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30 Years of Being Transgender


By EelKat Wendy C Allen

30 Years of Being Transgender

My 30th Anniversary of Being Transgender (February 5, 1987 - February 5, 2017) | How & Why I Became OtherKin | A Look Inside The Daily Life Of FanFiction.net's Bride of Sesshomaru - known as the internet's most extreme Life Acting CosPlayer or The Woman Who Lived As Lord Sesshomaru for 9 Years:

I identify as OtherKin because it's easier to explain to people then the fact I don't feel male or female and sometimes feel one or the other or both. So, here's what happened...

I was born a female, but since 1987, have lived as a male, living as a transvestite (f2m2f; confusing I know); While walking to the library (1/4 mile from home) a man (a blond construction worker; probably in his 30s or 40s) started following me and kept asking for sex; he was convinced I was a prostitute (not sure why, I certainly wasn't dressed in anything "prostitute-like, due to being a Mormon) and kept getting mad and yelling and he wouldn't leave me alone. He followed me all the way to the library, then followed me in the library. I went to the librarians lunch room to hide from him. Stayed there about an hour reading a book, he paced around the door the whole time.

After a while he left the building and I went back to what I was doing. (Getting books I needed for school work.) I did my studying and stuff. Was probably there another 2 hours before packing up and going home. I get maybe 500 yards from the library, about to cross the street and standing at the crosswalk waiting for cars to stop, when the same guy suddenly shows up behind me and grabs my arm, tries to drag me off the side. He's yelling, "I know you're a hooker!"

I'm just a kid, and I was only about 4'8" at the time, I'm not very big and he's a big adult. I couldn't get away from this guy and there was no one around to help. I try telling him I'm not a prostitute and I'm only 12, and he starts laughing and talking about how no one that young has boobs that big.

Since I was 12 years old I've had 38D boobs. TWELVE years old and I had boobs bigger then most adult women!

This goes on for maybe a minute, it all happened so fast. And he's not letting go of me and trying to drag me off and suddenly I scream out the first thing that came to my head: "I'm a man!"

I have no idea why I said it. It's not something I planned or thought about or anything, it just came out and kind of shocked me that I even said it but soon as I screamed "I'm a man!" he just let go of me and jumped back and looked horrified and then ran off.

I was like: "OMG! That guy was gonna rape me, but he didn't because he thought I was a man!"

My grandmother had a friend who was a transvestite, and we visited him a few times a week so I knew about such things as transvestites (a transvestite being a man who dresses like a woman but still uses male pronouns and is not taking hormones etc because he's not trying to be a woman, he just dresses like one) but beyond transvestites I didn't know anything else about the trans community.

Somehow, I got it into my head that the only way to protect myself from men like that guy who'd attacked me, was to become a transvestite like my grandmother's friend, because saying I was a man, was what saved me from the attacker. So I got to know my grandmother's friend better and found out more about the trans community through him, and next thing I know I'm binding my mega huge boobs, and going out of my way to look like a man, dressed as a woman.

That same year, my favorite person on the planet (Liberace) died. The man was a cape wearing rhinestone legend. I was devastated when he died and I immediately started dressing like him in over the top feather encrusted sequin capes and ball gowns. I went big time Liberace Drag Queen - yes at 12 years old.

My mom who made pageant dresses for little girls helped me make my first costumes. I was lucky that both my parents and my 3 brothers were all very accepting of my lifestyle right from the beginning.

I grew to absolutely hate my giant boobs, because they were just always in the way. I'm a skinny girl, and could wear tiny sizes, size 2, but these huge boobs result in I have to wear size Queenxxx (14xxx) because most women with boobs my size have boobs this big because they also have a waist and hips the same size as well. Even with binding, I couldn't mash my boobs down enough to fit in clothes that fit the rest of my tiny body. My body to boob ratio is like a Barbie dolls. :(

That was 30 years ago.

Around 1991 I discovered manga and anime and went Elf crazy.

In 2007 I made my biggest change when I (known online as fanfic writer Bride of Sesshomaru) "became" Lord Sesshomaru and started living full time, 24/7 as the legendary transvestite cartoon dog demon.

