to boob ratio is like a Barbie dolls. :(

That was 30 years ago.

Around 1991 I discovered manga and anime and went Elf crazy.

In 2007 I made my biggest change when I (known online as fanfic writer Bride of Sesshomaru) "became" Lord Sesshomaru and started living full time, 24/7 as the legendary transvestite cartoon dog demon.

In 2012 I changed again, from Sesshomaru to Quaraun (a transvestite Moon Elf wizard from Dungeons and Dragon's SpellJammer) and whom I currently continue to live as now in 2017.

For the longest time I had a hard time fitting in with most of the trans community because not only was I a woman living as a man living as a woman, but I was also a Human living as an Elf.

People would call me a "thing" and an "it" and "that's a what not a who". It was very frustrating because I'm rarely accepted in "normal" society because my lack of normal gender identity and at the same time I'm rarely accepted in trans community because of my trans-species identity.

This year 2017, marks the 30th anniversary of my being a female Human who lives as a male Elf living as a woman. I spent most of that time hating my huge boobs and binding them and wishing they were gone. It's only been the last 2 years that I've stopped binding and come to love my boobs, because I discovered, while most cloths don't fit my body well - corsets do. OMG! small waist and big boobs are made for wearing corsets!YAY! A fashion I can wear without having to shop in extra jumbo plus sizes!

Since 2014, I've worn kimono and corsets every day, but before that I was binding every day. And as I identified as a transvestite, most people thought I was born male. Then when I started wearing corsets and suddenly had big boobs, people all of a sudden thought I had breast implant surgery to "become a woman" LOL! It was so funny, because I'd been a woman living as a man living as a woman so long, people thought I really was a man and thought I'd had surgery to become a women... when I explained, "No, I was born female," everyone was more confused then ever, because most trans people are m2f or f2m but the m2f2m and f2m2f are so rarely heard of that a lot of people don't even know us m2f2m and f2m2f s even exist!

For years I had considered having breast reduction surgery and sex reassignment surgery (adding a penis) but never did. Strange thing is, now I know longer feel any need to. Not sure why. I think over the years I've just grown comfortable with my body and have kind of excepted the fact that it is what it is.

I am what I am. I'm a female Human who lives as a male transvestite Elf living as a woman. I don't fit fluidly into any gender, and so I say OtherKin or ElvenKin and leave it at that.

A drastic change came to our lives, me and my family, however, when I stopped binding my boobs and locals suddenly assumed I was born male and had had surgery. Today as a result of my no longer binding my breasts - 2 of my cousins are dead - 1 beheaded, 1 his brains blown out with a gun by a police officer, 10 of my cats are being held hostage by an Old Orchard Beach police officer, 2 of my cats were beheaded their heads nailed to my door, a bomb blew up my house, 11 officers from the Old Orchard Beach police department filled my motorhome with feces and smashed my cats heads in... and the town of Old Orchard Beach passed an ordinance banning transgender people from living in town, working in town or even setting foot in town (from January 6 2016 to September 2, 2016).

Welcome to Old Orchard Beach, Maine, the town that has openly and publically declared me, a straight woman, "Too Gay For The Family Friendly Town of Old Orchard Beach."

My question is why is everyone worked up over the terrorists overseas and not doing a thing about the terrorists groups here in America? Worrying about terrorists in other countries, punishing people who have nothing to do with the terrorism, doesn't do anything to stop the terrorists groups here in America, like the Ku Klux Klan, who are ACTIVELY MURDERING AND TERRORISING people in Maine. My cats were kidnapped April 10, 2015 by the kkk. To date, the heads of 2 of them have been nailed to my door, the legs and tails of 2 others also, 2 escaped with horrific injuries but found their way home, and 10 are still unaccounted for, presumed to be held hostage and the police (and now the FBI) have yet to find them (the FBI is involved because a bomb also blew up my house and a ku klux klan cross was left behind in my yard.) We are thankful 2 of them got back to us alive (though one is missing all of her teeth and most of her jaw due to having been tortured).

We are not white as you could imagine (though our skin is physically whiter then the skin of these White Power haters). The KKK has become increasingly more violent around here the past couple of years. In the past 3 years 140 families have reported 500+ pets kidnapped and murdered, all belonging to non white or LGBTQ families, with KKK crosses being left in people's yards. It's horrific that hate groups exist, and it's horrific that they see nothing wrong with torturing animals just because the pets' owners are not white. Why do such hateful people exist? (They don't stop with pets either - 4 people have been beheaded as well. It's a nightmare the things going on around here.)