In 2012 I changed again, from Sesshomaru to Quaraun (a transvestite Moon Elf wizard from Dungeons and Dragon's SpellJammer) and whom I currently continue to live as now in 2017.

For the longest time I had a hard time fitting in with most of the trans community because not only was I a woman living as a man living as a woman, but I was also a Human living as an Elf.

People would call me a "thing" and an "it" and "that's a what not a who". It was very frustrating because I'm rarely accepted in "normal" society because my lack of normal gender identity and at the same time I'm rarely accepted in trans community because of my trans-species identity.

This year 2017, marks the 30th anniversary of my being a female Human who lives as a male Elf living as a woman. I spent most of that time hating my huge boobs and binding them and wishing they were gone. It's only been the last 2 years that I've stopped binding and come to love my boobs, because I discovered, while most cloths don't fit my body well - corsets do. OMG! small waist and big boobs are made for wearing corsets!YAY! A fashion I can wear without having to shop in extra jumbo plus sizes!

Since 2014, I've worn kimono and corsets every day, but before that I was binding every day. And as I identified as a transvestite, most people thought I was born male. Then when I started wearing corsets and suddenly had big boobs, people all of a sudden thought I had breast implant surgery to "become a woman" LOL! It was so funny, because I'd been a woman living as a man living as a woman so long, people thought I really was a man and thought I'd had surgery to become a women... when I explained, "No, I was born female," everyone was more confused then ever, because most trans people are m2f or f2m but the m2f2m and f2m2f are so rarely heard of that a lot of people don't even know us m2f2m and f2m2f s even exist!

For years I had considered having breast reduction surgery and sex reassignment surgery (adding a penis) but never did. Strange thing is, now I know longer feel any need to. Not sure why. I think over the years I've just grown comfortable with my body and have kind of excepted the fact that it is what it is.

I am what I am. I'm a female Human who lives as a male transvestite Elf living as a woman. I don't fit fluidly into any gender, and so I say OtherKin or ElvenKin and leave it at that.

A drastic change came to our lives, me and my family, however, when I stopped binding my boobs and locals suddenly assumed I was born male and had had surgery. Today as a result of my no longer binding my breasts - 2 of my cousins are dead - 1 beheaded, 1 his brains blown out with a gun by a police officer, 10 of my cats are being held hostage by an Old Orchard Beach police officer, 2 of my cats were beheaded their heads nailed to my door, a bomb blew up my house, 11 officers from the Old Orchard Beach police department filled my motorhome with feces and smashed my cats heads in... and the town of Old Orchard Beach passed an ordinance banning transgender people from living in town, working in town or even setting foot in town (from January 6 2016 to September 2, 2016).

Welcome to Old Orchard Beach, Maine, the town that has openly and publically declared me, a straight woman, "Too Gay For The Family Friendly Town of Old Orchard Beach."

My question is why is everyone worked up over the terrorists overseas and not doing a thing about the terrorists groups here in America? Worrying about terrorists in other countries, punishing people who have nothing to do with the terrorism, doesn't do anything to stop the terrorists groups here in America, like the Ku Klux Klan, who are ACTIVELY MURDERING AND TERRORISING people in Maine. My cats were kidnapped April 10, 2015 by the kkk. To date, the heads of 2 of them have been nailed to my door, the legs and tails of 2 others also, 2 escaped with horrific injuries but found their way home, and 10 are still unaccounted for, presumed to be held hostage and the police (and now the FBI) have yet to find them (the FBI is involved because a bomb also blew up my house and a ku klux klan cross was left behind in my yard.) We are thankful 2 of them got back to us alive (though one is missing all of her teeth and most of her jaw due to having been tortured).

We are not white as you could imagine (though our skin is physically whiter then the skin of these White Power haters). The KKK has become increasingly more violent around here the past couple of years. In the past 3 years 140 families have reported 500+ pets kidnapped and murdered, all belonging to non white or LGBTQ families, with KKK crosses being left in people's yards. It's horrific that hate groups exist, and it's horrific that they see nothing wrong with torturing animals just because the pets' owners are not white. Why do such hateful people exist? (They don't stop with pets either - 4 people have been beheaded as well. It's a nightmare the things going on around here.)