It's been nearly 2 years since our cats were taken and we were not that hopeful of them still being alive. They were all senior cats, 3 of them would be 18 years old now. But last month someone left a pile of used cat litter on our door step, we assume it's a message from the kidnappers, saying our cats are still alive and more heads are to be returned soon. It gives us hope of finding them alive, but dread of more of their heads being nailed to our door at the same time. I wish we knew who was doing this so we can get our cats back before more of them are tortured to death.

But heck, this is Maine, where it's LEGAL to discriminate against transgender citizens. On January 6, 2016 Old Orchard Beach, Maine passed an ordinance banning tans and gay residents. Sheriffs forced 140 families out of their homes - not apartments - houses and farms they owned outright (I know, my family was one of them - I got the 700 page court document to prove it) from January 6, 2016 to September 2, 2016 trans families were homeless and living in their cars while they were not allowed to set foot in their own homes. I lived in my home since 1975! Not one news report would cover it, so no one outside of our town even knows it happened.

But hey, we also have Saco Shaws aka "The Transgender Murder Store" where it is okay to beat up LGBTQ shoppers with shopping carts (I have 3 ruptured discs in my spine, crippled and on a cane, because I'm trans in Maine where police say "well, what can ya do? Look how you're dressed. It's not like you weren't asking for it"- beheaded 4 of them right in the store- (one of the 4 being my cousin- it's a damned grocery store - I've shopped there since 1978, now I have to drive an hour away just to buy milk without getting beaten up with a shopping cart - I was paralized for 5 months, I'm crippled on a cane for the rest of my life now) ...

oh let's see what else? Kidnapping 500+ pets so far belonging to LGBTQ owners (10 of the kidnapped cats were mine, my brother's, and my moms') 2 of my cats have had their heads returned, nailed to my door - oh wait, there that too - a bomb blew up my house... that wasn't in the news either, but hey, head to my "Maine's Transgender Murder" series of videos and let me show you a picture of the 30 foot hole in the ground the bomb left behind, while you're there, check out the 8 foot tall ku klux klan cross standing in my yard. Think it's safe to go to the police for help? Most of the violence and brutal home invasions were done by police officers WITHOUT WARRANTS. Welcome to the REAL Maine.

I shudder to think the state of our country if 4 people being beheaded by the Ku Klux Klan doesn't make even local news, let alone national news, I think it's a terrible thing to think how White Power is allowed to get away with ACTUAL MURDER and it's not news worthy, yet, white powers are also allowed to spread hate and ban none white. Banning races from America just proves white power is on the rise in America and it's only going to get worse.

I'm glad to see people standing up for the rights of others but they aren't protesting a threat that would kill them while they protest. How many of these protesters would be willing to come here to Old Orchard Beach Maine and stand up face to face with the Ku Klux Klan, a threat that carries loaded shotguns and swords and will blow your brains out if you dared march into our town with signs and are protected by the police officers who are members of their group? All their protesting doesn't put heads back on my murdered cats.

March around the Old Orchard Beach Police Department, say no to the cat murdering KKK police officers of OOB, March around the Old Orchard Beach Town Hall, say no to a gay hating code enforcement officer who put feces 3 feet deep in my motorhome. Your neighbouring residents of Old Orchard Beach need your march a lot more then people overseas who you'll never actually help. But you can help you home state. Stop the transgender murders of Maine. Stop the slaughter of LGBTQ residents pets. Stop the terrorism that is taking place, not overseas, but you in your own back yard. Open your eyes to the terrorists right here in Maine and bring peace of mind to your own neighbours, before the the KKK murders any more of us right in earshot of your own children.

Trump wants to protect us from radical terrorists. Okay. I agree with that part, but why then is he going after a threat that kills on average 11 Americans a year (immigrants) instead of the threat that kills on average 12,000 Americans a year (the KKK)? Explain that to me.

I have been transgender since February 5, 1987. I have lived in this town since August 13, 1975. It was only since they learned I was trans that the violence started. It's not right. The things these people have done are horrific - pointing out here that the white haired man in the 4-door white truck, who is the ring leader of these locals, is also the very same construction worker who tried to rape me 30 years ago resulting in my becoming transgender.