It's been nearly 2 years since our cats were taken and we were not that hopeful of them still being alive. They were all senior cats, 3 of them would be 18 years old now. But last month someone left a pile of used cat litter on our door step, we assume it's a message from the kidnappers, saying our cats are still alive and more heads are to be returned soon. It gives us hope of finding them alive, but dread of more of their heads being nailed to our door at the same time. I wish we knew who was doing this so we can get our cats back before more of them are tortured to death.

But heck, this is Maine, where it's LEGAL to discriminate against transgender citizens. On January 6, 2016 Old Orchard Beach, Maine passed an ordinance banning tans and gay residents. Sheriffs forced 140 families out of their homes - not apartments - houses and farms they owned outright (I know, my family was one of them - I got the 700 page court document to prove it) from January 6, 2016 to September 2, 2016 trans families were homeless and living in their cars while they were not allowed to set foot in their own homes. I lived in my home since 1975! Not one news report would cover it, so no one outside of our town even knows it happened.

But hey, we also have Saco Shaws aka "The Transgender Murder Store" where it is okay to beat up LGBTQ shoppers with shopping carts (I have 3 ruptured discs in my spine, crippled and on a cane, because I'm trans in Maine where police say "well, what can ya do? Look how you're dressed. It's not like you weren't asking for it"- beheaded 4 of them right in the store- (one of the 4 being my cousin- it's a damned grocery store - I've shopped there since 1978, now I have to drive an hour away just to buy milk without getting beaten up with a shopping cart - I was paralized for 5 months, I'm crippled on a cane for the rest of my life now) ...

oh let's see what else? Kidnapping 500+ pets so far belonging to LGBTQ owners (10 of the kidnapped cats were mine, my brother's, and my moms') 2 of my cats have had their heads returned, nailed to my door - oh wait, there that too - a bomb blew up my house... that wasn't in the news either, but hey, head to my "Maine's Transgender Murder" series of videos and let me show you a picture of the 30 foot hole in the ground the bomb left behind, while you're there, check out the 8 foot tall ku klux klan cross standing in my yard. Think it's safe to go to the police for help? Most of the violence and brutal home invasions were done by police officers WITHOUT WARRANTS. Welcome to the REAL Maine.

I shudder to think the state of our country if 4 people being beheaded by the Ku Klux Klan doesn't make even local news, let alone national news, I think it's a terrible thing to think how White Power is allowed to get away with ACTUAL MURDER and it's not news worthy, yet, white powers are also allowed to spread hate and ban none white. Banning races from America just proves white power is on the rise in America and it's only going to get worse.

I'm glad to see people standing up for the rights of others but they aren't protesting a threat that would kill them while they protest. How many of these protesters would be willing to come here to Old Orchard Beach Maine and stand up face to face with the Ku Klux Klan, a threat that carries loaded shotguns and swords and will blow your brains out if you dared march into our town with signs and are protected by the police officers who are members of their group? All their protesting doesn't put heads back on my murdered cats.

March around the Old Orchard Beach Police Department, say no to the cat murdering KKK police officers of OOB, March around the Old Orchard Beach Town Hall, say no to a gay hating code enforcement officer who put feces 3 feet deep in my motorhome. Your neighbouring residents of Old Orchard Beach need your march a lot more then people overseas who you'll never actually help. But you can help you home state. Stop the transgender murders of Maine. Stop the slaughter of LGBTQ residents pets. Stop the terrorism that is taking place, not overseas, but you in your own back yard. Open your eyes to the terrorists right here in Maine and bring peace of mind to your own neighbours, before the the KKK murders any more of us right in earshot of your own children.

Trump wants to protect us from radical terrorists. Okay. I agree with that part, but why then is he going after a threat that kills on average 11 Americans a year (immigrants) instead of the threat that kills on average 12,000 Americans a year (the KKK)? Explain that to me.

I have been transgender since February 5, 1987. I have lived in this town since August 13, 1975. It was only since they learned I was trans that the violence started. It's not right. The things these people have done are horrific - pointing out here that the white haired man in the 4-door white truck, who is the ring leader of these locals, is also the very same construction worker who tried to rape me 30 years ago resulting in my becoming transgender.

Answering Frequently Asked Questions:

Question: What is OtherKin?

It depends on who you ask, as different groups these days, give different meanings (many of them quite ridiculous). Originally it meant having a spiritual connection with mythical beings or nature spirits and is an aspect of Animistic Religious practices. Shamanism (both Mongolian and Native American types) and Voodoo practice it at part of religious devotion.

An example most people could understand is a Native American going on a spirit quest to meet their spirit guide, finding a crow, later dreaming of the crow, and then dressing in crow feathers to emulate the crow and honour the crow as their spirit guide. This is OtherKin in it's truest, purest form, uncorrupted by the insanity that is Tumblr.

Question: So, I've just discovered the otherkin community, and I feel that there are a lot of things about the community that I can relate to, but I was hoping someone could help find what I'm looking for. I know that otherkin refers to people that identify as something non-human, but I feel totally human. The reason why I'm asking these questions is merely to get some perspective, for whether I believe it's real or not, I think it's rather fascinating that people think they are/actually are other creatures in human bodies. I also just like to hear both sides of the story/debate, so that I can better formulate my own thoughts and opinions on the matter of otherkin.

No. That would be the Tumblr definition.

We are Human. We know we are Human.

We identify WITH something non-human, not AS something non-human. It's that one little word being mixed up with vs as that causes most of the misinformation about us on the internet

It means having a spiritual connection WITH mythical beings or nature spirits and is an aspect of Animistic Religious practices.

We do not BECOME something non-human. We live at one WITH something non-human.

We are NOT non-human.

We do NOT claim to be non-human.

Like any other follower of any other religious path, we strive to live a life that follows in the footsteps of something better then ourselves, as a way to better our lives and the lives of those around us.

Question: But what about the people who claim to be a dog and run around on all fours barking?

It's called Dissociative Identity Disorder, sometimes referred to as Multiple Personality Disorder. It is a person who can not tell the difference between fantasy or fiction, fact or reality. It is a mental disorder caused by a chemical imbalance to the brain and is treated with medication.

There is a vast difference between being inspired by the spirit of a dog and dressing up in furry costumes or having a dog for a familiar to better yourself as a Human (OtherKin activities) versus actually claiming you are a dog (mental health issues).

Dressing like a dog, does not make you a dog.

Being inspired by dogs, does not make you a dog.

Anyone claiming to be not Human is NOT OtherKin. That's NOT what OtherKin is about.

Any one who tells you they are OtherKin because they ARE NOT HUMAN, is NOT OtherKin and doesn't know what OtherKin actually is.

Question: What do you identify as?

I am ElfKin.

Question: You are ElfKin, so does that mean you think you are an Elf?

No. I am Human. I know I am Human. I wish I wasn't Human. I would like to be an Elf. I wear long embroidered robes, long point ears, long knee length wigs, gold claws, velvet capes, and have been dubbed by the locals as "The Gay Elf Wizard". Yes, I look like an Elf, I dress like an Elf, I act like an Elf. But I know that I am not an Elf.

I lived like this off and on throughout the 1970s and 1980s. February 5, 1987 I abandoned "Human" life/clothes/activities to make a radical change in my life to live 24/7/365 as an Elf. This week will be my 30th anniversary of doing so. I have not lived as a Human in 30 years, however, I have never at any time in those 30 years ever claimed that I was NOT a Human or that I actually WAS an Elf.

Why? Because I AM a Human. I am NOT an Elf.

I live as though I were an Elf, even though I know I am not one. I would like to be an Elf, but I know Elves are fictional creatures. I model my life after the life of an Elf, but I know that no matter how much I look, talk, dress, or act like an Elf, I will never fully become one. I know the difference between reality and fantasy.