Answering Frequently Asked Questions:

Question: What is OtherKin?

It depends on who you ask, as different groups these days, give different meanings (many of them quite ridiculous). Originally it meant having a spiritual connection with mythical beings or nature spirits and is an aspect of Animistic Religious practices. Shamanism (both Mongolian and Native American types) and Voodoo practice it at part of religious devotion.

An example most people could understand is a Native American going on a spirit quest to meet their spirit guide, finding a crow, later dreaming of the crow, and then dressing in crow feathers to emulate the crow and honour the crow as their spirit guide. This is OtherKin in it's truest, purest form, uncorrupted by the insanity that is Tumblr.

Question: So, I've just discovered the otherkin community, and I feel that there are a lot of things about the community that I can relate to, but I was hoping someone could help find what I'm looking for. I know that otherkin refers to people that identify as something non-human, but I feel totally human. The reason why I'm asking these questions is merely to get some perspective, for whether I believe it's real or not, I think it's rather fascinating that people think they are/actually are other creatures in human bodies. I also just like to hear both sides of the story/debate, so that I can better formulate my own thoughts and opinions on the matter of otherkin.

No. That would be the Tumblr definition.

We are Human. We know we are Human.

We identify WITH something non-human, not AS something non-human. It's that one little word being mixed up with vs as that causes most of the misinformation about us on the internet

It means having a spiritual connection WITH mythical beings or nature spirits and is an aspect of Animistic Religious practices.

We do not BECOME something non-human. We live at one WITH something non-human.

We are NOT non-human.

We do NOT claim to be non-human.

Like any other follower of any other religious path, we strive to live a life that follows in the footsteps of something better then ourselves, as a way to better our lives and the lives of those around us.

Question: But what about the people who claim to be a dog and run around on all fours barking?

It's called Dissociative Identity Disorder, sometimes referred to as Multiple Personality Disorder. It is a person who can not tell the difference between fantasy or fiction, fact or reality. It is a mental disorder caused by a chemical imbalance to the brain and is treated with medication.

There is a vast difference between being inspired by the spirit of a dog and dressing up in furry costumes or having a dog for a familiar to better yourself as a Human (OtherKin activities) versus actually claiming you are a dog (mental health issues).

Dressing like a dog, does not make you a dog.

Being inspired by dogs, does not make you a dog.

Anyone claiming to be not Human is NOT OtherKin. That's NOT what OtherKin is about.

Any one who tells you they are OtherKin because they ARE NOT HUMAN, is NOT OtherKin and doesn't know what OtherKin actually is.

Question: What do you identify as?

I am ElfKin.

Question: You are ElfKin, so does that mean you think you are an Elf?

No. I am Human. I know I am Human. I wish I wasn't Human. I would like to be an Elf. I wear long embroidered robes, long point ears, long knee length wigs, gold claws, velvet capes, and have been dubbed by the locals as "The Gay Elf Wizard". Yes, I look like an Elf, I dress like an Elf, I act like an Elf. But I know that I am not an Elf.

I lived like this off and on throughout the 1970s and 1980s. February 5, 1987 I abandoned "Human" life/clothes/activities to make a radical change in my life to live 24/7/365 as an Elf. This week will be my 30th anniversary of doing so. I have not lived as a Human in 30 years, however, I have never at any time in those 30 years ever claimed that I was NOT a Human or that I actually WAS an Elf.

Why? Because I AM a Human. I am NOT an Elf.

I live as though I were an Elf, even though I know I am not one. I would like to be an Elf, but I know Elves are fictional creatures. I model my life after the life of an Elf, but I know that no matter how much I look, talk, dress, or act like an Elf, I will never fully become one. I know the difference between reality and fantasy.

Elves are mythical creatures of folklore, originally known as Alfar and came in three distinct "types" : Light, Grey, and Dark similar to Angels, Grigori (Fallen Angels) & Demons.

Being ElfKin means I live a lifestyle inspired by the Alfar mythology and embrace doing things an Alfar would do.

Being ElfKin does not mean you become an Elf. It means in every aspect of life you chose your actions based on "What would an Elf do?" in exactly the same way a Christian bases their actions on "What would Jesus do?" It is exactly the same thing. No different at all. Just as a Christian does not become Jesus and ElfKin does not become an Elf.