Elves are mythical creatures of folklore, originally known as Alfar and came in three distinct "types" : Light, Grey, and Dark similar to Angels, Grigori (Fallen Angels) & Demons.

Being ElfKin means I live a lifestyle inspired by the Alfar mythology and embrace doing things an Alfar would do.

Being ElfKin does not mean you become an Elf. It means in every aspect of life you chose your actions based on "What would an Elf do?" in exactly the same way a Christian bases their actions on "What would Jesus do?" It is exactly the same thing. No different at all. Just as a Christian does not become Jesus and ElfKin does not become an Elf.

Question: Why Elves?

Unlike the Elves of popular fiction, novels, movies, and games, actual Alfars of mythology are peaceful creatures who abhore weapons, war, and violence. Their race became extinct because of their refusal to cause harm to any life, to such an extent that they would not take up arms even to defend themselves. They lived at one with plants and animals and focus their lives of bring joy, happiness, and healing to others.

ElfKin is what Christianity claims to be, except while Christian say they believe those things, their violent actions and hatemongering proves otherwise. Unlike Christians, ElfKin actually practice what they preach and live fully non-violent lives, harming none regardless of race, culture, gender, sexuality, religion, or otherwise.

Question: Why do you dress like that?

I'm a huge Liberace fan. I wear bright colours, glitter, feathers, and rhinestones because Liberace did.

Question: I suppose this is a more selective question, but how exactly can you say you are a fictional character in a human body (say, Lara Croft from Tomb Raider or Aragorn from LotR)? Is it a personality thing? I've been reading about fictionkin lately, and I'm curious; how do "doubles" work?What happens if you swear up and down that you are this particular character, but then come across someone else who claims that they are that same character?

There is no such thing as "doubles" in the sense of you actually being the character.

I lived as Lord Sesshomaru for about 9 years (if you were active in Squidoo's OtherKin circles, you probably know me as I was the admin of those groups).

One thing I think a lot of people (including many of today's FictionKin) fail to understand is you DO NOT BECOME the person, but rather you are more of their "disciple".

If you fully believe you ARE the character/animal/creature (for example Lord Sesshomaru, a demon, a fox, or a car), then you have a mental disorder, probably D.I.D., and are in need of medication. Becoming something not Human is NOT what OtherKin is.

There is a vast difference between following in the footsteps of your hero and believing you are that hero. And that's where most people outside of OtherKin get confused. OtherKin is a spiritual journey, similar to following a religious path. Originally it meant having a spiritual connection with mythical beings or nature spirits and is an aspect of Animistic Religious practices. Shamanism (both Mongolian and Native American types) and Voodoo practice it at part of religious devotion.

In my case. I am ElfKin. Does that mean I believe I am an Elf or that I was an Elf in a past life? No. Why? Because Elves are not real. I know Elves are not real. Elves are mythical creatures of folklore,.

When FictionKin enters it simple means you are embodying the spiritual path of a fictional character. And as I said, I've walked the FictionKin path myself and I know from doing it the vast amount of misconceptions, urban myths, and stereotypes there are surrounding it.

I lived as Lord Sesshomaru. A Dog Demon from a Japanese comic book and cartoon series called InuYasha. Does that mean I actually believed I WAS Lord Sesshomaru? No! Of course not! That's just silly. Lord Sesshomaru is a fictional character created by author Rumiko Takahashi. I dressed like him. Four foot long white wig, talon claws on my fingers, 14 foot long tail and all, even went and bought an authentic 200 year old wedding furisode just like he does (rather then a CosPlay costume). Why dress like him to those extremes if I did not believe I was him? Because it better puts me in the frame of mind of "What would Sesshomaru do?" And because he's gorgeous and I wanted to look like him and heck, who wouldn't want to dress like a transvestite samurai prancing around the countryside in an antique wedding dress? Not a lot of people I know.

But fact is, it takes brass balls to be a male samurai and prance around in a wedding dress...think about it. How many men are gong to head out to battle with their trusty sword and their pristine wedding dress? I know he was a fictional character who was supposed to be insane, but I got to thinking, there has to be a bigger reason why this guy is storming across Japan in a wedding dress. I mean think of the criticism a man would get if he did that in real life?

How many men do you know in real life with the balls to put on a wedding dress and walk out in public. I was like:"OMG! That takes a heck of a lot of courage and self esteem! I wonder if I have enough courage and self esteem to wear a wedding dress all day every day of my like just like Lord Sesshomaru does?"

And so I did it to see if I could. And I was scared out of my mind and wanting to run and hide, shy as heck, but I was like: "I can do this! I'm going to get over being shy! I'm going to embody the same fearless spirit as Lord Sesshomaru and dress just like he does every day - to work t school, to do my shopping, around the house... I'm going to kill every last ounce of shyness in me and do this!... And I did. For 9 years.

Does that mean I actually thought I was Sesshomaru? No! I was using him as inspiration to help me get over my poor self esteem and it worked. And THAT is what OtherKin is all about... not becoming something else, but embodying the spirit of something else in order to better yourself and the world around you.

Question: I want to make clear that I am honestly a skeptic of otherkin. HOWEVER, that doesn't mean I don't tolerate them. Heck, a good friend and -speaking honestly- a bit of a crush of mine is otherkin, (I believe she was a hellhound).

If she WAS a HellHound, then she WASN'T OtherKin. Sorry.

In spite of common urban mythology floating around (mostly on Tumblr) otherKin DOES NOT mean you are something not Human.

Also, how old was she? all 50 states in America require you to be over 18 or have a parents permission to join a religion. Yes, I did say religion.

A large part of the problem with OtherKin misconceptions is the fact that uneducated children overhear adults say things and misinterpret what is said. Retell the misinterpretation to their friends (usually via Tumblr) who further misinterpret it and change the meaning yet again. The whole process goes something like this:

ADULT while lighting candles on her wolf altar: "Blessed Mother Wolf. Guide me safely through this day."

CHLID/TEEN: "Whatcha doing mom?"

ADULT: "I am praying to my spirit guides."

CHILD/TEEN: "How come you got all these neato wolf pictures on the table?"

ADULT: "That's not a table. This is my sacred altar to Mother Wolf. I am OtherKin. I am at one with the Wolf Spirits. Mother Wolf sends her pack to protect me at work. I pray to her every morning, for her love and protection."

CHILD/TEEN ON TUMBLR: "My mom is OtherKin."

TUMBLR FRIEND: "What's OtherKin?"

CHILD/TEEN ON TUMBLR: "I don't know. I don't think my mom is Human. I think she's a wolf or something."

TUMBLR FRIEND: "Hey that sounds fun. Let's be wolves too!"

CHILD/TEEN ON TUMBLR: "HOOOOOOOOOOOOOWL! I'm a wolf! Let me got get some wolf ears for us. We can run around on all fours! Yay! This is fun! I am WolfKin! Yay!"

a few days later

CHILD/TEEN ON TUMBLR: "I'm bored with being a wolf, hellhounds are more exciting. Let's be hellhounds. I am HellHoundKin! Yay!"

TUMBLR FRIEND: "Okay."

a few days later

CHILD/TEEN ON TUMBLR: "Hey did you read Twilight? I am so in love with Jaboc. I don't want to be a HellHound today. Now I'm a werewolf. I am WereWolfKin! Yay!"

TUMBLR FRIEND: "I want to be Edward. I'm gonna be VampireKin. Look at me! I'm a vampire!"

Obviously that's watered down, but fact is, OtherKin is a religious practice. A spiritual path. It's a type of Animism, similar to Paganism, often practiced by Pagans, Wiccans, etc. And children and teens running around saying they ARE non-Human creatures and calling it OtherKin, is no different from a white man painting his skin black and trying to pass for an African American.

It's rude and disrespectful. It's immature children mocking a very sacred religious practices, teenagers looking to join a clique', and people with mental illnesses not getting the help they need.