Question: Why Elves?

Unlike the Elves of popular fiction, novels, movies, and games, actual Alfars of mythology are peaceful creatures who abhore weapons, war, and violence. Their race became extinct because of their refusal to cause harm to any life, to such an extent that they would not take up arms even to defend themselves. They lived at one with plants and animals and focus their lives of bring joy, happiness, and healing to others.

ElfKin is what Christianity claims to be, except while Christian say they believe those things, their violent actions and hatemongering proves otherwise. Unlike Christians, ElfKin actually practice what they preach and live fully non-violent lives, harming none regardless of race, culture, gender, sexuality, religion, or otherwise.

Question: Why do you dress like that?

I'm a huge Liberace fan. I wear bright colours, glitter, feathers, and rhinestones because Liberace did.

Question: I suppose this is a more selective question, but how exactly can you say you are a fictional character in a human body (say, Lara Croft from Tomb Raider or Aragorn from LotR)? Is it a personality thing? I've been reading about fictionkin lately, and I'm curious; how do "doubles" work?What happens if you swear up and down that you are this particular character, but then come across someone else who claims that they are that same character?

There is no such thing as "doubles" in the sense of you actually being the character.

I lived as Lord Sesshomaru for about 9 years (if you were active in Squidoo's OtherKin circles, you probably know me as I was the admin of those groups).

One thing I think a lot of people (including many of today's FictionKin) fail to understand is you DO NOT BECOME the person, but rather you are more of their "disciple".

If you fully believe you ARE the character/animal/creature (for example Lord Sesshomaru, a demon, a fox, or a car), then you have a mental disorder, probably D.I.D., and are in need of medication. Becoming something not Human is NOT what OtherKin is.

There is a vast difference between following in the footsteps of your hero and believing you are that hero. And that's where most people outside of OtherKin get confused. OtherKin is a spiritual journey, similar to following a religious path. Originally it meant having a spiritual connection with mythical beings or nature spirits and is an aspect of Animistic Religious practices. Shamanism (both Mongolian and Native American types) and Voodoo practice it at part of religious devotion.

In my case. I am ElfKin. Does that mean I believe I am an Elf or that I was an Elf in a past life? No. Why? Because Elves are not real. I know Elves are not real. Elves are mythical creatures of folklore,.

When FictionKin enters it simple means you are embodying the spiritual path of a fictional character. And as I said, I've walked the FictionKin path myself and I know from doing it the vast amount of misconceptions, urban myths, and stereotypes there are surrounding it.

I lived as Lord Sesshomaru. A Dog Demon from a Japanese comic book and cartoon series called InuYasha. Does that mean I actually believed I WAS Lord Sesshomaru? No! Of course not! That's just silly. Lord Sesshomaru is a fictional character created by author Rumiko Takahashi. I dressed like him. Four foot long white wig, talon claws on my fingers, 14 foot long tail and all, even went and bought an authentic 200 year old wedding furisode just like he does (rather then a CosPlay costume). Why dress like him to those extremes if I did not believe I was him? Because it better puts me in the frame of mind of "What would Sesshomaru do?" And because he's gorgeous and I wanted to look like him and heck, who wouldn't want to dress like a transvestite samurai prancing around the countryside in an antique wedding dress? Not a lot of people I know.

But fact is, it takes brass balls to be a male samurai and prance around in a wedding dress...think about it. How many men are gong to head out to battle with their trusty sword and their pristine wedding dress? I know he was a fictional character who was supposed to be insane, but I got to thinking, there has to be a bigger reason why this guy is storming across Japan in a wedding dress. I mean think of the criticism a man would get if he did that in real life?

How many men do you know in real life with the balls to put on a wedding dress and walk out in public. I was like:"OMG! That takes a heck of a lot of courage and self esteem! I wonder if I have enough courage and self esteem to wear a wedding dress all day every day of my like just like Lord Sesshomaru does?"

And so I did it to see if I could. And I was scared out of my mind and wanting to run and hide, shy as heck, but I was like: "I can do this! I'm going to get over being shy! I'm going to embody the same fearless spirit as Lord Sesshomaru and dress just like he does every day - to work t school, to do my shopping, around the house... I'm going to kill every last ounce of shyness in me and do this!... And I did. For 9 years.

Does that mean I actually thought I was Sesshomaru? No! I was using him as inspiration to help me get over my poor self esteem and it worked. And THAT is what OtherKin is all about... not becoming something else, but embodying the spirit of something else in order to better yourself and the world around you.

Question: I want to make clear that I am honestly a skeptic of otherkin. HOWEVER, that doesn't mean I don't tolerate them. Heck, a good friend and -speaking honestly- a bit of a crush of mine is otherkin, (I believe she was a hellhound).

If she WAS a HellHound, then she WASN'T OtherKin. Sorry.

In spite of common urban mythology floating around (mostly on Tumblr) otherKin DOES NOT mean you are something not Human.

Also, how old was she? all 50 states in America require you to be over 18 or have a parents permission to join a religion. Yes, I did say religion.

A large part of the problem with OtherKin misconceptions is the fact that uneducated children overhear adults say things and misinterpret what is said. Retell the misinterpretation to their friends (usually via Tumblr) who further misinterpret it and change the meaning yet again. The whole process goes something like this:

ADULT while lighting candles on her wolf altar: "Blessed Mother Wolf. Guide me safely through this day."

CHLID/TEEN: "Whatcha doing mom?"

ADULT: "I am praying to my spirit guides."

CHILD/TEEN: "How come you got all these neato wolf pictures on the table?"

ADULT: "That's not a table. This is my sacred altar to Mother Wolf. I am OtherKin. I am at one with the Wolf Spirits. Mother Wolf sends her pack to protect me at work. I pray to her every morning, for her love and protection."

CHILD/TEEN ON TUMBLR: "My mom is OtherKin."

TUMBLR FRIEND: "What's OtherKin?"

CHILD/TEEN ON TUMBLR: "I don't know. I don't think my mom is Human. I think she's a wolf or something."

TUMBLR FRIEND: "Hey that sounds fun. Let's be wolves too!"

CHILD/TEEN ON TUMBLR: "HOOOOOOOOOOOOOWL! I'm a wolf! Let me got get some wolf ears for us. We can run around on all fours! Yay! This is fun! I am WolfKin! Yay!"

a few days later

CHILD/TEEN ON TUMBLR: "I'm bored with being a wolf, hellhounds are more exciting. Let's be hellhounds. I am HellHoundKin! Yay!"

TUMBLR FRIEND: "Okay."

a few days later

CHILD/TEEN ON TUMBLR: "Hey did you read Twilight? I am so in love with Jaboc. I don't want to be a HellHound today. Now I'm a werewolf. I am WereWolfKin! Yay!"

TUMBLR FRIEND: "I want to be Edward. I'm gonna be VampireKin. Look at me! I'm a vampire!"

Obviously that's watered down, but fact is, OtherKin is a religious practice. A spiritual path. It's a type of Animism, similar to Paganism, often practiced by Pagans, Wiccans, etc. And children and teens running around saying they ARE non-Human creatures and calling it OtherKin, is no different from a white man painting his skin black and trying to pass for an African American.

It's rude and disrespectful. It's immature children mocking a very sacred religious practices, teenagers looking to join a clique', and people with mental illnesses not getting the help they need.

OtherKin means having a spiritual connection with mythical beings or nature spirits and is an aspect of Animistic Religious practices. Shamanism (both Mongolian and Native American types) and Voodoo practice it at part of religious devotion.

An example most people could understand is a Native American going on a spirit quest to meet their spirit guide, finding a crow, later dreaming of the crow, and then dressing in crow feathers to emulate the crow and honour the crow as their spirit guide. This is OtherKin in it's truest, purest form, uncorrupted by the insanity that is Tumblr.

Question: Oh, and this is sort of a semi-serious question, so feel to ignore it, but how do you feel when a website asks you to click a little checkbox asking if you're human?

No. Never even thought of it before, so I guess I have no feelings on it either way. I probably will now though, LOL!

Question: As I have limited experience with the community, I apologize if i said something that crosses any lines, I mean this to be as unoffensive as possible.

Nope. No lines were crossed. You're fine. I'm used to a lot of bigotry and hate tossed my way. You did none of that. Not a lot of people looking for actual answers or seeking to understand how we live.

The World's Most Haunted Car
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of Old Orchard Beach, Maine







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