OtherKin means having a spiritual connection with mythical beings or nature spirits and is an aspect of Animistic Religious practices. Shamanism (both Mongolian and Native American types) and Voodoo practice it at part of religious devotion.

An example most people could understand is a Native American going on a spirit quest to meet their spirit guide, finding a crow, later dreaming of the crow, and then dressing in crow feathers to emulate the crow and honour the crow as their spirit guide. This is OtherKin in it's truest, purest form, uncorrupted by the insanity that is Tumblr.

Question: Oh, and this is sort of a semi-serious question, so feel to ignore it, but how do you feel when a website asks you to click a little checkbox asking if you're human?

No. Never even thought of it before, so I guess I have no feelings on it either way. I probably will now though, LOL!

Question: As I have limited experience with the community, I apologize if i said something that crosses any lines, I mean this to be as unoffensive as possible.

Nope. No lines were crossed. You're fine. I'm used to a lot of bigotry and hate tossed my way. You did none of that. Not a lot of people looking for actual answers or seeking to understand how we live.

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Below is a list of the ACTUAL, REAL, OFFICIAL online accounts owned and managed by me:

on Amazon:  ► http://www.amazon.com/author/eelkat

on FaceBook - Profile:  ► http://www.facebook.com/EelKat

on FaceBook - Fan Page:  ► https://www.facebook.com/EelKatWendyCAllen

on FaceBook - Writer's Group:  ► https://www.facebook.com/ShortStoryWriters

on Google+:  ► https://plus.google.com/+EelKat/posts/p/pub

's Home Page:  ► http://www.EelKat.com

on Instagram:  ► https://www.instagram.com/eelkat

on Itch.io:  ► https://eelkat.itch.io

on MySpace:  ► https://www.MySpace.com/eelkat

on Pinterest:  ► https://www.pinterest.com/eelkat

on Spoonflower:  ► http://www.spoonflower.com/profiles/eelkat

on Steam:  ► http://steamcommunity.com/id/eelkat

on Tumblr: ► http://eelkat.tumblr.com

on Twitter:   ► https://twitter.com/EelKat

on YouTube - Subscribe Today! ► https://www.youtube.com/user/EelKat

on Zazzle:  ► http://www.zazzle.com/eelkat

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Looking for the Quaraun books? The original Unicorn Porn #Yaoi short stories are no longer available, but are currently being compiled in chronological order and republished as novels. The new Kindle novel editions can be found here:   http://tinyurl.com/Quaraun 

Interviews about the Quaraun series: 

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Hugs and kisses to my wonderful fans. Love you all! Talk to you again soon.  

If it ain't on this list, it's probably fake.

~EK 


Throughout 2013 - 2015 a slew of FAKE "EelKat" accounts surfaced, both on social networks and on forums, most were created by a woman calling herself Kendra Silvermander, or her backhoe driving cousin who drove a backhoe over my house, the same woman and her family who cut the heads off my cats, are the same people who hacked my online accounts, created a slew of fake accounts and pretended to be me, after they beat me up on November 14, 2013, leaving me paralyzed for 5 months, relearning to walk for 18 months, and clueless to their impersonation of my online due to my life threatening crippled state that had me offline from November 2013 to March 2016.

Who they are and why they are doing this remains unknown. If you know the identity of these people, please contact the FBI in charge of the investigation into their murder attempts on my life:

Agent Andy Drewer

of the Portland FBI

@ 207-774-9322 

NOTE: I was very active on forums from 1997 to 2007 and have RARELY used a forum since then. Other then the Warriors Forum and Absolute Write I have not posted on ANY forums AT ALL since 2012.

Note: My old inactive forum accounts were hacked and "resurrected" in 2013/2014/2015 by a psychotic NaNoWriMo ML who is upset over my having won a total of 27 writing contests/challenges and published 130+ novels since 2004 and and apparently (according to her emails) she has yet to win or publish anything.

If you see "me" posting on a forum at any point after 2012, know that it is likely this mysterious, and still yet unidentified "Kendra Silvermander".

More information about Kendra Silvermander and what she did can be found here.

Let's think about something here...

I'm just a harmless old lady who likes to dress like and Elf and paint everything pink and write stories about Elves having sex with Unicorns. For THAT, the residents of Old Orchard Beach, call me crazy, build a bomb, blow up my house, stand in my drive way and shoot at me, kidnap my cats, cut my cats' heads off, nail my cats' heads to my door, beat my 28 year old Shetland pony's head in, drive a back hoe over my house 3 times, filled my motorhome with feces 3 feet deep, I was paralyzed for 5 months because they trespassed up in here and beat me up, 3 years later I finally recover and start walking again and they beat me up again this time with a shopping cart rupturing 3 discs in my spine while screaming "kill or be killed remember Saco Shaw's!" and they cut my car in half. I'm sorry, WHO exactly is the crazy person here? 

Yes, I wear pink ball gowns every day.

Yes I wear fake pointy ears and long white Rapunzel wigs.

Yes, I paint my cars, my motorhome, and my mailbox pink.

Yes, I write about Elves having sex with Unicorns.

So the fucking hell what?

I haven't set foot off my land in 40 years. The only time I have contact with people is when THEY trespass on my yard and invade my privacy. And you know what? I've always welcomed them with happy smiles and open arms, made them meals and served them tea, and spent the day happily chatting with any one and every one who wanted to visit me. I love it when you people stop by to visit me as it's the only time I have any one to talk to other then my cats... oh wait... I don't have ANYONE to talk to any more, now that sociopath freaks murdered them and nailed their heads to my door!

You call me crazy because I wear pink dresses, yet THESE THREE PEOPLE are the ones who built a bomb and blew up my house!

You call me crazy because I wear pink dresses, yet THESE THREE PEOPLE are the violent trespassers who stands in my drive way and shoot at me.

You call me crazy because I wear pink dresses, yet THESE THREE PEOPLE are the ones who kidnap my cats, cut my cats' heads off, nail my cats' heads to my door, beat my 28 year old Shetland pony's head in, drive a back hoe over my house 3 times, filled my motorhome with feces 3 feet deep, and cut my car in half.

I mean REALLY stand back and look around.

All I'm doing is wearing strange cloths. I'm not the violent animal abusing, bomb building, psychopath beating up elderly women... THEY are.

There's a hell of a big difference between a half blind elderly woman dressing up as comic book characters and not bothering one damned person, and violent psychopathic criminal creeps beating her up, bombing her house, driving a back hoe over 3 more of her houses, cutting her car in half, filling her motorhome with feces, murdering her horse, and slaughtering her cats!

Old Orchard Beach has a crazy person in it all right, but isn't me... and the residents of this town need to get off their asses and tell the FBI who this white haired man and his blond wife and red haired sister-in-law are BEFORE THEY KILL ME! The red haired woman calls herself Kendra Silvermander.

I don't know who this man and his two women are. They are strangers to me. I don't know their names. And I don't know why they are doing this. Some body in this town must know who these people are ... PLEASE... the FBI is trying to put a stop to these insane hate crimes... PLEASE if you know who these psychopathic monsters are, PLEASE tell Agent Andy Drewer before they kill me. They cut my car in half in 2010. They cut my cats in half in 2015. How long do you think it'll be before they cut ME in half too? PLEASE HELP ME!

➽ ➽ ➽ If you have any information regarding the identity of the stalker/attacker/driver of the 4-door white pick-up truck please contact Officer Tim DeLuca of the Old Orchard Beach Police Department @ 207-934-4911 and/or

Agent Andy Drewer

of the Portland FBI

@ 207-774-9322 

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Please help the police and FBI put this brutal, violent, psychotically deranged stalker family in prison.

Have Information?
Call FBI Agent Andy Drewer @ (207) 774-9322 





Need Directions?

Rather then ask the crazy gun-toting neighbours, and risk get shot by the psychotically deranged, white power gay haters that live up and down my street, patrolling obsessively by my driveway every 15 minutes in a 4 door white pick-up truck, just get directions from Google Maps. Here, you can find 146 Portland Avenue, Old Orchard Beach, ME right here:


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